Friday, December 14, 2007

Bury the hatchet.

I am fueled by provocation, currently deliberating my constitution.

The witness having brought to light new evidence, the accused pleads guilty on all charges pending. The defendant has been bound over for sentencing.

p.s. judge and jury, impartial. injunction exempt.

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Anonymous said...

Elena said...

I can't even tell you how many times I wanted to pull out that Biggus Dickus


I can't stop laughing.....


I wanted to whip it out, I swear! ^_^ True story.

Anonymous said...

Sdock?

elena said...

Kapunua said...
Elena said...

I can't even tell you how many times I wanted to pull out that Biggus Dickus


I can't stop laughing.....

I wanted to whip it out, I swear! ^_^ True story.

Stop Stop Stop...This will only lead to the porn.

toujours said...

Toujours I've spent too much time at the Renascence Festival

"too much"? is that possible? :)

then i've probably seriously overdosed on the sca. hmm.

sister midnite said...

LOL to the max, you guys! ^_^

NEED... FOOD... DUDES.
Back later, though...
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TO MAKE YOU SHARE MY INSANITY!!! *cue evil laughter*

((Extra *hugz* for Sdock. I'd give you my footballs, if I didn't eated them. :C ))

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are you? Seems you're a bit better than a few days ago. Me? Feeling a little fucked up tonight. Can't put my finger on what it might be, but oh well. I'm about to give this a shot, but consider yourself warned. The way my head is spinning at the moment this is not going to be one of my prettier comments.

Sorry I missed you tonight. Real life, hunger, Christmas shopping...you know the deal. I arrived back at your house to find I had just missed you...cigarette still smoking in the ashtray. Thanks for visiting. I left a new blog for you today...muhahah I wrote it at work. Shhhhhhh, don't tell. One day, maybe when you have time, I hope you will tell me what you think of my fucked up life. I would love to hear your take on me. You still have the spare key right?

Ok, so before I go into your post, let me again remind you that I am a little outside or inside my head tonight. So forgive me if I get my thoughts on my life confused with my thoughts on your life or your thoughts on your life or my thoughts on someone else's life. My mind is tricky like that...relate much? No, probably not. Fuck, sdock10, just get on with it. Deliberating your constitution, fueled by provocation...who provoked you? Friends? family? your little voice? It doesn't matter. It's always good to reevaluate, recheck, redo, reorganize..make new plans...change for the better..and so on and so forth. So long as you are doing it for the right reasons....and not feeling forced into it. Witness and the new evidence...oh, were you caught on video? Damn cell phone cameras catch everything these days and you'll be up on youtube before you can say oooops! Or did you step back and look in the mirror? I know...I scare myself sometimes. Not a pretty reflection. Defendant bound over for sentencing...ask yourself this. Does the punishment fit the crime? Can't be too harsh or too lenient. Afterall, some people come out of prison worse off than when they went in. Maybe this defendant can get an early release with some good behavior. What do you think? Impartial judge and jury...I should hope so. But are you sure about that? People will sell their souls for a pork chop sandwich...or maybe that's just in the South. Burying the hatchet...sounds nice, but keep a spare one handy just in case and be careful not to turn your back too often. You might end up with the hatchet buried in your back.

Just trying to look out for you, my friend.

Because I'm faithful like that...

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. I have come to rely on you too.

elena said...

Hey Sis...

Hurry back!

sdock10 said...

Thank you, Mustard.

I did some screaming and I feel better now.

Thank you, Midnite.

I need those footballs!

sdock10 said...

You guys...I'm fine really.

I think this is my outlet. I just have a hard time plugging it in or unplugging it sometimes.

elena said...

Luv ya sdock.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey there Mayonaise;

Let's just let Paperheart think that this is a positive post. I see this as you have worked things out with "ghost"? Or no? Am I wrong? I don't know.

I have just another moment or two before I have to go...

I wanted to thank you all for your time. You have all been an incredible source of insight. Might I say that I have come to rely on you?

I have.


Is this a goodbye? It better not be Mister! Some of us have come to rely on you, just as much as you have come to rely on us. I'd say that the feelings we have for one another are mutual then?

Just, be strong, stay safe, and keep the faith.

All my love;
- 007

sdock10 said...

Elena,

I love you too. Thank you.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, guys!

JocelynHolly said...

Goodnight Mya!<3 *HUG*

sdock10 said...

Goodnight Mya, glad to see you back in these parts again!

Anonymous said...

Thanks!

JocelynHolly said...

Be back in a few. I have to restart my computer!

*HUG*

Anonymous said...

hello hello paperheart. How are you?

capture this void said...

I didn't seem to catch you this time around. That's a shame, eh? But you've spoken to us this time and that's always good to see. That means you've calmed down a bit, right? I hope the situation with your friend worked out for the best.

Thank you.

Anonymous said...

Hey there ctv.

Anonymous said...

NOBODY EXPECTS THE SPANISH INQUISITION !!!!!

sdock10 said...

Goodnite, Mayo!
Goodnite, SS!
Goodnite, BlogBelieve Family!
Goodnite, Anons!
Goodnite, Lurkers!
Goodnite, Pretty Purple Unicorn!
Goodnite, m. (haven't seen you for a few days)
Goodnite, ph's cat, Sugar!
Goodnite, Birthday girl, Pixie!
Goodnite, My Special Rope Buddy, Mustard!
Goodnite, Anyone I missed!

Love you ALL!

capture this void said...

Hello BC. I missed all the action again, eh?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, Sdock :)

Please try to sleep well. Figure it all out tomorrow.

Amyranth said...

You've been bent over for sentencing?

Who says law isn't sexy?

-A

ergoproxy said...

HELLO again!

I knew i'd miss out on the new post while shoping this morning, I just knew it!

and it's sort of nice, I think, in a way....
looks like some resolution shall be forthcoming...
hope it's working out for you mayo!

and mayo visited the pool party (scary huh!)

and there was Monty Python talk !!

(ps I really hate people)

Anonymous said...

Goodnight and sweet dreams sd10.
CTV, you did miss alot indeed.
Hi there Amy.

Anonymous said...

Amy!?


Where've you been? Nice to see you back!

Anonymous said...

Hi there Ergo how are you?

Amyranth said...

Hey Mayo, you never did tell me what you thought of the "renovations"!

Also, I'm glad to hear that this is starting to clear up for you. I was worried after that last post that you were going to be upset for awhile. I hope you're going to start feeling better soon.

-Amyranth

JocelynHolly said...

Paperheart is back!!

Goodbye Sdock! *HUG*

My cat says, "Meow" ^_^

Hey BC! a zillion *HUGS!*

ergoproxy said...

Hiya BC I'm good though xmas shopping on a sturday is NOT the best idea.

Anonymous said...

Our chief weapon is surprise...surprise and fear...fear and surprise.... Our two weapons are fear and surprise...and ruthless efficiency.... Our *three* weapons are fear, surprise, and ruthless efficiency...and an almost fanatical devotion to the Pope.... Our *four*...no... *Amongst* our weapons.... Amongst our weaponry...are such elements as fear, surprise.... I'll come in again.

[The Inquisition exits]

Amyranth said...

MUUUUSSSSTAAARRRDDDDDD!!!!

Where have YOU been?!?!


-A

Amyranth said...

The Inquisition isn't very.... organized are they?

-A

ergoproxy said...

hi amyranth
how are you and your tree today?
has it gotten any perkier?

toujours said...

aww, amyranth, the inquistion are cute -- in their red robes and comfy chairs and all. >.<

hey ergo! gotcher email, and will be working on a reply shortly!

Anonymous said...

Hello hello teddy bear how are you? New mayo post and yet I'm bored. Spanish Inquisition, take it easy. Melodramatic much?

ergoproxy said...

TJ !
Not the comfy chair!!!

Amyranth said...

Ergo - nope. Dead as a nit.

Thankfully it's a Fir, so it won't lose all of it's needles before Christmas Day.

So, the rules of owning a live tree are:
1. Don't buy it December 1st, try like... December 15th.
2. Trees, especially sap trees, need sugared water to live. Sap is comprised of (surprise!) SUGAR.
It's like giving a syringe full of water to a person who needs blood and expecting them to live.

So next year, I'll do better. To be honest, I feel kinda guilty now that it's dead.

-A

elena said...

no one expects the spanish inquisition

JocelynHolly said...

BC, I am good, just tired. I have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow! =]

How are you?

toujours said...

Not the comfy chair!!!

mwah-hah-hah!

capture this void said...

I'm afraid I have to leave now.
Goodnight everyone. Take care.

capture this void said...

Mayo, I'm glad you've made peace. Good on you, love.

SS, I'm sending love your way. Hope you're well and happy.

Love to all my friend here.
Goodnight.

ergoproxy said...

bye ctv

oh amyranth I'm sure the tree is in a better place now.
condolences on your loss.

write yourself a note on next years calander so you don't forget your points.

elena, TJ yay MP fans back, elena the holy handgrenade is a classic, especially his voice!

Anonymous said...

Forgive me, but I must share:

8 AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES

1. If you are choking on an ice cube simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself.

2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop.

3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink.

4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer.

5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button.

6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough.

7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape.

8. Remember: Everyone seems normal until you get to know them.

Daily Thought: SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES. NOT REALLY GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT THEY BRING A SMILE TO
YOUR FACE WHEN PUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS!

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams CTV! *HUG*

toujours said...

good night, capture this void. sweet dreams!

JocelynHolly said...

Mya, that is hilarious!!

toujours said...

mya, i love those, but especially #8. that should be embroidered on a cushion somewhere. or a billboard.

elena said...

Hey Ergo

Did you get my e-mail?

Anonymous said...

Glad you enjoyed it!

ergoproxy said...

mya that is great!!!


yes elena just got it, thank you so much !

Amyranth said...

Ergo - *dries her tears* Why thank you. We'll have the viewing for another week or two, then we're taking him in to have him chipped...

He always said he wanted to be chipped and spread over my flowers..

-Amyranth has a sick sense of humor.

ergoproxy said...

amyranth
at least he died dressed in his finest and doing what he loved...

I'm sure when he's with your flowers you'lll be comforted by his closeness

[cue equally sick sense of humour]

Anonymous said...

Sweet dreams ctv. Teddy bear, I'm doing okay, just a bit bored.

Amyranth said...

Ergo - Every time sawdust gets into my eyes and nasal passages, I'll sit back and think "Fir Tree..."

-A

Anonymous said...

mya, that is hilarious! :)

Anonymous said...

Forgive me again... I'm going through all my emails...

Here's a little Redneck Psychiatry:

Bubba went to a psychiatrist.
"I've got problems. Every time I go to bed I think there's somebody under it. I'm scared. I think I'm going crazy."

"Just put yourself in my hands for one year," said the shrink. "Come talk to me 3 times a week, and we should be able to get rid of those fear s."

"How much do you charge?"

"$80 per visit, replied the doctor."

"I'll sleep on it," said Bubba.

Six months later the doctor met Bubba on the street. "Why didn't you ever come to see me about those fears you were having?" asked the psychiatrist.

"Well, $80 a visit 3 times a week for a year is an awful lot of money! A bartender cured me for only $10. I was so happy to have saved all that money, so I went and boug ht me a new pickup!"

"Is that so! And how, may I ask, did a bartender cure you?"

"He told me to cut the legs off the bed! - Ain't nobody under there now!!!"


Git 'er dun!!!!!!!!!

JocelynHolly said...

I know what you mean BC.
I should be in bed, but meh. I don't feel like sleeping.

ergoproxy said...

mya - lol

knock knock?

who's there?

the interrupting cow

the interr-

MOO !

Anonymous said...

Sorry, Ergo! Didn't know I was interrupting!

Anonymous said...

me neither teddy bear. I don't know what I should be doing right now. Right now I'm drawing a blank. maybe listening to music?

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight, Mayo, I sincerely hope that you and your friend have patched things up solidly. And if we were able to help even a little bit, then I'm glad you trusted us enough to let us into your dilemma.

Best Friend, I hope you've found some peace as well. Maybe you were able to derive some help and/or comfort from our words as well.

At the end of the day, after all the confusion and anger have lifted, the friendship, trust, loyalty, and love remain. If the two of you take nothing else with you from this comment, please take those words, for that is what will last through the years.

Trust me. I know very well how important that one true friend is in my life. I could not make it through without her.

I have a feeling that it's the same for the two of you.

Keep hold of each other, and you will be able to withstand anything.

Take care. I love you both.

J

Anonymous said...

Two men sitting next to each other on a flight to Pittsburgh noticed that each of them had a black eye.

The first one said, "Excuse me, but I cannot help but notice you have a black eye...what a coincidence that I do too, how did you get yours?"

The second man replied, "Well, mine was really a tongue twister accident...I was in line to get my airline ticket and the reservation clerk was a blonde with the biggest breasts I have EVER seen... She said, "Sir, may I help you"? and I said, "Yes, I would like a picket to Tittsburgh"... well, she hauled off and socked me and that is how I got this black eye. "What about you, how did you get yours?"

The first man replied, "Well this is really a coincidence, My black eye is also a result of a tongue twister accident." I was sitting at breakfast with my wife this morning and I meant to say, "Please, pass the Cherrios, but I accidentally said, "You've ruined my life, you fucking bitch."

ergoproxy said...

mya - you are always a worthwhile interruption !!

any more jokes?

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet dreams
OPJ! *HUG*

ergoproxy said...

hahahahahahahahahaha !!!

ergoproxy said...

damn I cannot think of any jokes !!

(except drummer ones)

ergoproxy said...

night OP J I missed seeing you today.
have a good tomorrow, and L too

Jennicula said...

Two nuns, Sister Catherine and Sister Helen, are travelling through Europe in their car. They get to Transylvania and are stopped at a traffic light.

Suddenly, out of nowhere, a tiny little Dracula jumps onto the hood of the car and hisses through the windshield.

'Quick, quick!' shouts Sister Catherine. 'What shall we do?'

'Turn the windshield wipers on. That will get rid of the abomination,' says Sister Helen.

Sister Catherine switches them on, knocking Dracula about, but he clings on and continues hissing at the nuns.

'What shall I do now?' she shouts.

'Switch on the windshield washer. I filled it up with Holy Water at the Vatican ,' says Sister Helen.

Sister Catherine turns on the windshield washer. Dracula screams as the water burns his skin, but he clings on and continues hissing at the nuns.

'Now what?' shouts Sister Catherine.

'Show him your cross,' says Sister Helen.

'Now you're talking,' says Sister Catherine.

She opens the window and shouts, 'Get the fuck off the car!'

JocelynHolly said...

For those wondering;

I am downloading AIM right now. ^_^

toujours said...

(popping in)

lol! i love nun jokes! XD

(back out into the internetz)

Anonymous said...

Good one, Jennicula

Anonymous said...

Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar at 9:58 PM. He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV.

The 10:00 PM news was coming on. The news crew was covering a story of a man on a ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Bob and said, 'Do you think he'll jump?' Bob says, 'You know, I bet he'll jump.'

The blonde replied, 'Well, I bet he won't.' Bob placed a $20 bill on the bar and said, 'You're on!' Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy on the ledge did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death.

The blonde was very upset, but willingly handed her $20 to Bob, saying, 'Fair's fair. Here's your money.' Bob replied, 'I can't take your money, I saw this earlier on the 5 PM news and so I knew he would jump.' The blond replied, 'I did too; but I didn't think he'd do it again.'

Bob took the money......

JocelynHolly said...

Ughh Paperheartxx is taken as a screen name!
Help?!

JocelynHolly said...

AIM= paperheartrawrxx

^_^

ergoproxy said...

how does a band know when it's time to get a new drummer?

drummer "hey guys i've written a song!"


What's the difference between a drummer and a drum machine?

you only have to punch the information into a drum machine once!


How do you call a drummer named Dave?

DAVE !!!!

Shame in me said...

Well its random o'clock in the morning, im very tired, its just a passing visit.

Mayo its christmas, just throw the whole case out the window and start afresh. Pass go, collect $200 and buy your self something nice, you deserve it :)

Hope everyones had a good night

Vivienne said...

Well fuck, bugger damn it all to hell!
I finally go to sleep and MAYO turns up! thanks so bloody much fate! *shakes fist at sky*

How are you people?

Anonymous said...

A little girl goes to a pet shop and asks "Excuthe me, do you have any widdle wabbits?"

The shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he is on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit or a thoft fwuffy bwack wabbit, or one like that widdle bwown one over there?"

The little girl blushes, rocks back on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and whispers, "I don't wealy fink my pyfon gives a phuc."

Anonymous said...

OK, I'm done!
Going to bed now!

ergoproxy said...

ok aim chat buddies !

Aim keeps booting me off.

try and get me back please!

Shame in me said...

cupcake!!! how are you sweetness?

JocelynHolly said...

HEY SIM and Cupcake!

I was just out the door, but popped back in to say hello!

I am good, how are you guys?

I am off to bed, I work tomorrow for 8 hours! :|

All my love;
- 007

Original Punk J said...

SS, babydoll -

I think I know why you've been quiet as long as you have. I believe that you're still here, just waiting for the right time to show up.

Nothing's changed on my end. I wonder sometimes if anything has on yours. Perhaps you hold the answer to that in your hands, not terribly obvious yet not so secretive either.

I send you my goodnight wishes, along with soft kisses and a gentle hug to soothe your heart. I'll even read you a story if that would help. I'm fond of Winnie-the-Pooh myself, but I hear that The Sleep Book by Dr Seuss is just the ticket.

My heart to yours, always.

J

JocelynHolly said...

Ergoproxy, please do me a favor and tell everyone my screen name? =]

I'll love you forever!

Shame in me said...

Paperheart Sweet dreams :) im going bed soon too been up 24hrs nearly, my brain is making funny noises. Nite Nite all

Anonymous said...

hello hell shame in me, cupcake. How are you guys? Paperheart, I'm going to add you on AIM :)

Vivienne said...

MAYONAISE:

I have nothing to say that can help, I have no advice, nothing witty to add.
You know I am here (most of the time these days)
You know that I care.

Burying the hatchet is a good thing, as long as it's not in the violent sense that I usually use.

I hope you're doing better than me.

xoxo cupcake

Shame in me said...

BC!!!! Im going bed :/ hope to catch you tomorrow

JocelynHolly said...

BC, you better! ^_^

It is a very new and exciting experience!! =]

Vivienne said...

Well... fuck.
I just found out the most ridiculous thing.

Anonymous said...

Teddy bear, I just added you. shame in me, talk to you tomorrow. Sweet dreams.

Amyranth said...

Cupcake - That being?

-A

ergoproxy said...

hi cupcake

night SIM

Vivienne said...

I have a lot of depressed friends.
We built up a network.
I hadn't spoken to Stephen in a while.
He's dead.
I don't blame you if you cant believe me, I cant believe this myself.
It can't be real.

Amyranth said...

Well, fuck.

-A

Vivienne said...

I don't understand. I mean this cant happen, it's fucking Christmas!
And my other friend... everything.
It can't be real.
It cannot be happening, these things only happen in crappy tv shows.

Amyranth said...

At this point, I'll be honest.

There is not a thing I can say to fix this. There are no words.

However, I want to ask you to please, please try your best to not do to yourself what you did on Wednesday night. That scared me. Don't do it to yourself, or anyone else please.

We love you Cupcake. We're going to do our best to help you and take care of you here. Just make sure you keep coming back to us.

-Amyranth

ergoproxy said...

cupcake so sorry to hear that!

remember the good times you shared. he'll live on in your memory.

many hugs to you

Vivienne said...

Just when I was sleeping again.

I feel bad, but I'm so mad at him Amy, I'm so fucking mad.
He said he was going away, he lied to us, his friends, family.
He's been dead two weeks.

Anonymous said...

bear a thought for those who really need help instead of just for attention

paint the colors wit yall asses

Vivienne said...

nic said...

bear a thought for those who really need help instead of just for attention

paint the colors wit yall asses

-can I ask what you mean?

Amyranth said...

Nic - Don't start.

Not here, not now. You don't like it, leave.

-A

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,
I would really like to help you, if I honestly thought you had a problem. But hey, here I am, because I think the problem you have is a need for ATTENTION. You have been glomming up this blog for the last three days, with assorted crises. You are a beautiful and erudite girl (look it up, if you don't know what it means) and get a life!

Anonymous said...

*think about it my lovely. we r bored wit it now.

*attention, attention, attention

*respect but it was needed to be outlined

Vivienne said...

This is the truth.

I have a lot of depressed friends.

Funny how we all get sad around Christmas.

I have been glooming up the place.

I'm sorry.

I never lied. Not here.

You don't understand that I am a sad person, pathetic maybe, I need this place, I need the ladies on here, they are sisters and mothers to me.
I would never lie to them though.

What I don't under understand is how you can say such things.
This has all been real.
You don't know shit.

Amyranth said...

Anon and Nic - Don't you think that's a trifle harsh?

We don't ever truly know what's going on in someone's life. Not even Mayo's. We can only go on what that person gives us.

Sometimes, the kindest thing is to say nothing at all, wouldn't you agree?

-Amyranth

ergoproxy said...

cupcake don't pay attention to them,
remember your friends it's a hard toime of year for a lot of people.

I hope you are ok.
You have someone to talk to?
(I mean for real, not here)

Vivienne said...

And nic, use some grammar now, you sound like an illiterate fool.

Amyranth said...

Alright Ladies.

I'm off to bed. I have too much missing sleep (sheep?) to catch up on.

... I actually own a Serta Sleep Sheep. He's #75.

Okay, goodnight girls. Play nice.

-A

ergoproxy said...

goodnight amyranth

I'm getting set to head off too
I'll be on and of for a while

Vivienne said...

Goodnight Amy, Ergo, take care XX

Vivienne said...

MAYO, I hope you get to read this.

It seems I've been crying all over your blog and making it depressing. I'm sorry if it looks like I've been trying to get all attention on me.
I hope you know that's not true.
I hope you remember my first posts...
I hope you are ok, I hope you know that if you ask, I'll leave her for a while.

This is you're home, I'm just a guest.
It's just do homey here.

xoxocupcake.

ergoproxy said...

bye cupcake
you look after yourself ok?

it's a hard time but you'll make it

Vivienne said...
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toujours said...

oh cupcake, i'm so sorry to hear about your friend. that is not an easy thing to deal with, but you've shown a lot of strength in just these last few days, so hang in there, ok?

i'm just here to say my good nights, but i'll talk to you tomorrow, i'm sure.

be well, cupcake.
good night to you, and try to get some sleep, yes?

Anonymous said...

*think about it my lovely. we r bored wit it now.

*attention, attention, attention

*respect but it was needed to be outlined

I think someone never bought Hooked on Phonics

Anonymous said...

Funny how we all get sad around Christmas.
You too, I thought I was the only one.

Vivienne said...

Bye bye TJ *hugs* take care!

elena said...

I go to take a shower and the mean anon parade rolls by? WTF?

Vivienne said...

Hello undeadwriter, *extends hand*,
So, I'm just going to ask outright, do you have anything you wanna hurl at me?
If you would like too call me an attention seeker, now is a good time, I can take it.

Vivienne said...

Hi elena, *bear hug*
How are you hun?

toujours said...

mayo,

lots of little good things happened to me today. there was a shiny penny at my bus stop this morning, heads up. my dad used to pick those up for luck (if they were tails up, he'd turn them over and leave them for the next person), and now sometimes, when i find one, it feels like it's a little "hello" from him. it always makes me smile.

and work was good. a little toddler in the children's section was fascinated by my shelving, and i made him happy by giving him a board book. i'm not really a kids kind of person, but i can't resist a book-lover, no matter what their age! i was smiling at him, too.

after work, a train went by as i was heading over to my bus stop, so i stopped to watch it, and be made dizzy by it, and feel it's rumbling speed in my chest. there's just something about trains that i like, something that always puts a satisfied smile on my face.

and tonight we got a slightly perplexing new entry from you (nothing unusual in that *grin*), and several truly lovely comments, as well. and you know i was smiling for those.

just lots of little things today, small gifts, but such welcome ones, such shiny ones, so delightful that i'm smiling now remembering them.

i already said thank you to my dad, and i can't say thank you to the child or the train, so all that's left is to say thank you to you, mayo.

you really are a very kind-hearted man, aren't you? i never doubted it, but getting to see it is wonderful.

thank you, mayo. for this blog, and for sharing yourself with us.

sleep well, dream well, and wake with a smile, yes?
yes.

good night, mayo.

elena said...

I'm just dandy. Sorry to hear your news. Ignore the idiots, Hun.

Vivienne said...

Thanks elena.
I am trying. A little numb now, so it's ok.
I must say, I love your pic XD

Vivienne said...

TJ, I'm sure you're tucked up in bed by now, but that comment was lovely.
Really.

elena said...

I've always secretly wanted to be Princess Leia. LOL

Vivienne said...

elena, you'd make a lovely leia, I'm sure.

redrum said...

Change is good progress, even if made under pressure. You'll be fine, big M. Keep your head up.

Speaking of: I never thought to turn a penny over for the next person to find heads-up. Might do that from now on.

elena said...

Thanks cupcake. So you holding up okay?

Vivienne said...

elena.... I'm. I'm feeling so bad right now, I can't even explain it,
But I will be ok.
I see my doctor in a few days, I'm getting help, and she has experience with grief counseling.
Thank you for asking.

Hello redrum.

elena said...

That's excellent to hear cupcake. You take care of yourself. I'm gonna head off to bed as soon as I say goodnight to Mayo. See you tomorrow.

elena said...

So Mayo things looking up a bit? I hope so. It was nice that you spent a few minutes with us. The words you left for us meant a lot.

You take care of yourself, ya hear? (crap I just revented to South Carolina mode)I heard "Ya hear" every damn day down there. I have to admit I miss it. Okay I just got off topic. Happens a lot with me.

Bottom line is this. We like you Mayo. You're one of our own (scary isn't it?) It shouldn't be. We're pretty nice.

Oh and if things don't turn out quite right....I can always bake a cake with a file in it.

Ki o tsukete

Vivienne said...

Goodnight elena.

Take care of yourself doll.
Sleep well.

Vivienne said...

*

Not so lovable am I?

*

Anonymous said...

LOVABLE CUPCAKE?

No, fuckable at best.

Youre an attention seeking little fuck, and everyone here is gonna get sick of you any moment now.I know i am.

Anonymous said...

oh and I'm not scared of your threats, your on youre own now.

redrum said...

Nobody is lovable all of the time. My advice to you: tea. It is the favourite panacea over here.

(That and sleep, which I shall now do.)

Anonymous said...

some people are never lovable redrumm, just act cute, cupcake is a H-O-E

Vivienne said...

Anon, easier to kick people when they're down isn't it?
And please learn to spell and use some grammar, if a H-O-E like me can remember to spell YOU'RE then so should you.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hey asshole leave her alone. Anyway the only attention whore I see is an ass who needs to put other people down in order to get other people to pay attention to them.

Hello cupcake

Vivienne said...

Hi MJ, thank you, really.
*hugs*
How are you?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm alright just a little tried. I saw about your friend I'm sorry

Vivienne said...

Thanks hun.
Tired? what time is it where you are?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

3:09am

Bellatrix said...

Hello Mayo. Welcome back.

This new post of yours...are you waiting for the final judgement? Maybe...but you know me, I'm not that good in assumptions...

" Might I say that I have come to rely on you?

I have."

Oh well, thanks...but I guess the feeling's mutual, my dear.

Anyway, remember not to give up on your friendship and please, let us know if you feel a bit better, okay?
Take care, sir. Love to you.

SS, I saw you paid us a visit...thank you. But we'd love to hear from you more often...we miss you. Love to you, my friend



And now...Hello family!

Happy birthday again Pixie, and thanks for the party...it was fantastic!
Have a great day guys! See you later!
*HUGS & KISSES*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello bella

Vivienne said...

3am? fuck! no wonder! how was your day?

Hi and bye bellatrix.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It was alright. I actually just woke up.

Vivienne said...

Bellatrix said...

Hello Mayo. Welcome back.

This new post of yours...are you waiting for the final judgement? Maybe...but you know me, I'm not that good in assumptions...

" Might I say that I have come to rely on you?

I have."

Oh well, thanks...but I guess the feeling's mutual, my dear.



-...... It is.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I don't know what to think of this new post

Vivienne said...

Oh MJ, you're a contender for the 'weirdest hours' blog award I just invented.

Vivienne said...

Neither do I MJ..... I might just have too cloudier head at the moment but...
I dunno...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

If this was a week day I would be at work right now so it's not weird.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

On the post I'm never really sure what mayo is saying so I just leave them be.

Vivienne said...

I usually don't comment a lot on what Mayo says... there's so much speculation anyway.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

There is a lot of speculation. I just think it would be better if I left the post alone and focus and talking to you guys.

Vivienne said...

Aww MJ that's sweet.
I'm here for Mayo, I've said that, but I'm not going to trey and analyze each post.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I started out that why to but I don't think I have anything important to say to Mayo so I address him very little now.

Vivienne said...

Why don't you feel you have anything important to say? because so many other people say things or...
lol I'm in a curious mood.
Trying distractions.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Because most of my comments to him seem to get lost among the other comments so they must not be important.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

And if it helps ask me anything you feel like asking.

Vivienne said...

Yes well.... anything I say gets lost too I think.
I've never been acknowledged, but I understand.
Still, after these past few days something would've been nice. It's not hard to miss that I've been through the ringer.

Not because it's Mayo, not because I'm here to get his...or possibly her attention, but because it's polite damn it!

I'm here caring my ass off and...

Meh, I'm being tired and stupid.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

For me it when I ask a question directly towards him. If it's just a comment I don't care. I understand he doesn't get much time to be here.
So he can't answer every question so I just kinda stopped asking. I mean what is the point if you aren't going to get an answer.

Vivienne said...

Probably best to pretend I didn't say that.... I do sound attention seeking.
It's just nice to know, when you worry about someone that they might have room to worry about you.

I care for everyone here, and worry about them well things aren't good...

Vivienne said...

Yeah, i know what you mean MJ. No point. I'll give up eventually.
Or not....lol

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Fuck those people calling you an attention whore. You are having a bad time and you needed to vent. Not only that but you wanted help. If they want to be a bunch of heartless assholes that is their problem. Anyway no one is forcing them to read your comments.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Don't give up because of what I said. The same thing happens to me all the time in the real world. Things I say get ignored, misunderstood or just lost in other people's comments so I just don't feel the need to always keep trying to get hear.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

This is off subject but this is one of the reason why I'm pissed that Gerard feels the message he used to say isn't important anymore. Cupcake you were having a problem and you did exactly what old Gw advice you found someone to talk to. Now I going to assume that most of the people who come here are MCR fans so they should know that is one of the things that GW once thought was important. But now that that isn't an important message anymore they think it is okay to call someone an attention whore. It really make me sick and it's one of the may reasons that I can't stand most of the fans. They will follow that man's every word but they don't really think about what he was saying so if he stops saying it it was as if he never said it at. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say.

Vivienne said...

Aww MJ.... well this may not count as a whole hell of a lot, but I hear you *hugs*

Vivienne said...

MJ I definitely hear that.

I definitely am against following everything someone says or does. They have him on a pedestal as a god and it's ridiculous, and he's being an ass!
Maybe thing's are hard for him right now, I don't know, doesn't change the fact he's being an ass!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake it counts for a whole lot.

Vivienne said...

Most fans are being asses now too.

They won't listen, they're blind.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

But that is the thing most of them refuse to see it. I know people change it's a part of life. The problem comes when those changes don't seem to be good ones. Or when you reject all the things that were positive in your life for no good reason.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

From my experience it wasn't that big of a leap for them to become asses. Most of the ones I had come across were well on their ways to becoming asses.

Vivienne said...

From a distance I thought they were a friendly, tightly knit bunch... but my god, they go rabid if questioned.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

They do. It's really sad. but the sadest part is it wasn't even the teenager untill recently. Most of the fans that were asses were the adults who should know better. I understand that the teenagers have found something special to them so they are going to act like that. It comes with being that age. But the adults.

Vivienne said...

The adults should know better. It's pretty disgusting.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes it is. Cupcake is there anything you want to talk about something ou need to get out of your system. I just had my rant you should have yours.

Vivienne said...

No... I think I don't really have the heart to rant now.
I can't be a tough cookie all the time, and right now *whispers* I'm feeling small....

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Why are you feeling small?

Vivienne said...

I've been stood on so much lately...

Martha Smith-Jones said...

well here is my hand. Let me help me help you stand up tall. And I will try my best to kick the crap out of anyone who tries to stand on you.

Vivienne said...

MJ *takes hand* You're amazing, I hope you know that.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Thank you but you are amazing to. you knew that you needed help and you tried to get it. Most people just give up.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Okay I'm not that amazing just reread that post "let me help me help" What kind of alien speak is that.

Vivienne said...

I couldn't give up. I have people who love and need me.
I realized I had to get my act together, or I wouldn't be here anymore.

Vivienne said...

lol let me help me, help you to help me in helping you!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake there are adults who can't be that rationale about things. So that still makes you very amazing.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hahaha I had to read that comment of yours about three times. I'm a little slow right now.

Vivienne said...

Don't worry about it, I had to write it about three times! lol

And thank you! I'm pretty rational for an untreated bipolar-bear! XD

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I'm still here just couldn't think of a response to our last comment.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

It's cold

Vivienne said...

LMAO

It IS cold.

Very cold.....

*shuffles feet*

Yeah, we need a new, exiting topic!

Do you like Mikey Or Gerard better? who do you think will go bald first? Gerard is older, but Mikey's hair is already receding!
LOL

Anonymous said...

gerard arthur way weres unicorn t shit next to jon bon jovi. teehee


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ay/video/2211181/gerard-way-and-
jon-bon-jovi-interview/

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Gerard Mikey is just a little to shy for my taste. Not sure who will go bald first. I think Gerard will start losing it in a big patch in the back

Vivienne said...

Unicorns and Bon Jovi... interesting combo....

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