Friday, September 26, 2008

Cereal monogamy

On the front porch
Laughing and crying all at once
She has no idea the vodka belongs on the shelf
Orange juice beside the milk

It is the same front porch
That whispered baseball calls
To my bedroom window
As I peered down enticed

In time, now stumbling forward
Often infused by the same mixture
I recall her laughter was not quite right
And mine often sounds the same

From the front porch I forgive
As any good lesson I read
And now in her face reflected
The moment that I returned




p.s. in the never-ending battle to match wits.

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Anonymous said...

Lol thanks amy

Original Punk L said...

Hey guys, how are you? I will be on later than I thought, but J. will be entertaining the masses while I'm away.

I do have a blog now with the Original Punk L name, called Espy's Place.

I do like to see stuff from back in the day. You guys remember this post from Mayo:


For now...this bit of my bad, bad wit.

The magician is in the kitchen
Cooking up some fun
Pasteurize the chicken
Then put it on a bun
Load it up with sauce
And then
Put it on a plate
Eat it up and smile again
Before it is too late.

Now ask…too late for what?

Comments:

Anonymous said...
So Mayo, tell me what your wearing.

January 5, 2008 10:34 PM

resurrected wreck said...
So Mayo, tell me what your wearing.

A chicken sandwich.

January 5, 2008 10:36 PM

Mayonaise said...
I am sorry to hear that some of you have not been able to "get in".

January 5, 2008 10:30 PM

MissTottenham said...
Mayo said "get in" *giggles*

January 5, 2008 10:35 PM

resurrected wreck said...
I am sorry to hear that some of you have not been able to "get in".


Dirty ;)

0_0

It's that kind of night! See what happens when have a swing and a trampoline & get left to our own devices?

January 5, 2008 10:38 PM

resurrected wreck said...
What do you think of having 40 or so beautiful women living in your House? :)

I don't know about Mayo, L, but it would scare the hell out of me!

January 5, 2008 10:40 PM

MissTottenham said...
Mayo, there are big boobed women on trampolines next door.

I know sdock would like you to rub cream on her nipples.

January 5, 2008 10:42 PM

mustardisbetter said...
MissT!!!


Mayo can't do that! EW!


Mayo, don't effin' think about it.


*is still confused by the post*

January 5, 2008 10:44 PM

Elena said...
MissT you are priceless.

I do believe you have left Mayo speechless.

January 5, 2008 10:49 PM

Anonymous said...
Now ask…too late for what?



It's too late for the chicken. That's for sure.

January 5, 2008 10:55 PM

Carrie said...

I miss Ergo too, I warned her that the blog was going to become a crater of craziness without her level headed influence. She will be amazed by my presience.

Anonymous said...

I really miss those who have left, both recently and in the past, but this place is still special. Mayo is lucky to still have a lot of great people around.

elena said...

Not all of the "earliest Lovelies" are gone. Heck Ergo will be back soon.

Oh make that Ergo and Ray. LOL

And hopefully others will return soon too.

Anonymous said...

Amy, I think Ergo comes back home tomorrow :)

Anonymous said...

I was the anon who asked Mayo what he was wearing. I kinda felt bad for that. LOL.

I was also 10:55.

Amyranth said...

BC, really? It seems like she's been on vacation forever!

*has a thought of Ergo, sitting on her bed in her hotel room, head in her hands saying "God, is this vacation over already?"*

-A

Original Punk J said...

Actually, a lot of us who were here originally are still here. Take a closer look, anon. :)

Hey girlies! Whassup?

Amyranth said...

Hallo J!

L! You snuck out the back door didn't you?

-A

Original Punk J said...

Hallo A!

L said something about a bag of French fries left on the back porch. She took them with her.

I tried to stop her, but she ran.

elena said...

Hey J

I just realized that the first time I ever made a comment was on one of the posts that Mayo deleted.

Damn, wonder what I said?

Carrie said...

I have no frickin clue what the first comment I made was. And wassup around here was that Beowulf was so boring Terry first nodded off on the couch, and then went to bed early.

Amyranth said...

Carrie, is it really THAT bad? O_O

French fries eh? Well, Wendy left us a laundry list of food in the fridge, all made with potatoes. I hope everyone likes starch!

-A

Original Punk J said...

Elena, you probably said something like "Holy crap, Mayo, what've you done now?" ;)

Carrie, he obviously doesn't care for the classics. ;D Who's in it?

Anonymous said...

Amy, yep, really. I remember her saying that :)

Hallo J, how are you? Bye L! Hello there anon from last year.

elena said...

No I didn't J

I never talked to Mayo like that at first. I was very nice.

Of course the more I was here and the more I talked to him well then, yeah "holy crap" was something I'd say.

I went back and the first comment I can find of mine is me saying that he's making my head hurt with his cryptic shit. That is NOT one of my first comments.

Anonymous said...

Hello and
goodnight BC. Thanks for saying a word to me.

Carrie said...

Evidently Amy. :) I got it for Al because they are studying it in her Literature class. It's kind of a weird CGI thing J, so beyond Angelina Jolie, Anthony Hopkins, and John Malkovich (I recognized their voices and in some cases, faces) I'm not really sure.

Original Punk J said...

I'm sorry, Anon, I didn't realize you were still here. How are you? That was one of the best lines ever!

Elena, I know. I'm just raggin' you. Maybe it was more like, Hello Mayo, I'm Elena. We all sounded a little stilted in the beginning, don't you think?

Hallo BC!

Amyranth said...

Carrie, I'm not sure how I feel about the CGI over actors idea. I'm sure it's worked in some movies, but I saw previews of Beowulf, and I didn't... I didn't like it. It's like they were wearing suits of themselves dressed up as the character.

BC, then help yourself! I got a 10 pound bag of carrots here too...

*searches for them*

-A

Carrie said...

Gho$t is trying to eat my Pringles, the bastard.

elena said...

Sorry anon

I was back in SEPT 2007 reading old posts.

Sorry I didn't say hello

Amyranth said...

Anon, have you been lurking since last year too? You should take a name or a number and hang out more often. You've got wit. I like that.

-A is under the couch, looking for carrots.

Anonymous said...

Blogger smoke&venom20 said...

Frank's secrets have nothing to do with how he treats people out in the open. Everyone has secrets. Everyone has done things they wish they could do over. The only thing I have ever seen Frank do, is be kind and respectful to people. Something he doesn't always have to do. I think he kind of lives by that golden rule - treat others the way you want to be treated. That's why you never hear anything bad about him.

September 19, 2007 10:36 AM

Original Punk J said...

Carrie, I'm not big on CGI films, at least where that's all you have, all the way through. It seems to say, We don't need people in this movie, we'll just program some in and won't have to deal with the actors. I like my films to have actual humans in them.

CGI has its place, like the new Star Wars "Clone Wars" movie. Or if there's dinosaurs or something.

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

Has the truth really alluded you to the point of not seeing the truth.

I don't think that word means what you think it means. I think possibly you meant "deluded" but then on the other hand, how can the truth delude you to not seeing the truth? O_o

so many people thought it would be, just drugs and alcohol, no its a lot bigger than that.

Maybe, but is it as big as...

...

....

(wait for it...)

...my ass?!

I DOUBT IT.

September 19, 2007 11:35 AM

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

You must have a really big ass,Kapunua
and no i meant it just as i said it,

Oh yeah, baby got back!

Point " your boring"
to everyone else, keep it up, i love reading your post,

Jesus Christ, it's "you're" for godsakes, "you're." Why is that so hard for people to get?

And again, I'm not sure that words, phrases etc. mean what you think they mean. Because, "point your boring to everyone else" may have English words in it, but, uhh, it's not really how words generally go.

Ahh, but the servant waits, while the master baits.

September 19, 2007 2:07 PM

Anonymous said...

smoke&venom20 said...

Exactly. I don't think any of us would keep coming back if we didn't feel genuine concern for him, even if he isn't reading any of this. I do hope he gets better, I do hope it all works out. I hope one day he can truly be happy.

And he better be nice to Frank.

September 19, 2007 7:12 PM

Anonymous said...

I'm looking for Mustard's first posts I remember she posted under a different name but I don't remember what. Losing Mustard from here makes me very very sad camper.

Carrie said...

I will give it this though, it's hella good CGI, even better than Final Fantasy stuff. But yeah, it was kinda creeping me. Do any of you remember the movie Looker?

Amyranth said...

J, could you be a darling and check your email?

Anonymous said...

Shame in me said...

ha!! i love it how lovewoman posted saying im not doing this for fame, im dissabling my comments!! Shes only dissabled her comments because nobody left any. Shes embarrased that no-one gives that much of a damn to comment all the tripe she writes. she cant silence anyone. what happened to freedom of speech, being able to form an opinion whether that be opposing or not? its bullshit. im a bit tetchy this morning.

September 20, 2007 4:04 AM
Blogger smoke&venom20 said...

Awwww, what is she like 12?

September 20, 2007 6:33 AM

Anonymous said...

Smoke use to be alot meaner. :)

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...

Let me begin by explaining my absence to my friends here and to you dear Mayo (at least humble me for a minute or two. I was not held under arrest, but held in close grips of my family and friends. I was not trying to bury myself alive, but burying a dear loved one. I was not at a castle on a hill but at a church by a river. Funny how we walk the same parallels but never quite touch.

I write this next part just for you (Mayo) and I. How magnificent we are at making our own misery. I'm personally thinking about getting a patent and seeing if I can bottle and sell it. Surely, my misery is better than yours. We both know that it is just as much self inflicted. We can be just as blessed and as cursed as we choose to be. Don't try and blame others for wallowing in your own bullshit! How blind we must be by our own self loathing that we can't see the outstretched arms of those waiting and wanting to embrace us. I often wonder if the reason I'm so good at giving love is because I suck at receiving it. Fucked up? Absofuckinglutely! Life would be so simple if it were just about YOU. But look around, there are people invested all over. Tragic, I have said that before that people give so much of their lives trying to save others from themselves. I also know that some will be smart enough to walk away and save themselves. They walk away from a long ago lost cause and find a new one.

So when you call for your soldiers sitting up there in that castle on the hill, don't be surprised when only a handful come to your rescue. Ready to wave the white flag yet?

Look below you. Can you see me way down there? I'm waiting for you to jump and I PROMISE that I will do my best to catch you. At least I can break your fall.

P.S. I'm trying but I don't believe I can.

September 20, 2007 7:52 AM

Anonymous said...

I don't know but it seems like that was the first time she talked so nicely to Mayo and shared alot of herself.

Anonymous said...

Sister Midnite said...

first base, second base, third....

Smoke&Venom20, that's not the kind of evil I had in mind!

*grr* Choke your chicken on your own time, Gerard buh-dy.

September 20, 2007 5:36 PM

Carrie said...

Ooh, that whole invested thing touches a point in my own life. Solly has always been quite the eloquent one.

Anonymous said...

Yes she is

Anonymous said...

There are a lot of good CGI movies or movie=s that use it. But most of the really good movies aren't using it to replace the actors but enhance their performance. It shouldn't be look at the CGI but wow I didn't realize their was CGI.

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...

Mayo....anytime we reach 50+ comments it becomes a crapshoot in here. It may or may not be about you after that. I make no guarantees save one. That it will be entertaining.

Can I be the personal trainer for the kickball team? All the meds and therapy you need!!!

September 21, 2007 12:35 PM
Blogger smoke&venom20 said...

You're hired. Practice is at ....... and will be held at ..........SEE YOU THERE!

September 21, 2007 12:36 PM

Anonymous said...

Over 50 comments inagine that!!!! And awww, the first kick ball practice.

Original Punk J said...

Amy! I sent one back to you! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Too funny!

Anonymous said...

Sister Midnite said...

Smoke&Venom20, I'd be honored.
Wait 'till I tell me co-workers:
"You will now address me as Co-Captain Nut-buster". ^_~

Sdock10, do you have anything for a sore ass? Sooner or later, I'm gonna get kicked in mine for screwing around at work!

Meh, t'hell with it.
I'm having too much fun to quit!

September 21, 2007 1:09 PM

toujours said...

that castle on the hill post was the first one i commented on. i was so scared for him. my comment was so stupid set against the others, like sdock's.


hello, everyone.

Carrie said...

Yeah, I agree Anon. I mean, I knew that Cloverfield was all overflowing with CGI, but for some reason it didn't take me out of the story.

Anonymous said...

Sister Midnite said...

*heh* Every time I hear carpe diem, I think of fish.

But we won't talk about Lyn-Z that WAY.

ZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!!!

Just kidding, peeps.
Friday mind & all, y'know.

September 21, 2007 1:24 PM
Blogger smoke&venom20 said...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
Stank-nasty.

September 21, 2007 1:26 PM

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...

Our name for our kickball team is the "NutBusters". I am the Nut Doctor. (Team trainer, pharmacist, and psychotherapist)

Smoke? How bout you?

Sis Midnite? You?

Ergoproxy...you are more than welcome to help cheerlead. We need some good cheers. Get to work on that.

He might think he's toying with us Anon but it's all an illusion. We are master magicians as well as expert kickball players.

September 21, 2007 6:46 PM

Carrie said...

Heya TJ, how's the sis?

toujours said...

hi carrie. it looks like she's truly on the mend finally, but oh, she was so groggy and drugged up today. we're all pretty much keeping our fingers crossed that there won't be anymore surprises.

thank you for asking. how are you?

Original Punk J said...

Hey TJ! How's Sister? Improving?

Anon at 11.22, I'm not totally against CGI. Like I said, it has its place, which is, as you say, to enhance the movie. Not take it over. For instance, "LOTR" had good CGI. You couldn't tell. But some things are so obvious, and so poorly done, that it becomes the focal point, to me at least.

I guess too that I'm just an old-school kinda girl when it comes to entertainment. :D

Amyranth said...

Hiya Teej! Did your sister get ALL those blog cookies? *eyes warily*

Anon, there are movies out there that have excellent CGI, but from what I saw of Beowulf, it didn't look like it enhanced to movie at all.

Now, Lord of The Rings.. that was some good CGI! And now, I can't wait to go to New Zealand sometime because of it.

-A

Carrie said...

I'm coolish. My youngest is going on a camping trip later this week and I'm way unecessarily wigging. Glad to hear the sis is on the mend!

Vivienne said...

Hello munchkins!


xoxo cupcake

toujours said...

hi j. see my answer to carrie for your answer. :)

hello amyranth...of course i gave her all the cookies. well, most of the cookies.


some of the cookies.

Carrie said...

Cuppy! I showed your pic to my daughter earlier, now she is all infatuated. :)

Anonymous said...

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

If you have nothing to say today, couldn't you just say "I have nothing to say today"?

Would you know the difference between a knowing heart and a misguided soul? Both are here with good intentions and a pure heart. We do our best to offer support, help, criticism, and advice with what we are given. And most of the time, you give us shit to work with. We take what we can from it and TRY to give you back something nice and pretty.

The pit? My friend that is the hole you are digging for yourself and I will not be drawn down into that hole with you. I will toss you a shovel though and you can dig yourself deeper or you can dig yourself out. Your choice. I'm a little busy trying to keep my own hole from caving in on top of me. I'll be more careful of where I sling my dirt I promise. God knows I wouldn't want to make you feel any dirtier.

This blog is just like the real world. There's a lot of tasteless, nasty shit, some unnecessary shit, but guess what??? Rarely is honesty nice and pretty.

Love to you (throw it away if you like)!

September 25, 2007 1:35 PM

Original Punk J said...

Hi Cuppycake! OOH, munchkins...it's so sad that the first thing I associate with that word is Dunkin' Donuts.

The middles, you know. ;)

How are you?

Amyranth said...

*blinks*

J, did you move into my cerebral cortex again?

-A

toujours said...

hello cupcake. :)

carrie, don't worry about camping trips, they're fun and wild animals generally stay far far away from a group of young people.

Anonymous said...

Blogger paperheartxx said...

Someone care to tell me what the hell this blog is saying?

I don't understand it one bit.

Haha me either:P

Anywayys, I LOVE the song "You're Not Alone" by Saosin, and I think that some of you might like it. It kind of reminds me of someone...

It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching for any sign
Of the ones he used to love..

He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left...)
And this time I think you'll know..

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten
Confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one..
(But herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is here
And this time I think you'll know...

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell..
(So tell me)

You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
You can make it out
(Make it out)
You will live to tell
(Live to tell)
You're not alone
There is more to this, I know
(And I know)
You can make it out
You will live to tell..

You are not alone.
You're not, you're not alone.

Mayo, I hope you get the message of this song =]

September 25, 2007 8:29 PM

Vivienne said...

Aww Carrie, that's adorable.

^_^


I see the anons are reminiscing today.

Amyranth said...

Teej, how many cookies did your sister get?

*taps her foot*

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hi carrie. it looks like she's truly on the mend finally, but oh, she was so groggy and drugged up today. we're all pretty much keeping our fingers crossed that there won't be anymore surprises.

thank you for asking. how are you?

September 28, 2008 11:30 PM
Blogger Original Punk J said...

Hey TJ! How's Sister? Improving?

Anon at 11.22, I'm not totally against CGI. Like I said, it has its place, which is, as you say, to enhance the movie. Not take it over. For instance, "LOTR" had good CGI. You couldn't tell. But some things are so obvious, and so poorly done, that it becomes the focal point, to me at least.

I guess too that I'm just an old-school kinda girl when it comes to entertainment. :D

September 28, 2008 11:31 PM

Most of the bad ones either didn't have someone well trained or they went over budget and hate to cut some of the fx.


Yeah that was me up there too. I am off to bed now good night.

this is why you shouldn't blog after taking medication that makes you sleepy

Vivienne said...

Hi J, TJ *Big hugs*
How are you lovely ladies?

Anonymous said...

I love last season Mayo!

Carrie said...

Ahhhhhhh TJ! Not helping!!!

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

As much as I truly enjoy reading all of your lovely comments please try to keep them to a minimum. Long narratives lose my interest and are only skimmed through by these bleary eyes.

September 26, 2007 9:32 AM

Carrie said...

Night drugged up MJ, good to see you!

toujours said...

good night martha. sweet dreams.

Teej, how many cookies did your sister get?

um.

i shared them with my brother-in-law. and then we gave them to her...

so.

i guess, three?

Anonymous said...

Hey TJ, how's your sister doing? No problem 10:58. Goodnight!

Amy, why would I need carrots for? ^_~

Amyranth said...

Goodnight MJ! I hope you're okay!

-A

Anonymous said...

smoke&venom20 said...

Isn't everyone a character of some sort? Let me help you catch up -
Princess Smoke - Captain of Nutbusters Kickball team, tends to be sarcastic, but always pretty
Sister Midnite - Princess Smoke's partner in crime and Co-Captain of the Glorious Nutbusters Kickball team. Her nights double as Sister Caterpillar - Blog Bouncer/Bodyguard
Sdock10 aka Luci - Dr. Nut, Satan -heh-heh, just kidding.
Bleeding Chaos - Official Baker for Kickball games/motivational speaker
Ergoproxy - KICK ASS Captain of the Nutbuster Cheerleading Squad
Kapunua - Cheerleader/kickball player/designated hitter, she's always there when we need her
Mayo - "Arrogant Asshole Blogger", Nutbuster cheerleader in training (he takes to many bathroom breaks and he tried to take Princess Smoke's mirror, as if.)

Now, who do you want to be?

September 26, 2007 7:57 PM

Carrie said...

Ha, why do weird universe things happen? I'm watching the Cold Case tonight, and one dude is all like, I'm writing your Beowulf paper. I have not heard the word Beowulf since I don't know when, and then suddenly, a bazillion times this week.

Original Punk J said...

MARTHA!!!! *big ol' squeezy hugs* How are you doing? It's so good to see you around! Hope you can come back soon!

And as for CGI, I have two words:
JAR-JAR BINKS.

O_o

L got your email and will be answering tomorrow! Take care.

Amy, yes. Yes I have.

I'm good, CC, good enough for now. ;D

Amyranth said...

*sighs and shakes her head slowly*

Alright. I can understand that she was in the hospital. And she may not have been in the mood for cookies. But, you are almost as bad as Mister when it comes to cookies, so I think next time I will have to not send cookies with you.

Or maybe fill you full before you go.

BC, have you seen my bag of carrots?

.... waitasec...

-A

Vivienne said...

Boo ya! I rock the geisha make up!
Random I know, but it's so damn hard to do using traditional methods.

toujours said...

Ahhhhhhh TJ! Not helping!!!

i'm sorry! she'll be fine, really really truly!


hi bc, it seems like my sister is on the mend, but i don't trust the doctors anymore after all the ups and downs she's had, so i'm not going to be happy until she's home, safe and sound.

Amyranth said...

J, that explains this overwhelming urge to sneeze.

-A

Anonymous said...

Goodnight mj, good to see you. Hiya cupcake!

Anonymous said...

anon2007 said...

Gah! Paperheart! I was thinking that, but I felt foolish in asking if anyone knew Alice In Wonderland very well. I've only seen it once or twice so I never really caught it. But that's what I immediately thought!

September 27, 2007 10:54 PM

Anonymous said...

It looks like that was Mustard's first post on Mayo. What a coincidence that it almost a year later to the day that she would leave.

Carrie said...

And now where's my geisha pic?

toujours said...

so I think next time I will have to not send cookies with you.

Or maybe fill you full before you go.


i vote for the second option, amyranth. :)

Anonymous said...

Alice in Wonderland has been referenced here from the beginning.

I find that quite charming, don't you?

Amyranth said...

*grins at Teej* just like Mister.

I bake 24 cookies, he feels entitled to 20 of them. :P

Carrie, pictures don't work on here. I think if you make a post at your own blog, we should be able to see it there.

-A

Anonymous said...

anon2007 said...

I understand what you're saying. I think that maybe people, like I am, are trying to just put their thoughts out there even if they sometimes contradict themselves. I think it all stems from confusion about the whole situation, like you said. Hopefully Mayo is able to follow along with what we're trying to get across. Hopefully.

September 28, 2007 9:47 AM

Anonymous said...

Amy, nope, I haven't. I was just downstairs searching for some old games and CD's of mine ^_^

Carrie said...

Yes, anon, I do, I have always felt down a rabbit hole here, and noooo, not dirty like, gutter mind!

Anonymous said...

People who live in the past generally are afraid to compete in the present. I've got my faults, but living in the past is not one of them. There's no future in it.

Anonymous said...

etuc htiw em dellek evah uoy gmo
;straeh&;straeh&
(:

Amyranth said...

*raises an eyebrow in BC's direction*

Well, okay if you... HEY!

*pulls the bag of carrots from between Lear's Paws*

Bloody Lion!

-A

Anonymous said...

One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.

Vivienne said...

Hello BC! *hugs*

Well Carrie, I'll have to re do it another time when I have a working camera!

But seriously, Geisha's are one of my current obsessions. It goes like this:

Geisha's
Botticelli
Obscure short stories
Anything caramel flavored.

Carrie said...

No Amy, I thought Cuppy was rocking Geisha makeup tonight, and wanted her to post a pic! And ha, thanks for the comment on my blog, you made my day. :)

Anonymous said...

*high fives Sparky*

Old comments are just that. If I shared some that I find ironic, hell would be unleashed.

Anonymous said...

"Life must be lived forward, but understood backward"

toujours said...

*grins at Teej* just like Mister.

I bake 24 cookies, he feels entitled to 20 of them. :P


*blush*

actually, i used to have something i called the "baker's rule". it said that the baker of the baked goods was entitled to sample as many as necessary for quality control. :)

Anonymous said...

smoke&venom20 said...

Alright, Mayo. Princess Smoke&Venom20 has arrived. You got those pom-poms fluffed? Nevermind, you don't get to do shit 'til I tell you to.
Who gets first kick? Sister Midnite, I think it's your turn.
Bleeding Chaos, I hope you brought those damn cupcakes. Dr. Nut, I need all the treats you can give me.

September 28, 2007 5:53 PM

Blogger The Bleeding Chaos said...

Yep, I got those damn cupcakes :)

September 28, 2007 5:54 PM

Sister Midnite said...

:: K I C K ::
Oops. Sorry, Mayo -- I didn't see you. I was admiring my boots.

*kicks again*
GAME ONNNNNNN!!!!

September 28, 2007 6:04 PM

ergoproxy said...

Just look behind and wadda ya see
Nutbusters leaders of the blog army
We've attitude and wit to spare
and a hell of a lot of devil may care.

YaaaaaaaaY NUTBUSTERS !!!

*jump*
*shake*

(sorry on late today)

September 28, 2007 6:35 PM
Anonymous Anonymous said...

why mayo and not mustard

September 28, 2007 6:55 PM

Sister Midnite said...

Ergoproxy, that was FABULOUS!!
(But of course, you are part of the Official NUTBusters!)

Sdock10, so far the score is 27 - 3.
Those Nimrods can't play worth a damn.

What sort of treats will a triple earn? :D

September 28, 2007 7:07 PM
Blogger sdock10 said...

A triple gets 1 football, a cupcake, and a tiara (not as big as Princess Smoke's I'm afraid)!

Ergoproxy give us another cheer and bring it home Sister Midnite!

September 28, 2007 7:12 PM

ergoproxy said...

mayo !!
put down the damn rabbit !!!!
*pompoms ready*

*shake shake*
Kapunua and Sdock10
Smoke&venom20
Who comes then ?
BleedingChaos, freddycharles
soulconnector
listen up 'darls
sister midnight,anon's galore
marthaj,andrea
and lots , lots more
and then of course
there's little old me
Cheering them all
it's ergoproxy

N>>U>>T>>B>>U>>S>>T>>E>>R>>S

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY TEAM

*shake shake*
*jump and spin*
*splits* (in my dreams)
*shake shake*
WOOO HOOO !!!!

(I couldn't fit every name)

September 28, 2007 7:26 PM

toujours said...

Geisha's
Botticelli
Obscure short stories
Anything caramel flavored


cupcake, i especially like the last item on your list. my current favorite is worther's chewy caramels. it's a struggle not to eat the bag in one sitting!

Anonymous said...

The past is behind, learn from it.

The future is ahead, prepare for it.

The present is here, live it.

Anonymous said...

Any historian will tell you that we must look to the past to see the best possible future.

Vivienne said...

TJ, my heart beats for worthers... I love those goodies!

Carrie said...

Ha TJ, I was totally gonna go into Werther's land, but I thought it was old people candy! :)

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

yall people are so bored. get a life.

September 29, 2007 7:43 PM
Blogger smoke&venom20 said...

What the hell? Where did you come from? You must be bored, too. Go back to buzznet.

September 29, 2007 7:45 PM

Anonymous said...

You should look to the past not live in it 11:56
Unless you are a Historian. Living in the past is their job.

toujours said...

i like mr. monson's quote. i hadn't heard that one before.

when i need to come out of trance i say:

i am here.
here is now.
i am now.


kinda fits tonight's quote theme, huh?

Anonymous said...

Ignotus said...

Vincit omnia veritas

September 30, 2007 1:01 PM

Vivienne said...

TJ, that is a marvelous quote.

toujours said...

cupcake, i knew we were kindred spirits when it came to candy. :)

carrie, old folks' candy ain't so bad. you oughta try them!

Anonymous said...

We seem to be going through a period of nostalgia, and everyone seems to think yesterday was better than today. I don't think it was, and I would advise you not to wait ten years before admitting today was great. If you're hung up on nostalgia, pretend today is yesterday and just go out and have one hell of a time.

Amyranth said...

Well Lovelies, I'm going to try to get the energy up to bike to work tomorrow morning.

Here's hoping I can even get out of bed :P

Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS!

-A

toujours said...

thank you, cupcake. have you ever read the magazine sagewoman? it came from an article in there, a few years ago.

it's amazing how effective it is.

Carrie said...

Your everlasting summer
You can see it fading fast
So you grab a piece of something
That you think is gonna last
You wouldnt know a diamond
If you held it in your hand
The things you think are precious
I cant understand

Chorus:
Are you reelin in the years
Stowin away the time
Are you gatherin up the tears
Have you had enough of mine

You been tellin me youre a genius
Since you were seventeen
In all the time Ive known you
I still dont know what you mean
The weekend at the college
Didnt turn out like you planned
The things that pass for knowledge
I cant understand

Chorus

I spend a lot of money
And I spent a lot of time
The trip we made in hollywood
Is etched upon my mind
After all the things weve done and seen
You find another man
The things you think are useless
I cant understand

Carrie said...

It was on Cold Case, and I love Steely Dan.

Original Punk J said...

I'm by cinnamon like you guys are by caramel, Cuppy and TJ. Anything cinnamon flavored is my favorite whatever-it-is. I especially like those cinnamon bears, the ones that are hothothot when you bite into them. My mom made me a cinnamon pound cake once; it was fantabulous.

toujours said...

good night amyranth. thanks for the cookies...er, i mean, my sister thanks you for the cookies!

sweet dreams. :)

Carrie said...

Night, Amy!

Anonymous said...

Here here sparky at 11:50, but still, the old comments bring back some fond memories.

Ah, the first kickball game and cheer. I miss them.

Hahaha at King Lear. He took the carrots, didn't he? Bad lion. ^_~

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Amy, I'll answer your email in a while. :)

Good luck with that bikin' thing. O_o

toujours said...

j., so i'm guessing you like snickerdoodle cookies?

Carrie said...

Oh, I did the Werther's TJ, and I also have a forbidden love of coffee nips.

Carrie said...

In retrospect, that comment sounds dirty, I was trying to say that I do love Werther's. :)

Vivienne said...

You're welcome TJ ^_^ I have not heard of it, but I shall look it up!

And goodnight Amy *hugs* I hope to run into you soon.

And for the record...

Yesterday was wonderful, and I look back on it very fondly.
Tomorrow will be amazing, I can't wait for what comes next.
But today, I'm in it, experiencing it, and as far as I can see, things are just right.

Original Punk J said...

Yes, TJ, yes I do. How'd you know? ;)

And I much prefer cinnamon-sugar flavor over apple-cinnamon. The apple does fine by itself, but adds a whang to the cinnamon that I just can't enjoy.

Anonymous said...

olita Haze said...

You lot are absolutely hilarious!! If only there were more pumpkin people with a sense of humor in this fanbase.

I mean pumpkin people affectionately.

October 2, 2007 3:57 AM

toujours said...

I also have a forbidden love of coffee nips.

*cough*

you may not have meant to, carrie, but you certainly succeeded. :)

elena said...

Considering the past, I must live forward.

Posted by Mayonaise at Friday, December 28, 2007




Goodnight everyone.

Carrie said...

J, you totally said whang.

toujours said...

j., snickerdoodles are my mom's favorite cookie, and her favorite latte, as well. she teaches baristas how to make it all over the country in their retirée rambles.

Original Punk J said...

*loud applause for Elena*

THANK YOU, ELENA! 'Nuff said, I think.

toujours said...

um.

the folks' rambles, not the barista's. the baristas don't ramble, as far as i am aware.

Original Punk J said...

Carrie, yes, yes I did. And I meant every implication that comes with it. :D

WHANG!

TJ, snickerdoodles are grand. Cinnamon rolls are even grander.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight amy, sweet dreams.

Carrie said...

Watch out, for the rambling baristas.

toujours said...

superb quoting skills, elena. are you really leaving now? :(

well then, good night, sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...

anonymeese said...

I agree, her ass has perfect comic timing! This is THE place to hang out. I don't know what we are going to do if/when these blogs disappear. This is the only place I feel comfortable expressing my opinions about MCR, and I don't want to diss other MCR fan forums but it's like we have all found each other here for a reason.

October 3, 2007 6:27 PM

Anonymous said...

Goodnight elena

Anonymous said...

Blogger Jennicula said...

Mayo, just hang in there. You're not alone in this world. If you should fall, take a look around. There are plenty of hands to help you up. I don't care if you're famous or not, I'm here for you.

Kapunua, you are brilliant. Your writing has been fabulous lately. Thanks for the smile. I usually just lurk about, here and there - with my ass..

I don't play kickball, but I do cheer for everybody. I love the wit and snark. Keep it up guys. I've got my pom poms ready by the sidelines.

October 3, 2007 7:01 PM

toujours said...

maybe rambling baristas are seattle's version of mariachi bands?

and speaking of seattle, j., cinnabon's was started in the puget sound. we know cinnamon. :)

Anonymous said...

Jennicula's first comment

Vivienne said...

Elena, you don't say much, but when you do...
Sleep well hun, I miss you, ya know?

Anonymous said...

Living the past is a dull and lonely business; looking back strains the neck muscles, causing you to bump into people not going your way.

Carrie said...

Night elena, thanks, good old days, for your awesome digging skills. I gotta go to bed myself now, school in the morning. Only two days before Annie gets dumped off at camp! an hour away! not in the care of family members! Good thing there is Xanax in the cabinet. Night guys, thanks for chatting and hanging with me.

Anonymous said...

Elena said...
Considering the past, I must live forward.

Posted by Mayonaise at Friday, December 28, 2007




Goodnight everyone.

September 29, 2008 12:10 AM

Vivienne said...

Goodnight Carrie, sweet dreams of the future.

toujours said...

good night carrie. (she'll be fine!)

Anonymous said...


*
*
*:

Vivienne said...

I have fleetwood mac running through my head. Does anyone like the song 'songbird'?

Anonymous said...

(Oh I never saw this.... it is so funny when you read it back)...

Anonymous Kapunua said...

Except I can't delete it.

CHRIST! I thought there was an option to delete this stuff? WTF???

October 10, 2007 10:57 PM
Anonymous Kapunua said...

How about it, Mayo? COme on, delete the crazy girl. You know you can!

October 10, 2007 10:58 PM
Comment deleted

This post has been removed by the author.

October 10, 2007 11:02 PM
Anonymous Kapunua said...

No, there isn't! THat's what I'm looking for but I can't find one. Do you have one under yours?

October 10, 2007 11:03 PM
Blogger resurrected wreck said...

Yes. I'm going to try deleting my previous post...

October 10, 2007 11:04 PM
Anonymous Kapunua said...

Whaddya say, Mayo, whoever the hell you are. Be a dear and delete that nonsense i just stupidly wrote.

October 10, 2007 11:05 PM

Kapunua said...

Yeah, I saw all of these "post has been deleted by author" so I figured I could delete mine. Crap on a stick, right? I guess it is because I'm using LJ.

Mayo, help a sister out.

October 10, 2007 11:12 PM


-----

Disclosure is promising, beautiful; I will not take it back, and neither will you.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight cupcake

Anonymous said...

Her and Mayo were also seeming to be fighting in a way. Looking back it didn't seem like bad fighting like many others have tried to say. I think they use to merely challenge each other.

I still haven't found Sdock's first OFFICIAL good night.

Vivienne said...

You're going to bed BC?

Anonymous said...

Hahaha, did I say cupcake? I meant carrie. Oops.

Original Punk J said...

Goodnight Carrie, dream of Beowulf eating old people candy and talking with rambling baristas! :D

Anonymous said...

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I like it here. Someone evil is trying to shut it down.

You wouldn't believe the truth. Leadership is an honor. People read things differently. Letting people in on deep dark secrets is cool, I won't delete.

Everyone willingly agrees.

p.s. i know who lurks.

October 11, 2007 9:05 PM

Anonymous said...

(:

Vivienne said...

Oh BC, you crazy kid!... had me confused there. It's not my most intellectual day.

Anonymous said...

Somehow the loss of Mustard really bothers me.

Anonymous said...

Haha I wasn't paying attention when I typed that. Sorry about that cupcake ^_^

Vivienne said...

Well clearly BC, gosh! *Flips hair dramatically*

Anonymous said...

Anon trouble actually starts around october 12. It's strange to look back.

Anonymous said...

the lurking evil

Anonymous said...

Sorry about that cupcake ^_^

I miss mustard too anon :(

Anonymous said...

nonymous said...

You guys remind me of a cult.

O, gentle Mayonaise leader, give us a sign that you read our comments. We praise you!

Our leader is just so shy, the big bads who mock us may have chased him away.

O wait, did you see that extra apostrophe!? With that, he's saying he hears our voices and understands.

All hail the Mayonaise, it's not just for sandwiches anymore.

October 12, 2007 10:40 AM

Anonymous said...

Hahahaha anon

Anonymous said...

Time has a funny way of punching in.
Do not be led astray...I am here, not there, not everywhere. Although the meaning may be hidden, my words are never buried. You always recognize my presence and hear my voice. It is a great compliment. I hear you as well, and continue to do so with an open mind. My lovelies, it has been far too long since I addressed you directly. Please don't be mad.

It was never my intent to stay, you have given me a path, and I will wander. Judgments aside for the moment, the most promising of you have made this a phenomenal place to find importance in reason; the process of it. Dare I say we complement one another?

p.s. some are not obligated to wear the wool and others do it for good measure.
Posted by Mayonaise at Sunday, October 14, 2007

Anonymous said...

Looks like evil Elmo was the cult leader all along.

Vivienne said...

I also miss Mustard, and many others, but I'm so thankful for just meeting them, and having them in my life, however briefly.

Original Punk J said...

L has given me her goodnights to post for the guys, so I'm going to do that now, then I think I'm heading out as well. (I'll be back in a few.)

Anonymous said...

I will give you a hint...leech
If you consider my intention was to assemble you here, and then rip you apart, merely to revel in your dichotomy...well then, you have not heard me at all. I will not strike the match, but you hold the bucket. Is it full of water, or shit?

p.s. allow your wisdom, wit, worry, and wonder to punch, provoke, purchase, and profess.
Posted by Mayonaise at Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Anonymous said...

Duplicitous I am not, a three dollar whore…well, maybe.
I am sad, no I am devastated.

Never once has this been about favoritism, cliques, or status. I just couldn’t fucking hear with all the noise and needed a little space.

I needed a place where it could be less abstract for me, and for you. I guess perhaps I am a cheap, greedy man.

I can’t stress enough the fact that it was your intense camaraderie that led me to believe that you all had some sort of life line with each other. You finish each others sentences like an old married couple, it's beautiful to see.

I made a mistake by asking one of you to deliver my message, and I am sorry.

In defense of the visitors, they only did as I requested, by keeping the space until I needed it.

I was not attempting to conceal anything. Mayonaise is for you to share, for everyone. It became more your home than mine, and that is amazing.

Kapunua, I would like to speak directly to your recent post, and in doing so speak to everyone. First, thank you. My gratitude may be expected but it carries an enourmous amount of worth. Second, I know that you are not naïve. For you to consider that I would exclude you, or anyone else is to say that you never heard me. And I know that each of you hear me. You are all my insight and my mirror. It is you that I look toward to pass judgment on me, and you have. I have failed you.

I am sorry.

P.S. Please stay, all of you, stay…not for me, but for each other.
Posted by Mayonaise at Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Anonymous said...

Goodnight L and possibly J, sweet dreams guys.

Anonymous said...

Blogger sdock10 said...

I knew you heard me and and I heard you. And in doing so, I have begun to listen to myself.

You have my faithful heart.

Alfuckingways!

Love to YOU,
S

p.s. Safe at home again

November 14, 2007 1:21 PM

Anonymous said...

Jennicula said...

Mayo I understand the want and need to have your own quiet corner in the universe, I truly do.

I learned something about myself over the last few days. And, for that I thank you. I learned that I don't "do" cryptic well, nor do I care to attempt it anymore.If you want me to understand you, please be blunt. I'm blonde and apparently slow.

I learned that I need to take a step back.

I learned that I do cherish those of whom I've talked to on a regular basis. They can keep a piece of my heart. I'll be around, but I need to find a quiet corner of my own to lick my wounds.

November 14, 2007 1:25 PM

Anonymous said...

Blogger Fimble Star said...

thank you

November 14, 2007 1:30 PM

Anonymous said...

Blogger mustardisbetter said...

I'm sorry, too.



It's quite a fucking shame if you ask me, that all of this had to end the way it did.



I appreciate your straightfoward words, but I'll have to chew over them to see if there's any honesty behind it.

November 14, 2007 1:30 PM

Anonymous said...

smoke&venom20 said...

Thank you.



I needed to hear that. Nothing cryptic. No metaphors (I think). Just honesty.



Forgiveness is not something that comes easy to me. Sarcasm does. As I’m sure you have noticed. I hold onto hate and grudges a lot longer than I should. I am working on that. What you have created here, regardless of why it started, is remarkable. There are millions of chat rooms and blogs on the internet but yet, there is something extra special here. I now have people from all over the world that I call friends and I have never left the Southeastern side of the United States. Crazy, I know. For that, I am grateful. You could have turned this off along time ago. No more creepy shit, ok?



As far as your other house, that is fine. I have no intentions of barging in anytime soon. I prefer this castle, seeing as how I’m the princess and all.



I still hope you are doing well. I hope you do find what you need here. I talk shit to you and about you, but only cause I have come to care about you. Why? I’m not exactly sure, yet. Does it really matter, though? Please, do try to be a little bit CAREFUL. And as always, I do hope will learn how to be still.



To the rest of you:



I do not want you to think for a second that our ‘other’ house was ever a secret. We all discussed that a long time ago when it was getting too hard for us to load comments here. We had that space and the one for our special ‘kickball team’ if you remember. Just a reminder. We would never leave anyone out. That’s not my style. Love you all.





XOXO

Princess





P.S. - The princess has not slipped through your fingers……..yet.

November 14, 2007 1:49 PM

Anonymous said...

“Fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Get confused or be straight. Flunk a class or ace a test. Become a slut or be reborn a virgin. Get fit or get fat. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth or lie and cheat. Live happily ever after or get divorced. Dance on tables or sit in the corner and be shy. Let me (scream or whisper) a secret to you: It’s doesn’t matter. Nobody’s actually watching. Life is divine chaos. Embrace it. Forgive yourself. Breathe. And enjoy the ride.

Anonymous said...

Blogger sdock10 said...

You guys nothing has changed. We are all still here and we are what made this place so fucking spectacular. Mayo is still here and Mayo is Mayo. That's all we need to know. We come, we share, we hang out, we bitch, we piss and moan, we get mad, we get sad, and we get over it all....with each other.

November 14, 2007 1:58 PM

Anonymous said...

Anonymous said...

It is a peaceful coalescence that I desire.

p.s. with all the finger pointing I can barely hear you anymore.

This means more now than ever.

He wants you to stop pitting one against the other.

You don't even hear (me) each other.

November 14, 2007 2:50 PM

Vivienne said...

Well sadly I've gotta haul ass.
I shall drop by tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that, because I love this place.

Mayo,SS, words were never enough.

xoxo cupcake

Anonymous said...

Kapunua said...

This goddamn thing ate my post three times. >_>

Mayonaise:

It was twenty dollar whore, actually, but still.

Never once has this been about favoritism, cliques, or status. I just couldn’t fucking hear with all the noise and needed a little space.

Oddly enough, Mayo, back when you began that exclusive blog of yours, it was much quieter in here. Don't you think?

I can’t stress enough the fact that it was your intense camaraderie that led me to believe that you all had some sort of life line with each other. You finish each others sentences like an old married couple, it's beautiful to see.

Is that why you hoped it would "stay under the radar?"

In defense of the visitors, they only did as I requested, by keeping the space until I needed it.

I understand that. But you need to understand that a lot of those same people came on here acting as if exclusion was a bad thing. That person you asked to deliver the message, for instance.

Kapunua, I would like to speak directly to your recent post...

I'm not sure which one you mean; I posted two pretty much on top of each other. I meant what I said in both. Even if you hadn't deleted that blog; even if I had found it the first time, I wouldn't have messed around there. I would have kept your secret, but I would not have dissed the folks here. I like you, Mayo--at least much of the time I do. But not to the exclusion of, and certainly not more than any of the honest and lovely people on here.

If you're talking about my most recent comment on your last entry, the one about SS and that question? Well, I gather that he is busy. I think it might actually be important, although like I said, I could be wrong.

You know where to get me.

(Come to that, you knew where to get all of us if you wanted to.)

First, thank you. My gratitude may be expected but it carries an enourmous amount of worth.

I didn't expect it at all, to be perfectly honest with you. I never know what to expect because this game is crazy and you're not too right in the head, either. Well hell, none of us are. You know that. Which is precisely why you should get that you can't just play with people like that, you know what I'm saying?

Look, I can almost understand your position. No matter who you are, you really can't give away too much. Seriously, I see that. But you also can't just expect us to read your mind. We hear you, sure. I just think most of us are never sure if you hear us. Which leaves us wondering if we are playing a game, or if we are a game. I think you've gotten that point by now though, so no use in ramming it in.

Second, I know that you are not naïve. For you to consider that I would exclude you, or anyone else is to say that you never heard me.

How can we, though? You set up away from us--again, perfectly within your rights--and say you're glad you're "under the radar", but then you're surprised when no one follows you there? Again: I wouldn't have, even if I had found it. But Mayo, if you want us to hear you, you could try, you know, saying things to us. The games are fun; I love the poetry. I love the jokes and the riddles, you know I love the metaphors and, what was it? Crazy moon talk? That's all great. But you can't use that kind of stuff all the time, especially when things get intense, and expect crystal clear results. Sometimes when things go balls-up you need to come out and be like, "Hey guys, here I am" if you really want something meaningful. Which, do you? I guess maybe sometimes you do.

Kinda like this. This is sort of nice.

You are all my insight and my mirror. It is you that I look toward to pass judgment on me, and you have.

Sweetheart, that's so much to put on us. Why do you need any of us to be your moral compass? All I ever do here pretty much is rant about how much I hate hypocrisy, and how much I hate how evilly people treat each other, and how much I hate it when that kind of stuff is encouraged. I don't know you, I only know what it looks like; that's all any of us have. You know you, or if you don't, then you should. And when I'm not on here talking about kicking Jimmy Urine in the teeth and my favorite band flipping the bird to people who loved them for a reason other than "OMGz they are LIEK SOOO HOT!!!11" I'm talking about clown vaginas, Monty Python and quoting Kung Pow. Goddamn, are you Spike or Angel or something?

I appreciate that you have never once told me to put a sock in it (oh, but isn't that the suggestion that sparked this entire blog? ^_~) when you could have, and I've said that so many times. But I never once harbored the idea that this entire place was like a moral compass for you. I seriously had no idea.

I'm glad that you came and said all of this, honestly. It's good of you. But I hope that you can understand what I'm trying to say, too.

November 14, 2007 4:13 PM

Anonymous said...

Aw we wuv you cupcake. Goodnight and sweet dreams.

Anonymous said...


:)

Anonymous said...

I posted those because it was the beginning of the healing of those who felt hurt. it happened once it can happen again.

Anonymous said...

Am I the only blogger left? :/

toujours said...

nope, i had to reconnect but i'm still here, bc.

and good night cupcake, sweet caramelly dreams. :)

Anonymous said...

Miracle whiep Me was so bad.... so many accusations, cruel words and hate. So much name calling and finger pointing. The hatred to BC from the OPs, from Amyranth Sis Midnite, everyone.... The outright venom that was going around. The cruel things that got said.
ANd yet the first ones to do the forgiving and stop fighting was the so maligned "porchies" and also they invited EVERYONE to discussmayo at the time.

All I am saying is that if the blog can get over that, they can get over this too. It doesn't have to be this way.

Anonymous said...

It was a witch hunt after Miracle Whip. The blog survived that even though so many were hurt and so many ugly words were thrown around.

Anonymous said...

?em ssim syawla uoy od
(:

Anonymous said...

Mayo,

It has been quite a while since I wrote you a proper goodnight, for one reason or the other. Days and nights pass, and I have found myself saying, I'll write one tomorrow. But one thing I have learned is that you cannot count on tomorrow. All we have for certain is the second we are living in right now.

I hope the she in your post is alright. I hope you are, I wish you true happiness. Some time ago I asked about that thorn bush deep within. Did you find an axe? Did you douse it with lighter fluid and burn every last vine away? Or will it take a scalpel, delicate and sharp, to leave the good behind?

Take care of yourself and yours, Mayo. My name might not always be here, but understand, I am here. I don't have all the answers, not even for myself. But I will try, and I love you.

Sweet dreams and goodnight, Mayo. Stay on the ride.

Anonymous said...

This blog has come back from so much worse than the latest anons and nasty things said.

Anonymous said...

Hi again TJ :)

I'm afraid I won't be staying up for much longer. I need to try to rest to ease the fever.

1:22, yeah, I'm hoping that somehow everyone will come back. I really don't like how quiet this place has become. What's surprising is that VV's blog is becoming more occupied with people than it is overhere, and admittingly, I find myself visiting there more frequently.

It gets boring here sometimes.

Anonymous said...

No anon. Worse things have been said on here. People have been called 'cunt' repeatedly not only by anons (I never did) but by regulars signed in. And no one asked me but the CRUELEST thing said on this blog in the history so far was by Toujour. 'I didn't need to say anything to Sdock and Smoke about their niece dying because cancer bothers me an after all.... it was five years ago.'

Some things are harsher than MWM.

Anonymous said...

SS,

You're very quiet, you know that? So much so that you have to listen very carefully to hear you, look very closely to see. But you are heard, my friend. A whisper can be so much louder than a scream.

I hope you are doing well, and taking care of yourself. I hope you are truly happy as well. Life is far too short to be who others want you to be. Look inside yourself, in your heart and soul. You are a beautiful person, and what your name is matters not. It's who you are.

Sweet dreams and goodnight to you, SS.

Love,
L.

Anonymous said...

Sorry, I had to do that :p

Anonymous said...

......When did TJ say anything like that?

Anonymous said...

Goodnight L, sweet dreams.

*BC is listening to the Lost Boys sountrack*

Anonymous said...

"I feel so out-of-step on the blog. I know I should have said something to Sdock that night about her neice dying of cancer, but it was five years ago and everyone else was stepping in, so I went with my selfish desire to just not talk about cancer anymore that night. I had already made a comment over at Miss T's about her friend, and it took me the longest time to work up my courage just to write that paltry thing. Sometimes I'm just so sick of talking about cancer."

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