I am precipitant, and temptation proffers madness. I can’t resist. I love the fucking rush of blood to my head, my heart hammering my ears. The rhythm and intensity set me to cruise. I am making decisions just moments before the situation even presents itself. And it all works out.
With your assault on my senses still pushing adrenaline through my veins, I decided to give myself a brief respite from self-induced ubiquity. I righted myself before you…almost completely relieved of the obscurity that may have impaired your perception (I am absurd). I focused my energy inward and provided you with a unique, cogent vision...handed to you in haste.
Without contrast.
For just a moment I tethered myself to you. In the dark and held captive by brick and chain link, you held the truth in the palm of your hand. While I stood, waiting for the fucking bomb to drop. I wanted to pull you aside, then. I wanted to tell you, whisper it in your ear. I wanted you to see me. Register my words with my voice. But, translation was lost in my subtle introduction, and I know I caught you off guard. My strength diminished, I walked away with the truth in my fist, my secret under a floodlight.
With you.
I admit that you may not know, but I need you to know. I need for you to know.
After all of that, and even if misunderstood, I have to say that your presence is appreciated…and I must admit often anticipated. But, it was never my intention to lead you. I hope I have not caused you concern, and I must ask, are you angry? Are you angry with me? If you need reassurance, if you question my intent, I could tell you again.
My friend, all you need to do is ask.
p.s. and even then I am amazed.
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Anyway, going for a shower, be back later!
-A
yeah, but logic isn't my strong suit, spock anon. i'm more akin to healy-feely troi.
so, anyway: cryptic boy. i'm no good with riddles, but i will persevere. be patient with me.
You know? I'm actually kind of speechless if that's what Gerard's wife thinks about music, and I really do wonder if she means that she doesn't like MCR or she finds them talentless.
Honestly!
Going to head out.
Now that I've tarted myself up, got to go show it to the world before it melts!
Should I audition for a band while I'm at it? I can't really play anything, but that doesn't seem to matter much these days. I do own a short skirt, so I suspect I'll get along fine.
See you all later :)
I was kind of confused during that whole interview.
I have no idea what that says about me, but I was really confused.
What confused you?
mustard,
Lyn-Z is the one that's confused.
Well, let's just say if I were ever to meet her, we would never get along.
Secondly, our beliefs about music are so unbelievable different, I can't even begin to describe.
And, mostly, I'm just like, "What?"
i have just finished watching it.
all i can say is
bless her. oh well, each to their own i supose.
rw, i am sorry i missed you, i was watchign the link. i will get you when you return, and i wanna see you all tarted up :)
It seems that her "talents are more suited for a circus and not music.
And this woman who can't watch people who have skill play helped get the word out about Mcr.
I think Those two should get together and plan out what they story is from now on.
*unbelievably
And I mean we would never get along because of that.
What impresses me is technicality and workmanship, not the image an artist displays or their up-in-your-face performance.
To illustrate my point:
MUSE
sorry amy! i'm good thanks! and now you have gone!
bye also RW!
i watched it and mustard i know what you mean totally.
i will say that aside from music/bands/bass playing skills/backbends etc she did come across as quite sweet actually and quite funny.
but i still do wonder wtf they are doing with each other? just poles apart in alot of ways, but i guess similar in others!! thats none of my business though.
MSI are just so not at all serious about anything and MCR are very serious about alot of things. MSI don't seem to care if they are crap at their instruments cos it doesn't matter. MCR make a point of being very good musically and lyrically!!
when she said if someone was a brilliant musician she would be bored......made me thing of ray torro, he is brilliant...would she be bored watching him??
yes mustard i am confused also!
Well you know, there is music and there is performance art. Occasionally the two do intersect and sometimes they do it well.
But performance "art" alone does not make a band good.
And again: I would accept their "performance art" more if it wasn't racist, sexist, homophobic and pro-pedophilia. But those cross every line.
And I can't figure out where she stands on MCR and, you know, countless other bands they've toured with who have that nasty, boring, useless thing called "talent."
geez, i was hardly able to keep up and now i have to go! every time i went out into the living room, i'd end up chatting with the folks, then dash back here, refresh...chat, dash, refresh...chat, dash, refresh...
and now we're off to my sister's!
sheesh.
well, it hasn't been a bad visit, so far, so i guess it's okay to slack a little on the blog. i hope! *grin*
but i have to admit that i've been struggling with several things -- doubts and fears met me at the door here, about my trip, about it's effects...
i've been listening to "heaven help us" when i get an odd moment here and there throughout the day, as a tonic.
see you all tonight.
have a fun sunday afternoon, blogbelieve. play nice!
And I can't figure out where she stands on MCR and, you know, countless other bands they've toured with who have that nasty, boring, useless thing called "talent."
Yeah, that as well.
I don't know. The whole thing just made me confused.
What impresses me is technicality and workmanship, not the image an artist displays or their up-in-your-face performance.
And passion and conviction and joy in creating.
Combine those elements and you have something lasting and beautiful.
If I want to see people pissing on guitars I'd go watch, hmm. Well, I actually don't know where I'd go to watch something like that. Which is just as well because honestly, that's not up my alley.
you know what,
i feel like some killers. i am going to go and listen to them.
have a nice time, i will be back later. bye
bye TJ!!
take care!
seeya fimmy!!
And passion and conviction and joy in creating.
Absolutely. Thank you for adding.
Bye, guys!
Looking back to the recent awkward interviews with Gerard, seeing him walk away from his convictions and seeing his base, over-the-top, shock-rock performances and then hearing this?
Starts to make sense where he's getting his new view on "performance" from.
Yoko Ono anyone?
Starts to make sense where he's getting his new view on "performance" from.
Yes, I agree, but to be fair, we've not gotten the "I wanna hear you fuck yourselves" line this leg of the tour. Doesn't make it right, I know. But, I'm just saying.
Exactly, K. He becomes who he's in a relationship with. Which is why I'm so critical of LynZ.
Maybe the rest of the band took him aside and spoke to him about it, Mustard.
It would be nice to think that they have some input, that it's not just the Gerard Way show.
While I agree that Yoko Ono is talentless, and that it was in bad taste for John Lennon to let her caterwaul on some of his songs, I have to say that I've always had nothing but sympathy for her.
Talentless, yes, but I don't believe she "broke up The Beatles" as most people say. I think The Beatles were having problems before The Yoko Factor.
And also, she watched her husband die. And every year she campaigns to keep his killer behind bars, and to keep attention off of him, and every year she fails at this a little bit more.
I just have sympathy for her and her cause since then.
Anyway, I was heading out.
See y'all later! :)
resurrected wreck said...
Exactly, K. He becomes who he's in a relationship with. Which is why I'm so critical of LynZ.
I'm not sure I can actually blame her, though. She might not even realize it.
I don't agree with her view and I think that coat-tail riding is cheap, and her hate-filled band should just go away forever and not come back, yes to all of that. But if this is how Gerard is, then one can't really blame her.
Maybe the rest of the band took him aside and spoke to him about it, Mustard.
I believe so. I hope so.
Well, talking to him could not have been either fun or easy. It's like Dumbledore said. That it takes courage to stand up to your enemies, but even more courage to stand up to your friends.
seeya RW!!
i agree that the change we saw in GW at PR and onwards for a bit now looks totally down to the people he was hanging with at PR. we all thought that, but seeing that interview makes it rather glaringly obvious!
That it takes courage to stand up to your enemies, but even more courage to stand up to your friends.
great fucking quote K!!
and it is so very true!
I'm not sure I can actually blame her, though. She might not even realize it.
I still see her as part of the problem. I have a hard time disconnecting that from her as a person.
But yes, I agree that Gerard is responsible for his own actions. It's not her fault that he's aping her asinine views.
That it takes courage to stand up to your enemies, but even more courage to stand up to your friends.
Exactly. Because, why the hell would you want to risk hurting one of your friends?
I wouldn't want to be in that boat. That's tough shit. But, maybe the change we're seeing is because of what they've talked about. I don't know. I guess we just have to hope.
And now, leaving...
Really!
See ya :)
Yes, I agree, but to be fair, we've not gotten the "I wanna hear you fuck yourselves" line this leg of the tour. Doesn't make it right, I know. But, I'm just saying.
But she hasn't been around either, she's off touring with MSI. It kind of reminds of when he was with Eliza. When she was with them, he was down and looked miserable, but when they went to Europe without her he seemed happier.
But, maybe the change we're seeing is because of what they've talked about. I don't know. I guess we just have to hope.
yeh let's hope so mustard!
bye RW for the 3rd time!!!
Bye, FASC! :D
*signs off*
true anon, very true.
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...
Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here
I wonder.... What does Mayo think of Lyn Z?
Oooh! DOes anyone NOT like Hotel California? I think not! It's the law.
Ah, the Eagles.
Perfect for an overly warm spring day.
-A
Ooo, did anyone nab their reunion album?
Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she
got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty
boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget
So I called up the Captain,
'Please bring me my wine'
He said, 'We haven't had that spirit
here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...
Mustard, not yet. I'm in love with "How Long" though.
Damn, I'd give anything to see them in concert.
-A
I am so very, very livid. Whoever is posting as me as confused anon, please stop! I am so angry that I am actually shaking!
My friend, you should know I could never be angry with you, if its me you are writing to. And please feel free to chastise me for being self centered if that is not the case. I do sometimes seem to know more than I should and I usually do subconsciously. I must've picked up your vibe :) That being said, I am actually happy that this turn of events has occurred. I do understand, I think, the motive behind your actions. And I applaud it. I've only posted anon twice since I've acquired a 'real' name. And as Verity is important to me, I try to avoid subterfuge as much as is possible. Please respond somehow so that I know you've gotten the message. My sister said it was very important that I respond to your query.
That being said, my niece does not have cancer, rather she has cystic fibrosis.
i love that song!!
when i was first dating mr bloke i would drop him back home in my car cos he didn't have one at the time. and i would put hotel california on as i left his house and it would last perfectly until i arrived at my place. literally the perfect distance for the length of that song, was it about 7 mins long or something?? anyway..............long gone memories!!
great effort MarthaJones but these answers are incorrect
you do get a gold star for playing
Which bloggers have met Henry Rollins? anon 616
try again for this one
Which bloggers play guitar?
paper hearts
1/3 correct
Which blogger is a model? bc
try again for this one
Which blogger has a name tattooed on her ankle? Elena
try again for this one
Which bloggers have daughters attending proms this month?
elena
you got 1/2 of that one
Which blogger hopes to intern at The House Of Blues?
anon 616
care to try again
How many watchers are said to be watching?
40
try again
hello miranth!!
i am a little out of the loop, i did see a confused anon around and thought it could not be you as you are now miranth!!
anyway guys i have to love you and leave you now!
take care have fun and play nice!!
catch some of you tomorow.
love to you all.
you too mayo and SS....you know that by now though but didn't want to leave you guys out!
Original Punks said...
Mayo:
Telling secrets. Or maybe keeping them.
Two people picked up on your hints. They let you know, in their own way, that they heard you. And now you're telling them so.
Two other people heard you, too, vicariously. Because we're fortunate to know the individuals involved, and have their trust.
Please know that YOUR trust will not be misplaced in the four of us.
Here's hoping you have a pleasant evening and tomorrow, my friend.
love to you
J (and L from the couch)
This is wrong. The two people who got "it" would probably not have told the Original Punks. So perhaps they know something else, or think they know something else. If so, I am curious as to what that might be myself.
who are the 2 that got it then?
are YOU one of them?
you must be otherwise how would you know the other 2 are the wrong people?
who's been paying attention quiz said...
Which bloggers have met Henry Rollins?
I think the Punks have, right?
Who is writing a novel?
Bikey, even though he doesn't pop by here much.
Which blogger is a model?
Not me!
Which bloggers play guitar?
Paperheart, Tristan Anatole and Mustard.
Which blogger has a name tattooed on her ankle?
Elena
Which blogger lives in Spain?
Which blogger recently met VM?
Teej!
Which bloggers have a date planned for their dogs?
Which blogger has a stuffed animal named Lear?
Me! Now, where did that little crowned bastard go?
Which blogger wears a coconut bra to sacrifice mean anons?
BC!
Which bloggers help her in the sacrifice?
Wendy, Carrie and another Late Night Lovely.
Which bloggers have daughters attending proms this month?
I know Elena does.
Which blogger calls her husband Mr. Bloke?
FASC
A few bloggers know each other in “real” life.
Can you name them? KS, GA, LA, TN, Britain
Which blogger’s niece is fighting cancer?
I think that was supposed to be Miranth, but she doesn't have it, right?
Which blogger “told” the cat diaries joke?
Which blogger recently ran a marathon?
Who recently saw MSI in concert?
Which blogger’s little sister ran away?
Which bloggers are going to Crue Fest?
Which blogger hopes to intern at The House Of Blues?
Which blogger owns a bookstore?
Elena
Which blogger was mugged a few months ago?
Carrie or Star... it's on the edge of my brain and the tip of my tongue!
Which bloggers speak fluent German?
Siobhan and Pixie
Name the 5 bloggers whose blogger names begin with “E”
Elena, Entropy, Ergoproxy... ack!
Name the 5 bloggers whose blogger nams begin with “M”
Mustardisbetter, Miranth, Martha Jones,
Which blogger is called KD for short?
Katherine Dreier.
Which blogger recently had to have her roof repaired?
MissT!
How many watchers are said to be watching?
Countless. I want to know who ,and where they are.
-A
When “An Interested Party” returned, what new name did she use?
Goodnight FASC
Hello miranth
Anon I really can't remember anyone of those. Sorry.
My dumb ass watch the Lyn-z interview and now I am really pissed off.
If you want to be like Paris Hilton or Lyn-z go right ahead it is your life. And when you look back on it and see that you have achieved noting and no one has any respect for you you will only have yourself to blame.
But do not try and bullshit people into believing you are a feminist. Because you are not.
Also it is not just about going up there and being afraid to fail. It is about learning from your failures and trying to be better than you were the last time.
Poor OPS. It sucks to gloat over knowing something everyone else doesn't know and then find out you were wrong.
I wasn't one of the ones who got it. But when SS changed his page I put 2 and 2 together.
tasteittv: 04/27/2008 10:44 AM
Wow, 3 pages since i last checked hmmm, I haven't had the time to read everything, but concerning MSI, I think it really doesn't matter why, how or when you hear of them first.
If you like em, you like em, if you don't, you don't. But one thing is for sure, they do deserve to be respected. Any band (or human being) who does what they want to do with all their heart and work their asses off for what they want to achieve, deserve respect.
I never found them offensive, I think they are seriously brilliant and I love their humor :) but if you don't, you don't, it's all cool. Life would be quite boring if we all liked the same stuff.
Anonymous said...
Poor OPS. It sucks to gloat over knowing something everyone else doesn't know and then find out you were wrong.
I wasn't one of the ones who got it. But when SS changed his page I put 2 and 2 together.
I'll confess to being completely out of the loop on this one myself.
-A
Did you get the bold faced
CHOCTAW too 5.04 anonymous ?
I have and will never have respect for any person who thinks a song about sexualizing a five year old is funny.
Further more I don't always respect people because they do what makes them happy. If climb mountains and it makes you happy I have respect for you. If you go out and beat up on people because they are different from you your an asshole and I am not happy for you.
Further more I don't always respect people because they do what makes them happy. If climb mountains and it makes you happy I have respect for you. If you go out and beat up on people because they are different from you your an asshole and I am not happy for you.
MJ FOR TEH WIN!
-A
Oooh! DOes anyone NOT like Hotel California? I think not! It's the law.
Actually, I've never liked it. Not sure why. Maybe The Eagles just rub me the wrong way. The only song of theirs that I've ever liked is Take It To The Limit.
I have and will never have respect for any person who thinks a song about sexualizing a five year old is funny.
-------------------------------------
Amen!
Hello Amy and rw.
thank you amy
*pounces on BC & gives her a squeeze*
Hullo :)
Hullo, MJ :)
Hi RW *pounces back and squeezes RW* :)
Hi Mj, Amy
Hello Bc
Hiya, A :)
RW, I think you can go to jail for that. Just saying. ;)
MJ, too right you are. I think that the excuse, "we all enjoy different things / they're just being themselves / it's art" is overplayed and it's really, really bad justification.
You can't justify "Five Year Old Panty Shot."
Damn, this smoothie is goooood! It's mango, strawberry, plum, acai, chocolate.
When did SS change his page? I was out planting flowers and just got back?
I remember in art history I hear a story about a famous artist who as a joke painted a bunch of toilet seats. It now hangs in a museum. The question we were asked is that really art.
Hello everyone. How are you doing? I haven't been lurking much but I have gotten some messages to come here and see what was going on.
Can anyone fill me in?
Meanwhile I hope you are all doing ok.
Hello VV how are you?
On youtube from tasteit tv there are interviews with Lyn-z
hello elena
Hi Elena. Hey VV, how are you? Long time no see.
Verita! Yes! How have you been?
good morning!
is there another quiz? I think I know the answer to one that the anon said was wrong.
but it'd be foot rather than ankle?
Hi everyone. Bleeding Chaos, how are you my friend? How have you been? I haven't checked my email in a long time and I owe you emails. Hi Martha Jones, I am curious about the interview! From what I read here it sounds like a doosy, but I'm having trouble seeing youtube movies on my slow computer. Hi Kapunua, I owe you emails too my friend.
good morning Ergo
I think it is also over at bn somewhere. I don't know for sure.
SS is a transformer?
which is of course totally awesonme especially if he can do the noise...
and what is the sushi about?
Doing pretty good VV thanks, just wolfing down on some grub at the moment, and I have my nieces visiting.
I changed my email address, so they're might be a new one coming your way soon when or if I send an email soon.
Good afternoon, everybody. How's it going?
Good to see you V.V., been a while.
L.
I want to answer a question I got asked on my blog. Maybe I will answer it on my blog too. I think it was Kasseopia who asked me. She wanted to know what was my problem with Gerard that made me have to keep a blog against him. if he had done something personal to me or if I knew him.
I don't know Gerard and he has never done anything personally to me. My problem is pretty much the same as the people here. The reason I write the blog is because people write to me. They want me to point out things that are wrong or that they don't like. I get a lot of messages on Buzznet asking me to write about this or that. I get a lot of rumors and people just not liking him.
So when you read my blog you are really just reading the voices of fans like yourselves who feel like something is wrong. Who are disappointed. I don't really follow the band anymore and the only way I hear news about them is when peopel message me and ask me to write another blog.
Sowhen you read my blog you are just hearing the voices of others who are disappointed.
I hope that answers the questions.
Hello ep
That would be great Bleeding Chaos! Hello Original Punks, it's going good. My computer is really bad though. I think I need a new one but I can't afford it now.
Original Punks said...
Mayo:
Telling secrets. Or maybe keeping them.
Two people picked up on your hints. They let you know, in their own way, that they heard you. And now you're telling them so.
Two other people heard you, too, vicariously. Because we're fortunate to know the individuals involved, and have their trust.
Please know that YOUR trust will not be misplaced in the four of us.
Here's hoping you have a pleasant evening and tomorrow, my friend.
love to you
J (and L from the couch)
This is wrong. The two people who got "it" would probably not have told the Original Punks. So perhaps they know something else, or think they know something else. If so, I am curious as to what that might be myself.
I'm off for a shower, guys. Later!
Verita, nice to read you! I'll catch up with you in email soon, I hope. ^_^
Hello L and J
Martha Jones said...
I remember in art history I hear a story about a famous artist who as a joke painted a bunch of toilet seats. It now hangs in a museum. The question we were asked is that really art.
Martha, there is a true story about a town that wanted a new parking lot built next to the courthouse, but there was a huge mass of steel in the middle, so the contractors were getting ready to blast it when it they were told that was a sculpture that the city had paid $80,000 for.
And no one could tell the difference between it and a hunk of twisted steel.
L.
hi VV
hey MJ, BC L K RW and elena (with a name not a letter)
Well, if you must know...
Mayo is Elvis and SS is Little Bo Peep.
But keep it under wraps, ok?
L.
speaking of art remember the guy who wrapped the island in hot pink plastic or fabric? it looked pretty but why?
Hello L, how are you doing today? *hugs*
VV, as always, I am looking forward to reading a new post from you soon. Keep it up my friend.
I got a message about the interview but I can't see it. I read it was by the same interviewer who interviewed Gerard. I hope someone can make a transcript if they want me to say something about it. I also got messages saying that LynZ is pregnant and after hearing the things I have been hearing all I can say is.... I HOPE not!!
Hey, Ergo, Martha, BC, Elena, V.V., annoying-the-shit-out-of-me anon, and anyone else I missed.
Did you get your flowers planted, Elena?
L.
Hallo MJ and RW!
It gets awful busy in here awful quick doesn't it?
-A
OPS are you going to keep playing games? Or are you going to explain why it was alright for you to be a bitch and tear everyone a new one over the Miracle Whip thing and then turn around and do the same thing to everyone here?
My problem is pretty much the same as the people here.
Well some people but not all.
Gotta go watch my daughter perform in a play. Take care all...
Anon,
Damn, can you just shut the fuck up already? Leave L and J alone already.
Break a Leg, Elena's daughter~!
-A
OPS are you going to explain yourselves? Do you think it was right of you to behave the way you did over the Miracle Whip blog? Do you still think that whoever the two people were who told you the secret, were right? Do you think they are disappointed that you told everyone on the blog that you knew a secret about Mayo?
No BC, after all the things they've done we deserve answers.
It does Amyranth. Talking about Transformers, why can a grown woman not even figure out what the transformers are supposed to be, but you can hand one to a 5 year old and they can turn it into a F-16 fighter jet in 5 seconds?
L.
This is EXACTLY what the OPS said about Toujour over te MWM blog,
"
Original Punks said...
Not attempting to conceal anything? Well, let me say a little something here. I got an email from Toujours that said I could ask her about it if I liked. I asked about 5 questions. She answered one, then said she couldn't answer the rest because she'd made a promise and couldn't break it. Now, to me, that sounds a little like "concealing".
"
Now how is that any different from what they are doing now?
EP, the Sushi thing on SS's blog is an anagram for his username.
Anon, the way you are treating them now, as far as I'm concerned, you don't deserve ANY answers.
Hi & bye, Elena :)
Original Punks said...
Mayo:
Telling secrets. Or maybe keeping them.
You were against that back when you were the ones being left out.
Two people picked up on your hints. They let you know, in their own way, that they heard you. And now you're telling them so.
Two other people heard you, too, vicariously. Because we're fortunate to know the individuals involved, and have their trust.
Please know that YOUR trust will not be misplaced in the four of us.
Then do you think it was right of you to put it on the blog for all to see?
BC, it's alright. I answered them. They just didn't like the answer.
L.
Oh! Hey there, VV :)
bye elena hope she does well
amyranth- just gotta say:
Starscream
I even have the toy!
my brother had optimus prime, and some other, I had starscream and bumblebee and we shared soundwave, who even has the little fold out cassette bird.
I meant to bring them home but had no room last time
And hullo, OP L! :)
Original Punks said...
It does Amyranth. Talking about Transformers, why can a grown woman not even figure out what the transformers are supposed to be, but you can hand one to a 5 year old and they can turn it into a F-16 fighter jet in 5 seconds?
L.
Or a 31 year old.
-A
Bleeding Chaos said...
Anon, the way you are treating them now, as far as I'm concerned, you don't deserve ANY answers.
They felt fine bullying you and everyone else for answers, calling you a sack of shit when you wouldn't tell them anything and carrying on for days, calling Mayo names over it.
I haven't called them any names. I just want answers.
Well, I'm out of the loop. I hope someone will send me what Lyn Z says, I am on BN under this name. If people want me to write a post I will. I will post it at BN. I can take the heat or I wouldnt' be in the kitchen. ;-D
Take care people I will DEFINATELY let you know if and when I have a new post up.
oh thanks RW I am so slow :)
I did wonder what he had against sushi , I found the transformers conversation
L same as your parents and remotes
Anon, as much as you want to, you can't demand answers.
Hey, RW. How's it going?
Amy, same thing with Lego's.
L.
OPS why do you think it's alright for you to act this way but no one else? Do you think it was right of you to gloat about knowing Mayo's secret? Do you think that made him and the people who told you,trust you more? Do you think it was fair to the rest of the blog? Do you still think you were right?
Take care VV. Have a great Sunday.
Or a 31 year old.
-A
ok do I feel a little nerdy right about now?
Amy, same thing with Lego's.
L.
Oh now come on!
lego is awesome!!!!
Ergo, video games are not my strong point, either. Again, 5 year olds put me to shame.
L.
Anonymous said:
You said something's to me that
I have had trouble forgetting about
But there ain't no sense in holdin
Grudges forever thats the simple way out
We may not be so close now
Stayin enemies I wont allow
And the only way that I know how
To let go is to tell you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you
I forgive you, you, you, you
la de dee da la da
ohh - ohh
No sense, no sense in holdin grudges
Let it go
I have to go finish eating. Take care everyone.
Anon, as much as you want to, you can't demand answers.
Original Punks said...
Did anyone here actually see a list? Or did someone merely talk about it?
I really want to know this info so please, if anyone knows, tell me.
J
November 14, 2007 1:12 AM
Original Punks said...
Yo! Bleeding Fucking Chaos!
I'm calling you out. Right here, right now. No facade. No bullshit.
Tell us, how long did it take you to write all the shit you had to in order to play us like you did?
J
November 14, 2007 2:43 AM
Original Punks said...
Where's this infamous list, then? I can't seem to find it. And Chaos, you've been caught in so many lies it's not even funny.
And for fuck's sake, take some grammar lessons. "Much" is not the definitive adjective.
Me? Jealous of her? No fucking way.
Why did you, BC, feel it was necessary to post anonymous comments on Mayo's blog anyway? If he trusted you so much, you could've just said, Hey, let's tell everyone about the other blog," and he would have gone along with you.
Right? Or doesn't he listen to his favorite fangirl?
J
November 14, 2007 2:59 AM
Original Punks said...
BC,
Well, I don't know if I blame them since you obviously talked them into mutiny. But since you're so eager to tell us what happened, why don't you lay it out for me? For all of us?
Did I ever say the word "stupid"? Nope. Actually I once said you weren't a moron. I think you're sneaky, and crafty, and full of yourself. And shallow. Very, very shallow.
So let's hear the story, all of it. No more evasion.
J
November 14, 2007 3:10 AM
Later VV and K.
Anon than why don't you email them. And ask them that way.
Original Punks said...
Oh no you don't, don't you EVEN think about running off and hiding. That means, to me, that everything I said was true. If you're innocent, Chaos, you'll tell us exactly what happened. If you're guilty, you'll run like the lying fucking weasel you are.
J
November 14, 2007 3:16 AM
Let it go, anon.
Original Punks said...
I want to know how this super-secret society came about. From the moment it started. Let's hear it.
J
November 14, 2007 3:18 AM
So it is wrong to demand answers..... unless you are the OPS who are getting left out.
later bc.
Legos I suck at transformers I can learn. Video games I put it in God mode and cheat my way through the whole game.
No I won't email them because it belongs here. THey are the ones saying that Mayo has a secret that only four people know. They put it HERE ON THE BLOG FOR ALL TO SEE.
Anon, What is your name? Why do you want to know? Why are you obsessing about this? Do you realize I know what you are trying to do? Do you realize that we are not leaving this blog no matter how annoying you are? By the way, what is your name? Do you understand I am finished answering you now so you can go away and pull the wings off flies?
L.
Amyranth, I LOVE Legos, I just have trouble finding the right pieces to make a helicopter or a boat or whatnot. Now, jigsaw puzzles, I can put together in a heartbeat.
L.
Yes, I know, anon, we saw it. You're upset, we get that. But you're not winning anyone over to your cause by waging these constant attacks.
Blogger Original Punks said...
Mayo Mayo Mayo.
You disappoint me as well, like our missing friend.
One thing I'm thankful for is that you have the balls to come out and talk to us. For once.
Mayo, why the Hell did you go through this bizarre, nonsensical farce? Just for some SPACE? You know, it would have been so much easier to say, STRAIGHT OUT, "People, shut the fuck up, my head hurts. And all you anonymous people, I'm locking you out." I don't get the secrecy, the Magical Mystery Decoder Ring shit.
But then again, there's that comic-book hero slant, so...\
Anyway, next question. Why did you choose Bleeding Chaos, of ALL FUCKING PEOPLE, to share this with? Was it because she loves you so much? Because she tells you how wonderful you are? But yet, she changes her mind about 47 times an hour and calls you an asshole, thoughtless, whatever. Right after saying "I love you Gerard". Yeah, that reminds me, why did you let her do that, and still call you Mayo, if she was supposed to keep her mouth shut? I know discreet, and that ain't it.
Not attempting to conceal anything? Well, let me say a little something here. I got an email from Toujours that said I could ask her about it if I liked. I asked about 5 questions. She answered one, then said she couldn't answer the rest because she'd made a promise and couldn't break it. Now, to me, that sounds a little like "concealing".
Yeah, a lot of us do have a lifeline with each other. I notice you didn't include yourself in that statement. I got a few others I'm cutting that line with, by the way. And you know who you are.
If we were talking too loudly, you could have left. Or, as I said before, told us to shut up. Why why why do what you did? I defended you, you motherfucking sonofabitch.
Suddenly, the events of the past few days have become really amazingly fuckingly clear to me. Painfully clear. And if you are the man you ought to be, you'll know what I'm talking about. Be Careful what you say, though. The walls have ears. And they're Bleeding.
So, come out and tell us to our faces: which one of us did you ask to deliver your message? And what the Hell was the message? "We're better than you are"? "I'm only allowing the rest of you pathetic, pitiful fools to play at helping me and really laughing at you"? Or maybe "I like this suck-up a fucking great deal better than I like the rest of you intelligent people"? I could go on, but why bother.
To quote the dubiously admired Gerard Way, "I'm not okay...you wear me out."
Come back out and answer all my questions, you motherfucker. I'm expecting answers. Soon.
J
November 14, 2007 2:08 PM
No OPS we just want to know why you lied.
Why is it bad if you are left out but alright for you to leave others out?
I think we all know what anon is trying to do, L. The ranting is all in the name of causing a rift between commenters here. It's arguing for the sake of arguing and has no point or logic.
Or end, apparantly.
RW, I admit you inspired me to get new hair clips after I saw the one you got on E-Bay. I found some beautiful zig-zag clips with fake diamonds last week. Didn't you say your clip was too heavy for your hair?
L.
That's it, LEAVE THE OPs ALONE!
So they have a secret, so WHAT? It is up to Mayo who knows his secrets! If he wants you to know, he will send you a message in some way. If you get it good for you! THEY GOT IT. Let them be!
Why are you so vehemently pursuing this, anon? Do you have a personal grudge with someone here?
anon at least the OP's did it under their name, and I believe they and BC worked it out some time ago.
but you keep meticulous records to find this so quickly, no life perhaps?
It is, L :/ Actually, I think it's too heavy for anyone to wear in their hair, with the possible exeption of Amy Winehouse.
Your hair clips sound lovely :)
I think we all know what anon is trying to do, L. The ranting is all in the name of causing a rift between commenters here. It's arguing for the sake of arguing and has no point or logic.
No, the opposite. I just want to know why it's considered alright for them to be like that but if they were the ones left out all hell would break loose.
They wanted to cause a rift when they posted that they knew a secret that only two other people know. That's a reinactment of the Miracle Whip fiasco that they were so against.
Yes, RW, they do. But it's ok. Just ignore them. They aren't worth the effort.
L.
Can you see how much THEY would be ranting if someone else said they had a secret from Mayo?
OPS, do you think that the way to keep Mayo's secret was to blab about it in front of everybody?
RW, her hair scares me. I didn't think it was possible to get hair that high on one's head. She's got a hell of a voice though.
L.
Yes, RW, they do. But it's ok. Just ignore them. They aren't worth the effort.
L.
No, you are wrong, again. You started this. Now you don't know what to say to end it because you know you were wrong.
Wise words, L. I shall now do just that.
anon at least the OP's did it under their name, and I believe they and BC worked it out some time ago.
But that's not the point. Why is it ok for them to chew other people out for having a secret, but when they get a secret from Mayo it's wrong to even ASK them about it because that's considered starting trouble?
Oh, the quiz thing, I do know the first one, it was me and J. We met Henry after his show here in January. I loved Black Flag when he was in it and he has a great show now on the road.
L.
resurrected wreck said...
Wise words, L. I shall now do just that.
Run away from the obvious truth because it inconveiniences you then.
OPS, why is it alright for you to bitch, whine, call names, generally have a fit when someone else has a secret. When you are left out. But when YOU have a secret of Mayo's is is alright for you to gloat about it, and then when someone even questions you without even calling you names, like you did to everyone else, that is considered to be "starting trouble"?? that is a reasonable question, can you answer it?
A hell of a voice & one hell of a trainwreck for a life, L, unfortunately. It's hard enough to see Britney going through her shit, but it's worse somehow to see that surrounding someone with as much talent as Amy Winehouse. I really hope she gets her life together before it's too late.
Ergo, how are the various injuries doing?
L.
resurrected wreck said...
A hell of a voice & one hell of a trainwreck for a life, L, unfortunately.
I know what you mean, RW. I saw her on the Grammy's this year and she was SO GOOD, but looked like she didn't have a clue where she was. It breaks your heart to see that. Ironic that one of her songs was 'Rehab'.
L.
I was actually half expecting her to be dead before the Grammys. Even her mother thought she might not make it til then.
Anon who has the pressure on, I see what you are saying. But you're not going to get an answer from them. They can't tell you the answer because they dont' have one.
The reason they feel like they can get away with it but no one else can is because they are dramatic psychos who feel like they have a claim on Mayo and SS. Look at how they called Mayo names when he didn't tell them about the secret place. THink about the horrible things they said to SS when he wasn't there to defend them 24/7 as if that was his duty.
They feel like they are entitled to Mayo, SS and their secrets. The reason they aren't bothered when other people get left out is because they think they have the right to know everything, whereas no one else has the same rights that they have.
That is your only answer, anon. I'm sorry you will never get one from them. you can keep trying but it is a waste of space.
good thanks L !
I have addded sand fly bites now too :( lol the inconveniences of fishing, I'll post some pics later, I'm off to get my hair done so i'll be back in a few hours
anon it was long ago and we've grown and moved on from that incident, it's not ok in your eyes so fine, but hacking on it won't make it change so just go away please, no-one else cares, in case you hadn't noticed
I like Legos, but I prefer coloring books.
Anons, get yourselves a jesus life and bugger off already.
I didn't get the "clues" to the "secret" either, and I'm not crying in my cornflakes.
So frigging what?
Quit yer bitchin, and go find some message board to harass.
-A
I didn't get the "clues" to the "secret" either, and I'm not crying in my cornflakes.
That's not the point. The point is why is it alright for them to not be left out but it is perfectly alright for them to leave everyone else out.
I know, RW. And then I saw her Mum and Dad were there with her. She had to perform in London because she couldn't get a visa to America due to her arrest records.
By the way, thanks for the link for the anagram site. I like S.S.'s "Sushi" one. I think my fav of mine is 'Sailor Ling Punk'. Sounds like a new character on Sailor Moon.
I also got 'Sparkling Nu Oil'.
L.
I guess you are right. They will never give an answer because they can't.
I wonder who told them the secret though.
Obviously Elena and TJ told them the secret. It's well known that Elena and TJ met Frank and then told the OPS that they would email them about it later.
What I wonder is if Elena and TJ expected them to blab to everyone here that they knew Mayo's secret,and start gabbing about "trust"?? Probably not.
And I wonder how Mayo feels abotu them flaunting his secret. If he or Frank told it to TJ, I wonder how they feel about TJ telling the OPS for them to flaunt it here.
So young and so fucked up already, L. It's sad :(
My anagram was Re Screwed Trucker 0_0
Amy Winehouse but she was just charged wit assaulting a man over a pool table. She hasn't cleaned up that much. Just enough so she won't die I would say.
You anons are barking up the wrong tree. The OPS know nothing. They might think they do, but they do not. I don't know what their motivation was in telling you all that they knew Mayo's secret though.
"Dramatic Psychos". Now, that I like. That's a great name for a punk band.
Amyranth, the Legos were a huge issue when I took care of triplets, two girls and a boy, and the boy would leave the legos lying all over the living room floor, VEERRRYYY close to 'Barbie's Dream House', pieces of which would fall off if you looked at it wrong.
Then the day came when the boy tripped over the Legos and fell completely into the house.
Barbie DID NOT have homeowner's insurance.
L.
They probably just wanted to look cool. Instead once again they look like they got caught in a lie.
Do you deny that you said those horrible things to Mayo and SS? No, you can't. Do you deny that you feel like you are entitled to Mayo and SS and no one else is? No you can't. So yes dramatic psychos, fits you perfectly.
"Re Screwed Trucker".
Oh, my.
L.
It's one to remember, L. ;)
See you later, Ergo. Sand fly bites and all.
Martha Jones said...
Amy Winehouse but she was just charged wit assaulting a man over a pool table. She hasn't cleaned up that much. Just enough so she won't die I would say.
I hadn't seen that, Martha. Hate to hear it, though.
RW, yes, one to remember. Or two, I guess if it's RE...
L.
My landlady's cat is mewling outside my door. It's very distracting!
Is it a visiting cat, RW? We have about 3 that come to our patio door and "talk" to our two cats. Our neighbor got himself locked out of his apartment yesterday with a pizza in the oven and his cat in the apartment! Luckily the courtesy officer came down and opened the door. I could hear his cat on the other side of the door, meowing her little me head off!
L.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening everyone.
Happy Jappy Belated Birthday to Bella.
Happy Jappy Birthday to Carrie.
May I send you the very warmest of wishes for a wonderful year to come.
There's really nothing that makes you look more stupid than gloating that you are in on a secret, when everyone else can see that you aren't, and you are in fact wrong.
So don't worry about the OPS. They don't see that they're wrong and it makes them look more idiotic to the people who DO know.
Because believe me, they do not know what the "two people" figured out.
Hello, GS. How you doing?
L.
Hullo, GS! :D
Anonymous said...
Because believe me, they do not know what the "two people" figured out.
April 27, 2008 7:01 PM
So what do YOU know anon? Is it fair for you to keep secrets from all? Huh? Tell us! TELL US!!!
Is it a visiting cat, RW?
He's a resident cat. He belongs to my landlady, who lives in the suit above me. He's very friendly and discovered soon after I moved in that a) I love cats, and b) I give out treats freely.
The OPS fail to see what SS changed his profile to that night when one person figured it out. It's strange they missed it because of how they stalk him. On the other hand they relate everything he says to only THEM so they wouldn't have understood what he was talking about. They missed it. They look stupid. And mean. Again.
Hello GS
And I wonder how Mayo feels abotu them flaunting his secret. If he or Frank told it to TJ, I wonder how they feel about TJ telling the OPS for them to flaunt it here.
If either of them did have a momentary lapse in judgement and said something to TJ, I think it is fair to say they are regretting it now. Rest assured, they won't make the same mistake twice.
Uh... in the "suite" above me, not the "suit"
:S
So what do YOU know anon? Is it fair for you to keep secrets from all? Huh? Tell us! TELL US!!!
I don't know what the secret IS but I put two and two together after SS changed his profile to repeat what ONE person said here that night. And believe me it was no one who would blab to the OPS.
Cats know a sucker when they find one, RW! Don't you usually carry treats in your purse? :)
I know what you mean, though. I can't stand to think of a hungry animal, so I used to drive my Mum crazy bringing in lost cats and dogs when I was little. But she really didn't mind too bad, she and Dad would feed them too!
L.
Our host is now precipitous
he's standing on the scarp;
My answer floats along his river
swimming with the carp
Cats know a sucker when they find one, RW! Don't you usually carry treats in your purse? :)
I do indeed, L ^_^
Hello Martha, OPL and RW.
I am well thank you. Yourselves?
RAWR! =]]
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RAWR, PH!! :D
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