(It was by chance or perhaps happenstance.)
An Awkward Moment’s Legend.
It was one year ago today that I held your hand.
You asked if he did a good job.
It was a good job, wasn’t it?
It was, thank you.
You were quiet, I rambled
And you held my hand.
Can I get that for you? Oh yeah, sure.
I didn’t want to leave you,
You seemed to need
More time, one less drink, and one more smoke.
And I was intent on permanence.
Then, as is now, time passes like a plunge.
I am far, but not for long.
Do you miss me? Yes, I do.
I can’t hold your hand.
You will, soon enough.
In the meantime, I am waiting, asking
Are you sleeping to the sound of my voice?
I know you hear me, you do.
And this is ours,
A moment in time, continued.
And I am intent on permanence.
(How life can change, so quickly. In a moment, in a hand, it can shift. And everything that was will never be the same, in a good way, in the best way.)
p.s. shall we get matching rings? (Go on, laugh. I am.)
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 2512 Newer› Newest»I don't know Ergo. I can't imagine I'd be forgiven no matter what course of action I take.
No Jules, no drugs or porn. To tell you the truth, it seems small to me. My friend would make a much bigger deal of it.
Goodnight MJ, didn't see you there.
Hello Carrie!
Bikey you gotta go with your gut feeling. Do what that little voice in your head says is right to do.
well bikey then I suppose you'd have to think about whether the potential benefit for your friend would be worth sacrificing yourself friendship-wise
it's a hard choice
apart from that..are you well? I haven't talked to you for a while.
how are you elena?
I read your chapter late yesterday it was great!
Yes Elena, you are right of course.
As well as can be expected Ergo.
Thanks Ergo. I love writing gothics, I love the drama. Lord Mayo and his torment. I really hope TJ gets her chapter done. She was thrown by the twist of the secrets I put in. I want to see where she takes the story now.
Then Bikey: Which means more, your friend, or the situation? That's an honest question. Sometimes you have to cut your losses, you know?
I think that I shall never know
Why I am thus, and I am so.
Around me, other girls inspire
In men the rush and roar of fire,
The sweet transparency of glass,
The tenderness of April grass,
The durability of granite;
But me- I don't know how to plan it.
The lads I've met in Cupid's deadlock
Were- shall we say?- born out of wedlock.
Bikey I just always try to look at things like this...
At the end of the day I want to be able to know that I've done what my heart tells me is right. It's important to me to stay true to myself and my feelings. Lord knows that's not always easy. Lots of times not doing what my little voice says would be much easier.
Good evening Fair Mayonaise;
New post? Fuck you for always posting right after I leave!! :P lol. Well, I'm extremely tired, had the longest day ever, this is my fifth day in a row working, tomorrow will be my sixth. Haven't really had a day off in a few months. (I mean, a day without school or work.) Ohh well, I shan't be complaining, it's my own decision to stick with these hours. I'm soo hungry. I'm pretty sure I should go eat. 11:05 pm, and I have not eaten yet today. *sigh* It wasn't intentional, I just forgot my lunch at home, and didn't have time to eat at work. I worked an hour overtime, so that made me smile. =]
How was your day today Mayo? Need a hug? I sure as hell do! So, here's my daily piece of advice that I know that you won't ever fucking use; DON'T PUSH YOURSELF OVER THE LIMIT, SIR. =] Annd.. I think I will say, don't let anyone take advantage of you? =]
I can't think of what to say;
Good night;
- 007
<3
hello PH!
*hug* have something nice to eat.
bikey are you poorly?
elena I feel the same way but in reality I tend to avoid it until teh decision is no longer mine to make
I always saw, I always said
If I were grown and free,
I'd have a gown of reddest red
As fine as you could see,
To wear out walking, sleek and slow,
Upon a Summer day,
And there'd be one to see me so
And flip the world away.
And he would be a gallant one,
With stars behind his eyes,
And hair like metal in the sun,
And lips too warm for lies.
I always saw us, gay and good,
High honored in the town.
Now I am grown to womanhood....
I have the silly gown.
Yes, you all make very good points.
Thank you ladies. Now I must take my leave.
Goodnight all.
Keep well
Nice talking to you Bikey
I must go for a bit. Back soon
ok bikey, sleep well and take care of yourself ok?
Aaaw.. I missed the party again?
-A
When the stars threw down their spears
and watered heaven with their tears,
did he smile his work to see?
...
?
You okay Kapu?
-A
Yes of course. I'm just waiting for someone to finish the line.
Oh yes, your poetry game you've been playing.
I'm not THAT good though.
-A
hello amyranth how are you?
Did he who made the Lamb make thee?
Oh Hey, Ergo!
I was just hanging out, where is everyone? Was there another anonslaught?
-A
Thank you, I love that verse. ^_^
Light after last dark,
your spark and your fuel
and hurling the universe
into a jewel,
a place without logic,
without shoulders or hands,
where skin parts from spirit,
where question commands:
If you want to go there,
clothed in just metaphor,
my brother, informant,
my three dollar whore,
we will walk down that dark
and unsavory street.
We will walk all unlit,
side by side, still discreet.
Here the moon rarely shines,
it is dark as the ink
that runs from your mouth
when we stand on the brink.
With fingers so agile,
and so hard to resist
I will wring out each word
in the curl of my fist.
Out of context, a ghost,
unknown but admired--
we stole him from you,
so have you been inspired?
You're dodging a bullet,
I'm lifting your veils,
and we're under the radar
and tangled in tales
and often the one thing
I'm able to say is
how is it with you,
this many a day?
What you do with your buckles,
your sheets and your bed,
"Well nobody asked you
sir she said, sir she said...."
Still, this Ann Whitefield listens,
while Jenny Diver speaks,
and Beatrice parries
while Mrs. Lovett seeks
a magician in the kitchen
who knows how to stir it
(and your numbered girl knows:
twice a day, you prefer it.)
Did you think that she,
like some, was unaware?
Hypocrite lecteur,
mon semblable, mon frere.
No: she hears you, as I do,
through a false separation
made meaningless still
by constant gravitation
and we gather on wings
and we search for the center
and we don't heed the signs
that tell us Do Not Enter.
So we wait now, in corners,
for you to begin:
a web of your words, now
spin, spin, sugar. Spin.
Your spark and your fuel,
the last dark before light,
your presence, your absence,
check the time and goodnight.
no Amyranth, MJ had a run in earlier, I read it , I was out most of today.
I think it's just that time of night
elena said she had something to do and some of the others lie katherine haven't been about for a while. (miss you katherine)
Hello?
Hello?
Hey where is BC?
I don't know elena she's been on myspace but hasn't posted for a while
She's ok as far as I know
Elena! Hiya!
I haven't seen BC around for awhile, now that I think about it.
-A
Hey Amy
So are things still quiet around here?
very quiet
Very nice.
My comment was to Weaver Girl, not a comment about the quiet.
Incredibly Quiet.
I rather expected another face off with the Anonymous by this point, but I suppose you have to sleep sometime.
-A
well quiet is nice too
ok I'm off to do 3 hrs tutoring
take care everyone and I'll catch up sometime tomorrow
bye everyone
bye amyranth and elena damn I never seem to have time to talk to people these days
hope to catch up properly soon!
bye!!
Yeah, I think I'm going to get in my PJ'S and start some coloring again.
See ya later guys!
-A
Mayo
So I was in the shower thinking about what I was going to write tonight. Yeah, it sounds sorta creepy I was thinking about you in the shower but hey, I do some of my best thinking there. Anyway, I was bummed because the day had been truly, mind numbingly boring. So I got kinda angry and told myself that I really didn’t have to write something every night. Yeah, I’m a creature of habit and writing the goodnight just finishes off most days. I look forward to it. It gives me a feeling of peacefulness. Besides I’m so sure you really look forward to it too. (Pretend man, pretend) Thanks. Then I realized why I was angry. The day had been full of nothing. A wasted day. I hate those. I understand why I’m like this only thing is I can’t seem to stop the reason.
Ever since Sept 23 of 2006 I’ve been running full throttle towards a wall. So yeah, I know the exact date but I’m not going to explain that one. Oh Lordy, I’m actually gonna keep quiet about something. Surprises the shit out of me too. But back to the point. I can see what I’m doing. Massive, destructive behavior. I lost a whole lot of weight (about 70 lbs in 6 months) and I’m still doing it. Now I’m at just over 100 lbs lost. I shouldn’t, I know that but yet I continue on. I took up smoking. (Nothing like taking up a bad habit at my age, I look doubly stupid) and I drink more than I should. See running towards that fucking wall and I can’t stop. So why do I do it? That’s easy. I’m trying to make up for all the things I never did. Stupid, isn’t it? Just nod, it’s okay, I know. I just feel like I have to live now, that maybe I’ve waited too long. Bottom line…I can’t really see tomorrow. I’m always pretending I can. I’m always saying “oh tomorrow will be better” But the honest truth is this, I can’t see tomorrow. I don’t believe in it. Well hell, this is so turning into one of those post I’m going to look at and say “should have condensed into I’m fucked up”. I am fucked up; I do understand this about myself. I just don’t know how to change it. No the saddest thing is I don’t think I want to change it. If I did I’d be afraid I go back to the person I was before and that I can’t chance. That I won’t ever let happen. In my head I’m saying well damn woman how about a happy medium. Slow down, look to the future. My eyes are open, yet they see nothing.
Mayo, never get to this point in your life. Live each day the way you want to live it. Trust me regret sucks.
Night Mayo
Elena (running towards the wall)
Are you in love with BC anon??
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Um, is this some kind of joke?
Is anyone here? Helloooooooo! Ala Pooh bear :)
Or is it Tigger?
Good night/morning/afternoon Mayo, SS, Miranth, Elena, Amy, Ergo,FASC, Kass, Possum, Watchers, lurkers, anonymous(es) and not quites, Winnie The Pooh and Tiger too!!!!
How are you all? I hope you all had a very good yesterday and have an even better today!
As I sometimes do, I must interrupt your regularly scheduled *insert time of day here* comments for some (yes)
VERY IMPORTANT MUSIC NEWS:
APOCALYPTICA is FINALLY touring to the states!!!!!!!
*happy dance, yippie, yahoo, woo-hoo and hell yeah too*
I am so happy!!!! Can ya’ll tell? ;-)
Apr 11 2008 8:00P House of Blues Las Vegas, Nevada
Apr 12 2008 8:00P House of Blues San Diego, California
Apr 13 2008 8:00P The Boardwalk Orangevale, California
Apr 14 2008 8:00P Roxy Los Angeles, California
Apr 16 2008 8:00P Slim’s San Francisco, California
Apr 17 2008 8:00P Roseland Portland, Oregon
Apr 18 2008 8:00P El Corazon Seattle, Washington
Apr 19 2008 8:00P Commodore Vancouver, British Columbia
Apr 21 2008 8:00P In the Venue Salt Lake City, Utah
Apr 22 2008 8:00P Gothic Theatre Denver, Colorado
Apr 23 2008 8:00P Beaumont Club Kansas City, Missouri
Apr 24 2008 8:00P Pop’s St. Louis, Illinois
Apr 26 2008 8:00P Fine Line Minneapolis, Minnesota
Apr 27 2008 8:00P House of Blues Chicago, Illinois
Apr 28 2008 8:00P House of Blues Cleveland, Ohio
Apr 29 2008 8:00P Crofoot Detroit, Michigan
Apr 30 2008 8:00P Phoenix Theatre Toronto
May 1 2008 8:00P Metropolis Montreal, Quebec
May 2 2008 8:00P Paradise Club Boston, Massachusetts
May 4 2008 8:00P Trocadero Theatre Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
May 5 2008 8:00P Irving Plaza New York, New York
May 7 2008 8:00P 9:30 Club Washington DC, Washington DC
May 8 2008 8:00P Amos Charlotte, North Carolina
May 9 2008 8:00P The Masquerade Atlanta, Georgia
May 9 2008 9:00P The Masquerade Atlanta, Georgia
May 10 2008 8:00P Parish at House of Blues New Orleans, Louisiana
May 11 2008 8:00P Warehouse Live Houston, Texas
May 12 2008 8:00P House of Blues Dallas, Texas
May 14 2008 8:00P Sunshine Theatre Alberquerque, New Mexico
May 15 2008 8:00P Marquee Phoenix, Arizona
ASK and ye shall receive!!
(thank you, thank you, thank you to the powers that be)
Mark your calendars and
Be sure NOT to miss these guys.
They are WONDERFUL!!!
Heavy metal cellist - need I say more?
Apocalyptica Quutamo Live
To ponder/inspire/encourage today:
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Once you have started seeing the beauty of life,
ugliness starts disappearing.
If you start looking at life with joy,
sadness starts disappearing.
You cannot have heaven and hell together,
you can have only one.
It is your choice.
Osho
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May we all find just a little piece of (our) heaven today!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
*pounce, tackle, hug, kiss for Miranth*
good morning mayo!
another day dawns and its a beautiful crisp and frosty one with me.
hope you are well mayo and i hope you have a happy and productive day.
good morning SS. hope you are good and not too ridiculously crazy bizzy!
hi there blogbelieve family!!
hope everyone is ok and coping with all that is thrown at them!!
kapunua i have to say i love your weaver girl poem. very clever and i love all the little special bits you got in there. made me smile.
elena i am sorry but i read your comment to mayo. big hug to you elena! i get what you are saying but don't give up on yourself. you are way too special and hey most of us are fucked up, thats the fucking norm ok!! love to you elena.
ok guys!! i'm gonna have one last whizz round blogbelieve then me and my lad are gonna head for the park to run around like 2 yr olds!! (he has an excuse - i just never grew up!!)
hello wendy!!
wow you are happy!!
i also meant to say hi to anyone else that might be arriving. wendy's done so that leaves hello to ergo, PP, Kass and anyone else!!
what happened to dalai lama???
quite liked his words of wisdom of a morning.
oh and bye to miranth if you have left which i presume you have.
there! must not forget my manners!
*pounce, tackle, hug, kiss for FASC and ELENA too*
*hopes it warms FASC up AND slows ELENA down - just a bit - if need be*
;-)
Hi Wendy and FASC!
There was an anonslaught earlier, but it appears to be over. I already cleaned up the wreckage :)
How are you guys?
I have chores to do but I'll check back...
FASC said.....
what happened to dalai lama???
quite liked his words of wisdom of a morning.
======================
I don't know what happened to the Dalia Lama, FASC....
I miss him too :(
Do you think all my *pounce, tackle, hugs and kisses* scared him off?
Sorry! *blushes* I can't seem to control myself, sometimes :P
Well, at least the APO news cheered me up!!!!
How are you, love? Staying away from all the terrible illnesses going around - I hope!
hi miranth and wendy!
what time is it with you guys??
Hi Miranth! Oh no.....another (mean) anonslaught? Who did they get this time? I haven't caught up yet.....
They didn't go after the OPs or BC again did they? I miss the OPs!
BC: APOCALYTICA!!!!!
Well, at least the APO news cheered me up!!!!
whats the news?? i know i am going to sound stupid but its something american so i am allowed to sound stupid i think????
i don't think you scared dalai lama away wendy??!!!! ha ha!
i am well, no signs of illness touch wood!! you all better now wendy?
FASC - It's 5 am where I am. I only slept a short while.
the anons i saw went after martha.
i miss the OPs too.
farawaysoclose said...
hi miranth and wendy!
what time is it with you guys??
=======================
4:00 a.m and all is well, FASC!
:)
How about you? Is it a.m or p.m?
They got martha! I tried to intervene, but it was futile :(
ooh thats early miranth! horribly early!
4am wendy!! you are crazy!
its a very respectable 10.03am with me!!
Martha???? OH NO!
What is wrong with these people?
What has Martha ever done to anyone? SHEESH
*big hug for Martha*
I have a feeling she held her own, though ;-)
yes martha held her own. she thinks she was attacked because she always stuck up for the OPs.
farawaysoclose said...
4am wendy!! you are crazy!
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LOL!!!
Not crazy; just (slightly) mad!
;P
Join me FASC and Miranth. Embrace the madness of those who live by the light of the moon *evil laugh*
:D
Ohhhh......no wonder The Dalia Lama doesn't come around anymore...
I DID SCARE HIM!
Oh well, it happens!
I'm off for now, ladies; but I hope you both have a great day.
Try not to get into too much trouble *wink*
I'll see ya'll later!!!
Join me FASC and Miranth. Embrace the madness of those who live by the light of the moon *evil laugh*
have you not been to bed at all yet??????
i don't get alot of sleep but i need 6 hours a night or i feel all fuzzy headed!!
bye wendy and miranth!
i've got to go take my boy to the park he's got his coat and shoes on and is looking at me as if to say "get the fuck off the computer!!" he is turninmg into his father! so soon! *sighs*
Morning Mayo, Miranth, FASC & 616 (& PP?)!
I'm still surfing the not-having-to-talk-to-numptys-on-the-phone high, but I have less time to read the comments here - every silver lining has a cloud as they say, so an emo tear for Kass' Mayo-denial.
To t'other K, re: MSI. Yes I do realise that, seeing as I wouldn't credit 75% of them with the necessary intelligence - I just like messing with obstreperous Anons who clearly haven't read any of the intervening posts! I do love how being able to "move like a stripper" is considered in some quarters to be the very height of female achievement; it's like the Suffragette movement never happened. Sigh.
I see my future hubby paid a visit - *blows a kiss to Bikey* - all I have to do now is buy a single to NJ and pack my stalking kit...
Love,
Kass xx
Martha did hold her own!
Yes Wendy, *embracing the madness* :D
Bye FASC!
Have fun with your boy! They grow up so quickly, so enjoy him now :)
Mayo,
Morning, how are you today? I hope you are well. I hope you are truly happy. What do you have planned for today? Me? Dude, I'm trying so hard not tell you how sleepy I am just because I knew I would be...but yeah, I'm sleepy. I have a headache and I'm just not feeling my usual self. Now what that means, I am not entirely sure. Maybe I just haven't made up my mind yet which self I want to be. Right now, I want to so choose the self who doesn't care and says fuck it all, but that would be just too easy. And me, well, if I'm good at one thing it's not doing things the easy way. It's a gift. I take the simplest of all tasks and make them completely impossible. I tell myself it's because I love a real challenge....but....
I know the real reason.
I sweat the small stuff. I always have. It's all about the details. It's about all the little tiny pieces and making them fit. Making it balance and making it make sense to ME. Guilty of totally missing the whole forest for worrying about not just the trees, but the leaves on the groud, the temperature outside, wondering if wild animals might attack me, scared of getting lost in the forest, and of maybe loving the forest a little too much and leaving someone behind.
Feel me?
Time for Frosted Flakes! They're so totally Grrrrreeaaaaaat!
Sorry, I had to.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Fuck, I forgot matches.
Thank goodness for the preview button! I totally left out all the important words. Niiiiiice!
I do love how being able to "move like a stripper" is considered in some quarters to be the very height of female achievement; it's like the Suffragette movement never happened. Sigh.
indeed kass!
hi sdock! have a good day!
just popping in to say goodmorning everybody. have a lovely wednesday.
Happy birthday to 'an old friend'. have a lovely day
i hope you pass by to see it because i cant wish it anywhere else. happy birthday
xx
Have you ever deeply admired someone to the point where you find yourself loving even the strangest things about them?
I have never understood why she sometimes posts at 5 O'clock in the morning. Insomnia, perhaps?
Hmm, as well as possibly being our lovely BC, could our smitten anon be referring to either our smiley ray of sunshine 616, or, our newly blue Miranth?
GOODMORNING ALL!
Rise and shine it's breakfast time!
FASC and Kass, hope you are having a yummy lunch.
TJ, I hope that computer of your is sorted soon. Thank goodness for libraries.
Bikey, sounds like you are wedged between a rock and a hard place there. It's difficult when someone will get hurt no matter what you do. Best of luck with the difficult decision you have to make.
616 said,
no wonder The Dalia Lama doesn't come around anymore...
Maybe a caterpillar ate him being a dalia and all ^_~
Kapunua, Your weaver girl poem was rather like a photo album with all the recollections in it. Very nicely done.
Good grief, somedays I look like a giant Post-it note.
Have fun everyone. Night.
*waves hi and bye to KASS, FASC, Socky, FS, Mayo, SS, and blogaholics anonymi*
hello everyone
back at 8:30pm after tutoring 3 hrs had my dinner and now I'm showering
and off to bed, hope to see some of you tomorrow.
I'm tired, I need me a goodly amount of sleep each night. And I woke at 5 am today and didn't really get back to sleep properly, had one of those really frustrating dreams.
Tonight I feel like i'd just crash.
I don't get what these anons think they are going to achieve, it's just mean spirited.
Poor martha though she sure is tough!
So...
goodnight Mayo
wishing hugs, kisses snuggles and smooches to you and yours
you too SS
night miranth, wendy, kass, fasc sdock fimble and PP if you pop in later.And hi to anyone else who comes soon
It's 10pm here and I'm off to sleepy bo bo's.
much love EP xx
hi and bye to ergo and PP on the other side of the world!!
i am about to make my lunch PP. i have over done the mushy pea and bacon soup. i think i'm going to have ham, mustard (in honour of MIB) tomato, cucumber and salad pittas. yes 2 of the buggers cos i am starving!!
oh fasc I love pea and ham soup- which I think is basically the same thing, I freeze ham bones or bacon bones to keep for winter, but the pittas sound very yummy too.
Hi Ergo, PP & Fimble,
Anonymous said...
"[lynz is] tore up from the floor up."
I'm so going to use that phrase in conversation at the next opportunity!
Lunch is miso soup & smoked mackerel and avocado salad and so now all I can taste is salt.
Congrats to Manyoo on their victory yesterday (through salty gritted teeth). I shall pray that Avram Grant has learnt from the Spurs debacle for tonight...
Kass xx
Gary Gygax - Co-creator of D&D
July 27, 1938 – March 4, 2008
just thought people might like to know
he really started a game revolution
(though I've never played it)
*pops head back in*
Night Ergo!
FASC,
you earned two with all that running!
Do you ever feel a bit cannibalistic these days when eating Mustard?
Strangely, I do.
*licks lips*
*checks time*
Hmmm, 1:25am here.
Catch you tomorrow sweetpea.
'Night.
*be's good and goes off for an early night for once*
ah it's now 10:30 my hair has dried off mostly and I'm nodding off right here, so I'm going to curl up with Dave ( my body pillow) and my snuggly hubby (though he's not as comfy)for a good nights sleep.
goodnight everyone
SS,
Just feeling the need to reach out to you today. If you just happen to come across my words, I want you to know I am thinking about you and hoping that this note finds you happy, well, loved, and smiling.
You are missed.
Still holding on with both of my sweaty hands to all the faith, hope, and love.
Always,
S
oh fasc I love pea and ham soup- which I think is basically the same thing
indeed ergo.
Gary Gygax - Co-creator of D&D
July 27, 1938 – March 4, 2008
thats sad. although i never played it either.
Congrats to Manyoo on their victory yesterday (through salty gritted teeth). I shall pray that Avram Grant has learnt from the Spurs debacle for tonight...
thanks kass and good luck!
Do you ever feel a bit cannibalistic these days when eating Mustard?
Strangely, I do.
*licks lips*
you are crazy PP!!!
oh and goodnight again to you and ergo!
right i've got to go out guys.
catch you much later!
"Tore up from the floor up"
That is as hold as the hills...
Please don't use that kaston!
You're such a spoilsport Anon! Now you're going to tell me I should avoid using the word "Blumpkin" which we had the other day. The gaps in my knowledge of base insults and crude sexual practices are closing every day I spend here.
Learning is fun!
Kass xx
Hello all
Hope everyone has a good day. A day filled with all the things that make you smile.
SS - I'm really sending this wish out to you extra hard. Miss you.
So, did you miss me, Mayo? Yes, of course you did.
So, yeah, like whatever.
I'm still hungover from cough medicines. O_O
I'll have more for you later, I'm sure.
XOXO,
S&V20
Goodmorning guys!
Just stopping by quickly to wish you all a wonderful day.
S&V and Bikey, glad to see you! ;)
See you all later!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Good Morning Blogbelieve!!!
Thank you Anon616, Farawaysoclose, Pickled Possum, Ergoproxy, Sdock and Elena for your kind words and greetings.
Wishing everyone the best day ever!
To t'other K, re: MSI. Yes I do realise that, seeing as I wouldn't credit 75% of them with the necessary intelligence - I just like messing with obstreperous Anons who clearly haven't read any of the intervening posts! I do love how being able to "move like a stripper" is considered in some quarters to be the very height of female achievement; it's like the Suffragette movement never happened. Sigh.
I hear ya. On all counts, believe it. ^_^
PP said:
Kapunua, Your weaver girl poem was rather like a photo album with all the recollections in it. Very nicely done.
Thank you! I was reading old posts. ^_^
S(S)S: If you ever come by here, know that we miss you. But I am not worried because I have friends that I've not heard form in a longer time, and I trust that your "away time" is for happy reasons and not sad ones. ^_^ You are lovely.
Anon from last night who liked my poem, thank you so much, also! ^_^
NUTS, NUTS, NUTS! I had to cancel the order for the scarlet dress I needed for the benefit on Saturday because the company is redoing their warehouse. They won't be able to ship the dress till Monday. Thanks for heads up, dillholes! Now what am I going to wear?
Now I'm going to have to go naked.
Seriously, do not have time to go looking for another dress before then. O_o
CRAP.
Oh! Hello there, Anon. ^_^
Good Afternoons to E, S&V, Bella, K & Anon,
Are you going to introduce yourself or do I have to scroll back and see who Anon616, Farawaysoclose, Pickled Possum, Ergoproxy, Sdock and Elena gave kind words and greeting to - 'cos y'know I'm kind of lazy?!
Stuff often goes over Kass' head...
Kass xx
Hullo Kass!
I, too, am digging the phrase "tore up from the floor up" and I think I'm going to use it on one of my friends.
Welp, I was supposed to babysit Boychild this afternoon but now my cousin is staying home, so I will have time to look for another (RED) dress. Guess I won't be going nakie after all.
Ah well, maybe next year.
Good luck with the dress hunting Kapunua!
Thanks, anon! Dress hunting. ^_^ The dress is a dangerous creature in the wild. I've got to be utterly silent as I follow the dress prints.
Look! Those are definitely dress droppings! It's got to be around here somewhere. ^_^
I should eat breakfast before I get stupider. :)
I wanna go dress hunting. ^_^
That would be so much fun.
In fact, I like to go t-shirt hunting, denim hunting, and of course the most fun of all...
SHOE HUNTING!!!
Thanks, Jules. Now I want to go shopping and I can't cuz I'm in prison. Way to rub it in to those of us stuck here on the inside. >_<
GRRRR!!!
Oh God, Mayo! I forgots to tell you....
You are gonna be sooooo like sexcited. O_o
Guess what I'm getting this week? GUESS!!!!
D....S......L
And you thought I was fast before. Ha! You ain't seen nothing yet.
Muwahahah.
Ok, back to work now. ^_^
Principesa! I'm so happy for you! Now you just have to get AIM and we are good to go. You missed a fascinating conversation about cucumbers the other night. And you'll get the full effect of FImble's naughtiness.
Hey Anon, it was good to read you. Best of luck to you in your current and future endeavors. I am so happy for you; you deserve the best in life. ^_^
I KNOW!!!!!!
Solly told me all about it. Some of what she told me even made me go like, "OMG! WHAT?!?!?!?"
Hee-hee.
I tried to get on the other night but it kept disconnecting me. My computer is a tricky little bitch and she likes to act up every now and then. Kind of like the owner. Hmmmmmm.
I'm hoping it will be set up either today or tomorrow. YAY!!!!
I just read a rumor that Super Smash Bros. Brawl is already out, WTF? WTF! WTMFF!
I challenge any meffer here! I get to play as Link. ;D
Okay, I have to run. Later, BlogBelieve. ^_^ Have a good day, everyone.
Anon, *hugs* :D
That one does, don't they, K?
Deserve the best of life?
Yep. Yep. Yep.
And multiply it by like ten gazillion. ^_^
So am I all alone again?
Anyone?
You guys know I really don't want to work but if you leave me all alone that's what I'll have to do.
Kass?
Anon?
Anyone?
Give me something to think about. Something to ponder on.
SOMETHING?!?!?!?!
Please?
Tell me there is more to life than just making sure a hospital gets paid.
Forgive my abrupt departure, I had to take a call.
How is life treating you Princess?
Thank God someone came back! I was about to cry. I was like OMG, is this a sign from God? Maybe that's all there is to life!
I'm okay. Just getting over the flu but it's all good.
How are you?
I'm here in body S&V, although the caffeine has taken care of my mind.
So I take it you've got Broadband now? Our home one is so sporadic it makes me wonder why I even bothered!
Kass xx
I'm doing great, thanks for asking.
I actually prefer it this way, it makes it easier to chat.
Thank you Anon616, Farawaysoclose, Pickled Possum, Ergoproxy, Sdock and Elena for your kind words and greetings.
no worries, always a pleasure!
Man, it's slow around here today.
Hey Smoke, Kapunua, and Anonymous!
The porch is dead. Like, superfly dead.
FASC as well!
Anon:
It's great to hear you're doing well!
Hello for the bookstrore
I don't wanna work today.
Hey Smoke and Anon and anyone else
You're right, Anon. It does. I just get paranoid sometimes when I think I'm by myself and I have to yell. ^_^ I'm glad you're doing good.
I'm trying to get it worked out, Kass. My husband just called and told me it would be Monday. GRRR!!!
I have like zero patience anyway so how I've lasted this long with dial-up is beyond me. It takes like 13 hours to download a two minute video.
So, in other words, I don't download very much.
hi princess, kass!
hello anon, erm are you the anon from about an hour ago?
if not hello anyway!
And Kass, because obviously my brain is running in slow motion this morning!
ooh hi MIB and elena!
you good?
Okay, I can't lie. I yell regardless. ^_^
I won't yell at you though. Not yet.
OMG! I'm supposed to catch you for PP but since I'm still full of germs well, I'll let you go this time.
I'll just yell at Mustard!
MUUSSSSTTAAAAAARRDDD!!!!
Hey FASC and Mustard
How are you both today?
Well, it seems that whatever is going on in my life, I know you guys are always here, sending me your thoughts and best wishes.
It means a lot to me.
Thank you all.
I'm not too shabby, thanks!
Just looking out for one another.
We hope our good thoughts help!
elena i'm fine thank you!
just had to separate the 5yr and 2yr old!! its always the same this time of day! tired and hungry and all that!
thanks anon.well you mean alot to us so there you go!
We sure are ANON
You're always in our thoughts. Hope things are getting better in your life.
You are soooo right about that. We are here for you and we're always thinking about you.
Don't you ever forget it either. ^_^
*sneaks in*
Dude, it's amazing how much we care about you. The people here are so beautiful and loving. It's awesome to hear from you.
*waves to everyone* Hi everyone! Can't stay, I'm working ---- :(
hello anima!!
nice to see you!
*waves at Anima*
Hey there, Anima!
Okay, lemme yell.
HEY SMOOOOOOOOOKE!!!
Its been awesome talking to you all, as always. But I'd better quit while I'm ahead before more anons arrive and this gets too confusing.
Never miss an opportunity to tell those you love how much they mean to you. I promise you will never regret it.
Go make some amazing memories today. Make them special.
Stay safe guys!
P.S. Elena, I owe you an email. We need to finalize our plans. Are you so excited?!!! I can't wait!
Princess, congrats on the DSL! Yay!
Hiya Mustard, FASC, and Blogbelieve!
Okay, I gotta run.
♥ to all of you.
Good Afternoon MIB,
I'm finally free to go home - yay for me, sucks to be anyone in the US still at work.
Have a splendid rest-of-Wednesday to MIB, E, FASC, S&V & Anon!
Love,
Kass xx
You do the same!
Come back when you get the chance, but until then, we wish you well.
And Anima!
You don't know how much I needed to hear that. Thank you so much for what you do. You are awesome. Come back when you have a chance, okay?
Anon
Take care, friend. I agree, never forget to tell those you love just what they mean to you. Life is so unpredictable.
bye anima and kass!
anon it is so kind of you to drop in for a chat. we really appreciate it.
take care ok and be good!
I'm finally free to go home - yay for me, sucks to be anyone in the US still at work.
Yes, it does. >_<
Hey and bye Anima!
Hey Elena!
Hey FASC!
Anima I am so excited about the concert too. We are gonna have so much fun.
Words to live by, you guys.
I'm trying my hardest to make something out of myself and this life, but sometimes we all need reinforcement.
And to command a room with words is an amazing feat. One day, dude. One day.
Anima I am so excited about the concert too. We are gonna have so much fun.
i am so excited for you both! and jealous as fuck!!
atleast we get a blow by blow account when you get back!!
i am aware that i should perhaps not use the word blow infront of you elena!!! cos you just can't resist. i bet you're smirking right!!
that was lovely to have that visit wasn't it?! i am all happy now!
Hi Kass!
Elena, it's going to be amazing...I can't stop thinking about it!
Bye Anon. And thank you. We will miss you.
....
Back to the grind...for realz. :(
I'm trying my hardest to make something out of myself and this life, but sometimes we all need reinforcement.
Exactly.
FASC,
I don't know that it's safe to use the word 'blow' around anyone here. ^_~
Well, I guess I have to face the cold hard truth. I didn't want to but I've run from it for as long as I possibly can and now, I'm just tired.
I must go back to work now.
*sigh
I know, you all would rather me stay here but I can't. Not unless Mayo agrees to support me if I get fired and so far he hasn't. ^_~
Play nice and I'll see you all later!
Love ya!
XOXO,
S&V20
FASC are you implying that certain words are unsafe to use around me?
I will be happy to give you a Blow by Blow account of what goes Down.
See you later Smoke. Take care
will be happy to give you a Blow by Blow account of what goes Down.
elena!!!!
bye princess!
right i have to go give my full attention to cooking tea!!
so i will catch you all later lovelies!!
How big did you unintentionally make my day? Really big, 'cause I love that song to the moon and back.
We sang that song as part of our annual choral event. The whole concert was a tribute to The Beatles, and we sang "Here, There, and Everywhere" a cappella.
Beautiful.
To lead a better life I need my love to be here...
Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with a wave of her hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there
There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there
I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there
I want her everywhere and if she's beside me
I know I need never care
But to love her is to need her everywhere
Knowing that love is to share
Each one believing that love never dies
Watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there
To be there and everywhere
Here, there and everywhere
I love how little phrases remind me of songs. It's always neat.
Goodbye, FASC!
Smoke, get back to work!
Elena, have a great day!
I'm off and back to do daily duties. Keep the peace :)
Take care Mustard
Talk to you later
Anon at 11:30, it's nice to know you'll still stop by and see us.
Come back again soon, and maybe there will be some cookies this time!
-A
Hey guys.
Back for just a minute, because I wanted to see if anyone has heard anything from Jade.
I left a comment on her blog, but I've not heard back from her yet.
I was just seeing if any of you had.
Bikey:
I wasn't quite sure what to say last night. As I was in a delirious, on-coming state of sleep, the advice would not have been good anyway.
This may not even be any good.
All I can say is that do what it is you can do to salvage the relationship and keep your friend "safe."
Speaking from experience, I tried to do this, but it backfired on me. Elders got involved, and I got the boot from my friend and their family. It's a complicated situation, but the point is, I thought I did what was right for me. I thought by doing what I did, it would be okay. But, by not saying anything in the first place, I inadvertantly messed up a friendship that will never be right again.
So, in essence, you have to do what you think is right, and allow the cards to fall where they may. There's nothing else you can do, because you will always question yourself: Should I have said something? Should I have taken action?
I wish you the best of luck in whatever's going on.
Did K call Mayo a 3 dollar whore last night...? Or did I read it wrong.
Mustard, I haven't really been here but I haven't seen where Jade has either.
I'm worried about her and her little sister.
Alright, thanks :)
I guess we'll just keep an eye out for her. I really hope everything's okay.
I know, wasn't the last thing that she said was her little sister had disappeared again? Or has she been back since then?
Anon @ 11.30, you can’t even imagine how glad I am to hear you’re okay!
It made my day to see you here, really.
Your words...just thank you. They mean a lot to me. I’ll treasure them.
Take care of yourself.
Love to you, my special friend.
Jade, if you happen to lurk, please let us know if everything is okay.
Guys, I gotta run and have dinner.
See you in a few.
Love you all!
Hello Bella!
Smoke:
Well, her sister went missing and through a series of events, they found her and brought her home. She locked herself in the bathroom, but they managed to finally get her out.
Jade came back on a day later and said she had run away again, and I've not heard from her since. I think that may have been Sunday.
That's so scary. She's only thirteen, too.
Hey and bye Bella!
I know.
It's so scary. And this world is scary. I hope she makes it back unharmed.
Well, I think I'm about to have to go into a meeting. >_<
I don't know why. They aren't going to actually do anything worth meeting about. GRRRR!!!
Oh well, see you in a bit!
XOXO,
S&V20
Okay, well maybe not.
Yargh.
My cousin just told her mother that if the baby she's carrying is a boy she wants to name him Creighton, which is MY boyfriend's name.
*sigh*
-A
good evening guys!!
well its evening here anyway!
hello from the library blogbelieve!
our best anon was here? and sounding so much better than before. :)
i'm glad, i'm so very glad. keep your chin up, dear friend.
Gary Gygax - Co-creator of D&D
July 27, 1938 – March 4, 2008
i had no idea. i owe him a big chunk of my early adolescence. r.i.p.
how's everyone?
*yawn*
Hiya Teej and FASC!
It is really DEAD in here, isn't it?
-A
Hey TJ
I miss you
hi TJ, amy and elena!!
hope you are all ok.
i'm fine!
TJ how's the next chapter coming along??
it was fab to see him around wasn't it!!
hey you guys! :D
i miss you too, elena. especially because i want to throttle you for that plot twist!!!
throttle you with love, of course. ;)
So what did you think of the plot twist, TJ?
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Never miss an opportunity to tell those you love how much they mean to you. I promise you will never regret it.
Although I am aware these gracious words were written for your friends, they have significantly helped me personally.
For that, I thank you.
I will try.
LIFE WITHOUT YOU
by Stevie Ray Vaughan
Well hello baby,
Tell me how have you been
We all have missed you
And the way you grin
The day is necessary
Every now and then
For souls to move on
Given life back again, and again
Fly on, fly on
Fly on my friend
Go on, live again, love again
Day after day, night after night
Sittin' here singin' every minute
As the years go passing by
by, by, by
Long look in the mirror
We've come face to face
Wishin' all the love
We took for granted
Love we have today
Life without you
All the love you passed our way
The angels have waited for so long
Now they have their way
Take your place
elena, i truly loved the twists -- they really upped the angst and made our lord mayo a shining example of the tragic gothic hero. i haven't got a single idea what to do next... :D
when i was reading it, i was having such a difficult time keeping my face straight! i'm afraid i gave everyone sitting around me quite a show with all my reactions!
Hello Elena, TJ, FASC, and Anons :)
I will try.
That's all we can do, right? I hope things work for you Anon.
hi guys!
sorry drifted off there.
good luck anon.
TJ but i want an update now!!
kidding (well i do) but i understand.
soonish though please!
I can't wait to see where the story goes next. Come on TJ get busy.
anon @ 3.50 said
Although I am aware these gracious words were written for your friends, they have significantly helped me personally.
i would like to tell you that in my opinion, his words are meant for everyone that shows love and repsect to each other. if you show respect and give kind words to real life people and the people on this blog or even over the internet, then they are for you as well.
i just felt the urge to tell you that, and i dont really know why.
SS - it is very good to read you, and what i took from your comments is that you are happier than the last time you visited. well i dont think it could have been any worse but today was old school. today was just chatting about random bilge which was classic in my mind. thank you for your kind words mate, have a good one!
soonish though please!
Come on TJ get busy.
oh sure, i go through allllllll the trouble to catch the bus down here to the library, and what's my reward? i get ordered around.
:D
hey there mustard. :)
Good Old Stevie Ray, God Bless Him.
We recently lost Jeff Healey here in Canada.
-A
But TJ that order was issued with Love!!!!
he he TJ!!
hello fim and mustard.
i think i mentioned you before mustard actually!
hey fim! chelsea are winning 3-0 in europe. kass will be pleased
i fuckin hate chelsea!!
sorry kass if you catch up tomorrow!!!!!!!!
with love, eh? a bit like what? the velvet paw in a steel glove (is that the phrase??)
i have the chapter printed out, and i read it and then wander around my apartment with a funny look on my face as i try to dream up what happens next.lol
Hello guys!
fasc, she did say a nice thing about the best team in the world so i have to say this, bare in mind, i am kicking my self whilst typing it.
Well done Chelsea.
Why do i feel dirty all of a sudden?
Fimn, you're always dirty.
-A
you must have rubbed off onto me then amy :)
See? There you go again!
-A
Well done Chelsea.
fim! only in blogbelieve ok!!!
its the mind which makes words dirty, not the person who writes the words!.
Summary is that amy, you are in fact a dirty bird. you flock with the rest of the dirty birds because all of us in here, we all are totally dirty birds. except the fimble star. she is pure and innocent and refuse's to let dirty birds lead her a stray.
Anonymous said...
Good Morning Blogbelieve!!!
Thank you Anon616, Farawaysoclose, Pickled Possum, Ergoproxy, Sdock and Elena for your kind words and greetings.
Wishing everyone the best day ever!
THIS made my day. Were you grinning when you wrote this? It sounds like it! Glad your in a happy mood, you deserve it. Thanks for everything.
fimble, stop making me laugh out loud in a public building. ;)
yes fasc, only in blogbelieve and it only needs to be said once. kass will start to think we are on something, well we must be to say those three words.
oh bugger here it is
manchester united are the best
Fimble?
What the hell are you going on about?
You know that lead goose SS talked about? You remember.
Well, you're the lead dirty bird, but the thing is, you never fall out of formation because you more dirty than any of us could ever have.
We can't hold a candle to your eternal flame.
;)
Hey everybody that came in. I'm at work so I keep drifting in and out.
TJ it wasn't that much of a twist!!! Come on....
Write, write like the wind....
"she is pure and innocent"
Mmmmmhhh....
Sorry I was reading back..
Glad someone else is dirty!
slash,
look right there, look right there on top of my head. its a bloody halo (and it aint made out of tin foil, ergo). that is the biggest sign that i am an angel and angels are innocent. i am not even going to say it cos you know it is true.
i have to go and have a shower. i smell of wet dog.
meffers, if your about. remember the good ole days when i used to come home smelling of wet dog. well its one of those days and i need to 'wash that wet dog right outta my hair' so to speak ;)
*was busy preening her snow white feathers*
What now?
Dirty Birds, where?
-A
oh bella, you know its true hunny. oh and i will be emailing you either today or tomorrow. want to talk to you.
elena, look around, everyone is dirty. extremly dirty. rules of mayos. he will only let you enter if you are dirty. well crap, how the fuck did i get in then?
Be sure to throw a hissy-fit in the bathroom, Fim! ;)
Hey Amy and Bella! I've not seen you both around today.
Write, write like the wind....
ah, take pity on me, elena! i've been thrown back to the 20th c. -- i'm reduced to writing the chapter on paper with a pen!!
horrors.
(lol this from the person who up until two years ago not only wrote everything by hand, but also occasionally with a quill -- that she made herself!)
Hi everyone! *waves*
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