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Yes, I am aware.
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No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 1940 Newer› Newest»Miss T, good to hear. I'm happy you're feeling better. A billion hugs to you my english chum ^_^
I'm okay. A stressful day, but right now I feel much better. Thanks to you guys
Mayo,
Goodnight, my friend. Mind if I curl up and sleep here tonight? I am feeling like I might actually sleep. Headache be damned.
My question to you is coming, but not tonight. I'm still working on it. For now, I think I shall write until....
p.s. Faith, Hope, Love...again.
Love the new name BC ha!
RW darling. There was eight of them.
EIGHT.
-A
Anima, all I can say is, thank you. And hi there! :)
Trying to maintain a balance? Well, I am trying my best at achieving that. It's hard but I'm trying.
Then there is the job thing, and I am looking to start college again and trying to achieve my big dreams and with the therapist and depression thing, I am trying my best to get myself motivated again.
I hate being stuck inside a bubble.
Star - Ontario would be nice. Except for the spiders.
And the centipedes. And the bloody long winters. And Toronto.
Paperheart:
I dunno if you're here or not, but thank you for posting my message to SS. I really appreciate it :)
Mayonaise said...
The debate has escalated.
I have given every explanation for my behavior, which recently has been a bit off color, even for me.
He has heard me out and that is all I can ask for.
- MAYO, aren't we both lucky to have people who will hear us out, even if afterwards they throw us out?
Ha ha! thanks Miss T.
Back in the old days people used to call me "little Debbie" after this fucking company that makes small cakes, brownies, ding dongs and stuff. I wanted to come up with a silly name for here, so I decided to call myself that :)
The other name I was going to come up with was mayonaisesucks,
mustardisbetter.
Ha!
resurrected wreck said...
Star - Ontario would be nice. Except for the spiders.
And the centipedes. And the bloody long winters. And Toronto.
You know, that's the second time this week I've had to wipe Pepsi off my monitor.
-A
Goodnight BlogBelieve Family!
Goodnight Mayo(again)!
Goodnight SS!
Goodnight pretty purple unicorn!
Goodnight m.!
Goodnight Trisky!
Goodnight Not Really Anons
Goodnight Anons
Goodnight Lurkers
Goodnight anyone I missed!
Love you ALL!
s
RW,
Centipedes?! Really. When I think of centipedes, I think of the Amazon Rain Forest, not Canada.
Goodnight sd10. Sweet dreams!
-THe avenger, aka littledebbiecupcakes.
what does iheko mean?
Goodnight Sdock :)
Sweet dreams and jellybeans...
but not the black ones *bleh*.
sdock there is a really soft pillow I left in the corner. Feel free to use it.
HEY KIDS! DADDY'S HOME!
Awww, now I want to be read to, tucked in and kissed goodnight.
spiders have too many legs and too many eyes!
what does an animal of that size need 8 flipping eyes for!!
RW I dunno sleeping bad on the floor gave it a certain twist.LOL
I thought it might, Elena!
Maybe I should have left it...
BC, both are fantastic names.
Goodnight sdock sweetie. I didn't need to hold your hair after all.
all the better to watch you sleep with, ergo.
*hehehehehe*
Aww well, anonymous, here is my kiss goodnight. Mwah! :)
Goodnight SD10 I think S&M20 already left but goodnight to her to.
BC, look at your opportunities and grab them; look at your obstacles and find a way around. Go to college. Follow your dreams. Come here and visit. Tell us how its all going. We will celebrate with you.
And *gulp* if we have to find a new place to dwell, you will know where to find us. You can email anyone of us anytime. Just concentrate on you and your future.
RW darling. There was eight of them.
EIGHT.
^ ^
0_0
Miss T, I actually thought the mayonaise one was more funnier, but eh, I like both ^_^
littledebbiecupcakes? looks like I'm not the only cupcake around here anymore!
RW - That's the same face I made.
-A
Anon, I'll tuck you in sweetie.
popping in quickly
Mayonaise,
When you opened the door, so all could come in.I stared only into a cold, empty darkness.
A gentle breeze blew across my face, and I felt a slight chill.
Just now, you offered your hand,as a gentleman and friend would do. It looks strong and secure.
At that moment, I saw a flicker of light over your shoulder, and a warmness over came me.
To you and your friendship
I hope someone is listening
`sc
Kapunua-take care and your beloved Trisky.
gotta dash and goodnight all.
Anonymous said...
HEY KIDS! DADDY'S HOME!
Awww, now I want to be read to, tucked in and kissed goodnight.
Yeah! And some hot chocolate, and a teddy bear, and a soft blankie.
How about it, Mayo?
Anon, what story do you want to hear? I like Winnie the Pooh. :)
J
Maybe now is not the time for explanations and excuses. Speak from the heart, cut the bullshit, take the time to listen, really listen, and offer apologies. Words can only carry you so far, it is in your actions that you may heal the relationship. Do whatever is needed until your friend forgives you, and remember to forgive yourself. You are after all only human. It may take time to rebuild what once was, and it may never be the same again, but you may be able to build it stronger than it ever was before. I hope for both of you that you can reach some middle ground. Losing a friend is never easy, especially when you need them the most. Best of luck to you Mayo.
From a lurker
You know, that's the second time this week I've had to wipe Pepsi off my monitor.
:P
Amyranth, you must have the stickiest monitor in all of Blogdom!
...
God, that sounded bad... 0_0
Beautiful words SC.
Goodnight Sdock. Dream a pretty little dream.
I'm out too. I will be thinking about everyone.
Love you guys. :)
Bravo! Well said... something worth taking the time to digest.
Anima, thank you for the support and whatever may happen with you, I will return that same support. Always.
When it comes to obstacles or anything else, I always try to find a way around it.
My one time goal was to go to Harvard Law school, but eh, I'm not that smart to apply there, so I will settle with anything more lower than that lol
I am doing my best on concentrating on getting better and also my future.
I am not going to settle for anything else :)
Thank you anima.
TJ you have hit on my worst imaginary fear !!!
I have a photo of this fucking HUGE spider in our shed,we put a tape measure beneath it and i was on the other side of the car with my big zoom lens,I will find it and post it one day, i can't locate it now =(
I love the Sleep book by Dr. Seuss.
night, night all.
Goodnight Socky, a restful sleep to you, and here's hoping you're almost ready too.
Anima, goodnight lovey. Sweet dreams.
J
Aww cupcake, no one will replace you ol' delicious one. Besides, it is only a temporary name ^_^
*hugs*
RW,
Centipedes?! Really. When I think of centipedes, I think of the Amazon Rain Forest, not Canada.
I think there an Ontario thing, Star. I've lived in four provinces, but I've only ever come across them here. Damned nasty beasts!
Rw!
You are a brave girly!
Well I like "Goodnight Moon". But of course it's your choice.
Goodnight Anonymous,
Enjoy your favorite book. It is a good one.
Cuddle up with your blanket, and imagine that you're being tucked in and kissed by someone who cares for you.
Sweet dreams. Come back again.
love
J
Goodnight anon, sleep tight and sweet dreams.
ergo, i probably would be pretty heebie-jeebied out by a big spider, but the ones we have here in the pacific northwest have never bothered me.
yep TJ little ones don't bother me, or ones that stay inone place. It's the scuttly ones I hate.
Oh we have centipedes too!
Don't ya just love Australia!!
Hi there OP. How are you?
this is a huntsman
http://www.spiderzrule.com/spiderphotos/huntsman241003.jpg
idea of size,that is a vertical house brick to the bottom right of the photo
I hate them !!!!!
RW!! o_o
Alright, someone just turned on Women's Beach Volleyball, I think that's my signal.
Goodnight everyone.
Mayo, I believe you'll do the right thing.
-A
Hey Little Debbie--hmm, interesting choice of names, there...;)
Doing ok. I'm very glad to hear you went to the doctor, and I'm extra very glad to hear you're gonna ask him for meds. GOOD FOR YOU! Keep it up, all right?
J
"Mwah!"
I really do not like that.
MAYO
i have just returned from a night out and i come to find you have a new post. thank you to start off.
i have a question for you
have you ever felt lost in your life?
have you ever wondered what you wuld like to do for a job or where you would like to live.
have you ever felt uncertain about your pressence on this earth, whether you are doing any good or fucking it up completly.
everyday i question those about myself and wonder how anyone truely knows what they are really good at.
have you ever thought that if your were walking down the street if anyone one else would see you. if you was talking in a crowded room would anybody actually hear you or even respond to you. are you invisable to everyone until one day you want eople to see you and then when you do, do you actually get viewed and be of any importance.
i am just baffleing on tonight and i am sorry just i just thought if you have ever felt this way.
you said your hand was there and to reach out for it. well this is what i am doing, trying to reach for it but maybe i am one off those people i described above walking down the street.
no worries mayo. i understand unfortunatly i actually do understand.
goodnight everyone
'Night, Amyranth :)
If any one has the time, come find me.....
Love to you all, and healing to all your hurts.
XX
littledebbiecupcake is sweet. Keep it as long as you like.
"What is important isn't whether a given action is judged right or wrong - but rather the process that leads them to the judgement.' Kohlberg
I think Mr. Condiment is maybe confusing the feeling of people close loosing faith in him -with (as it seems, as of late)the possibility of him truely loosing faith in Himself.
Mayo:
I'm going to bed. I don't know what's going on in your head, and you don't know what's going on in mind.
I can find peace in that.
But, I do see the things you say, and I do hope they are honest, or my words won't mean anything. Just words on a screen is all they'll be.
Keep listening. Keep holding on. Whoever he is, he can see you trying. But, can you see he's trying as well? If you hide nothing, you lose nothing. "Let's get this out and on the table." Honesty. Integrity. Strength.
You can do it. He can do it. We can all do it.
To the rest of you wonderful people:
Thank you for everything. This week's been uber shitty on more levels than one. You've all helped me keep my thoughts straight and I appreciate that so much. Now I'm going to go bury my face in a pillow and scream silently in my head. Then I'll turn over, close my eyes, and drift off.
Goodnight :)
Wolf spider, EP:
http://kozmicdreams.com/images/insects2005/wolf%20spider/wolf%20spider%20top%20view%20with%20dog%20hair.jpg
Also known as a British Columbia house spider. It was one of these that crawled out of my sleeping bag.
*shudder*
Anonymous said...
"Mwah!"
I really do not like that
Umm...what, you don't like the kisses? Well, all righty then.
J
ok, you win ergo. that's a creepy spider. *eek*
p.s
I only wish I had more to offer.
Goodnight, Mustard :)
Anon, believe me, I hate that phrase as well. I shouldn't have used it. Apologies.
Op, don't worry, little debbie is only temporary and I thought it be funny to use it for a while ^_^
Amy, RW, I never got to say hi to you guys. sorry about that.
Op, yep, I see my doctor in two more weeks and when I do, I will ask him for the meds. He asked me yesterday to let him know about taking them.
And thank you! Your words are making me beem with pride :)
Fimble:
You're amongst a few of those people you describe, sweetie.
In it together until the end.
Goodnight mustard, I love you.
FS, I see you on that street. Do you wanna walk together.
Amy, RW, I never got to say hi to you guys. sorry about that.
Hello, BC :)
goodnight anon, sleep well
*kiss* (better?)
Goodnight mustard, fimble. Miss T *gasps* You're still here? ;)
Yeah I made a blog and new name. Guilty as charged. :)
Hi RW how are you?
miss t. i would walk anywhere with you. you know i love ya and you keep me happy in this foreign world i live in. your my little strand that have of home. i miss it so much its hard
Hi RW how are you?
Quite well, thanks. How was your day?
ew RW they are similar aren't they.
fortunately not all huntsmen are huge.
I hate walking into webs too,I run about wiping my hands over me and squealing, then I feel all icky becuase you don't know if the sipder is on you
oh an dgoodnight to everyone leaving, I've kind of lost track
That's good RW. My day has been stressful, but I feel much better now.
FS, hold my hand sweetie. I will always be your little piece of home.
That's good to hear, Avenger. I recommend a hot, nicely scented bubble bath. Nothing better for soothing the stresses away.
That sounds wonderful RW, if only it wasn't so cold outside. Brrr.
Do you want ius to call you avanger? Or will BC do?
Avenger even, shitty spelling.
I'm sitting here reading comments & listening to Marty Stuart doing his rendition of Orange Blossom Special. It's the opening song to the soundtrack of my life. My favourite uncle (the fiddle-playing, Buddhist, bow-legged cowboy) used to play it to me and my cousins when we would go out to the family farm in the summers. Brings back great memories...
Don't worry Miss T. Internet spelling sucks anyways ^_^
Avenger, BC, it's all good, although I think maybe some people are frustrated with my blog changing and name changing. Although I never like to keep things the same. (Sorry) That's good RW. It sounds like you're doing okay.
That sounds wonderful RW, if only it wasn't so cold outside. Brrr.
I agree. Though I have to admit that today wasn't too bad here. No bitter wind, so it was all right.
I hate the cold weather, but right now, can't complain. I just want christmas to be here :)
BC, they say a change is a good as a holiday.
I think I'm going to get some sleep too. This has been a particularly trying week, to say the least.
Kapunua, again, L and I send our deepest sympathies for Trisky. Keep her close in your heart, and she will never leave you. We send you our prayers, our arms to hold you, our shoulders to cry on, our love to help you heal. You are both beautiful.
Miss T, I'm so glad you're doing better. You're a brave soul, and a strong woman. We love you tremendously.
Elena, you're wonderful. Remember that the person you have become is a treasure. Keep her out here, fight for her existence. She deserves to be heard.
Mayo, you have made such excellent strides towards becoming the man you were meant to be. We are both so very proud of you. Where at the beginning, when we first met you, you were cocky, arrogant, and a real motherfucker, now you're more sensitive, caring, and thoughtful. The more you open up to EVERYONE, including yourself, the more your soul will radiate through the darkness. You will be your own light, in time.
To the rest of my little blogFamily, have a peaceful night. I love you all, and wish the very best for all of you. For all of US.
Its all about the love.
Can you feel it?
To steal a line from Socky-Dock:
Fuck YEAH you can.
Peace, Love, Happiness
J
Goodnight Ops J&L have sweet dreams
SS,
Almost forgot.
I'm leaving you a note at my place, if you're in the neighborhood, swing by and read it, ok? Thanks.
love to you
J
Goodnight, OPs :)
Damn right Miss T Lol
Goodnight OP.
Goodnight J, I love you.
I'm gonna call it a night too.
Thank you so much mayo,ss and everyone. I love you all.
Goodnight and have fun. I'll be out tomorrow night but I'll try and get on when I get back.
goodnight OP's
I'll bid everyone a farewell as well.
I'm going to have a shower and get ready to go to our party. we actually have 2 one is at my bro in laws for his work and we are just calling in (no skin off my nose there, it's usually pretty dull) then to an engagement party, the theme is "black tie and board shorts" so i'm wearing a nice lilac top, make up and jewellery, a purple and black tie die sarong and black flip flops (thongs)
should be fun, especially if the night cools down a bit.
have a good rest of your nights and tomorrow (or rest of the day if cupcake is still about)
RW sweet memories are always delightful.
BC/avanger look after yourself
and goodbye to everyone else
Goodnight guys have sweet dreams. Kapu you and trisky are in my heart.
Missy and Elena I"m glad things are better for you guys.
Nice to see you again Bc
Goodnight Mayo and SS thank you for what you guys did for miss t.
Goodnight to the family.
Peace Love and Happiness
Here's to hoping next week will be better.
Mayo, you have made such excellent strides towards becoming the man you were meant to be. We are both so very proud of you. Where at the beginning, when we first met you, you were cocky, arrogant, and a real motherfucker, now you're more sensitive, caring, and thoughtful. The more you open up to EVERYONE, including yourself, the more your soul will radiate through the darkness. You will be your own light, in time.
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This is one of the two main reasons why I do not want to leave this place permanently. He's trying and that's what matters. As long as he's trying, then I'm happy.
Of course, besides you my wonderful and loving family :)
I will try my best Ergo. I will try. Thank you. And it's good to see you again. You too mj. goodnight to you and sweet dreams!
Goodnight MJ :)
Goodnight RW. It's time for me to hit the hay. night night and sweet dreams!
Goodnight mayo, anyone who is lurking.
Got to head to bed now. Have a great night, everyone! :)
You will probably miss this comment Mayo but i spill my heart anyway.
Space- theres an awful llot of breathing room but i can hardly move.
Can you feel my sorrow with the words i borrow?
So kind of you to hold the door open as i exit into the bleakness.
Funny how your words ring true for the shit i am in.
Funny how we seem to run parallel a lot of the time.
Ive reached out although i said i wouldnt.
Im soaked in vodka and so very lonely i am.
There are many things you will never know, those things are boiling to the surface. every christmas i wonder if it will be my last before they boil over and scold the things i try so desperately to dling onto.
It doesnt even feel like christmas, it just feels like shit.
An empty nothingness.
Anxiety has slipped through the anxiety free drug controlled net. Funny that.
Sick because of that.
Only consolation i have is reduction. Reduction of that which gives us life.
Save myself by doing the one thing that will eventually kill me.
I think too much. im sorry. i miss the one thing that made me feel like i wasnt alone.
Things are getting dark. I can reach your hand but will you turn on thwe light. I fear not. I fear nothing. Im just numb.
Entropy, I totally owe you 5 dollars. You rule.
Why do i feel im the only one who gets this post? I should sleep.
Mayonaise;
Thank you sweetie for the space. You truly are an angel.
What happens here, the support, the friendship...it simply amazes me.
Didn't you hear? We are all a family now. And families stick together through thick and thin, no matter what. We are here to catch one another when we fall and help the others get back up after that fall.
Communication is a two way street.
I am glad you finally got the message we all have been trying to send across. Communication works both ways.
Anyways, how are you Mayonaise? Good I hope? Just remember to be strong, and keep the love, hope, and faith. We're all here for you.
All my love;
- 007
P.S. MIB, no problem. =]
SIM,
I don't know if you are the only one who gets this post. The way I see it, Mayo isn't addressing us, the commenter's, this blog is for someone else. I think that he is giving someone space and time to think. He is also trying to help someone, whether it's the same person I don't know.
Could I be wrong?
Kapanua,
I heard about your dog having cancer and I just wanted to say that my thoughts and prayers are with you, sincerely. I hope your dog will be okay.
Anyone still around?
Apparently not?
Mayo, is it just you and I here. (I know you aren't here, but I will just pretend you are)
What is going on in your life dude? Do you need someone to talk to? We're all here, waving our hands around, reaching out, trying to make a connection with you. I know you are trying to reach out, but it's hard isn't it?
This is an utter disappointment. =[
I am a very lonely, and very cold teenager right now. =[
*sighs*
I'll wait a while before leaving though. =]
*glomp*
are you still waiting paperheartxx? or did i just glomp air? ^.^
:O
TJ!
Wow. I was getting mighty lonely!
I was just getting ready to sing Christmas Carol's (off key and really loud I might add!)
=]
*HUG*
You saved me from myself!
what carols were you getting ready to sing?
siiiiii-iiii-lent niiight! hoooooo-oooooleee niiiiight! aaaaaaaaaallllll is caaalm, aaaaalll is briiiight!
wait. was that too loud?
*smirk*
Not loud enough Toujours! ;)
How are you tonight? =]
It is nearly 1:39 and I am actually awake! =]
that's about as loud as i can go -- you don't want to make me break out the capslock! ;)
i'm okay, i was just thinking about going to bed. i have to work tomorrow. :(
Haha, no we don't want that Toujours!
You better go to bed Missy! Work is very important! =]
yeah, especially since i only got two and a half hours of sleep last night!
me, this morning: e_e
Ahh TJ that isn't good!
All last week, I barely slept, and had lots of homework, barely had time to eat and I basically pushed myself to the limit. I nearly blacked out a couple of times.
We don't want anything happening to Toujours, so hit the hay Missy!!
=]
blacking out is a big no-no, i'm thinking there, paperheartxx. yep. i'm pretty sure.
at least i had a good reason for not sleeping -- i went to a concert! :D
:O What concert?
I had a good reason.. I couldn't fall asleep! :P
well, not falling asleep is probably the classic reason for...um...not falling asleep. lol
here's the line-up from last night's show:
the kooks
she wants revenge
spoon
coheed & cambria
jimmy eat world
modest mouse
it was sooooo much fun! XD
Hullo all.... anyone still around?
It truly is XD
That concert sounds wicked! I've really only heard Jimmy Eat World, and they are truly amaaaaaaaaaazing!
Hey Cupcake! =]
*HUG*
I was alone for a while, and about to go insane, but Toujours saved me.
I am forever grateful little one.
*bow*
*hug*
*bow*
hi cupcake! ^.^
i think jimmy eat world were actually the high point of the night, although i was there for modest mouse. who. were. astounding!!
and like, the last two-thirds of coheed & cambria's set was basically an extended guitar jam. truly amazing stuff.
Toujours, I can't say how awesome that show sounds! ^_^
yes, you can!
just say: "wow. awesssssome!"
;D
lol.
^_^
:)
it was the same show -- one of those christmas concerts sponsored by the local alt rock radio station, you know? -- that i saw my chem at for the first time last year.
so i was all nostalgic. ^__^
Aww some of my fave gals, how are you? I feel so out of touch!
i think i must be getting punchy from being tired, cupcake, because i'm feeling better than i was earlier. ^.^
how are you? did you see the comment i left on your blog? it was mostly in response to the one you left on mine.
That's soo cool TJ! =]
*sigh*
I am scared that I will never get to see My Chem live!
Cupcake, I'm feeling out of touch lately too. How are you sweetie? *HUG*
i'm sure you will, paperheartxx. and you know why? because there's going to be another album, and another album means another tour.
so start saving your money. :D
TJ, I knew I got a job for a reason!
When they come to Winnipeg, I shall get front row tickets, the best seats in the house, and blow all my money on MCR merch. To make up for the last 3 shows I missed. =]
that is an excellent plan!
and you know what? i'm going to be there too! yeah! you know why? because i think it would be a lot of fun to go to like, a dozen shows in a row! XD
so i'll come visit you, and then follow them as they head west and work their way back to my city. (assuming of course, they follow a similar route to tbp tour.)
it'll be crazy fun! it'll be crazy expensive!
Oh Toujours, I love your plan.
Would you like some company? I'm sure that I could save up enough money for a zillion shows by the next tour! =]
yeah yeah! we'll make a blog of our adventures! the hug fu mcr tour!
i think this will be spectacular! :D
you know, if we hang out after every show, after a while they'll start to get nervous when they see us. hmmm.
we'll need to come up with a plan.
I appreciated the comment very much hun.
I feel crap.
That's it really.
WOOT! I can't wait. Only.. 2 years to wait? =]
We'll just have to say that we are the representatives for a very special documentary, that is documenting the tour. Wow, that was one tough sentence to type!
Maybe, they will recognize us "Hey, you're from the last show! Let's chill out and eat Mayonaise sandwiches!"
(PH's wishful thinking)
oh, cupcake, i'm sorry to hear that. is there anything going on?
i don't want you to feel bad.
Cupcake;
You are truly 100% amazing. Don't let anyone or anything bring you down.
*HUG*
i like your thinking, paperheartxx. a documentary is the perfect cover. :)
mayonnaise sandwiches, though? lol
i'm never going to be able to look at mayonnaise the same way again. and at the library, every time i have to shelve the mayo clinic's newsletter, i do so with a weird grin, i'm sure. this blog has warped me. ^.^
Maybe not mayonnaise sandwiches, but any sort of sandwich would do it. How about Subway? They make good subs!
This blog has done warped me as well.
i had this random idea to give mikey wasabi-flavored cashews as a welcome back gift at my pro rev concert, but it didn't work out, obviously.
i don't even know if they like wasabi, but as it's my favorite, i thought it'd be cool to share.
...i just got hungry. :/
morning all!
morning mayo!
thanks for the new one.
i missed SS what a little love!
hope everyone has a great saturday!
Hey FASC!
I am sorry to say that I must be off to bed. The clock is nearing 3 am, and honestly, I could catch up on some sleep.
Good Bye Cupcake! *HUG*
Good Bye Farawaysoclose! *HUG*
&&
Sweet Dreams Toujours! *HUG*
hello, farawaysoclose. ^.^
(it's still friday night for me)
good night paperheartxx! we'll work out the details of our plan later! ;D
Cupcake are you still here?
bye PH.
hi TJ. its 8.44am here i am getting my kids breakfast! weird isn't it the time diff!
ooh, breakfast. what are they having? (i'm hungry lol)
the whole talking-to-people-around-the-world thing is something that still amazes me about the internet. i love it. ^.^
cereal and toast. nothing too exciting!
i am having a lovely cup of tea.
you're always up late TJ, you and elena. i always read when i first get up and you 2 tend to be the last 2 and entropy aometimes and black jacket sometimes but i think they are from oz/nz? oh and PP sometimes but she's def from NZ.
i never mean to be up so late! i get to doing things, and then i just can't help but stop in before going to bed. :)
it's nice that we finally get a chance to actually exchange comments! *gasp*
i know TJ, we are ships that pass in the night!
i'm going to jump in the shower. got a busy busy day ahead. christmas is just too close now isn't it?!! have a good sleep. bye for now.
FUCK! my server is screwed... I gotta go.
Love you guys!
oh geez. here it is, 1 am, and i'm still up. that's just what i was talking about! D:
farawaysoclose, i guess that was it for our chat, because i have to work tomorrow and that alarm is going to go off earlier than i want it to. *oops*
i'm just going to make a comment to mayo, and then skedaddle. it was good to get to really say "hi" to you though! i hope you have a lovely saturday!
and good night to you cupcake, if you're still out there, and you too, elena. ^.^
Mayo
You know what time it is, fuck ya you do. Time for my end-of-the-day-stupid-rambling-comment. Today was good. So much better than yesterday. It was made better by all the wonderful, caring people here. They came out to help me through my little melt down. I'm still touched by all the concern they showed me. I love this place, I love these people.
So should I say sorry once more for the whole stick-poking incident? Nope, don't so. Face it you needed a poke and hey you did post so it was okay. (I stopped myself from saying we all can use a little poke now and then) Wait I just typed it so I didn’t stop myself. Oh Well. As for taking you hand, dude you gotta know we all would. These people offer you their hands every damn day. Oh by the way your hand is very soft. Sorry totally off track. The good news it your fucking spider finally got off my pack of cigarettes. Bad news is I have no idea where he is. He just skittered off, hey sorta like you. You got a nasty habit of doing that. Perhaps a bit of work on those communication skills? Two way street, buddy. Okay so I've taken up way too much space saying nothing important at all. No, that’s not true. The part about the wonderful people here was important. Spider part - not so important. Unless the little bugger crawls on me. I'm gazing around the desk right now. He's here probably staring at me. Okay enough. Take care Mayo. Be happy.
PS – why is my favorite page of “Goodnight Moon” Goodnight nothing?
mayo,
do you realize how powerful an image your p.s. is? it's so clear, and so strong, and incredibly affecting. it's just a single line, but still...
but still.
beautiful.
i'm glad to be here, even though it's intense and sometimes so painful, so confusing.
i'm glad.
and i think you are, too, and that makes me even happier.
good night, mayo. take a smile with you into sleep, will you? i am.
Good morning everyone!
Can not stay long, work and all!
Mayo, I always miss you.
Do you peek around the corner and see if i am here?....LOL
Space is all you can do, you have done the right thing, now let time do the rest, sometimes long drawn out answers, or confessions is not enough and just an "I'm sorry", is all that is needed.
I feel you, i have a best friend like that, and some times it is touch and go, but looking back it was all worth it to still have her in my life.
Iv gone threw old shoes, cars, boyfriends/girlfriends, a marriage, and yet my friend made it threw with me, its not easy, it's hard, because we have love for each other.
At times it seemed we hated each other, later we were back together, you can not get rid of that kind of friendship, its a bad penny, but worth it.
Hang in there!
PJ
Mayo, sweetie!
Are you inviting us in?
Thank you for getting the door, you're a gent!
What are we to be ready for? I think I am if you are.
Much Love.
P.S. I'm reaching; will you take my hand?
OK Mayo! you're Alabama gal, is going into the real world now, tho i would love to stay here in your world, but its time to hit the time clock.
Bye everyone!
Hugs and smiles to all of you!
Your little ray of sunshine!
PJ
Mayo,
I've just caught up and re-read.
Is this meant for your friend, not us?
Hang in there, it's worth it. Don't lose faith in it,him or yourself!
You know it's so cool that you speak now, we are your friends too.
Kapunua:
I lost my beloved cat a few years ago. He suddenly lost the use of his back legs and was struggling to breath. They don't know exactly what happened but that it was bad; he was in so much pain. I remember him staring at me and whimpering;the look in his eyes said 'help me'.
I did what I thought was the right thing but it broke my heart.
He was my angel; my best friend, he wouldn't leave my side if I was ill or upset and I prefered him to most people.
I'm thinking of you; much love.
My dad always says: "the thing about animals is, the shit only comes out of one end". Too true!
God bless you, Trisky!
Mayo, my friend,
How are you doing? Well? Happy? Both? Neither? Things can change in the blink of an eye so forgive me for always asking. I'm just a concerned friend. That's all. Me? Well, I just woke up about 30 mins ago. Sleep was sleep, not very restful and not very enlightening. Not that I remember anyway.
So I've been thinking about what you said about your debate and how it had escalated. I was thinking last night even before Mustard mentioned it that debate was a strange word. Not battle, not argument, not disagreement...but debate. I'm still not entirely certain if you are debating with yourself or someone else...possibly or certainly, it's a little of both. Remember what I told you yesterday, debates are good for the soul. It lets you know you still care and it makes you look at things from all sides and angles. I guess that's why I love debates. There is no right or wrong. You weigh out and you find the right balance in between. Some stand on one side, some stand on the other...I am in the middle and I can fight for both. Try and strike that balance, Mayo. Your behavior? Well...ask yourself these questions and give honest answers: Were you the best you could be? Were you respectful? Were you thoughtful? Did you listen? Did you look? You can talk all day long and explain and reason and make excuses, but actions will always speak louder. Guaranteed...people will never remember all the good things you have said, but they will remember the 1 time you acted like a motherfucker. And they will remind you of it, as well they should. Nobody likes to repeat their mistakes. Unless, you didn't learn the lesson the first time. I guess that's why I stay so lost...maybe I'll never learn.
Today, I hope you see things from another point of view and when you're done with that analysis, I hope you see yourself through someone else's eyes. Try looking in the mirror...sometimes it helps to know what they are looking at.
Feel me?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. My faithful heart is here, use it.
Hey S.
How are you, sweetie?
Hey DG,
I'm still not fully awake...too early to tell.
How are you?
Guys,
I'm off for a bit.
Hope you all are having/had/or about to have an amazing day.
Love you All,
S
p.s. SS, I missed you last night. Just wanted to say that I'm still learning from you, my friend. Thanks for being a great teacher.
Okay thanks!
Just painting my nails and starting the rituals of beauty for a night out.
It's an increasingly lenghthy process!
Guys, Mayo, SS.
I can't make it tonight; works xmas 'do'
I'll leave you some lyrics, just 'cos I never have before. Hope you like!
To have every man, but to love only one
To wake with the moon and sleep with the sun
To be a sinner and saint, a lover and friend
To know a beginning but never an end
To fly in the ocean, swim in the skys
Believer in truth, defendant of lies
To know the purest love, the deepest pain
To be lost and found again and again and again
These are the dreams
Of an impossible princess
To know the power of wealth and poverty
To taste every moment and try everything
To be hailed as a hero, branded a fool
Believe in the sacred and break every rule
To give into pleasure with no boundaries
Living in chaos and harmony
To feel the touch of a man, a woman's caress
To know the limits of torture and tenderness
These are the dreams
Of an impossible princess
Man and woman boy and girl
They want to escape this world
(Nothing's what it seems)
These are the dreams of an impossible princess
It's a way of dealing with all the feeling
Keep believing in dreams
Love to all!
lengthy obviously!
Wet nails!!!!!
Good morning Mayo.
There are plenty of hands willing to reach out and hold yours.
We're nearly there aren't we.
Mayo:
I went to sleep last night hoping I'd dream. Something to get me away from my own real, godforsaken thoughts for a bit. It didn't work. I just slept. Sleep is the cousin of death, and I've never really thought of it like that. But, a really smart person said that once, so I believe them. That's probably what keeps my head in a jumble most of the time, listening to him.
I was thinking back on how when this all started, we weren't like we are know. You weren't like you are now. We were all confused, mad, upset, broken. But, something changed, and I'm still left trying to figure out what it was.
You have a good heart Mayo. You're a good person, but maybe you are one of those people that have to try ten times harder to get that good heart to show. I'm sorry, if that's the case. You should just be able to be yourself and not have to worry about, 'Oh, is this me being a thoughtful person now? No? Okay, I'm gon' try a little harder.' It's easier said than done, right?
We're gonna be okay, you know? I don't know how it's going to happen, and I don't know when. But, it can't not work out for all of us. It has to be okay.
SS:
I couldn't get to Mayo's to thank you yesterday, so dear Paperheart did that for me. What you did for MissT isn't describable. Your unselfishness and your good soul was shown to us, yet again, last night with one word, one name, a person whom you, nor I, have ever met. It just sometimes amazes me that we have people, like you, Mayo, and the others here, in this world with real compassion. Kinda makes my head spin. Drop by when you get the chance, sir. We'd love to hear from you.
To my fellow(wo)men:
So nice to see all of you :) I hope everyone's doing well. I just had to say some things that I've wanted to say to Mayo and to SS.
I hope you all have a great Saturday and weekend! :)
Hello Mayo, MIB, Possum, DG, Elena, SS....
EVERYONE!
Mayo: Are you opening that door to let someone in OR out? In, I hope.
It may take awhile for said person to walk through though. Once trust is lost, it is very, very difficult to rebuild......
Honesty always helps but it still takes time. As long or longer than it did the first time around.
I do wish you the best of luck!
Kapunua: I am so sorry to hear about Trisky. I have been there to many times. You are both in my thoughts.
MissT: I'm still trying to catch up! I am happy to hear you're feeling!!
OP J said...
You know what the worst part was? He was supposed to have come home from the hospital later that very day.
J
......
The same thing happened with my dad J. He died the morning he was supposed to come home from the hospital. I had been with my mother and him every day - for 5 days; but that morning I stayed home to get the house ready for his return. The phone call came at exactly 7:23 a.m.....
Get to the hospital right away, there was a problem with my father and my mother needed me.....
*big hugs*
Pixie: I AM NOT OKAY - but I will be, sooner rather than later - I HOPE! And, thanks for asking!!
Have a great day/night everyone.
Love and Hugs to all!!!!
#6
Ooops! That should read:
I'm happy to hear you're feeling BETTER MissT!
...Or are we about to be let out into the void, your hand is showing us out into the open, mayo?
Hello sdock, DG and Mustard.
A lot of sadness went down here over the last few days. But the more I read and caught up the more I smiled as the blog family rallied in support of those needing it.
You people are fantastic.
Miss T,
I won't help but think of your cousin Dominic everytime I give hugs to my wee nephew Dominic.
Left you a comment at your house.
K,
So sorry to hear about Trisky. I doubt you could love her anymore than you already do, but I'm sure your days together now are going to be even more full of love.
Elena,
Somedays it just all goes to hell in a bucket doesn't it. *gives a huge hug*
Hey ergo,
thanks for the camera advice. Unfortunately I think I well and truely stuffed it by reformatting already.
I did however... catch up with the band yesterday morning as they left NZ for KL. I was waving off family to Singapore when the band came through. Frank was, dare I say, hungover and very red eyed. But, he was charming and warm to everyone. He wandered around the terminal freely and separately from the band and just had security occassionally.
Unlike Gerard who was always accompanied.
Instead of being very composed and saying how much I loved the intro Frank played for Desert Song, I was completely uncool, blathered, and said I hope he comes back soon. *kicks self in head because the guy needs a break, not an extended life of touring*
Worse still, I didn't even think of catching him for OP J.
*PP = idiot*
*Late wave at anon 616*
Anonymous said...
"Mwah!"
I really do not like that.
December 8, 2007 12:05 AM
You're a laugh-riot, anon. Even if I don't know who you are, I know you you aren't. Still funny though.
J and L both, thank you again.
blackheart13 said...
Kapanua,
I heard about your dog having cancer and I just wanted to say that my thoughts and prayers are with you, sincerely. I hope your dog will be okay.
Hey, I was just thinking about where you had gone this many a day. I've missed you. Thank you for this thought. I want to make it clear: she's not going to be okay. But we're gonna deal with it all the same. Thank you.
Kapunua:
I lost my beloved cat a few years ago. He suddenly lost the use of his back legs and was struggling to breath. They don't know exactly what happened but that it was bad; he was in so much pain. I remember him staring at me and whimpering;the look in his eyes said 'help me'.
I did what I thought was the right thing but it broke my heart.
He was my angel; my best friend, he wouldn't leave my side if I was ill or upset and I prefered him to most people.
Sounds like a stroke or a saddle thrombus, or both. Anyway I am so sorry; I've seen that happen and I kno whow heart-wrenching it is. Thank you for your thoughts.
My dad always says: "the thing about animals is, the shit only comes out of one end". Too true!
That's awesome. I'm going to use that one at work.
Also I wanna point something out, just in general. It was super nice of both SS and Mayo to come out here and say hi to everyone, to give us kind thoughts and words when we were all having a crappy time. Super nice.
I appreciate that Mayo and SS had some lovely words for me, knowing I'm upset. I appreciate the fact that they're both busy and they took the time to do that.
But please understand: I also realize that it's no nicer and no more special than what the rest of you did, too.
Time to sleep before the sun comes up.
Kapunua,
Hug for you and Trisky while I've caught you.
Thank you Pickled Possum.
Good morning Mayo!
Good morning Family!
How is everyone? I've still got a migraine from hell. How can a head hurt so bad? I feel like I'm walking around with a knife stuck in the right side of my head and everytime someone says something it gets shoved in a little harder.
Oh well. Not much I can do about it.
Mayo,
I hope everything works out for you. I don't know if you are like me but I don't have a whole lot of patience. I expect people to forgive me immediately or just automatically understand and when they don't I get frustrated. Give him time. I know eventually it will all be okay.
Much love to you all, I'll be back later.
XOXO,
Princess S&V20
Thanks for the hug Pickled. Perhaps I should call you PP. Prickled just sounds wrong. Glad you got to see the boys. Always figured Frank to wander by himself. He's a beaufiful, down to earth kind of guy.
Carrie said...
Entropy, I totally owe you 5 dollars. You rule
Yes you do. A couple of you do.
That really made me laugh,even with still being annoyed.
Hey S&V sorry to hear about your migraine. That sucks. Hope it gets better soon.
Hey guys, a quick note before I pop off to Mom's.
Six,
I read about your dad. I know exactly what you're talking about. *HUGS* Big ol' giant bear hugs back to you. And thanks.
Elena,
I'm happy to hear you're feeling better. Stay true to yourself and all will be well.
Socky,
I really liked your early AM post for Mayo. It was great.
Possum,
I am disappointed in you, my friend. (not really, I never could be!) Right next to Frank, thisclose to him, and you didn't stuff him in your purse for me? AAA! You wound me. Ah well, another time perhaps. At least you got to talk to him, even if it was meltdown-y and not what you wanted to say. :) All Frank love is good love.
Kapunua,
You're always welcome. You know that. How is the baby today? I meant to ask you yesterday, how long do the drs think she's had cancer? Was it sudden-onset? If you don't want to talk about it, that's cool, I dig it. Take care of yourselves today, ok? Love you.
I'll be back later in the day, all. L may come on while I'm gone, but right now at a little after 11 am, she's still in bed.
Mayo, maybe if you came over and jumped on her...hmm. That might produce a different affect than what I'm suggesting! L would love it anyway. You hot thing, you. ;)
Everyone, try to have a good day, and I'll catch you tonight.
love to all
J
Be safe J
Love always to you and L
Good morning All.
Good morning Mayonaise. Have you had any progress since last night? I hope you have.
Kapu - How's Trisky?
-A
Hiya J. I'm okay talking about it. They think it's really only been about three weeks, maybe four at the most.
Thank you J. Good luck to you and your Mom!
Wow, it sure it quiet in here this morning..
-A
Morning Kapunua and Amy
Kapunua I said a little prayer for Trisky. Just me but I believe prayer works for all God's creatures. Men and animals alike.
Morning Elena.
Seems to be the dawn of a shitty day for everyone, eh?
-A
Mayo, thanks for your new post.
I’m glad to hear you eventually talked to him. Even if maybe explanations were not what he really needed to listen from you, I know they’re from your heart and he knows too. Don’t worry, I’m sure everything will be fine soon.
You both, never give up on your friendship, okay? Love to you, Mayo. Take care
SS, thank you for what you’ve done for MissT. You’re special and that’s why we all love you. Take care, my friend
BC……WELCOME BACK, SWEETIE! :D
And now…..hello family!
How are you guys?
*HUGS & KISSES*
Amy another ice storm for us today. Crap I wanna go home. Nothing but customers I want to come over the counter and strangle. Wow I need to work on the attitude today.
Hey Bella nice to see you
I'm so jealous. A friend of mine got tickets to go see the Spice Girls in Vancouver, AND he had a good time!
As if that isn't bad enough, he had an extra ticket, but didn't tell me till after the fact!!
-A
Elena, it's like that for me everyday, except there's no counter to protect the customers.
Thankfully I'm going for a job interview today. Moving onwards and upwards!
-A
Hi there Elena!Thanks, nice to see you too.
Hope you're having a great day so far!
Hi Amyranth!
Hey Bella!
BRB guys, gonna get ready for the day.
-A
Okay I just had one of my worst customers here. This woman is nasty everytime she's here. I've tried being nice for years but today I'm just not feeling it. She made a remark that annoyed me and all I did was look at her. Swear to God she shut up. I must have a death stare today. That's good. I might make it through the day.
*glares at Elena o_0*
Elena, do you realize that you're surrounded by books? You should probably just chuck one at the next person in line. Swear to God, it'll make you feel better ;)
Hey Bella and Amy. :)
Seems to be the dawn of a shitty day for everyone, eh?
Yes, another one yet again.
Good day everyone!
Mustard I love my books too much to throw them.
Hey Paper
Hey Elena!
*HUG*
How are you doing today? =]
Got a paperweight handy? ;)
Kill them with niceness. Get's moody, mean people all the time. They don't know what to do with your sincerity, happiness (though it may be fake), or understanding.
*GETS, stupid freakin' apostrophe
Hey MIB.
*hug*
Mustard I've tried the kindess with her for YEARS. It doesn't work. I just don't understand how someone can be that mean to people all the time.
Well back to decorating the front window. Light up Winnie the Pooh isn't lighting.
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