A hollowed out tree hides
a mystery in feathers.
The hoot-hoot sound
claims your ear.
You hear it and climb.
Pull out the twigs and
twine that connect it
to the vine.
The wise old bird
caught the worm,
that early riser
has lost a turn.
Get some fucking sleep already, you crazy mother fucker.
p.s. 1:16am: an answer, let's see...Divine Intervention. Adam can sing so lovely.
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A post by Kapunua. Not entirely surprised.
Where the hell did everyone go?
This appears to be some sort of calling out to someone. I suppose even with this new post, you are angry, correct?
Hello mayo!
How are you this very early morning?
I really should be in bed but somehow the lure is irresistable.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
mayo, welcome back. Sweet dreams dear boy.
Adam from TBS?
Yes. I believe Kapunua brought him up yesterday?
Lovely fellow. Mayo can learn a thing or two from him.
is the 1.16am in reference to what lucy lu wrote regarding the title of your last blog because i thought as soon as i read it that it was bong on the money hehe
Hope you are well today dearest.
haha bang on the money!!! not bong hahaha lmao!!!!
I got nothing Mayo. Not a fucking thing.
Despondent
Distracted
Vicious
Romantic
These are a few of my favorite things.
All of those flavors and this is what you choose?
[...]
Something real
Make it timeless
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted
So if you're calling me out
Then count me out.
This is why you're here, Mayo?
I'm confused by it all.
If the P.S. is mentionitng Lucy's comment, I suppose it is not a good thing, considering that the comment mentions the death of something. But who can know for sure? It could have a deeper, positive meaning.
maybe yes anon i dont doubt that, i see it that way but that doesnt mean there arent things i cannot see with my disenchanted eyes. All it takes is a new day and then maybe i will see it that way :)
How are you mysterious anon?
Mustard, I'm confused myself.
Divine Intervention is also linked to the time given. I can't figure it out yet.
"The ink hasn't even dried yet."
Something happened didn't it Mayo?
The ink hasn't dried, still fresh in your memory.
Someone or something set you off?
I'm no where close, am I?
Mayo:
I'm grasping at straws here. Can you meet me, or us, halfway? Is that too much to ask of you? Just be careful. Think about it. Sleep on it. Then look at it with fresh eyes. We're all listening.
Has the ink not yet dried on a marriage certificate?
Most importantly, why did you begin this blog? To what end? Was it really to argue a ridiculous, petty claim that honestly, no one cares about? Or was there a bigger reason and that just happened to be your first subject? I actually was going to ask you why you assembled us all here, but we all know that you actually didn't. You drew us here, that's for sure, but you don't seem to have expected that. You said yourself that it was not your original intent to stay. I appreciate that, I really do. But what was your original intent? And has it only ever been yours?
That's the post. I just can't figure out what Mayo's trying to say through the lyrics.
Mustard, I believe that is why he sounded angry in this new post. At least to me it did.
Kapunua asked..."I just want to know how and why it happened."
The lyrics for those who don't know:
Despondent, distracted,
You're vicious and romantic;
These are a few of my favorite things.
All of those flavors and
This is what you choose:
Past the blues, past the blues,
And on to something new,
Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
So if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.
Yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic,
A real class act.
You see, I know a few of your favorite things.
Five in the morning and all comes out pouring,
Love, out the same way in.
Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
Now if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.
Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
I said real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
Now if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.
Way ahead of you, Mayo.
Mustard, Mayo posted at 3:57. Maybe if we decipher these lyrics, we can seek the answer..
Thanks mustard.
You make a mistake in always assuming that Mayo's words are about one of you. Most likely he is writing about himself; perhaps his clock read 1:16 when he had an epiphany of sorts? Don't overlook the forest for the trees.
Oh yes, did I forget to mention that I have been lurking? ;)
haha i knew bc would be watching from the shadows haha
how are you love?
"Yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic,
A real class act.
You see, I know a few of your favorite things.
Five in the morning and all comes out pouring,
Love, out the same way in."
Yeah, Mayo. We are. I know nothing about you, but you know a hell of a lot about me. A mutual exchange.
Being here is good for you, isn't it? You do gain something out of this. What, I'm not sure. Is this real to you? Do you feel it? These are real people on the other end. We feel and we hope and we cry just like you.
You're here for something, but this song? It's not in there is it?
Now if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.
That part worries me.
-Amyranth
Mayo, baby, I think you've lost it.
Truly.
Nobody likes me
Everybody hates me
I'm going to the garden to eat worms...
Sis M is doin' okay, thanks!
No new boots, because I have too many that are similar to everything i saw today. :(
Is it just me, or are we all boarding the Crazy Train this week?
"To reach Mayo's blog, please dial 1-800-PMS-KILZ!"
Happy Birthday, Princess Co-Captain S&V20! I think we should have an unscheduled kickball game here tomorrow in your honor! *HUGZ*
How are y'all? Everybody hanging in there okay?
Amy:
But that's just a little part of the entire song. I'm not worried, yet, I don't think.
He's trying to say something and I'm not receiving what he's saying.
Mustard, he's afraid of stopping because reality will catch up.
Aren't we reality? Is he afraid we're going to figure him out and judge him?
-Amyranth
Mayo, I'll be honest with you.
I start to worry about people who start talking in rhymes.
If you want to talk then talk, we are all here listening.
SIM, I am feeling very shitty today. I came down with the flu last night, which is why I have been staying away from here all day. How are you?
"Despondent, distracted,
You're vicious and romantic;
These are a few of my favorite things.
All of those flavors and
This is what you choose:
Past the blues, past the blues,
And on to something new..."
Dejected
Distracted
Vicious
Romantic
You're all of that, and you still don't know why we stick around, right? "All of those flavors, and this is what you choose?"
I don't know what you want Mayo?
A little guidance is what I need. Just be okay.
I'm judging Mayo.
He's a fucking sandwich spread. ^_^
There, judgement giveth. See?
That wasn't so bad, was it?
Seriously, dude, get some sleep.
I can't guarantee that everything will be better in the morning, but at least it'll be different.
hi everybody
Amyranth, supposedly, possibly, he believes in his mind that we will end up judging him because maybe he feels that he has been judged enough by his family and friends?
That is just my estimated guess.
Possibly, he yearns to have someone to hear him out without fearing that.
"Get some fucking sleep already, you crazy mother fucker."
This is the only thing I don't need to decipher. I'm with you on this. Sleep is a good thing.
Hang in there, buddy.
Aww, BC, that suxx.
I hope you feel better soon! *hugz*
Miss T, I left my chair in the two-posts-ago blog. Don't make me use it again, y'hear? ;)
BC, did the soup and rest make you feel any better?
Hey MJ!
I'm not judging. I'm just trying to figure it all out, and I'm trying to figure myself out in the process.
I'm not here to judge any of you.
Mayo, that was firmly established when we started this.
I think I can understand the lyrics you selected Mustard. Even now, I think he still does not understand why we give and show him our concern, support, and love for him. Why we give a damn about him. I think in some ways, he feels deep down that he is not worthy of anyone's attention or anyone caring for him. I believe that this may be one of the reasons why he has been pushing people away. He feels that he is not worthy.
haha bleeding chaos i am mental tonight haha i cant even put into words hahaha i'll just laugh manically in the corner :) Just ignore me hahaha id blame it on lunacy but there isnt even a full moon!!! il blame mayo hahahaha sorry mayo.
BC sorry you arent feeling any better
get yourself tucked up into bed :)
Why would I judge? Who am I to judge? What am I judging? I'm fucked up already on my own, I have no place in judging anybody else.
But would his closest friends and family judge him? Honestly, I doubt that.
Paranoia, maybe? He's afraid.
Hi MJ! What's new?
Did Kapunua leave?
I didn't see her say goodnight...
((El to the Oh to the El, as K would say. Dis here blog is mostly Canadian right about nowz. ^_^))
If he doesn't want to be judged than just come out and talk to us straight forward. No poems no cryptic messages just say will you listen to me.
Thank you Sister M and Miss T. Oh yes, the soup has made me feel a bit better Miss T. Thank you for asking. I fucking missed you guys so much!!
BC, how are you? better, I hope.
MJ, Hi!
Hi BC. I'm glad you're feeling better.
Thanks sis m, I really appreciated the sit in.
I lead by your example and brought another two straglers back.
Thanks everybody for your kind words when I was feeling so shitty.
See Mayo, what a lovely bunch of people you have here. And they all care about you.
Hi MJ! How are you?
good day 'mayo'
The wise old bird
caught the worm,
that early riser
has lost a turn.
so you have 'caught the worm'. i wonder what or who the worm could be.
and the 'early riser has lost a turn'. i hope you realise that you may have the worm but is your heart infact with the worm or with the riser. she may have lost the turn but she will never loose the love in her heart for you.
you know what i mean
B
"Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted."
Mayo, this is real. We're here. Just be honest and straightfoward, dude. I know you can. If I can, anyone can.
CTV, he could be having paranoid delusions. I thought of that suggestion long ago. In my opinion, I think he wants someone who can listen to him without judging first, but Mayo does not know how to reach that yet. What I am thinking is that he yearns for someone who can listen to him, but I think at the same time, he fears that he will not hear anything that he wants to hear. Possibly this may be his internal struggle.
Hello sister M and star how are you.
Hi Star! Hi CTV, Mustard, Anon's, SIM, Gel, and anyone I missed!
Mayo, if something is bothering you, spill it for crissakes! No one here will bite.
((If there are any pervs here, SHHHHHH.))
damn I was enjoying it back there..
now I have to think again.
Hello hello Star, Jen. How are you guys? Did you guys miss me? I still feel shitty from the flu, but I will make a speedy recovery. Thanks. I think for tonight, you guys can call me Dr. Chaos. Ha! :D
Mayo is a very interesting subject to analyze. I must admit.
hey sister midnite hahaha lmao hahaha im shhin' haha god i need to stop laughing
Hahaha, ergo!
Yes, I am ready to think and listen and not judge.
i'm here. i'm reading.
but i'm kinda tapped out on words of my own tonight.
so i'll borrow:
"new moon
when i am surrounded by the shadows,
come to me and remind me of this night's lesson."
-c. serith
there should be a crescent in the sky. what does she say to you?
i love taking back sunday!!!!
their like my second fav. band
Miss T, I was dumb enough to let myself be caught up in the feeding frenzy. I know I helped contribute to hurt feelings, it's only fair that I do what I can to help heal them. I'm glad you brought DG and GS back with you. Come what may, we're strongest when our family is whole!
This was really unexpected though, yeah? I mean, we just got a blog last night.
hello bleeding chaos. or should i call you dr chaos.
i hope your feeling much better and getting over your flu
B
Mayo sweetie,
friends don't judge.
They listen then offer their opinion.
We are listening so speak up honey.
But owls don't eat worms.
that's my great piece of input
haha
It's funny you mention Divine Intervention Mayo, because only early this summer did I discover a certain band. It was like I woke up and from then on I have felt compelled to pray for your well-being. I'm not sure you want my prayers, but there they are.
Kapunua asked..."I just want to know how and why it happened."
November 12, 2007 3:57 AM
You crazy fuck --- trying to make us all crazy too, Mayo?
p.
I never knew that, Ergo!
For now, it is up to Mayo alone whether or not he wants to spill anything. Give him time. Well, or at least try to. We may need to be patient with him, although I am aware that the past few days have been tense.
" 1:16am: an answer,
whats this refering to
CTV said:
This was really unexpected though, yeah? I mean, we just got a blog last night.
O_o;;;
You mean that we hit 1500+ comments in ONE FLIPPIN' DAY???
Holy shit, folks. That has GOT to be some sort of record.
This post makes me think of Alfred Hitchcock's "The Birds". ::shudder::
He won't spill. He enjoys these mind games.
CTV:
Yeah, I don't know what caused it. As I questioned Mayo up above, "The ink hasn't even dried yet." Maybe something happened?
BC - I think he's afraid of the truth.
Way deep down he knows everything. There's things that he has done, that we never, should ever know. ;)
Something he's done wants to come out. He wants to talk about it. But he can't. He doesn't want us to tell him he was a horrible person at one time or another, because he already knows this, and he hears it in his head all the time.
He berates himself enough, that he doesn't need it from us, but he does need honesty. He needs truth.
-Amyranth
Hello hello B. How are you? Thank you for your get well wishes. I appreciate that. Tonight, I am in a analyzing mood. In some ways, this post appears to have predatory references in it.
Somewhat like "I'll get you my pretty, and your little dog too" sort of way.
Mayo,
Get some sleep, school tomorrow.
p.
Amyranth, you are MUCH too good at deciphering this cryptic shit.
If I may, can I borrow an expression from you and say:
... I can has lessons??
indeed he does Capture This Void
Yes, Amyranth. That was a very good thought. I find myself there every now and again.
Thanks sis m,
It feels lovely to be part of the family.
Mayo, thanks again for letting our family meet in your house.
Bitter revenge, that anonymous comment from Mayo may be referring to a comment Lucy made last night. Something that refers to the death of something. We are not sure what. Amyranth, yes, he does need truth, I absolutely agree. I think it may be up to us on how to tell him just that. Pushing too roughly will possibly cause him to shut himself off.
Fuck, I should be recieving a Ph.D in psychology lol
Yes Amyranth is good. All of you are good, though.
" 1:16am: an answer,
whats this refering to
November 12, 2007 4:21 AM
Mayo's mind fuck appearence.
p
so the whole 54 thing we can ditch
Has anyone noticed that his occupation is now student? Maybe he wants to learn what we can give him. Advice, whatever that may be.
I suppose so bitter.
Sister Midnite said...
Amyranth, you are MUCH too good at deciphering this cryptic shit.
If I may, can I borrow an expression from you and say:
... I can has lessons??
I am a notorious overthinker. Sometimes so badly that I'll traumatize myself into thinking something horrible.
Like right now. I think I just got abandoned.
Anyway, you can has lessons, if I can has cheezburger.
-Amyranth
The emotion I seem to get from most of Mayo's blogs are anger. There's always some element of anger, sadness, or regret.
Why? To the public you constantly try to hide this. You make sure everyone thinks everything is fine and dandy. When you post here, it's always anger. What's making you angry? Who? Yourself? Your family? Your friends?
Have I ever told anyone here that I missed you so much? The last time I was here, I acted irrationally. I sincerely apologize. I was feeling moody throughout that day.
But how can I teach someone when I'm in the process of learning myself?
Mayo, the way I see it, we're all students here. All learning. What is it you yearn to know?
Do you guys think that maybe mayo wants to change but feels that if he makes yet another U turn, that he'll lose face.
So, he doesn't quite know how to make the changes without losing face.
Like he knows what he has to do but hasn't quite figured how to go about it.
I don't think he's playing mind games. Then again, I don't know him. But, I just see somebody who wants somebody to listen or just be there. I don't know.
student = a person formally engaged in learning.
CTV, maybe he is beginning to put trust and faith in us. I mean, when you are out in the public eye, it is not like you can throw tatrums. You have to force yourself to put a smile on your face when you are dealing with the public, even though sometimes deep inside, you may feel like shit.
"I just want to know how and why it happened..."
He had a Divine Intervention?
Mayo, at this point in my short life, I've heard it all.
There is nothing you can say that would shock, or disgust me to the point where I would use words that you haven't already used on yourself.
Try me. Give me a hint. I'm a big girl, I can take it and anything else you're willing to throw at me.
Except lemons. They burn.
-Amyranth
i am well bleeding chaos just tired.
have you seen V around? i saw that V wanted to talk to me
B
"I just want to know how and why it happened..."
He had a Divine Intervention?
=|
How did we not get that earlier? That makes so much sense.
Miss T, maybe he doesn't enjoy being vulnerable, so instead, he attempts to try on the tough facade, to shield his true emotions from the public eye, and from those close to him. Hell, I will admit this, most of the time I do not like being vulnerable myself. Sometimes people loathe their own weaknessess because possibly, it causes them to believe that they are less human.
Amyranth, the last lines of almost every one of your posts make me LAUGH OUT LOUD.
Okay, sorry Mayo, I just had to add that.
There was an anon that said to not miss the forest for all the trees.
I dumbed myself down and didn't read into anything.
That's how I missed it. How about you?
that's good B. I have not seen V around. I was not here all day actually.
BC, don't worry about it. It's been a fucked-up week for all of us. *hugz*
Amyranth, what do you mean, abandoned? Has someone left you??
(Yes, you can has LOTS cheeseburger.)
Mayo, some home truths you may already know...
You reap what you sow
Don't eat yellow snow
Drugs are bad
It's okay to be sad
Put up or shut up
To have a friend, you need to BE a friend
The world doesn't owe you shit -- it's what YOU make of it
We only have one life -- what do YOU want it to be?
Anonymous said...
" 1:16am: an answer,
whats this refering to
November 12, 2007 4:21 AM
Mayo's mind fuck appearence.
p
November 12, 2007 4:26
i believe thats referring to lucy lu's comment on the last blog. i said it before. just read the comments above hehe
Yes BC, and no one likes to lose face.
Capture This Void, i dont think he has achoice but to hide it from the public, think about it, cameras constantly in your face, people like us obsessed with his personal life, imagine if he came out and said that something was wrong, everyone would blow it up 10X bigger than what it is, and no one would stop asking him "if everythings okay now", it would go on for years.
star Owls are birds of prey, mice etc.
I suppose if you gave one a worm it might eat it, but it would probably look at you funny
did lucy say something at 1:16 or what?
Bleeding Chaos said...
Bitter revenge, that anonymous comment from Mayo may be referring to a comment Lucy made last night. Something that refers to the death of something. We are not sure what. Amyranth, yes, he does need truth, I absolutely agree. I think it may be up to us on how to tell him just that. Pushing too roughly will possibly cause him to shut himself off.
Fuck, I should be recieving a Ph.D in psychology lol
November 12, 2007 4:26 AM
i believe that the comment had more to do with the going round in circles more than death, the death was only added as a significance to crosses i think. i think the goin round in circles part is definitly right tho. but maybe im wrong, just have a feeling
bitter revenge said...
did lucy say something at 1:16 or what?
yes!!!! on the last blog hahahaha
Thanks, Ergo. I love owls.
Sister Midnite said...
BC, don't worry about it. It's been a fucked-up week for all of us. *hugz*
Amyranth, what do you mean, abandoned? Has someone left you??
(Yes, you can has LOTS cheeseburger.)
Physically yes. Just being a shithead though.
Chzbrgr NAO.
-aMYRANTH
ok well bleeding choas i am going now. take care and mke sure you get rid of your flu.
goodbye but not for long
B
Miss T, I don't like to lose face as well. I swear sometimes my family thinks I may have emotional problems because at times. Too tough for my own good I suppose, but the last time I was here, I was crying and felt completely vulnerable. Do not be surprised when you hear more often. I can be quite sensitive ^_^
Divine intervention is the answer to kapunua's question that he posted at 3:57.
Take care and thank you B! *hugs*
Amyranth, I'm sorry to hear that.
You can has ALL cheeszburger. >.<
Dammit, now I'm hungry.
Be back later!
That's what I thought.
Thank you Sister M *HUGZ
Mayo,
maybe you need to stop going round in circles.
Just stand still for a while. Take a look around. Breathe deeply and clear your head.
Thinking becomes much easier if you are not dizzy.
BC, I know you have a sensitive side honey.
BC, I think of you as very sensitive. Maybe because I equate niceness with sensitivity.
misst
heck he's making me dizzy!
You made a good point shame in me, which causes me to think that maybe running around in circles is just another represensation or disguise of Mayo's deepest fear. The fear that he has to deal with reality once everything stops.
When you are running around in circles, you are enveloped with blurry images, and once you stop running in those cirlces, everything around you stops, and it all becomes quiet and still, and by then, you have to come face to face with reality.
Gosh, go away for a few hours and what happens? A whole new entry.
The ink on the last blog; it's still fresh. I like it.
A hollowed out tree hides
a mystery in feathers.
You use your tongue purdier than a twenty dollar whore. That line's getting old, isn't it? Seriously though.
We're all nocturnal too, you know? It's funny, had an owl in my tree late last night. First time in years. I opened the back door and listened to him for a while. OMG Mayo, are you stalking me? ;D
You hear it and climb.
Pull out the twigs and
twine that connect it
to the vine.
Goddamnit, who's going to have to rehabilitate that bird who has lost its home? ME, that's who. >_> Well, send him over; what's one more> I've got some frozen rats at the sanctuary.
The wise old bird
caught the worm,
that early riser
has lost a turn.
I get what you're saying, but sweetheart, only the diurnals eat worms. ^_~ Rodents, on the other hand...
Get some fucking sleep already, you crazy mother fucker.
Can you?
p.s. 1:16am: an answer, let's see...Divine Intervention. Adam can sing so lovely.
At least your keyboard works and you didn't have to copy and paste it. ;) I appreciate the answer. Do you really think so? I wish I believed in such things. I don't. And I'm not convinced that you truly believe that, either. Of course I could be wrong--often am. It's clever, but it's too easy. Don't you think? No, it's something more. Something more logical, I'm afraid. I just don't know what yet.
Aw thank you Miss T, Star. Miss T, you already know how much of a crybaby I am :D
For some reason, those lyrics remind me of my way home is through you.
very true BC!!
I have to say bye to everyone now, its sooooooo late andi need to get my rest because only 1 day and then its MCR day for me!!
ARGH!!! Fangirl moment over, sorry ahem :) hehe
Hope my damn ticket arrives :/ grrr
Nite everyone have fun!!!
Nite mayo!!! Take care xxx
My my, what strange hours we keep!
And Mayo, I had no time to even comment on your other blog!
A bad mood is it sweets?
Anyway, Hello everyone!, (if any one is indeed here)
XX cupcake
Hi cupcake
How are you?
Kapanua said...
You use your tongue purdier than a twenty dollar whore. That line's getting old, isn't it? Seriously though
- Have I mentioned I love you Kapanua?
How right you are!
Thank you shame in me! Take care and sweet dreams. Cupcake, how are you? Where have you been young lady? :D
Hello Star! I am.... tired, hungover, with bed hair from hell! How are you?
What do you think it was Kapunua?
What do you think his divine intervention was?
I reread that post by the way. You raised some very good questions. All remain completely unanswered.
Well...aside from this one, but...you know.
tehe
mayo realy need to go to bed
BC - "Could you sign this photograph,
'cause I'm your biggest fan.
Would you leave me lying here?"
There it is.
-Amyranth
Hi, Cupcake. Thanks. Can't take credit for that; it's from Blazing Saddles. ^_^
Mayo, I just ditched talking to a really good-looking guy (who may or may not kill me) in order to read your new post. Know this. Remember it when I hit you with a goddamn phone book next time.
I'm good, cupcake. Can't complain.
Oh BC, I went to a party, it nearly killed me!
How are ya?
Mayo, are you still lurking? What happened to your typical "check the time and goodnight" signature? You better bring your ass back here Mister ;)
Good to know K.
Star, can't complain? nonsense! I always do!
Yep, that's it Amy.
Cupcake, good to hear you're doing okay. I came down with the flu last night. Right now I feel like shit.
have to go electrician here !
bye all for a while only I hope!
What do you think it was Kapunua?
What do you think his divine intervention was?
I don't think there was divine intervention. Not sure if Mayo honestly believes that, either. (Didn't there used to be some "earth angels" anon we had going around here? LOL.) But I don't know. What would gods and angels really care for us? Any of us? The world is at war. We're running out of water. People are still laughing about five year olds getting sexually exploited. Seriously, if any divinity was going to intervene, you'd think it would intervene with things like that.
I reread that post by the way. You raised some very good questions. All remain completely unanswered.
Isn't that just like a Catholic. ;D
i tried so hard to forget about him, but i hear his voice in my dreams, i cannot control what my mind fools me into
ive slipped into a fantasy you so carelessly have drawn
Bye Ergo. Don't get electrocuted, please;)
See ya later.
grr its pretty ... early in the morning where i am, so im off to bed
so should you be mayo
night everyone *waves*
Gosh, this was what I was trying to type up about an hour ago:
Anon@ 3:32 - wow. When you put it that way, it has so much more of an impact than all of my ranting and stuff. Ouch. Just another rock band indeed.
Yet for some reason, I keep coming back. Maybe out of guilt or frustration. Maybe because of the past. Maybe, I don't know why! But I'm here, and you're insightful, and maybe you should stay, too.
ergoproxy said...
i think she-wolf sounds powerful and graceful
Wolves are beautiful
^_^ OTOH, I think people on the receiving end of the bite might disagree. And I get that. I do.
mustardisbetter said...
Kapunua:
I waited until you came back to thank you.
So, thank you.
You didn't have to. ^_^ But you're welcome, I meant it.
Jennicula said...
Hi 616, Amyranth, and again Kapunua.
Kapunua, I admire your "take no shit" attitude. I have a friend in the real world very much like you. She can be somewhat intimidating, but she an awesome chick. She has a bumper sticker on her car that says "You say 'bitch' like it's a bad thing."
That's awesome. I think I need that. ^_^
Star said...
Good, Kapunua. How are you?
Hanging in there. ^_^
Good thing I'm not Catholic or I'd take offense ;)
I don't know either. Maybe he chose it because that's the closet TBS song he could find to fit the question.
Should'a chosen MBH, then he'da really won you over ;)
Kidding.
I never got to say hello to Ergo. Hello hello Ergo. Bye Ergo! ^_^
Dear Mayonaise, do not be afraid to be "emo" at times. :)
Hi, Chaos. Mayo's gone to bed. Sleep can be pretty interesting, is the rumor going around. I hope you feel better soon, Chaos.
Mayo, dream of happier times.
Kapu did I ever tell you that I loved you. If you hit mayo with a phone book what will you hit jimmy urine with.
Hahahaha, MIB! That was funny!
Once again, I forget that Ergoproxy is in Australia and wonder why she's got an electrician at her house at 11:58 at night.
Hello and goodbye ergo, and poor BC!
I feel your pain! *hugs*
Do you have an aspirin to share?
Kapunua said...
Isn't that just like a Catholic. ;D
So tell me...
Are you an expert on Catholicism too?
See you later Ergo.
Goodnight Bitter revenge.
BC, you are not a cry baby.
What would she hit JU with?
Probably a telephone pole.
Right twixt the legs ;)
Hello hello Kapunua. How are you? Thanks for the get well wishes. I guessed I missed Mayo then huh? ^_^
Hey Elena! How goes it?
Mayo
"I won't give up. Everyone always told me... At the end of war there is hope and future. I will make our future. So don't you abandon hope and the future, either. Believe. Our star of hope will never disappear. As long as it keeps shining, we will be all right. We won't be defeated."
Remember when I wrote you, (probably not, I forgive you) and I told you that my words are my power?
That's where it comes from.
Any time I feel anything that isn't happiness, or contentment, or even a warm cat in my lap, I think of that.
I'm tough, but I've been blessed in life to not have anything awful happen to me. You let on that your life has been worse than we thought. In some cases, that makes it easier to choke on the truth, especially when you don't want to hear it.
Don't you abandon hope and the future, either. Believe. Our star of hope will never disappear. As long as it keeps shining, we will be all right.
Write it down somewhere. You'll need it.
-Amyranth
No aspirin unfortunately Cupcake :( I had to eat some soup and tea.
Thank you Miss T. I did felt like a crybaby that day, but I suppose I need one of those once in a while.
Hi there Elena. How are you?
Hello all my friends group hug and group hello
Hi there martha
hey mj!
Anonymous said...
I think he will be keeping a close eye on me from now on, he told me I needed to get some rest!
November 11, 2007 2:20 PM
and
Get some fucking sleep already, you crazy mother fucker.
just thought that interesting.
Well that's all folks!!!!!!!
Goodnight Mayo, I hope you feel better tomorrow after a good night's sleep.
BC, I hope your flu gets better *hugs sweetie*.
L, I hope your mum's op goes well.
S&V20 happy birthday.
Goodnight everybody.
I posted this earlier on the last blog. L asked me to put it in here also.
This message is from L:
Good evening everyone from the Middle of Nowhere. Just a short message, needing an early bedtime, Mum's surgery is really early in the morning.
J has brought me up to speed on today's posts and events. It seems like we've had more than our fair share of strange anons, stranger issues, and a lot of confusion. The thing we should all be concentrating on is why we're here and having faith in each other.
Something that we need to remember is if someone uses an "other" name that that person could be anyone, even down to imitating another anon.
The Careful at 7.23 who left that angry message could have been anyone, but I believe deeply in my heart that it was not our double-lettered friend. He has been nothing but kind and supportive to us.
I think some of the Careful messages were from our friend, and some were not. He has always asked us to keep the faith, and we should have a little faith in him. I do not believe for one second that he would abandon us. He loves us as much as we love him.
So listen to your heart. Let's be realistic, there are some out there that want us to self-destruct, for whatever their reasons. Again, just remember why we came here.
I love you all. Be good to each other, because its all about the love.
L
November 12, 2007 4:17 AM
Yes, Mayo, get some sleep. Take care of yourself.
love you dearly
L
Thank you Miss T *hugs back* Take care and sweet dreams!
Tea is good, though I always preferred coffee... had to give it up! doctors orders, i have THE most nervous disposition, I'm in a constant state of panic sadly!
Mayo,I'm quite impressed that you anwsered her.
Sleep,you need that alot more.
hello hello squeak squeak
Hey toujours, this is what I thought of when I read the post:
Anonymous said...
I knew it! I love you, you crazy mother-fucker! So that's what you were doing!
P.S. Do I still have you wondering about me?
November 4, 2007 5:54 PM
toujours, I'm calling you Nancy Drew from now on!
G'night miss t, sorry I didn't say hello!
Toujours:
Do you think they know?
I think they know about it each other.
Just about to go find what you posted Star.
I think they know.
I believe they know.
Mayo, did you know....
A fallen, dry tree hides
a timorous beast,
a scratch-scratch
in the dark.
You hear it and search
the wee-bit nest
in ruin, proving
foresight may be vain.
The wise old bird
caught the mouse
but it was you
overturned her house.
And you're already asleep.
P.S. This Photograph Is Proof
goodnight miss t
Hi guys, goodnight, guys. Hi Mayo, goodbye, Mayo.
I've said it before. Take it the way you need to.
Hi there lolita. How are you?
Goodnight Lh
They know?
What? who?
Clue a poor, hungover girl in?
night night lolita.
I have to go. I'm falling asleep right here.
Mayo:
It will make better sense in the morning. Or it may make it worse, I don't know. But, what you don't realize is there are people in your life, around you every day, that are reaching out to you to lend their hand. They're offering a shoulder, an ear, an open mind. Don't turn away from that. Listen.
I hope you had a peaceful night's rest. May you have many more.
Goodnight everybody. Talk to you all tomorrow.
goodnight and sweet dreams Mustard. I'm afraid that my headaches is getting worse
Goodnight, Mustartd!
Sleep well, sweet dreams!
I don't want to sign in to say this because I dont want to get any one mad at any one else.And I'm not that divide and conqeur anon either so I'm not saying that. But sometimes it seems, like Mayo and K are speaking in some weird language that no-one else understands. I don't get it.... And I admit it makes me feel alittle stupid.
Goodnight, Mustard!
Sleep well and talk to you tomorrow.
anon don't feel stupid, I know how you feel, I'm far behind everyone else, it's hard to keep up.
Don't be ashamed, anonymous. Many of us has been experiencing that "left out" sort of feeling as well, including myself. Yes, I will admit it. One thing I do not want to see here is a preference for certain others. I really hope you are not doing that, Mayonaise.
Anon - I think she's trying to beat him at his own game.
-Amyranth
sorry, late with replies but --
mustard:
i just thought it was a very intriguing coinky-dink. and i don't really believe in coinky-dinks, so...
sweet dreams to you mustard, my dear.
star:
if you must, i will accept being called nancy drew from you. ^.^
(but i'm not letting her out just yet)
Hi squeak squeak.
Bleeding Chaos said...
Don't be ashamed, anonymous. Many of us has been experiencing that "left out" sort of feeling as well, including myself. Yes, I will admit it. One thing I do not want to see here is a preference for certain others. I really hope you are not doing that, Mayonaise.
I doubt it fully. He hasn't given me any clue that he reads what I say, except for that question. I believe that he posted that because he was truly curious, not because it had anything to do with me.
-Amyranth
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