There are so many things missing, last night
Last week, and now quieted by irreverence
Two feet deep and thick with sickness
We are lost and no longer linger. Still
I can reason your denial in difference
Came upon you for thought, and mine
I must say thrust upon me in shame.
I shut my book to save your eyes.
Who is lost in plain sight can speak
As you have always claimed, in truth.
p.s. with an uncompromised view for any other is...well, it is compromised.
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Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Art by: Toujours
No Contest
even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
Art by: Toujours
“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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Goodbye & good night BlogPeeps, Dr Henry Jones Jr. awaits me:
Dun, dun, dun, dun; Dun, dun, dun; Dun, dun, dun, dun; Dun, da, da, da, da!!
Kass xx
CRAAAAP! Kass, I forgot to buy my damn lottery ticket! WTF! 'Cause if I had won, I was going to say you and your evil tongue could maybe, I dunno, have an opportunity for that "moderate fame," you know.
O_o
Grrr, I'm so mad. >_<
Where is my props?
Bree
Mayo was here and had just posted a comment and said "and finding meaning". I was speaking directly to him.
I do know what this in reference to and the situation is not the same. If you can't see that I'm sorry.
I have never said that people should not speak directly to Mayo.
He made a statement and I responded to that statement.
I was not questioning his thoughts at random.
Props to you, you booger eating hobo.
Fucking thank you!
bert,
do you still have cauliflower junk
People look down on these words but I have been watching for A LONG time now. I see the divide, and I see that people get away with alot more shit than others. I donot see any problem with asking him questions. In my view, it's the same. People ask questions, they donot need to be jumped upon when doing so.
If my friend doesn't come over to visit tonight, I think I'll go see the new Indiana Jones. I didn't know i was expecting company, so, surprise!
I also got offered a job. It sounds kind of neat. But now with all the Hula stuff rolling in, I don't know if I'll even have time for it. O_o I feel bad. It's feast or famine, you know?
Bree
I agree that people should be able to ask Mayo anything they want. I ask the guy weird questions all the time. I'm sorry if it seemed to you that I don't feel this way.
I simply asked him a question in response to something he'd just said.
I was not second guessing things he had said to us in the past. I take Mayo at his word.
Glad things are looking up, Jules.
Hey maybe there is a silver lining to rain clouds.
Don't forget to watch SURS today if you are an MCR fan. Mikey, Frank and Gerard look happy in the pics from the interview on buzznet.
Hiya Mayo,
I hope you are well this once-again soggy day.
I'm pondering your latest post, trying to see what sticks with me.
Either way, sometimes hiding something right in front of me is the best place because I'm always searching for the truly hidden place and miss the obvious.
Have a good one.
Thanks, Elena. It's weird, two weeks ago I was so desperate for work, and now I'm getting some money in and I'm like, "Meh, I can afford to be picky for a while longer" and, "You know, this whole 'free time' thing is pretty good while it lasts." I'm so bad.
Hi Jennicula! Miss you! Hope to catch you on AIM one of these days. ^_^
Hiya K. What's shakin'?
I'm hoping to be on AIM soon. I miss you too.
The boy has commandered my 'puter and it's nearly impossible to get my own time on it anymore.
Although, he does talk to Fimble here and there.
Where is the money coming from Kapunua?
mmmmm, iced mint mocha frappacino.
"Which is also not to say that we don't do some sexual songs at all. Because Ipo Lei Momi, the other one we did last night, and the awesome kahiko O Pao'o, are blatantly sexual, and O Pao'o borders on vulgar. But good vulgar, fun and healthy vulgar. :D And is also one of my favorites ever."
That's from the link YOU posted last night.
i would have been here earlier, but my mom grabbed the computer first. wth, mom?? lol
anyway, mayo, your title has embedded this song in my head:
Stand
In the place where you live
Now face north
Think about direction
Wonder why you haven't before
Now stand
In the place where you work
Now face west
Think about the place where you live
Wonder why you haven't before
etc.
thanks, mayo. so much.
*grin*
I'm asking Kapunua how whst SHE is doing is any different from LynZ.
what time is SURS on at?
SURS is on at 4:00pm EST.
It bugs me that you anons were trolling my LJ yet again, but fair enough. It's public.
Anon, you don't know a thing about what I do. Every Hula I perform is about feminism in some way or another. The Hula you quoted me talking about there is an admonishment to a man who cheats on his women. It calls him out for his sexual promiscuity and tells him that he is going to be caught. Never once, in any Hula, do we flash the audience any of our body parts. We're always covered and respectful.
I have absolutely no problems with the blatantly sexual. Sexuality doesn't bother me or shame me.
Not only have I worked on my own for many years to get Hula jobs--traveling alone to different seminars to study, learning the language by myself etc.--but I know what the hell I'm doing, and I'm always interested in improving. While some of the Hulas are done to shock the audience and get their attention, it is always with meaning. Further, I never used anyone to get work, and further than that, even if I had, I would never then bitch about my association with them. What I do has taken years of study. I'm not a hoochie Hula girl; I never have been and never will be.
Hope that answers your accusation, and I think you and I are finished talking, yes?
And that, as they say, is that.
Hi Redrum! Hi K!
I'm leaving work! Whoop! Whoop!
See you guys in a little bit.
Okay?
Okay!
hey Princes, hey Redrum! Nice to read you around these parts, Redrum.
Have a safe trip.
Just stopping by for a few minutes, K. I hope those difficulties you mentioned the other day are winding down.
(That goes for everyone else, too.)
Thanks, Redrum. Actually, the family matter I mentioned, as far as I know is doing a little better. At least the news is more positive. ^_^ Thank you for asking. I hope all is well with you, too.
No burning complaints here. Thank you.
Burning complaints are the worst kind. :)
I think there is a topical cream for that, isn't there?
redrum said...
And that, as they say, is that.
Thank you redrum. The perfect response.
Hello again K and S&V
Hi...
And bye. Gotta go.
Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away
You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
I think there is a topical cream for that, isn't there?
Hahahaa! I'm not sure if it's over the counter or not though. ^_^
hey Elena!
Well, I just realized (and by "realized" I mean: this morning my Dad reminded me,) that I am entitled to money from a fund set up by The Place Where I No Longer Have To Be. So now I'm attempting to collect it.
I hope it's a lot. ^_^
Hello Everyone.
Anon the reason what Kapu is doing is different from Lyn-z is, Kapu has talent, KApu isn't using a man who has more talent and fame than her and KApu isn't relying on doing a back bend to flash her non nos at everyone and calling it talent.
And the Hula is a part of history for a group of people. From what I remember it was used as a form of communication and story telling. So Lyn-z would be bored by the hula
Hi everyone!
Hi Mayo. So wonderful to hear from you as always. And in case I never said this before, thank you for being our friend. ♥
....
Random note: How cute is this...Frank is up for peta's sexist vegetarian! Awww, that is just too awesome.
....
Errr, what else? I got nothin' today...completely wiped out. So I'm gonna run and hope to see you guys tonight.
Jules
Not as good as winning the lottery but I hope it's a nice amount.
Paramore!
Hey Anima Bye Anima
Talk to ya later.
Hey Kapu can you sen me an email about the anon my email is on mu profile.
Before I go, Kapunua, it is so great to hear things are turning around and working in your favor! Yay! :)
Hey Martha!
Oh and Redrum, nice to see you around. :)
Okay, gotta run for real...
Oopps, hey Elena!!
Hello and goodbye anima and redrum
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MJ, you are absolutely right about the Hula. And also, thank you so much for that. Oh re: that anon. Well, no matter where we go, they'll get there. The problem is that a lot of anons are really regulars, or regulars telling people who, you know, are really pissed off at those of us on this blog for certain things, where those sites are. There's really nothing we can do.
Anima and Elena, thanks! And what's more, I just sent out a ton of emails to local community help programs, such as domestic violence and hate-crim victims, sexual advocacy groups and such, asking them if there was some way I could help out by offering classes and such. While I was there, I found some programs that might be looking for cultural teachers, at some local colleges and stuff. For that, I guess I'd need to send out my resume and such, but I've already got my resume all written up. ^_^
Thank you Kapu. That what I was thinking.
On the hula I also remember hearing that because of missionaries that a lot of it was destroy. That is a sad thing when outsiders come and destroy something they don't understand.
anon 2.57pm
correct!
hi guys!!
how's it hanging??
That's too right, MJ. The Hula was actually banned by the missionaries for a period of time because it was mostly a pagan dance back then. For years it was taught and performed in secret. It was King Kalakaua who brought the Hula back. That seems to happen in every culture. It's so awful.
Hello! :)
Bye :(
hi K!! are you gone safe? sorry i was off doing a catch up!
Hey Safe, where ya headed? I'm just off to feed my baby birds again then play my video game till my friend either shows up or doesn't. if not, I think I'll go and see the new Indiana Jones movie. ^_^
Hello Safe and Fascia.
Kapu I love to watch PBS and the history channel. I find this stuff very interesting. I watch two very interesting ones not to long ago.
One on the Taj Mahal and the other they were trying to figure out how civilization came about. They went to south America because it is home to the world's biggest pyramid. For years people didn't even know that it was a pyramid. They thought it was a hill so the missionaries build a church on top of it.
That is also how I learned about the super massive black holes.
I just wish my local PBS stations would go back to doing more education programs and less of the super sounds of what ever year they are focusing on.
Hey FASC! How're you?
I should upload pics of my baby birds, they are too cute.
Bye safe
Fascia.
me likeys the new name martha!!
kapunua i am good thank you.
glad to read things are picking up in abundance for you!! its what they say about buses isn't it??! wait forever then they all come at once!
hey have you guys done kass's going to hell quiz!! i so am going to hell! i think it was the part where i don't believe in god that fucked it up for me!!! its a page back at around 6am i guess?
you should do it!
i want mayo and SS to do it. i love things like that!
Sorry FASC I was using my spell check and it changed your name and I forgot to change it back.
K i can't wait to see the new indiana jones film. always had a thing for harrison ford. since i first saw star wars!! lovely! i know he's getting old but he still looks hot! oh i am appearing superficial! well i am sometimes!!
hello again.
anon who posted the youtube link last night: i don't know who exactly you were posting that for, but i finally had time to load and watch it (dial-up, donchaknow).
it was beautiful. thank you.
Sorry FASC I was using my spell check and it changed your name and I forgot to change it back
haha martha!! i like it but best stick with FASC or no one will know what you are talking about!
Hey guys!
I'm about to go do the Hell quiz.
Be right back!
Between are misspellings and the spell check correction of things we should have a new way of specking.
I missed something what is the hell quiz
Welp, I'm in Limbo. :/
in that interview Kerrang did with Lyn-Z, she says when she's onstage she fucks up her bass lines almost every other song.
it's so funny how Lyn-Z doesn't understand why people don't give her the respect she wants as a musician. she really is a dumb dumb.
Stand
You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on
Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place
Ooohhh
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on
Oooo, I like those lyrics. :)
martha it's here!!
Well I hope I get a hell of a lot of buses! And I'll get on as many as I can, too. ^_^ Like, I want to get on the "teaching" bus and I definitely still want to get on the "published writer" bus as well. Even if I start with a small publisher, this way when I write a query letter to a bigger company I can say that I've had stuff published before.
I just sent out about ten emails to different programs: cultural, university based, and shelters. One of them must want me, right? ^_^
All 'cause I forgot to buy my lottery ticket today. ^_~
Did I ever tell you guys that I used to write letters to Indiana Jones every night when I was a kid? He was my husband, you know. I'm pretty sure that notebook still exists somewhere. O_o
Meh, my friend didn't call, I'm going to play video games for a while.
Say, I like those lyrics a lot, too.
T minus 7 minutes!
*is excited*
I'll be back later!
i do too, mustardisbetter.
:)
hi TJ!!
K - river phoenix as the young indie!!! wow! i miss him still! awful when he died!
oh and hi PJ!!
It was awful, wasn't it? I'll never forget that.
ooh, I am sixth level of hell. GO ME!
Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis
You approach Satan's wretched city where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell.
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Score
Purgatory Repenting Believers Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo Virtuous Non-Believers Moderate
Level 2 Lustful High
Level 3 Gluttonous Moderate
Level 4 Prodigal and Avaricious Low
Level 5 Wrathful and Gloomy High
Level 6 - The City of Dis Heretics Very High
Level 7 Violent Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers High
Level 9 - Cocytus Treacherous Moderate
hey there, faraway!
oh, anon 3:46, i like that stand better than the one i came up with. i bow to your superior googlefu.
*prints poem*
K you are there with me and Kass!
oooh it's a little hot aint it!
unconditionalness sweetness uncompromised
you set the standard for many things
#rd level of hell Gluttonous
guys gotta go now!
sorry but house and heroes beckons me!!
can't wait to hear about the SURS interview. can you post info here anyone that watches?? just wanna see how the frankie boy is doing. and GW and mikey but not seen frankie in interview in a while.
really got to fly!
love to you all!
(mayo/SS you too)
oh, and becuase this is how my mind works:
this bit
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
makes me think of gerard standing up, from the wttbp video.
i always particularly liked that part. :)
Goodnight FASC and hello TJ
This song makes me think of Gerard now. ...well except the son part.
It's kind of annoying in a way, I wish it didn't.
Wow! I'm in the seventh level of hell! Fuck it's hot in here!
Is sad that I'm missing SURS. :(
I wonder what level of hell S(S)S is in? 'Cause maybe all the levels can get together and we can have a party! Like with a DJ and stuff.
Anon I can't get the song to play it always stops ans starts.
Anima I maybe in the 3rd level but I scored very high.
Really the levels should all get together. I mean once you are in hell, what's the difference, right?! Damn that would be a fun party. ^_^
Hey, what level gets you the opportunity to shake hands with the Devil?
Muwahaha.
SS is probably in that one.
Shouldn't have worn undies on the outside, dude! Now you know where that'll get you! ;)
I have not seen new videos in awhile, some of these are effin' weird. (I'm watching SURS) And oh, I was Level 5 of Hell.
The 'violent' part bothers me in the seventh level. I guess because I said it was okay to punch someone if they truly deserved it. Oh and I put that I intentionally hurt myself (smoking and drinking is what I thought of).
where's the beef
It will be like on south Park. Remember kids if you say Biggie smalls name 3 times in front of a mirror he will appear to pop a cap in your ass.
I thought that as well anima if the person is being an ass. Punch them.
i've fallen and i can't get up
Blogger ate my comment. :(
Anon how much did you have to drink
give it to Mikey, he'll eat anything
Martha, that SP episode is hilarious!
Mustard, I think SS is in hell too. Wearing undies on the outside is definetely not cool with God. ;)
What level were you?
WTTBP still gives me chills, just sayin'.
shy anon
such a beautiful and sad song.
fame is no cure for loneliness.
thank you for posting the link.
:)
I was in Limbo. :)
I haven't seen WTTBP in forever. It's weird.
Yeah, me too, Mustard. I remember back before I even got the album, I watched the vid umpty leven times on the computer.
Oh oh oh!
I was watching the "I'm Not Okay" video a few days ago, and I was in one of those moods where a bird could'a crapped on my head and I would have laughed, you know?
I mean, I've seen the video a million times, but that day was different. So, I was watching it, and when Ray tackled Brian in that mascot suit, I could not control myself. I laughed like a hyena.
You would have thought it was the funniest shit I'd ever seen.
/meaningless chatter :)
It was a week after the video came out that i saw it. Every place I went either didn't have it or (MTV) would load because there were to many people.
did Gerard mention the "wifey" on SURS so i can vomit
Mustard, my husband always watches that part over and over and does the same thing (laughs like a hyena). He knows it's going to happen, yet he howls every time. He's kinda simple that way. :)
Well, When Steven asked him about being married, go figure, he mentioned her.
Its the nicest thing anyone as ever done!
You know, besides living and putting up with my cheating ass for years and years and years.
Carrie did she have a name or was it the wife again.
I believe he said "she." As in he said she hired a replacement for the show she was supposed to be at and flew up to see him, and he said that was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for him. He also said being married has made him a happier person.
Hello Mayo,SS and Family!
How've you guys been?
Oh,and just so you know I'm sixth level of Hell.According to the test,I'm an heretic.Oh well...
Hi and bye Bella, I'm on my way out the door for awhile.
You would think if "she" is upset about losing her name she would tell her husband about it.
Dear when you talk about me can you say my name because you know I have one.
As far as the flying up to see him, I wonder if it was his idea and she just agreed to it.
So I guess all those times Emma drove up to see him meant nothing.
I can't leave this alone.
The Eleventh Commandment:
Thou shalt not wear undies on ones outside.
I kill myself, srsly.
Hey, Bella!
if that's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for Gerard, he doesn't expect much does he
Hi and bye carrie!
"Thou shalt not wear undies on ones outside"
O_o
I have a headache
Its not even about Emma, Martha. He cheated with Emma, you know. I feel really bad for Kat since he is continuing to humilate her.
perhaps he never really loved Kat
Mustard, that is friggin' hilarious! I love it.
Hello and goodbye bella
I ♥ Mikey.
Just sayin'.....
Hi everyone!
I'm not leaving martha! :)
Hey smoke!
Haha mib.
Anon I was just saying that she went out of her way many times to come and see him. So With him saying that Lyn-z did was the nicest thing shows where his mind is. and how easily he will forget or over look what others have done that is similar
Yea, maybe, but does that make him stringing her along for sex years any better?
I think the boy is not capable of love.
Sorry bella
My point was, you shouldn't be feeling sorry for Emma, Martha Jones.
No problem martha!
Hey there Bella, MJ, Mustard, Anima and Anon!
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You
So that's the nicest thing? Missing a show where she contributes dick all anyway? Umm what about saving his ass from himself, when he couldn't get his shit together and almost bit the dust? I guess that wasn't as nice? Whatever Gerard, way to shit on your friends...
5.15 here
I am not Mayo or SS
it's always Marcia, Marcia, Marcia!
Well I can't really say anything about Kat. We don't even know what the girl looked like. And I am glad for that. I do hope that he did love her and I hope he wasn't stringing her alone.
Is he sorry, anon? Is he learning?
Anon @ 5:15, that is so weird. I just heard that song on the radio yesterday and I haven't heard it in like forever.
^_^
Because her looks is all that matterd?
When asked about married life, Gerard jumped in to answer before anyone but the look on Frank's face was priceless.
The difference between Frank and Gerard is that Frank married a woman, a lady, some to respect. Gerard married a blow up doll!!!
she is better off without him
Anonymous said...
So that's the nicest thing? Missing a show where she contributes dick all anyway? Umm what about saving his ass from himself, when he couldn't get his shit together and almost bit the dust? I guess that wasn't as nice? Whatever Gerard, way to shit on your friends...
True story. What about the rest of the band, who supported him when he was at his lowest? I guess that doesn't matter when you have something to prove.
Why not sign in? We're not all Gerard fangirls here and you won't get torn apart.
Well, back to my game. ^_^
Lyn-Z looks like the singer from Avenged Sevenfold
Hello S&V
Anon I in no way feel sorry for emma. I think she brought a lot of what happened on herself. But she did go out of her way to come and see him. And I am sure Kat did as well. But GW seems to live in the now. Forget that other people have done shit like that for you.
Okay, so I have a headache and I managed to NOT record SURS.
Oh well, oh well, oh well...
Hello All!
She is masculine in appearance
hello sd
He's still using her to shove it up Eliza's and Kat's ass. He hopes that they'll watch it and feel like they meant nothing to him.
Sorry,my connection went down.
Anon@ 5.16 and martha,what you both have said is sad but it's true.
Hi sdock and Kapu!
we all know Emma is crazy, but at least she looks like a woman
*sigh*
Okay, I will be back later.
I think I would take masculine in appearance over a crazy fangirl.
"He's still using her to shove it up Eliza's and Kat's ass. He hopes that they'll watch it and feel like they meant nothing to him"
I don't think that's the case,anon.I do belive he's acting like that to show the world how happy he is,though.
And,you know,that's exactly what makes me wonder about his happiness.
So, Anon and I are still the only ones in purgatory?
Jeez. You bunch of sinners!
And I so wanted to kick someone out of purgatory!
X_x
morning how are we all?
It rained here last night O_o
well at least it means it isn't that cold today
I wonder too Bellatrix
Hello Ergoproxy
I'm in Purgatory too smoke!
Hi anon how are you?
Hello Ep I wish it would rain here in CA.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I don't think Lyn-z is pretty but that has more to do with how she presents herself than he looks.
for me the ugliness I see coming from her inside out weights the outside appearance.
Hello, Ergo, Smoke, Mustard,Bellatrix, MJ, Anon (s),
How is everyone?
I just got down the shore, and I am relaxing on the deck!
YAY!
I'm tired ergoproxy. How are you?
Hello ergo!
Smoke,you're in purgatory?
We'll have to bribe the Devil,then.
It wouldn't be the same without you down there!
Right guys,I'm off to bed.
Take care,see you tomorrow.
Goodnight Mayo,SS,Family and Anon(s).
Love you all!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Well I am more evil than all of you. yeah even the people who are in the 6th level you score wasn't as high as mine.
We passed the audit!!!! YAY!
Yay! Welcome to purgatory, Ergo!
Where is this hell test? I want to see if I am shaking hands and having a beer with Satan.
Goodnight Bella and hello Star
PS:Obviously,that thing about bribing the Devil goes to you too,Ergo.Sorry,I didn't see your comment!
Okay,bye!
Congratulations anima. Are you going to have a party
SD I think FASC reposted link for me earlier so it is on this page some where
Good news Anima.
Hello Martha Jones and star.
ELENA SENT ME THE RAY TORO SHIRT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I OFFICIALLY LOVE HER !!!!!!!!
GUESS WHAT I'M WEARING THIS MORNING?
GO ON......
GUESS!
Thanks Martha. I think we are going to wait for the official report, but it does call for cocktails after work one of these nights. I can't believe it is finally over!
Anon, I'm tired too. I think I might take a nap when I get home. :)
Solly, I can't wait to hear your hell results! You better be down here will all us sinners!
I do miss Ergo and Princess. :(
Yay Anima!
Solly,
Don't bother. You are Lucifer!
Thanks Anon. :)
Ergo, I was with Elena when she bought it. It's an awesome shirt!
Hey Star!
Oh, Anima, I thought for sure that you'd be up here with me.
It's so nice and cool. And we have lemonade. :)
Hey MJ star sdock
anon I was pretty good but I just got better!
I only just woke up too so I hope I'm not tired (though I was having a lovely dream)
I hope you feel more rested soon
Anon, what's new with you? Anything besides being tired?
Okay, so call me lazy, but I don't want to search for the link.
Hi All again!
sorry anima I missed you there, I love the shirt (and I'll be unique over here)
how are you?
and bye bella
i hope so too ergoproxy
thanks
I thought so too Princess. I had no idea I was so bad. I give to charities, beggers, and a bunch of other good things, but I guess all the religious questions and sex questions put me hell. Damn.
I'm feeling a bit on the prickly side this evening.
Purgatorians find me the link, please.
Hello anon
Solly, look at FASC's comment at 3:51, she posted the link.
Hell Quiz
Sd go to 3:51 and you shell find the link to the quiz
Hello S&V or did I already so hello to you? Did I say hello to star? Shit!!
Hello everybody.
Me!
Purgatory Rules!
Yeah!
Hello?
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