Shame Folded Neatly
The closet was dark, and the air stale.
I waited until I could no longer hear
the breathing, and cracked open the door.
It took several seconds for my eyes to begin
to adjust to the light; I had been hidden
for several hours, most of the night.
And each breath you withhold, while still
sat across the room, arms crossed, and waiting
is released into the center of the room. I hear you
now your image becomes shadow, then curved line,
then hair, cheeks, eyes, lips, and my racing heart
is released into the center of the room. I hear you
I am fully admitted and betrayed
by the vibrations of that persistent organ
pounding in my ears and of that accidental welcome.
You alight beside me
relieving me of my guard, and returning
my promise of faith.
I thought I had waited long enough, but instead you held fast to your claim that I would emerge faithfully back into the room. And of course, I did. Not yet ready to face our lost time. And the screaming, long since dulled against the cold green plaster walls now cracked by our words thrown hard, aimed at heads and hearts, but missing. In the center of this room all that remains is heated breath and pounding heart. And the two of us are searching our thoughts, and desperately trying to string together enough words to reconnect.
p.s. sometimes in the moment we are unable to see the forest for the trees.
"Yes, I do." so now, back to that question...
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«Oldest ‹Older 2001 – 2200 of 2215 Newer› Newest»OP J, you know what I'm thinking? I'm thinking that someone must hate Mayo so much, that they try to fool us by pretending it's actually him. How paranoid does that sound? O_o
By the way, is there a Frank doll? :)
Hey Mustard, I didn't intend to leave you out, honey, how are you doing? I'm kinda surprised to see you over here with so many comments on the page. But YAY that you ARE here!
BC, I'm doin' ok, thank you. And yourself?
J
I do wonder about Bob sometimes and hope he is ok. Fans don't seem to get told anything about this band anymore-excluding private lives of course.
I just wish him all the very best. He always makes me smile during interviews-he gives the impression that he is hearing the others speak for the 1st time.
there is a Frank Ray Mikey and Gerard
no BC I said Jocks which are undies
hit start and you'll get a list of people
This person doesn't necessarily have to hate Mayonaise, BC. It was just a joke.
Siobhan, they actually had that? O_o
You know, part of me didn't want to look for a Frank doll. They always give him the old hair and the Xs over the eyes. :P
No doll can do the real thing justice.
J
*breathes a sigh of relief* Thanks Ergo. I thought I didn't hear that right. Siobhan-san, yeah. I'm going to go use that stardoll thing
Does anyone know if we can post those here?
OP J, that's good to hear. I'm doing okay, just nibbling on some food and watching Charmed. I'm gonna go use that stardoll thing for fun :)
Eliza I agree he has a really wicked sense of humour, I'd love to know if his wrists are healing allright, I suppose we'll find out when they start the next tour.
OH MY GOD !!!!
YOU CAN DRESS DAVID TENNANT!!!
WHERE'S MARTHA!!!
Does the real Gerard have those hideous scarfs and this ugly skull bag? If only he would be so muscular in real life, hehe! I think here the wish was father to the thought!
BTW, when DO they start the next tour? Don't they have some dates this month?
And Bob was supposed to have surgery on his wrists, right? I know he's been doing physical therapy for them.
He's such a cool dude. Much better drummer than most guys out there.
J
It looks like you can save them but you may need to join
J the Frank doll has optional X's he does look quite cute, and the gerard doll looks cheeky
Hello BC
The very mention of Charmed brings Julian MacMahon to my mind. It was never the same when he left.
He is very special.....
Another tour? You're kidding!
I think Julian looked awful in Nip/Tuck. Those plucked eyebrows. Eewwwwww!!!
Aw Ergo, cute Frank and cheeky Gerard. How's the hair?
J
haha gerard has black pants showing red polka dot boxers!
Eliza, I agree. Julian is a handsome man. I have only been watching Charmed for about a year, but his character as Cole is quickly becoming one of my favorites.
Siobhan-san, unfortunately, he does have those ugly rags and that skull bag. And guess what? According to stardoll, his real name is David Anthony Passaro! Lmao!
XD XD
OP J, I read that they are supposed to start a tour on the 22nd of this month, and apparently, it's a world tour that's gonna hit 60 cities. Unfortunately, there's not much info to go on.
Only thing I know is that there are some confirmed dates for South America
Ergo, lol. I was just putting those pants on him too lol.
I have him dressed in a black shirt, those black pants, and a leather motocycle jacket, and those black boots :D
I am trying to find the Frank doll, but no such luck
What? He really has those things? Ahahahaaa! I wouldn't want to be caught dead with this crap.
Who's his stylist? Fired!
Gerard can have blonde or black, Franks hair is short and hanging over one side (he does look a little Pete Wentz though) and he has the most normal clothing!
BC click "stardolls" at the top and go down "musicians" and click "more musicians" adn he's added to the list
Gerard looks gay.
Siobhan, sadly, yeah, he has those ugly accessories on his wardrobe. His stylist should be fired indeed! Lol
Ergo, thank you!
Yowzah, a world tour!
Ooh, I hope they come to Tennessee. Or Georgia. Or even North Carolina. We saw them on PR four times, but I would love to see a full-fledged MCR show. Cool!
J
Anon at 2:15pm
This is purely a personal opinion but I think you should leave him. Hate must be intolerable to live with and life is way too short (for both of you).
At least alone you can attain contentment and that's very underrated.
Good luck.
ooops got to get to the gym, I didn't realise the time!
back a bit later.
have fun!!
I didn't know Frank's middle name was Thomas.
Wait a minute! What are you talking about? I thought 2008 was MCR-free zone? Yet, another world tour?
I really think they should take a time out before people start getting annoyed by them.
Take care Ergo. OP J, I'm hoping they'll add any U.S. tour dates as well, along with the world tour. Me and a friend are possibly planning on going together if they come back here.
I just love shows. They're full of energy and you get to meet people. Sometimes I wish I was a roadie. I think that'd be cool.
BC, from what I've read, his full name is Frank Anthony Thomas Iero. But I've also read it without the "Thomas" and with "Jr". His dad's Frank Anthony also.
But, I saw something once that Frank had filled out, like a questionnaire or something, and he had written both middle names.
So, there you go.
I like Bob's middle name, Nathaniel.
J
I wonder if Frank is really Francis?
Siobhan-san, you didn't hear? Apparently, they might do a world tour and it's supposed to start on the 22nd. There's some confirmed dates already, and they have one show confirmed in California in May. You won't find that info on that website though. And far as being annoyed by them goes, I'm pretty sure I'll feel that way by the time they start touring again lol
Okay, I'm off!
Good night.
I don't think it is, when he was on "LA Ink" he gave his, his dad's, and his grandfather's names, and for each one he said "Frank", not "Francis". Francis would flow better with the other names, I think, but hey, it's not my decision! :)
J
First of all, LOL @ THE ANONS PRETENDING TO BE GERARD WAY. In your fangirl dreams. The "secrets" game was fun the first time because we didn't have so many lurkers and stirrers. Now it seems dirty, a bunch of people trying to spread rumors.
If you are not pretending to be Gerard Way and you are truly some reg or some random person who is ashamed of their sexuality and more in love with your best friend than your wife and youv'e fought with your best friend etc., then I apologize and I hope it all works out. It's easy to say that you shouldn't be ashamed of your sexuality but obviously easier said than done when most of society (especially under the current administration) tells you that you should feel shame and disgust. I can't imagine the bravery it must take to face it, and if you can, then bravo or brava to you.
Moving on:
That's not "desire" as in "sexual desire", I'm referring to a compulsion as in the "desire" to eat, drink, take addictive drugs, etc... I concede bad terminology!
I think with murder that's sometimes the case, too.
Unfortunately or otherwise, our current justice system is based on the principle that a man can change. Unless a person's never made any bad decisions in their lifetime, they're in no position to judge those that have.
I disagree. There's a huge gulf between the bad decision of "I married the wrong person," "I started drinking," "I took ten dollars from work," "I liked to my friend," and, you know, "I killed the guy I saw walking down the street." The two, to me, are incomparable.
After all it takes less than half a second of irrationality to pull a trigger in an argument over a hedge and many convicted killers have gone on to find religion and do great social work.
But many murders are perfeclty rational. And just to be fair: bringing religion into any argument with me never, ever works. (And by "argument" I mean as in "your case," not as in "angry words.")
My grandfather was held at a concentration camp in Czechoslovakia during the Second World War and had friends who died there. He didn't spend the rest of his life bitter, he turned to his religion, forgave and moved on. I'm not sure I could do the same, but I admired him immensely.
I admire it, but there's no way I'll ever feel the same way. Also I think it's easier to forgive if it happened to you. If anything ever happened to, say, any of my young cousins, the person who did it would be better off in jail. Not hyperbole.
Forgiveness is a quality that's in very short supply - how many lives have been lost to racial and religious hatred? - but the World would be a much better place with more of it!
What do racial and religious hatred have to do with people staying in jail for murder?
Kassanova said...
Well, I couldn't comment on her general bass skills as my own guitar playing is abysmal, but I did think it was funny when she took of her bass, jumped into the O2 crowd, emerged then re-installed her instrument - all without the music changing!
O_o Wow, okay. I have to admit that does take some skill! She was playing it with her mind, maybe?
Oh, and Alan Rickman is HOTT with two T's.
It's the premier of American Idol tonight! And it's the good one, where everyone sucks! ^___^
ANd by the way, work today was awesome. They sucky, psycho new girl (who was stealing all our stuff and randomly throwing away stuff for the dogs!) got fired. yay! :D
Thanks for the info OP J. I didn't know that. I like Bob's middle name.
I wonder if Frank is aware that with his full name put together, he's named after Frank Thomas, the White Sox player(I think he plays for another team now) :O
Hi everyone!!!
Im back, tired, bored, sleepy.
So what's going on?
what the hell is goin on? And how is everyone?
Damn! Kapunua
When i scrolled up and saw all the writing, i said to myself that has got to be Kapunua....gotta love ya!
Anon, if you are confused about your sexuality, come talk to me on my blog, maybe i can help, been there, done that, bought the tee shirt.
Goodnight and sweet dreams Pancake-Zilla. Thanks for making me laugh *hugs*
First of all, LOL @ THE ANONS PRETENDING TO BE GERARD WAY. In your fangirl dreams. The "secrets" game was fun the first time because we didn't have so many lurkers and stirrers. Now it seems dirty, a bunch of people trying to spread rumors.
And K, the thing is, some of those anons are starting to become much more sneakier and trickier. Has anyone noticed that?
But anyways, what were we talking about again?
Hi there PJ, how are you? Shame in me, my lovely daughter, how are you?
We're talking random shit, making MCR dolls, and also talking about an MCR world tour they might have.
How are you my sweet? *hugs*
Oh! and if any of you want to know the latest on the kids thrown off the bridge, i have it on my comments page.
Let's Bury The Fire, i am fine, just got home.
Has anyone noticed Franks eyes, i was looking at them and damn!
He has really great eyes.
Good evening everybody! How are you, dears?
PJs! Yeah, I type superfly quickly. It's pathetic. ^_^
Yeah, re: the anons. You know? I used to really like anons, I thought they added flavor, mystery, intrigue. Now I pretty much just loathe them because most of them are crap-stirrers. I only like the ones I know, and they're not really anonymous after all. It sucks, 'cause anon posts used to be fun.
Hi Villa. How are you? *hugs*
PJ, just call me BC :) glad to hear you're okay. His eyes are super green aren't they? I'm trying to dress him up on that stardoll maker thing ^_^
im ok thanks bc, think im bit tired though i keep getting panicky and i dont know why? tis a bit weird. How are you? Hows everyone?
Does anyone know why the Mama vid hasnt come out yet it was supposed to be jan 13th werent it?
yodas my favourite anon she makes me laugh LOL all others pretty much suck ass i think
Hey PJ, SIM, how's it going?
PJ, thanks for the update, I'll go check it out later.
SIM, what's happening with the job? All good so far?
Night Siobhan, talk to you later.
J
Hi BC! I'm fine, just tired...
Shame in me, you poor thing, you're still tired? Get plenty of rest later on, k? As far as the Mama video is concerned, we are not going to see it anytime soon. The band doesn't know when they will film it, but Frank said it's not going to happen for a while.
Kapunua, your great!
I love to read your shit, ya know a few more months and Mayo could write a book, with all the shit we talk about.
And have a whole chapter on just the anons.
Maybe that is what he is up to, i wonder if we get royalties on the sale of the books....HUMMMM how would he find us to pay us.
What do you think?
What would he call it.
Life and times of a mayo jar.
Tales of Mayo.
Judgmental and Jaded.
Hi, Original Punks,
You should, cause they found the third child today.
Shame in me, don't know yoda well, but yeah, she's funny. I also like the two party sheep, but I also miss m too. There's another anon who goes by the name of Rose. I wonder what the fuck happened to her? She needs to come back. I also like Kool Aid Pitcher. Something about that pitcher of juice makes me laugh :)
PJ, they did? That's really sad. The other day on the news, I heard they found the second body.
Anon,
Why, Judgmental and Jaded?
PJ's in blue said...
Kapunua, your great!
I love to read your shit, ya know a few more months and Mayo could write a book, with all the shit we talk about.
And have a whole chapter on just the anons.
♥ PJ. SHoots, the stupid BlogBelive story I'm writing is going to have a chapter on anons. ^_^
I like oranges. I do not like harpies
Hi orange anon. Where have you been?
Firstly they already filmed it gerard sqaid so in an interview! We have discussed this before bc lol
OPJ hey there sweetie how are you feeling? Thanks for the message on my blog i havent got round to replying to anyone yet im being a lazy ass hehe
Job is going good thanks only had 1 day but its not bad so heres hoping it stays that way :)
Kapunua are you still around?
Shame in me, why do I keep forgetting that? Either way, they said that we won't see the video for a while now.
what about sharpie? BC :(
Let's Bury The Fire said...
PJ, they did? That's really sad. The other day on the news, I heard they found the second body.
Yea, and they found the third body this morning around 9am, the mother is in really bad shape and wanting to talk to the father, but they will not let her, because the only one who can talk to the father is his lawyer.
It's just all so sad to watch.
I have pictures up of the kids, and i cry every time i see them.
Kap whenever you have seen 30stm have they played some songs acousticly aswell as normally? I really want them to play acoustic its so lovely it amazes me. Echelon is just beautiful acoustically.
Hows your leg feeling sweetie?
I like bert anon he leaves grease all over mayos wallpaper haha bet thats a bugger to shift hehe
Aww shame in me, of course I miss Sharpie too :)
PJ, for someone who said that he didn't kill the kids, having an attorney present automatically makes you look guilty :/
Kapunua, I'm not totally filled in on your story idea. I think I need to do some more catching up. It sounds fun though! :)
Let's get back to the tour, when is it, and how did it come up, have they said another tour is coming, is there a website?
PJ
Did the father throw the children over the bridge?
Bless them
Shame in me, how can mayo have wallpaper? He's a condiment that lives in a refrigerated glass jar lol ;p
PJ, well, apparently, from what I read, there is supposed to be a world tour starting january 22nd, and from what I read, it's supposed to visit 60 cities. Some dates have already been confirmed for next month in Brazil, and in May, mcr are going to be performing at a festival in California called Left Bamboozle, or something.
SIM, I'm doing better, thanks! My blood sugars are lower and staying steadier. Unfortunately, I seem to have some kind of sinusy thing where my voice is all but gone. :P I've got a hellatious cough, and a squeaky voice, and a sore throat.
Glad you like your job! Hope you continue to do so!
J
Orange anon, guess what? I like grapes.
And of course, you're one of my favorite anons too :)
Shame in me said...
Kap whenever you have seen 30stm have they played some songs acousticly aswell as normally? I really want them to play acoustic its so lovely it amazes me. Echelon is just beautiful acoustically.
Hows your leg feeling sweetie?
better, thank you for asking! You just reminded me I have to schedule my MRI. I should get on that.
Once or twice they've done an acoustic, and one time it was Echelon. The other time it was Was It A Dream. I wasn't wild about it. The other guys left the stage and it was just J. I mean, of course he sounded beautiful, but it was like a break in the show, and i did not require one. ^_^
When is the date of your show? You're going to be blown away, I promise you.
Let's Bury The Fire, his story is so fucked up, it went from, going to the police with his wife to report the kids missing, to his girlfriend had them, to he did not kill them, to I'm not talking.
Next will be an insanity plea.
HELLO!!!
You killed your kids....YOUR CRAZY !!
his house has wallpaper bc!!! what do you think we are writing on? Mayos wallpaper of course!!
MCr are touring again? since when? you would think they had enough money and needed a rest ??? Thats just crazyness!!!
anima said...
Kapunua, I'm not totally filled in on your story idea. I think I need to do some more catching up. It sounds fun though! :)
Anima, hit up my blog!
I can only put people in the story who tell me something to do, so if you wanna be involved, get thee hence! WOuld love to have you there. :D
Eliza Bennett37,
Yes he did, if you go to my blog it has the picture of the bridge, it will never be the same going to the island anymore, the only way there is that bridge.
PJ, this sounds to me that he was trying to throw suspicion off his trail. I heard that people tend to do that when they kill their children.
What a fucking asshole. If being convicted of multiple homicide won't kill him, wait until he gets beaten in prison. Anyone who kills their kids deserves to be given the needle.
OH!OH!OH!!!!!
Waves hand over head!!!!
Kapunua, can i be in your book...Please!!!!!!!
Fuck I missed a lot.
Anon, if you are confused about your sexuality, come talk to me on my blog, maybe i can help, been there, done that, bought the tee shirt.
I really love this comment.
Actually, all the comments to the anons were really good. Was it Mayo, wasn't it Mayo? Regardless, there were a lot of others. People from here that said some things. And I love all the advice. If any of the anons are faking, that's their own guilt to deal with. And I just feel sorry for them.
What the hell? Another tour? I was really hoping it wasn't true. Just not so soon.
That's cool though, if they think they are ready. I mean it is in their blood, it's what they love to do. I just hope they have a balls out talk about everything, all together.
And most importantly, I hope they have an awesome tour. NO REGRETS!
And Kapunua, I have yet to read your long one. I'm getting to that now.
Shame in me, I bet Mayo has shitty wallpaper lol.
You know what's funny though? Your reaction to the tour is almost the same one Siobhan-san had when I told her about it earlier!! :D
Let's Bury The Fire,
I do not believe they can even have his trial here, he is wearing a bullet proof vest when he is in court right now, they are afraid someone is going to kill him, this town is upset over this, things like this happen, but you don't think of it happening here.
Its sunday 27th kapunua!!! I know that i am gonna be blown away, i dont think anything will prepare me for just how much though...
I have been listening to their acoustic songs and im head over heels in love with his voice, its the most beautiful thing i have ever heard, i think acoustically showcases it beautifully and i will be happy for a little break in the concert just to hear that magic. hahaha i need to stop gushing about it haha but im really fucking excited about seeing them.
I love them just as much as Alice in chains, and thats a fucking lot garrrr i cant put it into words i'll just shut up haha.
Prepare yourself for an extensive one continous over excited, overstimulated and in awe sentence when i get back from the gig LOL
Glad your legs feeling better a little kapunua. How much of your story have you wrote? Has it come along nicely?
PJ, wow, is it that bad? Even if he doesn't get killed now, what's gonna happen when he gets convicted and goes to prison? He's pretty much fucked.
BC are you happy they are back on tour? when from? I think its ridicolous they need to rest, if they tour all i see is Gerard declining maybe i am being cynical but look at the state of him now...
Sorry gerard no offense
anima said...
Fuck I missed a lot.
Anon, if you are confused about your sexuality, come talk to me on my blog, maybe i can help, been there, done that, bought the tee shirt.
I really love this comment.
Thanks Amima, you know I'm out there with who i am, i just felt bad for him/her.
How are you?
Let's Bury The Fire said...
PJ, wow, is it that bad? Even if he doesn't get killed now, what's gonna happen when he gets convicted and goes to prison? He's pretty much fucked.
You are so right!
People in prison are bad enough, you add a child killer in there and it's dead man walking.
I got a birthday parcel from my mother today. It contained crocheted Christmas tree ornaments, a fuzzy own toy sitting on a block of wood, and three pairs of wooly socks This was accompanied by a large, bubble gum pink card.
My mother still thinks I'm 8.
Well, shame in me, if they don't come here as part of the tour, then I won't be happy because me and a friend might go together, but another part of me thinks they need to continue their break, but I don't know.
I also heard that the spice girls are coming here in February :D
Rw,
Happy Birthday!!!
Blows Kiss!!!!
*own=owl
In case anyone was wondering.
People in prison are bad enough, you add a child killer in there and it's dead man walking.
Exactly. Anyone who is a child rapist or baby killer; when they go to prison, they have to watch their backs. I hear inmates don't take too kindly on baby killers and rapists.
Hi there RW. How are you? Is it okay if I laugh a little? ^_^
Thanks PJ! :D But my birthday's not for another two and half weeks yet.
Hi there RW. How are you? Is it okay if I laugh a little? ^_^
Absolutely, BC! I shall laugh along with you :)
Happy birthday RW!
And I'll say FUCK again...what the hell is this story PJ? I live in the dark sometimes. *Actually, nevermind, I'll go look it up. Feeling stupid that I am clueless about it.*
And PJ, no problem. It made me smile that you offered your support. I'm doing okay...just a little wavy with my emotions over the last couple of days. Thought I'd just be better off staying away for a bit. Thank you for asking.
Oh and before I forget.
I've been snooping. Mya, I don't think you are here, but holy crap!! Your voice is beautiful. I had to listen to it through my headphones at work, but what I heard, blew me away. I also did some more peaking around, but this is getting way toooooo long, so I'll stop now.
RW, I just read your comment, but I still said happy birthday. Oops.
And thank you :D
anima,
Go to my blog, its all there.
Hi Anima. For those who were using the stardoll maker thing earlier, I just found a section where you can apply makeup and hair on Gerard! Ha ha. I am so gonna try that ^___^
Where did the info about the tour come from and when does it start? They have been around the globe 3 times in two years they need to stop. They should go do south america and then stop. I dont know, i want them to make another album and i fear if they are on tour again they wont get that far they will end up breaking up.
RW, I just read your comment, but I still said happy birthday. Oops.
No worries :) My birthday's not til Feb. 3, but my mother likes to send gifts out early.
resurrected wreck said...
Thanks PJ! :D But my birthday's not for another two and half weeks yet.
So its an early happy birthday, we are always looking for any excuse to throw a party at mayo's.
Where did the info about the tour come from and when does it start?
the tour starts, I believe, on Jan. 20th in Vietnam. It ends, supposedly, in March or April. I'm sceptical about the dates in London, though. That many, and back-to-back? I won't believe it until I see it on MCR's official site or the 02 Arena's site.
So its an early happy birthday, we are always looking for any excuse to throw a party at mayo's.
Well then, who am I to argue ;) Party away!!
Hmmmmm :( where did this info come from or was it grapevine? Are they just playing London or manchester too?
Can i ask, I'm i the only one who has not been to one of there concerts?
Over the summer i was on a business trip and a friend had an extra ticket....i turned it down for....get this.....sleep!
I know...I'm crazy.
Shame in me, I found the info from a mcr fan page on myspace. I agree with you. I think they should stop touring, but in reality, that's not our decision. Or...better yet, they shouldn't tour. Then I don't have to worry about them coming here and then I don't have to worry about my friend making out with her dude lol he he :D
RW, fellow Aquarian, happy birthday early! SC is an Aquarian too. We should definitely have a collective party. I'm kind of the less attention on me is better kind of thing...is that one of our attributes?
P.S. We don't have to though... just a random thought.
Thanks P.J., I will check that out. Kapunua, I also need to catch up with you. Still working on that.
Hi Anima. For those who were using the stardoll maker thing earlier, I just found a section where you can apply makeup and hair on Gerard! Ha ha. I am so gonna try that ^___^
BC, that totally scares the shit out me! I really can't bring myself to do it. Have fun and tell us how it comes out.
Original Punks said...
SIM, I'm doing better, thanks! My blood sugars are lower and staying steadier. Unfortunately, I seem to have some kind of sinusy thing where my voice is all but gone. :P I've got a hellatious cough, and a squeaky voice, and a sore throat.
Glad you like your job! Hope you continue to do so!
J
January 15, 2008 7:18 PM
Sorry OPJ i missed your comment!! I was wondering where you dissapeared too!! LOL
Awwww poor you i really hope you start feeling a lot better soon :/ I send blog flowers and blog grapes and a blog Frank hehe and of course my love and hugs ♥
Blowing up balloons!!!!
Bringing out the liquor!!!
I'm ready!!!
That's the thing shame in me. You won't find any info on the tour on their official website. There's not really much you can go on. Only thing I know is that the tour is supposed to start sometime next week or something.
I think that if there is more extensive touring this year then it probably will be a farewell tour therefore I hope they just do South America and take a break too.
I don't know though-it does not bode well.
hahaha pj thats so funny!!! But ya know if i get anymore tired i would happily turn down anything for sleep, except 30stm, il let them sing me to sleep LOL i'll sleep at the gig hehe.
Were you really knackered?
Anima, it's actually alot of fun, and funny too! I made Gerard ugly and made his eyes completely red. I added green eye shadow and made his lips dark brown and his hair orange XD
Thats exactly what i was thinking eliza, farewell tour but i couldnt bring myself to put it in writing :(
RW, fellow Aquarian, happy birthday early! SC is an Aquarian too. We should definitely have a collective party. I'm kind of the less attention on me is better kind of thing...is that one of our attributes?
I'm the same way, for the most part. Unless I'm attending something in costume, then I'm all "Me! Me! Look at ME!!" ;P
I think a collective party is a great idea :)
PJ's in blue said...
OH!OH!OH!!!!!
Waves hand over head!!!!
Kapunua, can i be in your book...Please!!!!!!!
Pop on over to my blog, okay? And tell me something you'd like to do or say in it, something like that. ^_^
Anima:
And Kapunua, I have yet to read your long one. I'm getting to that now.
"Long one." *Snicker*
Shame in me said...
Prepare yourself for an extensive one continous over excited, overstimulated and in awe sentence when i get back from the gig LOL
I cannot WAIT to read your reviews. Hey, if you want to read mine (they are LOOOONG, naturally!) they are all here, with pictures and videos, too. :D
Glad your legs feeling better a little kapunua. How much of your story have you wrote? Has it come along nicely?
Thank you! The first chapter is almost done. It's really short. What's taking me so long is trying to fit everyone in, and trying to get all the pictures up. Once the pictures are up it won't take quite so long. :D
Okay! TIme for American Idol. YAY! ^_^ Later guys!
Shame in me said...
hahaha pj thats so funny!!! But ya know if i get anymore tired i would happily turn down anything for sleep, except 30stm, il let them sing me to sleep LOL Ill sleep at the gig hehe.
Were you really knackered?
Yea i was, it was a bad flight, everyone was late, i had no sleep the night before, and the next day i wanted to kick myself, cause he was doing an interview and my friends was standing not far from him.
Oh my god, i love Leto, id do that guy and a second, i heard he is asexual.
Can i ask, I'm i the only one who has not been to one of there concerts?
Ummm, me. Kind of a similar story. Probably the one and only time they came here, I was working a fundraiser for work. I could have gone later that night, but I really needed sleep. Oh, wonderful sleep. I thought for sure they would come back. Nope, they haven't and now, well, I don't think I could handle the crowd. Not anymore. I need the ability to leave if I needed to and I hate being not in control. That's my story. Work ruined it.
ohmygod kap i am gonna squeel or cry lol i would love to read your reviews!!!! Arghhhhhh thankyou so much you fucking star!!! Hahah SIM will be back in awhile ♥
Take care shame in me. Later, K.
I'm off as well, catch you later.
Anon, my door is open.
Night everyone!
hugs
Blows kiss!!!
Shame in me said...
yodas my favourite anon she makes me laugh LOL all others pretty much suck ass i think
January 15, 2008 6:53 PM
well i am shitting brinks here. so i see i suck 'ass' well burnley rocks my socks is unhappy.
i thought we had a connection in our trolly of love, when you turned round with your spliff in your gob and looked in my eyes. the way you said 'fancy a quickie in the bush' devvo is a unhappy scally.
if you want me you will find me on the round about in the park swiggin my white lightening and listenin to cascada.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!
Goodnight and sweet dreams PJ *blows kiss* Shame in me, shame on you. You made Burnley sad :(
Aww SIM! I hope you like them. :)
Oh my god, i love Leto, id do that guy and a second, i heard he is asexual.
Jay was kidding. He's a kidder. The guy is such a nut job, he jokes around a lot and people take him seriously. ^_^ Which is kinda adorable.
Anima...
I loved the Black Parade concert I went to. I was worried about being in the pit but it was something I would do again. Yeah I got crushed but it was so worth it.Just being part of all the energy!
Bye PJ. It was nice talking to you. :)
Only part of American Idol I can even tolerate is the first couple of weeks (the cuts/auditions or whatever they are called). Then I'm totally done. It happens every year.
NO!!! BRMS!!!! You are more than an anon to me!!! You are my light in the dark, my heart ♥
Goodnight All
I have to lead a meeting tomorrow-pretend to be grown up and that I give a shit.
Sleep tight x
devvo nearly cried. scallies never cry, you nearly made me cry.
you have major sucking up missis
I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT!!!!!!!!!
Famous last words, Burnley. If I had a penny for every time I thought that about a guy I'd have... well, four cents.
Hi there Elena. How are you? Anima, the last time I went to see the, I was in the pit, but it was my first time, and even by then, I thought it sucked, although after when I left to go to the parking lot, my body and legs were so sore for about three days straight.
Next concert for any band, I am going to try and get in the pit again :)
*EDIT BUTTON*
MCR may have been here before...but I didn't know about it. And I hate to admit this, but *coughmyspacecough* made it easy for me to find the bands I wanted to see. But even getting used to it took a long time. Regardless, blah blah.... I just needed to edit the part about 'the one and only time' bit.
-I will be back in a bit.
AIM: KAPUNUA
Good night and sweet dreams Eliza. RW, lol. Shame in me, you really broke Burnley's heart @_@
See you soon anima.
Blog going slow. Yes! perfect time for me to wash my hair. I shall return in a few minutes
hey guys, how are you all tonight.
i am off to have a shower so i will be back in a bit ok.
have fun
xx
Ach, I hate it when I forget to add a single ingredient to a meal and it fucks the whole thing up.
Hi guys.
-A
So this is what just happened in chat:
fimblestar1 (8:35:22 PM): hey guys
Kapunua (8:35:23 PM): Fimbleho!
MissTottenham61 (8:35:23 PM): Hi fim
YellowGreatness (8:35:24 PM): Hey Fim!
Entropy272 (8:35:26 PM): Fimmy!
Pretty insane (8:35:28 PM): FUMBLE!!!!!!!
YellowGreatness (8:35:32 PM): Fimmy Fumble!
fimblestar1 (8:35:32 PM): wats cookin
Kapunua (8:35:36 PM): MY ASS.
YellowGreatness (8:35:37 PM): Your ass.
Pretty insane (8:35:38 PM): K's ass
MissTottenham61 (8:35:39 PM): LOL
YellowGreatness (8:35:41 PM): LOL
Entropy272 (8:35:41 PM): Lol!
fimblestar1 (8:35:41 PM): lol
Kapunua (8:35:42 PM): SWEET!
Amaaaaayzing.
That's what I forgot to add!!
Kapu! Get your ass over here!!
-A
My ass is here! Get your ass on AIM! :D
Amy I'm gonna say Hi and then probably disappear. It took me about 20 times trying to get this page to load. High Speed Internet my ass.
How are you?
Mayo,
How are you today? Same as yesterday? Better than yesterday? Happy and absolutely well, I hope. Me? Well, I must be honest. I threw quite the little hissy fit earlier, but it was okay. I hadn't had one of those in quite a long while, so I was due. It didn't last that long and my friends let me roll right through. Unbelievable...sometimes I feel I don't deserve them. This place is full of the best people that I have ever met. Yeah, I've said it before. I know, but I owe them and you so much. So thank you.
Mayo, do ever just lose all fucking composure? Just act like a complete fucking dumbass? And you know you have no good reason for it? And you feel like an even bigger dumbass afterwards?
Well, it happens to the best of us and usually at the worst of times.
So...Anytime you feel like throwing a good fit just come hang with us on the porch. We'll listen to you...we'll encourage you...we'll let you talk as filthy as you want...we'll even let you throw things...pound on the punching bag a time or two...and then...we'll laugh with you.
Because that's what real friends do, they accept you for who you are, no matter how fucked up that might be.
Mayo, may you always know who your real friends are and may you always be there for each other.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Laughing always helps.
Hey Elena!
I'm not too bad, we're getting backlogged here a bit I see!
Kapu, *whine* AIM really fucks up my computer though....
Isn't there some sort of... AIM portal, like through a website that I could use instead of downloading it?
-A
Hello hello fimble, Amy. How are you guys? K, that AIM chat is funny :D
Amy, I think you can actually do it through your browser... maybe? aim.com?
Next concert for any band, I am going to try and get in the pit again :)
You should. It's the most fun. For me, it can't be overly crowded....I'm more of an upclose, pusher/protector now, but that still depends. I find myself further back the older I get. Kind of sucks. Smaller shows are my favorite. I love watching the young kids (like 14 or so) just learning how to get involved in it. There is a right way and wrong way. And I do see guys out there helping kids out. It's pretty cool to see.
Sdock, I love reading your post. A whole bunch.
Hey Amyranth, Elena, BC, Kapunua. This page is taking forever to load. And K, thank you for sharing your conversation. I love AIM convos, I wish my computer wasn't such an ass.
mmm... seems to be the dashboard Kapu, but not much else.
Phooey.
Hey Fire! How was your shower?
-A
hello again!
Amyranth I'm not sure about Aim but I know you can gmail chat with no downloading, I do it with TJ as she can't get aim. As long as you are both on the gamil page and don't navigate off it (so you need it in one window always)
gamil? that of course should be gmail
and what did you forget to put in your meal?
Anima the pit is great, I did it for silverchair and muse but it can depend on the band and the type of fans
Ergo, yeah I've done gmailchat before.
How's it going?
-A
Ergo, onions.
Can't have swiss steak without onions.
-A
Anima, last year, I went to go see Evanescence, and I wanted to go in the pit area, but since I got to the theatre (where they were playing at)
I had to stand all the way in the back. Although I didn't like it, it was one of the best concerts I had been to so far. Amy, my shower went great. Only took fifteen minutes. How are you?
Hi there Ergo :)
Hey all, just dropping a quick note and then heading to bed. Both Punks are feeling Punky tonight, we need our sleep.
L's gallbladder surgery has been scheduled for next Monday at 10.30am. She has to be there at 9am. It'll be day surgery, she'll most likely come home later that day. Still, she's worried about it cause she's never had major surgery before.
Would you guys please say some extra prayers for her, and send out extra good thoughts? Thank you so much.
We'll be back around tomorrow, but tonight we're toast. L has a headache and her Restless Leg Syndrome is acting up. I have a sinusy thing to contend with, and my voice is all but gone.
Take care, and we'll talk to you tomorrow, ok? Mayo, SS, that goes for you too. :)
love and hope and faith
J
Fire, overtired. I didn't sleep at all last night.
But I'm pumped about Ljane. Took her frigging long enough!
-A
OP J, all my thoughts and prayers to L. I wish her the best of luck with her surgery, and I hope that you will get well soon. Take care guys.
Amy, when I heard about her finally putting a site up, I got way too damn happy, like a kid going to the candy store. It was worth being happy over that, considering the shit from yesterday. ^_^
Fire, I rather agree with you. I've been waiting far too long to read about the Wild Powers in action.
-A
hi and bye J and L
tell her it will be fine , a friend of mine had it a couple of years ago but it's normal to be nervous.
But will add her to my list!
I'm good Amyranth - yep onions are a big bit to leave out!
Ergo, I was trying to get it cooked as soon as possible, he had to go to work and I was more concerned about getting him fed than anything else.
So naturally, things slip.
-A
Amy, I agree. It's been eight years, and we're still waiting for Strange Fate to come out. I'm hoping it will finally come out soon.
Hi Ergo
Hi BC!
I asked hubby to cook thispacket thai rice side dish thing while I had a shower one night and it said
"add one teaspoon salt reduced polyunsaturated spread"
but of course being a guy , who never read instructions properly, he only read the 1st 4 words!
- yuck
his excuse "why didn't it just say butter?"
It is now a running joke
Yo, the dude on American Idol just yelled out randomly, "EVERYTHING'S BIGGER IN TEXAS."
I went,
O_o
^^ Lol and O_o
haha
well we know that!
(thanks to Mayo!)
Hey SS
I thought I would write to you because I never write to you that often. I just wanted to let you know, if you see this, that even though I don’t aim all my comments to you, that I don’t speak to you all the time you are thought about.
I just wanted to let you know that I as well as other members of the family are actually here. They have never left, never moved they are still here. But saying that I have lost that important thing that you call faith. There is only so much you can handle at any one time and in here you just want people to hear you. I am no mouse yet I am no outspoken person.
I am me, I am Fimble star, most importantly I am Jennifer.
I know who I am, I know who I am not. I know what I was but unfortunately I do not know what I will be. That is for me to find out and act upon.
I am not the worlds best writer, I am not good with words and I am not a perfect picture but…
I am a person who has an identity, I am a person who knows what she likes, I am a person who has something to say but unfortunately finds it hard to put in words.
I thought I would tell you something about myself seeing as though no one really wonders. So here is me, Jen aka Fimble, asking you to tell us about you. Yes we know your kind but really do please tell us about you. Maybe that will never happen, maybe you don’t even understand anything I just wrote but I tried and that’s all I can do. I tried to talk about the things that float in my mind at random times.
Well I doubt I will be here when you come back in so I wish you all the best where ever you are. I just hope you get heard as well as I do by my friends in here and they know who they are.
Good luck SS and take care. Remember to smile because it is truly an amazing act to do!
Bye
Fimble
xx
Mayo, my darling dear,
We're all going to be relegated to the porch pretty soon! Snails will compete, and win!
-A
lovely post fimble!
Amyranth random fact - I collect snail things.
They have fascinated me ever since I dissected one at uni. They are so perfectly packed inside their shell, it's quite amazing
I have ceramic, crystal, gold silver, brass, glass, teapot, cups, garden ornaments lol
And I was thinking of getting one tattooed on my left foot
Amy, there's gonna be a snail race? :)
Fire, there will be if Mayo doesn't post something new soon.
Ergo, I have a cousin who is like that with frogs. I feel the same way about gemstones myself.
Except the tattoo, how do you tattoo a rock on yourself?
-A
you could do a cut gemstone with misty stuff around it?
We have gemfields west of us and I wear a green sapphire I fossiked.
I tis good fun and very addictive, you never look at rocks the same again!
Ergo, I'm working towards becoming a jewelery designer, so I plan to someday do ALL the hard work myself!
-A
Fim ♥
Amy, if that's the case, we should set up a snail race then. Or how about a sheep race? Lol
Hello!
I just read where the OPs were talking about Resless Legs Syndrome... My sister in law and I have always talked about having "Crazy Legs" at night. The RLS label hadn't been put on it yet. It always makes me laugh! Hell, I know it ain't no Resless Legs Syndrome! It's Crazy Legs!
Hey Mya. Try having Alien Hand or Harlequin Fetus.
Fire, a snail race would do.
*puts down her snail, a blue shell with pink stars*
-A
Hi there mya how are you? It's good to see you here
hello mya!!
*adds snail with red glitter and yellow lighning bolt*
and ok I've heard of Alien hand but what is Harlequin Foetus?
Hi!
I'vew never heard of Alien Hand or Harlequin Fetus! I used to have "Pac-Man Hand" quite often
*adds snail with red glitter stars and stripes and black shell. Or something* he he
Ergo, oh dear. One sec and I'll find a safe link for you.
*shines up her snail shell, pumps a little water into her little guy's mouth. Hangs up a sign that says "S CAR! GO!"*
-A
Ergo, this is the wiki-link.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/
Harlequin_type_ichthyosis
I don't recommend looking at pictures unless you have a strong stomach, or nerves of steel. It's quite sad once you read about the effects of the disease.
-A
"S CAR! GO!"*
This made me laugh :D
Aright Fire! Are you ready?
Ergo! Are YOU ready?
Ready....
set.....
SLOW!
Go Lightning bolt go!!!!!
Oh amyranth that is an awful disorder! I am fascinated by genetic abnormalities (studied it) but how tragic for those poor people, it seems a blessing many don't survive.
PS I am sharing the computer with a 6 yo apologies for delays in replying!
Why so sad?
You have so much ahead of you.
Chapter One of 'The (blah blah blah) Tower / Wordslingers' thing - the story of BlogBelieve.
I haven't checked the html on all the pics, so if something doesn't work or you see something wrong, please tell me.
My question to you: should I post the non html parts here, too? Where you don't have to click on the pictures? I think I might; though it is rather long and maybe I can do it in two parts. What do you think?
Amy, I'm ready. *puts Muffin the snail into position. Stupid name I know lol*
Ready
Set
GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aye chihuahua, we have an anon lurking at this time of night! :D
Ergo, with the six year old, you'll not want to see the pictures until they're not around, but it's more sad when you see it.
Apparently though, there is a child that has survived for awhile with it.
*tries to give her snail a nudge*
C'mooonnnn..... MOOOOVVVVEEE.... Aaaaaaaww....
-A
Okay, I have checked all the html and it works fine. It is a picture book, so when you read it at my blog, you have to click on all the links. Then you'll see the "characters" and the setting. ^_^
So should I post the non-html version here? (If I posted the html version it would take forever to load back and forth. Not worth it.)
Or should it just stay over at my blog? Not my call.
hello anon
who are you talking to?
Mayo?
amy, there are obviously degrees of affliction but it's so sad.
Why has Lightning Bolt stopped and pulled his head in?
Hey guys! =]
So heres the thing, I promised myself to stay off the computer until after exams are over, and I can't keep this promise! It's 10:51, and after a long day of school and work and studying, I came back to check things out. =]
I couldn't not say hi to you guys! This break is fucking harder than I thought it would be! Good thing is, I now have guitar lessons every Saturday at noon! =] (random thing thrown in there)
Dude, I feel like I'm going to explode! I can't stay away from here! I was here yesterday (oops!) and ughh! It's hard!
Rawr?
- 007
<3
P.S. Who would've thought it'd be hard to stay away from you beauties for more than a day?!
=]
O_o
Why is S Car trying to climb over Lightning?
-A
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