A faucet of truth springs forth where you least expect it. I have found the necessary tools to cease the flow…or perhaps, encourage the release. An abstract combination of malevolence and transgression has enabled the hand forward, the torque profitable. The leak expired. Please, allow my waves the privilege to crash upon your waders. I have dug in, rooted in the perversity, entrenched in the limitations, and bruised by the morality.
Truth be told, and if it were, doubt would still slither its' way into your supposition. Torch carrying is a responsibility undertaken with determination. The challenge is to remain steadfast and true. This is not always an achievable task. Perceptions often refute validation, but a ripened integrity allows balance. Disclosure is promising, beautiful; I will not take it back, and neither will you.
Allies and underlings, consider both hostages to mutual enforcement. The brigade advanced, and all fell in as agreed. Should I follow...or jump ship and purchase my validity with wadded up paper airplanes?
p.s. the ghost that floats by here now again find a way.
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 1010 Newer› Newest»So,silence(and i'm really sorry what happened,my thoughts are with you and your friends family) are you saying that all of those anons were mayo? good catch if so cause i see a 5 in all of those times.
The one saying FIND A WAY wasn't Mayo it was me, just anon observer. I also said if May o is Gerard he must not really like smart girls!!! LOL. So he woudl not have a crush on Kapunua if she is that smart. ; D :D :D
I, too thought that the "ghost" referred to SS. I never once thought of it being Bert McCracken. I love the dude, but I bet he doesn't know how to turn a computer on ;)
And I also think that Mayo left out a very essential comma in that line too.
Mayo's line:
p.s. the ghost that floats by here now and again find a way
^^that doesn't really make a lot of sense. BUT... if you add the comma:
p.s. the ghost that floats by here now and again, find a way
It makes it seem like the "ghost" he's referring to needs to find a way. If "torch carrying is a responsibility undertaken with determination," who better to hold that torch and find a way then "SS"?
Just thinkin'.
and goodnight silence, i did'nt see the 'goodnight everyone'
(sorry about the double post)
A faucet of truth springs forth where you least expect it.
They have medication for that. Or, like, Poise and stuff.
I nearly choked on a mouthful of lemonade when I read that, Kapunua. I shall return after I have blotted the front of my shirt with some paper towel...
I most definitely second that, Kapunua!
Mayo, only the most honest of honesties will allow you to clear your conscience. That's what it is, right? Your conscience, then your reputation.
I made an appearence
p.s this is not really 'mayo' but do you see how easy it is to be fooled by people.
I agree with you anon2007!
Maybe he is really attracted to smart women, but because he is so insecure chooses to be with women of lesser intelligence.
-VM
anon2007 --
not really sure what exactly he wants ghost to find a way to, though your theory is a good one. but i agree with you on the bert score.
wishful thinking on most people's part, imho.
Mayo would never post under his own name. He has to be cryptic.
i know martha i'm just saying you can be anyone you want to be on the internet
Here's a thought Mayo. Tomorrow during the kickball game whether you are cheerleading or whatnot, sign in and leave a comment. Perhaps that way everyone won't be so confused as to if you actually joined in the discussion...then again, maybe they will still freak out like they did with you know who last time. Well it's worth a shot. And who knows it might be a lot of fun
Maybe he is really attracted to smart women, but because he is so insecure chooses to be with women of lesser intelligence
I thought that was really greatly put VM.
I don't really know what I meant either by "SS" finding the way for Mayo. But in the context of these blogs, I think Mayo's trying really hard to make us think SS is who we think he is. Let me just state here that I think both of these blogs are connected in some way. So with that said, it would make more sense to have "SS" find the way rather than Bert McCracken. Wishful thinking? Probably.
Well I'm off to bed. You guys have fun. Good night
goodnight marthajones!
i'm following suit.
Silence, you have my sincere condolences. Stay strong :)
So are you guys saying that the Anon post at 8:05 is Mayo? Either way, I have been enjoying discussing many topics with you all and I will continue to bring myself if neccessary ;p
I am looking forward to tomorrow's game.
good night, martha :)
good night martha!
see you tomorrow.
Good night to you too anon2007!
see you tomorrow.
I'm looking forward to the kickball game too, even if i'm just watching from the bleachers.
anon2007 said...
Let me just state here that I think both of these blogs are connected in some way.
without a doubt.
tonight's post has left me feeling a bit less troubled than i was last night, though. i don't think we're through the storm yet, but it doesn't feel so...
ominous, maybe?
Back to answer your question BC:
I'm not really sure what the general concencus is. If you go back and look at the posts directly following Anon @ 8:05, I think Kapunua knew who it was supposed to be (could be wrong though, I'm having a tough time getting the sarcasm). Then in my first post on the new blog, I asked outright if anyone thought that the Anon805 was Mayo. Kapunua said that they were just translating what Mayo said in his blog (again, I don't know if she knew or not and was just pulling my leg). Later tonight, for fun, I went to see Mayo's complete profile and his location was set at 8:05PM. I posted that, and it snowballed. Then I asked Kapunua if she thought the Anon805 was Mayo and she said that that was what she was getting at. So, I'm really confused.
Even with this latest post, I feel more relaxed and calm then googling through the last few ones. I agree, VM. Mayo is quite intelligent himself but why subject to associate yourself with women who seem less intelligent than he is if there is a possibility that he is attracted to intelligent women?
Does that make any sense?
Maybe he feels intimidated by intellegent women, or not worthy or something.
WHY do we have to play kickball? lets switch it up to dodgeball =)
I do not doubt that Mayo reads our comments no matter the speculation at hand here. That is what I think.
Hahaha^ Unfortunately it doesn't BC. I'll go reread it though. What do you think about the latest events?
We don't always see what is best for ourselves. Often fear leads us to make poor choices.
-VM
Are there not many males out there who can be intimidated by us? I know that is a basic fact.
goodnight everybody. sweetdreams!
WHY do we have to play kickball? lets switch it up to dodgeball =)
Yeah, dodgeball could fun :)
What I think about the latest events? How about............................
nothing? Ha ha. I am sitting here watching a episode of Law and Order: SVU. For some reason,even with this new post, I feel calm.
goodnight fimble star :)
sweet dreams!
Gotcha now. It took a couple of readings. It's late for these weary eyes. Looking at this from strictly a personal vantage point, I can sometimes see some of myself in Gerard (or the Gerard we see). He seems very self conscious though he claims to be the very opposite. He has an way about him, the way he speaks, that exudes the confidence you always wanted to have, but I sometimes think that he's that way because for a split second in time, when he's saying whatever he's saying or doing whatever he's doing, he has real self-confidence. I do it all the time. It lasts for approximately 2 seconds and the light flickers out. I see in his lyrics his fear, his fear of everything. Dying, loving, leaving, being alone, being happy. I see it in those lyrics somewhere. I see it in myself. He seems like he's still afraid of all of that stuff and he's let it completely consume him (which I can say nothing about because I'm guilty as charged). It's sometimes very hard to be the person people want you to be and it's even harder knowing you're someone that people don't think you are. But that person you truly are takes a back burner seat while the person you aren't then becomes the alternate person that you are. So much so that it becomes reality and you finally become that person. I speak from experience.
That had a point, but I think I lost it.
I think i got your point.
^Oh good, because reading back over it, I sounded like I was rambling.
Mayonaise,
(((Torch carrying is a responsibility undertaken with determination.
The challenge is to remain steadfast and true
This is not always an achievable task.)))
Perfect man not always needed
Perfection not always required
Truth; that is a different torch
and its flame....never blown out
(((perceptions often refute validation)))
yes,rumor is more interesting and it sells...not all is lost
maybe purchase clear water next time
thx for sharing some of your waves
`sc
Anon, I think I may understand your point. I also have a feeling that Anon post @ 8:05 is indeed Mayo...
If you are who we think you are, I am glad you are enjoying your stay here. I am thoroughly enjoying it as well. Especially striking a decent conversation with those who are like minded, supportive and dare I say it, funny.
Please enjoy the rest of your stay Mayo.
anon2007 --
i can understand what you're saying, especially the part about being confident in the moment, because i'm like that, too.
when i re-read my journals i sometimes wonder who wrote them, because i'll be very strong and confident and optimistic.
when i'm in my dark times, i wonder how i ever possibly could feel that way.
i think the confident part of ourselves is our best selves, and the part we need to try to live up to, even if it means always feeling like a yo-yo!
um. that's my theory, anyway.
Thanks for welcoming Mayo BC. I almost forgot myself.
Welcome Mayo. Even though you're a jackass for playing games with your posters, I still value you're blogs. Not only for their eloquent speech (wherein I have to dust off the dictionary-thanks a lot), but also for these wonderful people. Do you seriously have any idea how many people, who don't even know you might I add, support you and send only the best thoughts to you? Have you even begun to fathom? With that said, get tucked in. Pop some popcorn and have a cup of coffee on me.
And thanks to you both, BC and anontoujours, for reading my mess. It's so difficult to write out how you feel inside. It's kind of hard to let that go and let someone else read it. Just another thing I respect about Gerard Way and the plethora of other true artists.
"I think Mayonaise has a crush on Kapunua.
-VM"
LOL shit it looks like everyone has a crush on Kapunua tonite! We dont' even know if she's hot or not. ;D
Torch carrying is a responsibility undertaken with determination. The challenge is to remain steadfast and true. This is not always an achievable task.
Mayo, no one ever asked nor demanded that you have to carry the responsibility and daunting task of holding that burden of torch carrying all by your lonesome self. Why not take the thought to share the burden with someone? You won't have to feel as if you are carrying that burden alone. Do not be afraid to ask for help.
All us humans have to seek it when we need it.
LOL shit it looks like everyone has a crush on Kapunua tonite! We dont' even know if she's hot or not. ;D
My stick figure says she is...if you know what I mean.
*nudgenudgewink*
No problem, anon2007 :)
Mayo said...
I made an appearence
p.s this is not really 'mayo' but do you see how easy it is to be fooled by people.
Yeah, because apparently, appearances can be deceiving....
Je m'excuse. I needed a laarrfff.
you know, what bleeding chaos wrote about sharing the burden, and how difficult it is to do so is true, which is what is pretty amazing about this blog.
i stayed quiet for so long mostly from paranoia, i guess -- but taking the chance to actually put my thoughts out there gives me a good feeling.
it's always risky, but here we can join mayo in saying some things we maybe couldn't elsewhere.
so, thanks for the space, mayo!
and thanks to you guys for being so open to an ex-lurker! :)
anontoujours,
Parle-tu vraiment le Francais?
I agree anontonjours. I think I may have admitted some things, that alot of people do not know about, regarding how I feel about this band. But honestly, I do not regret it one bit. Just for that, I like to thank you Mayo for giving us the chance to speak our minds.
Lolita Haze said...
anontoujours,
Parle-tu vraiment le Francais?
un peu, c'est tout.
it's been a long time since my high school french class, i'm afraid! i can still read it for the most part, but would embarrass myself (and every french-speaking person on the planet) if i tried to actually communicate!
Disclosure is promising, beautiful; I will not take it back, and neither will you.
Has anyone notice that that sentence is the only one highlighted in italics? I wonder who Mayo is addressing that to?
"Un peu, c'est tout." Is still quite impressive! It's more than a lot of people can say, so that's very good. :) :)
Just thought I'd pop in to say hi to all the regular posters, the multitude of anons and of course Mayo.
Anyways, as usual I don't care what this blog says, because like a tonne of others, I can't understand what the hell mayo goes on about. I just come to read the very funny comments people leave.
Anyways it was fun lurking, i'm off again to do other things other than just sit in front of a computer all day :P
bleeding chaos --
i noticed the emphasis too, but no theories at the moment.
lolita haze --
you make me blush! i truly wish i knew more. i'm just a dabbler when it comes to languages.
"jack of all trades, master of none"
:)
Parle-tu vraiment le Francais?
Ouais, je parle un peu de francais, mais je oublie beaucoup de francais parce que je ne parle pas pour un annee.
Dunno if anon speaks french, but I sure as hell do! :P
hi there black jacket!
Bonjour, Black Jacket!
Have a good day!!! :)
aw, black jacket. you just made me jealous! :)
Aw...Haven't spoken it in a year? J'adore les languages. J'espère vraiment que je peux en apprendre encore plus!
"jack of all trades, master of none"
Heyyyy! That's a good one! I'm really intent on learning Russian. I loooove me some Vladimir Nabokov...
well, it's bedtime for me. can't be sitting here trying to read french all night when i've got work tomorrow! lol
so, good night all!
good night, mayo! ;)
(haven't tried russian yet, but korean, japanese, german, latin, middle english...yeah. i'm a word nerd.
and now i'm really going!)
*skedaddles*
доброй ночи!
Buenos noche!
Bonne nuit!
おやすみなさい!
Gute Nacht!
Goodnight, anontoujours!
x_x
Reading through this newest blog & comments is like being on 'shrooms and trying to write a calculus quiz. You can try it, but your head is completely fucked up.
Sorry, anons: kickball stays. Why? Because I'm the co-captain, that's why. Here's the roster:
- Co-Captain Princess Smoke&Venom20 is absent, but no one is allowed to touch her mirror or spare tiara while she's gone.
- Dr. Nut (Sdock10) is the team trainer, and beloved keeper of the game-day footballs. You fuck with the trainer, no cupcakes for you.
- ErgoProxy is the head cheerleader. Mayo is the probationary cheerleader, because he tried to use Princess S&V20's mirror and took too many bathroom breaks. If he behaves himself, we may allow him to become a fill-fledged cheerleader. Or kick his ass, depending on what kind of mood we're in that day.
- BleedingChaos is the cupcake team lead. There are many more members of the cupcake team than there are on the kickball team, but that's just the way we like it. (BC also leads the CSI team.)
- Kapunua was on the kickball team, the last I checked. She & I & Resurrected Wreck are currently Sharpie-ing & drinking 'sparkling cider' in our matching T-shirts.
Now, on to the rest of the day's news before I go to bed. ^_~
* Frank Iero is majorly fucking AMAZING.
* If you're a reader, Poppy Z. Brite is essential to your book collection. Her writing is very gritty, very real and VERY homoerotic. I would recommend 'Lost Souls', 'Drawing Blood' and "Exquisite Corpse' to all of you lovely peoples. You won't be able to put them down.
* I agree: Anon @ 8:05 may very well be Mayo. Don't worry, baby -- we won't let the evil get you. :p
And Mayo, thanks for the latest skullfuck. At least we still have a place for the NutBusters to win at kickball. You're amusing, sweetie; never 'change that part', so to speak.
*HUGZ* and sympathy to Silence -- we're here if you need to talk.
And to all a good night.
May flights of angels wing thee to thy rest!
...
...
(This is why olives before bed are NOT a good idea. ~_~)
How much does it suck to be in a different time zone to everyone else? a lot.
no one to play kickball with :(
anyway, SS's latin has gone. but in his profile he does reveal his industry..."chemicals"
Come` stai Mayo?
Lei piace` tutti sue amici qua?
Oh, I can see that you are quite entranced by their company, and now you are mesmerized by their intriguing confessions to you. I will tell you a secret, if you want to hear more, TREAT THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WITH RESPECT.
Oh, and I did notice that today was your second outing, what was different was that you were not swept along with the tide.
No more deception, for your sake, and the rest. But I know that is almost impossible for you.
Buona Notte
"TREAT THESE WONDERFUL PEOPLE WITH RESPECT."
how I wish he would.
I haven't seen anyone speculate this part yet, I don't think:
Allies and underlings, consider both hostages to mutual enforcement. The brigade advanced, and all fell in as agreed.
Maybe he's saying that it's not entirely his fault that MSI is opening for them, maybe it was the record label.
Should I follow...or jump ship and purchase my validity with wadded up paper airplanes?
And if they didn't go with it they would be breaking their contracts making them worthless.... Just a thought I had.
Anyway, I am off to bed. I have to face and deal with my own sucky problems tomorrow morning.
Good night/morning/afternoon everyone. Good night, my dear little Mayo.
"Should I follow...or jump ship?"
that ship is sinking fast. perhaps the captain should go down with it.
anontoujours said...
Fimble Star said...
hello,
just i thought i had, mayo said in hisn PS that he knows who lurks. could that be reference to our comments on the other post saying that ss lurks on this blog?
October 11, 2007 11:07 PM
that's the way i read it. i'm convinced that "ghost" = ss.
^ Frank has a 'I wish I was a ghost' tattoo. Coincidence? I think not.
The Bleeding Chaos said...
Disclosure is promising, beautiful; I will not take it back, and neither will you.
Has anyone notice that that sentence is the only one highlighted in italics? I wonder who Mayo is addressing that to?
I think he is talking to SS. It seems as if SS deleted his Latin cos trolls were 'disclosing' his url and spreading it around and he didn't like that. (I even think SS was the anon that politely asked we not circulate the url)I think that is why mayo is saying 'Disclosure is promising, beautiful; I will not take it back, and neither will you' I don't think he wants SS to disappear.
I think that finally Mayo is making a plea for help to his friend to 'find a way' and the fact that he is saying 'again find a way' suggests that this friend has helped him before and he needs him to help him again. SS FTW.
"I even think SS was the anon that politely asked we not circulate the url"
that is very likely to be true.
but as for Mayo asking for help, I think he may be too proud to do that.
oh wow! well i've just caught up on everything! that took ages, and thanks so much guys for entertaining me through those 2 hours (it pretty much took that long). i even made myself read the 300 ish comments on the last blog cos i don't wanna miss out on anything. and i'm glad i did. i think it was kapunua who gave us the links to the used lyrics. thanks for that. i found that really interesting. and the video to the bird and the worm one where bert looks like gerard in the mirror. when i first saw that vid ages ago, my partner (who pretty much despises my obsession with mcr/gerard etc said "oh look that guy in the mirror looks like your pretty boy a bit doesn't he" and i said yeh kind of i guess, not really thinking too much about it. but seeing that pic kapunua put up i thought "oh shit yeh".
also i've seen those bert/gerard answering questions loads of times but watching it again and seeing gerard kinda visably stumble in his mind when he tries to answer the him and bert together question was quite shocking to me. i know people have often speculated that he and bert had a thing going but i've kinda always dismissed it. but it makes a hell of alot of sense. usually best friends that fall out can somehow piece it back together even if it takes some time. but if you're involved with some one on another level and you fall out its very hard or even impossible to be friends again. just my thoughts anyway.
The hell? I go to sleep for a couple of hours and after crazy dreams (that I've forgotten about the wildlife in my care for, like, three weeks and by the time I remember, their legs have all turned gangrenous--s'up subconscious, you're about as subtle as a brick to the small of my back,) I wake up and you guys have got me covered in hickies, the numbers 805 written in sharpie on my neck, and wearing a unicorn shirt with Mayo written on it. Jesus, by the time I come home from work I'll be a married woman. Come the weekend, I'll have done a 180 on everything I've been preaching about on this blog and I'll be taking Mayo out on Blog Tours with me and insisting that you all really wanted me to.
Man, I crack myself up.
And for the record, I am not hot, not at all! Don't listen to 2007's stick figure, it sees what it wants to see.
I won't play dodgeball (bad memories!) but I will hang out on the sidelines and I'll hold up score cards. I'll be a cheerleader only if I can be one of those hardcore ones from Nirvana's "Teen Spirit" video. ^_^
FRIDAY! I know I love it.
Sdock10, where are you?
I beleave we may have hit it on the head.
we need to talk about this, ill be back, just find me in this sea of post.
pj
"why subject to associate yourself with women who seem less intelligent than he is if there is a possibility that he is attracted to intelligent women?"
BC, I think it's the whole trophy wife thing. You know the stereotype about rich successful men dating bimbos right?
This is not to say that I think LinZ is an idiot in any way. I do not know the girl and therefore I'm not in any position to say that she is. I was just trying to give BC an answer to her question.
On a different note, for the VC Andrews haters...(I'm still a fan because her later work is better than most of her earlier work) you should check out her recent book, CHRIST THE LORD. It just may win you back.
wow, like I told you yesterday guys before I left, everything will again happen while I´m sleeping or at work... poor me ;)
so what´s new? did I miss anything important? :)
Come` stai Mayo?
Lei piace` tutti sue amici qua?
Lol I learned italian in primary school (Australian equivalent to elementary school) and all I remember is Il retardo (he's late)! :P
Maybe thats the big dark secret. The Bert/Gerard affair. Who know's, maybe even someone caught them in the "act", so there was a big dramatic split, and everything is swept under the carpet so to speak.
I have always wondered if Reprise/Warner would allow him to be openly gay, if he was. Maybe they thought it would be best for record sales to leave some hint of ambiguity, because his coming out could seriously hurt sales.
And if you think for one minute that it's no problem to come out and have a high profile career, think again. There are many celebrities who still fiercely cover their sexuality because of what it might do to their career. And how many dude's in rock and roll are openly gay? Yeah right... this industry is loaded with macho bullshit, as much as you can talk about it being acceptable, there's still a long way to go.
I have thought about Lyn Z and it is hard to get a take on her, as we know nothing about her, only about the band as a unit, she has a kind smile, and a lot of life in those eyes of hers, but just who is she, fans of MSI, are lets just say a lot different from MCR fans, but they are just as hard core.
What if he had met Lyn Z long ago, what if he liked her back then and never told her, maybe he has all ways liked her, and the timing was right.
We will never know till he speaks or she tells it, but i believe it will go alone those lines, when it comes out.
I myself like both of them, enough to set back and smile at the whole thing.
I for one, do not agree with there music and do not care for it, but everyone is different, so to each his own.
I all so feel a change is coming with the new year, what? Who knows, but it is coming, we all feel it, time will unfold in its own way, and all we can do is wait and see.
Keep an open mind and go with the flow.
PJ
Morning all!
It wouldn't surpise me in the least about Reprise not wanting the actual sexual orientation of Gerard to escape. They have control, but I'm not going so far as to say that it's written into the contract with them: "Thou shalt not release hide nor hair of thou's sexual preferences." I just really don't find it a problem either way. And I have to go back and say, And look at the sales Queen and David Bowie had for the longest time. Even if this was the case, I don't think it would affect record sales.
Gooood morning everyone.
How is everyone this morning? I am tired and my nose piercing is infected.
I wouldn't be surprised if Reprise wouldn't let Gerard come out either, but I'm not convinced that he is gay, bi, maybe.
And I have to go back and say, And look at the sales Queen and David Bowie had for the longest time. Even if this was the case, I don't think it would affect record sales.
Exactly! Everyone looked past Freddy Mercury's sexuality, if anything, people looked up to Queen because of it!
Freddie Mercury was an iconic figure. Homosexuals and heterosexuals alike looked up to him (and the rest of the band too!) for their imprint on music. Look at what sort of influence they've had on popular music today! It's astounding. My point is, I just don't believe (if Gerard was gay, straight, or alien) that it would matter to the fans because we've been taught by them to be accepting and in that way, they've gathered accepting fans. I just don't think it would do anything. But anyway...
Hi anon2007,
If I remember correctly, Freddie Mercury and David Bowie both hinted at bisexuality at the peck of their careers.
Now Freddie did not actually come out, until the end when his lover spilt the beans, and Bowie is married, (not that that means your not gay)
Considering the teenie proportion of his fan base, who buy all the merch etc, I think it would effect the bottom line.
What about the Used fans? They are more hardcore/male fan base. I would think they would see Bert as Bi experimenter, but Gerard just has a gay feel about him which I cannot describe.
yes obviously we don't know lynz or what she's like or how intelligent she is but if he chose her she must have endearing qualities to him. i remember reading in an interview ages ago when asked "what do you find most attractive in a girl?" and he said "the eyes and if the person is too far away then their hair. they've got to have interesting hair." well thats spot on she does have very pretty eyes and interesting hair so may be thats all that was needed!! jk. i dunno why he married her or why they married so fast, why he appears desperate to be wearing a wedding ring?? who knows??
but i agree with pj, "a change is coming with the new year, its a coming we can all feel it." yes indeed i can feel it and it feels kinda strange and kinda eerie, can't really explain it better than that but there you go.
Hello!
I can honestly say that never once in my years listening to this band, reading interviews, watching interviews have I ever thought of Gerard as "gay". I've never gotten that vibe, but I'm not good at reading people in that way either. It's really never even been an issue for me as to what his orientation is. I don't care, if I may put it so bluntly. If he's happy, that's really all that matters in my opinion.
Considering the teenie proportion of his fan base, who buy all the merch etc, I think it would effect the bottom line.
Then, if they ever say, "I believe in MCR's message!," you can slap them in the face, because that'd be about the most hypocritical thing I could think of.
Fitting, I do believe.
I was born by the river in a little tent
Oh and just like the river I've been running ever since
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
It's been too hard living but I'm afraid to die
Cause I don't know what's up there beyond the sky
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
I go to the movie and I go downtown
somebody keep telling me don't hang around
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
Then I go to my brother
And I say brother help me please
But he winds up knocking me
Back down on my knees
Ohhhhhhhhh.....
There been times that I thought I couldn't last for long
But now I think I'm able to carry on
It's been a long, a long time coming
But I know a change gonna come, oh yes it will
Courtesy of Sam Cooke's brain and metrolyrics.
I hope the change we all see is a positive one and one that everyone can be pleased with. I think it may take some time to get all of this back to normal, but I'm willing to give the band and Gerard all the time that they need.
good morning, people. nothing like a good cup of coffee and a peek at mayo's blog to start the day of right!
so, i just noticed something, perhaps a minor detail, but those tend to catch at my eye --
this entry was posted yesterday, 11 oct at about 7:40 pm (judging by the time of the first comment), but it's dated 10 oct and time-stamped 12:07?
odd.
and maybe means nothing but that it was written in advance and posted yesterday.
but i read too much nancy drew as a kid to not wonder about details like that!
*start the day off right
stupid typos
Fact 1: Gerard likes stupid girls.
I have had the "pleasure" of meeting LynZ and believe me, there is a reason why the girl never utters more than a few words (if any) during interviews. She can barely string two coherent sentences together (in a fake Valley Girl accent, no less). Seriously, the girl is a complete idiot.
People think that because she's in a band and doesn't post badly written, poorly punctuated and misspelled blogs all over the internet that she's smarter than Eliza. Wrong. Truth is, she probably hasn't figured out how to work a keyboard yet.
Fact 2: Gerard likes girls who take the initiative.
He's stated in numerous interviews that he's bad with women and that he's never the initiator. Rumor has it that Eliza proposed to him and from what I've heard of LynZ, she'd come on to almost anything (male, female, it doesn't matter).
So, what does all of this say about Gerard?
Only what we already know. He's ridiculously insecure about his ability to attract and keep an "intelligent" woman. Also, that he has the emotional maturity of a fifteen year old boy.
I actually kind of feel sorry for the guy.
You guys remind me of a cult.
O, gentle Mayonaise leader, give us a sign that you read our comments. We praise you!
Our leader is just so shy, the big bads who mock us may have chased him away.
O wait, did you see that extra apostrophe!? With that, he's saying he hears our voices and understands.
All hail the Mayonaise, it's not just for sandwiches anymore.
well, as cults go, we're a pretty harmless one, you have to admit.
i haven't read any exhortations to go out and slay the infidels yet!
but now it's time for this brain-washed fool to go out and earn her rent money.
save me some spiked kool-aid, everyone!
Anonymous said...
Pretty Purple Unicorn said...
Hey, guys, anyone interested in SS (Shitsubou Shita)'s blog? It's called I Am The Modern Prometheus and can be found here:
http://iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/
Anonymous said...
Please dont circulate that URL
Pretty Purple Unicorn said...
Which URL? This one:
http://iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/
^ That, right there, is why SS deleted his Latin message just a few minutes after these posts. I am gutted, but you know what? I don't blame him.
Anyone else notice anything about the polite request not to circulate or 'disclose' SS's URL?
Can't believe I missed it first time round!
^ perhaps it would be a good idea if people stopped posting the address of that blog.
Or perhaps, it's a public blog and if the owner wished to remain private, he would make the blog private? But alas, he/she wouldn't get attention that would, now would they?
http://iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/
I like this blog Mayo.
And Kapunua, I think Mayo was referring to you regarding the deleting of your post (in his 8:05 comment). Sounds like he was intrigued by your experience.
Mayo, who is the evil person who is trying to shut this down? I'm glad you like it here, so do not let them take this away from you. Hopefully you are finding some of the release you need...hopefully it is helping you. That's all we want is for you to be okay.
P.S. I think you need to get a hold of Bert. Everytime I see that Q&A of you two, I just fall in love with your friendship. I think you need him back in your life.
Btw, Mayo, you have to see this!!!
http://i176.photobucket.com/albums/w197/hobbitygirl/frynz.jpg
Got to love your fans! :)
SS, what do you think? ;)
I just noticed that too Anon. Well, not when it was first posted, but just now. I wonder if it was who we think. Makes perfect sense if so. But, whatever.
We are not a cult. Mayo is not a leader. He just adds to the hilarity of all of this.
And anon30's right Mayo. We all hope this is making you feel better in some way. We all hope this is allowing you to release your feelings and be normal. It's sure helping us even if you are just messing around ;)
And I find it a crying shame these anons come in thinking they rule the roost and screw everyone over. Quit being childish. It's getting old.
I don't think the owner of the blog should be made to feel that he has to make his blog private just to escape you lot. It may be public but that doesn't mean he wants his URL spread around at every opportunity. If he DID lap up the attention then surely he would be posting blogs rather than deleting them as soon as he knew we had found them, THEN you could say he was being an attention whore. Believe me, his URL was NEVER promoted by any of the 'original' ppl on here and I believe that was the way he liked things as he knew we weren't a bunch of adolescent kids.
"Or perhaps, it's a public blog and if the owner wished to remain private, he would make the blog private? But alas, he/she wouldn't get attention that would, now would they?"
please go back to buzznet.
^ Amen pale student!
Now run along children, nothing to see here!
Not from Buzznet. I just find your simpleton idolation a bit humorous.
The reason many of us read and comment on these blogs is to escape the idolatry shown on many forums. While others thought every move Gerard made was the right one and every word he spoke gospel, we were the only ones to question.
Surely if you idolise a person it means you blindly follow without question.
and perhaps you should check out buzznet, i think you would feel very at home there.
Oh and i don't think 'idolation' is actually a word.
ZING!
hi everybody :)
what did I miss?
Hiya! new latin on ss page. Check it out.
i sqaw the new latin... really interesting... also his new location...
"Aut viam inveniam aut faciam"
- I will either find a way or make one
and location is now:
"in vacuo - inter spem et metum..."
- In vacuum - Between hope and fear.
but someone really translated it, or? :)
It gets more intruiging by the minute. I get fed up with all the latin though. Ancient Egyptian I can read but latin is not my forte.
^ Can you read hieroglyphics? if so i'm very impressed!
maybe SS should choose a different language, one easier for us to translate. Italian perhaps?
Wow on the new latin.
and also, theres a new blog on kyeotr.
I make it 'I will either find a way or make one' and his location is 'in a void - between hope and fear'
I think he got a bit fed up yesterday so I'm happy he decided not to let a bunch of ignorant children scare him off.
^ I dont know, I like the latin and all it takes is a good google search to translate it.
Pale student(cool name by the way)Yes,I do read the old glyphs. I did Egptology at Liverpool Uni,I love ancient Egypt sooooooo much.
that´s impressing.. the only hieroglyphics I know are the letter with which my name begins, the sign for eternal life and the sign for luck *laugh*
I agree anon,I'm glad he decided to stick around.
I will either find a way or make one..in direct response to Mayo's P.S. at the end of his blog.
I suspected SS may be the ghost (I wish I were a ghost, anyone?) he is kinda ghostly cos he is here but we can't see him, we only feel his presence.
Lonely one, I shall write it how it is pronounced: Arnek wedga seneb - may you live, prosper and be healthy. That is my message to everyone who is part of this blogging family.
"I suspected SS may be the ghost (I wish I were a ghost, anyone?) he is kinda ghostly cos he is here but we can't see him, we only feel his presence."
that sounds... spooky ;) but I understand *laugh* jep who knows... everything is possible....
I'm reassured by the tone of confidence in SS's new message. He seems very determined now, I think he may have been starting to give up on him, but Mayo's latest blog sounded to me like an acknowledgement he needed help, especially the P.S. at the end.
I will either find a way or I will make one. I find that quite powerful tbh. Sounds like he will see this thing through no matter how ugly it gets. I wonder if 'making a way' could also be read as 'making a Way' as in forcing him to face up to/do/stop something.
Has anybody noticed that there is an add on at the end of the about me section on the ss page. It mentions the word Unicorn.
Please dont hurt me - I have told you all my love is all ive got,
and tomorrow is the day when i for your sake am coming back.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Im trying hard to make you jealous
trying harder to make you stay
days are long and nights are crazy
its so strange when youre away.
And you tell me that i dont love you ??
Because i love you - i will show you all the faces my love can have
So please let me come to you
and stay this time.
And you tell Me that i dont love you ??
YOU KNOW THAT ITS JUST NOT TRUE
m.
Has anybody noticed that there is an add on at the end of the about me section on the ss page. It mentions the word Unicorn.
"I don't like you, purple unicorn"?
Post scriptum: non amo te unicornuus pururea.
Awww, Mr. Bringer of Fire no likey the unicorn. :-( I hear all of your hearts breaking.
'non amo te' is 'I don't love you'.
but i'm baffled by the unicorn bit
Dost thou referencest me? O, Unicorn of Purple and Pretty?
It tickled me pink yesterday to watch you guys pray to the holy Mayonaise that I was actually SS/Frank Iero.
I will now make 3 dots. Please analyze these and figure out what they symbolize.
...
It is actually 'I don't like you, purple unicorn'
I googled it!
'Post scriptum' is after writing and 'non amo te' is i dont love you.
But i got nothing for the last bit.
Wait,I think it's false, at least that's what keeps popping up.
So he's probably talking to you Pretty purple unicorn.
I don't love you false unicorn.
I meant, i was'nt really clear last time.
I don't love you false unicorn.
I meant, i was'nt really clear last time.
now I´m totally confused *laugh*
*le sigh*
Yesterday someone said they wished if SS commented he would do it under the name of pretty purple unicorn. Next thing you know, someone appears as PPU,and a few ppl thought it was SS as we know he can be quite playful.
I think it's safe to say that if he comments here he will do it under his logged in name like last time.
Then this PPU person was just posting SS's URL everywhere which got a bit annoying as SS has made it quite clear he knows BB is watching, and that this is his 'time to be silent' and SS generally seems to like keeping a low profile. So then an anonymous person (who I think was SS) really politely requested PPU stop circulating the URL and PPU just posted it again! Minutes later SS deleted his Latin message, he probably didn't want loads of bn, ino, lj ppl swarming his blog. It was like he was saying 'nothing to see here, move along people' so I am glad he didn't allow the stupidity of a few ppl to piss him off permanently.
^I'm sorry, was I the one to make you confused,lol.
I did'nt mean to but i did over post a whole bunch.
post scriptum is Latin for P.S and I agree it is 'I don't like you, purple unicorn'
I would laugh my ass off if he wrote that on his t-shirt at the next gig!
He didn't even think the unicorn was pretty, just purple! oooh burn! lol
SS is very funny indeed. That would be amazing if he did do something to reference a unicorn at the next show. Maybe a unicorn sticker on your guitar? Please!! Let us know it is you. We won't tell.
ok thanks, i still was online,w hen the idea poped up, that SS shpould appear as unicorn, but then I left...s o I didn´t knwo, that someone showed up with that name to confuse everyone... but now I got all puzzlepieces together ;)
So, back to the topic of cults...
Do you guys wear outfits made of bubble wrap at the secret meetings you hold in your mother's basement?
Perhaps some tin foil on the head to block out external brain wave penetration?
"Hoc nomen meum verum non est...Vah! Denuone latine loquebar? Me ineptum, interdum modo elabitur - ridiculum revera linguam latinam vix cognovi"
What the heck does this translate too?
" Do you guys wear outfits made of bubble wrap at the secret meetings you hold in your mother's basement?
Perhaps some tin foil on the head to block out external brain wave penetration?"
No, but we do have a "No Idiots" policy, so you aren't eligible to join. sorry.
oh we already translated it some days ago... it must be somewhere here I didn´t saved it ;)
it´s something like: oh was i speaking latin again? I´m not that good at latin...sometimes it just slips out of me...
something like that but I´m sure someone still has the correct traslation :)
It's from his about me section isn't it?
About me: This is not my real name. Oh! Was I speaking Latin again? Silly me, sometimes it just sort of slips out - which is ridiculous as I don't know a lot of Latin.
He makes me laugh so hard.
oh and the first sentence was: this is not my real name...
if I remember right...
Has anyone ever heard of Frank using Latin? I am having doubts about SS's identity.
haha ok, I know someone would have the correct translation ;)
doubts about SS´s identity?
I´m still suspicious about everything... so I have no doubts... I´m only reading and maybe waiting ... ;) waiting for something that totally enlightens me ;)
Thank you everyone for reposting the translation. I must have missed that one.
The Unicorn of Pretty and Purple is an idiot because I find you all silly people who hang on every syntax/grammatical quirk of these anonymous bloggers, hoping that in some way they are communicating with you...when, in fact, they live their own lives and probably think that you should do the same?
" Do you guys wear outfits made of bubble wrap at the secret meetings you hold in your mother's basement?
Perhaps some tin foil on the head to block out external brain wave penetration?"
In situations like this, I ask myself 'What would Frank do?'
So, I'm not going to dignify your comment with a reply and I will just smile politely and engage in conversation with those who can express themselves without the need to verbally attack or bully others.
I will now make a cryptic post for you all to analyze.
The Belles of the Ville toll, echoing across this wasteland.
I must search and destroy the Belle ringers.
With each denouement, I fall Way down, headfirst, into the abyss.
Longing for the interaction that never comes after exiting stage right.
I yearn for a Ray of sunshine, but you Lynd me not your ears nor your heart.
It Cuts into my ghostly being, so I Nest Her instead of you.
"The Unicorn of Pretty and Purple is an idiot because I find you all silly people who hang on every syntax/grammatical quirk of these anonymous bloggers, hoping that in some way they are communicating with you...when, in fact, they live their own lives and probably think that you should do the same?"
And you like to hang on our every word hoping the next one will be directed at you so can get some sense of acknowledgment that you are not as invisible as you probably are when you are not the internet mocking other people for sport. What does that say about you?
I have never heard of Frank using/speaking Latin but that makes it more believable to me than say Italian. He may have studied it at Catholic school or maybe he is just using the internet for translation. Although he does say in that 'about me' section that he doesn't know a lot of Latin. I like how he is poking fun at himself. It's nice to see the cheeky side come out once in a while! ;)
And it doesn't surprise me at all that he said he doesn't like the purple unicorn. SS isn't shy about letting ppl know when he doesn't like them!
I love the "Nest Her" and "Ray of sunshine" parts the best. Cute one Anon.
((I'm not going to dignify your comment with a reply and I will just smile politely and engage in conversation with those who can express themselves without the need to verbally attack or bully others.))
Yes, well said. I for one won't be responding to the bait. They'll soon get bored.
Thanks, I was particularly proud of the Nest Her part.
*bows*
be nice or GTFO
"Belles of the Ville"
love it!
"be nice or GTFO"
Sorry, I don't speak "teenager".
Ha! I just got the "Belles of the Ville."
And yes, you should take a bow. You managed to get a lot in there. Very clever. :)
Mayonaise,
May I name a few of the qualities of your peers in here
You all recognize who you are…
Courage
Truth
Love
Wisdom
Creative
Tolerance
You are in good company! and I give thx to you and your blog,for the freedom to speak without restraint
Plus, you have to admit,it is down and dirty and muthafuckin funny
One more thing..
I do not give a rats-ass what any random no name toad says about the people in here
For your sake, I hope you are laughing with, rather than at us
As you can see, some of us are not perfect either and you may bear witness to one of the seven deadly sins
“The flame of anger is like no other burn”
(evil cackle and floats away) in homage to Halloween
Regards to all
`sc
^ great post SC.
"the freedom to speak without restraint" - that is why I love this place
"In situations like this, I ask myself 'What would Frank do?'"
Ah, taking the cult to a whole new level.
I do not mean to be insensitive, but since when did we have a motherfucking poetry slam on this blog?! ;p 0_0
I cannot help but think but that the "I don't like you purple unicorn" message might have been addressed to Lyn-Z...
By the way, I do find the word "cult" to be a compliment
Okay, please disregard the purple Lyn-Z comment. I have got it wrong.
Anonymous said...
"In situations like this, I ask myself 'What would Frank do?'"
Ah, taking the cult to a whole new level.
For the love of god, grow a brain, you are only highlighting your own ignorance. I'm embarrassed for you! It's called satire! *tongue firmly in cheek*
If thou referest to my poem (henceforth to be called Nest Her), it was mocking the cryptic blogs and in no way to be taken seriously. If you did, I would suggest getting a sense of humor...stat!
PPU, if you are the same PPU from last night, your insensitive actions upset a lot of people. If that is your definition of humor, then I am happy to remain stoic.
Anon @ 1:15 will now be changing each verse in the Bible to, in some way, reference Gerarrrrd or Iero.
In the beginning Gerard created the heavens and the earth.
Iero is my shepherd, I shall not want.
Anon @ 1:18,
My actions were to post the URL of a public blog twice. If that is upsetting to people, might I suggest a reality check?
^I rest my case
To continue to post it even after you were respectfully and politely asked not to IS insensitive. If you are too dense or lacking in social skills to comprehend that, I pity you.
Awww, posting a URL hurt someone's feelings? What an odd world you people live in.
Well, if you don't like it you know what you can do...
PPU don't you have homework to do?
Good Morning, just caught up. SO I was wrong about PPU nice to know. I guess we now know who the lurker is or the evil one who is trying to shut down this blog.
Actually, yes, it did upset people. I don't know what you thought you were achieving by repeatedly posting a URL even though people were respectfully and politely asking you to stop. I think that says a lot about you.
hi marthajones, good morning.
How are you today?
Hi to bleeding chaos and marthajones, always nice to see the nightshift people arriving.
You mean this URL:
http://iamthemodernprometheus.blogspot.com/
I know you guys want to think you're part of something special and if everyone knows about it, you won't feel special anymore, but the sad fact is, you aren't.
You are being toyed with by anonymous bloggers who, like you, wish they were part of something bigger than themselves.
It shouldn't hurt your feelings or upset you that a URL is posted. I suggest seeking counseling or doing an activity that doesn't involve a keyboard and monitor.
Some of you keep making snide remarks that I am a teenager and such. The fact is, I'm not. Just because someone takes pity or looks down upon you for being so delusional doesn't mean they are young.
I am, in fact, young for a tree.
Neither Gerard nor Frank would want you wasting your lives this way.
I'm find I"m just sad that PPU isn't who I wanted it to be. It would have been nice. But now I'm wondering if the person who originally called SS ppu is not the same person using that name.
But anyway lets just ignore that person. How are you today?
I think you are missing the point. We aren't actually here for the blogs, we are here for each other, this is OUR place. We are not delusional, most of us here are also young 'for trees' which is why we prefer to gather here rather than bn, ino or lj. I don't mean to be rude, honestly, I don't, but maybe you should stop worrying about us, take some of your own advice and leave us to it. You seem to think we spend our lives glued to our keyboards, this is a tiny slice of our life. It's an enjoyable slice, but tiny nevertheless.
the pale student said...
((some anon)) "Do you guys wear outfits made of bubble wrap at the secret meetings you hold in your mother's basement?
Perhaps some tin foil on the head to block out external brain wave penetration?" ((/some anon))
No, but we do have a "No Idiots" policy, so you aren't eligible to join. sorry.
Pale Student, I like you. :)
Cult... they were a pretty decent band in their time...
WTF, peeps? Three-quarters of these comments are by anonymooses, from which most of said comments blow goats. Seems like the intelligence level in here has been dropping dramatically these last few blogs. If you're coming here to criticize, at least have the balls to do it under a name a bit more original than 'anonymous'. K-thanx.
Poetry and pretty purple unicorns... alright, who's been dipping into the game day treats?
Whatever. It's Friday -- time for KICKBALL!!! Now where the hell is the rest of the team?
I'm good thanks. I'm looking forward to the kickball game!
I hate to do this. PPu I never thought you were a teenager. If you weren't SS than you had to be someone we haven't dealt with before. Most of the people who come here to insult us use long self absorbed comments or just call us names. So there is no way you are one of them you took the time to come up with a way to get to us. That show a little more brains than most.
Just to let you know. whether this is the real deal or not we don't care. WE came here to have a voice. And if you don't like that that is your problem. NO matter what you do we will not stop. You think posting a URL that has already been post in other sites is a big deal. Its not, most of the people who are going to come here have already come. They will decided for themselves than stay or leave.
^ You go girl!
I'm also looking forward to the kickball game. Good Morning Sister M
Go marthajones!
No, I don't think posting the URL is a big deal or SHOULD be a big deal. Some of you guys have attempted to make it a big deal.
You don't need to be a part of these anonymous bloggers (Mayonaise, Prometheus)to feel special, you already are.
Wait..what...we are already special? Oh my...how did I miss that....and all this time I thought I was a piece of crap..thanks for the epiphany...it was a real eye-opener!
Hello there pale student. How are you? the nocturnal kids have finally arrived :)
P.S. Pee Pee Unicorn, do you not have anything else better to do? Why not do your homework or pick your nose?
You go Martha! Extra cupcakes for you :)
"P.S. Pee Pee Unicorn, do you not have anything else better to do? Why not do your homework or pick your nose?"
You are very immature.
Yeah, immature... for trees!
And no, I have nothing better to do than sit here and WILL you guys to feel better about yourselves, so you don't have to rely on the cryptic dribble of anonymous bloggers to feel validated.
PPU said:
Neither Gerard nor Frank would want you wasting your lives this way.
Well, listen to Little Miss Voice Of Reason. Who died and elected you spokes-freak?
We're talking to each other in these comments; I don't see how that should be of consequence to anyone besides us.
Wait, let me guess; you probably found the links to these blogs on BN, INO or LJ, and then decided to grace us with your all-knowing presence so you would be included in 'Uncle Jiggy's' blog. News flash for you, sweetie pie: Most of us could give two shits who's writing this blog. As for "being a part of something special"? Do you need an undergrad degree to be able to make this stuff up?
Methinks *you're* the one who's delusional, honey bunny. You seem to like ascribing attributes to people that just aren't there. The next time you decide to generalize, the least you could do is take the time to know what you're talking about BEFORE you post.
Anonymous said...
I think you are missing the point. We aren't actually here for the blogs, we are here for each other, this is OUR place. We are not delusional, most of us here are also young 'for trees' which is why we prefer to gather here rather than bn, ino or lj. I don't mean to be rude, honestly, I don't, but maybe you should stop worrying about us, take some of your own advice and leave us to it. You seem to think we spend our lives glued to our keyboards, this is a tiny slice of our life. It's an enjoyable slice, but tiny nevertheless.
^ Amen!
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