Sunday, November 11, 2007

The ink hasn't even dried yet.

A hollowed out tree hides
a mystery in feathers.
The hoot-hoot sound
claims your ear.

You hear it and climb.
Pull out the twigs and
twine that connect it
to the vine.

The wise old bird
caught the worm,
that early riser
has lost a turn.

Get some fucking sleep already, you crazy mother fucker.

p.s. 1:16am: an answer, let's see...Divine Intervention. Adam can sing so lovely.

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toujours said...

bc, are you here? can i ask you something?

Anonymous said...

Thanks Amy. Squeak squeak, I am here. Just went to edit my profile a bit. Feel free to ask me anything

Anonymous said...

I honestly don't think it's about any of us, per se. I don't think anybody should feel left out.
It's about him and anon, and it should be.

Toujours, I will wait until you break the case wide open!

Anonymous said...

Suddenly, I must leave, goodnight everyone!
I wish you all love, XX

Anonymous said...

Guys, please don't feel ashamed? I don't even know what I'm talking about half the time. And also don't look at it as "preference?" It's not like that, not for anyone, not at all. Does anyone feel "left out" when, say, one of us answers another one? No? Then why should it bother you when Mayo does it? He's no more special or worthy of attention than any of us, and I'm fairly certain that he knows that, too. Has said as much, if memory serves. Besides, I hounded him for like a week with that one question, anyway. ;D

Amyranth said...

Anon - I think she's trying to beat him at his own game.


With a phone book. ;D

Anonymous said...

Take care and sweet dreams cupcake!

Anonymous said...

Thanks for clearing that up K. Whatever is bothering me, I like to be honest and express it. Otherwise, my emotions will eat at me if I bottle it in.

toujours said...

thanks bc.

i noticed you were the one to comment with both the timestamp and mayo's new occupation. when you looked at his profile the first time, did he have "student" as his occupation then, or was that added afterwards?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight all see you tomorrow

Amyranth said...

Anon - I think she's trying to beat him at his own game.

With a phone book. ;D


I can has half hid shoe?

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Squeak squeak, when I went to check his profile page, I saw the time first, and then my eyes scrolled up to see the new occupation.

toujours said...

so, they were there together the first time you looked in on it?

Anonymous said...

Hmmm, where are you going with this, Nancy Drew?

Amyranth said...

toujours said...

so, they were there together the first time you looked in on it?


They were for me.

-Amyranth

toujours said...

bwah! XD

i was afraid you were going to notice that, star! >.<

it's not my inner nancy drew. no.
really.

i just usually pay attention to little things like that, and didn't get a chance to tonight.

nancy is still locked in the basement.

toujours said...

thanks amyranth. ^.^

Anonymous said...

Toujours,

For you, I post this one comment:

I GOT IT!

J

Amyranth said...

Alright. My clock says Past Your Bedtime.

I can, and shall, obey.

Goodnight Mayo, sweet sleep.

Good night everyone!

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

Yep, squeak squeak. Why do you ask? Is the nancy drew in you coming out? ;)

Anonymous said...

Good night Amy!

Anonymous said...

Hey, Mistress J!

How are ya?

Entropy said...

J,you got what she was leading to or something else?
And don't lurk for to long,I'll miss your posts to much.

Anonymous said...

I shall return to my blog, and then sign off for the night. Take care and sweet dreams everyone. Not sure if I will return tomorrow. night night!

toujours said...

j, first let me say, wow. that is really eloquent! lol

then i went "wha...?"
but i think i got what you got, now. i hope!

:)


thanks for answering my questions bc. i was just curious. really! ^.^

Anonymous said...

A little better, Starbaby. Did you get my message?

I'm not back to stay, I just had to say that one thing to TJ. Eureka!!!

J, still in lurker mode

Entropy said...

Ok,understandable.

Anonymous said...

No problem squeak squeak. If anyone wants to talk, you know where to find me. Take care everyone. Goodnight to you little Mayonaise.

Anonymous said...

Yes, J, just went to look at it!

Anonymous said...

Good night BC!

Anonymous said...

Goodnight, everybody!

toujours said...
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Anonymous said...

Good night Star! good night OP

toujours said...

i'm going to bed, too. i'm so tired i can't even type straight.

good night everyone.

*whispers*
good night mayo!

Anonymous said...

TJ, I guess I should've said, I got what you got. Like a brick to the head. That's why I had to comment.

Entropy, I don't know if I'm back for good or just for a moment, but thank you for caring about me, You too, TJ, thanks for your message.


and, I still stand by my earlier comments about Careful. the last comment he made did NOT sound like the other ones, though, and L and I think that one was an imposter. At least I hope it was.

Now I'm going to bed.

Cool new post, Mayo! Tell that little hoot-owl friend of yours that he is one smart motherfucker, too. Unlike myself at times today. Watch out for those talons!

love to all, and goodnight

J

ergoproxy said...

Hi again
electrician gone but I had to turn off the computer!

what did TJ get ?
was it the sleeping bit?

or did I miss something?
( i saw the answer to the question thing,did others miss that?)

ok enough questions.
night everyone going

Anonymous said...

I just dont understand also.... they seem so mean to each other. K picks on him all the time.... He answers her and then.... its like riddles and poetry. I don't get it. Is it like or hate? And all the anons, Careful and the other one that you all seem to know about. I can't keep up. I can't sign in to admit it caus I don't want to look stupid, I already feel stupid enough. I"m not saying its a bad thing, I just don't understand. Its like some of you speak Mayo language.... and I don't.

Is it like or hate?

ergoproxy said...

I think he just picKs whoever he feels like, or whoever suits his purpose best.
I doubt he plays favourites, doesn't worry me though if he did.
As long as the message is getting across, at least we know it means he reads it all!

Entropy said...

Goodight everyone you left.

Hello Ergo!
I don't really know any of those anwsers,sorry.

ergoproxy said...

wow it's gone quiet

sister midnite said...

Posted this on the last blog, but thought it should be posted here, as well.

-----------------------------------
Can somebody PLEASE email me about all this SS/Careful/three stuff? Normally I like to think I'm fairly astute, but I can NOT wrap my head around this.

((snip))

Anons, I mean this in the nicest possible way. I fell it necessary to point out to you that there are MANY people here with meaningful words; to focus solely on Sdock10 and Kapunua isn't really fair to everyone else. They may be more prolific when it comes to posting; however, there are many, MANY sharp minds here, with opinions all across the spectrum. As you've no doubt observed, these widely varying opinions can cause heated words, and tension among others in our blog-family. People are feeling left-out, or not as smart, and that just doesn't sit right with me.

If this is a social experiment, I would liken us all to rats (albeit intelligent, gorgeous ones) wandering through a maze. We all entered the maze under our own volition; nonetheless, it's very easy to become lost among the half-truths, anons and outright deceptions we've faced so far. Are we dancing to the Pied Piper of Mayo? Or are we moving through the maze under our own force?

All I can say for certain, is:

Mayo, we need more cheese. The crumbs you feed us only make us hungrier. Would you allow your family to starve?

Mind you, we are a clever bunch. We've discovered that the walls are edible, although not always tasty.

Having said that, I haven't decided yet today if I want to stuff a boot up your ass or glom on to you so I can hug you until your ass falls off. (Too much sugar in the 15+ cups of coffee I consumed today, no doubt.)

...
...

Nah, on second thought, I'd rather handcuff you to the chair I left in the last blog until you look like you're ready to re-join the land of the (mostly) sane.

Anyone seen Andrea? I don't like it when she keeps disappearing before I have the chance to say hi to her!!!

Anonymous said...

Anyone here?

Anonymous said...

People, you can't force someone to converse with you. You can't complain if you feel left out. Its plain silly. That is the way people talk. They find those that are interesting or pose questions..... they find those that call to them whether they mean to or not.... those who challenge them.... those they relate to. For what ever reason. Being jealous because ppl you don't even KNOW are talking to other people.... its petty. Maybe they like them. Maybe they hate them. Maybe they are just interested but you don't hang out at a party (and this is one long ass party)!!! and then get mad when people start talking to each other. Even if it is the person who thew the party. You are adults. This shoudln't make you mad. Why do you crave that attention anyway? If you are really here for every one else aside fromMayo.... like you all always SAY you are.... then why do you get mad or 'feel left out' just because they don't talk to you enough??? Is the talking of the other people here just not good enough for you? Personally I don't care who talks to me and who doesn't. I just like watching all that goes on unfold. I guess what I am trying to say is you are making it into a popularity contest. Its not. It is people talking, NATURALLY it is what happens. Others hold interest some times. So what. Why should that hurt your feelings. It shouldn't. It sounds jealous and petty.

This is a beautiful thing. If certain peopel can reach him.... that's great, isn't that what you want??? Then let it go. Let them be reached. Is natural.

ergoproxy said...

hey Sis M

can I be one of those cute little fat brown field mice in storybooks?
perhaps with an apron?

I can't help you with the SS/Careful/ three stuff. I'm a bit confuzzled as it is.Though i have some idea, I think
But if you want to email me with a question I could try and answer it!
(I have pretty much read all the comments)

Anonymous said...

Unless these people want you all to turn on Kapuna. but think about it, the last time people said that, Mayo got mad about that. It is NOT what he is trying to do. I have seen jealousy building, people attacking. Its plain stupid. Why not just let people talk if they want to. If you force them to talk to you because you feel 'left out' its not going to mean anything any way, because you guilted them into doing it. Thats not what you want.

Anonymous said...

We get it anonymous. Take a breather. Please.

Anonymous said...

Sometimes I miss the old you.

But then I look back and realize, you're not that much different.

No insult intended.

Anonymous said...

BC after last night when you spent about an hour complaining that no one was listening to you, you have no right to tell me 'we get it'.... No offence but some times the way you people act, begging for attention....

Anonymous said...

As I have said, yesterday I was in a crappy mood. I apologized. Take it easy anonymous.

ergoproxy said...

anon @ 6:46 and 6:50?, some feel that way, not all.
well not me anyway.
I agree with you, I think emotions are running a bit high for some reason...eh blame it on the moon, why not?

anon @ 6:52, are you the same anon as the stop being petty anon?

Anonymous said...

You are no better than anyone else if you are going to start making a big deal out of it. Take it easy.

Anonymous said...

Thta was not me at 6:52. But like the anon a few hours ago I do NOT feel comfy signing in because I know some of you will rip me a new asshole for speaking my mind. Look what has happened when people speak their mind lately. Others jump up their shit. Jealousy, I call it. And for NO REASON....

Anonymous said...

No, I'm not that anon.

I never wished to be.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I don't think they are the same anon.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, why would you think that some people might rip you if you speak your mind? I try to respect everyone's opinion. You are possibly making an assumption that everyone here will jump on you.

Anonymous said...

I saw what happened last blog. K was saying nothing out of the ordinary. Some one jumped up her shit. Another person jumped up that persons shit. It ended up that the person who first attacked K had been talking shit about her on their own blog. People started to defend Mayo against K. how dumb is that. Now he speaks to her again. Looks like he can take care of himself. But he speaks to her and now more people are jumping up HIS shit for talking to her. What must Mayo think of that. Think about it. Your all falling apart. So yes I am posting this without singing in to my blogger because of the way things have gotten. Accusing people, being jealous, being too emotional. Begging for attention. It is just words people. Why is every one so serious?

ergoproxy said...

ok gotcha

I know angry anon, it's hard sometimes, that's when I retreat.
But what you are saying is true at times.

well people will disagree, some more vehmently than others, it's a shame but it blows over.
like you said there is no point feeling left out of connversations between people you don't know. You can feel a bit miffed, but in the wide scheme of things it doesn't really matter.

and I find sooner or later someone answers you.

Anonymous said...

Besides if you look at it..... really look at it, he didn't answer her at all, he brushed her off. So there is no real reason to get mad.

Anonymous said...

Yes, they are only words anonymous, but do you realize that you are also making assumptions about alot of people?

Anonymous said...

Neither of the confused anon posts read to me as "Wah wah why am I not getting any attention?"—more like, "I don't speak your crazy moon language, please explain."

Not sure whence all this vitriol comes, personally.

Anonymous said...

Speak your mind.
This is just a blog.

Besides, everyone has their own opinions.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, why would you think that people were mad when he brushed her off? I did not care about that. I was happy to be able to talk to my fellow bloggers again. Besides, I have more important things to worry. Such as the flu.

Anonymous said...

Thank you anon @ 7:11
Ha ha get it? 7-Eleven! Lol

ergoproxy said...

well he gave her a trite answer and posted a rewritten version of a TBS song.

I don't see it as that much of an issue, really.
He obviously reads what gets written and it just struck him at the time.
He's used peoples posts before and she is one of the most vocal.
No reason for anyone to get jealous.
But human nature is hard to smother

Anonymous said...

I'm not talking about the anons who are confused..... I admit I dont get the 'crazy moon language either.... I'm talking to the ones who are getting upset like, 'Oh Mayo, we are good enough to talk to!!' Maybe some people do get the crazy Moon language. More power to them cause isn't that what you want??? To reach people?? Why does it matter who gets it? and who gets them??? as long as some-one does! Isn't that the point!

ergoproxy said...

(redrum the attention complaining was a blog ago)

ergoproxy said...

anon I think you are preaching to the converted at the moment

Anonymous said...

Correct anonymous. Not to be disrespectful, but can we drop the subject? I could give two shits about the whole jealously thing. If you feel that strongly about the blog, remember that no one is forcing you to stay. simple as that.

Anonymous said...

You're welcome.

I'm over that attention complaining thing already.

Talk about something else for a change.

Anonymous said...

Oh. Okay then.

Good day, and welcome to Behind The Times County. Population: me!

Anonymous said...

I agree. So does anyone have anything else to talk about?

Anonymous said...

Perhaps it's not wanting attention but the fact that these people are putting their hearts and souls into something that they so strongly believe in only to feel that their words fall on deaf ears. K has a beautiful way with words. When she writes it is with passion and fire. But others here while not as eloquent with their words have the same passion and fire. It is not so hard to understand that they can feel hurt because they are giving it their all but in return they are overlooked.
You know (Or maybe not)
The really popular kids get picked for the team.
The rest get to stand there and wait until someone has to take them.
They want to play just as badly. They just need to be given a chance.
Life never really gets out of the schoolyard.

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Anonymous said...

Anon at 7:13 and I are two different people.

I suspect that the anon at 7:13 is not over anything.

I am, so therefore I'm going to sleep.
I'll come back when there's another update.
Maybe.

soulconnector said...

Hello everyone

Well, it looks like mayonaise is painting all this (the blog) with the purple haze of higher learning.

This post,is in reference to his last blog, “The Roadside Crosses”

I believe he is saying that we are re-hashing over the same old arguments, which are no longer relevant.

He hears the call to visit and feels the faith,love,caring and commitment when present.

He is receiving vital information, plus some junk in exchange for his effort, and time he spends here.

Not answering the question, he wondered if they let go, knowing the truth?

He recognizes the bloggers are always present. He is waiting to see if they will move forward and take that turn or...

I know it sounds cold,quick,and is a long shot. I welcome any comments.

Regards,
`sc

Anonymous said...

I suppose so anonymous @ 7:24
which is why I am grateful that I do not have that sort of problem within my own blogs. I desire that everyone should be listened to and treated with equality, not as favorites. One of my pet peeves.

ergoproxy said...

It's the way of life anon, but equally some don't want to be leaders.

(sorry is that the same anon or not? please put a number or something)

another topic perhaps?

Anonymous said...

Hello hello SC

Anonymous said...

Ergo, I believe they have signed off for the night. Next topic please :)

Anonymous said...

Oh, I think there are about three anon's and one was just about to go to sleep.

ergoproxy said...

Hi sc - good points.

it does pretty much feel like the same stuff comes up over and over.didn't think of it that way

ergoproxy said...

well I'm making bacon and egg pie for dinner,and it's cooler and rainy here

soulconnector said...

hi bleeding chaos and ergoproxy
hope you are both doing well.
`sc

Anonymous said...

So basically, we are validating the same, dead beat points over and over again? Alas, shall we move on from here?

Anonymous said...

SC, last night I came down with the flu after leaving Mayo's house. I swear I think he cursed the previous post with voodoo or something ;p I am spending most of the weekend fighting it, so I may not be here tomorrow.

soulconnector said...

I am not sure bleeding chaos,
just the way I read his last blog.

Do we ever really know?
I like the idea though.
`sc

soulconnector said...

bleeding chaos,
sorry to hear about you not feeling well.

ergoproxy,
that sounds delicious,please whip me up some food,too.
`sc

Anonymous said...

I suppose not SC.
Mayo has to make things complicated, does he not?
Why not just poof out of nowhere and say "Just move on already," but noooo, he continues to enjoy to play the melodramatic performance. *Rolls eyes*
Apologies for my bluntness. It is who I am ^_^

Anonymous said...

Thank you SC.

Anonymous said...

A lurker:

I applaud you ergoproxy. You reply to people respectfully and you don't try to sweep topic under the blog rug. You are direct, open and honest, without trying to control the conversation and be the center of attention of every reply.

I commend you.

Btw, I'm not one of the lurkers who has been posting previously.

TS

ergoproxy said...

no worries sc

however I don't know how well I could mail it

Anonymous said...

Anonymous, are you Tony Soprano? Same initials. ^_^
(Joking of course)

Anonymous said...

BC:

Tony Soprano? Ha!

I'll have to say no to that one.

1. I am female.
2. My ass nor gut is the size of Jersey.

However, being a female mob boss would intrigue me.

The female TS.

ergoproxy said...

thank you TS that was a lovely thing to say.
(I always try to see all sides, comes from teaching teenagers!)

sorry it took a bit to reply I was making my pie

Anonymous said...

Lol TS. The female Tony Soprano it is then.
Ergo: Did I just hear... pie? Yum!
And yes, I happen to agree with what TS has complimented you on indeed. TS, I see Ergo as one of my guardian angels ^_^

sister midnite said...

Thanks, EP. If I knew what to ask, I'd email you with a question. I was just looking for someone to fill me in on what I might have missed!

Anon who is talking about jealousy, please don't put words in my mouth. As someone who has been here since the beginning, I have been talking to Sdock10 and Kapunua for much longer than any of you lurkers have. I know very well how eloquent they both are, thank you very much.

If you're so concerned with attaching a status to everyone here, at least have the courtesy to create some sort of identifying name or number for yourself.

I think you are misunderstanding what I was trying to say -- I'm not saying that anyone is jealous. I was simply pointing out that many people have been feeling left out over the last week, and I don't think that is right. We're a family here; no one member is more important than any other, nor should they be. It's not all about Mayo. If you've been paying attention, you'll realize that.

Anonymous said...

What kind of pie?

Can you share some with Mayo? He seems to need pie.

Perhaps it would help M. get rid of the cranky stank funk he seems to be in.

- The female Tony Soprano.

Anonymous said...

I agree TS. Pie cures and soothes everything. Oo I cannot wait til Thanksgiving. We are having it earlier this year ^_^
Sister M, it is good to see you again. Missed you tons. HUGZ

sister midnite said...

Thanks, BC. *hugz*
Hi Ergo, SC, female TS, Anon, Anon, Anon, etc., etc.

FWIW, everyone has the right to speak their opinion here. And my opinion is that staying anonymous just to complain about people is chicken-shit. If you have something to say, SAY IT.

Just sayin'.

Anonymous said...

But Sis, rampant bitching without accountability is the backbone of the internets.

...or was that porn? I can't remember.

soulconnector said...

Hi sister midnite,

Looking at the previous posts,it appears you are right on,something is going on here.

Looks like this blog may be getting a taste of reality and what it is like for mayonaise or even our GW.
`sc

ergoproxy said...

redrum - pretty sure it's porn

it's a bacon and egg pie, and I'd share with anyone. I love cooking.
I can smell it now

Sis M anytime if you want to ask I can try to help

Anonymous said...

No problem Sister M. Redrum, maybe it IS porn :D

Anonymous said...

A few minutes ago, I went to take a peek at Buzznet and saw a few of the pictures they posted that was taken from the German/Belgium interview. I didn't realize how long Gerard hair was growing. How lame is that? :)

sister midnite said...

Hi SC & Redrum.

Internetz, porn, is there a difference? ;)

All kidding aside, there's been too much bullshit this week. Tempers are flaring, emotions are running high (mine included, earlier in the week), and something is changing here. Where's all this dysfunction coming from?

I really, REALLY don't want Divide & Conquer Anon to be right. We're not sheep, and we all have differing opinions & outlooks on shit.

But what happened to agreeing to disagree???

I'm thinking that kickball will be therapeutic. Let's celebrate Princess S&V20's birthday in true NutBuster© style!!

It's bed-time for this Bonzo, m'loves. Wishing you all a good morning/afternoon/evening! ^____^

ergoproxy said...

Yay kickball
I'll even write a birthday cheer for her.

yes I think it's the moon, or everyone has PMT together,

I think we should play kickball then retire to the harem to eat fun sized chocolate bars and cheese, and discuss something meaningless and fun

ergoproxy said...

night sisM

Anonymous said...

(I didn't realize how long Gerard hair was growing.)

Same here.

For me its like he morphed over night.

Morph Master Way.

TS




TS

ergoproxy said...

well my pie is puffed and golden so I'm off to enjoy it

(i'll think of you all while I do - promise)

see you (my) tomorrow

Anonymous said...

Sister M, I swear, I thought you were going to call yourself Bozo! O_0 Lol. I wish we knew why all of this is happening. The tension, the arguments, all of this. I sincerely hope that divide and conquering may not happen, but it appears that it is unfortunately.
Take care, lots of hugs, and sweet dreams Sister M. We should have a special kickball game tomorrow, but I think I need to take care of myself and my health before I can come back here.

TS, I like his hair kinda long, but it sickens me that he has become gaunt and skinny and just, sullen. The fact that you don't see the twinkle in his eye and that old smile anymore is kinda sad. I miss it.

Anonymous said...

Take care Ergo and enjoy that pie! ^_^

elena said...

Hello to whoever is here. I just popped back in before heading to bed.

Mayo I haven't commented on this post cause..well cause I'm just not sure what you're thinking. (You are thinking aren't you?) I'm kidding. To me the tone is kind of regretful. Like someone you think is older and maybe wiser figured out something that you didn't. Okay I'm probably totally wrong but I wanted to give it a shot. I do understand the get some sleep part at least to me. This crazy mother fucker to going to bed now. Nite Mayo...
May tomorrow be better than today. That thought is what always keeps me going.

Anonymous said...

Hi there Elena. Sweet dreams Elena :D

Anonymous said...

Anyone here?

Anonymous said...

Whoever is lurking about, I say goodnight. Goodnight to you Mayonaise.

Kassiopeia said...

Just a quick Good Morning to Mayo (and anyone else)!

I feel so out of the loop every Monday as I don't get a chance to check you out over the weekend.

I'll get back to work now...

Love,
Kass79

ergoproxy said...

BC if you are still here GO TO BED !!!

Hi kass79 i don't know you, unless you were someone else

just popped back to say pie was lovely (or would my US friends call it a pot pie- still confuses me)

Goodnight to anyone still lurking, i am off for shower, relax and bed.
Hi to everyone arriving over the next 10 hours or so, have a good Monday while I have monday night.
TS hope to see you again
(flattery gets yyou everywhere XD)

616 if you read this wallabies are arriving in our yard with abnormal regularity, perhaps news of the army has spread to the marsupial world!

farawaysoclose said...

hello everyone.
i know no ones here but never mind.
hi mayo.
i won't try to decipher your latest offering, i'll leave it to the smarter people to hopefully work it out. or not as the case may be.
happy birthday s&v20!!!!

Anonymous said...

Audite!

Ita est, ut dixi!
Neque SS neque hostis sum!

Si amicus adesset, mihi auxiliaretur!

sdock10 said...

'Morning Mayo,

How are ya today? My day is starting already to be really fucked up because for some strange reason I looked at the clock wrong and am up 1 hour earlier than usual. Oh well, oh well fuck it then. I didn't need that hour of sleep anyways. Looks like I missed some good fun last night and again I say, oh well, oh well, oh well.

Just read you latest....sounds like someone caught you. Uh-huh, they know what you are doing. Did you play it off? Did you act all crazy and shit? Crazy is good if you can do it pretty convincingly. It gives you excellent escape possibilities. People shrug you off when they think you are 'special' like that. Still, sounds like you actually might have had a laugh about it if only to yourself. (That makes people think you are REALLY crazy.)

That's about all I have for you this morning, but give me a few hours and I'm sure I can come back at you with a 8 paragragh analyis. Damnit, I hope my boss won't fire my ass. Nah, I am too much a vital part to her organization. I can do whatever the fuck I damn well please.

Really, I must work on my filthy mouth.

Here's to you today, old friend. Hope this motherfucker of a Monday runs as smoothly as hot butter on a baked potato...???


Oh, one more thing...Today is MY sister's, Princess Smoke&Venom20's birthday. Let's make it a most outstanding celebration. I know you all are jealous, but she's mine. I have the best sister in the whole fucking universe. Plus, she does turn 30 today and I get to rub it in. Old, but fabulous my love. Ya know what I bought her for her b-day??? Kapunua, do you know? TBS of course.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. A little mystery never hurt anyone....makes shit much more interesting, don't ya think?

p.s.s. Good morning, Latin Anon

farawaysoclose said...

latin anon?? i know you aren't SS, he still has not speaking in latin on his page.
jesus, i can't translate!

farawaysoclose said...

hey sdock!
have a good monday!
i should be working, well i kind of am...ish.

sdock10 said...

Hey FASC,

I suck at translating Latin too. Hell, I suck at comprehending English as well.

I am screwwwwwwwwwwed here.

How are yo today?

farawaysoclose said...

hey sdock i'm good thanks.
i've come up with this:
hear!
worthless SS, worthless an enemy of the state to be!
if you wish male friend adesset, me auxiliaretur!

somethings not right there surely!!!!!!!
jesus i'm hopeless!
and SS is not worthless!

sdock10 said...

Well, FASC, I have no effing clue and I even have a Latin book.

My words for the day are...Fuck it and oh well, oh well, oh well.

farawaysoclose said...

ha!
i'm with you on that one sdock!
what times it with you??

sdock10 said...

Or Mayo,

Shit, you know your old buddy sdock10 can't leave shit alone. If they didn't catch you, did you catch them before they caught you?

Sneaky, sneaky.....You're good.

I shall go off to face my Monday now...laughing and talking to myself as usual.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Did you let him crawl away injured or did you eat him?

p.s.s. FASC it's 6:34 AM.

farawaysoclose said...

thats early!
its 11.36am here, i'm already thinking of lunch!
have a good day!

sdock10 said...

Thanks, FASC.

You too.

I am off to kiss the asses of the lovely people in my little shit ass town at my shit ass job.

Nah, I'm not bitter at all.

*mumbles to self*

Mayo,

I promise to keep pondering your post.

Remember what I said...laugh and talk to yourself. ALFUCKINGWAYS!

Later....

sdock10 said...

I have a question for everyone...it just popped in my mind:

If we get what we deserve, do we really deserve better than what we get?

....just asking

Anonymous said...

Mayo, this is probably the most straight forward blog you've everposted and all I'm getting out of it is nothing. Just staring. Good for the old bird, tough on the early riser.

You need sleep, he needs sleep, we all need sleep.
*head falls down on keyboard*

sdock10 said...

A flock of sheep that leisurely pass by
One after one; the sound of rain, and bees
Murmuring; the fall of rivers, winds and seas,
Smooth fields, white sheets of water, and pure sky -
I've thought of all by turns, and still I lie
Sleepless...
~William Wordsworth



....may these words find you today, you know who you are.

Faith, Hope, Love

always,
S

Anonymous said...

ghjddddddfffffffffffffffjhmmmmmmmmmmmjfghtirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrj ...
What the... Oh, hi Sdock. Must have dropped off for a while.

*feels face*
Hmm, nice keyboard pattern across cheek and forehead.

Wordsworth, W.B.Yeats and Tennyson all the way. Emily Dickinson however, always creeped me out.

Off now to swap keyboard for something way less impressable making. 'Night.

Anonymous said...

Sorry for intruding, but I thought you might like to know that I just spoke to a friend who went to the show in Newcastle last night. She was very upset. She said she was one of the first fans in the queue, but was pushed away from the barricade during MSI's set and then later knocked down by moshing MSI fans. By the time MCR took the stage she was so exhausted and beaten up she felt ill and had to leave the pit.

So much for MCR concerts being a place where kids can "come to feel safe."

Oh, Gerard. You're so full of shit now. I don't have a clue what the hell this latest blog means, but I will say that you certainly did look like a worm during that Taste It Tv interview; the way you were squirming. That girl had your ass pinned to the wall, didn't she? I am beginning to loathe you.

JocelynHolly said...

Good Morning Mayo.

Care to help a friend out? I can't tell your mood in this one, usually it's easy to figure that out. I think you put your mask on better here than before, you are getting better at this whole cryptic thing.

I really need to catch up.. one second while I read back on comments.

*runs and reads comments*
*comes back*

So this blog is for Kapunua? Or so an anonymous said. See, I'm gone for long periods of time (like 14 hours) and I come back very confused. This isn't working out Paperheart, you mustn't stay away for too long! Rawr.

But it'd make sense for this to be for Kapunua, she does love TBS! =]

Since I know basically nothing about this blog, maybe I should not say anything until I do know something. So that's my plan, to not say anything about this blog until I figure it out. Sound good? Good.

Again, I won't be here for much of the day. I have to head back to school today. *sighs* I don't think you'll miss me though, Mayo. I'm not that cool. ^_^

lots of love and a zillion hugs;
-007

P.S. BC! I saw you commenting earlier, I hope you feel better! If I don't talk to you today, I must email you! *HUG*

JocelynHolly said...

Intrusive Anon,
I am very sorry to hear your about your friends experience at an MCR concert. Such a shame that she was getting trampled, then too ill to enjoy My Chemical Romance's performance!
*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Hear me!

It is so, what you have said.

I am neither SS nor your enemy(foe).

If you come as friends, You shall be my helpers(auxillary forces).

That is the best I can come up with. Please feel free to correct my mistakes.

Anonymous said...

Hi ph and intrusiveanon

Unfortunately that's going to be the type of rubbish that we'll see more of in the UK while MSI is touring with MCR,IAnon.
The fanbases are quite different. TBP has brought in a lot of younger fans and they're the ones that will be keenest to get to the front,like your friend, only to get trampled by the support act moshers. I hope your friend will be okay IA. Love to her.

If you're in the dark anon at 11:06, then we all are. Anons really should wear coloured masks so they can keep their identity hidden but so we can go, oh, that's the starspangled anon.

Bed. Now. 2:38am. Wanting to go before that weird bird starts singing again.
Night, for real.

Anonymous said...

If MCR carry on with this sort of bullshit then they properly won't be welcomed back to the UK. Us Brits hate falsehood and can sense it a mile away. The UK fans have been with them since the beginning and gave them a no. 1 single (I know that they say they don't care about selling records but who are they trying to kid), and they have dumped on us the most.

farawaysoclose said...

anon @ 1.31pm. you did a better translating job than me! but then again thats not hard!

Anonymous said...

Hello again Mayo. I hope whoever you are calling to gets this.

P.S. Hello to everyone!

Anonymous said...

If anyone is here. Or is everyone alseep?

Anonymous said...

I'm here Shae.

JocelynHolly said...

Sweet Dreams PP! *HUG*
Hey Shae!
Unfortunately, I must be off!
*HUG*

Love you all!
-007

JocelynHolly said...

Hello and goodbye Anonymous!
Hello and Goodbye Shae!
Hello and goodbye FASC!
*HUG*

Anonymous said...

Goodbye PH!

Anonymous said...

Hey guys.

what's going on?

V

Anonymous said...

Very little V

Anonymous said...

Woo, people! Hi people. What's up?

Anonymous said...

our mayo seem angry. oh well...

V

Anonymous said...

He does, doesn't he?

sdock10 said...

And I am here as well...supposed to be working, but fuck that. I don't want to.

Hi everyone!

How are ya'll today?

Anonymous said...

I'm good. How are you?

sdock10 said...

I shall re-ask my question:
sdock10 said...
I have a question for everyone...it just popped in my mind:

If we get what we deserve, do we really deserve better than what we get?

....just asking

My answer....nope, probably not.

Anonymous said...

Yeah he does. Fuck that shit and stop being such a creep, Mayo! these guys want answers. they want to heart the truth. give em hell kid.


sdock: I'm very well, how is yourself?

V

farawaysoclose said...

hi guys! i'm meant to be working too!!!
everyone ok?

sdock10 said...
I have a question for everyone...it just popped in my mind:

If we get what we deserve, do we really deserve better than what we get?

....just asking

November 12, 2007 12:03 PM

i guess we don't sdock.

sdock10 said...

I'm good, Shae. Feeling really irritated today for some reason. Just on the fucking edge and hanging on by my fingernails and my grip is .....nah, I'm haning out quite nicely here.

I'm the resident crazy person here in case you haven't noticed.

...but always hopeful, loving, and faithful.

sdock10 said...

Hey V,

I'm supposed to working...shhhhh, don't tell anyone. My ass is going to get so fired.....

Oh well, oh well, oh well

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS SMOKE!!

Anonymous said...

i wonder why SS is no longer speaking latin.

Anonymous said...

sdock: don't care about the others. if you wanna stay at home, then stay at home. lol

V

farawaysoclose said...

anon 2.29pm.
SS said not speaking latin yesterday in response to an anon who commented in latin just to let us know it wasn't him.
did that make sense?

elena said...

Paper I'm sure you are gone to school by now but I just have to say. NEVER say you are not that cool again. Mayo may be a lot of things but not stupid. He has to see what a wonderful person you are. You are missed while you are gone.

Anonymous said...

Hey, crazy people are cool, sdock. I was supposed to be listening to a lecture but now... I'm just bored.

sdock10 said...

v,

shhh, I'm actually at work. ooh, I'm going to get in so much trouble.

Don't know why, anon.

sdock10 said...

Maybe because our other anon friend starting speaking Latin better???

....just saying

Not that I would know the difference, I can't even speak real English. I speak and hear only the language of the heart.....awwh, that just means I talk to myself a lot.

Anonymous said...

Talking to yourself is a good way to build up your vocabulary. Unless of course the words you use aren't real. Then when you DO talk, you end up speaking gibberish. :)

sdock10 said...

Good to know, Shae.

I'll keep that in mind.

Until then, my words for the day are...oh well, oh well, oh well and my personal favorites....

Well Fuck it then....

It works no matter what the situation is...

And my other favorite word is.....


ALMOST

Anonymous said...

oh and Mayo, I've talked to HER recently. she said she loves you and still waiting. go for her, you idiot. .. I'm just saying, but you deserve to be happy, my dear friend. You deserve it. Don't let anyone to tell you that you don't deserve happiness. You had to find her, don't fuck this all up. please. Be aware. Listen to your heart. SHE DOES LOVE YOU. as far as I know you said the same stuff to her during the summer... are you still waiting? what was about her birthday?

V

Anonymous said...

Hmm, my favorite word would have to be 'anywho.' I'm not sure why, but I like it.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

((This appears to be some sort of calling out to someone. I suppose even with this new post, you are angry, correct?))


^
That would make a lot of sense actually.

sdock10 said...

uh huh

Okay

Anonymous said...

Anyway, I've got to go for now. I'll be back later. 'Til then!

Smoke said...

Yay me! It’s my birthday! Go Princess! Go Princess!

Thank you all for the Happy B-days! Ya’ll are toooooo sweet!

Sis M, oh yeah, game is ON! The Nutbusters haven’t kicked ass in awhile and today would be the perfect day. Mayo, you gots to play, too. No excuses. SS, you better be cheering us on!

Yes, I am 30. Sdock10, you make jokes. Just remember you are always gonna be 3 years ahead of me. Muwahahah! TBS is fuckin’ awesome! You’re right Mayo, Adam IS lovely. Adam is lovely and Bert IS love.

On to the latest post:

Mayo, don’t do your friend so bad. Don’t let him drive himself crazy trying to figure you out. I know how hard it is for us peeps here sometimes, so I can only imagine what he’s feeling. Damn, talk about needing some serious therapy. Ever heard Puddle of Mudd? Maybe I’M the one who’s a schizophrenic psycho. Just be nice to him, okay? For the princess? He loves you.

We love you. Yeah, you. You twisted, fucked up, too-smart-for-your-own-good, beautiful, psycho, crazy motherfucker.

But hey, aren’t we all?



LOVE YOU ALL!

Princess S&V20



P.S. – Today I am ……slowdancing on the inside, thinking that I CAN’T escape the inevitable (SS, ever feel the same?), and screaming cause it’s MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY! Scorpios are fucking awesome, and yes we know it. Don’t we, K.?

Anonymous said...

happy fucking birthday s&v20!
*hugs*

V

Anonymous said...

Hey guys. Can't stay, but I just wanted to wish you all a good day.

Elena:
Check your blog. :)


S&V:
Happy mother fucking birthday day to you kid!!! Well....


Adult!!!!


See ya'll around the blog.


Mayo:
I'm thinking about ya today. Don't do something you'd regret.

farawaysoclose said...

happy 30th s&v20!!!!!!!!!!
hope you are having a fab day!

farawaysoclose said...

i gotta go for a while.
later.

elena said...

Happy B-Day S&V20. May lots of happiness come your way.

Anonymous said...

"The ink hasn't even dried yet."

Sadly this reminds me of my divorce and my ex's quick remarriage.

Anonymous said...

Why is it, I wonder, that Mayo never seems to leave logged-in comments?

Anonymous said...

Kapunua would like to think 1:16am references her, but alas, it does not. Have you ever encountered someone with a bigger head than it? I have not.

elena said...

Bye Faraway

Mustard check your blog

Anon - the image you got about the ink - Sorry

sdock10 said...

ppu, Care to enlighten us?

Anonymous said...
Kapunua asked..."I just want to know how and why it happened."

November 12, 2007 3:57 AM

sdock10 said...

I'll take that as a no.

elena said...

Hey sdock How are you today?

Anonymous said...

PPU, you think K has a big ego. You thought the purple was for you?

sdock10 said...

Hey Elena,

I'm in a feisty mood and that's never good seeing as how I am at work and I have to kiss ass all day long.

How are you sweetie?

Anonymous said...

You know (Or maybe not)
The really popular kids get picked for the team.
The rest get to stand there and wait until someone has to take them.
They want to play just as badly. They just need to be given a chance.
Life never really gets out of the schoolyard.


Let me tell you something, anon. "Not getting picked for the team" was the least and LAST of my effing worries, through "the schoolyard" and all my life. My main worry "in the schoolyard" was to not get cornered, not get dragged off, not get thrown down, hey, how about not get stabbed repeatedly. So while I appreciate the sentiment that you think I write well, let's don't even go down the "schoolyard / popular kids" analogy road with me, yeah?

Words are the only things that have ever gotten me anywhere, do you understand that? They got me through school. They are the only reason I got into college. Words are the only reason anyone has ever turned their ears or minds to me; it has certainly never been their eyes, and I'm more than fine with that. I'm not about to stop using them because people feel like it's too "schoolyard" or that I'm "getting picked first for the team." Jesus Christ, people. I asked a question. It was one that had been bandied about before. I asked a question on an anonymous blog and our anonymous host answered it. Is this seriously that big of a deal? I ask you guys questions, too. You guys answer me. You ask me things, I answer you. We talk to each other. Why is this any different?

You think you are "treated better" on other blogs? Jesus Christ, I had no idea that talking to someone meant "treating them better." Doesn't it all depend on the context? I'll tell you something else. Despite all of my ranting on certain subjects, our host here treats everyone here well. As far as I know he has never deleted a single comment, when he'd have been well within his rights to. You or I might once in a while have the luxury to answer every thought that's tossed our way--I admit that my nocturnal self has been "prolific" on some nights when I couldn't sleep, and on some Sundays when I'm at home alone cooking soup and reading the internet. Let's just suppose for the sake of everyone that maybe our host and a few anons don't have that luxury. And for as much as some of us rail against this guy, he's got a way of taking it in stride and remaining humble--at least on this blog, let's just put it that way.

Not only are words all I really have, but I like to use them. I enjoy writing. I enjoy poetry and metaphor and wordplay. So if a few of you would like me to stop, well then all I can say is, I'm sorry. I enjoy it too much and I always will. It's what I do. When I'm to doing other things, I'm writing: novels, posts, my own journal, thoughts, random stupidity. Do something enough and you have no choice but to be halfway decent at it. I had no idea that this was a negative thing to some people. More importantly, I don't actually care if it is. ^_^

This is not a case of "divide and conquer" or whatever the hell people were saying. The emotions in here? It's a case of us all having gotten to know each other over a few months, and facades are starting to come down; true personalities start to emerge after a time. Combine that with the overall relative anonymity of even the people who have been here for a while, and of course there's going to be some clashing. That happens in any group of people, don't you think?

ANYway.

Anonymous said...

i wonder why SS is no longer speaking latin.


I thought it was because someone else was?

S&V20, hau'oli la hanau! It looks like your beautiful sister got you an incredible birthday gift. Enjoy that, yo. ^_^

P.S. – Today I am ……slowdancing on the inside, thinking that I CAN’T escape the inevitable (SS, ever feel the same?), and screaming cause it’s MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY! Scorpios are fucking awesome, and yes we know it. Don’t we, K.?

We rock... and roll, all night long, sweet Suzie! Keep on slowdancing... isn't that the most gorgeous song? ^_^

Anonymous said...

Ss Midnite, got your onderful email ~_~ Will get on answering soon,veryintesting stuff. NOW Wt is wrong wih my keyboad againJesus

sdock10 said...

Fearless Kapunua,

I do love you with my whole heart whether you want it, or need it, or not. Maybe you could just put it away in a box or something and take it out and look at it every now and then.

You are one badass chick and I am more than happy to share half of me with you.

Besides don't we make great dueling partners?

Love,
Faithful S

p.s. Adam is damn lovely and yes Bert is love.

Anonymous said...

We do, Sdck. :D Mayb if we melded togeher magically we'd be perfect. ^_~ Nah, but perfect is nofun.

Question: Which oneof us has been setting alight the grail-shaped beacon? Ha!

I think Bert isterrific. What an effing loon, but veryhonest, I think.

And Adam, well...you know I *heart* that youngman.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua:

Throw that piece of shit away!

That was funny as I was reading it. I was like, "Well, shit. Her keyboard's messing up again. Awwww."

Anonymous said...

Dude,this is my3rd keybard this mnth! Unforttly I hink it's actualy the computer. :/

elena said...

sdock fiesty can be bad sometimes but I'm sure you will pull it off.

Kapunua don't worry about what an ANON says. Yeah, I can understand sometimes people get jealous of you. You stand out in a good way. But hey, be proud of that. You say things about Mayo that many of us wish we could. As for your looks. Honey I have no idea what you see in the mirror now but you are a beautiful woman. Don't let the past haunt you. I'm sorry about the things that happened when you were younger. That sucks. However today is all any of us really have and today you are an intelligent, beautiful woman.

sdock10 said...

Nah, Kapunua don't listen to Mustard..keep the fucked up keyboard. It's like your trademark now or something.

For Bert:
"I made this mess, I built this fire, are you still mine..."

Hey Mustard,

How's the knot holding?

Anonymous said...

Kapunua says, waaaaaa. Poor Kapunua is ugly and got beat up for it. Waaaaa. Her hardships are worse than yours, she says. Waaaaa.

Grow up...please.

I do believe Gerard said the word "of" last night, Kapunua. Didn't you use the word "of" the other day? He's talking to you AGAIN! My god.

I love playing here, in lala land, where I do not have to face the reality of my disgusting existence.

Anonymous said...

Well said, Elena.

I second that.

Kapunua:
Your words are amazing. I find truth and wisdom in them. I'm learning them. It just takes me some time.

Anonymous said...

The knot's good Sdock.

Holding firm. Thanks.

And I'll put in a fund to get you a new computer if that's the problem. Otherwise, throw the keyboard out the window!

gotta run!

Anonymous said...

Mustrd, youknow, Im trying too. ALlstudentshere, rght? Lke I saidI thinkyou have a generos and PATIEn heart. LOL, I thik youget me. ^_^

Wha...Epiphnyyyyyy...Keyboarepihany, hang on...

farawaysoclose said...

hi guys.
sdock,elena MIB,kapunua,anyone else.
kapunua i love what you write so don't you be worrying about a thing which i know you're not, but just saying.

sdock10 said...

anon @ 4:15

Try to act mature much?

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