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Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 1601 – 1800 of 1940 Newer› Newest»Band name:Alam elPhan
Album name:Düsseldorf-Garath
Tracks:
1.Cape Poge Light.
2.Brother Sun, Sister Moon.
3.Huperzia espinosana
4.PWI Most Improved Wrestler of the Year.
5.Jonathan Pitroipa.
6.Peripheral Vision Horizon Display
7.1979 in basketball.
8.Okay Airways.
9.Witherite.
10.Sharon Creech.
11.Stanely Castle
12.IMIT.
13.Symplocos cordifolia
14.Anderson (automobile)
15.Tallinn Purikad
My band sounds rad.
Wanna tour together,anyone?
Sdock,
I agree with Elena, no one is truly broken or messed up, that my dear is perception.
Some have a more attuned or sensitive way to feel the world.
You are quite special.
Kapu,
I'm lighting a candle for Trisky too.
Entropy, we can do our own Warped Tour
SDock, I think we're more like kindred spirits in some way or another.
Band Name: NicePlayer
Album: Berikon
Songs:
Nevada State Route 293
Arimoclomol
Highway 5 (Ontario)
Nadodikkattu
Hilltop Park
Matt Parkman
Disney family
Don Panciera
List of Symphyotrichum species
Robbins Entertainment
Nebraska Elementary School
Hits I Missed...And One I Didn't
Breandán de Gallaí
Kipkemboi Kimeli
Gilmore Community School
..... weird!
-A
hello everyone, i'm just now finally getting here!
kapunua, i lit a candle for your trisky over at dm. when i read your news, i just couldn't believe it -- i hoped you would have so much more time than this. i'm so sorry.
on a happier note, though, i love your dogs' names! i think you and i might watch some of the same anime... :)
fun meme, too!
elena, i'm so glad nothing happened today at school with your kids. that was a brave thing you did, sending them to school, and for all the right reasons. i applaud you.
sdock, you do have an impact, and a positive one. i tell you why at my blog.
dei gratia,
Utter nonsense; don’t you ever let me hear you talk like that again, young lady, you hear!
yes, ma'am! ^_^
KD and TJ, thank you so much. Yes, this whole thing was a huge shock and it happened so fast. I didn't really have time to get this in my head before it was happening.
TJ: Rurouni Kenshin, Spirited Away?
Entropy said:
My band sounds rad.
Wanna tour together,anyone?
Well that depends. Do you give head and are you willing to broadcast this information? If so, then I have loved your band since BEFORE I WAS BORN.
Toujours Hello
Glad you're here.
Hi TJ, a big loving wink to you.
TJ: Rurouni Kenshin, Spirited Away?
yes, and yes. ^.^
(i had such a mad crush on lex lang, the american voice actor for sanosuke...*fond sigh*)
sdock said:
MissT or someone,
Please tell all at Mayo's including Mayo that I must leave for the night.
Tell them I love them all and goodnight.
I just can't load the page.
WTF?
Ooh, I saw RK fansubbed. But I saw Gundam Wing dubbed, and I fell in love with Mark Hildreth who voiced Heero Yuy. ^_^
hey there, elena. i had to stay offline for a phone call today, so i'm glad to be here at last, too!
hello, miss t. i got your message, thank you.
*wink&smooch*
Hi all how are you?
Band name:Thomas Langton Church
Album Name:Highway 301
1. Yuichi Akasaka
2. 5th Bengal European Cavalry
3.LAUNCHcast
4.United States at the 1904 Summer Olympics
5.Ho Chi Minh
6.Mimi Kajiru
7.Gyeyang-gu
8.Aryballos
9.Sandžak
10.Madonna of Foligno (Raphael)
11.Prittlewell
12.Flag of Christmas Island
13.Quenya
14.Tim Jennings
15.Multi-purpose stadium
ZOMG, MINE DOES!
The WHOLE BAND gives head.
-A
Jen, sounds like a plan.
Get ready to have your name sharpied on me.
K,it seems that you have loved our band since FOREVER, 'cause I do all that!
My band sounds rad.
Wanna tour together,anyone?
Well that depends. Do you give head and are you willing to broadcast this information? If so, then I have loved your band since BEFORE I WAS BORN.
0_0
K, I can't leave you alone for five minutes without you trying to save yourself with some other rock floozy!. Am I that interchangeable??
*remembers who she is married to*
Oh wait, yes, of course I am!
Hidden track: List of Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo episodes
i've only watched bits and pieces from the different gundam series, but i liked what i saw. what else has mark hildreth done?
have you ever seen last exile? still one of my favorites, next to anything ghibli.
Hi MJ, Amyranth, RW. How are you?
Tj, no worries. I'm hoping for a christmas miarcle for you.
*sends out a christmas wish for bittersweetheart too*
Entropy: that's totally bitchin'. I shall sharpie you on me too.
Hey Entropy, don't see you round this way much, how are you?
What the hell is this band game. Could someone tell this thicko the rules?
hi martha -- i totally love your hidden track! :D
miss t -- i got it! my ex called today, and gave me his christams bonus. he's a boy scout, through and through.
LOL @ RW! Like you even need to ask. ;D
Entropy, I hope you're ready for your band to hit the big time.
TJ, I've never seen Last Exile. I love the Ghibli stuff too though, Miyazaki is one of my favorites. I cried like a bitch during Howl's Moving Castle.
My other favorite series was Sorcerer Hunters. OMG, frigging hilarious.
Hello Miss T :)
I am bathed and have actually managed to get about half of my Christmas cards written out - huzzah!
What are you up to tonight? Or, should I say, in the wee hours of Tuesday morning?
Hi miss t
you go to Wikipedia main page you hit random article that is the band name hit it again for the album name than 15x more to get the songs
Hi tjI was having so much fun I hit the random article thing again and that popped up.
Lex Lang I loved his voice.
Kaleido Star,
Azumanga Daioh
Cromartie High School
Excel Saga
Midori Days
Full Metal Panic Fumoffu
Super Gals
Fruits Basket
Gravitation
Just to name a few
Thank you MJ.
I'm so glad TJ.
I'm just hanging here RW.
Don't start discussing anime! Please we'll be here all night!
(Anything from Studio Ghibli is great! Haydao is a master.)
MJ - ZOMG someone else that's heard of GALS?!!?
Have you read the manga??
-A
Hello... Anybody here? The front door was open...
Hey Elena.
Nightshift is in effect, so mostly everyone is gone I guess.
-A
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