The magician is in the kitchen
Cooking up some fun
Pasteurize the chicken
Then put it on a bun
Load it up with sauce
And then
Put it on a plate
Eat it up and smile again
Before it is too late.
Now ask…too late for what?
The rhythm of my thoughts is calming. The grainy cadence of my voice is a constant reminder that I must, and will, refrain. It rains and it pours, beating the pattern like a tambour in my skull. The words are fugacious, and conservation is my priority. I have the ability to catch the phrases, hold them in sanctuary until they are well, and re-release them back into their natural habitat. I must let them go. Captivity will only foster anxiety, increasing the pacing…the back and forth search for limits.
It is there that they will live out the duration of their lives.
p.s. is it ridiculous to consider the possibility?
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Hey Amyranth. I have a very dirty mouth. I never show that on here, because I am the blog angel. =]
*HUG*
And the whole thanks Anon, could refer to the whole actual first time Anon posted. Which was on INO , right?
paperheart, how are your liking your new room so far? Hi there Alie. I'm sorry to hear about your family.
Paperheart, I actually cannot recall when I started CSI: Jersey. Sometime last year. I was the supervisor and everyone was, and still is, free to join. It was only made for fun :)
Hi all I'm going to bed soon but I sent some of you some emails. Can you please respond
And the whole thanks Anon, could refer to the whole actual first time Anon posted. Which was on INO , right?
What? I'm sorry that confused me. Their are MANY anonymous', you included, so we can never know WHICH anonymous LM was talking about.
BC, despite the shitty paintjob my brother did when it was HIS room, and despite the fact that I want a new bed, I like it waaaay better. It's bigger, and darker, and in the basement! =]
Hey Martha, if I received an email, I will respond. Much love<3
Funny you mention the moon, anon. I have an interest with the moon and stars. I find them to be quite beautiful. Whenever the full moon is up, it always shines it's silvery light through my bedroom window. Paperheart, I love the name too, which is why I decided to create it. Hello hello Amy. How are you? Dirty mouth you say?
Motherfucker fuck fuck fuck! Lol
BC/Avenger
The first Anon ever was on INO. That whole letter of Eliza and the admins were not allowed to give IP addresses because they are considered confidential. I remember that whole bit.
Hi evveyone.
I was off yesterday, cleaning my closet. 13+ boxes of books, each hauled down two flights of stairs... O_o
Right. So, not sure where I am or am not welcome anymore; I figure it can't hurt to stick mah bootz in on the topic on everyone's mind.
Kapunua and OP-J are both strong, vocal women. Both are perfectly capable of sticking up for themselves. And I feel lucky to consider both of these fab females my friend. ^_^ So, they had an argument. With a group of 40+ women all in one place, frankly, I'm surprised that we don't see a lot more disagreements. Not everyone is going to like each other. It's a fact of life, sad as it may seem.
(This next bit is directed at the whole 'family', by the way -- each of us can do their part, myself included.)
As one of the mouthier people in here, I'm going to come right out and say it: WE ALL NEED TO BACK THE FUCK UP, AND BREATHE. I understand people's worries, and the fear of being played: I feel the same way. But in the end, it's Mayo's blog. Only he has the right to decide who can & can't visit. And if he ever decides to pull it (heaven forbid), there's not a fucking THING any of us can do about it. So please, let's have some fun, too, okay?
Has anyone spoken to Mya or Gnothi Seauton? I really wish both of them would come back.
We all love it here, and we don't want to see it end. But for fucksakes, people -- it's a fucking BLOG. It's not going to save or destroy the world. Nobody, and I do mean NOBODY, is all-powerful enough to stop it.
Except Mayo, 'cuz it's his house. ^_~
Well BC, I was talking more about LM . XD
Papeheart, Miss T, I left comments over at DM.
(Confusing to go back and forth!)
BC, thank you. She should be ok. It's just been a rough day.
How are you? Is your knee doing better?
Love,
L.
Hi MJ. Paperheart, that's great! Have you painted the walls yet?
BC/Avenger
Anonymous, the letter that people thought Frank wrote saying that the band didn't really approve of Eliza, that letter?
Sister Midnite, well said.
I still don't know what happened with K and OPJ. I'm not sure if I want to know. I wrote a blog about this all today.
OPL, okie dokie! =]
BC/Avenger/Fire, Not yet, that is my mission for the next couple of weeks.
OP L, your welcome. As for my knee, I think it's doing okay, but I spent most of the weekend indoors to take it easy, so I can't say for sure. I have to go find some support, which is hiding somewhere in my house. Earlier on I was in a bad mood when I came here, to be honest, but I feel loads better now. Thanks for asking. Anon, even so, the moon is very pretty to look at *eyes are starting to sparkle and wide* Lol
Sister M, where have you been? I missed you. You are right. This is only just a fucking blog right? Besides, I have more pressing concerns to worry about. I am not sure whether they are going to pull the plug on one family member. Sighs.
Oh, Sister Nikki, good to see you!
Well said, and good points.
J. said to say thank you, and she is currently taking up residence in the pool house her at Mayo's for a little bit, on vacation.
Mayo, she does want to know where the sunblock and extra towels are.
Besides hauling shitloads of books down stairs, how are you?
Love,
L.
Hello family!
My, my how much I miss you guys!
How are you all? doing well I hope! :)
xoxo cupcake
Paperheart, yep, anon was talking about that letter. Have you decided on which color to paint your room? I bet it's going to look pretty ^____^
Hey Cupcake! *HUG*
Hello hello Cupcake, ol' delicious and adorable one, how are you? It is good to see you again.
BC/Avenger
P<3!!! *hugs*
BC hun, another name change! go you!
I'm doing ok, how are you darlings?
I think I shall paint it a turquoise-y/aqua-y blue! It's bright and jappy. =] I need all the jappiness is the world. =]
Thank you for that, Sis. I think it's a little far-fetched to ask everyone to like each other and get along.
And of course you're welcome here, my god, why would you not be?? O_O
Just walked in from class; a shower, then some ice cream, then I will be on chat. You guys know where to get me. ^_^
P<3, that's a lovely color for a room!
Good to see you Kapunua XD
mmmm ice cream...
Goodnight, guys!
Thanks again, and we will both talk to you soon.
Love you,
L.
Cupcake, I hope it turns out nice!
Kapunua, hey there! <3
=]
Hiya Everyone!
Fire - I love having a dirty mouth, but on the contrary, I keep my teeth quite clean!
PH - Blog Angel? Sounds like a Disney Show~!!
-A
Sweet Dreams L&J, take care<3
*HUG*
Goodnight.
Hi and bye L! *hugs*
It sure sounds nice P<3!, mine is currently pink, but you can't really see the walls for the artwork and posters.
Hello CC, K sis m, mj and anyone else who has arrived.
How are you all?
Goodnight again Martha! *HUG*
PH - Blog Angel? Sounds like a Disney show~!!
Haha! Now I am a disney show?! SWEET!
Cupcake, my old room was pink! =]
I outgrew it and found it childish after a while. Seriously, I had pink walls, with a pink stripe, and a pink and yellow bedspread. Walk over to my closet, and all the clothes were black or any dark colour/shade.
Hiya Amyranth!
Hi miss T! *HUGS*
Bye bye MJ! *HUGS*
P<3, I don't mind the pink these days, for a while I thought my god! I can't have pink walls and listen to Iron Maiden!, then I got over it. I find it rather calming.... it's a warm, pale pink. With insane artwork and posters stuck all over it. lol
lol. That sounds better than my old room Cupcake!
My sister painted it for me as my birthday present, and she thought that my posters of MCR and Silverstein wouldn't "go" with the paint color, so she put them in up in my closet. MY CLOSET! But it was alright because it felt like I could let the inner child out in me everytime I walked in my door. ^_^
Goodnight and sweet dreams MJ, OP L.
Ol' delicious Cupcake, yep, another name change for me. I am doing well, thank you for asking. Hey there K. It is unrealistic for everyone to like each other and get along, but honestly, I do not dislike anyone here. Some annoying anons, yes, of course ^_^
Heya Cupcake! How are things in your neck of the woods?
-A
Hi everyone
I am back from errands and survived despite the heat and humidity.
Though perhaps going to the gym then having a icecream based ice coffee slushy cancels out the good work. lol
Hi cupcake amyranth PH missT BC
Well P<3, that must have been quite the surprise! lol
I chose my room colors back when we first moved into this house... I was 11 I think. About half a year later I wanted the room black. lol
and now I scroll back hi sisM and Kap.
night OP and MJ
Hey Ergo! *HUG*
Cupcake, it really was!
Glad you're well BC, Hi there ergo! :), and Amyranth.... thinks are pretty good!
I went to the beach, surprise, surprise....
My god, it was like day of a thousand exes out there! I saw at least three!
lol P<3, did you stifle a scream.... of delight?
Hey there, hey there and hey there.
AIM: Kapunua
CC and PH i have always loved having a pale blue bedroom, I find it calming, my little girls is apricot and purple (sounds awful but the shades work) and I painted our lounge /dining a mustard yellow as we have deep red adn yellow patterned polished floors and I have wood and asian items around
Hiya Ergo!
Cuppy, the beach? The closest I get to a bikini this time of year is if I try it no to see if it still fits!
Screw this, I'm moving to Australia.
-A
My bedroom is like a cornflower blue, but it's too dark for me. I'm going to paint it a golden yellow because I have cherry wood furniture and the blue and the wood just do not mix.
-A
hey there again Kapunua! lol
Ergo, that sounds so beautiful! really!.... I might have to come live with you!
I think I just overdosed on exclamation marks....
Hi there Ergo how are you?
Cupcake, it was right after I got home from a 17 day trip. I was shocked to say the least!
Ergoproxy, that sounds beautiful! I love painting, it's very fun! I can never get paint on the walls, it ends up in my hair or on my clothes!
I am off for now, it's 10 pm, and I need to get to bed. Back to school tomorrow!
Hugs&Love;
- 007
<3
Well Amyranth, it's certainly the best bikini weather here now!
ANd I must say your room sounds lovely too!
My room is... eclectic! It has everything from Tibetan prayer flags and an old fashioned white iron bird cage to giant candelabras and a life sized poster of Dimebag! (RIP)
Well, It's 4:00am so i shall say goodnight.
See you tomorrow.
Goodnight P<3 dear!
Goodnight Miss T! sleep well hun!
Goodnight Miss T. Sweet dreams.
Sweet dreams teddy bear *hugs*
Cupcake, you have a poster of Dimebag? Cool beans :)
My room walls are colored a light shade of blue with a bit of green. I have nothing on my walls except a couple of small posters of Pantera and one of Dimebag (RIP)
I am thinking of buying some posters, but putting them in poster frames, and then hanging them up. My room is a bit too boring for my tastes. I don't even have curtains up yet
night PH *HUG*
and MissT sweet dreams
Amyranth I really love yellow with wood.
I agree cupcake it is beach/ swimming weather (we usually go to creeks)
Amyranth just make sure you stock up on sunscreen
BC, you should see my room! it is packed with interesting things! I have little figurines and dried flowers and hieroglyphics and.... the list goes on. I love the artwork most of all. Some of mine, my mother, fathers, grandparents....
My room is a piece of art to me....
It keeps changing and mutating... I love it!
Cupcake, your room does sound interesting. I like the description of it! I hope to make my room like that soon. There are a few thins I am going to add to it soon...or eventually :)
Ergo, creeks are a lovely place to swim I must say... no sand...
Darn sand gets everywhere!
Thank you BC :)
One day I may make it more minimalistic... but I like the bohemian vibe it has going on...
After reading a few of today's comments, can I just say that this place has gone to shit?!
What the fuck is going on here? I can't even begin to comprehend what the fuck has happened in the past few days. So many conspiracies and accusations...it's blows my fucking mind!
I'm just glad that I've been able to distance myself enough from all this so that it's not getting me down like it would have a few months ago.
*IT* blows, not it's.
Well dears, I have to scamper off now, hopefully I'll be able to talk to you all soon, coz I love y'all so much!
Including Mayo and SS ! *hugs*
I need to get over my bold/italic fixation...
Take care everyone!
xoxo cupcake
Take care Cupcake. Hello hello magic pie. Yeah, this place has been tensed lately.
hi MP !
I think the dust is settling.
CC - sand is the work of the devil!
and sand in your bikini is the worst part of the beach! I do prefer creeks too as it's usually nice and shady.i don't sunbake at all, but I love the beach if there are rocks to explore
Hey BC. Tensed is putting it lightly. I just can't understand all the bullshit that's been going on.
I'm a bit sweary this evening.
Tai Chi tonight was fabulous, painful, exhausting, refreshing, and eye-opening. Lao Shir kept correcting my arms, she says I have way too much chi in my arms, but that's normal when someone is protecting an injury. She said she could tell how messed up my knee is by how much my stances have changed.
I need to get this fixed.
But in the meantime, the evening as beautiful and the class was fantastic and guys? You should all take tai chi. The real kind, not the kind you get at a McDojo. (Or a McKwon really, because dojos are Japanese.)
Just saying, you guys. :)
I like sand.
Apparently, I'm a huge minority.
-A
Hang on, it's gonna be a bumpy ride, hallelujah lock and load, or if you will, we're bringing drama back, take your pick. Hopefully after the dust has settled after this little revelation, we can have our happy home back.
*Ahem*
Alie and Undercoverbrother have been saying that they're not pretending
to be or know MCR. And all of a sudden Black Rose is here and they're
saying that they're NOT pretending to be Gerard Way. This is where the
trouble is coming from. Look at these pages. You have to be signed into
Myspace.
http://profile.myspace.com/
index.cfm?fuseaction=user.
viewprofile&friendid=202863286
There is Under Cover Brother on Myspace pretending to be Ray. His first
friends are the Black Rose (with all pics of Gerard and "about me" that
is supposed to be Gerard) and Alie (Natalie, Tiffaunie) and his third
friend is Andrea.
This is the myspace of THe Black Rose, http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?
fuseaction=user.
viewprofile&friendid=136964007
Now look at the pics, a photoshopped picture of Gerard Way with Alie.
Then sit there and tell me they are not trying to pretend to be MCR and
insult you all and play with you all.
These are the people that some others warned you about that were going
to come and lie to you and play games. Which is what they're doing. Now
you can see, these people are delusional and liars. I don't think they
are role playing as some people thought at first but ACTUALLY lying.
You can still talk to those people if you want to but are you still
going to believe them? Think about it.
Oh, and another thing. Look here and you will find your Frank-obssessed
Yoda. http://blog.myspace.com/
index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.
view&friendID=136964007&blogID=317452363
I've always wanted to try tai chi.
But I must say that right now, yoga is totally doing it for me. I love that stuff.
damn I partially squashed 2 peaches in the bot (trunk ) of my car with a box of cat food, then the void ate my comment !
That's okay magic pie. Swearing is good for you. I prefer boxing, but still ^__^
Oh, Carrie. That is beautiful. Well played. ^_^
Oh fuckin hell. It continues....
Carrie, honestly, I don't care.
Well, well, well...........It is SO nice to come back to more of the same (not)
GEEZE!!!!!!
Sorry, in my frustration I forgot to say hello MP, BC .... others....
evening anon616
Hi wendy!
Hi Ergo!!! You were hiding a little further up there ;-)
How is everyone tonight?
Good to see you again Magic Pie!!!
Nice,Carrie.
Thanks for sharing.
Hello hello Wendy. How are you?
Tee hee hee.
"Really, who is this Gerard Way guy anyway?"
Please, Mayo. Please, say it.
-A
amyranth sand as a ground covering is good. I do like sand castle building and stuff, but when it's scorchingly hot or in your clothes -ugh
I love beaches that have showers to get it off. But then I prefer fresh water to salt.
Let's Bury The Fire said...
Hello hello Wendy. How are you?
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I'm surviving BC, lol! CARNIVAL SEASON started today *blows imaginary horn* YIPPIE!
Now, I just have to get myself feeling good enough to go to some of the parades/festivaties this week :)
How are you feeling? Is your knee any better?
Love & Hugs to ya'll,
#6
Wendy
I'm good wendy how are you?
Though it is really hot here today.
I call it a "2 undies day" when you gat half way through the day and need a change of underwear at least or perhaps all your clothes to feel fresh
"It's not the heat it's the humidity"
Howdy Amyranth!
Thanks anon616! I choose to stay away from here most of the time these days. Too much crazy shit.
Speaking of not being here much, it's time for bed.
Have a good night everyone!
Ergo, I love sand and salt, but then again, I'm from the Atlantic Ocean. I'm fairly used to it because it's around ALL the time. I miss it. I took some sand home with me from my last trip east because I miss it so much.
We don't get sand here unless there's a dust storm, and those are rare.
-A
Ergo: Aussie sounds a lot like Louzianna!
Our weather goes from one extreme to the next - in one week. Wednesday the temps were in the upper 20s F and today the temp reached 80 degrees.
No wonder I'm sick ;-)
Goodnight and sweet dreams magic pie. Wendy, as for my knee, I think it's okay now, but I can't say for sure. Sometimes it still hurts when I walk, so I probably have to wear some support.
Wendy, you live in New Orleans? Lucky you to attend those parades and festivities. I never been to that city before. I think one day I will :)
As far as emotions is concerned, I am doing much better than I did earlier.
Good night Magic Pie & sweet dreams!
Hiya aNON616!
-A
cheers for that carrie, just puts it all in perspective.
Let's Bury The Fire said...
Wendy, you live in New Orleans? Lucky you to attend those parades and festivities. I never been to that city before. I think one day I will :)
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Well, heck BC; come on down! We'z a friendly bunch of crazy folk ;-)
Sorry to hear that your knee is still giving your trouble though :/
Ohhh.....have you tried one of those Therma Care Knee wraps? Therma Care heat wraps can = heaven when you're in pain!
hey guys
Hi Fimble!
Anyway, time for me to take off for some real sleep. I got a tad bit overstressed today I think. I was wound so tight, I could've spent my day re-virginizing hookers.
...
What an ODD thought.
-A
Hello guys.
Carrie, thanks for sharing. I don't know what to think.
I want to steal some of those bead necklaces they throw out for Mardi Gras O_o
Wendy, I think I may try one of those knee wraps. They is some around my house somewhere...I just have to go look for them ^_^
Hello hello young grasshopper. Good to see you again *hugs*
Hey there fimble. Amy, goodnight and sweet dreams.
how are you all tonight
Amyranth said...
Anyway, time for me to take off for some real sleep. I got a tad bit overstressed today I think. I was wound so tight, I could've spent my day re-virginizing hookers.
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LOL!!!! I can't begin to imagine how that would be done....
GOOD NIGHT Amy!
Hey BC, I am alright, I should be in bed. How're you?
Hey there Wifey. *hug*
How are you doing fimble? I am doing okay. Thank you for asking.
Hi paperheartxx!
BC: I have TONS of Mardi Beads in my garage. You're welcome to steal some anytime ;-)
Paperheart, I'm doing okay as well
G'night Amy<3 *Hug*
*Mimics Mr. Burns's voice to Wendy*
Ex-cel-lent! :D
The same goes for the rest of you -- Mardi Beads all around!!!
I have to run for now; but I shall see you all later.
Feel better soon OP-J!!!
Love & Hugs to all,
#6
Wendy
hi fimble
Wendy Mardi Gras is one thing I'd love to see, that and the tomato throwing festival in Italy
goodnight Amyranth - you've had an unusual day!
Night MP
Take care Wendy. Hugs and love to you.
*catches beads*
Sweet dreams 616! *Hug*
well that took a long time to load, hello again, bloody blogger.
hey wifey you ok hun. come and sit on your wifeys knee and tell me all about it
FS, *HUG*
*sits on knee*
I'm not even sure. I'm just.. ughh.. I can't even find words to describe it.
night Wendy!!
Okay, one last bit before I go.
A blue whale has a penis that is 6 and 1/2 feet long, larger than the aptly named Sperm Whale who only comes in at 4 to 4 1/2 feet long.
Once again, I have NO IDEA where this is coming from.
-A
007 you know i have an ear always if you wanna chat or ask. remember that hun
Amy, you bring a smile to my face. =]
<3
Amy, now that will probably give me nightmares for weeks on end, lol. Night night.
FS, thanks sweetie. =]
I do have questions to ask.. unfortunately.
Well, BC, it looks like it's just you and me again.
oh sorry BC I was occupied with real life
lol
not much going on.
That's okay Ergo. The other night I ended up having a conversation with myself. Miss T is certainly having a negative influence on me lol ^_^
So, BC, what are you up at this time of night?
BC, besides shoving a finger up my nose and watching TV, absolutely nothing. How about you? ;p
The exact thing BC. We must be like, long lost twins or something, although I wish I was scoring with some dude right now ;)
BC, the scoring can at least wait another week. Don't moisten your panties now ^_^
*BC hears the sound of crickets chirping once again, but does not like it*
Anyone still here?
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
what are you watching on TV (do NOT want to know guy you're thinking about)
Lol, don't worry Ergo. I made that stuff up about the dude and nose picking. This is what happens when I am left unattended here at Mayo's
^___^
Hello hello KD. How are you?
Hey, KD! ^_^
hello Katherine how are you today?
"Carrie said...
There is Under Cover Brother on Myspace pretending to be Ray. His first
friends are the Black Rose (with all pics of Gerard and "about me" that
is supposed to be Gerard) and Alie (Natalie, Tiffaunie) and his third
friend is Andrea."
How exactly does this prove that UCB and Blackrose are those people again? You are full of shit, my friend.
This drama was burried earlier, why bring it back up? Who really cares but yourself and Kapunua?
*pins big note to Mayo's wall*
"Do NOT leave BC alone here at any time"
lol
O_o
Thanks, Carrie. I like your balls. ^_~
Erm, interesting... is about all I can say right now.
And thanks for reminding me why I dislike MySpazz. ^_^
Anybody still here?
Sister Midnite said...
O_o
Thanks, Carrie. I like your balls. ^_~
There's something you don't hear everyday.
Well, maybe.
Erm, interesting... is about all I can say right now.
It is interesting. Agreed.
KD I don't know if you saw but I got the bulletin, maybe it was considered offensive by myspace
hey anon does this hit hard at home. are you one of them? maybe your all of them. i go for all of them
dont wanna start shit but you just did so back off. i think more people than you think cares about this. i certainly do. why should i trust fucking liars. tell me that.
KD, seriously? Where'd you hear about that? I'd love to know why they removed it. Did you hear anything about one of the people in it being Quinn's brother? WTH? That's so weird.
Fimble, you rock my world. Like, hard.
Fimble star, I don't like liars either. When people are finding random fake Gerards and Rays on myspace and saying they are someone on here, that is lying.
I am not any of them.
KD, yep, it's my new name :)
Which is funny, anon, because they are the exact same people with the exact same pictures as the ones here. And by the way? We know it's you.
I would like to add a little more info to the discussion of the delusional people who have recently paid you a visit.
This is Alie/tiffaunie's Mindsay site
And her Mindsay profile
And her friend The Black Rose's profile
Please be wary of these people.
but if you actually read them, and read the comments then you will see. maybe you have missed some things about this but they are clearly the people here. granted the ucb one doesnt link to that ray toro on but think about it. look at comments. and yes i do know alot before you ask. its because i never trusted them and i will not trust them. shit has happened since then came into this place. why couldnt they just be honest?
oh and cheers for repling
UCB and Blackrose don't have pictures on here.
You really need to stop the drama, you are losing your "family."
Shadow, you're familiar. We've had a shadow before, was it you?
And as Fimble would say, "cheers." ^_^
Kapunua, yes that was me.
hello shadow how are you?
Now you are just pulling in some random people who have "The Black Rose" on their site.
Woooow! The Used conspiracy! I like it!
yeah, it was really graphic. And I wonder if it will ever get re-released.
As disturbing as it was, aren't you kind of glad you witnessed it in the like, one hour that it was up? ;)
Maybe it wasn't supposed to get leaked?
Shadow, I thought you were familiar, but I don't remember the other thing you posted. I'm so bad with names and to be honest, I don't pay as much attention as I should. I'm sorry. I forgot what you were here for before.
Thanks for those links. I had a feeling about stuff like this. It's part of what I was on about.
As a good friend of mine would say, "Oh well oh well oh well!"
Fimble just IMed me and I think this is the link she is trying to link to. Not sure what it is or if it will work.
i deleted the comment because my link did not work.
anon have you even been on these sites that have been posted?
Hi ergo, everyone. I'm doing all right, you?
Anon, do you want to know how I found blackrose's profile on that site? It was quite simple really, he's on Alie/tiffaunie/tiff's network. Coincidence? She's friends with more than one person using the same screen name? Not likely.
Shadow didn't you have a "cold heart" or something?
and KD , Kap myspace nad youtube can censor stuff, maybe they did it becasue it was graphic
shadow those links didn't work for me
they came up as not found
(oh and I've changed accounts)
Awww, deleted! Ah well, most people already saw it anyway. Like Jared Leto once whispered, "The seeeecret is out." ^_^
It's cool being right.
lol the more people can't see it the more they'll want it
KD, I would not be surprised, you know? Bert sends lots of messages. And Quinn seems very protective of Bert in some ways--I guess those two boys are close and probably share a lot.
For about an hour, they shared with us, LOL.
Okay, so I coulda gone my whole life without seeing a few of those scenes, but still. ^_^
hey came up as "not found" because our "OMG UR LYING" anon here is yanking them down because they got busted.
It's Alie, Undercoverbrother and Black Rose. Hi guys. Nice try, but you weren't quick enough. I screencapped a few of those pages. ^_^
Oh, Le Jared for you too, KD? ^____^
Hi KD. =]
ergo, no I don't have a cold heart, I think you have me confused with someone else. As for the links, I guess they got deleted, what a surprise...of course deleting them now is kind of like closing the barn door after the horse has been stolen.
ok i am goign to bed now. tired but let me say this
family - i am glad i found out about this tonight. i am sorry if it caused anymore drama but in my heart i think many of you needed to know. just my opinion on that
and the links have been deleted or made private. yes i saw them all and i have made my own mind up. other people saw them to and they all saw what i saw. just like to add to you WTF
goodnight.
sorry shadow I think you were about one time with a couple of other characters.
A warm heart is far nicer
Oh I'm good by the way, hot humid weather but feeling fine :)
Boy they delete fast!
I can't even load Mayo's that quick!
goodnight fimble!
sleep tight!
Shadow, most people saw the horse while it was still in there.
I find it deplorable that these people would come in here pretending to be members of MCR and insulting us. Man, especially "undercoverbrother" impersonating Ray Toro and being a bitch to everyone.
For as much as I have lost respect for Gerard, I loathe--loathe people who pretend to be famous people just to start trouble and spread rumors. THe BuzzNet thing, the inundation that we got here, the emailings to many of us, and hey, guess what else? The icky Yoda / Frank porn. (Yeah, in case anyone missed it, "Yoda" was on Black Rose's site.) These guys were a lot of our anons.
The MySpaces and all that might have been yanked down right now, but many people already saw them. Oh, and I screencapped a few because I had a feeling they were going to do that.
Their blogs will be gone soon, too. I'd put money on it. ^_^
*crosses fingers*
Guys, can you please leave now?
Comment from undercovrbrother comments
andrea said...
Check your myspace.
January 6, 2008 12:30 PM
Was that to delete or to make private?
KD, Adam from TBS? He seems like a total dearie. :D
Jared, egotistical? Maybe on stage he is. He plays up the whole Rock Star thing. But for the most part he's respectable. Meeting him in person, he is so nice. They all were. And looking at him close up is like looking at the sun. The dude is better looking in person. Umm, he touched me and fertilized all my eggs. Seriously, I had eight thousand babies the very next day, and I named them all Jared Leto. ;D
anon that was there ages ago, not just now
Good night, Fimble, good night shadow, good night KD.
Dream of Jared! :D
ANd FImble? once again, you rock my world clear out of the galaxy. ^___^
goodnight Kapunua
KD being famous is probably more a curse than a blessing for many
She wolf you are something else. I like your fire. I don't care what other's say I love how you protect your friends and I see....... I SEE!!!.... how you protect Mayo. You are the guard wolf prowling inside the front door.
I want you to know that the other day there was some other person calling for you She Wolf. It was not me..... I am the one you call the She wolf anon. I do not know who the other was..... it seems there are two of us who see your wolfish ways.
You are the sword..... I miss the heart.
Is it safe to come back now?
I was going to write a message for you, Mayonaise, but I will save it for later.
Fame really creates the idea you can have your privacy invaded,
And people just wait to see you fall.
But it takes a strong personality to withstand it and not get caught up in believing your own hype.
And unfortunately the performing arts can attract people who are less able to cope when it all hits them. Money, privelege, yes men, people trying to take advantage.
It really is a double edged sword.
I must go dinner time becons, Hope you have a good night KD and I'll catch you another time.
Take care anyone still about
She wolf anon I'm sure she'll be happy to know you still care
mayo and SS be good to those around you and I wish love and peace to you and yours
much love
xx
Anon @ 2:49, you can find the heart out on the porch. Once she wakes up, that is. ^_~
Carrie, Fimble Star, Kapunua: Thanks for the PROTOCTion. ^_^ Honesty is very much appreciated -- especially here in Blog-Believe, where we see so damned little of it.
So, a note to any family members or anon's who are thinking about trying to rip Kapunua a new ass: GOOD INTENTIONS.
That's good enough for me.
Take care Ergo.
Possibly now I can post my message.....
To my little jar of refrigerated Mayonaise(Ha!) it has been too long since I formally addressed you. How are you? I suppose I do not mind if you count me as one of the "lovelies" after all. I guess. It is only fair, correct? I suppose I will not hold that against you. All is fair, after all.
I hope you do not mind that I come barging in almost every day without formally addressing you. Anyways, what I wanted to say was thank you for allowing us to befriend one another here at hour house. You have been such a gracious host, and I am grateful that you have changed so much since the last four months. It has been an amazing transformation that we have all seen.
I think almost everyone here believes that you are a great person. So do I, but honestly, sometimes I hate you too. Do not worry. I tend to develop a lot of love/hate relationships with people. What surprises me the most is that even if I may have said some regretful things (If that is the case, I do not remember) I am still here.
So I suppose I have to thank you for allowing me to speak my mind, whether they are good opinions, bad ones, or just plain angry ones. Just for that I am forever grateful. And just to be fair, you are allowed to talk shit about me too. I had endured the most embarrassing experiences while being here, so you are welcome to speak negatively against me. I am getting quite used to it. You are becoming a great person, but you are also entitled to act like a jackass, whether we like it or not.
I do not want to see just one side of the person, because everyone has a dark side to them. I think that is why I discontinued to shower you with praise and admiration a while back. That sort of preaching is not a part of reality. I guess we all learn new things every day.
Now I supposed you must return to the fridge before you begin to spoil ;p
*Places a kiss to the jar of Mayonaise before heading off to bed like a dork*
Goodnight and sweet dreams Mayonaise, SS, lurkers, Blog Family.
Goodnight KD. I am heading off to bed now. Goodnight again everyone.
mayo,
i slept late today, and then had a surprise attack nap later on. but in between, i read your entry.
it seems to be about writing, and that's good. is it about all the types of writing you do, or one sort specifically?
is there a difference for you?
there is for me. when i write in my private journals it feels completely different from writing something creative. when i write for my blog or my lj, or on those occasions when i'm working on a story or an article, there's such a rush that comes with the words. i must look like a prize idiot when i write -- i stare into space for awhile, then grin and pounce!
but it's such a great feeling, dancing with the muse like that. "creative writing" is such a weak phrase, it brings up memories of classrooms and bad sonnets, but it truly describes the act. it is creation, pure and simple.
i hope this is the sort of writing you're experiencing.
now i'll toddle off and see if i have any need for sleep left in me. i probably do. i've been short-changing myself on pillowtime lately.
(oh, and possibilities are never ridiculous...they are the foundation of creation, after all. please, consider at will.)
good night, mayo. take your muse out for a dance tomorrow.
Good morning Mayo, SS, Ergo, TJ, BD, KD....
Is THIS still going on? *feels need to scream; grabs pillow and DOES* That felt GOOD!!!!
Lovely posts BC and TJ!
I hope you all have a nice morning/afternoon/evening/night...
Love & Hugs,
#6
Wendy
No lyrics today, just a quote:
"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within."
Elizabeth Kubler Ross
Good morning mayo!
Um, sorry for hiding under the blankets yesterday. It was a case of any port in a storm.
Hope your day is full and jappy.
*PP keeping it choir girl clean today*
*promises not to mention someone wears bedsocks*
*and fails*
hello everyone!
hello mayo. you ok??
hello SS. hope you're good too?
just popping in to say hello. not been around much lately but am pretty much up to date ish on the goings on. sort of?!
so i hope everyone is good today and manage to get through the dreaded monday without too much hassle!!!!
love to all.
ProfessorAnon said,
Being that there are students from many different time zones, there will be no set period for this test. Take it at your leisure.
Eeeek!
*looks at useless timezone excuse note about to hand in*
*pretends not to have seen professoranon's comment*
*covers eyes with one hand*
*other hand quickly hits 'down' arrow key*
*down*
*down*
*down*
OP's,
Will you take the homeless with you? I may be able to squeeze one more under but it's going to be a bit crowded.
Love to J. Hope you get better soon sweetie.
I will say this, until I'm blue in the face, that your friendship with L is extraordinarily strong and special.
MissT, sdock, S&V20,
You girls and your comments are giving me an outbreak of warm fuzzies.
Hoping it's contagious.
xoxox
Pixie and Lolita,
Where are you both?
*sending out search parties*
Hi 616 if around still.
FASC,
Jappy Monday Afternoon to you!
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