I heard you whisper last week
your lips were pressed against my ear.
And even though the words have passed
the message is still clear.
It really meant something.
The calm one, the one with the reason…his tongue is raw with truth, and my ears bleed faith. My deft eyes claim certainty. It was well hidden between the curtain and the guillotine.
My devoted hands work tirelessly to articulate a minstrel's vow. The commission of such an act gives me a unique sense of purpose, and helps stave off the return of my old internal debate.
I am afraid to stop, my mind fraught with hindsight. Unsure if it will hold, I test the bindings.
Secure.
p.s. some speak in tides, others ride the waves in silence.
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«Oldest ‹Older 401 – 600 of 1974 Newer› Newest»I'm guessing our Anon isn't a Brit. But then, our schools are bad - they're not that bad!!
She'd should know that us Brits are officially hotter for Ray & Frank anyway...
Kass xx
gnothi seauton said...
Okay, I'll make a deal with you. I'll get over my envy, if you pass GCSE English at grades A-C. If you're American, then all you have to is graduate from middle school. What do you say to that?
anonimus sed -ok, fanks.
too fuckin shay GS!
I work with a chav who likes MCR (well TBP anyway), she come in this morning with her MP3 blaring Cascadia this morning. Ewww!
Ewww indeed.
admitz it, youz want what's under that belt buckle
have one at beck and call already thanks!
One is pretty much like any other.
(though are you old enough to know that yet?)
Ey up FASC, where did you go to?
Okay, I'll make a deal with you. I'll get over my envy, if you pass GCSE English at grades A-C. If you're American, then all you have to is graduate from middle school. What do you say to that?
That sounds more than fair to me. Anon, I'd say you were getting off easy.
Heheheh. I said "getting off"...
Nighty-night all!
Sleeping on the Waves
Hello RW :)
How are you?
Good night SOTW.
ey up GS i've been pretty much everywhere lately life is busy busy busy......lovely to catch up again!
add in some little half glasses perched low on his nose and plaid slippers
the slippers would be a birthday gift from bob, of course.
(I think I see a picture possibility there! lol)
oh gosh, i'm never very good at fanpics. or portraits, for that matter. i get too uptight about doing justice to the person that i can't get a feel for the picture itself.
*won't even try fanfic*
Hi GS :)
I'm quite well today. Just got in from my work Christmas party. I never stay very late at those things, but it was nice to have some social time with the ladies & gents at the opera. We have the next five days off, which I'm very much looking forward to.
How are you today?
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
O no, it is an ever-fixèd mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand'ring bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
TJ just do generic old man with a little birdhouse with a board saying "Mayo's Lovelies" over the little hole
lol.
Or make it the zombie leonard
-only kidding twinny, it's just such a gorgeous image!
goodbye SOTW
Anonymous,
Love is merely, love.
RW,
Well, thankyou. I've never been to the opera, I always imagine it to be very emotional, I'm sure I would collapse in floods of tears!!
Was it good?
Hi RW!
Goodnight SOTW.
RW,
Well, thankyou. I've never been to the opera, I always imagine it to be very emotional, I'm sure I would collapse in floods of tears!!
Was it good?
Ooops! I phrased that badly. I mean that I work at the opera, not that I went to see an opera. Sorry :S
Hello Miss T :) How are you today?
HI RW haven't caught up for ages!
How did the production you were making the costumes for ages ago go?
Oooh I just checked my email and my Skeleton Crew shirt is on it's way !!!
Hello Darling Mayonaise.
It sounds to me like you've finally taken that step, the one that terrified you deeply, and found the world still held around you.
Congratulations, my friend.
You are going to be okay, and you now know that I do not lie when I say this.
We love you. You're going to do just fine.
-Amyranth
Ooops! I phrased that badly. I mean that I work at the opera, not that I went to see an opera. Sorry :S
Oh I see! I thought you meant you had gone to see one of the productions as your Christmas outing. Don't you ever want to do that though, just to sit there and say " I made that costume , you know! "
To see it in action as it were?
Hi EP :D
HI RW haven't caught up for ages!
How did the production you were making the costumes for ages ago go?
Er... which production was this? Wizard of Oz, or Tosca?
Oooh I just checked my email and my Skeleton Crew shirt is on it's way !!!
OOO! Is this the nifty one from the link that was sopted several days ago?
TJ just do generic old man with a little birdhouse with a board saying "Mayo's Lovelies" over the little hole
that i could do! and are you insinuating that we lot are rats with wings? lol
Or make it the zombie leonard
now that i can see. i think i becoming very fond of him. he surprised me. :)
hey there resurrected wreck. you know, i have to say i think i envy you working where you do. backstage has always seemed compelling to me.
*sopted*=*posted*
I'm good RW, how about you.
Hi amy, has the headache gone?
I think it was Wizard of Oz but how did they both go?
I bought the circus girl shirt, very cute
hey there resurrected wreck. you know, i have to say i think i envy you working where you do. backstage has always seemed compelling to me.
As a costumer, I rarely go backstage. That's the work of the dresser. I have been a dresser only five times (twice for school productions while I was at university, and three times for ballet performances). I found quick-changes to be really exciting, all the running around backstage & well-choreographed costume switches. Otherwise, it can be quite boring :/
Costumers do our work at the wardrobe, which isn't even in the same building as the performances (at least not the place I work for).
MissT - Finally, only after 2 hours of agony with 2 advil in my system.
It was a stress headache, so the only thing I can do is pop some pills and try to relax.
-A
hi amyranth!
I'm glad to hear it amy.
TJ my dad is a costume and set designer and it was always fun going to dress rehersals.
And GS it was very cool to sit in the audience and go - ooh I painted that bit of scenery (yep we painted it all ourselves), mainly for the Queensland Light Opera Co. all the Gilbert and Sullivan (which I love)
Hayyo Ergoproxy!
How's your day going?
-A
I think it was Wizard of Oz but how did they both go?
The Wizard of Oz is just finishing up its run. It has been, so I've been hearing, a bit hit. Here's a pic of one of the costumes I worked on:
Wicked Witch of the West
We're still working on the costumes for Tosca. A lot are done, but we've still got a fair bit to do. Tosca doesn't open til sometime in January though, so we've still got time.
I bought the circus girl shirt, very cute
That's the one I meant :) I like it too.
I'm good RW, how about you.
I'm all right, Miss T. Though I have to admit these blogs have been getting me down lately, which is why I haven't been on much the past week.
Amranth, RW, ergoproxy, Miss T, GS, and anybody I missed.
I took my first nap of my vacation and I am raring to go!
RW, that Wicked Witch costume is awesome!
mayo,
you must face this, keeping it locked up for much longer cant lead to any good. No time will be a good time for this, but the sooner you figure this out, the sooner you will find what your looking for, or perhaps something you didnt even suspect to recive.
i understand from exsperience how you can throw a sheet over this with your obligations, and sense of importance, and purpose, and all the things that come with it.
but i can also say from exsperience how great it feels to have such a weight lifted of your shoulders, and a sence of assurence, and knowlage about everything around you.
enjoy your holiday first, surround yourself with family and traditions. i hope all goes well, let me know.
i hope i helped, or you read this at least.
much love my dear.
xoxoraychel
good amyranth thanks for asking
Ok I'm off to do housework, busy day today
I may jump on later
You all have a good night and tomorrow if I don't catch you later
xx
RW, that Wicked Witch costume is awesome!
Hi Star :D And thank you!
Hey, did anyone else read the new Umbrella Academy?
-A
Bye Ergo and hello BR.
As a costumer, I rarely go backstage.
that makes sense, having different departments, i mean. but as a starry-eyed admirer, i used "backstage" to refer to everyone working behind-the-scenes to produce the show.
so you cannot wiggle away from my envy that easily, resurrected wreck! :)
*continues hero worshiping*
And Star also, sorry :\
No problem, GS!
How are you?
see you later, ergo!
Hey, did anyone else read the new Umbrella Academy?
*raises hand*
me, me, me, me! i did i did! :D
TJ - Expected, but the way it was done was completely unexpected.
-A
Hi star, how are you?
RW, that costume is fantastic. It is great to see you back in blogland.
Hey, did anyone else read the new Umbrella Academy?
Gods, I haven't even read the first one :S
I'm fine Star, and yourself?
RW, that costume is amazing!
I'm good, GS and Miss T!
I'm on vacation until Jan 3, so I am excellent!
so you cannot wiggle away from my envy that easily, resurrected wreck! :)
*continues hero worshiping*
Hee! Well, who am I to stop you... ;)
RW, that costume is fantastic. It is great to see you back in blogland.
Thank you, Miss T :) Though i may just be in and out for a bit rather than in regularly every day like I used to be. I'm finding the Mayo mystery to be rather draining these days.
Thank you, GS :) I wish there were more pics posted of the costumes from that show. The designer is very talented. The Tin Man costume (I didn't work on that one), in particular, was inspired.
TJ - Expected, but the way it was done was completely unexpected.
yes, i agree wholeheartedly. and now i feel such sorrow on behalf of vanya. even though, you know...
end of the world, and stuff.
Hee! Well, who am I to stop you... ;)
yay!
*continues, with approval!*
Thank you, GS :) I wish there were more pics posted of the costumes from that show. The designer is very talented. The Tin Man costume (I didn't work on that one), in particular, was inspired.
How long, on average, do they take to complete?
RW - you don't know what you're missing, it's a really good story.
-A
P.S - Can anyone tell me WHY we're eating Octopus for solstice?
How long, on average, do they take to complete?
That depends entirely on how compilcated/intricate the particular costume is & how well (or not so well) the fittings for it go. I'm terrible at keeping track on how long it takes me to finish things. I really should keep note of it, if only for my own information.
RW - you don't know what you're missing, it's a really good story.
I've got the first one, but haven't gotten around to reading it yet. I mostly got it out of curiousity, I'm not actually a comic book fan. Never have been, even when I was a kid.
P.S - Can anyone tell me WHY we're eating Octopus for solstice?
it actually an ancient tradition, amyranth. because they come from the depths of the sea, they can be said to represent our dreams, and the fact they have so many grasping tentacles represents our hopes to be able to garb and hold onto all our dreams. so the greeks, i think it was, used to eat them at solstice as a way of infusing their midwinter feats with the hope to be able to grasp all they wished for in the new year.
That depends entirely on how compilcated/intricate the particular costume is & how well (or not so well) the fittings for it go
:)
Must take a good few months though?
Hello all, and an early Merry Christmas.....there i said Merry Christmas, not happy holidays, all this shit about how to say Merry Christmas is getting on my nerves, why don't they take it to the limit and just cancel Christmas if you are not allowed to say it, and start calling it Decembermas Holiday or end of year holiday, now they are calling a Christmas tree a holiday tree......give me a break!!!!!
OK venting over!
How is everyone tonight?
TJ - Are you KIDDING me?? There's actually a connection?!?! Lord, save us all...
I just.. .I feel so BAD for it. It shouldn't be on my plate, it should be in the ocean! Swimming! Alive!
-A
Must take a good few months though?
To get all the costumes ready for one show? Yes, it can take several weeks. Tosca for example, has quite a lot of big historical costumes.
that's "grab" and "feasts" of course.
*reminds self to proof-read*
Fine thanks PJ.
Feeling better now? :)
Breathe, breathe.
Well, many of my friends are Jewish, they don't celebrate Christmas. Many more are Pagan, they don't celebrate Christmas. And at least two of them are Jehova's Witness and they definitely don't celebrate Christmas. And I don't celebrate Christmas. So to include everyone, I say "happy hoidays."
And I pretty much just laugh at the whole "war on Xmas thing." Heee. *Blows up Xmas because she is TEH AXIS OF EBIL!!!!!!11111"
RW,
welcome back, what happend to Sdock....i do not have the time to go back and read every post, fill me in.....please!
TJ - Are you KIDDING me?? There's actually a connection?!?!
yes, actually, i am. ;)
no clue if there is, but it sounded good, didn't it?
*heeheeheeheeheeheehee*
Star, you still here poppet?
Thanks, PJ :)
gnothi, Yes i do thanks!
Kapunua, I mean no disrespect to anyone.
We all know why we have Christmas in the first place, it just drives me crazy all the fuss about it, everywhere it's talked about, on TV, on radio, i just wish they would shut up.....ya know! and give it a rest.
Gods, I haven't even read the first one :S
I know, right? I'm just not a comic book type of person. I don't even know that much about the characters. I heard there was a character named 'Kracken' or something? Very peculiar. Sounds awfully close to McCracken.
I hope you're all doing well on this fine Friday evening?
I know, right? I'm just not a comic book type of person. I don't even know that much about the characters. I heard there was a character named 'Kracken' or something? Very peculiar. Sounds awfully close to McCracken.
Yep, sure does, doesn't it!
From what I've read of the comic description, it sounds kinda interesting. I should take my Christmas time off work to finally have a look through it.
And Kapunua, back when you where doing the name thing, did you ever look up Keela, i would love to know what it is in Hawaiian.
Anonymous PJ said...
gnothi, Yes i do thanks!
Kapunua, I mean no disrespect to anyone.
We all know why we have Christmas in the first place, it just drives me crazy all the fuss about it, everywhere it's talked about, on TV, on radio, i just wish they would shut up.....ya know! and give it a rest.
LOL! I will not "give it a rest" because I do happen to know why we "have christmas in the first place." It's because the Christians wanted something to coincide with the Winter Solstice, like every other religion known to man, ever. If there really was a Jesus, there's no way he could have been born in December. Coincidence much?
I did Keela, PJ, and I posted it to you. It meant "beauty" and the Hawaiian word is Kau'i.
GS, I am still here!
Hi to PJ and Kapunua!
Capture This Void said...
I heard there was a character named 'Kracken' or something? Very peculiar. Sounds awfully close to McCracken.
I won't lie; I thought the same exact thing. And from what I recall back when I was looking into the book (I'm a huge comic fan so I was originally very into this,) the character was like this dirty, yet oddly likeable bastard.
Hello Star! ^_^ Ka hoku in Hawaiian, don't ya know.
the character was like this dirty, yet oddly likeable bastard.
That's got Bert writen all over it.
Carrying a slight torch, Gee? ;)
Shoots, how'd I miss this?
I see unfortunately what is going on here mr MAYO. Lol so basicly you are a fangirl who got mad that Gee got married so you started this blog of stupidity to make it seem like he wasn't happy. Well guess what you loose! Gee is happier then he has ever been MAYO you can see it. He talks about it and his wife YES WIFE! All the time! You are the one who is sad, sad that you didn't get Gee. So come off it ass hole!! I know you are not Gerard, he would not do some shit like this. And you are all fangirls for hanging out here!! Listen how you talk about Frank and then you make fun of BN fangirls talking about Gee. Hypocrits I tell you LOL. So GET OFF IT MAYO,THE CAME IS UP..
LOL, Mustard nailed this first, but "the came is up?" The CAME is up? WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME.
Anon, you must have missed the part about a month ago, when, hello, Mayo told us he was not Gerard Way. he said so straight up.
Buzz buzz. Run along now.
LOL, Mustard nailed this first, but "the came is up?" The CAME is up? WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME.
Seriously, we need a quotes wall in here for all the typoes and Freudian slips.
I love Bert, but the guy really is dirty. And by dirty I mean the guy showers like, once a month. Lolz.
Is it strange that I find that attractive? Iunno, man.
Strangely enough, there's another character named "Allison". Allison being the name of Bert's fiance. Eh?
Carrying a slight torch, Gee? ;)
So, like, when are they gonna kiss and make up? I mean, 'tis the season and everything, just, come on already!!!!
I love Bert, but the guy really is dirty. And by dirty I mean the guy showers like, once a month. Lolz.
Is it strange that I find that attractive?
0_0
Kapunua, exactly, and a lot of people do not know that little fact, and are making too much out of it, its just called Christmas, people are going crazy over it, maybe you should go on TV and explain it or I could just scream ....SHUT THE FUCK UP! But i think they might lisen to you more.
And thanks, i must have missed your post, only i can tell you i am not pretty at all, but the name is cool....thanks!
Bert is doing well without him.
Gerard needs someone to smack him across the head.
T'is the season indeed, GS!
Really, enough's enough, boys. Play nice.
Hello Star, how are you?
RW, I've got a thing for guys that look like hobos. Not ashamed to say so. Haha :P
I'm great, PJ. Thanks for asking!
PJ said...
Kapunua, exactly, and a lot of people do not know that little fact, and are making too much out of it, its just called Christmas,
It was, in a simpler time. But it's actually people like Bill O'Reilly--or really anyone who gets their knickers in a twist over the "zOMGzz WAR ON GOD AND CHRISTMASS!!!1111" that make me want to go around with "Happy holidays!" and "my yule tree!" Just to make a point and piss those people off.
people are going crazy over it, maybe you should go on TV and explain it or I could just scream ....SHUT THE FUCK UP! But i think they might lisen to you more.
That's just because I yell a lot. ;D
And thanks, i must have missed your post, only i can tell you i am not pretty at all, but the name is cool....thanks!
Please, now you sound like me. I'm a hypocrite because I get mad when other people diss on their own looks and say that they're not pretty. I'm allowed to hate my face, though. ;D
Gerard needs someone to smack him across the head.
CTV, I think those are the truest words I've heard all day. People need to stop letting him get away with so much. It doesn't do any good for anyone, Gerard included.
Capture This Void said...
RW, I've got a thing for guys that look like hobos. Not ashamed to say so. Haha :P
You're hobosexual.
resurrected wreck said...
LOL, Mustard nailed this first, but "the came is up?" The CAME is up? WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME.
Seriously, we need a quotes wall in here for all the typoes and Freudian slips.
Are you crazy!!!
...i would take up the whole wall...lol
RW, I've got a thing for guys that look like hobos. Not ashamed to say so. Haha :P
^ ^
0_0
forget bert gee's heart belongs to frank. those two should just fuck (if they haven't already) gee wants frank so bad but he knows it will hurt too many other ppl if he follows his heart.
Yes. Yes I am.
Let it be known that CTV is officially a hobosexual.
Very true, PJ. We'd need four walls and a roof.
Bert is doing well without him.
Aww CTV, can't I just have a little dream where they hug, say sorry to each other and they walk away friends?
Mayo and SS:
We now have forty two gifts under the tree. FORTY TWO. Imagine that?
Please stop by and claim your prezzies whenever you can. ^_^
forget bert gee's heart belongs to frank
He's got good taste then.
What he needs is a female Frank. By that I mean one who is strong, loyal, true and intelligent. That is unless he is really trying to suppress the fact he is gay.
resurrected wreck said...
Very true, PJ. We'd need four walls and a roof
So true.....but ya love me anyway..lol
I hate how people have come to expect 'Frerard' on stage nowadays and get all disappointed if they don't kiss or whatever. Maybe it's because instead of doing it occasionally they way they did a few years back, they did it on a daily basis during PR? I have no idea what was going on there.
I'm almost sick of it. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing the guys give each other some lovin', but the fan girls will scream until they fucking make you deaf.
Aww CTV, can't I just have a little dream where they hug, say sorry to each other and they walk away friends?
You're an exception, my friend. Go ahead and dream.
So true.....but ya love me anyway..lol
;P
Capture This Void said...
I hate how people have come to expect 'Frerard' on stage nowadays and get all disappointed if they don't kiss or whatever. Maybe it's because instead of doing it occasionally they way they did a few years back, they did it on a daily basis during PR? I have no idea what was going on there.
I'm almost sick of it. Don't get me wrong, I love seeing the guys give each other some lovin', but the fan girls will scream until they fucking make you deaf.
For me, the biggest issue wasn't that they weren't, like, banging on stage, but that they seemed to be actively avoiding each other. I just don't like what I see between them. It looks like they used to have something so special and rare, you know?
Anonymous said...
What he needs is a female Frank. By that I mean one who is strong, loyal, true and intelligent. That is unless he is really trying to suppress the fact he is gay.
Here we go on the gay thing, can't he just be bi....I'm all for that!
Then he can have them both.
For me, the biggest issue wasn't that they weren't, like, banging on stage, but that they seemed to be actively avoiding each other. I just don't like what I see between them. It looks like they used to have something so special and rare, you know?
What bothers me is how quickly it went from one extreme to the other.
You're an exception, my friend. Go ahead and dream.
Merci beaucoup! :)
Yes, that too. Suddenly there was no interaction at all. Not even eye contact. I wouldn't want to share the stage with a man that tossed me around like a rag doll with millions of viewers watching either. Can you blame him?
RW, you are so right, Frank looked hurt, not mad, maybe the friendship was a close one, i mean he has a friendship with the other members, but the way they looked at each other in pictures and interviews showed something more than just the way you look at a friend.
yeah and all because he wouldn't swallow.
RW, every time I use "O_O" now, I think of you.
Haha.
but the way they looked at each other in pictures and interviews showed something more than just the way you look at a friend.
lust
Anon,
Tacky and uncalled for.
Anon @ 9.18 that is.
I wouldn't want to share the stage with a man that tossed me around like a rag doll with millions of viewers watching either. Can you blame him?
Not at all. And it's a damn shame that it's never been resolved(publically, anyway).
And too, maybe they are attracted to each other and have not acted on it till this year, being bi can freak you out sometimes, if you are not sure of the other persons feelings, or if you are wrestling wtih the idea of being bi or gay.
frank likes it rough that was just foreplay.
RW, you are so right, Frank looked hurt, not mad
He did, didn't he? Bewildered and hurt.
apparently they do have phone sex
0_0
RW, every time I use "O_O" now, I think of you.
Haha.
Lol! Them my work here is done... ;)
But even if an interviewer was to bring up the topic, we are well aware that Gerard will make up some bullshit to try and cover up whatever actually happened.
He'll probably rip off the INO kids' excuse. "IT LOOKED DIFFERENTZ ON CAMERAZ. I WUZ THUUR."
How the hell can something look different on camera? It was CLEAR from multiple different angles, hello? Frank tried to hug Gerard. Gerard threw him around and tossed a bottle at him afterwards. Not to mention Ray's reaction to the entire thing. I'll never forget that.
"Waaaaay too far". I guess that quote was just a figment of our imagination?
"Waaaaay too far". I guess that quote was just a figment of our imagination?
What's this?
O_O <--- Ray's reaction.
Haha. RW, You've got me hooked on that little face!
How the hell can something look different on camera? It was CLEAR from multiple different angles, hello? Frank tried to hug Gerard. Gerard threw him around and tossed a bottle at him afterwards. Not to mention Ray's reaction to the entire thing. I'll never forget that.
The catalyst that brought me here in the first place!
After the song had ended and everyone saw what just happened, he said something like "Waaaaay too far tonight. Way too far" and that was it. Please correct me if I'm wrong? I've watched the thing only once, live. I refuse to watch it again. This is all from memory.
O_O <--- Ray's reaction.
Haha. RW, You've got me hooked on that little face!
It is quite expressive, isn't it ;P
After the song had ended and everyone saw what just happened, he said something like "Waaaaay too far tonight. Way too far"
Which one said this? I can't bear to watch that video anymore, even to see if I can hear this.
The catalyst that brought me here in the first place!
Same.
GS, I'm agreeing with you all over the blogs tonight! :)
Gerard said it into the microphone.
Capture This Void said...
Yes, that too. Suddenly there was no interaction at all. Not even eye contact. I wouldn't want to share the stage with a man that tossed me around like a rag doll with millions of viewers watching either. Can you blame him?
Absolutely not. I guess I'll never forget seeing that. God, that whole thing was such a train wreck. And Frank deserves so much better.
Capture This Void said...
After the song had ended and everyone saw what just happened, he said something like "Waaaaay too far tonight. Way too far" and that was it. Please correct me if I'm wrong? I've watched the thing only once, live. I refuse to watch it again. This is all from memory.
No, I remember that. One of the things that got me so upset was how he would not. Let. It. Go. Throwing the bottle at him, kicking crap over like a two year old having a tantrum, and his little bitchfit after that with "WAY TOO FAR." Dude was like a pitbull, it was sickening.
Anon, why don't you GTFO, huh?
Your right, he did try to hug him.
In a resent interview he said.... I would do nothing to disrespect my wife on stage.
I think, i don't know, but maybe, that was what he was thinking when Frank tried to hug him, before he married her, cause right before he claimed to be in love, he was kissing all over
Frank.
Just a thought.
Gerard said it into the microphone.
I'm going to assume, then, that it was in reaction to something that went on backstage between him and Frank that night, rather than Frank actually trying to hug him. Because, really, that hug was so tame compared to most of the other antics those two got up totogether on stage during that tour.
In a resent interview he said.... I would do nothing to disrespect my wife on stage.
Maybe the missus doesn't like the onstage lovin'. Because while it was going on during most of PR I don't think it would have ever occurred to Frank that he was "disrespecting" Jamia. Don't think it ever would have occurred to Jamia either.
We will never know until the book comes out.
But Eliza, you could shed some light on us, if you peek in, we won't tell promis!
GS, I'm agreeing with you all over the blogs tonight! :)
Indeedy!!
Well good people, I must away.
Good night All.
Good night Mayo.
And in the vain hope that he is somewhere...
Good night SS.
Goodnight, GS. Take care.
Have a good night, GS :)
Goodnight GS, sweet dreams.
Eliza's a tool. Unbelievable to think that I used to feel bad for this girl. Props to her for keeping quiet about the entire thing, though.
Jamia reflects Franks' personality. They are both wonderful people.
Eliza is back online. No matter what happened between her and Gee, she deserves some happiness as well.
resurrected wreck said...
In a resent interview he said.... I would do nothing to disrespect my wife on stage.
Maybe the missus doesn't like the onstage lovin'. Because while it was going on during most of PR I don't think it would have ever occurred to Frank that he was "disrespecting" Jamia. Don't think it ever would have occurred to Jamia either.
I agree! Gerard changed, when he got with Lynz, she should have just gone with the flow.
I know if i where her, i would have loved to see my man and Frank, hell i might even go on stage and join them.
OK....Breath!
Sorry got lost in a dream for a moment... Had that picture in my perverted head..lol
Night GS!
Maybe Lynz wants him to be more hxc, like her "band".
*fans PJ to calm her down*
Jamia reflects Franks' personality. They are both wonderful people.
Eliza is back online. No matter what happened between her and Gee, she deserves some happiness as well.
Agreed.
Good night. Again. Last time. Honestly.
Anonymous said...
Jamia reflects Franks' personality. They are both wonderful people.
You are so right!
They both have great souls and are perfect for each other.
Regardless of what the cause of the break-up was between Gerard and Eliza, I don't think anyone deserves the public dissing that he's been giving her. And it just makes him look like an ass.
MissTottenham said...
*fans PJ to calm her down*
Please! Fan harder!
PJ, is haveing flashes, im still thinking about it, Jamia is in it now.....fan...fan..
Frank and Jamia are lucky to have found each other. They seem to be really in love, not the Gerard/Lynz type of love.
Frank doesn't go around telling others how much "in love" he is. I guess he just knows he is. Doesn't have to prove it to anyone else.
*drags electric fan over and aims it at PJ*
I believe Eliza is not going to pass up the opportunity to spill what happened between her and Gerard, it's coming i can feel it in the air.
Trust me, that little video, is just the start of it.
Just throwing in to say that Jamia seems really cool. I only met her once and she seems sweet. She clearly makes Frank happy, and that boy deserves all the happiness in the world, so that's just awesome in my little book of What Is Awesome.
Also, she has really beautiful skin.
What video?
I'm interested in what Eliza has to say. When she was with Gerard I had absolutely no interest other than that I thought she was "flaunty" where he was private, but whatever. He seemed to still be true to the music.
Then Gerard made Gerard's love life the primary focus of his career and it's impossible to ignore. From his uncouth and ridiculously public dumping of her, the flaunting of his new "relationship" (LOL) and the current slagging of all of his exes (calling them "lousy," saying that Kat wasn't there for him, implying that he cheated on Kat when he used to be adamant that he at least had too much respect for her than that,) he's become like this pitiless monster when it comes to women.
I'm interested in what she has to say. Clearly Gerard wants us to be interested in his love life, so I'll give her a listen, too.
I believe Eliza is not going to pass up the opportunity to spill what happened between her and Gerard, it's coming i can feel it in the air.
Good for her. I see no reason shy he should be the only one allowed to air grievances publically. He's been verbally bitch-slapping Eliza in interviews since their break-up. Now it's her turn.
MissTottenham said...
*drags electric fan over and aims it at PJ*
Thanks!!!!
I am better now!
Smokes cigarette!!!!
Chris interviews Eliza and did ask the question, how does it feel to be dumped? Well she just laughs it off. But keep in mind, this is only part one. Here is the link
http://elizacuts.buzznet.com/user/
Anon, that is my point.
Women act different when they are dumped, some just cry, some go into hiding, some get pissed.
I get pissed!
And after the way he has acted, i would get even, i would take my time, just as she has done and plan it well!
Is everyone on Buzznet?
An Pj just setting here!!!!
Alone!!!
Not alone, PJ! :D
For what's it's worth, I saw Gerard as the wounded party right after the broken engagement.
Saw a video clip from the Paris performance, and the man sounded like he'd been crying/screaming/wailing before he went onstage. And during interviews right after that, when Eliza was brought up, he would tear up and sound choked when he talked.
Supposedly she was "doing more than just cutting other bands' hair".
J
I have no idea what actually happened, but that's just my take on it.
J
Good!
I talk to myself, if i am alone!
Could be, OPs. If that's the case, though, Gerard needs to move on. He's married now and supposedly "happy", why the continued need to rant?
What sort of things do you say to yourself, PJ??
Original Punks, No you are dead on, something happend, maybe he is the wounded one and pissed, and she is trying to pass it off as he dumped her.
There is so much i wish i knew about what happened, but it may come down to he said/she said, an it may get ugly.
I get the impression Gerard has never truly experienced love with a female. By that I mean the type of love where you would put that person over your own needs.
Ah RW, there's the key phrase: "if he's happy". Does he really LOOK or SOUND happy? Sure, he talks about the wife, but only to say he loves fucking her. Never heard him say "I love her" or "I miss her when we're apart", anything truly caring. And no, he doesn't have to say anything about his feelings, but you'd think a newlywed would be a bit more sentimental.
And he wouldn't still be talking about his former fiancee.
Seems to me he took up with Lynz awfully quickly after the, uh, "public displays of affection" with Frank.
Y'know?
PJ, I'm agreeing with most everything you said.
J
Supposedly she was "doing more than just cutting other bands' hair".
I read that somewhere and it sounded like some anonymous fangirl. There was one anonymous letter that rang true. One.
Wounded party? Maybe. But I never saw any evidence of him getting choked up or being hurt. He shrugged the whole thing off. "Meh, left the bitch, it happens." Meantime, he has taken every opportunity possible to not only drag his new wife into the spotlight as ungraciously as possible, but to take a huge dump on both of his exes at the same time.
He's been bitch-mouthing the both of them for months. He can do this, because he's in the spotlight and he knows that the fangirls will eat it up. "Poor Gerard! She must have ripped his poor little heart out!" He knows that neither of his exes has the public voice that he has. They can only feel totally helpless to him right now.
If a guy did that to me, you can bet I'd say my piece, too. And it would so not be nice.
Anon, if you mean that he has possibly never experienced a love where his needs were put before the other person's bythat other person, then I think you may be right about that.
resurrected wreck said...
What sort of things do you say to yourself, PJ??
All sorts of stuff, funny thing is i argue with myself too!
Who wins when i argue.... i do, of course!
Ah RW, there's the key phrase: "if he's happy". Does he really LOOK or SOUND happy?
Not at all. He looks like he's building walls in his mind & he sounds like an angry, bitter man.
Does he really LOOK or SOUND happy? Sure, he talks about the wife, but only to say he loves fucking her. Never heard him say "I love her" or "I miss her when we're apart", anything truly caring. And no, he doesn't have to say anything about his feelings, but you'd think a newlywed would be a bit more sentimental.
I agree with this, too. In the interviews with him that I can bear to read, he's all "Me and the wife."
The wife? Seriously, she's reduced to an article and a noun? "The little lady." "The Old ball and chain."
He's not talking about one specific woman. He's talking about marriage in general and how it completes him.
Never heard him say "I love her" or "I miss her when we're apart", anything truly caring.
You know what else? I've never heard him refer to her with her name, only as "my wife". Very telling, if you ask me.
That's exactly what I meant RW.
You need a certain amount of emotional maturity for that.
Anyways, hey, some lame 30 year old with the emotional development of a teen trying to be cool, yadda yadda.
You guys want to hear a hilarious story? I just told it on my LJ but I'd love to tell you guys, too. You'll get a kick out of it.
All sorts of stuff, funny thing is i argue with myself too!
Who wins when i argue.... i do, of course!
I'd be worried if you didn't!
Anon,
I think you're right. It looks like he zeroes in on weak-willed women but stronger-willed men. He acts like he feels more comfortable with men in general, but I don't think he's a true homosexual. I feel he's "person-sexual" in that he falls for a personality, and not a gender.
Possibly if he met a woman with a stronger character and a personality that meshed with his, he could be very happy.
J
Do tell, K!
Okay guys, here is my funny story. At least one person asked to hear it, now you're getting it. ^_^
Okay, so I have this co-worker, right? We'll call her Crotchety, because that's what she is. And she's well known for totally not getting any part of the holiday gift spirit. We do "secret santa" every year, twenty dollar limit, and every year everyone dreads pulling her name. I she doesn't like her gift--and she will invariably loathe it--she will let everyone know, quite publicly, that she got "cheated yet again" and how miserable she is, while everyone else is happy with their gifts. Then we'll hear about it for months after, about how unfair it is that she never gets a good present, while everyone else always seems so happy. I tried to explain to her once that many times, the people don't actually love their gifts. But you still should just enjoy that someone thought of you, that you were part of the party, that you got something. She doesn't get it. Like, last year she pulled my name. She got me a tube of hand lotion from the pharmacy, four pieces of chocolate, and a fake ceramic owl with glasses on. I think it's that old cartoon owl, you know the one? But she thought about me, so it was cool. She thought, you know, "She likes chocolate, she always uses hand lotion, and she likes birds." Cool deal. One year, someone got her a nice little baking set with brownie mix in it. She actually brought it back to work and left it in the back with a note that said, "I can't use this, MY MOTHER HAS HIGH CHOLESTEROL."
So anyway, this year Crotchety pulled the name of one of the night-workers, the mom of one of the girls who works at the desk. She has decided not to go to the party tomorrow ("Why should I stand around and talk to people while I'm waiting for my gift and for my food, when I could be home and have dinner at five and get my gift a few days later?" Exact words.) So she brought her gift for the night-shifter and left it on the counter in the kitchen.
So of course I had to know what it was. "Open it now!" I told her. "I have to see what fantastic thing Crotchety got you!" So she did.
Two Christmas themed pot-holders, and a little plaque that reads, "May angels watch over you always." But here's the best part. The angel plaque was still in its original box. The box had a gift tag on it, made out to Crotchety, that she tried to cover over with white out. She didn't even bother putting it in a different box. She didn't even bother putting a different tag over the other tag! She just put white out over it and wrapped it up.
Oh my god. Seriously? Funniest thing ever.
Oh good lord, K! I'm so glad that's not someone I work with!
It is, however, amusing to hear about her happening to someone else ;)
Did anyone notice, in that last interview, how embarrassed he was when he was ask, if he liked romance or something like that, i just thought it was kind of strange thing to get embarrassed about.
OP,
Some people are just born with more vulnerable personalities. They are very sensitive and generally follow the people they associate with.
Others have born with a positive strong personality, they just know themselves better despite life experiences. Gerard seems to fall in the first category, and Frank in the second.
Although I have no idea about the character of LynZ, I assume she has a lot of emotional growing up to do. I would have hauled up Gerard on some of the things he said, a long time ago. If he has so much respect for her, he would listen. And if she is emotionally mature, she doesn't need Gerard to profess how amaaazing life is married.
Supposedly she was "doing more than just cutting other bands' hair".
This was from an interview that Gerard did with, I believe, a Finnish newspaper. I don't have the link, but L read it, and those were the words Gerard himself used.
L brought up a point she's been stressing for a while. If G didn't care for Eliza, why would he go to the bother of trash-talking her? Or anyone else for that matter? If you really, honestly care for someone that hurt you deeply, you want them to hurt like they hurt you. If you didn't care at all, you'd drop it and move on. Remember what he said a long time ago, that he was obsessed with revenge, that he wanted to get back at people who'd hurt him?
So, there ya go. Just throwing that up there. :)
J
LOL K!!!!!!!!!
Did anyone notice, in that last interview, how embarrassed he was when he was ask, if he liked romance or something like that, i just thought it was kind of strange thing to get embarrassed about.
I missed that interview. I can't bear to watch any of his interviews these days.
What I find odd how he said he doesn't get crushes on people. WTF? Everyone has had a crush, secret or public, whether they're embarassed looking back on it or not. I mean, didn't he used to "stalk" Christina Ricci? And what about his former closeness with Bert. Both sound like crushes to me.
Wow, okay, I can't imagine an interview like that happening and the internet not exploding with wank. And as far as Gerard has gone, and as much of an ass as he's been, I'm calling BS on that one. Newspapers and magazines surely do make up a lot of crap. Of note: The "Frank is bisexual" quote from over the summer. yeah, did NOT buy that one, either.
That interview sounds made up. It seems as if some people, especially the press, have an agenda.
OP
L is correct. When you don't care about someone, you are apathetic, you do not care what they do. He is still emotionally connected, even though it may not be in a romantic sense.
Anyway ladys, i have to get to bed, i want to finish that dream, damn it was getting good.
Me, Frank, Gerard, Jamia, i have a sick mind.....i know!
Oh! And Mayo, i'll just make up a face for you.
Night everyone!
Okay, so getting back to that co-worker, oh man, you guys have no idea. She's like this year-round and mostly we just put up with her. Actually, weirdly, I have kind of a soft spot for her. I feel sorry for her. No one else will ever talk to her, so on Tuesdays it's just her and I in the dining room when we take our breaks, and all we have in common is gardening, so we talk about gardening for the entire time. She has absolutely no social grace. She talks over everyone, doesn't listen to a word you say, and gives WAY too much information on her elderly mother's bowel movements.
But I remind myself that she has nothign else in her life outside of this job. Just her elderly mom who she has to play nurse for, and whom she can't wait to die, and her dog. That's it.
I guess that's why she's crotchety, but still. I mean, that's really disgraceful, isn't it?
Kapu, your bullshit meter is highly accurate.
If you really, honestly care for someone that hurt you deeply, you want them to hurt like they hurt you. If you didn't care at all, you'd drop it and move on. Remember what he said a long time ago, that he was obsessed with revenge, that he wanted to get back at people who'd hurt him?
It's almost hopeful to think that the personality crisis he's going through now was caused by this. Because that would put the possibility out there that, as he's now in a supposedly stable & content relationship with someone else, he'll level out & get back on track.
But I'm just not feeling it.
'Night, PJ! :)
He actually did say he was not impressed by others in a radio interview in Australia. I will post the link if I can find it. The host was surprised, and said something about how he must have had a crush on his wife to marry her.
Thanks, anon. I've tried to hone it over the years.
Anonymous said...
OP,
Some people are just born with more vulnerable personalities. They are very sensitive and generally follow the people they associate with.
Others have born with a positive strong personality, they just know themselves better despite life experiences. Gerard seems to fall in the first category, and Frank in the second.
Yes, I would tend to agree with you on that as well. G's core personality seems to be a good one, he projects a loving, caring side most of the time. But, and I think this stems from low self-esteem and insecurity that began in his youth, he seems to feel the need to be someone else. Someone that he thinks other people approve of and love and respect. If he simply showed his true personality, I think he'd find that others would approve of, love, and respect him even more. He seems like a regular guy with a lot of emotional and psychological problems.
Frank, I think, may have some of those same insecurities, but not to the same degree as Gerard does. I remember hearing a comment Frank said about not being comfortable "in your own skin, so you try to cover it up" or something to that effect, when referring to his tattoes.
Maybe he's never been given the chance to try his own skin on, you know what I mean?
J
and gives WAY too much information on her elderly mother's bowel movements.
Still laughing.
Goodnight PJ.
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