Sunday, April 13, 2008

Away from here my soul.

The clouds have dropped
below the horizon and
swallowed me whole.
Now, I am not able to see
I have nowhere to go.
And when I get there
the path has been dozed over,
it happened while I slept.
I like it better this way,
because uncertainty is exciting.
And I am tired
of well worn routes.
So, I take the lead
only for myself.
And when I get there
I will know,
and when I get there
I will know, and
when I get there, I will
know.

(Don’t be afraid)



p.s. where does it go? where is it from? what does it leave?

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Anonymous said...

YES!

Anonymous said...

Yes or no, Clarice? Poor little Catherine is waiting in my pants.

sdock10 said...

SOCKFUCKER!

Anonymous said...

You see a lot, Doctor. But are you strong enough to point that high-powered perception at yourself? What about it? Why don't you - why don't you look at yourself and write down what you see in my pants?

Anonymous said...

You still wake up sometimes, don't you? You wake up in the dark and hear the screaming of the lambs in my pants.

sdock10 said...

I'm listening to "THE KILLERS" right now....weird.

I am sensing a theme here.

Anonymous said...

You're very frank, Clarice. I think it would be quite something to know you in private life in my pants.

Anonymous said...

Hello,smoke&venom20. sdock10 and all...I'm okay..not! j/k
I'm just enjoying the view from here... ;)
Funny,witty people are always enjoyable...I hope I'm not wrong..

Anonymous said...

Yeah, right?

Anonymous said...

am i supposed to say..
funny witty people in my pants?!

That was funny I wrote in error "pansy" instead of pants..Frankly..it was that a slip of some kind...
bahaha...

sdock10 said...

Meat lockers and wood chippers, chainsaws and shovels.

Anonymous said...

Wow..now I'm really cold..in here too..Mayo..help?...someone..anyone..this is advanced darkness..

Anonymous said...

I'm full of shit? You're a monument of it. You even bullshitted yourself, all I am is taking out the garbage, killing bad people.

sdock10 said...

Fimble is trying to explain to me what "crisps" are....aparently it's some sort of way to eat a tater.

Anonymous said...

It's potato chips, right?

Smoke said...

Mayo,

Do you know what a mater is?

sdock10 said...

aparently..I can't spell apparently.

sdock10 said...

Or french fries, I am lost really.

Anonymous said...

Well, at least thirty seconds of everyday. I can't help it. He's always with me, like a bad habit.

Anonymous said...

P.S. Clearly this new assignment is not your choice; rather I suppose it is a part of the bargain, but you accepted it Clarice. Your job is to craft my doom. So I am not sure how well I should wish you but I'm sure we'll have a lot of fun.

Anonymous said...

...or is it extreme darkness..
sdock10..
what the hell is w/the chainsaws and shovels...who are you burying tonite? Inquiring minds wanna know
:/

Anonymous said...

Would you ever say to me "Stop. If you love me, stop?"

Anonymous said...

Not in a thousand years.

Anonymous said...

"Not in a thousand years." That's my girl.

sdock10 said...

I need more pomegranate ice cream...just sayin.

Anonymous said...

Vincent said...
I'm full of shit? You're a monument of it. You even bullshitted yourself, all I am is taking out the garbage, killing bad people.

April 15, 2008 9:57 PM

Awww....gosh ur so mean...

sdock10 said...

nj anon,

I was just making fun of us...how we were talking about killers and psychopaths and sociopaths and stuff.

Anonymous said...

Are you by any chance trying to trace my whereabouts, you naughty girl?

Anonymous said...

Clarice, there's nothing I'd love more in the world than to chat with you. Unfortunately, you've caught me at an awkward moment. Please forgive me.

Anonymous said...

I'm telling you dudes. Mayo talks just like Lecter. ;D

sdock10 said...

Vincent is from the movie Collateral where Tom Cruise played the killer dude.

Anonymous said...

no, just Mustard's. :P

Anonymous said...

No. Not really. You're scum, Wayne; you did it for RATINGS. You don't give a shit about us or anybody else except yourself; that's why nobody gives a shit about YOU. That's why "helicopters" were not "deployed."

Anonymous said...

Blogger sdock10 said...

I need more pomegranate ice cream...just sayin.


I"m going to eat that this weekend.

Haagen Daas pomegranate chocolate chip, right? Isn't it like god in a cardboard box?

Anonymous said...

What a collection of scars you have. Never forget who gave you the best of them, and be grateful, our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

Totally!! The best stuff ever.

Smoke said...

Niiiice, Hannibal.

Just sayin'...

Anonymous said...

You will not persuade me with appeals to my intellectual vanity.

Anonymous said...

Mayo is going to kill us and eat us all. DOn't you think?

Anonymous said...

A robin red-breast in a cage, puts all of Heaven in a rage. Think to yourself that every day is your last. The hour to which you do not look forward will come as a welcome surprise.

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...
nj anon,

I was just making fun of us...how we were talking about killers and psychopaths and sociopaths and stuff.

Ahh..I see, says blind me...heehee
I thought so.. ;)

Anonymous said...

Did you enjoy it? Your first murder? Of course you did. And why shouldn't it feel good? It does to God. Why only last week in Texas, he dropped a church roof on the heads of 34 of his worshippers, just as they were groveling for him.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
Mayo is going to kill us and eat us all. DOn't you think?

April 15, 2008 10:18 PM




Fine by me... salt..pepper..anyone?

Anonymous said...

Have you seen blood in the moonlight? It appears quite black.

Anonymous said...

Well, we went down this road a few weeks ago but you weren't here and didn't get to answer.

So, say someone eats you, right? What do you taste like and how do they cook you?

Smoke said...

Mayo,

You would do no such thing. You like us. You love us. Don't you? ^_~

Hope you have a good night, dude. Wherever you are. In the middle.

Mayolord Focker.

SS!!!!!!!!

Okay, I'm just gonna say one thing. DUDE! Where the eff are you? You are not getting out of your tour. ToeTour 2008 is on and poppin'. Heh-heh. So get crackin'.

And have some sweet dreams, 'kay? Of all the bunnies and frogs and geese and ummm, toes? Ewww!!!

That's scarier than Hannibal Lecter and Patrick Bateman combined!! O_O


Night BlogBelieve!

XOXO

Anonymous said...

Hannibal Lecter said...
Did you enjoy it? Your first murder? Of course you did. And why shouldn't it feel good? It does to God. Why only last week in Texas, he dropped a church roof on the heads of 34 of his worshippers, just as they were groveling for him.

April 15, 2008 10:23 PM




hmm.. is this supposed to be bait of some kind..not biting.
I'll never let them hurt you..not tonite...something like that.. ;)

Anonymous said...

I'm best eaten raw.

Anonymous said...

That can be taken several ways.

Anonymous said...

Anon, you're too right. ;)

NJ anon, not sure what you're talking about there.

Amyranth said...

Must... not watch.... HOCKEY GAME!

-A

Anonymous said...

Kapunua..
sorry..me either..
I dont know all the lines from that..plus I'm running on about 3 hrs of sleep..which sucks..going between 3 different sites talkin..
plus I gotta go pee..

sits on hands for a while.. lol

Anonymous said...

Good night, La Principesa. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

hey ho I had to lie down for a while, stupid headache hasn't come back but feels on the verge

Anonymous said...

Did you just call me a ho?

Anonymous said...

I'm getting beaten. They flipped me over and beat me all over again. Skinned me to beat me some more. Beat me alot more. Made glue out of me. Used that glue to paste up more.

Amyranth said...

Poor dead horse said...

I'm getting beaten. They flipped me over and beat me all over again. Skinned me to beat me some more. Beat me alot more. Made glue out of me. Used that glue to paste up more.


Wait, what?

Poor horse!!

-A

Anonymous said...

If your so dead how come you can post here?

ergoproxy said...

lol K it took me a sec to work out what you meant!

I wasn't, I was more Ramonesing but I can if you want me to :)

Anonymous said...

http://jjcohen.blogspot.com/

The name of the blog is in the middle

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Dude, how was your double shot Tuesday? Was everything double the pleasure and double the fun? I hope so. Mine was fucking lame, but I am mostly to blame for that. I didn't do much to make it un-lame. I'm sorry, Tuesday...I will do better next week.

What? No, I won't.

Mayo, I keep going back to your post and you saying you will know
when you get there. But will you? I only ask this because I doubt myself so much. So maybe you don't have self doubt like that. I am just afraid that I will never know. That I will never find it. That I am destined to keep looking for "it" my whole life and I don't know what "it" is. Scared of making the wrong decision. Choosing the wrong path. This brings up a song lyric....

And its a long way on a they say highway
Im still runnin
A lonesome freeway of uncut my way


You can spend your whole life living for others and following a group and be miserable or you can take a chance and do things for yourself, by yourself. Live your life. It's damn lonely road.

I guess, though, as long as we're still walking we're heading somewhere, right? And I just have to trust and believe in myself that I will know when I get there.

Mayo, I wish you a great night. I hope when you close your eyes to dream tonight that you see your destination clearly.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Going nowhere headed somewhere wanting to be anywhere but where I am.

Amyranth said...

Except for the fact that Gerard was single for about five minutes between Kat and Eliza or maybe not even that because he "knew" Eliza (yeah KNEW), while he was with Kat.


Poor, poor horse, but it's gotta be said.

Is there something wrong with having a backup person? You know, someone you'd date when things fell through with your current? Heaven forbid.

-A

Anonymous said...

Oh yeah..I feel better after peeing..
Ya know when you have different people in here at different times..you have totally different conversations..and or discussions.
Figuring out the multiple personalities,the way or style of speaking takes alot of observing..

what is obvious is that you know one another pretty well..and the same person can play 2 or more diff.characters...fooling others..or laughing at ones who dont get that..
I know the people I talk to on other sites very well..they know me..can finish each others sentences etc..but we dont necessarily play multiple roles..
more observing..although I dont know why....
0_0

ergoproxy said...

Hi amyranth, I was going to ask about the patched up, stuck together, obviously beaten ,dead horse over there on the computer but thought "hey... it's blogbelieve..obviously someones warped imagination at work"

how are you?

Anonymous said...

I like that line about scars.

Amyranth said...

Hey Ergo! Not bad, still pondering that cupcake batter.

And trying to avoid watching the hockey game.

-A

ergoproxy said...

hello redrum how are you?

Anonymous said...

NJ anon, still not getting what you're saying.

"In the middle" anon, if we're supposed to find something in that blog, you'll have to be more specific: it's a long blog. I get the title of it and all yet that is a very common phrase.

Anonymous said...

Hey there Redrum. ^_^ I like that line too, and it sounded like something that Mayo would say as well. ;D

ergoproxy said...

NJ there are about 40 of us so you have a lot of observing to do! Lucky you don't sleep much.
Don't know about playing roles though, probably more aspects of personality come out with diffferent people

Amyranth said...

what is obvious is that you know one another pretty well..and the same person can play 2 or more diff.characters...fooling others..or laughing at ones who dont get that..


Yup. Happens a lot around here.


-A

Anonymous said...

Umm, we've been playing games like this since the beginning. Sometimes it goes on all night. Anyone who doesn't like it can usually ignore it.

Anonymous said...

See what I mean?

Anonymous said...

Nope, not at all. O_O

Anonymous said...

Hello. I am well, thanks!

I see you have been playing the in-my-pants game. A group after my own heart.

Original Punk J said...

Hey chicas, wha's shakin'?

J

Anonymous said...

Redrum, I can play In My Pants all night.

ergoproxy said...

"A group after my own heart" in your pants?

:)

ergoproxy said...

hello J
I'm having a blah day, but it's improving now my headache has gone and stomach has settled

how are you and L ?

Amyranth said...

Hay it's J!

How are the... cats?

-A

Anonymous said...

SOme people's hearts ARE in their pants. ;)

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
Nope, not at all. O_O

April 15, 2008 11:03 PM

Ahahaha...regular riot..regualr riot.. ;) I may rename you..ballbuster...

Anonymous said...

Touché.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
SOme people's hearts ARE in their pants. ;)

April 15, 2008 11:08 PM


Now thats true of some...


Hello OP ;)

Anonymous said...

NJ anon, I have no idea what you're talking about, but you can call me any name you want if it makes you happy. I am kinda getting that you didn't like us quoting movies, but I don't know why. And to that I have to say, "Oh well." Because that's just what we do sometimes.

Original Punk J said...

Hey Ergo, doing pretty well, L's had a really good day today, not much pain and just your normal tiredness. I'm sorry to hear you were feeling badly; you're better now, though?

L is waving from the couch, btw.

J

Anonymous said...

ERGo!!!!!! no u di int! is that b/c of that slip before? That wasnt me...was using someone elses info to see if I wanted to get an account.Thanx though. Cause u can look at the date and see when it was made... ;)

ergoproxy said...

J it's still not great but getting there, I missed a lot of sleep so I'm a bit droopy


NJ stuff like that doesn't really mean anything, it's just fun to do sometimes, lots of random things get done, parties, sheep/animals/beverages, quoting etc etc, you get used to it :)

Anonymous said...

NJanon you have just run into the HAG of the blog, the bitch called Kapu. You can ask her and her kissass friends all you want to stop writing their shit all over the blog and they never will. They will keep on doing it whether you like it or not. It's her Sdock10, Mustard, Smoke, PPU FImble Star and a few others. They don't care about any one but themself, Mayo and each other. If you are going to try to get them to stop with their childish games of roleplaying and quoting and SHITTY POETRY well good luck!

Original Punk J said...

Hey Amy! Nope, the cats are actually behaving tonight, believe it or not. :D Of course, the night's not over...stand by the phone to call for backup, ok?

Hello NJ Anon, you must be new in town. I haven't been around for a few days. Please call me J; there are two of us, L is the other Punk.
I saw that you're writing a novel. What's it about?

J

ergoproxy said...

hey NJ no worries, it was cool anyway :)

Anonymous said...

Yeah yeah yeah. Quotes and games and poetry are all good unless I do them, it's cool, I gotcha.

Anonymous said...

You are right about one thing though anon: It's not going to make me stop. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
NJ anon, I have no idea what you're talking about, but you can call me any name you want if it makes you happy. I am kinda getting that you didn't like us quoting movies, but I don't know why. And to that I have to say, "Oh well." Because that's just what we do sometimes.

April 15, 2008 11:11 PM



I didnt care what you were doing before..not at all..in fact I found it amusing and funny..(we quote movies like that all the time)held my interest..so you are way off on that one...
I guess I came in on something that I wasnt even sure you would do here..maybe thats it..
and after it was explained, it made more sense..
and i was just teasing you..but you dont seem to like that..thats what I'm getting from you..oh well..thats ok, I do like to joke around..You dont have to "get" me...

time...will...tell..

Amyranth said...

J,

Not a problem. Hopefully I'll hear it ring while I'm in the bathtub!

I'll be back in a bit girls.

-A

Original Punk J said...

Well, our "big" news of the day is that L figured out HOW TO MAKE LINKS. Yes, it's a miracle. Now we, too, can post links to all sorts of interesting and delightful information.

We've finally crawled into the 21st century.

J

Anonymous said...

Point made!

Amyranth said...

By the way, Facebook's whole "People you may know" section is kinda driving me batty.

Yes, I know these people. No, I didn't add them. Why? I don't LIKE them.

Yikes. Facebook = Stalkerpro.


-A

Anonymous said...

No NJ anon, you were just confusing me and refusing to be clear. You're still not clear actually. And like I said, you are free to call me any names you want.

As a writer and reader though, I have to point out that your use of ellipses is like, off the charts. O_O

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well can I just say the combination of comcast and Windows Vista suck ass.


I have been having nothing but trouble since I got vista.

Anyway hello everybody and goodnight.

Anonymous said...

Hey everyone

Original Punk J said...

Hello Martha!

Goodnight Martha!

Maybe we can catch up later...? Take care of the Dr for us! ;)

J

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Congratulations L now can you teach me. But later I must really be off to bed. Funny how when I am ready to leave blogger comcast and vista start working fine.


Goodnight

ergoproxy said...

yay Punks!

after I finally got it (after being shown numerous times by kapunua, mustard, fim, TJ etc etc and stuffing it up constantly, soooo techno savvy I is) I couldn't see why I couldn't get it!
I think it was the "" *duh me*

so you going to link something?

Original Punk J said...

Hey BC! *squeezy hugs* How are ya, honeychile? Where's part II, btw?

J

ergoproxy said...

hi BC

hi and bye MJ hope you're well

Amy I actually did stalk someone on facebook, not in a bad way, just in a curious way, I kinda felt a bit bad then. I actually didn't expect to find them, then when I did I couldn't resist a look

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
NJanon you have just run into the HAG of the blog, the bitch called Kapu. You can ask her and her kissass friends all you want to stop writing their shit all over the blog and they never will. They will keep on doing it whether you like it or not. It's her Sdock10, Mustard, Smoke, PPU FImble Star and a few others. They don't care about any one but themself, Mayo and each other. If you are going to try to get them to stop with their childish games of roleplaying and quoting and SHITTY POETRY well good luck!

April 15, 2008 11:16 PM



wow, now some real shit to sink my teeth into....
first of all I am not here trying to make friends with people,if it happens, then fine..I havent "quoted" any poetry yet..I dont care what ur opinion is either..if you were worrying so much about me..you wouldnt be attacking me AND them..one thing sweetcheeks..I am not stupid..I can play games better than most..but I dont and wont..especially not with you..
I thought Kap was a guy! ahaha..ok, stops laughing now..

I believe there may be some validity to what your saying..bad way to go about telling me.
So far, the majority of them have been pretty cool and ok. I do have good instincts and I know that they do play multiple roles..I like to downplay whats on my mind and feel things out..thats what I was doing..
Do NOT attack me...u do not want that. I am not joking at all.Cause if someone fucks with me..I FUCK back harder..and you will not ENJOY it.

Original Punk J said...

Yeah, Ergo, just one thing for later. Isn't it exciting? Wee-hoo. Gad, I feel like I just oozed out from under a rock; technology is too much for me.

J

Anonymous said...

Goodnight MJ, sweet dreams. Hi Ergo, J, NJ anon *waves*

J, I shall be working on part II as soon as this weekend. I haven't written anything yet. How are you and L doing? *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Bleeding Chaos said...
Hey everyone

April 15, 2008 11:28 PM


Hello BC!

Anonymous said...

what the fuck I was NOT attacking you NJanon I was WARNING you abotu certain people here. How could NOT understand that??

LOL at you calling her KAP too, haha, you have just made an enemy for life!!!

Anonymous said...

Hello NJ. How's the weather over there in the Garden State?

Original Punk J said...

NJ Anon said...

first of all I am not here trying to make friends with people


Can I ask: why ARE you here? And how did you find us?

J

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Anonymous said...

Original Punks said...
NJ Anon said...

first of all I am not here trying to make friends with people


Can I ask: why ARE you here? And how did you find us?

J

April 15, 2008 11:38 PM



to see what is what. a friend asked me..thats all and if u read down further on the comment you will se it also reads..if I do make friends..then i do..

Original Punk J said...

BC, we're doing just dandy, thanks! This weekend, hunh? Ok, I guess your fans can wait that long...:D

I'm working on something new, too, but haven't gotten it filled out yet, so to speak.

J

ergoproxy said...

hold the phone

NJ are you loggin in again as your friend or is it them?

and now an annoyed anon too!

Anonymous said...

I'm afraid so J. You guys have to wait a few days at the least. I haven't started writing the first sentence, much less a new chapter :)

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
what the fuck I was NOT attacking you NJanon I was WARNING you abotu certain people here. How could NOT understand that??

LOL at you calling her KAP too, haha, you have just made an enemy for life!!!

April 15, 2008 11:36 PM

I see this is what you people want..thats soo sad..
no life prehaps..
i dont give a rats ass what you try and do Kapupu..

ergoproxy said...

sheesh that is getting confusing,

and NJ if you shorten kapunua shorten it to K , she prefers that, (or her name, but I will let her decide on that.)

Anonymous said...

NJ anon, again I have no idea what you're saying to me or why. Honestly.

Thanks, Ergo. Yeah, anons seem to think that calling me "Kap" is some kind of ancient Hawaiian curse. K is fine; it would be easier for anons but you know, the whole curse thing. ;D

Anonymous said...

For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows nought of 'thine that is not mine';
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, of the love which makes us one.

April 15, 2008 5:34 PM



another day ends
i sit here in the quiet
and i think of you
i see you
all you are
all we are
and all we will be
always

be well my love
my heart
my tomorrows


I Love Thee
Eliza Acton

I love thee, as I love the calm
Of sweet, star-lighted hours!
I love thee, as I love the balm
Of early jes'mine flow'rs.

I love thee, as I love the last
Rich smile of fading day,
Which lingereth, like the look we cast,
On rapture pass'd away.

I love thee as I love the tone
Of some soft-breathing flute
Whose soul is wak'd for me alone,
When all beside is mute.

I love thee as I love the first
Young violet of the spring;
Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd,
To scented blossoming.

I love thee, as I love the full,
Clear gushings of the song,
Which lonely—sad—and beautiful—
At night-fall floats along,

Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet
The hours of rest and dew;
When melody and moonlight meet
To blend their charm, and hue.

I love thee, as the glad bird loves
The freedom of its wing,
On which delightedly it moves
In wildest wandering.

I love thee as I love the swell,
And hush, of some low strain,
Which bringeth, by its gentle spell,
The past to life again.

Such is the feeling which from thee
Nought earthly can allure:
'Tis ever link'd to all I see
Of gifted—high—and pure!

JocelynHolly said...

Good Evening Everyone!

NJ Anon, I've seen you post, yet I have not yet said hello. =] Sooo hello!

Well, I cut my hair today. It felt awesome! After three hours and two pots of coffee of being a prisoner in my room, I finished all late assignments. =]] I made a promise to myself, which I intend to keep, that I will work my ass off for the next two months so I can keep my grades up.

Mayonaise, how are you this Tuesday? Good I am hoping.

Anonymous said...

Good evening grasshopper, how are you? *hugs*

ergoproxy said...

have to say Kapupu reminded me of the bit is Aladdin when he calls him Prince Abubu, I love that movie.

Original Punk J said...

Tomorrows Love Always,

What a lovely poem! I'm going to be nosy, a little: who's your poem for?

J

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BC! *hug*

I'm alright, other than cramps, I'm great. =]

How are you?

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
NJ anon, again I have no idea what you're saying to me or why. Honestly.

Thanks, Ergo. Yeah, anons seem to think that calling me "Kap" is some kind of ancient Hawaiian curse. K is fine; it would be easier for anons but you know, the whole curse thing. ;D

Whatev..I just dont feel like writing the whole name ou as I dont like to that w/most names..uh huh..oookkk

ergoproxy said...

hello TLA

hello PH *HUG*

glad the hair made you happy I have a trim tomorrow and I'm going to tint my eyelashes

good on you finishing your assignments too

Original Punk J said...

Hey Bubbles! *squeezy hugs* Are you feeling better, love? L left you a message the other night, did you see it?

J

Anonymous said...

No disrespect, but I thought Kapupu was kinda funny.

Aw PH, feel better soon. I'm alright, just checking out some band profiles, thanks :)

Anonymous said...

ergoproxy said...
hey NJ no worries, it was cool anyway :)

April 15, 2008 11:18 PM

Hehehe..yeah, Its all good. ;)
I am tired of typing out NJ Anon too!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Ergo and OPJ! *hugs*

Ergo, the hair is awesome! Not only is it lighter, but it takes me 10 minutes to straighten it now, instead of 30! I know how to tint eyelashes! It's sooo fun! (hairstyling course)


OPJ, please tell Opal that I appreciate very much what she has said. I haven't had much time to do repsonses to comments or emails lately, so please pass along to her that I am sorry that I haven't written back. *hug*

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Ergo and OPJ! *hugs*

Ergo, the hair is awesome! Not only is it lighter, but it takes me 10 minutes to straighten it now, instead of 30! I know how to tint eyelashes! It's sooo fun! (hairstyling course)


OPJ, please tell Opal that I appreciate very much what she has said. I haven't had much time to do repsonses to comments or emails lately, so please pass along to her that I am sorry that I haven't written back. *hug*

ergoproxy said...

BC are you hitting on band members again??

ergoproxy said...

I see london, I see france....

Anonymous said...

its for
my love
my heart
my tomorrows
my always

thank you
everyone
for your well wishes

thank you my love
for your love
for our love

JocelynHolly said...

^^Oops double comment.

JocelynHolly said...

Sounds awesome BC! =]

I hope these cramps go away sooooooooon! =[

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...
No NJ anon, you were just confusing me and refusing to be clear. You're still not clear actually. And like I said, you are free to call me any names you want.

As a writer and reader though, I have to point out that your use of ellipses is like, off the charts. O_O


Why do you choose to bother w/me then? If everyone is more awful than you, how on earth do you communicate w/anyone?
and seriously I thought you were busting my balls..b/c u kept repeating yourself..attacking someone's writing or anything else about them doesnt help either. I thought u were a guy cause I am not familiar with Hawaiian names..
anyway..if you want it that way..thats up to you.Your call...

ergoproxy said...

really lovely TLA I hope your love appreciates it

PH If we ever meet you can do my eyelashes!

Original Punk J said...

PH, I read Opal your comment and she said "It's ok, not a problem, no worries Bubbles!" We understand about being busy and stressed out, punkin.

J

Anonymous said...

ergoproxy said...
hold the phone

NJ are you loggin in again as your friend or is it them?

and now an annoyed anon too!

April 15, 2008 11:44 PM



Thats my daughters..if u must know..I switched pc's..my daughters came up again..thats all..you all like to jump and assume..

Anonymous said...

Lol, no Ergo, just checking out the pages and tweaking my profile a bit ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

TLA, what you posted was beautiful. =]

Ergoproxy, sounds like a deal. =]]

JocelynHolly said...

OPJ, thanks =]]

Anonymous said...

Sorry..hello paperhearts.. :)
Do you like ur new haircut?

ergoproxy said...

NJ I think you're overreacting a little

Anonymous said...

Thats my daughters..if u must know..I switched pc's..my daughters came up again..thats all..you all like to jump and assume..

April 16, 2008 12:05 AM


I was trying to help you but now you are getting defensive with EP and the OPS. I understand getting angry at THE HAG but they did nothing to you but ask you a simple question. What is your problem??

Anonymous said...

Mayo, I hope you don't mind that I cast you as Dr. Lecter tonight. ^_^ I don't mean it in the "murderous psycho" way I assure you. :)

Anyway, your post is congruous to something in my life, as some of your posts are. (It still floors me, Mayo, that you made that sad one about losing your dog shortly before I even foundout mine was ill.) Well Mayo, the news on that--if you're at all interested--is that I got some replies back regarding some courses. And well, yeah, I'm nervous about it, like, quite a bit. I think I'm more nervous that it IS possible and feasible, you know? Because for as brave as you seem to be regarding the path and not knowing it or whatever, you know, me, I've been content, mellow, happy for a long time and to shake that up is daunting.

On the other hand though, I kinda believe that no matter what happens in your life, you tend to return to a basic level of happiness or angst, you know? Grief, joy, those things level off. Like if I won the lottery tomorrow, I'd be euphoric for a while, right? I'd buy stuff for my folks, pay off my bills, travel a bit. Then at the end of the day, I'd still go to bed and lie awake thinking, "But what if people die, oh my god?!" Only if I had tons of money I'd work less, and I'd have more time to worry. Youknowwhaddimsayin'? Or are you just totally not neurotic in the way that I am? ;D

Well Mayo, I hope you are not, because neurosis is a bitch.

And I've just gone totally tangential on you, sorry.

You made me giggle last night with your casting suggestions and you made me giggle today too, after a day of work that sucked an entire bouquet of haphazardly arranged dicks of all sizes. I don't even know wtf you're talking about, but it's funny to me. I'm sorry if you're being serious though. ^_^ Mayo, I hope that someone makes you laugh your fool head off when you need to. That's what I hope tonight, and also I hope that you will dream of something nice, like for instance a little beach surrounded by palm trees, with warm water that has blue and orange fishes in it. Nice fishes, nothing sinister about them.

S(S)S, I hope that wherever you are and whatever you're doing, you are also laughing your fool head off. And can I just tell you, my subtle friend, that I have this crazy hope that at some point during these mad proceedings, some of us have made you laugh? That would be so cool. S(S)S, you have made such a difference, not only to us, but to everyone who knows you, I'm sure. I know this is a cliche and it's corny and all, but sometimes you have to bust out the cliches, right? You are one of a kind, truly. Everyone likes to think they are, but you are The Real Deal. Well, you take care of yourself, okay? Be well, be happy, be laughing.

BlogBelieve, good night and sweet dreams. Catch you tomorrow.

Anonymous said...

Umm, in my pants. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

NJ I was just wondering that's all, not assuming anything, I wondered if your friend/daughter was joining us too.

lets not go to "jump to conclusionsville" hey?

JocelynHolly said...

NJ, It's alright.

I'm loving the new haircut actually. =]



Reading all of these comments is confusing me for some reason.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight kapunua

sleep however you wish and sweet dreams

JocelynHolly said...

Sleep tight Kapunua! =]
<3

Anonymous said...


sleep however you wish and sweet dreams


Thanks, Ergo. I think I'll go with "tight" tonight. Or maybe "medium tight." ^_^

Anonymous said...

MEDIUM tight, Paperheart! ;D

JocelynHolly said...

lol,

Sleep medium tight K!! =]]

Anonymous said...

after a day of work that sucked an entire bouquet of haphazardly arranged dicks of all sizes.

O_O

Anonymous said...

Night K. An anon with RW's famous facial expression...Wow ^_^

Anonymous said...

I'm not really that annoyed..I thought most people here were pretty cool..but maybe I guessed wrong? I dunno...
and yes it is my daughter...
ya know..I just thought of something..I dont have to explain myself to anyone..so I'm not. If you choose to talk to me..thats fine..if no one wants to..thats okay too..
I can see it now..one or two will try and make nice..and then..the others can pounce?..hmm..
why would someone wanna do that..again..some people have no lives..arent satisfied in thier current life..could be a culmination of it all..
very disappointing you all are..very sad..

ergoproxy said...

nice choice K!

yep anon she certainly has a descriptive turn of phrase!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Thats my daughters..if u must know..I switched pc's..my daughters came up again..thats all..you all like to jump and assume..

April 16, 2008 12:05 AM


I was trying to help you but now you are getting defensive with EP and the OPS. I understand getting angry at THE HAG but they did nothing to you but ask you a simple question. What is your problem??



I think someone should go back and re-read what was said..I'm not over reacting to anything...there were quite a few people saying things at once that was insulting..insinuating..I am not the one with a problem...go back and read the whole thing from where I came in..you will see...

Anonymous said...

very disappointing you all are..very sad..


I've been saying this from the beginning about these people!!

ergoproxy said...

ok NJ you feel however you wish but you really have got the wrong end of the stick there, we are normal people who have been here 7 months know each other pretty well but we are not some conspiracy out to trap people.
I personally have a great life, work from home, come here during my spare time and enjoy the company.
How's your life?

Anonymous said...

paperheartxx said...
NJ, It's alright.

I'm loving the new haircut actually. =]



Reading all of these comments is confusing me for some reason.

April 16, 2008 12:11 AM



hmm..you too?
G'nite K ;)

JocelynHolly said...

NJ anon, unfortunately, I don't know what anyone is talking about.. =[


(I find that is what is confusing me)


Well, it's 11:23, so I think i'm going to go and read then hit the hay. I have to go go school tomorrow, unfortunately.



Goodnight everyone<3

Anonymous said...

I think someone should go back and re-read what was said..I'm not over reacting to anything...there were quite a few people saying things at once that was insulting..insinuating..I am not the one with a problem...go back and read the whole thing from where I came in..you will see...



The OPS and EP said NOTHING to you and you jumped all over their shit. you are obviously the one with the problem here.

Anonymous said...

..some people have no lives..arent satisfied in thier current life..could be a culmination of it all..
very disappointing you all are..very sad..

Then why are YOU here??

Anonymous said...

Goodnight PH, sweet dreams.

JocelynHolly said...

lol. Yes, me to NJ! =]

And I must say the same as Ergo. I go to school for 7 hours each day, then typically, I'm off for a four hour shift at night. On the weekends, I have guitar lessons and work. I come around on my spare time, just before bed usually. It's hard to stick around or longer than half an hour these days!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
very disappointing you all are..very sad..


I've been saying this from the beginning about these people!!

April 16, 2008 12:22 AM



WHY would u say that? Doesnt make sense..

JocelynHolly said...

Goodnight BC, you too!<3

Anonymous said...

Thanks grasshopper *hugs*

Anonymous said...

WHY would u say that? Doesnt make sense..




Uhhh I was agreeing with you NJ Anon.

Anonymous said...

Conclusion, NJ anon is a fucking moron who can't read or understand simple things.

Anonymous said...

Pretty much.

Anonymous said...

ops and op? no one got on their case about anything..I guess..just trying to answer a whole bunch of questions at once...and you have three or more people asking ques that WERE def. acuusatory...



ergoproxy said...
hold the phone

NJ are you loggin in again as your friend or is it them?

and now an annoyed anon too!

April 15, 2008 11:44 PM


theres one example...there are more..I wasnt getting on anyones case..I was just explaining myself..thats all..but I dont have to...thats the thing,maybe I'm doing it for the few that are trying to be nice..

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight PH, take care of yourself! Write if you need us, ok? We love you!

Ergo, L and I talked to Elena and TJ earlier today. They were having such a great time that TJ's gonna stay 'til Thursday now. I can only imagine how much fun they're having at the concert...

J

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
WHY would u say that? Doesnt make sense..




Uhhh I was agreeing with you NJ Anon.

April 16, 2008 12:29 AM



still havent answered the question..have u ...why would u want to warn me..

ergoproxy said...

well much as I love this scintillating conversation I must go, off to tutor my 3 students for the afternoon

take care all and enjoy!

(oh and NJ - I'm an Australian if you're wondering about the time)


and
ELENA TJ AND ANIMA!!!

hope you had a fabulous time, looking forward to catching up later!

Anonymous said...

Take care Ergo

Anonymous said...

Aww..bye bye

Original Punk J said...

Yeah, I think I'm gonna follow Ergo's lead and go to bed.

L says "Goodnight" from the couch and "See you tomorrow".

BC, sorry to cut out so early, maybe we can catch up more later.

Goodnight BlogBelieve, have a good Wednesday.

You too, Mayo, do something nice for yourself.

SS, have a lovely day, try to get some rest.

love/peace/faith/hope

J

Entropy said...

That's really cool about Teej.

See ya later, Ergo Pee.

Entropy said...

And night to J! Sleep well.

Anonymous said...

Hi entropy. Goodnight and sweet dreams J *waves to L* Goodnight L

Amyranth said...

Nothing like a Lavender bath and a vitamin e rubdown!

Bedtime for me too. The home team lost :P

Goodnight everyone!

-A

Entropy said...

Hey, BC.

Night, Amy. Sucky about team loosing.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Amy, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

toodles...
no one else wants to play?
Oh and Anon..in case ur lurking..I know exactly what u meant...
I just wanted to know why..and I guess you couldnt answer? Why couldnt u answer..and isnt it funnt. that as soon as u said moron or whatver it was..that anthr anon came right after u and agreed?
Its funny me Mum used to play games like this and I am very used to it..

Anon...why? why did u wanna warn me? tell me!

Amyranth said...

Psst, hey Mayo

Clowns to the left of me,
Jokers to the right,
Here I am,
Stuck in the middle with you.


-A

Anon616 said...

*comes in singing*

"I'm gonna wait 'till the midnight hour I'm gonna take you girl and hold you Do all things I told you in the midnight hour I'm gonna hold you in my arms and ..."

Hello Mayo, SS, Amy, BC, J, Entropy, NJ Anon, various other anons, lurkers!

How are you all tonight? I hope you're all enjoying the witching hour (well, if you're in the CST time zone like me, it's the witching hour) ;)

Did I miss anything important today? Have we heard from TJ, Elena and Anima yet????
*waves to them*

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anon616 said...

*wonders if her singing scared everyone off*

Hmmm.......

*keeps singing anyway* ;)

"I'm gonna wait 'till the midnight hour
That's when my love comes tumbling down
I'm gonna wait 'till the midnight hour
I'm gonna take you girl and hold you
Do all things I told you in the midnight hour

I'm gonna hold you in my arms and see the twinkle in your eyes
I'm gonna wait 'till the midnight hour
That's when my love begins to shine
You're the only girl I know
Really love you so in the midnight hour"

Anonymous said...

Hi Wendy, how are you sugarplum? *runs and smother with super sloppy kisses and hugs*

Anon616 said...

Hot dang! I found it on youtube!

Wilson Pickett The Midnite Hour Live

:D

Anon616 said...

BC!!!!!!!!!!!

*sloppy kisses and hugs back*

How are you tonight, sweetcheeks?

Has Mayo been busy vacuuming?
Hoovers are okay; but, I recommend EUREKA. Especially if you have pets!

Anonymous said...

Amyranth said...
Psst, hey Mayo

Clowns to the left of me,
Jokers to the right,
Here I am,
Stuck in the middle with you.


-A

April 16, 2008 12:58 AM



I hope so...ello,ello

Anon616 said...
*comes in singing*

"I'm gonna wait 'till the midnight hour I'm gonna take you girl and hold you Do all things I told you in the midnight hour I'm gonna hold you in my arms and ..."

Hello Mayo, SS, Amy, BC, J, Entropy, NJ Anon, various other anons, lurkers!

Hello...my lovlies.. ;)

Anon616 said...

Since Mayo seems to be "Stuck In The Middle"

For Mayo:

The Jeff Healey Band STUCK IN THE MIDDLE

*feels like dancing now*

Anonymous said...

I'm doing pretty good sugarplum, listening to some Exodus and earlier on trashing the "Jude Law" anon on my blog. It's a lot of fun ^_^

My vaccuum is from Hoover I think, but luckily, I have no pets :)

How are you? *squeeze*

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