If you consider my intention was to assemble you here, and then rip you apart, merely to revel in your dichotomy...well then, you have not heard me at all. I will not strike the match, but you hold the bucket. Is it full of water, or shit?
p.s. allow your wisdom, wit, worry, and wonder to punch, provoke, purchase, and profess.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2347 Newer› Newest»It's been lovely chatting with you all, as always.
I'm off to the land of nod.
Sweet dreams people.
kapunua, i have to say, you are really giving me a lot to think about, and i appreciate it.
it's one of the things i like about this blog, that we can get into deep discussions about this stuff and be completely silly, all in the same night.
chances are, i'm going to probably still end up disagreeing with a lot of your arguments, but for a certainty it won't be because i haven't thought about why.
Well, that is a really valid point, J.
Two things, though:
One: Did U2 put themselves on that pedestal the way MCR did? Did they set out to "save lives" and "change the world" and "speak out against racis, sexism" etc.?
and two: When they sold out like that, was it because of some chick?
Kapu I agree with what you say the most. But sometimes I play devil advocate. The only reason I can even say that Msi should be allowed to say the stupidity that they say is because I know that if their right to say it is taken away someone will try and use that to take our right to say what we say away.
Thanks, Toujours.
Goodnight MissT!
MarthaJones said...
Kapu I agree with what you say the most. But sometimes I play devil advocate. The only reason I can even say that Msi should be allowed to say the stupidity that they say is because I know that if their right to say it is taken away someone will try and use that to take our right to say what we say away.
But MJ, you're not playing Devil's Advocate this case because I'm not saying anything remotely close to "MSI doesn't have the right to say what they want."
Once again: NEVER, NEVER, NEVER WILL I SAY THAT THER'ES NOT A PLACE IN MUSIC FOR A useless, classless, talentless POS ACT LIKE MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE. There has always been a place for shock-bands like this. There will always be some moron who thinks that a singer lighting his pubes on fire and miming shooting heroin onstage for fourteen year olds is "amaaaayzing!" And, government willing, there will always be the freedom for those bands and their fans to do their, uhh, thing that they do.
why is it NZ seems to get this?
(not that I know if it is this time but still!)
They got teenagers first now alledgedly Mama!
come on ...*looks to see if coast is clear of Kiwis*....they are a bunch of sheep(lovers)
*ducks to avoid any Kiwi onslaught*
j., it was when you guys orginally wrote about what happened with u2 that my resolve concerning mcr firmed.
this is a band -- and a man -- going through a turbulent time. i'm here to give whatever support i can to maybe in some tiny way help them -- and him! -- come out the other side, back onto their true path.
i will be cheering them on when they do, for sure!
and thank you to you, and star, and everyone else who gave me positive feedback for finally *gulp* standing up and saying what i really think about this situation.
it took me a while, but it feels good to finally be honest.
The other difference between U2 and MCR is that its not MCR's music that had the message it was the people in the band. I love MCR's music because it is dark and not always that positive. But the boys were the ones that were positive. Their the ones who with their words not their music put the message out there.
and a belated nighty-night to miss t!
sweet dreams you saucy minx! ;)
Toujours, I just don't think that they will. I think that even if by some miracle they go, "What the hell were were we thinking?!" we will never hear a word about why it all went down the way it is.
I think in the end, they'll just hope that we forget about it. And that's total crap.
has anyone heard when the states is going to get the music vid for "mama"?
maybe, if we're lucky, kapunua, we'll eventually get the full story in lotms pt. 2.
lol? maybe?
*sigh*
i don't get their secrecy, either.
K,
U2 started out as an idealistic band who did, in fact, want to change the world. They might not have been quite as vocal about it, but they were out there saying the same basic things that MCR have said. Remember "War"? Ah, the good ol' days. Bosnia, Africa, apartheid, injustice on a world-wide level, Bono preached about it all.
And I don't think they "sold out" over a girl particularly, but Bono did start, um, keeping company with various other women besides his wife. Christy Turlington, Winona Ryder, I can't remember others specifically. Edge's marriage broke up and he married the belly dancer they had on tour with them. She's like 15 years younger than him, or something. Adam Clayton went out with Naomi Campbell, of all people. So, yeah, there were women involved.
J.
All tired scream safe haven,
Let's get this out and on the table...
So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours...
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember when I know that I can't go back...
Oh oh, now this is where, where the party is?
Are you coming home?
Are you coming home?
You had your chance!
You had your chance!
Open arms reject assuming hands s)
You had your chance!
You had your chance!
Open arms reject assuming hands
Don't act like you're the first one
I treat it like disease
Sure it's rough around the edges
It's the only thing you see
Don't act like you can't see me, darling, I'm coming
And act like you don't see me, darling, I'm coming
And act like you don't see me, darling, I'm coming
And act like you don't see me, darling...
So spin sugar, spin, spin, spin, spin...
Toujours,
You keep on saying your piece, honey. We don't all have to agree with each other, that's why we talk things out. You never know when you're gonna hear something you dadn't thought of before.
Love ya!
J.
I have to go loves !
Back tomorrow, for more fun/games and deep thought
I agree K I don't think we will ever hear.
But it would be nice if they just said, we are changing, this is what we are now, choose to stay or go.
or
Sorry fucked up for a while, got it together thanks for waiting.
But also my concern for the mental stability of Gerard remains.
That boy just don't seem right.
Well would you do it again, again
And count backwards from ten
(Look I don't make those mistakes no more)
Sometimes I swear I can see straight through you
Just concentrate, good try
But would you do it again, again
We can't go back
Can't go back
Can't go back, we can't...
We can't go back
Can't go back
Can't go back, we can't...
Sometimes I swear I can see right through you
Concentrate, Concentrate, Control, Concentrate.
This doesn't feel like anything.
All our secrets they are tailored trouble
Draped loose now around your hips
Your spotless instincts are valid
We coexist
Got 26 days to work with (got 26 days)
We got 26 days to work with (it moves, it moves, it moves)
We'll see what all gets done
I'm an addict for dramatics
I confuse the two for love
"You can't tell me that you don't beg..."
Liar liar
If we're keeping score
We're all choir boys at best
Intrusive and arrogant
...
Check yourself and goodnight.
that's very true, j. -- i love this place for the open discussions we can have here. we're all such awesome smart people, of course, that's why.
*blows kisses across the ether*
:)
Some say, now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior,
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions.
Don't you breathe for me,
Undeserving of your sympathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did.
And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.
The hardest part is letting go of your dreams.
Sorry my Internet went out for about a minute. I was clearing up my stance. not your Kapu. for our lurkers ans our anons.
good night ergo -- hey, wait, is it even night for you yet?
lol anyway, see you tomorrow!
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.
And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, fuck!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.
And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!
Talk to you tomorrow Ergo!
Goodnight Kapunua.
Sorry, but those lyrics just say so much to me about this whole thing.
I'll say one more thing on this subject, and then I have got to go to sleep.
I do wish the band would make formal announcements regarding the big events in their midst, like Mikey's leaving, Bob's absence, Gerard's erratic behavior, the presence of MSI, whatever. They may tell us things, but if they would tell us the truth and give us the benefit of the doubt, there wouldn't be discussions of this nature out here.
We knew Mikey wasn't JUST on his honeymoon. We knew he was having medical issues, for lack of a better phrase. Those who didn't know, figured it out. We are all assuming Bob has a broken wrist, but who knows? He may be in rehab himself, given the comments about his increased drinking.
Guys, we love and respect you enough to be told the truth. Those "fans" who can't accept it aren't really fans at all. Fuck them. If we can trust you as a whole, we won't leave. Give us some credit.
That's all, folks.
Until tomorrow,
J.
hmmm?
Myalyas, I agree totally.
You thinking what I'm thinking toujours?
Thanks, Star.
Now it is time for me to dive under the covers! It's gettin' cold!
NIghty-Night, Ya'll!
Night to miss t, kapu and i believe ep.
good night j. good words.
and good night kapunua? did she leave too? if you did, thanks again for the interesting discussion!
Goodnight J.
Goodnight, Mya!
Goodnight Myalyas!
Myalyas and the OP's have sweet dreams .
good night to you, too, myalyas!
star, what are you thinking?
Nah, nothing, toujours.
Yes, Star, what are you thinking? Something directed about me?
So what now I'm still here for an hour.
No, Mya, not you.
Nah, nothing, toujours.
*eyebrows raised*
now i really want to know! :)
OK, good... Thanks! I was getting a bit paranoid...
Me than?
No, no, don't be paranoid, Mya. I'm the least confrontational person on the planet.
Sometimes this place wears me out.
I'm off to sleepy-town!
Take care all!
Yes, that means you too, Mayo!
I think I'm just tired.
Myalyas good night.
Hey, who is up?
This place can where you out when we aren't being dirty.
Hey Carrie!
Carrie said...
Hey, who is up?
November 7, 2007 5:05 AM
I'm still here for a little while.
To be honest, and I know this sounds immature, why can't people just be nice?
I know that sounds lame, but if something or somebody bothers you to the very core of your moral fiber, why continue to allow it/him/her do that to you? You don't like him, leave.
hello carrie. ^.^
Hey how are you guys, what's the what? I thought today's was a pretty decent post, but there seems to be much drama. I don't know, I can never seem to keep up with the whirlwind.
Star are you okay is something going on.
" Star said...
To be honest, and I know this sounds immature, why can't people just be nice?
I know that sounds lame, but if something or somebody bothers you to the very core of your moral fiber, why continue to allow it/him/her do that to you? You don't like him, leave."
Oh shit you did NOT just tell Kapunua to leave. You did NOT go there.
No, Martha, I'm fine. Thank you for asking!
I just guess I have to remember that everyone has different reasons for participating in this blog.
Star, I do agree with you. I understand how some people can be utterly disgusted by MSI's lyrics and such, and I'm not saying they aren't reprehensible, but coming from my position as someone who has *never* listened to the band, I don't know if they are meant as totally sarcastic or as social commmentary or what. I admit I am not totally ready to condemn them 100% until I take the time to listen. Perhaps then I will jump on the bandwagon.
No, why would even assume that?
Oh man, did I just go to the "YU R DrkSided!" part of the blog and not even realize it?
carrie, i don't know about the whole day, but just a little while ago we had a pretty solid discussion about the whole msi on tour thing. i don't think it was drama, but it did get all our heads thinking.
star, i think some people can have a very strong streak of activism, they're like modern crusaders, and when they see something wrong, they are actually drawn to it, because they want to change it. that's how i see it.
i had a friend in college like that, and about once a week, almost like clockwork, i just had to shut my door on her, because she was so exhausting! but we're friends to this day, even so.
I was referring to the anons, especially the one from last night. I thought that I wrote that earlier.
Oh man, did I just go to the "YU R DrkSided!" part of the blog and not even realize it?
lol don't worry carrie, i don't see any goatees on anyone. it's the real blog. ^.^
I'm sorry, I didn't mean drama as a slam, I just had a hard time catching up on the comments.
Star I think they get a high off of messing with us. Others just don't like to have their hero question. Some appear to have a vendetta against Mayo.
Hey you beautifuls.
Mayo, you sound mad. I hope you're OK.....
Toujours, but think about it.... doesn't it make sense ina way that a band like Mcr would attract 'crusaders...' because they used to act like they had a meaning also? wouldn't Mcr attract.... modern day Joan of arc like people? And those people would probably get really let down if some one they believed in pretty much took a shit on the things they used to say.... I can understand it.
You know, I do understand the being let down by MCR, but isn't everyone let down by something? That's just part of life. Hey, My parents let me down. But at least MCR gave me some good music to get me by. The Tuesday Taylor Penthouse my 'rents gave me is in a landfill somewhere! Sorry, I'm in a weird mood tonight.
This happened a while ago, but still...
> Okay, basically I liken it to someone like Joaquin Phoenix doing commercials for Kentucky Fried Chicken because he was banging Colonel Sanders or something.
That produced the most bizarre mental image I've had in a long time. Thank you.
Re: being nice
If everyone was nice all the time, the world would be a terrible place.
"No, why would even assume that?"
'Cause you said "You don't like him, leave."
Sure you were talking about the 'anons'.
There was a discussion about MCR just now,no anons.
Just because she doesn't agree with you,doesn't mean she shouldn't be here.
oh fiona, definitely. i can understand it, too.
Wow. Okay.
Gooodd Evening Mayo and Girls!
Any ranks left in the Army?
And the new Mama video was supposed to premiere in New Zealand today.
-Amyranth is eating some awesome spaghetti.
Hello Fiona.
The Tuesday Taylor Penthouse my 'rents gave me is in a landfill somewhere! Sorry, I'm in a weird mood tonight.
ooh, i like weird. :)
isn't it funny how certain disappointments stick with you?
the semester i studied in england, my mom threw out my favorite black coat.
threw it out, while i was gone.
talk about betrayal.
Hey Amy!
I looked up the thing about the video and it hasn't premiered today.
I mentioned earlier that I thought I had posted earlier about anons.
I was not posting about Kapunua
fiona, Amyranth and Carrie hello there
Hi you guys, I am in a weird mood tonight too. Tired. And Mayo somehow this post you made wears me out. I'm sorry people are fighting with you but then again...... I'm not. You need to hear things like this sometimes.
Oh yes amy we are now a mafia no longer an army.
Ooh, good observation, I think the reason I fixated on the Penthouse was that was the year I (avert your eyes, young ones) discovered there was no Santa Claus! Hearing your drunken parents trying to piece together a plastic piece o'shit in the basement on Christmas Eve will do that.
Star I am glad to hear that, I thought so for a second too and I was like.... WHAT? Come on, yeah she gets angry, we all do...... but you know even our dear host Mayo likes her. I think he likes all of us. I hope so.
Fiona An anon came in last night and was saying that mayo was trying to divide and conquer us so this blog is mayo's response.
And Toujours, sorry about your black coat, I'm still pissed about my Snoopy lunch box. It totally smelled like a PB & J every time I opened it. ;)
oh, carrie, that will certainly taint the magic of christmas.
i blame school buses for my loss of belief in santa claus. i wasn't even the kid the awful truth was being told to, but i heard it all the same.
horrible.
i've since made up for that, and believe in santa claus wholeheartedly. :)
and i thank you, carrie, or your condolences on my black coat. it was wool tweed, a huge comfy man's coat. r.i.p. black coat. *sniff*
i extend similar condolences to you on your snoopy lunch box. so sad.
MarthaJones said...
Oh yes amy we are now a mafia no longer an army.
You'd better tell the lieutenant that.
I suppose it's for the best. I look better in a black trenchcoat anyway. Camo makes me itchy.
-Amyranth had the most awesome balls ever!
I am heartily sorry if my post confused anyone.
Everyone needs something to believe in.
The word will get out. We are Mayo's mafia.
I think of that lunch box every time I hear some John Mayer song, can't remember the name of it--he's talking about how they (his parents) threw his old lunch box out, and shouldn't he have had a say in that? He does get the idea of growing up and away, even if he is still kinda young. of course, you may be too, so I'm just generalizing.
Don't be sorry star,you were just venting your feelings.
Star don't worry about it.
No, I am upset that people assumed I meant Kapunua.
Hello elena
toujours said...
i've since made up for that, and believe in santa claus wholeheartedly. :)
*opens her mouth*
Ah! Can't say it!
-Amyranth (mrfmmfrmmfmf!!)
star, it's okay. we get so many conversations going on at once in here sometimes, it's a miracle any of us know what's going on sometimes!
i just assumed you were talking about something only a post or two up, and didn't look back to confirm it.
but no harm done, right?
Hey elena!
Don't worry about it star. The only person who opinion matters in this is yours and Kapu. No one else's.
of course, you may be too, so I'm just generalizing.
i'm about average, maybe, for the group.
what's the song?
Amyranth said...
toujours said...
i've since made up for that, and believe in santa claus wholeheartedly. :)
*opens her mouth*
Ah! Can't say it!
-Amyranth (mrfmmfrmmfmf!!)
*heh* you can say it, my powers of belief are much stronger than they were when i was in second grade.
-toujours has experience in belief
;)
toujours said...
*heh* you can say it, my powers of belief are much stronger than they were when i was in second grade.
You must be really frigging disappointed on Christmas Day when you wake up and there's nothing under the tree.
*dives behind the recently formed couch*
-Amyranth
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
Through the magic of google, I have ascertained that the name of the song is "1983." Ironically, I was 16 years old that year and probably way too old for a lunch box. Good song, just the same.
lol
my belief is so incredibly strong, i don't even put up a tree!
oh yeah baby.
Wait, I'm confused and paranoid now. Is this about me, again?
Anonymous said...
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
That it's the internet? That Mayo isn't GW? That it doesn't really matter WHO this is, because we're here, we're queer and we don't want any more bullshit?
Well, maybe we're not ALL queer.
Just sayin'
-Amyranth
I have got a few ideas anon.
Hello everyone.
Star - You have a kind heart. Never let anyone change that.
toujours said...
lol
my belief is so incredibly strong, i don't even put up a tree!
oh yeah baby.
I can't wait to put mine up. I'm clearly a weaker mind though, where I Have to have that visual, you know?
Actually, I do believe in the magic of Christmas. I prefer it to that "Magic of Disney" bullshit.
-Amyranth
What do you think that means.
we're special?
and not short-bus special, but like, special special?
*dimpled grin*
thanks for the song title carrie. i'm curious to hear it now. :)
Um, I guess at the end of the day I don't care about the intrigue. To Gee, or not to Gee, that is the question?
I can't wait to put mine up. I'm clearly a weaker mind though, where I Have to have that visual, you know?
nah, i'm just too lazy these days to bother. anyway, by the time christmas actually rolls around, i'm already done with my winter holiday, so it's become the day i open up gifts from my family and watch my cat get high on all the catnip toys she got.
Thanks, elena!
Well I must be off to bed now. Shit and it was getting interesting again
Just getting back in. Hello my lady-bloggers!
Wow, what a hilarious evening....I cannot believe there are over 600+ comments (in four hours!) that I have to catch up on. This really sets a new record.
*sorry if I interupted, I will be caught up soon.*
And just because of Paperhearts, I need to say this- *hugs* - because it so sweet and I interrupted the current convo.
*goes back to catching up*
ggodnight, MJ
To Gee, or not to Gee, that is the question?
i love that! ^.^
Anonymous said...
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
"Can you feel the love tonight" Oh shit I just launched into a Disney song.
Goodnight mj! Sleep well.
Goodnight martha!
Welcome back anima,happy cathing up!
good night martha -- sweet dreams to you!
*catching up
It's late,it fees like midnight.
Looks like the anon went away pretty quick, guess we didn't respond quick enough to the baiting.
A modern day Joan Of Arc, someone said? Well my my my. Imagine that, Gerard Way, you find that powerful female image, the protagonist..... only to discover that she stands on the opposite side of the battlefield. Paint her anyway. Tell every one you based it on your wife. Very few will know the difference. And neither of them ever will.
The story is beautiful or hideous.
Can you even still be saved? Can you?
Nite Martha.
Your welcome Star. I totally mean when I say never let anyone try to change you. A kind heart is something most people lose at some point in their lives. When that happens they try to make others lose theirs too.
Oh whatever. I'm not even in the mood to parry tonight. It's PMS time.
Can you even still be saved? Can you?
of course he can, anon. don't be melodramatic.
Anonymous said...
A modern day Joan Of Arc, someone said? Well my my my. Imagine that, Gerard Way, you find that powerful female image, the protagonist..... only to discover that she stands on the opposite side of the battlefield. Paint her anyway. Tell every one you based it on your wife. Very few will know the difference. And neither of them ever will.
The story is beautiful or hideous.
Can you even still be saved? Can you?
So... you're saying that Mayo/GW is pretending that all of the qualities he likes about us are actually his wife, and because of that he's falling deeper and deeper into his own illusion of a perfect marriage?
Is it odd that I'm picturing G and L sitting at the kitchen table having a good laugh together over coffee or something?
I'm just pointing out that none of us really know, do we?
And anon, if you DO know, ball up and identify yourself.
-Amyranth
Okey doke, time for me to go to bed, I've got to be someone in the morning. Nice talking to you all, as always. Keep the faith and all that happy horseshit. (Hey, I said I had PMS)
Thank you again, Elena.
Can you even still be saved? Can you?
If someone can be saved by the sheer will of others...hell yeah, he can be saved.
But his own will is strong so it's really a moot point.
Goodnight Carrie.
good night carrie -- it was good talking with you!
Night Carrie Hope you feel better tomorrow.
Goodnight Carrie!
I suppose I should hit the hay as well. I'd love to sit here and defend the fortress against spastic anons who refuse to identify, but I have a job to got to in the AM. So, I'll just set the alarm. Everyone has the password, right?
Stay sane kids. See y'all in the morning, well, late afternoon my time I guess.
-Amyranth is exhausted.
good night amyranth.
merry christmas! ;)
Goodnight Amy!
(((everyone on this blog probably incuding mayo... said...
November 7, 2007 5:12 AM)))
Star,I know you can speak for yourself,but please permit me to address the ???
Listen up no-name aka shit starter.
How dare you come in here with no real voice and use other posters, to say something for your own gain.
Star,did not ask anyone to leave,
even if she did,that is her truth to speak.
I think you owe her an apology,you have possibly upset her and clearly confused the situation.
`sc
Nite Amy - Sweet dreams
Go Soul - You tell them girl!!!
((("Can you feel the love tonight" Oh shit I just launched into a Disney song.
November 7, 2007 6:03 AM)))
thx elena,
I keep hearing that song in my head.I like it.
hope all is well
`sc
and....
we're back.
i don't know who all is here, but there was something i wanted to mention.
earlier we were playing "what's your favorite thing about mayo" right? i said something about mayo here on the blog, but this is one of my favorites about mayo as...well, who we think he is.
during the making of wttbp documentary, there's a bit where they are all standing on the float, and gerard is talking about how many videos they've filmed. he stops, with his finger raised, and says "ah" and then corrects himself.
i love that.
it is sublimely nerdy, and makes me grin just to think of it. and that level of nerdiness, that doesn't go away. that's bone deep -- no, that's encoded in your fucking d.n.a..
whenever i get really worried about him, about those sunglasses, about the rumors, i call up the image of him standing there, finger raised, and it balances out the worry. that guy is still there. i don't doubt it. :)
and that's it for me! must go to bed.
i know tomorrow morning i'm going to be sitting here with my coffee, and thinking about everything i said tonight, and how much i said, and man, am i going to be embarrassed.
chatty cathy. urk.
but it's been a great day. i've really enjoyed myself.
good night everyone, see you all tomorrow!
hope your day is good, mayo!
(((Now we're just hanging out around our campfire. Sharing our stories, laughing, and sometimes crying out.
p.s. Did you bring in marshmallows?
November 7, 2007 3:27 AM)))
sdock10,
Loved your talk of seeds and the garden,plus the warm campfire.
But now,I am laughing,because I can see us sitting around the campfire, singing elena's disney song,"Can you feel the love tonight".
After a long time...everyone is still talking at the same time,laughing and roasting marshmellows,but then one of our marshmellow starts to flame.
At the same time,we all grab for the stick and together wave it around to put out the fire, but with our combined strength, it just flies off and lands in the trees.
A fire starts,cussing and screaming begins then......
love to you all
`sc
(((Um, I guess at the end of the day I don't care about the intrigue. To Gee, or not to Gee, that is the question?
November 7, 2007 5:59 AM)))
love it!
`sc
"A fire starts,cussing and screaming begins then......"
Then, we smother the fire with our buckets full of shit. T'is much better for fire smothering than water ;-)
hello to everyone!
well you lot certainly had a ball last night. i was laughing so much at some of your comments i have been getting strange looks! again!
toujours said....
during the making of wttbp documentary, there's a bit where they are all standing on the float, and gerard is talking about how many videos they've filmed. he stops, with his finger raised, and says "ah" and then corrects himself.
i love that.
it is sublimely nerdy, and makes me grin just to think of it. and that level of nerdiness, that doesn't go away. that's bone deep -- no, that's encoded in your fucking d.n.a..
i know that bit toujours, and i totally agree with you there.
toujours said...
Can you even still be saved? Can you?
of course he can, anon. don't be melodramatic.
November 7, 2007 6:16 AM
and you cracked me up there.
kapunua said....
or, hell, even "I totally used to believe in all that stuff I used to talk about, but I don't think that way anymore and now I all want you to listen to Jimmy Urine's lyrics. I know that makes it seems like I'm the biggest hypocrite, but if it's any consolation, the blowjobs are great."
A few words. That's all.
November 7, 2007 3:47 AM
kapunua if he did that i think i might possibly drop dead on the spot! haha!
Carrie said...
Um, I guess at the end of the day I don't care about the intrigue. To Gee, or not to Gee, that is the question?
that made me smile so much!! it sums it up for me!
anyway have good days everyone!
thanks for the entertainment.
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
Possibly that the keeper of this blog is not as emotionally attached to LynZ as we commenters are becoming to each other.
RW
i kind of thought the anon meant that if we think mayo is GWay then why hasn't he gone off on one when some of us said some put down comments bout lynz, cos you would expect your husband to defend you. but mayo didn't. but when we were being attacked he came to our rescue. meaning mayo isn't GWay.
and as carrie said earlier:
Um, I guess at the end of the day I don't care about the intrigue. To Gee, or not to Gee, that is the question?
Good morning Mayo!
Hmm.. I just re-read the comments from last night, and I am disappointed. You didn't take part in our game, did you? =[ Tsk Tsk. Oh well. I hope you have an amazing day today Mayo. Don't take any shit from anyone. If those anons are pissing you off, just throw a sheep at them. Haha, not literally, but in your mind.=]
Anonymous said...
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
November 7, 2007 5:54 AM
Anonymous, I think this means that the blogger isn't who we think he is. Or maybe we were right all along about their marriage. Maybe because Lyn-Z isn't here to read the comments, he wouldn't stick up for her, yet we're here all day. Get what I'm saying? =] The possibilities are endless.
Mayo,
What's new with you this beautiful fall day? Here it is chilly enough that I had to put on a jacket. We're wimps down here when it comes to cold weather. Anything below 65 degrees and we break out the leather jackets. Anyhooo...
I hope you are feeling better than yesterday. Me? I'm just fine I guess. No headache so far and I don't feel any explosions about to take place. That's always a plus...
Speaking of what's new....I wish I had something new to offer you today. I feel like I keep repeating myself from time to time, but I guess I feel my message to you is important. So important that it bears repeating...over and over.
So here goes.....I hope you are comfortable cause I have a tendancy to get a little long winded when it comes to you. Mayo, I feel you and I sit across the table from each other. There's nothing between us except a couple of coffees and an ashtray. There are no veils, no masks, no smoke(just cigarette smoke of course).....just reality. Nothing but honesty and sincerity. You know my eyes can't lie and I know all your tells. You can't bluff me. So we don't even bother. What shall we talk about? Should I tell you how scared I am for you? Would you admit that you worry about me?
Wait a minute, I said there was nothing between us. Take off those sunglasses. That's better. All of a sudden I tense up....YOU do see me. My head hangs. No,I'm not crying. My eyes water like this all the time. It's allergies. Silly me, It's impossible to lie. Can I bum a cigarette? So, Mayo....let's talk. Nice weather we're having, huh?
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Next time we'll talk politics
"wrong ghost"
Mayo, are you talking about the ghost of who you used to be? I'm probably way off, but just a thought.
Good morning everyone!
Hello Magic and Paper. Hope you both are well today.
Some thoughts on the word leech.
I have some experience with a man much like Mayo. He needed me like no one ever had. I totally invested myself in his well-being .Needless to say, but after dealing with his depression, addiction to drugs and alcohol, and our eventual divorce, I and the rest of his friends and family were emotionally and physically drained. Every conversation was about him and his problems. Every thought and prayer was for his recovery.
Probably Mayo is not referring to himself as the leech, but maybe he has exhausted those around him to the point that they no longer listen. We are fresh blood for lack of a better term.
My biggest regret is giving up on my ex. He was a wonderful person deep down, but his problems were too big for me to handle. Maybe this blog is giving Mayo an outlet for his thoughts and emotions so that he can give those around him a break.
Just a thought.
Fimble:
Thanks for asking about me. I'm still around.
Won't be here much today, nor tomorrow.
Very busy.
Stupid fucking virus on my m-effin' computer makes it slow as shit.
I will be back just as soon as I can get it off.
SS:
Hello!
Mayo:
Hello! I don't know what's wrong with you, but whatever it is, I'm sorry. If you're good, great! If you aren't? Well, I don't know what to tell you to do if you aren't. I'm not well versed in the, "What to do if you aren't okay" department.
Love to you all.
Sorry about the absence. :)
hello and good morning, to anyone who happens to be around!
farawaysoclose, we are never on at the same time! *gah* but thanks for the kind words, all the same!
sdock, what a lovely little scene you described there. now i'm struggling with envy. :)
mustardisbetter, i'm so glad to see you! it was pretty disquieting yesterday to realize you were m.i.a., especially after all that "pome" worry and elena's disappearance. can i just say: *whew*
and to everyone, i just came across a bit of info over on lj, concerning bob (bo-b):
I was just listening to Chicago's alternative station, Q101, this morning and their "entertainment reporter", Ginger Jordan, said she ran into Bob downtown last night. She said his whole arm is in a cast, and that he told her how bummed he is that he's not on tour. He's home while in physical therapy.
yikes. a full-arm cast. that sounds pretty real to me. get well, bobola.
that's it -- and surprisingly, i don't really feel all that embarrassed after all! *gosh*
(thank goodness i can't hear you all saying "stfu", eh?)
anyway, hi-ho, hi-ho, it's off to work i go.
see you all later!
Hi there,
Joan of Arc was mentioned earlier so......
http://www.buzznet.com/tags/gerardway/photos/thats-one-special-man/?id=27832921
Hi guys! Hey, Star, no worries, huh? ^_^
Anon^ why did you post that pic? I dont' get it re: Joan of Arc. But if you're making some kind of "Gerard Way looks like a girl" reference I might dropkick you. I don't think anyone should get teased about how they look. (I kinda also don't like the idea of voting for him as the "sexiest female" thing that was going on. It seems mean. But you can bet that I put my vote in for "What was the best thing about 2007." ^_~ Heehee.) And besides, I don't think he looks as girlish as everyone says.
Now we're on Joan of Arc and female crusaders? Did someone call me a female crusader? gosh, and to most people my "causes" are just overbearing. But then I think, someone has to stand up for the ones who can't stand up for themselves, like animals and children, and the actual, physical planet. And even those who can and do stand up for themselves but are still treated poorly, well you have to say something about that, too. Minorities, homosexuals, women.
Violence against women will always be around. So, probably, will the lesser-known things like slavery and child pornography. I think that a lot of people like to convince themselves that that kind of thing doesn't actually still happen, or that if it does, it's just hella funny.*
If you can't actually stop those things, the very least you can do is not contribute to the problem even if it's an inconvenience to you. And you can make the issues known, as well. Is that overbearing? Sure. People don't want to hear about things like that. Does it exhaust other people? Well, yeah. But it should! We're all too privileged as it is, and then to complain about what a burden it is that we have to *gasp!* know about other people's suffering just boggles my mind. Seriously, it is boggled.
Joan of Arc? Well, I was never a fan. Religious zealots only piss me off. I liked her in Bill And Ted's Excellent Adventure, but that's about it.
I do have a sword, though. ^_~
Meh, if I was going to be any female "crusader," I'd be Tifa Lockhart. ^_^
Hope you are all having a terrific day. Mayo, have you cooled off? Because I stuck that bucket of ice water in the freezer, you know.
*Jimmy Urine
Possibly that the keeper of this blog is not as emotionally attached to LynZ as we commenters are becoming to each other.
I thought precisely the same thing. I am still convinced that this marriage will not last. There is no doubt in my mind.
He married a stranger. What do you expect?
Hey, CTV. ^_^
Maybe this blog is giving Mayo an outlet for his thoughts and emotions so that he can give those around him a break.
Fair enough. That's what blogs are for, I think.
Hey, Kapunua. How are you, love?
It seems we're currently the only two on this blog.
All is lost! According to the new issue of Kerrang!, Frank 'loves' MSI.
Time to 'break my CDs'...
^Wait, what?
Link, please?
I've saved a lot of what I've written on here (and what you guys have written on here) because I'm used to having my browser crash in the middle of posting things, so if I'm going to write something long, I usually type it in wordpad first. The point is, I saved a lot of this stuff.
This was one of the first posts I ever wrote here:
Anyway, so here's what's going to happen. In a few weeks or maybe months, depending on how long these bloggers can stretch it, this will all stop. The sad part about that is that we'll lose touch, the ones of us who've been chatting and having some weird cathartic form of fun. Sdock10, Sister Midnite, Ergoproxy, Bleeding Chaos, Smoke&Venom, hell, even VeritaVenom. (A lot of venom here!) We'll all go back to what we were doing. The European tour will come around and we'll see lots more of the things we saw on PR, only magnified, probably. You can take that any way you want. The good in the form of music, and the bad in the form of the tasteless and tacky and classless.
Then MCR will go on "hiatus." We won't hear from them for a while. Likely, they won't hear from each other. Any drama that goes on with them (and it will,) we won't know about.
Something will eventually happen to bring our attention back to the band we used to love so much. My gut feeling tells me it will be something bad, something we won't want to hear about. But maybe not. Maybe things will change before then. Then we'll look back and go, "MCR, man, I used to be so into them at one time. Their rhythm guitarist was such an awesome guy, too. Maybe I'll check out Leathermouth." (If you haven't already.)
I'm sorry if this sounds so pessimistic, it's just that, well I've been down this road before. Anyone who is a fan of music and is over a certain age has been down this road before, actually. We watched so many bands we loved in the 90's come crashing down. We watched them sell out or worse.
I should be old enough to know better than to still have these crazy punk ethics of saying what you believe and then actually LIVING by it, but I don't think that will ever leave me. I think to have just sat back and accepted everything a band I liked did without question would be selling out just as much as they seem to be now.
Gerard doesn't owe us one bit of information on his private life, and I couldn't even care less about it, except in that I hope the best for him like I hope the best for MOST people. But he DOES owe us a reason why he has changed the ethics he's preached so hard about for the last six years, because a lot of kids put all their eggs in his moral basket and now he's dumping it everywhere.
I stand by that. Nothing ever really changes.
oh fuck!
I know. Ah, well. Now I just feel icky.
I leave you with these beautiful lyrics of inspiration, though.
Jesus Christ almighty beanchild
me gonna toss it like dis word in
me got the good girl and a good girl with a posse scratching
got the good girl and a with the with the squish it squish it
good girl drive far animal what the fuck
non-stop heavy rock eat shit suck cock
girl it's so awesome that you came here
I wanna give you some drugs and I hope that you like 'em baby
because I ain't no lightweight
pussy all night come on get some
watch me now I'm gonna bounce it like a chicken...
5 Year Old Pantyshot
I Can See Between Her Legs
5 Year Old Pantyshot
5 Year Old Mother Fuckin Pantyshot Cant Complain
I Didnt Even Touch Her So I Cant Be Blamed
5 Year Old
Pantyshot In My Brain
My Life Has Meaning When She Spreads Her Legs
5 Year Old Pantyshot
I Can See Between Her Legs
5 Year Old Pantyshot
Shot Shot Shot
5 Year Old Mother Fuckin Pantyshot Cant Complain
I Didnt Even Touch Her So I Cant Be Blamed
5 Year Old
Pantyshot In My Brain
My Life Has Meaning When She Spreads Her Legs
5 Year Old Pantyshot
[Fast Part]
I Suffer Again Because Me Want To Fuck And Touch
And Fuck And Touch The Children
Me Fucked For Life
Me Grow Old And Then They Dont Want Me But I Still Want Them
Dey Want Me Fucked Cuz I Be Da Monstar Getting Down In My Evil Ways
Down In My Evil Ways
Right Me Suffer Again Cuz Me Want To Fuck And Touch
And Fuck And Touch The Children
They Want Me Dead Because I Be Da Monstar Dey See
I Dere Baby They Think Im John Wayne Gacy
Come on guys...let's get off that and play a new game with each other.
Let's desribe ourselves...I'll start.
Words to describe sdock10: Lost, unsettled, caring, argumentative, empathetic, real, hurt, anxious, unsatisfied, scared, gritty, simple, loving, analytical, loyal, passionate, damaged, scarred, alone, used, intuitive, smart, lucky, trapped, dependable, addicted, emotional train wreck....
Your turn
Kerrang scan
This is such shitty way to start my birthday.
Happy Birthday to you Entropy!!!!
Sorry, that Anon was me!
I read it in the new issue of Kerrang! which comes out in the UK today. They were interviewing Frank and the 'other guy from MSI' about the upcoming UK tour dates and Frank said he 'loves MSI' and thinks they're 'rad' and have a great work ethic.
I'm seriously hoping he was under duress....
P.S. Kapunua, I love your posts!
Happy B-day Entropy!
happy birthday entropy!
try and enjoy yourself!
and in the words my friend's mum said on hearing that elvis had died......."i think i'm going to have to go upstairs and lie down!"
hello one and all just caught up i seem to be saying that a lot lately. lol
how is everyone. hope your all well
k
just wanted to say that comments with the song lyrics on made me sick cheers. i dont see why anyone would like a band who says shit like that oh well. fuck em.
Sdock, to describe myself:
Stupidly tall for a girl (6'1"), creative, twisted sense of humour, semi-athletic depending on it being bikini-season and frickin' bored with my job - the guys on Mayo and BC and the wild conspiracy theories are all that stop me mashing my head into my keyboard in frustration.
I loved MCR since my friend Gemma introduced me to them in '05 and I'm supernaturally excited about seeing them at the O2 in London next week.
About the Kerrang article: That's what I call damage control!!! What did you expect Frank or Pee-boy to say in that interview? The truth? Hahaha, priceless!!! Are there really people who think that they dare to speak their mind in interviews? Those people are probably also the ones believing them when they say that they love their fans and that they're the best.
Welcome to Kass79 and good afternoon/evening to everyone else. I forgot to say that a few minutes ago.
Wait.......
Kapunua said...
I leave you with these beautiful lyrics of inspiration, though.
??????? No? Please?
Ohhhh........I stole Kass' number. I though I would try a new one for a while. I hope you don't mind Kass ;-)
Nah, it just doesn't seem to fit me. I'm going back to my original 616.
i couldnt get that link to the kerrang scan. i will try it again
kapunua better not be leaving for good!!!!!
come on....we need you!
Regarding the lyrics to 5 year old...I just threw up in my mouth.
Regarding the Kerrang article...I have to believe that Frank answered that with the standard/canned...the guy is sitting right next to you response. But unfortunatley, he went a little over the top with the hard working band...others could learn from them shit. Again, I threw up a little.
Can anyone tell me what is so original about MSI? Because I just don't see it.
-VM
Thank you guys for the birthday wishes!
It means alot.
Think, all of you, for a brief moment, of how often and how badly a few people on here have attacked Lyn Z and her band. The reaction of the blogger is....to do nothing. But then YOU get attacked. And you get an explosion.
What do you think that means.
Actually the people on this blog weren't being attacked, Mayo's character was being attacked. An anon was saying he was trying to play you off against each other. This is not the case and Mayo set the record straight.
to vm: Er... that their bass player gives good head?
You can be 79 too, I'm not the kind of girl who gets possessive about her numbers...
And I actually meant to say I'm (still) supernaturally excited about the show (despite the shitty support act and the likelihood of permanant marker application and PDAs).
OK there's no way I'm signing in to say this because I know I'll get my ass ripped to shreds if I do and I don't want any one of you to get angry at me for what I'm about to say. But I'm gonna get mad right now and say it anyway.
K, don't you DARE leave us. DON"T YOU DARE. FUCK Gerard Way. FUCK Frank Iero. FUCK Mikey Way. FUCK YOU TOO MAYO. K, this isnt about them. IT NEVER HAS. I thought WE meant something to you. I thought you said you were here for US. If you leave us over a stupid quote in a magazine, then we never meant anything to you. What 'crusader' WALKS AWAY when things get bad. When things look hopeless. When people you thought were on your side, turn against you? That's not much of a helpful person! if you are the person you say you are you WILL NOT walk away from us.
We need you. MAYO needs you. Fuck if Mayo is Gerard, HE needs you.
Please?
OK end of rant. I'm sorry back to your mourning time for this band's, honesty, whatever....
Who the eff is K.? And what quote? Elaborate, please!
K,please tell me you are coming back?
SS, IF YOU ARE FRANK. Please come back. Please say something. We count on you so much. Say something that will mean something.
Everything is going to SHIT here all of a sudden.
And who is SS?
Is it THAT hard to believe that Frank likes MSI?
You really think he's said nice things about them to save face?
People really don't have a lot of trust in the MCR boys anymore. Everyone thinks they are lying now.
Afraid of the truth?
anon, SS is someone people think is Frank, K is Kapunua
Even if SS isn't who we think they are,they should still say something because we are running really low faith/love/hope if any.
Motherfucking sonofabitch.
I cannot believe my eyes.
Frank Iero, if you're reading this, what the HELL happened to you? I can understand "damage control", I can understand not pissing off the guy sitting next to you, I can even understand wanting Gerard's approval. But come on, sweetheart, did you have to leave lip-prints on this guy's ass?
I'm sorry if you think I'm being harsh. I'm sorry that I have to be. You've got principles, man, where the fuck did you put them? MSI has a strong work ethic? Hmm. Maybe that came out instead of,
"MSI is a blight on the face of humanity"? ( pray to God that's true.
My gut is very rarely wrong about people. I would hate for it to be wrong about you.
Is this the interview that was alluded to in the Anonymous poem from the other day? Is this the light that's been shed? "False words and smiles to seal his fate..."
I also pray that you weren't talking about your own.
Where the fuck did everyone's sense go? What kind of hold does MSI have on you guys? Who sold their soul to the Devil for fame and got them as the burden?
Frank, I still love you. Always will. But if you truly "love" MSI, I cannot back you on that.
SS, if you would be so kind, shed some light on this travesty. We will all be waiting with baited breath. I, especially, am interested in what you'll have to say.
My love is still strong. But my disappointment, my anger, are stronger at this moment than they should be.
Waiting for a reply.
J.
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