Tuesday, December 18, 2007

From the corner.

Always, they gather around the table.
Their hands clasp coffee cups
of different colors, shapes, and sizes.
Scattered before them plates hold sweets.
They arrive, each with beautiful minds
bounding exuberance, and cautious measure.
Another day and the scene may be festive,
music, cocktails, streamers, and balloons.
And another, somber
with their wondrous hearts saving the day.

Always, they are lovely to behold
and they graciously offer
the culmination of extraordinary lives.
They saunter in and take their usual place,
then spirit out again to live, work, love, and play.
Always offering their host a taste
of what that experience could be.
I walk among them undisturbed,
sharing the endeavor
with their glorious insight discerning the way.



Please keep that in mind for the times I when say I have heard enough and please carry on regardless of my shitty ass bad timing.



I am all but present and accounted for, and simply enraptured with the season…I am fucking giddy with this shit.


p.s. “tally-ho!”

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dei gratia said...

Well well...so it goes on!
Britney,eh?

I'll catch you later folks. Need to soak with bubbles to relieve the shopping traumas; made the mistake of wearing heels, too.
Mayo, if you haven't finished yours yet wear flats....seriously, my balls are killing me!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Man this talk of GW's behavior is funny. While at work a co worker and I were talking about Micheal Jackson. How once upon a time he was respectable had good music and was an okay guy. But than something went wrong. The thing that struck me was something my coworker said. Micheal was basically a boy trapped in a mans body in the 80's when he was "normal". Than he tried to create a new adult image and everything went to shit.

Well that's not exactly what my coworker said. My coworker said when MJ was still good he was black and had the mind of a child. But with the way i put it you can see the connection I'm getting at.

Anonymous said...

dei gratia said...
Mayo, if you haven't finished yours yet wear flats....seriously, my balls are killing me!
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Pixie said...

bc, i was sick my whole birthday and i´m still not ok. I ate italian salade fridayevening and how ironic: appearently the mayonnaise wasn´t good ^^

Anonymous said...

You're welcome, BC!

Oh Pixie! You're still sick? Did you go to the doctor's? Get well, soon!!
*biggest hugs*

Martha, Sailor Moon, huh! I watched it for some time here in Germany.
I never understood how those three boys from this band turned into girls when they changed into super heroes (or whatever they call it).
That was always a bit homoerotical for me. I was confused to see that in a children's anime.
Do you know to what characters I'm referring to?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Bc its basically the same stuff you see in the unedited episodes that have them in it. I really did she them getting any closer than before.

The Japanese company that owns SM won't. They would have to edit the show to much to make the anti gay crowed happy that it would piss off the fans.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, as far as I'm concerned, Gerard is currently a jackass. Mj, that's probably what's happening with Gerard right now lol. He wants the respect of the fans, he has to EARN it. Not DEMAND it by making a fool out of himself. Ordering fans to make orgasm noises and fucking glowsticks is not going to give you respect. It certaintly does not have mine. If I see someone doing that, I want to stick a foot up their ass.
As a fan, I would like to be treated better than that.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Siobhan the Sailorstars. Yes, Sailor moon was involved with Sailor Starfighter.

It's funny in the comic they were woman dressed as men but for some reason the people who did the show thought that it would be better to make them physically men when they were regular people. And have them change back to woman when they were fighting.

Pixie said...

"Oh Pixie! You're still sick? Did you go to the doctor's? Get well, soon!!
*biggest hugs*"

it´s better but still not ok and i still feel weak. ok no wonder, no real food since friday... ^^

how´s the weather in good old germany?

Anonymous said...

It's effing cold in Germany, Pixie!
Brrrrrrrr!!! I'm sitting right next to the heater as I type.
How's the weather in Finland?
What about some good chicken soup?
Can you stomach that?


Martha, I also enjoyed watching 'Noir'! Do you know it?

Pixie said...

siobhan i ate some "brĂ¼he" but i can´t see them anymore *lol*

wow really cold? that sounds great, we have 1 degree at the moment but it´s freezing now...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Siobhan I loved that show.

MissTottenham said...

Hello Mayo, how are you sweetie?

I really did enjoy your poem. It was nice, yes it make me feel nice.

I hope you are having a lovely festive season. Seasons greetings to you.



Hello everyone, I see the anons are still slagging.

It is making me feel really down. These last few days I feel like I haven't had anything to say and I am wondering why I am here.

I want to join in the disccusions with all you lovely people but I can't explain my total feeling of emptiness.

Sorry, I just can't find the words. I love all you guys but I just feel so empty and I can't explain it, do you know what I mean?

Don't worry about me, it is not a depression thing just a really bad *shrugs shoulders* thing.

I'll just lurk again.

Anonymous said...

Pixie, you poor thing!
I know how bad it is to not being able to eat!
Maybe it sounds stupid, but what about some baby food?


Martha, I loved it too. The music was awesome, as well!

ergoproxy said...

morning everyone
I's raining here, just lightly, that'll be good for te herbs i planted

HI MJ Siobhan BC DG Kapunua fasc mib
and any anons and anyone else

ergoproxy said...

aw missT
so sorry you are feeling melancholy
it happens sometimes
I hope you feel better soon.

Anonymous said...

Hi Miss T.! I'm sorry that you don't feel well!
Feel free to vent, rant, bitch and/or moan about whatever you want here, if this could make you feel better or less empty! *big bear hugs*

Anonymous said...

Hi Ergo! What's up?

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're feeling down, MissT. I guess there's nothing we can do, but I know for sure I'll miss reading your posts if you post less frequently. ^_^

MissTottenham said...

Thanks Ergo and Siobhan.

It's not that I don't feel well depression wise, I'm fine. I just feel disappointed in the atmosphere that pervades this place sometimes. It drags you down and makes you feel empty. Do you know what I mean?

ergoproxy said...

I'm good siobhan, getting my coffee as usual.
How are you?

MissT I know what you mean but I'll miss you so make sure you drop in a post every now and then
:)

Anonymous said...

I know I posted this here already some time ago, but maybe it makes you people smile.

It's Gerard as a little vampire, hehe!

The Trailer is in German, but I'm pretty sure you know which one of those little 'vampies' is supposed to be Gerard!

Little Vampire Gerard

Pixie said...

hi my ukchum*hugs*

good morning ergo :)

well siobhan, that would be another option, I´ll wait and see what tomorrow will bring...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Sorry I was away from the blog for a little while. Hello EP and Miss t.

Miss t is there anything I can do to help you feel better.

Siobhan my friend bought the soundtrack and a Cd by the main singer on Nior. It's pretty good.

MissTottenham said...

Thank you k.

I shall post some crimbo stuff as I don't know what to say.

Anonymous said...

I'm fine Ergo! Thanks for asking!

Pixie, 'Babybrei' is another option! Banana- or 'Griesbrei'. What's good for babies can't be bad for adults, right?

Martha, can you tell me the name of the singer?

Pixie said...

ok sorry, that was just a short visit here, I´m so tired, I´ll go to bed now. take care all of you *hugs*

ergoproxy said...

*HUG* pixie hope you feel better soon.

just try little bits of food but keep hydrated, little sips of water or juice often.
get well soon!

MissTottenham said...

Thanks Martha, it's nothing the regs have done. this place just needs to have the mood lifted a little.

I shall post some crimbo stuff to lighten the mood.



Goodnight my pixie chum, I hope you feel better tomorrow.

capture this void said...

Mayyyy-oh-naize, how've you been love? Thanks for the little chat and the lovely poem. I see you've got some holiday spirit in yourself. Good to see, good to see. Everything about this time of year just makes me smile. I love everything.

Here, have a candy cane. It's peppermint.

capture this void said...

Hello to all that are here. How are we doing on this fine day?


Miss T, feeling a little blue today? I've missed you.

sister midnite said...

Mustard, I just saw your post, 'I know nothing about anime'.

Sorry I was babblin' on, I saw last night's convo and had to add my $0.02. I'm into American animation, too, if you ever want to talk Western cartoons. ^_^

And now, for the serious stuff:
In case some of you hadn't noticed, some of our friends are rather conspicuously absent. The mood in here has really blown dead goats for the past little while, and I've been trying to think of something we could all do (as a group) to get the fun back in here.

Almost all of the recent anon's are visiting here because of the latest bullshit rumor they heard on Buzznet or INO or wherever. DON'T LET THESE ASS-HATS GET YOU DOWN.

It's also been pointed out at least twice that some of these anons may be regulars, posting as anons so they can speak badly about other people here.

My opinion? SUCK IT UP or GTFO.
If you have an issue with someone or something here, say it to their face, or in email. You could at least have the cojones to do it under your own name. 'Tis the season -- if you can't say something nice, then don't say anything at all.

Anon = CHICKENSHIT COWARD

Happy Holidays. Now PICK A FUCKING NAME.

/rant

ergoproxy said...
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Anonymous said...

Brava, Sis. ^_^

ergoproxy said...

http://cache.viewimages.com
/xc/2831232.jpg?v=1&c=ViewImages&k=2&d=
17A4AD9FDB9CF193CC300C0
81D9F470008C462667AD6DF
666DA1FC5BC6C0AB33E30A7
60B0D811297


aussie santa

I don't know if the other one will work

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Pixie and hello CTV.

ergoproxy said...

ok can someone tell me how to do that stupid linking thing again please!!!

Anonymous said...

Not all anon's are ass-hats.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello sis m

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon we know that. We are talking manly about the attackers and the vultures. If you don't fit into any of those categories you have nothing to worry about.

ergoproxy said...

http://www.cultureandrecreation.gov.au/articles/weather/images/christmas_beach_web.jpg

aussie santa arrives with the lifesavers

capture this void said...

Hello MJ.

ergoproxy said...

http://www.cultureandrecreation.gov.au
/articles/weather/images
/christmas_beach_web.jpg

Anonymous said...

J'adore les oranges

Anonymous said...

Thank you. That's good to know, Martha Jones. I see you have been plagued by vultures lately. Any idea why?

Anonymous said...

Bye Pixie!!! Get well soon!!! Sleep tight!!! *biggest hugs*

Ergo, you do it this way:

(a href="insert URL here")write here
how you want to name the link(/a)

but instead of ( and ) use < and >

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, would you like to pick a name? Then it would be easier to distinguish you from other anons.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anon I have no idea why. They just show up.

ergoproxy said...
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Martha Smith-Jones said...

I meant mainly not manly. Edit button please.

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 5:00: It hasn't been ruled out that some of the 'vultures' may be from within our very own flock.

Why they're here: Is grade-school out for the holidays yet? ^_^

ergoproxy said...
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MissTottenham said...

I've missed you too CTV, you've been a little quiet too sweetie.

ergoproxy said...

Bonjour orange anon, feeling a little french today?
nice to see you

I give up on linking it keeps coming up with the wrong page

http://www.theage.com.au/
ffximage/2005/12/13/
santa_wideweb__430x255.jpg

it's santa in the outback with kids and a train, it travels to the communities and people drive for hours to meet it

and the deletions are mine as I suck at linking

Martha Smith-Jones said...

By the way anon you are welcome.

Sis M I think this maybe happening because it is slowing down in the MCR world. the people who don't like us have nothing better to do than try to rip this place apart. That is why I don't want to believe it is one of our own doing these things.

farawaysoclose said...

hi guys.

i've just gotta get this mother fucker off my chest! i don't normally rant but well i feel a need to now!


"a lot of people might say that britney spears is the biggest
idiot of the year, but she is
kind of my hero too!" "i thnk
that her shaving her head was awesome, that was one of my highlights of the year! i thought she looked great, and i totally
got it."


please tell me he didn't actually say this!!

personally i don't think she is a big idiot either, i think she is a desperate young woman who shot to fame very young and has had her mind screwed with by the whole experience. she had 2 children within a year!! good god that'd fuck with anyones head big time!! she has also obviously had other issues to deal with.
when she shaved her head her new baby was still only a few months old, she was definitely not in a good place mentally. new motherhood can be so hard and to have had a 2nd baby so soon i can't imagine how she coped mentally. and its not about having the money to have nannies, its about the huge changes your body and brain have gone through! its hard to explain but it is immense.

i appreciate that gerard hasn't a clue what being a new/young mother with alot of issues anyway can be like, but to describe her shaving her head as awesome, and a high light of his year is fucked up!! i don't think it was the highlight of britneys year for fucks sake!! it was a massive cry for help and nothing awesome about that! i'm not a britney fan musically but as a mother of 3 small ones i cried when i saw the pics of her cos i just felt so sad for her. she was at her wits end. i think gerard is seeing it as her sending a "fuck you" to everyone around but i see it as her just giving up and saying to the world "i'm not coping."
not awesome at all!

gerard says "i thought she looked great"

yes she's a pretty girl but that wasn't the point. she didn't do it to look great!! that was probably the last thing on her mind!

and then the gem!

gerard said "i totally got it"

yeh g way you got that you can also be so fucked up in the head that you could shave your head. i get that and understand that but this woman was coming from a place light years away from anywhere you've been. and there's nothing fucking awesome about that.
his comment just reeked of basic lack of knowledge of an area in life he has never explored and that pissed me off big time!

and if gerard way never said that and it was a fabrication then i take it back, just his inclusion in it, the rest of it stands.


and as a side note - i am a massive manic street preachers fan and richey edwards one of the lyricists and rhythm guitarist of that band suffered from alcoholism, anorexia and depression he shaved his head days after his dog (who had been in the family for many years) died. then a few weeks later on 1st feb 1995 disappeared and has never been seen or heard of again.

people that shave their heads as a joke or to raise money for charity - yeh thats fine!

people that shave their heads as a desperate cry for help - please god thats not awesome, they are no ones hero, they just need some fucking help, plain and simple!



here endeth the rant!!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

FASC I agree with everything you said.

MissTottenham said...

Heap on more wood! – the wind is chill;
But let it whistle as it will,
We’ll keep our Christmas merry still.
Each age has deem’d the new-born year
The fittest time for festal cheer:
Even, heathen yet, the savage Dane
At Iol more deep the mead did drain;
High on the beach his galleys drew,
And feasted all his pirate crew;
Then in his low and pine-built hall
Where shields and axes deck’d the wall
They gorged upon the half-dress’d steer;
Caroused in seas of sable beer;
While round, in brutal jest, were thrown
The half-gnaw’d rib, and marrow-bone:
Or listen’d all, in grim delight,
While Scalds yell’d out the joys of fight.
Then forth, in frenzy, would they hie,
While wildly loose their red locks fly,
And dancing round the blazing pile,
They make such barbarous mirth the while,
As best might to the mind recall
The boisterous joys of Odin’s hall.

And well our Christian sires of old
Loved when the year its course had roll’d,
And brought blithe Christmas back again,
With all his hospitable train.
Domestic and religious rite
Gave honour to the holy night;
On Christmas Eve the bells were rung;
On Christmas Eve the mass was sung:
That only night in all the year,
Saw the stoled priest the chalice rear.
The damsel donn’d her kirtle sheen;
The hall was dress’d with holly green;
Forth to the wood did merry-men go,
To gather in the mistletoe.
Then open’d wide the Baron’s hall
To vassal, tenant, serf and all;
Power laid his rod of rule aside
And Ceremony doff’d his pride.
The heir, with roses in his shoes,
That night might village partner choose;
The Lord, underogating, share
The vulgar game of ‘post and pair’.
All hail’d, with uncontroll’d delight,
And general voice, the happy night,
That to the cottage, as the crown,
Brought tidings of salvation down.

The fire, with well-dried logs supplied,
Went roaring up the chimney wide;
The huge hall-table’s oaken face,
Scrubb’d till it shone, the day to grace,
Bore then upon its massive board
No mark to part the squire and lord.
Then was brought in the lusty brawn,
By old blue-coated serving-man;
Then the grim boar’s head frown’d on high,
Crested with bays and rosemary.
Well can the green-garb’d ranger tell,
How, when, and where, the monster fell;
What dogs before his death to tore,
And all the baiting of the boar.
The wassel round, in good brown bowls,
Garnish’d with ribbons, blithely trowls.
There the huge sirloin reek'd; hard by
Plum-porridge stood, and Christmas pie;
Nor fail’d old Scotland to produce,
At such high tide, her savoury goose.
Then came the merry makers in,
And carols roar’d with blithesome din;
If unmelodious was the song,
It was a hearty note, and strong.
Who lists may in their mumming see
Traces of ancient mystery;
White shirts supplied the masquerade,
And smutted cheeks the visors made;
But, O! what maskers, richly dight,
Can boast of bosoms half so light!
England was merry England, when
Old Christmas brought his sports again.
‘Twas Christmas broach’d the mightiest ale;
‘Twas Christmas told the merriest tale;
A Christmas gambol oft could cheer
The poor man’s heart through half the year

Anonymous said...

Or because they think they might find something here what's not theirs to find.

capture this void said...

There's just not much to say, Miss T.

Have a candy cane, love.

ergoproxy said...

just saying we do need to remember not everything that gets reported is what a person has actually said.
Or he could have said it as a joke off the record so to speak, not realising it would get reported as a quote.
(I tend to look at all possibilities -it's my nature)

but that said,
Britney Spears is a very dangerously troubled young woman and shouldn't be held up as an example

Anonymous said...

Fasc! You go, girl!!!

I have to leave now!
It was a pleasure talking to you, my ladies!
Have fun wherever you are with whatever it is you're doing!

Nighty night!!!

anima said...

Anonymous said...
Thank you. That's good to know, Martha Jones. I see you have been plagued by vultures lately. Any idea why?

December 18, 2007 5:00 PM


Anon, sometimes they just come in waves. And we gotta roll with it. It can be hard sometimes 'ya know.

Anonymous said...

the sad part of gerard thinking britney spears is his hero, is that girls are going to think it's ok to be fucked up. i mean she lost custody of her kids, you can't get much lower than that.

anima said...

Night Siobhan.

MissT, I see you are getting in the festive mood. :)

CTV, can I have a candy cane?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

goodnight Siobhan

And anon you are so very right.

Depicted in self destruction said...

oh yes thats right, mayo's first real christmas in a long while!

im so excited for him

Anonymous said...

FASC, that was an excellent summary of what I've been thinking since I read about the Britney comments.

If indeed this is an accurate account of what was said then I am so disappointed in his lack of insight into the human condition and, sadly, his own state of mind.

Miss T, I think one of the reasons that this all feels flat at the moment is because our love of MCR brought us together (in what seems like an age ago)but we are now unsure of what they stand for and it appears that they may not recover the respect they once had.

I hope you are all well- I have not been around very much in the last month but I have tried to catch up since the weekend. As W.B. Yeats would say- All's changed, changed utterly. A terrible beauty is born".

On a happier note I am off to see Bruce Springsteen tomorrow at the O2 Arena-quality.

Take good care, and a very Happy Christmas to you all.

MissTottenham said...

Thank you CTV * munches*

This candy cane is lovely.

Anima, I'm trying to.

Goodnight Siobhan, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

I can't speak for Ms. Spears but, after I had my daughter I was knocked for about 18 months with very severe post-partum depression.

If in fact it was sadness and/or deperation that put her in that position, I can totally relate.

I didn't shave my head, but perhaps if I would have someone would have figured out that I needed help.

I hope she gets the help she needs.

Maybe that Gerard Way fella "gets it" because he can relate to her desperation/sadness.

Or maybe he just needs to get his head out of his ass.

-VM

Anonymous said...

From the Book of Gerard, Chapter 2, Verses 16-18:

"Through me is the way to the city of celebration;
Through me is the way to eternal joy;
Through me is the way to the people found.

Justice incited my sublime Creator;
Summoned me through divine Gerard,
To spread the highest Wisdom and the primal Love.

Before me there were no created things,
Now Voluptuosity, she who eternal lasts.
Abandon all hope, ye who slander Gerard!"

Anonymous said...

Book of Gerard, Chapter 1, Verses 1-3:

"In the beginning there was the Word, and the Word was 'Skylines'. And from this spark came forth five - Gerard, Michael, Raymond, Franklin and Mattias.

But Mattias was cast asunder, for he tasted the fruit of out-of-time percussion, and Robert came as to complete the Holy Quinity.

And from the Holy Quinity was spread the message of MCR, the people heard it, and it was good."


And this is the first mention of the non-believers,

Book of Gerard, Chapter 2, Verses 3-7:

"But some do not believe, for they hear dishonest message given by false prophets.

For these fallen the MCRmy shall fight, for the day soon comes when those who hold true will ascend to Gerard to spend eternity in the light of his beaming countenance.

For those left behind only suffering remains, for he shall not be merciful.

Open your hearts to Gerard, take his message to your hearts and bask in divinity evermore!!"

ergoproxy said...

hello VM
how are you?
I had PPD too and it sucks

I think Britney has that and a lot else.

-VM said...

Hello everyone,

I hope everyone is doing well.

-VM

Anonymous said...

From the Book of Gerard, Chapter 4, Verses 11-14:

"The prophet was respected, many had heard the message and all was good; yet great temptation was to come. For Satan had seen the disciples of Gerard and he coveted their numbers.

For 40 days and 40 nights Gerard would travel through the wilderness of Projekt Gevolution, tormented and tempted by demons. Yet he stayed strong and true, and Satan was of a fury.

But for Satan not all was lost, for the disciples had seen the torment of Gerard, believed him to have fallen and with much grinding and gnashing of teeth they had become dissolute, pleading with him to give a miraculous sign to prove his authority.

But Gerard would not give a sign, for only those who truly hold the message in their hearts can enter his kingdom."

And so, in this spirit, we Voluptuosities seek to catch those who fall and direct them towards spiritual unity with the Lord Gerard.

ergoproxy said...

anon that is clever.
(and I am reading is quite sarcastically)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Oh anon you are funny.

anima said...

Anon, those were really good.

MissT, here is a big sloppy yet loving kiss for you.

MissTottenham said...

Have a great time EB37

ergoproxy said...

that is "it" not "is"
curse you lack of edit button !!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello eb37 and VM

ergoproxy said...

it's raining here

and frogs are croaking

MissTottenham said...

*an xmas snog for anima*

Anon, I don't beleive in this Lord Gerard so he can kiss my arse.

-VM said...

Hi Ergoproxy and Martha Jones,

I am great actually. I have finished grading final exams and projects, and grades are posted.

Now I think I will have a Guiness.

Ergoproxy,

So you had PPD also. PPD is actually a big reason why I went into public health. It is such a misunderstood and overlooked illness (approx. 1/4 women who give birth experience it).

-VM

-VM said...

What's up with the "World According to Gerard" ANON?

-VM

Anonymous said...

Hello everyone!

Mayo, I am so glad Christmas is going to be a good one for you, i know how it is to go Christmas after Christmas missing out of the true meaning, and the fun and joy of it.

I just hope i did not read your post as a goodbye, and that we should carry on, with out you.

But if it is goodbye, i feel you have come to an understanding with what you where dealing with and that you believe you can stand on your own two feet.....good for you.

I for one will come here till the blog falls off and dies a slow death, you have given me a home, a family, and friends, that i would not have known if i had not stop to read that first post of yours.

So thank you Mayo, you planted a seed, and grew a field of friendships, so thanks and have a really great Christmas.

Your little ray of sunshine.


PJ

ergoproxy said...

yeah VM I was caught when bub was 2 weeks.
I knew something was wrong but Hubby told me to get to a doctor as I wasn't thinking normally
(I became really unsure and not wanting to go out)
but i was treated and it was good, I feel so sorry for women who are undiagnosed (a friend was 12 months and neary did something stupid!)
but I ended up with insomnia !

good to hear you're feeling good! lol
It's always a relief when things get finished

MissTottenham said...

Sitting under the mistletoe
(Pale-green, fairy mistletoe),
One last candle burning low,
All the sleepy dancers gone,
Just one candle burning on,
Shadows lurking everywhere:
Some one came, and kissed me there.

Tired I was; my head would go
Nodding under the mistletoe
(Pale-green, fairy mistletoe),
No footsteps came, no voice, but only,
Just as I sat there, sleepy, lonely,
Stooped in the still and shadowy air
Lips unseen - and kissed me there.

ergoproxy said...

I'm off to the gym and groceries

be back later

xx

-VM said...

Me and PPD = insecure mother, who questioned ever having child to begin with was unable to "bond" or "relate" with baby, cried ALL day. I spent the first year and half thinking I was the biggest asshole on the planet!

I am better now. Although I am not having any more children I am sure I would have it again, NO THANKS! even w/meds.

But, I still have insomnia! I can't remember the last time I slept through the night and my daughter is 4!

-VM

sister midnite said...

Hi, everyone who came in recently!

MJ, if these anons didn't know shit, I'd say they were just anons. But they knew I'd been down recently... if they're lurking *my* blog, they must have an awful lot of free time (and extreme BOREDOM) on their hands!

Ergo - I'm sorry to hear about the frogs. Make sure all their little froggie bodies receive a decent burial, OK? ;)

I'm going home in a bit, guys... I'll be back on after my nap. (Still sick - argh!)

TTYL!

Anonymous said...

Kapunua, thanks for that long post, and i hear ya!

I dated a guy, who treated me like a whore, called me one, and beat the shit out of me, and threw it all every women he met, he would talk about how he hated how men treated women like whores, and that a man should show respect, and that he would never disrespect a women....bull shit!

It was all an act to make him look good in there eyes, all the while coming home, taking off the mask and treating me like shit.....what a winner i had.

The point is, some men are true gentlemen and some are fakes to make them feel better about the way they really feel about women, my ex was bi, as i am, so it did make him feel insecure in a relationship with a women, cause to him all women are whores.

But he is long gone......and i will never dated anyone like that.

Anonymous said...

"In the beginning there was the Word, and the Word was 'Skylines'. And from this spark came forth five - Gerard, Michael, Raymond, Franklin and Mattias."


Oh, fuck.


That just has WIN written all the fuck over it! Mattias?

WTH!


Going back to catch up :)

Magic Pie said...

I'd like to believe that poem was for us. And with that, I say thank you.

dei gratia said...

Oh my word!

Very good, but tell me...
does this holy man have a place at which we can worship....oh yeah,buzznet!

FASC, totally agree on the Britney thing....just so sad!

farawaysoclose said...

god some funny comments,some heartfelt comments, some wtf comments in here tonight! all perfectly normal for the world a la mayo!! gotta go guys, mr bloke back! yeh i know "boo hoo". but i need to get some kip at some point anyway!
love to you all!
x

farawaysoclose said...

thanks DG. just something i felt strongly there so thanks!

dei gratia said...

Gotta go...'Night all!

Loving the xmas treats MissT. Will add if I may.

To all my friends in blogbelieve:

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.

Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.

Through the years
We all will be together,
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself A merry little Christmas now.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello DG, PJ and Mp. Later ep. Sis m the anons obviously have lots of free time. They spend it here harassing us. I also remember an anon saying that s/he watched us and went to every ones blog to see what we were saying.

Magic Pie said...

Holy Christ-Chex! I see I missed a hell of a lot of anons today. Some funny, some just retarded.

Another day, another asshat.

Anonymous said...

Ok and here is my two cents on britney spears.

Britney is from the south, and i know a lot of people called her trailer trash.

But i am a true southern gal, and even with out fame, i am a strong minded person, and do not like people in my business, or telling me how to raise kids, or how to act or not act.

Hell i would shave my head just to piss people off, i would laugh at them right back at looking at me as an idiot, i do go barefoot on hot days, i hate shoes....they sweat!

So if i was famous, and i had my picture taken at every second of the day, i might just pull up my shirt and flash the shit out of them, just for the shock of it.

I see her as fed up with all the fame and acting out is her way of saying....fuck you, its not the way most people would do it, but being from the south.....i do get it!

I am not taking her side, i just think she would like to go back to a time that she could just be herself, she needs to get back home to her roots, and get her shit together, and nothing dose that better than going home.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight DG sweetie.

Anonymous said...

Opps did not mean to be anoymous!

Magic Pie said...

good evening mj

Anonymous said...

I have to go eat, i did get an order today, and when i ask what name the order was to be in, she said Mrs. Mayo.

I had to laugh, funny how mayo keeps us laughing even when we are not here.

Later!

Anonymous said...

Okay, so Gerard and Britney may be similar in their off-kilter ways, but...



Gerard Way can outsing her, like, 1billion and one times.


I'm just sayin'. She can't hold a candle to Gerard's voice.


*hated Britney Spears before the meltdown, and still hates her--musically.*


Oh, and BTW. Gerard also said he felt like he could relate to Kurt Cobain, so if that tells you anything.

I'm seriously worried for Gerard.

anima said...

I am not one to talk about Britney, but here is my one and only remark. When saw her first video, I thought to myself: What the fuck, how is this even a music video? This chick is really annoying. I could not stand that song, I could not stand her voice, it really hurt me, physically.

MissTottenham said...

I just wanted to explain to you what I am doing for crimbo presents, cos I don't want you to look at it and think "is that all".

I know some of you have been doing amazing things with reference to each of us individually and I can't do that but I don't want you to think I didn't try. I spent bloody ages trying to figure out how to get the pics to show up.





I am going to post an egyptian story for mayo and another for ss. I hope everyone enjoys them too.

I thought a third for everyone else was unimaginative, but I wanted to stick with the egyptian theme cos that is me and I wanted to do something original to me.

It isn't much, just a small message to you all but it took ages to do.

I managed to make it so that I can link heiroglyphic words. I had to do it word by word myself cos the egyptians never said what I want to say, it isn't a stock phrase.

It is a small message to everyone, I wrote the english under each word so you know what it means.

Unfortunately, I couldn't do it true egyptian style cos their sentence word order is different and you wouldn't understand it. But I hope it is OK for everyone.

Anonymous said...
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MissTottenham said...

Thank you mustard sweetie.

I am really looking forward to seeing what everyone has done.

I have had the pleasure of helping a couple of us lovely ladies by proof reading their gifts and I can only say "amazing".

Magic Pie said...

I honestly feel very bad for Brit Brit. She obviously has a lot of problems that she refuses to acknowledge or deal with. It's not funny at all to see what is becoming of her. It's very sad. She has children and the last thing they need is a mother who may end up killing herself because she won't get the help she needs.

resurrected wreck said...

"The urge to save humanity is almost always a false front for the urge to rule it."

-H.L Mencken quote and Gerard's horoscope for the day from my local paper.

Anonymous said...

I'm late I know but I just wanted to say that was a kick-ass blog, and good timing too.

And for the anon who wrote that MCR Bible passage, I one time saw a picture of Gerard and Jesus melded together. It was freaky.

Anonymous said...

Uh, fucking eerie RW.


Wow.

gnothi seauton said...

Mayonaise,
Vous aimez les agrumes?


Vous me faire sourire, mon petit renard.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Guys.
Hey Mayonaise.

Finally a new blog? I have learned to expect the unexpected from you. Back to black I see? I don't mind it actually. I didn't really think the green suited your blogs. Thanks for the post. I've never heard you say you've had enough, at least I don't remember you have. Anyways, I am also very glad you are in the Christmas spirit. ONE WEEK! 16 days 'til New Years Eve! PARTY! Are you excited? Any interesting plans for the holidays?

All my love;
- 007

MissTottenham said...

"A tale that the poet Ruckert told
To German children, in days of old;
Disguised in a random, rollicking rhyme
Like a merry mummer of ancient time,
And sent, in its English dress, to please
The little folk of the Christmas trees."

A Little fir grew in the midst of the wood
Contented and happy, as young trees should.
His body was straight and his boughs were clean;
And summer and winter the bountiful sheen
Of his needles bedecked him, from top to root,
In a beautiful, all-the-year, evergreen suit.

But a trouble came into his heart one day,
When he saw that the other trees were gay
In the wonderful raiment that summer weaves
Of manifold shapes and kinds of leaves:
He looked at his needles so stiff and small,
And thought that his dress was the poorest of all.
Then jealousy clouded the little tree's mind,
And he said to himself, "It was not very kind
"To give such an ugly old dress to a tree!
"If the fays of the forest would only ask me,
"I'd tell them how I should like to be dressed,
"In a garment of gold, to bedazzle the rest!"
So he fell asleep, but his dreams were bad.
When he woke in the morning, his heart was glad;
For every leaf that his boughs could hold
Was made of the brightest beaten gold.
I tell you, children, the tree was proud;
He was something above the common crowd;
And he tinkled his leaves, as if he would say
To a peddler who happened to pass that way,
"Just look at me! don't you think I am fine?
"And wouldn't you like such a dress as mine?"
"Oh, yes!" said the man, "and I really guess
I must fill my pack with your beautiful dress."
So he picked the golden leaves with care,
And left the little tree shivering there.

"Oh, why did I wish for golden leaves?"
The fir-tree said, "I forgot that thieves
"Would be sure to rob me in passing by.
"If the fairies would give me another try,
"I'd wish for something that cost much less,
"And be satisfied with glass for my dress!"
Then he fell asleep; and, just as before,
The fairies granted his wish once more.
When the night was gone, and the sun rose clear,
The tree was a crystal chandelier;
And it seemed, as he stood in the morning light,
That his branches were covered with jewels bright.
"Aha!" said the tree. "This is something great!"
And he held himself up, very proud and straight;
But a rude young wind through the forest dashed,
In a reckless temper, and quickly smashed
The delicate leaves. With a clashing sound
They broke into pieces and fell on the ground,
Like a silvery, shimmering shower of hail,
And the tree stood naked and bare to the gale.

Then his heart was sad; and he cried, "Alas
"For my beautiful leaves of shining glass!
"Perhaps I have made another mistake
"In choosing a dress so easy to break.
"If the fairies only would hear me again
"I'd ask them for something both pretty and plain:
"It wouldn't cost much to grant my request,
"In leaves of green lettuce I'd like to be dressed!"
By this time the fairies were laughing, I know;
But they gave him his wish in a second; and so
With leaves of green lettuce, all tender and sweet,
The tree was arrayed, from his head to his feet.
"I knew it!" he cried, "I was sure I could find
"The sort of a suit that would be to my mind.
"There's none of the trees has a prettier dress,
"And none as attractive as I am, I guess."
But a goat, who was taking an afternoon walk,
By chance overheard the fir-tree's talk.
So he came up close for a nearer view;
"My salad!" he bleated, "I think so too!
"You're the most attractive kind of a tree,
"And I want your leaves for my five-o'clock tea."
So he ate them all without saying grace,
And walked away with a grin on his face;
While the little tree stood in the twilight dim,
With never a leaf on a single limb.

Then he sighed and groaned; but his voice was weak
He was so ashamed that he could not speak.
He knew at last that he had been a fool,
To think of breaking the forest rule,
And choosing a dress himself to please,
Because he envied the other trees.
But it couldn't be helped, it was now too late,
He must make up his mind to a leafless fate!
So he let himself sink in a slumber deep,
But he moaned and he tossed in his troubled sleep,
Till the morning touched him with joyful beam,
And he woke to find it was all a dream.
For there in his evergreen dress he stood,
A pointed fir in the midst of the wood!
His branches were sweet with the balsam smell,
His needles were green when the white snow fell.
And always contented and happy was he,
The very best kind of a Christmas tree.

gnothi seauton said...

Bonsoir et au revoir mon amis.
Je suis tres fatigue.


Au revoir Mayonaise.
A bientot.

Anonymous said...

Hey guys? Key word here was surprise.

anima said...

"The urge to save humanity is almost always a false front for the urge to rule it."

That's fucked up.

JocelynHolly said...

So Paperheart, How goes it?

JocelynHolly said...

Pretty good, how about yourself P<3?

JocelynHolly said...

GAAAH.. It's alright, just a little hormonal because it is that time of the month. But lets keep that on the down low, because I don't think Mayonaise needs to hear that.

resurrected wreck said...

Hi PH!

I waved to you over at DM, but you must have already left :(

JocelynHolly said...

Oh dear. That sounds fun!

What are you listening to right now? Any good songs?

JocelynHolly said...

Ohh Hey there RW! *HUG*

I stepped out of DM for a minute to check my emails!

I think I am going insane! How are you today my dear?

resurrected wreck said...

Are you talking to yourself, PH?

JocelynHolly said...

Oh and to answer your question Paperheart, I am listening to All Time Low. RAWR<3

JocelynHolly said...

Maybe...

=]

resurrected wreck said...

PH, at last! ;) *squeezes*

I'm fairly well. I was supposed to go to a staff party at the theatre I did Wizard of Oz costumes for in October, but I just wasn't feeling up to socializing. Actually, that was the second invitation in a week that I turned down. I'm feeling a little bah-humbug, but that's normal for me at this time of year.

How are you, other than insane??

JocelynHolly said...

Awwh! Not all parties are great, but I'm sure that you made a wise choice to stay home! I didn't go to my work party either. You're feeling bah-humbug? We need to sing some Christmas carol's to get you into the holiday cheer!

I am alright. I just have terrible stomach cramps and a little tired. I think that is what is driving me insane!

resurrected wreck said...

We need to sing some Christmas carol's to get you into the holiday cheer!

Oh gods no! I'll start chasing people with axes! 0_0

I am alright. I just have terrible stomach cramps and a little tired. I think that is what is driving me insane!

I understand. I was feeling unwell a few days ago & felt a little crazy myself.

So, is your place all decorated & are you ready for the holidays??

JocelynHolly said...

Oh gods no! I'll start chasing people with axes! 0_0

I understand. *takes axe and hides it*

I understand. I was feeling unwell a few days ago & felt a little crazy myself.

I hope you you feel better now! =] I think we all get a little crazy sometimes.

So, is your place all decorated & are you ready for the holidays??

Oh god no! My house is decorated, but I haven't even started X-mas shopping! I have to do that all on Friday after school.

resurrected wreck said...

I got my shopping done :) Eh... still haven't sent out all my cards yet though :/

resurrected wreck said...

PH, do you hear an echo in here?

I think we're the only two on...

JocelynHolly said...

I'm glad that you are all prepared! I would be, but Friday is my first payday, so I must shop!



I can hear the echo. It is actually quite eerie..

Anonymous said...

Yeah, totally off topic and all, but it's the end of an era. :( The closing of Seattle's Crocodile Cafe, where I spent many a night, had many an adventure (some not so good,) and ate many a meals during the day. Goodbye, Croc. I loved ya.

JocelynHolly said...

Awwh, I am sorry to hear about the closing K. It sounded like such a nice place!

resurrected wreck said...

I'm sorry to hear about the closing of your old stomping grounds, K :( I know I'd be wistful if Tom's Little Havana closed down (I spent a good many evenings in that smoky little cigar bar in Halifax during my university years).

resurrected wreck said...

Well PH, I'm going to take off now to shower & paint my nails.

Have a good night & don't go too crazy!! :D

MissTottenham said...

I keep my snowman in the freezer
Just behind the pies
He likes it there, he told me so
I can see it in his eyes.
I made him on a cold, cold morning
When the snow was fresh and deep
Now he sits in the freezer
Near the fish that we got cheap.

I keep my snowman in the freezer
And look at him each day.
If I’d left him in the garden
He’d simply have melted away.

But now he’s like my Grandma
Living somewhere safe and nice;
He’s in a frosty, snowy palace
On a throne of coldest ice.

I keep my snowman in the freezer
Near a lump of frozen beef
And I’ve got a treat for him in August:
I’m taking him to Tenerife!

toujours said...

i am soooooooooo

tired.

i really am.

oh and tomorrow my ex is coming over to help me haul half my books to the booksellers. i haven't seen him in over a year. i'm going to wear jeans. he never saw me in pants. HA. that'll teach him. let him stare at my legs -- OH YES i have legs mwah-hah-hah!

ok gonna go feed the cat maybe make some pancakes for dinner if i have the ingredients for it. i have flour. i have water. what else do you need...um.

*wanders off*

*is sleep-deprived*

JocelynHolly said...

Bye RW! *HUG*

I hope others show up soon.. other wise I may die of.. crazy?

resurrected wreck said...

Don't die of crazy, PH!!

Look, there's TJ!! *points up*

JocelynHolly said...

Miss Tottenham & Toujours; Hello! =]


Miss T, I enjoyed that poem? Did you write it? =]

Toujours; I know how you feel. I say you get some sleep tonight after you make your dinner. =]

JocelynHolly said...

I'll try not to Resurrected Wreck! Enjoy your night!! *HUG* =]

resurrected wreck said...

:D

*squeeze!*

toujours said...

no, not up there.

here.

...i can't make pancakes. :(

JocelynHolly said...

I found her! ^_^

Awwh why can't you make pancakes, TJ? *huuuugs*

Magic Pie said...

I'm back to party....so where's the party?

MissTottenham said...

I didn't write it PH sweetie.

toujours said...

aw, paperheartxx. :(

do i hafta?

and anyway, no pancakes.

fooey.

Anonymous said...

Aww, thanks you guys. man, I spent so much time there, I saw so many bands there. Met so many people both awesome and weird. Sometimes it was crazy, sometimes it was just home. Wow, those were some times. ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

Hey MP, no party! =[

Miss T, darn it I thought you did! It's soo good!

Toujours, you don't have to, but it'd be a good idea if you are sleep-deprived!

K, I wish I knew a place like that. Where I could meet people both awesome and weird.. oh wait. I found it.. right here. ^_^

toujours said...

i don't have eggs or milk, paperheartxx.

no pancakes. :(

what do i make now?

*opens pantry*

bulgar wheat and...

um.

miso, maybe?

with furikake for flavoring?

*wanders off, muttering*

*still feeding cat*

Fimble Star said...

Mayo

This place is truly special in a different way to each and every person here. I hope it is special to you as well. Well I think it is with the posts that you write. You say you walk among us undisturbed, well I speak for myself when I say that I wish you would sit amongst us instead.

I am a wee bit worried about our friend SS. I know he/she has other things going on but I was just wondering were he/she was. Do you know?

This goes for both of you, we wish that you are well and happy and would like to come and chat with us sometime. There is always somebody in the house and there is always somebody who would love a decent conversation about the things they enjoy instead of continually defending ourselves.

Please feel comfy enough to slip on your slippers and make yourself a cuppa coffee and delve into the interesting, insightful conversations that echo all around your house.

What does it feel like to like in a house with constant visitors?

Fimble Star
xx

JocelynHolly said...

Hmm...


I'm not sure of what you can make Toujours!

*starts thinking*

I've got nothing. =[ How about some invisible pizza?

*hands over some pizza*

JocelynHolly said...

Hey FS!

I whole-heartedly agree with what you said.

Mayonaise and SS should sit and chat for a while one day. Pull up a chair and indulge in our crazy conversations.

toujours said...

ooh, invisible pizza. niiiice.

i like you, paperperhaertxx.
oops.
that's not how you spell p-a-p-e-r-h-e-a-r-t-x-x.

fimble, i love this:
What does it feel like to like in a house with constant visitors?

what a great question! i'm giving you a total thumbs up.

*thumbs both up*

Magic Pie said...

but...but...I wanna party!!! waaaaaaaaaah!

JocelynHolly said...

Haha, you really are tired TJ aren't you?!
^_^

Magic Pie, I want to as well! Buuuut not many people are here!

But who said you need a room full to have a party? ;)

Magic Pie said...

exacamaly! party at Mayo's!!!! less is best! lol

JocelynHolly said...

*throws confetti!*

Cupcakes anyone?!

toujours said...

cupcakes?

yes please.

toujours said...

magic pie, who is that in your piccy?

JocelynHolly said...

*hands Toujours a cupcake*

Hell take the whole platter! I have more!

*grabs another plate of cupcakes*

Magic Pie said...

toujours, that would be me :)

toujours said...

yum yum yum

*beams at paperheartxx*

Magic Pie said...

I have two brownies in the fridge....i may have to eat them now!

JocelynHolly said...

Magic Pie, WHY are you soo gorgeous?!

toujours said...

magic pie! that's you? :D

you're so bright and pretty!

*gives over one of the precious cupcakes*

Magic Pie said...

hahaha PH, it's just the magic of photoshop that makes me look so lovely :P

Toujours, bright and pretty is the way to go! Now how awesome would it be to have hair actually THAT red?! I almost had it that red once but not quite.

JocelynHolly said...

Brownies? Yummmmy!

I have green tea and a chocolate bar!

JocelynHolly said...

It can't be photoshopped. I don't believe it. =]

Magic Pie said...

Man, I haven't had a good herbal tea in ages! I could go for some apple tea right now.

Magic Pie said...

you must see that it is! My face is not yellow, nor is my hair red ;)

No seriously, the original of that pic was horrible. Using contrast and brightness can make anyone prettier.

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

Cheers, Nimble Fimble. What you said. ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

Haha, well, it is clearly made into brighter colors, buuut still, that can't hide your true beauty!

ergoproxy said...

HI TJ magic pie, PH

*HUG* for everyone

finished my groceries and it's lunch time!!

oooooh cupcakes !!

toujours said...

well, i think you look like a superhero. your hair is glowing and that would be very awesome if we could find a dye to do that! ;D

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Ergo! *HUG*

How's life down under?
My teacher is going to Australia tomorrow, for two weeks. I told him to bring me back a kangaroo.

toujours said...

hello ergo, hello fellow witchling kapunua. ;)

i am just now about to taste my concoction: bulgur cooked in miso, seasoned with cumin, garlic, black pepper and ketchup.

pray for me.

Magic Pie said...

haha super magic pie!!!! I like that Toujours!

Thank you again, PH. *hugs*

Anonymous said...

*peeks in looking for miss T*

Baaaaa?

*sees other people*

*does little twirl in tutu and tiara*

Baaaaaaaaa baaa B baaaaaa baa baa
translation-
"If you see miss T tell her I miss her"

Fimble Star said...

i was just writing what i thought.

how are we all tonight. hope your all jappy and merry.

can i just say hello to everyone that arnt here. i know 4 people who are not here so i want to say a big hello to them so that they can here me

xx

ergoproxy said...

Hey PH I hope they have a good time. do you know where they are going?

could be hard to get a roo back but you can get fetching little kangaroo scrotum coin purses!!

TJ ok you wanted pancakes and ended up with that!Bit of a change lol
Hope it tastes good.
(is the cat looking at you funny?)

JocelynHolly said...

*pets shaunette and hugs her to death*

How are you FS? ^_^

toujours said...

ooooooh!

a sheep!

*offers bowl of spicy bulgur*

toujours said...

it does taste good, ergo -- i lucked out! (and the cat is asleep now *phew*)

Magic Pie said...

well i'd love to stay for pancake, but I must be on my way to bed.

Have a great night!

anima said...

Everytime I come here, the "tally-ho!" is screaming at me and it makes me giggle.

I think it should read 'Tally-ho motherfuckers.' I dunno, just something to consider. ;)

JocelynHolly said...

I believe they are going to Sydney. Haha, I also told him to bring me back a Koala! ^_^

JocelynHolly said...

goodnight mp, *HUG*

hey anima! *HUG*

ergoproxy said...

oh wow shaunette lovely to see you!
*pats wooly back*
aw look at your little tiara !

I'm gad it worked TJ
How was your shift?

MissTottenham said...

It's the day before Christmas
And all through the house
The puppies are squeaking
An old rubber mouse.

The wreath which had merrily
Hung on the door
Is scattered in pieces
All over the floor.

The stockings that hung
In a neat little row
Now boast a hole in
Each one of the toes.

The tree was subjected
To bright-eyed whims,
And now, although splendid,
It's missing some limbs.

I catch them and hold them.
"Be good", I insist.
They lick me, then run off
To see what they've missed.

And now as I watch them
The thought comes to me,
That their's is the spirit
That Christmas should be.

Should children and puppies
Yet show us the way,
And teach us the joy
That should come with this day?

Could they bring the message
That's written above,
And tell us that, most of all
Christmas is love.

toujours said...

good night magic pie. i'll send you pancakes in your dreams!

anima said...

Magic Pie, is that you? Why do we always miss each other? I still need to catch up, but great to see you around. Sorry we keep missing each other. :(

ergoproxy said...

goodnight MP

hi anima
it sould say that lol
it makes me think of fox hunts

Fimble Star said...

i am very well thank you 007. how are you hun


Miss T keep those xmas writings up. i love them thank you so much. your making me feel in the festive mood.

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