It has been the same as far back as I can remember. Even though I spend many conscious moments attempting to force my mind to travel in this beautiful way, I am never able to recreate the flight...not in words, not in ink, not in thought. But, I have learned a day’s dream can fuel a nighttime’s tryst.
And so, it is always late at night and always when I am most hopeful that it begins. At the bottom of the stairs I stand and wait. The moment is always the same. I take a deep breath, and then with my arms outstretched, I lean forward. The lift is immediate. I glide easily up the staircase, out into to the open expanse of the room, and then out the front door.
Once outside, I rise even further and the world below me becomes smaller and I become bigger. I am always alone while I fly. I am light. Flight is effortless and I am unencumbered. I am fearless. And, as I acknowledge that wonderful feeling I become aware that I will soon wake up and it will be over. I will return to my feet with gravity’s hold on me and the notion that I can accomplish anything as long as I stand.
p.s. my pockets are lined with holes big enough to hold coins and small enough to sift dirt.
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
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something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
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i hear you have made dm smell like corn beef and cabbage
That was you, wasn't it?!
Howdy!
Wassup? How is everybody? Everybody good?
Mayo, you good?
I am so glad my work day is over!!
fuck you fim!! you northern scum!!!!
kidding honey!!
i couldn't think what to say when i saw 800 and *froze*!!!
hi solly!!
Damnit, I wanted to be first!!
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Anyone who is happy with the way things are here now. Anyone who did not defend the OPs, anyone who is not sad they are gone. Anyone who says they weren't driven away. Anyone who accepts the blog the way it is with the Family members missing.
THOSE PEOPLE ARE TO BLAME.
March 17, 2008 5:00 PM
Anon at 5:16 for someone who doesn't know shit you sure have a lot to say.
Hi FASC!
Where is Mr. Bloke tonight?
omg fasc, i am so offended. i am not northen scum. i am northen hotness ;) hehehehehe
oh and slash, that wasnt me, i just saw you over there once i posted here. made me lol hehehehe
hey solly and martha
The most disappointing one here was Sdock. She used to pretend to be nice but they key word there is PRETEND. She used to talk to people, now she only talks to her friend and "the porchies". She has gotten the worst of the elitist attitudes. It is the kind of behavior you expect from Kapunua but Frankly Kapunua was ALWAYS like that. Sdock only became like that after hanging around with her too long. Same thing goes for Mustardis better, and Smoke&venom etc. etc. etc.
Now when the OPs accused Sdock (because it DID look like she and her "friend" were involved), they apologized to her. Kapunua totally ignored the apology, no suprise there. But Sdock told them in no uncertain terms that she didn't even accept their apology.
It is this shitty attitude that is finally beginning to show, this elitist attitude that shows she was a wolf in sheep's clothing and she was just pretending to be nice to everyone in the beginning. Now like the others she has "favorites".
And only a few select people can see it here.
Hello FS, Mib and Sd10 how are you?
That question also goes out to FASC and Elena
Hey Mustard and Martha
Oh and Fimble who is sending me sunshine. IT's still raining here.
solly he is here monitoring me!! i am using up more minutes than i should but the footie is still on the telly and his lap top is still on (he is working) so i am ok prob for another 10 mins!!
i love you really fim!!
and the select few is erm let me guess........ you?
tell you wat anon. you said your piece and to be honest it is throwing around fals accusations. we all know where that leads so please just stop it. its not nice so join in the conversation.
how has your day been?
Awwh, hello Anon...how are you today?
Hi Fimble! Hi MJ, Hi Mustard, Hi Elena!!
I'm not too shabby, thank you!
You're all doing well I hope?
I'm just hanging out, watching the sun heat this pollution-ridden Earth :)
FS you are one of them too. You might as well stop pretending.
oh fasc, are you arse kissing? tuh tuh tuh wat ya like hehehehe ;)
elena, i am so sorry about that. i bet you anything that what happened was like castaway.
bloody tom hanks has your sunshine, sat on a beach with wilson.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
The most disappointing one here was Sdock. She used to pretend to be nice but they key word there is PRETEND. She used to talk to people, now she only talks to her friend and "the porchies". She has gotten the worst of the elitist attitudes. It is the kind of behavior you expect from Kapunua but Frankly Kapunua was ALWAYS like that. Sdock only became like that after hanging around with her too long. Same thing goes for Mustardis better, and Smoke&venom etc. etc. etc.
Now when the OPs accused Sdock (because it DID look like she and her "friend" were involved), they apologized to her. Kapunua totally ignored the apology, no suprise there. But Sdock told them in no uncertain terms that she didn't even accept their apology.
It is this shitty attitude that is finally beginning to show, this elitist attitude that shows she was a wolf in sheep's clothing and she was just pretending to be nice to everyone in the beginning. Now like the others she has "favorites".
And only a few select people can see it here.
March 17, 2008 5:33 PM
i am one of what?
martha i am good thank you very much.
how are the headaches??
god how is the pregnancy?? i haven't asked in a while. you ok??
"favorites"??? How about friends? That's what I call them. My friends. You can call them what you like.
MJ,
Are you feeling better?
FASC,
Tell Mr. Bloke I said...shoo, go away.
Hey sdock
Didn't see you there.
ANON - what you are doing right now is wrong. If you feel what you are saying is true then have the guts to sign in. Talking about people is wrong. That makes you just as bad as the people you are accusing of doing bad things.
gerard way has man boobs
Fasc you need to get some meat and beer in him. That way he will fall asleep at the TV and you can come and play with us.
At least I am telling the truth. I refuse to be blinded. You all know who's fault the OPS leaving is. You all know who wasn't bothered by it. You know they were happy when they left and do NOT want them to come back. You know it.
anon @ 5.33 and 5.37pm drop the fuck it ok!
we are having a chat, you are ruining it.
fim i like to arse kiss sometimes!
would that be moobs?
I said this last night but I will say it again. I used to spend day and night on this blog, but things happened. The first thing was blogger....blogger decided to kick my sister, Mustard, TJ, and I out on the porch for a good bit of the time...I'd say about 2 months. I lost touch with a lot of people during that time and felt left out. Oh well, oh well, oh well.
Second thing that happened, I almost lost my freaking job because I was blogging at work. That had to cease immediately. So again, I can't keep up with some in here as much as I used to. I'm sorry about that.
Do you think that doesn't bother me? Of course it does, but I can't do anything about it.
well get doing it fasc xx
sdock10 said...
"favorites"??? How about friends? That's what I call them. My friends. You can call them what you like.
Aren't we all friends? All of us who are lovelies?
Anonymous Anonymous said...
At least I am telling the truth. I refuse to be blinded. You all know who's fault the OPS leaving is. You all know who wasn't bothered by it. You know they were happy when they left and do NOT want them to come back. You know it.
March 17, 2008 5:39 PM
But yet you STILL find time to talk to those "friends" of yours and you still were a bitch to the OPs when they told you they were sorry for accusing you...... after it DID look like you and your "friends" had done something.
thanks for the mr bloke advice solly and martha!!!
prob won't work though!!
and in g way's defense man boobs or moobs as they can be referred to....he does not have them!! he is prone to a little tummy which i find attractive actually!! leave the poor guy alone. and with those pretty eyes well ...too pretty!
you USED TO??
when did you stop??
Elena said...
sdock10 said...
"favorites"??? How about friends? That's what I call them. My friends. You can call them what you like.
Aren't we all friends? All of us who are lovelies?
That is my point EXACTLY. It is clear that some people here do not like some other people here. No you are not all friends. And what happened to the OPs and to Wendy that day on DM proves that.
anon what Elena said.
Sd10 I am well.
FASC looks like the baby was really a Mayfly larva. Owen took care of it. But dame now he is the undead.
How was I a bitch when I was the one being accused? Please tell me that. And how did it look like me or my friends did something? Please explain that one too.
ok, so false accusations were made against the ops, and false accusations were made against solly. there are two sides to every story, anon, so please just drop it ok
fim haven't you even noticed me kissing your arse??? are you numb??
and funny how we both referred to them as moobs - is that an english thing??
I'm totally singing car jingles in my head right now.
I think it was a Toyota one, but I can't be too sure.
Aren't we all friends? All of us who are lovelies?
dont pretend like yuo didnt see this
FASC looks like the baby was really a Mayfly larva. Owen took care of it. But dame now he is the undead.
ooh i didn't know you were actually on the same series as me??!!!!
wow!!
and anons leave solly alone FFS!
Fimble don't you see the anon's wont't drop it, some of the reg's wont' drop it.
This is what is wrong with Mayo's house. People won't move on. They won't forget shit and move on. Until they do nothing will ever be the same.
hahaha fasc, i must have one then lol. oh and it must be an english term. but i do think i have heard it on here before. i cant remember the date scale. to many comments lol
Anonymous said...
Aren't we all friends? All of us who are lovelies?
dont pretend like yuo didnt see this
I don't know. Apparently not. I'm getting attacked again. So it seems someone on here doesn't like me or consider me a friend.
Fuck blog seems to not like me right now. I keep getting time outs or error pages.
Exactly. It is clear tat you are not ALL Friends. Sdock, you were accused but SO WERE THE OPS. They apologized to you. You didn't even accept it. Then what happened to Wendy at DM that day. It went beyond anything I have seen. The way she was attacked for saying something about your prescious PPU. No one, NO ONE stepped in to defend her that day. She was on her own. If I would have known it was going on I would have said something but I was too late.
And I still want to know who it was that send around that email with supposedly "proof" of the OPs posting that stuff. Entropy posted it but where did she get it, that's what I want to know. WHo sent it, because that is the person who probably made it up to frame them.
no elena, i agree. it should be dropped and moved along from all parties.
Well I have said my peace and apparently some people agree with me. Even people who are afraid to say so believe and agree with me. Oh well, I said it and I am done. You all know the truth.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
Exactly. It is clear tat you are not ALL Friends. Sdock, you were accused but SO WERE THE OPS. They apologized to you. You didn't even accept it. Then what happened to Wendy at DM that day. It went beyond anything I have seen. The way she was attacked for saying something about your prescious PPU. No one, NO ONE stepped in to defend her that day. She was on her own. If I would have known it was going on I would have said something but I was too late.
And I still want to know who it was that send around that email with supposedly "proof" of the OPs posting that stuff. Entropy posted it but where did she get it, that's what I want to know. WHo sent it, because that is the person who probably made it up to frame them.
March 17, 2008 5:48 PM
This is completely asinine.
I'm just saying.
Shit that should be damn.
Hello lovelies!
goodmorning everyone
how are we all today?
I can't name I don't have time , got to volunteer at school this morning.
but I'll nick in for a bit before I go
Hello, Bella!
Hello, Goodbye Ergo!
hello bella and ergo. how are yuou both
ergo, thank you for my email on myspace. mayo and away is fimtastic, i love it.
hi bella and ergo!
lovely to see you.
its a tad mad in here!
anon 5:48 or OPs,
enough already, everyone knows it you
get over it and move on
Okay, well I'm off to feed my dogs.
or hey may be......just may be .....it might have calmed down?????
here's hoping!
Anon, you really need to let go of the anger and hate that you feel towards the OPs. Stop beating a dead horse. And I wasn't saying that it was just the OP's I missed. I miss Sister midnite, star, carrie, pj, The Nutbusters, SC, DG, mya, meese, black jacket, freddycharles, the pale student, m., and every one else who made this place a refuge for those who became tired of BN and sites like it. It just saddens me that the bitter vultures were able to pull the family apart and the family let it happen. The vultures planted the seeds of doubt and paranoia and instead of ignoring them, the family turned on each other. After the miracle whip me fiasco and mending period that followed, I really thought nothing could tear this group apart. I guess that I was wrong.
Fuck
Hello mustard, fimble, farway, martha, sdock and ergo!
I'm fine, thanks for asking.
And you guys? Everyone's okay?
me
take care solly. *hugs*
i know i am boring but i have to leave also. i hate it but i have to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just let's look after each other yeh?! that's what its all about.
catch you tomorrow guys.
you too mayo man!
and SS...we miss you.
love to all.
Betty
hey bella. i am just potting around. it is suny and hot but i am too hot.
how is uni?
sdock I hope you don't think I was calling you out with my comment. I just asked a question. I understand that while you were tossed out of Mayo's because of Blogger it was hard for you to stay in touch. My whole point is that we should all consider each other friends. Yeah, we are all closer to some people than others. That's just natural. But at the end of the day each and ever one of us should call each other a friend.
Hello bella how are you?
Hello & goodbye ep
bye solly and fasc
slash, you missed out 'and call me'
tuh tuh tuh you have to learn madam
Damn it!
I knew it didn't sound right.
elena, you are right. we should call each and everyone a friend.
lol slash. you crack me up
no elena, i agree. it should be dropped and moved along from all parties.
No.
You can't ignore your fucking problems and then expect them to resolve on their own. You need to face them head on and settle the issue like adults, but some of you are so fucking headstrong it's sickening.
Holding a grudge until the end of time will get you nowhere.
betty boop
Goodbye Fasc and SD10
FASC you are not boring.
Blogger is a bitch. Just ate the last three comments.
Hey Bella
anon at 5:54 - Exactly
That's just natural. But at the end of the day each and ever one of us should call each other a friend.
QFT!
Anonymous Anonymous said...
No.
You can't ignore your fucking problems and then expect them to resolve on their own. You need to face them head on and settle the issue like adults, but some of you are so fucking headstrong it's sickening.
Holding a grudge until the end of time will get you nowhere.
March 17, 2008 5:59 PM
anon at 5.59
i didnt say ignore it, when did i say ignore it? i said it should be dropped. if it continues to be brought up and accusations thrown around then it isnt going to get resolved.
Same thing goes for Mustardis better, and Smoke&venom etc. etc. etc.
Ummmm, yeah. Okay. At least you spelled the name right. Jeez.
*waves at smok*
Bye faraway, take care!
*HUG*
Everything's alright, fimble. I'll have another exam in April the day before my birthday though, so I have to study these days...*sigh*
Martha, I'm okay. And you?
bye fasc
I'm good thanks, you're welcome fimble, guess what is happening now! The diner is falling apart!!! big cracks appearing- what will Summer Bay do without the Diner!!!!!
when do you fully finish your law, bella?
anon what is QFT?
omg ergo. that cant happen. what is alf going to do, that place was his last string to isla. ohhhh noooooo
do you remember the old diner? when the kitchen was to the left. and you had a tall table with tall stools to the right. those were the days :)
How is dropping and ignoring the issue any different?
You're not resolving the issue in any way by forgetting anything happened and moving on. You need to talk about this through an e-mail, IM, whatever.
Hi Fimble Venom!
Or is it Smok Star?
Jeez, I forget! ^_^
smoke&venom20 you were ONE of the ones that atacked wendy on the porch and SHE said she believed your sister AND the OP s
so why did you attack her? it wasnt to defend your sister since she didnt accuse her of nothing
I have lurked here for a while and I see the change that has happened. I think that the others say nothing because they don't want to hurt anyones feelings. I think that they want to make thing the way they were. But that can not happen if they attack each other.
you're smok star, bloody princess's always forget.
anon, what makes you think it hasnt? it was in emails but obviously people wanted to bring it here under the anon name.
i would like to see everyone come back but can you tell me that when the ops come back they wont be attacked? no, you cant because there are bullies out there that are mean, and say hurtful things.
aon it could be discussed therough email etc but anons keep bringing it up here
I do rmemeber Fimble! It was a good old diner, who knows how this will turn out! A new diner????
It's a 5-years course Fimble, and that's just my first one.
I hope I'll be able to take all my exams before July,'cause I'm planning to go to New York this summer!
You attend university too, right?
Hello S&V20 how are you?
Bella I am alright but blogger hates me right now.
Oh, hi S&V!
anyone????
QFT????
meaning?????
do u have a new name fo ol skizoool mizaaack ho.
Um, I think it's "Quoted For Truth."
I believe. Not really up to speed on interweb short-hand. :)
Anonymous said...
smoke&venom20 you were ONE of the ones that atacked wendy on the porch and SHE said she believed your sister AND the OP s
so why did you attack her? it wasnt to defend your sister since she didnt accuse her of nothing
GOOD GOD, PEOPLE! Are we gonna go through this again? Seriously? Okay, first, Wendy did not get attacked. We were only trying to get her to explain to us where she saw the comment made by Mischief Managed and how it could have been deleted. She couldn't. She still stands by what she said and so do I.
I'll even say it again. PPU/Mischief Managed did not make that comment. I consider alot of people friends on here. Wendy has done nothing to me personally and neither has Mischief Managed. PPU is my friend. End of story.
Now, can we please move on?
HI EVERYONE BY THE WAY! ^_^
anon I understand what you are saying about people e-mailing and trying to fix this but it won't work. You are never ever gonna get this many people to agree on anything. To me the only option is to get everyone to let go of all the hate, keep their own opinions to themselves and move on.
Everyone needs to play nice with each other! What we have is a bunch of people running with scissors.
Ep I think it is quote for today
Okay I was wrong ep it means quoted for truth
anon, what makes you think it hasnt? it was in emails but obviously people wanted to bring it here under the anon name.
You call that settling an issue?
Your little friend was too stubborn to accept an apology. I can understand that it was too soon, but after a months time she feels the same way. You don't call that being difficult?
Who do you think is looking like the bigger person here?
Or it can mean Quantum field theory
possibly a new diner called 'ilsa'a? who knows and i dont know what QFT is lol
wow bella, you have a lot of time then. yeh i am at uni, doing a business degree. i am stopping it in may tho. have you booked for new york yet?
aon it could be discussed therough email etc but anons keep bringing it up here
It's always being brought up simply because there's NOTHING HAPPENING and everyone is aware.
Or, Quite Fucking True.
Or, Quit Fucking This.
Or, Quit Farting Today.
I mean, the possibilities are endless!!! ;)
Hey...
take a walk
read a book
watch a movie
call a family member
call a friend
write a letter
look at old pictures
fuck
eat a sandwich
listen to some music
doodle
daydream
create something
express yourself in a constructive manner
...do something that will remind you that you are more than this.
gotta go I'll be back later
take care all!
Anon at 6:20 I like the fuck one. But what if you have no one to fuck?
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
love the possible meanings
esp quit farting today!!
thanks all!
anon, you said
'You need to talk about this through an e-mail, IM, whatever.'
so i said
anon, what makes you think it hasnt? it was in emails but obviously people wanted to bring it here under the anon name.
then you said
'You call that settling an issue?'
ok, i should have explained it a bit better but i was answering the email bit, rather than the settling an issue bit.
Hey you can eat ice cream with brownies as well anon.
Make a brownie sundae.
Bye Ergo talk to ya later.
Hey Smoke, good to see you again.
bye ergo
martha, there is always yourself? lol
then i guess you will have to fuck yourself.
Not yet, Fimble.A friend of mine told me she'd like to come with me, so I'm waiting for her decision but I would have no problem in making this trip alone!
Anon @ 6.20, who are you talking to?
do you think she will bella? or will she tell you at the last minute?
Bye ergo!
*HUG*
quit farting today I need to post that up at work. along with please bath before you enter this building.
But I don't want to fuck myself
Hey Elena, Bella and MJ!!!
I gots to get back to work. >_<
I'll see you all a bit later.
Toodles!
lol, call the doctor up martha ;)
catch you later smok star
Blogger you are a motherfucking son of a bitch. Are you acting like this because you need to laid.
She knows I'll wait only till May for her response. Then I'll book it.
don't think she will tell me at the last minute, or at least I hope so! ;)
martha,
what about a male version of the real doll.
Bye Smoke!
*HUG*
"Blogger you are a motherfucking son of a bitch. Are you acting like this because you need to laid"
o_O
...
XD
I think Jack or John might be better.
They are always willing, able and ready. Especially John. You know he went to sex rehab.
Hey blogger if you are nice to me from now on I will let you have an hour with John. Just don't kiss him on the lips. Or turn you back on him.
well fingers crossed for ya bella. i have been there once on my 18th birthday. on my bday night we went up the empire state building. it was magical because it was snowing and misty. you couldnt even see anything because we were so high up but when we eventually got to the bottom ground it was just rain, and no mist.
lol martha, i honestly thought you was going to say that blogger can watch if they are nice. lol
Anon I don't have that kind of money.
Unless you are offering to buy me one
martha,
maybe we can have a telethon to raise some money.
Martha Jones said...
Blogger you are a motherfucking son of a bitch. Are you acting like this because you need to laid.
Martha you go girl!!!
Well that to FS. If you are nice to me blogger I will let you watch.
And if the anon gets me a real doll I will even let you have some time with it.
anon, hahahahaha
telethon sounds great.
maybe we can get a deal going with the production manager so that if we buy in bulk, they will give discount
Fimble, it sounds wonderful!
I can't wait.
Honestly, I’d love to move there but I don’t think my parents would let me to.
They almost had an heart-attack when I told them I was going live alone!
Hello Elena!
Hahaha anon I can just see that.
The fuck-a-thon. To raise money for the poor souls who have no one to fuck.
These poor souls have no one and so we are asking you to give. please give so that these people can have a fuck doll.
lol bella, sometimes they get like that. do the research and make plans and show them that you are determind. you are an adult, i think it would be amazing to live in new york. very busy tho
lmfao martha.
who can we get to host the fuck-a-thon?
*waves at missT*
i say that ron jeremy. isnt he famous over in america for porn?
I think I'll just do that, fimble.
Maybe I'll finish University and then leave.Who knows.
I really need a new beginning though,you know?
That's true, New York is very busy but that's what I like about it! Besides, Rome is quite busy too...
Who else would host the Fuck-a-thon...Gerard Way, of course.
Hi mayo, how are you sweetie?
Hi SS, if you are luking *waves a cheeky wave*
Hi everyone, how are you today?
PP, sorry to hear about your rellie and the shark. If you're are gonna have a scar though, what a story you have to go with it.
Siobhan, I see you are lusting after my Nico Rosberg. Hands off!!!! hee hee hee!
Fimmy my mancy babe, you haven't missed my birthday. I haven't had it yet. This week though.
Congrats on the new flat DG, sorry to hear that you won't have internet access for a while.
Hey carrie with the sexy American accent, miss you.
Hi Entropy, my pimpmaster hee hee. Just cos.
Hi everyone, I love ya.
ohhh i would love to visit rome.
rome and venice, just to see it and experience all of the atmosphere.
i know what you mean by a new begining. i am making my own new begining at the start of may. going to be scary but i have to do it and i have to succeed
Hello Miss t how are you?
ron jeremy he will whore himself out for anything now. I saw him on an infomercial selling penis pills
miss t, i have missed you. i went on facebook today and found your bday. i am glad i didnt miss it. i remember that it was on one of my relatives bday and it is on me cousins.
how is everything going?
we are getting a fuck-a-thon started
really martha, that is just nasty.
i saw we get gerrard to be the host and make him shirtless. i would give all me money then hehehehehe
don't you think ron jeremy might turn viewers off because he is so gross.
Good afternoon Mayo.
See blogger was being a big bitch it took me forever to post that last comment. and than I see FS beat me to it.
"Entropy posted it but where did she get it, that's what I want to know. WHo sent it, because that is the person who probably made it up to frame them."
Only because my name was mentioned. I got it from someone that I trust and I'm pretty freaking sure they did no such thing as make up the email themselves. They were too chicken shit to post it themselves so I did it. They still are, don't get that.
*waves at Miss T*
No it would be perfect. Because he is so gross people might feel sorry for him and think.
That poor dude needs a good fuck. Lets get him fuck doll.
MIIIIISSSSTTTTTTTTT!
*HUG*
I'm so glad to see you!
Fimble,Venice and Rome are very different but both really beautiful!
Let me know if you're going to come here though. I'd love to be you tour guide! ;)
As for the new beginning,I'm sure you'll succeed. I have no doubt about it.
Well ladies, I'm off to bed.
It was nice to chat with you all.
Goodnight Mayo, SS and Family.
Take care.
LOVE YOU GUYS!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Hi MJ, I'm good thanks. How are you sweetie?
*waves back at fimmy*
Yeah, you didn't miss it. It's good to see you too. I've been missing you on the blogs lately. I've been busy and you keep popping in when I'm not online.
Did you have a lovely birthday sweetie?
Hey Bella and MissT
A Fuck-a-thon...
Wow, so just what does one pledge and what do you get for your donation?
Jeebus, martha, you must be kidding about that fuck-a-thon. Bwahahaha! Ah, you make me laugh :D
Hey everyone
Hello entropy how are you?
Goodnight bella
bella, if i did, i would love to meet you. maybe later on in life hey, we will keep in touch.
nighty night hun.
missT, i had a ok birthday. shit happens but hey its madness. how is the organising the course going.
elena, you get to know that martha gets a fuck. thats what we are aiming for hehehehehe
hey there bc.
if we let gerard host, we will have teenies giving us their piggy bank money for sex toys.
that would be a little creepy.
Oh, Happy St. Patricks Day!
Hello BC how are you?
Elena you would get signed pictures and video of the person you sponsored enjoying their doll.
Or a blowjob form one of the the people answering the phone.
Entropy I only have one question. Why did you post it? You had to know the shit storm that would follow. Why not take it up personally with the Punks? Ask them flat out and then decide what to do? I would never post anything against a family memeber that I knew would cause shit to fly.
Entropy said...
"Entropy posted it but where did she get it, that's what I want to know. WHo sent it, because that is the person who probably made it up to frame them."
"Only because my name was mentioned. I got it from someone that I trust and I'm pretty freaking sure they did no such thing as make up the email themselves. They were too chicken shit to post it themselves so I did it. They still are, don't get that."
because it was faked to set up the punks
its obvious now!
well he already says shit at concerts lol
i was meaning steven gerrard. sex on legs right there
Hi Elena, how are you sweetie?
*huge snogs for bella* Nighty night sweetie.
*waves back to Entropy*
Fimmy, I'm waiting to hear back if I will get funding. If I do, I still won't be able to start the course for a couple of months cos of the organising.
Miss t I am well. Just trying to raise enough money to get a fuck doll.
guys, i have to run for a bit. i will catch you all later
xxx
Goodbye FS
See you later fimmy babe.
MJ, maybe I am all sweet and innocent but A FUCK DOLL. Is that a new cure for headaches?
I, Anima, pledge $100 to the fuck-a-thon fund.
Hi everyone! What the hell is goin' on in this place? All I keep thinking is that 'why can't everyone just be nice to each other?' Everyone in the place has enough going on in their personal lives that they don't need to come here and feel shitty. I have no idea what happened with the OPs and the PPU thing. Heard about, but wasn't there. I trust that what everyone has said is the truth. It's all I got. And honestly, I really do not give a fuck who did what. Why do we keep going back to the same shit?
OPs will come back if and when they are ready. That goes for anyone who has left. It sucks that anyone has felt the need to leave. There is always a way to make a situation better.
I'm sorry that anyone has had their feelings hurt. This should not be that place. Let's not make it that way.
Please, let's move on. Pretty please!
It's time for the Fuck-a-thon!
Funny you should say that miss t. One of my coworkers today said that that was what i needed. It would cure everything that is wrong with me
Goodnight and sweet dreams Bela. Take care fimmy fim. Hello miss t, elena, entropy, mj, anons, anyone else I missed. Mj, I'm alright, but I'm getting a bit sick. We're expecting thunderstorms later on.
How are you?
Happy St Patricks day.
I apologise now to anyone of Irish descent, but you have to have and Irish joke today.
Here goes.
An Englishman, an Irishman and a Scottishman were walking down the road........
The Irishman fell off.
An awareness test
Hey anima how are you?
And thank you for the pledge.
Damn, I'm a cheap ass, I meant $1000. ;)
LOL MJ!!!!
Hi BC, how are you sweetie?
*At the mention of the word ass, shakes ass at anima*
Hey BC and Anima
Hi anima *squeeze*
Mj, I would pledge a lot of money, but only if I get a fuck doll in return lol
BC I'm good just trying to get a fuck.
Hahaha anon that was funny. But a little sad. Here in CA we just had two bicycles die because they were hit by a cop who didn't see them.
That test rules.
Hi Martha, I'm fucking depressed as hell to be honest with you.
I'm trying to have happy thoughts.
How you doin'?
{errr, umm, and those fuck dolls, so creepy. Especially the torso ones.]
The 'real' dolls I mean, not fuck dolls in general - errr, umm why am I even explaining myself?!
Okay, I'll shut up now. Those were not happy thoughts.
Someone needs to make the 1000th comment really good.
I challenge thee!
I challenge thee!
Oh I love a challenge
I'm doing okay miss t, a bit sick. How are you love?
What's it gonna be? 3 comments left!
Oh dear BC, sorry to hear that you are sick.
I'm good thanks sweetie.
Hi everyone *waves*
Thanks to everyone who sent postive vibes about my roof, they seem to have paid off.
The loss adjuster was here today and it looks like he is going to approve my claim!
How is everyone tonight?
I see we have lots of anon's this evening. Some nice, some harmless, some full of 'hat' and some just plain weird.
I'm well anima .
Happy thoughts How about this.
Hello, boys and girls. This is your old pal, Stinky Wizzleteats. This is a song about a whale. No! This is a song about being happy! That's right! It's the Happy Happy Joy Joy song!
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy!
I don't think you're happy enough! That's right! I'll teach you to be happy! I'll teach your grandmother to suck eggs! Now, boys and girls, let's try it again!
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy!
If'n you aint the grandaddy of all liars! The little critters of nature... They don't know that they're ugly! That's very funny, a fly marrying a bumblebee! I told you I'd shoot! But you didn't believe me! Why didn't you believe me?!
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Happy Happy Happy
Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy!
Damn, how did I miss that ass shake? And that squeeze from BC?
That test distracted me. ^_^
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