Happen
stance,
second chance
walking along the road.
Life
stalls,
hope falls
and up the stairs I go.
Or perhaps down.
Head
spins,
who wins
when it's time to show?
Tick
tock,
stop clock
when it’s time you know.
Or perhaps don’t.
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 531 Newer› Newest»Gerard, I swear if you and your whore pull any more of that sharpie shit on your body parts I will literally move to NJ and slap you in the face.
No joke.
To which most of us would respond, "uhh... that's not mayo!" ^_~
HAHA! Oh my god, you just made my night!
COuld any of you do a favor for me? I wrote a blog earlier that I wouldn't mind if it got around as much as possible. It's harsh but it's almost kind of helpful, it's similar to what I wrote in comments here earlier but with some stuff added.
IF YOU FEEL LIKE IT, please feel free to copy and distribute those words anywhere you want. Anyplace you think it might get back to Gerard. I know people think I hate him and have it in for him but I don't. I think he's acting like a dickhead but I don't actually want him to die.
It might not help but if all the stuff is true that SEEMS true, then maybe he will keep it in the back of his mind during the Europe tour.
ANyway thanks for hearing me out. It's good to come to a place with no crazy fans who think he's god, and who start to go crazy on you when you say that he isn't.
Mayo,
email me....puleeze. Or, in the alternative, get in touch with Stacy...she can find someone who specializes in domestic issues to get you an annulment...or, if you really think she's right for you, at least help you get clean. Please...I know Brian would help if you asked. C'mon...I'm counting on you. I still believe you can do this. I really do.
Hair is now fabulous!!!
I think there would be a worldwide shitting going on !!!
C'mon Mayo - if you are Gerard use that sharpie - wouldn't you want that to happen !!!
QFT, BB Cue to the Eff to the Tee.
This may be a stupid question, but what does QFT mean?
^Quoted for truth. ^_^
Mayo,
I'm sorry you are going through this. You are torturing yourself for the horrible things that have been done to you. But most of all for the terrible things you have done to others.
This is none of my business but, I will say this... you made the mistake. You let her go. Now it's time to move on. I know you will always love her but you seemed to have made your bed, you must lie in it.
I still care for you. But I know there is a woman out there that loved you for nearly 7 years that would have loved you unconditionally. Probably better than you loved yourself.
We all make mistakes but you can't keep going back to the past. I had to let something I loved go today and it hurt me to the core. As much as I want her back, I can't have her.
You have to be honest with yourself for once in your life. Face up to your mistakes- it's time. No, it will not be easy, it will be the hardest thing you've ever done.
But one thing I truly believe, if you don't quit this self destructive melodrama, you will die. I'm sorry to be so blunt at a time when you seem so weak. I just can't put it any other way.
Part of me still loves you in a romantic way. However, I know the reality of the situation now. You are not well. You have alot of things to figure out. You have many apologies to make, many broken bonds to be mended.
However, you're self loathing is no excuse. It is time for you to be a man and stand up on your own.
I am not the most religious person, but I do believe that you have to confess your sins. Once you do that, I truly believe God will guide you the rest of the way.
Please take care of yourself.
Blackheart13
XOXOXO
This may be a little off topic, but what's happening in MCR right now seems to be parallel to a conversation I had with a co-worker today. We were discussing Hollywood's latest train wrecks - Lindsey Lohan, Britney Spears and the like - and how difficult it must be for celebrities in crisis to get the help they need. They're constantly surrounded by PR people doing damage-control duty on behalf of agents and companies out to "protect" their meal tickets, and by enablers and hangers-on in the guise of admirers who'll do or say anything to please to be able to bask in the reflected limelight. Everything's a funhouse mirror image of reality. And you're starving, but everyone around you just keeps handing you candy. It tastes nice, but it can't sustain you.
Whether you believe Gerard is drinking or using again or not, I think we can all agree that there's something in him that's broken. He does not have the necessary emotional stability to be able to last long in a lifestyle like this. Celebrity is a two-headed monster that chews up & spits out people like him.
It's a testament to the heart in this band that made a jaded, aging rock chick like me sit up and take notice, and it seriously pains me to see something as original, as meaningful, and as untainted as MCR once was becoming nothing more than a generic cog in the media machine. And as much a media darling as Gerard now finds himself to be, I believe that he's aware at least subconsciously of how empty it really is, and as long as he keeps trying to fill the void with substances, shady people and empty applause (people actually cheered when he threw the vomit-filled towel into the crowd, how sick is that?) he'll never find his path to happiness. This may sound cliche, but that's only because the truth of it has caused it to be repeated so many times: the only one who can save Gerard is Gerard himself. He needs to learn how to do this. His life may depend on it.
*** STANDING OVATION ***
Bravo blackheart13 and resurracted wreck
(sympathy to you blackheart13 for your loss)
Concerning the kickball game, my cupcakes will be halloween themed as I mentioned before; some of them will have witches and vampires frosted into the cupcakes, and lots of sprinkles coated all over. I will also bring bags full of treats in them and of course, everyone is welcome to join the kickball team or game, including you magic pie ;p
That question I asked to that anonymous post earlier about the insult topic; sorry for asking that :)
Kapunua, just so that you know, you're instilling within me a jubilant sort of laughter! I love this space, whatever we call it.
P.S-- I'm bringing cupcakes too! Perhaps some candy apples, as well?
I love candy apples!
Blackheart13, I'm sorry, honey.
Loss can be overwhelming. If you feel the need to talk, you know we're here for you.
It's a testament to the heart in this band that made a jaded, aging rock chick like me sit up and take notice...
I'm with you, Resurrected Wreck.
Until these guys came along, I thought that everything good in music was done & gone. When you've watched nearly everyone you've ever known & cared about get chewed up & spit out by 'the life', you tend to forget about the good parts -- the reasons why they do what they do. I'm all too familiar with the road "Mayo" is heading down, and I don't know if I can stomach watching another train wreck destroy something that's always been so meaningful.
I know it's his life, and his decision(s) to make. But nowhere do I see it written that we have to like it.
Ah, what do I know. I'm too far away to kick his ass in person, so I'll settle for bitching about it instead. :\
G'night, all!
Anyone have a cure for painful hiccups? Not even watching Evil Dead is doing anything. Mind you, it's never been really frightening..
Lolita haze evil dead isn't exactly scary lol
I think it's one of the funniest horror flicks and I swear the first time I watched it I thought the chick was drawing a paper bag with a face on it !
Has anyone seen Basket Case ??? Just hilarious.
as for hiccoughs try drinking out of the wrong side of a glass, Like bend over and drink from the opposite side.
The Evil Dead
The Evil Dead 2
Reaminator
2001 Manics
^ All funny as fuck!
Mayo,
So you picked a female version of Bert McCracken as your wife. Good one! She must bring back memories.
Bye the way, everyone noticed both of you getting tanked last week.
Getting takned where?
Now I get why MSI are going on tour with them. He can't leave his drinking buddy behind.
anonymi
Feeling dark
Watching the rain
Trapped in myself
Going insane
Worries stay focused
On someone out of reach
Leaving my comments
But trying not to preach
I've walked the same roads
That you're walking now
Wanting so much to help you
But I just don't know how
Your moods keep swinging
So high and so low
Now scraping the bottom
How much lower can you go
We want nothing but happiness
and some peace in your life
No one is jealous of you
or your wife
The new love that you've found
I hope it keeps you warm
And reminds you where your heart is
As you weather this storm
People still love you
And we all commit sins
Nothing you've done
Should cause friendships to end
Heart beats fast
From the pills and cocaine
Everything to lose
Absolutely nothing to gain
Feels good for awhile
I know, I've had my fair share
But drugs fuck with your mind
And make you not care
Not ready to quit?
No! Not yet!
Playing a game
Of Russian Roulette
More and more untouchable
with each passing hour
You like who you are
And you love all the power
Too bad what you're feeling
Is just and illusion
Life is a game
And Buddy, You're losing
Tearing it down
and throwing it away
Your hole getting deeper
With each passing day
You'll wake up one day
And there will be nothing left
Except a few friends
And memories you've kept
So I'm begging you to wake
And open your eyes
Before someone gets hurt
Or GOD FORBID, DIES
Friends, family, and fans
We all watch and we wait
Please let us help you
It's still not too late
P.S. Starts taking more and more.
Wow, sdock10, that was beaufifully written. I'm in tears.
Mhm, most zombie films are most often written for comic relief in the genre over sheer horror. Sometimes, they're written about society and its mass consumption (mass convulsions) :)....
Oh yes, I know, Ergo! I am, in actuality, an infatuated horror fiend. Except that I had absolutely niete to watch, and I barely get jumpy anymore, so I got these awful hiccups....The dreaded hiccups lead to throwing up :(.
Anyone ever see Braindead (Dead Alive) or Cannibal Holocaust?
Yes, mon Dieu, sdock10, that was beautiful.
I suspected for a while that Lindsey was also drinking as well because apparently, she was drinking at my PR show as well.
I have seen Dead Alive before. It is a pretty gruesome movie
anon where did you see them getting tanked
I also heard about this...it was at a party in Jersey.
Thanks guys for the compliments on my poem. It's that kind of day and I'm in that kind of mood.
Gerard drinking again? NO WAY!! (sarcasm)
Ha ha thanks for the sarcasm paperhearts ;p Sdock10, that poem was beautifully written and well said. Bravo!
Sdock10's poem gave me the shivers somethin' FIERCE.
Are any of the Anon's from Mexico?
As much as I don't want to be, I'm curious about how tonight's show will be... If anybody hears anything, post -- please???
Cannibal Holocaust is a classic! Not my favorite, though.
I'm sorry that things have snowballed for Mr. Mayo, and I feel even worse knowing that he brought that onto himself. I was thinking about this the other day, and it made me sad to realize that I will never be able to see one of the bands that I've liked the most in my life playing live. It's awful how one person can destroy something so beautiful just like that. I wish I could do something to help.
Yeah no habla espanol, so ingles por favor.
I haven't been here in the last 24 hours and Whoa, Shit, Nelly! I've just spent the last 2 hours and my last pack of cigarettes catching up on all this! Absolutely Fascinating!
I don't always comment and I haven't conversed that much with any one person, but I feel I know all of you just the same. I read your blogs and your comments and watch your kickball games. This team kicks ass, that's for sure!
So Mayo really is Gerard? Thanks, BC. It is nice to have our suspicions (somewhat) validated. Yes, I'll always keep a bit of skepticism there. But being skeptical is a good thing because it forces me to ask questions and look at things at different perspectives...
That is another reason I love this group of bloggers (and hope you consider me a part of). Our skepticism is what really brought us here and opened some wonderful discussions and debates. We are skeptical of the behavior, the persona, the hype.
I don't have anything new to say to Mayo at this time... because we've all been saying pretty much the same thing to him since the first Mayo blog appeared:
We See
We Care
We Want to Help
Although we may not be blind followers, we are probably to best group of fans you could ever ask for.
We See
We Care
We Want to Help
And this is the only way we know how.
i wonder if DRUNKARD WAY will pick up a little 1800 tequila while he is in mexico.
No doubt
To The Bleeding Chaos,
I have just read your blog and unfortunately can't comment as I'm not a registered user on here. First of all, I applaud you on your excellent blogs, they are always to the point and frank.
Speaking of Frank (haha) the comments you highlighted on your most recent post from other people are indeed heartbreaking and while I did not write this, when I read it I got all misty-eyed. Here it is, it was posted on Mayo's blog about free speach and garage sales:
'Normally I would agree, life has made me cynical. But this is Frank Iero we are talking about and he is one in a million. I agree, most famous people would not spend time writing blogs. But he is not most people. I don't even know if Mayo is Gerard. Frank may not even know for sure if Mayo is Gerard, he probably heard about this blog and checked it out, he has down time at the moment after all. Out of all the mysterious blogs, the only one I really believe is the one that sadly we no longer have and that is SS's. It's just the sort of thing I can imagine Frank doing. He is an exceptional man and I know I don't know him personally but I have met him twice and both times he was gracious, charming, sweet, funny and humble. I'm not kidding that guy has an aura about him that makes you feel good. The best part was that he remembered me from the first time we met and asked how my operation went! I'm in my twenties and I'm not ashamed to say I later sobbed my heart out that he had remembered me and my situation out of all the hundreds of fans he must meet. He epitomises all that is good and just and kind. He is a sensitive soul who genuinely seems to connect with and care about the fans. I had reservations to begin with, I realise the odds are against it being him, but deep down I really believe it is him. I'm following my heart on this one.'
I have always admired Gerard and right now I don't know what he is playing at, but it's the other band members (Frank in particular from what people have observed) that are holding this band together.
It's tragic with a capital T.
I completely agree Anoni!
Bonjour Mademoiselle Francine! It's so good to know that I've got other people who "made it through" Cannibal Holocaust. :) :) I thought that it was a valid statement on the savageness of the Western world over what we think to be savage. Classic, indeed!
Last Anon:
He epitomises all that is good and just and kind.
I couldn't agree more.
I’m so sad today. I just want to know that he is listening to us. That’s all. Is that so much to ask? :(
I hope all goes well tonight in Mexico. Kind of wish I was there. I would so like totally die if he did show up with ‘Kraft’ wrote on the side of his neck. Or maybe even ‘spreadable’.
I’m still sad, though. I’m ready for kickball. And footballs. And cupcakes. Lots and lots of cupcakes. Or lots and lots of footballs. I’m not sure yet.
Sdock10, that was bad ass! You totally rip!
Is Frank not the coolest person in the world? I swear, I hate to have someone put so far up on a pedestal but I honestly think this man is the real deal. And I would probably embarrass him by saying that. Just proves the point. I just have to keep thinking that things always happen for a reason and I do believe that is why Frank was put in Gerard’s path to begin with. He is just that special of a person. Not taking anything away from the rest of them.
Good luck Frank, Ray, Bob, Matt and yes, even you Gerard. Air kiss! You are still my #1 diva.
Don't give up.
Just 'cause all these people are scrutinising and analyzing everything DOESNT mean you have to keep writing.
You owe nothing.
You've done enough xoxo
Well, excuse us!
Who says that Mayo owes anyone anything but himself?
That's awful to suggest.
To scrutinize is to analyze. Just saying.
Appears that Miss Brightside may have been into our footballs. We want them back, dammit!!!
Hugz to Princess Co-Captain Smoke&Venom20. If you're sad, we can have footballs AND cupcakes.
Hugz to Dr. Nut for the amazing prose, as well.
Aw, hell. Hugz to everybody!!
And no dying, or shitting, or anything else, guys -- if it's true that Reprise is monitoring these blogs and he *did* Sharpie something related, his ass would be toast.
Mhm, I agree, sister midnite!
I'll bring lots of cupcakes to cheer up everyone! What?! Miss Brightside has stolen our footballs? You better bring them back.
Oh and Gerard, you better remember this word because sooner or later your guilty conscious will begin to haunt you: Karma Karma Karma!
If you read the Telltale Heart by Edgar Allen Poe, you will know what I am talking about...
True! --nervous --very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses --not destroyed --not dulled them. Above all was the sense of hearing acute. I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How, then, am I mad? Hearken! and observe how healthily --how calmly I can tell you the whole story.
I love the Tell-tale Heart.
"Quote to Raven, nevermore."
I wanted to say that
BC, your last blog was very good.
Thank you lolita! :) and I have to say thanks for the last comment you posted here.
Aww...De rien...I am a Poe fanatic. I thought it quite fitting. :)
I meant, de rien et merci!
In this fragile, beautiful chaos we call life, everything happens for a reason, good and bad, although it is difficult to believe that when you are experiencing the bad.
Some of Gerard's most painful, dark and deeply personal experiences and feelings were the genesis of lyrics that made My Chem stand out from the crowd. A band that went from playing basements and American Legion Halls in Jersey to performing at Wembley Stadium in London and the Budokan in Japan. Despite the adulation of millions, he is consumed by loneliness, guilt and despair. Nothing fills the void.
They all have their role to play and the actions they take now will become the history of the future. Make no mistake, their future hangs in the balance. They face a fork in the road. What unfolds over the next few weeks will determine the fate of not only the band, but the men themselves. They face the biggest decision of their lives. The outcome is not necessarily predetermined. It depends which force is more powerful. Destiny or free will.
I agree, Anon.
Beautifully stated anon=]
I agree.
I'm anxious to see what will happen at the MCR concert tonight=]
I hope that the people have their cameras ready to catch it all on film!
I absolutely and wholeheatedly agree, Anon. As much as we might not admit, everything happens for a reason, including the bad.
Man oh man, this gets better every day.
You just cannot keep away from these types of people. Why the fuck does your wife have a buzznet account?
Boy, she's no different to Eliza.
I especially like her quaint references to you having a loose screw.
This is just hilarious!
I disagree.
I don't want to hear what he has on his neck tonight. Or what kind of a shout out he gave his wife today. I know i'm going to be disappointed tomorrow.
avon lady what is the link to her buzznet account.
Don't give it out.
Fuck.
If we give her attention, you know she'll post more pictures.
Maybe if we just ignore her ass she'll leave.
Her ass?
My ass!
I saw that account. I thought "fallacy! trickery!". Who knows.
To Mayo,
Do you still believe?
Hope and courage be with you tonight, all of you.
J. and I asked you and someone to say something to each other, remember?
He did.
I hope to God you did too.
Love,
L.
http://tinyurl.com/2kqprt
SRSLY SEXXXI
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
I hope you burn in hell, Gerard.
That maybe be harsh but I really mean it.
From the mrs
Now listen, this is the first and only time I will ever blog directly about my husband.
He has NOT been very nice to you all lately.
I know that, and I am so sorry. It makes me sad, it does.
I don't know what's wrong with him, but he is kind of down and is very irritated.
I think he's just stressed out. Hopefully after the break in a few months, he'll be better.
I am so sorry, again. If it makes you feel better, he's been a little snappy with me too.
I'll try to talk to him, I promise.
:(
P.S. This is the last blog I'll be posting for QUITE a while. Going to England in a few days! I'm so excited.
Posted on 09/29/2007 7:01 PM
Could this be real?
lalalalala....I'm bored as all hell. Is anyone out there?
Where was that posted?
Buzznet.
If I was Gerard I would NOT be happy if my wife posted that on the internet. Just saying.
I don't think the woman would be stupid enough to post that about her husband.
He hasn't said it - but it's ok, he doesn't need to. I know.
Maybe she is! After all she married him after only knowing him for a short time.
Can someone please pee on that jellyfish sting?
She sounds excited to be away from him.
I meant Anon at 5:39's comment.
i think that puttana's buzznet is a fake
I like this one,
September 23, 2007
Well my first day on Buzznet was fun. :)
Thanks to everyone who was nice to me and actually made me feel welcome!
I'm starting to get a little sleepy, so I think I'm going to go to bed.
.....
As soon as I pry that husband of mine from his X-Box.
I think it's his mistress.
Haha.
Good night everyone!
Posted on 09/23/2007 6:16 PM
Even if its not her it's funny.
Anon @ 5.53p.m.
Who are you calling a bitch? (sarcasm)
That buzznet account is fake. Don't be ridiculous.
Btw, does anyone know if you spell her name Lindsey or Lindsay?
Is this latest blog about you or the fans? Are you trying to tell us that we should stop believing in you because you don't even believe in yourself anymore? I guess you still feel the need to be cryptic because it is your last retreat into the illusions you need to cling to in order to function.
I understand, because you were my illusion. I had images in my head of what a great man you are. Even though I still think you are a good person who has done great things- everything comes with a price. You have hardcore flaws my friend. But what you don't seem to understand is that we are young, we have time to change our selfish/self loathing ways, some of it because of mental illness, some of it just lapses in personality traits.
Some people say "you are who you are" but I believe anyone is capable to make a shift and become the best person possible. I believe this is true for myself- everyday I try harder to become a more loving and caring person.
I have heard from many bloggers that have met you said you are a sweet person, others say you are dick. I know we all have our bad days, moods, years. Maybe this is just one of those years that shit isn't going the way you thought it would. I know this year really sucked ass for me: depression, meds, hospitals, lost loved ones etc. Life can be hell on earth. But I know I will discover heaven. I know it.
I'm pretty sure you will find it too. But it is not where you think it is. It is not a sham relationship or marriage. It is not through other people. It's two little powerful words
SELF ACCEPTANCE! They will set you free and no matter what happens you will be able to deal with it without any need to escape.
I am no preacher but I think you, hell the both of us need Divine Intervention. I pray everyday and I believe that if you let that higher energy in you'll be delivered from evil.
Heaven Help Us Both.
Anon @5:39
What do you mean?
Who hasn't said what to who?
What do you know?
Sorry for all the questions but your post just seemed really random.
Lindsey
Anon at 5:58 PM
Thanks for peeing on that :)
Thanks Lolita.
Anon just above, they probably won't answer. I see that a lot around here.
And Lolita, what is all this peeing about? :)
^ I'm slow at the best of times but I'm really confused. Am I missing something?
Do you know what that post was about @5.39?
Who didn't say what to who?
I don't get it.
please don't believe that's really her. That buzznet is so fake.
And its so sad to see people actually think its her.
It's my metaphor for debunking and/or putting shame to something silly. :)
Lolita, that's what I thought. I have a feeling it will catch on. You better trademark that. ;)
Trademark 'my ass™'
^ Don't worry Kapanua, the paperwork is all in your name!
consider it trademarked :).
Je l'ai dit premier!
"You can't say that, because I already peed on it".
I agree that "my ass" should be trademarked as well!
The Buzznet post?
I'm literally CHOKING on the bullshit. But then, when is *anything* on Buzznet true? ^_~
She may not be the sharpest crayon in the box, but even she can't be THAT stupid.
He hasn't said it - but it's ok, he doesn't need to. I know.
Hi new Anon... what are you talking about?
Oh I can picture Kapunua with a big trademark symbol on my ass
XD
Ah I suppose we will soon enough hear reports from Mexico, I am curious but as someone above said, I dread hearing it's the same as PR - but it is TBP they are doing isn't it? So I think it's a bit more of a set show.
As for LynZ on Buzznet -please I hope we aren't expected to believe that ! And the references to my husband are so lame, Gerard's a private guy..
...
...
..
oh hang on NOT !!!
Going by his latest stunts heck she probably is on Buzznet and soon there'll be an accidentally leaked sex tape. Nothing really surprises me now
Hi sister! Welcome home! I'm just leaving though, so I hope that you'll all be here later!
Hi sister midnite, I'm not entirely sure what I'm talking about actually! :0
I was asking the anon who posted
'He hasn't said it - but it's ok, he doesn't need to. I know.'
at 5:39 what they were talking about but I don't think they hung around after posting. It just seemed like an odd thing to post, I wasn't sure who they were talking to/about.
You know,if it is their own show,we probably wont get much, if any, pictures.
Cause they wont allow cameras.
Then again,maybe he does want it to be alot like PR.
Anonymous said...
He hasn't said it - but it's ok, he doesn't need to. I know.
October 4, 2007 5:39 PM
I think this person (Hi, Frank!) was talking to "the original punks"?
I'm getting awfully tired of cryptic...
Tomorrow is KICKBALL!
Footballs 'n' boots FTMFW!!!
...
...
...
Oh yeah, And Kapunua's ass.
^___^
Oooh interesting! Original punks are you still here? Does this mean you can confirm what a few of us suspect? It's just that you said you asked mayo and someone else to say something to each other and you went on to say that 'he' did. Does this mean that this other person said whatever it was you asked him to say here on this blog/in his own blogs, cos that would confirm the identity of a certain now absent blogger 100% for me.
^ That made perfect sense in my head! What I mean is, when you met Mayo and this 'other person' you asked them to say something, and you are saying that the 'other person' has said what you asked him to say here on this blog/his own blog so there is no way anyone else but the 'other person' would have known what to say.
Hopefully that makes more sense.
sister midnite, I'm also getting tired of the cryptic shit...I'm also sick of all the anonymous people because it gets confusing. Come on people, give yourselves names!
Footballs and Boots!!! Hot Damn!!! I can't wait.
Ergoproxy, did you say sex tape? Now that would be just the thing to watch to get rid of hiccups.
Ergoproxy, did you say sex tape? Now that would be just the thing to watch to get rid of hiccups.
LMFAO!!!
I'd rather not see that, thanks...
well, maybe just a *few* minutes.
Just to see what he's packing. ^_~
I can't help it, I'm female!
Looking never hurt anybody! :Þ
I'm with ya, Sister Midnite. I can't lie.
I'd most definitely take a peek.
I might be scarred for life, but I'd have to take a peek.
Did I read someone say there was a video of Gerard vomiting in a scarf on stage and throwing it in the audience? I hate to admit it, but I'd like to see it.
Sex Tape? These days everyone's got one so I wouldn't be surprised...well I would be but, ya know.
Anon51:
Around 2 minutes in.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLbnZEYbXP8
Smoke&Venom20, you could always watch with just one eye. ^_~
Re: Sex tape.
CHRIST, NO. DO NOT WANT.
And please, don't give them any ideas. If their idea of "private" is the way they acted all summer, I'd hate to think of what they'd do for attention.
Oh, and if you ever want to read something funny, read that one blog on INO.net from the girl who met Lyn Z at Gerard's signing, and how Lyn Z told her that she and Gerard wanted to "keep it all low key."
I LOLed. Seriously.
Awww, come on Kapunua. You wouldn't want to see just for a second? Nah?
I think it's safe to joke about it because part of me just can't picture him doing that at all. Awww, he's too sweet. He's a good boy.
Tell ya something else. That video posted up there upset me and grossed me out the one time I saw it. But you know? It didn't upset (or infuriate) me as much as the one where he threw Frank and then had a diva fit.
Although throwing barf onto your audience is disrespectful, gross, wrong, hurtful, even hateful or whatever, I don't know. I guess because you don't see the reactions of the people in the audience. But the way he shook Frank and then threw him, yeah, for me that was worse.
Awww, come on Kapunua. You wouldn't want to see just for a second? Nah?
No, for me Gerard was never a sexual being. For me he was always the crazy, cool, weird little dude with a big smile and an inspirational message that had helped a lot of kids and made a lot of adults go, "Finally!" He was never for snogging. ^_^
Too bad about that guy, huh?
((well, maybe just a *few* minutes.
Just to see what he's packing. ^_~))
((I'd most definitely take a peek.
I might be scarred for life, but I'd have to take a peek.))
sister midnite
smoke&venom20
i cannot stop laughing...thx for the visual
`sc
I agree with you about the videos. The one of him pushing Frank (and I will hunt you down and beat the damn brakes off of you if you do it again) was just shocking to me. I was speechless, and that's a hard thing for me. Someone asked me if it was just a joke, and I was immediately like, no way. That was no joke. That was real. That was a violent, scary outburst.
I believe that buzznet account is fake. I will let you know...
Before I even try to catch up...
Over 300?! I think that is a record.
....
the kickball game is tomorrow already? I better get those cupcakes ready ^_^
Yeah, don't forget my 'pumpkin' cupcake either. Your Captain/Princess would be very upset. It is in honor of a very special person. There is an open slot on the Nutbuster team for him any day.
I'm not sure what the big deal is with this "fight."
Do any of you have older brothers?
Umm, I have an older sister and we did fight alot. But that's when we were like ten. As much as I would like to pop her in the back of her head sometimes, I don't. Because I try to consider myself somewhat of an adult most of the time. He is thirty years old and it wasn't like Frank punched him. It was just weird.
Maybe I am reading too much into it but as much as Frank and Gerard play around on stage, I have never seen anything like that. That was a straight up hissy fit.
^It was also particular confusing as it was coming from the man who's been telling us all to never ever resort to violence. And then he attacks Frank. On stage. I don't get it.
I'm not sure what the big deal is with this "fight."
Do any of you have older brothers?
I do not have an older brother, but I do have a younger one. We have fought and had some physical altercations. However, if you are trying to say that Gerard and Frank are acting just like brothers, I agree, but disagree.
Sure, they have a brotherly relationship. They would joke around etc. But somehow I don't think that if this fight was real, and it indeed meant something on stage, then I disagree that they were acting brotherly.
My brother and I will get angry at each other, but even if we are pissed off with each other, we will still speak to each other in public among our friends and sort our differences out when we are both alone. The fact that they fought in public shows that something major was up.
And have they ever done that before? Ever?
No,so that is also why there was just something not right.
Smoke, thank you for your reply.
I was shocked when I saw the fight. I was really confused and angry.
But the more I watched it, I saw Frank jump on him... and many thoughts came to mind.
Scenario: What if you talked to your bandmate that night and you said..."I'm so tired, please do not fuck with me."?
So to be an ass (a sweetheart of an ass), Frank fucks with Gerard.
Again, brothers are totally different. Does not matter what age. Anyone want to back that up?
Guys are different. And guys that are close are especially different. Okay, maybe I need Mayo and SS to back this shit up.
Ah I can see it now, a sex tape with LOTS of back bends and vomiting....how CHARMING and SEXY...(not!)
I don't want to boink him, either. I just like looking at what makes guys, guys. :)
WAY back when I first saw what he looked like... I was, like, aw yeah - I'd ride that like a Harley on a hard gravel road six ways from Sunday. My little 'Gerard-kick' only lasted about for about a week, tho -- what can I say, I'm fickle.
The vomit vid was just disgusting, especially the cheering. But the hissy fit bothered me a lot more. It's a good thing I was watching the MySpace stream at home, because I called him every name in the book and even made up some.
BTW, Princess S&V20, I'm with you -- if he ever tries that again, I'll hunt him down and stick one of boots up his ass sideways.
"Low-key"? Suuuuuuure. If Sharpies, hickies & gettin' caught in a clench is low-key, I'd hate to see what she considers open!
WAY back when I first saw what he looked like... I was, like, aw yeah - I'd ride that like a Harley on a hard gravel road six ways from Sunday.
O_O
I'm not sure what the big deal is with this "fight." Do any of you have older brothers?
I have a younger sister. But I've only hit her once. See, I learned when I was 12 that you don't push around people smaller than you, no matter how pissed off you are.
Blackjacket: Exactly. Are you ever in the public when you and your brother have a spat? Gerard and Frank had a spat.... It was innocent and probably needed. It was in front of a camera. Very different from our everyday life/job.
Baby steps. They get you there just as well as big ones.
I knew you were strong. Remember I love you, baby.
J.
Resurrected Wreck: I take it you've never heard that expression before? *laugh* It's not as violent as it sounds.
My younger sister and I used to beat on each other all the time. But that was when we were kids. We don't do that as adults.
I'm confused. Where are we at now?
:)
Resurrected Wreck: I take it you've never heard that expression before? *laugh* It's not as violent as it sounds.
It was very - *ahem* - "visual".
It was very - *ahem* - "visual".
Sorry 'bout that! Some days my vocabulary is college professor, and other days it's gutter.
Here, maybe this will help replace it: all five the guys dressed in Zorro costumes. :D
And with that imaging rolling around in my head, I am off to bed... Have a good night, everyone! :)
Original Punks J & L.
I almost want to shake you two. I am not interesting in your love letters to Mayo.
Forgive me... I'm in asshole mode.
Holy Hell.
The 2 days my computer goes to shit, hell hath unleashed itself upon the whole of MCR. Let me get this straight:
1. Mayo is indeed Gerard?
2. We have caught similarities between SS, Ignotus, Frank's s//c post, and the old INO Anon letter. They all seem to be fitting together.
3. MCR are playing tonight and anyone who attends the show will post here what, if anything, is said or written?
Is there anything else I've missed? Did we ever decided who these ORIGINAL PUNKS were?
And BLEEDINGCHAOS, you may be able to help me with this. Is Brian still the band's manager? This is relevent, so if you know anything could you share?
Goodnight RW. Sweetdreams. :)
I grew up with my cousins, and I grew up around boys. I also work among adult men now, and hang out with a lot of men.
You know what? None of the adult men I know get so angry at any of the others that they shake them like a toy and throw down like that.
I'm in martial arts. Emotions run high, adrenaline runs high. I've sparred and I've seen sparring. I've seen sparring get intense. I've seen little semi-good-natured test-fests break out among the men when they spar.
I never, ever see a lack of control in adult men like the one Gerard showed when he did that to Frank.
Oh, wait, I have seen that sort of behavior in adult men here and there. You know where I saw it? Bars or clubs, or parking lots of bars or clubs. You know, where the drunk rejects all go to sort it out? The ones that any girl with a brain is going to reject? Yeah, that's exactly where I've seen behavior like that in adult men.
*interested.
'Nite, RW! :)
Yeah, these Original Punks girls are starting to wear a little thin... they can post whatever they want, but do they have to add "I love you" to every post? Okay, they're fans, and maybe friends. WE GET IT. I'm not trying to be mean, ladies -- but if you're that close, is there a reason why you're not just emailing him?
Do you see these people everyday? Do these individuals go on tour for years at a time?
It is different. No one can understand what it is like to tour with your family/with your friends. Have any of you been in that circumstance?
Sister Midnite, my thoughts exactly. But it raises a lot more questions for me.
And as always the Denial Brigade comes along to excuse, justify and finally enable this kind of behavior.
See where it gets Gerard in the long run.
Im sorry.
Mine was not for Mayo.
J.
Original Punks J & L, I call bluff.
Yes I do.
Look at me, I can be an original punk. Because I am. ;)
Has the show in Mexico finished yet?
To the original punks:
You aren't linked to those Chemically Loved Bitches are you?
Those people scare the shit outta me.
Black Jacket, I agree. It is very frightening.
I kind of want to get what's on my mind out into view. I've thought about this during the time I've had no connection with the modern world. And I really thought about it today while watching a Bob Dylan documentary.
I now see striking simalarities between Mr. Dylan and Gerard Way. Getting hassled by the folkies for going electric, for not sticking to the cult of authenticity found in the folk scene, for leaving his fans in the dust, not living up to expectations. I see all of it now. It has all come into the light.
I think that Gerard Way is tired of this road he's on. I think it has become the very thing he didn't want. It was, initially, supposed to be about the music, no matter if the "sold out" or "went electric", no matter if they offended fans. That's what it was about. Now there's reporters everyday asking question after question, "Why do you do this?" "Do you do this for a reason?" "What about this? Do you have an answer for these lyrics you used?" "What does emo mean to you?" <--- Tops the cake.
Does Gerard Way have all the answers (rhetorical question)? Because there's a slew of people who believe he does. I think he, just like Bob Dylan, became tired of this light cast around him, these questions thrown from every angle. I think he's burnt out. I still believe his/this band's message. I believe he meant it. I think that with all of the publicity, the message has become tainted and it's now something different. I don't blame him in any way if this is how he may be feeling. I can't imagine being in the postition they are in as a band.
Finally, I hope that if Gerard is having problems, big or small, that he seeks the help he needs. I know I've stated this frequently, but I hope he heeds the advice of others. Although the rest of the guys in the band, his brother, his family and friends, my be at their wits end, I truly hope they remain a rock. I hope they stand by his side and continue to be there for him. He's going to need it if it's as bad as it appears. My thoughts are with you and yours.
Sorry for the length. Just needed to get that out.
Goodnight my loves. Did you enjoy the show?
Anon @ 10:38:
Goodnight my loves. Did you enjoy the show?
What show are you talking about???
Did we miss something?
I, for one, am going to go enjoy CSI.
Laterz, ever'body! ^_^
Anon2007 I dis agree with some of what you are saying Dylan was one man there are five man in this band. He doesn't have to take the weight of this all on his own shoulders. I think he is tried of this way of life. He should have taken a break soon or just let the others take on more responsibility.
Agree with you marthajones.
There are five men in this band. I'm speaking from strictly from the point of view of a fan. There is absolutely no denying Gerard gets the brunt of the publicity, be it good or bad. That's what I was getting at and that's how I related it to Dylan.
I, too, think Gerard should have eased up on his "workload". All of the guys should have. But, that's obviously the type of people they are. Work, work, work. I also feel that Gerard would have felt responsible, since he is the focal point (though it shouldn't be this way), if they decided to break at any time. I'm sure they didn't want to let the fans down.
Maybe that explained myself better.
I understood I just don't know if I completely feel sorry for Gerard. He is the focal point of the band, not by choice but he didn't run from it either.
I understand now. I really wasn't completely sure how to respond to your comment. I don't feel sorry for Gerard. I can just imagine myself what he may be feeling. I agree that he's brought most of this on himself, being in the "spotlight" and whatnot. The other guys deserve the SAME AMOUNT or recognition, as you stated. I don't feel a whole lot of sympathy for him. I think what I feel is empathy. I don't care what kind of person he may be outside of this band. But as a performer who has gained most of the attention, I can only imagine the amount of pressure he has endured (though he didn't have to endure it on his own) must have been agonizing. But, I don't know. That's just how I imagine it might have been.
I agree with black jacket. Those "bitches" really are undeniably absurd.
I also wanted to say HOLY JUMPING JELLYFISH! This swelled after I left!
Bonjour, encore.
Mayonaise,
are you standing here or way over in the corner?
your presence is formally requested
`sc
To the person who asked about Brian, yes, he is still the band's manager.
As for the Chemically Loved Bitches...
They annoy me. All I see with those kids are another group of asskissers. Somewhat reminds me of the World's Most Hated Crew except they are the junion version in diapers :)
Hello over there, we're all here...Can you see us? We'll catch you.
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
Well try and ease the pain
But somehow well feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time cant be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, Ill always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
It's alright, pumpkin. Even when you think that your lurking horror is gone, it plateaus or spirals into a meaningless oblivion, but what must be seen is that it's not where you want to let your heart stop beating. It's not worth it low low low down there or way way way too high up There.
Holy crap, there's been about 100 more posts since the last time I looked!
Anon2007, I agree with you, and I feel the same way. I don't necessarily feel sorry for Gerard, but I do feel empathy.
I think we've hit an all-time record, guys. 365 posts! And most of them even make sense! ^_~
Dr. Nut, we may need double the usual amount of footballs for tomorrow's game. It's gonna be a big crowd.
Cupcake team, I hope you've been icing up a storm!
On a more serious (and sane) note, I empathize with Gerard, too. We all know that he likes to be in control of what's said to the media and the general public. But I also think that letting the others speak more often would help alleviate some of the responsibility he carries. And TBH, hearing from Frank more often would be awesome.
Exactly, sister midnite. The cupcakes are indeed ready for tomorrow as well. In actuality, I am planning on making some for Halloween, although I never made any before. Have we forgotten that Frank's birthday is coming up?
It will be interesting to see whether these blogs continue whilst Gerard is on tour...
Anyone got news from the mexico concert yet?
Gee whiz, I'm showing 366!
How was CSI?
I say we hold a blog party for Frank.....With vegan cupcakes and candy apples and DANCING AND KICKBALL AND EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!
Costumes a must.
CSI was hilarious, LH. Captain Brass was asking this woman how she hurt her head in this 'blind' restaurant (the patrons eat in total darkness); her boyfriend had just proposed and she wanted to "really say yes". But "there was a lot of metal under the table". I laughed so hard I almost fell off the couch. Never thought I'd see something like that on CSI!
Nothing about the Mexico show yet. Maybe tomorrow, before kickball.
((G'nite!))
Ah! Haha! Brilliance!
Thank you for the recap!
Bonne nuit, soeur minuit!
Wow 373 comments ! I had to be part of this momentous blog occasion !!
We await reports from Mexico and a great sounding kickball game with a costume blog party to follow !!
Excellent!
( I shall bring wine and cheese for non vegan cheese fanatics like me !!)
waaa!!! guys!!!
your concert in monterrey...the best ever!!!....
i love you guys!!!
haha and Gee...haha i like everything you said!!!...
but Frank...you don´t do anything!!...something happend to you???....well..your the best band in the whole world!!!!...
Bye!!
This is a comment from MCR's mypace.
Obviously concert was good, but comment about Frank is interesting, but maybe he just had an off night.
We'll see what else is said
:o Frank and Gerard still not friends? It seems unlike Frank not to have any energy unless he's sick. He's the most energetic with his guitar.
Maybe he's fed up with everything and didn't put his all into the performance. Don't blame him.
Charlie.
Fed up or not, Frank should know better than to let his feelings towards Gerard effect his performance. It's not like him to disappoint the fans.
TOTALLY agree with you MagicPie. This is their job whether or not some fans see it as such. I have to bring up the tiff between he and Gerard. No matter what was going on backstage, when they set foot in front of that audience, they should act like professionals. Gerard should have acted professionally and not brought personal events into the limelight whilst performing. So to this I say, if Frank was experiencing "backstage drama", it should have been left there. I understand the human aspect though and sometimes it's difficult to put that out of your mind and give 100%. So, I don't know. Maybe, as someone said, he was just having an "off" night.
Any more news about the concert other than the Myspace post?
Hmm, I can't wait to read more about last nights concert. I hope nothing is terribly wrong with Frank=[
It's KICKBALL FRIDAY! What could be better?
We need news from the concert last night....anyone?
Sdock,
I think we're gonna have to bribe 'em with something if we want it. Out with it you guys!
Out of being bored, I've come up with sayings good ol' Gerard may have Sharpied on him.
1. The ever obvious "Mayo" or "Mayonaise".
2. "Not Ketchup but..."
3. "Condiment"
4. "Shut up Frank"
5. "I don't know Latin"
6. "Hamburger"
I should seriously get a life. Good luck at the game you guys!
Am I the only one who almost doesn't want to know out of fear?
:[
^Nope. I'm fearful of what may have been the banter between songs. I'm fearful of what the interaction may have been between him and the guys. I'm afraid of a lot of things.
No you aren't the only one anon. I want to know, but then at the same time I'm scared to know.
Yep, it's a job whether people like it or not.
Goodmourning everybunny!
GOOD MORNING LOLITA HAZE!
KICKBALL!!!!! I made the double fudge brownies and some homemade peanut butter cookies...and because it's Thanksgiving in canada this weekend, I'm throwing in some pumpkin pie!
Oooh sounds good magicpie! I think that I will bring some very delicious ice cream, because you can never get enough ice cream!
I SCREAM
YOU SCREAM
WE ALL SCREAM FOR
ICE CREAM!!!
=]
Hey,
I hope he had cheerleader written on his neck since he is on our Nutbusters cheerleading squad.
Here's my top 5:
1. Head cheerleader
2. Nutbusters
3. Blog Town
4. Just Anon
5. and of course.....sdock10
How about these -
1. I’m the only fuckin’ Princess here
2. Hell Man’s (across his knuckles of course)
3. I love ‘Footballs’
4. Gizzard King
5. I’ve Got My Own Mirror, S&V20
Haha good ones guys!
=]
Good Morning All.
I'm never up this early. *yawn* So groggy.
I think we're going to hit 400 comments this morning.
Anon2007, what about this for Gerard's next sharpie phrase?
"Hold the Mayo"
Too cheesy?
fake lyn-z has posted another journal on her fake buzznet page. she claims that she used to be a druggie but is now clean, that she has her own money and doesn't need gerard's and that people are just jealous of her looks.
^You guys are great with the possible phrases.
Jealous of her looks? haha! Fake Lyn-z is funny.
And still not much news on yesterdays show? That kinda sucks. Do we really even know if Mikey was actually there?
No! I love "Hold the Mayo"! And "Hell Man's" and "Blog Town" are both for the win.
What about "KickBall"?
But, knowing Gerard, he probably wore a cheerleading outfit equipped with pompoms and a cute little bloomers. I know what you're thinking:
DO NOT WANT!
Good morning ladies. Almost 400! Wow!
Fake Linds is funny. Oh and I think her name is spelled Lindsay. Wasn't it like that on the marriage record? Well if that is true, then buzznet Lyn-Z forgot how to spell her own name.
I want to hear about the show last night too. I wonder when we will hear something.
Can someone post a link to Fake LynZ? I'm too lazy to scroll through nearly 400 comments to find it.
Goodnight my loves. Did you enjoy the show?
October 4, 2007 10:38 PM
Mayo,were you here last night?
SS has updated his Latin phrase again!!
Spectaculorum procedere debet. Non mihi, non tibi - sed omnis
Translate please!
Ooooo...
Good eye Anon.
I thought that it was just someone from Mayo's blog who had gone. Makes you wonder if Mayo was here. Not that I think this would be the first thing he'd do after a show. But, you never know.
Spectaculorum procedere debet. Non mihi, non tibi - sed omnis
The show must go on. No for you, not for me, but for us.
Andrea,
You're fast.
Interesting indeed.
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