It is everything built to borrow
made of a moment or two of sorrow
with a roof pitched of tar and nicotine
and everything good that is in between
that has taken three hundred days
sometimes filtered through a painted haze
while holding breath without suffocation
there is love and hate, anguish and elation
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we would have to rent a castle somewhere. or a b&b in a big victorian mansion.
Nice to be on top.
Piss
Off
Early
Tomorrow's
Saturday
= POETS
have you heard from VM? I often wonder how she is
and my internet is hating me at the moment :[
*headdesk*
TJ!!!! Nice timing. :)
yay TJ!
And what a lovely place for the suggestion to end up!
Let's do it in Scotland, they have lots of castles.
oh! that poets. lol
actually, i recently got an email from vm -- she's had a very busy summer...and her daughter just started kindergarten. :)
Ergo, I am so sorry that your interwebz is giving you shit.
VM - I have not talked to her. Don't even have her number. TJ, do you have her contact info?
i do anima -- you want me to send you her email? i don't think she would mind. :)
Ergo, mine is fighting me too. And that POETS thing is priceless, I had never heard that before. I must share it with my hubby tomorrow. :)
oh Tj could you say hi for me?
or ask if she wants to send me an email, I'd love to keep in touch
TJ, yes please!
ergo, of course i'll say hi, and let her know she's to write to you, pronto! *hehe*
well, look's like i'm writing vm an email. :)
i'm supposed to be drawing a picture for her girl, too. either a dancing peacock, or a horse eating grass. i have my orders!
How about a peacock dancing on the back of a horse eating grass? :)
*arrives an hour later*
Thanks Anima :)
Hi Ergo, anyone else
Yes, I agree, combine the two!
You betta show us your drawings.
Strangly...why do I only have music from the 80/90's for women singers? I am still building this cd for Elena's daughter, and I feel like I have nothing to contribute from recent years. Any suggestions?
I think that is a sterling idea for a picture carrie!
Amy Mann, Suzanne Vega.
i love that idea for a picture, carrie. lol
ergo, anima, email is sent and you can now pester vm all you want. i warned her, too. *heh*
Goodnight guys.
Carrie, you got it!
I have so far:
Bjork (of course!)
Doloris (Cranberries)
Siouxsie (and the Banshees)
Harriet (The Sundays)
Lisa Gerrard (Dead Can Dance)
Fiona Apple
Liz Berlin (Rusted Root)
Elizabeth Frazer (Cocteau Twins)
Regine Chassagne (Arcade Fire)
I need more!
i want to draw the horse eating grass off a plat at a table, but i'm unsure whether that would be a disappointment to vm's daughter or not. some kids don't take to the cartoony stuff. :/
although, she did like the drawing of a cat fairy that i did for her when i was there...
*heavy sigh*
:)
Nite BC...*hugs*
Thanks TJ!
Anna Nalick, for real, I love her a lot!
eating off a plate. a plate, you see.
good night, bc. my fingers are still crossed for your job. :)
Oh TJ that sounds cute, I think she would totally like it.
yeah, you think so? :D
maybe that's what i'll do. it'd be fun, anyway.
I gotta go to bed guys, gotta ferry kids to school in the morning. Night all. Thanks for the chat.
goodnight bC sweet ddreams
TJ knowing kids she'd love it because you did it for her
Carrie, I have that CD. I think I am jaded because it was my biggot boss that gave it to me.
Maybe I can listen to it independently; now hearing you recommend it, maybe I will actually listen to it!
Night nite Carrie. Sweet and happy dreams.
lost my connection there for a bit.
good night carrie, good to chat with you. :)
TJ knowing kids she'd love it because you did it for her
i have very little experience with kids, so i will take your word for it, ergo! she's a very cool little girl though, so i hope she likes whatever i end up drawing for her. :)
goodnight carrie sweet dreams
Mayo, yo ... *grins*
What is up with you? Are you around?
I am so trapped in my 'girl' songs right now. I need to escape.
Hardcore? Oh yes! That is the answer. Are there any 'girl' hardcore bands? I mean good ones. Any suggestions?
wish i could help you anima, but most of the female vocalists that i know about are from celtic and folk music. :/
TJ will it be coloured or just the outline for her to colour? you could do one as coloured pic and one to colour in, my daughter is 6 and still loves us drawing anything for her to colour, she could get a photo of it done and send that back to you
you have Blondie or Joan Jett, the Pretenders, the Divinyls?
oh! that's an excellent idea, ergo! (and less work for me too! *grin*)
Evanescence, is it Nightwish?, ummmmm Garbage, Cranbewrries, Taylor Dane, Anastasia
it's hard to think, I know I know more
TJ, I would love your input. Doesn't matter where it comes from...Send it to me!
Ergo, Blondie and Jett are excellent. I know there are more, I'm just kind of stuck in a genre.
I do hate being alone.
Three in a row is not good.^_~
ok, anima -- i'll be thinking and try to send you out a list tout suite! :)
Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
It's a red hot chili peppers kinda night for me :)
you weren't alone, silly. your computer is just the fastest. :)
hello anon. what song is that from? (i don't know red hot chili peppers very well)
hi anon. I don't know much Chilli Peppers but they sound good on the radio
haha I am watching American Chopper visits Australia, they are just near us for part of it.
Howdy Bloggers!
So not caught up at all- no real time for it tonight, sadly. Am waiting for pictures from Anima, Elena (and poor abused Flighty!), OP's and dude! Cannot find the link from The Sisters/Fimble's gig! I am really sad about that -could somebody lovely wonderful gorgeous brilliant umm (and all those really flattering sugar like things!)--put that link back up YO!? I miss out. :(
AND HEY YOU!! Uhh, leave those kids alone and stuff!
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Anonymous said...
Lewis you constantly give yourself away.
September 4, 2008 11:01 PM
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Let it be know! You Are An ASS!! Huzzah. And yea, that wasn't me! Goddamn dudez. I HAVE A NAME. I WILL USE IT. I PROMISE. (Even if it is a humiliating declaration people, I'll put my damn name on!! I SWEAR!) I do believe other people sometimes use the Same Words as I Do, on occasion -I think it is called ENGLISH...but I could be mistaken? (Feel free to educate me on that..) So yea, not me. Step Off!
>:(
Alrighty then. Thanks to Miranth!! You eased some great stress! You are loved and missed! (HI KASS! Come Back Again!) Mayo -come give you're women attention. You're not gonna get any favors this way... I missed the poems 3:12 Pm (if ya don't mind my sayin!). Hope everyone has a grand night. See ya 'round the cell block lovelies!!
-loves
hello and see ya, lewis. (english, hmmm? i think i've heard of that language once, or twice. lol)
hi and bye lewis, take care.
♥
Holy crap I just made it home.
That was a loooonnnnggggg trip!
heeeeeeeyyy elena! welcome home!
*must keep looking straight ahead......do not glance down to my right........focus on the camera......
Hey TJ
Thanks, it's good to be home
hi elena!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
glad you're home safe!
what happened outside Chicago?
lol cute caption, ergo. :)
Hey Ergo
I'm writing my goodnight to good old Mayo so I'll explain what happened leaving Chicago in it.
Shit, I'm tired. Being in the car for 11 hours it rough. IT was nice to stop at Anima's. Her bar is so nice. I was really impressed. And I got to visit with her doggies! Just wish we could have stayed over and drove home tomorrow but Flighty has class in the morning.
oh man, you guys have to see this -- i've been looking at the website of my old sca group, catching upon what's different, and i discovered that for the 40th anniversary they made an illuminated book about the barony and its history and guilds, even a map! it is so beautiful, and just the coolest thing. i am in awe.
barony of madrone's domesday book
there is just a bit of ampleness in the chestal region there.
Boy, talk about over-reacting.
cool elena hope you have a very restful sleep and I'll look forward to hearing all the details soon ♥
TJ they have done a lovely job,it must have taken ages.
What a fascinating project it would have been
it's a lot of work, ergo (i used to do the scribal stuff myself) and they just did such an excellent job. :)
Thank ya 2:55! I try! I have an Overreator's Badge - it's shiny. (NO, you can't touch it.)
;)
Ergo! Sent ya off a sumpin sumpin'! So it is there for ya, later!
Elena! I miss you!! Glad ya guys had fun! Can't wait for details! (And PICTURES DAMMIT.)
Tj! -an old friend of mine was in the SCA! Used to go to the events all through my pre-to-teens! (We were banned from the Pirate's Section ...until of course we turned 16 -then it was "Go find a Mate!" Ha!) LOVED the dresses! Miss the food! Really was a hell of a thing, those events! Really cool and intersting people, so loyal! I will never forget those years. (And the book is gorgeous by the way!)
I am off, just wanted to drop a note Ergo!! I hope everyone is good! loves
ha! lewis, i have to admit, i'm looking forward to playing again as a single lady! good night to you, sweet dreams. :)
Oh shit! P.S!
ERGO- from the first moment I saw that pic ^^^ All I Could Do Was Look At HER BREASTS. Whoa. Hardcore. You'd think Big Red(himz pretty), even Mr.WTF HAT...but no ----guhzungahz. ;p
hahah lewis yup she is ghuzunga central in that pic, your eyes are just drawn, which I'd say is the effect she was after...if you've got it flaunt it!
thanks for the sumthin sumthin, I'll have a look then find when I have time to reply!
take care!
Mayo
Wow, it’s good to be home. And when I say “home” I don’t just mean my actual home I mean this place too.
It was a good road trip. Much better than I had anticipated. Flighty daughter and I got along great. Oh and just so you know, she understands her blog name is Flighty and she thinks it’s funny. You know I never realized it would happen but she liked getting to know some of my friends from the blog. She really liked meeting J, L and Anima. Yeah, she got to see my “imaginary” friends really do exist.
Oh so here’s what happened leaving Chicago. I’ll just skip the whole valet fiasco. Suffice it to say my suitcase got left at the hotel and they are sending it to me. Anyway we were trying to find our way out of Chicago. Oh let me just say, I love Chicago but damn they have some aggressive drivers. We totally didn’t understand the whole concept of turning on your blinker and then just pulling out into traffic. No waiting to see if someone is gonna let you out – oh hell no, blinker means get the fuck out of my way. Once we figured that out it got a bit better. So as we were trying to figure out where we were and how to get out of town it started to pour. Not a nice rain mind you I’m talking mother fucking sheets of rain. We had just taken an off ramp. No, Flighty wasn’t speeding and we hit a slick spot. Holy shit the car did a complete 360 spin. She did wonderful. She didn’t panic she turned into the skid like she should but man did we come close to hitting the cement wall. After we both stopped screaming and the car stopped she quickly backed up (we were sideways blocking two lanes) and got us going again. Bless her heart she kept saying, “it’s not my fault”. She was right, it wasn’t. Just one of those freak things that happens. It was pretty fucking scary though.
You know it was nice to get to show her part of my world that she really didn’t know anything about. She knows about the blog but now that she met some of my friends I think it’s more real to her. Of course she had questions. “Just who is this Mayo guy?” was my favorite. “So is he nice?” I liked that one. “How did you find the blog?” was another question. Just for the record I said Mayo’s a mystery man, yeah he’s nice and I have no fucking idea how I found the blog. That is true cause to this day I’m still not sure.
Oh back to the “is he nice?” question. I figured the easiest way for me to answer that was to show her how you posted my Easter comment. How you posted my words that were so special to me letting me know you understood. She read the comment and sat and thought a minute. Finally she said, “Mama, I’m sorry I didn’t spend Easter with you. I didn’t think it mattered.” I just wonder how on earth my child would think it didn’t matter to me. I realized then that she doesn’t understand me any more than I understand her sometimes. We both need to work on that. Oh and one more thing. The box of craft stuff I talked about in that comment? She has it. When she moved out she found it in the basement and took it with her. When I asked why she smiled and said because she remembers how much fun she and her sisters had making things with all those bits and pieces of stuff. What I thought was forgotten really wasn’t. The memories that I thought were only mine, aren’t. Holy crap, Mayo. I not only have wonderful new friends because of this place but I’m reconnecting with Flighty. Life is beautiful.
Okay this is becoming a novel so I’ll stop but I just wanted you to know.
Night Mayo
Elena (home is where the heart is)
oh lewis thank you!!! :]
I find It's always worth trying, you may only get through to one of two, but they make it worthwhile
I'll reply as soon as I can
elena that's just beautiful
(not the accident part, that is scary, she did very well to stay calm and manage the car, tell her she should be proud of herself and I'm soooo glad you're home safe)
beautiful comment, elena.
i'd best be getting to bed now. good night ergo, good night lurkers.
sweet dreams everyone.
goodnight Tj sweet dreams
Thanks Ergo and TJ
Oh I just remembered something else that happened at the concert that was funny. James was telling us how his parents were there and I can't remember exactly what he said but it was a bad word and he said "sorry mom." Then he was telling the audience how his mom would chase him around the house with a bar of soap to wash his mouth out then he talked like that. He said "she's chased Gerard Way around with a bar of soap too."
Guess GW better watch his potty mouth! LOL
AAAAAAAAhahahahahahahahaha
oh you can't beat a mum can you!
mayo,
to be honest, as much as i love this place and as much as i feel like blogbelieve is a home for me, i am struggling these days.
i lurk more than i used to...i get here ready to sit and chat, and find i don't feel as though i am able to interrupt the conversations already going on, that my input would not be welcome. and then when i do manage to show myself, i second-guess my comments. "no, i can't say that." has become a refrain for me.
i don't like this. i am doing my best to continue regardless, because i suspect this feeling is a failing of my own, and not blogbelieve's. there always seems to come a time when i lose my place, and flounder. my head starts to tell me lies.
i don't even know why i'm telling you this. i'm not trying to complain. maybe it's a fair warning? maybe an explanation?
maybe telling you way too much is just my little tradition.
time to sleep, and then see what tomorrow brings.
good night, mayo.
Tj feel free to interrupt me or give me a new topic anytime, I love talking to you, though I know you've had your share of anonymous critics lately, I still think you're interesting and funny and I know that all the rest of us do too
so Mayo
things I've learned today
...you can actually plug 2 laptops in and not realise you didn't turn them on for half a day, until you begin to wonder why the screen is going darker,
...you can wash your face with shampoo and it is quite effective at removing eye-liner and mascara, don't ask me why I know that, it wasn't strictly intentional, but you go with the flow,
...blue cheese does not go really well with cheese and spring onion Pringles, again not strictly intentional, but a good tip,
...beetroot leaves are very tasty as a vegetable,
..Australians just cannot help taking the piss out of any tourist even the big tough guy from American Chopper,
...and I still love Russell Brand
So
what did you learn today? Hope it was things more important but no less interesting than me.
lol
wishing you adventures, experiences, memories and learning
much love EPxx
SS
how are you? I hope everything is going swimmingly for you, take care.
Sending you health, hopes and happiness
lotsa love EP xx
hi to PP miranth kass fasc and any other soon to arrivers, have a good friday
goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning
♥xx♥
Mawhnin' BlogBelieve!
Can I declare today "Fuck With Me Fucktastic Friday!"? I dare someone to take up the challenge.
Muwahhah!
Hip, hip, hooray for me
You talked to me
But would you kill me
in my sleep
Booyow!
No, thank you for the venom.
Who? You and you and you and you and you.
Lewis,
Our slide show can be found at smokeandsolly.blogpost.com. I would link but I suck at it and it's just too much to try and mess with this morning, but thanks for asking.
SWA,
Thanks for visiting! 2 weeks and me/sdock10(half squat) and Kapunua (simple Jules) will be meeting up in the ORANGE state! Whooop! Whoop! Add in Smoke&Venom20 and Fimble Star. It's going to fabulous. I hope the world can stand it!
Jappy happy madness for sure!
Wendy,
Still thinking of you.
Anima,
Still missing you!
Oh and one last thing before I get dressed and get ready to kick Friday's ass...
I love James Dewees and his filthy mouth. I used to think Gerard Way owned the word "fuck" but I dunno...James can rock it in his own way and adds his special flair to it. Made the word completely new and exciting to me.
I'm simple like that. It doesn't take a whole lot.
Maybe I'm Simple Solly.
Why do my eyes rain when I'm laughing so hard?
Mayo,
Get up! Let's change the world, one "Fuck With Me Fucktastic Friday" at a time!
Are you wearing your kick ass boots or ass kicking boots? Is your finger ready to say come here or poke someone in the eye?
Pinch, Poke, Punch and Provoke, Dude!
P to the 4th Power!
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Sharpened tongue split in two.
Goodmorning everyone!
Miranth,
Good to see you, and thank you for the update on 616! That's great news she got through it. =)
Mustard @9:55pm,
THAT completely ruled! It really fits. =)
Elena,
360 O_O
Scary! Great recovery driving skills by Flighty.It looks like the time in the closet didn't bother her too much ;)
Sounds like you had a great time - Chicago drivers aside!
Bella,
Welcome back!
Did you get up to anything cool/bad/fun while in NY?
TJ,
I hear you there.
The question is, for you, is it an ebb you're experiencing, or is it life calling you, and subconsciously you're ready to reach out and seize it*?
You're always lovely to read, so in the meantime knock down those self imposed walls and come on out of the corner. =)
Kapunua said,
ON THE MEFFING BALL
LOL More like tripping over the ball on my way out!
Someone turn the lights on in my head, please!
Clarity, huh. So... does that tie into Mayo's flaming, unsolved riddle in any way?
*is tripping over threads and tripwires everywhere*
That was a good letter back from the publishers. It's interesting how they can be clairvoyant about what will sell in six months time.
*is cynical about their ability*
Definitely keep trying more places!
And Dr Jules sounds mighty fine.=)
Mayo,
You're messing with my head!
Princess,
As you possess not only fabulous hair, but also superb smiting skills, would you kindly please smite Mayo for messing with my head.
Thank you =)
SS,
I haz to remake it =(
Lewis,
TS asked if I could pass on her message for you. She said to say thank you for your lovely comment regarding her son's hair. There is a comment for you, you may like to read in full, over at my place. =)
Oh My Gosh! Wallpaper!!!
I'm so sorry!
Have a great day everyone. =)
*Organic Coffee Plantation - proprietor, TJ =)
*waves goodnight to the bonza Aussie Sheila*
James can rock it in his own way and adds his special flair to it. Made the word completely new and exciting to me.
Socky,
Is James one of those dudes that can get extra syllables out of it? I'm always amazed how that one syllable word seems to transmute into a choiral masterpiece in the mouths of some Americans. =)
Later all.
*wanders past on way out*
*spots listless blog*
*places a cloth on blog's forehead*
*waves smelling salts under blog's nose*
*groans*
Get that smelly sh*t away from me!
Humph!
Well get your A into G and do something, slacker!
*stalks off*
Must be a male blog.
>_<
Silent, but seen.
PP,
I'll smite Mayo just for the pure fun of it. ^_~
*gives Mayo an evil look*
Have a great day Mayo, SS and errbody!
XOXO
Silent but violent! LOL, sorry. I'm twelve? I don't know what to tell you.
PP, you always crack me up, and also, thank you. ^_^
Gotta get my Ninja Wizards to their new vet today. Yay, I hope she is going to be so much better than Douche.
Later guys!
*does a half-ass cartwheel through the family room whilst wearing mah bodysoot and mah boots wit spurs*
PP! *high fives*
Later, guys! Later, Mayo and SS!
Silent but violent! LOL, sorry. I'm twelve? I don't know what to tell you.
i'm giggling like a 12 yr old too K!!
solly you crack me up! iz you on drugz?!
mustard that cartwheel was shit! straighten your legs girl! here let me show you! *snap*
oops!
PP nice to see you, you crazy chick! i miss it when you don't comment cos you make me laugh but also you do a nice little resume of the previous evening's events! very helpful!
so elena glad you are back safe and sound and in one piece! glad it was a great experience and i had a tear in my eye re you bonding with your daughter. curse my bloody hormones!! really lovely!
hi to everyone else also!
and bye to everyone else also as i must away to fetch my 2 angels from school! and they are angels at school! it's amaaaaaaaaaaaazing!!!!
i have guests staying this weekend so you will not see hide nor hair (wtf?) of me til sunday evening my time!!
au revoir mes amis!
You're so damn cute, Mustard, you make me scream!
MOTHER FUCKER!!!
it was the silent but violent bit that threw me! damn you Kapunua!
i forgot about mayo!! oops!
so maYO!!!
(please tell me if that annoys you? i find it fucking hysterical myself! i think its the english thing, we don't say YO and when you did that time i laughed so loud! it was very funny for me anyway!
so mayo (i won't do it twice in one day, that's just too much!!) guess what??! it's friday again!!! shizzing hell and all that!
have a good one mayo and a great weekend OK!!
SS you too my friend! hope you have a lovely weekend also! take care, have fun and all that!
OK..... love to all!
oh before i forget.....TJ i know i am not here often when you are but please don't feel like you can't join in with anybody. take care Teej!
shit and now i'm late for fetching my girls! i will have to run again! i am always running! people think i'm crazy!!
ta ra!
Don't let her fool you though. That's no meffin' bodysuit. ^_~
Poor Hambone! I read this morning that he's sick, too. :( I just wanna give him a big ol'squeezy hug for some reason. I wish I'd have done that in Orlando. He seems so sweet and he's funny as hell. I love reading his posts on myspace.
Da Leathermouth boyz are having a time on this tour. All sickly and bones breaking everywhere. But they're tough. Gah! I just wish I could go again! Booo!!!!
Okay, I actually gotta work sometime today.
Laterz!!!
FASC,
Please don't ever change. You are freakin' hilarious. ^_^
♥
Okay, really gone now!
Byeeeee!!!!
WHOA! Look at FASC cracking the whip on me! I seriously suck at cartwheels. But, the way I see it, our bodies weren't made to be a wheel in the first damn place, so if I suck at them, I come out on top. WHOOT! ;)
See ya later, FASC. Try to have fun this weekend if you can!
Don't let her fool you though. That's no meffin' bodysuit. ^_~
Anonymous? Yes, it is. It is a bodehsuit in all of its bodehsuit-y-ness glory. I don't understand why Smoke would say such a thing, I mean, especially now. Unless she really wants me to make like SistahM wif mah boots wit da spurs.
Explaination:
Sdock started singing that "Get Low" song in AIM one night, and she said a line, and I tried to say the next one, but sometimes I don't hear the lyrics correctly, you know? You know how that goes.
So, anyhoot. She was like, "Dem apple bottom jeans." And then that was it, so I thought to myself, "I guess she wants me to continue!" So, I did! But, I did it with "and dem boots wit da spurs." LOL, not "fur." I don't know how I heard "spurs."
Okay, bye!
LOL, you guys, so hard. ^_^
Hiya FASC! I'm glad my immaturity tickles other people. :)
Mayo, before the day is out, ask yourself, Do I know what dude I am?
Do you read the script, or does the script read you?
Whoop whoop!
Byeeee!
Mustard got low, low, low, low, low, low, low.....
Hi and bye, Jules!
Ummm, and wtf with Yahoo today? I HATE YAHOO. >_<
This is Pj,
And this is a long one.....sorry!
Mayo, i am so sorry about not being here for the anniversary.
I hate to say, i forgot, but some of us have been here longer and when you get old you forget.
But it was this blog that brought so many together and forged friendships that will go on long after you end this blog.
I know i have grown as a person, i was very shy about talking to strangers or opening up to people i have never met or seen.
But i have learned to trust and just accept people as people and see that they have problems, just as i have problems.
That if you have a bad day, this place can take that away.
If you are away from home as i was a while back, you can come here and feel good that you have friends reminding others that you are still apart of this family.
Reading and seeing someone say (HI PJ) meant so much to me so far from home, letting me know, i am still apart of this wonderful place.
This blog is like blind faith, we just come here and talk, we share our thoughts on many things, we fight, we laugh and a few times i have been brought to tears, i sometimes want to jump threw the screen and just pull you threw so i can hug you, in your time of pain.
I wish i could be as strong as some who come here and tell there life so openly, they talk about family, kids, husbands and day to day life, of going to work, getting a job, losing a job, someone dealing with grief or talking about there garden, playing with there pets.
It's normal everyday life at it's best.
A reality show could never compete with what is happening in this blog, we are reality!
So you see Mayo,
this blog has grown from just a few curious people, to a home for a family of friends to come together, we will always be apart of this blog, ties that will last and has grown into other blogs, friends meeting in real life, do you realize how special that is?
You may have built a house just for you, but over time, it has become a small village, full of homes filled with people helping each other, I'm the one with the car in the driveway and never home, but you will never see a for sale sign, cause I'm staying!
Sometimes you join in, even if is is only a few words and that is your right to do so, it is your blog.
But i know how that feels, i do! Sometimes i only have the time to post and run.
I have never needed you to talk to me or write about me, or post something i write, cause i feel special just being able to come here and have the friends i have here, iv never needed to be noticed, i am the girl in the corner no one ever sees, and i like it that way.
I am humbled when i am here and that means everything, having someone tell me about my bad grammar or spelling, is priceless, i could give a rats ass about my grammar or spelling, but others do and that keeps me trying to do better with my words.
I am so proud this place has survived and i can let my hair down and pull up a chair and just be apart of life out side mine, which can be a bit much at times.
So Mayo, congratulations for putting up with us for a whole year!
To everyone else,
I know i do not come here as much, and never think i don't peek in and check on everyone, cause i do!
I do visit your blogs and love reading the poems and porn and seeing the pictures.
I set on the porch and just look in the window.
I just want you to know, i am here, even when you think i am not, I'm like a mother hen just setting, til something attacks, then i have a voice.
I read, and just enjoy knowing you are all here if i need you.
Each one of you, some i have known from the start, and i won't attempt to name everyone, i might miss someone, but all of you are who i call friends of the heart, cause all of you have touched mine in a way i can never say thank you enough!
I do not come here under my name anymore, but all my long time friends know how to get to my blog and i just want to say, it's boring, but you all are welcome to stop by and say hello.
I have seen what anons can do and i just do not need that at my place as i have had to delete one blog already and i feel some what safe knowing who i can trust.
I just wanted to say i am around, and well.
And never want to be forgotten here, i have kept it simple when i am here and after a year you still do not know too much about me, but you have made me open up a bit to the inside of me.
I am who i am, no fake mask here, you see me, you hear me, you feel me, you know me, like no others do,
it's a gift i could have gotten no where but here, for that Mayo and the rest of the family, i say THANK YOU!!!!
Happy late Anniversary!
My heart to yours,
PJ
Sorry about it being long, i never do that, so forgive me this time!
OK now I'm gone!
blows kiss.
Hey, guys! Hope everyone is doing well. We are in Pittsburg, at the hotel. We got here about 11:30 last night, and let me tell you, NEVER get off the interstate without knowing if there is ramp to GET BACK ON THE INTERSTATE. Although I will take our adventure over Elena's any day! Elena, tell Flighty that we are proud of her for how she handled the car, and we are SO GLAD she came with you. We loved meeting her, and of course, you again. We had a ball! Your goodnight to Mayo was beautiful. Sometimes you don't realize your words are getting through, and then you find out you were not so alone at all.
PJ! Good to see you around Mayo's. And wonderful comment. We love and appreciate you too.
Mustard, you were asking about Frank's hand earlier. I don't know what he did to it, but he said he broke his wrist. He had a white bandage on his wrist and part of his hand when he was with Leathermouth, and then covered it with a black glove during Reggie's set. He did play bass the entire time of Reggie's set. He has a chest infection too, but says the antibiotics are working and he feels a little better. He was out of breath a few times during the Leathermouth set, and David Costa joined him for one song.
L.
Oh, also, I'm so glad Wendy's alright. We tried calling her on her cell several times, but with the power out we figured it was out of battery and no way to charge it.
We are going to lunch, so hope everyone has a great day and again Happy Anniversary to all.
Love you,
L.
P.S. Elena, we call you in a bit!
I want chocolate chip cookie dough so effing bad, I would gladly make the shit just to have some. YUM.
I feel very carnivorous today. :)
HAPPY FRIDAY! Yay yay yay. Smell you all later!
hello to all and sundry.
time for me to go offline for the day, so i thought i'd come down from the cobwebby corner and say something.
pj, i loved your comment. what you wrote about this place being a home away from home, and being not a house but a village, those are beautiful ideas and it's so good to read them and be reminded of them. *hug*
this morning turned into a poetry morning for me, so i'm going to share one that i read, and then i'm gone.
Beloved, Let Us Once More Praise The Rain
by Conrad Aiken
Beloved, let us once more praise the rain.
Let us discover some new alphabet,
For this, the often praised; and be ourselves,
The rain, the chickweed, and the burdock leaf,
The green-white privet flower, the spotted stone,
And all that welcomes the rain; the sparrow too,—
Who watches with a hard eye from seclusion,
Beneath the elm-tree bough, till rain is done.
There is an oriole who, upside down,
Hangs at his nest, and flicks an orange wing,—
Under a tree as dead and still as lead;
There is a single leaf, in all this heaven
Of leaves, which rain has loosened from its twig:
The stem breaks, and it falls, but it is caught
Upon a sister leaf, and thus she hangs;
There is an acorn cup, beside a mushroom
Which catches three drops from the stooping cloud.
The timid bee goes back to the hive; the fly
Under the broad leaf of the hollyhock
Perpends stupid with cold; the raindark snail
Surveys the wet world from a watery stone...
And still the syllables of water whisper:
The wheel of cloud whirs slowly: while we wait
In the dark room; and in your heart I find
One silver raindrop,—on a hawthorn leaf,—
Orion in a cobweb, and the World.
beautiful, isn't it? :)
bye and have a good day, everyone.
bye, mayo. :)
Mayo loves pancakes
he'll wash them down with chocolate shakes he's
gaining so much fucking weight
cause Mayo loves pancakes
Mayo loves the vending machine
cookies, candy, and cupcakes filled with cream vending machine
three times a day is part of his routine oh yeah the vending men are pissed again cause Mayo wiped it out clean ooooooooh their he goes big ass Mayo off to the vending machine.
The wit is astounding.
Damn, now I'm hungry for meffing pancakes.
But instead I am eating rice and beans.
"RED BEANS AND RICE DIDN'T MISS HER!"
Yum, yum.
PJ, what you said was awesome. :) Thanks for sharing it and this with us.
TBS NEWZ!!!
I liked the catchy title.
*deep inhale*
*sings*
Heeeeee rocks in the treetop
All the day long
Rockin' and a'boppin' and a'singin' this song
All the little birdies on Jay Bird Street
Loved to hear the robin go tweet, tweet, tweet
ROCKIN' ROBIN!
*is done*
good morning
hey are sdock smoke and fim in the path of that Hannah? and are they evacuating or battening down., we don't get real detailed news over here until it's like on top of people
Hi :)
Hi RW how are you?
Hi, EP :)
I'm still nursing a headache, but I'm otherwise all right.
How are you today?
oh that's a shame , hope it clears I saw yesterday it was a really bad one.
I'm good it's sat morning so I am doing all the clothes washing
*feeble yay!*
at least it's nice and sunny so they'll dry fast
Coolness :)
Reminds me, I have to do my laundry tomorrow.
The migraine is another air pressure one. it's actually not that bad as far as migraines go & I was able to go into work, but I felt sluggish and stuffy-headed all day. So none of the usual Friday night socializing for me. It's a hot shower and an early night.
I'm ezxcited about the fabric I bought on the way home. Now that I'm finished painting, i can out up drapes in my livingroom/bedroom. They're going to be taffeta, burgundy with lines of swirly gold embroidery, with a swathe of ivory linen behind. My plan is to pull the taffeta off to one side to expose the linen, which will be pulled off to the other side. Got to get me a curtain rod tomorrow.
*excited
*put up drapes
And I have a hair appointment tomorrow.
That always perks me up ^_^
wow the curtains sound fantastic, it'll look gorgeous
I love it when you can find stuff that feels perfect
and a hair appt is always nice, you having just a cut?
Not a cut, a colour. I'm getting the burgundy refreshed, as it's been a while & had faded out.
do you use a colour refresher in between? I have one from when I had burgandy hair it's in a pump bottle and you add some when you shampoo and it helps deposit colour back each time, it's like a mild dye (it does stain things though so be careful if you get any.)
ask your hairdresser if there is anything like that, it makes it look fresh for longer
Actually, the colour my hairdressr puts in sticks around for quite a while. it's more a question of roots, as my hair grows quite quickly.
Gonna shower, back later...
have a good one RW!
I'm off on a trip into town to grab some groceries, back in a while
*runs in*
*cracks knuckles*
*blows on hands*
*rubs some magic on the blog*
*squirts Solly on the nose with her water pistol*
*squeezes RW from behind*
Hey everyone.
*wipes nose*
*licks finger*
Wait, that's not water!
Okay, you guys!
I'm here now.
"SURPRISE!"
You can come out now.
*shuffle shuffle*
AAAIIIIM
Hi solly! Hiya Amy, what are you doing?
Hi BC, Hi Amy!
I ain't doing much. Just rubbing magic on the blog.
Look at it sparkle.
It's so pretty :)
I'm off to go eat pizza. Back later!
Can someone please copy and paste the Miracle Whip Me blogs? Mayo deleted and I want to know why. Surely some of you must have saved them.
i have a huge fucking spider hanging off my roof and onto my porch. i iz scared.
PET IT! IT IS YOUR NICE FRIEND.
We were talking about birds with crazy eyes, has anyone ever looked really closely at a grackle's eyes? They are so beautiful and so startling.
Also, grackles bite really, really hard.
Oh so preeeettyyyyy
SS Phantom Kitty?
Meooowww!
Hallo Solly and BC!
Kinda pokin back and forth.
-A
SS Phantom Kitty scared the fuck out of me.
Wicked fabulous!
My nephew Caden with his mom and grandparents
Caden with his grandpa
Caden with food on his face
Time travel.
Thoughts?
I AM DOING TODD.
Time travel????
Oooohhhh.....
Wow....I wanna.
RW,
I'z trying to look at your piccies but my pooter is being a botch.
And by "thoughts" I don't mean "is it theoretically possible" because we know it is.
Would you?
And don't worry about "But I'll change the past" because you can't change the past or alter the future, you could only possibly ever create another random reality.
So would you? If so, what would you do? When would you go?
Where would you time travel to?
The present or the past?
:(
I iz sorry, S&V.
The future. I'd go to some crazy future.
Solly, you can't travel to the present; it is always traveling to you. ;D
Oh, I wanna go back. WAYYYY back to August 20th. :)
Seriously though, waaaayyyyy back.
But only for a little bit. Then I wanna come back.
The future scares me.
I'd go past, that way I could change things and start over if I want.
OMG, Simple Solly! Bwahahahha! OMG! I meant the future.
Shit fuck me!
I want to go in the past.
Hullo Amy!
*sqeezes RW from behind*
I'd like to go back to the 18th century.
*gives BC a squeeze*
LOL SOLLYYYYY!! ♥
Splash, you can't change the future. The best you could do is create another reality in which the possible future is different from the one your consciousness came from.
But the other reality would still go on existing to the people who are in it. Reality is a subjective construct.
I'd go back to ummm....yesterday. Yeah, I would keep going back to yesterday. Over and over.
I would travel back to the age of about 10 yrs old,and my granny was still alive.She used to wake me up when everyone else was sleeping,and we would go outside on the porch and she would tell me scary stories. Yes, it would scare the shit out of me when she woke me up, but i loved her stories and i loved how she would do that just for me and not my sister .LOL!
But, if I time traveled back, I'd still be the same person I am, except in a different point in time. Why couldn't I change?
GROUNDHOG DAY, SOLLY! OMG, that movie irritated the shit out of me.
Hi everyone! Sorry for just barging up in here!
GROUNDHOG DAY, SOLLY! OMG, that movie irritated the shit out of me
Knowing my luck i would relive giving labor to my kids over and over and OVER!
Hi, Mustard :)
Yeah, I would just love to watch myself do the same stupid shit over and over again.
LOL, Anon!
Or maybe when i had the stomach flu....diarrea
I would like to go back to August 20th just so I could be with Fimmy again.
This blog needs more FIMBOLISM!
Well Splash, you could change yourself, but you don't have to travel time for that. ;D
Also, you might run into yourself. If you chose to live in the alternate reality in which you had altered the future, you might have to kill your other self. O_o Just for convenience's sake.
You can't travel back in time and change the future because every action down to the smallest level, even on the quantum level, quarks and junk, simply creates a different reality. The stuff you didn't change still goes on with you in it--unless you leave via travel or suicide, which, in either case, takes your consciousness out of that reality.
I didn't spell that right.
It's Me
As much as it would be tempting to go back in time and "to it over"....I would not be the person I am today. So I say, I like to stay in the present.
How is everyone!!!
Time travel makes my head hurt!
Maybe I should just stay in the present. :)
It's Me
Oh my! do it over, not to it over :)
I would hope I would run into myself. I would love to smack the shit out of me.
Check out this site!
Well, if I ran into myself, I'd be fascinated.
No shit.
If i ran into myself, i would go behind me and see how my butt looks.
Fuck me! RW!
There's a PRETTY PURPLE wedding gown on there.
I don't want to know how my butt looks!
Go post it over at DM for PPU to see, Solly!
Though they may think you're droppin' hints...
Imagine sitting down and talking with yourself.
I'd probably bore me.
It's Me
Speaking of butts...I went clothes shopping today....it was depressing..one size was to small and the next size had the darts in the pants poking up on the butt....what is up with clothes? It is no wonder I wear the same thing year after year.
I don't want to know how my butt looks!
I don't either, but if it looked bad i could do some butt exercises!
I was thinking, RW, that I could just play dress up or sumfin.
Talking to myself? Would I have to look myself in the eye?
LMAO!
If I met me, I'd punch me in the nose. This way one of me would have total reconstructive surgery. ;)
Oh gosh, what would I say to me?
O_o
I'd probably walk right past myself or think to myself, me, I mean, not her, "wow, she's a bit strange."
LOL 9:50.
So if you traveled to a different reality in which you existed, fairly similar to the "you" of your own consciousness, would the other you have the same consciousness? Or is consciousness as separate and defined as haecceity? How would that work?
Probably, this:
"Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Pffft. Like what?"
"Like that - >_<"
"Whatever."
*rolls eyes at self*
Maybe I would shoot myself a glance that would make me wonder what I had up my sleeve.
My butt needs work. Right now it's nonexistant.
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