I am sad, no I am devastated.
Never once has this been about favoritism, cliques, or status. I just couldn’t fucking hear with all the noise and needed a little space.
I needed a place where it could be less abstract for me, and for you. I guess perhaps I am a cheap, greedy man.
I can’t stress enough the fact that it was your intense camaraderie that led me to believe that you all had some sort of life line with each other. You finish each others sentences like an old married couple, it's beautiful to see.
I made a mistake by asking one of you to deliver my message, and I am sorry.
In defense of the visitors, they only did as I requested, by keeping the space until I needed it.
I was not attempting to conceal anything. Mayonaise is for you to share, for everyone. It became more your home than mine, and that is amazing.
Kapunua, I would like to speak directly to your recent post, and in doing so speak to everyone. First, thank you. My gratitude may be expected but it carries an enourmous amount of worth. Second, I know that you are not naïve. For you to consider that I would exclude you, or anyone else is to say that you never heard me. And I know that each of you hear me. You are all my insight and my mirror. It is you that I look toward to pass judgment on me, and you have. I have failed you.
I am sorry.
P.S. Please stay, all of you, stay…not for me, but for each other.
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«Oldest ‹Older 801 – 1000 of 1121 Newer› Newest»"No, I'm a southern U.S gal Pixie. I just love the wonderful music/the lyrical poetry that comes from your beautiful Scandinavian country :)"
oh really???? that´s cool.. do you like other bands except apocalyptica?
hi fimble how are you? *hugs*
that song was for you my pixie chm
i am very tired but i am going to look at kittens soon so i need to get happy.
happy
happy
happy
Hi Fimble Star! I must admit, your 'moomins' song lost me. What the heck is a moomins????
awww thanks for that fimble...
well anon616 if you like finland/scandinavia the you have to love the moomins :)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moomins
Pixie, my list of Finnish band to be loved goes on and on.....
Poisonblack, Charon, HIM, Children of Bodom, The 69 Eyes, The Jade, Entwine, Negative, Nightwish ..........
and so on!
Sdock is a southern girl. I bet she has a slow southern drawl too.
616. you do knot know wat a moomin is. omg i cant believe it. you search thenm on the internet. they are from finland but we in england had the english version and i loved it. amazing.
Anonymous said...
Sdock is a southern girl. I bet she has a slow southern drawl too.
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Hey, not ALL us southern girls are slow - drawling or otherwise ;-)
wow anon616 that´s a lot... do you like the new singer of nightwish?
Fimble Star said...
616. you do knot know wat a moomin is. omg i cant believe it. you search thenm on the internet. they are from finland but we in england had the english version and i loved it. amazing.
I just checked out those Moomins, lol! They are adorable. Why did Fluffy not tell me about them? Hmmmm......I must go question him about the lack of moomin information! This could end badly ;-)
is the prety purple unicorn still here
i have found a song just for you. i hope you like it. (in a nice way of course)
"I Was Born (A Unicorn)"
I was born a unicorn
I missed the ark but I could've sworn you'd wait for me
I was born a unicorn
I could of sworn you believed in me.
Then how come all the other Unicorns are dead?
Put your crystal's under my pillow
Send your epistle to my bedfellows
If I stop believing in you
If you stop believing in me
If I stop believing in you
If you stop believing in me
We're the Unicorns,
We're more than horses,
We're the unicorns,
And we're people too!
i am sorry 616 but who is fluffy?
Slow drawl, but I talk fast.
Ya know?
got to go and get a kitten. i will be back soon.
bye bye
wow anon616 that´s a lot... do you like the new singer of nightwish?
Annette somebody, right? I really haven't heard her much. What happened to Tristania? Were there some sort of 'artistic' differences? (the nice way of putting it)
Pick out a cute one Fimble. That shouldn't be hard, since they're ALL cute ;-)
hello all!
hows it hanging??
had a brief skim through.
amyranth nice post,made sense.
soulconnector are you leaving for good? i hope not. you always made alot of sense in a gentle, caring way.
great lyrics everyone!
Hi FS, how are you?
I love the moomins.
Moomin mamma and moomin pappa.
Jamie and his magic torch.
And no it's not rude.
! Jamie!
Jamie and the Magic Torch.
Down the helter skelter, faster and faster
towards Cuckoo Land.
Wordsworth! Wordsworth!
Following hard behind.
Ready for adventure, always there to lend a paw or hand!
Mr Boo and all the others too,
the strangest people you’ve ever seen.
And the torch with it’s magical beam -
If I hadn’t really been there
I’d think that I was dreaming!
Jamie! Jamie!
No two nights are the same.
And life is one long glorious game
with Jamie.
Jamie and the Magic Torch!
hi faraway :)
anon616 I really have no idea *laugh*
mh i like anette blablabla more then tarja... I like her voice more...
huh well the rasmus recorded heir new album here in helsinki and after that in the states. they´re back in finland now, a friend saw aki last week while he was buying a baby buggy. still can´t really believe that he´s a dad now *laugh*
anyway I start waffling again ^^
mayo,
i don't think i can send you anymore beautiful days, at least not right now. but you know how to look for them on your own, i know you do, so you'll find them.
and i'm trying to stay grateful, to be content with what you've already given me, but you see, i'm greedy, too...
so if i stay silent, it's because the only thing i can think of to say is to ask for more...
but i am always listening for your voice, i always will be, whether my days are beautiful or not.
i thank you for it all.
I tried to find a pic of my fave moomin but I had no luck. the one with the glasses... he looks so cute :)
Hi farawaysoclose!
And Pixie, A friend of mine went see Nightwish a couple of nights ago. I'm waiting for a 'report'. I'll let you know if they passed her live show exam ;-)
oh jep you have to tell me anon616 :)
Hi TJ! If your day can't be beautiful, I hope it's not all that bad - at least :)
hi pixie, anon616, TJ and missT.
i'm good. did SC leave??
Oh well, I better be off. I've already spent way too much time here than I should have; but, it was just so darn quiet :/
Have a nice afternoon/evening everyone.
Keep me posted on those Moomins!
*Hugs all around*
bye anon616 *hugs*
Well, you could do it forever
It won't make it better
Cause you won't find your mark
You could use a mirror
To see your target clearer,
All the bad blood that hijacked your heart
But you got what you asked for,
so don't even start:
You were never a victim.
So own what you did, son, admit what you are.
Dead weight in a tightrope trance
The pain pill preacher astray in his wasteland
Clenched teeth and a canyon he can't close
But there's me racing right along
The jukebox jester, stuck on the same song
A mouthful of lies, a head full of holes
Until I got worried
And saw the life I could lead
If I backed up off that rope
And let the ground come to me
Steady under my knees
I let my anger burn into hope
I asked for perspective, and it untied my hands
I see the role I played.
I chose my own way.
I can't blame you for that.
So when you're sorry
And one day, you will be.
I wish you all the best
And hope that you drop softly
And it don't end too badly
And your raging head can finally rest
And you can be honest and rescue yourself
But I'll walk my own road. I'll
go where you won't go.
You won't put me through hell.
Cause now I see through you.
Believe what you need to.
Go haunt someone else.
hi and bye anon616, have a good day for me, ok?
hello farawaysoclose, hello everyone else. how is everyone today?
Hi faraway and TJ.
I think SC did leave. I hope she comes back, I really do.
He's the greatest
He's fantastic
Wherever there's danger he'll be there
He's the ace
He's amazing
He's the strongest he's the quickest he's the best
Danger Mouse
Danger Mouse
DANGER MOUSE
He's the greatest
He's fantastic
Wherever there's danger he'll be there
He's the ace
He's amazing
He's the strongest he's the quickest he's the best
Danger Mouse
He's terrific
He's magnific
He's the greatest secret agent in the world
Danger Mouse
Power House
He's the fastest he's the greatest he's the best
Danger Mouse
Danger Mouse
DANGER MOUSE
hi toujours :)
oh miss, now you're singing my song. ^.^
love that mouse.
See you later 616.
Trapdoor.
Opening lyrics.
Somewhere in the dark and nasty regions - where nobody goes, stands an ancient castle. Deep within this dank and uninviting place, lives Berk - "Hello" - The overworked servant of the thing, upstairs - "Berk! Feed me!". But that's nothing compared to the horrors that lurk, beneath the trapdoor. For there is always something down there, in the dark, waiting to come out...
Don't you open that trap door,
Your a fool if you dare,
Stay away from that trap door,
Cos' there's somethin' down there.
Closing lyrics.
Creepy, crawly, slimy things that stick onto your skin,
Horrid things with tentacles that want to pull you in,
Squirmy, worms, slugs and snails that lie there in a goo,
They'll wait down there forever till they get their hands on you.
Stay away from that trap door,
Cos' there's somethin' down there.
hi there pixie. ^.^
TJ, I'm trying to counteract all the deep and meaningful stuff.
TJ, I know you still like mayo so look away now cos I'm in that kinda mood.
Hey people, did anyone go look at mayo's special place? It smells bad over there, almost like something died.
Yeah, mayo's credability.
Ha Ha Ha Ha !
Yup, that kinda mood.
Not in the kinda mood where I can spell though.
CREDIBILITY, obviously.
how old r u sdock10
i've seen angels fall from heaven
in their timeless decadent dance
and demons fall on bleeding knees
yearning for just another chance
and i've seen kings in cardboard crowns,
and dreams destroyed before they'd begun,
and i stand amidst a wind torn plain
staring into the shadows of the sun...
i've seen bitter beauty locked away
in stone gilded cages of the soul,
a thousand masks layered there
so the valid face we never do behold,
and i've seen loves torn asunder
two beloved reduced to lonely one
and i stand along a surf tormented shore
staring into the shadows of the sun...
but i'm swimming thru dark rivers
i'm falling in,
i'm seething in dark rivers
swept away in,
drowning in these dark rivers...
i've seen peasants stoned in city squares
by those who never understood
and honorable kings dethroned
in the name of the common good
and i've seen the heedless become the humbled
for the things now never to be done
and i stand among some rainswept roses
staring into the shadows of the sun...
i've seen friends so cruely taken away
in the very dawn of blooming life
their souls to rise to soaring heights
and dance among the stars at night,
and i've seen friends sift thru my fingers,
like grains of sand they unceasingly run,
and i stand atop a storm battered moutain
staring into the shadows of the sun...
but i'm swimming thru dark rivers
i'm falling in,
i'm seething in dark rivers
swept away in,
drowning in these dark rivers...
and i wanna spread my wings
and lift up my weary head
and fly into the eye of the sun
and make the falling stars my bed
and i wanna burn away this anger
and i wanna burn away this pain
and i wanna burn away this rage
until i slowly go insane...
but i'm swimming thru dark rivers
i'm falling in,
i'm seething in dark rivers
swept away in,
drowning in these dark rivers...
these dark rivers of the heart...
i'm fine thanks.
hope everyones ok. tis a bit quiet here. i hope it all livens up later. MCR in london tonight. god i wish i was there!!!! this was the one i would've gone to but i was away on holiday when the tickets were released and now they are too expensive or seated. and babysitters blah blah blah all that shit! if i could've got some one to do my school runs yesterday and look after my little boy i would've gone to the comic book signings. never mind though.
boo hoo!
they are off to belfast tomorrow and then far far away for ages!!
it's okay, miss t. i appreciated the warning.
you're doing a good job of balancing out the deepness, too. i applaud your noble efforts.
This one is for you, Anon:
Liked yours by the way.
Enjoy...
I don't know why I keep on believing you need me
When you prove so many times that it ain't true
And I can't find one good reason for staying
Maybe my leaving would be the best for you
But these rose colored glasses that I'm looking through
Show only the beauty cause they hide all the truth
And they let me hold on to the good times the good lines
The ones I used to hear when I held you
And they keep me from feeling so cheated defeated
When reflections in your eyes show me a fool
These rose colored glasses that I'm looking through
Show only the beauty cause they hide all the truth
So I just keep on hope-in believing that maybe
By counting the many times I've tried
You'll believe me when I say I love you and
I'll lay these rose colored glasses aside
These rose colored glasses that I'm looking through
Show only the beauty cause they hide all the truth
Can I have another shot of whiskey now?
Fuck it, just bring me the whole damned bottle....
Chorlton and the Wheelies.
Jump in, we'll take you for a spin,
and show you round the Wheelie World
Hop on it's fun to come along,
And take a look at Wheelie World.
You'll be surprised how good it feels.
To zoom around, and you'll wheel so merrily
With me,
You don't need a ticket,
'Cos we'll get you on for free.
And if you see the witch Fenella,
Don't be worried,
'Cos there's no cause for alarm.
(ha ha ha ha)
'Cos we've got Chorlton,
who's a dragon,
and he'll keep you free from harm
(ho ho ho ho)
It's fun at anytime of year.
So put your wheels in second gear,
And then hold tight,
Alright,
We'll show you all the sights
Of Wheelie World......
Ba-dum
Recommendations
View some screenshots
Old enough to know better, but too young to care....
;)
27? 28?
33
Oh good you are back...
The broken clock is a comfort,
it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting
though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best,
like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on,
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
The broken locks were a warning
you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded,
I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection
inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose,
they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart
that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on,
I'm holding on, I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what
you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on
to the words you say
You said that I will be ok
The broken lights on the freeway
left me here alone
I may have lost my way now,
haven't forgotten my way home
Anonymous said...
Oh good you are back...
Now those lyrics cut to my soul...
I think those might my favorite of the day.
Thank you.
might be my favorite
I need to leave the whiskey alone.
Thanks TJ. I'll keep it up.
COUNT DUCKULA
[Castle Duckula, home for many centuries to a dreadful dynasty of vicious
vampire ducks - The Counts of Duckula.
Legend has it that these foul beings can be destroyed by a stake through the
heart or exposure to sunlight.
This does not suffice however, for they may be brought back to life by means
of a secret rite that can be performed once a century when the moon is in
the eighth house of Aquarius.
(Blood!) (I'll get it!)
The latest reincarnation did not run according to plan.
(Oooh!) ]
In the heart of Transylvan-ia,
In the Vampire Hall of Fame-yeah,
There's not a vampire zanier than...
DUCKULA!
He won't bite beast or man,
'Cos he's a vegetari-an. (Aagh!)
And things never run to plan for...
DUCKULA!
If you're looking for some fun,
You can always count upon,
Come and find the one they call...
DUCKULA!
Heh, heh. Count Duckula!
Heh, heh, heh, heh, heh, heh!
i can't watch anymore of this. i'll be back later.
I need to leave the whiskey alone.
Agreed.
For our most gracious host, he who lets us hang in his house of blog:
On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go
(chorus)
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there
Alone
On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and the angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on
(chorus)
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there
Alone
And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on
Don't worry anon, it's just BlogBelieve Whiskey, not the real stuff. You can't get drunk off of it.
In real life, I'm more of a vodka straight up kind of gal.
See you later TJ.
Last one cos I'm getting bored too.
Once upon a time, not so long ago,
There was a little girl and her name was Emily,
And she had a shop.
There it is.
It was rather an unusual shop because it didn't sell anything.
You see, everything in that shop window was a thing that somebody had once lost.
And Emily had found, and brought home to Bagpuss.
Emily's cat Bagpuss
The most important, the most beautiful, the most magical
Saggy old cloth cat in the whole wide world.
Well now, one day Emily found a thing,
And she brought it back to the shop,
And put it down in front of Bagpuss,
Who was in the shop window fast asleep as usual,
But then Emily said some magic words.
Bagpuss, dear Bagpuss, old fat furry cat-puss,
Wake up and look at this thing that I bring.
Wake up, be bright. Be golden and light.
Bagpuss, Oh hear what I sing.
And Bagpuss was wide awake.
And when Bagpuss wakes up all his friends wake up too.
The mice on the mouse-organ woke up and stretched,
Madeleine, the rag doll, Gabriel, the toad,
And last of all, Professor Yaffle, who was a very distinguished old woodpecker.
He climbed down off his bookend and went to see what it was that Emily had brought.
Bagpuss gave a big yawn, and settled down to sleep,
And of course when Bagpuss goes to sleep, all his friends go to sleep too.
The mice were ornaments on the mouse-organ,
Gabriel and Madeleine were just dolls,
And Professor Yaffle was a carved wooden bookend in the shape of a woodpecker.
Even Bagpuss himself once he was asleep was just an old, saggy cloth cat,
Baggy, and a bit loose at the seams, but Emily loved him.
sdock do u live by yerself
toujours said...
yeah, i was around for all that this afternoon. right now though, it feels like the gates have closed and some of us got caught on the outside, you know?
caution i understand, but this paranoia crap is starting to unsettle me.
sorry, kapunua -- not complaining at you in particular, just...
feeling fussy! lol
November 10, 2007 2:26 AM
(This was in response to the Discuss Mayo issue from last week)
Yes, we know how you feel toujours. Many of us got caught on the outside. Just a little reminder. Something to read when you come back later.
morning all
hope you are all well
sdock that last one was fucking sad. hope you are ok honey.
miss T fuck me..... bagpuss!!! very english!
i'm outa here for today, not like i've really been here.
what happened mayo???? i don't think you ever meant for this to happen.
Nawh
Tojours, your funny. Werent you one of them at the other blog?
Hey Ergo, Hey FASC, Hey anyone else I missed because I am supposed to be working not blogging.
MissT...I love Bagpuss...that's coolest name for a kitty like ever.
See you faraway.
Hi Ergo, how are you?
ergoproxy said...
well, well, well....look who I found!
It is nice to be in a place much less cramped and time consuming.
It will let us spread out the pieces so we can see clearly.
Rest assured I don't presume very much, and I am very good at keeping secrets.
October 17, 2007 9:44 PM
Shame in me said...
haha i love it how you said "by a heavy metal band called Pantera" i know who they are dear i used to listen to them a few years ago. Phil Anselmo Rocks!! I love DOWN to his voice is amazing with that band. Do you like?
Yeah here is much better, i like secrets though haha, the other blog lost its magic when loads of people found out.
Lmao!!! haha Miracle whip me? haha dont tempt us mayo!!!
Cheers for your new url BC!!
October 18, 2007 5:39 AM
Shame in me said...
He's a feisty one that mayo!! ahaha.
I found this blog by doing that google search and it was pretty near the top so anyone with two brain cells will be able to find it haha well maybe we are ok for now then ;)
Hey did you ever talk to Loveman on Aim? Hes awfully quiet nowadays!! hmmm
October 18, 2007 5:56 AM
ergoproxy said...
I agree, not many brain cells required, but Miracle Whip Me?
But i barely know you!
October 18, 2007 6:04 AM
Another little reminder, ERGOPROXY. And SIM if you dare.
See, it doesn't take many "brain cells" to bring your own words back to haunt you.
do u live with ur parents
hi ergo and a nice morning to you :)
nawh
sdock, bagpuss is great. I used to watch it when I were a little girl.
My sis mentioned to her mate that she liked it. Now her mate gets her one every birthday and xmas. She's drowning in them. She has them in the car, at work, at home. She hates it now.
Claire, no more bagpuss for chrissakes ha!
bf or husband?
I want a Bagpuss of my very own. That would be way sweeeeeeeeeet.
bf
boyfriend or best friend?
boyfriend and he's my best friend ...depending on which day of the week you ask me.
For you sdock.
http://www.smallfilms.co.uk/bagpuss/people.htm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70kUVZWokm4
Awwh thanks MissT, I am watching now.
Hey SD10,misst,pixie,TJ (i'm not sure who else is here but HI!!)
I'm good thanks, just woke up and haven't had my coffee yet so I'm looking forward to that.
I have to go and do officework this morning then I'm getting my haircut.
I want it long and I have told my hairdresser if I comein asking for short layers ever again to hit me.
Yup Ergo, if you want it long, never get it layered.
My sis did once and she looked like the blond one from status quo.
Never again.
do u believe in god sdock10
There's no 'delete' button in real life. You confess and face the consequences, like an adult.
To constantly delete your posts shows instability. To continue giving out false explanations only results in mistrust.
One more for the masses:
This one sums it up...The whole big beautiful mess I'm in.
You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide
I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From moving ground
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything I am
Withering
And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothing left here to pretend
Anything
Remember, you promised me
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
I'm dying, I'm dying, please
Under your skin
Under your skin
Why? Are you trying to save me?
And the room goes eerily silent...
I hope that Anon doesn't say the next Charles Bronson line I'm thinkin' of...
sdock, did you run out the door or something? Where are you?
Ok, well I'm off to my house now with my soul still up for grabs.
any takers?
anyone?
no one?
Guess I'm still unaffiliated then..
I'm still here sdock.
"There's no 'delete' button in real life. You confess and face the consequences, like an adult."
She is not an adult but an obsessed teen.
Yep, me too
Did anybody see a rabid badger come blazing through here? I seem to have lost one on discussmayo!
::oops::
Princess Smoke&Venom20 said:
Sis/Nik @ Nite , you’ll like this one……
Thanks, Princess. Here's one you might enjoy...
I love you
Now you're gonna do what i say today
And some of you
Know you can't delay what I've got to say
Cause some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
Some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
You will scream
You know when you scream
You will scream for me
And can't you see
Yes you're gonna be
What I tell you to be
Cause some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
Some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
You will love me
Some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
Ohhhh yeah
La la la la la la
la la la la la la
la la
you will love me
La la la la la la
la la la la la la
la la
you gonna love me!
Cause some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
you will love me
Some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
You're gonna love me!
Some of you boys
And most of you girls
Will love me
Your gonna love me!
Your gonna fucking love me!
You will love me
You will love me
You will love me
You will love me
You will love me
You will love me
You will love me
(All of you boys, And all of you girls, Will love me)
You're gonna fucking love me!
You will love me!!!
(Robin Black & The Intergalactic Rock Stars)
Well, not anymore...
I'm headin' out the door too.
Bye
Guys, This was found on the MW blog. J. and I both posted comments. Granted, J.'s was pretty heated. You DON'T mess with SS...
Bleeding Chaos said...
I wasn't referring to you Sister M, or anyone else. The anonymous "SS" person who posted the link in the first place may be the lurker I was referring to.
November 15, 2007 9:22 PM
Original Punks said...
You know, Mayo, just a small suggestion, and this is said with the best intentions for everyone involved.
Why don't you delete this blog and create a truly private blog where you can go and write in peace when you need to?
It's obvious this one will become as messy as Mayo's if allowed to stay.
This is only a suggestion, this is yours to do with as you wish, obviously. But surely you see the tension between the majority of the bloggers and one poster in particular who refuses to take the break she keeps promising.
Love,
L.
November 15, 2007 9:45 PM
Original Punks said...
Bleeding Chaos--or is it Ulcer,
Oh my holy fucking SHIT. You did NOT just got THERE, you fucking lying piece of SHIT. Where the Hell do you get off, trying to pawn this flaming fiasco of a debacle off onto SS?! You know as well as anyone else here that SS hasn't been using that tagline for over a month now.
And tell me this, little Miss Don't Blame Me, how could an anonymous person come on to this blog? Looks like it's been set to "no anons allowed". Recall, if you will, that the person who posted the link to this place was simply "anonymous".
You DO NOT FUCK WITH SHITSUBOU SHITA. You are nowhere near qualified even to speak his name, let alone accuse him of crashing your party. This person, whoever he may be, has been nothing but decent, kind, and helpful to each and every one of us. Including YOU, Bleeding Chaos.
Mayo, sorry about cursing in your house, but look who I'm talking to. She deserves this, and worse.
J
November 15, 2007 10:04 PM
SD10 are you being stalked by a religious fanatic?
I can't believe it's still raining here! It's been over a week.
Muddy yard again.
Misst I have just about grown them out- thank goodness.
(Status Quo, now there was a hair band)
Physically speaking, she is an adult. An adult with the mindset of a teenager in infatuation.
Yeah Ergo, but you don't wanna look like them ha!
Sis m, keep those fucking badgers under control. I'm gonna call the animal rescue soon.
I´ll go to bed now, see you guys tomorrow *hugs*
Oh Fuck
please don't bring me into this
I only woke up an hour ago
I've answered 2 emails and come here.
I am not part of it anymore and I don't wnat to be dragged into anything again.
I don't know what the fuck she's talking about. I am trying to make school lunches and get ready for work.
You sure?
I read one comment where she said she was "let's just say I'm over twenty ;)" with a fucking wink.
Little girl sounds like she is hiding something.
You're not wrong about her mind though.
BOO!
Goodnight pixie.
Sweet dreams babes.
sdock, you nearly gave me a heart attack creeping up like that.
I appreciate your curiosity but I only do what the voices in my head tell me not to do. Hey, at least I listen to them. Most people try to drink them away, or drug them away, or fuck them away.
Faith, hope, love...always
Trust me.
Well over twenty. Closer to thirty. Sad to say. Not what you would expect from a fully-grown adult.
i remembr bc posting on ino. i think she's in her thirty's. which makes her infatuation with gerard even more funny.
she is 27
Ergo, the more you speak of things, the more you're reminding people why they're angry. In the nicest possible way, ZIP IT already.
Sorry, Miss T. I caught the little fucker & put him back in his cage.
I hope he didn't, erm... wreck your pants leg??
Well said, Sister Midnite!
J. and L.
P.S. Keep that badger handy. You never know when you're going to need it. :)
And the battle for my soul still rages.....
Damn, I need to go back to quoting song lyrics again.
Sis m, he took the whole pants right off me. I'm running round in my knickers now.
I'll just get changed.
LOL! Sorry, bout that, Miss T.
He's a frisky little fella. :\
NEKKED WIMMENS IN DA BLOG!!! ^__^
OP L & J, you've been answered.
*cough*covering*cough*
Sdock, love, your soul is up for grabs?
Whoever gets it, you have no idea how lucky you are. It may be hurting, but the love inside it is pure.
*sigh* Guess I should go do some work today, talk to y'all later!
Good Evening, All.
Both J. and I hate feeling the way we do right now. You guys all know that we try to keep positive and loving, and it just stinks that all of this shit the last few days have brought out the worst in all of us.
But it has been warranted.
For the future, our policy is this.
BC- Will not tolerate. Sorry, she has just burned every bridge she ever thought about having for us. ANY post of hers is going to get an ugly response from us.
The rest of the traitors (and you know who you are)- will just be ignored.
Our group will never be the same, but we want to get over the hurt and anger.
Forgive, but not forget.
Love,
J. and L
i met Gerard Way on Wednesday 14th November.
it was the best day of my life and i will never forget it.
looking into his beautiful hazel eyes as i walked away was the most memorable moment i've ever experienced.
i love you. thankyou for saving me.
Anonymous said...
To buy the truth and sell a lie...
The last mistake before you die
So don't forget to breathe tonight
Tonight's' the last
so say goodbye?
Whaddup with that?
Sdock, I'll take your immortal soul. ^_^
Hello to all. Just walked in. Hafta get some dinner and a nice hot shower, then I will, well... you know. The usual. :D
Incoming.
Oh Mayo, Mayo,
Look at the wonderful mess that you've made.
And it might be wise to confess any other little details that you know of ;)
You might as well be hung for a sheep as for a lamb.
Kapunua is here YAY YAY YAY!
Another little reminder, ERGOPROXY. And SIM if you dare.
See, it doesn't take many "brain cells" to bring your own words back to haunt you.
November 15, 2007 9:34 PM
wow i must applaud you anon :)
you are still repeating yourself.
hello to everyone else :)
Hello shame in me.
Yo GS, I thought you'd got lost in the post.
Hi everyone, Hi friends, Hi family, Hi anons, Hi lurkers, Hi Mayo, Hi SS, Hi stalkers, Hi creepy people...
Does just about cover it?
How completely rude of me...I forgot to say hello/good evening/good morning/good afternoon to my #1 fan, my beautiful purple unicorn...Hi ppu!
My manners hath returneth.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening all.
Hello Miss T - no, not lost, just regaining some equilibrium.
No Sdock...you forgot me at the bar last night...damn hangover.
How are you today?
Hello everyone
hey miss t, hey sdock,
miss t i was watching the vids on you tube from tuesday there are loads and some really good ones, especially of the new song. i just cant stop listening to it.
I need to get my vids up too havent got round to it yet. How are you?
We all seem a lot better today...good.
Did we all make up?
Forgive!
Laugh!
Good!!!!
Now lets get this shit going....what should we talk about tonight....something funny.
You are right SIM, I did repeat myself. I apologize. How rude of me. Here is another for you then. Do you remember it?
Shame in me said...
Yeah here is much better, i like secrets though haha, the other blog lost its magic when loads of people found out.
Lmao!!! haha Miracle whip me? haha dont tempt us mayo!!!
Cheers for your new url BC!!
October 18, 2007 5:39 AM
Again, have a lovely evening, and goodbye!
Hi PJ.
nice to have you back GS.
Shame in me, I'm good. I'd like to see your pics.
Sdock HELLO back. You've had too much of that whiskey. Give it here,
*scuffles, grabs bottle*
You can have some more later.
I have one...a true one.
A bank here was robbed, and they caught the man.
He robbed the bank and went to leave and his keys where inside the car and the car was locked.
So he ran off.
The police looked inside the car and on the seat was his wallet, with all his information in it.
His address, ID, everything.
How dumb can you be!
pj,
Did you get caught up? Did you have trouble walking through all the bullshit to get here? I hope you didn't wear your good boots.
MissT
Give that bottle back. I wasn't finished with it...please.
Anonymous said...
You are right SIM, I did repeat myself. I apologize. How rude of me. Here is another for you then. Do you remember it?
Shame in me said...
Yeah here is much better, i like secrets though haha, the other blog lost its magic when loads of people found out.
Lmao!!! haha Miracle whip me? haha dont tempt us mayo!!!
Cheers for your new url BC!!
October 18, 2007 5:39 AM
Again, have a lovely evening, and goodbye!
November 15, 2007 11:54 PM
hahaha you are too funny. Hope you have a nice night copying and pasting. Maybe when you have mastered that skill, you can move on to actually forming real opinions on how bad i am instead of just copying and pasting things i have said or at least add an opinion aswell anon.
No Sdock... i just passed over most of it...can not bare to hear anymore pissed off post.
I did hold my nose a few times.
And anyway i have my spikes on tonight, wouldn't want any shit on them.
Yo GS, what you been up to?
Sdock,*hands back bottle*
You just take it easy now. You'll be throwing up in the morning.
Good grief, will someone please spray some Febreze in here or something...anyone got some hand sanitizer?
I'm tired of going through the same shit over and over...
sdock10 needs mental stimulation and arousal
O' Hell!
Pass that bottle to me too.
Bad day at work.
Maybe if we all get drunk..this place will look happier.
I think your own words have told everyone what type of person you are, and they can form their own opinions as well.
But if you want specifics, then my own opinion is that you are a lying, two-faced hypocrite.
How's that work for you?
Now, no more for now. Go on your merry way as if nothing happened.
missT
You are so sweet. Do you promise to hold my hair for me when my head is hanging over the toilet?
You know you and I are both saucy minxes...hmm hmm.
Sdock
I was in a good debate over evolution today...would you like to talk about that?
Should keep your mind going and going and going and going...lol
Mayo, I told myself I was not going to come back here, but I have a few more things I want to say.
To everyone, Mayo included, I apologize for getting a little wacked out over this whole situation. I started to feel this overwhelming feeling that I was involved in a mind game, a social experment, and it really pissed me off. In fact it frightened me a bit. Sorry if anything I said hurt anyone of you. That was not my intention.
Mayo, I do not know who you are and it is okay for me not to know. I am hoping everything you have written and done here is not some game and has truly been from your heart.
My intentions were to help a certain person and a band that I adore. I found something so much more here and I have learned a lot about myself in the process. For that I am especially grateful.
Seeing your other location made it difficult for me to understand a lot of things. Especially your motives. The manipulation was unsettling.
Regardless of why we are all here, we do need the owner to show some care and concern for it's occupants.
I realize that the conversations in here go far away from the task at hand and maybe it did get a little loud at times. I only wish you could have joined in on the fun.
When I read that you wanted us to stay "not for you, but for each other" it made me really sad. It is obvious why we gather here and we need you in the picture. If you want our help in any way - we will be here for you. No matter who you are. I wish I knew more about you dear Mayo - but for now I hope our messages have reached you and have touched your life in some way.
Hopefully our messages have also reached the person we came here to help. And if not, it was definitely worth the effort.
If we need to do something differently let us know. We do not know what you need unless you tell us. I consider you a friend regardless. Am I still angry? Sure I am, but I am willing to move passed all of it. I hope you will be able to upfront with us just as we are with you.
Please be honest and we will be sincere in return.
Love, Anima
sdock, I'll hold you hair and wipe your chin too.
I've got my babywipes handy.
You saucy minx!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some one Pass that Anon the bottle he needs it more than us.
sdock-
I'm tired of going through the same shit over and over...
me too. ive apologised i will apologise to anyone who demands it or answer questions. i wont to people who remain anon though and especially when all they do is quote mw crap all the time. Im guessing anon that you are one of the injured party? if you are then arent you just making it worse for your friends that were injured also? by bringing it up over and over. you really dont bother me anon, but your bothering everyone else. Let people forget about it for a little while, for your friends sake, unless you are just a shit stirrer
haha id like to see how i am two faced.
nobody asked me about the blog, i didnt lie. im glad you are done with it for now you are boring me
pj,
Funny you should mention evolution because I had an anon in here ask me if I believed in GOD today?
Not sure what they were getting at because they never talked back to me after that.
On an On an On an On........
Stop dragging a dead horse, its too heavy and is starting to stink...bury the damn thing!
Please!!!!
Hello All
I have finally found the confidence to post under a name. I want to say a huge thank you to you all for the entertainment (highs and lows) of the past 2 months.
Following the recent drama I really believe that you will be a stronger group. I had the feeling over the last few weeks that certain people had become too robust and over confident in their treatment of others. Hopefully, now that they have been humbled, the recent nastiness can fade away.
I loved the comments re Johnny Cash-pure rock and roll. I think the fact that he survived his early experiences bodes well as an example for our GW.
I hope I will be able to join in from time to time.
Again, ta so much for everything.
Still waiting for Mr Darcy.....
hey just popped in for a second. have to go out for brothers birthday. i didnt get the kitten by the way. no ging ones lol
i have an idea for a conversation. may be crap but ts something to talk about. ok so what did you do in your teens that was naughty?
Miss T - I hadn't gone.
I made a promise that I would be here to the end, and I keep my promises.
Mayo is perfectly within his rights to have as many blogs as he wants.
Who he allows in them is no skin off my nose.
I had just been going slowly insane by seeing all these double edged messages that I thought no-one else seemed to.
But the present situation seems to have resolved that issue.
Everybody gets it now.
hi eliza bennett37.
how are you. nice to meet you.
can i call you eb37 please? i am very lazy to type it all out hehehe
Sdock
Maybe lighting is about to strike you....did you piss someone off.
God maybe!!!
Good good GS.
As you can see, I'm just hanging around talking waffle to whoever happens to be here.
Hello Eliza, pleased to meet you. How are you?
I just re-read my post. It sounds so ass-kissy. Blah. Oh well, it is what it is. Can someone hold my hair while I puke all over myself?
Everything i did as a teen was naughty....and i had a good time doing it.....that's why im so good at it now...years of experence!
pj,
Not sure. We were exchanging song lyrics and having a moment and then boom...do you believe in God? And I was like WTF?
Hey ElizaB37
Welcome to our family. I'm the resident crazy faithul person.
lol pj. the naughty stuff is sometimes the only way tohave fun hahaha.
I am sorry. I am no mean anon. I've been lurking for about a month now.
You need to let go of this blogger who calls himself Mayo. It almost broke my heart to see what he did to all of you. You were a beautiful bunch, and he's sucking a life out of you. And he's going to hurt you again and again. And again. And I fear you will crawl back to him no matter what.
hey sd10. did you see my song lyrics for the ppu. i think he/she lft before i posted shame!
Anima
I liked what you said.
Hugg!
MissT
Hold Anima's hair while she pukes please.
GS,
Wanna inhale again?
Anima, if you have to puke, I'll hold your hair. You'll have to wait until I've wiped sdock's chin though.
No Kitty FS, that's sad.
I will give you that, SIM. No more talk of such. For my friends.
But I cannot believe you have the brass brazen balls to state I am hurting my friends when YOU stabbed them in the back. You just want them all to forget about it to make yourself feel better.
So be it. If it helps you to think that way, go ahead. You know in your heart you betrayed those who trusted you.
i know miss t. we went and there was this little one but it was on hold for someone else it was cute tho. we also saw a 2month old black lab and t was beautiful but we couldnt get a dog. i hate going in there cos they look at me like
please take me home.
i just wanna pick them all up and shove them in my bag and walk out like i have nothing hehehe
Hey Fimble,
I saw and it was some funny shit, but you know I'm kind of attached to the little critter.
Anon,
I appreciate your concern, but I'm okay I think.
sdock10 said...
pj,
Not sure. We were exchanging song lyrics and having a moment and then boom...do you believe in God? And I was like WTF?
Maybe Mayo got religion!
We may have scared the hell out of him.
i have noticed that sd10. you and him/her have some lovely conversations. lol seriously ppu and that god anon both have taken a shine to you. how does that make you feel? hehehe
Anonymous, I'm here for my friends not Mayo.
If he deletes this blog, I'll find them and we'll do it elsewhere.
I'm trying to collect email addresses like no one's business.
That's a shame FS. I love little kitties.
Thank you PJ. That was sweet of you to say.
Hi Fimble, GS, Anons, EB37.
Sdock, way to pass off that off to Miss T! Miss T, thank you my dear.
EB37 will do just fine Fimble. I really feel like I know you all so well.
I'm doin ok MissT. Hope all is well in Sheffield-have spent some nice times there but have not been for nearly 2 years-practically lived in the Novotel for a year and a half (it was not the most pleasant experience).
Sdock10-all the best people are/were crazy. You are lovely.
Anonymous said...
I will give you that, SIM. No more talk of such. For my friends.
But I cannot believe you have the brass brazen balls to state I am hurting my friends when YOU stabbed them in the back. You just want them all to forget about it to make yourself feel better.
So be it. If it helps you to think that way, go ahead. You know in your heart you betrayed those who trusted you.
November 16, 2007 12:30 AM
i was just backing up whoever said they were sick of hearing it. Im not asking you to be quiet so i can feel better. Not at all. if you wanna carry on give me shit thats fine. email me. il explain and apologise what i have already explained and apologised again. i will keep doing so if you like but i doubt it will make much difference to you. I am sorry for what i did. i never realised my actions would be taken the way they were. i didnt think. i acted stupidly and i should have used the two brain cells i joked about having in making an informed decision. But i didnt. i am sorry again. I am human i have made a mistake. i will keep trying to make amends but at the end of the day i think your venom is hurting yourself more than me. put a name to yourself and email me and then your venom will hurt me. Go on do it. From now on though i wont respond to you on here.
its upto you. you know where you can find me
hello anima. how are you today.
weather update nearly forgot there.
it was sunny and cloudless and warm all day (not to warm, i dont like it when its to hot). but at 6 the heaven opened and it rained cats and dogs. the wind was like a bloody hurricane and then i got wet.
Anon!
Did you not see that dead horse.
...holds light to horse!
SEE! it's dead!
Leave it be.
Tomb stone:
RIP
Dead horse!
We will miss you.
Thankyou for the invitation Sdock, but the air in here needs to clear somewhat before I am ready to inhale.
And I'm afraid it might get worse before it gets better.
I'm heading off to bed.
Good night everyone.
Good night Mayo.
Eliza, Sheffield's not bad is it.
I'm glad you have put a name to yourself. It's much nicer this way.
Fimble,
To quote PPU, I don't know whether to be offended or titillated (did I spell that write?) I'm drunk so it doesn't matter anyways.
EB37,
Thanks for the lovely compliment. I hope I don't bore you to tears with my ramblings.
hey there eb37.
are you a english lady to. if you are yay more english chums hehehe. were about are you from?
i am going out for tea now so i will see you later.
have fun!
bye bye
xx
Fimble Star said...
hello anima. how are you today.
weather update nearly forgot there.
it was sunny and cloudless and warm all day (not to warm, i dont like it when its to hot). but at 6 the heaven opened and it rained cats and dogs. the wind was like a bloody hurricane and then i got wet.
November 16, 2007 12:37 AM
i love your weather reports fimble star haha they come at the best times
Fimble, I'm okay. Thanks for asking. Just a little touched in the head, but not bad.
Goodnight GS. Love to you.
Goodnight GS.
I hope it is better tomorrow. I hope to see you then.
I am from Ireland but have lived in London for a few years-it's great and really would not want to live anywhere else right now. Although it is great to be irish.
Hi everybody!!!!!
Goodnite, gnothi
Sweet dreams!
Welcome Eliza to the House of Mayo. Hello everyone else. It's nice that it's getting less dramarific her . Okay dramarific probably isn't a word but what the hell I like it. I think new words should be added to the language everyday.
Hi Martha..how are you?
Sdock, whatcha drinking? Is it real or e-vodka?
Hi SIM, looks like you have had a rough day. Hang in there.
Bye Fimble. Love to you too.
I wish I was an English lady. Bummer, I am just muddy in the Midwest of the U.S. of A.
And it hurts me to see what shame in me, ergoproxy and toujours must go through now. The vicious ways they have been handled with has been shocking. Just borrowing some words others have said already. I just happen to agree.
It went too far.
"Traitor, traitor!"
Ugly words.
See you later FS.
anima,
You are touched in the head as well? I thought G and I were the only ones...sweet.
Hello pj I'm good nice to see things are getting back to as close to normal as they can be.
Amina, I couldn't possibly say that any better myself. Brava.
But that doesn't mean I'm not going to write a freaking novel right now anyway. ^_~
Mayo, I did answer you already, but, what can I say, I'm answering you again.
Welp, I'm over it. I said from the beginning that there's nothing wrong with anyone keeping a private blog or whatever. There's nothing wrong with duplicity either. It's just the internet. And to be quite honest, there's nothing wrong with small-scale exclusivity, either. I certainly don't like the feeling of other people having a giggle about the non-invites at a private party, but hey, it happens and whatever, right?
Also don't quite care if Mayo is emailing Bleeding Chaos or anything like that either, so you can just quit with it. Think hard. Mayo, whoever the hell s/he is, can goddamn well email anyone s/he wants at any time.
Mayo, you did create a huge rift, we all know that. But you also took your part of the blame. Gotta hand it to you. You're also not entirely to blame for this whole debacle, either. A big part of it is natural behavior. It wasn't just you. I'm going to try in my own way to explain it, at least to myself, from a behavioral point of view.*
It's almost like pack behavior. This is Mayo's place, so regardless of who he or she is, we're here only by his or her tolerance of us. That makes Mayo kind of like an alpha. Any kind of decent alpha knows how to put an end to pack squabbles before they start. (You must imagine me pointing a bunch of fingers at myself here--those who know what's been up this week in Real Life will get me.) Then, the pack gets along. Everyone has a jolly good time. Although some in the pack do vie for the attention of the alpha, for the most part there's cooperation.
Alphas choose a beta, but it's the rest of the pack who decides who is worthy. What happens when the alpha chooses the weakest one of the pack as a co-leader? Not only does chaos reign, but the pack goes crazy; they know it's the wrong choice nd everything they've worked to maintain is going to go to hell, so they do their damnest to drive the beta away. Then they turn on the alpha because s/he's lost all credibility.
That's not just dog-talk, that goes for people too. Maybe even moreso.
But we all played it out perfectly, the oldest community story in the book, and that is what I'd call amaaaayzing. Predictable, yes, but exactly like a community.
Either way, I'm over it.
*Pulled the whole thing right out of my ass.
Hey MJ,
How are you?
It's just blog vodka...It's extremely potent though like 300 proof.
Eliza Bennet, I just want to say hello to your awesome user name. ^_^
I'm still Kapunua, but sometimes I post under this (these) names because, well. Because.
Hi MJ,
Hi kapunua,
How are you both?
I guess i better go too!
All booze and no food do not mix!
Going to get a pizza and i will stop by later.
Keep the mood up, while i'm away...its easy...happy thoughts.
Later!
hey thanks anima, im ok though, all i can do is try and make amends, i deserve to feel shitty. Could do with some of that vodka though hehe.
How are you? Hope you are ok :)
K,
That explained it perfectly. Thanks.
You she-wolf you....
Back for a minute, before I go home. ^_^
Ernie's out again, Miss T.
You might want to wear a few pairs of pants.
Sdock10's God anon wasn't Mayo, I don't think... sounded like a young fan to me. Her & Kapunua seem to attract them. :)
Anima, I loved your post!
Hi, Eliza B. Welcome to the asylum. :)
FS said...
ok so what did you do in your teens that was naughty?
O_o If you're looking for specifics, I could be here all week! How naughty do you want it to be? ^_~
OK, home time for me -- talk to you guys in awhile!
Ever heard of these lyrics? See the connection?
Smashing Pumpkins: Mayonaise
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
Well try and ease the pain
But somehow well feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
Im rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years Im missing
All our time cant be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, Ill always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Sd10 I'm fine how are you?
Bye PJ
Don't step in the shit on the way out.
Goodniht, GS!
A toast to you, Sdock! For keeping me from going crazy with boredom at work today. ^_^
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