Saturday, August 23, 2008

Good tidings.

Hammer
and hammer again
Louder
and louder still
Listen
and listen again
until you have heard everything that I have to say
And so I stay

and what I found
while at your side
was the moon all along
smooth calcified cockles
and a tangled mass of slime
a child’s bucket bobbing out to sea
Some of it stays
some of it goes











p.s. would I?













(Such a peculiar word, isn't it?)

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resurrected wreck said...

Could you maybe do it part-time, BC?

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to post and run, happy birthday, Ergo!

Only three people showed up to my party but they are the ones I adore the most: Beautiful Boy. Sije Empress Teishi, and Lady Chrysanthemum.

Worth it for this group of pics alone.

We had lots more fun later int he night and got real silly and took tons more photos but those are the ones i managed to get uploaded tonight. I'm exhausted so I'm heading to bed.

Good night!

Anonymous said...

for bleeding chaos

art schools in chicago

resurrected wreck said...

Have a good night, K :D

Anonymous said...

Lol, I'm sure RW. Here's the actual cost of attendance:

$37,740.00

If I went to school part-time, I would get even less financial aid that what I was given originally. And my sis-in-law's mom also finds it suspicious that I got accepted easily. So do I. The entire thing bothers me.

And yep, this is for art school.

Damn, I should've became a doctor instead :p

You know what though. I'm gonna send an email to the school and ask some questions. I need answers

toujours said...

good night kapunua -- great pics! i really like that first one, it's such a sweet mood depicted.

resurrected wreck said...

I loved the last pic bestest!

toujours said...

I'm gonna send an email to the school and ask some questions. I need answers

yes -- fight for what you want, bc! as paperheart would say: rawr!

resurrected wreck said...

Lol, I'm sure RW. Here's the actual cost of attendance:

$37,740.00


How is that even possible??

Are the classrooms made of gold?

ergoproxy said...

thanks K! :]

resurrected wreck said...

Is that maybe the cost for the whole program, BC, not just one year?

Anonymous said...

Ergo,

Nope. None whatsoever O_o

Thanks 12:17 :)

ergoproxy said...

I like that last pic of the 4 of you K, nice silhouettes

resurrected wreck said...

Time for me to turn in.

BC, good luck with your school stuff!

Have a good night, everyone :)

Anonymous said...

Thanks TJ. I sure will. I'm gonna send one in a few minutes :)

Lol RW, nope. That's the cost of every single year. I don't even want to post the entire total. It will only make me hide under my pillow.

Anonymous said...

Goodnight RW, sweet dreams, and thank you.

I'm gonna go write that email right now. Be right back!

ergoproxy said...

goodnight RW sweet dreams

Anonymous said...

Oh guys, thank you! I just checked my email and stuff and refreshed again and, thank you. :D Personally I like the one of me and Beautiful Boy even though it's out of focus, but hey. That last one is my new desktop though. ^_^

Thank you, and thank you for looking, too.

Sweet dreams or if you're not going to bed, then sweet day!

toujours said...

good night resurrected wreck. :)

toujours said...

i'm glad your party was a success, kapunua, even it was a small party. but sometimes, those are he best ones.

ergoproxy said...

goodnight K rest easy

I prefer small gatherings, you have much more fun if it's only a few of you

Anonymous said...

I'm writing my email to the school, and I am bombarding it with so many questions, and thought of something:

My transcript from my previous college said that my GPA was a 4.0 I wonder why if that was why I got accepted easily :O

toujours said...

lol bc, you make it sound like that's not your gpa!

Original Punk J said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERGO! I almost went to bed without telling you that. How was your pampering day yesterday? Oh, and I love the pic on your blog, BTW. ;)

Your brother got you Danger Mouse box sets? OOOHHH! I be coveting they.

Hey all, not here for long, had a REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLY shitty night tonight. Elena, I'm sorry I didn't answer you on call waiting; I was on the phone to my sister, about my mom and her behavior and her latest piece of abuse. We'll call tomorrow and tell you about it.

ergoproxy said...

maybe it was BC

ergoproxy said...

oh J sorry about your night, really hope the family issues get sorted out somehow.

and thank you :)
I love the pic, she's a brave old girl!

Anonymous said...

Lol TJ. I'm very curious to know.

I actually add that question to my email. I really do want to know why they accepted me. Something's not right

ergoproxy said...

BC maybe they have a course quota and you're profile met the requirements so they accepted you to fill one of the spaces

Anonymous said...

would you?

Anonymous said...

Hi J, sorry to hear about your day *hugs*

ergoproxy said...

should I?

Anonymous said...

Ergo, it's possible.

But maybe I'm getting paranoid. Sorry about that :p

ergoproxy said...

Anonymous said...

would you?
August 24, 2008 1:05 AM


"In these shoes?
I don't think so"


HEY I just realised it's an hour into my birthday in blogbelieve!

toujours said...

that question has been plaguing me all day.

would i?

would i?

would i?

augh!

what? what? what???



mayo drives me crazy. :)

Original Punk J said...

Thanks Ergo, BC. One day it'll be better. I hope. :/

Anon: I would...depending on who asked. ;)

toujours said...

hey ergo -- you get two birthdays! or, you get 48 hours of birthday!

toujours said...

hi j. i flitted off for a teeny moment and didn't get to say hi when you showed up. :)

Anon: I would...depending on who asked. ;)

there's always one person you can't say "no" to, isn't there? :)

ergoproxy said...

Anon: I would...depending on who asked. ;)

there's always one person you can't say "no" to, isn't there? :)


oh yes there always is!


and J - sober?
maybe until dinner, I have a leetle bottle of champagne for then

Original Punk J said...

there's always one person you can't say "no" to, isn't there? :)


Yeah, but I'm not allowed to talk about those kinds of things. x_x

Original Punk J said...

I have a leetle bottle of champagne for then


Oh do you now? ;)

Might want to watch Hubby's dangerous right hand afterwards!

Amyranth said...

*hums to herself while coming through the front door*

Hellooooo....

Original Punk J said...

Hiya Amy, what's that you're humming?

Amyranth said...

Hiya J!

Indiana Jones Theme Song.

Just got back a bit ago from the grand finale of the fireworks competiton, man, I should have brought my camera.

-A

toujours said...

Yeah, but I'm not allowed to talk about those kinds of things. x_x

at least, not on this blog, right? ;)

hi amyranth!

Anonymous said...

Hallo Amy!

ergoproxy said...

hi amy


Might want to watch Hubby's dangerous right hand afterwards!

if I'm lucky!

Original Punk J said...

Pretty much, TJ, pretty much. Or, well, everywhere, apparently. O_o, and :P.

Ergo, I'd suggest watching it so it goes to the RIGHT places. That way you can correct his aim if need be. ;)

Amyranth said...

Hallo BC, Teej and Ergo!

*run upstairs to change into her pajamas*

Amyranth said...

*thumps back downstairs*

*thumps into kitchen*

*thumps back out with tea*

Okay! What'd I miss?

ergoproxy said...

no worries J ;)

Original Punk J said...

Ergo, that's when you say:

"Happy birthday to ME!"

Seriously, though, is he cooking your birthday dinner? What are you having?

Anonymous said...

Nothing much amykins. Ergo's birthday, some random anons earlier, let's see....

toujours said...

ergo!

*said laying on the floor by the couch*

look, the duskin made you a banner, and...

*squints*

is that a bouquet made out of sequins?

ergoproxy said...

he sure is J (with a small 6 yo assistant )
We are having lasagne, with home made pasta sheets and I have also had a choc cake made, it's out of the oven and will be interestingly decorated for sure



oh TJ!!!
they are adorable!

*looks under couch*



and I see shaunette sent me a message earlier

*calls out*

Baa baaa - thank you!

Amyranth said...

*sips her tea*

Just the usual then I see.

So Ergo, how are you enjoying 25?

toujours said...

ergo, you are truly the beloved of all the creatures of blogbelieve. :)

ergoproxy said...

awww thanks TJ!


amy 25 is going very well, I plan on being it for some time

so the fireworks were good? do you know who won?

Original Punk J said...

Ladies, I hope you'll all excuse me, I'm really tired (both physically and emotionally). Gonna go to bed in a little while.

Goodnight Amy, BC, TJ, see you later.

Goodnight Ergo, and HAPPY JAPPY BIRTHDAY again! Or as Owl (from Winnie-the-Pooh) said, "Hipy Papy Bthuthdy". *hugs and kisses* And be on the lookout for a blog package from "Ernie's House of Cheese" soon. ;)

Goodnight Mayo, thank you for the spiffy new post. Tonight, I don't have anything left in me to think about it. Tomorrow I'll give it another look, I promise.

love, faith, hope, birthday cake, champagne

Anonymous said...

Goodnight

ergoproxy said...

thanks again J
sweet dreams with a restful slumber

toujours said...

good night j.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, the fireworks were incredible. I'm seriously considering sinking some money into a really good camera just to take pictures of explody bits.

No clue who won though. After last night, I'm thinking Spain might've taken top honors.

.... Is it weird to not be engaged but to still call around and get price quotes on reception hall rentals and whatnot? I hope we're being smart, but I don't wanna come off as annoying..

ergoproxy said...

is it for your friends wedding or for you?
I think having an idea of price is a good thing, you have to make some sort of budget and knowing what's around for the things that'll be the biggest cost is helpful in planning

Amyranth said...

Well, it's a bit of both. We're working on getting her wedding completely planned before September of next year so that she can concentrate on her last year of University in peace and quiet.

I'm pretty much going to be planning my own wedding while I'm helping her with hers.

The logic for me is that if I know upfront what the costs are going to be, I can decide what I REALLY need to spend money on, and what I can let slide.

-A

ergoproxy said...

oh and amy what you need is a camera with a rapid shutter option and the (usually called) sports mode where it'll repeatedly take shots, you waste a lot of shots to get one or two good ones.I've used up rolls of film for only a couple of good shots, with my Nikon. Digital cameras work ok too but you have to check what their shutter delay is and their focus options. The rapid shot is usually a manual option, and get a tripod and a cable shutter button so you don't get shake.
The cost of the camera doesn't need to be excessive, it's more the technique you need

Original Punk J said...

Dear SS,

Tonight's note brings a much different mood than last night's. I'm heartsick, weary of fighting, confused, and just...sad. Horribly, terribly sad. After what happened tonight re: Mom, I've come to the realization that something is wrong with her, medically. She's not the same woman I remember from even five years ago. I fear she's having mini-strokes, as drs call them. She had the minor one seven years ago, and since then she's become more paranoid, angry, accusatory, the list goes on. Tonight, though, she crossed the line into cruelty.

On top of all my other worries, I had to take Dumplin to the vet this morning b/c he hadn't eaten or drank anything all night. Unfortunately, they close at noon on Saturdays, so I've had to leave him over the weekend. His dr doesn't think it's anything more than not being able to, um, "potty". Still gonna worry about him until Monday.

Let's add to that, no money; no idea where it's gonna come from; too many bills; our apt is slowly sliding down the hill (not the complex, mind you, just our apt); and so on.

You know me, though, keep on pushing on no matter what. Be strong. Be logical. Be brave.

I can't do that for very much longer, I'm afraid. That's what I do about 99% of the time already. If anything else happens, you might as well call the local mental hospital to admit me. Either that or start putting together bail money.

Sleep will come tonight only when I'm exhausted and will simply pass out. Huh, maybe I can finish my book. Yeah, the 700+-page epic that I've read almost 500 pages in. What are my chances, do you think? Mmm, maybe not so good.

Sorry to unload on you again, precious. But thank you so much for letting me, you're a true friend.

Maybe, if we go look at the stars tonight, you could just sit beside me and hold me? Cause I really need that right now.

Goodnight, baby. I love you.

My heart to yours, always.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, my digital is only 3.2mp, and it doesn't do too bad, but yes, shutter speed is a definite concern. I tested it last night, and I find that Night Vision works best on the fireworks, but it takes so long to get ready for another shot after that.

Also, I was working with a battery that was ready to crash :P

-A

ergoproxy said...

I think that is a good idea amy
it's better to know what you really want and what you see as non essential.
I wanted to spend more on the flowers as I love that look, but that was the main table decoration as well, I didn't go overboard with other stuff, like place cards, speech lists or church order of service and such. my dress was simple and I wanted to make sure I had food I liked. And I had a mud cake that was also desert (which saves paying for a dessert course)
I'll send you some pics of our reception tomorrow so you can see how it looked.

ergoproxy said...

amy I've read that digital tend not to fire fast enough to catch fireworks
mine has a fire works option, but you have to almost hit the shutter before and hope it fires at the right time.
the one you linked to was cool though
and always try to take them early in the display as you have no smoke drifting about

Amyranth said...

That would be awesome Ergo, thanks!

Yeah, it seems like it's easier to have a list of stuff I don't want at the wedding than stuff I do want.

Right now, the 4 major expenditures are food, drink, my dress, and the reception venue. The place I'm looking at is one of the nicest hotels in the city, and right now I'm looking at food and drink, and it's... so-so.

I would prefer to have a night ceremony, and just a light snack at the reception. I'm pretty certain that we're not going to have buttloads of people at the wedding anyway, mostly because it's travel for both sides of the family, mine and his.

I was thinking though, that if I can prove that a wedding back home would be cheaper than a wedding here, then I could possibly convince him to fly to the maritimes for the wedding, which he's not willing to do right now.

-A

toujours said...

i've been wandering, and now it's time to go to bed, so you guys have fun talking weddings, and i'll see you tomorrow. :)

good night birthday girl, good night amyranth.

ergoproxy said...

we only had about 90 guests and my family all had to travel. not that they minded.
mine was a sit down meal, but I've been to smorgasbords (though I think sit down is nicer and the cost isn't that much different)
and one friend had a simple drinks and snacks after their weeding which was nice too.
It really depends on the time of the service, early weddings with a brunch can be lovely too

ergoproxy said...

goodnight TJ sweet dreams

amy maybe we should have a chat on this tomorrow, save cluttering up the blog with weddings again, lol

Amyranth said...

*grins* Good idea Ergo!

So did you enjoy your Danger Mouse DVD's? What else did your hubby get you?

Amyranth said...

Goodnight Teej!

ergoproxy said...

just the pamper yesterday,and dinner, but we are going away for the holiday so I'm saving up to look around up there

Last time he went up he bought me an aboriginal painting by a local artist which I have framed, it's really nice, so we may look for another.

I received money from my parents too which I bought a pair of sunglasses with (just a cheap pair) and the rest I'll keep as well.

and Danger Mouse is great, I'd forgotten how funny it is, when my brother rang my nephew said hi and my name which was very cool (he's 14 months old)

Amyranth said...

Aaaw!~ I remember the rush I got when Mister's niece started calling me Auntie.

It was only 3 weeks ago, but still pretty cool.

-A

Amyranth said...

*puts down her teacup and stifles a yawn*

I should probably get to bed, I'm still trying to attain this "normal" schedule. It's not working. Monday is gonna suck.

Goodnight Lovelies, Mayo and SS!

*checks behind the desk in the Library*

-A

ergoproxy said...

goodnight amy talk to you in the 'morrow
sweet dreams




I see David Blaine is doing another stunt, hanging like a bat for 3 days........does anyone care?

toujours said...

mayo,

all my words are tied up tonight. it's crazy, i just sat here for 15 minutes, listening to a single song on repeat, talking to you in my head, and none of it fit to put down. none of it is right, or it's redundant, or silly.

until you have heard everything that I have to say
And so I stay


i needed to hear that, i think, without metaphors wrapping it around. it was too easy to listen to my little fears, now i have something solid with which to keep them at bay.

and what I found
while at your side was the moon all along


and this part is just shiny, that's all there is to it. i keep reading the list of items and thinking they represent the different things you've found here in blogbelieve, but that part, that's the part i just read because it's beautiful.

i wish i had something pretty to say in return, but my words are all distracted by yours, and by the music, and they won't perform for me tonight.

and so, to bed, and let my dreams be distracted as well. (most likely. *grin*)



thank you, mayo. for all of it, whatever it is.

may your dreams be of whatever makes you happiest, my friend.

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Hiya TJ! Hope you are well, lovely goodnight!!

I think I figured out Mayo's "Would I?" And the anon from earlier's "Would You?"

Would I (we,us,you,him) stay? Would I (we,us,you, him) go?

(OR- are we all very big fan's of The Clash...?)

Am I right?? ;p
-nighty night Blog Believe!

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Ya know, I forgot to say my opinion on that one.. ha.

So would I personally stay -if I was so misunderstood? Now that is actually, a really good and interesting question Mayo (and one that works beautifully for Blog Believe). I would say, I beleive it would depend on how much I WANTED to be understood. How much I wanted to stay, no matter how hard it would be. As if it would be a constant struggle yea? Constant effort?? Really, I think if you wanted it enough -you would at least try. Again, not to play, I believe that is the whole point - to try for it. Anything. If you want it.

Again, you could just be trippin on watching The Wall. So ya know, enjoy that. And don't you feel bad for that dickless little judge guy? I certainly did. I would certainly be bitter and take it out on other's, were I to be in his horrid (persumably uncomfortable and socially awkward) position. I would at least want some pants...

Anonymous said...

Take heed: start doing things in reverse

ergoproxy said...

hi lewis!

I like your interpretation, I feel it goes that way too, would I stay? or would I go?
I think it does depend, like you said on how much I cared, how it was important for me.
I think, in most situations I would stay, though there would be some (and have been some) where I wouldn't. Where it became clear to me that no matter how much I may have cared it wasn't mutual, then there isn't really a point.

So Mayo, here though, I would stay. I have grown very close to so many from being part of this, and today just reinforced it. In a situation such as mine,living far from where I grew up, losing touch with friends, never really feeling like you've made close new ones, it's really only my immediate family who fuss for my birthday, heck my brother and sister in law have even forgotten it some years, and I know any gift I get from them is the easy option, I can see there is no real thought behind it. But being part of this has given me so many people who really made that bit of an effort, and it made me feel very special, I know it may not seem like a lot to some, a bit of typing, a click of a mouse, but to know that I was thought of and cared enough about, for someone I have never "really" met, someone on the other side of the earth, to make that effort, to leave a note, a clicky link they picked out specially, an pretty ecard, it really means a lot. I hope you feel that to Mayo. But I hope you feel it from people around you too, who aren't separated by distance and circumstance, and that you know you are cared about, by a whole host of people who may not "really" know you, but I can say, from experience they are a really special group of individuals.
Wishing you everything wonderful
much love EP
xx

ergoproxy said...

oh and my message to mayo is also a huge THANK YOU to everyone, for making my birthday special :]


SS take care and hope your world is sparkly and shiny
lotsa love EP xx



hello anon, what should we do in reverse?

ergoproxy said...

*the inlaws mentioned: I meant my brother-in-law and his wife, (not my brother and his family who always fuss)

ergoproxy said...

goodnight blogbelieve see you in my morning

♥xx♥

Smoke said...

Ewwwww. X_x

Morning errbody!

K! Those pics were beautiful! :)

sdock10 said...

Morning BlogBelieve,

I feel all sickly and stuff. Grrr....

Jules, I loved the pics. So pretty!

Have a great Sunday, guys!

Fimble Star said...

Good morning blog believe, I hope you are all grand today :)

Happy birthday ergo for yesterday, sorry i missed it. Hope you had a nice day


August 23, 2008 12:01 AM
*waves*
ACTUALLY it is fimble, so if you are going to falsly accuse someone then try and spell it right. And thats coming from me? ha yes, even i know how to spell fimble. I wish you all the best and try not to get blown away today, that would be a mighty shame. Wouldn't it?


Have a sunshiney day everyone.
Whoop Whoop,

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Hope you are doing well this beautiful Sunday morning! The sun is trying to smile at me from behind the clouds, but I'm the dumbass who is always looking for the rain. Whatever.

So, would I? You know what I'm usually the one doing the hammering and the screaming. Maybe I forget to listen out of fear that if I stop talking, if only to myself, then I will be alone. Look at me now. Silly, really. I did that, you know? I stayed. I screamed. I cried. I begged. I tried. And eventually, he tuned me out completely. We didn't even speak the same language anymore. Still, I was hellbent on keeping on keeping on, right beside him. And I would still be right there had he not forced me away, stopped me in my tracks, put his hand over my mouth and eyes....and when I opened them, it was all gone.

And now I wonder, will he even remember the good times? Will he ever remember that I did/do love him?

What if I had kept trying? Did I give up too easily?

Would I have stayed with me? I don't know. She talks and screams a good game, but she really doesn't do a whole lot other than that. She's a loyal little fucker with grit like a bulldog puppy.

I'm babbling, I know. Maybe it's the product of too much medicine this morning. Maybe it's pent up emotion. Maybe it's me trying to finally listen to her.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Tears are salty just like the ocean.

Anonymous said...

there blows no wind
there sings no bird

Smoke said...

I just watched a documentary on Black/Death metal. There were folks burning churches in Norway in the 90's. Damn. O_o

I ♥ Alice Cooper though. I would love to give him a big ol'squeezy hug. ^_^

Anonymous said...

A fan of MCR set fire to a church in the historic section of Johnson City, TN a couple of years ago. She spray painted "House of Wolves" on the doors. :/

Anonymous said...

Good morning, guys! Thank you so much for looking at my pics. I'm sorry to say there are more to come. ^_^ But today I am going out shopping with Mummy K and Granny K. But thanks for looking! ♥

Solly, you are a beautiful person, my friend, with so much heart. :D See you next month!

Anon616 said...

Good *insert time of day here* Mayo, SS, Ergo, Elena, Kass, Possum, FASC, Lewis, Sdock; everyone I missed last night and this morning; various anons, watchers and lurkers; all pretty maids (and butlers) who grow silver bells and cockle shells in gardens of the land o'blogbelieve!

How are you all today? Well, happy and enjoying a some sunshine and fresh air, I hope!

Ergo: You're welcome! I'm glad you found your birthday links on the last post! I'm also happy to hear you had such a nice birthday!!! *smoooooooch*

BC: I'm sorry to hear you're having so much trouble with that art school. That is ridiculously expensive!!!! In other words, them's nuts, sweetcheeks!
To answer your Nightwish question:
HELL YEAH I'm still going! Sept. 20th is marked with a kiss in big red permanent marker on my calendar! It can't come soon enough! ;)

J and L: I'm so sorry to hear that you're having such a tough time again. I'm sending all sorts of good vibes and extra special hugs your way. I wish there was something more I could do. :(

BI: I am no completely deaf, in one ear, thanks to that scream yesterday morning. But, I did enjoy that pounce and hug! ;)
THANK YOU!!!

Amy: Ummm....I forgot what I wanted to say to you! *blushes*
I'll send my thoughts to you as soon as I remember what they are!

For pondering consideration today:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Finding Copper Pennies
Author Unknown

There was a small boy who when walking down the street one day found a bright copper penny. He was so excited that he found money and it didn't cost him anything. This experience led him to spend the rest of his days walking with his head down, eyes wide open, looking for treasure.

During his lifetime he found 296 pennies, 48 nickels, 19 dimes, 16 quarters, 2 half dollars and one crinkled dollar bill. For a total of $13.96.

He got money for nothing. Except that he missed the breathless beauty of 31,369 sunsets, the colorful splendor of 157 rainbows, the fiery beauty of hundreds of maples nipped by autumn's frost. He never saw white clouds drifting across blue skies, shifting into various wondrous formations. Birds flying, sun shining, and the smiles of a thousand passing people are not a part of his memory.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hope none of you are wasting too much time staring at the ground looking for that small change. The value of the treasures you'll find, if you only look up, are worth so much more! Those treasures are truly priceless!

Have a great Sunday/Monday, everyone. Don't forget to look up!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

XXX
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

The mist is lifting slowly
I can see the way ahead
And I've left behind the empty streets
That once inspired my life
And the strength of the emotion
Is like thunder in the air
'Cos the promise that we made each other
Haunts me to the end

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

The secret of your beauty
And the mystery of your soul
I've been searching for in everyone I meet
And the times I've been mistaken
It's impossible to say
And the grass is growing
Underneath our feet

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

From the words that I remember
From my childhood still are true
That there's none so blind
As those who will not see
And to those who lack the courage
And say it's dangerous to try
Well they just don't know
That love eternal will not be denied

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

Yes I know it's going to happen
I can feel you getting near
And soon we'll be returning
To the fountain of our youth
And if you wake up wondering
In the darkness I'll be there
My arms will close around you
And protect you with the truth

I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere, somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
Somewhere you can hear my voice
I know I'll find you somehow
Somehow, somehow
I know I'll find you somehow
And somehow I'll return again to you

Smoke said...

I remember that, Anon. Not sure what the reason for that was or how MCR got pulled into it but some of these bands in Norway really believe in tearing down Christianity. I don't know the history of it all so I won't even speculate. It was just weird to me.

Alice was laughing at them. I really ♥ him.

Time for lunch! YAY!

Later peeps!

Anon616 said...

This is BC's fault! ;) and kisses

I wish I had an Angel for one moment of love

:D

elena said...

Wendy

You still here?

Anon616 said...

Okay, time for a music lesson!

Let us all remember that there is a difference between BLACK metal and DEATH metal. While, the music may be similiar (or exactly the same), BLACK metal lyrics delve into - well, black/dark forces. In other words, they don't love Jesus and/or God and they are not afraid to sing about that lack of love.

Death Metalers may, indeed, love Jesus and/or God! They may even sing about that love!

Regarding bands from Norway (or any Scandinavian country), I LOVE THEM!!!!
^just my own personal opinion there^

*big smile*

*end of music lesson*

*blows kisses*

Anon616 said...

I is still here, Elena! It's so good to see you!!!!!

How are you?

Hi RW!!! It's good to see you too!

Anon616 said...

Well, poop! It appears Elena has run off into the woods again. She must have taken RW with her.

:(

I'll check on you two later!

*blows final round of kisses for now*

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Anon 616! :)

Anonymous said...

That's good, Wendy. I thought they were kind of funny myself. All monstery. BUUWAHAWAHAWAH! Overkill, ya know?

I am no expert though. Just an opinion. My opinion.

Anyhoo.

To each his own.

resurrected wreck said...

Sorry, I am making foodstuffs so I've been running back and forth between the stove and the computer.

Did I missed you?

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, S&V! :D

Anonymous said...

Hi RW!

Any thoughts on black or death metal?

resurrected wreck said...

Not a fan, S&V.

Anonymous said...

Me either, RW.

Whatcha up to today?

resurrected wreck said...

Well, right now I'm making scalloped potatoes and veggies with cheese sauce for lunch. Gonna watch some shows on YouTube while I eats.

Whatchoo doing today?

Anonymous said...

Thinking about going shopping. Hmmmm.....

I WANNA BUY SUMFIN' TODAY! DAMN!

resurrected wreck said...

Buy me some shoes, S&V!!

Anonymous said...

Oh! Do you want strappy sandals? Or booooooootsss?!

And what size do you need?

resurrected wreck said...

I needs size 6 and a half.

Strappy high heeled sandals, please! ^_^

Anonymous said...

YAYNESS!

resurrected wreck said...

Thankees! :)

Anonymous said...

HEY OH!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Mustard! :D

Whatchoo up to today?

Anonymous said...

Hiya Mustard! Would you like some shoes today, too? ^_^

elena said...

Yeah I did run off into the woods. I'm just overwhelmed today and about it declare another "do over". Crap, it's too early in the day to do that.

Hello whoever is here!

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, Elena! :)

resurrected wreck said...

S&V, which t-shirt did you end up wearing to the Leathermouth show?

Anonymous said...

Ooo, yes! I'd like some shoes!

Hey, RW! Hey, Smoke! Hey, Elena!

Anonymous said...

My red S//C shirt. And I had on a pair of black jeans that were just a smidge too big and they kept working their way down around my hips. Plus, I was soaking wet from the rain. O_O

I kept pulling them up all night.

Anonymous said...

What kind, Mustard and what size? ^_^

Hi Elena!

Anonymous said...

No, no. I don't want shoes.

I want your red S//C shirt. ;)

resurrected wreck said...

My red S//C shirt. And I had on a pair of black jeans that were just a smidge too big and they kept working their way down around my hips. Plus, I was soaking wet from the rain. O_O

I kept pulling them up all night.


O_o

elena said...

Hey RW, Smoke and Mustard.

Good to see all of you!

Anonymous said...

Frank should have given me two of his guitar straps so I could have used them as suspenders. ^_~

How cool would that be? Frank suspenders? With little monsters on them. ^_^

No, Mustard. You can't my shirt. Ummmm, you can have Solly's. She has one, too.

Anonymous said...

You can't HAVE my shirt. Damn.

Anonymous said...

I don't really want to can't your shirt, Smoke.

Have? Maybe.

Can't? Not so much. ;)

resurrected wreck said...

How cool would that be? Frank suspenders? With little monsters on them. ^_^

That would have been awesome!

Did he notice your s//c shirt?

resurrected wreck said...

Wow, it's really hot in my apartment today >_<

Smoke said...

I don't know, RW. He had to have seen it cuz I was right in front of him the whole time he played bass. ^_^

Awweeee. I iz still happy from that show. No PCD from that one.

YAYNESS!

FIMMY! I MISS YOU!

resurrected wreck said...

I didn't know s//c shirts came in red.

resurrected wreck said...

Well, gonna log off & go do some more lounging.

Have a lovely day, all :)

sdock10 said...

E
Reggie & The Full Effect

Someone tell me how
They got crazies to make a circle
Something I never thought I'd see
Everyone should speak
Don't and they will make you
I can feel each person watching

Check myself out
While I check myself in
I'm doing the work
I'm baby stepping
Baby so maybe you won't

Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again
Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again

Where's that god damn wishing well
The one that sorta works
It's early still, so hopefully no line
I have enough regrets, like this room full of jerks
But the smell of guilt and law suits me just fine

Sleep with an angel, but sitting with demons
I'm not the same as them, I know I'm better
Hope you know so you won't

Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again
Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again

Give me the chance and I might disappoint you
Better that I had the chance, than no chance at all
Save me a dance and I'll never let you go
This is the only thing that matters


Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again
Throw me, throw me away
Throw me, don't throw me away again

Don't throw me, don't throw me away

Anonymous said...

for elena and the original punks

click here

take two

Smoke said...

Oh, that's funny, Anon. I've had a prescription for that med for years now.

And today? I really don't give a fuck.

Solly,

Very nice.

Anon616 said...

*enters castle laughing wickedly*

Hi Smoke! What? Did I hear correctly? Not a fan of Black Metal? I must do my best to convert you and RW!

*more wicked laughter*

Have a listen to (and a look at)this:

He done drove a sonnet right through it

:D

Damn, that's good (me thinks). I need another cigarette now! I think I'll go stand out in the rain to cool off a bit, too! ;)

Amyranth said...

Oooh. Fukitol, I've heard that's a good pill. They won't let me prescribe it though. :P

-A

Anon616 said...

Amy!!!!!! I have a special license to prescribe those! But, only if you agree to take them with a full glass of Black Metal! A little Cradle Of Filth should do the trick! ;)

Anonymous said...

Hey everyone

Anon616 said...

Sweetcheeks!!!!!!!

*pounce tackle hugs and smooches*

How are you? Have you thought any more about art school? The tuition cost made me go

O_O

Anonymous said...

Hi sugarplum, how are you? *smothers with sloppy kisses*

Don't worry about the costs. Everyone I talked to was suprised about it too.

Right now I'm just frustrated. Every time I try to better my life, something always fucks it up. And now, I don't work until next week, so I'm gonna be bored.

I have to start looking for a second job.

Anon616 said...

I'm sorry, sweetcheeks. :(

You were so excited about going to art school. Have you looked into some other schools? I'm sure they all can't be that ridiculously expensive.

I'm bored today, too. I was supposed to go window and curb side shopping in The Quarter; but, it is storming. I wish the remnants of Fay would go POOF soon!

Anonymous said...

Poor sugarplum. Tropical storm Fay sucks. Stay safe, k?

I tend to have a lot of bad breaks. It happens.

It has been suggested that I look into a local college, albeit it is a private one, but I'll check out the costs later tonight. Ironically, it's the same one my sis in law graduated from.

Weird thing is, the thing that's making me happy is that I can still get to see that adorable butcher boy. The thought of it made me smile earlier.

Anon616 said...

That's the right attitude, sweetcheeks! The silver lining, on your current rain cloud, is KILLER!!!

Don't worry about me. I am safe! I promise not to go dancing in the water puddles (in the lightning) with an umbrella. Although, it is tempting! ;)

Well, I suppose I better shut this thing off before the weather gets worse. Have a good afternoon, BC!

You too, Amy!

*wonders if she's back on the roof*

*blows kisses*

Anonymous said...

That one gets the sickest video I have ever seen award!!!

Anonymous said...

Thanks sugarplum. Have a great day *blows kiss*

It was great talking to you :)

Hallo to Amy if she's still here!

I'm off for the day. Later to anyone here

Anonymous said...

Too bad I can't see the video on my phone because I'm a fan of Cradle of Filth. Oh well.

I'm off for real. Bye!

Anonymous said...

*yawns*

Anyhoo....

Naptime? Why not?

SS!!!!!

Where iz u? :(

Anonymous said...

HI GUYS!

Joe Biden wrote the Violence Against Women act. I did not know this.

^_^

How is everyone?

I am off for an early shower and then to see if I can salvage some of these really dark photos from last night.

Ta ta!

Anonymous said...

Hey, Jules! Hey, Smoke!



Guess what has been found. Guess, guess, guess!

I'll tell you.












LOUDER NOW PART DOS! Whoot!

Anonymous said...

Um, Part UNO, not DOS. I have DOS, 'twas UNO I could not find.

Anonymous said...

naptime. good idea. lets cuddle.

ergoproxy said...

good morning all

hows everyone?
I'm good and have the day free after a quick trip to town

Anonymous said...

Sunday, August 10, 2008
Listen
Games are all well and good. But playing them in this field under the burning lights exposed for all to see.

Not the way a game of Hide and Seek should be.

There are ways of contacting me that no other can see. If you were sincere, that would already... be up a tree?

I don't know why I started rhyming. But I hope you get my point. This was a silly idea from the beginning, as evidenced by our well meaning visitors.

You want this charade, use other internet ways.

Posted by w at 4:45 PM 0 comments
Thursday

resurrected wreck said...

Hi, EP :)

Free day? Lovely! ^_^

ergoproxy said...

who is W and why is that important?

is that the one people were trying to guess the WW name of?

ergoproxy said...

Hi RW
sure is, not that my busy days aren't enjoyable but it'll be good to have a day alone to catch up around the house

what are you up to?

resurrected wreck said...

A whole lot of nothing, EP!

I've had a gloriously lazy weekend. If only my landlady's daughter would keep the noise down, my bliss would be complete.

ergoproxy said...

Rw she is really inconsiderate, it's a shame you have to put up with it, but doing a whole lot of nothing sounds nice, that's my plan for today

resurrected wreck said...

I highly recommend it :)

Amyranth said...

Wendy Darling, I love COF. I've seen them twice live now. I wish they toured more often. :P

How is everybody? I just made shrimp pasta and it came out really good.

-A

ergoproxy said...

well I'm off for a quick trip - i'll be back soon!

resurrected wreck said...

Have fun, EP :)

Mmmm, sprimp pasta! Sounds divine, A!

resurrected wreck said...

Gonna go paint my nails and watch The Holy Grail.

Have a lovely evening, all :)

Smoke said...

Anon616 said...
*enters castle laughing wickedly*

Hi Smoke! What? Did I hear correctly? Not a fan of Black Metal? I must do my best to convert you and RW!


That's quite alright, Wendy. I'll let you keep your Black Metal. I'm just fine. Like I said earlier, to each his own. ^_^

MUUUUUUSSSSSSTTTTTAAAAAARRRDDDD!!!

You found it! Now, did you ever find your LOTMS? Did you?


Be back later!

Amyranth said...

*flops onto the couch*

Agh, I just don't know where to start.

Anonymous said...

Nope, LOTMS is still MIA. I've given up hope. :(


Know what, dudes? I'm fresh out of thoughts and ideas. The wires in my head are beginning to resemble the Christmas Village everyone has on display during the festive season. I'm like that little train that goes around and around and around and around some more.

ergoproxy said...

helloo again

Anonymous said...

Hello, Ergo!


Sooooo, it's more than a little quiet in here these days.

ergoproxy said...

it sure is

how've you been?

Amyranth said...

O_O

Cranky-pants Mister is Cranky.

-A

ergoproxy said...

anon @ 8:13

I believe in doing things backwards

ergoproxy said...

HI amy

what happened to make him cranky?

Anonymous said...

Hi everyone. Hallo Amy! What's up with Mister?

ergoproxy said...

FIMBLE!

thanks for the birthday wishes, you little bonza shiela :)

ergoproxy said...

hi BC

how are you today?

Amyranth said...

Hallo BC and Ergo!

I think he's just overtired. He usually is on his first day at work. Too much awake and not enough sleep.

He wanted me to wake him up at 6:20. So I tried twice. Finally gets out of bed at 6:45 and says "You didn't wake me!" and grumps off to work.

Poor guy.

I'll be back in a bit, I wanna catch this TV show.

ergoproxy said...

poor amy and poor mister
It's like that quote
"Sometimes I wake up grumpy,
other times I let him sleep"

Anonymous said...

Hiya Ergo

I'm good. I just ate a ice cream drumstick, so I'm good.

I had a shitty day earlier, but I'm okay now. I got paid today :)

Anonymous said...

Poor guy :(

See you in a bit Amy. I had a terrible night due to lack of sleep, so I'm gonna take a quick nap before the news comes on.

I'll be back in a bit.

ergoproxy said...

oh that's good

I put in my pay claim last week but I'm not sure when it'll be processed.
it's 9 days worth so it's a biggie.

I bought myself some MUSE gear last night from their online store, 2 shirts but they were on sale

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

G'nite. Sleep well. Have fantastic dreams.


Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. Nothing but a head full of medicine tonight.

Anonymous said...

That's awesome Ergo. You deserve those muse shirts :)

Goodnight solly

ergoproxy said...

goodnight sdock sweet dreams.
You have a head full of medicine? I hope you feel better soon



heehee BC I always deserve MUSE stuff!

Anonymous said...

I catch glimpses
in the inbetween moments
of something new.
A sudden secret feeling,
(while crossing the street)
(while washing the dishes)
(while brushing my hair)
a sudden precious feeling,
delicious like the last sigh of dessert,
warm like a hot mug on a grey winter's day.
I always gasp a little,
down in the quiet depths of my heart.
It surprises me, this sudden feeling,
then I cup my hands around it, gently, tenderly.

This feeling, it is you.

You are the swallow of champagne that pulls me
into a whole new world.
You haven't touched me,
yet my mouth curves in a sweet grin.
You haven't said my name,
but my pulse jumps anyway.
It doesn't matter where you are.
You are here,
I am glimpsing you in my heart.
You only need to catch up to yourself
to find me.

Anonymous said...

:p

I'm off for a quick nap. Should be back in another hour or so. See ya later Ergo

Anonymous said...

MAYO!!!!!!!

Listen up! I gots us another fan of fire. My son. He almost burned the house down tonight. He loves to pick up lighters and whatnot. Yeah. My $500 ottoman was the victim. @_@

Nighty-night BlogBelieve!

Night-night SS! Is you a fan of fire? Muwahaha. Hope you are doing well! Sending you some smiles, sunshine and all the things that make you happy! :)

Night Mayo!

elena said...

Oh crap I'm supposed to be on the sofa taking a nap cause I'm sick but I just has to say...


Anon that is beautiful.

ergoproxy said...

oh dear smoke!
so the ottoman is kaput?
what a naughty boy, you'll have to keep everything out of reach or locked away, so lucky it didn't spread

sweet dreams

elena said...

I just HAS to say????

Crap, I better go. I can't even speak correctly! LOL

ergoproxy said...

anon that is lovely, such a sweet description, and I know just how that feels

ergoproxy said...

me

ergoproxy said...

YAY !!


*happy dance*

elena said...

Congrats Ergo!!!

Anonymous said...

For Everyone:

Dear X-Ray Machine, Pretend you don't know me so well. I won't tell if you lie.

This is what it's about. When you take it all away, this is what will be left -- not the artist, not his or her stage outfits, and certainly not his or her looks.

When you're able to remove all of that, that's when you're left with what's important.

Later.

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