Friday, September 26, 2008

Cereal monogamy

On the front porch
Laughing and crying all at once
She has no idea the vodka belongs on the shelf
Orange juice beside the milk

It is the same front porch
That whispered baseball calls
To my bedroom window
As I peered down enticed

In time, now stumbling forward
Often infused by the same mixture
I recall her laughter was not quite right
And mine often sounds the same

From the front porch I forgive
As any good lesson I read
And now in her face reflected
The moment that I returned




p.s. in the never-ending battle to match wits.

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sister midnite said...

First! YUS!!!!!

sister midnite said...

Hi Mayo.
Ya miss me? :D

Anonymous said...

Oh no you didn't.

Anonymous said...

A new post already? Hey to the Big M if you're lurking about. Hi Sister M.

Jennicula said...

Hey Mayo, my favorite cereal is Coco pebbles and am quite loyal to it.

Hope you are doing well these weird days.

Catch ya on the flip side.

Anonymous said...

It's hard to peer down from a basement window.

Just sayin.

elena said...

Hello Mayo

Good to see you. I hope you are well.

Andrea said...

Hello Mayonaise.

Wow, a new post so soon.

Belle. said...

Soryy I have been away for a while.

How are you Mayo? :I


Thanks for the new entry;
Now to catch up.

Anonymous said...

Your mother is an alcoholic.

So what?

Anonymous said...
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elena said...

Mayo

Perhaps I don't say it enough..thank you for this place.

Please remember we are always here for you.

Anonymous said...

Are you off the wagon?

Original Punk L said...

Mayo,

Elena is right. We are here.

How are you?

elena said...

Hey Belle, BC, Jen, Andrea, and Sister. (hope I didn't miss anyone)

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 2:18, I meant it sarcastically. Believe me.

Andrea, we're actually online at the same time?? Has the world stopped turning?!?

Cinnamon Toast Cruch FTW. ^_^

Andrea said...

I know, right?

Fire and brimstone, I tell you!

Anonymous said...

Now's your chance Mayo. The Night Crew is on in the day, the porchies are gone. Talk to the people who are here with you now. They are your true friends, they care about you. Let it all out. These are the people who will listen to you and help you.

Anonymous said...

Hey belle, elena, jen, andrea, anons.

sister midnite said...

L!!! How are you?

Wow, Mayo. Love the post, but have you thought about finding a happy place?

Fimble Star said...

boo

Cheers jules :)

Cheers mayo for the post, mmmm the porch, sometimes you see some really beautifuk sights from the porch, and yes i said beautifuk.

:)

Anonymous said...

2:27, you sound like you are trying to brainwash Mayo!

Original Punk L said...

Sister, I am doing good. Miss you around here. Like I said we so desperatly need your boots. Everytime I see my boots in the closet I think of you. :)

Mayo, is she alright?

Anonymous said...

Fimble Star said...

boo

Cheers jules :)

Cheers mayo for the post, mmmm the porch, sometimes you see some really beautifuk sights from the porch, and yes i said beautifuk.

:)



So Fimble Star knows that the other porchies are lurking. Come out come out porchies, why don't you show yourselves. Or did you just take your toys and PRETEND to go play somewhere else??

Belle. said...

Oh hey everyone;
Just trying to catch up.

:]

Fimble Star said...

maybe look at other comments elsewhere and then know that they catch up, duh they never said they left apart from one.

Now, you must think otherwise?
have a biscuit?
yeh.

elena said...

Please anons don't start this again.

Anonymous said...

No, Kapunua will merely post TS Eliot wasteland poems anonymously and pretend it was someone else.

Original Punk L said...

Hello also to BC, Jennicula, Elena, Andrea, Fimble, Belle, anyone I missed.

Fimble Star said...

you believe what ever you want. its just like a broken record. have fun with that and roll right down the hill.

Anonymous said...

Come out and talk to your friends here Mayo. Let them in. Let them help you. The ones who care are here.

Fimble Star said...

Hello L, i hope you are well today.

Original Punk L said...

Anons, like Elena said, please, give it a rest.

Anonymous said...

Go back to playing your games Fimble Star. Tiddly winks, wasn't it?

Original Punk L said...

I'm fine, Fimble, thanks. J. says Hi as well.

J. says Hello to you as well, Mayo, and all the others here.

Anonymous said...

I'm bored, so I'm off to go play some video games.

Later.

Anonymous said...

Shouldn't the room smell sweet and fresh now the Porchies are no longer here?

It doesn't.

elena said...

There are many who care who aren't here right now.

But yeah, Mayo. We do care.

Original Punk L said...

Bye, BC. Talk to you later.

Fimble Star said...

wouldnt you liek to play tiddly winks anon, you know you love that game, but which player are you or even if you are in fact a player. seriously whatever anon.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
Come out and talk to your friends here Mayo. Let them in. Let them help you. The ones who care are here.



this ain't a command thing.

Anonymous said...

Obviously they are lurking. Just ask Fimble Star. If they cared they would come out and say they cared. But when they are all butt-hurt and have taken their toys to go play somewhere else, obviously they don't care.

Andrea said...

10 minutes in BlogBelieve, and I'm already tired of the arguing. :(

It's my lunchtime anyway. It was really good to "see" all of you here today. Sis, BC, Jenn, Elena, Belle, OP L, Fimmy, nice anons, anyone else I missed -- and of course, Mayo -- have a great Friday!!!

Fimble Star said...

if you are in fact around mayo, just have a nice day and breath in the nice sweet air outside. the sun is shining and it just makes me want to smile.

sister midnite said...

Porchie hatred?
Yeah, THAT makes sense.












NOT.








L, I can't think of corn without thinking of you & J. All summer, I kept asking if the corn was soft-pore. People thought I was nuts.


Which we all know is correct. :D

Original Punk L said...

Bye Andrea, maybe one day it will be calmer. Talk to you later.

Belle. said...

I am kind of bummed I missed out on the fun yesterday. :I

Fimble Star said...

2.37, are you a porchie?
are you?

If you are not, then how can you know what they feel.

maybe you should look at yourself before judging and talking about others.

grow up please or just have some decency

Anonymous said...

It will end.

That, my friends, is the only certainty.

Fimble Star said...

bye andrea, take care and i hope your day goes fast.

Original Punk L said...

We started a trend, Sis! We got lost in Indiana at one point not long ago and we truly came up on fields of corn EVERYWHERE you looked. Acres and acres in all four directions. I was driving and I kept saying. "Corn! Nothing but corn! Where is the interstate? Nothing but Corn!"

Not sure if it was soft or hard.

Original Punk L said...

What will end?

Original Punk L said...

Mayo,

Again, is she alright?

Anonymous said...

My patience.

elena said...

Mayo

Are you alright?

Anonymous said...

My ass

Belle. said...

I hope you are okay;

Mayo :I

sister midnite said...

Is now when we run around saying "the sky is falling, the sky is falling"?

Mayo, everyone is worried,
Say something when you can, OK?

elena said...

You are in my thoughts, my friend.

Always.

Always.

Take care, Mayo.

Jennicula said...
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Original Punk L said...

Jenn, I'm sorry you went through that. Are you talking with anyone about it? It's hard to break out of the cycle once it begins.

Jennicula said...
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Anonymous said...

Mayo, are you on the "porch"??

Anonymous said...

she should talk to someone about internet addiction too.

Jennicula said...
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Anonymous said...

Good. The first step is admitting that you have a problem.

Original Punk L said...

Just ignore them, Jenn. It will probably take a while to find the best way for you. Don't beat yourself up if you slip, just remember why you are doing it.

Anonymous said...

3:12

you must be addicted too. you're here aren't you

farawaysoclose said...

oh well this is a surprise mayo!
hope you are doing OK?

man, i read this and it makes me sad. i can relate in a much more english way.

ie. no porch or baseball.

hello everyone!

farawaysoclose said...

i got 69!

Original Punk L said...

Hey, Fasc. How are you doing? I have to say, this post has me worried.

elena said...

Hey FASC

Good to see you

Anonymous said...

Worry? If this is Gerard then drinking is the least of his problems.

Anonymous said...

One addict propping up another.

farawaysoclose said...

hi there L!

long time no see!

mayo always gets me worried tbh, as i am a fucking worrier!

but yes i know what you mean

farawaysoclose said...

hey elena!! we meet again! how ya doing?

Jennicula said...

You know what? I'm done.

Done with the bullshit.

I shared something personal only to be, I don't know, hassled.

I'll visit other blogs and be around, but I'm done with here for a while.

This place is not good for any number of reasons and I choose to take a break for a while.

Anonymous said...

She'll be back. They all come back.

farawaysoclose said...

shit Jenn.

you OK?

hope you are OK?

Original Punk L said...

Oh, shut up, anon.

Jenn, please take time, but don't let them get to you. Easier said than done, believe me, I know.

If you want to e-mail me or J., please do.

Take care of yourself.

farawaysoclose said...

oh i feel all sad and shit.

Original Punk L said...

I'm going to go for now, but I will be back on later.

FASC, good to talk to you, even if only for a bit.

Mayo, if you need it, we are here.
Take care of yourself and yours.

Love,
L.

sister midnite said...

Jenn, I understand.
I'll pop by. *hugz*

Anon @ 3:24, what the fuck is your problem? Buzznet too boring for you these days?

farawaysoclose said...

seeya L!

hi Sis M!! you good? great to see you around!

elena said...

Anon the person you hurt most with your vile comments is yourself.

Does that make you feel good?

Anonymous said...

So Mayo didn't have anything to say the Night Crew...

Anonymous said...

I spoke the truth and it applies to all of you as well.

Anonymous said...

oh hai 'dickweed'! how about you sign in?

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
She'll be back. They all come back.




Entropy
Gel
Pixie
Siobhan
Capture This Void
Mya
Soul Connector
Magic Pie
Shame in Me
An Interested Party
Bitter Revenge
Fruit Punch
Andrea
AndieBomb
DG
Black Jacket
Sister Midnite
Tristan
Loli Haze
Guardian Angel
Bikey
PPU
Star
Present
Blackheart13
TLA
Angel
Kassie
Redrum
Gnothi
Pickled Possum
Katherine Drier
EB37
Emily




Do they?

farawaysoclose said...

just having a brief catch up.

TJ hope all went well with your sister's operation?

Anonymous said...

Look up. Sister Midnight and Andrea are on this page.

elena said...

Need to look at the list again. Two on there were just here today.

Anonymous said...

And the others lurk.

sister midnite said...

Boo hoo?
If I find out who you are, you'll be bawling, alright...

Anonymous said...

One is afloat, yet one does not post.

One finds it hard to make the lovelies smile when one is so disgusted with some behavior.

Until next time.

farawaysoclose said...

present! lovely to see you!

farawaysoclose said...

mayo just gotta say i love your title and p.s!

tres bon!

i love all your titles and p.s's, but moreso when i atleast think i get them!

Anonymous said...

See. Still lurking.

Anonymous said...

Blogger Kapunua said...

SIS!

I miss you too; thank you for visiting my blog. What happened was the usual. People calling names and getting personal and scary. One of them going through my LJ and looking for family names, names of my younger cousins etc. One or two of them telling me that it was wrong of me to post my worry about an acquaintance of mine who said she was going to kill herself that night, and another one who suggested I switch places with her.

In other words, the usual. But what really got to me this time was a few folks there whom I kinda thought of as friends were chatting away pleasantly with those people about books, and about having "an open mind" about the things they were saying and doing to me.

Add that to the people who randomly posted a bit of an email I had sent them last year and then saying that I was blackmailing someone, which still perplexes the christ out of me.

It's just about enough. I was disgusted and still am.

That's my rant. ^_^ I miss you, too, and I hope you're doing great. :)

September 26, 2008 10:56 AM

Anonymous said...

i laughed a little too hard.

farawaysoclose said...

cowardly anon @ 4.26pm.


in the most polite way i can muster....

see you next tuesday

Anonymous said...

I don't blame her for being mad.

sister midnite said...

Anon who posted the comment from my blog:

You should be laughing... every time you look in the mirror, you little shit.

Glad we could provide you with some shits & giggles. Run along and choke, now.

Anonymous said...

you dont blame her for being mad wtf? all TJ said was she wanted to keep an open mind not be like the rest of her followers that obey every one of her commands and can never disagree with her. ugh i've seen more spine in a jellyfish.

Anonymous said...

WHAT commands? she forced them to go on vacation with her?

Anonymous said...

DONT TALK TO THE PEOPLE I HATE DONT LIKE THEM DONT AGREE WITH THEM. THOSE commands.

Anonymous said...

A true friend would never sit back and watch as their friend is bullied.

The apathy is deplorable.

Anonymous said...

I must have missed her telling people that. They must have missed it to because all of her friends talk to everyone else.

Anonymous said...

noone cares about jen, what ever.

Anonymous said...

no it's that ,while dickweed and dillhole or whatever their name is was bashing kap, her friends were laughing it up with dickweed. No one said a damn word. Some friends!

Anonymous said...

One of them posted her boy child's name. They always seem to go way too far with her.

farawaysoclose said...

for fucks sake anons.....can't you just give it up?!

do you sleep better in your beds knowing that you basically aren't very nice people?

i do not get it?

Anonymous said...

A true friend would never sit back and watch as their friend is bullied.

The apathy is deplorable.

September 26, 2008 4:47 PM

all of the porchies do that to everyone else, they pretend to not see it. so why is it when they do it no one cares but when poor old kapu gets bullied and no one says anything they get called out on it?

Anonymous said...

dildo has a blog call the truth..yea, we know the truth alright, that you truly are a dick

Anonymous said...

Jules and Solly aren't here, Smok is taking a break, Pash has left and the blog is still a great big steaming pile of shit.

They aren't even here and still the spiteful comments continue.

Anonymous said...

While you may see it as apathy, I see it as a concerted effort to eliminate the noise.

Don't feed the animals.

farawaysoclose said...

hi lucy!

not pretty is it?

you ok?

Anonymous said...

They cant even think for themselves. when one person says im taking a break all of a sudden ALL of them decide to stop writing too, its so funny. and of course you know that when one of them starts writing ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL OF THEM START TOO. predictable.

Anonymous said...

"Once upon a time" Mayo.

Nasty anons, can't you see?

farawaysoclose said...

fucking well said 4.56!

Anonymous said...

FASC!

TFI Friday, hey?

Hows you?

Anonymous said...

FASC, Russell Brand live is about to start on channel 4. I've seen it before, you should watch it, it is absolutely hilariopus!

farawaysoclose said...

They cant even think for themselves. when one person says im taking a break all of a sudden ALL of them decide to stop writing too, its so funny. and of course you know that when one of them starts writing ALL OF A SUDDEN ALL OF THEM START TOO. predictable.

oh yeh hahahahaha! you are just such a...... aren't you?

i love your capitals mid sentence!

farawaysoclose said...

FASC, Russell Brand live is about to start on channel 4. I've seen it before, you should watch it, it is absolutely hilariopus!

i love Russel so i will head on lover tothe telly! cheers lucyt!

fuck i miss TFI friday! Chris Evans was the biz wasnt he?! We used to watch that whilst getting ready to go out on the town!

Anonymous said...

i thought it was funny too. hahahaha

Anonymous said...

Maybe it's because they are upset at the way they and their friends have been treated. It's called empathy.

Anonymous said...

i love Russel so i will head on lover tothe telly!


You crack me up! Lover, hey? 0_o

farawaysoclose said...

and Russel = Russell of course!

he is hot as fuck though, maybe a tad skinny for me, but the rest works! mind you any man that can make me laugh pretty much surpasses any looks/physique actually.

i love Paddy McGuinness aswell, and I don't know where that came from but hellz i do!

farawaysoclose said...

You crack me up! Lover, hey? 0_o

oops! haha didn't notice that typo!!

Anonymous said...

He is vrilliant! In a minute he'll talk about the little voice he hears as he drifts off to sleep. So funny!

farawaysoclose said...

jesus lucy my typos were woah!! i have no idea why?!

Anonymous said...

That's fucked up! There are people i like on the porch off the porch ,daytime and night time! It seems like someone (anons) are trying to divide people up.You know what? It's not going to happen.Don't let people make you feel guilty for having your friends! Screw that!

farawaysoclose said...

ok so i am watching Russell!

Anonymous said...

Here it comes FASC! Prepare to ppe your pants!

Anonymous said...

or pee even! LOL

Fimble Star said...

Mayo,
Maybe it could be back like that, maybe is the word.

If you thought about it, you could come up with a solution that suits you better and maybe it will change.

Once upon a time, in far away neverland.

good-day mayo.

farawaysoclose said...

we are on a break lucy!!

fimmy hello!

toujours said...

hello

when elena texted me that you had made a new post, i was startled, and when she told me her concerns i was worried.

all the way back from the hospital i worried about you.

although i have an agreement with my folks to stay off the computer during the day, my mom said i could check on you after she had sent updates to my sisters about my little sister's surgery.

while i was waiting for her to finish, my brother-in-law called. my sister is in icu. her blood pressure bottomed out.

my parents went back up to the hospital, and i'm staying here to send out new emails and stay by the phone.


and whatever it was that was eating at me this morning has me in a fierce grip.

i'm of no use.
i never should have found this blog.


mayo, listen to the others. let them help you. you need to be strong and well.

i'm of no use, but i can't go.

Anonymous said...

Wah wah you quoted jennicula not me.

Anonymous said...

Your sister is in the hospital and you are thinking about Mayo and thi sblog. Live your life.

toujours said...

maybe i am actually that lame.
it's doesn't matter.

Anonymous said...

Do you show even half this concern when another blogger writes a blog that sounds off? When another blogger sounds even worse then Mayo. No. You don't. It's just for him.

Anonymous said...

People have come into this blog crying. Poor Cupcake was in a mental ward. People are sick. SOme going into hospitals. Personal tragedies. Sdock and Smoke had a tragic anniversary where they lost a NINE YEAR OLD GIRL. What did TJ do? She drank imaginary wine and joked. Your own sister is in the hospital. Mayo says the word VODKA and you're rushign home thinking more about Mayo then about your sister. What is wrong with you??

Anonymous said...

my god you are so pathetic

Anonymous said...

omg FASC! RB is sooooo funny!

An American accent, can you imagine it?

Anonymous said...

TJ, I hope your sister is going to be ok, you must be very worried.

Anonymous said...

Perspective, TJ. Back away and look for it.

Anonymous said...

TJ, I hope your sister is going to be ok, you must be very worried.


She is worried. About Mayo.

But at least you had the decency to talk to her. She had nothing to say to most of the others who came in here with their own problems.

farawaysoclose said...

TJ don't speak like that! really don't ok.

and mayo you worry me too. what? is? going? on?

i am now recording russell on sky plus.

i know it's all gone to shit but we are still the same people, you know?

and what do you mean by preservation by starvation?

what? you are leaving us to fend for ourselves amongst those meanie anons?!

i am joking but also not.

just take care and all that. yeah i know it's only a blog! but it's a place we have felt so familiar with.

just, well just be OK mayo. which is as much as we all can be.

farawaysoclose said...

An American accent, can you imagine it?

shizza i pressed record!!
i can hear him saying "cunt" lucy so i know i will like it!!

Anonymous said...

Right up your alley! LOL

toujours said...

hello lucy bean, hello faraway. i am worried. i'm sitting heer answering emails and making sure family has my cell phone and all i can think is to come to this place...

of course i'm an idiot.


of course i have no perspective.


of course i have no life.

Anonymous said...

of course i'm an idiot.


of course i have no perspective.


of course i have no life.

September 26, 2008 5:26 PM



Your a good person TJ, you come here for the comfort of you friends. There is nothing wrong with that.

Anonymous said...

TJ, I'm worried about your sister and your family. I hope she pulls through. I'll be thinking about you.

Anonymous said...

While you say this:

preservation by starvation

I hear this:

"While you may see it as apathy, I see it as a concerted effort to eliminate the noise.

Don't feed the animals."

farawaysoclose said...

and what do you mean by preservation by starvation?

what? you are leaving us to fend for ourselves amongst those meanie anons?!


yeh ok get it now! message received and understood......i think?!

Right up your alley! LOL

he's doing a shaun ryder impersonation which is too fucking good!!!

TJ this place offers a comfort. you do not need to justify anything!

Anonymous said...

It's not wrong to want comfort from your friends. But is this place seriously all you have in the way of friends? This blog shouldn't come before real family and friends. It's sad.

elena said...

TJ

Just stop it. If you listen to their ugly words you give them power. Don't do it.

You came here to be with your friends. We know that.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...
A true friend would never sit back and watch as their friend is bullied.

The apathy is deplorable.

September 26, 2008 4:47 PM


Anonymous said...
While you may see it as apathy, I see it as a concerted effort to eliminate the noise.

Don't feed the animals.

September 26, 2008 4:56 PM


Perhaps what was meant was starve the anons, that you must ignore the nasty anons, starve them of your attention. If this blog is to survive, everyone must make a concerted effort to save it.

I am not Mayo, and I have no idea who wrote each of the above comments. This was just my take on the situation.

Anonymous said...

Just drowned out all of the noise. Just like i do to my..kids..boss...husband! LOL

Anonymous said...

Oooh 5:30, you and I are on the same wavelength. I reached the same conclusion about 20 minutes ago while swinging on the porch.

toujours said...

thank you andrea, thank you faraway. it's good to know that people are wishing her well. faraway i don't know, maybe i do have to justify myself for the way i feel connected here.

5:29, how can this place be "just a blog" and also be a place we can come for comfort? either this is perfectly acceptable or i'm dumb.

too much imagination. no self-control.

but i thank you for your kindness.

Anonymous said...

It's not wrong to want comfort from your friends. But is this place seriously all you have in the way of friends? This blog shouldn't come before real family and friends. It's sad.



Well maybe you need to turn off your computer and visit your family

farawaysoclose said...

5.34 yep yep and yep..

ok so everything takes me a while.

cheers mayo.

will try harder! but sometimes i just can't resist!!

mayo......take care and just be happy yeh?!

i have not had a cigarette all day! and fuck it's 22.36! i feel a strange desire to go and chain atleast 5!

ok catch you later guys!

Anonymous said...

5:29, how can this place be "just a blog" and also be a place we can come for comfort? either this is perfectly acceptable or i'm dumb


TJ sometimes i have to get away from my family and just have me time!! LOL!

Anonymous said...

Oooh 5:30, you and I are on the same wavelength. I reached the same conclusion about 20 minutes ago while swinging on the porch.


great minds think alike!!

toujours said...

elena i was just writing you a text when i refreshed the page.

i don't have to listen to their ugly words, i have so many of my own.

i should really shut up. i'm making a mess of things.

Anonymous said...

Incidentally, I care about Jennicula a lot, and I'm upset that she's gone. She has always treated me with kindness and respect, even when others were too blinded by conspiracy theories to give me the time of day. She is intelligent, thoughtful, and honest, and her presence in BlogBelieve will be greatly missed.

Not that any of the anons care about my opinion, but... I had to say it anyway because it's important to me.

I'll miss you Jenn. :(

farawaysoclose said...

faraway i don't know, maybe i do have to justify myself for the way i feel connected here.

TJ you don't have to do anything you don't want to do.

take care Teej.


lucy.... Russell is doing a glacier mint joke!! haha!

off to damage my lungs!

ta ra!

Anonymous said...

Well maybe you need to turn off your computer and visit your family


You misunderstood me. This blog doesn't come before my family and friends. Never has. Never will. In times of trouble I will always turn to them for comfort. It's sad Toujours feels she has nobody to turn to except the people on this blog.

Anonymous said...

Bye FASC!

elena said...

TJ

E-mail will be there soon

Anonymous said...

It's sad Toujours feels she has nobody to turn to except the people on this blog.



Her family is at the hospital and she is at home. She has friends that don't judge her and give her comfort.

Anonymous said...

A friend is a friend be it in your hometown, or across the country

toujours said...

bye faraway.

ok elena. i already have my email open, so i'll keep refreshing it.

Anonymous said...

And through it all, her biggest concern is if Mayo is drunk or not.

Anonymous said...

And through it all, her biggest concern is if Mayo is drunk or not.



and your only concern is...what tj is concerned about?

Andrea said...

Anons who are critical of TJ, don't you think she's going through enough right now? For once, just leave her alone and let her deal with her situation in peace, in whatever way works best for her. If this is where she needs to be right now, then that's how it is. Let it go already.

Anonymous said...

She comes here to receive comfort but she doesn't give it. Except to Mayo. Others worry about her. Send her family good wishes. She mostly ignores everyone else's problems. Cupcake was in a mental hospital. Did she rush onto the computer to find out how Cupcake was? TJ's only concern here is Mayo. coming to a place for comfort is one thing but total obsession where it interferes with your family is another. Didn't you see where she said she graciously asked her mother if she could check on Mayo after her mother had contacted everyone about her sister? Well at least she waited til after!! But still??

Anonymous said...

and your only concern is...what tj is concerned about?



Noooo but I don't have a family in the hospital or a friend who is suffering.

Anonymous said...

Noooo but I don't have a family in the hospital or a friend who is suffering.


I'm glad that you don't. This has not been the best of weeks. Good talking to you, and just because we dont agree dont mean that we have to call each other names. It was good (arguing) with ya! LOL

Anonymous said...

No name calling involved.

toujours said...

my stepdad just called. her blood pressure is coming back up. they think she's going to be okay.

they're going to stay there until visiting hours are over, just to be sure.

oh gods. i won't feel completely secure until she's out of the hospital.

Anonymous said...

Great to hear TJ.

Just take care of yourself and ignore any nasty comments.

You have friends here who really do care.

Andrea said...

TJ, that's so good to hear. I can understand not wanting to get your hopes up until your sister is out of the hospital, but try to keep your thoughts positive. She's taken a turn for the better, and that's great news!

Anonymous said...

maybe mayo will write something for you.

Anonymous said...

maybe mayo will write something for you.

Maybe..............

Fuck i do not feed the animals at the zoo.

I don't and won't.

Anonymous said...

TJ

Please ignore those narrow minded anons.

We all cope with things in our own way. I can read that you do care.

sister midnite said...

Back again... working, and then not for a few minutes. ^_~

Not all anon's are assholes, but it sure seems like the majority of the wastes of skin out there manage to slither their way here, don't they?

For the anons who think it's fun to bitch & whine about Kapunua -- if you think you're going to drive her to run away screaming, you're *beyond* fucked in the head. She's been here since early in the blogs, and she'll be here after all of you have found a new way to express your petty little thoughts. Do you really think that what you have to say matters to anyone?

Interesting discussion about TJ, and how she deals with her personal life. If she takes comfort in coming here to post, good on her. Everyone has their own reasons for being here, and if they're not the same as yours, such as life, you know?

The anon(s) who picked on Jennicula are most likely smelly little trolls that enjoy hitting babies & kicking puppies. All anyone can do is hope that they catch a nasty STD sooner rather than later. Jenn knows who her friends are.

toujours said...

thank you andrea, 6:12, 6:28.

i think i'm going to get some water, go offline until my usual time. ground and center.

thank you to those who had kind words for me, even though i was flailing too hard to be properly responsive.

see you guys later.

bye everyone.
bye mayo.

toujours said...

hello and bye, sister midnite. it's good to see you here again.

Anonymous said...

Goodbye and take care TJ.

Anonymous said...

Cereal monogamy

On the front porch
Laughing and crying all at once
She has no idea the vodka belongs on the shelf
Orange juice beside the milk

It is the same front porch
That whispered baseball calls
To my bedroom window
As I peered down enticed

In time, now stumbling forward
Often infused by the same mixture
I recall her laughter was not quite right
And mine often sounds the same

From the front porch I forgive
As any good lesson I read
And now in her face reflected
The moment that I returned




p.s. in the never-ending battle to match wits.




Something is obviously disturbing Mayo. to me Mayo knows something is askew. Be it on this blog or personal life or both. I believe it is about certain persons on this blog. Of course its my opinion. I also believe he/she isnt sure what to make of all this. Mayo hears bits and pieces but is having issues of his/her own and may not clearly enough to deal with what is being demanded of him at this time.

The part about the never-ending battle to match wits part bothers and annoys me.

Does it mean that the people on the blog have to match wits constantly? Insanity. if you try you will never-end and never stop. Prehaps thats what it means. It becomes fruitless and in the end no one will care. They will be deemed as stubborn and negative which doesnt cast a poisitive light on anyone here.

The ones that keep telling Mayo to "talk Mayo" are even worse. Mayo just posted something for everyone. What more do you want from Mayo?
Do you know when enough is enough?
Leave Mayo alone once in a while. You cannot force anyone's hand to do or say anything.
Appreciate what has been given. Is that not enough?

Andrea said...

LOL, Sister Midnite, you're cracking me up today. I'm glad we found our way to BlogBelieve at the same time. :)

Bye TJ. My best wishes for you and your family.

Anonymous said...

tj has a tendency to be sefish at times. I dont think she means to be but it does come off thay way most of the time. she tries the best SHE can.
she does care for Mayo FIRST, everyone else second. Not trying to be mean. Stating my opinion and facts from what I have seen. if she tried a little more to worry about the people here i think more would be empathetic towards her

Anonymous said...

When did Mayo put Jennicula's words up?

Anonymous said...

ages ago

Anonymous said...

The words on top of the blog header image?

Andrea said...

I think those are new.

Anonymous said...

Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.

Interesting. Maybe he still needs this.

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