This may be exactly what was planned. Perhaps this is not only an excuse for the outing, but also for the silence. Just so that you are aware…lately, I have had a little of both. The ceramic virgins for sale on every corner only served to remind me of lessons long forgotten. I am glad to have put those exhortations on a low shelf. I need them.
Now, as to the beginning…what remains has lapsed. It was paramount to have engaged the deafening torment and to have witnessed the others holding their ground. Abiding by the instruction of those memories, reverence is delivered upon me; a priceless gift. Creation marked by every tone; aspiration, resignation, legitimacy...it is all there.
Words, big and small, are never unimportant when they are gifts of thought and time.
p.s. sharp corners are the best place to post the desired effect.
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 701 Newer› Newest»So sad for you anon 2:38
There is something special happening here, people are comming togather.
Its not about who's real or not anymore.
pj
BTW, i was talking to the anon@2:31. Not the "UR SOOO PATHETIC THIS ISN"T GERELD WAY!!!" anon. Most of us know it isn't. Run along?
Perhaps 'actions speak louder than words' and 'every choice has consequences' may not be referring to drugs/alcohol but rather to the decision to take MSI on tour.
I'd sure like to hear more about that.
Unlike Gerard, I feel sure the guys are not thrilled with this decision. Compromising their values and integrity to comply with a carefully orchestrated PR excercise is not something they are comfortable with and is not something they would ever elect to do if they were given the choice.
If that's the case, I wish someone would say something. It looks really bad right now.
I hope that the discerning will understand and forgive.
Most will, I'm sure, when given an explanation.
Re: Fred from TBS: Thanks for the link, I read the article. He was pretty straightforward about it; it really seemed to be about musical differences. He wants to go more towards pop, TBS is more towards rock and hardcore-ish sounds. He said that his album will be about the departure so if there's any drama (I doubt it--I hope not!0 that's where it'll be.
I'M taking it seriously? You guys are writing these heartfelt diatribes toward people you don't know and who will never read it.
I'm here because I enjoy discussion and speculation about the band. Not because I am deluded enough to believe these characters are actually Frank, Gerard, Brian, etc.
Hey BC, Kapunua, Anons, and PJ,
I had to leave for a bit and I miss all the fun.
BC, keep up the good work on that blog. I enjoy reading it.
PJ,Do you believe Mikey is coming back to MCR for good? Do you believe that both of them have had any luck in seeing therapists?
Not all of us believe those bloggers are the band members themselves. Most of the time we refer to them as their blogger names, not by Frank or Gerard or what not. People can believe what they want them to believe.
I give advice to Mayo. I don't care if he reads my comments or not. We probably get more out of talking to each other than he does from reading. Most of us have our own blogs and we've started a badass kickball team! This is actually nothing but free therapy for me.
Thanks Sdock10
Anonymous at 2.47 pm
Being delusional and living in a fantasy world is sometimes the only thing that keeps me sane.
Sorry if that offends you ( and I mean that nicely I'm not being snarky ).
tbc didn't you say you outed mayo and that he was gerard. are you now saying that you don't know if mayo is gerard. also you said you had s source close to the band that helped you out mayo if that is true then why can't you get info on the band. why do you have to speculate like the rest of us.
Sdock10
I do not give too much hope to Micky staying, i believe this is a brother thing and that only.
As for the therapists, i do believe it happened in the past, but do not feel it is something they are pursuing at the moment, as there has been too much anger between them.
But to comfort you in some way, Mickey is there for him, when he is ready.
pj
PJ,
I don't think Mikey will stay either...not like this. And I agree that this struggle started with 2 little boys and that's what it is still about.
Sdock10
It is a shame that someone has to go threw life, holding in the past, we all do it, but for the broken, the ones who grow up, with that same little boy, trapped inside, there is no happiness, just some happy days, that are not so bad, even the famous can cry when no one is looking.
pj
tbc are there grains of truth in your speculations.
I am not a fortune teller or anything but Matt maybe need once more and not for Mikey on this next tour.
pj
I am not turning my back on him or running away in fear or anything like that. Like I said, I don't know the guy. If I did, believe me, I would've already paid him a visit concerning some of the shit he's pulled, and then there would be no question as to my having balls or not.
It is just getting to me and I just feel like we're beating a dead horse. I have my own life, my own problems - and trust me, they're much bigger than any that Gerard Way might have right now.
Anon51
You do know, we are here for you as well, if we can help.
pj
pj are you taking about frank
Anonymous @ 3:28 P.M.:
The truth depends on what you see. Everyone's opinions varied on what they think the truth actually is.
PJ, I agree with you.
Anon51, if you are indeed having problems, don't be afraid to talk to us about them. It could help. If you feel that they are bigger than Gerard's problems, I think we advise that you must take care of them and focus on that aspect. We are here to support you when you need it.
Plus, I don't think we should delve into people's lives too much with our speculations and innuedo's. I've sort of got a feeling where some of you may be headed and that ain't cool. Not from us and not here. There are other people involved. When it comes to personal, family things... well, it is not our place, OK?
Sorry to bring this up again.
Remember this?
http://www.myspace.com/lynzonlymyspace
I've added this person and in less than a day they've accepted. I would like to state that that Myspace is 100% fake. Not only does it state that she lives in Cali, but she has a fake Eliza in her top friends.
lmao. oh my god.
She even gives out a fake Buzznet account.
Oh, and look at this blog she put up titled "outrageous":
Outrageous
Right, this really really needs to get sorted...
God forbid any of you ever kiss your boyfriends in public! Fucking hell! One moment of us being careless, and probably forgetting anyone was around, and the next day it's plastered all over the internet.. ok, fair enough...you're teenagers...there's something new for you to get excited over.. but some of your assumptions are fucking RIDICULOUS.
Apparently I'm fame-hungry and i was playing up to the cameras, so I "grabbed him and kissed him" just cause there were cameras around? oh, please. i have a career of my own, you know? Do you think I go around kissing other rock stars for attention? Have you ever seen me do it before? Didn't think so...
You kids are reading too much into it... I'm sure you wouldn't like it if someone took a picture of you kissing your boyfriend, put it up all over the internet, made numerous YouTube vids on it, analysing every part of your relationship, and then made unfair accusations and assumptions?
i also heard stuff about you thinking that Gerard got into a relationship "too soon" after his break up with Eliza? Well, i think that's more his choice than yours, don't you? It makes me laugh how most MCR fans can critisise Gerard's lovers, find out just about everything there is to know about him, then make their own interpretations from that and still call themselves fans? I understand wanting to know stuff; I was a teenager once too you know, and I did things like that, but I now realise thats its horrible to be constantly talked about and hated, simply for loving someone... It's a horrible feeling.
excuse me...im in a bad mood. maybe i'm totally wrong...
love all of you tho,
xo
It's fake.
Thank the lord.
Please spread the word. Don't buy into this shit.
^^Agreed anon51
We don't have to get involved in parts of his life that doesn't concern us.
I agree Anon51. I think we may need to back off for a while.
Avon, thanks for posting that. Not seriously surprised it's a fake. Myspace is very easy to create fake accounts and profiles.
Aha! I knew that buzznet account was a fake!
It's fake.
Thank the lord.
Please spread the word. Don't buy into this shit.
And you think that an educated person, such as "Lyn-Z" in this case, would be able to spell correctly?
I always thought it was fake as well BC!
*you'd
Sorry, didn't check that one over *BLUSHES*
fake lyn-z buzznet is so funny i just read in her journal that she can't wait for mcr to get to europe so she can give frank more piggy back rides.
Anon51
Your wrong it is our place, we are talking to eachother here, and if he is peeping in on us, it is a good thing that he knows he is not alone, that some people are the same as him, same probems and just maybe by talking about it and telling how we delt with it, maybe just maybe, he can get over it.
Not everything is good in this world, but not talking about it, because it is a subjuct that you do not like to talk about, now thats what is not right.
We can talk with out saying a whole lot, but the meaning will get across.
And yes! i was talking about Frank.
pj
That fake Lynz was funny. No I had never seen her kiss any other rock stars before because I didn't know who she was.
Anon, I just read your post once again and realized I'd meant to ask you this.
Compromising their values and integrity to comply with a carefully orchestrated PR excercise is not something they are comfortable with and is not something they would ever elect to do if they were given the choice.
I've actually heard that before, that this whole thing is like a Reprise kind of deal. I'm not sure if you're referring to the marriage part of it, but certainly the tour--yet don't the MCR guys all have a say in who they tour with? That's the impression I'm under. Are you saying it's either solely Gerard's choice, or solely Reprise's choice?
What do you think?
This sounds pathetic, but I need to get this out.
Whenever I get some sort of an update from SS I feel safe. I feel like he's gonna make everything okay. I have a lot of respect for the guy and I don't know a thing about him. It makes me feel so foolish.
I know he reads these comments. We all do. When I saw him comment a few nights back right after I directed a comment to him I felt genuinely happy because not only did I know that he read MY comment but we finally have at least ONE blogger admitting that they read comments, y'know? That makes sense, right?
I don't know if he'll read this. But I just want to say this one last time:
SS, thank you so much for commenting here and letting us know. I'm sorry about all people who doubted you and whatnot. I hope you'll still comment here once in a while. I know I wasn't the only one who appreciated it. We're all really grateful because we know you're trying your best. Please don't give up. We can truly rely on you.
Thank you.
ps- When I read your profile for the first time, I felt all giddy inside. I loved seeing that playful side to you. It made you seem more human.
^ Amen to that!
I also thought that his profile was fricking hilarious. Nice to see someone who can laugh at himself.
I support you Anon @ 4:04 P.M.
I fully believe it is a wrong thing to do when you tell people to mind their own business about someone and keep quiet. Keeping quiet only causes the problem to grow, especially in Gerard's case. All of us worry about that man. You are not a real fan if you do not show any form of compassion or sympathy and concern Is that wrong?
P.S. Usually the fake myspace profiles are the funniest. Especially when they try to post "facts" that are not true. I have a great time reading through that sort of thing :)
((I know he reads these comments. We all do. When I saw him comment a few nights back right after I directed a comment to him I felt genuinely happy because not only did I know that he read MY comment but we finally have at least ONE blogger admitting that they read comments))
Yes,it's nice to know he doesn't think he is too good to talk to the likes of us.
Amen to that!
I don't think he blame us for not believe it was him. This is the Internet and people don't know what to think when someone is that straight forward. He will probably post her again we just won't know it.
I agree marthajones. SS truly cares about what is going on, and he is just showing is concern and support like a lot of us are doing.
marthajones, I think you are right. None of us were prepared for someone to be so straightforward and direct with us. I think SS will post again but I have a feeling there are some things he will say that he will be happy to sign his name to and then other things he may prefer to say 'anonymously.'
Catch my drift?
^ Yup. I agree, especially if Big Brother is watching!
That makes sense anon at 4:26. It really does=]
Yes I agree.
anonDeedee said
good evening, I've been lurking a long time and posting anonymously and decided I would separate myself fom the other anons.
Look, it pisses me off that some people are posting stuff as if they are psychologists and really understand the working of one man's brain.
And remember that DVD you all quote from was 3 years old, a lot of people change in that time, saying "band interventions don't work" like it's a fact. You don't know that
And now some person is saying Frank is going!!
Sometimes it sounds like a lot of you won't be happy unless that band breaks up and you can all sit back and blog about how you knew it was gong to happen and how disappionted in them you are.
And if Bob could still play he couldn't have been that drunk and not everyone has to change just because one guy wants to be sober, if he ever was!
^^That band has surely changed over the last 3 years. But I think it changed musically for the better=].
anon @4.13
If you are pathetic, then I must be as well. I read your comment and smiled all the way through. I know exactly what you mean, I would feel that way too if he had replied to MY comment. Especially when we so often doubt anyone ever reads what we say, to get a reply so quickly was pretty awesome.
What we are doing is speaking from experience and what are opinions are, none of us want the band to break up or want Gerard to be sick. WE just don't want to sit back and keep are mouths shut if something is wrong. No we don't know what is going on in this man's mind, no we don't know if people are leaving the band or not. But most of us have seen all these things happen before.
anon deedee gerard said onstage that bob was very drunk go watch the video.
Exactly marthajones. I think that we feel connected to them in some way by this blog and maybe a few others. By discussing how we feel, we end up feeling better about it and we end up hoping that things will get better. At least thats how I feel.
Right now I have that song from Annie Stuck in my head.
THE SUN WILL COME OUT, TOMORROW
BETCHA BOTTOM DOLLAR THAT TOMORROW THERE'LL BE SUN!!!!
To anon @ 4:34 PM:
Thank you. Thanks to everyone who replied. You've all made me feel safe at home.
*group hug*
*GIVES ANON A BIIIIIIIIIIIG HUG*
=]
bold anonymous (that is your new name) you still are making me smile :) *hugs back*
Morning all!
wow what a lot of comments this morning.
anondeedee, yeah Bob's been drunk but I see what you're saying, not too drunk to play, heck Ray has been drunk a few times on stage too.
I suppose we all wonder what will happen in the future. I hope Frank doesn't miss Australia again!!
We need him at least once in the year!
Oh I love Annie!!
anonDeedee said
I've seen the video thank you!
I meant he wasn't drooling over his drum kit was he??
He's a grown man and heaps of bands perform drunk.
I just don't like it made out the rest of them should all stop drinking because Gerard (allegedly) did.
lol. I do too ergoproxy!
How are you this morning (evening for me)?
i'm not saying the whole band has to stop drinking all i was saying is a band intervention is probably a waste of time.
Dame now I will be singing Annie all day today. But I love that movie too.
I'm well paperheart
we have a thunderstorm since 6am !
Plus we are going to a Silverchair/Powderfinger concert tonight in a tent at the showgrounds, hope it's not pouring !!
Haha sorry marthajones! It is quite the good movie though! =]
I must say good morning, afternoon or night to my fellow Dr. Who fan EP.
Sorry, been playing catch-up again. O_o;;
Anon51, I see what you're saying.
I don't see that we're getting too personal. Again, it's not always about Mayo -- it usually ends up being more about us. If Mayo happens to read what we've written and doesn't like it? Too bad, so sad; we (usually) mean well.
As I said on BleedingChaos's blog earlier, it's a discussion. Nothing more, nothing less. If any of the guys happens to read this, I'm sure they'd find it a lot more entertaining than the usual "ZOMG, I WUD SOOOO LYK HAV HIS BB'S, I LUV U, GEE!" fangirl blather out there.
Hey Marthajones!!
yep, still lovin Dr Who, though now I only have DVD's until the christmas episode :(
I've gotta go, school canteen duty today
back later
I'm well paperheart
we have a thunderstorm since 6am !
Plus we are going to a Silverchair/Powderfinger concert tonight in a tent at the showgrounds, hope it's not pouring !!
Glad to hear you're well! Wow, I hate thunderstorms! They scare me a little bit, but I love the rain. Oooh have fun at the concert!! =]
Whoa, Whoa... Hold up...
"Anon51
Your wrong it is our place, we are talking to eachother here, and if he is peeping in on us, it is a good thing that he knows he is not alone, that some people are the same as him, same probems and just maybe by talking about it and telling how we delt with it, maybe just maybe, he can get over it.
Not everything is good in this world, but not talking about it, because it is a subjuct that you do not like to talk about, now thats what is not right.
We can talk with out saying a whole lot, but the meaning will get across.
And yes! i was talking about Frank.
pj"
"I support you Anon @ 4:04 P.M. I fully believe it is a wrong thing to do when you tell people to mind their own business about someone and keep quiet. Keeping quiet only causes the problem to grow, especially in Gerard's case. All of us worry about that man. You are not a real fan if you do not show any form of compassion or sympathy and concern Is that wrong?"
Now I'm not a real fan?
Same here, they just finished showing season 3 on SCifi. Have a nice day.
Where has SS commented? He hasn't added any new blogs.
Do any of you watch Torchwood ?
Apparently James Marsters ( Spike in Buffy ) is going to be Captain Jack's boyfriend.
Sooo going to watch that!!
Oh no, Anon51. That fan comment was not directed at you at all. Don't worry.
I was just saying that if its a wrong thing if any of us expresses compassion or sympathy.
You are not a real fan if you do not show any form of compassion or sympathy and concern Is that wrong?
I think what they meant was, a real fan DOES show sympathy & concern.
I don't think anyone meant to imply that you aren't a real fan, Anon51. Your post may have been constued as, "I don't think we should be involved".
This is why I said that we needed to take a step back; we're all pretty quick to get angry lately, and it's only clouding the 'issue' further.
Only two more days 'till the next kickball game, if that helps!
I love Torchwood, thanks for the news GN.
I have to go, The Bleeding Chaos, please try to keep the peace in here till Sdock10 gets back, people are getting a little touchy.
Cheers to all of you today, like i said before, this is a special place.
pj
Thanks, BC and Sister Midnight.
Actually, I hope my comment was construed as just that because that is exactly how I meant it.
Sorry did not mean to leave you out (Sister Midnite)
pj
I'm sorry Gonthi seauton I messed up your name. Still thank you for the info
I don't know or pretend to know who Mayo is. What I do know is that their blog has intrigued me and sometimes made me concerned. I wish them only goodness. I hope that they do well and live well.
Reading the conversations here has made me ponder "great thoughts." Sometimes I share, sometimes I keep them to myself.
I will try to keep the peace PJ. I do have a headache from eating too much though ;p
Anon51, forgive me. And your welcome :)
Sister midnite, we do have to back off don't we? I have a court date tomorrow though. I'm a bit nervous. It's nothing super serious though.
No probs Martha Jones, I answer to most things :)
Anon 51 - I'm sure nothing was said with intention to hurt. I agree with Sister Midnite, we need to step back and re-adress things.
In with the bad, out with the good.
Cleansing breaths people, cleansing breaths.
Goodnight all.
TTFN
I mean address. Whoops!
night Gnotchi. Everyone, takesdeep breaths. In and out and in and out :)
We need to take it easy and just chill. when is that kickball game?
BC good luck in court and TTFN GS.
Thank you Martha :)
Just caught up with you all. Seems like some somewhat heated discussion took place in my absence. Just remember that we're all here for one reason and that all opinions should be held in the same regard. NO ONE'S opinion is better than anothers.
Kapunua:
I know you weren't addressing me when you asked "yet don't the MCR guys all have a say in who they tour with? That's the impression I'm under. Are you saying it's either solely Gerard's choice, or solely Reprise's choice?, but seeing as how s/he hasn't answered, I'll share what I know.
This has been discussed in one of my classes this semester, and to the best of my knowledge and comprehension, MCR will have some say as to who opens for them. BUT, the management and label (two completely seperate entities) will have have to be "brought up to speed". They will have to ultimately approve the tour with MSI. Also, I might add that MSI will have to agree (why wouldn't they?) and their label, management, promotions people will have to also.
So if my understanding is correct, MCR doesn't have the last final say on who they tour with. Their people and the opening act's people do.
Anyone seen Princess Smoke? I want to borrow her tiara because today is my birthday and I want to be the princess today damnit!
Are you jealous Mayo?
Your blog just turned into my BIRTHDAY PARTY!!
Special treats for all!
*PartyPopper*
Happy Birthday Sdock10!!!
Have a splendid one! I brought some ice cream. Your favorite!
Party Time. Excellent.
Happy Birthday Sdock10!!!!!!!!!
wtf. i just seen new pics on bn from the mexico shows, gerard is wearing his ring but mikey isn't wearing his.
ohh sdock.
happy birthday then.
and now ill have my say.
firstly, dear mayo.
your title.
strange.
you mention my name,
not so strange,
as it's used everywhere.
i like to see that you appreciate those who shower you with love,
reverence is priceless,
hold it close to your heart,
it can spoil and become bitter
if it is left out in the rain.
while you see that others hold strong,
are you falling?
plant your feet firmly
the ground is known to be unkind
to those who falter
are you turning sharp corners?
not so desireable
when you hit a brick wall.
hidden warning signs are not so effective.
"Just so that you are aware..."
-s00
Thanks guys...just had to divert attention away from him for just a minute.
Now I'm off to get some much needed rest.
Hold it down in here while I'm gone.
^Sleep peacefully!
Have a good night.
Happy birthday and sleep well,sdock10!
Goodnight sdock10 and happy birthday!!
Ughh I locked the handle on my bedroom door and left the key in there, now I am locked out..
joy.. now I have to break into my own bedroom
At the shows i went to,mikey did'nt wear his ring either, and they were just a couple days after he got married.I don't think it's anything to worry about.
I've done that before. Locked myself out of my room. Lucky I had a spare key. Except for the time the person who had the spare key took it with them. Goodnight Sdock10
lol. I lost my spare key a few days ago, but I never thought to replace it. Ohh well, I opened it using some of my dad's tools! I feel very mechanical now=]
I once had to take the door knob off. Before I had a spare key. I even have climbed in the window.
Haha! I was actually so close to climbing in the window, but then I googled ways to unlock the door and found a video!
Good ol' internet=]
OH.MY.CRAP today was a long day!
How has everyone's day been?
Swell.
Thanks for asking.
How was yours besides being too long?
Well it was an incredibly stressful day at work today so that's never fun. Then I had to force myself into going to kickboxing class. So all in all, it's been shitty :)
Aren't I a big ball of sweetness and rainbows?!
^Sorry you had such a bad day,mine was pretty shitty too.
sorry to here that, Anonentropy
We had a case of the Wednesdays.
I'm sorry to the both of you. My day wasn't spectacular either. I wish something good would happen every once in a while, don't you?
My day was good actually. I got two awards at school today, one being a cash award. And then despite the fact that I locked myself of my room, I finished my art project (re-sketch of Henri Matisse's Sleeping Woman) and I think that I did very good on it=]
*hugs* That's wonderful, Paperheartxx!!!! Congrats on the awards!
Yes anon2007...but I always remember that anytime I have a bad day, something great is always bound to come along!
I actually had a really crappy dream last night. Well, I was halfway awake and it really startled me. I don't feel like saying what it was but it had to do with all of this. My dreams have a way of being right sometimes, though.
Hang in there, G-Way.
I had a disturbing dream last night too, which may have something to do with what's been discussed in the blogs & what's happening in the band. It woke me up at 4:30am. Had a very hard time getting back to sleep.
^What's funny is I had a dream about all this too.Not about the band but more about the blogs.Scary.
And i'm glad to hear you got awards,paperheart!
Woo-ho to awards boo to bad dreams
Good on ya for the awards, paperheartxx!
Is it just me, but is Mikey looking more and more like Pete Wentz with each passing day?
My dream was specifically about Gerard, it was very brief, and very graphic. Be okay, G-Way.
Sdock10, hau'oli la hanau! ^______^
Another interesting comment over in Vertiaverum's "Bert" post.
Happy birthday Sdock10!! You should have told us earlier that it was your birthday ;)
My dream was specifically about Gerard, it was very brief, and very graphic. Be okay, G-Way.
Mine was of a man trapped on a rocky cliff face. He was looking at mountains in the distance for someone to notice him & come to his rescue. Someone finally noticed and signalled to him with a flag that he was coming to help. When he got there and climbed the cliff face and came face to face with the trapped man, though, he saw that the man was dangerously disturbed & began to fear for his own life. He still tried to help the man down, but had to distract him with promises (eg. the man was pouting that he wanted to go fishing, so the other man promised to make him a fishing rod as soon as they got down safely from the mountain) in order to keep him from becoming a danger to himself and the man who was helping him.
Though neither of the men looked anything like any members of MCR, if that dream doesn't scream Gerard Way then I don't know what does.
Sdock10, it's your birthday! Have a GREAT one!!
I can't believe I missed this in the earlier posts 0_0
It really is you isn't it, you crazy motherfucker? Yeah you'd do something like this and then sit back and laugh at people who think they're helping your fucked up ass. Only we both know you dont need anything because you got it all figured out. Right, asshole?
Paint this shit with the all the colors of reality my ass. You wouldn't know reality if it jumped up and sucked your dick.
Point taken, Shitsubou.
Mayo,
Don't let yourself or those that love you down. You are now at your crossroad. In the silence you must choose your path.
Blogging has never been our forte, nor has involving ourselves in the lives of people we barely know. But you touched our hearts so dearly, we felt the need to write.
Hopefully we have made some small difference, some words of hope and comfort that helped when it was needed. (Along with the occasional verbal kick to the backside.)
It is time to end our posts to the blog, but just know we are here for you, and that you are always in our hearts.
Godspeed and goodnight, loves.
Believe.
Love,
Lisa and Jen
Awhh thanks for the hug magic pie! And thanks Anonentropy and resurrected wreck! Hugs for all! *hugs*
&& this dream this is freaky, because I had a dream about MCR having a special performance at my school, then I was talking to Frank and Bob in the cafeteria, then all of a sudden they walk away and say their sorry.. I don't think it has anything to do with anything, but the fact that they walked away without an explanation, no performance, saying sorry?
Yeah it kind of shook me up.
It really is you isn't it, you crazy motherfucker? Yeah you'd do something like this and then sit back and laugh at people who think they're helping your fucked up ass. Only we both know you dont need anything because you got it all figured out. Right, asshole?
Paint this shit with the all the colors of reality my ass. You wouldn't know reality if it jumped up and sucked your dick.
I don't know who you are, but do you know something that we all don't know?
&&as for original punks- - l. and j.
I'll miss your posts=]
Can someone tell me what the HELL just happened? That anonymous post appears to know something we don't. Well, I actually know that Mayonaise is stringing us along. I have not been posting my "support" or concern for the last few posts because of it.
Paperheartxx, thank you. We will still be around and reading. We appreciate your good words too.
Kapunua said:
My dream was specifically about Gerard, it was very brief, and very graphic. Be okay, G-Way.
Please assure me that this dream doesn't have anything to do with the "S" word. I don't thing I could handle that. I nearly lost my marbles when VV posted the blog about KC. It really, really hit my heart, in a really bad way.
I wonder if the anon who just posted here is the same that posted on VV's blog.
^Yes, this particular Anon seems like they have personal relations with Mayo. They seem very distraught and angry. I wonder what the deal could be?
BC:
How again did you find out we were being strung along by these Mayo posts? If you can't say, that's perfectly fine.
marthajones, I was wondering the same thing myself. Sure sounds like it.
I'm oh so very very late, so BONNE FETE SDOCK10!!!!!!
O_o
OK, last Anon just startled me for a sec there...
I'm not even going to speculate on who it could be. There's been enough speculation (and arguments) already today. If our dear Mayo is indeed laughing at our care & concern, he'd do well to put it on that shelf of his. He may need it someday.
Congratz to PaperHeartz, and Happy B-Day to our beloved trainer, Sdock10/Dr. Nut! Get some rest. *HUGZ*
Sorry to all who had a shitty day. If we make it thru tomorrow, there'll be kickball 'n' cupcakes on Friday. BLOG PARTY - AWESOME!!!
Kapunua, you sound worried. The dream was that bad? FWIW, I had a dream about him over the weekend. My dreams are usually some fucked-up shit, that luckily almost never come true. Unlike my instincts, but that's a whole 'nutha rant. ^_~
Hi to everyone I missed, time for an after-work zonk-out. Be good! :)
Anon2007, let's just say that even after all of the support, concern, and care we've been giving to Mayonaise, it is still falling on deaf ears. As of this moment, he is *still* not willing to get help.
Sister midnite: I have a confession to make.............. I didn't know Sdock10 was Dr.Nut! I must bow down my head in shame lol
Please assure me that this dream doesn't have anything to do with the "S" word.
I can't.
Thank you sister midnite!
&&I'm glad you are sticking around L. and J.
&&That anon. comment really shook me up. It took me by surprise. Guys, I think something is going on right now as we speak, something that isn't so great. I have this really weird feeling...
&& BC I don't doubt that we were being strung along. It does appear that what we have said to support and help dear Mayo has indeed fallen of deaf ears once again..
Kapunua, you sound worried. The dream was that bad? FWIW, I had a dream about him over the weekend. My dreams are usually some fucked-up shit, that luckily almost never come true.
It was pretty bad. If I keep talking about it you guys'll think I'm the crazy one, so I'll just leave it at, yeah it worried me.
I'm still pissed, though.
Guys, I think something is going on right now as we speak, something that isn't so great. I have this really weird feeling...
That feeling has been with me on and off all effing day. Seriously, I can't shake it.
BC:
Thanks for that. It's a shame. We've been very mature about this situation and let our personal feelings be known, but even though this last blog seemed as if we were having some sort of impact, I guess that isn't the case. I just hope Mayo receives what he needs to make his heart burst with happiness and inspiration. I think that's as much as anyone can ask now for him.
And, I hate to pry, but BC, are you 100% sure that Mayo is who we think? We're not just being led on and expressing deeply felt feelings to some stranger that has nothing to do with his life are we? Because if we are, I'd feel like a piece of me is completely gone. But, on the other hand, the commenters have become more like "e-friends" and we've more or less shared our feelings with one another.
Kapunua, I promise I won't think you are crazy=]
But if you'd rather not say.. I understand!
=]
And again Kapunua, me too! I can't get over this feeling. I just keep thinking something terrible will happen.
What made me think we were being strung along is the way the blog would be down and than positive. It was just to weird to me. Like he was leading us to think something was wrong to get us worried and we would baby him. Than he would be all happy and we would said we knew you could do it.
Please assure me that this dream doesn't have anything to do with the "S" word.
"I can't."
Not exactly the answer I was looking for Kapunua, but thanks, I guess. I don't like this one bit.
It's to the point where I want them to be back on tour so I can make sure they are all okay. I don't like this not knowing.
I'm afraid so paperhearts. Gerard is what you call a very stubborn son of a bitch. I cannot rule out if he is only ignoring us whether or not he yearns for people to care, or if he feels that he does not deserve to be loved or cared for. I think that kind of attitude can make someone feel completely alone in the world and I think he may be suffering from that. That is only my estimated assumption though.
And, I hate to pry, but BC, are you 100% sure that Mayo is who we think? We're not just being led on and expressing deeply felt feelings to some stranger that has nothing to do with his life are we? Because if we are, I'd feel like a piece of me is completely gone. But, on the other hand, the commenters have become more like "e-friends" and we've more or less shared our feelings with one another.
Like he was leading us to think something was wrong to get us worried and we would baby him.
Anon2007, yes I am entirely sure that Mayonaise is wo we think he is. Unfortunately, I cannot mention his identity anymore so this will be the last time I mention it. The first time I did, I got in trouble. Of course, some of you may doubt me all you like. honestly, it is your opinion. It will not bother me if you question me.
I agree though, many of you have become really great "e-friends" as well. I hope we will continue to keep in touch. Martha, I think that is exactly what Mayo wants. He wants someone to baby him and take care of him. According to him, it appears maybe no one is fulfilling that obligation.
Mayonaise, as I have said before, if I am not going to outsmart you, I can guarantee someone out there will. Believe me.
Last post, and then I gotta zonk.
What's been worrying me is that the Gizzard King seems to be capable of almost anything. He can be one stubborn motherfucker, but he can also be really sweet. His moods change, like anyone else's.
I hope you don't all fall out of your chairs, but yes, Sister Midnite is being an un-bitch for a change. I don't claim to understand what goes through that big ol' head of his, but I'm willing to venture a guess that some of the zillions of comments we've all left will be tucked away for later use. EVen if he acts like King Shit, he's not invincible. I'm sure he know it, too.
TBPH? What's been scaring me is the shift in the tone of the comments these last few days. So many people are on edge, but none of seems to know why? I have a bad feeling, too, but it isn't about what Gerard will do to himself.
G-Way, if you do read this?
Be wary, and WATCH YOUR ASS.
sister midnite, I admire when you are being a bitch ;p
but yes, like she just explained, Mayonaise, you are not invincible. No one is. It is only a matter of time before you realize that.
I'll tell you; it's simple, I just don't like it and you don't have to believe me. It's my life, I'm the only one who has lived through it. It's cool if you don't believe me, after all, you guys don't really know me. It's just that a lot of the times my dreams come true, or parts of them come true. In a handful of instances, they've come true detail for detail for tiny little detail. It's usually the really bad ones. There was one many years ago that was really involved and had lots of details in it, really bad, specific stuff but quite a bit of it random and shocking. Then two days later I got an email from somebody telling me the exact things had happened (I hadn't told her anything about the dream or anything.) I never did actually tell her about the dream because I spent quite a lot of time telling myself that she was lying to me about it--even though I had pretty much seen the whole thing. Anyway usually after I have a dream like that, when something is really going down I'll have this lingering bad feeling. It's the same one I have now. It bugs me out that you guys are getting bad vibes, too.
Hey Baby I'm BACKKKK!!!,
Words of wisdom, anon @ 8.35
However, my words are directed to the wonderful people who have taken their time and energy to post their heartfelt concerns for this individual.
If only he could develop some of the emotional skills that have been on display, but alas, it will not be forthcoming.
Food for thought: Each post may reflect what he thinks YOU want to hear.
I am concerned that some of you are feeling quite strained over this. Do not let it get to this level. Continue to look after one another. He does not realize how lucky he is to have you all as fans.
Kapunua, I believe you all the way. Believe it or not, I had a couple of dreams before that had come true as well.
Anonymous, you bet that many of us will continue to support each other. Thank you for your advice. I cannot speak for everyone here, but like it or not, you bet your ass I will continue to be here Mayonaise. As long as it takes. You are not the only one who can be stubborn.
BC:
I have no reason to doubt you. After all, you've been so helpful in all of this...helpful in helping me straighten out my own thoughts about the whole situation. You've been nothing but straight-foward and honest. It's just sometimes hard to believe you've had some sort of contact with someone millions upon millions of people know. It's kind of hard to wrap my head around that.
Kapunua:
I know how you feel. I haven't had dreams, but I do get weird things that happen to me. Like I'll be reading a magazine and then all of a sudden, words pop out of it in my mind, and it makes me think strange things. I know that didn't make a whole lot of sense, but it does to me. I was conversing with my friend about this whole big shebang about little over a month ago. It was right after I saw VV's blogs and I sent her by email what VV had posted. But what was funny is that I had been thinking about a week earlier, after doing some reading on Kurt, that it was such an awful thing to happen, and how much that particular generation was affected by his death (be it suicide or murder-but we'll go with the first one). As I was thinking about it, Gerard Way popped into my mind, and like a puzzle, all the pieces started to fit. A few days after having these thoughts, I picked up a couple of music magazines and in each of them were write ups about Kurt and his death and about the new movie. I thought to myself, "How much weirder could this get?" The next day, I came across VV's blogs and sent them to my friend. It gave me such an eerie feeling deep inside. I couldn't help but feel these were signs (there's probably not any truth to them) that maybe the same thing that happened to Kurt would happen to Gerard. It still makes me tear up to think about it. No one should have to feel like they don't belong on this earth, rock stars included. There's always someone out there that depends on you and on your existence and that you make happy. I guess sometimes it's just too late before we figure it out.
Please don't quote or save any of this; I'm going to delete it once I've said it.
I used to work for Layne Staley's landlady. He was the sweetest, if most messed up guy. I wanted so badly to believe that he was clean; I didn't want to see the pipe-burns on his floor and I specifically did not see the needle-marks on his hands as much as they were actually there. I crushed on him so hard and he had to know it, but he never looked at me. He was always so hung up on his dead ex girlfriend, even if it wasn't for the smack and the dead ex, he still wouldn't have looked at me anyway. I'm not that pretty and he was a really good-looking guy.
The landlady hired me because she actually took an interest in some stuff I had written on the ALice In Chains mailing list that she and her husband was on. I had written something that I couldn't possibly have known about and she picked up on it. We became hesitant friends after that. She was this really crazy, effed up and spiritual "hippie" type person and for as much as I "worked" for her, really she wanted me around because she had convinced herself that I was this deep, crazy psychic. Of course I had a crush on her tenant so I just went with it. But the crazy thing was that I would keep hitting on the exact correct things once in a while, things I had no way of knowing about, and honestly DIDN'T know I knew.
Then came what would be their last tour, it was 4 days on the road with Kiss. Layne was really convinced at the time that I had some wacky abilities also and he got her to get me to read his tarot cards and junk like that. He was REALLY scared about going on tour. Right before they left I had a dream that there was some kind of accident at the airport. Oddly so did the landlady's grandson, who went running to Layne screaming at him not to get on the plane, which freaked him out even more.
The airplane ended up being all right though.
The night of their Kansas City show, I was spending the night with friends of mine at a party at my house. We all crashed in this stupid old RV that night. I remember trying to fall asleep and this song was stuck in my head, the title was something about "Standing Outside A Broken Phonebooth" or something like that, it was the one that went, "I've been downhearted baby, ever since the day we met", you remember that one? It was the summer of '96. I couldn't sleep and I was just looking at the ceiling by the light that was coming in through the uglyass orange curtains. Finally I started to doze off, you know that place right before you fall asleep.
Then I could see Layne and he couldn't score any smack and he was freaking out in a bathroom and taking pills. Then he was in a hospital and he was dying, then he was in a hospital and he was dead. I don't want to go into lots of medical details because it's so ugly. Then he went into like a mental hospital or something, and his arms were rotting off. I woke up freaking out. I kept those details with me for the entire day, the next night.
The day he was supposed to come home I emailed the landlady to ask her why he hadn't come back. (I wanted to tell him that the Twilight ZOne marathon was on. It was the weekend of 4th of July.) She said she couldn't bear to tell me, it was too gross, too painful, too harsh. But finally I wheedled it out of her. Not knowing was worse than knowing, was what I thought.
She told me everything I had dreamed. The not being able to score, the bathroom, the pills. THe OD, the fact that he actually did die twice that night and was brought back. I remember her email word for word. At the hospital they determined by the condition of his arms (he had been peeling away chunks of his skin trying to find a vein and the abcesses had turned gangrenous,) that he was a danger to himself so they committed him to a mental insitution for three days. That's the legal limit you're allowed to hold someone against their will at least in Kansas, so he signed himself out and off he went.
Well, you all know how that story ended up.
I lost touch, eventually I just gave up because who needs to always be concerned for some doomed rock star, no matter how nice he is? You can't. You can't keep trying to live FOR someone. You have to let them go.
In April 2002 I was vacationing in Hawai'i by myself, I hadn't thought about Layne in about three years aside from to hope that somewhere out there he was hanging in there. I was staying in this beautiful hotel alone but for some reason I was terrified and shaking everytime I went into the room. I was having these weird nightmares about corpses with no arms or something. I left the hotel and when I got to Maui, where I was supposed to be having the time of my life, I was in a constant state of panic. I couldn't get this one phrase out of my head: "Memento Mori." "Remember death." I was taking a shower on my last night there, getting ready to pack up all my clothes for going home the next morning, and I thought, "Well, Layne's long gone by now." Which, obviously, he was.
And for the record, Kurt Cobain? I woke up on the morning of APril 5th, a Wednesday, to the sound of a gunshot. It stayed with me throughout the day; I was in college then. I told my best friend about it, because how random was that?
Yeah, so I'm pretty crazy, I know that. It's totally messed up, I know. I'm so finished with doomed rock stars, although this is not always happening with rock stars--it's always happened with family members, friends, high profile plane crashes, just really random things. Crazy, I know! I'm kind of a weirdo like that! But I'm also usually right.
I've honestly never spoken or written about this before in so much detail. I've never told anyone outside of one friend what actually happened to Layne that night. Now you guys know. He was dead long before he actually died. ANd he was a really good guy, too. He just didn't want to ask for help. So please don't anyone quote any of this, all right? Because I'd rather just delete it.
OH Babe, before I go,
Leave your hard on's for the wife, not this deceptive rhetoric.
Except I can't delete it.
CHRIST! I thought there was an option to delete this stuff? WTF???
How about it, Mayo? COme on, delete the crazy girl. You know you can!
No, there isn't! THat's what I'm looking for but I can't find one. Do you have one under yours?
Yes. I'm going to try deleting my previous post...
Whaddya say, Mayo, whoever the hell you are. Be a dear and delete that nonsense i just stupidly wrote.
Weird. I was able to delete mine.
oh Kapunua!
(I don't think you're crazy.)
don't you have the little bin at the bottom?
maybe it's because you log in through LJ ?
Yeah, I saw all of these "post has been deleted by author" so I figured I could delete mine. Crap on a stick, right? I guess it is because I'm using LJ.
Mayo, help a sister out.
spooky though..
Kapuna, I believe you. ^_____^ I have that happen to me sometimes too only with smaller things. You're not freakish or weird. I also think you're a smart cookie, the way you write, and the way you figure things out.
Plus you like TBS which means you rule in my book. ^__^ DOn't sweat it OK?
Just to let you know Kapunua, I don't find your story weird at all. I believe that there are people in this world, for some unknown reason, that have special abilities that others don't. Having that doesn't make you weird.
And I'm still trying to draw that stick figure. It's not turning out as I had planned. He looks like he has one too many extremities ;)
*Is still not thinking dirty thoughts*
Kapunua,Thanks for telling us even if you did'nt need to. I don't think it's at all crazy, I've had a few dreams somewhat come true and a shit load of deja vus that are just to strong for me to pass it off as nothing.
And this eerie feeling everyone seems to be having, i have it to,i hate it.
I believe that there are people in this world, for some unknown reason, that have special abilities that others don't.
It does seem kind of pointless if you can't do anything to stop it though, doesn't it? I actually told the dude, look, don't do this tour, something bad will happen. WHat's the point?
And I'm still trying to draw that stick figure. It's not turning out as I had planned. He looks like he has one too many extremities ;)
*Is still not thinking dirty thoughts*
Where is the extra extremity? OMG TENTACLE PORN. Or not. ^_~ Thanks for lightening the sitch. :D
Fiona, thanks for your words, too. ^_^
Incidentally, I don't quite believe that Bert McCracken is posting on Verita's blog, although I wish I DID believe it. Verita's letter to Bert, if it got to him, only pointed him in the direction of THIS blog, not her own. And she never mentions herself by name or the name of her blog in that post AFAIK. If Bert got her letter and really wanted to post something, why would he post on her blog? He wouldn't; he would post here, if at all.
I wish, though, because the dude's got some perspective.
I wish too. I have so much hope for him to come barreling in here with what he thinks.
Where, you ask?
Hmmhmm...Unmentionable places.
I swear, I was trying to draw the zipper of his oh-so-tight black pants that stink to the high heavens (kudos to the pants song), and then something took control of my pencil...and well...you get the idea. I don't know why I follow your directions. I don't even have any sort of "attraction" to said tight pant wearin' dude. Oh, but the music moves my soul. And for the record, could you please state what you mean by "Tentacle Porn"? Or do I even want to know?
Hmmhmm...Unmentionable places.
I swear, I was trying to draw the zipper of his oh-so-tight black pants that stink to the high heavens (kudos to the pants song), and then something took control of my pencil...and well...you get the idea. I don't know why I follow your directions. I don't even have any sort of "attraction" to said tight pant wearin' dude.
LOL! Are we talking Adam Lazzara here, or G-Way? Because Lazzara? I kinda want one like that, I don't deny. ^_^
Oh, but the music moves my soul. And for the record, could you please state what you mean by "Tentacle Porn"? Or do I even want to know?
Okay, clearly you're not into anime. ;D
Kapuna girl you are one smart cookie.
Tentacle porn made me think of Spongebob.
Is that a bad thing?
XD
Probably no worse than me thinking of my days of Final Fantasy VII fandom. ^_~
I'm going to bed you guys, and I'm listening to the end of "Spin" repeatedly so's to ward off any nightmares. Yeah, that's the reason.
Don't party too hard without me tonight and tomorrow while I'm off on my ten hour split-shift workday, okay? ^_^
And Mayo, be a gentleman and delete that long post of mine about Layne Staley, huh?
Kapunua (La blue girl) I know about anime. If you are still unable to delete your post it may be for a reason. Much like your dreams. I'm glad it didn't get delete so I could read it. It is very powerful thank you for posting it.
Well, I was referring to Adam Lazzara. But same goes for G. Way. No attraction, but their music rocks my soul to the core. But is it bad that I'm getting really bad/weird mental images of octopus-es(?) with the heads of Adam and Gerard on them duking it out for top spot on my heart? I find that very strange.
Nope, not into anime, although I did have to watch a few episodes while babysitting an eight year old for what it's worth. But, when you said that, I too kind of thought of Sponge Bob.
*Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?*
You're not crazy, Kapunua. You're just highly intuitive. Most of you are right to assume something is going on. Just hold on tight and hope for the best. There is always hope.
And spin, sugar. Spin.
Night Kapunua
I must bid you all farewell too, I'm off to see Silverchair concert
WOO HOO !!
( I'm not a huge fan but NOONE ever comes to our town, so why not !!)
I hope you're right Anon, but my hope is running out. I don't, quite frankly, know how much more of this I can handle. I really truly enjoy coming here everyday. This is really the only way I feel comfortable sharing my feelings on this particular matter and other matters in general. You all are so upbeat and positive. I try so hard to think good thoughts and to hope for the best out of everything and everyone involved, but you all know that it's getting harder. It's not just me that feels that way. My only hope now is that Mayo doesn't make any drastic or risky unthought-out decisions. And after tonight and our discussion, that odd feeling I had a month ago came back full force, as it was never really gone. I know a lot of us aren't the praying type and I know it sounds cheesy, but honestly...what other options do we have right now?So, could we make an e-pact that everyday we send good thoughts to the band and to Mayo? I know they may not make it there, but it's always worth a shot. I will never give up hope and they will never lose this fan.
Nightr ergoproxy. Are we going to expect another cheer on Friday? :)
Have a great time!
Anon2007 its not cheesy.
hi, finally coming out of the lurker closet, sort of.
i've been with this since almost the beginning, and it's been up-and-down for sure. if mayo's entry is scary, then i'm worried all day, if it's positive (like last night's) then i'm confident he's going to make it alright.
i never really commented before though, just the occasional anon comment, but tonight has got my head all turned around.
if anon@8:35 was ss, then man he sounded angry, and that freaked me out. and everyone's bad vibes? even worse!
so i have to say i agree with anon2007 -- whatever the hell is going on, all we can do is pray. i'm not religious in the traditional sense, but i've been praying for gway and these guys for awhile now. it's about all i can do.
sorry for the downer comment.
Thanks to the both of you for not thinking what I said sounded cheesy. I thought it would come off that way.
^And to Anon:
I'm pretty sure I can speak for all of us when I say "Welcome." And you don't have to apologize for the downer comment. We seem to be in that rut tonight and there will probably be many more downer days to come.
This place has away of kind of bringing you down. If it wasn't for the fact that I email Bh13 I would have gone crazy from this along time ago. Well that anon was right we need and should take care of each other.
We seem to be in that rut tonight and there will probably be many more downer days to come.
man, i hope you don't mind if i really hope you're wrong on that count!
but whatever may come, i'm here for the long haul.
^I just went back and re-read that Anon comment. Whoever that was, they are a very knowledgeable person. We do need to take care of each other, because when it comes to this situation, we're really the only people we've got. But it makes me happy to know that we are here for one another for other reasons as well.
And is Blackheart13 doing well? I think I mostly posted as "anonymous" or lurked while she was here. I haven't seen her around in a long time though.
Kapuna, I totally believe some people can sense things others cannot. Several times in my life this has happened and I gotta admit it's unnerving. The last time it happened to me was when I drove 600 miles to see Projekt Rev. The whole day I kept telling my friend. Something’s up with Gerard. He's gonna do something stupid. Okay no body get mad cause I just called him getting married stupid. Yeah,I was at the last show of PR. The concert was great and my friend was like "see nothing happened". Well something did happen he married someone he's been with for 2 months. I called her as soon as I found out. She laughed and asked me why I seemed to channel Gerard. I can't explain it when it happens it's just a strange feeling. You know like something just off a bit? I had that feeling today. It's connected to Gerard. This I know. He did something today that will prove to be important. The shitty thing is I don't know if it's good or bad. I'm praying for good.
anontoujours:
No, I don't mind at all if you hope I'm wrong, because I hope I'm wrong, too. Someone posted earlier or last night with a thought asking if this was the calm before the storm. I hope not. I hope we were in the eye and working our way out. But do remember, there are torrential downpours and damaging winds on either side. We may not be through with this. It may be a long while. But we can only hope it ends sooner than expected and that we all stick through it, as you and I and many others will do. We may be the only solid foundation, metaphorically speaking, that Mayo has left.
Yes Bh13 is fine she had to stop coming around here for awhile. It was taking over her life. She still lurks but I mainly keep her informed on what is going on. She still wishes the best for Gerard and all of us who have been posting here. If you want to contact her she has a blog call My bloody Valentine.
yeah, i hear you, anon2007. life's not a sitcom, and sometimes things don't get wrapped up nice and pretty at the end of a half-hour show.
i'm just really hoping that the good feeling i got from last night's entry was the real deal, and that we're all just worry-warts!
Oh, thanks Martha Jones. I'll keep her blog in mind. She seemed like a very intellectual person with a lot of good things to say. I'm sure her blog will be no different.
anontoujours:
Please don't let what I'm about to say change your mind on the good feeling you're having. But if you haven't read BC's posts, she's said that Mayo may just be posting these up-and-down-emotion blogs to string us along. I, too, had a very good feeling about this blog and it sounded as though others did as well (as you can see from the first posts), but it may just be Mayo's way of toying with our emotions to make himself feel better. I don't know, and I'm not one to judge. But, blogs aside, something (I don't have a clue as to what it could be.) still seems fishy. But, thank you again for your positive outlook. We could all use some.
No problem Anon2007, I'm sure Bh13 would love to hear from all you guys.
i've been lurking over at bc's blog, and the other's, too. (lurking is my default position, i think) i don't know what i think about what she says about mayo stringing us along -- i can see her point, but man that would break my heart. so i'm going to do my best imitation of an ostrich, and follow the advice of this comment:
Just hold on tight and hope for the best. There is always hope.
(from anon@10:45)
and put on my happy face (with super-glue if i have to!) :)
No matter what happens, we cannot give up hope ye. Remember, keep the faith.
let me explain how this journal is FAKE .. a link for 'lovemans' blog was sent to "arty the hamsters' myspace (thought it was gerard for real) but its really run by one of those 'chemically loved bitches' so who ever runs 'artys' myspace also runs this journal. the end.
btw the time on this journal is off says i posted at 12:40 a.m & its really 1:40 a.m (Florida time)
We don't care if it is real or fake we come here because we can all say what we feel with out being called names. So it doesn't matter.
Yes, it doesn't matter. Whether he is real or fake, it is not going to stop people from posting comments.
Anonymous, one more thing. This blog was posted on Tuesday, not today.
let me explain how this journal is FAKE .. a link for 'lovemans' blog was sent to "arty the hamsters' myspace (thought it was gerard for real) but its really run by one of those 'chemically loved bitches' so who ever runs 'artys' myspace also runs this journal. the end.
I don't know nor do I care if this blog is fake. Though, how does it make this blog fake if someone posts in a comment on arty the hamster's myspace page? Anyone can post. Maybe the CLB are behind this blog. Maybe they want attention. I've already stated that I am not a fan of them, but if this blog is the work of them, then 'bravo' you CLB have got me interested in something for once!
Anyway someone already said that this was run by arty the hamster. It didn't stop us than and it won't stop us now.
Even if this isn't Gerard it doesn't stop us from worrying about him.
Interesting thought:
What if This is run by the Chemically Loved B****'s and SS is infact Gerard?
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