Thursday, February 14, 2008

On any given day.

You are all seen.

I am here. Not always present, but I am here. I feel each of you even as I move about my world. I presume we have this in common.

This space is mine in confidence, without interruption, without interception, and without edit.

I carry a bit of debt to you that I have not shared. You have reached me in ways you will never know.

You have helped.




p.s. thank you.

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Anonymous said...

I cannot say:
Is that how you want me
To follow you?

Inside,
Fleeting like white dew,
Dreams,
A abrupt foxfire
As if stillness
Were my desire.

Anonymous said...

Oh boy what an image to start a page with!!!!!

LOL !!!

Anonymous said...

Answer quickly:
As soon as
The blossom opens,
it falls.

Words exist
as a sheet of dew
on petals.

Original Punk J said...

It IS a little face!

"Hello, I'm Mr. Penis. And you are...?"

Mayo's gonna read this and...well, I dunno.

Ergo, you may get some anonymous emails after this!

J

Anonymous said...

I neglect sleep
and sometimes work
waiting for
a more than yearly
Tanabata--

In this world
a girl
who doesn't know
what words come next.

Anonymous said...

Go to sleep anon. Goodnight

Anonymous said...

Sleep is overrated, anon. ^_^ Were you the poet of that other one on the last page?

elena said...

J

I have yet again replied

Anonymous said...

pass me on all evenings
out of control in tenuous orbit
draggy by friction
but so bright
my decaying spy
my out of control
193

Anonymous said...

STFU. Is that fucking poetic enough?

Original Punk J said...

Aaaaaaaaaaaand, right back atcha, Elena.

J

Anonymous said...

354, 193,
and have you gone?

Original Punk J said...

Anonymous said...
STFU. Is that fucking poetic enough?


I'm sorry, but I had to laugh at this.

J

Anonymous said...

Whoever you are (and I think I know who you are or BOTH of you are) just STFU because no-one else gets it but you.

Anonymous said...

I knew you'd agree OPJ. Enough of this, it's stupid. They (or should I say SHE) need to knock it off.

Anonymous said...

Right well, that's cool, whatever.

'night.

Anonymous said...

lol
I'm off now
so I'll see you later

bye J and elena anons and anyone else about!

Anonymous said...

I knew it was you, you can't ever shut up and you think your so smart.

Original Punk J said...

Night Ergo, sleep well. See you tomorrow, hopefully--if you haven't floated away by then! Take care.

J

Original Punk J said...

poetry sucks, do I know you?

J

JocelynHolly said...

HOWDY GUYS!
<3

Anonymous said...

Well let just say we agree on a lotof things.

Original Punk J said...

Heya Bubbles! *hugs* How are you, sweetie?

Poetry Sucks, well, there you go. I like poetry for the most part, in moderation though.

J

Anonymous said...

What the fuck is with all this stupid poetry? Hey there teddy bear, how are you?

Hey everyone.

JocelynHolly said...

OPJJ!

I'm alright. I just got home from a party I went to. It was soo fun, until it got shut down. How're you? *hug*

JocelynHolly said...

Hey BC!<3

Anonymous said...

Seriously you guys, you need to lighten up. Everyone else uses this blog to write stories, talk about random things, and post about their day, tons of anons here and there... I write stuff to post here and all of a sudden it's "stupid poetry?"

Well like I said, whatever. You don't have to like it.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous poet / literate person / poetry fan or whatever, thank you. That was fun and really cool.

JocelynHolly said...

Ohh dearie, I have noo problemo with this poetry anonymous. I personally like poetry.

Hey K.<3

Anonymous said...

Sweet Kapunua, I love your stunning raven hair.

Original Punk J said...

K, it's fine, just sort of overkill, you know? That's all I was saying. No harm done.

Hey BC, 'bout time you came back. I swear your cupcakes were moving...;)

Bubbles, I'm glad to hear you were enjoying yourself. It's been a hard week for you, honey.

J

Original Punk J said...

Hello PPU, you're up kind of late. How are you?

J

Anonymous said...

Overkill? Lots of things on here are overkill. No harm in that, either.

Hey, people are entitled to think it's "stupid" if they want to, also. No one has to get it. I find that kind of sad, but hey, not my problem.

Anonymous said...

Doing well, OP. Thank you for asking.

JocelynHolly said...

J, it really really has. Today was my day to relax and enjoy myself. I even got off work early! I got to the party and it was soo good, a little tuffle here and there, the band was great, and the drummer was smooooking hot! Just as it was getting better, I went outside, and came back in to hear that the cops were coming! AHHHHHHHH! I was waiting outside for my ride, heard sirens and kinda freaked. Apparently though, the police were never called. Pfft. Liars. I came home around 11:30. It's alright, I work tomorrow and have lessons.

Anonymous said...

another voice...I hear them ALL

Anonymous said...

Actually, by saying the word stupid, I didn't mean that the poetry was stupid. K, your poetry is actually great. I was only saying that there was way too many poems. O_O
Sorry.

Hello PPU. Isn't it kind of late for you to be here? Hey paperheart, how are you grasshopper? OP J, I was too busy killing zombies. I'm happy to know that you liked my cupcakes.

Original Punk J said...

True, anything can be done to death if given a chance. I did like that "QUESTION" poem, and I even asked who'd written it, but I never got an answer.

PPU, glad to hear it.

J

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 1:18:

I bet you just hear yourself cut the cheese don't you?

JocelynHolly said...

BC, I am great. Thanks. How are you?

PPU
K
OPJ
ANONYMOUS

How are you all?

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Anonymous said...

Oh look how every one pretends it's so great now that she said something. Guess what it STILL sucks and you all know it. Why don't you just say it because you know its true. It was stupid and took up too much space in the blog, and it WAS stupid.

Original Punk J said...

Bubbles, honey, you need to take more time to relax and be a teenager. L's said it so often, you have an old soul, and it gives you the ability to be wise and caring beyond your years, but it also keeps you from being the young woman you only get to be once.

Man, all of a sudden I sound like I'm ancient or something.

Anyway, don't forget that you have this time once, only. Please try to enjoy it as best you can.

J

Anonymous said...

Hello, PH and BC.

I was just stopping by to continue my campaign to kill Kapunua with kindness. She resists the charms of the unicorn.

Until next time, my friends.

JocelynHolly said...

You know what Poetry anon, only to make you happy, since you are the only one that clearly matters here, POETRY SUCKS. There. I said it. Are you happy? =]

Anonymous said...

PPU why don't you kill her with a knife instead. Why are you starting to kiss her ass too.

JocelynHolly said...

OPJ, it's my flaw. My old soul. RAWR. I hate it. :)

BYEE PPU! *waves*
<3

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams PPU. Better luck next time. Who am I kidding?

I don't really like poetry. I can tolerate some, but not everything.

JocelynHolly said...

I'm soo freaking tired. I'm going to bed. GOOOD NIGHT everyone<3

Anonymous said...

Poetry sucks, I happen to have a habit where I call a lot of things stupid, even if some things are not stupid, I call it that anyways.

That's one of my pet peeves.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight PPU, I hope you dream of apples, sugar cubes, sweet hay, and Solly. Come visit again when you feel like it.

Maybe...we're getting a little out of hand with the poetry thing and whatever. Can we just let it rest with "Some poetry is good, some poetry is not, we don't all like to hear it but it's nice once in a while"?

And no, we're not kissing anybody's ass. It's just a silly thing to disagree about. I personally didn't want Kapunua to feel badly.

J

Anonymous said...

a poem for exodus cause its all she can understand...

there once was a man from nantucket
whose dick was so long he could suck it
while wiping his chin, he said with a grin,

"if my ear were a cunt, I could fuck it."

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams grasshopper *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Your poem sucked poetry anon. By the way, I can understand big words.

Original Punk J said...

Night PH, have a good sleep.

I think I'll head out, too, after I write my usual goodnights. Take care, Family, and I'll see you all tomorrow!

J

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams J.

elena said...

Hello is everybody gone?

Anonymous said...

Poetry is about understanding. It is about capturing a moment of truth and turning it inside out to view it from a softer curve or harder angle. Weaver girl -Kapunua understands this concept and it is admirable. I saw two or possibly more people connecting in a dance of words and I found it striking and beautiful. I understood the words but then perhaps my brain is wired toward that creativity and verbal acuity. Others may be wired differently. But this seems to be an open blog where anyone may post their thoughts. And when thoughts are presented with such liveliness I can only cheer them on. Write on, poets. You were all beautiful tonight.

Anonymous said...

Hi Elena, anon. Elena, yeah it seems almost everyone is gone.

Anonymous said...

Is anyone here?

Original Punk J said...

Dear Mayo,

L, you know, is out of town, at her parents' for a few days. She wanted me to leave you a message, though, so here it is.

"Mayo, sweetie, I want to thank you again for the beautiful post you left us for Valentine's Day.

"It has been such a great experience to have gotten to know you a little, and to have met all these wonderful people through you.

"You are a good, kind soul, please never forget that. I love you dearly.

"L."

SS, L has a message for you too.

"Dear SS, hope you are doing well. You are in my thoughts today and every day. Please be careful, and keep in touch.

"Love to you too, honey.

"L."

(Night Mayo, sleep well. Hope to see you soon. --J)

Anonymous said...

Reading back I did not understand the 193 part but it may be an inside reference among those who know each other. I apologize for assuming.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight J. Hi anon

Anonymous said...

Exodus, am I to assume you did not even read my words? Or that you did not try to understand them?

Original Punk J said...

SS love,

You are shining as brightly as the stars on new-fallen snow.

Quiet, peaceful, still, yet brilliant and crystalline.

My heart to yours, always.

J

Anonymous said...

I read your words and understand them anon, but sometimes I don't talk about every subject that is mentioned here. Out of sheer laziness

Anonymous said...

Well perhaps I should not address you then, if you do not wish to have a conversation with me.

Anonymous said...

Anon, I'm sorry, I just commented, and I'm talking with a friend on AIM at the same time.

Anonymous said...

I love you GV Katherine Sparkle Wrath PPU, you have my penultimate respectage. You rock beyond the telling of it. I will buy any book you write.

Anonymous said...

How many anons do we have here?

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 1:49

Are you still here?

Anonymous said...

There are beautiful minds here and to see them get shut up in favor of sex talk and celebrity worship blows my mind every day. What happened here tonight was beautiful, people talking to each other with poetry and beautiful language...... and somehow it was deemed LESS worthy than some of the bullshit that is regularly posted here. Unbelievable. I wish I had been in time to join the word plays.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you feel that way anon. If you feel so passionate about it, why don't you write some poems and post them here?

Anonymous said...

word play, umm. There once was a man from Nantucket... Nah, anon, I do get ya.

Anonymous said...

No, I will not. Apparently there is such a thing as too much poetry here, but there is not such a thing as too much talking to one's self or talking about celebrities.

Anonymous said...

Ah, so there is two anons here.

Anonymous said...

There ARE two anons here.

Anonymous said...

yeah, but I think we are in agreement, just I'm not quite as vehement as the other, but I do enjoy poetry.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:07:

Is it because of what I said? Why not make a blog of your own and post poetry there?

Anonymous said...

Make that three anons.
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Exodus said...

Tinhatanon:

I think you are starting to become paranoid with these theories. Take a chill.

Tila, don't you mean "I am famous?"

-------

LOL that's all I have to say.....

Anonymous said...

You have no mind of your own, Exodus.
You change your mind to agree with whoever is on at the time.

Anonymous said...

It's anonapalooza

Anonymous said...

Hahahaa, OMG. She did make fun of "tila tequila" for using the wrong word even though that anon was clearly joking. But when BC fucks up her grammar she is dead serious. That's sad.

Anonymous said...

No anon, I'm not changing my mind, I am just making a friendly suggestion. You're complaining about the lack of poetry here, so why don't you do something about it?

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:16:

Actually, not really.

Anonymous said...

that I will agree with, but I still have a soft spot for BC. I think she is interesting, and harmless, and isn't mean to people, which goes a long way.

Anonymous said...

What do you mean not really, you fucked up your grammar. Yet you always have something to say about other people when they make lesser mistakes. All you can say is "not really" which makes it look like you are just as fucking clueless as you seem. You don't even know what I'm talking about right now probably.

Anonymous said...

I am not complaining about the lack of poetry. You simply do not understand these things Exodus. I am complaining about how a night of random poetry out of nowhere got ruined by people who didn't get it and decided to shut the poets up.

Anonymous said...

That Tila Tequila thing wasn't even a joke anon. That's not what you call a joke. It does not even come remotely close to being called that. It was called crap.

Anonymous said...

How many people her want to bet that K/WG was writing poetry to impress Mayo again? Or that she even thought the other poet was Mayo? It seems obvious that's what she thought. Don't get me wrong, brown eyed girl is a very smart cookie and really creative. But she is wasting her time here on this blog where she could put her talent in other places and yes, share it with people who appreciate it because she seems to understand that Mayo doesn't like her anymore. It's kind of annoying.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:21:

blah blah blah. Tell it to someone who gives a shit.

Anonymous said...

Yet you still corrected the grammar when you don't even have good grammar yourself.

Anonymous said...

You obviously don't give a shit, Exodus. If you did, you would have paid better attention in school and maybe you would even have a job.

Anonymous said...

Oh, yes to the nth, anon.

Anonymous said...

She seen it.

Anonymous said...

Oh god I know. She "seen" Gerard pacing the stage. LOL

Anonymous said...

Anon, damn, you're still gonna bitch about my grammar? Oh well, I don't care.

Anonymous said...

What about more better and less scarier and more worser? Those are great too.

Anonymous said...

You were bitching about another's grammar BC. That's IRONY.

Anonymous said...

Zzzzzzzz

Anonymous said...

ZZZZ is the sound you made during your classes at school. You should care BC. Your lack of smarts is what is holding you back.

Anonymous said...

She seen his eyes.

Anonymous said...

Stops the picking on BC! You guys are poopies. And this is not sarcasm, I do like her. Don't make me bitchslap youse.

Anonymous said...

Oh, don't insult my intelligence Anon. You and that other anon who continues to bitch about my lack of intelligence is what's causing me to post the "Zzzzzzzzz's"

It's been done before.

Anonymous said...

It's been done before because it is true. You aren't very smart. And you WERE picking on someone else's grammar. And you really did kill something special that was happening in here.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:34:

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Anonymous said...

You're welcome.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:34

You call them poopies? Ha ha

Anonymous said...

continues
youse
Stops


Anoning to back yourself up? So sad.

Anonymous said...

As BC herself said "I just can't believe people talk that way."

But they do, she seen it with her own eyes. No wonder she doesn't want the poetry and beautiful words. They are too nice for her.

Anonymous said...

That's not me. I don't spell you with a se.

Anonymous said...

Anon 2:42

That's not true. I was only acknowledging the fact that there were too many poems, nothing else.

Anonymous said...

nope, the whole youse, and stops was me. but I guess that doesn't prove anything, since I'm an anon. Um, I promise I'm not BC? Just speaking in patois? Does that prove anything?

Anonymous said...

What is true Exodus is that you and others put a grinding halt to something special that was happening tonight with your dull attitude.

Anonymous said...

You didn't like it because you didn't understand it and you weren't in on it BC.

Anonymous said...

Hey, it was annoying me too, with its pretentiousness. This isn't some college literary blog.

Anonymous said...

Well, I am so fucking sorry Anon! Let me put it this way: I am not the kind of woman who enjoys things like poetry, jumping rope, or twirling her hair.

I am sorry that a bunch of beautiful words don't cut it for me.

Anonymous said...

The fact that you used the word "patois" proves that you are not BC. The funny part is that you know that she is too stupid to use a word like that and that's why you did it. Or as BC would say that's why you DONE it.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:47
No shit Sherlock, I wasn't in on it. I wasn't even here when the poems were being posted.

Anonymous said...

For those of you who are constantly calling me stupid, if you think that's hurting my feelings, try again. It doesn't bother me.

Anonymous said...

BC so you liken poetry to women twirling their hair and jumping rope? No BC, the bimbo here is you. ANd anon at 2:48, who are you to say what kind of blog this is? Mayonaise posts poetry himself all the time. But I guess that it is a blog for talking about how hot Frank Iero is and about riding dicks and stuff.

Anonymous said...

Ok, touche, except I don't know how to make the accent mark on my computer.

Anonymous said...

And ok, guess I can't say what kind of blog it is, got me there. It's not the usual though. It tend to ride in between the esoteric poetry and the dick riding. I like it when it's the every day normal day in the life stuff. That's what I dig. That's just me, though.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 2:50:

I don't have a soft spot for people like you.

Anonymous said...

That doesn't mean you have to try to shoot it down when it turns into something harmless at worst. And to some people it was really beautiful and I think they were having fun. Then it got ruined by a bunch of shit attitudes. One of them did sound like Mayo too. I think the OPS thought so too and that's why they tried to talk to that anon. The attitude would have been different if it would have been proven it was him wouldn't it.

Anonymous said...

Well, I didn't mean to ruin it. If I didn't ruin it, Mayo probably would.

Anonymous said...

Maybe, but I so don't get the whole ohhhh, that might sound like Mayo, thing. I mean, any of us could sound like Mayo by now.

Anonymous said...

BC you have a soft spot in your skull. And what do you mean Mayo would have ruined it. If you are hinting that he doesn't like Kapunua like that other anon then I disagree because I don't see that at all.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 3:00

I wouldn't be surprised though.

Anonymous said...

Anon, I'm not hinting at the K thing, I'm just saying that he might have ruin the whole poetry thing regardless.

Anonymous said...

One of them did sound like Mayo too. I think the OPS thought so too and that's why they tried to talk to that anon.

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Which anon comment was that? I wasn't here when that happened.

Anonymous said...

OK this I HAVE To hear. Tell me BC, how do you think that Mayo would have ruined the whole poetry thing? I really want to know. And it's might have RUINED. Not might have RUIN. So come on tell me. How wold Mayo have ruined it?

Anonymous said...

Because anon, Mayo can be quite evil at times.

Anonymous said...

I didn't say WHY, I said HOW. HOW would he have ruined it.

Also, are you saying that Mayo would not have liked it and would have sabotaged it?

Anonymous said...

By ruining the mood anon, that's how.
Any way he knows how. This is Mayo's blog after all, he is free to sabotage anything.

And yes, you heard right: Even sometimes I'm not convinced that he's all sweet and nice. Sometimes I think it's just a crappy facade of his.

Anonymous said...

So you are basically saying that Mayo would disapprove of the poetry and would have sabotaged it just to be mean. Right, OK. As long as I'm understanding you correctly.

Well, goodbye now BC.

Anonymous said...

And well, like I said, I didn't mean to disrupt the poetry session earlier on. Sometimes I can be insensitive.
So, apologies to anyone whom feels I might have ruin the mood.

Anonymous said...

Anon, this is BlogBelieve, anything is possible. Goodnight to you.

Anon616 said...

Hello BC!!! I have returned - with my pitchfork and voodoo dolls.
How many do I need? I brought 6 of them.

Yeah, anonymous @ 2:22; we'z all here just a bunch o illiterate foos....yes indeedie do! 'Specially us southerners, like me, BC, OP J & L.


Well, just line us up like lil' ol' ducks and shoot us down...
EEE-HAW!!!!!!!!!!

We don't undertand none of dat der fancy po-a-tree. NOPE, sure don't!

YOU are entitled to like it and WE are entitled to think it was OVERKILL. I thought it was a bit much, so I left.

There IS another ART form involving words. It is called THE ART OF CONVERSATION. You might think that if frivolous and that's fine. I mean, how dare people actually care enough about each other to ask how another's day was, talk about things that interest OTHER people - in everyday converstational tones - without using five syllable words or showcasing how well read we may be.

I think it's quite sad to feel the need to do that :/

You have a problem with our 'meaningless' conversations, fine; But don't put down other folks here down for having their fill of poetry after 30 or so posts - please!

Many of us like poetry and, SURPRISE, many of us 'get it'.

Perhaps you should visit more bloggers?

*end of rant*

~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS: once again, this was not a personal attack on anyone. It was (I think) a legitimate defense of friends/myself.

I love and respect you, BC aka sweet cheeks!!!

Anonymous said...

Uhh, no. That's the stupidest fucking thing I've ever heard on this blog BC, and there have been some stupid things said on here. Why would Mayo try to ruin some people's night of writing poetry to each other? You have no reason other than "Mayo is evil," or do you?

I just don't see this thing about him hating K. I know a lot of people have been saying it for a while starting with the OPS were saying that he was pissed at her (I never got WHY)??? and now other people are starting to see it but I don't see that at all.

BC I think you are just stirring up some shit. You look like a loser because of the things you and others said and now you're trying to make it look like Mayo would feel the same way that ya'll did. Ummm but I doubt it.

Anon616 said...

"if frivolous"

Well, lookie there at my typos.
PROOF that I am a COMPLETE IDIOT, right???

Where's that dunce cap?

Anonymous said...

I thought the poetry itself was a bit of an overkill, but like I mentioned just now, I didn't mean to ruin the mood. But hey, you have to take my insensitivity with the good. That's just how I am.

Hello Wendy!!!! How are you?! *runs and smothers Wendy with kisses and hugs*

Hey, since when did I become a Southerner? I live by Chicago!! ;p

I should have prepared the sacrificial anonymous ritual with my traditional coconut bra on, for MJ.

Damn, I forgot about that. Oh well.

Anonymous said...

It does seem like an attack Wendy. I didn't see anyone trying to "showcase how well read they are" I saw people playing a game and having harmless fun. I also didn't see anyone saying that regular conversation wasn't good enough. I just see a few people upset because of how ungodly rude people were being to those who were playing along.

I have a southerner accent too so don't put words into my mouth.

Anonymous said...

Ok, I will be honest. I think Mayo is a reg. And if Mayo was enchanted by K at the beginning, I think he/she saw how she acted on the blog and that might have led to some disenchantment, no pun intended. Ok, maybe a little bit.

Anonymous said...

I just don't see this thing about him hating K.

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I don't either. Stop putting words in my mouth will you? I never implied anything about "Mayonaise hating K." I have no idea who started that shit in the first place.

And as I have said before, anything is possible here.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 3:24

Mayo could be a regular. Who knows?

Anonymous said...

*Hands dunce cap over to Wendy*

LOL

Anonymous said...

Well I don't see it. I see brown eyed gal get attacked like no one else on here, not even BC and IF Mayo is a reg and IF he was bothered by something she did and that made him "disenchanted " with her then he's that much of an asshole. But in truth I don't believe that and I think a lot of people are exaggerating.

Anon616 said...

Oh anonymous, I am not putting words into your mouth.

Maybe you weren't around for the "Bubba" incident. Or the countless other times the intellect of southerners were called into question......

And HOW exactly was that a personal attack?

Did I call anyone stupid, idiot, loser? Did I call into question the intelligence of ANYONE? NOPE, don't think I did. That would be a personal attack! That is what you did to BC and anyone who did not LOVE the poetry fest tonight.

And, BC; aren't you from Texas???
Heck girl, you is southern forever !
;-)

Anonymous said...

K gets attacked more because she attacks first, simple equation.

Anonymous said...

YOu have to give brown eyed gal credit too. When she has something to say she says it. She doesn't dance around with things like "some people like to show off how well read they are." Some people don't appreciate that approach but I think it's refreshing and I find her to the like the Bert McKracken of this blog in a way.

I'm done, I'm out.

Anonymous said...

Oh hell no, do not insult Bert

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 3:29:

I agree with you, on that exaggeration part.

Wendy!!! How was the Queenryche concert? Is that how I spell it? Naw, my family is from Texas. I was born here in the Midwest ya'll.


Yeah, the name calling needs to stop. I'm getting tired of being called stupid.

Anonymous said...

Right, because when Bert does it it's "pure" but when a real life person does it she's a bitch.

Anonymous said...

Nope, Just K

Anonymous said...

You mean Bort? I like to call him Bort. (Don't ask)

^_^

elena said...

Hey Mayo

Sorry I’ve been a bit down the last couple of nights. A bit down? Well shit that is an understatement. I’ve been is a fucking black mood. But, at least I knew it would pass. It always does eventually. So here I am gonna write you a nice goodnight.

So your house was a bit crazy tonight. I was trying to look up books and follow what was going on. Not an easy task. I did admit I was an Anon but I only did it for fun. If I ever had anything mean to say to anyone I would do it using my name. Can’t stand talking shit from the shadows. Besides what can I say…Texas is always looming. Oh now that sounded sorta wrong. Telling myself to back out slowly from this topic.

Hope you day was good. Hope things went your way and you found time to smile. Not one of those smirks but a real smile. So did you? Crap sounds like I’m gonna make you write a book report on your day. I’m not really. I do really care though. I want all of us here to have happier days. We’re good people, we deserve it. So now the little voice in my head just said, “Life’s not fair, princess.” Yeah, the voice in my head (only one voice by the way) is quoting “Princess Bride” for some reason. At least it stopped singing “Deep in the Heart of Texas”.

Back to Texas again. Not my fault, you started it. Okay, enough mindless rambling for tonight. Take care of yourself, Mayo.

Elena (The rabbits rush around the brush
(clap, clap, clap, clap),
Deep in the heart of Texas.)

Anon616 said...

Well, excuse the heck out of me for stating MY opinion.

WOW, it IS amazing how some people are applauded for doing that and other's get slammed!

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Anonymous said...
There are beautiful minds here and to see them get shut up in favor of sex talk and celebrity worship blows my mind every day. What happened here tonight was beautiful, people talking to each other with poetry and beautiful language...... and somehow it was deemed LESS worthy than some of the bullshit that is regularly posted here. Unbelievable. I wish I had been in time to join the word plays.

February 16, 2008 1:58 AM
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And THAT comment wasn't meant as an insult to some? Hmmm.......
"the bullshit that is regularly posted here. "

How exactly is that statement not meant to be an insult?

Anonymous said...

Well, looks like she's about to get attacked again and she didn't do anything but have some fun writing tonight. K, I'm sorry I seem to have brought it down on you. I don't know if it helps but I will point out that this is a perfect example of K not doing anything at all and people attacking her.

Brown eyed gal, I like that.

I'll quit while I'm ahead because it looks like they are coming for you already. Sorry.

Anonymous said...

WOW, it IS amazing how some people are applauded for doing that and other's get slammed!

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Ain't it? I can't even say mostly anything without getting slammed, but in the end, it does not matter. I say it anyways >:)

Anonymous said...

K is a bitch and a talentless bitch to boot. I can't believe you are all kissing her ass over that stupid video..... yea I saw it. You know why Mayo didn't comment on your idiotic valentines blog? Because he knew her video sucked and if he couldn't say something about one thing, he couldn't say something about any of them. So you can thank her for fucking it up for you.

Anon616 said...

And still I ask WHO the heck is attacking Kapunua ????

Where is this attack?

Because some people don't share her love for poetry or blog games - and voice a LITTLE frustration -IT'S AN ATTACK?

But, it's okay for you to call BC every name in the book?

Explain this to me, please.

Anon616 said...

Ohhh.....and goodnight Elena!

Sweet dreams to you, love!

Anon616 said...

*sigh*

I know BC! And, I applaud you for standing YOUR ground.

*big hugs*

Anonymous said...

And still I ask WHO the heck is attacking Kapunua ????

Where is this attack?

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Wendy, that's the thing. I don't see anyone attacking her. That's the problem with some anonymouses. They don't pay close attention.


Anons attack me because deep down inside, they like me ^_~

Anonymous said...

YES. THANK YOU!!! The video she did for Mayo sucked. I was so confused when everyone said it was so great and then I watched it and I thought..... Wait are we watching the same thing??

Anonymous said...

Anons, if you guys thought the video sucked, then that's your opinion.

Wendy, thank you! I do try. *smothers Wendy with more hugs and kisses*

elena said...

Goodnight BC and Wendy

Take care ladies. Much love to you both.

Anonymous said...

night guys. Just for the rec, I do not think K is talentless, that anon is not me. Might think she's bitchy sometimes, but she's a talented bitch.

Anon616 said...

Wendy, that's the thing. I don't see anyone attacking her. That's the problem with some anonymouses. They don't pay close attention.
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Exactly, BC. The only one is saw being personally attacked tonight was you (ummm....and I guess the rest of us bull slingers) ;-)

I DID see people stating their opinions regarding possible poetry overkill. Heck, I thought we were still free to state opinions - even differing ones.

Then, these 'anonymous(es)' have to show up and make mountains out of mole hills.

WHY? What's the point? What's their goal?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams Elena. Take care of yourself k? *hugs*

Goodnight Anon @ 3:51

ergoproxy said...

hey Mayo

well funny how things can change in an instant, the mood, someones life, the lives of many.
I suppose it just comes down to perception and judgement, poor judgement can only sometimes be seen in hindsight, unfortunately something you just can't really do anything about.Perception is very personal and based upon someones own experiences, what is appreciated and what is not, what is tolerated and what is not, what is amusing and what is not. People differ and disagreements happen but the deliberate goading and then seeming delight taken in pointing out and ridiculing someones perceived shortcomings does not say much for the person or person's doing it.
But I digress,
lives changed in a few short hours, many families had homes and belongings one moment and now have virtually nothing. Strangers, friends and family, all we can do is assist as best we can to clean up the mess.
Sometimes that's all that can be done.
I feel very thankful for what we have and very thankful to have been spared the heartache of loss like this.
I hope you and all of us can be thankful for what we have and not allow squabbles to ruin what can be a fantastic place, sometimes differences need to be accepted and put aside and messes cleaned up, life is experience and learning, every day, and we should be willing to learn from mistakes and sucesses. The experiences of our own and those of others.
Take care Mayo
Wishing love, happiness, understanding and health to you and yours
much love EP xx

SS are you calling in again? Have you already? Hope you're well and happy
lots alove EP xx

goodnight all, BC Wendy and any anons about, lurkers etc etc...

Anonymous said...

thanks ergo for putting things into perspective.

Anonymous said...

Well, Wendy, I am not going to apologize for stating my opinion about the poetry overkill. No one here is going to intimidate me from retracting my opinion on it.

No fucking way.


These anons; if they're not bitching to me about GW, it's also about my lack of intelligence.

I just can't win with these people! LOL

Anonymous said...

Goodnight Ergo. Sweet dreams. And thank you for putting things into perspective.

Anonymous said...

No disssing Bert, now.

elena said...

Ok shit I can't just go without saying something. I think Kapunua is a very talented woman. I don't always agree with her but I would never say shit about her using an ANON. It really pisses me off to no end when people trash her that way. When they trash anyone for that matter. You are a coward. However many of you there are, I've lost track. Know what? If you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all. Fuck, you ANON's piss me off. BC I have no idea why you converse with them. Fine I'm gone now.

Anonymous said...

No one is dissing Bert anon. But I do like to call him Bort lol

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said.....

But I digress,
lives changed in a few short hours, many families had homes and belongings one moment and now have virtually nothing. Strangers, friends and family, all we can do is assist as best we can to clean up the mess.
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Ergo: my heart goes out to your family, friends, countrymen.....
I know how horrible it is to see so many "lives" destroyed. To see so many people left with nothing but the clothes on their backs - and their lives. After everything they've been through, I'm willing to bet that those people (the survivors) are so grateful just to be alive! The human spirit is really an amazing thing!

I'll keep doing that anti rain dance, every night, and hope the sun shines for you soon!

Good night honey bunch!!!!
*hugs, kisses and love*

Anonymous said...

Elena, sadly, I'm bored. That's why I'm conversing with them. I have sunk to a new low *bows head in shame*

And second, you can't let their words affect you, that's why it's not bothering me so much.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope you and everyone else will get through that disaster okay and injury free. Take care of yourself and those you love.

Anon616 said...

exodus said....

These anons; if they're not bitching to me about GW, it's also about my lack of intelligence.
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Don't you believe them BC! YOU are a smart woman too.

Don't let anyone MAKE you question yourself. Keep that chin up and your head held high!

Anonymous said...

Wendy, I mentioned this the other day to that imposter Mayonaise, but I told them that people usually make a mistake of underestimating my intelligence.

And unfortunately, my own family thinks I'm stupid. And usually, my intelligence will shine when they least expect it. That's why I'm used to people calling me stupid.

I would never believe an evil anon's words. Fuck no. I don't encourage, nor accept that kind of negativity. It's utter bullshit.

Wendy, thank you honey buns ;)

Anon616 said...

Exodus said...
Anon @ 3:29:

I agree with you, on that exaggeration part.

Wendy!!! How was the Queenryche concert? Is that how I spell it?
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Ooops, in my fiesty mood this morning, I missed the QUEENSRYCHE question.

IT was PHENONMENAL BC!!!!
They played all their hits and the rarities. Geoff Tate can still hit every single note - perfectly!

They also had a contest for one of their fans to go onstage and sing with them. The girl (yes GIRL) who won sang "Queen Of The Reich" (very, very difficult) and that girl was very impressive. How amazing for her to get the chance to sing with her heros and hear Geoff's accolades! He stood on stage with her and watched her the entire time. Awww....and he gave her the sweetest, long hug and kiss on the cheek afterwards.

What a guy!

Anonymous said...

Is anyone here?

Anonymous said...

Aww I'm glad you had a great time Wendy. It sounds like a lot of fun. Lucky girl! :D

Anon616 said...

Exodus said...

And unfortunately, my own family thinks I'm stupid. And usually, my intelligence will shine when they least expect it. That's why I'm used to people calling me stupid.
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Well, don't listen to them either BC! I'm so sorry to hear you say you are used to being called stupid
:(

I'll say it again: YOU ARE NOT SUPID BC.

YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART
YOU ARE SMART

And, your opinion is JUST as valuable as anyone else's!

Have I convinced you yet?

Anonymous said...

Wendy, you silly goose, of course I don't believe their shit. If you believe that kind of nonsense, you'll start to think you really are stupid, or ugly, or any of those other negative terms.

That's why sometimes it's fun to be the underdog. Many others don't count on you as being someone extraordinary or special or important until you actually show them your true potential.


Yep, you convinced me enough. Now I have seen the light! ;p

Anon616 said...

haha! I knew I could get through to you BC! *big wink*

Anonymous said...

Thanks Wendy

Anonymous said...

Wendy, I am going to call it a night. I'm getting tired. So I have to say goodnight and sweet dreams to you.

And thank you so much for the kind words. Love to you. Xoxo

Anon616 said...

Well, I think it is time for me to say good night/good morning to you BC, Mayo, SS, lurkers, kind souls with respect for others - regardless of differing opinions, those who appeciate either/or (and maybe even both) poetry/the art of conversation - bull slinging!

Anonymous @ 3:32: you misquoted me! I could sue you for that - ha!
Ohhh....and thank you so much for admiring MY/and other's HONESTY and ALWAYS posting under my own/their own blogger names and for respecting my/their opinions as much as you do your own! It is so nice to see you are such a fair person. I do appreciate it SO MUCH!
^that there, was sarcasm!!

Okay, shaking off the negative emotions just in time to leave this for all *especially name calling anons* to ponder today:
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Character assassination is at once easier and surer than physical assault; and it involves far less risk for the assassin. It leaves him free to commit the same deed over and over again, and may, indeed, win him the honors of a hero in the country of his victims.
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Think about it - please!

Opinions = fine

Character assassination/name calling = NOT fine/not nice

*just my opinion* :)

Love and hugs all (especially BC this morning)!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

farawaysoclose said...

morning all!
hello mayo!
hello SS! (where are you?????)

its saturday! which is just great!
i can't stop i just popped in to say hello to the family and wish you all pleasant saturdays!

will be back much later!

oh and i found this lovely pic on the devil that is buzznet!!!

gerard way in brazil yesterday looking can i say "healthy" - hurray!

toujours said...

mayo,

so do you want to know? do you want to know how my job interview went?

*waits a beat*

ok, i'm going to tell you anyway. :)

i was interviewed by two people, and one liked me and the other maybe not so much. upshot is that it depends on which one has more hiring power, i guess. so we'll just have to wait and see.

but, they gave me some free watercolor samples, so that's pretty cool.

actually, i don't even know why i'm still awake. today was chock full, and my brain is mush. errands in the morning, the interview in the afternoon, and all of it taking longer than strictly necessary due to public transportation.

but i'm not complaining. i took routes new to me, and revisited places for the first time as myself alone. i listened to my favorite cd (three guesses which one), i wrote long lovely rambling thoughts in my journal, i treated myself to a caffe mocha and a bagel, and brought home the coveted wasabi peas. *cue the heavenly choir*

sitting outside this morning, eating my bagel in the february air -- which is beginning to take on the scent of spring -- i was reminded of impromptu picnics in the february air of england, back in my college days. a delightful memory, and it flavored the entire day with a gentle sense of adventure and exploration.

since i left my job at the library, i've been struggling with a troublesome hermitiness. it's not as strong as true agoraphoria, but i find myself making excuses to not leave the apartment. i find myself being reluctant to even go out and get my mail. it surprises me, because i thought those days were long since behind me.

going out today was different. i was looking forward to it last night while getting all my things ready to go, and set out with anticipation this morning. and you see how it turned out.

today was a nurturing, replenishing day. whatever had been running low in my spirit has been restored, or so it feels. new sights, new challenges, (a trip to starbucks *grin*) -- it was a feast day for my soul.

you never know, mayo. you never know what's going to happen tomorrow. you never know just what's around the corner. a couple of days ago, all i could see was darkness. hell, i couldn't even see. now, i might not know where i'm going, but i'm looking forward to finding out.

i know the rollercoaster ride isn't over. i know i'll be swamped with fear again. maybe, if i just hang on to what it felt like to sit on a bench in a tiny english town and eat a scone for breakfast, it won't be so bad next time.

and maybe, if i remember there's a little silver spider thread wrapped around my wrist, tethering me, that will help, too.

in any case, i hope you find a feast day for your spirit, too, mayo. maybe it will be today.

and now, i'm going to bed. so i'll wish you a good night, and hope you'll sleep well.

Anon616 said...

Oh good grief! With all the happenings last night/this morning I almost forgot to say:

HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to
MARTHA JONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For Martha

I hope your day is as special as you are!!!!

Anonymous said...

Oh Martha's Birthday!
Happy Birthday Honey!!!
hope you have a great birthday

and FASC thanks for the pic he looks pinchable!!!


BC Wendy Anon from before thank you too, it's tough for a lot of people and your kind words are appreciated

Anonymous said...

Oh Martha's Birthday!
Happy Birthday Honey!!!
hope you have a great birthday

and FASC thanks for the pic he looks pinchable!!!


BC Wendy Anon from before thank you too, it's tough for a lot of people and your kind words are appreciated

Pickled Possum said...

Hi Ergo, 616, TJ,absent friends, long time readers, early risers and late to beds.

Oh Ergo, it's getting so bad for your area isn't it? We're getting daily updates over here about your situation. Has it ever happened to this extent before?

I hope you are well stocked with supplies if it is getting too risky to get into town with the floodwaters.

Ironically, across 'the ditch', we're experiencing a 100yr drought. Our best farming land has turned to dust, and cattle and sheep are having to be sold off. Our lush greeness is at present a myth.

*yells at MotherEarth to get her act together*

Pickled Possum said...

Ooooh! What is with all the musical instruments around Mayo's?

*picks up a nice pair of maracas*

*spies a tambourine*

*gathers up also, and places on sofa cushion*

*sits on tambourine*

*proceeds to bounce up and down, shaking maracas, making sweet music*

Jappy Birthday to you,
Jappy Birthday to you,
Jappy Birthday dear MJ,
Jappy Birthday to yooooouuuuu.

Hope you have a great day MJ!

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