I would like to share with you one of my favorites.
SHOCK
C.K. Williams
Furiously a crane
in the scrapyard out of whose grasp
a car it meant to pick up slipped,
lifts and lets fall, lifts and lets fall
the steel ton of its clenched pincers
onto the shuddering carcass
which spurts fragments of anguished glass
until it's sufficiently crushed
to be hauled up and flung onto
the heap from which one imagines
it'll move on to the shredding
or melting down that awaits it.
Also somewhere a crow
with less evident emotion
punches its beak through the dead
breast of a dove or albino
sparrow until it arrives at
a coil of gut it can extract,
then undo with a dexterous twist
an oily stretch just the right length
to be devoured, the only
suggestion of violation
the carrion jerked to one side
in involuntary dismay.
Splayed on the soiled pavement
the dove or sparrow; dismembered
in the tangled remnants of itself
the wreck, the crane slamming once more
for good measure into the all
but dematerialized hulk,
then luxuriously swaying
away, as, gorged, glutted, the crow
with savage care unfurls the full,
luminous glitter of its wings,
so we can preen, too, for so much
so well accomplished, so well seen.
p.s. it was a plunger but nevertheless.
Monday, June 30, 2008
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«Oldest ‹Older 2401 – 2600 of 4973 Newer› Newest»well, hopefully, having a moniker will help you, song lyrics anon, though i can understand the need to post anonymously.
sometimes there are things you just can't say as yourself. sometimes, the truth needs anonymity. it doesn't invalidate the truth, just lets it stand on its own.
Interesting point of view, Toujours. I acknowledge your introspection.
thanks. and good luck with your lyrics-posting.
3:45
I very much like your goodnight lyrics.
3:46
Yes, ALWAYS more Always for my love.
Goognight to you all.
Sorry for any confusion
Just thought i would post a lyric or two, say Hi to Teej ask how she is and thats it.
Take care Toujours.my thoughts are with you as are many.
Wendy! missed you.stay well.hugs to you
Hugs Elena also(we're gonna need a bigger boat.watched it too,its become tradition on July
4th to watch Jaws)
L feel better
Amy,ergo,miranth and everyone. have a wonderful saturday
Goodnight anons.You were enlightening and we made some laughs too
Toujours
I must believe that my voice is heard.
:-)
good night 3:20 (right? am i still on the mark? *grin*), thanks again for your concern. :)
3:11, you sound very devoted. i'm so very sure your "one" must be hearing you, loud and clear.
'course, i'm a romantic, i always believe in the power of love.
*shrugs and grins*
you can believe it, 3:11.
:)
Wishing you, Toujours, and you, anonymouses, a restful sleep and pleasing dreams. We shall see one another again, undoubtedly.
you are on the ball Tj.
sorry,forgot to put 3:20 on that post
a skunk just sprayed near my house and the windows are shut.double paned windows.that must be bad
it smells so awful i cant think straight.
goodnight again
good night, song lyrics anon.
oh, a skunk? oh dear. :(
best of luck to you in getting a good night's sleep 3:20. oh boy.
hey there martha.
hello tj
hey martha, sorry about that!
i was just getting ready to head offblog when i got caught up in a very entertaining and amusing anon conversation.
i'm going to make my good night's now and get while the getting's good!
sweet dreams to you, martha.
and good night to you, 3:11. i don't know if you're still here, but i just wanted to say to you to hang on to your beliefs, and trust in your heart.
you can't go wrong if you do. :)
good night all!
If you believe it Toujours I'll believe it as well. We all need something to believe in. 'Night Toujours, MarthaJones, other anons.
:-)
Goodnight tj
mayo,
well, so much for getting to bed at a semi-proper time! but then, what is the proper time when you start your day after the clock strikes noon?
i've been a little off kilter all day, but only when it came to the flow of the day. you know, wanting breakfast for lunch, and lunch for dinner...
i solved the problem by just drinking coffee all day long. *grin*
no, today was good for an entirely different reason, and it was just a tiny thing, but sometimes, that's all that is needed.
i was given a glimpse of my path today.
that sounds like i was hit with a shaft of sunlight and a chord from the heavenly choir. lol
no, nothing like that. i still don't really know where i'm going, i still don't have any answers. i just caught a glimpse of the paving stones at my feet, is all.
for now, that's good enough, that's gift enough. it's enough to walk on. it's enough to keep me going forward.
it's more than i could have dreamed of, actually.
and so, good night mayo, even though soon enough the night will be over.
i'm taking a smile with me into my dreams. i hope you have one, too.
Goodnight 3:11
Anonymous said...
what a joke
July 5, 2008 3:34 AM
Don't you think it's much too late for jokes I do.
good morning mayo man!
hope yesterday was alot of fun for you!
hope you have a nice fun filled saturday also!
hello SS!
miss you!
i know you've been sneaking around but it isn't the same!
take care and have a lovely, not too bizzy, saturday!
hello blogbelieve!
for some reason i am tired as hell today! fuzzy headed tired!
had a big, long work related dream which i hate having! i will share it with you all, aren't you lucky!
so i am working at an old clinic i used to work at a while back. it's a National Health Service clinic so no one pays, tis free! hence is usually ridiculously bizzy and people moan alot!(oh i am a podiatrist btw incase you wondered what i did at free clinics??!!)
these really awful patients with really awful feet!!! (like the worst i have seen in my life) were coming in! and i was already running behind on my appts and the feet were just getting worse! i just wanted to cry! and everyone was saying "oh i've not seen you before, i usually have the other podiatrist." (like they didn't want me!) well hey i didn't want to do their awful feet either!
then i go and cut this guy's heel with my scalpel trying to get through his inch thick callous! and he's all "you cut me!!" well shit happens and it was sterile and i am gonna dress the fucker for you!! (obviously i was incredibly professional.)
ok then i have this horrendous old lady with huge oedematous legs that are skinning all over the couch....and me!! the skin is coming off in sheets....she literally handed me a sheet of dry papery skin!! i'm like "ooh thanks!!" she has such bad feet, with rubery macerated callous that has ulcerated in places and stinks to fuckin high heaven! she didn't want me doing her feet....."she usually has the other podiatrist also!!" ok so it's just desperate and i am running so late now its beyond a joke! so i know i do a bad job on her...just patch her up as best i can. and she was arguing with me saying she wanted to keep this skanky old cusioning pad that no longer sticks!! and i am saying....well i will make you a fresh one (cos seriously it was rank!) and she says "well you won't make it like my usual podiatrist does so don't bother!" (btw this is what is was like working at this god awful place!!) so i eventually get shedding skin oedematous legged lady out of the room, clean up and look at my appt list!! (and i am running soooo late now i want to climb out the window and run away)!
ok guess who's next on the list? .... you won't believe it but this is how my mind works obviously! so i read the next name (puzzled as fuck) open the door to the waiting room and say......
"Mama Way!!" yep not Mrs Way but Mama Way (gotta be linked to what Ray said in his thank yous)and there she is!! sat there looking pissed at me!! and then i woke up!!
yep so that explains my tiredness and fuzzy headedness!
haha gotta laugh!
a year or so ago i dreamt i did Gerad Way's ingrowing toenail! it was very realistic! man my hands were shaking! it was a nasty one too! i kept thinking "my hand is going to slip and i am going to cut him!" and he was staring so damn intently and i was visibly sweating!! (attractive!) but i got the fucker out! he was very impressed! haha i'd forgotten i'd had that dream until i typed this one up!
ok so an insight into the insane mind of FASC!!
right peeps have great saturdays one and all!
edit!!
Gerard!!
i was just chatting to my friend about this the other day...that it fucks me off soooo much when i accidentally type Gerad instead if Gerard!! it unbelievably annoys me!! maybe i should stick to GW!!
right i was just skimming but have to go now!
i did Gerad Way's ingrowing toenail!
the stuff of nightmares!
5:46
the joke is on you
nope 7:37
may be its on you
may be there is no joke
just popped back in! i know i can't help myself!
this place has some footage from summer sonic 2004 in japan, back when GW was still drinking and doing drugs and matt was on drums! i have never seen this before......from what i can see he did a pretty good job! i will watch the rest later. you just have to scroll down a tiny bit. ok have fun guys!
wrong again 7:51
i'm not the one posting love poetry or anything for that matter ^_^
Hi everybody!
Morning FASC,
WTH with your 4:18pm comment!!lol Damn, I laughed reading that. I love your insane mind =)
Hey, did SS ever book your serious toeskillz for his Toe Tour? You would be the ultimate toe tech!
*ponders whether to check out the nailpolish state of Mayo's toes, but figures PP's icicle fingers may give him a bit too much of an early morning shock*
*smirks*
*sticks right hand out in the hail storm for a while*
Present,
Great to see you back! We've missed you.
* PP always feels like needs a cold shower when reads Present's name* ^_~
4:02pm Anon, a beautiful poem =)
Amy,
*slaps hat on head for the the Calgary stampede*
Yahoo!!
How long a patient list can you cope with? ^_~
Happy Birthday to the maybe MIA Anon, that maybe someone else =)
*waves at SS*
Hands up anyone around here who has ever suffered the agony of a broken underwire.
>_<
After being turned into a shish-ka-boob today, I agonisingly had to hunch my way to the female frippery store.
Nobody likes the idea of the chest department being the last part of your body to get out of bed in the morning, so having to expose ones assets to the assistant, with the cold tape measure, must be undertaken occassionally.
The end result being I am typing this so damn well supported I look like I have an impressive pair of oranges fighting their way to sit on my shoulders.
And if they don't make it there, I at least have a spare shelf for my books.
May you all have an equally uplifting(girls) and supportive (guys) day, or just go wild and let everything hang free.
It's summer time*!
*but not here.
*prods Mayo's behind the knee with icy fingers*
Wakey, wakey!
:P
'Night all =)
It was never about her. She was just a side of intellectual stimulation that he quickly bored of
i'm going to cry, boo, hoo ^_^
Anonymous said...
She really did think he was posting things for and about her, didnt she?
She did think he was falling for her and the poetry was for her.
shakes head
Be there for her porchies. It was never about her. She was just a side of intellectual stimulation that he quickly bored of.
Talk to her. Tell her to stop trying to impress him. It won't work. He'll never want her.
5:55 AM, July 05, 2008
Anonymous said...
5:55 is a psycho
7:34 AM, July 05, 2008
Anonymous said...
And she is not interested in him. He doesn't sound like a person you want to impress.
7:45 AM, July 05, 2008
Anybody like to express their knowledge?
Morning BlogBelieve!
Hi FASC, Anon(s), PP!
FASC and PP, you guys both made me laugh out loud this morning.
FASC, you do know that Smoke is going to pass out and die when she reads your feet stories, right?
She hates feet!!
Bwah!
the cutest couple to walk this earth
Lyn-z and that chick looks cute. They are the cutest. Someone needs to tell gerard to not gate crash photos.
oh anon, you're just so cute :)
Gerard and Lindsey spell ♥
oh anon, you are just so cute.
gerard and lindsey spell
gerardlindsey.
not
♥
Don't worry anon, one day you will find TRUE LOVE like theirs.
It will knock you right over :)
If I find love like their's, will I be knocked over before or after white powder magically flies up my nose?
Sorry anon, I really hope he has more sense than that.
But as Gerard is the true romantic , I'm sure he is devoted to her :)
Being a true romantic, he will rent a flamingo out next? The chimp is soooo last season.
I think Gerard took the lyrics of this Jimmy Soul classic far to seriously -
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
A pretty woman makes her husband look small
And very often causes his downfall
As soon as he marries her then she starts
To do the things that will break his heart
But if you make an ugly woman your wife
you'll be happy for the rest of your life
An ugly woman cooks meals on time
And she'll always give you peace of mind
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
Don't let your friends say you have no taste
Go ahead and marry anyway
Though her face is ugly, her eyes don't match
Take it from me, she's a better catch
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
Say man!
Hey baby!
I saw your wife the other day!
Yeah?
Yeah, an' she's ug-leeee!
Yeah, she's ugly, but she sure can cook, baby!*
Yeah, alright!
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life
Never make a pretty woman your wife
So from my personal point of view
Get an ugly girl to marry you
*I've decided to change this lyric to "Yeah, she's ugly, but she sure can flash her cunt, baby!"
LynZ looks like a transvestite whore!!!!!!
Mayo,
Hey, try and have a most fantastic Saturday, okay?
I don't know what kind of expectations you might wake up with, so just do your best to try and better them.
That's all we can really do, right?
Just fucking try.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Just. (That word fucks with me almost as bad as almost.)
He can rent out a whole baboon enclosure!
Love goes toward love.
Anon(s),
I say it like that because I don't know who is who.
Please don't talk about anyone's looks. Personality is one thing to discuss, disagreeing with one's way of life is another, but taking a shot at how they look is pretty low and uncalled for, not to mention very mean.
And they go towards crack?
Don't talk about true love until you have experienced it. Who knows what true love is anyway?
Think about it.
Yeah, just what is true love?
I would like to know.
Is it different from person to person?
Is it just something that is comfortable and boring? Something you just get used to?
Does it have to burn you with a fiery passion and consume you?
I know what you mean Sdockie, but her ugly looks match her ugly personality so.....she's ugly all around!
Well anon, I have my version, and he has his.
Who am I to say he doesn't love her? He did marry her :)
FASC!!!!! You know I almost passed out reading that, right? Honestly, I laughed so hard. Feet = ewwwww.
DNW! DNW! DNW!
Morning Mayo! Morning SS! Morning Errbody!
Hope you all have a lovely Saturday!
Anon,
As far as the comments last night on DM, I have no clue. I don't know who they are talking about or what they are talking about. O_o
Later peeps!
Sdock, fiery passion eventually dies, and that's not a bad thing.
I think it's better to have someone you can trust, and who excepts you for who you are, not what you are.
And also someone who would be there for you in the lowest lows and look after you when you are sick etc :)
Well, I guess somewhere in there you have to try and strike a balance. You will have days when this person is your best friend and there is no other person on the face of the earth you would want to spend your life with. And other times, you want to smother them in their sleep. It's life. There will be highs and some pretty low, lows, but as long as the love doesn't die then you keep on fighting for them and with them and they do the same for you. I suppose true love encompasses the whole range of emotions you can feel for someone.
I think one of the most important things you can have in a relationship is laughter. When the smiles stop, bitterness and resentment takes over. The love fades away and dies.
What the fuck am I babbling about?
I'm the last one that should be talking about what true love is or isn't.
Sdock, sometimes you love them so much the very thought of them not existing shatters you.
And sometimes you hate them so much you can't even stand to hear their name.
But most of the time it is in the middle, a warm, comfortable, secure feeling. Good for snuggling! :D
9:40 Anon,
s'actly!
In response to 9:14:
I posted this at VV and I'll post it here as well.
First off, let me say that I am no fan of Lindsey's. I do not approve of her band's lyrics nor do I enjoy watching her flash her crotch onstage. Moreover, I was not happy at all to discover that she thinks she's being a role model for young girls who want to be in a band when she admits to being a shitty musician whose only talent seems to be her ability do backbends while holding a bass.
Having said that, I don't think her looks are relevant here and I think the word 'whore' is disrespectful to women in general. Not to mention, this is the very thing that tends to bring on the "UR JUS JELUZZ!1!" comments.
I completely agree that Gerard is fucking things up and has been for a long time. His relationship with Lindsey probably isn't making things better, but I don't think she's the reason for it. Gerard is a grown man who is responsible for his own actions.
Gerard is a grown man who is responsible for his own actions.
QFT, we all are responsible for ourselves.
Another lifetime lived in a long night
I'm watching the sunrise before i lay down to sleep
Linin' at parties, watching my twenties hittin' my thirties and letting it go
But that's all i've been livin' for
When there's nothing left to lose anymore
If there's a door, I'll go through and walk right into my lonesome blues
Running my friends off
I cheat and i get caught
They tell me that i'm lost but i don't care anymore
I'm having a free mind
Living a free life
Knowing that my flight is gonna crash and burn
But that's all i've been livin' for
When there's nothing left to lose anymore
If there's a door, I'll go through and walk right into my lonesome blues
Writing my stories on my worst mornings
Pulling my heart strings to help me find myself
Living with my past
Smokin' up my grass and having a good laugh just to lose myself.
For Mustard, Mayo, Smoke, and anyone else in BlogBelieve that likes a good sad song:
The Song is Still Slipping Away
With a bag, a bottle and this old guitar
In the back of some bus on the road
I’m living the high life with nothing to show
But a love that’s letting me go
Your heroes turn out to be assholes
And the light in the tunnel that you’re chasing is a train
The singer’s in key, the guitars in tune
But the song is still slipping away
The lights of the city paint a stage in the night
For two hearts breaking in time
Wild horses are cursed with their freedom in mind
And a hunger left burning inside
And slowly nothing else matters
As the white and the black become grey
These angels are over one hundred years old. Still creepy as ever, too.
The Haunted Angels
Part of our creepy little cemetary
Another part of our creepy little cemetary
Still haven't figured this one out yet
This looks so inviting from the bridge.
You never want to find yourself at the bottom of this
If the anon at Dm yesterday was talking about Kapu, and I don't think there's anyone else they could have been talking about, I agree but not in a mean way. I have said this before.
If Mayo ever really did like her, and I think he did if she TRUELY was the "protagonist" the way she always said she was, think about what he said to her if that was really her. Very tender things. I think he WAS sweet on her for..... maybe a few minutes.
Then he moved on to other girls.
It's not just her. Look around you, most girls here he was sweet on and talked to, and then forgot about. And she is not the only one who still tries to get his attention.
Sdock, Toujours and Elena always vie for his attention. A few prescious words from him.
Since Kapu is an unpopular one here, she gets targeted when she tries for his attention.
I do sometimes feel really badly for her though. She said she had a crush. He lead her on, IF the protagonist thing was really to her.
Hasn't every girl been in that same place? Liking a mystery boy who says he likes you too, only to have him start to ignore you?
Here is my other theory. Mayo is GV. This makes alot of sense. Mayo and GV were both "into" Kapu around the same time. They both had very ahem, interesting word choices for her. THe protagonist post, if hat was indeed to Kaup.... Can't you hear GV saying those exact words to her?
The theory is that GV/Mayo really DOES like Kapu alot. But when it became obvious to everyone that GV was really, REALLY into her, "Mayo" had to tone it down. Otherwise people would see that they were both saying similar things to her, and would figure out that it was the same person.
Either way she got played and I feel bad. Sorry K.
smoke,
I loved the pics. I don’t think the cemetery is creepy at all.
My favorite was the one with the red iron fence in the foreground and all the white stones. They all seemed shiny and white.
The one you couldn’t figure out, my guess, poor family and they couldn’t afford a carved stone, so wrote in the cement. I think died June 6th 1719 and was 49 yrs old. Just my take on the pic.
What a beautiful river too.
Thanks for sharing. I enjoyed them.
Call me strange but I love cemeteries.
I think there are some genuine feelings being expressed here. It is my fear one party is playing the other party. I hope that isn’t the case.
If you are a part of this love anon, please don’t mess with someone else’s feelings. If you do care for the person and have an idea who that person might be, send them and email thru their profile email. Why not cut to the chase and see if they feel the same?
Either way, it is nice to read the loving/caring words.
Off to dreamland for me. Enjoy the evening/day, etc.
I think Mayo is one of the love anons. I think all the others are various girls here trying to answer him or her.
Toujours was one of them. Onec she got found out, Mayo deleted the entire comments. I think his reason for deleting those comments had less to do with the porn and more to do with Toujours getting found out while trying to answer him.
Am I the only one who thinks this?
AND BECAUSE SOME OF THE WOMEN HERE ARE LONELY, BORED, OR SERIOUSLY GOING THROUGH A SERIOUS CRISIS IN LIFE (LIKE TOUJOURS), THIS IS A CRUEL GAME FOR MAYO TO PLAY.
HEARTS ARE GOING TO BE BROKEN, FEELINGS HURT.
People never really change from high school. Cliques still keep happening. Popular and unpopular people keep happening.
Mayo has always been like the jock. Or Jordan Catalano!! A few of the geeks came into the school. The lonely people who were rejected by guys they like all their life. Kapu and the porchies were forever sat at their own table at lunch. Taking shots at the popular people because of what life gave them. Jealousy. The porchies were like the Chess Club.
All of a sudden the Jock starts paying attention to them and giving them compliments.
Along comes Toujours, the popular girl, the head cheerleader. She has a RIGHT to be popular because she is so nice.
Everyone becomes friends but then everyone finds out that the jock has a secret club with only the popular people. Toujours, the others, at the secret meeting saying how nice it was that they have this secret club. This was Miracle Whip. Miracle Whip was the place for the popular people to talk without interruption from the Chess Club.
The Jock wasn't about to let go of his hold on the Chess Club though. He said he was sorry and the chess club decided to stay in his social group.
A whole school term went by and there were fights within the little heaven. The Chess Club was still jealous of the popular group. Anger on both sides.
The Toujours, the head cheerleader, had some dates with the Jock (the MCR tour).....
Some of the group found out about it and became really close with the head cheerleader. They started talking about their "group of four" who knew the Jock's "True secret". This was the OPS talking about the "special four" who had Mayo's secret and wouldn't tell anyone else. They spread the rumour around school that it was just the four of them.
This angered the Chess Club and the Chess Club started passing notes about the Elite Four. They wrote graffitti about the Elite Four on the bathroom walls. More fighting......
Then another popular girl went to the girls room where all the rumours get spread (MCRUMOURCONTROL) and told everyone from other schools that two of the Elite Four had a "special connection" with the Jock's mysterious friend. That was SS.
This further splintered the group.
I wonder what's going to happen at graduation.
Wow anon at 1:00
Ever thought of writing a book? No wait, that sounds more like a T.V. show.
Or a Lifetime movie. Yeah, I think a movie.
This whole blog would make a good movie.
I agree with the anon at 1;00!!
OK I know in real life Mayo is married and has a wife but if that WAS a movie, who would Mayo end up with.
I think Sdock10, the sad loner who is sympathetic to him and sees him as more than just the popular guy!
It's like the Breakfast Club!!
I agree with the secondary school analogy. Things never change!!!
Does anyone else see how Kapu is sucking up to TJ because she knows she is popular with Mayo? Tring to get in on the Popular Club?
the idea that i'm a cheerleader-type anywhere totally cracks me up.
irl high school i was more like the creepy artist chick from "the breakfast club" than anything else. i was on the yearbook staff, friends with most of the teachers, the only one dyeing my hair in school, and the closest i ever came to any jocks was when i had to interview one for an article for the yearbook.
i was suicidal, partied on the weekends getting drunk and maudlin at keggers because no-one was hitting on me, and the only guy i was love with was sleeping with all my friends (and then later on turned out to be gay).
i was never the popular girl. i was always the weirdo that everyone was friendly with, the one who felt like a third wheel even when hanging out with her friends.
cheerleader? popular?
well, it looks like it took being part of an imaginary castle in the imaginary world of blogbelieve to win me my "coveted" pom-poms and short skirt.
yay.
*tcha*
What was the 'special connection' with the OPS and SS? I missed something??
I love the Breakfast Club!
Just sayin'
No no it doesn't matter if you really WERE popular in high school, but that if this blog WAS high school that's the role you would have NOW.
I do too!!
OK I know in real life Mayo is married and has a wife but if that WAS a movie, who would Mayo end up with.
Sorry but in real life Mayo is a gender confused woman who lied to a bunch of people pretending to be Gerard Way and then fell in love with the attention.
Does anyone else see how Kapu is sucking up to TJ because she knows she is popular with Mayo? Tring to get in on the Popular Club?
YES
Special Connection and Protagonist things. OK I am lost. I don't know what those things are about. Can anyone tell me.
No no it doesn't matter if you really WERE popular in high school, but that if this blog WAS high school that's the role you would have NOW.
oh, thanks for clarifying. *giggle* i soooo didn't get what you were saying! i guess it's all like whatever anyway, though, right?
i mean, being the popular girl and all, i don't really need to actually figure anything out, do i?
*giggle*
*blows on nails to dry them*
*flips perfect hair back over shoulder*
*giggles*
*rolls eyes*
oh, and i can't really speak for kapunua, but maybe the reason she and i are friends is because it's creepy scary how many things we have in common? and we like writing massive emails to each other?
and maybe i'm actually kind of flattered that she's taken the time to be as generous and kind to me as she has?
oh, nooooo, i'm sorry, i forgot. people will only like me because i'm the head cheerleader.
*rolls eyes*
"TJ, my popular friend. How goes it?" Asked Elena, the unimportant secondary character.
It wasn't meant as an insult I said you were nice enough to BE popular. You are popular here and mayo likes you. Its not a bad thing.
But Elena is one of the Elite Four.
I agree with the commenter who talks about this blog being like high school, but then, nearly every message board I've ever been a part of has been the same way.
What happens is the people who aren't/weren't popular in high school set up this make-believe world for themselves where they can live out the experiences they missed out on during their adolescence. They form the same type of cliques that were mean to them or excluded them in high school. They pretend to be nice to all the people there, but then go around talking about each other behind their backs.
Eventually it falls apart, although there will be those who will hang on til the bitter end.
oh, and i can't really speak for kapunua, but maybe the reason she and i are friends is because it's creepy scary how many things we have in common?
I don't think you have much in common from the outside. You were married and you understand love. Kapunua never will. You are opposites.
Elite Four?
Holy shit, that sounds like a Super Hero group...
Really anon there is no such thing. And please don't start with that "secret" shit again. I'm tired of saying there is no secret.
Lets talk about something fun... anyone? anyone? Topic please.
If there is no secret than what were the OPS talking about when they said that they knew Mayo's secret?? And that only four people knew it?? And this was right after you and Tourjours came back from the concert?? The OPS hinted that you two told them something. Either you are lying or your saying that the OPS lied. How can it ever stop when they were the ones who brought it up in the first place?
Sorry but in real life Mayo is a gender confused woman who lied to a bunch of people pretending to be Gerard Way and then fell in love with the attention.
Bingo! We have a winner!
Thank God someone else agrees!
And like in high school, the little girls with nothing better to do sit around and gossip about everyone...
If you don't know then you are obviously new around here.
Go and read the blogs over the last 10 months then you will know as much as everyone else and then you can make up your own mind rather than relying on second hand information.
I know the protagonist post, I just never got why Kapu INSISTED it was to her.
d'oh! elena, didn't mean to leave you hanging there! i had to go fluff my pom-poms. :p
what are you doing today? did you blow everything up yesterday, or did you save a little for today?
Hey TJ
I'm having a writing day. Words are flowing.
I did blow up lots of stuff yestersay but I still have some fireworks left. Thinking about going out and lighting some off in a bit.
What are you doing?
just hanging out -- we didn't do anything yesterday, but we're going to grill some brats tonight and go see a local fireworks show.
i did manage to get up in the a.m. today, however! just! (it was 11:30...*heh*)
most of the answers to the questions people have can be found in the comments not the posts
oh, and i had a writing day yesterday -- i was attacked by more free verse poetry. :)
wrote two poems. kinda proud of them.
Last night we had a great view of the towns fireworks display from my deck. Actually we could see our town and Fred's town's stuff at the same time.
Think the Speedway is gonna have a display tonight. I hope so.
oh, they'll probably have a pretty big show, too.
i've never got too much into the fourth. one year though, my dad came up from oregon for a party his friends were having, and he invited me. i spent the day with him, and then we hung out that night at his step-son's place in seattle -- had a great view of one of the huge fireworks displays. it was the best fourth of july, ever. :)
That sounds like a wonderful memory, TJ.
thanks, elena.
i liked your postcards, btw! that was cool. :)
I have nearly every Jackson5 hit stuck in my head right now.
I unashamedly still ♥ them.
Anyhoot! Good afternoon, BlogBelieve!
Thanks TJ
I was happy to once more be able to do the clicky link. LOL
Hey Mustard..
How ya been?
OH MY GODS!!!!
elena, my stepdad just handed me your package!!!
holy shit! i'm so happy! i haven't even opened it!!!
:D
:D
:D
:D
Go back and read Mayo's post called "When You Least Expect It".
that post is about when Mayo met someone from the blog. its also when the OP's started talking about Mayo's secret.
*faints*
must go watch, n-o-w.
bye!
*BIG HUG* elena!
hi there TJ, elena and mustard!!
PP if you read this whilst catching up later......you make me laugh so bloody much!! the fitting of the new bra!! he he!
Also sometimes i shake my head with the things i type! mr bloke reckons i've got some kinda strange tourettes going on where i have to be crude or vulgar or just plain filthy!! eek!
Hey, did SS ever book your serious toeskillz for his Toe Tour? You would be the ultimate toe tech!
SS i will do your feet any time you damn well want OK!! (do not take that as pervy by the way!!) some people have weird foot fetishes!! i think i remember learning about the binding of childrens feet (when the bones are still malleable) in older times to create a clawed foot which was then fucked (as adult feet!!) but yes the fucking of deformed feet!!! ok i've touretted again haven't i?! and in the middle of chatting to SS. i am sorry about that!
*clears throat* on the toe tour SS i will make sure your feet are comfy ok, that is all i meant!
solly and princess you had me peeing my pants relaying solly nearly falling in a grave!! soooo funny!
princess great pics! the angel one!! all i can say if you ever get to watch the "blink" episode of Dr Who then that will scare the shit out of you biggy time!!
TJ the most unlikely head cheerleader....and i mean that as a massive compliment btw!
enjoy the dvd! what mask did you get? my package still hasn't fucking arrived!!
glad you are being creative elena!!
mustard how's the wedding dresss coming along?
martha bloody jones....you rocked pretty damn hard in the last episode of Dr Who tonight!! man it was fantabulous! words cannot describe how meffing good it was! i cried! (well that's nothing new!!) so damn good. do you want to know who the next doctor is martha??!!
ok martha you aren't actually here now as far as i know but i'll talk to you about it later anyway!
well i think lewis is rubbing off on me with this loooong comment!
Happy viewing TJ
Know you're gonna love it!!!!
Sorry for the delay!
Hey, Elena! Everything's pretty okay, thank you!
Hey, FASC! Dude, I dunno how I even fell upon the link where you could design that thing, but it was so stupid. I told Sdock last night those "Dream Wedding Dresses" looked like toilet paper. They were hideous.
But, on the other hand, it did keep my attention long enough, so that's good!
shit sorry mustard and elena i wandered off!!
alot of real life wedding dresses look like toilet paper mustard!!
Oh, FASC, your dream cracked me the eff up this morning. I mean, that was an epic dream.
mustard i was sweating!
woke up in a right state!
Bwuahahaha! I bet you did!
It was your narration of the dream that had me in hysterics. Your perfect placement of "fuck"s and your perfectly woven commentary. It was ace.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening All.
First things first:
Six - you're poorly?! NO. I'm sorry, I didn't realise. Get well soon :(
Elena - sorry to hear about the storm incident. Very glad you are okay.
Entropy - still thinking of you and your boyfriend. I hope your Mum improves.
FASC - gotta cut down on those cheese sandwiches before bedtime. Feet dreams - ewwwww.
Gel - to the point as usual. I heart you :)
So, hello everyone * waves *
cheers mustard!
i wasn't gona share but then it had to be done!
Mama Way!! shitting hell! she looked mad at me! i despair of my brain!
so you good mustard?
Hi BlogBelieve,
'Sup?
Mayo,
Ummmm, Okay, so you will not be Hancock afterall. That movie was pretty lame. So, I guess you're stuck being AJ (Fox) for one more week.
hi there GS!!!!!!!!!
yeh wendy has been really poorly....something to do with grapefruits reacting with her medication?? leading to maybe liver damage (all's ok there now) and potential kidney damage (yet to be confirmed!)
entropy also meant to say still thinking of you and your boyfriend. carrie updated us.
erm and hi PJ
solly dick how are you?!
FASC,
I think you and I are running a very close race as to has the filthiest mouth in all of BlogBelieve.
I have to say I do envy your perfect placement of the word "fuck". And you actually came up with a new one the other day, "Bugger fuck!" Which I totally ♥!
I wanna know how the Porchies got to be the Chess Club???
Seriously.
Hello
What the hell do you mean the next Dr. I will have to down load the episodes. Shit
solly bugger fuck is very english! feel very free to use liberally with my blesing!
i know i am awful!!
i must say i do not swear infront of my kids. the occasional bloody and shit when absolutely necessary, but i would hate for you to think i am some scabby common foul mouthed mother with my children.....
only with you guys!!
I'm good, FASC! :)
Hey, Sdock and MJ and GS!
FASC,
I ♥ you for all your "fucks"! It makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. And Smoke and I were still laughing about your post from this morning. It was fucking hilarious!
Hi to Elena, FASC, Mustard, Sdock and TJ.
Anons * nods *
FASC - that's crazy about the grapefruit situation. Just goes to show, healthy food is bad for you.
Solly - what I don't understand is why they use the ' chess club ' with derogatory connotations. What's wrong with being in a chess club?
FASC - we are blessed :) I very rarely swear but my best is usually SHIT BUGGER ARSE.
FASC, adding new, foul words to the dictionary since 2007. ;)
"Bugger fuck" is pretty sweet. I may steal it, too.
Sorry.
Hiya Martha :)
GS,
I'm just confused by the whole thing completely. We never asked for the label of "porchies" either. But chess club? I don't even know how to play chess. I consider myself more the type that wasn't in any clubs at all. No chess club, no physics club, no math team, debate team. Nothing. I was such a loner.
I would not make a very good Chess Club member.
My spatial reasoning skills are virtually non-existent.
Maybe we're more like The Greasers from The Outsiders??
Reckon?
Mustard,
Didja get the song lyrics I left fot you?
*fot = for
Good afternoon, everyone. Not staying right now, but I wanted to share this with you. The following is from my blog, and goes with the photo below.
My gift to all of you. Lovelies, Mayo and SS. It's not much, but I wish for anyone who needs it to take away a little more hope in their life, as I did.
Its all about the love. And the Hope.
L'Emerald
From my blog:
Sunset
This is a photo I took from our patio a few nights ago. I almost missed it. It was a night I was in horrible pain, and really felt like just hiding from the world and giving up.
Then, I walked into our living room and saw this.
I thought of all the beauty in life that I had missed out on recently because of pain, fatigue, etc.
I am going to seek out, grab hold of, and enjoy every drop of life that I possibly can. I have come to far to turn back now.
Yesterday, I took over my own treatment. With the help of some very informative books, websites, and the advice, suggestions, love and support from my BlogBelieve Family, as well as my own family and friends here, I am doing better today than yesterday, which was better than the day before that.
I know there will be good days and bad days. But I don't want to miss either one. I will keep fighting, keep pushing forward.
Now all I need is a photo of a new dawn.
I did, and I guess the best word to describe them is "gut-wrenching?"
Makes you wonder just how many people go through that.
blogger is being a mother fucker!!
What the hell do you mean the next Dr. I will have to down load the episodes. Shit
don't fret martha. david tennant is still the Dr for a bit more!! hee hee. he had to regenerate again but he was clever and used an alternative method. so got better but didn't actually change. you iz gonna love it sooooo much!! David Tennant is appearing in a christmas special and 3 more episodes next year. then he is gonna be replaced. it's a gruelling squedule!! russel t davies is no longer to be the executive producer either.
I wanna know how the Porchies got to be the Chess Club???
fuck i know solly??! chess club wtf??!! can't we be the sneaking round the back of the building for a cigrette gang! chess fucking club!!
FASC, adding new, foul words to the dictionary since 2007. ;)
hurrah!! (in best posh english accent)
Hello GS
L.,
Beautiful photo. It's funny. I wrote something over at DM about a sunset I saw last night. It's totally weird how most of the time we are surrounded by such beauty and we never see it. Never take the time to really look at it.
Thanks for sharing. Nothing better than a hot pink, orange, purple, blue, peach Southern sky.
I hope you feel better soon.
Nooooooooooo!!!!! But I like DT as the dr. I don't want him to go. Fuck
emerald (L) that was a beautiful pic. glad you are feeling a little better.
i can't imagine living with that level of pain....intermittently or not. it must be a very depressing thing. so good on you and take care!
Hello sd, mib and L I hope I didn't leave anyone out
Sneaking around the back of the building for a cigarette gang! I love that!
Mustard,
They were pretty sad, right? But oh so true. So fucking right on the money.
Hey MJ,
How are you feeling today?
Glad your vantage point is changing, L. :) Hopefully you will start feeling even better soon.
Nooooooooooo!!!!! But I like DT as the dr. I don't want him to go. Fuck
i know martha but they spend 9 months of each year filming in cardiff! away from everyone. and he's already had 2 failed relationships from it so i think he just wants to be back in his own home again for a bit! thats why billie piper quit. she is preganant now which i think is lovely news!!
Hello, Martha, SDock, FASC, Mustard, Gnothi, and anyone I missed.
Thank you so much for all the support and kindness. It means more than you will ever know.
SDock,
You're right, nothing like a Southern sunset.
Hope everyone has a good afternoon, and if I don't get to come back on later, goodnight to you all as well.
Love ya!
FASC - that's crazy about the grapefruit situation. Just goes to show, healthy food is bad for you.
GS i missed this when blogger was being a big fat hairy one!
i hate grapefruit!
seeya L!
take care!
say hi to J!
L
Gah, I'm so sorry, I keep forgetting to post a comment to you about your condition, you must think me terribly ignorant. I have no knowledge of it apart from what I've seen here but it sounds crippling. Here's hoping that you manage to find some relief soon.
Great photo by the way.
Later L
farawaysoclose said...
Nooooooooooo!!!!! But I like DT as the dr. I don't want him to go. Fuck
i know martha but they spend 9 months of each year filming in cardiff! away from everyone. and he's already had 2 failed relationships from it so i think he just wants to be back in his own home again for a bit! thats why billie piper quit. she is preganant now which i think is lovely news!!
July 5, 2008 4:45 PM
but I just got an issue of TV about two weeks ago with Billie Piper in it because she is going to be on some show on Showtime.
i hate grapefruit!
It does have a habit of making one look like Great Aunt Queenie when something displeased her.
but I just got an issue of TV about two weeks ago with Billie Piper in it because she is going to be on some show on Showtime.
well in the english press she is 4+ months preggers by her new hubby??!!!
It does have a habit of making one look like Great Aunt Queenie when something displeased her.
indeed GS!!
right guys i hate to go but i kinda have to. mr bloke is making me a king prawn curry and when i went to help him he got angry!! (the boy does not cook) so i offered to help and he said "get back to your blog!!" to which i replied "its not about the fucking blog....i could have been doing anything! don't blame the fucking blog!!" so i'm figuring the evening may potentially go to shit leaving me without an appetite if i stay here much longer!!
love you so much guys!
you too mayo and SS!
Hiya people! :)
Anon @ 12:34 and FASC,
Thanks for looking at my pics. If only I had gotten one of Solly falling. Bwah!
So, what's everyone up to?
Bye, L! Have a great evening!
Goodbye, FASC! Fingers crossed your evening doesn't turn into shit. Tell Mr. Bloke (LOL, I almost typed "Block") we said to be nice, that you make up really cool words and make us laugh way too hard. ;)
See you both around!
SMOOOOOOKE&VenomTWENTY!
*said as Steve Carell*
Later FASC.
I am off as well.
Later
Hi everyone, how are you?
Goodnight FASC, you are braver than me going near people's manky feet. I'd vomit all over them.
Wendy, so gald to hear that your liver is OK. You take care sweetie.
Entropy, soooooooooo glad to hear your boyfriend is out of ICU. I hope your mum gets well soon too.
Anon, chess club? Nuh uh, think again sweetie.
Goodbye, MJ! See you around!
Bugger, just missed MJ.
Take care sweetie.
*tackles MissT*
MissT,
I missed you really hard yesterday. But, you're here now so that's good. :)
Awwwweee, I ♥ Steve. :)
Hi MissT!
Yeah, not sure how we got into the Chess Club. I mean, I was never in any kind of clubs. I was the secretary in the 4-H club for one whole year but that was a long ass time ago. :)
I trump Smoke.
I was the fucking president of the 4-H Club! BWAH! I forgot about that.
Hi MissT!
How are you?
I think its about to storm here, so if I disappear, you guys will knwo why.
Hi Miss T and Smoke.
Bye FASC, L and Martha.
Smoke - what's a 4H club?
*pounces on Mustard and smoke*
*walks round with their heads under each arm*
I missed you gals too. What been happening?
Smoke, those pics were cool. Like the American cemetarys we see in horror films.
L, your sunset pic was amazing too. I'm so glad it brought you comfort.
Well, at school I wsan't really in any cliques. I hung around with everyone, the posh ones, the geeks, the ordinary ones, the trouble makers.
We come from a small village where everyone knows everyone before you start school.
We never had a bullying problem and we all got on.
As for clubs. I pretended to be in the choir so that I could nab a pass that enabled me to be in school at dinner times.
Once we'd had our lunch, we were all meant to go outside till lessons started cos teachers couldn't be arsed to supervise kids over the lunch break.
If you were in a club, they practised at lunch time.
We would pretend to sign up to get a pass then go and eat are sarnies in a nice warm classroom and laugh at the kids outside getting rained on.
We never got kicked out cos the dinner ladies who did regular patrols loved us and would eat their sarnies with us too.
Hiya GS sweetie, how are you?
Hiya solly babes. What is the 4-H club?
Thanks, MissT! :)
Those angels used to scare us when we were little. The story is that during the night they come to life and there's one that plays her little trumpet thingy and the other is writing names down. Creepy but they are very pretty to me now.
GS,
You know I don't remember what 4-H stands for? Ummm, Head/Hands/Hearts and something. Right Solly? But they teach you all about nature and farming and stuff. I think. Damn, I really don't remember what I took notes about as secretary. ^_^
GS,
I think 4-H is some sort of agriculture club thingie. It stands for like 4 h's...head, heart, hands, and health or something like that.
Fuck if I know, what it's really for.
You won't find us in that cemetery after dark though. I have all ideas that those angels still come to life at night.
Plus, there's that whole thing about falling in the grave and all.
That would not be fun at night.
So, you two sisters were part of a farming club.
It's a strange name for an agricultural club.
Oh, and once, our mother went out there to check on our grandmother's plot and fix the flowers and stuff and well, this guy jumped up from behind the headstone. He had been asleep out there all night.
Almost gave her a heart attack. O_o
Well, it's really like the first actual club that kids get to be a part of down here. It starts I think in like the 4th or 5th grade. I'm sure it's a little more than a farming club. Like teaches you how to be a good person and whatnot.
That's a cool story smoke.
And no solly, I wouldn't fancy falling into an open grave in the dark.
Note to GS, our house on the cliffs will be near a cemetary that's not in use. We don't want no falling into grave incidents.
Oh, and once, our mother went out there to check on our grandmother's plot and fix the flowers and stuff and well, this guy jumped up from behind the headstone. He had been asleep out there all night.
Almost gave her a heart attack. O_o
I would have F*cking shite myself.
Yep, MissT. This is farming country and you are always part of 4-H and/or FFA. Which stood for Future Farmers of America.
I never joined FFA though. I was lazy in high school. I came very close to being a part of BETA but backed out. I didn't make very many commitments to anything.
I was too busy napping and waiting on the bell to ring. ^_^
Hello miss t
Guys I am doing shit on my computer that takes up my attention and cause my computer to run slow. So I am lurking as much as I can but it is hard to carry on a conversation
Smoke and Solly - sounds like a cool club, must have been fun.
Miss T - like you I didn't belong to any cliques and I don't recall any existing. I had my own club called ' See how many times you can take your knee off playing Bulldog '.
I was the only one in it ;)
Martha - that's cool. I'm in the middle of a story so I'm only half concentrating also.
Miss T - duly noted.
Smoke - the hand written tombstone is interesting.
Hiya MJ, how are you sweetie?
You just jump in when your computer work allows.
I was in the brownies when I was little. I still have the uniform. The dress is smaller than a T-shirt. I can't believe I was ever that small.
Well, I packed in the brownies cos the school set up a swimming club (oh see I was in a club, I remember now) and it was on the same day.
The swimming club had a huge diving board and conoes and was far more exciting than learning how to help and be nice to people.
I had my own club called ' See how many times you can take your knee off playing Bulldog '.
OH GOD GS!!!!!!!!! I loved playing bulldog. We came from a small primary school so we used to have the whole school play and we took up the whole of the playground.
OMG, happy days.
hey everyone. i'm back!
i only watched the maxwell show. i don't think i could watch them both right now...
because you see, i am ridiculous.
i tried to watch it like normal person, but nooooooooooo. couldn't hold still, chair-danced through the entire show.
worked up a sweat even.
i'm shaky and drinking water. isn't that dumb? :)
never chair-dance on just coffee, i'm just sayin.
but oh gods! how i miss those guys!
and how i miss the person i was out on the road!
and holy crap! the new song!!! why did no one tell me? i about lost it right there! i love that song, i have a version on my mix cd ripped off youtube and i sheerly love it!
happy.
happy happy happy happy! :D
thank you elena! i love you laverne -- you have made me a a very happy feeny indeed!
Hiya TJ!
Sit down sweetie, take a deep breath, chill out.
Sounds like you had fun. I'll have to give that chair dancing a try myself.
but oh, it's just not possible. it's just so not possible.
yes, you will miss t! chair-dancing is fun! just remember to tie your hair back. you don't want to choke on your own hair.
i know this from experience.
LOL TJ. *mops TJ's sweaty brow*
*chokes on hair*
Thanks TJ, you tell me this now.
*whips hair back and tries again*
oh, you're a doll, miss t.
*basks*
TJ,
How'd you like the.....
"You know it's true, you know it's true!" moment after the new song.
TJ,
Is he not the most hilarious thing?
You know it's true! You know it's true!
Bwahaha.
Oh, and once, our mother went out there to check on our grandmother's plot and fix the flowers and stuff and well, this guy jumped up from behind the headstone. He had been asleep out there all night.
Almost gave her a heart attack. O_o
Holy Hell, I would have had a few choice words for him.
When I lived in Macclesfield You used to get all the Goths ascending on the graveyard on the anniversary of Ian Curtis's death ( he's buried there ). Walking around a corner to be met by a horde of black swathed Visigoths in mourning is something else.
TJ - you dance away lovely.
Miss T - the whole school?! Niiiiice :) Loved, loved, loved Bulldog.
see? i told you!
always tie back your hair.
yup.
since i'm at a desk, i usually
coil it up and skewer the damn thing with a pencil.
which works, until the pencil goes flying out.
um.
chair-dancing is dangerous.
STFU, SOLLY! GET OUTTA MY HEAD! >_<
Gerard did worry me just a bit at that show. :(
TJ,
You should have seen Smoke and I the other night. We had a DVD watching party at my house. We had the best time.
Get as crazy as you like. Smoke and I already have.
oh god you guys, i was laughing at that too! damn, i miss that so much!!!!
so shiny....
there was another part...had me cracking up, and now i can't remember what it was...
damn, i'm just gonna have to watch the whole thing over i guess...
*big fake sigh*
:D
Whoo-hoo! ME!
ME!
Storming here now!
When I lived in Macclesfield You used to get all the Goths ascending on the graveyard on the anniversary of Ian Curtis's death ( he's buried there ). Walking around a corner to be met by a horde of black swathed Visigoths in mourning is something else.
Have you seen in the papers GS that someone has nicked his gravestone this week?
A girl after my own heart with her love of bulldog.
Welp, I'll be back in a bit. See ya guys!
Have you seen in the papers GS that someone has nicked his gravestone this week?
fuckin read that miss T!!!
Have you seen in the papers GS that someone has nicked his gravestone this week?
WHAT?! That's despicable. Was it in the national press or the locals?
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