Monday, February 18, 2008

It's not so much the burn, but the stench.

I am so sleep deprived these days
that I am beginning to hallucinate in real time.
Did you see that? (I didn’t think so)
Everyone in the fucking room can hear me
talking to myself, out loud, to you. I am beginning
to think that they hear you also.
Or wait, was that me? It was
me...(don’t be too sure) could have been
all the words are running one into the other.
The whisper soothes, the other screams, and yet
another tells a tale in 250 words or less.
I am privileged to speak in more than one tongue,
last count...Three, “oh lucky me.”
Each purpose served with validity
and temperance, but how fucking loud
must I scream before you down it all?
And that ringing, what is ringing in your ears
when a friend, of a friend, of a girl
who trades innuendo for immortality
to the devil mentions me?
Truth (not even close). It’s not cheap.
And there’s not enough to go around these days.
And I keep all of those trades
in my pocket (thought I was the devil, did ya?).





p.s. and to this day it clings to the words both to and from and the memories.

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ergoproxy said...

hey Mayo
well have you ever tried to have a shower when you can't get your left leg wet?
No?
well let me tell you it is not easy! Balancing with left leg out shower curtain and washing rest of body and hair is not, repeat NOT an easy task!
Would have been easier with a bit of help but he's working late so things just have to be done!

Seems we shall be having robes and chants too, most excellent, I always fancied myself the vestal virgin (*ahem*) or perhaps oracle of delphi type. I look particularly fetching in flowing vestments.

So interesting day on the blogs, boring day with leg up and puffy foot in reality. But I learned a valuable lesson, turn on more lights. Should have known from all those silly girls in horror movies.
And I was in underwear 0_0, really asking for it hey? lol

so wishing you easy bathing, lack of injury, sweet relaxing sleep and good times,
much love EP xx

SS
love to see you call in sometime, but if you're cezy bizzy it's not a problem , thinking of you and also wish you good things, is there a place for a temporarily one legged goose?
lotsa love
EP xx

goodnight everyone
BC get some sleep I don't know how you do it!
TJ great chapter and I meant to ask, was my handwriting nice? :)

Lotsa love everyone and see you all tomorrow

ergoproxy said...

Hi wendy hope to catch you more tomorrow!
*smoooooch*

toujours said...

mayo,

what do you suppose i would say to you if we were really sitting together at a table right now?

er...
okay, pretend it was ten minutes ago, before i got into my nightgown.

anyway, i'd probably just ramble on about my day, about going up to seattle, about the little things i saw and thought. i'd probably try to make you laugh, so i could be sure my story wasn't boring you.

then i'd ask you what you did. given my experience with you thus far on the blog, you'd either answer briefly and enigmatically, or not at all. i would just shake my head indulgently.

oh, mayo.

but, i'm sitting here and you are...well, who knows where you're sitting.

but i still want to tell you what i saw and what i'm thinking, and i still want to try to make you laugh, but i'm blindfolded in my efforts. so i just do the best i can, and hope that whatever i say might be of benefit to you, one way or the other.

and when i figure out the why of this, i'll probably put that into a night-time comment, too.

but don't hold your breath. that will require quite a bit of navel-gazing.

good night from me, and a very good day to you, mayo.

toujours said...

it was lovely handwriting ergo! ♥

nighty-night!

farawaysoclose said...

top of the morning family in best irish accent!

hello mayo hope you are ok?

hello SS. is the air still sweet master tipper of hats??

fantabulous update TJ! i'm am so liking it!!

ergo hope you are mending. your shower situation had me smiling!

elena you are not old and sad you are lovely!

hello wendy if you are still around.

hi kass when you arrive have a lovely day at work!!

PP i miss you and your crazy antics!

ok thats me i'm gone. won't be around for the DM race sorry but its just the way!

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC, TJ, Ergo & 616,

Poor "Grolar" bear - I wonder if bears have a "forbidden love" thing about mixed race bears and he'd be ostracised by the ursine community or whether his personal predilection was for grizzly or polar honeys? Alas, we shall never know!

I shall now endeavour to go back and read through the GV/Mayo fallout...

Wish me luck!

Kass xx

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Anonymous said...

Damn it! Going again.

Morning Mayo, SS, and other bright-eyed and bushy tailed followers of the legion of DOOOOOM.

So, it's about three hours before I have to actually get up, but alas, I could not sleep. Nothing new for me to wake up at the crack of effing dawn and be tired again by dinner because my body realizes it's retarded and has to wake me up too early.

But anyway.

Hey Mayo?Did you know this dude is made up of one-third innocence (well, in this picture anyway), one third skill(z), and one third I-Will-Rock-Your-Effin'-Face-Off? Yeah, you didn't? Well, now you're educated. You need to follow me with this shit.

And because I talk way too much about above dude, this dude (Yeah, that dude.) ownz my soul, and my left speaker obviously, on this really cool song about "getting sodomized in jail." Best thing to do is not ask ;) That handy-work is so much cooler than what previous soul owner does.

Yeah, for binaural listening in the wee hours of the morning! Can I get a whoop-whoop?!

So, yeah. Beat that, person who shall be smited by the hand of Toro! ;)

See you dudes and dudettes later. And for the love of Bob and Mother Teresa, let us be nice to one another today. If you're feeling froggy, maybe give someone a pat on the back. They do wonders.

And have a good day!

Anonymous said...

Mummy K says thanks for the birthday wishes! ^_^

Later guys!

Anonymous said...

Whoa, well. Right speaker, too.
Did not know they did that. LOTMS version of "Prison," Frank's guitar is channeled to the left speaker, and in the studio version it's channeled to the right.

*prefers LOTMS version* :)

Come on sleepy-heads! Where are you guys?!

Sleeping? Yeah. That's what I thought.

Anonymous said...

I hope you got your presents! You have a line-up to purchase for!



Happy Birthday, Mother K!

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are you? It's Thursday. Thursdays are special, right? Sure. Me? I'm absolutely 90% myself this morning. Take that for what it's worth which means pretty much it's whatever you want me to be.

How's that for completely ambiguous this morning?

I think that's the way I will talk to people today. I will make them question my well being and sanity. I want them to look in my eyes and be utterly clueless. What is she trying to say? I'm trying to say whatever you want me to say because that's all you are going to hear, right? Fuck yes, It is.

Or maybe I will spend the day almost silent. That will fuck with heads even more than talking. What's wrong with her? Is she mad? Is she upset? Wouldn't you all like to know? No, I am fine. Isn't that what you want me to be? You really don't want to hear about how fucked up I am, do you? Fuck no, you don't.

Mayo, let's mess with people's heads today. Just to see if they have really been paying attention.

I am willing to bet that they have missed or forgotten some crucial details. And they don't even realize that we hold the last piece to our fucked up puzzle. They couldn't finish it even if they wanted to.

I must leave for work now.

Have fun.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Twisting the plot and stirring the pot.

sdock10 said...

Mummy K

Happy Birthday to YOU!!

Sorry that my mouth is so filthy. I apologize to you for that.

Anon616 said...

Good morning MIB and a big
WHOOP WHOOP!

Oh no Kass! Here I was, ready to have happy dreams of a mom and baby "Grolar" bears snuggled safely in their den and you just shot that to hell!!!!

Now I shall have nightmares of the poor ostracised "Grolar" bear......
never knowing love....
alone all his life. Shot down in his prime.... That's so depressing.

Darn you Kass, DARN YOU!
:P

Ohhh....but good luck in your GV/Mayo anonslaught endeavor!

MIB/Mustard: WHAT? (delayed reaction from yesterday)
A teacher in South Carolina has been placed on adminstrative leave for playing this song to her students/class:

Join Me In Death

You knew I was gonna do that, didn't you? ;-)
Thanks for the HIM op Mustard!!!!

Heck, I think playing HIM to students should be a requirement!

*hugs and kisses for Kass, Mustard, TJ, FASC, BC and especially Ergo's boo-boo*

Have fun today ladies/gentlemen!

Love and hugs again,
6/Wendy

farawaysoclose said...

oh i need to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY K'S MUM

i take it that it is K's mum's bd?? i am hopeless at catching up here!

ok lunch time. very hungry. off to fill my face. catch you later!

farawaysoclose said...

p.s

nice pics MIB!!

nice vid wendy!

i do appreciate all the clickable links btw if i don't always say thank you i am thinking thank you!

JocelynHolly said...

Gooood morning Starshine(s)!

I don't know who is around and who isn't. So hello everyone! =]

I'm not going to school today, I'm doing some volunteer work. In order to get our diploma, throughout our four years of high-school, we have to get 40 hours of community service a.k.a. volunteer hours. I've got 41 so far, what's stopping me from getting more? ^_^ I've been thinking alot lately about my future, and chances are I won't make it into the music industry, so I've decided I want to be a social worker. I've looked into many universities already (yes, two years left of high school), and so far, I'm going with The University of Toronto. (RW, be prepared. I'll come visit you;) lol. I'm not sure why I'm trying to hard to think about the 'after-high-school' years! It's crazy how I'm worrying about saving up money. It's honestly like nuts! lol. As that Original Punk's have stated, I apparently have an old soul, which comes in handy sometimes, and sometimes it doesn't.

Anyways, I'm off to go work outside with little kiddies for the day.

Pactum Serva.

Faith, Love, Hope.

(Just for Sdock)
*tap* *tap* *tap*
(Mayonaise, I love pushing your buttons.)

xoxo;
- 007

Anonymous said...

original_punks, gv's post would only piss you off if:

A. you have no sense of humor (which you both don't).

B. you have some grand idea of who you want Mayo to be.

JocelynHolly said...

Anonyoumous, you are the only one around, so HELLO!

*hug*

Bye! =]
<3

JocelynHolly said...

Haha I spelt anonymous wrong. OOPS!

=]

*runs before anyone catches spelling error and throws tomatoes at me*

JocelynHolly said...

And spelt is not a word. SPELLED!

elena said...

ANON

No hug from me.

Just not feeling it, you know?

Paperheart *BIG HUG*

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Anon,

Or C). Mayo is the OPs and they don't want their identity misappropriated. Go back to the 3rd Mayo post - this blog is a "50-50 split", ergo Mayo is TWO PEOPLE!!

*Twilight Zone music*

PH,

Social Worker is a very commendable aspiration but don't give up on the musical dreams. G-Way was 25 when Bullets came out and Serj Tankian was 31 when he formed System of a Down, so you're positively embryonic still.

And I've still got time to be Wimbledon champion, dammit!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Kass,

Do you think I can still be a NASCAR champion?

Think I could be the first female NASCAR champ?

Sure! Why not?

I'd run circles around those dudes.

Literally. O_O

HEY ERRBODY!!!!

Alright, I'm going back to work now. ^_^

elena said...

Good Morning Mayo, SS and Family

Well, another day begins. So what's the drama gonna be today?

Oh, here is an idea. How about no drama? Can't believe I'm looking for an uneventful day but I am. Woulnd't it be nice to just chill together? Yeah, that's so not gonna happen.

Anyway, take care people.

Mayo I'm still thinking robes would be nice.

Kassiopeia said...

Yes, S&V. Yes I do!

If Sarah Fisher, Lella Lombardi, Michèle Mouton & Danica Patrick can make it in motor racing, so can any woman.

One day I will fulfil my dream of being able to play the first 77 seconds of guitar widdling from the full version of The Stone Roses Love Spreads...

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Oh, I almost forgot:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY K'S MOM!!!!!

farawaysoclose said...

hello anyone??

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC,

I'm around, though more in body than in mind! I'm half-way through making my Plasto-Ray but I'm having a lot of problems with his guitar and I want him to be perfect - to honour his magic fingers with mine. I don't even have to give him a face, just a 'fro!

How are you and the brood?

Kass xx

farawaysoclose said...

hi kass!

we're great! well just got in from school. gotta cook tea soon. 5 yr old throwing a wobbler cos she can basically!! 2 yr old playing nintendo cos by child no 3 you don't give a shit what they do!! (i am joking erm slightly) and 8 yr old is being a teenager upstairs!!

farawaysoclose said...

oh and i'm looking forward to seeing ray!!!!

Kassiopeia said...

I got very upset once because the Mirror did a story about a 2½ year old who'd completed the 15-rated Goldeneye game. Upset because I was a fully-grown adult and I was struggling with the "Caves" level on easy!

I will have to wriggle off soon - for a blissful evening of cupcakes and OK!. I ♥ trashy gossip magazines!

Have a nice night e'erbody...

Kass xx

farawaysoclose said...

bye kass!!

don't worry i think kids these days are born with skills we weren't born with!! i think its some kind of evolution??!!

Fimble Star said...

hello people,
Hope you are all having a nice Thursday, i am cleaning the house so i am here, there and everywhere.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua I say this to you as a friend. I know you are a big girl but I feel I must say this. I have talked to you signed in sometimes and sometimes as anonymous. I hope you don't mind. I don't want to insult your intelligence.

First of all the pictures you took of th emoon were great. So was you rmovie...... and your poem, and everything you gave to Mayo. To MAYO. That's the problem.

I wish you could see how you are beign played no matter what. Either Mayo is a freaky tranny who is obsessed with you and is lying. OR Mayo is not lying and is areally a married man. If so, does hiw wife know that you are having a "gravitational constant" with him, whatever the fuck that means? The third thing is that Mayo really is Gerard Way. I think that's the thing that would hurt and humiliate you the most. because he is a fucked up individual who uses women and you KNOW that.

I just wish you would be careful who you care for. You are a talented lady and you give gifts to everybody, but when Mayo is acting sweet to you you do tend to give him MORE gifts. Just be careful and think about who he might be.

End rant.

elena said...

Hey Fimble. When you get done can you come over and clean my house?

Fimble Star said...

elena, i would totally but i have just rammed the hoover into the table and hipped it. that means i am going to be dead when my parents come home.

if you want me to chip your furniture then i will get a flight to yours and clean for you hehehe.

how is work going if you are in work?

Fimble Star said...

well i didnt hip my furniture, i chipped it. bloody keyboard

Anonymous said...

New post

Original Punk J said...
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Fimble Star said...

J, there is a new post. see you there. nice to see you

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