This is overdue. Please forgive me as I have been preoccupied with family. I had meant to post this earlier, in time with all of your moments of introspection, during "this is me". I think it is in good timing, as it seems a distraction could be in order...
I am a contradiction.
I am a planner, I plan everything. But, I have also been known to make snap decisions.
I am an idealist.
I am a realist.
I research the hell out of everything, but I am always changing my mind.
I am a workaholic, but can very easily sleep in too late...I have insomnia so the appeal of my dreams can be somewhat overwhelming.
I am a good listener, but I tend to talk over people (I am really working on that one).
I fear rejection on every level, but I am always drawing attention to myself.
I fear failure, but I am not afraid to try new things, and this constant change in scenery allows me to masquerade achievement.
I think I am always right, but I acknowledge that I make mistakes.
I am very independent and a control freak…I like to do things my way, myself. Yet, I am high maintenance and a bit of a scatter brain…therefore I require someone to look after me.
I have diagnosed clinical depression, but I can be the life of the party.
I have outrageously high standards for myself, but I am generous in allowing others to fault.
I am very loyal, but I have been known to wander off towards a novel stimulus like a moth to a flame.
I am empathetic.
I am selfish.
I am stubborn.
I crave change.
I have enjoyed kissing both women and men, but prefer women.
I am shy.
I am eccentric.
I am erratic.
I work hard, and I am passionate. I love life, my friends, and my family. I am always expressing myself
...even in silence.
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It's because of a rather unsettling turn of events on my end...talk about mind fuck.
So I must go, talk to you lovelies later!
xoxoxox
Hello, anon at 10:12? Word on Frank, please?
Ergo - Did you do the Time Warp?
Hi EP!!
Hi Ergo, sounds like you are having a great time.
Please, anon, SS, anyone... what's the word on Frank?
^Thank you, RW.
You anons notice how the festivities stopped after that 10:12 post?
What does that tell you?
Goodbye cupcake, I hope things get better at your end.
Hey Guys. *HUG*
Holding on for some news about Frank.
Hello there Paperheartxx! :) What have you been up to tonight?
Anonymous said...
kapunua said...
It all seems so crappy right now.
That is an understatement.
Try not worry about him, he wouldn't want you to, he is with his family and they are a huge source of comfort and support at this difficult time.
November 23, 2007 10:12 PM
Anon @ 10:12, you need to come back and clear this up. You've got us all upset about Frank because this sounds pretty bad.
hey 007. have you got aim yet
Apparently the 10.12 anon is unwilling to impart any more information.
Come on dude, don't pull out so quick! We're not done yet.
J
Hey, paperheart is here.
Hi sweetie *big hug*
If the "bad news on Tuesday" is just that he wont' be back for Australia or even that he's done with the band, then whatever, we support him.
But if Frank is sick we're going to worry, and we're going to worry hard, even if it's not what he would want.
"Not what he would want" sounds really bad.
Hey RW, I have had the most shitty and emotional night. Actually half shitty. =[
Hey FS, no aim yet. =[
Hey Miss T. *HUG*
Hey RW, I have had the most shitty and emotional night. Actually half shitty. =[
I'm so sorry to hear that :(
*hugs*
Thanks RW. Tonight, was all about hugs, not drugs.. literally.
*HUG*
Are you OK paperheart?
S'up, PH?
thanks guys!!
I did do the Time Warp lol
anyway I'm off to the park so I may call in later, sorry i can't stay but speculation seems tobe getting a workout without me!
I'll catch up later
bye
Frank is such an unselfish man that he wouldn't want us to worry about him under ANY circumstances. I don't think the statement in itself sounds bad; it sounds like typical Frank. Always thinking of others before himself.
I tend to think he just needed to get the Hell away from Gerard. At least I hope that's all it is. "During this difficult time" could mean anything from "He's losing his damn mind on the road all the time" to "One of his family members has passed on". It's such a vague thing to say.
J
I am okay Miss T and Kapunua.. just really upset. This whole thing went on between me and my friends. I'm just going to write a blog about it, it'll be too long of a comment on here.
See you later Ergo.
Mayo? I don't like to tell you what to write in your own blog (even though I'd slap you down if you were being a pill,) but I mean, could you be a dear and say something about Frank? Like, just pretend you know him or something. Yanno. That kind of thing.
Bubbles, what's wrong? You ok?
J
Bye Ergo<3
I just don't want Frank to be sick. Or any of his family to be.
Hey there paperheart. How are you?
I am okay Miss T and Kapunua.. just really upset. This whole thing went on between me and my friends. I'm just going to write a blog about it, it'll be too long of a comment on here.
Crap with friends happens, unfortunately. I hope everything works out well, though.
*hugs again!*
OPJ, I am alright. =]*HUG*
I'm just going to finish up this blog, then you all can read it. Sound good?
Hey BC, *HUG*
*sighs*
I am alright, don't worry. =]
I'm sure that it will work out RW.
Yeah, K, I know. Me too.
I would much rather not hear partial information from dubious sources, you know? I'd like to hear even the barest of facts, as long as they were facts. But fuck, we'll never know when the facts come in.
Mayo, I gotta go with K on this one. Could you pull some strings and find out about Frank, please? I know you don't know him personally, but I figure you know someone who knows him. Please, be a sweetheart and help us out here.
J
Mayo, are your ears burning??
Ok, baby Bubbles, but you know if you need to talk I'm here for you.
*BIG OL'BEAR HUGS*
Want a cookie?
Hey, I'll even give you a Tab. ;)
love you
J
Exactly, OPs.
Mayo, we know you don't know Frank, dearheart. But you probably know something about him? Or could find out?
WHAT'S GOING ON WITH FRANK?!
I've had TERRIBLE feelings that something is wrong with Frank.
Please someone tell me that Frank is OK. I can't stand thinking something bad happening to him!!
Aww well, paperheart, if there is anything you need to talk about, we'll be here teddy bear *hugs* :)
OP, Thank you. =]
Once you all read my blog, after it is done, you'll understand why I am upset.
Hey Paper - Here's a big hug for you.
Paperheartxx.
Big hug from me too.
Hi... if anyone is left, and bored, check out my blog?
Thank you as well BC! *HUG*
SS,
If you happen to be checking in on us, I wanted to let you know I've left you a message on our blog. Would you be a love and read it, please? I've been trying to reach you for a while now, but haven't had any luck.
Hope all is well with you, too, baby. I miss you like Hell.
love you always
J
Hi Cupcake, hope you're doing better...I'll come over either tonight or tomorrow.
Fiona, we've had visits from several anons with various bits of information, or misinformation. Nobody knows what the Hell's going on. The anon at 10.12 seems to be the most reliable. ???
J
I swear to god if Frank's sick I will cry my eyes out. :C
Awww your welcome teddy bear *big hugs* :)
Yeah, I know. K and I are appealing to Mayo to find out something for us about Frank, even though they're not friends. We figure Mayo has contacts that we don't so he could get the real deal for us.
J
Hi K! hi Original Punks and whoever else is here.
MAYO, PLEASE?
Thanks Elena and Katherine! *HUG*
For now, I think I'm going to go to bed. Wake me up if something exciting happens.
Night all. And L sends her love, and says Hi, and hopes you all had a good holiday, if you celebrated one.
talk to you tomorrow
J
Hey Fiona=]
'Night, J :)
Hello Fiona :)
Hi.... I am so worried!
Hi fiona.
Goodbye J.
Goodnight from me too people. have fun.
No need for thanks Paper. You are always so sweet to send out hugs you deserve each and ever hug you get!!!
Night night Miss T. Sweet dreams.
Anyone else who is going to bed, good night as well
'Night, OPs, both. ^_^
Night OP & Miss T,
Paperheart, you are always so sweet!
mayo if you post tonight
post a bloody picture of anything please
i want to see a picture for a change
You guys don't know it, but I'm about to go make out with Resurrected Wreck before I sing the next song.
Sorry if this is late but, BYE OP'S! *HUG*
Post a picture of Frank being okay. ;D That's all most of us care about tonight.
You guys don't know it, but I'm about to go make out with Resurrected Wreck before I sing the next song.
It's true, 'cause we're So in Loooove!!!
I just had to tell you all about Resurrected and myself in that subtle way because I AM A PRIVATE PERSON LIKE THAT! I will be taking her to work with me and we'll be wearing matching shirts.
Because we value our privacy and it has nothing to do with our jobs.
SOOOO IN LOVE!!!!11111 FOR EVER.....
AND EVER!
LIEK 100%!!!
FOR SURE!!
^^Aww! :)
Kapunua said...
I just had to tell you all about Resurrected and myself in that subtle way because I AM A PRIVATE PERSON LIKE THAT! I will be taking her to work with me and we'll be wearing matching shirts.
Will the shirts have unicorns on them?
Me and RW just decided to get married tonight. Did you get that? You guys all have to watch us on our honeymoon. YOU HAVE TO! If you attepmt to look away, I will drag RW on stage with me and throw her at you. THROW OUR lOVE AT YOU.
Because she is amaaaayzing.
Don't miss mine & Kapunua's honeymooon video: "Life On The Marriage Scene"
Free Sharpies with the first 50 orders.
the sex tape involves glowsticks to. use your imagination
Oh, and guys? Entropy might leave the chat. It's pretty serious. It might be because RW and I got married and I started acting up, but on the other hand, Entropy might be in big trouble.
But she is not dead or ill.
I guess.
Now I want you all to moan for me like cheap, stupid whores.
DO IT! NOW!
XD XD
Aw!! Now that's what I call a declaration of love! :D
Can I be one of the bridesmaids?
Is the happy couple drinking apple cider???
RW and Kapunua,
Not too many Marks of Love please. (Throwing confetti at you!)
We are drinking "apple cider" for sure.
If you guys don't think we're the most adorable thing, you're WRONG. You'll love us together until you just can't stand it anymore and you puke from the HAPPINESS AND JOY.
Don't I look so awesome? I think I'll drop about twenty pounds and start pouting at the camera like Kate Moss.
RW, does that get you hot? Does that turn you on?
EVERYBoDY MOAN FOR ME, YOU WHORES.
*RW is remaining enigmatically quiet, but is hovering near the stage wearing a "Fucked Myself in Belfast" t-shirt*
Aww I think you guys make such an "adorable" couple! :D
Oh baby!!! *pretends to moan*
Lame, I know lol
we will get smoothered by vomit
Oh, there're gonna be marks of love. Just you wait and see. You don't wanna see? TOO BAD.
Guys, I have decided not to be a feminist anymore, and I couldn't give less of a crap about human rights. Umm, all of my causes can go screw themselves.
Native Americans? SCREW 'EM! RW's friends don't like that kind of crap.
Entropy is mysteriously absent! But do I care? NO!
You guys might, though.
Just thought I'd throw that out there.
Thanks for inviting me to the wedding, bitches. What am I? Frank?
-Amyranth
Oh yes, and then I suppose we have to take our shirts off and start fucking ourselves with the glowsticks
We're all about the imagine now, baby.
Working on the backbends as we speak...
So which one sucks more dick?
Guys, I just randomly attacked Fimblestar.
What can I say, she was getting up in my grill while I was trying to do my thaaang and impress RW!
Hey welcome to the wedding of the century Amy
You guys are too hilarious!
=]
Okay Kapu what the fuck happened to Entropy?
-Amyranth
Sorry, Amyranth. But if you want to break your wrist, you're more than welcome.
So which one sucks more dick?
We're still tallying up the score on that one.
BC - Okay, so I'm not frank. Who then? Bob? Mikey? Someone else who was there but not seen in any pictures?
-A
she bloody attacked me yes you herd it here first but some may say that she was just trying to hug me
Actually..... Amyranth, if you want to, like, start charging exorbitant amounts to cut hair and then mysteriously disappear after I reject your ass on stage in front of a crowd of like 30 thousand people... you can do that, too. ;)
Kapu - So you're saying that Entropy is busy masturbating?
I think my wires are crossed a little here..
-A
We could always play rock, paper and scissors to see which one sucks more dick he he
BC - Okay, so I'm not frank. Who then? Bob? Mikey? Someone else who was there but not seen in any pictures?
-A
Because, like, EVERYBODY was there! They totally were! Just because nobody saw them...
No, Entropy isn't busy masturbating.
BUT YOU GUYS SHOULD BE. GET TO IT AND START MOANING! YOU STUPID BITCHES.
AH! AH! AH! AH!
I'm all grown up now so I don't have to respect you lot anymore.
Kapunua was the one who was stimulating the masterbation on stage ;)
Kapu - I'm a shitty hairdresser actually...
Oh wait. That works!
-A
we need someone to be the one who writes the blog who can be helmans
lol tis true paperheart ^_^
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!!!!!!!
Uh! Uh~ Uh!!!!
Hear comes the big one!!!
XD XD
Guys, what you don't realize is that RW and I have actually known each other for, like, years. YOu all think we only just met a few weeks ago, but that's not true. RW was blogging with me like four years ago. I reckon our love was blossoming even back then.
Even though I was with Sdock back then.
KAPU HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!
-A
Ahh I feel much better after releasing all of that sexual frustration while moaning. Ahh!!!
Guys, RW is going to bring her crappy band on my tour. Don't you all want to see RW's crappy band? her lead singer is amaaaaayzing. he bangs chicks in bathrooms while hopped up on coke! It'll be great.
and this whole shit did not start when i got attcked hmmmm i mean hugged from k on the stage
Amyranth, you had it coming. Don't you know what a private person I am?
I'm just sitting back and enjoying this right now. =]
Can you imagine the wedding photo? Hands down their pants.
Say it isn't so Kapunua! Your moaning on stage was turning me on too lol ;)
And I play air bass! Aren't I hardcore??
Fimble star stop overreacting. So I almost broke your neck, so what. GET OVER IT. Here, let me throw this water bottle at you to prove how much you should get over it.
So are you guys living in your mom's new place...in the basement?
RW, you really shake your head around like none other.
I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE AMAAAAYZING.
paperheart, it is funny isn't it? XD
I mug schoolgirls for their clothing. But don't tell anyone...
*fades away*
-A
So do I.
Oh. Wait.
Kapunua,
I just met someone two days ago, so it's time to get married, can you find someone in this blog to conduct the wedding?
Entropy is fine. She wouldn't want you to worry and is being supported by her family.
And is not masturbating but recording sharpie sex for a future"Life on the marraige scene."
Bye, Amyranth! DOn't like, break your leg and your ribs on your way out!
L luuuuuv you, K! We are so Amaaaazing together!!
Forever and ever!!!!111
Or at least until next month.
(I'm not sure if we're cruel, unusual, or both.)
Mayo darling, grace us with your presence. And a picture?
-A
Katherine, I don't think anyone on this blog can conduct your wedding. Well, they could, but mysteriously enough they won't. You're going to have to get someone outside of the blog to do it.
cant help it that you decide to lie to yourself and push your feelings away. you know you love me. thats why you are a dick towards me
It really is BC.
Quite the eye catcher!
RW and Kapunua, what shall I get you for a wedding gift?
Oh and then Kapunua conducts a wedding for Rolling Stone and says that "marriage life is fucking amaaazzzinngg!!"
PaperheartXX: How about a MODICUM OF MY DIGNITY BACK? That might make a good wedding present.
Fimble Star, uhh, I might have enjoyed kissing you once or twice, but I prefer RW.
*I mean interview*
Amaaaaayxing. Life On THe Weddign Scene is amaaaaayzing.
you ittle 3 dollar whore. thats not what you told me last night
Entropy, do grace us with your presence even though it might not really be you. Be sure to speak in the 3rd person.
RW and Kapunua, what shall I get you for a wedding gift?
How about a set of matching his & hers My Little Ponies?
YOu know what Fimble Star? Why don't you just, I don't know, go wear a mask or something.
Hi everyone! I need to catch up [i think i always say this.]
I have been distracted by the pups.
.
.
.
Sounds good K! ^_^
Yeah, Fimble. You may have humped K's head in front of thousands of people, but she's mine, I tell you, she's mine!!
Aww poor fimble star. Allow me to shower you with love :)
At least for another month.
fine i will go wear a mask but just know. they love me more than they love you. i eat mayo for breakfast
She is fine.All is well.
AHHH sounds good RW!
K, when you told me the ring you gave me was a family heirloom, I didn't know you meant you got it from your previous fiancee...
Have to go now, goodnight all! (Laughs)
Kapunua and RW, remember to warn us of the staged kiss at least two days before. And do a lot of waving!
Bye!
RW, let's never stop loving each other. FOREVER. AND EVER.
And let's never stop touring, either.
oh rw. you know she like me more. you just dont have what see loves. maybe you should go powder your nose. i am going to write a nasty letter
Goodnight, KD! Happy Sharpie deams!
KD, we'll do lots of staged kisses. Don't you know how CUTE everyone thinks we are? I mean, we have to give them what they want!
ANd Fimble Star, just eff you. Go be sick or die or something.
Entropy, please grace these people with your caring presence in the third person. Pactum Serva. Find a way to go through this blog again or some crap.
Sweet dreams Katherine! *HUG*
Fimble Star don't you dare. But if you do, make sure it's a collaborative effort.
Amyranth, see this is how it got screwed up between us, BB. That and your stupid internet games.
RW, so I've totally changed my style, rejected everything I've ever held true and embraced the polar opposite.
Do your friends like me now? please?
how could you speak to me like that. after all i gave you wink wink. ine i will go make my own band. i will call it leather staps. and we will scream all night long
My new blog is done.
FAKE ENTROPY! FAKE!
Real Entropy, find a way! But not in the Bert McCracken sense of the phrase!
Fimble Star you can go and play with leather straps if you want. I will be over here with RW specifically NOT going to see your first show.
My bandmates are too busy counting their new-found, ill-gotten concert revenue to really give a fuck about you, K. But I'll just say they like you, if that'll mke you happy. What are wives for, after all?
Oh my I think there has been WAY too much apple cider consumed tonight.
RW: I'll take it!
She is just going to ignore you and your pleads to know if she is okay.
elena i tried to tell them but i just get attacked/hugged everytime. what am i supposed to do. just put on a mask and pretend
PLEASE ENTROPY! Please post to us once again, Great One! Let me hump your leg!
LISTEN KAPU!
.....
ARGH, I CAN'T SAY ANYTHING!@!
-A
*hand-waves Fimblestar* Run along little friend. I'm busy.
Amyranth, please just disappear and let's pretend that you never happened. I don't care if you're best friends with, uhh, SIster Midnight. You are not allowed in Europe for obscure reasons.
oh no amy. are you the one from 10.15 or the one from 10.17
Is that really you, you crazy motherfucker?? You've still got my whipped cream & feather duster, ass!
ENtropy! Which is the real you?! Please give us a sign!
YOU ALL SUCK. And... yeah.
Anon@ 1:09.
Umm.
*ignores you*
*IGNORES YOU REALLY HARD*
A thing will happen two days from now. Let me tell you of its significance.
It will be significant.
BUTI3WANNAGOTOEUROPEMASFAFADVADF
FGSFDS!!
-A
why dont you just go dies
fuck yous and you now your hates gerard. OMGZ I LOOOVVVVEEEEEE K YOU KNOW SHE IS MEAN TO BE WITHS RW. justs coz shes pretties and talented and omg i soos want to bes her
go ies you fucking fat horses
Guys, I have the scoop on Kapunua. She's only using Resurrected Wreck and Amyranth to cover something up. Sorry, that's all I can say. Trust me though, I'm an insider!
Your all just jellus 'cause you arent covered in marks of love!!
She likes to keep her fans worried,didn't you know?
she loves dropping bombs than not explaining anything further.
*keeps mysteriously quiet*
WHAT?!?!
I....II...... AGH!
*fades again, into obscurity this time.*
-A
Entropy! Should I tip my hat to you or not? Will you tip it back?
OR ARE YOU DYING OR SOMETHING??
XD XD
Stuff. Things. Heart. Sword. Wolves. Voles. Abstract reference. Joan of Arc.
Sdock, I both love and hate you.
MAYO - For you love of God please post something...anything even if it's you ABC's to get us out of here.........
Honey, I think I'm pregnant .
*RW grasping for attention*
As RW pulls out my wang and, like, touches it, I feel like I am biting into a York Peppermint Patty. She looks so cute when she does that. Rapture.
inteview.
i love Self-Inflicted Madness
i love their work ethics. its so refreshing to be with a band like that
Wow, I find this VERY entertaining!
You guise realy think mayo isnt Kapuna? they have moon talk.
FIMBLESTAR HOW CoULD YOU!!!!
ENTROPY COME BACK! EXPLAIN YOURSELF!
*crucifies entropy*
she wolf
she wolf
she wolf
where is my she wolf
SPIN SPIN SUGAR
paperheart, this is very entertaining indeed! ha ha
Moon talk?
What?
Kapunua, have you and Mayo ben having moon talk?
PPU, You fascinate me. Please tell me about yourself. I think we are destined to be together.
I have to pee. Who wants to watch?
i waed you that i was going to do something. it wasnt pasted anon it was me. i am sorry
It truly is BC! =]
I am all smiles and giggles right now.
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