To a Reader
Robert Hass
I've watched memory wound you.
I felt nothing but envy.
Having slept in wet meadows,
I was not through desiring.
Imagine January and the beach,
a bleached sky, gulls. And
look seaward: what is not there
is there, isn't it, the huge
bird of the first light
arched above first waters
beyond our touching or intention
or the reasonable shore.
p.s. they are not entirely well yet...in the meantime, in others words I revel.
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 1502 Newer› Newest»What an eventful night we had--not only a party (yay SIM and Miss T, again!) but also a visit from our lovely Host and Friend, Mayo. Things like this don't happen too often, it's like a blue moon or a solar eclipse. :)
We rea;;y enjoyed the party, Family! Unfortunately I had to miss most of it due to, um, unfortunate substances. Then while I was getting dressed again after my shower, Sparkle tried to crawl into Logan's cage, and I had to rescue her, and then I got a phone call, and, well, there it went. But I had fun while I was there. ;)
Mayo, how great it was to hear you joking tonight! It's been a while since we heard you laughing, too, honey. It's a beautiful sound. Please do it some more. And thanks again for the use of the poolhouse. That was the perfect place to decompress and gain back some perspective.
I hope everyone will have a wonderful night and tomorrow. I have a dr's appt in the AM but will be back later in the afternoon, or evening. L will probably be here before that, though.
love and hope and faith
J
*looking sideways at the screen*
er...um...
this is weird.
*slips some pineapple to the dustkin*
ah, good night to you, j. ^.^
woohoo I now have a huge pink sunset on my blog !!
lol
may need to adjust it but boy it's noticeable!
goodnight J
sleep well and L too!
Alright, I think I have to bow out early guys.
Mayo, I'm taking Room 13, my lucky number. And I'm locking the door!
Gopdnight pajama partiers! See you in the morning!
-A
ooh...i'm gonna go check it out ergo!
brb
WHOA ergo.
that is some sunset!!! bee-yoo-tiful!
*calls up the stairs*
good night amyranth! sweet dreams!
goodnight amyranth!
sweet dreams
it was a smple pic in windows,I still have pics to load on here, I took some nice fungus shots so I'll see if one of them looks good
Dear SS,
Howa wre you, precious? It's been a long time since we've had a chance to sit down and talk properly. Both the Princess and I have missed you and your sweet words of comfort.
You've been on my mind a lot lately. I've wondered if you were enjoying your holiday season with your loved ones. "Real life" often prevents us from doing what we want, rather than what we must. I hope your time with family and friends has been fulfilling and restful.
You must take time for yourself, even during less hectic times. I know that you tend to push your limits, not pay attention when your body says "Time to stop." I worry about you, sweetheart, you know I do. But I trust you to rest and be still when you need to most.
You haven't made mention lately of your struggles with your friend. I assume that no news is good news? I pray that he is continuing to make progress. Remember, you are his rock, his support, his beacon. You are his strength, his wisdom, his insight. Stay strong for him. You are a fighter, my love; when things become difficult, you still push on.
And you can, because I have faith in you. I told you time and time again: you are good, you are kind, you are strong. And I believe in you with all my heart.
I should go before I talk you to sleep...please be good to yourself. Remember that when you hear a quiet voice in your ear, or feel arms holding you close, or get a warm feeling in your heart, that's me, giving you my encouragement, my strength, and my love.
My heart to yours, always.
J
Mayonaise, whatever may be going on in your life, I sincerely apologize for not being able to provide you with comforting words and gestures. I never thought today I would have to deal with death once again, but unfortunately, I had. And that is not the worst of it. The fighting within my non immediate family is. It is a damn shame, and I am very disappointed by their behavior. Good thing out of all of this is that he is no longer suffering.
I wish I could comfort you, but I am not sure if you would appreciate such a gesture. Sometimes I have the feeling that you are afraid to feel close, if possible. Is that why you almost always post only two comments? Because you fear being close with your lovelies if you had stayed much longer? As much as I have tried to be supportive, sometimes I get the feeling that you truly do not care about us and that sometimes you put out excuses when you exit the blog for the night.
If that is the case, it makes me sad that you feel that way. I will not look the other way or pretend that it does not happen. I bet sometimes you do feel that way, correct?
The strangest thing in this situation is that deep down, I wish I had your support and your hand, just like I have given you mine. It would comfort me, and hopefully, my words have comforted you as well. But maybe, you really don’t give a shit. I suppose maybe that is why most of the time you ignore me when I am at your blog.
Sometimes I wonder if you do care, or not. Sometimes I even wondered if the "Mayo" I was duking it out with months ago was actually you. This one had the same coldness, and "he" was acting like a bastard, I must say.
I wonder if it matters. Even if that was the case, I will still be here. And I will attempt to listen. Always. All my love to you. My email is open for everyone. That includes you.
Possibly, I am just being selfish. I'm really sorry.
Anonymous said...
39 words. That's all you have for the 'lovelies' you don't even know how lucky you are. I don't even know why they come back for you. 39 words most of them waited for. 39 words!
January 10, 2008 12:24 AM
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Anon, sometimes I ponder about this as well.
hey there bc. i'm going to read your blog tomorrow, if you don't mind?
you know, about that 39 words -- really, it's silly. there's like at least a half-dozen people trying to talk to him at once when he hangs out with us. he'd run himself ragged to answer every question we fire at him, you know?
i just love that he does hang out with us now. it's so cool to know he's there.
that's just me, though. i'm easy like that. :)
Squeak squeak, take your time. My blog will still be there. As for that anon comment, I am not putting too much thought into it, but I wonder sometimes about what that person said. I question everything, and to me, nothing is impossible. We have unicorns lurking here for crying out loud. Lol.
Mayonaise, I happen to enjoy posting comments at your house at this time of night. Why? No interference. Second, you allow me to bitch about anything I feel like venting, including you, which is really awesome. Lol. I do hope that my comments are not going to offend you. I am only just trying to speak my mind. I am not sure what is going to happen in the next few days. I wish I could give you a hug.
It is possible that I will not be here tomorrow, but it depends, so I will say my goodnight and sweet dreams to you. I hope you do not mind me placing a kiss to your glass jar full of Mayonaise. Take care sweetheart.
P.S. You need to please stop smoking. I had someone close to my family take a trip to the hospital due to lung cancer, all because he smoked so damn much.
Goodnight to you squeak squeak. Sweet dreams.
goodnight BC and Tj
It's funny not to have to look for your message tonight!
Mayo I know I told you befoer, but I always have your best interests at heart.I stuff around a lot but that's becuase on the whole I'm a pretty happy person, not always but pretty much everything seems to be flowing along well, or I'm just managing better, lol who knows, I think part of my problems was that I felt isolated, I am , geographically and interest wise, but here I've found some people I really like and think the same as, or if I don't I find them interesting and enjoy hearing their points of view.
I'm not saying I had nobody but not many, now I find myself feeling happy as I've been able to convrse wih "equals" as it were.
I really hope you have people in your life you feel close to like that. And you know virtually you do, though i wonder which of us you'd feel closest to in real life, not knowing what you're like really.
Anyway, wishing love, comfort, joy , heath and happiness to you and yours
Much love
xx
Good very early morning or very late night Mayo, Ergo, BC, TJ, SS (wherever he/she may be), anonymous(es) and inflatable farm animals of all shapes and sizes!
How is everyone? I see I missed a heck of a party last night. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIM and HAPPY NEW JOB to you and MISST!!!!
BC: I'm sorry for your loss :(
Mya: I'm happy to hear the good news about your dad!
OPs J & L: WELCOME HOME!!!!! Sorry I wasn't here to help with the cat carriers and bunny cages :/
Mayo: Twice a day is good; but I prefer QUALITY to QUANTITY.....
that's just me, though ;-)
Have the best day possible, all of you!
Love & Hugs to ALL,
#6
Wendy
P.P.S. When I am not throwing punches at my boxing bag(for therapeutic and emotional purposes) my next outlet for release comes in the shape of the form of me yelling at you. Why do I do that? I am not quite sure; I just think it's kinda fun yelling at you sometimes (A bit sadistic yes, but it is all in good fun) I hope you do not mind Mayonaise. Nothing against you love, but I just enjoy yelling at you ^___^
P.P.P.S. Writing at night really does help. No anons interfering or anything and I no longer give a damn about their potential criticism. Everyone is entitled to opinions and express them. Why fear and worry what others might think of you? Life is too precious and short for anything trivial as that.
Goodnight everyone. Goodnight Ergo. Goodnight Wendy and thank you for the support. I hope to see you here tomorrow. I am going to get plenty of rest as I possibly can.
Once again, Goodnight little Mayonaise.
*opens the door*
*stands in the entryway, wearing mayo's old leather jacket, hands stuffed in pockets, smiling*
bc's gone to bed (good night bc!), ergo didn't have to keep an eye out for me (thanks for taking care of me ergo!), and i'm able to be here unaided.
it feels good.
mayo,
last night, i was all fear and neediness. i had carried the increasing burden of it throughout the evening, and when it came time to say my good night to you, it came out in a rush.
i'm sorry for it if it was an unwelcome mess, but i'm a bit amazed that your words create such a sense of comforting strength to me.
we need to be connected, don't we? humans have created so many ways of drawing those connecting lines, and we're making new ways all the time, like the internet, like this blog. tenuous, almost invisible connections, but they're real aren't they?
they must be, or else why would i have reached out to you like i did last night without them? (i'm not actually delusional, so cross that off the list of possibilities, please.)
and is it this spiderthread thin connection that makes me wonder how you are, or is it just my intuition that whispers to me? either way, there's a little vague worry in my heart about you, mayo.
if the worry is right, and not just overprotectiveness, please reach out to whoever you are connected to, regardless of the thickness of the line, ok, mayo?
draw all of us in, your friends and family in this life and in your real life, and let us all comfort you and strengthen you. we want to.
and if i'm just being a worrywart again, well -- tuck this comment away in your mind, and remember it when it applies. we will still want to.
i'm going to bed now. there's no note to pin to the wall, because i've written no note. i've just been sitting here on your couch, talking to your portrait on the wall, just like i used to.
i like this.
it was so good to share some time with you tonight, and i hope you're dreaming sweetly right now, as i will be soon.
good night, mayo.
*stands and walks out the door, brushing one hand along the frame of the portrait in passing*
*still wearing the jacket, natch*
Hi Wendy!!
You misseed a good party, we'll have to have another so you can be there!
Can't stay, storm coming it seems - thunder..ah aha aha ah aha ah aha ha thunder (a la AC/DC )
lol
good ol acca dacca~!
hope you're wel, catch you tomorrow?
xx
Ergo! How did you know I had AC/DC on my mind tonight???
Creepy, very creepy....LOL!
For Ergo (who is Thunderstruck)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=zvoeeq-BH4w
Don't go play outside in the lighting Ergo ;-)
Good night again everyone!!!
Morning Mayo,
So you're not dead yet.
Sadly I can't take your post seriously - the second I see the word 'gulls' in a poem it takes me back to when 'spirited' French Man. United footballer Eric Cantona kicked a Crystal Palace fan in the crowd who was taunting him during a match, then gave a one sentence news conference, gravely telling reporters that "when the seagulls follow the trawler, it is because they think sardines will be thrown into the sea". Eh?
Classic moment in English sporting history!
Kass xx
And now I've read throught the posts...
Anonymous said:
39 words. That's all you have for the 'lovelies' you don't even know how lucky you are. I don't even know why they come back for you. 39 words most of them waited for. 39 words!
January 10, 2008 12:24 AM
What's the problem Anon? You and I both know Mayo would sell us all to the Devil for the last pack of Marlboro Reds. What he writes is irrelevant b*ll*cks, just as long as he writes something new so we can all actually load the comments page. Jeebus!
Kass xx
firstly mayo thank you for the lovely poem.
i live right by the sea and i love the beach in winter time. so scary and bleak but beautiful if you get me at all? you know when its cold and blowing a gale and you can hear the crashing of waves, it makes you feel very small. i think thats necessary though, puts everything into perspective.
hope you are good mayo and it was nice to read your comments. i'm not around much for the parties that occur in your house, damn that time difference! i tend to arrive when most have headed to their rooms and i get to witness the mess they have left!!
god those girls know how to party!!
so thank you mayo for all of this.
SS wherever you are i hope you are well and happy.
and to you lot of party animals that are known as the blogbelieve family hope your heads aren't too sore in the morning!!
you had me laughing so much reading through your comments!!
so i'm off to toddler group with my 2 year old!! i'll come back with a headache i usually do!! its fine having one pretty placid 2 year old to deal with, its easy really and alot of fun cos he's so cute. but a room full of other peoples is pretty wearing!! crying, tantrums (cos thats what 2 yr old do!)and plenty of snot!! oh yeh and 2 yr olds don't share well and they all want that fucking train!! you get me??........*groan*
but it has to be done i suppose!!
so love to all have wonderful days (is that remotely possible in the real world??) well i'm being inspirational so just try ok!!
catch you later.
kass i think we are quite disimilar!! ha ha! but hey thats all good!
and hey me man utd fan eric cantona!! fucking great!
my cat at the time was named after him eric catona. yeh seriously!
have a good day kass.
You too FASC!
Eric Catona.
*Groans*
My friend Jo had a "Mandu", as in "Kat(h)Mandu", and a "Ceefur", as in "'C' for 'Cat'".
Kass xx
Mayo,
How are you? I hope you are well. Me? I'm exactly the same as yesterday....whatever that means. I am sorry that I missed your visit last night, but I think I overindulged on the porch. So, I made myself go on to bed. When I woke up this morning, I literally got up on the wrong side of the bed. I am hoping like hell that doesn't mean I will spend my day doing things backassward.
So, now I have my corner back and I feel like I have nothing essential to say. Is my tongue tied or am I feeling out of sorts? Who can tell? I will just give it a try. My heart wants to tell you thank you for everything again. My heart wants to remind you how special this place is. My heart wants to show you all the love that is here. My heart wants to believe that we can all help and heal each other. My heart needs to let so much go....does yours? My heart hurts, but it is full.
My wish for you today is that you are able to feel everything that I am trying to tell you....even if I suck at finding the words this morning.
So off to work, I drag. Errr...You have no idea how much I just want to situate myself and stay.
Feel me?
How totally creepy is it to see my name in beautiful, blogger blue?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. My heart listens and hears you.
MAYO!!!!!
Yes, I yell because I can.
Oh, my good God.
The one time I go to bed early all hell breaks loose on the porch! How dare you guys party without me!
And by the way...the top drawer of my bedside table is OFF LIMITS. The rest is fair game. Just clean up, okay?
That's where you hid my mirror isn't it? You sonfofayouknow what?!?!?!? Well, I gots like plenty more so you keep it, okay? I know you love'em almost as much as me.
And just in case it's not my mirror.......ewwwwwww. O_O
Clean up? Come on, Mayo. Can't we hire somebody to do that? You have a friggin' castle for crying out loud. Surely you have a staff of like thirty or so......right?
I'm sorry I missed you last night. Hopefully, I'll catch you peeking out from time to time today and I'll show you my Miss America wave. ^_~
Hugs and kisses to you, Mayo-man.
XOXO,
Princess
P.S. - You wouldn't happen to want an extra copy of The Misfits cd? Cuz I gots like bunches somehow.........X_X
Mayo said:
And by the way...the top drawer of my bedside table is OFF LIMITS. The rest is fair game. Just clean up, okay?
Porn or marijuana?
Just for you:
AvenueQ meets Anime
Enjoy!
Kass xx
OMG, I almost forgot to ask you.
What exactly is it that you prefer twice a day?
You leave that open for all kinds of interpretation, ya know?
Ok, gotta go work now. Have a fantabulous day, Mayo and all of BlogBelieve!
Love ya!
XOXO,
Princess
Another Effin' P.S. - SS? Are you out there somewhere? Can you hear me? We miss you!
Hope you're doing okay, Flash. ^_^
ha ha kass.
great cat names. my friend had a dog and she was going to call in 'fugly' cos it really was fucking ugly!! bless. but she didn't in the end!
oh and the internet is really good for porn!!
i had to age verify for that. do you think mayo is over 18yrs old?? haha!
yeh no one asked him what he prefers twice a day??
i'm trying to think what it might be other than sex obviously.
twice a day though mayo?? who has time??
First, Fimble.
Thank you for saying hello for me! I appreciate it!
Secondly, how fucking good does it feel to be back IN the house? Nothing like the comforts of home.
Thirdly, who the hell knew Mayo had it him to be so nasty ;) I laughed, Mayo. And that takes a little effort, especially today. I laughed. Thanks for that. Good to see your tight self loosening just a tad.
And I'm not even going to ask what you prefer twice a day. But, the poem gives me hope, hope for you, not for me. I know all too well what it feels like to not have any words to say. I'm always reduced to finding someone elses. Sometimes it's the only thing I have.
Bandage them up and put 'em back in the game. When you're ready, let them spew.
That was my first though, FASC!
Just twice, Mayo?
You sure? Cause, you know, if it's good then.........nevermind. ^_^
Good morning Mayo
I promise to be good today and no more peering in windows. Of course I don't need to today because I'm in the house. So I'll just go over to my corner and be good.
Notice I'm not promising about tomorrow. Cause if I get locked out again....
Oh, and it was really nice you chatted last night. But really you should have mentioned about that drawer before. Oh well, nothing shocks me at my age. Well, almost nothing there is that box under the bed. Still remember I promised not to tell. You make me smile Mayo-Man. Have a wonderful day. I'm off to start mine but just had to say hello.
The only other option is bowel movement and I, for one, hope it's neither.
Because, Do Not Want, and all of that :)
Or it could be a burger, maybe a slice of pizza. A cold beverage. A shower (there's a thought). A massage. A hug. The list is endless, I suppose.
Mayo, don't say what it is. I'm not sure I really want to know, like I said ;)
Mayo,
I see I missed you last night. Hope you didn't mind all the partying going on. From the looks of things, it got pretty wild! I had to squeeze in here through the cleaning crew that is still here and there was a dump truck parked out front. I've been told that not all the test results have come back yet from forensics, so no one is able to breathe easy just yet. Let's keep our fingers crossed, shall we?
Does anyone else, besides me, have the greatest curiosity about what Mayo eats for breakfast?!
I just wanna know simply because I feel Mayo should jumpstart his day with a healthy feast. It's bugging me actually.
Maybe we could find this out?
Mayo?
Mayo??
Mayo???
Well, obviously it ain't grits, eggs and bacon cause he sure as hell didn't fix my any!
By the way, Mayo, I'm starving here. Just so you know.
I know, I'm supposed to be working......
Arrggghhhh!!!!
Good morning everyone.
Sorry i missed the party, i love a good party.....wink....wink.
I bet Mayo eats The Breakfast of Champions - Wheaties! Umm, or is Cheerios the breafast of champions?
I'll cook you some grits and eggs Princess - and not those nasty instant grits either! And bacon too, if you don't mind VEGAN bacon ;-)
Clearly it's 'w*nk', no-one else remember this?
p.s. I wrote all of this with my hand in my pants.
Posted by Mayonaise at Friday, September 07, 2007
And I don't think he eats bacon for breakfast - all the people I know who are inclined to quote poetry on a regular basis are veggies...
Just generalising wildly!
Kass xx
Anon616 said...
I bet Mayo eats The Breakfast of Champions - Wheaties! Umm, or is Cheerios the breafast of champions?
'Sex' is the 'Breakfast of Champions' if motor racing legend James Hunt is to be believed!
Kass xx
Kassanova said...
Clearly it's 'w*nk', no-one else remember this?
p.s. I wrote all of this with my hand in my pants.
Posted by Mayonaise at Friday, September 07, 2007
And I don't think he eats bacon for breakfast - all the people I know who are inclined to quote poetry on a regular basis are veggies...
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That's why there's VEGAN bacon, Kass!!!!
Ohhhh.......and that's what Mayo prefers twice a day.....
Well, I'm still going with Quality vs Quanity ;-)
Hi and bye PJ, Mya, X_X, Elena.....everyone else!
I wouldn't think bacon either.
I'm thinking *taps chin*....
Maybe some Fruit Loops with a slice of toast, half of a grapefruit, and some OJ.
That seems healthy, aside from all the sugar, but we like our Mayo sweet ;)
*and this is what I come up with just as soon as I get back into Mayo's*
*hangs head in shame*
Kassanova said...
'Sex' is the 'Breakfast of Champions' if motor racing legend James Hunt is to be believed!
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Well heck, I NEED to start eating breakfast again :D
grits make me throw up in my mouth a little.
mushy crappiness.
god kass i was reading some old ones recently and i read that one!
I wrote all of this with my hand in my pants.
he was much angrier then wasn't he? well he didn't know us at all. i guess he wanted to shock us a little. little did he know then we aren't shocked that easily!
oh look this is what he has for breakfast!
"Here's to the literal definition of obvious."
I woke up too late, rolled out of bed and into the bathroom. Tried to piss but, as usual, my morning anatomy wouldn’t allow the release. Fifteen minutes, a cigarette, and a cup of coffee later, and I was free flowing. My shower was too hot and the pressure was too low. Using a white cotton hotel towel I dried myself off. I pulled my pants on one leg at a time, and then pulled my t-shirt over my head. Breakfast consisted of dry toast, a banana, and two more cups of coffee. I spent the rest of my day pulling words out of my ass for fuckers who could really give two shits.
p.s. sign it on the dotted line.
posted by Mayonaise at 21:27 on 13-Sep-200
i think like most men he is a tad obsessed with his dick!
Ok, I've never tried VEGAN bacon but I'll give it a shot.....
I'm from the South. I can't help it. We are born this way.
Shoot it, stuff it or marry it!
Trouble is, I think I got it mixed up and I married it first. >_<
GRITS!!!! NOOOOO!!!!
Not if they're cooked right.
Now oatmeal. That's gross.
Love him forever because of this gif, I will.
Anonymous said...
grits make me throw up in my mouth a little.
mushy crappiness.
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Anonymous: someone is not cooking your grits properly ;-)
'And he, he would play that scene
once only, once and a half, and tell himself
that he was going to carry it for a very long time
and that there was nothing he could do
but carry it. He went out onto the porch, and listened
to the forest in the summer dark, madrone bark
cracking and curling as the cold came up.
It’s not the story though, not the friend
leaning toward you, saying 'And then I realized—,'
which is the part of stories one never quite believes.
I had the idea that the world’s so full of pain
it must sometimes make a kind of singing.
And that the sequence helps, as much as order helps—
First an ego, and then pain, and then the singing.'
Clever Mayo.
You still here Far? I am not supposed to be, but I snuck in...
Blogger ate my comment!!!
Damnit!
Yoda,
I have to say, that is one of the sweetest things.
Makes me want to call him "Precious" and "Sugar-Dumpling".
He really is.
Yoda:
That is the sweetest Conan hug I've ever seen!!! Can we have a collective AWWWWW........
hey lewis!!
for about 5 mins more then off to pick my girlies up!
where is that passage from?
Mayo, I just wrote out a comment for you. Hit 'publish' and POOF it was gone. What the hell?
What did I say? Oh well, it was about the party, your post, your bedside drawer and the 'twice a day' thing.
Either way, I'm sad I missed you and the party.
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SS, where are you?!
Far!! Sorry, had a fangilr moment! Hello you!
Robert Hass -Faint Music
Awww, Yoda, I love that gif. Frank is such a sweetie.
i love that one yoda. frankie is so endearing.
gerard looks embarrassed to even shake the mans hand and then frankie runs in for a hug! lovely!
I thought it was a cute gif too! He's so affectionate. Hard not to love that.
Genuine in everything he does, he is.
appropriate lewis!!
you fan girl you!!!
X_X said...
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GRITS!!!! NOOOOO!!!!
Not if they're cooked right.
Now oatmeal. That's gross.
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See Anonymous! Grits should not be mushy. Mushy grits is a NO-NO!
You know what's worse than Oatmeal X_X; when you're in the hospital and mistake mushy hospital grits FOR oatmeal and put SUGAR on them -
YUK!!!!!
I can't remember the gif where Frankie kisses someone, a host? It's from a t.v. show or gig I think?
Yoda? Ya know which one I'm talking about??
ha ha i've taken a photo of myself like that before yoda and missed the top of my head off too!
lewis frankie kisses gerard on some chat show thing. i think thats what you're thinking of.
I know Far, kinda embarassing sometimes huh?
Na na na na na Frankie!
Grits? Eew. I thought he said he ate some toast and a banana?
Tried to piss but, as usual, my morning anatomy wouldn’t allow the release. Fifteen minutes, a cigarette, and a cup of coffee later, and I was free flowing.
See, w*nk!
Kass xx
P.S. But do not fret, I will continue to come, play along, and put on my best fake face., i.e. Everything Mayo tells us is a lie!
I'm not a big fan of the grits.
I just ate a banana. Yummy.
You don't remember which Far? I'm sure we must have Noted it to each other at least four times??
Not sure, Lewis.
Kisses Gerard on the same Conan show, he does.
fuck gotta go guys!
nice having a mini chat with you lewis!
i'm off a running to pick my kids up!
mummy is gonna be late again!
I think I hate literal bananas, but flavored as such (other than candy -who thought of that!? Eew!) isn't so bad.
I love how he grabs Gee's head as he moves in for the kiss. Frankie loves Gee so much. Awwww.
Hello Lewis, Faraway, Anima....
I really, really must go now. Try not to miss me too much - haha!
Thanks for the pictures Yoda!
Love & Hugs to All,
#6
Wendy
Bye Far! Loves!
you're good yoda!!
thats the one!
right i'm really going!!
Bye FASC!
Lewis, I know a lot of people that feel the same way.
You found it Yoda! I think that is from Conan too!
agree anima!
i am so gone!!!
Bye Wendy. Good to see you!
Bye Anon616! Be safe Far! Talk with ya soon! <3
-Anima, you don't eat banana flavored candy though right? Cuz that's just nasty.
Hi Yoda my sweetums,
But surely you'd love him forever anyway?
Frankie-love is unconditional, unlike Gerard-love which depends on not wanting to slap him at that particular moment!
Kass xx
Lewis, I have been know to eat a banana laffy taffy or two in the past.
Sorry guys, I need to run out too.
Love to everyone.
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Mayo, I'm still not sure about your 'p.s':
they are not entirely well yet...in the meantime, in others words I revel.
I understand the reveling, but 'they are not entirely well yet' concerns me.
Take care, Mayo. I hope to catch you around the next time.
Oh lord Anima. Yuck. I loathe those very candies. I don't know how they did it, but they managed to make every single colored candy taste the same (eewy) except for the yellow bananas! Have a few miniture Reeses on me! They have more peanut butter. I swear.
Kassanova - I think he likes the slapping.
Bye Anima! Be well!
I have to say goodnight too, I don't know where Yoda went? But thanks to her (uhh him? I am not sure!) for the kissy gif! Kisses are always welcome! Especially from that particular shorty!
Night everyone. Mayo, Ss - I hope you are both well. Goodnight or good morning!
-L
*opens the door and walks in*
Hello Mayo and Family!
Guys, what the hell happened outside? It’s like…
Oh God…
*looks around in disbelief*
It seems we had a wild party yesterday….
*walks into the living room cautiously*
…AND I WASN’T HERE! DAMNED TIMEZONE …
Anyway, nice poem Mayo. It’s good to hear from you, my friend.
But I have to tell you, well…you know…maybe you should have told us about that drawer BEFORE….
Oh, don’t worry my dear, we won’t tell anybody about it. You know you can trust us…
Welcome back OPs! I missed you ladies!
And Mya, I really hope your father is better today!
Well guys, have a great day everyone and don’t forget to call the cleaner!
*walks toward the door and falls over an empty glass*
SHIT!
*stands nonchalantly as if nothing happened*
Yeah, we DEFINITELY need a cleaner!!
Catch you later!
Love you all
*HUGS & KISSES*
PS: SS, I miss you, my friend
Would like to know what a berk is, yoda would.
Believe S&V20 is talking to her after deleting her before, she can't.
Shocked by it, Frankie is.
Nope, I totally missed whatever the hell that was, Yoda.
O_O
you deleted me on your blog a couple of weeks ago. distraught, I was.
not happy about it, frankie was.
good morning mayo!
good morning blogsibs!
just stopping in simply because i can! :D
*pirouettes in the center of the room*
...but now i have to go getdressed for work. *sigh*
see you all later!
*waves and leaves, humming "conquest" by the white stripes*
It is fucking hilarios and it makes me so happy that Mayo totally ignored Kapunuas 'gift'. Hahaaaaaaa I kknew you would, Mayo. You don't take her shit in your house, good for you. I'm proud of you, Mayo. I hope SS follows your lead when it comes to her.
That's all I had to say.
What do you mean, Anonymous?
Would like to know what a berk is, yoda would.
Believe S&V20 is talking to her after deleting her before, she can't.
No, I meant, I don't know what this means.
I won't delete nice comments on DM, Yoda. Promise.
Get raunchy and they're gone. That's just the way it is.
I'm pretty sure SS doesn't follow anyone's lead, Anonymous.
just giving my kassy friend a hard time for putting berk instead of jerk.
My meaning is so obvious. Kapunua tried so hard to get Mayo's attantion and obviously because of how she really is, he is finished with her.
Judging by how she insulted SS the night he was here and his anger to her that night, I say he is done with her, too. If not then he is TOO nice.
My meaning is so obvious. Kapunua tried so hard to get Mayo's attantion and obviously because of how she really is, he is finished with her.
Judging by how she insulted SS the night he was here and his anger to her that night, I say he is done with her, too. If not then he is TOO nice.
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
My meaning is so obvious. Kapunua tried so hard to get Mayo's attantion and obviously because of how she really is, he is finished with her.
Judging by how she insulted SS the night he was here and his anger to her that night, I say he is done with her, too. If not then he is TOO nice.
She never insulted him and he never lashed out in anger toward her.
Then I guess you missed her saying he was a liar and him saying that it hurt him and was a slap in the face.
If he can forgive her he is too good and she doesn't deserve his niceness.
Mayo has already written her off.
I said what I had to say.
PEACE
Hello Anonymous @11:53, thank you for your opinion, but I believe only SS would be in a position to say whether or not Kapunua insulted him and I suspect he probably felt more hurt than insulted.
What are you referring to? What happened between Kapunua and SS? And when?
I never saw her call him a liar.
Anonymous @12:00,
How can you, in good conscience, exhibit so much hostility, malice and venom for another person and yet speak of peace?
Gotcha, Yoda.
hey guys, i know your throwing you opinions in but i really think SS is the only one who can tell people how he is feeling.
Maybe if you wait for SS to return and then you can ask him directly.
Good advice, FS. I agree.
Anon @ 11:49, that was a nice statement.
Forgiveness does take strength and does not make someone weak or TOO nice.
Yep, I agree with you guys.
SS is the only one to say yea or nay.
I, personally, don't see where the Anons are coming up with this,"SS and Mayo are mad! Especially at Kapunua!" If someone could be so kind as to NICELY point that out to me, that would be appreciated.
And if you can't, shut the fuck up about it.
If he can forgive her he is too good and she doesn't deserve his niceness
Are you outside of your mind? SS has been more than nice to us. No one here deserves that niceness over the next person. Everything he's done has been completely unselfish.
Then I guess you missed her saying he was a liar and him saying that it hurt him and was a slap in the face
Yeah, I did miss this. So please go back and trudge through 4000 comments, post it here, and tell me where the hell it happened.
Yoda are you still here? you missed the party!
How are you? Hehehe you make me laugh.
How is everyone else?
hey sim, how are you
i am very well thanks, just going out to walmart so that will be fun. i will catch you later ok
xx
Fimble where were you all lastnight?
I stayed up for you and mayo and you didnt appear till Mayo posted :(
Hope you have a nice day ..
Hi Mayo,
Good to see you in a jovial mood, sweetie.
I prefer it twice a day
Oooer!
Hehe....thanks for sharing that. Chance would be a fine thing!
I like the poem; need to read it a few more times I think, but thanks.
I confess I did once peek in the drawer.....jeez!
Not sure if them not being entirely well is good or bad. 'Well' can be boring,eh?
Happy reveling!
SS:
I always miss you when you visit. Just wanted to say I hope all is well and that one day I manage to catch you. Love to you and yours!
Congatulations to SIM on the job and Kapunua on the sash.
Condolences to BC and Mya hope your dad is feeling better soon.
Hope all injuries and woes are soon far away!
Good to see you OP's.
Take Care everyone!
Good morning/afternoon evening. DG, thank you for the condolences. You are one of many great friends here. Thank you *hugs*
How is everyone?
Hey guys, Mayo, SS, lurkers.
I just want to apologize, yet again, for being an ass. This week has, for some reason, been terrible. And I'm sorry for taking that out on you guys, Anons included.
I hope everyone is well
Hey there Mustard. How are you?
hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how is everyone? *hugs*
thanks for the new post mayo, but a poem? I´m not good in interpreting english poems, shame on me I know ^^
You lookin' at me?
Yeah, you're lookin' at me. *snicker*
SIM, sorry I missed your partay, I am. Forgive me?
i looked up mayo's poem by Robert Hass, it's called "In Praise of Grief". Robert Hass said "the poem was written to comfort someone enduring private suffering. The argument is that pain teaches us what we value".
hey everybody, how's it going?
i see we had the drama llama anon back in here. they watch too many soap operas, i think.
i'm killing some time...er...participating in time with delight (as my philosophy prof used to prefer saying) at the library after work!
hi toujours, how are you? *hugs* we have snow, or better we had really hollywood snow yesterday ;)
Hello hello my dear pixie. How are you? *hugs* Hi there squeak squeak. Hope you're doing well. Hello there Yoda.
thank you for that information, anon.
i have to admit i was so distracted by having company last night, and by the excitement of actually being here when mayo posted, that i didn't read the poem as closely as i usually do.
i've been making up for that now.
(i'm sorry, mayo. you know how much i love poetry!)
Thank you for that information anon.
hi bc! hope you're feeling better?
hi there pixie! welcome back! do you know that i liked that picture on your christmas blog (the one of the snow and the purple sky) so much i made it into my desktop picture?
thank you!
Hi squeak squeak, I'm a little tired, but I'm hanging in there. Thanks for asking *hugs*
i'm glad to hear that, bc.
*squeezy hug back*
I´m fine bc how are you?
thanks toujours, it´s great to be back, it was a long time, i was here on monday but the other days I wasn´t in the right mood, to much going on in my life... ^^
wow honestly? your desktoppicture? wow :)
well, it's good to see you again, pixie, that's for sure. and yep! on my computer! it reminds me of my childhood in montana -- winters looked a lot like that.
where was the picture taken?
*Squeezy hugs squeak squeak back*
Pixie, I'm doing okay, a bit tired. I didn't tell you? Yesterday morning one of my family members passed away. I wrote a blog about it.
@toujours: the picture was taken last year near Jyväskylä in Finland...
@bc: Oh I didn´t know, Im´sorry...
Robert Hass said "the poem was written to comfort someone enduring private suffering. The argument is that pain teaches us what we value".
i agree with this, actually. i think that everything i've experienced, good and bad, is what makes me who i am today. if i like myself (and i have to admit that usually i do), then i have to be grateful to the hardships i've experienced as much as the gifts i've received.
that's in hindsight, of course. it's difficult to be grateful when you're in the process of experiencing something hard.
still, a good thing to write a poem about.
"The argument is that pain teaches us what we value".
Ain't it the truth?
that's very cool, pixie. i showed it to my ex last night, and was bragging a bit!
"yes, and this picture was a christmas gift from my friend in finland"
*superior look*
^__^
(he was impressed!)
awww toujours you´re a sweetie *hugs* :)
Hello everybody!
How are you girls?
Thanks pixie. Mayonaise, I suppose you posted a poem at the right moment. Who knows if you were lurking? I am not sure whether or not I should thank you because who knows who the poem might be addressed to. All I know is that possibly you need some comfort. Maybe that is why the title is as it is.
Hello hello pancake-zilla. How are you? Lol
hey siobhan! :D
siobhan sweetie, how are you???? long time no see *hugs*
do you know what I wanted to tell you since ages???? I love knackwurst ;)
Hello BC! I'm fine. How are you?
Do you feel a bit better today? *hugs*
Siobhan-san, that's good. I feel a bit better, just a bit tired. Thank you for asking *hugs*
Yoda!!!! Your back!!! I have probably missed you again but of course i forgive you, your a sweet little yoda, Frank would forgive so i shall too :)
Me too, Pixie. Hello darling!
I love, love, love Knackwurst!
Hi there, Toujours!
Hey there BC how are you today?
siobahn, you've been totally cracking me up with all your pancake love these last few days. XD
hi there shame in me. :)
*rubs your head, again*
Hi Toujours!! Rub away! here, hold still a second....
*shame rubs head all over toujours in one swift motion* hehehe
Woooo, im dizzy after that hehe
hi sim how are you?
Yoda are you still here? :/
I wish you had your own blog so i could visit you.
Why dont you make one?
We get it, BC, you think this poem Mayo posted was meant for you.
Hi pixie love!
You missed the party yesterday hehe it was fun. Im a bit tired today.
Dont think i will be on here for very long as i am tired & I want a little break from Mayos.
How are you?
*shame rubs head all over toujours in one swift motion*
*heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee!*
it tickled! :D
now i feel fully all lucked up!
that's with an L, see. Lucked up.
don't be go reading that wrong.
Hello there Pancakey-zilla :)
How are you my greedy little pancake scoffer?
Mayonaise,
this poem says a lot. It gives me hope to look forward to the future. It makes me feel really.. different? Thank you for the new blog. You truly are an angel. I'm not handing over my wings just yet. *winks*
How are you today Mayo? Good, I hope? I was reading back to last nights first hundred or so comments; why can't we go in your nightstand drawer? ;) Do you have.. unmentionables in there? I bet you do!! Don't worry, I guess if you are of legal age, that's alright. We'll let it slide this time...
I'm signing up for guitar lessons. I was going to try and do it like self-taught and all, but it's hard. I've already broken a string. It was fun changing it, especially since it's an electric. While I was doing that last night, I thought to myself, "Maybe some strings in MY life are broken. I better fix them soon!" Basically, I compared my life to my guitar. Believe me, it brought soo many thoughts to my head. Sometimes, I think that I over think. Do you think that is possible Mayonaise, to over think? I think it is. Thoughts lead to thoughts, that leave to other thoughts, that leave me depressed.
Anyways, I will not be on tonight, I must go to work. Possibly make another puppet?
Hugs&Kisses dear Mayonaise,
Keep the laughter coming =]
- 007
<3
P.S. SS, hugs and kisses for you too.
P.P.S. Prof. Anon; my test is awaiting you on my blog.. mmkay? =]
yes I know sim, what a pity :( but I went to bed before 1am, so the party was too late for me... miss t told me there would be a party... but damn timezones again. I bet you had a great party or?
awww there´s my fave teenager, how are you paperheart? *hugs*
hahaha toujours i read it correct the first tikme, went back and read it again and fucked it up hahaha
When it starts to tingle and tickle thats when you know you are luckied up hehe :)
Hehe you will be like Mario when he gets that star and can go super fast and sparkly hehe
Anon @ 2:47 I was not thinking that at all. I just find it comforting :/
Yes it was great Pixie, Me and Miss T streaked and then a party sheep ate my tutu, and me and OPL had a food fight hehe and i climbed up mayos drainpipe cause he was filming us haha it was funny the rest of the night is all a bit hazy pixie ;)
Shame in me, Yoda is funny isn't she?
How are you my lovely daughter? *hugs*
Hey Pixie!
I am good, how're you? I must leave in 10 minutes to go back to my last class. *sigh* Then work tonight.. *rolls eyes*
How are you today?*HUG*
Hehe you will be like Mario when he gets that star and can go super fast and sparkly hehe
that would be fantastically cool! i'm going to try that. i am.
>.<
=.=
not working yet.
hi paperheartxx! *hughughughughughughughughughug*
damn I missed all the fun sim! :(
i´m ok paperheart....
Im ok BC im not here for long am just watching a few videos on youtube and then i will be gone, decided to have some time out. Glad you are a little better, sorry for leaving abruptly on aim you werent replying and my neck was hurting bad :/
Toujours!! I left you a comment on your blog! *HUG*
<3
hahaha toujours you have to run on the spot for awhile till your legs are no longer legs they are a continous blur and then...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
O_o hehe
Pancakes are the best! They keep me from eating SIM! hehe
Shame in me, last night I was tired, so that was why I didn't respond back on AIM. I just wanted to go to sleep after everything that had happened. I'm really sorry.
Hello my young grasshopper. How are you? *hugs*
Pixie, is something the matter? *hug*
Pancake-zilla, eventually, you will eat SIM again. Just you wait. Lol ^___^
paperheartxx, i just read it!
stage 9?!?
omigosh.
*deeeeeeeeeeep bow*
till your legs are no longer legs they are a continous blur
er, shame in me, that sounds kinda painful...
BBBBBBCC!, I am good! About to leave soon though. How are you?
*HUUUUUUUG*
Toujours, three stages left!
Hey SIM! *hug*
Hi PH!
Hi SIM(roast)! Hahaha!
Hey Siobhan!! <3
oh man, just three stages? i really don't feel ready for that, paperheartxx.
but i trust you, o my hug fu master.
*deep bow*
@paperheart:
I hate 2008, in this one and a half week, I got sick (and it can come back), my friend told me she couldn´t move in ( she wanted to take the room my flatmate has at the mo) so I have to find a new appartment till the end of the month and I nearly lost my job on monday....
I have enough ^^
(i think i've managed to misspell my name in about half my comments today. what a chowderhead.)
You nearly lost your job, Pixie?
Wow, damn! What happened?
Toujours, it'll be a long and bumpy journey, but you will get through it! =]
Pixie, awh! 2008 started off really shitty for me as well. I hope that you get better, and that you don't get sick again! Just be thankful that you didn't lose your job, because that would've sucked! What I said to toujours was for something totally different, but i know that you'll get through this! *HUUUUG*
oops! my time is almost up! gotta go!
mayo, i'll be back! now that i'm corporeal you can't get rid of me!
see you guys later!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
I am off for now.
Pixie, when you feel down, and it feels like someone is hugging you, that is me hugging you with my mind! ;) *hug*
Love you all;
- 007
<3
I am okay young grasshopper. Thank you for asking *hugs* Pixie, you almost lost your job? Are you okay?
All my hugs and love to squeak squeak and my little grasshopper. Take care guys. I am looking forward to squeak squeak achieving the level 9 in Hug Fu *bows head* ^_^
Hahahah chowder head!!! your so funny toujours!!!
Siobhan!! Stop looking at me with those Hungry eyes
Bc no need to apologise. Love to you
Blogger, you suck!!! Deleted my comment that took me ages to write grrrrr.... try again :(
Hi paperheart :)
"Pixie, when you feel down, and it feels like someone is hugging you, that is me hugging you with my mind! ;) *hug"
awww that´s so sweet thanks paperheart *hugs* Ünearlystartcrying*
Oh well siobhan, my boss just told me he couldn´t continue my contract because of the budget. I have a good relationship to my boss and his wife and I also babysitt their 2 girls sometimes. I bet I looked so down and desperate (i was still a lil bit sick, on ly had the flathunt in mind) so he called me in the evening saying I´m his best worker and he´ll find a way to keep me. and he found, thank god....
I´ms till thinking about going back to germany in summer....
Byr Toujours!
Bye PH!
PS: Toujours I forgot to thank you for your e-mail! Unfortunately, it got eaten by my spam software :-(
before I could read it!
I've got hungry eyes...
Kapunua
Hey Kapunua hope you are well and that you are feeling a little better :)
Have you ever heard this?
Beautifullness
Its a cover of Kanye West's Stronger by the amazing 30STM.
Its perfectly improved and a must listen :)
Thanks shame in me. Blogger is a fucking asshole, isn't it? Sometimes it does not show all of the comments on the blogs. My fucking G button on my keyboard does not want to work either :/
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