Monday, February 18, 2008

It's not so much the burn, but the stench.

I am so sleep deprived these days
that I am beginning to hallucinate in real time.
Did you see that? (I didn’t think so)
Everyone in the fucking room can hear me
talking to myself, out loud, to you. I am beginning
to think that they hear you also.
Or wait, was that me? It was
me...(don’t be too sure) could have been
all the words are running one into the other.
The whisper soothes, the other screams, and yet
another tells a tale in 250 words or less.
I am privileged to speak in more than one tongue,
last count...Three, “oh lucky me.”
Each purpose served with validity
and temperance, but how fucking loud
must I scream before you down it all?
And that ringing, what is ringing in your ears
when a friend, of a friend, of a girl
who trades innuendo for immortality
to the devil mentions me?
Truth (not even close). It’s not cheap.
And there’s not enough to go around these days.
And I keep all of those trades
in my pocket (thought I was the devil, did ya?).





p.s. and to this day it clings to the words both to and from and the memories.

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resurrected wreck said...

Well, hello there :) We've been wondering where you'd got to.

Anonymous said...

Hey Mayo, you the Man!

Anonymous said...

Mayonaise, are you still feeling that you are not being heard? If so, I'm sorry you feel that way. We do try our best, but sometimes, we can't hear with the fucking noise.

It can be frustrating, byut I guess at times, you feel the same way.


Is it too late to become a veggie then?'Cause that shit is wack, yo.I thought I was seriously going to hurl. To see them tortured because they can't even get up off of the ground to be butchered. Violent Description:They showed one of the cows and its back legs were broken. They were going the opposite direction, kind of like an ostrich bird. And they were forcing it through the gate like that.So, that's the end of my vehement disgust for cruelty to animals, and on top of that, helpless ones.This kid will turn into a carrot now.Um, so let's bring on the Toro! 'Bout to go watch that video.


That's it! I'm going Vegetarian.





the world is ugly

but you're beautiful to me

are you thinking of me

are you thinking of him



could you say you're sorry

but i think you both should go

i just wanted you to know

there's an ache in my heart

there's a bullet in my eyes



i can care? a new start

but i'd rather learn to smile

i can find a new face

may be no one knows my name



but i think its just the same

are you happy now

now that you got what you came for

are you are you happy now

now that you got what you came for

repeat



so happy now

now that you got what you came for

look so happy now

now that you got what you came for



do you love forever

do you both still love me

i would say i'm sorry.



Those lyrics are so beautiful. Words cannot express it.



BC: I believe the KISS song you are looking for is "I Love It Loud" from their Creatures of the Night album :)



Wendy, thank you thank you thank you!!!!! I am going to download that song ASAP! *Smothers Wendy with hugs*



BC, I don't know if you're still around, but what about Motorhead Ace of Spades



Anon, thank you! I shall check that band out. Youtube doesn't work due to a program I didn't install, so I'll download the song instead. Thank you very much for the recommendation.





Hello to anyone who is here.

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, BC :)

Anonymous said...

Please get some rest sweetie. You seem a little frazzled.

resurrected wreck said...

Probably easier said than done, anon.

Smoke said...

Hey Mayo,

We were worried about you. You did let us hit our 4000 comment mark. ^_^

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resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, Salt & Vinegar :)

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo there to you too, Weaver Girl!

Anonymous said...

Hullo RW! How are you? Mayonaise, please listen to anon. You really must try to get plenty of rest, overwise you'll be exhausted.

We worry about you, you know.

Anonymous said...
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Smoke said...

Hey RW!

Sleep.

I don't even know what that word means anymore. I'm right there with ya, Mayo. I try and try and it just never happens.

Anonymous said...

Busy writing page 3, hey sugarplum?

Anonymous said...

Hello Weaver Girl. Nice to meet you. Hello Smokie!

Smoke said...

Hey BC!

Anonymous said...

Sugarplum? Mayonaise, I think you are the devil in disguise, but even so, I like you anyways ;p

Anonymous said...

"And that ringing, what is ringing in your ears
when a friend, of a friend, of a girl
who trades innuendo for immortality
to the devil mentions me? "


Mayo, have you ever heard of Toro Tingles. This phenomena you speak of sounds similar.

resurrected wreck said...

Heading out for the afternoon. Have a good one, guys :)

Anonymous said...

Take care RW.

Anonymous said...

Yeah, so, anyhoo.

I'm going to have to think about this for a bit. I know you're just dying to know what I'm thinking right, Mayo?

Right, Mayo?

That's what I thought.

Ok, so how'd you like Sdock and PH pushing your buttons? ^_^

Later peeps,
S&V20

Anonymous said...

Mayo, if you are still around, I just want to say how much you mean to me. I know you don't care much for us anons, but I really love reading your words and coming out to play here once in awhile. Take care of yourself. I truly mean that.

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Anonymous said...

Take care Smokie. Hello anon. Impostor Mayonaise, despite your possible devious motives, I miss your humor. You need to come back fucker.

anima said...

Mayo!!!

*goes back to read your post*

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farawaysoclose said...

hello mayo!

well you're still alive thats good.

off to re read.

toujours said...

mayo, the things you write strike right through me, like apollo's bolt, and then stay, just behind my shoulder...

there.

where i can hear them but not see them, and your meaning is almost whispering in my ear.

part of my air.



i'm always looking for your words, and always listening for your meaning, so scream if that's what you need, or whisper, i'm struck through all the same.

good to see you again.
take care, won't you?

anima said...

Mayo, I think I'm with the Princess on this one. I need to take some time to digest this, plus, I'm in the middle of crazy time at work so my attention to the details of your post will be totally failure.

Get some rest sweetie.

Mayonaise said...

Please return your words. I was just about to borrow some of them.

And I am pretty certain that you know the answer to your question.

(gravitational constant)

Anonymous said...

Kapunua, are you okay? All your posts just disappeared.

farawaysoclose said...

ok.

so erm you're not too good are you mayo??

i have been that tired before. sleep deprivation is not good.

god i don't know what to say i am crap at this.
i am glad you are here mayo. i'm glad you didn't leave.
did you see our race to 4000 comments. twas fun!

ok well love to you ok?

farawaysoclose said...

oh K was that you deleting??

whats going on?

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry; I know you don't like that, but it was one of those things that I wanted to say and then unsay. You know what I mean? Like, it was out there and I felt better, because you know, I dreamed about it last night for some reason then I wrote it all up within about an hour and, yeah, that.

You know what it's about, too, I think.

The Weaver Girl stuff I mean, not the question.

I think I know the answer to the question; I hope I do. Thank you. :)

Anonymous said...

Mayo, if I post it again, you can save it. Then I can delete it again, is that all right?

toujours said...

oh, you're here! well, hello to you, mayo.

Anonymous said...

I'm confused here. Who's deleting comments, and who is Mayonaise referring to? Hello Faraway! How are you honey buns?

You're right. Sleep deprivation is definitely not good. Mayonaise, sweetie, please get some rest. If you can.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad for (and utterly impressed by_ the gravitational constant, also. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone :)

And hello again, Mayo.


I'll leave it at that.

Anonymous said...

Hey dude!

Yeah, so I said you suck earlier. ^_^

Hate me for it? Maybe not.


Glad you are doing okay!



Kapunua,

You shouldn't delete your stuff. Like ever. You know that right?

Anonymous said...

Hello squeak squeak. How are you on this wonderful Monday?

toujours said...

i'm fine, bc. thanks for asking.

Anonymous said...

I open my eyes and find I am looking down at Mauna Kea.
(I think your bones were still rattling then.)
By the time I am on the ground the sky is pristine black and from the lanai
I can see the Pacific, not busy enough that the stars don't shine off of it.
Going into it feels like washing you off my skin for good.
(I think you were still in yours then.)

Mahina tells me, "Meet me at the Ala Moana,"
and he is not yet widowed but I go anyway
for the show, not for you.
Just so you know.
He is the farthest thing from you that I know
but he came close when he didn't show.
(And I think your breath was rattling.)

The sun is the kind that sucks your juices dry this day
but I walk miles and hours anyway,
(and now I think your skin was tightening but
I wouldn't have cared then and I don't care now.)
The Koko boys and their wives give me leis and flowers
and lunch and music and hours of driving around,
and I care about the palace and the sea
(while you neglected everything and fell,
and even if I had known it would have been nothing to me.)

There's wax and a board and a man
and in the warmest salt of my life he keeps telling me
"Stop it, stop it, you shouldn't make me feel like this,"
and god knows he was right and so did Pele and so do I.
He's nothing to me (and you are less than nothing to me)
and I stood up for the first time and felt the sea beneath my feet
and my hair stuck to my cheeks and the world races by made of light.
I clapped like a little girl and shrieked in delight.

(I think you folded your pathetic bones then on a bed of needles
and took your last rattling breath, maybe thinking of drowning,)
and I snag on a rock and down, down, quickly down into the shallows, down,
thinking, "He folded his pathetic bones on a bed of needles just now,"
and there's pain, but it's in my leg and nowhere else and I know but can't care,
and it's under the pacific that I break my final vow.

-------------------------------------


Coming in over what looks like boulders and trees
but ends up being pebbles and weeds I think,
"Pele lives here and I do mean lives,"
and it's vast, empty, sparse, harsh
and my driver is loud, old, crass, brash,
and he shares his opinions on Kahunas,
Christians,
gays,
legends,
volcanoes,
ocean,
politics,
druggies,
(and I think the teeth you had left must have been
coming free of white gums,
you kept your house warm.)

There are no beaches here that I can see.
The ocean is right here, but there's no sand, only rocks.
So you can't swim here, although I'll bet people used to.

I'm going to have to learn to slow down.
The blinds in the room are long wooden slats and they lock me in
and freak me out.

No room service. I pay 12 dollars for a pizza the size of a slice in New York.

The luau is noise and fire, but
there's a loud, dirty, stupid,
obnoxious lech who thinks he's smarter than I am,
and oh, little he knows.
The fire dancer is very good
and at the end one of the kane dancers
gives me his haku lei
(and you never gave me anything anyway.)

My dreams are of a corpse rotting indoors
and someone frantically breaking down doors,
the corpse, his chest shredded into sticky,
bloodless strings and pulp
and his friend starts to freak out
and won't tell anyone what it's about
(but somehow I know.)

Pele, of all things, this is what I don't want to miss.
On the bus everything goes balls up,
my reservation written wrong
(by now your skin must have been
falling away from your bones,)
and the driver asks me,
"Where is your husband?"
I laugh, and laugh, and say, "I wondered that
for six years, then I decided to come here alone."
The old people surrounding me on the tour find this uproarious.
I smile at them: young, free, brave, alone and glorious.

At Kilauea I walk to the rim,
over steaming rocks and hills and valleys
and I say,
Aloha nui ka wahine kapu o ka lua e,
and in a fit of daring, Kokua mai, I think
you know what I mean....

(And your fingernails were peeling away.)

The driver tells me that there is a cave
but no time,
and anyway it's dangerous,
especially for the kupuna and one single girl, alone.
He says, "You never venture down without a flashlight."
Lucky for me I find some locals with flashlights and,
"You wanna go in there, girl?"
And down we go as their torches shone,
following the path of old fire
and they say that when you get to the end,
you turn off the lights and don't breathe a sound,
and the depth and the darkness is nothing but profound
and I have finally found something deeper than myself.

The driver is waiting and an old lady says,
"he thought you were too level headed
to go into the cave with strangers,"
but her eyes smile at me and I think,
She's glad I'm alive.
(And in your mouth the maggots thrive.)

That night I can hear the dancers calling the sky
and I answer back from the lanai,
and dream again of rot and the door,
(while your cats begged for food at your feet on the floor.)

Awake, the vibe turns into a low hum
and when I turn my back on the wooden slats,
I pull my suitcase behind me
and run.

--------------------------


The room is just too goddamn big for me.
Front Street is across the way,
but Malu Hulu O Lele is not what I thought.
What I dream this night, two words:
Memento mori,
remember you will die
(and your hungry cats swatted at the first blowfly.)

The show tonight is canceled and no one tells me.
I wait for my free ride (the one that never comes,)
and talk to the bellhop,
his name is Marlon and I bring him an ice cream
from Front Street, cherry.

On the lawn newlyweds pose in their wedding finery,
snap snap!
Marlon tries not to look at me, his smile a mix
of "Why?" and "Should I ask why?"
I don't wait for the question.
"I got tired of waiting," I tell him, as dyed green cream
drips down my spoon. "I wanted to come here alone."
(And this is the second week you have not answered your phone.)

Marlon looks at the bride, at me, at the bride,
then at me, waiting.
I lick my spoon and say, Suckers.
Tension broken, Marlon laughs,
says, "It never lasts.
So what's the point?"
(And your bones started to
come apart at the joints.)

Another show at Lahaniluna
and a sagely old man says
he's glad I'm here alone,
hopes his daughter can be as brave
and makes me go up on stage.

A dancer plays the part of a mourner,
his daughter lost to pele and he sings,
Aloha eeeeeee!
Aloha eeeeeee!

until he's out of breath
and falls to the stage floor.
(And in your time, your mother
and the cops
were banging down your door.)

Memento mori.

O'ahu,
Kona,
Ka'anapali...
unreal?

I shower in the tiny stall and then
I pack my clothes and my goods
and my memories and leave out my laptop
to check the news where it tells me
(although I already knew.)

Alone on these "Islands of Love"
I dreamed that the fishes had
picked your bones in whispers
but in truth it was two desperate cats
who picked your bones and licked their whiskers.

Anonymous said...

Hello Mustard. Smokie, you're back! Mayonaise, get some sleep you dumb fuck ;p

farawaysoclose said...

hi BC and everyone else.

i'm keeping quiet.

just watching.

Anonymous said...

Which I guess with the sleep deprivation, maybe your not doing great but yeah, you know what I mean. Maybe. O_O

Hey Mustard. ^_^

Anonymous said...

I think I'll do that too Faraway.

Anonymous said...

Hello, Mayo.

Mayonaise said...

Thank you. But, I would prefer that you do not delete it.

I believe I understand, but as someone is always reminding me...without context I can only get so much.

And well, it was gone so fast...

Anonymous said...

Ooooh snap.

Mayo - 1
Kapunua - 0

Just playin' with you two!

That was pretty funny though. ^_^

farawaysoclose said...

powerful kapunua.

farawaysoclose said...

sorry i didn't mean powerful kapunua.
i meant that was powerful kapunua.

why would you want to delete it?

Anonymous said...

Mayo, I am actually on when you are on.

And now, of course, I am at a loss for words.

Anonymous said...

Hello GV. I hope you're well. Mayonaise, sleep deprivation is not good. If you don't get plenty of rest, you'll body will feel the exhaustion and the stress.

You need to try to take it easy, if or when possible. I'm overbearing, aren't I?

Anonymous said...

A 'ole pilikia then. ^_^ I was going to make some clever pun about it being a positronium, you know, short lived, but all right, I won't ditch it then.

Once a long time ago I asked you to delete something when I couldn't, but you thought that deep, dark secrets were cool. ^_^

"Powerful Kapunua," I like it, it has a nice ring. :)

Anonymous said...

Ironic that we both posted a comment at the exact same time.

Hello, everyone else.

Anonymous said...

Who is your ghost? I can't bear to call you Mayo, I'm sorry.

Smoke said...

Have you guys noticed that I only seem to work in like 10 minute spans?

Seriously. X_x

I think I need some ADHD meds.

Powerful Kapunua,

DO NOT DELETE LIKE EVER AGAIN! YOU WILL INCUR THE WRATH OF THE PRINCESS AND MAYO! >_<***GRRRR FACE***

sister midnite said...

...

This post is gonna require some thought... because dude, it *really* sounds like you've been losing your marbles...

Anonymous said...

I was actually about to come on here and post as 'you' again, about another aspect of your ways and personality I am not so much familiar with as I have them integrated into myself, also.


Jules, I gotta focus and read that dream again.

Greetings, BC. I hope you are feeling well.

Anonymous said...

Sister M, hello there. Long time, no see.

GV, I'm doing pretty good, listening to some KISS at the moment, thank you for asking.

dei gratia said...

Hello Mayo,
I hope life is treating you well.I wish you a pleasant nights sleep.



Thank you for the kind words and messages of support left here and at mine,guys.
It means a lot!
Thank you again.

Anonymous said...

I wish we had an anon attack. I'm actually bored right now, and I think this blog is going to go slow today.

Anonymous said...

Well, I suppose it may be rude to pretend to be you while you're here, but if I have no one stopping me.... I've been known to do bad things. I've also been told I do a fairly good impression of you.

Wouldn't it be fun to see who can do a better impression of you? I wonder if you or I would win....

Anonymous said...

Hello DG. Long time, no see. How are you holding up dear? Are you okay? I hope so. Missed hearing from you.

Bleeding Chaos.

farawaysoclose said...

are you gone mayo??

you never say goodbye anymore.

could you do a check the time and goodnight just for old times sake??

i like things like that.

Smoke said...

Hello there GV!

Remember, no licking the princess! ^_~

People, the pain in my head is making me somewhat crazier than normal so feel free to just overlook me.

Uh, BC, I hope you are joking. O_o

DG!

It's good to see you again. I really am so sorry and I hope you are doing okay!

Anonymous said...

Mayo, there a many others here who would love to be answered or acknowledged. Why so silent?







Yeah, yeah, I know. Bring it on.

Anonymous said...

DG, Princess, hello!

Fine, I'll put my tongue away for now. I suppose I could use it for, like, talking. How unusual, you know?

farawaysoclose said...

hi sis M! long time no see.
hi DG - we missed you. i hope you are ok.

hello everyone else.
i would name you all but well just hello ok.

i am having a head scratching moment.

Smoke said...

Ha! Ha! You know you can talk and lick at the same time, GV. You know you can. ^_~

Anonymous said...

He never does, does he Faraway? I miss that.

Anon, I could care less whether I am acknowledged or not. I don't require or demand attention from him. I don't give a shit.

sister midnite said...

Jules, that was great poetry.

I have absolutely no idea what you & Mayo are talking about, but that's okay. I'll just sit here, smile & look pretty. ^_~ (Hey, it's Monday... intellectualism isn't happenin' yet!)

Princess, care to sit here & look fabulous with me? :D

Anonymous said...

So no lickies then, GV? ;)

Hey Princess. Gahh, I dunno, I felt silly after I posted it, so. _^

Sis, I'm so glad you read you here again.

Mayo, in the feeding frenzy you know it takes me a few days till I get my facepalm moment and hear exactly what you're saying. In the meantime though, well, I talk to you, and to BlogSibs here, out loud too while I'm at work on my crackberry, to the point where my friends are like, "That Mayo guy again?"

Also, thanks for the new post, too.

Anonymous said...

Oh, but BC. I wish I could answer as you do.

For the first time ever, I do actually wish to be acknowledged. I actually do.

I am not surprised he does not peek out and speak to me, but I will admit, I do wish he would.

I was dancing with sdock today and I would so love to just steal one dance with my fucking mystery twin. Just one. He can even decide the tempo.

Wow, guys. Sorry for my fixation at the moment. I admit, I am ashamed.

Smoke said...

Why certainly, Sis! We are a fabulous pair!

*whispers to Sis

I don't have a clue either. O_O

Anonymous said...

Oh, Jules, my tongue never tires of your cheek!

*shlurp!*

Mayonaise said...

Hello Everyone,

I am sorry, but I gotta run. I hope that this finds you warm and safe, happy and healthy, present and accounted for.

Read it, and read it again. If you still do not hear it, read it again. It is there for you to take from it what you need, what you want.

Kill the preconceptions and foster your own ideas (I know you do).

How's this...
sweet dreams and good night.

Anonymous said...

Katherine GV Sparkle said...
Ironic that we both posted a comment at the exact same time.



Doesn't prove anything, I still think you are Mayo. If you time it right, you have a full 60 seconds to copy and paste both pre-written comments, log in on each blogger name and post so they have the same time on them. I've done it myself when posting as an anon and under my signed in name. ^_~

Anonymous said...

That works, twin. Farewell.

Anonymous said...

GV, I've been acknowledged and been paid enough attention. It's time to put the saddle out to pasture. Yee-haw.

Anonymous said...

See ya, Mayo. Be safe.

Anonymous said...

YES!!!!!

I still have an anon who thinks I'm Mayo.

This is awesome.

I am the happiest girl/tranny thing in the entire world.

Thank you, Anon.

SO, since I am Mayo. May I field any of your questions?

dei gratia said...

Thanks Princess, BC, Faraway.
It's good to see you,too.
I mostly just feel numb at the moment.

Anonymous said...

I do so love this game, anon.

Please, go ahead.

Eleven licks for you!

Anonymous said...

Thank you Mayo.

Carrie said...

Man, you gotsta stop edumacating me K! I went and looked up Weaver Girl, and now I'm all sad. Although, come to think of it, that might not be the context you're using it in, but I still had never heard that myth before, so coolio. Loved your writings, gave me the shivers though. (But I guess that can be construed as a good thing)

Anonymous said...

How's this...
sweet dreams and good night


Great. Lucky for you you aren't in Brazil or you would sound like a real dick saying that as it's not even 6pm there yet.

Anonymous said...
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Smoke said...

MAYO!

You is soooo sweet! I can't tell you that you suck today can I?

Hell no I can't!

Sweet dreams to you, too.

That is if you and I can ever get to sleep, right? ^_^

toujours said...

oh, a lovely good-bye.

see you later, mayo. :)

Anonymous said...

Sweet dreams and goodnight to you, my little jar of Mayonaise. And try to get ENOUGH sleep you motherfucker.

You absolutely need it. And I don't want to hear any excuses from you!


My little anon, that's the same excuse many of you have told me last year when you thought that I was Mayonaise. Tsk tsk.

Anonymous said...

It is actually 3:57 PM where I am, anon.

Do you have any real questions for me, please?

I have not slept in days the screen glares at me as loud as trumpets against my raw eyes.

farawaysoclose said...

How's this...
sweet dreams and good night.


mayo for that comment i could seriously give you one of those big bear hugs!!

thank you mr mayo man, now fuck off back to your tower!!

joke obviously!

Anonymous said...

Thank you, Mayo. To you, too. And I will read it again, you know that I will and about two days from now I'll sign on and go, "Oh! Right."

Katherine, don't ever call yourself a "thing." You're way too good for that.

Anonymous said...

farawaysoclose said...


thank you mr mayo man, now fuck off back to your tower!!


I LOLled, I don't deny. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Okay, Jules. Something about that makes me almost blush.

Anonymous said...

I'm totally retarded because I didn't realize I had deleted my question to Mayo. I'm sorry about that. I just kept hitting the little trash can button after I had chickened out posting something I didn't think was all that good. Anyway, my question (which was answered,) was this:

"
Mayo, so I'd like to ask you something if you don't mind. And usually this is the kind of thing that I would ask a friend or acquaintance in private so as not to put them on the spot, but I don't have that option. I really don't mean to put you on the spot and I'm sorry if any of those anons made you feel awkward either, over the anti-valentine's thing.

Anyway, so maybe you noticed a whole big bunch of people putting it around that we had some kind of falling out. Not just anons, but actually regulars have been saying that here and there, for probably over a month now. If we did, Mayo, I missed it, but then I can be really obtuse sometimes.

And it's not like I let the anons get to me, because I don't. But you know the Snark Rule: if three different sources see it, there is probably truth to it.

I don't do the passive-aggressive thing and I am always the first one to come out and ask people this kind of thing, and any answer they give me is both acceptable and understandable, so Mayo, are we okay? If we're not, you can tell me. I hope this doesn't make you feel weird or anything but I value what you have done here enough to ask."

And why yes, I did write it last night and was waiting till Mayo was on to post it. O_o Sorry, that's so cheesy of me.

Anonymous said...

Gosh, I keep missing people. Hi, Carrie!

It's not so much the myth of Weaver Girl that I like or am into, but the associated holiday, Tanabata. I keep telling myself that one of these years I'm going to go to the Tanabata festival, but it falls right in the frigging middle of my busiest season. Which is a totally lame excuse.

Anonymous said...

GV/Mayonaise, yes, I have one thing I have to say to you:

Stop mentioning me in your blogs! I am getting sick of it! LOL

Anonymous said...

Hey Mayo!
Sweet dreams and good night to you too, kid. (I hope the 'kid" nickname doesn't upset you. It's the first nickname that comes to mind when I write to you.)
Sleep deprivation makes me feel 7 different emotions all at once, and I usually end up crying, so drink something warm, and snuggle up with your pillow. Feel better.
In the meantime, "Look at my vatch. You are getting verrry sleeepy."
Imagine that with a heavy European accent.

So, yeah, your post. I'm reading it and reading it again, and I'm coming up with the hellfire and damnation theme. But maybe, that's just what I'm predisposed to see, since I am recovering Catholic Italian American girl. I can spot fire and brimstone and guilt everywhere. I'll keep working on it.


It's not so much the burn, but the stench.
It's really quite pleasant, except for the smell.

Anonymous said...

Jules, blogger just ate my comment. FUCK.

In short, I have no right to, but I'm gonna give my opinion, anyway.

I honestly think there's been no falling out.

Some people cry fire! and when you run to see, it turns out someone was just lighting up their cigarette for an evening stroll.....

Anonymous said...

Request considered, Bc....

Carrie said...

Oh man, Star, for a minute I thought you were telling mayo to look at your naughties. :) Must make eye appt...

farawaysoclose said...

DG sorry in the whirl of the mayo storm i didn't say how sorry i am and there is actually nothing i can say but just that i have been there and i do understand. not that it helps you i just wanted to say that.


Kapunua what was the gravitational constant thing about??

hi carrie and star.

Anonymous said...

Rahahaha, Carrie!
No, no, no, Vatch, as in Watch, with a german accent.
But, now that I look at it, it sorta looks like "vunch" too.

Anonymous said...

FASC, I was talking about physics in the last post and making all kinds of quantum analogies in regards to this entire blog. ^_^

Bellatrix said...

"Read it, and read it again. If you still do not hear it, read it again"

Oh, don't worry Mayo-man,will do.
I have to read your posts at least five times before I understand what the hell you talk about, so...

Anyway, it was nice to “see” you.

Take care.
Love to you



Hello guys!
How've you been?

farawaysoclose said...

oh cool thanks k!

god i miss so much!

powerful kapunua

*giggles*

Anonymous said...

Jules, that poem is your own? I love the way you pace the 'story'... I will read it again.

(wish I had a laptop)

Everyone, I am sorry I am in a daze at the moment. Anyone I have skipped over, I apologized. I am reading everything but I'm fiending nicotine and thinking about how much I gotta move out of this house. I'm not a good friend at the moment. If I do not return, have a fabulous evening.

I lick EVERYONE!!! (sorry, princess, your forearm ran into my tongue)

Anonymous said...

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gravitational constant

The gravitational constant, symbolized G, is a physical constant that appears in the equation for Newton's law of gravitation. Sir Isaac Newton (1642-1727), the English mathematician, quantified the behavior of the force of gravity. He noticed that the gravitational force between two objects is proportional to the product of their masses, and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between their centers.

According to Newton's law, given any two objects having mass m1 and m2 (in kilograms) whose centers of mass are separated by a distance r (in meters), there exists an attractive gravitational force F (in newtons) between the objects, such that:

F = Gm1m2 / r2

The value of G in this equation is approximately equal to 6.67 x 10-11 newton meters squared per kilogram squared (N x m2 x kg-2). This constant is uniform throughout the Solar System, and apparently throughout our galaxy and other galaxies in its vicinity.

Some astronomers believe that if the universe is expanding as the popular Big Bang theory suggests, the value of G is gradually decreasing.

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G??????? Is he saying that he is G??

Anonymous said...

Hello Star, Carrie. DG, you'll get through this. If you ever need to talk, don't be afraid to come here, and please feel free to email me, whenever you like to.

GV, all you can answer is that "request considered?"

LOL.


I can spot fire and brimstone and guilt everywhere. I'll keep working on it.

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Star, I'm Catholic as well, and when I picture the idea of me committing sins, I picture the flames of Hell, but you know what? I blame my mother for that.

I don't want to get involved with religion, but she tries to coerce me into going to church and to pray for everything, and I just don't want to do it.

I'm not an Atheist or anything; I find religion a little too complicated than just the "going to Hell" routine. I hate that there is politics involved in it.

Anonymous said...

Ciao Bella. Come esta? Miss seeing you here.

Ciao GV. See you later.

dei gratia said...

Thanks BC,Faraway!

Take care everyone, goodbye!

Anonymous said...

Mayo posting at 4:19

farawaysoclose said...

haha funny anon!

hello bella!!

farawaysoclose said...

bye DG, take good care.

anon i don't think so.

Bellatrix said...

Hey BC!
*HUG*

I'm fine, thanks.
And you?

PS: Hope I don't upset you saying this,but "Come esta" sounds a bit Spanish. It is "come stai" in Italian... ;)
I know, Italian grammar is such a pain in the ass...!

Anonymous said...

Ha ha anon, I don't think so. You're welcome DG. Please take care and come back soon.

Anonymous said...

4:19, LOL. It is possible to read too much into these things.

Look, all Mayo meant was that even though we are separated by distance, we are both really, really fat.


I hope like hell everyone here knows I'm kidding.

Anonymous said...

Bella, it IS Spanish! :D

But other than that, I am doing pretty good, thank you for asking.

*HUGS*

Anonymous said...

Look, all Mayo meant was that even though we are separated by distance, we are both really, really fat.

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LOL. FTW.

Bellatrix said...

Oh, hi and bye DG! I'm glad to seee you back, sweetie.

Hey Faraway!
*HUG*

Mmmmhhhh...I always miss Mayo when he stops by...
...GGGRRRRRR.....

Bellatrix said...

"Bella, it IS Spanish"

Ooooopppssss...sorry, I'm kinda slow sometimes....

Anonymous said...

Oh, you wanna hear something funny? Right, so as I've been obsessively mentioning, I played Resident Evil 4, right? Well the game took place in Spain, in a village that had been taken over by Las Plagas, those squids that lived inside their hosts turning them into squid-headed zombies. Anyway, in the game, all the squid zombies spoke Spanish. Some of the scariest parts would be when you'd enter a new area and they would yell, AHI ESTA! and attack you.

So I'm out shopping for new bedsheets the other day and unbeknownst to me there were two Hispanic ladies behind me. I guess one of them found what she was looking for, because right in my ear she yelled AHI ESTA! And I freaked out. My hands jerked out of my pockets and I went for a controller that wasn't there.

Also in the game there were these zombies who would run at you with a chainsaw and cut your head off. You knew they were around because you'd hear a chainsaw rev up in the distance. It's this kind of thing that freaks me out, knowing it's somewhere but not being able to see it. Anyway, today while I had the dogs out someone in the distance started up a chainsaw and my heart leapt into my throat.

I am a ridiculous creature.

Anonymous said...

Lol that's okay Bella. No biggies.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua,

You are funny. ^_^

Anonymous said...

K, lol. But yes, the game itself does that to you. When you hear the sound of chainsaws or those Ganados yelling, you immediately think that they're right behind you, when in actuality they might be a few feet away from you.

That's why at the beginning I hated the developers who created the game.

Instead of the zombies looking grotesquely gross to scare you, they use the sound affects and the music to do that instead, in order to create the suspense.

Fucking bastards they are, but smart ones to say the least. Even after beating the game, I still get scared when one of the monsters jump out or yell from behind me.

Bellatrix said...

O_o

Oh shit! speaking of grammar...

*I'm glad to SEE you'RE back!

Hey Kapu!

You're not ridiculous, and the story is funny!
XD

Anonymous said...

Princess is not a video game person. I can only play stuff like Spongebob. O_o

Pretty damn good at it, too. LHM kicks ass though. He's hooked on fighting games right now and Tony Hawk's Project 8.

farawaysoclose said...

right guys its been alot of fun but i must depart to the sitting room with he who is moody to watch prison break. but hey wentworth miller!! too pretty! so i will cope.

catch you all tomorrow!

see ya mayo (long gone i'm sure) and SS - love to you both.

and all the family cos i'm feeling the love!

Anonymous said...

FASC,

I ♥ Wentworth Miller. ^_^

BYEEE!!!

Anonymous said...

The music of the game was very well done, and the sound effects did practically make the game. Those needle-bodied zombies were awful though, where you had to use the infrared scope to shoot them. And you knew they were there because you'd hear them breathing. Sss hiss-hiss. SSS hiss-hiss. Icky.

Hey Bella!

Well Princess, you should give it a shot. Though it's highly addictive.

I used to get the same way when I was playing the Zelda games, I'd have these reality slips. Like, I went past a field once and I thought for a second that I could go in there, cut down some grass and get money to take on vacation. And another time I saw a vine climbing a wall and thought I should hookshot up to it.

And don't think for a second that I don't refer to my afternoon pomegranate drink as "potion" and tell all my friends that it restores my hit points, because I absolutely do. ;)

Anonymous said...

Oh my gosh, Kapunua. Spongebob almost caused a divorce at my house. When I play a game, I play it until I beat it. Even if that means I sit there half the night or all night.

It's like crack, I just gotta do it.

Not that I've ever done crack but you know what I mean.

Mayo is bad enough on my marriage now! ^_^

You didn't even know did you, Mayo?

Alright, well I'm going home! YAY!

XOXO,
S&V20

Bellatrix said...

Hey S&V!

Okay so, as strange as it could be (seeing where I'm from) I'm an Atheist.

I'm watching the news right now:the Church said Catholics should be against abortion.

Now, I truly believe everyone has the right to express their opinion about something like that, but what makes me angry is that they're trying to convince people it is wrong, no matter the reasons why a woman decides to do it, and that it should be illegal.

WTF?


Sorry, but I'm pretty pissed right now...

Anonymous said...

Thanks Bella. Goodnight and sweet dreams Faraway. Video games itself causes me to lose awareness of time, but it happens to most of us.

I could be playing RE4, and then four hours later, I'll be like, "Damn, it's 9:00 already?"

K, I absolutely agree about the music and sound effects, and having played the other RE games in the series, the 4th one is the best one they have created so far.

I am looking for the 5th game to come out soon, and I hear that it's going to be more harder than RE4. I can't wait! >:)

Those needle-embedded zombies are definitely tough to kill, and then when you try to use the scope to kill them, you have to make sure you're not standing close to them, otherwise, they'll bear hug you and kill you with those needles.

And the breathing is definitely creepy. Doesn't matter where you go, you can hear it.

The zombie that was engulfed in fire that abruptly came out of that refridgerator box scared the shit out of me the first time I made it far in the game. O_o

Anonymous said...

Bellatrix, you have every right in the world to be pissed off.

Princess, oh man, I am the same way. Once, back in around '01, I actually took a day off of work so I could spend it playing a game I was really into. O_O

Depicted in self destruction said...

get some sleep mayo

Fimble Star said...

DG - it is very nice to see you hun, I hope that you are doing better and I am here if you ever want a chat.

Splash, please do not change, you are an amazing person with an amazing personality. You know how I feel so please do not change.

I was catching up and can I just say that I wouldn’t wish an anon attack would occur because it is mean and just plain bullying. If some people find that amusing then that’s there own business but I find it quite hurtful and depressing to be honest.

Mayo, I am glad you are well and thank you for your post but you told us to read and read and read, when we read it that we will take something from it and you know we will. I have reread it a dozen times and I don’t. I am sorry but I am not clever and I am not one with words so please do not tell me I will ‘get’ it when surely everyone is not as intelligent as yourself. On my screen I have your blog open and I also have the online dictionary open so that yes I try to get my spelling right and I do try and understand the long fucking words that get said here that I do not know. I know most of the words but now and again one pops up and I try and understand and remember it so that I can use it to. That’s how I am learning and I also ask my friends in chat what certain things mean but the point of it is I do not get anything from this post because I just haven’t a clue.

So once again I say thank you for your post and I will go back to my meaningless comments and my sad lifeless existence and just ‘plod along’ as usual. Maybe I can make someone laugh or maybe I will make some think shit of me but hey, that’s fucking life for ya.

Good day everyone.

Anonymous said...

RE5? Awesome! I hope Leon is in it because he's my new boyfriend.

Yeah, nothing like getting humped by something and then having it burst needles out of its body. It ruins the mood.

Anonymous said...

Bella, that's ridiculous. What if a woman gets raped, then does that mean she's required to keep the fetus, even if it means reminding the mother of the horrible event she had endured?

I don't think fucking think so. No one should have control over what the mother decides with the fetus or unborn child. If not, there is always adoption.

Anonymous said...

Fim, I feel the same way, and I have learned a lot from this blog. It's made me a better reader and in some ways a better writer. Mayo himself? I can give him credit for loosening up my brain to a long-abandoned love of metaphor. It's pretty cool. ^_^

toujours said...

sneaking by to take a last peek before turning off the computer, and i just had to reply to this:

I used to get the same way when I was playing the Zelda games, I'd have these reality slips. Like, I went past a field once and I thought for a second that I could go in there, cut down some grass and get money to take on vacation. And another time I saw a vine climbing a wall and thought I should hookshot up to it.

i'm relieved i'm not the only one! coming home on the bus last week, i saw a circling group of seagulls out a distance, and i immediately thought "hey, i should go check that out, there might be something there."

completely disregarding the fact that i was on the bus...and birds don't circle over treasure chests in real life.

*facepalm*

zelda does it to me every time.






and i'm not going off to play the game right now.

certainly not.


>_>

Anonymous said...
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Anonymous said...

i'm relieved i'm not the only one! coming home on the bus last week, i saw a circling group of seagulls out a distance, and i immediately thought "hey, i should go check that out, there might be something there."

I HAVE DONE THAT! O_O

Anonymous said...

Yes, the humping is definitely not the best asset in the game. I have to turn my eyes away or block them when that happens lol.

About RE5, stupid thing is, apparently, it's only going to be released on the Xbox 360 and Playstation 3, which I don't have, which means I have to buy either system to get it.

And it won't be released until next year. As far as which character is going to be in it, it will be Chris Redfield, a member of S.T.A.R.S. and sister to Claire Redfield, who was featured in the second RE game, along with Leon.

You may have to play the original Resident Evil game to know the backstory of him. He's basically a cop for the Racoon City Police. Or was, until he went missing.

toujours said...

lol, kapunua!

it really messes with your head doesn't it? :D

Anonymous said...

Gahh, that sucks. Anyway Super Smash comes out in about two weeks so that'll tide me over for a bit. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Incidentally, ReDeads gave me nightmares.

ergoproxy said...

Morning

hey Mayo

I'm not good this morning, I am in great pain and I feel like I want to cry, i am tired and still in a bit of shock. You'll probably thing thus is stupid but I know some of you will understand.
At 1:30 am I heard a noise in the kitchen like something was knocked (not a burglar noise like a cat noise) over and i went turned on the hall light to see a black cat running around beserk and I thought it was my old girl, scared of something and I tried to catch her but it sank it's claws into my leg and foot and ran climbing walls running into doors, I called hubby that something was wrong with kermie (we had a dog take a 1080 bait and it went mental and we had to shoot it- it's fatal) and I thought she was dying, buthe turned on another light and it was some other big black cat and I went cold and sick and sweaty and I had to find mine and I did they were fine but I had blood all down my leg and it's bruised as well and he was trying to get the cat (we got it out and it ran off). Then I had to clean it all up and bandage it and it hurts a lot.

sorry Mayo I suppose your post is interesting and all, get some sleep hey, but I can't think about it just now.

toujours said...

oh gods, yes. that shriek. *shudder*

but it's good, too. when i was going through my treatment, anytime i started feeling really bad, i would close my eyes and imagine myself walking into the fairy's fountain. the music of it, the splash splash splash of walking through the water, the sound of the little fairies swirling around you -- always made me feel better right away.

:)

toujours said...

oh gods ergo -- are you alright?

Bellatrix said...
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Anonymous said...

Euugh Ergo, that's freaky. Cat scratches can infect, so soak that, okay? But yeah, telling you from experience, that's very jarring and painful.

TJ:
toujours said...

oh gods, yes. that shriek. *shudder*

but it's good, too. when i was going through my treatment, anytime i started feeling really bad, i would close my eyes and imagine myself walking into the fairy's fountain. the music of it, the splash splash splash of walking through the water, the sound of the little fairies swirling around you -- always made me feel better right away.


That's one of the cleverest and loveliest uses of creative visualization I've ever heard. Well done!

ergoproxy said...

oh TJ I still feel all weepy I was scared and it hurts
The worst was thinking it was Kermie going nuts but then to see this other huge black cat.
I think I'm tired too

Anonymous said...

Bellatrix said...


But what makes me angry the most is that they will win eventually. They’ll say to people how wrong it is till they convince them, and soon abortion will be illegal like it was 80 years ago!


i sincerely hope you're wrong, but sometimes it looks like we're going backwards rather than forwards, and it is a fear of mine.


That’s why I believe most of the Italians are stupid.

You had me up until right there. WTF? That's one of the most sweeping and derogatory things I've heard said on this blog!




Hey Fimble and Toujours!

ergoproxy said...

bella that is a terrible decision to have to make and I don't think anyone who hasn't been in the situation can judge what goes through a woman's ind.
To me if God gave the medical community the skills and techniques to safely deliver a woman from a dangerous preganancy, be it physical or mental or a foetus which is damaged or unviable he would be lothe to judge a person who had to make that decision harshly

toujours said...

oh ergo, did it just happen? you're all strung out on the adrenaline and shock of it. that would scare me so bad to think it was happening to mine.

sorry, this is paltry, but:

*big hug*

toujours said...

hey there, kapunua. so, tell me -- did you have as big a crush on sheik as i did? ;)

Anonymous said...

toujours said...

hey there, kapunua. so, tell me -- did you have as big a crush on sheik as i did? ;)


You have NO IDEA. I wrote, like, fanfictions about "him." O_o

ergoproxy said...

Bella unfortunately the italian community which is strictly catholic has for a very long time been under the control of the Catholic church which historically has been very controlling in politics. Change comes but is very much opposed by those in the centre of that faith.I'm sure many ordinary people don't feel the same way but threats of excommunication etc can make them very scared to put opinions out which go against the grain.
Other countries have the smae legality and moral issues but are not perhaps in as close political cicles as the Catholic church is.

toujours said...

oh man -- the music, those pants, that little butt...

and then the big reveal.
damn.


but at least the new link is looking bishalicious!

lol

Anonymous said...

Ergo, are you alright? How are you feeling? Maybe you should get those wounds checked.

ergoproxy said...

"same legal and moral issues"

thank you TJ it helps, I am coming down from adrenaline and I'll be fine soon, but I needed to tell about it.
I feel better now I've had coffee

toujours said...

i'm glad to hear that ergo. how frightening though! what a way to wake up!

your wounds aren't too bad are they?

Anon616 said...

Terve/Hyvää huomenta/Hyvää iltaa:
Mayo, SS, BC, TJ, K, Bella, Fimble,Princess ...lurkers/anyone choosing to be silent at the moment!

How's everone doing? Good, I hope!

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Pickled Possum said.....
p.s. nice knickers 616
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Thanks possum! I wore them just for you ;-)
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Ergoproxy said......
wendy ( I think that is the song! I can't believe I put the same songf twicce! I didn't meant to lo)
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No need to apologize, me love! I my memory gets stuck on repeat often too! T'was a good song and worthy of repeating :D

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Cupcake said...
"But I'm not waving now, I'm drowning, and I'm scared, so I'm reaching out to anything I can cling to." ...... "Desperately, irretrievably alone."
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Cupcake: I hope you never regret sharing your feelings with any of us. If you need someone to cling to, cling to me. You know I love you! I refuse to allow you to feel alone....
I shall stalk you, if you would like :)

DG: It's so good to see you again!
How are you feeling???

Mayo: Burning flesh does leave quite a stench, doesn't it?

"And that ringing, what is ringing in your ears
when a friend, of a friend, of a girl
who trades innuendo for immortality
to the devil mentions me? "

Hmmm....I like that Mayo. I like it very much. Don't know why, I just do.....

I am off to catch up (more) now.
Unless someone would like to provide a recap for the lazy person that I am today. :)

Hugs and Love to all!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

Dude,

Did you let sdock10 write this post?

ergoproxy said...

Thanks BC I have one which I'll keep a close eye on and I may go see if there is a big crowd at the hospital and if not get them to have a look, they're all cleaned out, but hurt a lot.

I love cats but I HATE feral cats, they are nasty vicious and dangerous and the people who dump them should be hunted down and prosecuted (not that you could but if you could)

Anonymous said...

toujours said...

oh man -- the music, those pants, that little butt...


Did you make link go behind him and use the C button to check him out? ^_~ I totally didn't, or anything.

and then the big reveal.
damn.


but at least the new link is looking bishalicious!

lol


I have ♥ed Link since I was 13 and will ♥ Link till the end of my days. ^____^

Anon616 said...

exodus said...
Wendy, thank you thank you thank you!!!!! I am going to download that song ASAP! *Smothers Wendy with hugs*
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You are very welcome, sweet cheeks!
*hugs and smooches for you*

Bellatrix said...

Sorry, I didn’t mean to erase my comment! For who will be here later, here’s my previous comment:


“I know BC. That’s simply unbelievable.

My mom had to do it 5 years ago because the fetus wasn’t healthy. It was a terrible experience for all of us. It’s never easy to take a decision like that, and I don’t understand why they can see how much it hurts.

But what makes me angry the most is that they will win eventually. They’ll say to people how wrong it is till they convince them, and soon abortion will be illegal like it was 80 years ago!
That’s why I believe most of the Italian people are stupid.”



Kapu, I know what you mean and maybe I was a bit too rash saying it, but I'm an idealist and believe me sometimes I can't help thinking like that.

Most of them only belive in what television tells them, and it breaks my heart to see Italian people accept something like that without wondering why.

Sorry if I offeded anyone of you...

Bellatrix said...

Hi ergo!
Are you okay?

Yeah, you get the point.

Hey Wendy!

ergoproxy said...

I'm ok bella

Hi Wendy! *smooch*

TJ it's on my bg toe and half way up my calf on the left. But it's really bruided as well, it was nuts and nasty

toujours said...

Did you make link go behind him and use the C button to check him out? ^_~ I totally didn't, or anything.

no, no...me neither.


srsly.

MissTottenham said...

Hello Mayo, it sounds like you need to get some rest sweetie. I know that can be hard when you have a million thoughts running through your mind but you need to try to find a way to wind down and relax a bit more.


Hi DG, it was nice to see you pop in earlier, I'm sorry I missed you. I hope you come back later.

Hi Ergo, so sorry to hear about what happened with the cat. That must have shook you up so bad. I would still be hyperventilating by now.


Hello everyone else, how are you today?

I was off last night cos I was feeling sick and headachy.

It gave me time to do some thinking. I have written a blog and I'l like to share it here if I may.




Well, today my sis rang me from her work. This is the place where I have been doing some part time work to help them out as they are swamped.

I love the place and I love the people. I love being there and they have offered me some more hours.

If these hours were being offered as part of a permanent job, I would bite their arm off and accept. That way, I could sign off benefits and be a worker.

Unfortunately, this offer is to work as a helper, in the role I am doing now. I cannot accept the hours in this role as working more hours would mean I would get my benefits stopped and that is no good for work that is not permanent. At the moment, the hours I work are allowed and don't result in me getting any benefits stopped.

I am at a stage in my life now where I need to change.

I am existing, not living. I want to live. I know that living will mean working to earn money. I want to do this but I have no idea of the work I want to do.

Keeping normal working hours is hard becacuse of the noisy neighbour who keeps me awake till all hours and stops me from getting sleep. I don't follow a normal pattern, I end up being awake till about 6:00am then sleeping till the afternoon. This cannot keep on though, it has to change if I am gonna work.

Keeping this pattern has allowed me to hang with the wonderful people at mayos. Working regular hours would put an end to this and this is making me so sad to contemplate.

What do I do, a normal life or hanging with cyber friends?

I would miss you more than words can say but I think I need a life. I need to go places and meet people and earn money.

I want to meet people, I don't want to be alone all my life. I can't meet people if I don't go anywhere. I get so sad when I hear friends talk about having partners. This is a recent development but I want a partner too, I want to be loved.

Maybe this is my early mid-life crisis but I need to have a radical overhaul of my life.

I need to work, I need to go places and do things, I need to be more normal.

But that means less time with you guys and that kills me.

I can't live in the computer world and the real world as well. What do I do?

If I wasn't on the other side of the world to most of you guys, I would catch you but the timezones are a bitch.

I am so torn with my life right now. I wish someone would come along and take the choices out of my hands and tell me what to do.

Help!

toujours said...

ouch, ergo. yikes. battle scar, for sure.

sdock10 said...

Hi All,

How is everyone?

Ergo, I am sorry to hear about your terrible ordeal.

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said....
it was some other big black cat and I went cold and sick and sweaty and I had to find mine and I did they were fine but I had blood all down my leg and it's bruised as well and he was trying to get the cat (we got it out and it ran off). Then I had to clean it all up and bandage it and it hurts a lot.
===========================
OH NO Ergo! Are you okay? Did you go to a doctor?

Maybe ya'll should try to find that cat, catch it and have it tested for rabies or any other virus that could be transmitted to humans.

Good grief, I hope I'm not frightening you. I just believe in the old "better safe than sorry" thing.

*big, big hugs and feel better soon smooches for Ergo*

ergoproxy said...

bruised

and I'm off I have to take daughter to school and go get some stuff done in town - carefully lol

I'll see y'all when I get back

sdock10 said...

MissT,

I will hold your hand while we figure it out together. You know I will, right?

You sound so much like me. I work but I don't have a career. I have no clue what I want to do with my life so I keep spinning my wheels.

I understand why you feel torn. It sucks!

MissTottenham said...

sdock, sometimes I wonder if you and I are the same person. That's how close I feel to you and I know you understand me sweetie.

Anon616 said...

Hello to MissT and Solly!

You ladies always enter so quietly.

Blow some horns next time so I don't miss ya'll ;-)

Anonymous said...

Oh babe, you wish you sold your soul--to the devil long ago.

ergoproxy said...

thanks everyone!

Wendy we don't get rabies here but tetanus is a problem ,though I am vaccinated regularly.

MissT still a bit shaky

sdock thank you.


MissT you need a real life, there'll still be people about when you are and email is a modern marvel.
You won't lose touch with everyone, but even if you did a real life is more important and the fact you've met friends here means you'll meet them in real life too.
Take the chance to change.

I'm off back later

MissTottenham said...

Hello 616 sweetie, how are you today?

sdock10 said...

Hi Wendy!

How are you?


MissT,

I feel exactly the same about you. We share so much.


Anon,

You reckon?

toujours said...

see you later ergo, and hello to everyone who has shown up!

miss t, i know you know that i understand your dilemma all too well. the good thing about the blog is that we're always here -- i know it's not the same as being her and chatting in real time, but our words are always here, so you never have to miss anything that happens. and for the rest, well, there's email, and so forth.

what i'm saying is this -- don't even think twice about it -- go out and live your life and make it what you want it to be! that you feel compelled to do so is the best indication that this is what you need to be doing.

and when you can, you'll come back here and tell us all about it, and make us jealous. ;)

MissTottenham said...

Thanks Ergo, I know I need to.

See you later sweetie.

Anon616 said...

misstottenham said....

I am so torn with my life right now. I wish someone would come along and take the choices out of my hands and tell me what to do.
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LIVE your (real) life MissT & be HAPPY! And come back and visit us whenever possible. We'll miss you, but you know where to find us if you need us.

MissTottenham said...

Hey Roger, I know you know what I mean.

Your words of encouragement have always inspired me sweetie.

I know I have to change and I have an idea what I am gonna do about it. I hope it comes off.

Bellatrix said...

Hey MissT and Sdock!
*HUGS*


Ladies, I’ll go to bed.
It was nice chatting with you all and again sorry if my words offended you somehow, I didn’t mean to.

Goodnight Mayo.
Goodnight SS.
Goodnight family

Love you all
*HUGS & KISSES*

Anonymous said...

Your welcome Ergo. I hope you get those wounds taken care of.

Wendy!!!!!!! Thanks to you, I found the correct KISS song. Thank you!! and how are you doing on this Monday? *Runs and smothers Wendy with kisses*

MissTottenham said...

Aw, just missed you Bella. Goodnight sweetie.


Wendy, I know I have to, I know that. It make it so much easier to have encouragement and support from you guys.

You are all amazing people and I love you all.

toujours said...

i'm sending you all the best wishes that it works out the way you want, miss t!

i know you can do it. ♥

MissTottenham said...

Thank you TJ ♥

Anon616 said...

ergoproxy said...
thanks everyone!

Wendy we don't get rabies here but tetanus is a problem ,though I am vaccinated regularly.
=================
*big sigh of relief*

Thanks for letting me know ergo! I was really worried......
The thought of rabies scares me half to death ever since I watched a film about a woman who was infected. It was horrible!

Solly and MissT: I'm doing okay, thanks for asking! My slight case of sniffles seems to be getting worse (again), but, I will survive
;-)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams Bella. Hello Miss T, sd10. Miss T, how are you doing today? Guess what? I miss George!

Take care Ergo.

Anonymous said...

Anon, as far as I'm concerned, I am the devil, so I sold my soul to my own self.

I'm sure many anons think the same as well ;p

MissTottenham said...

Oh no,

*hands 616 a tissue*

Olbas oil is good for blocked up noses.

If it is running, use tissues with balm or you will rub your nose red raw. Then your nostrils look like crust crators.

Anon616 said...

Good night and sweet dreams Bella!

BC: you're welcome again! :D
How are you today? Jamming to KISS is always fun, ain't it? ;-)

MissT: I/we love you too!!!!
Thank you for always being so supportive - of all of us!

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