You are all seen.
I am here. Not always present, but I am here. I feel each of you even as I move about my world. I presume we have this in common.
This space is mine in confidence, without interruption, without interception, and without edit.
I carry a bit of debt to you that I have not shared. You have reached me in ways you will never know.
You have helped.
p.s. thank you.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 1601 – 1800 of 4021 Newer› Newest»Fiona said,
Am I the only one who sees this???
I see it. I think you and I are reading from the same blog Fiona.
"What then in love can woman do?
If we grow fond they shun us.
And when we fly them, they pursue,
but leave us when they've won us."
Same with Polly and Lucy.
The questions are, does Mayo see it, or know he is doing it?
@BC pestering anons,
Please get over your superiority complex. What do you get out of your constant harassment? BC is a kind soul and does not warrant this continuing treatment. This is shitty behaviour from you and you know it. Grow up. Learn to be civil and considerate of others.
And while I'm at it...
Anon @ 1:26am about Kapunua,
PPU why don't you kill her with a knife instead. Why are you starting to kiss her ass too.
Back the hell out of here right now and never come back!
I know this is Mayo's blog but I'm pretty sure I'm speaking for him and everyone who comes here when I say threats of this nature will not be tolerated. You do not come here and make threats of violence and murder. Yes, murder, because that is what you implied.
You're a bloody evil little anon that needs to get some perspective of life away from this place.
*takes a deep breath and goes for a walk around blogland*
well well,
i was not sure if this place would still be here.
shame on me for having no faith.
mayo, i am not sure what your motives were for creating this place, but here you are, still, and for that you deserve my admiration.
for what a beautiful place you have created.
changes in life and work mean I cannot visit here nearly as much as i would like to and that I regret.
I digress... my reason for being here ? I want to say even though I am not here very often, you are still in my thoughts, I hope you are all well and still as feisty as i remember.
take care my friends - I hope i can visit again soon
love
m.
*returns and sees M!!*
Hi M.
It's good to see you. Are you able to come back on later and catch up with the others who will be busting to talk with you?
well that would be m. not M.
hello pp,
i will certainly try, it would be nice to say hello
if i cannot please pass on my message
m.
m.,
You have been missed.
Hey PP!
What's shaking?
Sure thing m.
I'll make sure they see it.
You know your name still passes our lips around here even when you are not. I hope life has been treating you well in that time.
You know I'm going to have to give you a hug right now since the others aren't here to do it and they'll all want to.
*grumble, grumble, grumble**
*gives m a huuuuge bearhug from all of us here in blogbelieve who have missed him*
* not really grumbling ^_~
Socky! Hi!
Can you see what I'm shaking, huh? huh?
No, not those.
Look up.
It's my head.
My computer does not want to make friends with DM tonight. Grrrr.
Morning all..
Let's make this a beautiful day in the neighborhood, a beautiful day in the neighborhood...
Oh Good Lord, I'm channeling Mr. Rogers.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTHA!!!!!!
Mayo,
Moring to you and hope you are well. I'm okay and all that shit. Forgive me, while I use the moment to address other things.
What the fuck happened last night? I have to agree with Kapunua. We all come to this blog for different reasons. Day to day, our moods change, the people visiting change, the conversations shift and turn. We come in here we cuss, we throw fits, we vent, we love, we cry, we tell stories, we play, we have parties, we play kickball, we voice concern, we get angry, we share pics, we write poetry, but most of all, we come here to connect to each other. Kapunua, you are beautiful. Your words are beautiful. It fucking makes me mad as hell that someone would go out of their way to try and ruin your good time last night. It was completely uncalled for.
Nobody here should be treated that way. It's rude and disrespectful. Look, there are 50 or so people in and out of here regularly. We're not all going to like each other all the time, but we can respect and be considerate to each other's feelings. When people leave here and they are mad or upset or possibly hurt, that's just wrong.
Words have power. The power to comfort, the power to heal, the power to change, but they can also inflict terrible damage. Watch how casually you throw them around.
Kapunua, you are one of my oldest and dearest friends here. I know you're strong and this shit probably rolled right off you, but I wanted you to know that I would have stood up for you last night just like I'm doing now.
Now, where's my sword?
Thanks Mayo for letting me use my little space here for ranting and sorta preaching this morning.
Have a super soothing Saturday!
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Beyond repair.
Hi Elena.
How are you doing?
Does Mr Elena know about Mr Rogers being chann...
No. I'm going to stop right there.
That sounds so wrong.
Look what you do to me Elena!
S.
i am glad our paths have crossed - how is life treating you ?
how is BC ?
love
m.
Hey Elena!
PP, do you need licking?
Happy Birthday MJ!
I miss YOU!
m.,
You know me, same struggle different day, but I'm good.
How have you been? I'm glad to see you visiting again. Your initial has been typed by me on more than one occasion wondering where you were.
BC, she's good. She's a tough one. Still gets attacked on a regular basis, but comes back fighting.
Love,
S
Possum ....What do I do to you? I bring only goodness and light to all. (yeah even I'm snorting on that one) How are you?
Hey sdock
Going to Wal-Mart today?
S,
BC is resilient - i will give her that - taking on anons two by two, i feel that sometimes she makes herself a target and i worry for her.
I am glad to hear you are well, may that continue...
I find it hard to believe that two months has passed since my last visit... i hope everyone had a good christmas, Happy new year and a special Valentines Day - alas, this year mine was spent alone.
I have spent the last two months helping friends through a difficult time and i am glad to report that they seem to emerging, unscathed, on the other side.
I have missed you all and your uplifting converation - hopefully my absence wont be so long this time.
love
m.
A quick wax on, wax off.
How did last night turn into THAT? We were all having a laugh. * le sigh *
If anyone should get a roasting it should be me for clogging the place up with pirate talk.
Messages:
Belated hello to FASC, glad you had a good time, you deserve a medal :)
M!!!!! - good to see you again :)
Ergo - hope things are okay :\
Toujours - fingers crossed for you x. I loved your comment by the way. England is currently basking in glorious sunshine, with enough nip in the air to burnish your nose, yet not enough to send anyone indoors. Perfect for tea and scones by the river :)
Can you see your way ahead now? I think so :)
A gift, my river
Sorry I did not say hello M
Hi GS
Hi Elena, m and Socky :)
Ho are we all on this bonny day?
That should, of course, read HOW.
m.:
It's wonderful to see you again. Truly.
Sdock, PP, others, good morning!
But she is wasting her time here on this blog where she could put her talent in other places and yes, share it with people who appreciate it because she seems to understand that Mayo doesn't like her anymore.
I don't know which one of you said this last night, but here it is.
She did share it. She has shared her talent with a lot of people on this blog including myself. I proudly printed it out and hung it on my wall, because to this day, that's among the greatest gifts I've received. Take that for what it's worth.
I'll state it again even though others have already touched on it. What happened last night was cool. I didn't understand it, but that's my problem, not anyone else's. I should probably pick up a literature book now and again. I think the thought of conversing in poetry and short prose is pretty impressive. Now, if I could just understand it ;)
Excuse me socky. May I please borrow m's eyes for a moment? =)
m, BC now goes under the name of exodus if you would like click on her and drop by her home.
Thanks socky
*passes m's eyes back*
I'm doing great thanks, elena.But really should zoom now.
Arhhh, me hearty. There be pirates around here. Morning GS.
Good grief. I have as few manners as my PC.
Good morning Mayo.
*smiles apologetically for the music earlier*
and
Hey SS!
The air is sweet??
Dude you must be hanging with the wrong type of muppet. You and he could get busted for making the air smell sweet.
I bet it was that flaming frog. He's nothing but trouble, him and his green fingers.
Righty-o
Night all.
Good to see you m
Have fun everyone.
Hello GS and Elena! Goodmorning to you both :)
*waves hi*
Night.
For real.
promise =)
m.,
I'm sorry to here that your friends have been going through some rough times. They are very lucky to have you to help them.
I wish you could have been here the past couple of months. You wouldn't have been alone.
You take care of yourself, okay?
Love,
S
How's it going Mustard?
PP,
Take some licking with you!
BYEEEEEEE!
Hi all,
I can't stay. I am going fishing and shooting guns today!!
Niiiiiiiiice, yeah?
Hey guys,
If you see Jules around today, tell her to read my comment.
I don't want her to miss it.
Jules, I love ya!
It's going, Elena :)
How are you? Are you doing okay?
Sdock:
Have fun with that. Don't pull a Dick Cheney, 'kay? ;)
Elena is muttering...Wonder if sdock is gonna shoot the fish?
PP, you reminded me.
Good afternoon Mayo.
PP - arrrgh, swab the poop deck!
Musatard - hello chuckles :)
Sdock - not my idea of fun :\
Night PP :)
OH MY GOD!!!
What is my problem today?
Musatard?
MUSATARD?!
Many apologies Mustard :\
Wonder if sdock is gonna shoot the fish?
*pictures Sdock as Elmer Fudd*
Ha! She'll shoot the fish and blow it to smitherenes.
That's a lovely picture you've painted in my mind, Elena.
Mustard,
Niiiiiiiiiiiiiice!
I will miss you guys!
Let's spread the love today, okay?
Fuck this feeling bad and sad!
Oh and I almost forgot:
JAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTHA JONES!!!!
GS:
Don't sweat it! I knew who you were addressing your comment to! :)
blow it to smitherenes.
Or should that be,smitheWeens.
Hehehehe.
Mustard I was happy to paint that picture in your mind
I'm here to help!
Life is okay. That didn't sound very positive did it?
I'm still listing books. I have discovered something. At night my books mate. Positive about that. I think I'm down to a certain number left to look up and in the morning there are more. Not sure what to do about this.
I'm still listing books. I have discovered something. At night my books mate. Positive about that. I think I'm down to a certain number left to look up and in the morning there are more. Not sure what to do about this.
Ummmm ... no, I got nothing.
I need to head off.
Good afternoon all.
Good afternoon Mayo.
[ SS - just ... hello :) ]
Well thanks for nothing GS
LOL
See ya.
Henry Wadswoth Longfellow...
"Out of the shadows of night.
The world rolls into light;
It is daybreak everywhere"
(His last lines written nine days before his death)
*elena is very bored listing books and found this one "Last Words of Distinguised Men and Women"*
Wow, okay. Had no idea that doing poetry--which I've done countless times before, anyone remember all the many poetry challenges?--was going to cause such a stir.
First of all, was that you last night, Calaf, doing poetry with me?
Anyway I just want all to know, I did not write all of those poems. I gave credit for the ones I didn't write where I knew the author. Some of the poems were actually anonymous. I was doing most of the literary quotes and I was, of course as everyone knows, Weaver Girl.
I'm assuming I'm "brown eyed gal?" Anon, I appreciate your sentiments, truly. My eyes are more green than brown, but I appreciate it. Thank you. :D
Thanks also to those of you who didn't get upset about, well, poetry for christ's sakes. O_o And thank you, Elena, also. ^_^
Oh, okay, I have more. Hang on.
Pickled Possum said...
Fiona said,
Am I the only one who sees this???
I see it. I think you and I are reading from the same blog Fiona.
"What then in love can woman do?
If we grow fond they shun us.
And when we fly them, they pursue,
but leave us when they've won us."
Same with Polly and Lucy.
The questions are, does Mayo see it, or know he is doing it?
Hello PP! I just want to make clear that I was "Polly and Lucy" and all I was doing was randomly quoting some of my favorite plays and stories that were lying around. An anon had earlier said "Wait, let me guess" in response to a line I had quoted, so I quoted a few more lines form it in hopes of giving another hint. That one play was Three Penny Opera. That's all I meant by that. :)
SOLLY! I love you, and I thank you. You are an awesome and thoughtful person and of course, everything you say means a lot to me, even if I don't always comment on it. Don't know what else to say. ^_^
Splash! Thank YOU, and I'm really honored that what I gave you meant something to you. :) Also, every word is true, I hope you know that. Also, you said, Sdock: Have fun with that. Don't pull a Dick Cheney.
LOL Dude you shoulda heard what you just said. /Beavis
Oh, and Hau'olu la hanau MJ!
Well, gotta go have breakfast and then sometime today need to go to my aunt's memorial. Errrgh....
Thank you guys, even the anon who said I was a talented bitch. I do not deny. Oh, and the poetry and literature quotes? Yeah, don't expect that to stop. Like, ever.
You are very welcome Kapunua. Take care.
"Last Words of Distinguised Men and Women"
Charles Dickens - "On the ground"
He was losing his balance and feared that he would fall to the floor.
Well ain't death a bitch. You'd think he'd get better last words than that.
"Last Words of Distinguised Men and Women"
Elizabeth (Queen of England and daughter of Henry VIII and Anne Boleyn)
"All my possessions for one moment of time."
"Last Words of Distinguised Men and Women"
Sam Houston "Texas, Texas"
Pretty sure he was talking about the state. Then again....
I read somewhere that Oscar Wilde's last words were: "Either this wallpaper goes or I do".
^That's my idea of style.
I like that one RW.
Hullo there, Elena :)
Guys,
Go to DM, there are links to youtube videos of the boys in Rio.
I saw the links, Sdock :) I shall have to watch them later though, as I am heading out soon.
Did you see them? Are they good?
Yeah, but I fucking love that band, so I'm biased.
The crowd was really loud. You could barely hear the band. Niiice!
Exotic bird of paradise!
Okay, I demand to know who killed Big Bird????
Niiiiiiiiiiiice Boa!
SS,
Just felt like wishing you a great day. I hope things are moving at just the right pace for you.
Not too fast...not too slow.
Just perfect for doing crazy bizzy.
I have just want to know....are you more crazy? or bizzy?
I think you know which one I am.
Take care of yourself!
You are missed, my friend.
Faith, Hope, Love
Always,
S
Solly ♥ PPU!
JAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTHA!!!
I hope your day is shiny and exciting.
Many happy returns of the day to you! Hope to talk with you later.
love,
J
During the Middle Ages the brilliant flame inside an opal was regarded as evidence that the Devil lived there.
Random facts cause I'm really bored.
Hey errbody!
I still feel like shit and still have a migraine. Thought I'd just pop in and say hi. I skimmed over what went on last night and well, frankly, it just makes me feel even worse. I do not understand why this happens. I actually read it several hours ago and I just didn't know what to say.
O_O
You heard me. I didn't know what to say. It's the migraine, I'm sure.
Either way, I just wish people would stop and think sometimes before they speak. That goes for me as well.
Well, I told you guys last night I knew what would make me feel a little bit better and guess what? HE DID! Maybe not intentionally but so. X_x
LEATHERMOUTH!!! YAY! Skeleton Crew has a new website now and they are possibly going to have some Leathermouth stuff going up in March. HOT DAMN! Finally!
Ok, well, I hope everyone has a great Saturday. I'm going to go take a nap.
Mayo,
Don't bother me while I'm napping. ^_~
SS!!!!!!!
Dude, do you even know how much we miss you? Do you? Yeah, you do. I hope you are okay and maybe you miss us just a tiny little bit. ^_^
Toodles peeps.
XOXO,
S&V20
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ!!!!!!!!
M, is that you?! Hello everyone. How are you guys? Pickled Possom, thank you.
BC
Happy birthday MJ!!!! Where are you?! We have to prepare for another sacrificial ritual ;p
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free
Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise, oh
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Hey there Mustard. Is that poetry or song lyrics? Either way, I like it.
Since there's barely no one here, I have to leave for a bit. Take care and bye to anyone who's lurking. See you guys later.
Mustard that is my favorite Beatle's song!!!!!
Hey BC :) It's a song by The Beatles.
See you later!
Hey Elena! :)
Really?! I have no idea why I posted it. It's been in my head all morning.
I wish I could name a favorite. I have lots o' them.
Mustard I agree there are so many great songs. That one always touches me for some reason.
Moving to American Indian poetry...
DREAM POWER
(Cherokee)
He dreamed of deadly serpent.
It came from out the night
And coiling there, it stuck him
A venom-cursed bite.
Swift to the Man of Wisdom
He took his trembling way;
Begged medicines for healing
Against some future day.
Green eyed gal then. Sorry K / Bert. Can you explain the 1093 reference?
Oh no, Elena is posting poetry. Quick, come and attack her! Just kidding E.
K-bert. Like Wal-mart.
Good afternoon friends.
You have excellent taste in music, Mustard. Its an amazing song.
Paul's voice, his acoustic guitar, and a tapping noise. The tapping wasn't a foot or metronome - the Master was intentionally scratched. If you listen closely you will notice that is sounds like a scratch on a record. Birds were dubbed in later.
"Blackbird" is beautiful. I love so many of them, it's so hard to pick and choose. I love "Yesterday" and "Here, There, and Everywhere." Uh, "Within You, Without You" 'cause that's some crazy shit. "Because" and "While My Guitar Gently Weeps" make me boo-hoo because of their awesomeness.
...Begged medicines for healing
Against some future day.
Well, that wish, unfortunately, didn't come true. A beautiful sentiment, Elena. Thanks for posting that.
The tapping wasn't a foot or metronome - the Master was intentionally scratched. If you listen closely you will notice that is sounds like a scratch on a record.
Really? Wonder why they did that? For effect?
Hi Bealtes anon. Hi MIB. I'm anon too. I am K-bert's defending anon today..... How are you today?
K-bert. Like Wal-mart.
Hobo Prices. Always.
;)
I see this could get confusing.
Perhaps it would be better if I come back later.
Stay safe and enjoy your weekend guys.
MIB, why does Kbert call you Splash? I've always been a little curious about that.
No sorry anon, I didn't mean to confuse you or anyone. I have to go now anyway.
Damn it.
Talk to me about The Beatles anytime.
You stay safe.
Glad you liked it Mustard. It's from a beautiful old book I'm listing right now. I have one more I really like. All those poetry haters turn away, turn away.
Before I go I want to say something beautiful happened last night. Elena you can post poetry any time too.
SS if that is you, your friends here have gifts they have been trying to give to you. Mayo has ignored their beautiful gifts but maybe you will ike them. I'm sorry I don't have the link but someone else probably does.
I don't want to confuse people so I'll go now.
I was so disappointed last night that I just didn't get the poetry.
I've been like that my entire life. When I was forced to read it in school, I just gave up on trying to understand it.
But, the funny thing is is that I "get" lyrics and there's no difference whatsoever.
I'm so weird.
So, post away and help me understand!
Crazy Horse
As free as the open sky I gaze
Far out where Great Spirit is;
No man can trammel His piercing blaze
Nor darken His mysteries
Between us there is no Father, great,
No law I must recognize-
He only doth rule the red man's fate;
He speaks from the flaming skies!
(when told the Great Father at Washington would tell him what to do)
Yeah! Hey, dude?
If you're still hanging about, go here.
There you will find some Anti-Valentine's Day gifts for you, Mayo, and the rest of the family.
Enjoy them!
I hope you're doing well. We gotta finish this conversation later, or I'm going to have to do my own research ;)
JARED LETO IS AN ASSHOLE
STAY OUT OF THE CROWD IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT DOUCHE
http://www.youtube.com/
watch?v=cKS1KKf5Wzc
Sorry I miss you ANON (yeah you know who you are).
You stay safe!
SS I really hope I didn't' chase you away...... I am an old time anon and I usually don't go by one name but I don't want to be confusing. SHIT I don't have the link where people are giving you gifts...... does anyone have it??? I know they want you to see it if its you.
defending anon
Chill, don't worry about it. That Anon who was just here is like the wind...
He'll be back, when he can.
JARED LETO IS AN ASSHOLE
Prepare to incur the wrath of SIM and Kapunua ;)
RE: Crazy Horse
The simplicity of things like this is beautiful.
Defending Anon:
It's really okay. That Anon's In-n-Out of here on a whim. Like, Elena said, he'll be back.
Don't worry about it, okay :)
OK thanks, Elena. I know how much you all like to have time with SS and I hope I didn't ruin it. SS I hope you like your gifts if you're still hanging around. MIB thanks for posting that link.
Hey Mustard if you're still around I sent you an e-mail.
"Be tolerant. Behold the unity of all faiths, cults, creeds and religions.
Respect the views, opinions and sentiments of all"
Sivananda
So, onward and upward!
I watched the Grammys and was floored by The Beatles tribute that was done. The young man that sang "Let It Be" for the movie, uh, can't remember the name of it now. Anyway, he sang it at the Grammys and was phenomenal.
It makes me wish so hard to have been part of that generation. It makes me wish harder that John was still alive. I often wonder if our world would be any different now if he was still able to fight the good fight.
But, anyway. My heart runs deep with that music.
"You can't help respecting anybody who can spell TUESDAY, even if he doesn't spell it right; but spelling isn't everything. There are days when spelling Tuesday simply doesn't count.”
Winnie the Pooh
"Be tolerant. Behold the unity of all faiths, cults, creeds and religions. Respect the views, opinions and sentiments of all"
Right on!
Hello :) I'm Mustard.
Winnie Anon:
Be right back with something.
It made my heart flutter.
"Be tolerant. Behold the unity of all faiths, cults, creeds and religions.
Respect the views, opinions and sentiments of all"
Sivananda
If only people who call themselves Christian could follow that advice.
Anonymous,
You win for the Winnie the Pooh quote :)
Have fun for the evening my lovely poppets, I shall bid you a fond adieu. I am off to boogie! Huzzah!!!
Nevermind. I can't find it now.
It was something like,
Piglet: Pooh?
Pooh: Yes, Piglet?
Piglet: Oh, nothing. Just wanted to make sure you were still there.
If only people who call themselves Christian could follow that advice.
Anonymous, I respect your opinion, but, like any group or gathering, we have lots of different people congregated here, all from different backgrounds and with different faiths. Let's try not to illuminate one belief over another.
Gotta say I love Eeyore.
"Have a nice day...if it is a nice day"
Who saw new pics of Gerard? How drunk or high do you have to be to fall asleep with your cig and burn a hole in your jacket like that?
" He just is bouncy" said Piglet, " and he can't help it"
" All I did was I coughed " said Tigger.
" He bounced " said Eeyore.
" Well, I sort of boffed " said Tigger.
Anonymous,
Or tired?
Well ANON I've done just that and I wasn't drunk nor high...just tired.
Lemme take the other route and say I just wish he'd stop smoking.
I can wish with all my might for him and the others to stop, but it'd be like me trying to knock some sense into a brick wall.
Must be something about those little diddies that are addictive ;)
Right, I'm definitely off now.
Might see you later.
Bye Elena.
Bye Anon.
Bye Mustard.
Goodbye Mayo.
Bye GS
Take care
Bye GS!!!
See you later :)
And all fell silent...
It's times like these where silence means everything.
Silence is golden
Ah, but sometimes silence is a killer.
But, yeah. Silence is irreplacable.
Silence can speak volumes
Did I miss Beatles talk??
*sobs*
*thinks*
Awkward silence.
RW!!!!
We can start that right back up. Good thing you can't hear me talk about it. I'd drive you crazy :)
I was cezy in love with BEatles music when I was 14, Mustard :) It was all I would listen to. Still love 'em!
I proudly say "I have an original Beatles lunch box. No, I'm not that old that is was mine. It was actually my aunts.
I have to head out for a bit. Must pick up groceries & buttons.
Shall return later. Have a good afternoon :)
That's cool, Elena!
OOOO!
Question:
If you were to bury a time capsule for future generations, what would you put in it that you felt was important to your respective country or culture?
Elena:
That's awesome! Don't ever get rid of that thing. Like, ever.
If you were to bury a time capsule for future generations, what would you put in it that you felt was important to your respective country or culture?
A Tim Horton's roll-up-the-rim cup.
Oooops, did I kill the conversation? :/
Anyway, heading out. Have a good afternoon :)
hello?
Is there anybody here?
Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can...
HI!!!
right here are my words after catching up.
Martha - jappy birthday hun. have a lovely day ok
Jules - last night was aweful and i just wanted to let you knwo that you can post anything you damn well like. words are the currency and they werent mean. they were nice so carry on.
Mean Anon - telling somebody to kile another human is just totally wrong. how would you like it if someone said that to you. Please think about your words and what effect they wilhave on others because they can not only hurt the person you intend it for but they can also hurt others.
Mummy K - i hope you didnt see that, please ignore them.
Mustard, good question. i think i would take pictures f everything that holds dear to me but also take picture of what i love like bands and places. then i would put them in an album and place that there
kermit - hello, i hope you are well and that you are having a bloody swell time where ever you are. remember that miss piggy could be round the corner so run for your life ;)
ok, i have finished my comments now. cheerio
SPLASH
how are you today hun?
I'm okay!
Basking in words and whatnot.
How are you?
not bad, just return home. i smell like wet dog and i am nackered but other than that i am great
i was the manager today and i had to repeat myself like 15 times just so that the customers could understand what i was saying. bloody accents hehehehehe
Well, then your next step would be to shower, would it not?!
I love British accents. You know, the real ones ;)
well you really need to define that because the english accent varies like so hard. if you mean the real one then it may be the queens english. that is posh oh suit you sir hehehehe.
i do think i need to shower so i bid you farewell till tonight splash. dont get wet
No, by real I mean NOT "Hating op my coffay." ;)
See you around Fimbly Wimbly.
hi guys!!
Dear You,
I'm going to drop the capital, though. I've only used it for one person and at a different time in my life.
Another odd part of all of this. I have developed a kinship with everyone here, a particularly close one with Paperheart, Sdock, Kapunua, Mischief, RW... but can never sense when they post. But you. For whatever reason, I'm tied to you. I'll be anywhere, at work, with friends and feel... Hard to describe. But I'll know, oh, he has posted again and look at the clock. Go to a computer and sure enough. I think the reason our blogs often correlate is not because you're reading them and responding but because of this freaky ethereal attachment we have. Or rather, freaky psychic connection I have to you. It seems to be one-sided. What do you think?
You are the last vestige I have of the Gerard haunting. It's somehow ended by telling you, but I find myself whether to stop coming here altogether. I'm wondering whether it is necessary to close this final chapter.
The oddest thing, though. And laughably embarrassing. When I do think of this, I almost want to cry. I fight the urge to scream and clutch anything around me and become hysterical with loss. As if I'm losing yet another one of the few I have something.... with. But I can't ask for something it seems you can't or won't give me.
I've lost so much this year. Though it's all been for the better, perhaps it's why it terrifies me to say goodbye to you.
I shall think on it. What do you think I should do? Do you think I should stop talking to you? I'm afraid it won't break the psychic thing I have to you, but ah well. I can deal.
This rant wouldn't be complete without posting another embarrassing thing I did when Gerard was driving me crazy. On the recommendation of Bobbie (medium gal) I rewrote Heaven Help Us. Not to be sung, but a response to each line. Ugh, I feel like I wanna kill myself actually making this public, but that's exactly why I will do so.
Hello FASC! :)
GV:
Ugh, I feel like I wanna kill myself actually making this public, but that's exactly why I will do so.
Please tell me you're joking about everything after the comma. Are you okay?
hello MIB!
GV did you used to be sparkle wrath?? getting confused.
hope you are ok?? we all have crazy moments.
Katherine,
If you need to talk I'd be happy to listen. Please e-mail me.
Elena
Hey FASC
How are you today?
hi elena!
thanks for your e mail.
how are you doing??
ooh sorry you asked me first!
i am fine actually. its already 9.46pm and i've only got about 15 mins here before i have to go. went to the inlaws for a massive roast meal tonight! i am stuffed! but very nice indeed!
Hi ALL!
No fish for supper tonight!
How is everyone?
Sparkles,
My love, what are you doing?
As a sidenote, YAHOO MAIL SUCKS ASS! Blogger is my new favoritist thing and I must take my frustrations out on something else.
That's good to hear FASC. I'm still listing book and thinking I'll never finish. My eyes are starting to cross.
Hey sdock. So you didn't shoot any fish?
Back for a moment.
No, no! Bad syntax in that sentence. Meant I will post my embarrassing thing because it makes me want to kill myself.
Thank you for the concern, though. However, I'm chickening out and I think I'll just do it on my blog.
Elena,
Nope, I didn't shoot any or catch any.
I failed us all!!!
*waves to Sparkles*
Hi all, back from grocery shopping :)
How are you doing, GV? Haven't seen you around in a while.
hi sdock!
elena you seem to have been listing books forever!! is this the amazon fuck up?
Hey Elena! Hey Sdock!
)( <---- me trying to make a fishy face
GV:
Okay. You really had me worried. But, I'm glad you're okay :)
Hello again, RW!
Hello RW, Sdock, Elena, Farawaysoclose, anyone else I missed.
I am currently contemplative. Happy, ecstatic even, but taking a moment out of my constant manic state to consider where I've been and where I am now.
What about all of you?
Hey there, Mustard :)
Yes still the Amazon fuck-up. I have a serious case of hatred going for them right now.
Katherine, the offer still stands. E-mail me anytime, okay?
hey GV i asked earlier did you used to be sparkle wrath??? just wondered cos she's not been around for so long. so if you are her that would make sense??
Sparkles,
I feel you. Seems I'm like that most days.
Hi Mustard, RW, FASC!!
First, Defending Anon, thank you. :) I don't mind the Bert comparison but I'll say it again: I'm cleaner and he's prettier. ;) Gerard-noticing anon: I won't lie, I had the same thought with I saw it on LJ. It reminded me of my uncle.
SS, if you were about, I'm sorry I missed you and I hope you got your prezzies! :D
mustardisbetter said...
OOOO!
Question:
If you were to bury a time capsule for future generations, what would you put in it that you felt was important to your respective country or culture?
My ass. ^_^
Just kidding Splash. I'm gonna wait until after next Novembe before I decide what, if anything, should represent my country or culture. ^_^
Fimble Star said...
Jules - last night was aweful and i just wanted to let you knwo that you can post anything you damn well like. words are the currency and they werent mean. they were nice so carry on.
Hi Fim! ♥ Thank you. I'm not gonna let some downers stop me from poetry spamming. I don't even know if I could stop, with the quotes either. It's kind of an OCD habit, the rhyming and quoting.
I actually was out with Mummy and Daddy K today, to my aunt's memorial, and we were talking about that. Mummy K was all, "What's wrong with those people?!" Also she's so glad for you that you're going home. :)
<GV I hope you're not thinking about leaving. I mean, you've obviously exorcized something through this, right? So then why not hang around? ^_^
mustardisbetter said...
Hello FASC! :)
GV:
Ugh, I feel like I wanna kill myself actually making this public, but that's exactly why I will do so.
Please tell me you're joking about everything after the comma. Are you okay?
I'm thinking GV meant "make this public" when she said "will do so." yeah? ^_^
Elena, Sdock and FASC, hello!
Blogger,
You little fucking cunt. That's the last time I pay you a compliment. You ate my comment 2 fucking times, you hungry bitch.
Solly's home and so is her filthy mouth!!
Mayo, did ya miss me?
hey GV i asked earlier did you used to be sparkle wrath??? just wondered cos she's not been around for so long. so if you are her that would make sense??
Yes, GV was Sparkle Wrath.
FASC,
Yes, I am... Sparkle Wrath!!!!
I doh know, wanted to make that all dramatic like I'm a supervillain in a comic making a comeback.
Hi, SDock! :D
Hi also to K, Elena, FASC :D
Hey Jules!
hello kapunua and RW and everyone else of course.
i must have missed GV's change of name?? thanks RW.
when is CTV's bd??
when is CTV's bd??
It was a couple of days ago.
Jules,
Hello Mistress. Left you a little note at that scrumptious last chapter you wrote.
I'm not thinking about leaving all of you. I still try and visit each of your respective blogs everyday and the porch.
Just debating about this space in particular. I feel like it's sort of a relic from the past, you know? The possessed monkey claw sitting in my room that I thought was cool to have when I took that fated trip to Egypt but now that I'm back, looking at it and still feeling its magick aura gives me weird vibes. Not bad ones, but... hard to describe.
oh sorry have i said hi to sollydock??
you and your filthy mouth are great!! you can't beat the C word when you're angry!!!!
oh fuck i missed it. i guess i was on my hollibobs??
HAPPY BELATED BD CTV!!!
Thank you for the offer, Elena. I appreciate it.
Happy Boifday, CTV! I feel a little dizzy. Haven't come in when it's been this busy in a very long time.... But fun. Hmmm.
sdock your mouth is legendary.
Hey Kapunua and RW
Sparkle,
I am going to be selfish and say that I hope you stay. I think your visits brighten up the place.
FASC,
*waves*, I'm going to be getting the evil eye from Dude before the night is up!
First off and foremost,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ! I hope you have an incredible day today, love.
m, good to see you, love. You haven't been around in ages! Me and BC spoke of you a few days back actually. We all really missed you and your kind words. Come back soon, okay? ^_^
So I've just finished up reading all the comments from last night. This never ends. Some of the things said last night were taken to an upsetting new low. The amount of disrespect displayed was disappointing.
If you think for a second you can get away with saying shit like that, back the fuck off. Those words were completely uncalled for. We don't tolerate that kind of shit here.
/mini rant
Elena said...
sdock your mouth is legendary.
Is it?
FUCK YES!
A big hello to everyone here.
GV and FASC, thank you to you both ^_^ Don't worry about it.
How's everyone doin'?
Hi guys!
Katherine, I do understand where you're coming from, and totally, yeah, your own mojo comes first. I do hope you decide to keep posting here though. You're a joy to read. ^_^
o today was my aunt's memorial and it was very nice, mellow, casual and relaxed. This whole family isn't much for the church, wake, funeral thing. We just do memorials at houses and this was at my Uncle's house. (The aunt and uncle in question are Boychild's grandparents.) I went into it thinking, Cool, okay, we weren't super close. ANd then when I saw the pictures of her all of a sudden I really missed her. She had always been nice to me.
The house was crowded but I hung with the usual crowd: my two cousins and their kids. Celia and I, as ever going back through all our old in jokes in that way that you never really think you're going to do when you're kids.
On the way home I needed to go to the store for some ice cream because Joaquin's new movie is out on DVD. So I'm at the grocery store with my single pint of Haagen Dazs and behind me on line is this teeny tiny little old lady, she had to be about five feet even, with amazing blue-green eyes and a little beret that matched her scarf. She had nothing more than her own solitary pint of ice cream. I looked at it, and at her and said, "You too, huh?"
She laughed and said, "Well, it's Saturday. Let's compare. What's your drug of choice?"
I had pomegranate chocolate chip and she had Dove chocolate raspberry. Then the guy behind her got in on the conversation because he had assumed that we were together and she said "No, just two of a kind on a Saturday afternoon."
It was too cute. I think that's the kind of old person I want to be.
Oh, and Joaquin's new movie, We Own The Night? Yeah, it looks good and all, but reading the synopsis on the back made me go O_o . Two brothers, one becomes law enforcement and the other owns a nightclub and runs a crime ring? I could only wonder if at some point someone was going to call Joaquin a fargin corksucker and tell him that his bells were gonna end up in a sling. Seriously, you guys.
Well, I might as well settle in for the night. Yay, saturday!
Hiya CTV! :D
Well, when two unique and beautiful women such as yourselves tell me to continue posting here, I certainly cannot turn down their request. I shall stay. This place did somehow break the curse, I have to give it that. If only I'd known it would have gone away by simply letting the world know how fucking crazy I am, I would have done it in September. All things come in its own time, though, yes?
Sorry, I gacked this from my friend Loki.
Human Rights Watch has appealed to Saudi Arabia to halt the execution of a woman convicted of witchcraft.
So this guy can't get it up, and a woman is beaten and sentenced to death because of it.
It boggles me that this can still happen anywhere in the world.
hey guys sorry but time up for me!!!
its 10.18pm and i need to devote some time to the bloke!!
i'm sorry i've not been around much. i haven't even had chance to catch up much but i hope everyone is good and ok.
love to all.
you too mayo man and SS!!
god K thats scary and very sad!!
bye guys.
Hi RW!
Did I hear you mention Tim Horton's a while back?
*IS CRAVING TIMBITS*
Sparkle,
Exactly. In time. I think all of us are figuring that out. YAY! I'm glad you are staying.
Jules,
That was a lovely story about the little old lady and the ice cream. I saw an old lady yesterday, late Friday night, going into the grocery store all alone and I wondered was that going to be me in another 40 years? All by myself?
Katherine, there was a line from a Megadeth song back in the 80's, something like, "If I know I'm going crazy, then I must not be insane."
You're not delusional; you had a series of events that made you go O_o and that knocks you for a loop. So don't judge yourself, okay? It's not like you were doing anything wrong, or mean, or bad, or were obsessive or out to get anything. There's an entire gulf of reason between you and someone like that.
Hey Kapunua! Elena! Everybody!
Goodnight FASC :)
Sdock:
It won't be.
Sdock, that's so odd, isn't it? She was all by herself and my thought was, "What a wonderful little old lady." ^_^ Oh my god, perspective. Don't you love it? :D
Well, guess what? I'm off to take a shower and put on my nice cozy pajamas. :) Later BlogBelieve!
As I'm sure most of you can guess, I was a strange child.
I had my teenage years between 4-11, so to speak. I used to pray to God everyday to off the human race in such a way that animals and plants would live but homo sapiens would be obliterated.
Then, I got over that, practically overnight found I was in love with everyone and everything.
But some moments, some days, a miniscule spark of that evil child raging at every injustice comes out...
I will pray that Saudi Arabia recognizes it's 2008. I will keep repeating that.
Oh, but also: Hi CTV and Splash!
Okay! Going now. ^_^
Kapunua:
That's the reason I love elderly people. They have this cool factor that is above and beyond any person my age, older, or younger.
And they're walking books of knowledge.
Mustard,
Yeah, I know because YOU WILL BE WITH ME! We'll be 2 old bitties shopping for groceries on a Friday night.
Niiiiiiice!
Damn right we will be, Sdock :)
We'll digress and tell our tales of hope.
Kapunua, bloody hell. I don't even know what the hell to say.
Christ. It's hard to believe crap like this is still happening to this day.
Wow. That's depressing.
We could be doing something about that.
But some moments, some days, a miniscule spark of that evil child raging at every injustice comes out...
I still feel like that every day. You've reached a higher plain of existence than I have, I think, GV.
I'm hungry, i might go to taco hell
An anon said I ♥'d PPU???
Well, duh, that's common knowlegde around here.
Solly does ♥ PPU!!!!!!
Fuck yes, she does!
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