If they fell from another, more absurd place
A less substantial weight to bear. And, I know
My bed is made and the window remains open
Allowing irony’s profit to be misplaced.
Words, my last few volumes broken, then
Apportioned fault by a guile fleet, far off
On the horizon, consider the last avowed
Rescued last year, and now netted
After the flood pushed everything out.
p.s. and everything from then on.
824 comments:
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It's because of people like you. If she did give details, you would just twist them around trying to make her sound bad.
The question is then, exactly why would anyone "use it against" another person? That doesn't sound healthy.
It's because of people like you. If she did give details, you would just twist them around trying to make her sound bad.
September 25, 2008 1:51 AM
Fuck off Fimbel Star.
aawww, i miss ergo. she would've grabbed the top spot.
Really 1:49?
That's an assumption. Did she give others permission to use it? No.
Sorry honey, i'm not fimbel.
and infected it with fair minded logic and such. Okay, really going to bed now, had to dose my cats and couldn't resist the one last look.
You don't need permission to quote somebody. I'm sorry but I stand by the people who emailed her boss.
Goodnight carrie sweet dreams
Think what you want about Kapunua but you are ruining the blog with your hatred. I happen to find her fascinating and smarter than the average bear.
You don't need permission to quote somebody. I'm sorry but I stand by the people who emailed her boss.
Gosh, it must of been somebody that really hates her. You sound like you hate her.
It wasn't me. I don't know who it was and I don't care. They did the right thing.
1.52
Sorry. You are wrong. She did post the accusations against the clowns here, herself. That is how the anons knew to go to her live journal. Was it wrong for them to do? Yes.
Was it wrong for her to accuse clients of sexual harassment
which became sexual assualt accusations in under 10 minutes
on a public blog and list their personal information
including their names and place of business? YES
Goodnight Carrie, sleep well! Groovy '80s hair, BTW. ;)
BC, TJ, I'm going to bed. Too many anons in here. Sleep well, ladies, and I'll see you tomorrow!
Goodnight Mayo, and thanks again for visiting...your own blog...uh, well, you know. :D GOOD TO SEE YOU!
love, faith, hope, peace and quiet
good night j. sweet dreams.
give l. my good night as well. :)
Fuck! This is a blog. How can you hate someone you don't really know. Yes you may not get along, but to truly hate someone, come on! I dont talk to people that i dont want to , but i never bash them.Do yourself and everyone else a favor and get over this hate. Everytime i come here it looks like i went to buzznet !
Goodnight J, sweet dreams to you and L.
1.52
Are you the european maybe but may6be not sort of anon??
*winks winks*
Anonymous said...
It wasn't me. I don't know who it was and I don't care. They did the right thing.
At least we agree on that, since now she wants to go to medical school.
YOU GO GIRL.
I bet Mayo wanted to punch her right in her ugly face for that.
At least we agree on that, since now she wants to go to medical school.
YEAH RIGHT!
Fuck off Fimbel Star
Since that was me and not fimble i will say this to you, since she is not here to defend herself....YOU Fuck OFF!! ... Because i'm just twisted that way
2:00 regardless of what she wrote you don't right a wrong with another wrong.
Her observations may have had some substance.
I dont see why you are so jealous because friends got to see each other, I was happy for them. These people have been here from the start, and i think that when they had a chance to meet up i thought that was a good thing.
SS baby,
Won't stay long, going to go finish some writing of my own. It's close to being done; I just have to motivate myself. ;)
So I'll go finish my story, and you...go do whatever it is you do at 2 in the morning (sleep, I assume?). Talk to you tomorrow.
Goodnight, precious. I love you.
My heart to yours, always.
I bet Mayo wanted to punch her right in her ugly face for that.
Your maturity is showing...you do know that this is a blog and you can't punch a computer...don't you??
Dickweed= Allie
2:21
Who cares?
I do wonder if some you people do know the meaning of a friendship. Where you support each other, show kindness and consideration towards each others feelings?
And also being honest and loving enough to call them out when they need it? But not in a mean and attacking way; that only encourages defensiveness.
If you can experience just one friend that holds you or you them, in such esteem, then you are truly blessed. Trust and loyalty are good things.
Peeks in...good, all the kidos are asleep and will be ready for school tomorrow!
And also being honest and loving enough to call them out when they need it? But not in a mean and attacking way; that only encourages defensiveness.
By wanting to punch someone's ugly face? Is that in a loving way?
2:31
You obviously had have no clue.
Mayo
Well I’m writing this to be posted tonight and I’m sitting here wondering if by that time you’ll have posted something new. No pressure, just wondering. See I can’t help it I do worry about you. Granted I’m not as big a worrywart as I used to be but still old habits die-hard. I’m hoping you’re just busy enjoying your life.
So since I’m gonna be gone tonight, or right now since this is being posted tonight, I really don’t have much to say. It’s been one of those slow days for me. I’ve just puttered around the house doing little things that usually get ignored. Not a lot of fun but necessary. Still these kind of days are good for the soul. They allow you to slow down and become a bit more grounded. Lord knows I need that. Sometimes I don’t know if I’m comin’ or goin’. (good thing you can’t see me because I just “heard” what I just wrote and my mind just totally took that in a whole different direction).
Well hope everything is going good on the blog when this posts. Hope everyone is playing nice. Wish me luck. Hey, if I win the progressive I like to play I’ll split it with you. Yeah, you gotta know it’s A LOT of money for me to offer that. No, really even if it wasn’t I’d still share with you.
Be Well. Be Happy. Be True to Yourself.
Oh, bet you thought I wasn’t gonna remember tomorrows task. Let’s see. Here’s one. Write down the name of the five people you are closest to. Then after each name write one word you think best describes them. Just one word. It’s not all that easy. I’ve actually done this. It really makes you stop at think about the people in your life and why you’re close to them.
Night Mayo
Elena (Just Be)
SS
I haven’t spoken directly to you in a while. I know you understand. I do want to say once more that you are always in my thoughts. Remember a cloudburst doesn’t last all day.
Stay strong, stay well, and always keep the faith.
Night SS
Elena
so, i'm out catching up on my other blogs (*gasp* i...uh...i never told you that...i read....other blogs, mayo. i'm so sorry!)
*grin*
and anyway, you know how they have blogrolls, and it's like wandering into a maze. well, i followed the white rabbit, and ended up on terry moore's blog, and seeing the covers to echo.
anyone know what that's about? i haven't read him since sip, and this looks intriguing, if the covers are any indication.
Goodnight elena, sweet dreams. I'm off to bed as well. Goodnight TJ, sweet dreams.
Sugarplum: I left some comments about the nightwish show at your blog. Goodnight! *blows kisses*
good night bc!
mayo,
i'm glad you stayed to talk, and i'm glad you posted a new entry. i was just starting to get a teensy bit worried. just a little bit.
you know, in the beginning, there were a lot of theories about you flying everywhere in blogbelieve. we've all settled down since then, each of us comfortable in what we have come to believe about you, i suppose.
but at one point i did sit down with myself and try to figure out what it was that kept me here. just like with everything else, i needed to understand my motivations here, and what it was that truly inspired me. what, i asked myself, was the truth, for me?
my answer turned out to be simple, and i've written this in other parts of blogbelieve as well. here, we are truly only our names and our words. i once said that blogbelieve was a place of imagination and heart, and that's true, whether i'm talking about the silliness we can get up to here in the comments, or the enjoyment that comes from reading your words up top.
maybe i wouldn't have been able to say this a year ago, but now, i can say easily and with certainty: mayo, it is your words. it is the kindness you have shown us here, and the little jokes you have shared with us, and the pieces of your self and your past you have shared.
it's not "mayo, who might be..."
it's just mayo.
okay, i'll address the rest of your poem, line by line, over the course of the next week. *grin*
but i do think it's beginning to sound a bit more positive, now that i've re-read it.
must sleep.
good night, mayo. what weird place we have here, but i'm so very glad for it. be well.
I am here because I heard someone was hurt. I wanted to make sure they hadn't broken down.
September 24, 2008 11:34 PM
This is exactly why I came here to begin with. Still am, but I made many friends. No, I don't get along with everyone, but I try to remain respectful. Kindness from anons, ALL anons, and the blues should be the norm, not the exception.
Elena's goodnight gave me something to think about. I believe I will do the task as well, but a little different. I am going to write the names of EVERYONE from the blog that I can remember, current and former, then use one KIND word to describe each.
Something to think about. Try to find one nice thing about all those here, even if you don't speak to them. Just one word.
It can't hurt.
Good night BlogBelieve.
(Looking for those stars)
hello mayo!
thank you for the new post.
Mayonaise said...
I'm great. Actually, I am.
wow you sound kinda chirpy! not the morose miserable bastard you usually come across as. ^_~
you do have a brilliant way with words mayo! i know you must know that. course you do. just thought i'd mention it again for the zillionth time!
i'm still reading this one, i think i get it. i get the first part anyway, i think?
sometimes i feel embarrassed that you have created this beautiful blog full of beautiful words written by you. and then your beautiful words get to share the same space as ugly, hate filled words. i would be angry if it was my blog. where do people get off being so fucking vile to each other. i shake my head at some comments made here, usually anonymously. filled with jealousy and hatred. it is so horrible to read. maybe if the people that made those comments went back and read them in one sitting, which is what i have just done (whilst catching up) then they would just see how ugly and bitter they sound.
anyway so that's what ruins this place for me.
hello blogbelieve!
hope you are all doing well and hope you have thrilling thursdays!
love to you solly, thanks for sharing.
miss T i'm so sorry.
have a good one mayo!
you too SS!
p.s. I breathe, eat, shit, piss, fuck...you know the rest.
*sharp intake of breath*
mayo i had pictured you to be like The Queen of England, apparently she doesn't go to the toilet! let alone fuck!!
Good morning/afternoon/night Mayo, SS, Sweetcheeks, Amy, J, Elena and L (via J), Carrie, TJ, Ergo, umm...Dickweed, Summer's Eve; various anons, watchers and lurkers; all douches (with or without vinegar), ditch diggers and grave diggers in the land o'blogbelieve!
Mayo: I was beginning to think you fell off the face of the earth. I am relieved to 'see' you are simply "Lost, at See." ;) I do hope you have a reliable compass!
I'm going to have to agree with TJ. It's your words. They are mighty pretty! I especially like the last two lines. Floods are great for cleansing. Of course, they do leave quite a mess! But, once the mess is cleaned up, you are often times left the raw, natural beauty and state of things. That's good! Methinks!
As always, thank you for the new painting!! It is truly lovely!
*no douche pun intended with the cleansing statement*
BC: I saw your comments! Thank you so much, sweetcheeks!!! How was your day? Did you do anything special? Did I read something about you seeing Killer with a girl? :(
Maybe it was his sister!!! It could have been! Or, just a friend.
*hugs and kisses*
Sdock: I was so sorry to read about your little cousin. Those kinds of anniversaries are never easy. No matter how many years have passed, the memories of 'that day' always come flooding back. The sights, sounds, smells, tastes, the temperature of the room, what we wore, what they wore....everything. And, we experience all those things again.
*hugs*
MissT: I hope you're doing a little better today. You are still in my thoughts. *hugs and snogs*
Amy and J: I hope your arms aren't too sore from all that digging last night! Ya'll did save a bottle of wine for me, correct? ;)
SS: I hope you are well! I (also) hope you're enjoying the new season as much as Mayo is!!! Autumn is most certainly in the air. Even here in Louizanna!
For your reading pleasure and pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
Author Unknown
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry.
Two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.
One of these days is yesterday with its mistakes and cares,
Its faults and blunders, Its aches and pains.
Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday.
We cannot undo a single act we performed.
We cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone.
The other day we should not worry about is tomorrow.
With its possible adversities, Its burdens,
Its large promise and poor performance.
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control.
Tomorrow's Sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds,
but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn.
This just leaves only one day . . . Today.
Any person can fight the battles of just one day.
It is only when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternity's -
yesterday and tomorrow that we break down.
It is not the experience of today that drives people mad.
It is the remorse or bitterness for something which happened yesterday
and the dread of what tomorrow may bring.
Let us therefore live but one day at a time.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Have an as happy as possible today, everyone!
Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy
Hi Martha, RW, SC, Fang Bang, TODD and The Thing!
Hi FASC!!!! Where the heck is Lewis? How are you? How's the academic stuff coming along?
Bye (for now) FASC!!!!
*blows kisses*
hey wendy!!
can't stop! just out the door to pick my lad up from pre school.
lewis is fine, she is busy packing to move house.
academic stuff is a pile of shit! i need to win the lottery cos my brain has stopped functioning!
gotta dash!
love to you!
Seeing Leathermouth play live is incredible, especially from the pit! I have so much more to say but for now that's about it.
Oh, and Frank Iero is so sparkly and he never fails to make me smile when I meet him.
Oh and WHY is that??
Don't be stupid, unless you kiss her ass she'll never tell us but it's so obvious something happened.
Have a wonderful Thursday, BBers.
Mayo,
I just don't know.
Love to YOU Always,
S
MissT,
I read about your friend and i am truly sorry for your lost.
Maybe you can take comfort in living life to the fullest and celebrating her memory.
I named my blog for all who is gone, and i live each day for each and every one of them.
I could write a book on death and grief, but i choose to celebrate each breath i take and remember all of them in everything i do.
Of course you grieve and you have the pain of a heart breaking, but in time your heart will be filled with the joy and happiness of all the memory's you shared together.
And with remembering you will smile, soon after you will laugh and then again you will cry and then you realize, they are always with us all the time!
Mayo,
I really don't give a fuck ether!!!
Everyone else, i miss all of you all the time.
Blows kiss!
And Windy you forgot to say hi!!!!
See i noticed!
My heart to yours,
PJ
I had been debating on whether or not to even post a comment but last night made my mind up for me. The shit that was said last night and the shit that wasn’t said just blows my mind. The thought of MissT’s friend Laura and my baby cousin dying at such young ages made me realize something. Life is too fucking short and how you spend the time you’ve been given is up to you. Think about it.
My conscience is clear. Can you say the same?
There are things that go on here that I will never understand. There are people here that I will never understand. Even so, I have never accused anyone of anything or pointed a finger at anyone or called anyone here a name. Here’s the thing, in real life I stay away from people like that. I don’t need childish bullshit like that in my life. And no, I don’t have to speak to them just to be nice. You leave me alone and I’ll leave you alone. That’s the way I’ve always been. You can accuse me all day long of being a bitch but you can’t accuse me of being fake. I just can’t do it. This is exactly why I have to step away from this for a bit.
This place changed back in February. Believe what you want but it did. Time and time again my friends and I were accused of doing things that I know for a fact we did not do and I was willing to look past it and let it go. That’s something that I’m not used to doing. I don’t like to just let things go. I like proving other people wrong. I tried to look over it for the sake of the blog and to keep the peace. But the bullshit and the fakeness that some people spew out here on a daily basis keep getting the best of me and it shouldn’t be that way. It is just a blog. I can’t just sit here and pretend that awful things aren’t being said about my friends and let it go any longer. You guys win. Have at it. I just have one question for you though, what exactly do you think you’ve won? Control over an anonymous blog? If that’s the case, then here’s a newsflash for you: You were here for the wrong reasons the whole damn time. I kind of feel sorry for you because I’m sure you don’t even get that. Sucks to be you.
Mayo,
I’ll be back eventually, I’m sure. I’m not saying goodbye. I’m only taking a break. Hell, I may even be back tomorrow. I just had to get this off my chest. Hope you can understand that. Thank you for allowing me to stick around here and for giving me the opportunity to meet some of the most awesome people in the world. I’ll never be able to repay you for that. Thank you for the new post and I will continue to read your words. I just won’t be commenting on them for awhile. Not that I ever really did. See you around, okay?
SS,
Same goes for you. You are my friend and I thank you for what you’ve done and what you continue to do. I know you understand where I’m coming from though. I wish you all the best, my friend.
For now, I’m out.
Smoke&Venom20
Oh and for the record, I have also met Frank and the dude is very sparkly. I thought everyone knew that.
Just thought you'd like to know.
See you guys later, eventually, maybe one day.
Bye Smoke.
What a mess this place is. Yet Mayo merely comes on here and says his usual, "I am well. How are you?"
If any of you had any sense you would just leave this place to anons and continue your friendships in private places.
As an observer only, from where I sit, it appears to me that this castle's walls are cracking. It needs to be condemned. For your own saftety, get out.
My new purple shoes,
been amazing the people next door
And my rock 'n roll 45's,
been enraging the folks on the lower floor
I got a way with girls on my block
Try my best be a real individual
And when we go down to Smokies and rock
They line up like it's some kind of ritual
Oh give me a good guitar,
and you can say that my hair's a disgrace
Or, just give me an open car,
I'll make the speed of light outta this place
I like the good things in life
But most of the best things ain't free
And this same situation, just cuts like a knife
When you're young, and you're poor, and you're crazy
But oh, give me a good guitar,
and you can say that my hair's a disgrace
Or, just give me an open car,
I'll make the speed of light outta this place
mayonaise said...
Allow this place to bring you some peace, fun, and happiness.
Be present for each other.
So. Tell, me guys.
How's that workin' out for ya?
Not so great.
I'm unable to sign in because I no longer have an account here, but I can assure you that the words hold weight.
Everything Smoke said, but I'd like to add something. As silly as it may sound, that plane crash that happened last week still weighs heavily on my mind. And it made me totally re-evaluate the things that are important in my life, the things that I have that others might not be so fortunate enough to have -- hearing, people who care, a bed to sleep in, food to eat. And the time comes that you have to make a mental checklist of the things, the people who are important.
So, let's just be honest, huh? It has become increasingly easier to walk away from this place. And now, after the fucking sick joke that was last night, it's inevitable. I won't be back, because this is absolutely not worth it to me in any shape, form, or fashion, to see you go so far as to use another's pain as some tool to keep knocking them down, no matter who it is.
So, yeah. You win, and you can have it.
And I'll go ahead and address accusations of Anonymous commenting, as I know that is bound to eventually get brought up. I can proudly say I never, not once, was an Anonymous here. I was God that one time, but that shit was kind of funny, and sure as hell didn't hurt anyones feelings. So, you can bet if it isn't worth my time signed in, it isn't worth my time to "come back as an Anon."
To the people whom I've developed friendships with and who are concerned for my whereabouts, I fully intend to keep in touch at your blogs, time allowing. Thank you for everything, and by everything, I mean everything.
Kapunua, I'm so sorry. That's a very tough situation, one with a lot of shakey ground, but I hope your friend finds the help they need and are surrounded by people who can do that for them. I hope everything turns out okay.
FASC, I see you, but I can't comment. :( I'm okay though!
Mayo, I'm sorry. You know everything you did, and I'm so, so grateful. I'll never forget. Thank you.
SS, thank you as well, for all of the stories and the laughs and the really awkward tangos. It was a blast.
Bye Mustard.
Something is seriously wrong with some of you anonymous people.
The cruelty you show is absolutely astonishing. It makes me worry for the future.
You should try to put yourself in someone else's shoes. How would you feel if someone was verbally abusing you or the things you do.
If your venom towards someone you don't even know is so strong, you need to get some help. For your own good.
I'm sorry. I have no encouraging words left to offer.
Well isn't this a crying shame. I hope whoever set out to ruin this blog is happy. Whats sad is, this person accused the wrong people of running everyone off this blog. Maybe they need to look in the mirror. The people they accused never said anything bad about anyone. Life is hard enough, they came here to have somewhere to share their ups and downs and lately all they get is a hard time. I hope you are happy....wait that's right, people like you can't be happy.
This is really too sad.
I feel as if all the life has just been drained out of this place.
"Anonymous said...
Dickweed= Allie
September 25, 2008 2:21 AM"
*bzzzz* Try again. Also, I always see them spell it with one "l" whne they talk about her.
I like how so many people claim to know exactly who said what to who at what point. You forget 99% of anons are undressed blues.
Twisted no one ruined it. Mayo's blog is fine. Mayo has no problem with it so why should you?
That was already done once, 6:05. The person didn't want to make a fuss so few noticed. She had nice things to say to a list of people including K. :)
I have never been blue.
She had nice things to say to a list of people including K. :)
Why is that an add on?
Because she's been slammed a lot lately. Not everyone has a problem with her.
'Cunt' is a word I only use for the really really bad. You never say it unless you mean it. And some people here need it said about them. You all know who.
September 25, 2008 12:35 AM
Were these your words dick weed?
If you take the time to read everything in such detail, you would have seen me clearly point out that I had nothing to do with that. I don't need to resort to childish name calling.
"Anonymous said...
Dickweed= Allie
September 25, 2008 2:21 AM"
*bzzzz* Try again. Also, I always see them spell it with one "l" whne they talk about her.
I like how so many people claim to know exactly who said what to who at what point. You forget 99% of anons are undressed blues.
September 25, 2008 11:08 AM
Just like you, until you turned blue.
Another Reggie/LM review if anyone is interested
Oh, great.
Let the Frank bashing begin.
Twisted, you shouldn't talk about something you know nothing about. The only things I point out are the things with names on them. Problem with me making an account? That's uhhh fine. I'm having a good day.
"I don't need to resort to childish name calling."
But you did need to resort to making fun of her friend who wants to kill herself. I think a little name callng was in order. And wasn't as bad as what you did.
Of course you're having a good day. Becauese all the life is leaving this blog.
---Just someone who liked the sunshine girls
Without the people who gave this blog it's spark it will be dead in no time.
I give it a month.
*its
I think like everything related to the band My Chemical Romance, this blog started out to be a good thing, but over time it just fell apart...much like the band. :/
When did I make fun of her friend? I said suicide is a person's right. For the record, I've been suicidal. Wanting to die and having your life taken away are completely different things. All I did was point that out. I think you confused me with other anons, there were a lot on last night.
No, I believe you said that Kapu's observation about her friend was a ploy for Kapu to get attention onto her and away from Sdock's little cousin when everyone was upset last night. I saw a lot of people having a bad night. You only made fun of one person. I would have called you something worse than a dickweed.
Wanting to die and having your life taken away are completely different things. That is true.
The point you were missing is that however a person dies, it doesn't change the effect on the people who love them.
Who are the sunshine girls? Comments like that don't carry much weight.
Well, here's a hint.
The sunshine girls don't continually bitch about their health, their midlife crises, their unknown "path", etc.
They talk and have fun.
Oh - and they aren't budding alcoholics, either.
You know that I only "made fun" of one person, how? I don't think you're clear on which comments were mine and which weren't. Call me whatever you want, it won't change my opinion.
Dickweed if i may ask...what is the truth?
All i know. there was alot of bashing going on last night and i don't see how you can sit here and say those kind of things don't hurt this blog. I'm not trying to be an ass, i just want to know.
Anon, let me put it to you this way.
Two people spoke about the real death of someone they care for. K brought to the conversation a complaint that someone on the internet was thinking about killing themself again.
It had nothing to do with helping the girls she calls friends and was nothing like their situations.
A lot of people have hurt this blog. Mayo being one of the first with MWM.
Twisted, unless you insist I was every single anon comment, you're blaming the wrong one. I bashed a situation; not a person. Take out K and put in the Pope and I'd feel the same way. You don't support friends by talking about your own issues and ignoring theirs.
12:08 that's not fair! This is all about me. Didn't you get the memo? I single handedly ruined this blog. Mayo saw, he can tell you.
I thought the same thing DW.
I like you DW.
Dickweed,I think maybe you got your feelings hurt, and that sucks, but everyone at some point gets their feelings hurt. I know i have, but that does not give you the right to bash other people. Move on and get past the hate. I'ts only hurting yourself.
I'm flip flopping. I was backing K but now I understand Dickweed's point. I like K but that was bad timing.
It had nothing to do with helping the girls she calls friends and was nothing like their situations.
So did a lot of people. I didn't see you single them out which makes me think you are someone here with a vendetta.
How did YOU help the girls?
Twisted, I'm not hurt. I'm ok so pass the pity to someone who needs it. Again, I did not bash a person.
Random anons kick ass.
Bad timing is often the result not reading the previous comments.
^of
I did not see a lot of people, as you put it. Maybe they were just quieter or something.
What did I do? I posted as an anon and offered kind words. That's all I can do via the internet. I also took the time to add them and their loved ones to my prayers. I'm so damn evil.
So did a lot of people. I didn't see you single them out which makes me think you are someone here with a vendetta.
I have to say i agree
This is John Gabriel's Greater Internet Fuckwad Theory in action, my friends.
So when Mayo wrote "Mostly, nonsense" on his profile, was that in response to TJ's question about what he has been reading lately?
If he's talking about the shit that goes on in this blog, I have to agree.
Was it bad timing or poor taste? We can't tell.
12:21 it was a reply for what he's been up to.
I'm dickweed, not Mayo. Don't change my label without her permission.
I do think you are trying to rally the kapunua haters.
Who cares if someone was less than perfectly sensitive to everyone who has a problem on this blog?
It seems to me like practically everyone who comes here has some kind of shit going on in their lives.
I didn't see Mayo offering up any sympathy or help either.
Dickweed, you are talking "nonsense."
Ok then but I'm not a hater. I'm also not a leader. I can't believe I'm being paid for this. My boss is awesome.
Precious few people came in to offer a word to the sisters and then the rest just carried on what they were doing. Drinking wine, playing games, talking about how they never knew what to say. I saw Kapu come in and say something to her friends. Then I saw her come in and say that she had just gotten some news that her friend wanted to kill herself. Dickweed you are a saint. Not.
"Dickweed, you are talking "nonsense."
I'm typing it, you mean? To each his own.
Okay. So now I am convinced.
Dickweed is Alie.
You also tried to turn girls who are friends against each other by twisting their words and their motives. I think you're a lot worse than being just a dickweed.
I for one am sorry to see the sunshine girls go. That is just my name for what the haters nicknamed the "day crew"..
Oh shit, you're right. Dickweed is Alie, Mel, BI, Fruit Punch and all those. She sounds exactly like that. I didn't notice it before but hell. You are right.
Elena is a saint. Fact check please. Dickweed never played themself up. That's part of the attraction.
Dickweed can you give me truth about yourself?
Now that I ralize that Dickweed is the usual trouble maker I'm not even interested anymore, lol. Just sad that so many left / are leaving.
Contact any one of those people and verify that. Really, I'll wait. I have never used any of those names on this or any other blog. Believe it or not, your choice.
"You also tried to turn girls who are friends against each other by twisting their words and their motives. I think you're a lot worse than being just a dickweed."
You can think whatever you want, I'm not going to argue your opinion. I will say that I didn't turn anyone against anyone or twist words or motives, which I don't even think is possible.
sometimes you have to pull up a few weeds so your garden can grow...
I told the truth about myself last night and today.
TS knows you aren't Alie, Dickweed. Don't sweat it.
You are a thousand times worse than someone who came on here, said words of comfort to her friends and then asked for comfort herself. You're nothing. You're actually shit.
I have nothing against anybody. What i do have a problem with is the bad remarks, and the name calling.Also people that come here to turn friends against each other.
I know I'm not and Alie would know I'm not so I don't care.
Lol then you are a "friend" of Alie. Alie has a lot of imaginary friends and they are mostly her too.
I am going to throw my two cents in here, for what i'ts worth. Back in October, the first ugly comment I ever recieved here was from Kapunua. The comment didn't involve her, was not nasty, and she came in and trashed it because she didn't agree with what was said. It took me aback, but I said nothing. Then I saw it happening over and over to others. Rude, ugly remarks where none were called for.
The first true viciousness from blues who were anons was in January. February brought a whole new set of problems. Things were blown out of proportion, anons were coming in for SIX HOUR stints of trashing, on both sides.
If you come right down to it, lack of respect and rudeness is what has been the problem all along. That's all that is being asked.
Some anons ARE troublemakers, people who purposely try to inject hatred into the conversation. Then there are others who really feel strongly about this place and the people.
Kapunua has repeatedly told people here NOT to defend her, and she has stated she would not defend others. Her comment at one point was "I didn't realize we were all in third grade." Were the truly hateful anons last night justified in what they were saying? No. Several of them crossed a line. Some didn't. If you can get your point across without name calling, trashing the PERSON, and state WHY you are unhappy, and offer solutions, it can be productive.
Name calling from either side does not help. It automatically makes people defensive, and no one will listen to what is really being said.
I would like to know how Kapunua's friend is, what happened. I hope she helped her, and I am sorry for ALL who have lost loved ones.
Good Day.
P.S. If your intent is to get the attention OFF Kapunua in this blog, the repeated comments about her are not going to help. As they say, ALL publicity is GOOD publicity. This blog became all about her long ago. Only ignoring is going to change that.
Well i am outta here. Goodbye anons and dickweed. I should be cleaning my house, but i keep on trying to put it off! LOL!!
Twisted, I never said "everyone go hate someone." Seriously, who would listen to that anyway? The only twist lately is you. I have no idea what I supposedly twisted on anyone.
12:44 I have a name already but I'll take that into consideration.
Hi OPs.
It's great how you can trash someone, point a finger at someone and then pretend you are doing it in order to be nice.
The first nasty comments were actually from Mayo.
12:48 couple of things:
K posted about her friend at the porch. I don't want her gone but I'm not the only one who was anon. I didn't call names, that would be K.
Anonymous said...
Hi OPs.
September 25, 2008 12:51 PM
Anonymous said...
It's great how you can trash someone, point a finger at someone and then pretend you are doing it in order to be nice.
The first nasty comments were actually from Mayo.
September 25, 2008 12:52 PM
You have actually proved my point, Anon. You automatically pick someone who you obviously don't like and start naming. Next I will be Amyranth, then I will be Siobhan, then, who knows. Pray tell, have you a magic window that tells you who everyone is? I'm afraid it clouded over today. Not the OPS.
Oh, not Amyranth either, or Siobhan.
I wish I understood 12:52. What are you talking about?
I'm not any of them either. :)
Holy shit. Yeah, just holy shit. I just finished reading what when on here last night. Okay, to be honest not all of it. I couldn’t make myself read all of it. I’m sick of what’s happening. Seriously what the fuck is wrong with some of you anon’s? K talked about a friend in trouble and you turn it into something horrible. Do you really hate her that much and if so do you know what that hatred will do to you?
I’m fucking angry and sad.
MissT - I’m sorry about Laura. It breaks my heart to know what her family is going through.
Sdock – I could say time will ease the pain of your loss but it’s not really true. I think the only thing time does is make the good memories stand out more than the pain.
Smoke – I’m sorry about all the shit that’s happened here. I can’t imagine this place without you. I hope you come back soon.
K – I hope your friend gets help. I’m sorry what happened to you when you talked about your friend.
I’m sure other things happened that I should address if I read everything but I just can’t. It’s all too ugly.
Oh and one more thing. Had I been here you can bet I would have had thing to say to the nasty anon’s. I would have said them under my name, proudly. That is the only way I speak here. I don’t give a flying fuck if anyone believes that or not but it is the truth.
I don't want her gone but I'm not the only one who was anon. I didn't call names, that would be K.
No, you did one worse than calling names.
Truth is what it's all about lately.
1:07 I know! I spoke my mind.
I didn't agree with half the shit said to/about K last night but that didn't matter to the ones posting it.
Well said, Elena.
I am going to throw my two cents in here, for what i'ts worth. Back in October, the first ugly comment I ever recieved here was from Kapunua
T-Bone
Ever mind the Rule of Three,
Three times what thou givest returns to thee.
This lesson well, thou must learn,
The only gets what thou dost earn!
Dickweed said...
1:07 I know! I spoke my mind.
You spoke your ugly malicious mind and accused someone in need of having the wrong motive. Yes, that is worse than calling names.
Anonymous said...
I am going to throw my two cents in here, for what i'ts worth. Back in October, the first ugly comment I ever recieved here was from Kapunua
T-Bone
September 25, 2008 1:11 PM
No, and who?!
Instead of worrying about who it was, why not try to make this place better?
hello everyone -- anons, dickweed, twisted sister.
online late this morning in order to keep the phone free. my stepdad had to be on the road, and there have been so many accidents and sudden deaths at their church, my mom wanted to make sure she was reachable, just in case.
there's so much heartache right now i feel idiotic for being down just for feeling stuck. but your heart is your heart. i have two friends in seattle who in this season alone have both lost their moms. i have friends here who have lost people dear to them. i have friends here who are struggling with difficult anniversaries, with upheavals in their lives, with hard news, with hard changes.
sometimes when i come here i just want to forget about all that. i want to walk in, close the castle door, and just play. sometimes i come in needing to talk about the things in my life, and i know there will people to listen, and people who will offer me encouragement and comfort.
when my friends come here for the same things, sometimes i'm able to give them what they need. in those cases, i have the strength and the words come easily, if not always gracefully. sometimes, i don't have anything to say, i don't know why. i felt bad last night for not saying anything to sdock, but there was nothing for me to say. i know what those anniversaries are like, but last night, i had no words for her. fortunately, many did.
i've become accustomed to reading past the ugliness. they have nothing to do with what this place really is. it makes me sad that some of my friends have decided to leave because of these things. i know some people have left because they didn't need to be here anymore, but those that leave because this place has become too painful make my heart ache. i don't get to talk to everyone anymore, for one reason or another, but we are all still here together.
today, it's mustard. i hope she reconsiders. i hope she just takes a break to recoup and recover, like smoke is.
no one can ruin this place. no matter how noisy it becomes with accusations and trolls, we still have this place to come and be with each other. i won't give that up for anything. i won't give up mayo and blogbelieve for anything.
but that's me. i'm clingy. :)
don't even know why i wrote all that! but it's how i feel.
K was not in need, her friend was.
Damn, this is still going on? Anyways, just a quick note here:
Sugarplum, I sent you an email. Hopefully this time it'll go through.
Hi and bye dickweed, any nice anons about.
Dickweed do you accuse TJ of the same thing you accused K of? K said something to her friends. TJ comes in here in need of help all the time. Everyone else has comments that don't have to do with what someone else said. But you singled out K. You made accusations. Yes I would say you are much worse than a mere dickweed.
hello elena! i have an email to write to you next. :)
Hi Toujours. Feel good to get that out? Sometimes, it's what you have to do.
hi bc. how's your day going?
"Dickweed said...
Hi Toujours. Feel good to get that out? Sometimes, it's what you have to do."
Unless you're Kapunua. THen it's just for attention.
Dickweed, what did she really do to earn your anger towards her?
Oh wait never mind. You are Alie / BI / Mel and Kapu laughed at you and ignored you.
If I accused someone of something, you'd see it.
What I did was react to the moment. I didn't see all of these other things you keep talking about.
hello dickweed, yes it did feel good to write honestly, and from the heart. i wish more people would, and not from their anger, but that's just my wish.
I'll be whatever insults you want to toss me, ok? I will not be Alie or Mel or any of those other people, it's not fair to them.
Hi Elena, TJ. My day's going ok. I'm still sleeping, so to speak. How about you?
No answer, dickweed?
This only applies to me. <- Read and remember so you don't say something to make yourself look like an ass.
Suicide threats were for attention. They were cries for help. No one could help, I had to help myself. When I was serious about it, I didn't announce it. It's a dark, quiet thing inside. I fucked it up, as you can tell.
That's where my thoughts come from.
(I just got a new name for breaking a stapler!)
1:22 I'm at work, you have to wait or make an appointment.
BORING!
Man dickweed you sure do have alot of time to kill.
I can understand why some spend alot of time here; they have alot invested, time, friends and memories.
What do you have at stake here, dickweed?
I don't kill time, I use it. 90% of my work is online so where else should I be? You know I just might have something in common with those people.
Leaving desk, bitch at me some other time, ok?
i disappeared for a bit -- i had a little to-do list to take care of.
you're still sleeping, bc? you're sleep-commenting? *hee*
When I was serious about it, I didn't announce it. It's a dark, quiet thing inside.
been there, too, and i agree. glad you failed, dw (i can't call you by your full nickname any longer!). i hope you were able to find help, too.
anyway, i think it's time for me to go. this morning it's been just coffee, and i just had a radish, and that reminded me that lunch might be nice.
have a good day everyone.
bye blogbelieve.
bye mayo.
♥
Most of you anons need to stfu. Dickweed probably pissed people off but he/she didn't deny anything he/she did. Honesty is nice to see for a change. I know Dickweed didn't make the comments about suicide being funny because I know who did. I didn't like it either.
Enjoy TJ
90% of my work is online so where else should I be?
How about working?
one last thing.
because i've been re-reading it:
The sudden roar that filled the castle caused Arabella to gasp in fear. The voices of the Nameless Ones filled the castle. Their vile words brought tears to Arabella eyes.
“Go now.” Lord Mayo said loudly to be heard over the sound. “You must go and stand against them with your sisters. He knows you are here. Take care Arabella.”
She took one final look at his silhouette then turned to reenter the secret passageway. Her heart was racing, pounding in her ears.
She almost did not hear Lord Mayo’s parting words. “Please tell the Lovelies to stay strong. Please thank them for staying. I need them now more than ever.”
“I will, Lord Mayo.” Arabella answered before turning and disappearing into the darkness of the passageway.
Arabella rushed through the dark spaces of the cellar, her heart quaking at the violence of this new attack. She gathered her skirts into one hand lest she trip on the stairs back to the great hall, and sped on to the main room. Though it had been nearly empty and quiet when she left, now the lights all blazed and the hall was filled with the women of the castle. They sat at the card tables as before, but one glance was all Arabella needed to see their usual defense had lost it's effectiveness.
"Arabella! We were worried about you!" Bellatrix cried out, and gathered the shaken woman in her arms. Several women rose from the tables, the card game forgotten. The others valiantly tried to play on, but it was no use. The ploy was crushed.
"What do we do now?" Sister Midnite had to raise her voice to be heard over the howls of the faceless attackers.
"We need to get outside, to one of the shelters, like before!" Martha's suggestion was met with nods, but Arabella, having regained her breath, stood and held out her hand.
"No, please, we can't run. We must stand against them!"
"That's impossible!'
"They're too strong!"
Many of the lovelies were horrified at the thought of fighting, though they had done so before. This invasion was so much more fierce than anything they had faced before, and none were sure they could prevail. Others of the lovelies nodded grimly at Arabella's call, ready to fight, anger coursing through their blood.
Arabella straightened, and stood firmly before her sisters. She held out both her hands, and looked them all with confidence shining in her eyes. Though her voice was soft, somehow the strength in it made it able to be heard over the rushing noise of the assault.
"Please. Lord Mayo asks it of us."
The sisters stopped, as one, and exchanged looks among themselves. Had they not found a home here, in this place created by Lord Mayo? Had he not become, by virtue of his mysterious words and kind-hearted actions, a trusted friend to them all? Was his castle not worth defending?
An unspoken agreement was reached, and the women drew together in the very center of the great hall that was the heart of the castle. They reached out to each other and grasped hands, linked arms, and bound themselves into a knot of friendship and love. They stood in a tight circle, and each faced out toward the walls and the howling hoards shrieking there. Some of the women shouted back at the Faceless Ones, hurling defiant words to counter the foul ones their attackers used. Most of the women remained silent, their jaws clenched, their gazes unflinching though there was nothing to gaze upon.
The Nameless Ones escalated their barrage, and the hideous onslaught reached a gale force of deprecations and insults and vile poison. Sharp words sliced through the lovelies' clothing, ripping lace and linen. Malicious catcalls scratched their faces and drew blood. Jeers and gibes tore at their hair, bruised their hearts and flesh. Swirling around the lovelies like an infernal windstorm of misanthropy, the derision became focused barbs, and set upon several of the women directly. Speared through, they faltered, and weakened, but their sisters did not let them go. They tightened their hold on the ones singled out, and helped them maintain their place in the circle. In time, these women regained their feet, and faced the attackers more resolute than before. Nothing was able to break the circle.
i still believe this. the blog gothic is just a story, but it's our story, elena and i drew on what we saw here to write it.
bye, lovelies. see you tonight.
Internet based jobs do give you free time between things. The husband has one so I should point that out.
Yep, I was sleep commenting, TJ. See you later!
I miss reading the blog gothic :(
Mayo's not a playa he just fucks alot.
I am disgusted by what I read last night. Someone read about other people's pain and grief over the death of a child, and this "dickweed" person came on and turned it against someone else.
I have never seen anything sicker or uglier happen on this blog.
Good Afternoon.
Miss T - my offer still extends and you know its worth, just know that I am thinking of you and the family and I am always a mancy bird.
Twisted Sister – Thank you for being twisted and I would like to email you, please can you send me an email using my address on my profile page, thank you hun, YEE HAAA
Solly – What can I say, I am sorry and you know the deal. I will call you later and thank you for this morning, bloody work is foul at the moment.
Jules – I hope your friend is ok today, please let me know how everything is and I will catch you on the flip side.
Mustard – You know what I think and you know why you are called slash. Don’t ever forget what you have gotten from this place and who and what you have spoken to. Remember the blackbird.
Smok – Both yours and mustards comments made me sad this morning, Booya to every tom dick and harry cos Mrs.Hellboy said so. Miss ya :)
SS – I was out one night and I met someone which was totally unexpected. I had in mind what I wanted to say in those few minutes of meeting them and I was able to say it. I was glad that I said it and it reminded me of you, because this person was nice and respectable. A bit like what you show when you come on here, and some of the other people that visit.
Thank you SS, and can I steal that protection again, those doors are a blasted pain sometimes :)
My friend committed suicide when he was 16 years old; he took his school tie and hung himself, because he was being bullied from people at school. What made it that little bit worse, was that the people around him, the friends that he had or people that called him a friend, just stood back and let him get bullied and called names for no reason at all. I don’t call that respect, I call that being a coward or basically, people being fake in order to appear that little bit grand in the eyes of others.
It’s a shame that this sort of thing happens. Maybe one day, the people will understand that instead of turning away from their friend, ignoring the pain they were going through, they could have helped and tried to make the pain go away.
A lorry smashed into a school bus the other day, 22 children on board all in their teens. 4 men saw it and rushed into save the children but 1 child died.
Sad, really.
Thank you SS, and can I steal that protection again, those doors are a blasted pain sometimes :)
So that's it! Frank held the door open for Fimble Star when they met.
nope, Did i say that? NOPE so okay then........
SS did say he would open the door on his profile though.
And yes, i did meet frank with the sisters and yes i took a picture with him, but i dont know why he came up in this conversation?
I meet lots of people everyday, i met a man from ireland today and he was nice as pie, he reminded me of bean actually but hey ho, what do you know.
3:39
do you think it could be James Dewees instead of Frank. whenever the porchies come in they always wave to Fimble and James.
oh shit, i forgot to do that as well.
Thank for reminding me
*waves to semaj*
phhhh, i feel better now :)
Oh and *waves to Frances Bean*
*waves to elbmif*
GOWWDDD my name looks funny spelt backwords.
elbmif
How crazy, anyhoot
*throws a chocolate bar over to semaj*
I hope you like it :)
do you think it could be James Dewees instead of Frank. whenever the porchies come in they always wave to Fimble and James.
Nope. It's definitely Frank.
need to go pick up the tornado, i will see you all later if anyone is around.
bye
*waves*
Fimmy! how are you. I sent you a email. Good to see ya.
did Mayo really have to tell us that he fucks? i didn't need the visual of Gerard's pasty white ass banging an unshowered LynZ.
Damn, i missed her by one minute! I really need to learn to type faster..
I can only imagine the stink that must rise from both of them.
Fish and ass.
eww gross. there is no way Gerard is going downstairs on LynZ.
Unless he likes the taste of dirty crotch. He did say in an interview that he likes it dirty.
His junk probably doesn't smell too nice either.
LynZ could probably make a pizza down there. she's got the crust, cheese, and sauce.
And yeast to make the dough rise!!
He did say in an interview that he likes it dirty.
Looks like he struck paydirt with Lindsey.
Literally!
I think Lynz is the only person going down in that relationship.
poor Gerard, it must feel like he's sticking his junk into a calzone.
But Gerard likes calzone.
Besides, maybe Lindsey reminds him of Bert?
bite your tongue! i've met bert a bunch of times and no, he doesn't smell that great after a show but the one time i met him before the show he had just showered and he actually smelled kind of good. :)
i'll bet you while Gerard and LynZ were banging, he called LynZ Bert.
i haven't met allison, but i've seen her and she is lovely. she's tiny and delicate and has shiny clean hair.
i don't think bert calls out gerard's name when he's with her. :)
I love dinner time.
All the kiddies are at the table with their families pretending that they have been working on their homework and NOT spending time here at this blog harrassing people.
6:06
eats boogers
love dinner time.
All the kiddies are at the table with their families pretending that they have been working on their homework and NOT spending time here at this blog harrassing people.
September 25, 2008 6:06 PM
so true LOL!
Oh Oh looks like someone has finished with their din din
you go right ahead, that's your dessert!
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