I am sitting at a table with friends, it is dark and loud. I am bored. I am absently searching for something affecting to distract me, when I spot myself sitting across the room. I am at a table with some friends…and I am staring right back at myself. I am unable to look away. The gaze between us has me transfixed. Then he, the other me, shuns me with a smirk and joins the conversation at his table. He is speaking, and his hands are gesturing along with his alluring tale. His friends are captivated by the unconstrained other me. I envy his ease. Now I am alone at my table and I am singing to the other me. My song is pleading for him to hear, to once again find me, but he does not. And just as I am about to stop singing, you grab my hand and pull me up from my chair, and I wake up.
p.s. it is because the light reflected from painted glass is ambiguous. mirror me in your words, and that is where I find clarity. as do you, in each others.
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YAY! See Frank, I'm right there with ya, buddy!
Hi everyone.
Hey anon, I do not think anyone here thinks that the way Frank is acting has anything to do with US or this Blog. Get a grip.
sdock10 said...
Some need to be reminded:
For those with faith, no explanation is necessary. For those without, no explanation is possible. -Thomas Aquinas
nice post mayo. for once i think i understand it!
hope you're ok by the way?
hello to everyone else. i'm here for a while but don't know for how long.....ususal shit!
hope everyone's good?
and just gotta point out again, good research mayo - get the clock to european time and post your blogs at appropriate european time for some one who is touring, a little bit pre sound check or something like that so you can get your comment in before you've gotta be some place else.
but some of SS comments were looking decidedly dodgey for some one that may be should've been on stage at the time (on the last blog)??
i don't really care if mayo and SS aren't who we would hope them to be (ok may be a tad) but if you're gonna fake it make sure you fake it 100% other wise whats the point??
sorry if i sounded a bit bitchy then but i've been thinking that for a while.
Anon we have our own free minds let us come to our own conclusion on the matter with Frank.
Anyway unless you are him or someone close to him how do you know what is going on with him.
Sd10,
Hehe!! That comment was funny.
Sorry about your shitty day at work.
Miss Monster
And some here never questioned or lost their faith.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Your welcome Miss M
Anonymous, are you saying Frank's behavior is not relevant to us or the blogs?
Do you seriously think Frank comes here??
You all have one hell of a puppet master pulling your strings.
Here is something fun I just got. Since most of us here were born in the 70's I thought it was fitting.
If you were a little girl in the 70's...
You had that Fisher Price Doctor's Kit with a stethoscope that actually worked.
You owned a bicycle with a banana seat and a plastic basket with flowers on it.
You learned to skate with actual skates (not roller blades) that had metal wheels.
You thought Gopher from Love Boat was cute (admit it!)
You had nightmares after watching Fantasy Island .
You had either a "bowl cut" or "pixie", not to mention the "Dorothy Hamill". People sometimes thought you were a boy.
You had rubber boots for rainy days and Moon boots for snowy days.
You owned a "Slip-n-Slide", on which you injured yourself on a sprinkler head more than once.
You owned "Klick-Klacks" and smacked yourself in the face more than once!
Your Holly Hobbie sleeping bag was your most prized possession.
You begged Santa for the electronic game, Simon.
You spent hours in your backyard on your metal swing set with the trapeze.
The swing set tipped over at least once.
You had homemade ribbon barrettes in every imaginable color.
You had a pair of Doctor Scholl's sandals (the ones with hard sole & the buckle).
You wanted your first kiss to be at a roller rink!
PONG! ("video tennis" ) was the most remarkable futuristic game you've ever heard of !
Your hairstyle was described as having "wings" or "feathers" and you kept it "pretty" with the comb you kept in your back pocket. When you walked, the "wings" flapped up and down, looked like you were gonna "take off" .
You know who Strawberry Shortcake is, as well as her friends, Blueberry Muffin and Huckleberry Pie.
You carried a Muppets lunch box to school and it was metal, not plastic.
With the thermos inside some were glass inside and broke the first time you dropped them..
You and your girlfriends would fight over which of the Dukes of Hazzard was your boyfriend.
YOU had Star Wars action figures, too!
It was a big event in your household each year when the "Wizard of Oz" would come on TV. Your mom would break out the popcorn and sleeping bags!
You often asked your Magic-8 ball the question:
"Who will I marry. Shaun Cassidy? Leif Garrett? or David Cassidy?"
You completely wore out your Grease, Saturday Night Fever, and Fame soundtrack record album.
You tried to do lots of arts and crafts, like yarn and Popsicle-stick God's eyes,
decoupage, or those weird potholders made on a plastic loom.
You made Shrinky-Dinks and put iron-on kittens on your t-shirts!
You used to tape record songs off the radio by holding your portable tape player up to the speaker. {This my favorite}
You had subscriptions to Dynamite and Tiger Beat.
You thought Olivia Newton John's song "Physical" was about aerobics. (?? its not??)
You wore friendship pins on your tennis shoes, or shoelaces with heart or r a i n b o w designs.
You drowned yourself in Love's Baby Soft - which was the first "real" perfume you ever owned.
You glopped your lips in Strawberry Roll-on lip-gloss till it almost dripped off.
Lets I see FASC and Anima and SD10. Hey how are you guys?
^sorry that was so long.
Anonymous, are you going to drop it already?
I'm good, thanks MJ. How are you?
You can fuck everything up, you can make yourself appear the WORST possible person alive. You can spit in my face. You can try to knock me down, I will get up.
I am not a martyr, nor protagonist. I will never judge you. I keep my word.
I TRUST IN YOU, I BELIEVE IN YOU.
You are not damaged goods.
Anonymous said...
Bleeding Chaos said...
Your welcome Miss M
Anonymous, are you saying Frank's behavior is not relevant to us or the blogs?
Do you seriously think Frank comes here??
You all have one hell of a puppet master pulling your strings.
November 8, 2007 9:07 PM
Why does it matter to you? We are adults here with free will and our own minds. If people want to believe let them believe it isn't hurting you. Or us for that matter.
Is your life so full of shit that the only way you can find joy is by trying to make others as miserable as you are?
just wanted to say that i have nothing against mayo or SS (obviously) but if this is a big game to them which lets face it could be very likely:
a) get your shit spot on and
b) its a bit mean really.
sorry i'm sounding negative but i can't always be positive. my opinion on all this changes daily.
but in terms of MCR saw some footage earlier on you tube from 3rd nov and all this shit aside, they fucking rocked!
You all have one hell of a puppet master pulling your strings.
Silly Anon, we know Frank doesn't come here.
Anima I'm good so very good right now.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Anonymous, are you going to drop it already?
Why?
This is a great blog, you've all made deep connections no doubt about it but someone's directing this show and its cast.
hello martha. i'm fine just feeling a little bit questioning of certain things, one of those doubtful moments ya know but i am fine, thanks.
Hi, there! I see I've missed a bunch of stuff again. How is everyone?
And we are all just actors playing are parts. So than its no different than real life.
You had that Fisher Price Doctor's Kit with a stethoscope that actually worked.
You learned to skate with actual skates (not roller blades) that had metal wheels.
You owned "Klick-Klacks" and smacked yourself in the face more than once!
You begged Santa for the electronic game, Simon.
You spent hours in your backyard on your metal swing set with the trapeze.
The swing set tipped over at least once.
You had a pair of Doctor Scholl's sandals (the ones with hard sole & the buckle).
PONG! ("video tennis" ) was the most remarkable futuristic game you've ever heard of !
You used to tape record songs off the radio by holding your portable tape player up to the speaker. {This my favorite}
You glopped your lips in Strawberry Roll-on lip-gloss till it almost dripped off.
I agree with all of the above ha!
Hello Mya how are you today?
Anonymous @ 9.16pm,
So does that mean you are annoyed on our behalf?
Good to hear MJ.
Here's something funny. My boss is attending Sexual Harassment classes. Do you want to know why? ME! What a fucker.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Your welcome Miss M
Anonymous, are you saying Frank's behavior is not relevant to us or the blogs?
Yes, I am.
anima thanks for that. i'm a little younger (not young though) but my brother is older so i was giggling at the stuff you posted.
and i'm english so didn't get them all. thanks though for brightening my mood.
MarthaJones said...
And we are all just actors playing are parts. So than its no different than real life.
As long as you know who your working for...great.
This is a great blog, you've all made deep connections no doubt about it but someone's directing this show and its cast.
If someone is directing me, they neglected to tell me. I wish they had cos then maybe I'd have taken the time to read the script.
If I forget my lines, will someone prompt me.
"You are not damaged goods."
Who the fuck are you calling damaged goods? I sure hope you are referring to Gerard and not Frank.
Miss T -
You spent hours in your backyard on your metal swing set with the trapeze.
The swing set tipped over at least once. This happened to me ALL the time!!
I think they forgot to add "Ghost in the Graveyard." Did anyone ever play that game?
Klick-Klacks! God, I'd forgotten about those! Mine were a beautiful clear ocean blue color.
Wow...
Hi, MarthaJones! I'm glad, so glad, that it is Thursday. It is my Friday, you see.
Anima said...
Good to hear MJ.
Here's something funny. My boss is attending Sexual Harassment classes. Do you want to know why? ME! What a fucker.
November 8, 2007 9:19 PM
you gotta be kidding?? what did you do to him??
Anima said...
Good to hear MJ.
Here's something funny. My boss is attending Sexual Harassment classes. Do you want to know why? ME! What a fucker.
November 8, 2007 9:19 PM
Can you tell us what he did?
MissTottenham said...
If someone is directing me, they neglected to tell me. I wish they had cos then maybe I'd have taken the time to read the script.
If I forget my lines, will someone prompt me.
ok. How about. "Mayo, who for art thou Mayo."
Anon, is there a point to you coming here? If so, I would love to hear about it.
Faraway - I'm glad you got some of them. I was surprised how much I related to. It seemed like such a small world back then.
Hi Mayo and everyone else!
How are you guys doing?
Mya, I've made a start on Frank's. It's coming along nicely.
MJ, he is just a slimy fuck. Tried to kiss me a couple of times/touches my leg. Asks me out on dates. I couldn't prove anything - so they decided to make him attend classes. Whatever. He is kind of a bigwig, so I think they are protecting him.
I did like that one anon. Touche.
farawaysoclose, i am someone who likes to sit on the fence (not literally of course) and I go from believeing to not believeing from one day to the next as well. what you said about ss posting when he should be on stage made me look at the last blog to check, and i can't see what you mean. he posted at 6.26 and again at 10.37 (i'm assuming these posts were by ss cos they sound like him)
GS, I am so excited to see what you made!!!
Not too bad, thankyou Bellatrix.
As I have said many times before it doesn't matter to me who is rung this blog and who SS is. If they are one in the same or two friends having fun with us.
What matters is that I found a place where I can speak freely about my worries and feelings for MCR. So we maybe being used as entertainment for a couple of shit heads. WE are using them to. WE have taken over their blog and use it for our own purposes so I think we are even.
Howdy all! How is everyone today? I hope you are all well.
Mayo’s blog today reminded me of a song an old friend of mine wrote. One line, from said song, in particular: “Turn out the lights, the party’s over……We’re just fools on parade”
This old friend of mine had two different selves as well. One was outgoing, entertaining, wild, the life of the party. He usually showed this personality on stage and for a couple of hours after a show. The other ‘self’ was the quiet, contemplative, insecure - but kind, one. The one that always wondered and asked if he had ‘made a fool’ of himself while the spotlight was on. He saw himself as two completely different people; and, despite being a wonderful person, was never able to ‘merge’ the two separate personalties into ONE complete, balanced being. The quiet one always felt like a ’fool on parade’ because of the outgoing one……. My friend ended up hanging himself on Thanksgiving day, almost 12 years ago now.
I have often wondered if there was something I could have said to him that could have helped him more, could have saved him……then I finally realized, we ALL have to WANT to save ourselves. We all have to learn to forgive ourselves. We all have to WANT to be a well balanced being and we have to fight for it!
Having said that, I in no way mean people hear should stop trying to help Mayo or each other. Perhaps one of you here is THE ONE who will say the words another person needs to hear. Perhaps one of you will inspire another with your rallying cry! I know you all inspire me, each and every day. For that, I thank you all!
Keep fighting the good fight and may we all win!
Only a week to wait Anima!
Oh, Hi, GS! Will you be posting any pictures of your completed project? Can't wait to see!
Anima said...
Anon, is there a point to you coming here? If so, I would love to hear about it.
Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, but i can piss people off.
"you gotta be kidding?? what did you do to him??"
Ha! Faraway that just made me smile so big. I think the way I wrote that came out wrong. He is going because of what he did to me not the other way around. I think I just puked in my mouth a little bit thinking of me doing something to him. EWWWWWW!!!!
hello gs and Bellatrix how are you.
Anima, at least he has to spend the day in a boring ass class.
Mayo, I believe we all came here for the same reason. For the well-being of a special man that's probably going through one of the toughest times of his life.
No matter how many times we call you out, we love you. You know that by now. I don't want this band to go to shit. I don't want to see you ruin your life. I'm here to help in any possible way I can. We all are. I'm thankful every single time you give us a new post, even if it's one that literally makes me sick to my stomach.
I still have some hope that one day you'll look back on a few things and say "I look like an idiot. I need to stop this". Who knows, maybe you already have.
We're one huge family. We're all in this together. I'll admit there have been a few times that I truly wanted to leave, but I never will. I promise you.
We all love you. We all care.
You're welcome gnothi seauton! :)
Dang, Anima! He really is a shit, isn't he? I hope the classes will help!
Good day to you anon616. How are you?
Anon you are far from pissing anyone off.
Mya - I would if I knew how! A bit ' computer challenged ' as my daughter likes to say!
Hello everyone.
Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, but i can piss people off.
Great. And?
hi anon @9.28pm
i don't remember the times exactly but it was the later time that caught my eye when i read it initially. you say 10.37pm so either he's on stage then or just come off but hardly the right time to be logging on???? do you get my point?
i don't want to get picky but it seemed odd to me.
Hello CTV and thank you for what you said.
Hello Martha :)
MarthaJones said...
Good day to you anon616. How are you?
Anon you are far from pissing anyone off.
Apologies. My T sticks.. it should have read "it".
Hi Mya! Yup he is a shit, but he will probably be playing with his blackberry the whole time. Doubt it will effect him. I'm letting karma do what it needs to do on this one. But it still makes me laugh that he had to be there all day.
Hi Anon616, CTV, and Bellatrix!
Hi CTV, my little goddess. How are you today?
GS, do you have a memory card and a slot for one on the computer?
Hello CTV.
And FASC, are you allowing for the time difference?
Evening/ afternoon all!
Finally caught up.
Everyone doing ok?
Hello marthajones! I'm fine, thank you for asking.
what about you?
Don't think so, but I'm pretty sure my daughter has a lead that goes straight from the camera to the computer?
anima...fuck sorry bout that!! hope he gets what he deserves!
i am a twat! sorry.
martha i do agree with you but as i live in the same time zone as mcr are at the moment i'm more aware of the time if you know what i mean. its very obvious that if mayo and SS aren't who we may be think then they are definitely pretending to be who we think. i just thought if they don't get it spot on in that respect then it seems a bit wank if you get me????
may be i'm getting a bit negative on it but people are getting affected by this.
Hello DG :)
Thank you for your blog, MJ.
Hello gnothi seauton, Miss T, anima, MJ, and anyone else lurking out there.
Miss T I am fine, my sweet. First to comment, eh? How are you?
fuck.. GS...whats the time diff?? thought we were the same now our clocks have changed?????
don't wanna look like a bigger twat than i usually do. negativity is a bummer!!!!!
I'm still here and I'm good.
Anon it sucks when the letter stick my v likes to do that.
Anon, Farawaysoclose,
I'm a lurker, I'm with sdock10 all the way, when I first got here I was a cynic, but I have seen some stuff here that has convinced me that Mayo and SS are legit. Over time there have been tiny details and clues that I am aware not everyone will have picked up on, I don't even know if they were left intentionally or not. I'm not gonna push my opinion on anyone else but I just wanted to point something out.
The times you gave Anon (6.26pm and 10.37pm)were GMT (UK time) which is what this blog is set to.
This means SS actually posted at 7.26pm and then again at 11.37pm Belgian time. The show last night started at 8pm.
If anything, his absence during the hours the show is occuring is more conspicuous.
I'm great thanks CTV.
Yes, first for once.
OP, sorry but I couldn't open that link. I'm sure the picture was fantastic.
That was me who said about time zones FASC.
Where did they play last?
Awwww J, tell L thank you so much. That was so sweet.
CTV your welcome its just how I feel.
Star, yes, we met in a basement, no it was not in Jersey (just across the border).
J, please tell L that was beautiful. She is missed greatly. I wish she'd come back.
hello, everyone!
interesting reading today.
(anima, that list of 70's things cracked me up!) if you don't mind, i have a few things to say.
ss, i really don't like the idea that you feel like you can't stay. those bonds that have been forming, they are stronger than they appear. outsiders might just see e-buddies, or an internet addiction, but you know there's something more here. for all of us. for you, as much as any of us.
i know you're stronger than this. i know you aren't easily toppled by a measly windstorm. that's all yesterday was. can't you hear that in what everyone is writing? the storm is blown out, it's done.
you belong here. you're a part of us too. you warm-hearted man, are you trying to be the grinch? listen to all us little who's down here in whoville, singing to you!
l., that goes for you, too. :)
mayo, you might know by now that i have this little belief in magic. so, my first answer to your question is that fate brought us here, because we all need to be here. this blog is a magic circle where we can all find some level of transformation.
personally, though, whatever magic might have had a hand in getting me here, i came because i heard this might really be you. and i was worried enough by the changes in your behavior throughout the prorev tour that i hoped if this blog really was written by you, i might find reassurance here that you were alright.
so i lurked. i read. i waited for each new post. but no way was i going to comment. i kind of had a weird personal taboo about interacting with you. i didn't want to ever be seen as a "fan". so i just read, and some posts made me worry more, and some eased my fears.
then you made that one post, the one with "p.s. held up in a castle up on that hill."
and i found it, and read it, and was so afraid. and no one had commented. i waited, my fear grew. i didn't know why i was afraid. no one was making a comment. finally, i couldn't stand it. that p.s. had to be answered. so i broke my taboo.
i've been slowly joining the ranks ever since.
and the further i opened my self to this place, the more i've been rewarded. i've seen you change. i can hear it. the magic circle is working on you, just like magic always does. and the magic circle is working on me, too. i don't know how, yet, but i can feel it's sparkle.
mayo, i came here for you. i stayed here for you. whatever i can give you, it's yours. the friendship and, yes, love i'm finding here is a gift i didn't expect, but i'm accepting it. with open hands.
and that is my essay for the day!
Ignore my last comment. The anon posted what I was thinking.
Thank you anon.
OPs I cant see the picture just like LJ photo bucket hates me to. Oh why do they hate me so?
Miss T, I couldn't open it either, but I just took out all the parts after "original punks" and it brought me to their photo site.
No worries Gnothi Seauton, I really should join in here a bit more but I don't know anyone!
L. wanted me to give this to you guys as a gift. She uploaded some of her drawings and has created one of a rose as a symbol for the "Mayo's Mafia" if you would like.
http://s226.photobucket.com/albums/dd181/Original_Punks/
Thanks,
J.
Thank you Anon. Also, faraway, I was thinking the same thing last night so I checked all the times. It seems like it was cutting it close, but legit. But who knows since I do not even know what time zone this thing is set on anymore.
Anon,
We'll keep on believing together.
farawaysoclose, I am somewhat in agreement with you on this. I'm not totally sold on this thing either. And I hope no one take too much offense to this, but instead of this being Mayo's blog, or even about Mayo's blog, it sometimes seems more like a chat room. No wonder the comments reach 2000-3000! And no wonder I can't keep up!
Anon at 9:49, join in!
Thanks for the hint anima.
J, tell L that the picture is lovely.
well d-dang I missed the new blog, m, Rose, anons...
curse these time zones!!!
Hi everyone
Anon, we were all strangers to begin with :)
Anima - maybe cutting it close maybe not. With us turning back the clocks the other week we MIGHT technically be 2hrs behind the rest of Europe. I don't know if the mainland change their clocks like Britain.
anon 9.45pm
thanks so much for that. that makes me feel a shit load better. you know when you just start thinking how ludicrous it all is and then .,....oh shit i don't know.
ok i'll shut up, i just got in my head that this was not only a game but a mean game too! sorted, me is fine.
thanks GS by the way!
and anon if you are the same anon @
9.49pm please do. we are friendly!
Hello tj how are you.
oh thanks for the welcome Anima and Sdock10!
Sdock10, I was watching you yesterday holding on and getting your hands blistered! I shouldn't laugh but the way you put it was funny.
Hello GS, how are things?
My Dear Mayo,
I 'assembled here', as I believe did many others, initially out of concern and a desire to extend the hand of friendship and support.
I can relate to some of the things I think you are saying, as can many of us.
I think we all value the friendship and support offered here and I sincerely hope you do too.
Much Love.
Mayo;
I liked this post. Something about it was very different than any other one you have posted. I love it. You never cease to amaze me Mayo. Sometimes, you have something to learn from your dreams. Did you learn anything? To me, it seems like some part of you is unhappy with who you are as a person. You are trying to help yourself, but you know that it isn't easy.
So, how is everyone doing today?! =] I am in a very happy mood, *HUGS* all around!
Love;
-007
Hey ep, there was talk of building a time machine last night. The Dr. is willing to let us use the tardis. He loves Mcr.
Thank you Farawaysoclose, I sat here for ages screwing up enough courage to write that post!
I know exactly what you mean though. There are so many gullible people out there and I arrived here a cynic and gradually saw things that opened my eyes and became a believer!
Hi Ergo :)
And J, please tell L that we miss her and we hope she comes back soon, and the rose is lovely.
hello Dg and Ph how are you guys doing?
hey there martha. i'm good -- okay, a little embarrassed about what i wrote, but i can live with it!
how are you today?
anon,
Sometimes I ger a carried away with what I write and maybe I go just a touch overboard, but I am entertaining as always.
I'm glad I brought a smile to your face.
Those blisters hurt like a bitch though.
Hello anon and welcome to the Mayo Clinic. We are know accepting applications to join the Mayo Mafia.
Would you like to join?
Hello Martha!=]
I am doing very good, I passed my geography test with a 92%, and I thought I was going to fail=] Plus, no school tomorrow!=]
How are you?
Hey martha. It's all good,thanks!
I'm doin fine TJ
well if he's still doing it when they get to Oz I'll be able to tell you the time!
Othrwise I'm 11 hrs ahead of europe, and 14 hrs ahead of the blog time here
I think....it's 8 am Nov 9 right now
Anon, come join us. We have cupcakes ^_^
Hi Ergo and DG!
Anon, pick a name for yourself so we know when it is you.
Faraway, I go back and forth to - some days I am totally convinced and then others I am like there is NO WAY in hell this could be. But as Anon said, things are coming together quite nicely around here and I am pretty much sold. Also, there are some imposters who like to mess with us, so that could also cause some confusion. At least we are all in this together!
Damaged goods?
I thought I heard my name called.
Well, I'm off from work now and on my way to the hacienda.
See you guys in a bit.
Love,
S
Well done, paperheartxx!
You are such a sweetie, you know! And clever too, it appears!
paperheartxx said...
Hello Martha!=]
I am doing very good, I passed my geography test with a 92%, and I thought I was going to fail=] Plus, no school tomorrow!=]
How are you?
November 8, 2007 10:03 PM
We need cupcakes we need to have a party for Ph. I'm fine by the way.
I heard this song on the way home from work and it made me think of you...
i think i've reached that point
where giving up and going on
are both the same dead end to me
are both the same old song
i think i've reached that point
where every wish has come true
and tired disguised oblivion
is everything i do
please stop loving me
please stop loving me
i am none of these things
i think i've reached that point
where all the things you have to say
and hopes for something more from me
are just games to pass the time away
please stop loving me
please stop loving me
i am none of these things
i think i've reached that point
where every word that you write
of every blood dark sea
and every soul black night
and every dream you dream me in
and every perfect free from sin
and burning eyes
and hearts on fire
are just the same old song
please stop loving me
please stop loving me
i am none of these things
i am none of these things
i am none of these things
The Cure - "End"
Hi PH!! And thank you the other night for the extra hug before I left. I do love your hugs. :)
Goodbye Sdock! *hug*
Belgium is one hour ahead of the UK according to world clocks.
Not that I doubted ;)
Can I really join the Mayo Mafia?
That is so cool! What do I have to do?
and there are those times that i am completely and totally invisible
hey anon@ 10pm sorry i've been the cynic tonight (is that how it is spelt??). anyway please join us, get yourself a name,tis better than being anon.
i sadly have to leave now, gutting as i'm all fucking positive again, but mr bloke (he's my twatty but lovely partner) is getting pissed off at me! story of my life blah blah etc.
so goodbye to one and all.
and anon make your name clear so i know who you are tomorrow when i try to catch up on all this stuff.
lots of love guys
x
Hey anima!
I can't stay long, have to visit the accountant and do some paperwork then grocery shopping I hope to be back later.
At least my earache appears to be gone =)
I'll stay a bit but if I disappear you'll know why
hugs to everyone who said hello
MJ Dr can come pick me up anytime!
paperheartxx said...
Anon, come join us. We have cupcakes ^_^
Do you have any idea how stupid I feel? I have been lurking all this time too worried to post anything and all I had to do was say hello and I am already treated like part of the family.
Mafia? Family? You aren't ever going to let me leave are you? haha
Hi mya, you're not invisible! You ok?
Thanks Dei Gratia! =] I am extremely happy about this!
Martha, yes cupcakes are in order! I have a few in my pocket left over from this morning;) That is good to hear that you are doing good! =] *hug*
Anima, hugs are amazing. I think I truly have become a hug whore.
Mya, you are not invisable! I see you!!! I feel that way sometimes too. It gets kind of crowded in here.
Bye Sdock!
Magic Pie, I LOVE The Cure. One of my all time favorites. Can't get enough of them. Thank you for posting that.
Mya, you are not invisible in my books! =] *HUG*
Anon, of course we would welcome you with open arms. As long as you aren't one of those anonymous people who just like to start shit with everyone, then you are fine! =] You are apart of the family, and no you can never leave! =] *HUG*
No you are not Mya I thought I said hi to you but if I didn't I'm sorry.
Hello Mya how are you would you like a cupcake?
No anon we will never let you go.
Mya; sorry, didn't intentionally not capitalise your name.....I am but an idiot!!
hug whore ! hahahaha
yes anon, you are now part of "the Family"
*said sitting back in chair with cotton wool balls stuffed in cheeks*
anyone who tries to leave gets to swim with the fishes...
(and I married into a big Sicilian family - so watch it!!)
hehehehe
(I am only joking too, just in case)
I should introduce myself really.
I'm Lucy (the lurker)but you can just call me Lucy!
Bye Faraway!
Anon, it's really hard to leave once you join. In fact it has become an addiction. I started in the beginning, but posting totally as an anon - I was barely on so I was behind all the time. I even checked the internet on my phone while I was away in Portland last month. But over the last month I really started to feel like I belonged. I love it.
Glad you joined in. :)
Anima, you have good taste!
By the way Mayo, if you are a Cure fan, take some time tonight and listen to the Wish album...
Mya, are you there?
to join the mafia all you need is a name. That way we don't confuse you with the asshole anons. We wouldn't want to accidentally attack you by mistake
Do I have to sign up for a blog?
Lucy
MP, the wish album was my anthem in highschool. Love it with all my heart. I had it on tape, and it would always melt in the tape deck. I replaced that darn thing so many times.
Hello all. I'm at work not working. Ha it's great to be the owner. What am I gonna do? Fire myself? Ha. I wish I could some days. Hope everyone is feeling better now. I'm very sad some have left us. It's okay we will keep their place at the table waiting for their return.
Okay I'm lost again we have some people leaving so I'm just going to give you a group goodbye and hope to hear from you again soon.
Hello again Mya, I still see you.
Congratulations PH!
Bye FASC
Might see you later Ergo.
Aw..thanks Anima. Now I'm here you probably won't be able to shut me up as I am a little chatterbox!
Lucy
No Lucy, not if you do not want to you. You can always just put your name in the top by clicking the "other" option before posting.
Yes, ergo, I am certainly a hug whore! ^_^
Lucy, welcome to our family!! *HUG*
Way to go, PH!
Hi Elena. No Lucy you don't have to have a blog if you don't want one. Hit the other put and it will allow you to have Lucy come up as your name. I think that's how it works.
Hey elena!
Wow, I'm confused by all the people!
Hello and *hug* to all coming, goodbye and *hug* for all leaving!! =]
Again thanks guys! =]
*HUG*
Hello Elena :)
Mya, I was on the blog for 45 minutes this evening before anyone spoke to me so I think 'tis I who is invisible :)
Hi Elena!
Do you all have blogs then? I would never know what to write, I don't really think of myself as that interesting.
Welcome Lucy,
Pull up a chair.
*goodbye see you later* - HUGS for all !!!!
Hey Lucy catch you around !
I'll be back.....
BYE ERGOPROXY! *HUG*
Mya hello if you are out there? I know how it can be thinking no one is listening. Story of my life. Truth is we all are listening but sometimes people get all caught up in a discussion and don't even notice others. Just human nature.
Bye to everyone who is leaving!
I can see me getting totally addicted to this blog.
Lucy said...
Do you all have blogs then? I would never know what to write, I don't really think of myself as that interesting.
November 8, 2007 10:20 PM
I felt the same way still do. But I have a blog and it has a few things on it. It wasn't even created so that I to give myself a voice . It was to clear up a misunderstanding but I have it now so I use it.
GS and Anima - Hello to you too. How are you guys?
And congrats PH! Good for you! (sorry, I missed that post). Geography sucked for me.
Mya, where did you go? Come back!!!
I am invisiable all the time. I just have been really chatty lately.
Welcome aboard the crazy train, Lucy. I'm glad you got a name.
If anyone is going to any of the upcoming shows they should wear a shirt that says Mayo on it just to see his reaction. I would pay good money to see that.
Mya hello if you are out there? I know how it can be thinking no one is listening. Story of my life. Truth is we all are listening but sometimes people get all caught up in a discussion and don't even notice others. Just human nature.
I did this the other day Mya, completely blanked loads of people because I was head to head with an Anon.
I wrote an apology yesterday to everyone. It is never intentional :\
Ohh Lucy, I suggested that a few blogs back. I believe someone said they were going to one soon.. I forget who though. Oops.
Crap you guys, I gotta leave. I will be back on later.
Love to everyone.
Bye Mayo, bye SS. Hope to see you later too! Love Always.
I'm off guys, Bye!
Have a good night/rest of the day!
Hello and Goodbye to anyone I missed.
Take care!
Bye Anima! *HUG*
Bye Dei Gratie! *HUG*
Has anyone else noticed my deep love for the exclamation mark. See...idiot!!!!!!!!
Life is okay, somewhere in between meh and happy, happy, joy, joy.
Why is it that from time to time there is suddenly a whole bunch of anon's that turn up? How do they know to turn up at the same time? Have you noticed they only do it when something has 'happened' and it seems to me they enjoy gloating over other people's misfortune or to say I told you so.
Bye Anima.
Bye DG.
Lucy,
The anons all turn up together because they do the same as we've all done, they LURK!!
And it's not all anons, just a SELECT few!
Hello Jen once again I find myself have to bid a group farewell to my friends here. To all those who are leaving have a good day/evening.
Bye Anima Bye Dei Gratie
Hurry back.
Welcome Lucy. Glad to have a new member of the family.
I believe that it is a usually a group of people who just decide to come over here and annoy us from time to time.
Adsum, quod me vocavistis!
Amicus libenter venit!"
I am here. Those of you who have called out to me, I gladly call you friends.
THANK YOU FINALLY for the translation. Even though I found it on Mayo's old post.
I was online this morning when the latin phrase was posted by an anonymous, and I tried desperately to figure it out. Elena and I both got "To assist , and me vocavistis! Male friend willingly came!". This proves that I lack latin translation skills.
Thanks Elena, I'm actually quite shy and even worse with people I don't know so it took me ages to build up the courage to post here. If I had known it was this easy I would have done it ages ago!
Thanks everyone for welcoming me!
You guys,
We have a couple of people that are very upset and want to leave us. I want them to know how much they will be missed. So, please if you have not told them, GO now and tell them.
People should never feel like their feelings or words are not important or that they won't be missed.
myalyas, i hope you're still around!
this place can be pretty weird sometimes -- sometimes you say hello and you can't keep up with all the greetings, and then other times, like with me today, you make a post where you're basically spilling your guts (or that's the way it feels anyway! *grin*) and it just seems to disappear.
it's really weird, but nothing personal, i believe. just the way it works.
*shrugs*
tj,
I see you and your words, my friend.
Hiya Sdock :)
To my friends here who wish to leave you can't this is a family and we hold you very dear. We need your input. Please come back.
To Tj And Mya sorry that I may have missed something you wrote or you. It was not done on purpose. You guys should know how it gets in here sometimes.
I see you and your words, my friend.
sdock, that means so much to me. you're one of the ones i really admire here, because you seem to always be speaking so much from your own truth.
thank you. <3
You guys should know how it gets in here sometimes.
yeah, crazy! lol
it's all good, martha. :)
Hi GS,
The air is kinda stagnant in here this evening, not the good inhaling kind.
We can't let Sister Midnite and L. leave. We just can't. Not without a damn good fight.
Goodnight "Jonesin' for Martha" I keep missing you here.
I have to go now as well, but I will definately be back!
Thanks again to everyone!
Goodbye Martha and Lucy.
*HUG*
Love has been sent sdock, although I don't remember saying so to Sister Midnite. SM and L don't leave us!!
Bye Lucy.
SDock: I put the love out there for Sister Midnight and L. I hope it helps.
You are right, just believe (and hang in there)
Sorry about that I was away from my computer Later Lucy. I 'm not going any where I was saying my good byes to those who were leaving sorry if you guys read it to be I was leaving. I will be here on and off till about 10pm PST. I have a lot of free time right now.
Oh, hello Lucy. Now we have a Lucy and a Luci (Sdock). Ha! Ha!
Lucy, just in case you weren't aware Sdock is actually someone very special. Yes Luci is short for Lucifer. Be careful around her.
Just kiddin'.
Hello all my blogger friends!
Smoke has arrived.
For how long who knows?
Who knows anything?
I don't. I don't know shit.
Gotta do this more often.
I feel like Adam
Kapunua, you know Adam don't you?
He is awesome.
Just thought I'd say that.
Read his blog today
He had a conversation with a deer
Interesting to say the least
He's a talker that Adam
Oh well, I sound like I'm on speed
Speed, yeah I need some
Not in the pill form though
Maybe just when I'm at work
Wouldn't they like that?
Betcha I got all ya'll scratchin' ya heads don't I?
What the fuck is up with the Princess?
Muwahahah!
SISTER MIDNITE & L., YA'LL BETTER GET YOUR ASSES BACK HERE, PRONTO!
CAPTAIN'S ORDERS!
Hey S&V! *HUG*
Your comment made me giggle.
You sure have that power over me.. =]
Sister Midnight and L - I understand where you are coming from. Sometimes I feel hoarse from screaming. Nothing seems to make a damn difference. But the way I see it is this. I'm screaming trying to make a difference. Not just to Mayo but in screaming I'm keeping regret away. I'm never gonna have to feel I didn't try hard enough. I will know in my heart I tried my best. Believe me regret is a bitch to live with. IF Mayo is GW or not doesn't matter. This is the only place I have a chance to reach him. I'm giving this my best...it's all that I've got.
Hello SD10 and S&V20 I keep wanting to call you S&m. I haven't any idea why. I mean S&m I don't know if that fits you.
Hey Youngblood,
I need some slow down...not speed. My mind is going WAAYY too fast for that shit.
Hi Jen and thanks.
Hi PH and anyone else I've missed.
Elena, brava!
I would rather be a gullible fool who at least attempted to be there for another human being than a cold hearted bitch. I sometimes ask myself if I would do the same if Mayo was someone else and I think yes I would, because whoever this is is going through a strange passage in their life.
Hey Princess,
I think I shall call upon the energy of Adam right now want pop him in my..............
CD player.
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