Relative Aperture
A smashed glass cracked
in my last careless act
catching sight off guard.
Points sparkle a dappled dance
across the hardwood floor
spreading as the day grows
and peaking at midday
then rising full in the sky
for the time I hide away.
Until evening’s effulgence
slips through severed slats
catching sight by chance
announcing a worthy time
while bringing rust to rhyme.
From lyric baring branches
pick the last pack of matches
and set alight this balefire
for grieving my darkest desire.
(As we depart, we arrive.)
p.s. thoughtfully holding the line.
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«Oldest ‹Older 2401 – 2600 of 4040 Newer› Newest»Man, you all know what my problem with Gerard is: how he treats his audience, and that he took MSI on the road after years of preaching against degrading lyrics. Druggie or not, I have no say.
Hate Jimmy Urine though, and sorry, nothing's going to change that.
God, I am so freakin' slow. I was like, wtf is she talking about?
Just shoot me now. Damn.
Solly FTW!
MissT, I had blue hair for a while, it was cool! ^_^
Yeah, now I get to read 'cocksucker' every single time I make a comment.
Thanks, Solly!
I much prefer fresh water ~ funny that
Now why ever would that be?!
Hey, whats up Blogbelieve?
I also partied with MSI at their last CD release which was only a couple weeks ago
You mean a label actually took pity on them and is going to put out their shit?
What, Smoke?
Hey, BC. Thank you, I'll be fine, just feeling a bit rough today. Hope everyone is doing ok.
Smoke, we don't have our S//C stuff yet, either. I did check the sight and it said the order was pending. We also saw that they now have regular cut t-shirts instead of the girl-cut, so we e-mailed to see if we could get them exchanged if the order hadn't shipped yet. We got an e-mail back that said all orders were listed as pending, and they needed the order number to see if it shipped. We sent it, but haven't heard back yet.
L.
Hello anon. How are you?
Anon at 6:21 you must not have read to much about us over at Bn or over looked the fact that according to Bn we are an MCR hate group.
But good for you that you partied it up hard with a band you like. But don't cry when all that parting comes back to haunt you in the form of liver disease or HIV.
As for Gw go back and read older post and you will see what we think.
I had pink hair one time by accident.
Then I dyed it dark brown to cover it up and it was black.
So I washed and washed until it turned gray.
Then my mama made me go to school like that. >_<
Princess was not pleased.
I absolutely think that if you can't dye your hair there is no fun in having it!
I have been so many colours, it's cool as it either grows out or you recolour, so you can change, though my hair did start breaking once form over bleaching and perming, not a good feeling
Hi Anon,
I have a filthy mouth and am drawing pretend tattoos on myself and listening to cds.
What are you doing?
Anon 6:30
Lol, it seems like it.
lol - we don't get on,
I like how you laugh about it ergo. Made me chuckle.
K, I wanna do my hair blue. I've had it purple and pink but I think I should wait till I find a job cos it doesn't go well at interviews.
Solly, I hope you are not using permanent markers on yourself.
L,
Yeah, I'm sure they are just backed up because of Bamboozle. Bless their little hearts, they don't know how impatient I can be!
^_^
I'm just hoping my shirts fit!
Solly!
Draw the Rock of Love logo on yourself!
BWAHAHAHA!
MissT,
You know what? I didn't check. I think they might be....
Hmmm....Oh well..too late to worry about it now. I will just have to scrub extra hard.
Hello to all those who have arrived.
Hey GS!
smoke&venom20 said...
Solly!
Draw the Rock of Love logo on yourself!
BWAHAHAHA!
Is that some sort of mocking tone you are taking with me?
Hi L, how are you today?
LOL princess.
I am about to pinch the head off of a little boy. >_<
hello anon @ 6:30
Hi Ergoproxy, things are moving fast in here today!
I wanna draw on myself.
I'll paint a mural.
hello l how are you?
Blogger gnothi seauton said...
Oh by the way Martha, John Barrowman is at the local sci-fi convention in May.
OH. MY. MEFFING. GOD !!!!
April 9, 2008 6:26 PM
You lucky duck
Smoke,
Let LHM come over and see me...I will draw pretend tattoos on him too!! He will think I am the coolest Auntie like evah!
*Solly can't make this shit up. This really is her life!
Hey, Anon!
'Sup?
Solly,
Me? Mock you?
Umm, yeah. Kind of.
^_~
Anon,
How are you?
Smoke? Are you playing with LHM in his fort?
I used to do that. Pretty sure all kids do, right? Times, how they change.
Hi Miss T., fairly well, how are you?
L.
Mustard,
Wanna borrow my markers...I only have brown, black, and green.
Do not ask why.....
You would never believe me anyways.
You know he totally would. I'd be scrubbing him down 'til next week.
X_x
Sure, Sdock.
I'll draw a meffin' tree. >.<
You don't have a yellow or orange or sumthin'? Like, I need to draw a sun so the tree will grow, obvs.
Hello Anon
How life?
And hello, 6:30 anon.
Friend or Foe? :)
How are you?
L.
My tattoos look all cool until they start to bleed a bit...dang magic markers!!
Mustard,
He told me to get in so I told him he had to give me a hug. So we were kind of at a standoff. So I told him to do his homework. When went back and forth and well this is how it's going down....
Homework, me in the fort, then I get a hug.
It's all about compromise with this child. He learned from the best!
Mustard,
NOOOOO, I only have camo colors. We can totally color ourselves and disappear.
How meffin cool would that be? HUH????? I know...
haddup various homes: slices, boys, girls etc.
MissT, I've never had my hair pink, but green, blue and purple. Also tried very hard to have dreads for a few months and came kinda close, but it started to hurt too much.
Bah! Smoke, you're such an awesome mom. Tell him I'm hollering at him. ;)
Yeah, he learned it all from me, Mustard.
The best..
Life is good, my friends. I hope you are all happy and healthy also.
Oh, you guys would be stealth!
How meffin cool would that be? HUH????? I know...
Just so long as you know. :)
But, I could make like a tree and be all breezy and shit.
I could be like the ENT in LOTR! An ent! And I'd have a really deep voice.
You lucky duck
And to put the icing on the cake:
So is James Marsters!!
* hyperventilation is setting in *
I'm good thanks L.
Heard you got a new steamy blog.
It's all about compromise with this child. He learned from the best!
You should be proud.
Excellent, Anonymous! Always good to hear!
Life is pretty damn good, right?
Yep. ^_^
Glad to hear it, anon! :)
Yeah, Mustard we are totally in stealth mode. What ya think? What should we do first? Wanna spy?
Anon,
I think we're all pretty damn good here. Life is beautiful!!
But my mouth is filthy!!!!
Yeah, he learned it all from me, Mustard.
The best..
I have a feeling these are only half truths.
;)
Ah, friend then, anon!
Glad to hear you are doing well.
Miss T. yes, we started a new one for the more "risque" poems, stories, etc. You can get to it from our profile.
L.
Solly,
Your mouth needs washing out with soap.
Like twice.
Anon
Life is good. You sound quite chipper!
Mustard, I swear every freakin time someone writes LOTR..I think LOTMS and I get the two confused and I couldn't remember that part at all...I was like huh?
Oh my God, Solly.
My son just told me out of the blue now, that he wants tattoos across his knuckles.
He has no idea what we've been talking about. How weird is that?
O_o
Three times.
You know, once more for good measure.
With the antibacterial, high-priced junk, too.
helloooooo everybody, how are you all.
i am sorry i disappeared before, my connextion went and then i was trying not to do my work.
anyone want to do it for me?
That's good to hear anon. I'm doing pretty great today.
I'm great thanks anon, glad you are too
I had to take my daughter shopping once with milti marker coloured arms and legs.
One of those "yes.... she did it while I wasn't looking!" days, NEVER trust a quiet child!!
Hi fimmy
I think LOTMS and I get the two confused and I couldn't remember that part at all...I was like huh?
Oh, damn! I do it, too! I have a habit of writing "LOTMS," so I have to be conscious of what I'm writing or else, as you said, confusion would ensue.
Ray as a tree. Playing a guitar.
Bwuahahaha!
Smoke,
that does not surprise me at all. He's very intuitive. He's kin to me right?
Fimble,
Want to wash my mouth out?
Cool L, I shall check it out.
Dunno if I'll be posting any steamy stuff myself. I'd die laughing trying to write it. I'm not good at that kind of thing.
Also tried very hard to have dreads for a few months and came kinda close, but it started to hurt too much.
Doesn't it smell a little too until the hair gets to the self cleaning stage or is that a myth?
struth fimble!
I was wondering where you'd gotten to girl!
I don't know how many times I read LOTR as LOTMS.
I've never watched LOTR so I was so confoooooozed.
It doesn't take much though.
Also tried very hard to have dreads for a few months and came kinda close, but it started to hurt too much.
Doesn't it smell a little too until the hair gets to the self cleaning stage or is that a myth?
Well I washed it every night, so it didn't. But maybe that's why it didn't lock so well? I dunno, it started to pull too much so I took them out. It was a long time ago.
Welp! Time to rinse! :)
Blogger gnothi seauton said...
You lucky duck
And to put the icing on the cake:
So is James Marsters!!
* hyperventilation is setting in *
April 9, 2008 6:43 PM
My heart just skipped a beat. If they kiss you must take a picture of it.
Hello again everyone. Eveytime I have to leave here some more people show up.
SO BIG HELLO to all
that is "Multi marker coloured" not milti.
Bleeding Chaos said...
That's good to hear anon. I'm doing pretty great today.
Because you are writing porn about Gerard Way like a demented fan in heat?
Miss T. This would be the place to practice. There are two posts up now.
Anon, you are welcome to contribute if you would like.
L.
I can't imagine not washing my hair. Like just no. I mean it's my hair. O_O
One of those "yes.... she did it while I wasn't looking!" days, NEVER trust a quiet child!!
Also, never trust a 3 year old to put her knickers back on when she's been to the toilet. That was a shock to the neighbours when she bent over.
Hello FS how are you?
oh ergo, y7ou notcied. well, that means you love me. and that mean that you want to marry me ;)
i promise i will do the email for you, i was going to do it yesterday but you may have read about the crack whore prostitute who is a murderer. i will get onto it tho missy
solly, you need your mouth washiing out again? tuh tuh tuh, i am sure a certain ppu would help you out there
Demented Fan in Heat...I like that. Good band name.
L.
Hello again Elena.
Hello again fimmy.
I'd love to do your homework fimmy. Oh look, is that the time? Must dash.
*looks away whistling*
Anon 6:51
It's not based on him, or anyone else. Dumbass.
*peeks in*
Hullo :)
I can't imagine not washing my hair. Like just no. I mean it's my hair. O_O
I wouldn't hear of it!
I mean, whatever will your tiara sit upon? *gasp* ;)
Me either. Every day, these locks get washed.
i am very well thank you martha, how are you doing?
hey, i heard that peopel with dread locks, because they cant wash their hair, have really healthy hair.
is that true?
John Barrowman AND James Masters!!
O_O
*fans self*
Oh my!!
reckon they'd kiss???
*set, right?
Set upon? I freakin' get those mixed up all the time. Lay and lie, too. >_<
apologies for my spelling, my computer is breaking as i speak. it will not charge up and it is killing me.
Fimble Venoms Sock Star,
I love you.
Hi RW *squeeze* How are you today?
*hollers like the Princess*
ANONYMOUS!!!
:)
My heart just skipped a beat. If they kiss you must take a picture of it.
Hell yes! I shall be your eyes and ears Martha.
FIMBLE! I almost missed you! Hey!
Hello RW how are you?
You should take another look at that picture from early. it has been improved.
Also, never trust a 3 year old to put her knickers back on when she's been to the toilet. That was a shock to the neighbours when she bent over.
LMFAO
crack whore prostitute who is a murderer
I did fim
Interesting world you life in!
We had a drug dealing bikie counterfeiter woman living up the road a few years ago, she wasn't very good at it though, got caught.
missT my daughter was a rudie nudie! She'd get her gear off in the blink of an eye,
I am really hoping she's grown out of it :)
RW! I almost missed you as well! Hello there!
Mustard,
Watch and learn....
Ahem.
ANOOOOONNNYYYYMOOOOUSSSSSSSSSS!!!
Where'd you go? ^_^
I think I could probably even manage to eat pizza while in the middle of childbirth.
This is the best thing I've read all day.
omg slash, if you almost missed me then i am not succeeding in being an AG
*lies on the floor*
*bangs arms and legs*
look at me slash
fuck10 i ♥ you too
and keyboard is slowy leaving me. dont go keyboard, plasay
*watched*
Okay, I'll give it a go.
*clears throat*
ANNNNNNOOOON *hack* *hackhack*
I can't do it. :(
Dudes, ask me what I'm listening to.
Go ahead and ask.
Well, we have 3rd graders who plotted to kill their teacher.
Georgia says...TOP THAT!!!
Why do I feel like I'm on friggin' speed this afternoon. I'm like speed-reading and typing....
JESUS!
Hullo, everyone! :D
*tackles Fimmy*
FS I am right now a Demented Fan in Heat at the though of john and James AKA Jack and John kissing.
Hey fimmy, what happened to that lady you were working with?
lol ergo, you make me chuckle. did you get any good tips off her though? hahahaha
*runs and jumps on rw*
*licks rw eye*
Mustard,
Are you listening to Venom, Muse, or Taking Back Sunday?
I never would have guessed it.
Hi RW, how's you's today?
I am really hoping she's grown out of it :)
For your sake, I hope so too ha ha ha!
What you listening to, Mustard?
And hello to anyone I missed.
L.
VENOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I listened to it like ten times today and I don't know why.
It was a Venom kind of day.
Nope, incorrect, Sdock.
BEAT IT
Beat it, just beat it.
Beat it, beat it, beat it, beat it.
*trys and fails at the moonwalk*
*squeezes RW while kicking Fim out of the way* :)
I forgot to say: Hi smokie
We listened to Franz Fernanad and Placebo last night. Good stuff.
L.
martha,who they? jack and james?
bc, she is coming back oin tuesday and we will decide then. oh i saw amy asked as well.
we are going to talk to the detective on friday and then assess the situation. she is a good and hard worker but you have to think about the other employee's as well.
Hey BC!
Beat It?
Beat it!
That dude was so badass back in the day. Why'd he have to go all crazy and stuff.
It was a Venom kind of day.
Every day is a Venom day. At least in my head.
Constant rotation.
Constant. Rotation.
Excuse my sudden departure, I was interrupted.
Uhhuh, but what were you listening to before......cuz I bet Beat it just came on and that's cheating.
Hi BC, Fim and RW.
Ergo - at least they can get away with it at those ages.
So what with Amy's stabber, Fim's murderer and Ergo's fraudster I have come to the conclusion I lead a very sheltered life
game on
*runs over to bc*
*barges into her and knocks her on the floor*
*stands over her*
*places a wooden spoon in her mouth*
*runs off to rw to claim place back*
*sticks tongue out at bc*
So what you doin', Anon? O_O
hello RW and L
Rw you were sewing on the ballgown of doom today weren't you? still going well?
L how are you and J today?
Sorry, I'm kinda distracted. I've been trying to keep up with the conversation while at the same time read through all the comments I missed during the day.
Uh... it's not working.
So... did I miss anything earlier?
Trying to get some privacy!
AAARRRGGGHH!!!
*flails at FS*
You're excused! We didn't talk about you behind your back, promise. ;)
Um, before "Beat It" was "Liar."
Everyday is a Venom day...listening to Venom allows me to face others with a smile and a kind word.
The world breathes a huge sigh of relief and says Thank you for the Venom, for Sdock10.
WTF is up with me today? I sound like a crazy person.
Trying to get some privacy!
Oh, damn!
GS naked children scare me.
Placebo rocks, L :) My friend and I met Brian Molko at PR last year.
Hello again interrupted anon
Glad you made it back.
gs, you wuld love to change life with me? come on down to crazy town then missy. get on a flight and i will see you in 9 hours.
anon, you were interrupted? well i wonder what you were doing to be interrupted ;)
sorry, solly and slash are starting to get a grasp of fimble venoms sock star.
Anon,
Tell em to go away!!! That you are clipping your toenails.*
*Ask Mustard
Hey, Ergo, doing alright. How are you?
Anon, J. on the couch says "Hi!"
L.
Snap. You must be in the same mood I was about twelve hours ago.
Kind of like this: >_<
Fimmy, I see. I wonder if they'll fire her...
*runs back up to push Fim out of the way, then pulls her hair* ^______^
*Sticks tongue out*
The world breathes a huge sigh of relief and says Thank you for the Venom, for Sdock10.
Like, a voice over from the heavens?
Bah! That'd be sweet as hell. Just to have this voice following you around all day, saying cool shit and whatnot.
Gotta be able to rent one of those somewhere, right?
ghhhhhhh rw, yo saucy minx. have you a pic of your black lacy number?
Yep, EP, more BAllgown of Doomness was going on at work today. The dress is essentially finished. I just have to hand-sew all the floral trim on the skirt and collar. There's a lot, so it's taking a while. But that's okay. I love to hand-sew!
hey again anon
GS we were amazed considering we are a very small rural area, but there is a big bikie gang about next town up and it was all through them. Actually we had dinner at a restaurant with the gang (not WITH them , they were there) the night before they had a big shootout on a bridge in mackay.
Trying to get some privacy!
Okay then, shall we give you a minute?
Anon,
Tell em to go away!!! That you are clipping your toenails.*
*Ask Mustard
Don't ask unless you want to commit your life to this event.
It will be totally worth your while though. Srsly. ;)
Not yet, Fimmy. Sorry!
GS naked children scare me.
You wouldn't have wanted to be in my shoes today at school. Suffice to say, it wasn't pretty.
*runs to bc and sharpies her forehead*
*fimblelina woz ere*
runs off laughing*
ask rw what you should do
*looks at rw and see's she still has her mark of love*
Poor anon. Fimmy, why would you put a wooden spoon in my mouth? O_o
Lol *flings spoon at Fim*
RW, yes, Placebo does rock. We saw them at PR and they were great. The first we heard of them was on the Velvet Goldmine Soundtrack.
L.
Placebo scared me just a little.
Just a smidge.
GS naked children scare me.
You wouldn't have wanted to be in my shoes today at school. Suffice to say, it wasn't pretty.
I'm not even gonna ask.
*runs to bc and sharpies her forehead*
*fimblelina woz ere*
-------------------------------------
*Gasps* That's it missy! You are totally done for ^___^
*Grabs various sharpies and writes BC's bitch on Fim's bum*
Anyone else getting mental images of Anony running around trying to find an outlet in a bathroom stall?
It's way funny in the noodle.
hey anon, if your not interrupted again, i have a question.
in the blog famouse condiment wars, who do you think is the best.
mustard
mayo
pickled relish
ketchup (red sauce)
steak sauce (brown sauce)
Anon,
Do you need a hairbrush to fling at someone? Cuz I got like tons. I'm sure I could find a really heavy one that one hurt bad.
Scared you, Smoke?!
L.
it was in 1997 and the biggest thing to have happened here, honestly we are a very nice little coastal area
HOT SAUCE!
Fimmy, I would go with mustard. Mustard is better. Ha ha.
Toenails?
ask rw what you should do
Just pretend it didn't happen, BC. If you acknowledge it, you'll only encourage her!
Yeah, I had never heard them before and at PR when they sang the one about taking your meds...
I was like O_O.
mustard
mayo
pickled relish
ketchup (red sauce)
steak sauce (brown sauce)
and worcestershire sauce!!!
Did you miss our toenail song, anon?
oh damn i forgot hot sauce.
Anyone else getting mental images of Anony running around trying to find an outlet in a bathroom stall?
That just seems wrong in so many ways, Mustard. :)
L.
Oh hell.
You asked.
>.< Two seconds and I'll get your itinerary.
I think that sweet and spicy guy is best.
oh anonymous you really don't want to go into toenails!
anon,
did you know rw has a crop of severed toes? she will chase anyone with them.
rw, i have to protoct myself :)
RW, yes, Placebo does rock. We saw them at PR and they were great. The first we heard of them was on the Velvet Goldmine Soundtrack.
Same!
Have you heard "Twentieth Century Boy" from the Velvet Goldmine CD. It's Placebo and not as scary!
L.
I just hate feet. They are yucky.
lol anon so do we!
Fim - America sounds scary! I fly out for you though :)
Ergo - a shoot out?! Good grief.
Miss T - you really don't want to know.
How silly, FS! Everyone knows that crops of toes simply do not exist!
*hides her crop of toes*
Anonymous interruptus!
I hide in the bathroom at work when I'm posting to Mayo's. Try hiding in the bathroom, Anon. :)
Hey, who was it that I came up with the sweet and spicy name for a certain anon?
My memmory isn't what it is in old age.
No, I haven't, L.
I'll have to try them again. Maybe it's just that one song!
Anon
Found that privacy yet?
Anyone else getting mental images of Anony running around trying to find an outlet in a bathroom stall?
Its all good now, I won't be disturbed here.
ergo, thats what i was going to ask you.
have you heard of M@D lately?
I like Placebo I have a great pic of Brian Molko as an B&W smoking angel, I use it as a phone pic sometimes (I change the pic to match my ringtones , which at present is Muse
Anonymous:
Um, so, we kinda have this thing for you to do, but you don't know about it yet.
Well, the whole lighting thing at your humble abode was a problem, lots of hurt toes because of the darkness. So, needless to say, you inspired a BlogBelieve tour.
ToeTour2008
This all started with the song about toenails we wrote. So, combining that with our plan to embarass you in the best possible way, we'll be having you sing this song BlogBelieve-wide.
You'll be equipped with a guitar (easy portablity) in the shape of a nail file, okay? And our plan is to have stations set up offering pedicures.
You'll be doing them 'cause this is your baby now.
And our t-shits will say:
Toenails: Rocking Your Socks Off
We'll throw in a free one for you. It's the very least we can do.
So, you're game, right?
Its all good now, I won't be disturbed here.
Oh Lord where are you?
RW, do those toes ever sprout flowers?
Okay, now honestly, I'm grossed out. I also hate feet and the word "toes" squicks me too. I mean I know that feet have their uses and stuff but just, eww. Hands are ever so much better.
I guess I'm a little bit extremityist.
Its all good now, I won't be disturbed here.
So, where did you wind up at, anon?
L.
an see yu there rw, you cant fool me hehehehe
gs, arghhh you can come over, meet me and the sisters can cme down and we canhave a party on the beach.
Blogger gnothi seauton said...
GS naked children scare me.
You wouldn't have wanted to be in my shoes today at school. Suffice to say, it wasn't pretty.
April 9, 2008 7:09 PM
O_O
Good Anon!
Sure, why not?
But Im not signing anything!
Cool, Ergo. I have a double dragon pic on my phone.
Elena, yet again, we are in each others minds...
L.
Its all good now, I won't be disturbed here.
Not even gonna ask.
Anon, if you want privacy, you should close your eyes.
If you can't see anyone else, then they can't see you.
I'm sure that's how it works.
Maybe not.
no I haven't fim, I've been meaning to message and ask how their tour has gone.
but I've been slack at myspace.
have you?
ok anon now I'm picturing you huddled in a stationery cupboard with a bare lightbulb
slash, can i wear my t-sirt
fimble fucking star
And our t-shits will say....
Uhh, take note of this. You will not be wearing a t shirt. ^_^
ToeTour2008
Word of advice: don't ask about the merch.
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