Honorable Mention.
I am the clown.
Because you asked me to
and I am colorful enough, so
I quickly make the change.
It’s an easy switch in contrast.
Then, you are off and running.
Up and down the row
I am chasing you and I am out of breath.
You are elusive, but you see
I am the clown.
And I will use a trick to catch you.
I must catch you, because I have to tell you
I am not a fool. But, I have failed.
The pulsing lights drawing on
Death and destruction flash above
And beyond you. The images are mostly grave
Punched in and out in perfect time.
They were too many and too long, but
I had to remain until the end.
I knew they would tell the story.
Then, the images stop.
I achieve execution in a flash of bright white
Then perception returns to me, the clown,
Looking at you down the row.
I can’t move but to say the end.
But, I forgot the most important part.
Then, you are gone.
For a moment, I am frantic to find you.
But, I also don’t want to lose my character.
It is of every color and
Can give me up a reckless fool.
While I pretend to know the rest,
I search for my friend.
His name is random, and
He was sitting next to me.
Before you came along…
And as I am just about to take my leave
You appear again, but now
You are the clown.
And you want to tell me that
I am just a fool.
p.s. strung out on pointless prevarication and cardboard collusion.
(...fucking nightmare)
Friday, May 16, 2008
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Night night, Miss T! :)
nighty ngith misst, sweet dreams and no more text sex with your fella. rest your fingers.
ss is probably the snake whisperer liek the horse whisperer.
ss sounds like a snake sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
lol, so lame its madness
That actually almost makes sense!
long red nails, wow you mean business. your hair is red/brown right?
goodnight missT sweet dreams
well done fim!
see rw, i knew you would get me. you must be quackers like me. i bet dickie has rubbed off on to you on his visit last time.
thank you ergo, i dedicate it to my missing dickie. i havent seen him for a few days :(
My hair is burgundy right now, Fim.
Well he is a parseltongue then!
i bet dickie has rubbed off on to you on his visit last time.
0_0
have you been blonde rw?
I had blonde streaks once, Fim. But my hair grows so quickly. Getting it done blonde would take too much time & money in upkeep.
I was thinking maybe black cherry?
black cherry? never seen that. is it just black with cherry stipres?
RW that would be nice I'm just about to dye my hair really dark brown
Black is a bit too harsh
It's black with a cherry red undertone.
Mayo,
How are you tonight? Things going pretty well for you? I hope so. Me? I'm slighty overcooked, but other than that I'm pretty good. The Georgia sunshine really shouldn't be so nice and tempting. I even went back out there today and managed to halfway fall asleep. It was just the right combination of sun and breeze. Nice.
Well, I told you that I would be back tonight to offer you some of my best rambling babbling nosense, so here it goes. Tonight, I have my television tuned to MSNBC. It's mainly for the noise and not because I love to watch 24 hour news. It's just I'd rather watch real shit than bullshit sometimes. Ya know? So, I just got done watching a progam about one of the prisons in the United States. They do them on all the big prisons and they talk to lots of the inmates. There was this one guy on there who had spent over half his life in and out of jail. He's doing time for opening a drawer in a hospital and taking something, but not for that crime itself. His life sentence is based on the repeat offender law. This last crime just sent him away for a long time. They were done with him. Didn't want to be bothered or have society bothered by him anymore. Well, he's been eligible for parole twice since he was sentenced and both times he sabotaged it. Can you imagine? He sabotaged his own parole hearing because he's not ready to be released. This man doesn't have anyone on the outside. Nobody. He said he had only used the phone once in 4 years. Doesn't get visitors at all. Hearing that man's story just twisted my gut into knots. How fucking lonely would that be? Gives me something to think about and God knows I love to think.
Prison or freedom, and the guy chooses prison. But we all do that, right? Sometimes we choose to live a certain way because we are scared of what we will face on the outside. I sure as hell know that I do. And I have all the support in the world, still I choose the prison.
Relate much?
Yeah, I do.
So there ya go, sdock10 rambling and pondering at its rawest and purest and craziest. I hope you enjoyed it.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. 3 strikes.
I used to do my hair dark brown, eP. I did it black for a while too. But black, for some reason, only lasts about a week in my hair before the red starts showing through :/
I don't fight the red anymore, I just go with it.
I've had my hair black cherry. I like that color a lot.
Isn't it like a deep reddish black?
Right now black cherry is leading the pack of future hair colours, K.
goodnight solly. sweet dreams hun
It's black with a reddish hue, EP.
Are you heading off for the night, Solly? Have a lovely evening :)
Yeah, it's a black that looks utterly red int he sun.
Solly: You are aware, and that's a step down the right path.
Surely. To choose a four-sided, brick hell hole over the freedom of the outside world, there's something to be said. Just not sure what.
To not have anybody, to have no one care, to not care, to waste away with no one calling, to realize they never will.
Thanks for sharing.
Night, Mayo. Night, SS. Night, Everyone. See you guys around sometime tomorrow.
my hair tends to look reddish too,
black just doesn't suit my skin colour very much especially if it's blue black
Night, Mustard :)
goodnight guys, sweet dreams. i am too tired.
3.13, watch me walk out the door, i wont turn around now, cos i am so tired whoop whoop. have fun tonight thinking of me. knock yourself out sweet cheeks.
ss - i was a limey, i wanted to be strawberry but i get a limey. well, at least i am green and i can turn into the hulk arghhhhhh
sweet dreams and i hope you didnt sit in any wet paint today. bloody tricky sticky stuff to get off your clothes.
sweet dreams everyone.
xxxx
My hair is naturally really dark, but I like to keep it black in the winter and red in the summer. Unfortunately I used henna over the winter and now that bitch won't come out, so I'm stuck with black hair until it grows out, or fades a bit. O_o
I'm hair-retarded.
LOL Fim! How late are you and I going to stay up till tonight? I think five. Maybe even SIX. I don't need that much sleep. ;D
Night Mayo! (I know you missed me)
Night SS! (Hope you're doing okay!)
Night BlogBelieve!
I'm so happy to be back!
YAY!
XOXO
hello to those still here and goodnight to those going to dreamland
I think RW you should go with the black cherry
Night, Fimmy! :)
Hi, S&V!! :D
I missed you!
Hi, MJ :D
I think I may just do that!
Well, the new fish made it home safe! He hates me, but he's alive!
-A
Good RW it sounds like it will look nice.
Huzzah, A! :D
What kind of fish is he?
Did I ever tell you the story about my boss & her killer snails?
RW, he's a male betta. Blue with orange fins, very pretty fish.
His name is Smyth.
I don't think you did, killer snails?
What kind were they, Apple or Mystery?
-A
Hello amy how are you? And how do you know the fish hates you
Killer snails?
Man, one of the casts just discovered the closet. He is in there playing with the cloths.
Hiya MJ!
With bettas, when they get territorial they flare their gills and flash their fins around a bit. Kind of like muscley guys on the beach showing off.
He's been doing that to me since yesterday, so I'm taking that to mean he's not impressed with the hourlong trip home on transit.
-A
goodnight mustard sweet dreams
I really hope whatever you need to sort out becomes clear to you soon
Shit that should be cats not cast.
Maybe the fish is trying to show off to you. Look at me amy I am a strong manly fish.
My Head of Wardrobe at the children's theatre had a lovely Beta fish and a couple of snails. The snails ate the Beta fish. All that was left was a skeleton and a bit of tail.
goodnight fim and sdock sweet dreams
hi smoke!
hi amyranth I had a betta called Percy
wow ! they are killer snails!
I had gourami fish kill snails all the time so i haven't had any more
Yayness! I caught up, finally. How are you guys?
Hello ep how are you?
The snails ate the fish. We had a fish that ate snails.
Hi, Carrie :D
Someone I knew a few years ago had a fish that ate other fish.
Hello carrie how are you?
Hey Mj, Rw, and I think Ergo is about too? I was reading a movie tonight, The Orphanage, it was good and creepy.
Gouramis and loaches love snails.Like crazy. When we get snail infestations at work, we pass them along to the loach tanks.
Also, I had two bettas, but one passed away at the age of six, and the other, who is also six, is on his way out, so I picked up this one to help ease the pain.
..
There's another four that I'm eyeing. It's like an addiction.
-A
Hallo Carrie!
-A
Hey Amy, whose job I want.
Well, I should sign off for a bit. Got to call my mom, then have a shower.
Be back later :)
hi carrie!
I like gouramis mine used to feel your hand with their long fins like a hello, but they have gone to fishy heaven now
we had an angel fish that killed other fish, it would swim at them and hit their gills, it was nasty!
Terry had a pretty elaborate aquarium when I met him, I think it was mostly Angelfish.
Later Rw
LOL Carrie!
I'll be back in a bit girls, I'm gonna watch an Indy movie!
-A
Have fun Amy! Martha, don't you want a stuffed Adiposian? Or have you seen the new season yet?
I haven't seen it yet I might try to watch it tonight.
You haven't seen any of the new season?
That is the new season of Dr who. i have not seen it yet. And I have to find the disc they are all on.
No I have recorded. I just haven't gotten to watch it yet. That is what always seems to happen when I record stuff.
Oh, okay, I've just been taping them off of SciFi channel for the last four weeks or so. I'm loving it, I like Donna, and Martha showed up again tonight!
I'm off to dye my hair back in a bit
Bye, Ergo, hope it turns out awesome!
As I was walking pass the room where I was recording it. I saw. Haha I really must watch it.
Later ep
mmmmm
i don't want to spend another day
pointing fingers while im placing blame
i'm no angel, imperfect myself
coz baby i get lonely here now
and i don't want to put it all on you
i admit i did some painful things it's true
and i'm sorry for them, i'm making amends
for always thinking i was innocent
starting today
i'm gonna change
don't wanna make the same mistakes
coz i can see a new horizon
the ice around my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no longer crying
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness
i wish we could take back the things we said
coz what we said is not always what we meant
we lost out heads in the moment
and the words we used them like a weapon
but no one thinks that we will walk away
and we hate being the people we became
i wonder bout that we're better than that
and i still cherish all the things we had
starting today
i'm gonna change
don't wanna make the same mistakes
coz i can see a new horizon
the ice around my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no longer crying
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness
if everybody could forgive and forget
(just forget)
think of all the times that we could spend
being friends
think about all the lives we could change
and all the love we could make
maybe how the world would be a better place
in the end woah
starting today
i hope that we will change
and not make the same mistakes
do you know that
i can see a new horizon
the ice around my heart is melting
and the hurt i feel is slowly dying
now i'm no no no
the bridge we burnt is being built again
it's leading to a new beginning
and it may never be the way it was
and that's because i'm talking about
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness
forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness forgiveness
(spoken) if everyone could just forgive
the world would be a much better place
heeee-eey
forgiveness
mmmmm
It's slow in here tonight
Forgiveness,
Is more than saying sorry
Forgiveness,
Means accepting peoples flaws
To forgive is devine
So lets have a glass of wine
And have make up sex
until the end of time, time, time..
Forgiveness,
Does not mean compromising
Lets forgive and forget
And solve this african debt
Just like the chesire cat
Who says
'Meow, your running out of time time time time time time, MEOW'
Forgiveness,
Forgiveness,
Forgiveness,
Forgiveness...
I just want you to know
After everything that we've been through
I just want you to know
That I still love you
That I still love you:
Had to go
Across the water
Just to find
What was here in my heart all along
Spend so much time
Trying to be right
That I was dead wrong
If Nelson Mandela can forgive his oppressors
Surely I can forgive you for your passion
You're only human
Let's shake free this gravity of resentment
And fly high, and fly high
You're only human
Let's shake free this gravity of judgment
And fly high on the wings of forgiveness
Had to run
To the arms of curiosity
Just to find
What was here in my life all along
I had found that the art of simplicity
Simply means making peace of your complexity
If Gandhi can forgive persecution
Surely you can forgive me for being so petty
I'm only human
Let's shake free this gravity of resentment
And fly high, and fly high
You're only human
Let's shake free this gravity of judgment
And fly high on the wings of forgiveness
I've searched for romance
Flowers and affection
What I found is a lesson
Of what love really is
Found the game of love is
Not about how much you can take
In fact authentic love is about
How much you can give
After everything that we've been through
I just want you to know
That I still love you
I want you to know
That I forgive you
(thank you for teaching how to give)
And I wanna let you know how much you changed my life
I wanna let you know you taught me how to fly
And I wrote this song to tell you this
I'm better cuz you taught me how to give
I took a swim
In the sea of guilt and misery
To find myself in an island
In the middle of nowhere
In my solitude
I asked to know the highest truth
And what I was told
Is to let own self be true
If Jesus can forgive crucifixion
Surely we can survive and find resolution
Let's keep it moving
Let's shake free this gravity of resentment
And fly high, and fly high
You're only human
Let's shake free this gravity of judgment
And fly high, and fly high
Let's keep it moving
Let's shake free this gravity of commitment
And fly high on the wings of forgiveness
After everything that we've been through
I just want you to know
That I still love you
I want you to know
That I still love you
And I wanna let you know how much you changed my life
I wanna let you know you taught me how to fly
And I wrote this song to tell you this
I'm better cuz you taught me how to give
I still love you
I want you to know
I still love you
Want you to know
I still love you
(And I always will love you)
And I wanna let you know
I forgive you
I wanna let you know
That I still love you
Want you to know
I still love you
I just want you to know
I still love you
Want you to know
I still love you
Want you to know
I still love you
And I wanna let you know
I forgive you
I wanna let you know
I still love you
Yeah, it sure is, Martha. Hey!
I broke the promise and never thought twice,
Sewing seeds of heartache without paying the price
Never looked back to see all the damage I'd done,
Just looking out for number one.
There isn't much that I ain't guilty of,
You see my conscience in the name of love
All I wanted was to fill this hole in my soul
Now I know, all I need, all I need, all I need is forgiveness.
Can you find beauty in the beast I've been,
Is it too late for me to start again?
Am I worth all the pain that I put you through,
You know it's up to you.
I wanna step out from the shadows I've cast,
It's time to turn and face the ghosts of my past.
I wanna make things right that I know I've done wrong
For so long all I need, all I need, all I need is forgiveness.
It's all or nothing
No in between
This is my choice
To finally come clean
All I need, all I need, all I need is forgiveness.
It is forgiveness
Is forgiveness
Is forgiveness
Forgiveness...
Seriously someone tell me..
Am I too old to run away and join the circus? Cause I really want to.
Uh, anon - you okay?
Forgiveness lyrics
We are swimming with the snakes
At the bottom of the well
So silent and peaceful in the darkness where we fell
But we are not snakes and what's more
We never will be
And if we stay swimming here forever we will
Never be free
I heard them ringing the bells
In heaven and hell
They got a secret
They're getting ready to tell
It's falling from the sky
Calling from the graves
Open your eyes, boy, I think we are saved
Open your eyes, boy, I think we are saved
Let's take a walk on the bridge
Right over this mess
Don't need to tell me a thing, baby
We've already confessed
And I raised my voice to the air
And we were blessed
Everybody needs a little forgiveness
Everybody needs a little forgiveness
We are calling for him tonight on this
Thin phone line
As usual we're having ourselves one
hell of a time
And the planes keep flying right over our heads
No matter how lond we shout
"Hey, hey, hey !"
And we keep waving and waving
Our arms in the air
But we're all tired out
I heard somebody say
Today's the day
A big old hurricaine
Is blowing our way
Knocking over the buildings
Killing all the light
Open your eyes, boy, we made it through the night
Open your eyes, boy, we made it through the night
Let's take a walk on the bridge
Right over this mess
Don't need to tell me a thing, baby
We've already confessed
And I raised my voice to the air
And we were blessed
Everybody needs a little forgiveness
Everybody needs a little forgiveness
Hello entropy how are you?
I am well. And there is a lot of talk in here about forgiveness.
Hello Elena how are you?
I'm great but kinda tired.
Coolio that you're well.
Annie was so jealous of FASC's son today, she was all like, a TARDIS?!! A Doctor Who cake?
Hey Martha and Entropy and ANON
How is everyone?
Now you know what you can get her for her birthday, Carrie!
Guys, I'm gonna sneak on here for a little while. Hey Elena, Martha, Entropy, Carrie, and Anon! How's it going?
J
Hey J
Feeling better?
Hello J. How are you and did you see the song I left for you and L.
Yeck.
Temple of Doom is a ridiculous movie.
Stupid dizzy blonde bitch.
-A
Hi, J!
Hi Elena, hi Martha!
Elena, yeah, I'm better. I answered your email, BTW, great pics!
Yeah, Martha, I did! *laughs* Good grief, woman, I have no idea why you'd leave THAT song for us! heeheehee
Hey Amy, that's my least favorite one too.
Carrie, I'm glad to see you survived your party!
Entropy, how were your concerts?
J
Amy don't you just love the eyeball soup. And Monkey brains
Hiya J!
MJ, it's on my menu for next week, I MUST get the recipe. *rolls her eyes*
-A
Lol ;P
Hey guys! The party actually wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, and Entropy helped get me through it. :)
I found another song about forgiveness:
The Heart of the Matter by Don Henley
I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
These times are so uncertain
There's a yearning undefined
...People filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness
They're the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us,
Doesn't keep me warm
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you, Baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
There are people in your life who've come and gone
They let you down and hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you inside
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
Not sure about why "forgiveness" is a theme tonight, but I'm always willing to help.
J
Will you be serving the same way as the movie. As a surprise for house guest. You know that would be a good idea of food to serve when you have unwanted house guest.
Maybe we could serve that to the Vultures, Martha. :)
J
hello, everyone.
J, they were really, really awesome. The last show was a really great one to leave off on. Barricade again and a nice hangout afterwards.
Thanks for asking!
Do you guys have any shows planned soon?
Oh! I love that Don Henley song! And there's another one on that album, something about a Tin God, that I like a lot.
Hello Tj how are you?
I get the feeling vultures would really like something like that
ok now I'm sitting with my hair all dye coated and I dropped it on the floor, I so need black tiles when we redo the bathroom!
HI elena entropy J how's it going?
hi TJ!
been hugging the mock orange again tonight? You must give it a name :)
mine would be flowering now if it hadn't been pruned :(
Oh, I know, Ergo! I hate when that happens. It gets everywhere.
I like forgiveness.
I thought I smelled orange!
Hullo :)
haha I'm just finding new splat marks on my feet now it's developing
Ep I have know idea what you are talking about. I think I have an idea but I am so confusing.
would you like some mandarin?
Hey Ergo, hey TJ!
Ergo, did you get my email? And please give all our best to B, cancer is one of the worst things ever. We'll be praying for her.
No more shows for us for a while, Entropy: too worn down, and too poor. We can barely pay attention! :D
Carrie, I think it was called "Little Tin God", maybe? I liked the song that Axl Rose guested on. what was it called...
Martha, let's give them something sticky so their beaks will stick together!
J
Hey Carrie, Ergo and she who shall not be named.
MJ I am dying my hair dark brown /black and I dropped a bigsplodge of dye on the floor and it splatted all onto my feet, I thought I wiped it all off but it's showing up in places I missed
Hi RW, you're the night owl tonight!
J
And, anon, you took my awesome song. I just saw Just Friends yesterday and found the lyrics to post them but then they looked like I just read them. The meow stands out.
Now I'm just coming out blank with any other foregiveness songs.
Ergo, I feel your pain, I have spots on my bathroom wall from coloring my hair last week.
Blogger ergoproxy said...
hi TJ!
been hugging the mock orange again tonight? You must give it a name :)
mine would be flowering now if it hadn't been pruned :(
May 19, 2008 12:12 AM
This is what I wasn't understanding.
I am indeed, J :)
How is everyone tonight?
I did J and replied
J i was at a record store the other day. And they were playing Oingo Boingo I also saw that Kewpie mayo
Oh TJ had been talking about how gorgeous the mock orange at her parents is and we have one outside but it was pruned a lot and so it won't flower this year.
I have 2 big trees named Bill and Ben in our yard so I thought she should name it
Hallo Teej!
Really, Temple of Doom is turning out to be a pretty fucked up movie.
-A
hey I have Kewpie mayo in the fridge!
it's yummy
hey there martha, ergo, j., carrie, resurrected wreck and that one wot should be writing me an email.
*whew*
i was off doing job-related crap or i would've said hello earlier.
and ergo, i didn't get to embrace the mock orange today. i am bereft.
and hey there, amyranth. :)
someone always sneaks in.
I'm getting a black one of these for my nephew. It's a hoodie that says "Milk, Hugs, Rock n' Roll" on it.
Hi, TJ :D
Oh Martha, Oingo Boingo! How cool is that. I love to go into stores and hear something I love on their sound system. I start singing--not very loudly--and kind of dance-walking through the store, you know that weird move? People look at me raaaaaaather oddly.
Ergo, I wrote back.
J
Thank you for telling me ep
I'm sure it missed you too.
My 2 trees are deciduous but Bill always loses his leaves first, Ben has swings in him
RW, that's cute! He'll be the talk of the town! (Obscure Pretenders reference FTW!)
J
amy is this you first time seeing the temple of doom
oh RW that is so cute!
I do like to get him things that are a little bit different :)
sorry about that martha -- it was a couple of days ago that i wrote about getting sucked into this tree. it smells really good, you see.
J i love that song that and brass in pocket and human on the inside
See ya guys later! Boyfriend got home so I'm watching another movie with him. Pirates this time. I'm thinking it won't be screaming and scared to death and really brain fucked like The Mist. Seriously.
Have a good night, everyone!
It is alright i am getting old so i forget things tj
Martha, my fave Pretenders song is "Message of Love". My next is "Washing the Clothes". Do you know those?
J
Goodnight Entropy! Enjoy your movie!
J
Goodnight entropy
MJ, yeah. And I'm not overly impressed with it at all.
Teej, I didn't sneak in! I've been hiding behind this chair is all.
-A
Night, Entropy :)
I might know the song but not the names of them
you're probably better off forgetting my silly comments, martha, for your own safety! :)
I totally have Talk of the Town replaying in my head now. And I have the strangest urge to put on rollerskates. :)
mmm-hmm. likely story amyranth. hiding behind a chair.
in your camo gear.
goodnight entropy enjoy!
J what did you call the wommbats?
Amy, the second Indy movie shouldn't even have been made, at least not that badly. Kate Capshaw was useless in it.
Now, the third one, with Sean Connery? Funny as Hell. And of course the first one is a classic. I'm wondering what the new one's gonna be like?
J
or more correctly "wombats"
From what I have heard the critics who have seen it don't like it.
It's not my fault that Mayo has a chair decorated in Camo!
It also wasn't my idea. Kind of tacky if you ask me.
-A
Oh, what were those wombats called...Monty and Phil, yeah! That's it. L named them, so I forgot for a moment.
Sorry, Carrie! *worries about Carrie on rollerskates* Do you see flashing lights, too?
Martha, you'll have to check out those songs. "Washing the Clothes" is on the album that has "Back on the Chain Gang" on it (again, forgot the name), and "Message of Love" is on "Pretenders: The Singles".
J
Gotta go to bed guys, gotta be someone in the morning, darn it. Have a good night/day!
i'm sure it must have sentimental value, amyranth. maybe it's a mayo family heirloom...
Goodnight Carrie, be the best someone you can be tomorrow!
J
Night, Carrie :)
Alright than j.
Going to have a shower, be back in about 10 minutes...
later Rw
goodnight carrie sweet dreams
Tj would that explain the plastic flamingoes in the front yard too?
well J monty and phil have been around again I'm sure, there was a small pile of eucalyptus leaves and a book of japanese phrases outside this morning
Goodnight carrie
oh no, ergo -- i put those there.
i have to use my art degree somehow, after all.
"Book of Japanese phrases."
Hmm.
Was this, along with the eucalyptus leaves, an offering of some kind?
Are they, do you think, trying to ply you with delectables?
What do they want??? Oh the humanity!
J
So she found him in a sprawl, collapsed and glowing pale on the ground.
His hair spread like a melting angel like a fire crawling across the floor.
In this moment, in this still inchoate
she loves him.
In this moment, in this light she loves him like no one has.
He held onto elegance easily.
She'd never seen him this way.
She holds on to this picture lit perfectly
and she holds the dust forever.
So he finds her in a sprawl, woven deep in memories revisited and reworked.
The scars get covered up with cherry blossoms that never felt as soft as this
He held onto elegance easily.
She'd never seen him this way.
She Holds on to this picture lit perfectly and she holds the dust forever.
Freeze the frame right here he found the perfect pose.
It comes to him naturally.
Freeze the frame right there he found the perfect pose
It came to him naturally.
Surely you must remember him?
Oh Anon, how beautiful this is. Is it for someone in particular?
J
That's very pretty but tragic, anon.
Anon, were you the one speaking to "YOU" today?
J
The scars get covered up with cherry blossoms
that never felt as soft as this
wow.
a song? a poem?
thanks for posting.
It's lovely anon
J I don't know but I'm sure there was more printer paper here before
oh, blaqk audio.
wow. very amazing.
I like it
Song lyrics, TJ. Song by Blaqk Audio, "Black-Ink Style". Courtesy Google. :)
J
words, that touch the lips
like fingertips
Disregard my last comment, TJ, you already found it! :D
Ergo, those little furballs are tricky! Maybe you could negotiate with them, if they bring you, like, some sticky buns, you'll give them an ink cartridge or something.
J
Like tracing lips with fingertips. Like lips that trail down spines.
J
*chokes on her Iced Tea*
From who? His great, great uncle, that fought and almost died in the IKEA Wars?
-A
sticky buns would be nice.....
I have been craving East Indian food something awful lately.
Naan too. Man, I love Naan.
-A
The IKEA Wars. *gigglesnort* Great-great-great-great-grandpa Mayo won that chair in a fair fight, and now it's an heirloom in the Castle. A little moth-eaten, but still as uncomfortable as it ever was!
Sticky buns, or maybe donuts? Or whatever you like...Ergo, I'm sure they can steal--I mean, appropriate some sort of baked goods for you!
J
amy they attacked each other with allen keys
1:15, exactly right. words are living, and tactile.
amyranth, never discount the value of the belongings of the odd one in the family.
*pats elena on the shoulder*
*offers her a cup of special salsa*
I went for an Indian buffet lunch yesterday, A. T'was delish.
*smacks lips*
Elena, why the forlorn sigh? You ok?
J
cheese!
*smacks self on forehead*
OF COURSE!
Cheese. How could I forget?
Ok, there you go, then. I bet Monty and Phil could find some cheese, no worries. They're pretty cheesy guys anyway (sorry, Hideous Pun was calling me).
J
Went to type a comment and all that came out was - sigh
TJ that's a very good idea.
Oh crap there's a sheriff in the driveway.
Back soon
??
That's not something you want on a Sunday night.
J and Ergo, There was an Allen Key duel to the death, and when Great Grandpa Mayo won, and Truimphantly hoisted the chair off into the sunset, he got home to the castle.
Only to discover upon assembling the chair that it had 2 "B" pieces, an extra armrest, it was missing pieces C, Z and 92 and the allen key didn't even fit, so Grandpa Mayo had to use glue to slap the chair together.
But damn, if that thing didn't last another 400 years!
-A loves Family History.
what do you really want out of life? What is the one thing you cannot give up hope for?
hope everything is okay, elena.
Well you needed to let it out Elena
Ok, now I'm worrying about Elena again. Sheriff? Oh man, that ain't right.
J
Anonymous said...
what do you really want out of life? What is the one thing you cannot give up hope for?
May 19, 2008 1:39 AM
True, unconditional love.
J
Happiness.
what do you really want out of life? What is the one thing you cannot give up hope for?
Harmony.
-A
difficult questions, actually, and they have different answers for me.
i know the first: to leave something tangible behind, so that i don't just disappear when i die.
to the second: well, that one doesn't have words.
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