Recess.
Blaze a trail of peel-outs and back seat fucks
Into permanence, slammed beyond the thick
much too fast. Recall the whistle's urgent
cry to return from the field too soon and
pulling warm hands back, while whispering in the ears of those
confident to hold their tongues. Now it is late night
debates and those whispers are ignored.
Spinning out, into the ditch,
wheels in motion without regard for direction
full speed ahead arriving at a permanent reprieve
from the creaking knees
and loose bowels of reproach.
It comes without warning, incredible is its speed,
and it will tempt even the most
guileless to race. The truck arrives hooked to pull
the twisted spokes and reveals the fuel stain
seeped into the cracks and crevices.
Smothering the gravitational pull of the earth’s core
and even then you will float, pulled by a chain.
p.s. you felt like that?
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 1560 Newer› Newest»Goodnight MJ...
Goodnight and sweet dreams Wendy!! So you won't tell me where you were? Sneaky sneaky ;D
Goodnight K.
Emily I suppose if you can find work there you may as well.Having family there makes moving easier.
(I do know NY and NJ at least!)
Goodnight MJ. Sweet dreams. Ergo, are you planning on taking pictures of the baby chicks? I think they're cute ^_^
Why can't you just be happy?
this is cute for all your troubles
hope this works
good night kapunua -- i wish i took photographs like you do, but i always forget to take the thing with me, and when i do, i forget i have it along!
good night martha, sweet dreams to you. :)
and i think you should be safe with a glue gun, six. just remember one word: hot.
you'll do fine.
I'll try BC, they move a lot and the mum is protective!
but they are very cute
are 2 anons conversing?
goodnight MJ!
sweet restful dreams
ergo, is that blog where you get your wisdom?
:)
Yeah, I'm I bit scared to do it though. I'm a born New Yorker. I've lived here all my life and this transition will be life changing, but there's also this feeling that if I never just go for it, I'll never leave.
And, don't get me wrong New York is amazing, but it also has its pitfalls that I feel that I'm just too old to try to overcome.
Tj isn't it classic! that pic is priceless and the advice is cute.
a friend sent me the link
Ergo, that site is so cute! And it's funny how that cat is holding a Bud Light in it's paw lol.
This is not about me, never has been.
Cute link Ergo. It put a smile on my face.
Ergo, concerning the anons, I think they are.
emily if you feel you need to try then you have to, being unhappy where you are isn't worth it.
though I am telling ypu exactly the opposite of what I'd do..I am the worst risk taker, I worry far too much then the opportunity is gone.
Do you think maybe the anons are an old married couple who just randomly air out their dirty laundry just for the hell of it. That would be funny.
perhaps you could ask fido n fluffy emily?
or the anons could get their advice to work it out
Emily, lol. That's probably what we're seeing right now.
good one emily !
Hello everyone
Once again, I am behind on the conversation, but here it is.
I think, all this attractive business, is based on personal perception.
People considered less attractive can be just as mean and vain as the so deemed; more attractive people.
It just stings a little more, when you think that the person, being hateful...is more attractive than you are.
Same with intelligence:
If spicoli(the pothead) says you are dumb, it's like...so what.
but if Einstein said, "Dude you are stupid." Now that bites!
Stereotyping out there?
attractive=mean,vain and uninteresting
unattractive=nice,humble and interesting
I have met unattractive, mean and talentless people,in addition to many beautiful,kind and talented.(visa versa)
but once again...it stung the most, when that shithead person, had the quality I desired.
love to go around
`sc
the internet is a wonderous place, ergo. :)
Hello SC. How are you? Sad to say this, but I still picture you as a dude ;p
BC
I know it would be a huge risk, cause I do run the risk of falling flat on my face, but then again I don't feel that I'm accomplishing much here. I feel like I need I fresh start.
My posting is funny, cause most people I know want to leave Jersey to move to New York and here I am a New Yorker whose looking for a new beginning in New Jersey. Isn't that ironic...
hello sc!
I agree it hurts me though when I feel the other person isn't what I deem intelligent (or whatever) enough to make that comment.
which is subjective on my part!
but yes the looks of a person don't tell you much about the type of person they are
Emily New Jersey seems the place to be sometimes!!
I have people ask me when I am moving back to the city but when I look at the life I have it's no comparison. Nice to visit but not to live.
sometimes being out of the "rat race" of a huge city suits people.
though you probably wouldn't go as faraway as me!
I can see it now. Two senior citizens at the computer duking it out cause they can hardly hear each other.
And even with their hearing aides they need that extra finesse, that click of the keyboard to get their point across.
That would truly be hilarious.
^^ Lmao!
haha their wrinkled faces catching the blue glow of the computer screen
what a priceless thought!
ignoring all the commenting around them , or tut tutting the rude bits
Hi BC, ergoproxy,rose for emily and toujours if you are here.
BC-Dudette please!(smiles)
Is that how you spell it? Oh well
Sorry to say, I have been very sick for the last 5 days,due to medication overload and complications.
I had to drink so much Mylanta, that I turned pale and I kid you not, I think my pee is white.(laughs)
I can be the ghost, now.
I missed alot while I was abed, and I so missed all of your conversations.
Hope you all are doing well?
`sc
oh sc you poor thing!
Are you feeling better now?
white pee - bit scary!
Well, nothing is written in stone yet, but the idea of moving is still there and who knows I might just chuck it all and do it but we'll see.
Maybe things will improve, maybe they won't. But if things continue as they're going now, I just might go for it.
Life is too short to worry about the little things right?
I'm sorry to hear you're sick SC. Get well soon! White pee pee? Wow; there's something else that I don't hear everyday :D
rose for emily
New Jersey is the Garden State? I read, that there is beautiful countryside, outside the city.
I have only been in the city and surrounding small towns.
`sc
oh, soulconnector, yikes.
i hope you're feeling better? or will be very soon, at least.
I am well thank sc life rolls on as usual!
emily I think that.
Life is too short and you'll never know unless you try.
But if you can sort something with your current job it would be better then leaving, if that isn't possible sometimes you jsut have to cut your losses and get out!
I must go everyone, need to let a little person play spongebob on the computer!
Emily don't be away so long next time! Coming here for some idle chat might be what you need after a bad day!
Sc look after yourself, hope you feel 100% again real soon.
BC and TJ I will read you later when I get back to say goodnight
Senior anons - hope you get some sleep and work it out :)
bye anyone else about
♥
Yes and No
I quit the medication, but well see how it goes.Thanks for the concern.
`sc
Now, if I was 80 years old and still contemplating whether or not to drop kick my husband online that would just make me a sad case wouldn't it? LOL
I'm corny, I know, but I can't help it sometimes.
Bye Ergo. I promise, I'll post more.
Hope to hear from you soon.
see you later ergo. :)
fingers crossed for you soulconnector.
Take care Ergo ♥Your welcome SC. Anytime. Emily, ha ha.
toujours
I haven't had the opportunity to say, how I love your story.
It is priceless!
Thanks to you and elena for sharing your talent.
`sc
Rose/Emily
The person you refer to is not my husband
Sad case? well, you can think that Goodnight
Jersey is an incredibly large state SC. My sister has moved around a lot of different parts of Jersey, so I have been able to see a lot of it. She's actually tried to convince me to move but I've always been hesitant to do so cause I've always favored New York.
But due to recent circumstances of my crappy boss, the crime, the toll hikes, transportation, its really becoming impossible.
But we'll see what the future holds for Ms. Emily...
Emily, it looks like you got an answer from anonymous.
you're welcome, soulconnector! i'm glad you're enjoying it -- it's just funny how we kinda fell into writing it, and now we're having so much fun with it!
Ooh, Anon. Don't be so touchy.
Its done out of love.
Wow BC, I wasn't expecting an answer from our senior citizen anons, but I got one. LOL
They either got offended or its lights out at the home. I just don't know, its hard to decipher such things over the internet you know.
Emily, I wasn't either, but you got an answer anyways. I suppose they were deeply offended by your words ;p
But then again, they did say goodnight.
Maybe I became the voice of reason to settle their squabbling over the internet. I'm proud of my accomplishment. I truly am.
I guess this is a sign of a possible career change.
Working with elder couples and their problems over the internet. I could be the new Dr. Phil
LOL
rose for emily
Are you familar with Morristown?
I stayed at the plaza, several times. Cute town square;where I celebrated one Birthday, along time ago.
`sc
Emily, your sarcasm makes me smile, and laugh! You should definitely try being the next Dr. Phil :D
time for me to make my good nights and hightail it out of blogbelieve, my friends.
sweet dreams to you all. :)
No I've never been to Morristown but it sounds nice. I've been to Fort Lee, Hackensack, Clifton, Paterson, and Camden. Some places were nicer than others but who knows where I'll go. I'm free to roam.
Goodnight squeak squeak. Sweet dreams.
Goodnight Toujours.
I should consider Dr. Phil's job BC. Hell, if he can do it, then I can do it.
But instead of having a southern twang, I can have a thick New York accent and talk like Mike Myers when he would do his comedy sketch Coffee Talk on SNL. That's was some funny stuff.
Emily, that would simply be awesome. But I bet you'll be more funnier and cooler than Dr.Phil will ever be. Besides, Oprah owns his sorry ass hehe.
SC, Emily, I must say goodnight to you. I am going to go to bed earlier this time. Take care guys. SC, get well soon.
Goodnight my little jar of Mayonaise. Goodnight SS, and thank you for that wonderful frog story. You're a doll. Goodnight Blog Believe, goodnight lurkers.
mayo,
i'm very glad that you stayed around tonight and talked with us, and not just because it was good to see you again, but because i needed the reminder.
in dealing with day-to-day matters, i had allowed myself to neglect one of my core philosophies. i've been walking around with my head down, my eyes barely seeing the ground at my feet.
tonight's discussion brought back to me the knowledge that i truly believe in the essential goodness and beauty of the world, a belief which has always helped me get through hard times, because if the world is inherently a good place then things will just naturally work out for the best, somehow.
sounds pretty pollyanna, doesn't it? but every bad thing that has ever happened to me has brought me a gift, has given me something i need to be who i am today.
so forgetting about the sacredness of beauty (and the attendant implications of that belief) is like forgetting to drink water. no wonder i've been so spiritually dehydrated.
i still don't know what the hell i'm doing, i'm still wandering without a map, but thanks to your participation tonight, i'm admiring the view again.
so thank you, mayo. :)
and a good night to you, and beautiful dreams.
I must say goodnight too. I've got to get up early tomorrow to go to my crappy job, so wish me luck...
Goodnight Mayo, BC, SC, Senior Citizen Anons (LOL, I couldn't help it) and everyone else I've forgotten.
Goodnight blog family.
Peace and Love
ergoproxy
I know you gave up computer rights to spongebob, but it made me think of bob the builder and his song.
So I applied my own lyrics
blog for mayo
can we fix him?
blog the mayo
yes we can!
bc,ep,tj,too
rfe and sc
join the blog crew
working together
they get the job
done.
blog for mayo
can we fix him?
blog the mayo
yes we can!
fixing us,too
Yeah!
(laughs)
goodnight my friends
Sc that was brilliant!
now I shall sing along with new words!
you take care of yourself ok?
Spongebob is saved and I'm here to bid our lovely host goodnight
A lovely day Mayo It was quiet and uneventful but very enjoyable. The return of a blog friend was definately a highlight and a day without anon attacks was greatly appreciated.
I am in a very good place at the moment, i don't quite know why but I am enjoying it! Things just feel good to me and I hope you feel that way too, like everything has fallen into a good pattern. Things aren't perfect but when are they ever?I shall enjoy it while it lasts, and I hope it lasts a long time.
Wishing you good times, flowers, rainbows and as much love as you can handle
much love EP xx
goodnight everyone!
Morning Mayonaise & BlogPeeps!
Glad to see you posted again. I often wonder what it would be like if you never did and I'd have an actual life free from my own personal BlogCrack.
PP,
I thought we'd already agreed that the race to DM is null and void on Sundays, as no normal human being is up that early in the morning/afternoon! Dalai Lama = not a normal human being. Point proved!
Pantera,
The reasons for wanting my own personal Anon are twofold:
1). I'm usually only on Mayo during the lulls at work so having someone picking apart my numerous personality flaws would add a bit of spice to my otherwise humdrum day.
2). I'm leaving my job soon and it would be nice to know which of my numerous personality flaws stand out the most so I can address them before I go to interviews.
Pants,
I missed you again, and on the G-Way forum - I see V's being "herself" again; she really never got the MCR "message" did she? *Rolls eyes*
Love,
Kass xx
morning guys!!
morning mayo! thanks for the new post. i don't think i've ever felt like that actually. may be i'm just boring and safe??!!
SS thanks for your lovely story. you are sweet,caring and inspiring.
weekend over, monday morning!!
hope we have pleasant days.
morning kass!
Hi FASC!
Just read SS' story and he likes frogs doesn't he?!
I shall henceforth endeavour to be more pessimistic but wave my arms about more. Or am I missing the point?
Kass xx
hi kass and PP I'm not usually about now but I wanted to share that chardonnay makes me sneeze.
I don't know if this happens to anyone else in the world as it's stupid but I am convinced it's true!!!
(after 2 glasses and 10 mins of sneezing!- again!!)
Kass(now in 2d!) I to lack a personal anon and stay blissfully unaware of my many character faults. When are you leaving your job?
I hope an anon helps you out soon, it's only right!
Not that I'll be about to chat but I'll look back for your answer in the morning.
PP you are a real night owl aren't you!
sorry I meant fasc I'm used used to seeing PP about too! lol
sorry
hope you guys are both well :)
Mayonaise Yes.
It's so good to see your footprints around here, I'm sorry I missed you.
As for hateful people...
I pity them greatly. How lonely it must be to be that way. I shudder when I think of the parts of my short life I've wasted feeling angry. It's sad. That's all.
I hope you're feeling well.
All of you.
xoxo cupcake
SS
I love your story of the two frogs... it put a smile on my face... sure it was a wry smile, but right now that's the best that can be expected.
Your entries never fail to make me... feel. Just feel.
Blog family
I hope your all feeling ok now, I feel so bad for missing the things I do.
Drop by my house sometime, tell me how you are?
xoxo cupcake
Mayonaise said...
What compels someone to produce hateful speech?
What they see in the mirror, I suppose. I feel sympathy for those who lash out. That amount of ugliness is quite a burden.
See, Kapunua. Mayo understand my mirrors. Don't you, Mayo? Just playing, dude. ^_~
Mayo,
I'll be getting back to you shortly, okay?
XOXO,
S&V20
SS,
You are awesome. Thank you for what you do for us. You really are the light of this place, you know?
I don't know what else to say but thank you. These past five months you have made me see things that I need to change about myself for the better and for that I can never repay you. I needed that.
Love you to pieces.
XOXO,
S&V20
P.S. - Thank you for believing in us. We will always believe in you.
I have no idea what this post means :/
*RW is taking a mental health day off work*
Good everything diurnal everyone!
Nice job at DM's this morning, FASC.
Ergo, Niiice to see you here this time of day/night.
Back in a moment. I need to slip into a little blue something.
Hullo, PP :) You look lovely & very fashionable in black!
Time never waits but keeps flowing. Not only does time flow unhindered, but correspondingly our lives too keep moving onward all the time. If something goes wrong, we cannot turn back time and try again. In that sense there is no genuine second chance.
Hi Cuppy, S&V, RW & PP!
Kass would be taking a day off work as she has a streaming head cold, but we're understaffed as it is and it's "National Sickie Day" in the UK today and I thought it would look far too suspicious. The heating system is drying up my nasal catargh nicely, but it's giving me a blinding headache.
When I look in the mirror I see death warmed up, what does that make me?!
Kass xx
Mayo,
Hello, how are you doing? I hope you are well and happy this Monday morning. Me? I am both. Yeah, the planets must be aligned just right or something. Sorry that I missed you last night, but I had a late night Saturday and felt I needed to play catch up with my sleep. Like that ever works...
Mayo, I will let your words follow me today and I will read and I will ponder and I will write. Oh yes, I will write. Unfortunately, right now I just don't have time enough to do it properly. Until then.....
Oh, you can try to hide your excitement all you want, but I know you are postively giddy waiting on the shit I will come up with for this one.
It makes me smile just thinking about it. Nothing I love more than some oral stimulation on a Monday morning.
Mayo, try and behave yourself as best you can for a Monday. Shit can get out of hand with a quickness and pretty soon everyone is covered in it and you're the one with dirty hands.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Mentally speaking of course.
and it's "National Sickie Day" in the UK today
Is it? Then I shall celebrate it on your behalf ;)
Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Kass, FASC, Cupcake, RW, Princess, the soon to arrive Dalai Lama & Possom....
family, friends, aquaintences and all good citizens of blogbelieve!
HAPPY LUNDI GRAS everybody!!!!!
What is Lundi Gras, you ask.
Well, I'm so glad you asked!
It's the day before Mardi Gras/Fat Tuesday. We HAD to call it something. I mean, it could not just be an ordinary, old Monday; now could it?
Kass: you and never fail to help me start my day off/end my day with a LOL. Thank ya'll!!!
RW: I can't make heads or tails out of this post either. Sounds to me like Mayo is a bit confused again and is reliving somethings from his past and pondering the present: a little joy; but mostly pain/guilt/shame/dread ....
I'm probably wrong though! And, I hope I am. *big hug for Mayo because I think he might need one today*
Dalai Lama: as always (lately) a special ~Namaste~ just for you!
Cupcake: I missed you!!!
Princess: looking marvelous on this Monday!
---------------------
To ponder today:
(since there was much talk of this last night)
"There is overwhelming evidence that the higher the level of self-esteem, the more likely one will treat others
with respect, kindness, and generosity. People who do
not experience self-love have little or no
capacity to love others."
- Nathaniel Branden
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm sure you'll all be happy to hear that I finished my costume and only burned 3 fingers with the hot glue! ;P
Have a great day/night everyone. May we all reach a higher level of self acceptance today!
Hugs and Love to all,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
PS: Kass, I left a Monroe goodie for you yesterday!
Good morning, Anon616! :D
Hi and bye, Sdock -- feel better soon, Kass -- THANK YOU, Dalai Lama!
resurrected wreck said...
Good morning, Anon616! :D
=========
*runs back in to give RW a big hug and kiss*
Where have you been hiding young lady? I missed you!
Can't stop to chat now; but, I will try to 'catch' you all later.
Perhaps you should RUN while you can! :D
Have a good day, Anon616! :)
*squeeze*
Happy Lundi Gras!
I saw, I saw 616!! Not quite the sculpted checkbones of the 80's but still around whilst all other cock-rock bands have faltered. Velvet Revolver don't count because they're babies.
For RW:
National Sickie Day
And, if I couldn't care less about the Superbowl, why am I so happy that the New York Giants won?
Kass xx
For RW:
National Sickie Day
Interesting.
It's s shame that one has to invent an illness in order to take a needed day off work. You'd think emotional/mental reasons would be just as valid as physical ones, but I guess not :/
I, for one, shall be calling in with a "migraine" in about an hour.
Blogger is getting a bit fussy these days. I ended up getting changed into something blue several times.
Oh TJ, I saw your comment earlier. Sadly, I am going to have to ask you to cover your eyes, for the following will still be neither deep or meaningful.
Mayo,
I'm going to use that thorn in everyman's side and use woman's prerogative, flipping my 'nope' into a 'yes' for some elements of this.
It's called risk taking, daring to live life to the full. You don't have to be a teenager though to do some of those things. Circumstances can change at any stage of life. Sometimes we irrationally do things to test how worthy we are in the world, and we take extreme risks and challenges. It seems an odd idea to let fate judge someones's worth, or to jump start a life in stasis.
or,
Is this more likely to be just a post on the community here, and how even the best intentioned of posters are becoming caught up in anon disagreements?
*goes and sits beside RW on the ' Mayo means?' bench*
*is glad she has company on the bench - it was getting lonely!*
Part of me thinks that this is a very boy-centric post (ie. coming from the experiences, memories, and thoughts of one of the male members of the species). As I've never been a boy, I don't really relate.
Yes? No? Maybe?
3 Golden words should ye try RW:
"I have diarrhoea".
Anonymous said...
Why can't you just be happy?
YOU LOVE THEM, TOO?!?!?!
Morning BB Fam, Mayo, SS.
Slept like a baby last night, but as with every other night, no dream. Not that I can remember.
There is tonight!
Good one, Kass! ;)
But as I'm only having to deal with a sympathetic co-worker today, and not a boss, I'm not too worried about it.
Hullo, Mustard!! :D
I had spicy food last night and therefore dreamt enough for the both of us.
Well, I'm going to head back to bed for a bit. Happy Monday everyone!
Hey Mayo.
Glad you posted and spent some time with the family.
If I have ever felt like that?
Yeah…
I guess it’s in the human nature…
Anyway, HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MAYO!
Shit, that’s a long time, isn’t it? Honestly I would have never imagined we’d have been here after 5 months! That’s fucking incredible!
Can you understand what you (and SS) have done is pretty great, right?
I will never stop to thank all of you, guys. You’re all amazing people and I’m just grateful for being here.
So, thank you everyone and thanks Mayo for everything.
Take care
Love to you
SS, thank you as well. You know we wouldn’t be the way we are if it weren’t for you.
So, first geese and now frogs… would you mind if I nickname
you “the BlogBelieve Aesop”?
Just kidding, dude. But thanks for your stories. I - we simply love them.
Take care as well
Love to you
Hey guys!
Have a great Monday everybody!
Catch you later.
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Mayonaise said...
"What compels someone to produce hateful speech?"
Ummm...hate?
And we don't have "recess" in the UK. It's called "Break-time, woo-hoo!!"
Methinks this is one Mayo post that he wrote long ago and just pulled out of his ass when he realised the comments were getting too high and hadn't got around to some meaningful balls.
Kass xx
RW,
*turns and smiles at RW on bench*
Thanks RW. For some reason blogger prefers me in black. I think I'll be getting changed again soon.
Kass,
The cruel irony of genuinely being unwell.
At least on National Jandal Day here (true) we all get to exploit the opportunity to wear rubber footwear regardless if we are already wearers of them or not.
*we are very sad people here and make own fun*
Hi there DL.
Raising the tone again thank goodness.
Anon 616,
Were those hot gluesticks giving off fumes or something?
Everyone put their hands up who wants to mardi gras around with 616 after reading what MG is like.
*PP's arm shoots up, swooshing RW's lovely new hairdo*
Okay I think I'll have to be out of here.
The blue screen of death is having it's own private party with this page this morning.
Have a lovely day everyone.
Just keep on hopping along.
Where did RW go?
So now I'm talking to and seeing people that aren't there.
*checks out Mental Health Days to see if they apply here*
Night all.
PP,
According to figures, the average Briton has 12 sick days a year, of which 3 are "sickies" or "duvet days". I expect it's similar in NZ, so if you haven't had your fair share yet, it's time to work on that "near-mortally-ill" voice that men used all the time.
Hi also to Bellatrix!
Kass xx
Alright Mayo,
It's your turn now. I've read this about five times now. I ususally feel like I'm way off base with what you mean but I'll go for it anyway. Who knows? Maybe I know exactly what your talking about.
So, when was the last time I felt like that? Well, as Mustard put it
just a big jumbled mess? Usually about once a week.
I don't know. Maybe you're talking about having the feeling that you have absolutely no control over anything in your life. Then just when you think you've had enough, someone or something yanks you right back into reality.
Am I close? Who knows. Have I felt like that? Many times. Thank God there is someone to pull me back. It's a lot to ask of an eight year old but I don't think he minds. He is what pulls me back every single time. Right back to reality.
He reminds me time after time that the world does not revolve around me. As much as I'd like for it to, it just doesn't.
So anyhoo.....
I'm glad you stuck around last night and talked for a bit. Sorry that I wasn't here. Beauty sleep and what-not. ^_^
Hugs and kisses, Mayo-man.
XOXO,
S&V20
And now I'm giving in to the sickness, going home and I'll "see" you all tomorrow.
Hope your day's better than mine!
Kass xx
Bye Kass!
Hope you feel better!
Oh, and I'll beat you tomorrow!
Dear pseudo-Gerard,
What's crazy, what's insane is at this very moment, I swear I know exactly what you're talking about.
I had something relevant to tell you but it's gone poof! I'm so tired, baby.
Could you use a hug, too? I could really, really use a hug.
Oh, pseudo-Gerard!
I am feeling way too honest right now.
I am feeling far too open.
What's a man trapped in a female body to do when they're tortured by the likes of you?
What's a girl encased in a shallow exterior of hope to think when I allow myself to follow leads that are obvious dead ends.
What am I do with you? Why are you making me wax so poetic? What are you making me suddenly feel that I've been repressing these past five months.
It's not a crush, nor infatuation. It's not out of faith or venom. There's some strange connection between the way we perceive our surroundings. There's something familiar about the tonality of your words. If I knew you, I think I would look at you and say ah yes, Mr. Grocery Bagger, that is where you have been all these years.
This is why I try not to go online when I'm in this kind of state. I'm actually go to post this and regret later when sobered on sleep.
SC, excellent points, all of them. That's crazy about the mylanta. DOn't spread that around, you'll get a lot of emo goths trying it. ^_~
Rose/Emily - if it's the hustle of NY that's getting you down bu tyou are hesitant to leave NY, might I suggest Long Island? Best of both worlds out here, and you're never more than ten miles away from a beach no matter where you are. ^_^
Kassisnow2D said...
I shall henceforth endeavour to be more pessimistic but wave my arms about more. Or am I missing the point?
You never fail to get my LOLlerskates. ^_^
smoke&venom20 said...
Mayonaise said...
What compels someone to produce hateful speech?
What they see in the mirror, I suppose. I feel sympathy for those who lash out. That amount of ugliness is quite a burden.
See, Kapunua. Mayo understand my mirrors. Don't you, Mayo? Just playing, dude. ^_~
Huh, but you know? That's a pretty good point! ^_^
Kapunua,
Sexiest dancer ever. How are you feeling?
I'm going to be going to NYC in April. I actually want to visit some sort of beach when I go because I've never been to the ocean.
I'm going to smother you in snuggling, Mistress of the Blogbelieve. Because you really own this blog, you know.
Mayo, last night when I asked you if you considered yourself attractive and you answered, "not that it matters, but," etc. I answered you. But not in the way I would like to have. I admit that in the first half an hour or so after you post it feels like there's not enough time to think, to actually answer you, before you go POOF and disappear.
What I really mean to say is, do you really think it doesn't matter? If so, then I imagine you've been good-looking all your life? I take it to mean that you think it doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things.
But I think it does. Statistically it does, too.
It's odd, good-looking people are usually the ones who say "I"m not about looks." Of course you're not. You don't have to be. It's like how wealthy people say, "I'm not about money." When you have something in abundance you don't stop to consider it, therefore it matters less, right? It's only when you're lacking something that you fixate on it.
Or is that assessment unfair? I don't mean for it to be. You could be the exception; there are always exceptions.
Anyway, so check this out. So, I raise birds, right? And that's made me kind of a bird watcher. Not a hardcore one with binoculars and a notebook or anything, it's just that I get to see them up close, and one thing I did learn is most of their calls.
I said this about seven years ago and everyone told me "shut up, tree hugger," but now other people are seeing it, too.
Robins aren't migrating anymore. They were always the first to go and some of the last to return. Even when we do get a cold snap (because that's all we've gotten the last few winters: "cold snaps," not really proper winters,) they're still around. Many of them don't survive, but the point is, they're staying. And they never used to.
This concerns me, maybe more than the obvious signs like it being February and I'm still only wearing a few sweaters.
Has anyone else up north noticed this?
GV, I sent you an email.
Oooh, you would like to visit a beach? Well, they will still be cold in April (well, maybe, even considering my last post,) but it'll be a good time to visit because it will be before the tourist rush. East Hampton beaches have been voted the most beautiful in the world, but that's really a hike from NYC. Some of the beaches out here are shabby, but the ocean's the ocean, right? ^_^
*has never been to an east hampton beach*
The Montauk beaches are lonely and beautiful. ^_^
Mistress of BlogBelieve....
Wow. I'm jealous. Guess I can't be the Princess and the Mistress, huh?
Kapunua, I am loving your story.
Now kill some zombies for me today.
^_^
Mayo,
Don't be hogging the mirror. I'm still not sure if it's big enough for the two of us. Whaddya think? Can we share?
5 MONTHS! Can you guys believe it?
Toodles for now!
Be back later!
XOXO,
Princess
Who are you going to snuggle? I wouldn't mine a bit. ;D
Okay, I'm up and about. For real this time.
How does a frog feel if it breaks its leg?
Very unhoppy.
Snuggling you, Silly Mistress!
Oh, Princess. Just because Kapunua is Mistress does not downplay your royal position.
No! Not the frog!
Can't we make the joke about a human?
I'm feeling outrageously distressed about this.
What's green, green, green, green, green?
A frog rolling down a hill.
Eep! Poor froggy.
Mayo, thank you for answering my question. I think you and SS answered it perfect. Have you met each other, I think you would have a fantastic conversation with both your intelligence and humour!!
SS (Kermit the frog)
I am sorry but I have the urge to call you Kermit as in kermit the frog. Do you have your very own miss piggy to smoother you in kisses and sit on you.? I wanted to say thank you for your answr and that I have took what you said because I agree with everything. Spot on there pal.
To me beauty is not just the physical attributes but also the inside. The personality is a big part in making one a beautiful person.
The kind of person who is kind, caring and sensitive yet has a passion for their beliefs. Someone who has faith in another person which is unselfish to their own needs. I think that a sense of humour and the ability to make people laugh and to be able to laugh at yourself is one of the most amazingly beautiful qualities that someone can maintain.
There are physical beautiful people in the world who have horrid personalities but then there are beautiful people who are nice as pie. Everyone is attracted to something different in physical appearance and personality. If we all liked and admired the same then the world would be extremely dull. I am just grateful that I have found all the people here that are beautiful both inside and outside which makes this place such an amazing place.
I hope that everyone can see inside of themselves and know that they are beautiful, intelligent and amazing people and everyone can make a difference whether it is in your own life or in someone else’s life. Even the anons who are mean, you are beautiful, you just have to look deep enough to understand what is right and wrong. I hope that you do and you become happy within your mind, body and words.
I am finished now, I have just rambled on so I apologise if you read it. I do get muddled in what I am trying to say so I apologise for my grammar, spelling and my thoughts. I hope you all have a wonderful day and remember you all can make a difference.
Backstage fucks at recess? As if 15 minutes was long enough, even back then!
Hi evveybodies!
Did you miss me?
Fuck YEAH, you did! ^_^
*lol* Yeah, yeah... I know, I'm so full of s-h-i-t, I squeak.
New post to play in, which is always fun. Sounds to me like Mayo wishes he could go back to being a teenager. Don't we all.
On second thought, no. Knowing what's coming, I don't know if I could through all that again. (Not to mention the fact that I was a wild child in HS.) Oh well oh well...
Just sneaking back in for a minute....
SISTER MIDNITE!!!! I WUV YOU! I've missed you soooooo!!!!
FS,
That was awesome. I don't think that could have been explained or stated any better. Plus, I love that you called him Kermit. ^_^
Alright, really gone now. Back to the BS.
XOXO,
S&V20
*pictures SS rolling down a hill*
That brings me the funnies. Only, I hope you like rolling down hills, 'cause if you didn't, it wouldn't be nearly as funny.
Who just made their way around the block of confusion?!
To further elaborate on Mayo's answer:
Dude's pretty unconventional. That's how I read it.
And personally, when I look in the mirror, like the real thing, not the proverbial one, I don't see what's on the outside.
I look and I see everything I want to change on the inside.
I try hard to work on the outside appearance, failing a lot of the times, but I try even harder to work on the inside stuff, failing even worse.
I think we all have pretty unconventional tendencies. We're human.
MUSTARD!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey. ^_^
I got a question, FS. If Kermit doesn't have a Ms. Piggy to kiss him....
Well, since I'm the Princess does that mean I can kiss him and he'll turn into a Prince?
This is Blogbelieve, right?
I'm just messing with you, Kermit. I like you just the way you are. You can be a goose or a frog or any other kind of creature and that's just fine. ^_^
I wouldn't want it any other way.
well no princess, because he is already the king of blogbelieve, and the king of ff2007.
kermit, would you let princess kiss you instead of miss piggy?
That's right, FS! I totally forgot about that.
He could be Prince and King though if he wants to be. Just because I said so. ^_^
Kiss That Frog
[Aah, yeah]
Jump in the water
Sweet little princess
Let me introduce his frogness
You alone can get him singing
He's all puffed up, wanna be your king
Oh you can do it
C'mon [x6]
Lady kiss that frog
Splash, dash heard your call
Bring you back your golden ball
He's gonna dive down in the deep end
He's gonna be just like your best friend
So what's one little kiss
One tiny little touch
Aaah, he's wanting it so much
I swear that this is royal blood
Running through my skin
Oh can you see the state I'm in
Kiss it better, Kiss it better
[Kiss that frog]
Get it into your royal head
He's living with you, he sleeps in your bed
Can't you hear beyond the croaking
Don't you know that I'm not joking
Aaah, you think you won't
I think you will
Don't you know that this tongue can kill
C'mon [x6]
Lady kiss that frog
Let him sit beside you
Eat right off your plate
You don't have to be afraid
There's nothing here to hate
Ah, princess you might like it
If you lower your defence
Kiss that frog, and you will
Get your prince [x2]
[Huh!]
Jump in the water, c'mon baby jump in with me
Jump in the water, c'mon baby get wet with me
Jump in the water, c'mon baby jump in with me
Jump in the water, c'mon baby get wet [get wet, get wet]
Kiss that frog, lady kiss that frog [x4]
Jump in the water, c'mon baby jump in with me [x3]
Jump in the water, c'mon baby get wet
[get wet, get wet] [x6]
haha hey anon, nice song. who is it by?
O_o
Well, okay then. Didn't know there was a song about such as that.
Wow. I'm kinda stunned.
Good Morning, guys, just on for a minute or too, but saw that Mayo and SS BOTH stopped in for a few minutes, and left new posts.
Thank you for the words of encouragement about the evil anons. We have been doing pretty well, but it does get to you sometimes. Like I said, you get weary, and sometimes the strength just isn't there, but that's the great thing about having a BlogBelieve Family; if one of us is down, someone WITH strength will defend and "protoct".
SS,
I do have one, teensy, tiny thing to add, and you know I love you, but-
Dude, frogs scare the shit out of me!
I can handle snakes, lizards, mice, spiders, just about every kind of wildlife, but frogs are my Achilles heel. Don't know why, just is. Frogs of Doom!
Sorry, had to get that out.
Seriously, thanks for the words for the Family. Hopefully the anons will calm down, but if not we will all be here.
Love,
L.
Kiss That Frog is by Peter Gabriel
Get it into your royal head
He's living with you, he sleeps in your bed
Can't you hear beyond the croaking
Don't you know that I'm not joking
^_^
That is hilarious.
morning L, how are you today. spiders scare the living crap out of me.
cheers anon, i think i will see if there is a vid for it. princess, you very own song with a frog. do you feel famous?
Hey, Fimble,
Not to strong today, physically and emotionally. I guess it's just one of those days. But it gets better.
How are you doing?
Love ya,
L.
Hey L!
Fimble,
I am famous. NutBuster famous. ^_^
All you need now is a frog, Princess!
Love,
L.
hey i found the vid
kiss that frog
cheers anon
Ok, so now we have sheep, a unicorn, a badger, geese and frogs.
Mayo, you really need to think about setting up an area for all the wildlife somewhere.
Just put the frogs FAAARRRR away from me!
L.
i am sorry to hear that L, is there anything we can do?
i am ok, my hand still hurts but i guess it is the typing crap i do. it is glorious sunshine outside around 81F i think. so i think i am gonna sit for a bit outside.
Well, I had my eye on one but I think he pretty much belongs to everyone. ^_~
I guess I'll keep looking.
YAY!
Don't forget about the fox.
oh yes the fox.
can you count the zombie as an animal? i wouldnt know if it is or not
Thanks, Fimble. I appreciate that. But I just need some rest I think. So if you don't see me on for the rest of the day, don't worry, I'm just taking a day to read or watch mind-numbing TV.
J. is still feeling rough today, too, so we are quite the pair!
Just, swat a few nasty anons for us if they come in today, ok? ^_~
Going to go for now, but take care, my Family, and I will probably talk to you tomorrow. Love you dearly.
Mayo and SS, again, thank you. You guys mean a lot to all of us, you know that, and know we love you, but sometimes it's just nice to hear and to tell.
Pactum Serva,
L.
both you and J take care ok. have a nice day relaxing.
Bye L!
Hope you two feel better tomorrow!
XOXO,
S&V20
guys, i am off. i need to feed the tornado.
i will catch you all later
bye mayo
bye kermit
bye family
xx
Toodles, FS!
good morning, everybody.
i need to get away from the keyboard today and do something...actual...so i'm not going to dally long in blogbelieve, but there's a question i've been hanging onto for the past few days, and i think i've decided to just go ahead and ask it.
no harm in asking, right?
ss:
i don't normally address myself directly to you, but you are very much a big part of blogbelieve for me. you have been the brick wall at my back many a time, whether you realized it or not.
these last few days i've been wandering through old posts, reminiscing, rearranging my understanding of this place a little bit, and i've begun to wonder about something --
ss, those concerns that brought you here, those things that you wrote about, are they any better? are they even, perhaps, resolved?
so much has changed here since the beginning,and yet sometimes i wonder about the reality behind all the words. and i worry about the people who have become my friends -- blogsibs, mayo, and you.
we never get answers, but we keep asking questions. can't seem to stop. *shrug & grin*
i just want you to be well, my friend.
WHAT! Frogs are adorable, as are spiders. I keep them in the house because they take care of other, less savory pests such as wasps and stuff.
Oh, and there's Havoc. But we don't need an aviary for Havoc, because he flies freely through the mansion.
Actually he's flying freely through my kitchen right now. Better go see what he's into. O_o
Once again hello everyone. And FimbleJazz, your words this morning were lovely and true. ^_^
Actually Havoc just landed on top of the computer monitor and is sharing lunch with me. He was eating a cranberry but now he is eating the back of the computer. O_o
Oh, GV, thank you for those snuggles, I needed them. I'm not hte mistress though, I just have a big mouth. ;D
Oh, wait, I think at one point Bikey was calling me Mistress. But that's only 'cause I made him wash my dishes.
Damn, that's the other thing I have to do today.
GAHHH!! Havoc just ripped my favorite damn sticker off my computer! >_<
Ok, gang, I'm in and out this time (you know what I mean you dirty birds)
Yes, Mayo, I've cracked the whip. It can be exhilarating and scary. A badge of honor is received showing you aren't too chicken to be flung around. I don't remember the last time I played the game, but I feel this way at work. Every. Damn. Day.
What compels someone to produce hateful speech?
I think it's personal insecurities,lack of compassion or knowledge that prompts such vile comments. Whether it be on here or in the 3D world.
(Back to work for me - Caio)
Hi Jennicula!
And of course, a huge GLOMP to Sis Midnite! It's always good to read you. I miss you, dude. Like, whoa.
Today is TBS quote day, obviously ;)
Everywhere I look, there's another lyric.
Hi and bye to L and Fimble.
Hello TJ, Jen, Kapunua, and other various inhabitants!
Hi Mayo!
Hi Everyone. How's everyone today?
Safe
What compels someone to produce hateful speech?
Three Words:
Mindless
Self
Indulgence
I can't help it.
That was good.
Actually, you know which animals scare the shit out of me?
....
No, not you nasty anons, so go back lurking...
....
Insects. Especially bees, wasps and hornets. Errr...
Hi again folks!
Oh, and Kapu I love your story. It’s brilliant!
Spiders scare the living shit out of me. Seriously. No exaggeration.
I will freak if I see one.
@_@
I'm with you Bellatrix - I hate incects. Escpecially daddylonglegs. Eww! They always fly at your face.
Safe
I agree Splash, that was kinda funny. ^_^
Bellatrix, thank you! Please, if you would like to be in it, or have more to do, just let me know, okay? :D That goes for everyone.
What day isn't TBS quotes day? Hmm, what's appropriate? Ahh.
One of us never did it but we're taking it all.
(Well cross my heart and hope to...)
And tell me why you never promised that you wanted it all.
(I'm lying just to keep you here,)
And her eyes never batted when she said it
It's a long night, open, know it...
Now I'm gonna have to take a picture of one of my cute and helpful spiders and post it, to show you all how sweet and harmless and lovely they are. ^_^
Happy Monday afternoon, everyone (including frogs) :)
NOT SPIDERS!!!!!!! 0_0
Kapunua said...
Now I'm gonna have to take a picture of one of my cute and helpful spiders and post it, to show you all how sweet and harmless and lovely they are. ^_^
DO NOT! I REPEAT DO NOT!
They are not sweet or harmless or lovely.
EWWWWWWWWW!
As LHM told his teacher....
"I do not like spiders. They are creepy."
^_^
S&V20
Oh, and that TBS song is like one of my absolute favorites!
YAY!
Wait for it, wait for it!
you're down for sellin' me out
while I play dumb,
it's cool cause I let you, thought I'd never catch you,
you'd say "we're only friends." yeah, real good friends, I bet. I bet.
That's cool /Adam voice.
First the Anon, then RW. You both own me :)
Not RW, Jen.
It was Jen :)
Hullo, Mustard :D
Not RW, Jen.
It was Jen :)
I'd wondered what you were talking about!
Hullo RW!
I've not seen you to wish you a Happy Birthday, so a belated one to you!
It was a big one!!!
Thank ylu very much, Mustard! :D
It was indeed a big one! Eh... I still don't feel much different than I did when I was 15.
*ylu=you
But you probably already knew that
Fantastic choice, Splash. Meaningful and lovely and harsh. Also my favorite part of that song. Remember that huge conversation we had about that specific moment, where I said it sounded like one of those 1950's heartbreak songs?
Aww, Princess do you really not wanna see pics of my adoreeble spideys? I couldn't find them today anyway (read: the corners of my house were too messy to photograph.) I do have some though, from over the summer.
Okay, I hafta go dye my hair now. I'm sick of the red. ^_^
Hey! That's definitely not a bad thing!
That way when you're 100, you'll feel 30.
You'll be a Sequoia and feel like a young sapling.
*does interpretive dance*
^ 0_0
I do remember the conversation.
And actually, I've got to go back and listen to them because while mindlessly listening one day, there's a bass part between the bridge and the outro, like a musical break? Sounds just like this old 50's malt shop song.
I can't for the life of me remember which TBS song it was in though.
What colour are you going to do your hair, K?
SAY YES, SAY YES, SAY YES!
*doesn't understand how to interpret an interpretive dance anyway*
Um... yes?
It's okay, K. You can post it but I'm not gonna look. O_O
I wanna dye my hair, too! I think I'm gonna bleach it. ^_^
I like being blonde. I've been a dirty blonde for toooooo long. O_o
Gonna head off for a bit. Be back later...
Have a good one! :D
Not that it makes a bit of difference...but, I am pretty in the most unconventional way.
Three words:
Pretty
Handsome
Awkward
Sorry, I couldn't resist.
Ooooh snap. ^_^
Good afternoon guys. =]
How is everyone today? Good, I hope? Me? Well, thanks for asking! I just woke up and I have a huuuuuuuuge headache. And I have to go back to school tomorrow, which sucks. Ohh well. Mayonaise, I'm so glad to see a new post, the other one was getting a little.. old and smelly. =] Kidding, but, I honestly cannot comprehend this post. Maybe because I'm such a child, or because it's too early in the day, and my brain hasn't really clicked on yet. Anyways, I'll try my hardest to understand it a little later on today, mmkay?
Emily, I saw that you are back, and I am happy to see you! <3
Family of BlogBelieve, so yesterday, 5 months had gone past since we all began to assemble here. It's been a great 5 months indeed, and honestly, a very life-altering 5 months. Ive noticed changes in everyone since the beginning. For the better. :)
All my love to you all =]
<3
I can't find the song. >_<
That will drive me bonkers now.
Hey PH!!!
Goodbye, RW! And thanks for saying 'Yes.' It's all in the interpretation, mah dear!
Devil's Food Anon:
I mean, that was okay, but not nearly as funny as Mr. or Ms. MSI. That one got my goober ;)
MIB, glad I could amuse you at least once today. See you around.
HEY MUSTARRRRRRD! :D
<3
^^ I like that anon. I really do.
Ooooo... PPU? Is that you, AGAIN?
Oh, and how'my supposed to see you around?
I don't even know who you are O_o
*tackles PH*
So? How's the geetar coming?
Told you guys, PPU comes in all shades of purple. ^_~
That was pretty funny.
Not PPU MIB, But another who likes to come out and play. Gotta go. Real life calls.
Robins aren't migrating anymore. They were always the first to go and some of the last to return. Even when we do get a cold snap (because that's all we've gotten the last few winters: "cold snaps," not really proper winters,) they're still around. Many of them don't survive, but the point is, they're staying. And they never used to.
This concerns me, maybe more than the obvious signs like it being February and I'm still only wearing a few sweaters.
Has anyone else up north noticed this?
I'm re-reading comments, and Kapunua, I definitely noticed this! Just a few days ago, my parents were walking to our truck, and they saw a few robins in our tree. The funny thing was it was probably - 20C!
LOL, "come out and play."
Dude, I have no idea! You all tease.
You're such a teaser. You're the one at DM, aren't you?! The one I haven't figured out!
O_o I'm watching you. ;)
No, MIB, that was not me, ma'am.
*pounces the Princess!*
Rawr!<3
Muussssssssstard!! *hug*
The geetar is coming along pretty good! I was trying to be able to play a song by the time my sister had her baby, but unfortunately, I don't think it'll happen! :(
How are you this fine Monday afternoon?! =]
Anon, GOOD-BYE YOUNG CHAP! :)
Noted, PPU.
You are an elusive little creature though.
HEY PPU!
I'm pretty sure I shouldn't have had ice cream first thing in the morning. :)
I'm pretty swell, PH!
You'll do fine with the guitar. Maybe you can play part of the song twice!? :)
PPU is elusive.
PPU, SIGN IN DAMN YOU! You've only got like five thousand names. ^_~
RAWR!!!!!
I've missed you, PH!
Ice cream is part of a balanced breakfast.
LOL. Maybe MIB, maybe! :)
Princess Smokie I sure missed you too! *hug*
BE RIGHT BACK, I'm going to grab some pizza and apple juice. :)
I will be right back. I promise:)
Ice cream is a breakfast item.
Calcium-fortified!
Redrum, long time, no see. How's it been?
Redrum, it really really is! :)
How're you Red?
As I said before, I WILL BE RIGHT BACK!
:)
*Runs around the room to hug everyone*
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