If you consider my intention was to assemble you here, and then rip you apart, merely to revel in your dichotomy...well then, you have not heard me at all. I will not strike the match, but you hold the bucket. Is it full of water, or shit?
p.s. allow your wisdom, wit, worry, and wonder to punch, provoke, purchase, and profess.
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You bring this place so much hope and faith and love,it would just suck if you didn't stop by once in a while.
I now I might have gone crazy earlier and said some mean things,but I was a upset,I get to be.
I still have some feelings about this but have calmed down and try to see it in a different angle.
But do decide to stay,it would mean a great deal.
Everyone else,hey,talk to you all when I get home.
gs you make me laugh
i am going now for bout 30 mins. i am going to go look after char so i will be on when she will be in bed
I said it once before today I prefer to see how this will play out before I pass my finial judgment. We all have our reasons for telling lies I have told a few in my life time. If you truly mean what you said than there is no reason that you shouldn't come back to this place.
TJ said:
like i said, msi is nothing -- focussing so much of your anger and energy on that band just takes away from where it's truly needed. it's like taking medicines for a sore throat and ignoring the fact that your tonsils are infected.
there's something going on within mcr. there's something going on with gerard. that's what's important.
just my opinion, but i'm honestly heartsick seeing all of you so distraught over a simple interview.
I agree, it's something else behind the scenes that is causing all this game playing. It's just so frustrating.
"Gerard's mentality is something that we should focus on." I think that is exactly what SS wants us to stick to...helping Gerard.
GS, that is horrible!
Hi Sdock, I'm with you.
It's not surprising what you just said Anima. We were discussing that many blogs ago. But alas, I said a while ago that Gerard wasn't drinking, but eh, some anons don't believe me, but than again, I could give a flying fuck.
I just hope we are not blowing this out of proportion.
This is not going to go to shit because we are not going to let it.
Pull it together people.
See you later FS.
Over and out.
I feel for you anima. I dislike so much that this band has become a soap opera band.
toujours said...
there's something going on within mcr. there's something going on with gerard. that's what's important.
Hello people listen to the voice of reason...
There are people (ANONS) who are messing with us. Trying to piss in our corn flakes. Don't let them ruin the true reason we are all here. Our motives are pure. They come from a pure place.
KEEP THE FAITH....
Anima
I won't quote, but you may be barking up the right tree...ghost BM
Hi TJ! (I didn't mean to ignore you).
I need to run soon, so I am going to go ahead and delete that comment so it doesn't get out all over BN.
That's right sd10. We are not going to let it happen. We have to stay strong and stick together and support each other. What pisses me off is that we have some anons who try to destroy that bond we have, but in the end, it only makes us stronger.
Thankyou FASC.
And Anima, the projectile vomiting was quite impressive actually.
I didn't know a 5yr old could produce that much fluid.
You learn something new every day!
Anonymous, are you SS?
Maybe something is wrong behind all this, or maybe this is all just bullshit accusation that people have made up to cause stupid drama. We dont even know that.
Tendon problems? I really hope that is just a rumor. Those arent easy to heal. =/
GS, I think you are the only person who finds projective vomit impressive XD
Wow that just made me laugh
Anonymous said...
Well Gerard Way, your protagonist. It looks as if you were to combine sdock's blind faith and hope with kapunua's warlike spirit..... you would have your Joan D'Arc, wouldn't you? Yes, you should paint her. No one would know the difference.
Except they each face a different way, don't they? One is pushing you down, the other is running to catch you. Do they both have the same aim for final outcome?
Like I said earlier, compare me to Joan all you want....color me crazy and set me of fire.
Oh I'll catch him. You fucking bet on it. Guaranfuckingteed.
I remenber hearing an interview with Gerard on Kerrang! Radio earlier in the year. The interviewer asked him would he be partying with Lindsey Lohan anytime soon. Gerard laughed (I think he thought he was far too real for that scene). It's amazing the difference a few months can make in Rock Star Land! Tragic.
Wasn't it the q101 DJ who mentioned something about the tendon problems?
GS, I have had the unfortunate pleasure of have a girl projectile scrambled eggs. I never knew eggs could fly!!
Anon - really?!!!
Anima and anonymous @ 11.02pm
Haven't I been saying that for weeks!
Without actually saying it of course.
Molly, Gerard has a tendency to say one thing, and then say something entirely different. *rolls eyes*
damn Anima I missed the comment.
I had to do the school run, but no gym on account a my sore ear
BTW no unicorns, my killer kitten is a guard cat.
GS - ew
I agree with the whole MSI irrelevant.
there is something deeper. I'm sure of it.
hey there, anima. it's perfectly alright. we're all in a bit of a heightened state today, aren't we? :)
BC - If you're going to do it do to well I say.
Thank you CTV.
Lol GS.
Guys, this anon we are talking to, I don't think that is SS.
It's still there Ergo at 10:49. Go have a look. I will be deleting it soon....
Can I apologise to anyone last night who asked me questions that I didn't answer.
I was in conversation with Myself, myself and the Anon and I was blocking out extra input.
I wasn't being deliberately rude.
Sorry.
I am @10:37.
I am struggling to find the right words.
GS, I am sure you have (I have a horrible memory)... but also, I may had chosen not to listen since I had some blinders on since arriving here on this blog.
Hey guys, I'm on for a minute, then off. I'll be back later.
I wrote this and posted it on our blog a few minutes ago. Have at it.
OH LORD, PLEASE DON'T LET ME BE MISUNDERSTOOD
During our trip out to the store this afternoon, L and I were discussing what had happened this morning with Frank and the Kerrang! article. We realized something that we hadn't before, and I'll bet none of you had either:
Frank has never actually said what he thinks of MSI.
I think we have all assumed that he didn't like them, just from hearing his opinions regarding other strong issues. See, here's the key word: assumed. Think back over the past few months, since that band has been on our radar. Has he ever said, "I don't like the message they send"? Or, "They are a reprehensible bunch of swine"? Or even, "They have bad taste in clothes"? No. In fact, I don't recall him ever having an opinion about them at all.
Nor has he had anything to say about Lyn-Z herself. I've never heard him bad-mouth her, either. We only assumed that he didn't like her influence on Gerard. We've understood that Frank isn't happy with the way Gerard is acting in regards to the drinking and the drug use. He hasn't actually accused Lyn-Z of being the trigger for that behavior.
So, when we read the article this morning from Kerrang!, we all--including myself--thought, "HEY! Frank sold us down the river!" But did he? Did we simply apply our own feelings and opinions to him, believing that surely he felt the same way we did?
I have a suspicious, nagging doubt that we did exactly that.
We continue to preach tolerance, difference, understanding, acceptance--to each other and to others who enter "our" domain. Well, here ya go, the perfect example of someone else's viewpoint not agreeing with ours, and look what a lot of us did. We shot him down and called him "traitor". "Betrayer". Even "Liar".
Now, before anyone can yell at me, I will say this: I do think that our blogger friend might have mentioned his true feelings on this subject ahead of time so that we wouldn't have been blindsided. However, in all fairness, he doesn't really owe us any loyalty. Hell, we're just a bunch of crazy women he talks to on the Internet. Gerard is his best friend. Put yourself in Frank's place. If it came down to letting down a bunch of strangers, albeit ones you've talked to for a while, or letting down your best friend, what would YOU do?
Like I was saying, we thought that whatever WE felt, HE felt. Just because he's passionate about most things in his life, and various world issues, does NOT mean he sees eye-to-eye with all of us. That assumption is our fault. Ok, it's MY fault. I don't want to speak for anyone else, but I certainly did one of the things I accuse others of doing.
Franky, I put you on a pedestal, and I was wrong to do that. I am exceedingly sorry.
Technically, Frank, you did nothing wrong. It was our perception of what you did that was wrong. I'm not happy that you feel the way you do about MSI, a band that obviously doesn't take responsibility for their actions. I can't back them, or support them, or even look at their CDs in Disc Exchange. That's where we're going to differ.
And you know what? I really, really hope that those WERE "false words and smiles".
But, at the heart of it, you are not a bad person because of what you said. You were doing what you felt was the right thing. You were supporting your friend. Always believe. Never give up.
I know that there'll be folks who rip me apart for this post. You know what? I don't care. It's not about them anyway, never has been. I understand the bond. You do what you have to do for your best friend. If no one else gets it, fuck them. Sometimes you gotta lie to protect somebody. I've done it before. I'll do it again. The only person that has to approve of that is me. Maybe you didn't lie, I don't know, but you said what you felt was right.
Franky, if you come across this post, I'm sorry I yelled at you. But that's what I do when someone I care about does something so out of character that it scares me. Go on and do what you gotta do.
I still love you, baby.
My heart to yours, always.
J.
My, My, My,
I'm gone for awhile and all this happens, i could not read everything it was so much.
I missed the interview, i missed SS, all the anons.
Why! Why! Lord did i have to work, i need to quit my job, this is so much better.
How is everyone tonight?
O" And Mayo, shame on you, "slap on hand" Calm the fuck down!
November 6, 2007
I will give you a hint...leech
(when i ask you to tell us about your wife).... is that how u feel about her.... Wink! Wink!
If you consider my intention was to assemble you here, and then rip you apart, merely to revel in your dichotomy...well then, you have not heard me at all. I will not strike the match, but you hold the bucket. Is it full of water, or shit?
( We know some of the anons here are full of shit, do have a little faith in our intelligence)
p.s. allow your wisdom, wit, worry, and wonder to punch, provoke, purchase, and profess.
( I thought you did not believe in violence) except when anons start up nonsense, i am so glad you look after us, we love you too! KISS!
Now! Back to how everyone is.
Give a shot out......go on...we need to lighten this room up.
Anyone know any good jokes....Dirty, clean, riddles, come on we need to smile...lol
Anon, I am sure this is hard for you.
oh anima thanks, yeah heard that rumour, hey it's been done a lot before
I thought it was the deleted below that
Hey guys;
What has gone on since this afternoon? =]
OP, you make a point. Frank has never said what he truly thought of MSI. But then, to me it looked like people were saying that SS was dropping hints that Frank only said that to make Gerard happy and to not be rude to his wife's band. That is what made me upset, the fact that people thought Frank was lying
Anon @ 11:37 so you are SS?
Anima, I think that other anon we were talking to is someone else.
SS, why struggle to find the right words? No matter if you feel this way or not, you are not at fault here. In my opinion, I don't think so. We still welcome you with open arms and no matter what happens, we will always support you.
Capture this void,
Thank you, but I really don't know at this point. I came here because I wanted to help, because I loved the people in this band, and I hoped that maybe, just maybe, some words could make a difference with Mayo.
It became painfully aware today that they do not.
I don't think he listens to me, or hardly anyone on here. I hate that I feel that way, but I do. I love you guys and I really feel sorry for SS, I know he is trying.
Maybe someone else can get through to him, but I don't think it is me.
I love you all,
L.
Ergo, I heard it before too. But of course never believed it could be true. To each it's own, I could care less, but there is apparently a lot more to it. People are really hurting and it makes me really sad.
yeah but what your forgetting is that Frank never said what he thought of the music/lyrics etc. just that they were fun to tour with and had a strong work ethic. he found something nice to say about them, while avoiding commenting on what he thought of them musically.
Anima
It is.
Very afraid the hole he's digging may bury him...
BC, I think you are right. Thank you. Sorry SS.
I agree with everything you said OP.
I didnt read the article, and im not intending to, but i think someone mentioned that all Frank stated was he thought they were
"rad people,"
It was bound to happen sometime. Some journalist ask what one thought of the other just to stir up trouble and drama
Blogger and my slow ass internet are kicking my ass tonight so if I leave unexpectedly don't think I was took out or burned at the stake or anything (Not YET).
Our little beautiful garden seems to have some pests that are trying to kill all of our lovely sprouts. We need some pest-be-gone or something.
You guys...calm down, take a couple breaths, stop commenting like wild fire and let all this shit GO!
SS is not going to leave us.
Keep the faith.
Mayo, I LOVE YOU. Your words mean so much to me.
AND my blogger Mafia family, we're in this shit together.
Right now, some of us are behaving a little buzznetish and it's nauseating. Stop feeding the pests!
Now I am struggling with the words. *sends you a hug for now*
SS,
I know today it felt like you were being attacked. I know that you were just trying to help. You are truly a one of a kind person. You come here, supporting us, laughing with us, helping us along, encouraging us, yet , all you get in return is a huge slap in the face. Well, today you did. I appreciate EVERYTHING you have done on here. Really. You are one of us. You aren't just another lurker to me. I care about you, hopefully you care about me, about everyone here. Thank you for always being on the positive side of the spectrum. I love you. <3
The same goes for you Mayo, I love you dearly as well. You have your days where you can be a grumpy pants, but the days where you aren't, I surely enjoy your company. We all are here because of you. Your blog brought us together. That must make you feel pretty fucking special. If it doesn't, you should feel special.
Love to you all;
-007
*HUG*
Anon @ 11:37 I find it hard to find the right words sometimes to.
OP
I agree,
but his liking of the band or not has never really concerned me.
I have always felt his focus has more been the behaviour of Gerard and the effect it has been having on the band and others in his life.
I have said before and I'll say again.
His being married to a goat wouldn't worry me, but it seems to have come in a turbulent time, and that is my concern.
SS, are you trying to say goodbye to us? Is that what words you are trying to find?
Anon, I have lost a lot of people in my life. I am still feeling the guilt of not doing something when I had the chance. (do not feel weird, but if you really need to talk, message me - I am known amoung my friends for keeping their secrets private - they come to me a lot). Just had to put that out there. I would regret not offering.
Anon at 11:25, that is true. I was mislead because I just skimmed through the comments.
Anima, I feel a bit frustrated that we may have had another anon trying to "divide and conquer" with us. Your are very welcome. I noticed that the other anon's tone is not similar to that of SS, that was how I suspect it was not him and the fact that the person did not answer my question.
SS, no matter how difficult things may seem right now, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, at our darkest times where the situation may be bleak.
Please keep the hope, the faith, and the strength alive within you. Stay strong. One thing I truly admire is your determination and your stubborness. Those qualities remind alot about myself to be honest. You have our support, our encouragement, and our love to back you up.
I haven't said anything on this situation yet but this is how I see it.
How can you help a friend if you are not there?
Better to be on hand than not don't you think?
I'm not saying that was the scenario, but if I had to choose, I'd choose to stay.
Paperheart what you wrote was wonderful. Especially calling Mayo Grumpy Pants. I totally agree with your thoughts. Thanks for posting them.
Anon @ 11.25
I can only express my deep sorrow for the way you must be feeling, but could I humbly request you answer this one question.
Was he made to comply in the past?
If you cannot respond, I understand.
I agree GS. Sd10, you are right. We cannot let these anons take us down alive. We need to breathe and calm down and focus on what matters the most. We cannot let our anger, frustration blind us.
We are all here for a reason, to support each other and to support Mayo and SS.
You were strong before you found me, and you are even stronger now.
You share a bond, you have achieved strength through unity.
You are welcome Elena. I felt guilty all afternoon, I felt like I overreacted.
*hug*
Paperheart, I am sorry that I didn't acknowlegde your presence. We need about five billion hugs to cheer us up!
How are you?
Anon at 11:36, I'm sure you helped make the glue that holds everyone on here together.
SS
Don't back down now poppet.
We're in this together, the highs and the lows.
Families support each other, even when they argue.
We love you.
who me? I'm the anon at 11.25 but I don't know anything. I'm not SS! (I wish I was!!!!)
Hey BC!
I am here to give everyone HUGE HUGS!=]
*HUGS* all around!=]
I am good, how are you?
You are correct SS.
We do share a poweful bond do we not? ^_^
But perhaps, you need to suggest your own advice and try to repair that bond with him, no?
Yes, he can be a stubborn son of a bitch, but I believe that he needs you as well. Do not let allow him to push you away entirely.
Hello to all of my friends here who have returned. How are you uys doing today.
But Anon,
Please tell us, have we made any difference at all?
When we see that best friends are made to do something they may not have wanted to do, at possible risk to their own beliefs, it's hard to remain strong.
I do love you, sweetie, please don't take this the wrong way, and I know you are trying so hard. You are in a horrible position and my heart goes out to you.
Love,
L.
anon @ 11:36, i like what you said, very much. but when did we find you?
sorry for the impertenence, i'm just trying to stay centered and keep up!
Anon,
We will stay strong, but you know what they say about strength in numbers don't you? Care to stick around? We're not usually this feisty....oh who am I kidding, Yes we are. We can be a pretty difficult bunch. But once you get past our trust issues, we're pretty damn spectacular.
Damn these grammar errors!! Lol
Paperheart, we can sure use some hugs. Here is one for you *HUGS*
I am doing good, just a bit tired.
why won't my stupid computer stupid download stupid songs from stupid myspace!!!!
Anon, stay with us. You can even post a new blog and we can call you anything you want. We will never tell your identity. You can just have fun with us and if have something on your mind you can share it. You have been with us all along, so you are a part of this. We do not not want you to leave.
=]
I am here as the hug giver BC!
That is good to hear that you are good, I am tired as well.
You're having computer problems too Ergo? This is frustrating I must say lol
Paperheart, the hug giver! Dun dun dun dun! Lol
*hugs again*
OP said:
When we see that best friends are made to do something they may not have wanted to do, at possible risk to their own beliefs, it's hard to remain strong.
A BEST friend wouldn't ask him to do this. Unfortunately, I feel the respect in this relationship only travels in one direction.
I have failed all of you.
My intention was to guide you, not to destroy your faith in a band I love and still believe in with all my heart.
How can I ask you to forgive me, when I am unable to forgive myself?
Shitsubou/Anon,
All right, now. You have been the king of "Don't Give Up" all this time.
Are you giving up on us?
I would hate to think so.
We WERE strong before you met us. But fuck you, we became stronger once you got here.
Fact is, baby, you need us as much as we need you. Don't go running off with your tail tucked between your legs. I know I got a little hairy with you this AM, but it was out of love. Remember what we say about love, now.
Stay here with us. We have so much more to learn from each other. You are beautiful. True Colors, damn you!
Its all about the love.
J.
*checks self from top to bottom*
My faith is still attached...as well as hope, and love.
How's everyone else?
Because anonymous, if you do not allow us to forgive you, in the end, you will not be able to forgive yourself and him. That guilt will continue to plague you and your consciousness if you do not accept forgiveness. I can tell you one thing: I forgive you.
Whatever it is, it does not matter. You have my forgiveness.
Okay my lovely friends, I need to go. I am still at work, it is late and my husband is waiting.
SS/Anon whoever, I will be thinking about you. And thank you for all that you are. We are here for you 100% and that has nothing to do with who might think you are in real life. You are a friend with some tough things to deal with and we will be by your side the whole time.
I won't be on tonight. I will miss you all. Love to everyone.
Anonymous said...
I have failed all of you.
My intention was to guide you, not to destroy your faith in a band I love and still believe in with all my heart.
How can I ask you to forgive me, when I am unable to forgive myself?
November 7, 2007 11:47 PM
Anonymous, you did guide us! We got confused. Don't feel bad young grasshopper. Don't worry, be happy. No matter how you feel, even if you can't forgive yourself, I FORGIVE YOU! Anon, you asked for it, buuut I think you need a hug! *HUG*
=]
YOU have not failed us. Why do you think it's your fault?
J.
anon @ 11:47
who's lost faith?
not me,
annoyed, frustrated and generally tired of it,
but hey, that happens in all good relationships, the core belief doesn't go away.
Forgive yourself, I don't actually see you've done anything that needs forgivness.
Sdock10, mine is still attached as well!=]
Anonymous said...
I have failed all of you.
My intention was to guide you, not to destroy your faith in a band I love and still believe in with all my heart.
How can I ask you to forgive me, when I am unable to forgive myself?
November 7, 2007 11:47 PM
Right now there are people who are hurt and confused. You are not to blame for this. Have you not notice all the anons coming in here and telling us all these different thing. It is hard to know who is who and who is telling the truth. It is not your fault.
Anonymous said...
I have failed all of you.
My intention was to guide you, not to destroy your faith in a band I love and still believe in with all my heart.
How can I ask you to forgive me, when I am unable to forgive myself?
i will forgive you for thinking that you failed us. i will forgive you for not seeing that you haven't destroyed anything.
you are the golden heart of this blog. always.
bye anima
P.S. Anon, sooner or later, the time will come, and you will have to forgive yourself. =]
*hug*
Anon,
the end justifies the means.
you say you had your reasons, i'm betting they are damn good reasons.
stick around, don't be so hard on yourself, it seems like you didn't have much choice and you made the best of a bad job.
bye anima! *hug*
Anon, you have not failed us. Not at all. We love the band, that is what brought us all together (most of us just happen to be older which is kind of nice for a change [but of course I love you paperhearts]). You have nothing to be sorry for.
bye anima
ANON - Are you listening? I can't speak for others, only myself. I have not lost faith in the band. Maybe because I realize the band is a group of men. Yeah, they have flaws, they are human. What always drew me to the group was that they made me realize I wasn't alone in being a fuck-up. This hasn't changed. I'm here cause the group gave me something when I needed it most. I'm trying to return the favor.
Take good care of yourself Anima *hugs* Sweet dreams and good night.
Anonymous, you have not failed any one of us. Why? Because you are trying your best. How is that failure? Failure is when you do not attempt to try at all.
Anon,
L has not lost faith in this band. She is upset with the situation, but not with you. And really, not even with Gerard. You've done nothing to ask forgiveness for. But, if you feel you need it, you are forgiven. We just want to know if what we're doing is helping--AT ALL.
She will never give up.
J.
Awww, Thanks Paperhearts. I love your hugs. :)
Gosh, I really hate to leave.
Take care everyone.
First of all, I'm not signing in tonight 'cause it slows my computer down :). Anyway...
Ever think this might have been a way of pre-warning you that what is said in an impending interview would not represent the way he really feels?
He is probably painfully aware he has sealed his own fate. The damage is done. Im sure no-one could say anything to him that would make him feel worse than he already does. But feel free to give it a go if it will make you feel better.
Don't think for one second that he has not wrestled with his conscience. He is fully aware how many people his 'false words and smiles' will crush. Please know this must be tearing him apart. It is fucking killing him.
Perhaps that is why his messages of late have been urging you to stay strong and believe, letting you know you are loved. He has been waiting for, and dreading, this backlash.
Everyone has a reason for the things they say and do. He has his reasons. Please believe that.
Please.
WHO POSTED THIS? IS THIS FROM SS OR ANOTHER ANON?
Because if this is from SS/Frank, then I missed the whole fucking point.
SS:
Dude, if you're "observing," know that I'm so sorry for not being around today and getting shit turned around when this is the one time it needed to be perfectly straight.
Completely ignore my post that probably sounded as if it was directed at you. It was directed at Mayo because I misinterpreted the post.
I am not lashing out at you. I hope in your heart the decision you made was the right one for you. We're only bystanders here who have no actual control over anything.
Above all, I am so, so sorry. I don't have anything else I can say. I do hope you return and see us down this path, as you've been walking beside us since the very beginning. We need a light in this long-ass tunnel, because I'm not seeing it at the end. Return to us and let us know how everything will turn out. We want you happy.
toujours said...
anon @ 11:36, i like what you said, very much. but when did we find you?
sorry for the impertenence, i'm just trying to stay centered and keep up!
^Um, yes, I am interested in this as well. I didn't know you were 'found.'
Bye Anima.
Awww, thanks everyone for your sweet goodbyes.
Anon, you say you still believe in the band with all your heart.
Do you think the band can survive the next few months? Will it ever really be the same heartfelt togetherness-the band and fans?
The confusion comes with the fact that you have to stay an anon. That is not your fault you know and we here all know have certain people like to pretend to be others. You are as clear as you can be.
Faith is a fun thing sometime you don't lose it you just misplace it for a while.
ss/anon, i hate to think you're sitting there beating yourself up. that's not the way i want to think of you.
you are our sweetie! you are our dear ss!
so c'mon, forgive yourself, and give us a smile.
you know how much we love your smiles...
c'mon.
c'mon!
just one...
just a little smile, for us, your blog friends?
*puppy dog eyes*
(i know you can't resist puppy dog eyes!)
Hi there Mustard. We still don't know who posted that long comment. It sounds like an insider to me.
We found him on his blog.
[ ok could someone else see if they can download a song from
http://www.myspace.com/gazelles and tell me what is going wrong?]
anon, sounds like you were mistaken about the feelings here
Anima, another hug, since you love them so much!
*hug*
Goodnight anima.
Sweet dreams.
Mustard, that was posted by SS.
I meant funny thing
SS, precious,
You know, don't you, that you're part of our little mafia "Family"? Once you're in, you never leave.
I've been reminding L of this while I pour the cement for her shoes. ;)
Seriously, aren't we part of the MCR family? Can't we stick around? I never looked good in cement.
J.
I have failed all of you.
My intention was to guide you, not to destroy your faith in a band I love and still believe in with all my heart.
How can I ask you to forgive me, when I am unable to forgive myself?
ANON:,
You haven't destroyed my faith in the band you and I both love and that you and I both still believe in. I've never lost faith. It was tested at times, but it's still in my heart. I was told to believe what's in there and not what was in my head.
That's what I'm doing.
Forgiveness. I'm not sure what to say. I was always taught to forgive those who may have wronged me, and you are no exeption. I'm still trying to figure this all out though. I'm sorry that you feel this way, but if you say it was what had to be done, then that's what had to be done.
The music still lingers.
Faith
Hope
Love
keeping it strong
holding on
always
Anonymous, that comment was posted by SS? I didn't know that, but then I wasn't here :(
SS, are you still here?
Ok so as of right now, I do not believe that Mayo is Gerard or that SS is Frank. It's just impossible for me to believe it right now.
And I will not believe it again until I get some REAL proof.
All this shit going one right now is just happening to get a rise out of people and it sucks.
I don't know what to think anymore.
"Errare humanum est"
Anonymous/SS,
I feel bad because you feel bad. You have no reason to not forgive yourself, you did nothing wrong. As many have said, you are apart of our family now, weather you like it or not! *hug*
SS, always remember that we still believe in you and the band.
SS, please.
One last time, let's have a dance around the floor.
One last time.
Indeed Magic Pie, the crazy train is once again pulling out of the station.
MP, I agree.
I was thinking earlier that I can't see Mayo as Gerard or SS as Frank. These blogs are addictive and time consuming.. I know that Mayo and SS are seldom here, but still.. I don't think that they are who a lot of us think/thought they are/were.
GS:
I've been on that train forever.
I've got an eternal ticket.
:)
SS...
I figure if I keep talking you might answer just to keep me quiet.
I know you're over there, reading all these words. You DO see how much we love you, don't you? And we do. Some of us jumped the gun this AM. I admit I did that. I am so very sorry. But don't clam up on us, it's better to talk it out. Therapeutic.
And you're certainly in the right place for talkers!
Come on out, baby, I'll hold your hand if it's too scary. I think you need us right now. Please?
J.
But, their identity doesn't matter. I still love them no matter who they are. Apart of me doesn't want to know who they are..
i'm still waiting for that smile.
i wasn't being facetious. i really want a smile from you ss. or whatever equivilant you can give us might be.
let us know you hear all our hearfelt words.
The view can be quite nice though and the company makes the journey so worth while.
SS, care to give us a sign that you are still here? Or that you plan on sticking around?
=]
GS:
Surely so.
Hi Everyone!
Have spent what seems like an age catching up!
I don't know what to think, i'm confused and bewildered and have the mother(fucker) of all headaches!
Just wanted to check you are all ok.
I'm sending a massive hug to everyone, including you Mayo, before I go and put my head on something soft (just a pillow, unfortunately!)
SS: I once offered you a kiss on the cheek. That offer still stands and my arms are wide open!
Take Care Guys!
Speak to you soon. Please don't anyone leave.
ok i am back.
messege for anon/ss.
you may be feeling low about this blog and that you should be forgiven for some reason but at the end of the day you could be ss/frank/random dude walking down the street. i dont care who you are. you have ssen how much fun we have in here and how much we go through and thats not just the whole mcr aspect. we talk about everyday stuff. wok/family/hobbies.
i hope that one day you can come on here and feel that you dont have to act a certain way. let your hair down and talk about wat makes you happy, wat things you do in your spare time and what you have experienced in the past. let it be a little home for you to come and be normal becuase let me tell you this. you could be anyone to me i dont care who you are. as long as you have fun in here and respect the other bloggers. you can become apart of our e family. its not mayos family. it is the e family.
i really do hope you read this and you try and act like a normal random person talking to us instead of feeling like you have to be this person in a band.
It does not matter who these bloggers are. Who ever SS is I think they do know someone or something. SS has been trying to guide our path to the right conclusion with protect the confidentiality of others. Because of this other have tried to take advantage of our trust in SS for their own reasons. SS is not at fault for anything. It may seem that faith has been lost in a band but we would not still be here if our faith or what ever you want to call it could be shaken so easily.
Puffer train
Puffer train
Noisy little puffer train
If your going to the sea
Puffer train won't you take me
Choo, choo, choo
Noisy little puffer train
Never guess I work with children would you!
SS,
Could you please let us know if you're still with us? I'm beginning to worry about you, love.
J.
I mean you're.
Damn typo fairies!
this is what i posted when i logged in today. i'm re-posting it for emphasis:
shitsubou shita, whatever happened, it's done. i know you did your best. you are and have always been, above all, a loving and honorable man. don't lose faith in us. we haven't lost any in you. i haven't lost a single ounce of the massive amount of respect i have for you. hang in there, be strong, and return to us when you can. you know you will be welcomed. you know this. you are a lovely man, and we love you. i think you are the best man i have ever met. that hasn't changed.
SS:
It isn't polite to leave a lady waiting. Come on. Don't be shy. I have "two left feet" as well. Just one more time for good measure. I'd like to say my proper goodbyes if this is you gracefully bowing out.
Toujours;
I love what you wrote. Exactly what was on my mind.
SS, we love you.
Mayo, we love you.
*hug*
Anon/SS,you haven't failed us,none of us. Hell yes you guided us. whenever we went astray,you put us back in line,you guided us.
From what I can see,everyone still has their faith,I still have some,enough to still be here. So I don't see where you have destroyed any of it,if anything,you retored it when we were runnging out of it.
I do admit, I was pretty upset this morning but now I see and all is forgiven,even if you may not even need to apologise for anything.
And please forgive yourself,I think you've kicked yourself enough.
Toujours,
Lovely post.
And thank you for your comment on our blog. I appreciate it.
J.
SS changed his profile page.
Hi everyone!
How are you all doing?
Oh,anon @ 11:02,I like you.
Come on SS, I might have to get deep and meaningful and believe me that's a scary sight.
Just an " I'm still here ".
Mustard is starting to cramp.
HOLY SHIT, guys!!!
Is everybody remembering to breathe??????????
MJ put it perfectly @ 7:59:
Sd10 is rhyme and Kapu is reason you can't have one with out the other.
Cast Sis Midnite in the role of Balance.
I talk too fucking much, so I'll keep it short & sweet. (Like Princess S&V20, who's a total babe.)
Frank & Kerrang snippet?
<--- RESERVING JUDGEMENT.
He can't very well openly slam a band they're touring with, can he? It's called 'career suicide'.
We don't know his reasons, or his motivations. 'Nuff said.
Here till the bitter fucking end. Not for Mayo, G-Way, SS or Frank.
FOR YOU GUYS. I love you guys.
Going AFK for awhile.
Please, nobody leave...
:O
SS, you gave us a sign! =]
Seriously, you made me smile. And I can see the smile on your face, all the way from Winnipeg.
thank you paperheartxx *hug* :)
you know, mustard, original punks -- maybe he's not answering because he's not able to at the moment. it's like 1:30 am over there -- who knows what is going on, post-concert-wise.
let's hang on, yes? let's not get too worried.
Sister midnite, if we are the guys in the "FOR YOU GUYS", I love you too hun!=]
SS if I could I would smack you right now. If you are who people believe why aren't you taking you own advice.
Keep the faith.
Things are a little crazy right now. It is hard to tell up from down and east from west. You are upset about something you did. Good it means you are not a cold hearted SOB. Which is why we like you.
PS - Happy Birthday, Entropy!!!
SS, you didn’t fail anything. You did your best and we all appreciate that.
I forgive you because I know your heart is pure and you always act with the best of intents.
We will not lose our faith in this band, I promise. We are all too stubborn...
Just keep in mind I will never thank you enough for what you’re doing .THANK YOU.
Love you
A quick hi to Mayo and everybody!:)
I really would like to spend more time talking to you guys, seeing my computer now allows me to post here (YES!!!) but I have to go. It’s 1.30am here in Italy… Hugs to everybody and I’ll talk to you tomorrow (if I’m lucky enough...). Have a great day!
lol hahahaha
does that mean your calling everyone in here hypocrites (spelling)
Oh my dear sweet Lord!
Shitsubou, quit the fuck doing this to yourself! You are NOT a hypocrite! You are someone who was forced into a bad situation because of circumstance. That's it. If anything, you're guilty of loving someone too much. That ain't always bad.
We know why you did what you did, honey. It was shocking at first, but WE GOT OVER IT. Please, let yourself get over it, too.
Keep the Fuckin' Faith, You Motherfucker!
Love you, dammit.
J and L
you see SS location is "a town called hypocrisy"
Goodnight Bellatrix! Sweet dreams!*HUG*
SS, *HUG* for you.
Mayo, you too! *HUG*
I just want to say something here. A lot of people think that Frank just said what he said because he had to. I have a hard time believing that. If Frank is so wonderful as everyone makes him out to be, why would he lie about something like that?
If he was trying to keep the peace he could have just said "yeah things are great." But he took it farther. I think he was being honest. And if he wasn't, then that sucks and HE should be blamed for it, NOT Gerard.
And that's what a lot of you are doing. People are saying "Oh Frank is so great and I don't blame him because someone made him do it". You REALLY think that Frank is so weak that he'd let Gee tell him what to say? I thought you had more respect for Frank than that.
I don't know...what I keep seeing is that everyone thinks that Frank is a saint and Gerard is the devil. But do you really know what's going on?
How about we all just give the band a break? If they are digging MSI, let them. Why should they hate MSI? Just because you say so?
Just some thoughts and opinions, everyone.
Have a little faith...
Good to see SS is still around.
Hope you're all having a great day.
See you all around.
That's funny, I visit that town quite often as well SS, can't remember seeing you there before?
Maybe you got lost one day?
Have you found your correct destination now?
You have ?!
That's good.
SS, listen to OP! =]
We love you, let it go. Don't Worry, Be Happy.
Put A Smile On. =]
*hug*
Oh, you bet ALL your asses I'm going to wait.
I'll not harass him anymore :). I can strike a pose with the best of them. Remember John Travolta?
I taught him all that. ;)
If he's going away with an intent to never return, I want a proper goodbye. He's not eligible to just up and leave and he knows it.
Love to you all as well.
ss, it's good to hear from you -- but "hypocrisy" is not a smile, least ways it doesn't sound like one.
really need to know you're smiling. be hopeful, we are.
smile for us.
By the way, happy b-day entropy!
Thank you Sister M!
HAHA MIB you sure crack me up!
Love to you too! =]
*hug*
Sister M, I am sure as hell that I will not leave this place. All of you hold a special place in my heart, including you Mayo, including you SS, you crazy, but loving motherfucker that we all have come to love.
You are NOT a hypocrite. It is only the circumstance that you are in that has caused you to think that way. Do not beat yourself up SS. You are too much of a good friend to care so much about his well-being. You are truly one in a million.
:O Entropy's birthday is today?!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ENTROPYYYYYYYYY
HAAAAPPY BIIRTHDAY TOOOOO YOUUU!
*HUG*
<3
Happy birthday entropy! *hugs*
Mp I have no problem with the boys digging the band. I f they do. Its that fact that this band that has a message that is so vastly different from MCR is being promoted by Mcr. Just because you like a band it doesn't mean that you should alway take them out on tour with you or promote them. If you like msi that is fine I don't and would like to have the choice of not giving them my money but for some people with this tour that choice was taken away.
Magic Pie,
I stated that I am neutral on the MSI debate.
Frank can like who he wants.
SS seems to be having a conflict of interests.
All this equals - I haven't a clue.
And now I have the Lostprophets in my head.
SS,
Please.
We're worried about you.
Talk to us.
L.
Goodnight SS.
You take care of yourself and dream sweet dreams.
We'll still be here when you awake, no matter how hypocritical you may feel.
We're still here.
Oh pants, sorry Entropy.
Happy Birthday!!
pleaseeeeeee everyone in here is kissing ass now. think about it. when he says jump wat do you all do. fucking jump.
listen i am not a mean anon but i will tell you this i thought you were all intellegent and said you dont kiss anyones ass. well wat are you doing now.
please lets get back to normal and talk about something fun instead of locking lips with his ass.
end of rant. now you can all shout at me
at least i am not kissing anyones ass
I understand what you are saying marthajones but people change. Maybe they don't have that message to spread anymore. Maybe it's because they realize that MSI doesn't mean the things that they sing about and that they are singing about bad things, not to promote or glamourize them, but to bring light to them in society.
OR maybe it's just because Lyn-Z is Gee's wife. We DON'T know anything for real.
One thing that I have learned is that although you may have lots of support in times of need it is ultimately yourself that you have to live with.
It is ok to compromise every now and again however you should never compromise your principles as it is very difficult to reclaim them with credibility.
Anon, are you weighing up your long term options right now?
Thank you,Magic,Paperheart,BC and GS!
Hugs!
anonswers,
Please. Not right now.
L.
Sleep well SS.
maybe he's just looking up latin phrases.
are you looking up latin, ss?
memento te amari
Goodnight SS
Sleep peacefully.
Tomorrow is another day.
anonswers, if you are going to write here, please try to make sense and have something of intelligence to say. Have examples to back up your shit. There is no ass kissing going on, just opinions and true thoughts and feelings.
Goodnight SS,sleep well and have pleasant dreams!
Hope to hear from you tomorrow when you feel all better after a good night's sleep.
SS' location is:
Bed; Goodnight-Sleep Well
You too sweetheart, things will look better in the morning.
We love you,
J. and L.
GS, I love Lostprophets! =]
Anonswers, no comment.
Entropy, anytime! =]
I'd hate to bring it up, but could someone post the link to Frank's interview with Kerrang?
SS, sweet dreams.*HUG*
Goodnight =]
Well, I've been quiet for a while.
Unlike ss, I won't live in a town called hypocrisy.
I haven't lost my faith in the band, but I've lost faith in three of them. I'm fed up with all the fannying around and conspiracies. What a silly game they all play.
SS, I'm not an ass kisser so you won't get no gushing from me. mayo doesn't get any from me and neither will you.
I don't know you from Larry, I'm sure that if you want to stay, you will and if you want to leave, you will. I will not beg.
All I will say is that your tone is very soothing and you make a lot of people here very happy when you are around.. I hope for their sakes that you don't leave them.
i would back up with proof but there is to much fucking proof in this blog come on open your eyes. leave him be for tonight. it will all be brighter tommorrow. i am not trying to cause shit i just want it back to how it used to be pretty much like the band but you cant get everything can you
whoop whoop miss t were are you my lovely
Hey Miss T!=]*HUG*
I haven't lost faith in Mayo and SS, I haven't lost any faith in MCR. Well, maybe a little. It should be about the music. But, I hate who Gerard has become, what he is supporting..
SS, you seem like a really awesome guy and everything but I can't help but doubt you right now.
Is there any way that you can prove to us that you and Mayo are not the same person? Is there any way you can really let us know that you care? Like real tangible proof?
RW
i kind of thought the anon meant that if we think mayo is GWay then why hasn't he gone off on one when some of us said some put down comments bout lynz, cos you would expect your husband to defend you. but mayo didn't. but when we were being attacked he came to our rescue. meaning mayo isn't GWay.
I've never believed Mayo is Gerard, which is why I gave the answer I did. If he's not Gerard then he's not married to LynZ, so why should he care?
*RW is anticipating a looooong night of travel prep :/*
We've always been rather gushy where SS is concerned, with earlier being the exception to the rule.
So rather than kissing ass I prefer to call it reverting to form.
:)
( obviously I don't speak for all )
I am off for now.
If I'm not back tonight, tomorrow is a new day.
Love to you all, Hugs for all!
Mayo, do you feel neglected? SS was having troubles, it can't always be about you dear!
Love;
-007
Mp I for one think that that whole tongue and cheek thing that is said in their liner notes is nothing more than bull. They had to put there so they wouldn't get in to much hot water. I think the lead singer is a sick bastard and all the rest of the band is suffering from a head injury. If they are trying to shed light on these things there are far better ways of doing it. That is my opinion on that shitty little band. I also hate the fact that they are the new flavor of the month thanks to a marriage.
If MCR has giving up on their message than they should have let us know. I would still listen to their music because they are a great band but I wouldn't support them the way have and am doing right now.
Yo FS, Yo Paperheart.
Paperheart, just cos I've lost my faith doesn't mean I'll stop liking them.
I'm just not expecting much from them any more and that way I won't be disappointed.
Kind of early to jump to conclusions in this game, dont you think so?
Patience,and in the end we will see who to have faith in and who not to, but as of now and until i decide, i'd rather put my faith in myself and no one else.
Wouldnt want that to be dropped like a rocket.
Kerrang interview
There you go Paperheart and anyone else who hasn't read it.
SS' location is:
Bed; Goodnight-Sleep Well
oh, that's good to know, it is!
i hope you have sweet dreams, ss.
(smile in them!)
^.^
I'm apparently slow on my html skills.
Bye Paperheart!
Thanks entropy!=]
Hey Miss T=] Sorry if it sounded like I was saying you didn't like MCR anymore. I meant that I am trying to separate my feelings about the members from how much I love the music.
I am seriously off now. Lol.
*HUG*
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