I heard you whisper last week
your lips were pressed against my ear.
And even though the words have passed
the message is still clear.
It really meant something.
The calm one, the one with the reason…his tongue is raw with truth, and my ears bleed faith. My deft eyes claim certainty. It was well hidden between the curtain and the guillotine.
My devoted hands work tirelessly to articulate a minstrel's vow. The commission of such an act gives me a unique sense of purpose, and helps stave off the return of my old internal debate.
I am afraid to stop, my mind fraught with hindsight. Unsure if it will hold, I test the bindings.
Secure.
p.s. some speak in tides, others ride the waves in silence.
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1974 Newer› Newest»Hello DG, RW, Star, Mya, Elena and kapu
Hi MJ :)
Kapunua,
What are your plans for this evening?
donthatemecozimanon are you still there?
I'm going to a party, Mya, why? Lemme see if I can find your email. If I can't locate you, mine is kapunua at yahoo dot com.
My email is on my profile
Thank you for your kindness, Elena, if you're still around. I am used to being told to STFU and GTFO and I fully expected my comment to be ignored.
I understand that newcomers are probably not welcome here. I'm not really sure what I think I'm trying to accomplish, anyway. I'm way too old to be so immersed in this band and I really do have a life outside of the internet. I have no intentions of trying to start trouble or infringe on the friendships that everyone is so intent on protecting here.
I guess sometimes, it just feels good to rant.
donthatemecozimanon please don't feel that way. New people are welcome. Your opinion is just as important as anyone elses. Please stay and chat. Oh and don't get me started on being too old. Music should have no age limit. MCR is very important to me and I'm way older than the members.
No, newcomers are welcome, as long as they don't come barging in here like Rambo without a jockstrap, acting like the proverbial bull in a china shop.
I guess we have a rep. Cool.
Martha I sent you an e-mail. Could you tell me if you got it? I don't think it's working.
No Elena I haven't gotten it.
donthatemecozimanon if you want to vent go for it that is part of the function of this place.
Martha I was afraid of that. I don't know what the problem is.
Anyway Elena you must go to the gift blog and go to my Xmas blog. that is where my present to the family is.
I feel so stupid...
But, there has to be something up with that...
Just what, I don't know
I certainly hope that I didn't seem to be doing the Rambo thing, especially since I'm not so big on Sylvester Stallone (way too much testosterone for my taste).
As far as your rep? Well, my 17 year old daughter told me about this place after one of her friends linked her to it. So I suppose you do have one. My daughter didn't say it was Gerard Way's blog, though. She just mentioned that people here have expressed some of the same feelings towards Gerard that we've been having ever since we went to Projekt Revolution back in August. But then, my daughter is extremely intelligent. She's capable of forming her own opinions and she stays the hell away from Buzznet.
Up with what, Mya?
Mya you have to go there as well. I want everyone who is in the family to make a comment on my Xmas blog.
Erm, Lamb Of God is a band AFAIK. Other than that, I got nuthin'. O_o
Star you must go tp if you haven't.
donthatemecozimanon we are just a little gun shy. We have a lot of anons coming in to try and put us down and stir up shit.
Kapu you have to go back to my Xmas blog to introduce yourself as part of the family.
I'm guessing anon at 9:26 wants us go to a Lamb of God show.
Lamb of God is also a church in New Jersey
Well, I gotta go do some more shopping and a swapping... This is the latest I have ever been running at Christmas! My first stop will be the ol' Red Dot store for sure! Gotta have some Christmas cheer!
Mayo:
p.s. some speak in tides, others ride the waves in silence.
And some will agrue with a lamp post!
MJ, where would you like me to go on yoru blog, and what would you like me to write?
By the way, I just read your entire blog, and I agree with everything you said. From Gerard's behavior to the interview with Frank and his "support" of MSI, everything you wrote was right on target.
Others will benefit if you broaden your horizons tonight.
The canonized that bring hope gather at the Lamb of God.
If you can, please join the procession.
It begins in New Jersey and ends in Mozambique.
Thank you.
Kapu go to the one with Mayo and SS's gift below that entry is the present for the family I just want a comment from everyone as an introduction. You can just say hi.
http://marryxmasfrommartha.blogspot.com/
And thank you Kapu.
Erm, Lamb Of God is a band AFAIK. Other than that, I got nuthin'. O_o
Maybe Lamb of God is putting on a holiday benefit concert somewhere.
What this has to do with us or MCR, I have no idea.
RW it is also a group of churchs one of them is in New Jersey
RW it is also a group of churchs one of them is in New Jersey
I saw that when I was googling Lamb of God. But it anon is referring to that, then it makes even less sense to post it here. At least the first guess is music-related.
I think it might be the church because I looked up Lamb of God's tour schedule and it said they weren't on tour.
I saw that too, MJ. Which is why I thought it might be a one-shot benefit concert. But if it is, it isn't advertised.
Well at least the person asked if we could come. I wonder who will benefit from this.
Hiya everyone!
I have a lot to catch up since yesterday.
I see our dear SS is waiting until Christmas to open the presents. You are just too cute for words SS. [And sorry about all the pervy things we talked about yesterday...it was really fun though!]
Donthateme Anon, please come and join us here. "I'm way too old to be so immersed in this band" Nah, never! We are all a bit older around here which I think is the most fun part about this place. Of course we do have our younger friends, but you will see they are very special and we adore them all the same. Feel free to stop by anytime. Rant, love, joke, talk about your day. Mayo loves to hear about our lives, dontcha Mayo. *wink*
Okay, back to catching up. This is going to take a while and I need to go and thank everyone for their presents. This might be a two-day adventure, but totally worth it.
Some charity, I figure.
Anyway, I've got a hair appointment, so I've got to dash. Chat with you all later :)
Maybe someone is trying to 'save us.' "Canonized" is definitely a religious term. If it is the band "Lamb of God," then I have no idea. I don't see anything on their tour schedule.
Later rw and hello anima.
Hi Martha! By RW.
I can't stay :(
I will have to catch up later. Bummer.
Love to all of you!
Later anima
hey everyone!
i snuck onto one of the computers at work (i'm legimate, my shift is over), because who knows if i'll be able to comment at home.
howzitgoin'?
RW, so I wasn't the only one who almost got a virus! I hope no one here actually ended up with that virus getting downloaded on their comps.
i saw the email, but i didn't look at the card yet. i don't think i will now. :/
best not to, toujours.
But if you wanna know what it said, it was something like "you guys are the lights in mayo's house and you're awesome". It was a very nice positive card. Unfortunately, a virus got attached to it.
oh what a nice message! how unfortunate for lolita that it got hijacked like that.
thanks for the info. :)
resurrected wreck said...
RW it is also a group of churchs one of them is in New Jersey
gotta go. i just hope so hard my computer is up to the task of beating this gremlin. grr.
mayo, mayo, mayo! :)
are you having a good solstice day? hope so. i'll be back later on, but maybe i'll just be crouching outside on the porch. (good thing i still have your leather jacket. i was going to reurn it, honest!)
see you all later!
Hello to all that are here! Apologies for my abrupt departure last night. Something came up.
How are you guys?
attachment virus thing.
all
I got that email and the virus thing, it linked to a site called scanner2.malaware but I had no idea what it was doing so i just closed it all.
should I have done that?
How do I know if something is there now?
and I have a windows auto update about malaware stuff should I install them or is that part of the bad stuff?
HELP !! I don't know what to do
SS,
Sniffing the presents? Haha. You are utterly adorable. Happy holidays, love.
Ergo, it was a good thing that you closed all of it, otherwise you may have gotten more viruses.
I'm not really computer savvy however. I don't know if you have a virus right now, but DO NOT install those pop ups. I'm almost certain they are viruses.
Apologies for my abrupt departure last night. Something came up.
O_o Hope you, uhh, took care of it.
^_^
Well, so I'm sitting here dying my stupid hair again. I swear this junk is gonna fall out. Nah, not really, it's just red henna. Getting ready for the PARTAY! Hootah! I'm gonna get a prezzie! And I get to wear my awesome new socks, OMG wait till you see them. They rock. And roll. All night long, sweet suzie!
I have it as windows auto updates, it says it's a microsoft removal tool, it's not a pop up (I never trust those)
It came through as an update and the m/soft website does talk about it
I'm not sure what to do. I assume the auto updates are only from microsoft but I don't know if something can hijack them.
Others will benefit if you broaden your horizons tonight.
The canonized that bring hope gather at the Lamb of God.
If you can, please join the procession.
It begins in New Jersey and ends in Mozambique.
Thank you.
http://www.myspace.com/marchofthesaints
Hello everybody, how are you?
Do you mind if I put some decorations up?
Lol @ Kapunua! Yhus. Yhus I did.
How've you been, Miss T? Thank you again for the email.
I've been good CTV *snog* How about you?
Today, I have been to my dad's grave. We put some lovely red and gold and glittery flowers there and a little christmas tree with fake snow and baubles on there. It looks really festive now. We always go there the last saturday before christmas.
We have all the christmas lights on and all the room looks so festive. We have two mini christmas trees at either end of the mantlepiece and they flash on and off really fast with blue lights. If you look at them too long they really get on your tits.
I'll decorate, too!
Mayo, some holiday flowers for your cabana.
And some garlic for me to string up.
And some goodies for us all to eat.
My goodies! My goodies! My goodies, not MY goodies! ^_^
Mary had a little lamb she also had a duck,
she took it round the corner to teach it how to
fry some eggs for breakfast, fry some eggs for tea
the more you eat, the more you drink the more you want to
Peter had a boat the boat began to rock
up jumped some jaws and bit off his
cocktails, ginger ales, forty cents a glass
if you don't like it shove it up your
ask no questions tell no lies
I saw a police man doing up his
flies are bad mosquitoes are worse
and this is the end of my silly little verse!
mnm mnm mnm *nibbles on K's goodies*
Glad to see I wasn't totally off!
I knew this had to have been some sort of message!
The March of the Saints Myspace says to join them and their "guest" for this benefit.
"guests"
OK, I gotta get moving!
I don't know if I've mentioned this to any of you or not, but... I have shit for hair. I was trying to "dress" it and do you know what it did?! It looked right at me, laughed, and said, "Fuck You!" Oh, to have Fabulous hair...
hey I rang a friend and she has settled my fears( and is giving me a virus etc program!)
so who are march of the saints (i looked at their myspace)and are we that famous that people from myspace are looking to add us?!
MissT, we had one sort of like that when we were kids. Ours went like this:
Hello Operator, give me number nine,
if you disconnect me, I'll kick your
behind the 'fridgerater there was a piece of glass,
Miss Mary sat upon it and broke her little
Ask me no more questions, tell me no more lies,
Boys are in the bathroom, zipping down their
Flies are in the kitchen, birds are in the park,
Boys and girls are kissing in the
d-a-r-k dark.
I like it K.
At Christmas Time
At Xmas time when we were kids,
we were bloody poor,
and Santa weren't too generous
when he knocked upon our door
But we made do by saving up,
yes every little bit
"We may be poor" said dear old Dad,
"but I dont give a shit!"
Our Xmas tree stood tall & proud
and rigid as a totem,
With Xmas baubles hangin' there.....
like testies in ya scrotum!
Everyone loved Xmas dinner,
no if's, and's or but's,
and all us kids would piss ourselves
when Grandpa dropped his guts.
We'd leave a six pack for Santa
and he always drank it quick,
then I found out it was just me Dad,
the alcoholic prick!
But all in all we had fun,
and lot & lots of cheer,
Now I can't wait till I've got kids....
cause I'll get a carton of beer!
That's pretty fly, MissT. ^_^
Good evening, guys! Hope you are all doing well and getting ready for the festivities.
We finally got our presents for the Family, Mayo and SS under the tree. Poem for the Family and riddles for Mayo and SS. We put them up on our blog too.
How is everyone?
Love ya,
L.
K, are we the only two here?
It is so quiet, all I am doing is looking up daft stuff to try to cheer people up but there is no one but you.
Well, I hope you are enjoying them.
Miss T! Hello!
Kapunua, have fun at the party with your hennaed hair!
I seriously considered going to the show anon mentioned in West Orange, but I have a 101 temperature and tissues shoved up my nose. I'm thinking I should pass on it.
Damn these germs!
L., I'm gonna go look!
MissT, me too, I'm watching funny Youtube videos. THE BALLS ARE INERT.
Oh, Star! That really sucks! Drink decaffeinated green tea with honey, and feel better!
Hi OP's!
Kapunua, my husband keeps making me this delicious concoction of honey, lemon, apple cider vinegar and really hot water. It's delicious.
Hi L, Hi star, how are you?
Hey, Star, Kapunua, Miss T!
Star, I'm sorry you feel so bad! You and Eleana. Really sucks to be sick during the holidays. I have a "sick at the holidays" story to tell you, maybe it will make you feel better, or at least make you laugh!
Love,
L.
True Story:
This happened when I was about 20. My Mum was sick with the flu and so was I, but
there was no WAY my Dad was going to be able to cook Christmas dinner and we had
about 15 people coming over that night. SO, I went to the doctor the day before
and got a prescription for one of THE strongest cough/decongestent/codeine/who knows
what else syrups there is.
I put the open bottle on the counter and sipped out of it all through the day while
I was cooking, to keep me going. By the time dinner was served, over half the bottle
was gone, I was high as a kite, but dinner was great! I didn't burn anything,
I got the right ingredients, etc. Don't know how, but I did.
The funniest part was while I was buttering the turkey before I put it into the
roasting bag, my Dad came in the kitchen to see how it was going. I told him fine,
then hoisted the turkey up under the wings, and told him "Look! It's like
a buttered headless baby!"
The look on Dad's face was priceless. He didn't say a word, just walked
back out slowly and left me to it.
SO, there you go.
Love ya,
Lisa
L, you know I love that story.
Get well soon star.
I'm okay, Miss T!
L,
That story is priceless. My husband said when I fell asleep before I turned over and told him I had to have this certain kind of vegetable soup that I love. He went out and got it, and when I woke up, I was really surprised! He said I told him to go get it and I didn't even remember saying anything.
Miss T,
One of those "go down in Christmas history" kinda deals.
L.
Hey guys I have to run off for a bit but I wanted to know if anyone else was thinking that our little anon telling us about the benefit show was a friend of ours.
later
Star, that's good! Next time, try for a car.
A fever can make you crazy and say things you never remember. Mum told me once when I was little I told her there were dinosaurs walking all over the walls.
L.
Hate to run so soon, but I have to start on dinner, and finish up a few gift wraps.
Martha, you are probably right. Just seems like something he would do.
Love ya,
L.
Thank heavens I got everything I needed to do for christmas, done. Did that make sense?
Anyway, I get sick during every vacation from school. I think my body knows I have some time to be sick, and just gives in.
See you later martha and L.
Christmas is Coming
Christmas was coming
The goose was getting fat
So I put it on the Atkins diet
And now it's had a heart attack
Rahahaha, Miss T!
I've finally finished my Christmas present for you all. It's not much, but I hope you all enjoy it.
I've posted it on my blog and under the tree.
I've got to get going now, but I just wanted to say thank you once again. I love you guys.
Take care.
Goodnight CTV.
I'm gonna go look at the pressies.
MOTS show: tonight or what?
Duh, tonight of course. ^_^ Never mind me.
So what about the Luna Lounge one?
Anyway, here's what I'm thinking. ANyone else around here local? Tri-state ish? 'Cause I might go to 1/4 if I can get off work early and take the train.
Anyone interested in maybe making a thing of it?
I made myself a snowball,
as perfect as can be
I thought I’d keep it as a pet,
and let it sleep with me
I made it some pajamas,
and a pillow for its head
then last night it ran away,
but first it wet the bed!!!
Kapunua,
I'm local, but I have to stay after school that day to do Hello Dolly fittings from 6:00 until 8:30.
I'm waiting for a freakin Leathermouth show!
mayonaise
sdock would like me to inform you that she is having difficulty loading your page.
A few of us are having a party next door at discussmayo and she would like you to join us if you are available.
Hi to who ever is here.
Man it has been a long time since a friend of ours has pasted through here. I hope s/he has a happy holidays.
Hi Martha, how are you?
I'm good miss t how about yourself?
I'm good too martha, just a little lonely here at mayo's.
MOTS show: tonight or what?
I wonder who the "guests" are?
And what was with the "Lamb of God" stuff?? Might have figured it out if it weren't for that. Damned distracting...
Hello Re and sorry miss t my Internet seems to be running slow tonight. Maybe the lamb of god church is the one that they are gyving the money too
That's a possibility, MJ.
Evening ladies, are we just sitting around watching the paint dry?
J
It looks like it, J! Not much going on at Mayo's tonight.
*twiddles thumbs*
Hi RW, Hi J!!!!!!!
It feels like it.
Why hello, Miss T :D
You mean we're all alone in Mayo's house? Is Mayo even home?
*cups hands around mouth and bellows*
MAYO!!!
YO, DUDE, ARE YOU HERE?
L'S HERE TOO! She's got on her flannel Winnie-the-Pooh nightshirt and looks almost as sexy as she did in the mice pajamas!
I know he can't resist that.
Miss T, L got me a little stuffed sheep for Christmas. It's yellow and fuzzy. So sweet!
J
Hello J and rw most of us are over at the Dm. Rw did you comment on my Xmas blog yet?
wow J, you have to call it shaun.
Do you have a link for your Xmas blog, MJ?
*walks in twiddling thumbs, sees that friends are having a nice cuppa in mayos house and runs to give them an extra special english hug to each and every one of them. even the anons.*
good evening ladies
twiddles thumbs while giving and interesting stare with one eyebrow raised
Hello there, FS :D
Hello FS my fellow english chum.
Hello FS Just hit my name And it should go to my profile and you can find it there Rw
Hi Fimble and MJ! L asked me to direct your attention to her earlier comment, about the Christmas dinner she fixed while sick. It's quite the tale.
Miss T, I haven't decided what to call the fuzzy darling yet. It may be a girl.
*hugs Fimble back*
You're a Jennifer too! Cool.
Mayo, honey, come on out and look at L's lovely nightwear. She is stunning, I must say. I'll warn you , though, you may want to sit down before you take a proper look. Don't want you passing out from the glamour and all that.
J
hello to
RW
MJ
Miss t
OP J&L
indeed i am a jennifer to. there are 4 jens in this blogs.
If your name is jen speak up or forever hold your piece hehehehe
so it is very quite in here. has mayo locked himself out of the house again?
Hi everyone!
hello Op J, RW missT MJ FS
how's everyone
I just watched "Ratatoille" it's really good.
Quiet today hey?
RW, Lamb of God is the name of the Church in West Orange. Who knew a metal band and a church would have the same name??
Hello Mistress J! How are you?
Hello Mayo, SS, Martha Jones, MissT, RW, Fimble Star, observers, anonymous(es), Boudreaux and Trosclair (that will make sense in a bit).
How is everyone? Good I hope! I've been hustling, bustling, catching up here and there and basically going NUTS! So, nothing new with me, as you can see ;-)
Here's another present for you all.
Where's Bubba? He would enjoy this one!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Cajun Night Before Christmas
by "Trosclair"
Published by Pelican Publishing Co. 1988
'Twas the night before Christmas
An' all t'ru de house
Dey don't a t'ing pass
Not even a mouse
De chirren been nezzle
Good snug on de flo'
An' Mamm pass de pepper
T'ru de crack on de do'.
Den Mama in de fireplace
Done roas' up de ham
Stir up de gumbo
An' make bake de yam.
Den out on de by-you
Dey got such a clatter
Make soun' link old Boudreau
Done fall off his ladder.
I run like a rabbit
To got to de do'
Trip over the dorg
An' fall on de flo'.
As I look out de do'
In de light o' de moon
I t'ink "Manh, you crazy
Or got ol' too soon."
Cuz dere on de by-you
W'en I stretch ma' neck stiff
Dere's eight alligator
A pullin' de skiff.
An' a little fat drover
Wit' a long pole-ing stick
I know r'at away
Got to be ole St. Nick.
Mo' fas'er and fas'er
De 'gator dey came
He whistle an' holler
An' call dem by name:
"Ha Gaston!
Ha, Tiboy!
Ha, Pierre an' Alcee'
Gee, Ninette!
Gee Suzette!
Celeste and Renee!"
"To de top o' de porch
To de top o' de wall
Make crawl, alligator
An' be sho' you don' fall."
Like Tante Flo's cat
T'ru de treetop he fly
W'en de big ol' houn' dorg
Come a run hisse'f by
Like dat up de porch
Dem ole 'gator clim!
Wit' de skiff full o' toy
An' St. Nicklus behin'.
Den on top de porch roof
It soun' like de hail
W'en all dem big 'gator
Done sot down dey tail.
Den down de chimney
I yell with a bam
An' St. Nicklus fall
An' sit on de yam.
"Sacre!" he axclaim
"Ma pant got a hole
I done sot ma'se'f
On dem red hot coal."
He got on his foots
An' jump like a card
Out to de flo'
Where he lan' wit' a SPLAT!
He was dress in musk-rat
From his head to his foot
An' his clothes is all dirty
Wit' ashes an' soot.
A sack full o' playt'ing
He t'row on his back
He look like a burglar
An' dass fo' a fack.
His eyes how dey shine
His dimple how merry!
Maybe he been drink
De wine from blackberry.
His cheek was like a rose
His nose like a cherry
On secon' t'ought maybe
He lap up de sherry.
Wit' snow-white chin whisker
An' quiverin' belly
He shook w'en he laugh
Like de stomberry jelly!
But a wink in his eye
An' a shook o' his head
Make my confi-dence dat
I don' got to be scared.
He don' do no talkin'
Gone straight to his work
Put playt'ing in sock
An' den turn wit' a jerk.
He put bot' his han'
Dere on top o' his head
Cas' an eye on de chimney
An' den he done said:
"Wit' all o' dat fire
An' dem burnin' hot flame
Me I ain' goin' back
By de way dat I came."
So he run out de do'
An' he clim' to de roof
He ain' no fool, him
For to make one more goof.
He jump in his skiff
An' crack his big whip.
De 'gator move down
An' don' make one slip.
An' I hear him shout loud
As a splashin' he go
"Merry Christmas to all
'Til I saw you some mo'!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
T'is much funnier with the pictures. Ya'll should see those gators pulling that sleigh!!!!
Love & Hugs to ALL!
#6
And SS baby,
I gotta ask.
I get the "shaking" of the presents.
I even get the "squeezing".
But...
"Sniffing"?
*looks at him askance*
Uh...what are you hoping to find?
Or SHOULD I ask?
J
Star and Ergo! Hello to you gals too!!
hey there star and ergo
so ok i am bored. lets start something
has anyone any ideas. i am thinking
RW, Lamb of God is the name of the Church in West Orange. Who knew a metal band and a church would have the same name??
If this church has anything to do with the charity to benefit Mozambique, then I guess the Lamb of God mystery is cleared up :)
Hi Ergo and 616.
Cool poem by the way.
hiya 616
very cute poem
has SS been to the presents?
Hi anon616 and FS, Ergo, RW, Miss T. I'm a little loopy. I don't remember if I said Hi!
Hello Anon 616 :) Love the visuals!
Hi star
Hello star tj anon 616 FsI hope that is everyone.
Ops I Read that story earlier. that is why you don't cook when high. But lucky you didn't have a baby int he house to mistake for a turkey.
Hi star!
Hi Star :D
Hello ep
And SS baby,
I gotta ask.
I get the "shaking" of the presents.
I even get the "squeezing".
But...
"Sniffing"?
That one perplexes me too.
March of the Saints
December, 22 2007 at Christmas Benefit for Mozambique
Lamb of God 13 Main Street, West Orange, New Jersey 07052
Cost : $10
Join us with guests as we raise money for Mozambique.
SS, I'm guessing this was your Shout Out.
LOL, yeah, no Christmas here is complete without a good, properly accented reading of the "Cajun Night Before Christmas"!
Martha Jones said...
Ops I Read that story earlier. that is why you don't cook when high. But lucky you didn't have a baby int he house to mistake for a turkey.
=======
Oh no, has someone been spending too much time with Boudreaux and Trosclair???? Or, just too much time 'sippin de sherry' ;-)
I'd go if if was in NJ!
I added their myspace, the song is nice.and 3 members of leathermouth it has to be good
Hello Star, Ergo, Six! I love the poem, Six, we laughed all the way through it. Of course, since I was reading it out loud, L might've been laughing at my bad Cajun accent. ;)
Handmaiden Star, have you been brushing up on your lessons?
J
Yeah, MJ, Six, cooking under the influence of prescription cough syrup is not prudent at ANY juncture.
Luckily no actual babies were harmed in the making of that meal.
When L's sister came in that day, she asked L what she'd put in the punch.
J
Well, not as much as I should, Mistress J. I will remedy that in the new year.
Ergo, I contemplated going, but the tissues shoved up my nose pretty much decided it!
I'm waiting for a Leathermouth show!
Original Punks said...
Hello Star, Ergo, Six! I love the poem, Six, we laughed all the way through it. Of course, since I was reading it out loud, L might've been laughing at my bad Cajun accent. ;)
Handmaiden Star, have you been brushing up on your lessons?
J
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Happy to help with laughs J and L!
I sure would like to hear that 'cajun' accent of yours.
Ohhhh.......I know, I request a public reading for the Blog Family!!!! ;-)
I must run along now. I just hopped in to say a quick hello to all.
Tomorrow, I shall come bearing MISTLETOE!
Prepare to PUCKER UP everyone!!!!
Love & Hugs to ALL!
#6
SS: Thank you so much for your thoughtful gift for us all!
sdock said:
Mayo,
Good evening, my friend. How are you? Are you just running over with holiday cheer? Maybe a little? Me? Nah, not yet. Not even a little. It's so sad, but I can't get into it or maybe I won't allow myself to get into it. It makes me feel shittier than I already do. I have so many damn reasons to be enjoying this. I am so lucky, so blessed. I don't want anyone to ever think that I don't know this.
Mayo, I'm sorry. My thoughts are so cluttered tonight. I feel raw and wide open. My emotions are like sores...and I keep picking at them and they keep oozing and bleeding. Never healing...always covering it up. A band-aid only...no medicine. Just treating the symptoms. Not fixing the problem. Scars everywhere. Broken and damaged. I know there is a antidote somewhere, but am I looking for it...or am I comfortable? Comfortably uncomfortable. Showing on the outside what is hidden on the inside.
You know what I love most about this place besides you, and my family here, and my corner? I love the fact that this place forces me to live in the moment. Tick, tock. I can sit here and watch moments tick away forever. And I can almost get my shit together....almost.
Mayo, Why do people always try to tell you how to feel? I fucking hate that shit. Nothing pisses me off more and nothing has fucked me up more in my life than that. I had someone tell me just last week that I "better get my head right." And that I had changed. Know what I said? What if this is the real me? Yeah, what the fuck if...? Will I ever know?
Feel me?
Again, I'm sorry for my rambling tonight. Maybe there is something in there that strikes a familiar chord with you.
Here's to wishing that you know exactly who the real you is and being totally okay with him.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Feel like crying, but can't.
The deleted post was me.
Miss T, you posted faster than me!
Star,
When we were first doing presents at Lolita's (which we ended up not doing), L and I were going to give you either a leather corset or a whip. :)
Anon,
Why would SS be interested in a band that has members of Leathermouth in it?
J
Ha Star! *blows ends of fingers as if they were a smoking gun*
Fastest fingers in the west.
Why would SS be interested in a band that has members of Leathermouth in it?
Earlier SS had Shout Out on his profile, then it was gone.
Well, kids, it's past my bedtime. I'm so tired I'm going cross-eyed.
Back tomorrow. See you then?
If Six is bringing mistletoe, I'll need some LipSmackers. ;)
Night everyone! Love you!
Mistress J
Goodnight J, sweet dreams.
Hey J,
Save the corset for my birthday! It's February 1st!
Goodnight ladies, my bed is calling too.
See you tomorrow.
Goodnight J and Miss t
goodnight J and missT
it is sooooo humid and hot here!
I really do hope we gat a storm though hubbt and our girl were going to have a campout in the yard tonight, lol
Have to wait and see
Ergo,
The weather people are predicting a crazy storm for here tomorrow, thunder, lightning, and crazy wind. It's supposed to be 53 degrees here tomorrow, and it should be 20 degrees. Very weird!
ooh it's getting darker, well at least it may get cooler!
Gosh star be careful!
ok there is thunder, might log off
see ya everyone
Night ep
Is there anyone out there?
Anon, we got it. We don't need to "shout out" back. Let us have our riddles, okay?
GREAT party I just had! ^_^
Staff party, K? Or family party?
LOL, you said "staff." ^_^ yeah, a work party. It was at this restored Victorian mansion thing, so cool.
SS
Hello. I have never addressed you before really so here is my shot at it.
I will be honest, you say you know us and you know the family , but do you? I don’t know you really, I have come to see that you are very kind in what you say to us but will we ever truly know a person. Do you truly know yourself? I ask because when does a person really know themselves.
You have a lot of people here speaking out to you, and they are all wonderful people who care for you so much. You made everybody’s day including mine when you did those thoughtful and unselfish gifts in your blog and with that I thank you. However sometimes I think if there is anything we could do for you, if you come to relate to the lovely people like they relate to your comments.
How is your life a the moment. Are you happy? I am half way to happiness, my brother has come to visit me for Christmas and our family is back together. It will be a lot harder to say goodbye to him in January but I am glad he knows himself and he knows what he wants to do. Are you having Christmas with your family?
Well SS I will be sending you my well wishes for you and your family. I do hope that you have a fantastic holiday and that you fully embrace your family and friends because they are what really matter. Leave your worries and work behind you for your holiday time and enjoy every last minute you have with your loved ones. Remember to smile at least once a day. Anything can seem better once you have seen a smile and what is better than a smile from yourself.
Take care SS and please think about what I have said. I am sure you know it already, I just had this urge to try and speak to you. I hope you have heard this whisper from far in the corner. Maybe it will grow one day!.
Take care
Fimble Star
Boooooooo! Bert Ghost is back, and I have the munchies!
LOL, you said "staff." ^_^
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yeah, a work party. It was at this restored Victorian mansion thing, so cool.
That sounds very cool! I'm all for Victorian architecture. We had our work party yesterday, at the opera wardrobe work room. Decorated it all up with lights, candelabras et al. Even had a doggie show up (Jack the beagle, who belongs to one of the women who works in props). It was quite nice.
hello all.
Puts down a plate of cookies for Bert's Ghost.
Bert, you'd better grab those cookies before Santa does!
RW, that sound awesome! I hope you took, and will post, a bunch of pics??
Fimble Star, that was lovely. ^_^
whatz in those cookies? Any hash in there?
did ou have a nice party jules
RW, that sound awesome! I hope you took, and will post, a bunch of pics??
Er... no... *looks away innocently*
But I did get a pic today of my wine-coloured hair. Not really the same thing, but that's all I've got for ya.
Guys, watch this kitten slap down this little white dog. It's hilarious.
"Does this bug you? Does it bug you when I do this? Does this bug you? I'm not touching you does this bug you?"
It was great, Fimble Star. I got a cool calender and a really beautiful candle set from "Secret Santa." (Which was one of the vets I work with.) Then a bunch of us explored the house and I preached Leathermouth to a girl I work with who has never heard them before. ^_^
RW, you should post that pic! I love funky colored hair. ^_^
RW, you should post that pic! I love funky colored hair. ^_^
My friend took the pic tonight with her digital camera. As soon as she loads it onto her computer & sends it to me, I'll post it :)
One of my all-time favourite animal vids:
talking cats
Oh, noes hash? Damns it. Tee hee, looks at the wittle kwittie.
What ever you want to be in those cookies are in there they are magic cookies.
Kapu I live out something like that every day. I have three cats and one dog. And the cats hate the dog.
did you know th person who got your present for you?
sounds like you had a nice time, i am happy for you. and thanks for noticing my long arse comment.
so does this mean you have finished work for the holidays
Hi ebrey boddy.
I hab a nodse code. I'b kinda snoddy tonight.
-A
MJ, that's awesome. I couldn't have cats 'cause my dogs would kill them. They are hounds and they chase anything that moves, unfortunately.
Fimble, yeah, our "Secret Santa" is never really secret. ^_^ I'm done working till next Thursday which is awesome. I nearly had to work on Crimbo (heehee!) but then I remembered that I worked LAST year and no one has to do it two days in a row. But since it's a hospital there always has to be someone there, even on the holidays. I work most holidays, but I am taking this one OFF. ^_^
Hi amy
I was supposed to go out with that guy tomorrow,early, and guess what? I haven't heard from him yet. It'd be nice if he wrote me to, I dunno, LET ME KNOW IF WE'RE STILL ON!
Seriously, looks can only get you so damn far. >_<
Kapu I use to work at a vet's office and one of the Dr had a dog that would kill cats but she still had something like two or three cats living with that dog. I guess it just didn't go after those cats.
Still no word from him. Well I don't know what to say.
Hi MJ
I hade beinged sick.
-A
Kapu - Tell him to go fuck himself.
-A
The only high light for me when I'm sick is staying home from work.
Commiserations, A. I've been sick off and on since I got back from Britain. Which is odd, as I hardly ever get sick.
Drink plenty of comforting warm things & get lots of rest :)
LOL Amy, I'm not quite there yet, but honestly? I'm getting a little impatient.
MJ, man, my dogs will kill anything that moves if they don't know what it is. They're beastly.
LOL, Mustard! I found this during my travels today, and I had to get a pic for you. ILU Mustard. ^_^
Mayo, we've talked about this image before, and I've always liked taking ones like this. But now I always think of you when I get a shot like this. ^_^
jules i am glad you have chrimbo off. just relax with the oe you love and all. on aim with a few if you wanna wander past.
hey martha and rw
RW - A sister in Pharms! I ged sick and ebery boddy runs awayed.
Kapu - I'd kick his ass. Verbbaldy of courdse.
Alride, I'm goingd to bedd. Too sick.
Good night.
Mayo, if you don't post again before Christmas Eve, Merry Christmas to you and yours. Talk to you again soon.
-A is going to bust out the neo-citran
Hello FS :)
Hi FS
Hahaha it said bone sucking.
ILU Fimble. ^_^ I hope to be on AIM tomorrow night but I think tonight I'm gonna hit the hay pretty soon. No use waiting on this email from this boy, huh?
I just like to know what I'm doing the day before I need to do it, you know? That's how I roll. :)
Goodnight amy
ilu2 i know what you mean jules. i like to know my day ahead as well. i hope you have a nice time if you do go out. and show him who is boss.
so what has been happening?
Well, this chick waits by the phone--or computer--for no man. I'm off to bed, ladies of Castle Anthrax. ^_^
We'll see how tomorrow goes and guess what? If this dude doesn't go to the movies with me tomorrow, I will go anyway, cause I really want to see this movie. :D
Which movie are you seeing? I plan to see Sweeney Todd sometime over the holidays.
goodnight jules. sleep well
rw i want to see that movie too
goodnight kapu
It's been getting good reviews. And it has Johnny Depp AND Alan Rickman!
:D
i'm off to bed mt self night all
Oh, The Golden Compass. For me, Sweeney Todd will have to be one that I see alone for the first time. ^_^ I love going to the movies alone, prefer it actually. Sometimes I will even turn down a movie date because I'd rather see a particular film by myself. And then if I want to see it again, someone else is invited along. ^_^
Welp! Really off to bed now. :D GOod night, all!
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