Your subtlety lacks finesse. Either it is, or it isn’t.
And, we know it is.
But it is incomplete, isn’t it. What is it that was left out or held back?
Well, let me remind you.
Fear at all hours of the day and night. And, I couldn’t breathe without suggesting abandon, so I suffocated from repression. Then, managing the never ending time spent attempting to quell your irrational needs killed me. It was never enough, the time, the attention, the truth, so I finally caved. Yet, the debate continued. And, you couldn’t stop me or make me change my mind, and that infuriated you. But, instead of pushing so hard you would have been better off just killing time.
But, I relent and you suffer delusion and sometimes it was the other way around.
It was like this; there, assembled from misery, denial and frustration, we produced an alternate reality. Can we just admit that it was unnatural? Not quite forced, but awfully close. If so, then we’ll leave it at that.
In the end, it was finished. I’m surprised we held out as long as we did.
And yes, “it was grand, and we have the pictures to prove it.”
Now it’s just shit and we are both shoveling.
p.s. while hiding beneath the window, crying.
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«Oldest ‹Older 1001 – 1200 of 2962 Newer› Newest»it's not her fault they stay away, it's hateful anons like you
I don't know if any of you anons were here at the beginning when mayo and ss did join in and come around regularly and actually stay to chat. If you were you will understand why they now both stay away. This place is like Buzznet now.
amyranth was the one who couldn't keep her mouth shut on rumor control, that's where a lot of anons came from.
Kapu you might as well admit that Frank told you he was SS at the Leathermouth show. He won't be coming back here now any way, you have made sure of that!
why would Mayo and SS care about MCR? she clearly believes Mayo and SS are Gerard and Frank or she wouldn't have brought MCR up.
yes i agree. the way she started gushing over him after she'd been to that show made it so obvious he had told her. everything was suddenly all about ss, she even wrote him that stupid poem. of all the people to trust he had to choose her. hopefully now he can see he made a big mistake.
Kapunua said...
Hi, Mayo, Hi S(S)S.
Been a while. Hope you are both well. I've been real busy with family and college and Kung Fu stuff. That's all been very awesome and the closing of the year seems like it's going to be a whirlwind of parties and presents and scented candles; grand openings and demos and the flashes of cameras; cookies and kisses on the cheek and the same old seasonal songs, some of which I really love.
And the beginning of the new year is going to be a psycho clusterspazz of books, herbs, needles, bodies, and also a new job and new friends and all of this madness that is out of my comfort zone but so undeniably interesting and wonderful that to run from any of it would be the deepest regret of my life.
I know I've given you both to understand that this huge change is due directly to this blog. I know that it came out of malice but that doesn't change the extreme good that's going to come of it.
Then why have I loaded this page with a feeling of "meh" over the last few weeks? I know the answer to this finally, today.
It's not because of the sniping of anons both malicious and boring. It's not because my IP and my hometown were released and everyone knows where I live and what my town looks like. It's not necessarily because this used to be a place of poetry, song and movie quotes, guessing games, semi-anonymously role-playing pieces of produce and fruit punch, cool, awesome anons bringing mystery and fun, and that these days those things are deemed wrong and annoying.
It's because you guys, Mayo and SS, don't come out to play anymore. Yes, you two! The poetry, the quoting games, SS changing his profile, the Latin, the meaningful song lyrics, the humor and all of that. I don't think you guys realize that you are the heart and soul of us. Without you guys, this blog is a bunch of folks coming together to chat. And that's great, because most of us are friends and there is a lot of love here. I've met wonderful friends that I hope to keep.
But that can happen anywhere. BlogBelieve, though, could only have happened here, with you guys.
Remember when BlogBelieve was magic, and everyone could have been anyone, and when you guys were telling us that we were making a difference? That our dissenting voices were changing things and that we should keep to it, keep talking, keep using The Force? :) That in a world of ass-kissing, willful blindness, and cheering, we were the ones who were a refreshing splash of ice water to the face?
I'm not pretending that you guys are MCR or anything and that's not what I'm getting at. That's done. In the beginning maybe that's what it was about: I, and I know many others, wanted to believe that we would be seeing changes for the better. And since then it's only gotten worse. Monkey rentals, LA, behavior ever more foolish than I'd even imagined in the beginning, little girls being treated to a Motley Crue special at the last group of MCR concerts, tours with MSI, support of hate speech, Leathermouth going on tour with them. For me, that's it. It's all over. That's just how I see it, okay, and a few others, I know. And I know now for certain that we haven't made a difference to any of that nonsense and that it will inevitably keep getting worse. A handful of fans walking away isn't going to even create a speck on the radar. I grasp that. It's the music business and they are businessmen. Way it goes. Silly to believe anything otherwise in the first place.
That's not what I'm talking about. I am talking about Mayo and S(S)S, you two dudes who we have all rallied around and loved and tried to hold onto. You guys have made a huge difference to me--look at how my life has changed!--and I know you've made a huge difference to others. I'm not just talking about the circumstantial things that have happened here and that "anons" have put into motion; I'm talking about the support and the words that you two gave me, and gave to others. And in the beginning, we heard from both of you how much of a change we were making for you guys, too. I owe you for that.
But what changes have we made for you? How have we helped? How are you different because of any of this? I don't see any evidence that we've done you guys any good, or even any evil. ;D I know you guys have said it over the last year but that's like, blah blah blah. "Yes I'm fine. Yes I hear you. Yeah, this place is great. Sure, it's all good. Whatever you say." Mayo, sometimes it feels like you're talking to us through your morning newspaper. And S(S)S, well, we hardly ever hear from you anymore.
I don't feel hurt exactly, and my disappointment is in only myself for two reasons. One because I don't feel like I've done anyone any good, and second--and most importantly--because I feel so retarded in that way that one feels retarded when one has believed, out of arrogance and self-importance, that one could make a difference and actually reach people. You know, a little foolish. S(S)S, I remember you coming on here last year and telling us all of these things about how much of a difference we made and how meaningful this was to you, and I don't feel double-crossed or let down or anything like that, just disappointed in myself because I wanted to help and I haven't.
It's asking a lot of someone, to have meaning in their lives that are already so full of meaning. I know that. I just feel stupid having been told one thing and shown another.
It's cool; it's no big deal because it's just a blog. And more, everyone feels like that sometimes. I don't need to go around making your lives different and although I wish it were true--that any of us has had an impact like the ones you guys have had on my life--it's not necessary for my happiness or anything. Just, why did you guys say it was so?
I used to say that words were the currency of BlogBelieve. But now our economy is tanking. "Yeah, keep talking, my life is different because of you; I see things differently at least." Those words are cheap; I couldn't fill my gas tank on them.
This blog is still nice, though. It's still a place to come and chat with some friends and spend some good hours, you know, when my personal info isn't being spraypainted on the walls (yes, that upsets me,) and people aren't being picked apart and stuff like that. When it's nice, it's nice, but that's really all it is. To me, anyway.
Either way, I wish you beautiful autumn days and the same happy whirlwind of the closing of the year. Hope to see you guys around soon one way or another.
November 15, 2008 12:04 PM
How many of you here are upset cause you think Frank sold out, and how many of you just feel betrayed by this SS person who made it seem like Frank was on your side? You are the laughingstock of the MCR fandom. But you held onto the words of this one person because he said he heard you.
Anonymous Anonymous said...
False words and smiles to seal his fate...
Ever think this might have been a way of pre-warning you that what is said in an impending interview would not represent the way he really feels?
He is probably painfully aware he has sealed his own fate. The damage is done. Im sure no-one could say anything to him that would make him feel worse than he already does. But feel free to give it a go if it will make you feel better.
Don't think for one second that he has not wrestled with his conscience. He is fully aware how many people his 'false words and smiles' will crush. Please know this must be tearing him apart. It is fucking killing him.
Perhaps that is why his messages of late have been urging you to stay strong and believe, letting you know you are loved. He has been waiting for, and dreading, this backlash.
Everyone has a reason for the things they say and do. He has his reasons. Please believe that.
Please.
November 7, 2007 1:26 PM
How ironic that it was one year ago today that he assured you. But now it looks like this person tricked you.
Do you think SS was Frank and Frank lied? Or is SS not Frank and he was just someone trying to do damage control.
Either way you all got used and lied to and the last laugh is on you. Is it MSI that upsets you, or is it the promises to "keep the faith"?
K is so obvious. That's what this is all about.
It would be very arrogant of K to believe she was the only person Frank would trust enough to 'tip his hat' to.
Just sayin.
Not a single blue on this page. Not a single comment on this page that is not negative or destructive. I wonder why mayo or ss don't come round much any more? hmmmmmmmmm
2nd 2:28
I think you fail
to recognize emotional blackmail when it's up against your nose and biting your ass.
just disappointed in myself because I wanted to help and I haven't.
Who did you want to help K? It's obvious you wanted to "help" Frank and Gerard and you thought that May oand SS were them and now you are disappointed.
Try not to be so obvious
Anonymous said...
Not a single blue on this page. Not a single comment on this page that is not negative or destructive. I wonder why mayo or ss don't come round much any more? hmmmmmmmmm
sad but true
2nd 2:28 is kapu.
Since you anons (hey I know I spotted one nice one - thank you) make my head hurt I think I'll just come back later.
Maybe by then you will have grown tired of your game because really that's what you are playing - a game. "Poke" it should be called. You poke hoping for a reaction. You seek attention in any way you can. And yet you call out others as attention seekers.
Who did you want to help K? It's obvious you wanted to "help" Frank and Gerard and you thought that May oand SS were them and now you are disappointed.
it's not that she thinks it's them, she knows it's them, that's why she is so pissed.
Oh and there is your "Blue"
all of you are some needy bitches.
I think it's NOT them and THAT is why she is pissed. Like everyone else she got played. She was a fangirl like the rest of them.
She does like to use that word. Doesn't mean it's her though.
Could be a juvenile cohort.
Blogger MissTottenham said...
Hi everybody!
FS, Roger that over and out.
Happy birthday Entropy.
Well, a couple of scrounging words from ss and you all go lovey dovey again.
Please do not judge me - I tried my best. Of two evils, the lesser must always be chosen. Forgive me.
As Kapunua said "why choose either". I agree, there was a third option, grow some balls.
I'm fucking fed up of this pathetic soap opera. It's so childish. The lives of MCR are now just a joke.
I save my respect and belief for the talent behind this band, bob and Ray. The other three can go fuck each other.
I know many of you will not agree with me, but those are my feelings.
Just because I have given up on those three, it does not mean I will give up on you people. Your problems and your lives mean more to me than these three sell out tosspots ever could. I will be here to the end but only because I will not give up on family. You guys are family here, the rockstars never were.
November 7, 2007 3:13 PM
MissTot is the only one I respect here. Everyone else is prying for attention.
Not all of them 2:45.
Please stop with posting of the personal information. It has nothing to do with what's going on now and doesn't help anything.
Ss played you all like a fool. I would be pissed too and I would feel stupid. But I wouldn't be stupid enough in the first place the way all of you were.
Itll piss that bitch off so Ill keep doing it if I want to.
2:53 oh it doesn't??
when my personal info isn't being spraypainted on the walls (yes, that upsets me,)
The second 2:56 posted it because that was me. The first I don't know who that is but I agree.
She really deserves it though. She knew that J had a stat counter so she must not have cared about her ISP and ghetto town getting out.
'Beautiful boy is Ugly and so is Kapu.
She lives in such a dump.
I just realized what you anons remind me of...my kids.
You just keep up the bad behavior almost like you can't help yourselves. You can't stop.
Don't worry you'll all grow up, hopefully. At least I hope you will.
Anonymous said...
I think it's NOT them and THAT is why she is pissed. Like everyone else she got played. She was a fangirl like the rest of them.
no way. she knows who they are, that's why even though she feels ss has 'let her down' she still wants him to come visit and chat.
anonymous said...
Ss played you all like a fool. I would be pissed too and I would feel stupid. But I wouldn't be stupid enough in the first place the way all of you were.
believe what you want. there are a handful of people here who know otherwise.
That's because she KNOWS is is Frank. If it was any regular friend and I thought they had fucked me over I wouldn't want to be friends with them anymore. Frank get's special treatment from her.
if she had been 'played' she would be being a complete bitch to him. i know she kind of was but she was careful not to overstep the mark.
shes so pathetic.
J always oversteps the mark. She writes porn disses his wife and then curses at him when he doesn't visit her blog. Kapu is a little bit craftier and more manipulative.
K only bothers with people who she deems worthy. the way she always writes him messages and poems and shows him pictures (ducks LOL) proves she knows who he is and wants him to like her. i bet she has a crush on him.
She did say she had a crush on Mayo. I still think that Mayo is GV but that's my own opinion.
crush more like OBSESSION. her photobucket has a thousand pictures of him. shes a 40 year old fangirl stalker. no wonder she wnats to know his ip address.
why be mad at Mayo and SS? if they never want to come in and chat again that is their choice. they shouldn't be made to feel guilty for the way they handle their own blogs.
J always oversteps the mark. She writes porn disses his wife and then curses at him when he doesn't visit her blog.
and that's why he kicked her to the kerb just like he will do to Kapu.
Kapu has to suck up to them because they are probably all she has. Look at her life. She lives in a ghetto. She has no friends. No boyfriend. Probably lying about college. Or about SOMETHING about college. Probably lying about having those friends too. Its like feeling like she is talking to Mayo and SS makes her feel special.
everyone knows that 3:09 but kapu is a dumbass and thinks shes not wrong by trying to make them feel guilty. no wonder they dont like her.
Kapu's photobucket has lots of pictures of Adam Lazarra. A drunk womanizer.
who is going to hire a 40 year old who has no experience working with people? like come on, you need to be realistic. it's not happening.
who is going to hire a 40 year old who has no experience working with people? like come on, you need to be realistic. it's not happening.
All you have to do is go to her blog, click on the picture of her and the two "friends" and it takes you to her photobucket.
http://s103.photobucket.com/albums/m157/importantphotos_album/
It's all pictures of her ugly ass self, Jared Leto and Adam Lazarra and animals.
i agree 3:08. mayo is GV imo.
i also think GV is redrum.
i do have lots of reasons why i believe ss is frank though. just my opinion.
I think she is in her 30s but she will be nearing 40 by the time she graduates which I even doubt that she will. I don't believe in this whole college thing.
OMG she has a leathermouth pic in her photobucket. LOL SUCKER.
ss and mayo never communicate on the blog. i don't know why people assume they are best friends or that they even know each other.
She wont graduate because instead of working she will be too busy on the computer trying to make mayo and ss feel guilty LOL
"Important photos"?? She really DOES think she is "important"!
3:11
i agree. he dumps his fiance and two months later knocks up and marries another woman. he's a loser
IMPORTNT PHOTOS. Her photobucket is called IMPORTANT PHOTOS!!! I think that says it all right there!!
THis is in her photobucket too. A picture of her house from the a satelite.
I disagree. I like her photobucket. I think it's cute. I think she' scute too.
3:18 you have low standards
She has a whole ALBUM called Leathermouth and Reggie.
My standards aren't low they are just different to yours.
Amyranth and OPJ when are you going to sign in?
I am not Amy or OPJ. I just happen to agree with them.
Kapu's famous "Jeremy" LOLOLOL
SCA rejects.
Wow.
He's beautiful, she's beautiful.
Get over it.
Beautiful??? LOL they look like they belong at the Renaisance Fair. Or they got rejected from it. They are beautiful if you really like ugly things!!
PRAY SHE NEVER BREEDS
Everybody on her photobucket looks like a bunch of sad freaks to me.
LOL she has a whole album called "LIGHTS FOR MAYO"
Remember when Mayo and SS ignored her ANti Valentines?
IF Kapu's comment really was towards MCR MSI and LM, not saying it was but IF it was, then I would agree with her.
Frank can do his business any way he wants. If he wants to support MSI so be it.
But don't come in here as SS and pretend that you got forced to say something good about them in an interview. Don't pretend to be the victim.
Jeremy looks like a chick.
Boychild's name is Gavin. It's in her photobucket.
Probably was a chick pretending to be a guy.
Kind of like Mayo. Kapu seems to like those.
There is no reason to bring her Boychild into any of this.
There is no reason to bring her Boychild into any of this.
"
WRONG.
Here's something else to ponder. Why would you discuss things, or even provide information that you can be used to harass you and possibly make your life unhappy?
This is the internet, darlings. Regardless of who you are, you should never provide information, or allow access to information that anyone can use to identify you offline. Ever. Period. You put yourself and everyone around you at serious risk when you do that.
The same goes for her visiting J's blog when she knew J had a stat counter and could provide everyone with her personal info.
I hate her too but please can we not talk about her? Im getting sick thinking about it. Lets just not talk about her ok?
IF Kapu's comment really was towards MCR MSI and LM, not saying it was but IF it was, then I would agree with her.
Frank can do his business any way he wants. If he wants to support MSI so be it.
But don't come in here as SS and pretend that you got forced to say something good about them in an interview. Don't pretend to be the victim.
November 15, 2008 3:43 PM
QFT. If SS was really Frank which I still doubt.
Frank can do his business any way he wants. If he wants to support MSI so be it.
But don't come in here as SS and pretend that you got forced to say something good about them in an interview. Don't pretend to be the victim.
he said that a year ago. he's not saying it now. he was being professional in that interview and the only good thing he could find to say about them was that they had a strong work ethic. you can tell a lot by what someone DOESN'T say.
How could we say no? We couldn't.
Frank's a smart, diplomatic guy so clearly he chooses his words carefully and thinks before he speaks. we don't know any of the background about any of this so we aren't really in a position to say whether or not he is 'pretending' anything.
But don't come in here as SS and pretend that you got forced to say something good about them in an interview. Don't pretend to be the victim.
a lot changes in 12 months. look at this place.
he said that a year ago. he's not saying it now. he was being professional in that interview and the only good thing he could find to say about them was that they had a strong work ethic. you can tell a lot by what someone DOESN'T say.
How could we say no? We couldn't.
I think he could say no.
And if Ss really was Frank then he really was playing the victim last year and playing both sides.
" Our good friends M.S.I."
"We are very excited..."
"with some good people "
Stop fucking making excuses. There's no secret wording. Frank likes MSI get over it.
Blogger Original Punks said...
SS,
How could anyone ask you to put yourself in this position? If you were forced to choose "the lesser of two evils", what was the alternative?
Who on this planet would pressure you enough to make you lie like that?
Maybe I already know.
Precious, this situation is getting out of hand. You need to put a stop to it.
L says, "I do not judge you, but my heart still breaks. For all of us."
Baby, I love you with all I have. Get back in the fight and stand up for yourself! Don't be a doormat. Don't be somebody else's whipping boy. You are a strong, brave man. Do it for yourself. Do it for Mayo.
DO IT FOR ME.
Love always.
J.
November 7, 2007 2:22 PM
" Our good friends M.S.I."
"We are very excited..."
"with some good people "
Stop fucking making excuses. There's no secret wording. Frank likes MSI get over it.
November 15, 2008 3:57 PM
I agree. And IF he was SS then he obviously wanted to make you all think the opposite.
And if SS is not Frank then he was still misleading you.
yeah
Blogger Original Punks said...
First off, I'm not leaving until someone makes me.
Second, Siobhan, you can go fuck yourself. You're probably someone who watches an orphanage burn down and laughs. Glad you're enjoying our torment.
Third, now that my anger has cooled off a little bit, I can speak more rationally.
In defense of my fellow posters, we ARE an intelligent, wise, patient, understanding group of people. We are not gullible. We are strong. We love our boys, and we will defend them as best we can.
It has been rough waters trying to be optimistic and supportive at times, admittedly. This bit of crap this morning has really hit hard, on everyone. L is still crying. Kapunua probably is, too. I would cry, but I'm too fucking angry to do it yet.
And all on Entropy's birthday. I'm sorry, love, I hope that you have SOME fun today. Eat some ice cream for the rest of us, ok?
As for Gerard, I feel that this whole trauma with MSI and Lyn-Z was triggered by events that happened over the early part of the summer. Not just Eliza, but some other things as well. The deep-rooted guilt he feels over these events sparked a panic that resulted in the substance abuse, and then the "marriage". He's still covering up those guilty feelings.
Then we saw Mikey with the MSI t-shirt. Ok, maybe that was just brotherly support. ??
Now Frank's giving this bizarre endorsement of the cretinous bunch of mongrels called MSI. Yes, I'm angry with him for this. On one hand, he's got to be "political" and say, "Yeah, they're rad" in front of the press and the band itself. BUT. The over-the-top, almost gleeful-sounding "cheer" he gave for them makes me nauseous.
Franky, DO YOU HEAR ME?
Don't lose your balls on this one, baby. Believe me, I know how to glad-hand officials. I worked with doctors for years. Talk about shoveling shit. There is ALWAYS a way to make your words sound convincing and still get your point across without sucking up.
I'm still waiting for a response from you, SS. Don't put me off without one. I'll come to you and get it if I have to. If neither you nor Mayo show up later to address this, then I will assume you guys never really cared. And that will be the answer.
Don't know when L will feel like talking again, but don't worry, I'll be here. Someone I know fairly well said this recently, and I plan to stick by it:
Always believe.
Never give up.
J.
November 7, 2007 1:43 PM
why are you reposting them? i don't understand
Anonymous Kapunua said...
We've all done our best. When choosing between the lesser of two evils, can't you just choose neither? And how can we forgive you if we don't know who you are?
And jesus christ you guys, I just went to do my laundry.
No, I'm not crying--I know bands sell out. Nothing new.
November 7, 2007 1:59 PM
OPJ is always hating on Mayo/Gerard.
Blogger Original Punks said...
FRANK IERO (MCR,guitar) "I love them! We had the pleasure of opening for them a few years back in NYC, and it's great to be back on the road with such a rad bunch of people years later. They are an extremely inventive band and really fun to watch live. There is no other band out there like them, and they've been at it on their own for years. Younger bands could learn a lot from their work ethic."
I don't know if I can even put into words how I am feeling right now. I am truly crying as I write this. I never, ever thought I would see these words in print. It is one thing to have to go along with the rest to keep from causing trouble, but to sound so enthusiastic, so endorsing, I...I just don't know what to say.
I think I mentioned earlier that I nannied for twins that we're sexually abused from birth to three years old. I have seen the results of that and it makes you sick to your stomach to know that anyone would write such foul and rancid lyrics concerning a subject of this magnitude.
And to see Frank fall to this...
I have always respected Frank for never backing down from his beliefs, for always finding a way to sneak in what he really thought, or just not saying anything at all if he couldn't agree. This just tears my fucking heart out.
I don't think I can be on this blog either, at least not for a while. I'm too disappointed, too hurt, too confused.
I still love you, Frank, with all of my heart, but I cannot begin to tell you how devestaed I am from these words.
Gerard, I love you too, always will. That does not change. But it's getting harder and harder to look you in the eyes, and damn sure hard to keep the faith.
"If I'm so wrong, how can you listen all night long,
Now will it matter, after I'm gone,
Because you never learned a G.D. thing..."
I'm gone.
Love to all of the friends I have made on here, to Mayo and SS, and I hope one day I will return.
SS, if you are reading, please give us something to believe in. Good luck to you, and I'm so sorry.
L.
November 7, 2007 1:12 PM
I re posted those to show you how SS is DAMAGE CONTROL.
He saw you all saying these things and came here to pretend that Frank was really against them, last year.
The fact that "SS" no longer exists here shows you that he WAS just "damage control".
Whether SS was Frank or not, he lied to you one way or another.
You can't play both sides.
Stop fucking making excuses. There's no secret wording. Frank likes MSI get over it.
i'm not making excuses,he was being professional.
The ironic thing is how Kapu always seems to be the most chilled out person here when the shit hits the fan(s)
I'm not a fan of MSI. I'm just saying some of you are so desperate to believe that someone important feels the way you do that you try to find the littlest thing to convince your mind that it's true. Stop. He likes MSI.
The fact that "SS" no longer exists here shows you that he WAS just "damage control".
no longer exists here? LOL
just cos he hasn't been around in a while. perhaps he is busy, he often stays away for weeks at a time.
*cougharticlesaidmcrareinthestudiorightnowcough*
"I'm not a fan of MSI. I'm just saying some of you are so desperate to believe that someone important feels the way you do that you try to find the littlest thing to convince your mind that it's true. Stop. He likes MSI.
November 15, 2008 4:05 PM"
Exactly.
And if Frank was SS then he lied to you last year. He led you all to believe he was forced to say those things. "Lesser of two evils".
And if SS isn't Frank he still lied because he led you to believe that he was.
Cheers 4:07
MCR are in the studio right now because they're losing too many fans. even the Buzznet kids are leaving. i'm sure Reprise Records are aware of this and want MCR to put a new album out so they can suck up whatever profit there is left to be made before the well goes completely dry.
Pretty Purple Unicorn said...
Don't you guys think you're a little too old to be reacting this way to the fact that Frank likes MSI?
Let me remind you...again.
YOU DO NOT KNOW FRANK. You can't profess to have some deep knowledge of his preferences based on interviews, pictures and Youtube videos.
November 7, 2007 3:31 PM
Kapunua said...
Well, a couple of scrounging words from ss and you all go lovey dovey again.
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, Go on just say it,
You need me like a bad habit,
One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone.Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
I'm fucking fed up of this pathetic soap opera. It's so childish. The lives of MCR are now just a joke..We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
November 7, 2007 3:42 PM
MissTottenham said...
gel, I for one am pissed off at all the game playing.
A quote here, a hint there. Childish behaviour that is like a sopa opera. Now it seems Frank is involved.
People are stating that Frank only said what he said because the guy was sat next to him. Frank also didn't speak up when the guy slagged of MCR fans. Why? To tiptoe aroung Gerard and his new friends.
This is just another stupid game. When will they stop tiptoing aroung Gerard and just fucking slap him. It seems like they are aware of the reactions they are causing but enjoy these silly games. I for one have had enough, I wish they would grow up and get back to the music.
November 7, 2007 3:43 PM
None of this would have happendd if she would have just kept her mouth shut
i'm sure Kapunua knew that this would happen while she was typing it up.
to her it's worth everyone suffering as long as there's a chance mayo andd ss see her name. she needs all the attention she can get.
Everything is going to SHIT here all of a sudden.
November 7, 2007 12:44 PM
Magic Pie said...
Is it THAT hard to believe that Frank likes MSI?
You really think he's said nice things about them to save face?
People really don't have a lot of trust in the MCR boys anymore. Everyone thinks they are lying now.
Afraid of the truth?
November 7, 2007 12:47 PM
Magic Pie said...
anon, SS is someone people think is Frank, K is Kapunua
November 7, 2007 12:48 PM
ock10 said...
Don't give up, you guys.
DO NOT DOUBT...Do not lose hope, do not lose faith and do not lose your love.
November 7, 2007 1:01 PM
Anonymous said...
Is this the interview that was alluded to in the Anonymous poem from the other day? Is this the light that's been shed? "False words and smiles to seal his fate..."
Someone knew that Gerard was going to drag his lay on stage that night. Someone knew that Frank was going to ditch you all in an interview.
Someone here knows something and should step up.
November 7, 2007 1:03 PM
sdock10 said...
Just BELIEVE!
nonymous said...
The truth? Even if it is the truth, what about the things they said before? Their important message? "I would never want to be up there thinking, 'This is so fake'." Already happening!
November 7, 2007 12:54 PM
Magic Pie said...
SDOCK said...Big deal if he likes them or not...that does not change who he is.
Exactly. People are putting way too much into this. Everyone you know will like something that you don't. That shouldn't make you love them any less.
November 7, 2007 12:57 PM
fimble star said...
it ok my lovely frined. are you having a nice day so far.
and as far as the anon i totally remember that fake smile stuff but not sure if its to this. couldbe or could be not
November 7, 2007 1:05 PM
Anon616 said...
Faith, hope, love. Got it!
WHEW! Thank goodness you didn't ask me to 'not lose my virginity' Sdock10. THAT was lost LONG ago
;-)
November 7, 2007 1:06 PM
Anonymous said...
Do you see now? Do you see the battlefield, "Mayo"?? What does it look like to you? Your supporters, your protagonists, your warriors.... They are all either confused or are walking away. Look, there goes another one. Every one of them who had a heart, a mind, a brain, a soul. You traded them all for the teenagers that try to get into your pants. You traded them in for painted up clowns and clones.
good morning all
good morning anons
do you really think all this has a point?
If so could you just state it clearly and then any one else can decide whether or not they wish to agree/disagree or do anything about it at all
All the copy and pasting is confusing
ah well looking at the times it's obvious I'm alone again
No ergo, I've been sitting here sipping my tea for the past hour amazed by all the bullying.
I just haven't commented until now.
Hello Ergo and Tea anon.
Yeah, this silly shit is really something isn't it? Too bad I don't have any tea at the moment.
It's incredible elena.
Such juvenile behavior. If they think they are offending Kapunua, they're wrong. I'm sure she has far more emotional maturity than that and knows how to put things into perspective.
Apart from that, how are you today elena and ergo?
I'm fine thanks. At work at the moment. How are you?
Sorry elena, my BB is playing up, otherwise, I'm okay.
Hope you have a good evening. Bye.
I'm well thanks anon
HI elena
I jsut went for a fitness walk adn am now really hot
I suppose it's cold over there
anymore storms elena?
damn I missed people again, I should have had one more refresh earlier, oh well
Gonna go call my folks.
Have a good evening ^_^
HI RW!
gosh I seem to be the Grande Dame of Missing People today!
I am making Goulash Soup for tomorrow
and elena, I agree about the "poke" anons it's always just to try and provoke a reaction.
You can't ever argue with someone's feelings anyway, they are personal, you can say you don't feel the same way, but you can't tell them they don't feel what they feel
Wow.
So this is what happens when you sleep for 13 hours straight.
Um, should I ask how everyone is doing?
-A
HI Amy, you slept 13 hrs??
From 1am Amy-time until 2:30pm Amy-time. I actually got up and checked all the clocks in the house, because I thought Mister was playing a joke on me~
Be right back though, need to run to the store for tomatoes!
Ok, I am going to tell you that I was weak and boght a very cool MCR sweatjacket! Its the one where the skelton has an arrow thru him and his clothes are tattered. Alot of you know what it looks like. I love it. Soft,warm and comfy. It's
a small which I was shocked to find I fit in. Was the last one on the rack too. Whoot!
Yes I am a happy little fangirl right now and I dont care. It looks cool!
Have a good evening blogbelieve.
Try to treat each other with some kindness please. Hugs everyone. Bye
anon I know that design and it is cool, so glad you found one in your size
I bet you look great and I hope you enjoy wearing it
I want a new MUSE shirt but the dollar against the pound isn't real good at the moment
The MUSE shirt has B&W stripes and a piano with birds flying from it,I also want the MCR shirt with the B&W stripes and the fleur de lis type design on the front
I seem to have a thing for stripes
Ergo the Muse one sounds cool. I would never dare wear stripes. On you I'm sure it would look great.
Maybe you can ask for a Christmas present and put the Muse shirt on your list in LARGE print for the hubby to see so he gets the hint. :)
Believe me when I say the sweatshirt runs on the big side. I am lucky that it does.
I too like the fleur de lis design.
sounds like a plan anon!
though i did check the conversion rate and it would be $45 before postage, and I have been working, and tutoring......and I've been good......
I'm really trying to convince myself to just get it
I'd love a sweatshirt, only it isn't cold here long enough for me to justify getting another
plus at the moment here even thinking of winter clothing makes me feel hot! lol
I iz making choc snickerdoodles and watching HAARP
*sneaks up on EP*
BOO!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!
Hee! ^_^
How are you today, EP?
I'm good though it's very hot
how are you?
are your parents well? bet it's hot down there too, they've got storms forecast, hope we get some up here too, feels like they may build up
I'm well, thanks :)
My parents have gotten snow the past couple of days, so I wouldn't say they were hot! I'm faring better over here. It's cooled off, but no snow yet.
7:50, I've wanted to get that one for awhile now. I think I'm going to ask Santa for Christmas.
Hey, has anyone made their wishlists up yet?
-A
Hallo Ergo and RW!
oh hold on it's your sister in brisbane, got mixed up lol
yeah your parents wouldn't be hot would they, *duh*
Hi, A! :) How's things?
Yep, it's my sister who's in Brisbane. My parents are in frosty Saskatchewan.
Hi, MJ! :)
How are you this evening?
RW, they're things. I have a part time job interview on Thursday that I'm excited for, but that's really all that's new. How've you been?
Hiya MJ!
Hi amy!
I'm good, thanks, A :)
Good luck with the interview!
oh amy that is great! good luck for then
Hi MJ!
Hello amy,ep,rw and any anons that are about. I am in a bad mood. But it is slowly fading. How are all of you.
I'm good
I just made choc snickerdoodles, it's lunchtime and very hot and I'm watching HAARP under the fan
did your headache go away yesterday?
I am in a bad mood.
:(
That sucks.
Squeeze a kitty.I find that helps.
Just don't squeeze them too hard. They don't like that.
I'm doing well MJ, glad to hear your shitty mood is going away.
RW, what have you been up to lately? Seems like forever since I saw you around.
Ergo, how'd that Goulash soup come out? I'm hunting my cupboards for some paprika.
I really wanna start hanging my Christmas Decorations up.
I'm still working on grey wool suits for our latest opera production, A. Nothing new to report, I'm afraid.
I really wanna start hanging my Christmas Decorations up.
I say go for it!
I may get a tree this year. I haven't had one since I lived at home.
Ep yes it did. I think I am just sleep on my neck funny and it is causing pain.
Rw the kitty is asleep I don't want to wake him.
amy why are you talking about xmas it's only nov.
It's cooking away slowly Amy, I have it on low so it can sit all day and I can ignore it, I'll put it in the fridge until tomorrow then and heat it up in the afternoon, means I don't have to cook tomorrow night,
later I am roasting one of our roosters, but I don't know what I'll have with it, maybe a potato gratin and a spinach salad, to hot for a full roast dinner
You have to try goulash with paprika, I love the stuff, and I keep it in the freezer (well most of my dry herbs and powders I do), they don't go stale or lumpy
amy why are you talking about xmas it's only nov.
We have our Santa Claus parade here tomorrow, MJ.
just gotta say
"Plug in baby" is a brilliant song
Oh hey, that reminds me... speaking of songs, I heard something called I've Got Your Back At Christmas while at the mall today. Made me wonder if they were planning on holding up a convenience store or something.
I just changed some setting on my computer to try and make it run better. interesting results.
Already like I said it's only Nov. And Santa should be working on toys.
MJ, I love Christmas. The most wonderful time of the year, regardless of how much money you don't have. Like me.
That and mom just sent me a box of heirloom decorations, so I've got some Christmas stuff unpacked all over the kitchen. You should have seen the look of disappointment on Mister's face. He was hoping it was presents!
I'm doing the real tree thing this year RW, I like the plastic trees, but they don't smell as nice, and they're so damned expensive.
RW, Mister has a Christmas CD by The Vandals, and there's a song on there called "Christmastime for my Penis".
Yeah. :S
I don't really have much xmas spirit right now.
there's a song on there called "Christmastime for my Penis".
O_o
Which, I imgaine, would be every day for men if they had their way.
I'm not a big Christmas person. I prefer Halloween. But I'd still like a tree this year.
I think that's essentially the idea. I try not to think about it too much.
MJ, I've been immersed in Christmas Spirit since the beginning of October, I can't help it now.
Killers had Don't Shoot me Santa Clause
I didn't know Santa packed heat!
It was on south park Rw. Not only does Santa pack heat but so does jesus.
And Jesus died saving Santa
LOL, now there's a song.
Nothing tops "Grandma got run over by a reindeer", because Grandma's drunk when she get's smoked by Santa.
She probably didn't feel a thing, A.
Not only does Santa pack heat but so does jesus.
O_O
Well, on that note I shall call it a night. I have phone call to make, and a book to read, then bed.
Have a lovely evening, everyone :)
Lol Rw. They were holding Santa hostage and they did bad things to his balls. I think Santa shot them in the head when he got out.
They were holding Santa hostage and they did bad things to his balls.
o_O
I think Santa said something like " It isn't nice to do that to Santa's balls
"
Goodnight RW!
BRB, eating.
I missed RW saying goodnight
goodnight RW
goodnight RW sweet dreams (not involving violent santas!)
MJ I saw that one, I do like South Park, it is so twisted.
EP it is twisted in a good way.
I find it has gotten smarter as the seasons have gone on. I think at first, it was just meant to piss people off, but now they're.. I dunno how to explain it.
i have to admit, christmas decos and all that fuss leaves me feeling rather blah.
haven't had much taste for any of that in the last few years. :/
hello everyone.
I love how nothing is sacred, I know sometimes some bits I cringe at, but I think they are very talented guys
hello TJ!
hello ergo. :)
i have to tell you something -- do you remember that other night when i was pretty down, you wrote a comment after i left telling me to take the koala to remember you by. i forgot to thank you the next day when i read the comment, but i've had the koala at my bedside ever since.
i'm sorry i didn't thank you before this.
thank you. you're wonderful. :)
*big hugs*
you're very welcome TJ I hoped you'd seen it.
Just always gotta remember someone is thinking of you :]
Hello TJ.
Amy it has gotten smarter over the years. I think because those guys don't take themselves seriously, they don't act like they are doing the fans a favor by just putting on the show and most of all I think they care and like what they are doing.
i'll do my best to remember that, but lots of reminders are good too. :)
hey there martha. :)
MJ they say a lot of things that a lot of people think but never say as they know they'll be hassled as not being "politically correct" which to me gets taken to the most ridiculous extreme.
But Trey and Matt don't care, they will say anything, which is good as it can get people discussing things and maybe see how ridiculous some things really are
Hallo Teej!
Man, I'm stuffed.
Being able to see the ridiculous side of things actually makes you think more logically. Just my opinion.
I do love a good South Park, but they sorta lost me with the NAMBLA (I could have that wrong) one. I haven't seen so many since then.
hello there, amyranth.
do you want a wafer thin mint?
Hallo Carrie.
I thought the NAMBLA one was good, but I really enjoyed the Mormon one.
Sure, why not?
Can I trade you an oreo for it?
hey there carrie, hello anon.
i still think the episode where they were trying to return the lotr movie to the rental store was brilliant. i loved that one.
Hi anon! I think it does too
Hi carrie!
carrie there are always episodes I feel discomforted by so I understand what you mean
amyranth how can you be stuffed and still even think about food? lol
going back a long way, but the Cartman gets An Anal Probe always makes me laugh out loud
me!
me!
Eww, wafer thin mint! I almost got some Holy Grail Ale today, Terry was gathering brewing supplies at this cool store called The Cork & Ale that we go to every once in awhile. They have a ton of imported stuff, I love to just wander about reading all the labels.
*HAPPY DANCE*
I am so easily amused really , lol
I think the Mr. Hanky ones are my faves.
I'm not really au fait with south park. What happened in that episode toujours?
Oh, but my absolute fave would have to be the underwear stealing Gnomes, because at the time, Terry was working for a guy who had the same damn business plan, or at least it seemed that way. :)
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