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Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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«Oldest ‹Older 601 – 800 of 1000 Newer› Newest»Hey sis m, hi sweetie, how are you?
Don't worry about it so much...what's going to happen or what has happened will happen or will have happened and things will go on or they won't, but they will because we are faithful like that.
See how simple things are!
hello again
Is it tomorrow for Mayo?
*sneaks under blanket next to Sdock and Star. turns on maglite.
Hi Ergo :)
Hey Guys sorry about my absence. Downloading songs for my iPod. =]
thanks so much for everyone commenting your locations.
if anyone hasn't yet or you want to see who's where go to my blog
http://noneventmass.blogspot.com/2007/12/mayos-world-tour.html
Hi Ergo.
Sis where you goin??? You coming back tonight? Love you!
Hey errbody. I said that over at DM, too. I'll say it again. Hey errbody.
Everybody, I think you'll be okay as long as it's not me or Mustard doing the PROTOCTING. ^_^
So, ya'll know I'm not very patient. MAYO WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
Like right now. Right this very second.
TELL ME!!!!!
You want to know what sucks worse than Blogger? Do ya? Dish effin' Network.
SUCKS ASS BIGTIME!!!!!!
All my DVR'd MCR shit is gone. GONE. >_<
Gone.
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO??????
gnothi seauton said...
Let me get the door for you
It can hit the fan tomorrow
Both statements are connected, in my humble opinion.
December 11, 2007 7:08 PM
My humble opinion as well. Sd10 I wish I could have your faith but I'm just not wired that way. Is that weird?
I leave my interpretations of Mayo's posts to myself, because I tend to overanalyze them when I go back and look again.
Let me get the door for you
It can hit the fan tomorrow
I might be wrong but this sounds as if it is directed to someone, singular.
fimble woof woof star were the fuckz are you. are you hidin, i would hide if i had a face like youz.
hey peeps has anyone seen it. i not seen it for two days. maybe yall should whistle and it could find its way back.
I have a suggestion regarding dealing with cyber bullying like this in these blogs. Completely ignore it. If they get aknowledged they'll keep coming back. If they don't get the attention they so obviously crave, they will go away.
S&V, you have my sympathy. Would you like a hankie?
Ergo, I still need to leave mine. There just really isn't anything exciting here. Or maybe I'm just over it all. I'm trying to think of some unknown things.
Princess Smoke,
You should have listened to Big Sis when I told you to buy a dvd burner...now alls I can say is oh well, oh well, oh well.
Lucky you have a big sister with a dvd burner, huh.
Guys, stop worrying...really.
I thought this applies to us as individuals, as a group and to Mayo
"Invincible"
Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don't give up the fight
You will be alright
'Cause there's no one like you in the universe
Don't be afraid
What your mind conceives
You should make a stand
Stand up for what you believe
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Do it on your own
It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your souls unbreakable
During the struggle
They will pull us down
But please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible
During the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please
Let's use this chance
To turn things around
And tonight
We can truly say
Together we're invincible
Together we're invincible
Sd10 tell me please what you think.
I'm going crazy. I don't handle things like this well.
Later Sis m
Hello RW and S&V20. Sorry about you Mcr stuff
Thank you, MissT. :(
I'm soooo sad.
S&V.
*HUG* I feel your pain!
Sdock, I'm a crazy analyzer. I have to shut it up once in a while. I admire that you can get your thoughts down, I can't even explain mine. I doodled more in my journals than I wrote. Sometimes just even over one word. Needless to say, I write things and when I re-read them they are not what I meant. This only happens when I'm over analyzing. It drives me kind of mad.
Feel me? ;)
S&V what happened to it?
Hello MJ & everyone :)
So... did anything hit the fan in here today??
Well I won't deciper every post for you because I don't think that's the point...We all take what we need from Mayo's words just like we do from each others'...soooooooo, chances are whatever is going on with Mayo right now, he thinks it's a lot worse that what it really is. Just like we all do in our own lives when shit happens. You know what I mean?
He just never realized he would meet a crazy bunch like us. Now, we have to get him through this. Just like we get each other through.
Now do you feel better?
Maybe?
A little?
No?
Ergo, that was awesome. Thank you.
Ok, ya'll will just have to 'bear'^_^ with me.
I woke up this morning and it just wouldn't come on. It gave some stupid warning about reprogramming or some shit. Bottom line, per Dish Network, the hard drive is shot. Fuckers.
About 6 different episodes of Loaded.
d'Fused
2 episodes of SURS
MTV Super Sweet Sixteen
and oh my God.......
LA Ink with Frank.
WHY? WHY? WHY?
S&V, take a deep breath in...
and out..
Feel better?=]
*HUG*
Anima,
Of course I feel you. But I am just now beginning to recognize that you have to get it all out. Doesn't matter if it's a doodle or a scribble...GOD knows I am a professional doodler. All the fucking time and it's just because my mind and hands are always going, going, going. So get it out....words, thoughts, pictures, circles, hearts, flowers, let it all go.
And sometimes, when you go back and look at it..you will be surprised because it makes way more sense than you ever realized.
he thinks it's a lot worse that what it really is. Exactly in so many ways.
Smoke,
your sister might let you watch hers...ya think?
Hello and goodbye RW :)
I'm turning in.
Watch Mayo post whilst I'm asleep:(
Good night everyone.
Good night Mayo.
TTFN
You all are making so much sense right now.
It makes the jumble in my brain sort itself out.
SD10 it does make me feel a little better.
This is odd I was thinking about Fake Mayo and how s/he said they hated us exspecaily the paranoid ones. That made me feel better cause it made me laugh.
sdock I love you.
Sorry just had to say it.
You put into words everything I wish I could say. Words get trapped in my brain.
Goodnight Gnothi Seauton,
I am watching you. =]
*HUG*
Awww, Princess Smoke, it will get better. I promise. *hugs*
Sdock, I also shake my leg constantly. I bet you do to. (My dad used to knock me in church because I would shake the pews. True story.) I got it out a long time ago. That's a true story too. I'm finally caught up, so now I just deal with the day-to-day demons. I still get it out, but somehow it just seems less important. I dunno.
Goodnight GS.
I feel your pain S&V.
Everybody, we found Fimble and she is OK.
I'm so happy!
Night night, GS :)
Right back atcha PH :P
OH THANK HEAVENS Miss T!=]
I was very worried.
very true sdock, there are a lot of writers and artists that do that
GS.
=]
RW - :D
Okay, I'm really going.
Night.
Awwh, Elena,
I love you too. But I ain't going to Kansas to fight that ice storm with you...nope, I would be useless in the ice.
I'm glad I make a little bit of sense to you guys...MJ, Anima, PH, Elena. Trust Mayo, trust this place. Things will work out. They always do...might not be the way you wanted them to, but sometimes that ends up being the best surprise of all...that you didn't get what you wanted.
Remember all....control is nothing but an illusion. Too many variables in the equation.
Goodnight Gs. Anima I shake my leg as well.
Miss t how is FS.
Elena, I second your comment.
P.S. sorry to hear that you still have ice. Must be a bit warmer here. It's just raining right now. Oh, and I hear Oklahoma is fucked.
hello everyone
Hi paperheart, how are you?
I know sweetie, I am so relieved.
Goodnite, GS (my inhaling partner)
Anima,
I shake my leg, I twirl my hair, I click my pen, I tap my pencil, I have soooooooo many.
As I was reading your comment I was shaking my leg....eerieee!
Thank you PH. Hugs. ^_^
Socky, you better start recording Man vs. Wild. Like pronto.
Ya'll think I'm bad? You should have seen Littlehawkman when he found out his fifty hours of Man vs. Wild, The Goonies, and Scooby Doo. I thought he was gonna have a total mental breakdown.
O_o
Sdock;
You have so much faith. And I love you very much for that. I know that things will work itself out, but I can't help but think otherwise.
*HUG*
Hey BC. =] *HUG*
Miss Tottenham, I am alright. I am better now that I know that FS is okay.
How are you? *HUG*
When do I shake my leg, Socky?
When I'm PISSED OFF!!!! Like now.
Goodnight GS. Hi Fimble (sorry, I hadn't said hello yet).
Martha, damn we probably do have a lot of leg shakers here. I never thought about it. I have trouble sitting still. I have to sit indian style in my chair (all the time!) it helps to restrain them. LOL.
Sdock, you touched on the one thing that depresses the shit out of me. Control. The variables sometimes to not work in everyone's favor. Such is life. However, I do believe in going for everything you want in life. My path is all messed up but I chose it all. And everytime a door shut, I ran and did something totally different. Probably not the wisest choice. But I don't regret it.
So here I am.
sdock don't blame you for staying away from the ice storm.
Anima send me your rain. I'll take that over ice anyday.
I need chocolate!!!!!
Sorry don't know where that came from. But is sounds damn good
i have a myspace friend in oklohoma and she's out of her home
About the leg shaking thing, I knew my husband was THE ONE when we were dating because he never put his hand on my leg to stop me from shaking it. I knew it was over with a guy if he did that or made a comment about it.
If I was born much later than 1971, my ass would have been on Ritalin!
sdock10said...
but sometimes that ends up being the best surprise of all...that you didn't get what you wanted.
'Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.' - The Dalai Lama
S&V20,
You tell little Hawkman that Auntie Socky will fix it all and make it better. Even if she has to buy all the Man vs Wild Dvds.
Anyone else miss MUSTARD? I do...I do..I DO!!!!!! Mustard, I know you got computer issues that's why I gave you extra rope, but you better not get too far from me...matter of fact...I'm gonna make damn sure!
OOOOOOOOOOOH Adam in the blog!
HUGZ back to you all!
My leg shakes when I am nervous or scared.
=]
I'm good thanks paperheart.
MJ, she is fine. She had us all worried but she is OK.
Anonymous, that is a very good and true quote.
Just what we needed.
Sdock, I miss Mustard too! =[
6848634684739875928374 trigamegamillion *HUGS*
I call it my 'habitual gesture.'
'Cause restless leg syndrome fucking cracks me up.
"No, you can't always get what you want, you can't always get what you want, you can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you might find, you get what you need."
Hello BC
and damn you blogger you ate my motherfucking comment. your an ass wipe. A shitty ass wipe.
Miss T, that is great to hear! =]
Star,
Yeah we would all so be on ritalin if we had been born today. Hell, I am lucky that someone hasn't forced me to go to the doctor and take antidepressants.
sdock10 likes living on the edge...
Anima,
totally right about choices. part of my problem is my accountability issues...i have to realize I am where I am because I DID IT and nobody else. ya know? But then I feel stuck and I don't want to hurt anyone and blah blah blah..
Elena,
You can come south anyfuckingtime you want baby. It's warm here.
Because the Dalai Lama rules. Thank you anon.
Ergo, I'm sorry to hear about your friend. I saw it on the news. It's not good.
Not getting what you want?
Hmmm, what if it's only about proving the point that I can get it. Regardless of what 'it' is. That's my problem. Mine and my husbands. You can imagine what we fight about sometimes. I have a problem with always wanting to win. Win the argument, prove a point. Sometimes it's not as gratifying as I think it ought to be. What was I talking about again?
Jeez, kind of got off track there. Sorry.
DAMN YOU DISH NETWORK!!!!!!!!This is what I do with too much free time on my hands. I THINK!!!!!
Hey there paperheart, mj, miss t, star, elena, anima, anon, sd10,
ergo, smoke, RW, anyone else I missed.
Hugs to you too paperheart *big hugs!* ^_^
Do you guys find it odd that one of the side affects for that medication for RLS is increased sexual urges.
I want it all
I want it all
I want it all
and I want it now!
-Queen
What is interesting is that I had a dream about this exact same thing last night.
Sdock,
Totally. My doctor told me about Wellbutrin because he obviously wants me to quit smoking.
ME: Wellbutrin is an antidepressant isn't it?
DR:. Yes, but it will help you quit. Maybe it will even address other issues.
ME: Let's not open up that Pandora's Box, okay, Doc!
Okay the only bit of good news I got today. I just sold a $200.00 book on-line. Could things be looking up?
sdock I'd love to come to the South but I'm afraid my kids would hunt me down.
Oh, you all would be very surprised at how hyper I can be. Seriously it is crazy!
&&I am very moody. One minute I will be happy the next, I could rip your head off. I'm surprised my parents haven't gotten me checked out yet!
BC,! ^_^
hi BC
I don't want the world, I just want your half
-TMBG
Elena,
Things are looking up for you! Just stay positive sweetie! =]
Anon, what I want is self-fulfillment and a heater to place in my garage so when I do my boxing I don't have to worry about freezing my ass to death ^_^
I'm glad you sold that book Elena please can you tell me what a $200 book would be about.
because I DID IT and nobody else. ya know? Of course I do. I don't let myself dwell on the guilt of that. It's like settling. Yes, somethings are settled on. But the important things, you can't cut yourself short. Relationships especially.
Martha Jones said...
Do you guys find it odd that one of the side affects for that medication for RLS is increased sexual urges.
That and increased gambling urges.
I always get the visual of a person in a casino going "hit me" It takes on a whole new meaning.
Elena, that's great!
paperheart, have you been drinking coffee again? You sound much happier today, which is a great thing :)
Hey BC!
Hey anon, thanks for the quote. Might be exactly what we needed.
Star, I just have never been on pills. Nothing against em...hell they might work. Hell they might work for me, but I'm not sure I want to take the gamble.
Congrats Elena! Online is the way to go. :)
Guys, I'm out of cigs. I have to run out for a sec. Stupid addiction (that I really do enjoy).
Martha you would never guess by looking at the book. It is an old 1972 paperpack titled "Children of the Storm" It's a gothic by Deanna Dwyer.
Deanna Dwyer is Dean Koontz. He started out writting gothics.
Princess Smoke,
I love you so much..I'll let you win and get what you want.
I'm a sucker for my sister in case you guys haven't noticed.
Hey BC
Sorry I didn't see you.
How are you?
Hello BC :) Sorry, I missed your greeting earlier. I'm blog surfing.
I always get the visual of a person in a casino going "hit me" It takes on a whole new meaning.
Thank you for that one Elena.
Any time Martha. My mind works in mysterious ways.
BRB, gonna go take a bath.
Don't let the mood take a turn while I am gone.
Keep faith, hope, and love alive while I am gone.
OKAY?
RW, Elena, that's okay. No biggies. I'm doing pretty good Elena how about you? Are your daughters okay? I hope you don't mind me asking.
Hey cool Dalai Lama Anon, where'd you go?
Hey BC!
Ok, short story.
I was on Paxil this one time and honestly, I had no emotions. Really! Like even more so than now. I know ya'll don't believe me but it's true. I didn't give two shits about anything. I didn't like it. That's weird.
I guess I like feeling anger sometimes. >_<
I wuv you, Socky-Sissy! HUGS!
hi everybody, guess what?
i got the job! :D
you know that anti alcoholic drug? Makes you sick,
well it doesn't work on me as an antibiotic I had to take is the same stuff and we were told not to drink but after a couple of weeks (long course) we said stuff it and tried and were fine!
OH MY GOD !!!!!!
TJ THAT IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!
When do you start?
Oh Big huge absolutelty humungous hugs and congrats to you!!!
Oh, Toujours, that is great!
And Elena congrats on the book!
S&V20, EstroStepFE, the birth control pill made me like that. i was totally calm, but I had no emotions. Creepy!
hello
i have just caught up and
i am really really sorry about what happened today. it was kinda my fault that person came in here becuase they were looking for me. i am sorry. i hope it will never happen again. again. sorry
thank you to all the people tho that said something and was looking for me. i was away studying for my finals.
k i know its belated but i am sorry. my thoughts are with you and your little family. by the way i loved the pictures.
sister i am so happy to see you back. did you have a nice break from the blogs?
tma and badger. than you for coming on here. i know you dont come here much but thank you once again
xx
thank you ergo! :D
i have to do two trial shifts this week, which i get paid for even if it doesn't work out, and then i'm officially hired.
i just found out about a half-hour ago!
Hi there princess smoke. I have never heard a pill that can caused someone to be emotiona less. I suppose there is always something new we learn every day O_o
Hi there squeak squeak.
Congrats on the job! *hugs*
I'm totally out of the loop on this 0_0 What job did you get, TJ? And... congrats!! :D
thanks star!
hey there fimble, good to see you! ^.^
so what will you be doing TJ?
Hi there fimble. Sweetie, you have nothing to apologize for. Ignore that idiot. How are you?
Can someone explain to me who TMA and this Badgar is?
thanks, bc!
it's a part-time job at my local pet supply store, resurrected wreck. with that and my library job, i should very hopefully make enough money to actually live on now! :D
anima said...
I don't let myself dwell on the guilt of that. It's like settling. Yes, somethings are settled on. But the important things, you can't cut yourself short. Relationships especially
Settling will only ever lead to unhappiness, resentment and regret for both parties. The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.
mostly just standard retail stuff, ergo -- manning the till, helping customers, stocking the store. i've never worked retail before, so it should be interesting. :)
Hello tj congratlations.
Hello FS and there is no need to be sorry. That an is a shitty ass wipe.
Settling will only ever lead to unhappiness, resentment and regret for both parties. The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.
Very well said, anon.
Congrats TJ! That's awesome news.
I just got back. I took the pups with me. Poor things, they have been stuck inside almost all day.
BC why on earth would I mind you asking about my daughters? They are fine. All home tonight and not out in the ice
Toujours - Congrats!!
Fimble - glad to have your back. That anon caught me in a bad mood. I was happy to tell them off in no uncertain terms!
Tj congratulations not what every the hell I spelled.
Once again an edit button would be nice and maybe a brain for me so I will catch that shit.
TJ I'm sure yu'll love it, retail is good, I woked it when i went through uni and really enjoyed it.
does it sell pets too or just the accessories?
Anon, you explained it much better. Thank you. It's a twisted little thing, huh?
Anon @ 8:22
Maybe you should impart some of your wisdom to G Way.
It is creepy, isn't it Star? WAY creepy. Like I get called Ice Queen anyway and that definitely didn't help matters.
HI FIMBLE STAR!!!!! YAY! Glad you're back.
thanks martha, anima and elena!
^_^
tj,
I knew it would work out! woohoo! I'm so happy for you.
anon, keep it coming!
Hey Fimble!
it's a part-time job at my local pet supply store, resurrected wreck. with that and my library job, i should very hopefully make enough money to actually live on now! :D
Always a bonus, eh? That's very cool! Congratulations! :D
Hello to everyone here. What's crackin, guys?
Fimble, those who find enjoyment in putting down others often have issues of their own. Makes them feel high and mighty, y'know? They don't speak a word of truth, love.
Congrats TJ.
Indeed it is, Anima!
Anonymous said...
Anon @ 8:22
Maybe you should impart some of your wisdom to G Way.
December 11, 2007 8:29 PM
Wouldn't that be great if that happened.
Hello BC and everyone else. I haven't been ignoring anyone I've just had to restart the computer.
ergo, it's an independent chain store here in the pacific northwest that focuses on mostly organic and other high-quality pet food, but also lots of toys. :)
anon, that is true, but sometimes settling can give some people a comfort they crave more than they crave the things they may deserve.
I suppose sometimes things just get to hard.
Question:
If we get what we deserve, do we deserve better than what we get?
Tricky, tricky....
Anon @ 8:22
Maybe you should impart some of your wisdom to G Way.
Too true.
Wanted to make sure Elena. I'm glad to hear they're okay :)
Settling will only ever lead to unhappiness, resentment and regret for both parties. The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.
Which is why I do not want to settle down for just anyone, no matter if the road becomes lonely. My happiness is not worth the sacrifice if that person cannot make me happy in return or if I am not happy with him, although I am aware that there are other ways to fulfill someone besides a relationship. But even so, I am waiting for the right person to come along. For now I am focusing on my goals.
Hello miss t.
we need a topic to lighten the mood. It has been all shit so far this month.
thanks sdock, resurrected wreck, and capture this void! i have to admit i'm pretty pleased to discover that i'm employable!
lol
Hi Miss T.
Squeak squeak, good luck with the job!
Dr. Phil is that you?
not that I think it's a good idea but I can see why people would do it.
that's one of the paradoxes of life though
maybe you don't realise you have settled until you see what may have been.
you have to decide sometime.
If we get what we deserve, do we deserve better than what we get?
Tricky, tricky....
It's twisted isn't. But to answer your question. All I can say is that it depends. If you feel like you don't deserve something then you won't get it. But if you go for it, you will find you got exactly what you wanted.
Anon @ 8:22
Maybe you should impart some of your wisdom to G Way.
Hear hear. Though I doubt he'd think it would apply to him.
thanks, bc. *whew* it's going to be a lot of work!
http://www.jibjab.com/starring_you/receipt/3528014
Hi MJ, well when it comes to topics I could talk about pizza, shaun the sheep or Egypt for days.
For me, I prefer to wait. I am not in a hurry to settle down. Not right now at least :)
Not necessarily, Anima. If you're like me you just go for it just for the sake of going for it. See, I'M TWISTED!!!!
I don't know, do people ever get what they really deserve? That's a loaded question.....O_O
Two people really need to be okay with themselves before being together with another person. If one person is not growing ontop of being comforable with who they are, then it won't work. And it's all about time, chance, and knowing when to take a leap, and knowing when to hold back. To trust your heart, but know when to use your head.
*babbling once again.
Hello anyone here?
for it just for the sake of going for it. I do that a lot and it's a great feeling. Which is why a lot of my paths are a little messy. And twisted! ;)
Anima,
At first I thought you were talking about a threesome.....^_^
anima I agree, you cannot really love another if you don't already love yourself, otherwise you are looking to them to fix you in some way (whether you realise it or not)
hey everyone.
there is to many people to keep track and i am lost but i just wanted to say hello to everyone who said hello.
i cant be doing with that berk so i am choosing to ignore them. i think that is the best way
tj congratulations on your job.
so wats happened today anything?
I'm here MJ, ha!
S&V I did too until I read on, though it would apply to a threesonme to I suppose
MJ, we're here love.
Miss t go watch this
http://www.jibjab.com/starring_you/receipt/3528014
sdock10 said...
Question:
If we get what we deserve, do we deserve better than what we get?
Tricky, tricky....
Ah, but your question is based on the premise that we get what we deserve, therefore it is fundamentally flawed, my friend...
I don't know, do people ever get what they really deserve? Unfortunately not in every case. And it could go either way. I will do my part to help those that deserve better, and as for the others, I'll leave that to someone else.
Thank you CTV watch the link as well.
Ergo, anima, I wholeheartedly agree. Fimble, don't worry love, if anything happens, I got your back.
Hi ctv how are you?
O_O
MJ, that was the single greatest thing ever :| Did you make that?
If a tree falls in the forest and noone is there to hear it does it make a noise?
Ah, but your question is based on the premise that we get what we deserve, therefore it is fundamentally flawed, my friend...
Perhaps we get what we think we deserve.
Alliteration is sexy, anon.
"Fundamentally flawed, my friend."
Ahhhh....GRAMMAR.....
Ooooh snap, Dr. Phil/Anon.
Sdock10 = fundaMENTALLY FLAWED
It's okay, Socko. Takes one to know one, right?
Anon, I heart you.
paperheart, have you been drinking coffee again? You sound much happier today, which is a great thing :)
I've not had coffee in one week. =]
toujours said...
hi everybody, guess what?
i got the job! :D
December 11, 2007 8:15 PM
CONGRAT-U-FUCKING-LATIONS TOUJOURS! *HUG*
Sorry for my little departure without a goodbye, I went upstairs to eat some ju-jubes while my sister went online. ^_^
Hey TJ, did you get that job?
Hey BC. I'm well, thanks. Yourself?
Ergo, exactly. My husband and I dated in high school. We broke up for five years total. I had to take time to fix myself. And by luck, timing, lots of talking (5 years later), a lot of time we felt we should be together. He was the only one that ever made sense to me. And he gets me. He always did. I'm really fortunate, but it did take some work. Somethings worth going for are not easy.
If a tree falls in the forest and noone is there to hear it does it make a noise?
Yes - "BOOM!!"
;P
Fundamentally flawed....nice.
Can I use that to describe myself?
Yeah, it's a question with no answer. I just like throwing it out there and seeing people roll it around in their twisted minds.
Just gives us something to think about. You know?
Anon, my friend, I'm digging your insight.
No CTV I haven't any computer talent like that. I was surfing the net and found a link.
The Frank one is the best Bob comes in second.
Congrats TJ, I knew you could do it. *wink wink*
I'm a big ho, by the way.
A big ho who sees Alan Rickman all the time.
Hi there lolita how are you?
CTV, good to hear. I'm doing okay. Thanks for asking. teddy bear, no coffee for a week? Aww you know I'm just messing with you ;p
Ergo?
Did you say something? I couldn't hear you for the falling tree!
Anima; that really is sweet! =]
Somethings worth going for are not easy.
I really agree with this, Anima.
Hello Lh
Perhaps we get what we think we deserve.
Absolutely.
And anon, yes we are all fundamentally flawed. 100%.
hey i have a question
in florida and other places i think they have banded santa claus fromsaying his famous ho ho ho. they have to say he he he or ha ha ha. they say that women get offened.
what do you think of that?
thank you fimble! ^.^
anon, i think the real flaw in the argument is the fact that determining what it is we supposedly deserve is too subjective.
after all, who's to say? if you step back far enough, and look at your life from the perspective of the gods, everything falls into place and there are no questions.
it's all about perspective, my friend.
*shrugs*
That is right BC! ^_^
Be proud. Maybe that's why I have been tired and feeling stressed? ;)
I'm pretty sure I'm only happy today because I don't work now till Friday!
Anonymous @ 8:47, I like you. Can I keep you in my pocket? =]
Lolita, you are cracking me up!
Anima I think people come into our lives to teach us things, and sometimes if you learn the lesson it's good, if you don't you repeat the mistake.
Like fixing yourself, if you get the chance and don't see it you seek it out again
Yo ho ho
Hey-ho, let's go,
but no HO HO HO.
Hey BC
Hey MJ
Hey anima :) :)
I think only a ho would get offended. I don't see why anyone else would. And it would have to be a stupid ho at that.
The Frank one is the best Bob comes in second.
I know, right? Frank's smiling through the entire thing.
in florida and other places i think they have banded santa claus fromsaying his famous ho ho ho. they have to say he he he or ha ha ha. they say that women get offened.
Yeah, I think that's really unnecessary. I mean, I understand why but it's not meant to be offensive.
*crawls out from under fallen trees*
I meant it was hypothetical- stupid trees!
is Jennicula. :)
Well, if this anon is still lurking about, do you mind if I call you the philosophical anon?
teddy bear, coffee is great no matter what ^_^
Jennicula, can I keep you in my pocket? =]
*HUG*
Or maybe you don't get what I think you deserve.....maybe I don't think you deserve shit or maybe I see you and you don't have shit and I go...awwh look at her, she's made such a mess of things she is getting exactly what she deserves.
...just some for examples
Maybe that's what people see when they look at me...that I am getting exactly what I deserve. And therefore, I don't deserve any better.
see, it's like a circle and i keep going around and around and around with it in my head. It keeps me busy for hours.
sdock10 loves to argue with herself
Can I keep you in my pocket? =]
Meow meow, pocket rockets ;) ;)
thanks paperheartxx! *hug*
thanks miss t! *winky*
now we need to use our superpowers to get you one! :D
Thanks PH, I really love our story. I really do. It's not perfect, but it's good. I laugh a lot when we are together. That's my favorite.
Fimble, that stuff is so annoying. That's what I think. I understand and then again, I'm like it's not even a part of the concept of 'ho ho ho'. So silly.
Hello hello there playing with pants/jen how are you?
Yes TJ, use your super powers for me.
This is off topic but has anyone seen the Gerard Way Bad Taste Bear?
It scares me.
MissT!!!!
Help! I am lost in the forest with falling trees and I can't find you like anywhere. Wave a glowstick to light the way. Please!
Mustard...I really need you right now.
Sister Midnite, some boots would be helpful about now.
FS,
I am soo fucking happy that you are here! ^_^ This may be late, but yes, I was worried about you! *HUG*
Hey Lolita! ;)
*HUG*
Anima, that truly is a great story! =]
i couldnt believe it. ho ho ho is a famous phrase from santa. i think the only people who are offened are ho's hahaha i think it is more creepy to say he he he or hahaha
Elena, I think I seen it once before. It's pretty hideous O_O
Capture This Void said...
The Frank one is the best Bob comes in second.
I know, right? Frank's smiling through the entire thing.
I nearly pissed my pants. I was laughing so hard.
Hello Jen and PWP
Sdock - I used to have discussions on stuff like that with a philosophy major !
Talk about confusing!!
How synonymous is that!
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