When I was young I was picked on quite a bit. The usual set of circumstances, I was an easy target (smart, quiet, odd, insecure) and once the kids found my buttons they didn’t relent. For a long time I tried to ignore them. I spent a lot of time reading because I thought that with a book in front of my face I would blend into the background. And, for a while I did. From behind those first books I developed my love of the written word. Beginning with the marvels I found in the library and then later the stories I found in my own head. My need to escape elementary school torment helped foster my imagination, I suppose. I need to thank those kids for that.
So anyway, a few times the kids pretended that they wanted to be my friend. A kid would ask if I wanted to hang out on the playground either at recess or after school. The first couple of times I bought it. It was a pathetic display of desperation that, looking back now, makes me laugh. You can see that kid, right?...very awkward, over-filled book bag, disheveled clothes, greasy hair, hopeful smile. I would wait for my friend to show up and of course they wouldn’t and I would eventually trudge home. Sometimes they would gather somewhere along my route and give me a hard time shouting “Who were you waiting for back there?” and “Did you really think we’d be friends with you.” It was worse when they would wait until the next day bringing my humiliation to school to share with the rest of the class.
Why am I telling you this? Well…insight I suppose and also to offer some context that you may draw from for those times when I seem a bit vague (yes, really). I have had to overcome and still battle with some pretty substantial trust issues. Always present in the back of my mind is the voice telling me to watch out for anyone who gets too close because they probably have an ulterior motive that will leave me in a rut. It has taken me a long time and years of therapy to be able to ignore that voice and share even my more simple weaknesses with friends (without the guise of fiction). And, so I share this piece of myself, my past with you.
p.s. I am not sure what you will glean from my palate but my gut holds plenty.
(Not at present: soon and I'll let you know when.)
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Hahaha...
sorry
bwahaha had to
hello solly.
How are you today, sorry about last night my lecky went.
Anonymous said...
boo hoo I'm scared.
July 31, 2008 7:44 PM
boooo yahhh
See you later one armed smoke.
I getcha K. Ye olde Russian sounding named one.
I have the complete box sets of X-files. I am a complete nerd like you K.
you win at the interwebs.
now finish your homework and go to bed.
MissT, are you really? Oh man, how awesome! What's your favorite episode? Mine is Bad Blood, I love that one, you know, with the vampires and Mulder waking up singing the theme from Shaft?
misst, i was watching one the other morning. the title was the title of someones blog on here, made me think of blogbelieve. hahahahaha
That's cool fimmy. Spooky too.
I'm not sure of the name K but there was one episode where someone had dunked someones head in dry ice then hit them with a baseball bat and their head literally shattered.
I thought that was cool. When moulder and scully turned up, they were walking on the bits and it all crunched.
I loved em all to be honest K.
they believe it you believe that?
They do. They believe almost anything
Its alright. Let them for now
are you sure you wanna do that?
Oh, MissT, I don't remember that one but it sounds awesome.
The other ones that were great were the Christmas one with Lily Tomlin, remember that? And the one with the cockroaches, AND, the one where they get attacked and drugged by the mushroom, I think it was Field Trip?
And any of the mytharc ones too. The mytharc ones, I loved the best.
How It Began
from the book "Chicken Soup For The Soul"
The 26-year-old mother stared down at her son who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that.
But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Bopsy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?"
"Mommy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true."
Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine.
Fireman Bob said, "Look, we can do better than that. If you'll have your son ready at seven o'clock Wednesday morning, we'll make him an honorary fireman for the whole day. He can come down to the fire station, eat with us, go out on all the fire calls, the whole nine yards!
"And if you'll give us his sizes, we'll get a real fire uniform for him, with a real fire hat -- not a toy one -- with the emblem of the Phoenix Fire Department on it, a yellow slicker like we wear and rubber boots. They're all manufactured right here in Phoenix, so we can get them fast."
Three days later Fireman Bob picked up Bopsy, dressed him in his fire uniform and escorted him from his hospital bed to the waiting hook and ladder truck. Bopsy got to sit on the back of the truck and help steer it back to the fire station. He was in heaven.
There were three fire calls in Phoenix that day and Bopsy got to go out on all three calls. He rode in the different fire engines, the paramedic's van, and even the fire chief's car. He was also videotaped for the local news program.
Having his dream come true, with all the love and attention that was lavished upon him, so deeply touched Bopsy that he lived three months longer than any doctor thought possible.
One night in the hospital months later, all of Bopsy's vital signs began to drop dramatically and the head nurse, who believed in the hospice concept that no one should die alone, began to call the family members to the hospital.
Then she remembered the day Bopsy had spent as a fireman, so she called the Fire Chief and asked if it would be possible to send a fireman in uniform to the hospital to be with Bopsy as he made his transition. The chief replied, "We can do better than that. We'll be there in five minutes. Will you please do me a favor? When you hear the sirens screaming and see the lights flashing, will you announce over the PA system that there is not a fire? It's just the fire department coming to see one of its finest members one more time. And will you open the window to his room?
About five minutes later a hook and ladder truck arrived at the hospital, extended its ladder up to Bopsy's third floor open window and five firefighters climbed up the ladder into Bopsy's room. With his mother's permission, they hugged him and held him and told him how much they loved him.
With his dying breath, Bopsy looked up at the fire chief and said, "Chief, am I really a fireman now?" "Yes, Bopsy, you are a fireman now," the chief said. With those words, Bopsy smiled and closed his eyes one last time. He passed away later that evening.
www.wish.org
www.worldwish.org
Make-A-Wish Foundation
I said LEAVE it for now
goodbye not here
if you say so
squeezies
LOL K.
I love the ones whenever Mulder sticks his tape in the window for extra help.
hey all you Scullies you got yourself a
FOX MULDER!
You are Fox Mulder. You're very intelligent, but also quite gullible. You're an annoyance to your superiors, a joke to your peers, they call you 'Spooky'. But not to worry, you'll show them all in the end!
Wooooooo Ergo is Mulder.
I knew we were missing someone.
Oh Ergo, you are Mulder! You crazy crusader, you! ^_^
Thank you for that 7.58
Thank you for posting it.
:)
you know I think Mayo could actually be an alien...
and missT playing with liquid nitrogen is hella fun
*calls out form the kitchen*
STEW'S READY!
-A
YUM!!!
*runs to kitchen*
Yay Amy brought food.
*grabs plate and runs after Ergo*
Mel Anon said...
^_^ said...
THAT JUST PROVES MY POINT! Why is "Mel anon" allowed to call K and her friends "asslicker" and say thigns about her and you all talk to Mel anon like everything is just fine but when I do...... it's different!! That's so not right!
June 12, 2008 12:35 AM
Boo hoo,,,, when I talk to K, in my name and her buds, I am blown off. I don't have a hissy fit about it. Look and listen to the diction.
whats good for the goose is good for the gander, no?
Oh well.I have been nothing but nice to Kapu.
I also stuck upo for her when she was warned of the attempted attack.
I was the one who sang, Here we come on the run, with a burger and a bun thwart the attempt. Some of you people are really that blind. I KNOW some aren't.
BBS... ;)
Gotta recharge. bbs.
Talk amongst yourselves.
June 12, 2008 12:41
Anonymous said...
boo hoo I'm scared.
July 31, 2008 7:44 PM
Diction?
I'm backkkkkk!!!!!!!!!
And I'm typing one handed Mayo.
Ya know, cuz supposedly I lost an arm. What was your excuse? O_O
Bwahaha.
Heehee! How was showering with one arm, Princess Krycek?
...
.....
......
"Princess Krycek?"
*deletes mental image*
God, the internet!
Bwahahaha! ^_^
*is chased*
CHRIST ALMIGHTY! It's on the stove!!
-A is flailing
Would someone please just get to me and shut the fuck up?
If you have a point, Mulder, please feel free to come to it.
Sorry, could not be helped, anon. I am on a roll. ;)
WHERE'S MAH BLING???
Bwuahahah.
Been ghosted. :(
Sorry honey, but you just haven't shown your undercarriage* to enough teens this week. Get to work, then we'll talk!
*That word cracks me up more than it should.
Fimym wants to know what it feels like to be a ghost, Lucy?
K, I like the word undercrackers. My gran used to say it, it means knickers.
*That word cracks me up more than it should.
Sound slike somehting that would have been roasted over an open pit back in caveman days.
Try signing out & back in, Lucy.
Undercrackers! I love it!
You can tell Fim to shove it, or she's gonna find out sooner than she thinks!
Bean, shut it, you know i win you so hard that you fall over and eat mud :)
Hallo RW!
-A
Yay Ghost fight.
Fight fight fight fight.
RW has Kapu got your mug shot on her denim jacket?
I hope it's just my mug she's got a shot of, 8:55pm.
Hi, A :)
How's things?
Things is things. Gearing up for this wedding we gotta go to on Saturday in Vancouver.
-A
Ooooo! Westy coasty! How long will you be in Vancouver for?
*pokes head in*
Hello everyone
Hi, BC! :)
*squeeze*
How are you this evening?
Anonymous said...
laughs shhh
k is mel anon dont tell her i told you
shhhh
*laughs*
its true you will see
July 31, 2008 7:34 PM
Mel Anon said...
YOU GUYS RULE
June 12, 2008 1:28 AM
I know. shhh
listening to the news
Hiya BC sweetie *hugs*
How are you today?
Sorry, I never properly hello's Amy and RW.
Hiya Amy, Hiya RW.
There, all done.
RW, unfortunately, very briefly.
We drive out Friday night at 7pm, and we have to be back here by Monday morning.
I love Vancouver so much though... I hate not getting to spend real time there.
-A
Hallo MissT!
Hi, Miss T :)
BI said...
Anon @ 3:13 are you really not there or something. They told me, I asked. You need to read more and do less talking. You are making yourself out to sound silly at this point.
Mel Anon was someone who came on here a month or so ago, maybe longer?, who got her name b/c she likes Mel Brooks movies. I didn't talk to her very much. There seemed to be some idea that she was pretending to know somebody or other. I don't know for sure what happened. By OpJ
and two
Bleeding Chaos said...
B, well, we still don't know who SS is, but with mel anon, many anons assumed she was another blogger that goes by the name Alie, but you know, anons like to create conspiracy theories and such.
poor thing. get some sleep. it will do you well
July 31, 2008 3:55 AM
Mel Anon said...
Some of you pick on that [poor BC. She doesn't even know whats going on. Poor kid. it's not right.
June 12, 2008 1:17 AM
BC, why do you think Mel/BI thinks you are a "poor kid"? And you should "get some sleep", becuase it "would do you well"?
Think fast!
Catch me!
*misses*
Bugger.
Can we please talk to Mayonaise tonight?
Hi Amy, Miss T, lucy, Ergo, whoever else is about, RW *big squeeze* I'm good Miss T, RW, just dropping in real quick before I go take a shower
9:08
It's nothing important really. Last night when I came on the blogs, I said that I was tired, and that was what B was referring about.
Random - What condiment are you?
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/7255059/what-condiment-are-you
I got mayonnaise lol
Did you know that only CERTAIN people can say my name.Just a little hint to some of you.
Hi bed bugs
i for one do not think that bi is alie. seriously alie is not that bright. don't mean to sound cruel.bi is hiding themselves. some posts very articulate when the mask has dropped others more like chat speak with spelling mistakes. on purpose. and she writes poetry. go back look at them, alie couldn't do that.
She said you don't even know what is going on, BC. Do you think she thinks you aren't smart or something?
It's my bedtime.
Have a good night, all :)
When did we get Bedbugs?
Would you like some stew?
Stop painting me all the colors of insanity. Please.
Goodnight RW, sweet dreams.
Who doesn't space?
Defending yourself without a name.
9:20
If it doesn't bother me now, it won't bother me in real life, and right now, my biggest, most importanest concern is taking a nice, fresh, cool shower
BedBugs,
you ain't sucking me tonight!
Goodnight RW, sweet dreams *squeeze*
I'm off to shower, be back later :)
Mayo's Blog said...
Stop painting me all the colors of insanity. Please.
Now, there's a thought. O_o
Goodnight, Mayo!
Sweet dreams, SS!
Night-night, BlogBelieve!
See you guys tomorrow!
XOXO
Oh BC.
Hey RW, did you hear about the Greyhound Incident?
-A
See you later BC.
Goodnight smoke, sweet dreams.
I am off too, goodnight everyone. Have a great weekend.
I am off to meet GS on Saturday, yippee.
Byeeeeeeeeee.
SS,
If you were stranded on an island, and you could only choose one form of candy, would it be bubble gum or suckers?
Hmmm....I'm trying to answer this one myself.
And I can't help but look at it practically and from a "saving my life" standpoint and not from the just "oh fuck it, just enjoy the candy" standpoint.
Just throwing that out there.
We miss you, my friend.
I hope you know that.
Always,
S
QUick story.
When I first went out on the town with a bunch of my training sisters, all my elders, we were sitting at a table in a restaurant, getting toasty and babbling about random things like this.
Our Lao Shir, our teacher, asked us all this: If you were stranded on an island and you were only allowed one object, and you wanted to save your life, what would you choose?
Well the answers around the table were things like: a lighter, a knife, a gun, and Lao Shir answered that she would choose string, because of all the things you could make with it.
It came to my turn and I was like, "HOW ABOUT A FRIGGING BOAT."
I know it's not clever and all, but seriously, there were no caps on what we could and could not pick and just, I mean, I have total respect for her, but string? When you could have like, a luxury sailboat and get to civilization?
Oh, we did laugh. :D
Goodnight, guys. Have a nice evening.
Mayo,
I hope you're doing okay. :)
I had something I was going to say, but that stuff was all over the place in my head. It was pretty scary.
I hope you still get something out of this place. I hope we can still be your mirror.
Night, Mayo.
Goodnight, SS.
It's been forever, huh? It will feel like the feeling you have when you get a surprise party thrown on you ass when you come back!
BAH SURPRISE!
Like that. :)
Anyway, I hope you're doing well, still hanging in there, all of that good stuff.
Maybe we'll see you around soon.
Night, dude.
Stupid me, I have the tendency to rush through comments when I read them, and I took a second look at mel's anon and saw the time and date posted. Mothercrackers!
I don't remember what that comment was about, actually. Oh well, if I didn't care before, I don't care now
Mayo,
What ya doin?
I'm pondering my question to SS.
So what would it be for you? Bubble gum or suckers? I think that both are probably equally entertaining and sugary yummy, right? Blowing bubbles, popping the gum, seeing if you can lick the sucker all the way down to the little stick knowing that it's a complete test of character and you will fail fabulously, but still. I think both could be handy tools to get you off the island. You could use bubble gum for lots of things. It could be like your glue and stuff. You could possibly build a house or a raft out of the sucker sticks, especially if it's those little plastic ones, right? Fuck yes.
See...this is not an easy question.
Or do you just say "fuck it" and enjoy the candy and pray that you find a soccer ball to name Solly?
Hmmm....yeah, Mayo, my mind is always like this.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. I'm gonna have to go with....
Suckers, without a doubt.
Blow Pops, dudes. The best of both effing worlds.
Plus, you get a cute little stick to play with afterwords. What you'd do with that little stick, I don't know, but you get one.
sorry I disappeared I suddenly had a hunch there was an alien conspiracy going on...
...and I think I've been probed
O_O
AFTER WORDS
Afterwords.
Stupid Smaw Poese.
I'm going to bed before this gets dangerous.
AFTERWARDS.
goodnight smoke sdock and mustard sweet dreams
Ergo,
O_O
Mustard,
Afterwords FTW! And you cheated..GAH! BLowpops?
Chuppa chups!
you guys have them? or is it an aussie thing?
Well there ya go, blowpops!
Man, is it me, or does "blowpops" sound like the punchline to some filthy joke?
♥
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
do you feel my heart beating, do you understand...
♥
Nooooooooo!
Blowpops is cheating!
Cheaters! Cheaters!
Cheaters, I say!
G'nite, BlogBelieve!
I ♥ you guys!
do you feel the same?
am I only dreaming
or is this burning
an eternal flaaaaame
I like lolly pops, which I assume is a sucker?
I am not into bubble gum
I'm for sale!
some of our local brilliant criminals!
~
NOTE: If stupid enough to try to steal from an employer in a staged robbery don't leave an easily identifiable bundle of cash and clothing worn during the crime lying around your living room because you will get caught.
That's what happened to xxxxxxx , 22, and her boyfriend xxxxxxx, 22, who staged a robbery at the hotel where she worked and stole $11,520. Judge xxxx said it was an "amateur and silly plan".
~
so not only are they idiots, in a small town EVERYBODY knows it!
I'm loyal, agreeable, low maintenance and house broken. Skilled in the arts of cooking, cleaning and back rubs. The only area in which I'm high maintenance is that I need daily cuddling.
Ergo, a family in my home province is suing the local Volunteer Fire Department.
They say it's all their fault that the house they lived in caught fire again 4 1/2 hours AFTER the Fire Department extinguished the blaze, and sent them to a hotel for the night.
-A
anon you sound a pretty good deal
how much are you priced at?
Anonymous said...
I'm loyal, agreeable, low maintenance and house broken. Skilled in the arts of cooking, cleaning and back rubs. The only area in which I'm high maintenance is that I need daily cuddling.
Oooh! Housebroken!
How much?
-A
Right now, we have a beginner's special. Adopt for 9.95 and also get a matching collar with rhinestones for free!
amy really?
people will sue anyone for anything these days!
someone is obviously very desperate
and someone also doesn't know how to be silly and have fun.
oooh sparkly collar too!!!
do you take credit cards?
visa, mastercard or American Express.
Get one now and you'll also receive a free year's supply of dishwashing!
Damn.
*puts her DISCOVER card back in her wallet*
How about cash?
But right now, said pet needs to go shower and groom.
Happy bidding!
oh my this offer seems too good to be true!!
come on, what's the catch?
Good evening Amyranth, Ergo, Sdock, Smoke, Jules, Anon and anybody I missed!
I Am Ketchup!
You are ketchup! Ketchup goes well with anything: pretzels, French fries, Chips Ahoy cookies, you name it. Thus, you get along very well with others and are without a doubt very popular. Also, ketchup is filled with sugar, so you tend to be very sweet to others.
what about a layaway plan?
Ergo, people sure are somethin else!
-A
Evening all!
How is everyone?
(Ergo, be careful with what you purchase ;)
Hallo Star! How's it going?
-A
I can't complain, Amyranth.
How are you?
hello star how are you?
Gettin better every day! Getting ready for a trip out west, actually.
Hallo Elune!
I'm good, Ergo.
How's everything?
How is Meg?
hello elune
I know I'm sure there must be some drawback, nothing is that perfect :)
Hey Amy, Star!
Ain't that the truth Ergo :)
I'm good thanks star
Meg is great, you could hardly tell what a mess her neck had been
Hello Elune!
haha I ma Mayonnaise!
Mayonnaise
You are mayonaisse! Quiet and unassuming, mayo adds texture to food without really putting in much flavor. However, it does keep things together, making you very dependable and coolheaded. Don't be afraid to let loose every once in a while and have some fun--you'll be glad you did!
bet all you anons never thought of that!
Layaway plans would be considered with proper credit and background check!
The catch...
The catch is that your pet tends to get very, very sleepy kinda quickly sometimes so as long you don't mind a narcoleptic shift shaping-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
So, what kind of pet, precisely, is up for adoption?
-A
That Mayo sounds like they need to be blended with something to add some kick.
And now the secret is out of the bag, Ergo is Mayo :D
Anon
Do you take PayPal?
I would take anything for you, Elena.
O_O
Scandalous!!
*fans herself feverishly*
Oh Anon
You're making me blush
Hello everybuddy
2 more resumes sent out!
-A
Hi BC :)
Sorry Elena, I missed you there. How are you?
open up your hand and i'll place my heart in there.
♥♥
Hey Elune, BC and Amy
How is everyone?
Mel Anon said...
Fimble Star said...
Hello everyone.
Anima, i saw your comment, hope you and your father and your family are ok. you are all still in my thoughts.
Elena, take care with yourself and your family in the storms, i know how crazy storms can get.
mel anon, i am sorry but i disagree with you there. i do not think jules stirred the pot, i actually thought you did, even when you said hello to her. you said Hope you all have a good Weds. Even you too K. and, i viewed that as having an attitude towards her, like you were trying to prove something. That was just my interpetation of it though.
SS - shake ya shimmy shimmy ;)
Attitude? That is not right. I said hello to her. Not wanting her to feel left out or that I couldn't or wouldnt say Hello to her. it was just the opposite. It was an afterthought anyway. Should I, shouldn't I say Hello. Thats all that was.
I am sorry, you can't insinuate and assume and read things that aren't there just because you want to see things a certain way.Your way, or someone else's way.
Wow, that is too much.
You cannot even try to be nice here with certain people. What a shame.
See what I mean?
June 12, 2008 12:25 PM
hi BC hi elena
wasn't there a chameloen here a minute ago?
I swear I saw on and now it's gone...
but there is a patch of rug snoring
Hiya Elena!
Just gearing up for my mini-vacation, how about you?
-A
Amy, good luck! Hi Elune, Ergo, Ergo :)
I'm good thanks Elena, all freshly showered and watching BBC news
bedbugs said...
Did you know that only CERTAIN people can say my name.Just a little hint to some of you.
July 31, 2008 9:18 PM
what is the deal with this? Please anon explain. 'Cause I just don't get it.
Hello Ergo
Got a gift for your daughter today. Wait until you see. LOL
Is that anon for sale still here? Hi poofed out chameleon
Hello Gang! How is everyone?
Mel Anon said...
Besides, anyone can go and say it is me. I do take credit for what I say and I do not lie. Seems like some cannot or will not understand this.
Then it becomes their problem not mine
June 12, 2008 1:31 PM
*prods the snoring rug*
That's odd.
*lifts the snoring rug, to find nothing underneath*
Well, it's not SS.
Mel Anon said...
Kapunua said...
LOL, thanks. Yes, I answered the question straight up a bunch of times. The question itself is really stupid, but I deigned to answer you lot anyway. You should be happy that I did.
Yes, Mel anon called me those things, she called my friends those things, she is here to start trouble, she's made stuff up about me. She has pushed my buttons and harassed me for a while. I have never had any idea why.
All that I could--and did, for a long time--ignore.
But god, she really is an idiot, and that just gets me.
June 12, 2008 1:21 PM
See there ya go. Only after I was attacked.
She is too, I guess.
If you don't agree with her, she can't handle it.
She how she says that to a friend? and not directly to the person?
June 12, 2008 1:40 PM
Hi mya, how are you?
Oh elena she will be thrilled! thank you
I have had to share my MCR pencils with her, she was very excited by them.
I just shampooed my guinea pigs
Amy only cream I could find was Daktarin, not sure if it'd do anything to mites though
hello Mya
I hope everyone here can see that "mel anon" is all of these anons right now and is here for the sole purpose of starting shit.
Hey Mya
Good to see you.
Hi, BC! Hi, Ergo!
Hi, Elena! Good to see you too!
11:13 We see more than you think. You need to change your writing style.
Animal House is on. I haven't seen it in years.
sorry anon but I'm still with ...
The Point said...
Would someone please just get to me and shut the fuck up?
July 31, 2008 8:38 PM
what are you trying to say?
they are all one person? Fine. I don't really care and I am not sure anyone else does either.
I honestly cannot be bothered trying to figure out if one person is someone else,I have better things to think about
Hey Mya!
Maybe we should have a Toga party?
Hi, Elune! What about you? Do you think we should have a Toga party?
Well, I'm going to get myself another brewski
Ergo, it seems to go round in circles.
Mya, what exactly do you do at a toga party? Or shouldn't I ask? :)
Ergo.. hmm... Might be time to call a vet then.
TOGA! TOGA! TOGA!
yay!
I just looked and you can use Equimax horse wormer as it has ivermectin in it!
and we have some of that
well here goes!
BI said...
Anon fails. says the same thing all the time. you can all go read, this fails, that fails. epic fails.
Mayo, you have my sympathies and you know it. I like some here that will not change. Makes you wonder of the state of the world why it is the way it is. Rotten people are in it. There is no happiness, just an empty shell, a hollow hull.
Why people are nasty, accusatory, even paranoid. Puffed up with pride. trying to look "cool" in front of peers. isnt that what you wrote about. Yeah, I thought you did. I mean I read it.
Mel Anon said...
Mayo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to go to sleepy land. If I have dreams of this blog I swear I will scream! I will do it Here!
^_^
G'nite MayoMan. Oh yeah, everything you write, you write for me. Right? Bahaha
Sorry. I had to do that.
If what you wrote in "Slurry" is about you personally and real,not just something you have observed, I am sorry.
Sorry that you have no self control.
Sorry that you do not feel happy inside.
I'm a fine one to talk.
I hope you can take responsibility and rectify your actions or clear up problems in your life.
We all have problems of one kind or another.
Toga Toga Toga
TOGA TOGA TOGA
*busts out of her toga*
Oh shi-
Amy
Oh my.....
Mel anon could be five different people and I'd still talk to her. The drama/conspiracy theories about her don't bother me
amy!!!!!
O_O
Hey Elena, Amy, Ergo, BC, Mya, Elune--what goes on in the Big House tonight? I'm so fucking tired I can't believe it.
And Amy, put some REAL clothes on, young lady. We sometimes have people of the male persuasion visit, don't be flashin' your ta-tas around like that.
Get up on the table and dance, instead. :D
Hey J
How's it going?
*covers amy up*
Hi J!
TOGA! TOGA! TOGA!
"Do you mind if we dance wif your dates?"
hello J!
I'm good just got through chasing my guinea pigs around to hopefully clear their mites up
Hi J *hugs*
Hahaha Amy XD
Well, Elena, it's going better than it was. L apparently developed another stomach virus and had to go to the ER for stoppage of same. We left about 5.20 and got home around 9.30. They gave her Phenergan, Levsin, saline, and morphine (hmm, those four words make an odd little rhyme), and sent her home with Phenergan and Lortab. She's feeling better, but I'm about to drop.
THAT'S how it's going! Round and round and round and round.
J is exceedingly dizzy and not really in full possession of her faculties.
BI said...
Anon do not question me anymore. It is not appreciated. i ahev answred and will not answer you anymore
Please do not percieve me as stupid either
July 31, 2008 3:12 AM
Mel Anon said...
I will Not engage in nastiness with you.
I was talked to nasty first!
If you don't like the truth, tough.
Oh, poor L! I hope she gets better soon!
oh goodness J poor you running about and poor L having to go to emergency!
how scary
so it's under control now?
Anon, was that conversation from last night?
Ah Ergo, yes, the Semi-Annual Running of the Pigs, one of my favorite events.
I can actually picture you doing this, mite powder in hand, trying to herd them all in one direction...it makes me smile. Like this. :)
BC, I'm just wilted. How are you?
Damn, I had forgotten that Kevin Bacon and Donald Sutherland was in Animal House... Told you, it has been a really long time.
OH, God... I can't believe I just spoke like that! "Kevin Bacon and Donald Sutherland was there".
Yes, Ergo and Mya, L's doing much better now. Her stomach's really sore from the vomiting, but she's quit with that and all the other nasty stuff. They told her to have a clear liquid diet for about 12 hours, or at least until she thinks she can handle the bland diet. She's got some popsicles--not banana, but they'll do for now, wink wink--and some Gatorade. Should be back to (what passes for) normal soon.
Renter.
Hey, has anybody seen Martha today? Or Wendy?
me
Well, um. YEAH!
*climbs on the Antique Sidetable and starts wiggling*
-A
HEY! I got the top spot tonight! And I didn't even try!
*does very slow happy dance*
If I were perkier, I'd do a proper one. Just pretend I did, ok?
damn way to slow on that one ! I was on the phone lol
J, well hopefully all the meds will help L sleep and she'll get some rest.
YAY J!
*claps slowly in time with happy dance*
Amy, be careful! You'll get Grandma Mayo's doily stuck in your...
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