Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I am not who you think I am

I am not who you think

I am

Who you think I am not

I am

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Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Sc how are you? It has been a while and thank you.

Anon616 said...

SC!!!!!

It's so good to see you!

*big hug*

Well, I tried charming my nephew for half an hour (even used the batting eyelashes trick); but, it did not work. So, I just let him play his video game until he couldn't keep his eyes open any longer! ;)

How have you been?

Anonymous said...

Thank you SC. How are you? Thanks sugarplum :D

soulconnector said...

While In Vegas,we observed the entire wild life scene; human, animal and…?

•Lion Habitat
•Bird Sanctuary
•White Tigers
•African Lions, that were massive
•Leopards
And the newest and cutest baby dolphin, “Sergeant Pepper.” Most likely named in honor of CIRQUE’S BEATLES LOVE MUSICAL?

It soothed the savage beast and stilled her hemorrhaging heart, for at least a few blissful hours. I really don’t know if this is harder for me or RB?

However,on a lighter note
At the Mirage, I noticed- they have a Bare- All pool; surrounded by lush bushes full of beautiful flowers and tall trees, baring mostly fruits and nuts.Ha! (Lame nudity humor)
`sc

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Yes make up is a must. So it will be either Th or KH.

Anon616 said...

Were they ripe fruit and mature nuts, SC?

Not TOO mature, of course ;)

I'm glad to hear ya'll were able enjoy yourselves a little!

I bet that baby dolphin was adorable and the white tigers must have been gorgeous!

soulconnector said...

BC

Noticed you mentioned madonna. In GW defence, at least he asked his audience to participate in the "sex education classes."

Madonna, just wanted you to watch her play with herself. (laughs)
`sc

Anon616 said...

Martha Jones said...
Yes make up is a must. So it will be either Th or KH.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well, I'll be cheering on Kill Hannah! They've been around a long time and have 'paid their dues', so to speak.

I think it's their time to shine!!!
I HOPE it is!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Lol Sc

Anon616 said...

soulconnector said...
BC

Madonna, just wanted you to watch her play with herself. (laughs)
`sc

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
That's true, SC! Good point!

I always enjoy interaction with the audience/audience participation type things....
;)

soulconnector said...

wendy

I didn't get to see the how ripe or mature the fruits and nuts were.

Sgt.Pepper was too cute but the African Lions were gigantic and the most amazing site.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

6 the band that wins will be the one who has a positive message and lots of personal drama. Because along with make up drama is a must.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I love lions but that is because I am a cat person.

Anonymous said...

SC,

Lol

Anon616 said...

You mean you didn't even take a little look at those fruits and nuts, SC?

*raises eyebrow*
;)

How much did those weigh? I have watched some programs on AP with them and the do seem to be GIGANTIC!


Martha: Well, RJA has the postive message.....but no drama.

I think Kill Hannah has the drama.......but no real message.

The Exies have Nikki Sixx supporting and writing songs for them......

Hmmm......which would you prefer?
;)

soulconnector said...

I am well, and trying not to interfere too much in running bird's love life. Thank you for asking and I send best wishes to you all.
`sc

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Alright change of subject. What the hell is with this pregnant man story.


They were just making fun of it on SNL

Anon616 said...

Are you leaving us already, SC?

It was good to chat you with again - if just for a little bit.

*hugs, love and best wishes to you and RB*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later SC please don't be a stranger. Drop by more often.

soulconnector said...

The lion's eyes were a beautiful color, kind of greenish and when they looked at you, it was chilling.

I will put up pics later on my blog.

Anon616 said...

Martha: He was once a woman (a beauty queen even) and kept his reproductive female organs when he decided to change (from female to male)...

So, technically, he is not completely, physically a he.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I love lions I will check out your pictures.


Why is it when I watch SNL it sucks. They will have great guest but the skits will always suck

Anon616 said...

soulconnector said...
The lion's eyes were a beautiful color, kind of greenish and when they looked at you, it was chilling.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I bet they were beautiful, SC.
To gaze into those gorgeous greenish pools must have been an amazing experience!

Anonymous said...

Take care SC. MJ, you didn't hear? This "pregant man" is in fact pregnant, but originally he was an actual female before he changed into a male.

Wendy pretty much explained it. It was posted on yahoo yesterday.

Anonymous said...

Wendy, I guess that means he doesn't have a you-know what? ^_^

MJ, I agree. I think their skits are pretty lame, that's why I don't watch that show. I don't think it's funny at all.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Really I hadn't heard that. I was looking it up and couldn't find the whole story. I found a message board where they called the whole thing evil

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well I haven't watched the national news and local news has been talking about the protest for the Olympic torch and the shut down of those airlines.

Anon616 said...

Well ladies, it's been fun; but I have laundry to take care of....

Goodnight (for now) BC, Martha, SC, Ergo, Mayo and SS (if they lurk), anons, painters and poets!

If Triston shows up tonight, TRY not to get bitten again, BC.

Give Martha and SC a chance! *wink*

Sweet dreams to all!!!!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

Anonymous said...

Ha ha very funny wendy. Goodnight and sweet dreams sugarplum *hugs*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Later 6

Anonymous said...

hey all caught a few little fish to put in the dam, not a lot but we'll try new tactics next time

SC how lovely to see you
the animals sound amazing and best wishes to RB

MJ I saw the pregnant guy on tv just before, his wife (who is female ) had had a hysterectomy so can't have kids so he/she decided to be the pregnant one.

soulconnector said...

I am here, just mostly late at night. I am not going anywhere. I am committed to this blog and its people.

I need to check out this story about the man.

Anonymous said...

SC there is a lion in a Perth zoo how had testicular cancer so he had surgery an dnow has no mane! poor thing, but he's alive.

I saw a white tiger at a zoo and it looked so regal but teh size of it's paws! O_O Kill you in a swipe!

oh and I like Kill Hannah :)

Anonymous said...

oh boy I should turn a light on! My typing is horrific!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello ep

toujours said...

hey everybody!

just back from the first day of bamboozle, and it was awesome. it seriously was. i was on my own -- my "concert buddies" decided they wanted to shop or something. *pft*

their loss.

there were only a few bands appearing today that i knew i wanted to see, so i just browsed all the others. it was great! the best discovery was streetlight manifesto. their sound (full-on rock, but with jazzy horns) actually caused me to take a sharp turn and make a bee-line to the stage. :)

best show was...um...jimmy eat world was good, but i think for me it was the bouncing souls -- the crowd was great! and when they played "true believers" i actually had goosebumps. i especially wanted to hear that one live *grins at ss*, and then the camaraderie in the crowd during the song just made it truly extraordinary.

tomorrow's the big day -- tons of bands i want to see (i'm actually going to figure out a schedule for me to see if i can possibly fit them all in!), plus...you know...that one band...the one with all the songs about dead people? with the lead singer that chicken dances?

yeah. them.


:D

Anonymous said...

Hi ergo

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Tj how are you? I hope you have fun

Anonymous said...

Hi squeak squeak. I'm glad you had a great time :)

Anonymous said...

TJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how fantastic!

Have fab day tomorrow! Iw ent to Muse and MCR alone as I couldn't get anyone to go with and had a ball! You can always find nice people to chat to or just rock out yourself1

hey MJ BC no triston tonight? Must be busy misting up somewhere else!
And no angel? Hope she is well

Oh I just saw Charlton Heston on the news! He was a great

soulconnector said...

6/wendy
I think male lions weigh around 500pounds, but I could be wrong.

ergoproxy
Hi, sad about lion and his mane.

Anonymous said...

Ergo, nope, no triston or angel tonight.

Anonymous said...

oH I just read those 2 jokes!!!
MJ ad wendy's hahah Love it! They'll be told here a bit later (after eagle ears goes to bed)

soulconnector said...

Toujours

I was just writing this and here you are.

Hope you having fun on your adventure, please tell all.

Tomorrow, if you come across a dark hair Angel, of course dressed all in black; hazel green eyes, a smirk, hard rock attitude and yet sensitive soul.
Give her a high five and then an evil eye for me. (laughs)

Running Bird alongside her Golden British love, will be among the air-guitar playing and scream-o singing people at BL.

Damn, she will probably lose her voice, again and I will have to cater to her every whim and need while torturing her with my homemade tonics. (evil smile)
`sc

Anonymous said...

SC true but it was amazing they could treat him. he's really healthy now, and apparently the girls don't mind!

My brother over there is a friend of the zoo, they go a lot. Someone stole a penguin once O_O they got it back though

toujours said...

hey martha, i'm good! i haven't read your review yet, but i'm glad to hear that you had a great time at your concert!

hey there bc!

hey ergo -- i just got your comment on my lj!

toujours said...

hey there soulconnector! you know you just described half the people at the concert today.

i'll look extra closely. ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Tomorrow, if you come across a dark hair Angel, of course dressed all in black; hazel green eyes, a smirk, hard rock attitude and yet sensitive soul.

Right now I think he is the devil in disguises

Anonymous said...

I'm off to bed. Goodnight guys.

soulconnector said...

(laughing)

I know, that is why I wrote it, to be funny.

However she is that beautiful and it is her exact personality, no pretending.

Explains why she relates to GW so well. It is like looking at him and seeing herself and that is a powerful connection.

I did tell RB to look out for you, too.
`sc

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight BC

Anonymous said...

TJ I knew you'd get it sooner or later if I put it there!

SC you have such a beautiful turn of phrase, even when you're smirking evilly

Anonymous said...

goodnight BC sweet dreams

toujours said...

good night bc!

soulconnector, one of the things i love about going to these festival shows is how easy it is to just talk to strangers. it's like a big party (even if you aren't drinking!). i hope i get a chance to talk to her -- but only after i grin/evil eye her, of course.

heh.

ergo, i love getting comments on my lj! it was great to see a blogsib there! and you just know that you're going to have to put me up on your couch some day. it's inevitable.

we can only pray the world survives our meeting.

lol

soulconnector said...

BC and wendy, goodnight.

ergoproxy
Someone stole a penguin? Glad they got it back.

Thanks for the compliment!

Did you mention what you are cooking this evening, or did I miss the comment?
`sc

soulconnector said...

toujours

Many times I prefer to go alone,free to do what I want and talk to everyone.

Hope you have a great time,take care and think of us sometime during MCR set.We are with you in spirit.
`sc

toujours said...

i will carry you all with me, soulconnector -- my true friends. :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well i guess everyone has left

soulconnector said...

Well mayonaise,

Here,it is a new day
For some,a fresh start
Thinking or believing
Perhaps someone will

My best to you all
goodnight
`sc

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well I missed my girls tonight! I made it home without any stalkers following me...well for the most part..and I didnt get tackled again on stage...so I am feeling intact!! Hope everyone has a GREAT Sunday!!! Damn the only thing on TV right now is Baboons...that sux. OHHH I like it when Wendys on top! ;)...and yes I have been after her for a longggg time ;)
And Hello SC and Martha...I am going to hit the coffin!!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight SC and Triston Anatole

Anon616 said...

Good night/morning/afternoon Mayo, SS, Martha, TJ, SC, Ergo, the usual suspects for this time: Possum, FASC and Kass, lurkers and sweet spirits of blog believe!

TJ: I'm so happy to hear you had such a nice time at BL! I hope today is even more adventurous and exciting for you. Be careful, love!

SC: It was wonderful reading you and catching up a bit! You take care, love!

Ergo: Did you catch the big one? More importantly, did you the scothch back with you? ;)

Martha: Wishing you wonderful dreams and a headache free Sunday.


My (late) poetry contribution:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Go to the forest
Go to the mountains
Go to the far sea
Let loneliness caress you
Until your skin is thin enough
So thin that your heart
Can see me through it
That I was the one who caressed you
Who caresses you,
Go, go.

By: Tommy Tabermann

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Isn't that beautiful? I think it is. :)

I hope you all have a splendid Sunday!

Hugs and Love,
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

PS ~~ some words of wisdom from
Mr. Tabermann:

Elämä on epävarmaa, syö jälkiruoka ensin.
(Life is uncertain so eat your desert first.)

:D

Goodnight all!

Rasputins Revenge said...

Well Well if it isnt MS. Wendy!!

Anon616 said...

Ummm....Triston, what the heck were you drinking last night?

I'm happy to hear you're still all intact!
LOL!!!

Okay, now I'm off to bed.

;p

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight 6

toujours said...

mayo,

time for me to go to bed, i'm afraid. having access to a computer again is too tempting, and i'd rather just sit here all night and truly catch up on everything, but tomorrow promises to be a full day, and it starts very early.

i wrote in my lj about how today was actually a quiet day for me -- because i was on my own for most of it, and it left me feeling centered and open. today was a feast.

from people-watching to chatting with strangers and band members and of course the music, ever-present even if you weren't in front of a stage, everything was a feast. i was honestly enjoying myself too much to feel lonely.

and in fact, at one point during the afternoon, i was taking a break near the main stages, sitting with my back to a fence and eating frozen lemonade. and then i realized something -- the fence marked off the bus area. i was sitting with my back to all the tour buses. the bands were behind me, right on the other side of that chainlink fence.

that sounds fangirly perhaps, but the realization was actually that all of us there, everyone walking around in front of me, as far as i could see, and everyone behind me that i couldn't, we were all partners in this grand glorious day. this celebration of life and music and the sheer, fierce joy of living.

magic.

and tomorrow i get to see the band that casts the best magic circle i've ever been in.

that's what's important to me about this trip, really. everything else that's going to happen -- visiting family, meeting friends, travelling -- is good and important, and no doubt about that! but the core is this feeling that i'm growing something within me. i'm living my priorities, and the act of that will be something i can gather up and carry into the next phase of my life.

and when i'm standing in front of a stage, at anytime during this month, with the music beating open my chest and filling me up, that's the feast that will give me the strength to step out and be myself and live my life exactly how i want, how i must in order to satisfy the callings of my spirit, at long last. i've "wanted" to be a writer for so long, "wanted" to be an artist for so long, all my life.

this month marks the change from a diet of shoulds to a diet of what's true.

no more wishing. no more self-help pep-talks. just feasting, and stepping out along my path, with long strides.



yes, all that from travelling around on a greyhound to see concerts. *grin*

will you feast tomorrow, too, mayo? will you open your heart to the rushing magic of the lives that surround you?

i hope so. it is a delicious feeling.

good night, mayo. sleep well.

toujours said...

good night everyone!

i hope i'll be able to come and talk again tomorrow night, but i can't say for sure. i know i'll have regular internet access at my folks next week, so keep your fingers crossed that i can cadge some connections in the meantime!

talk to you all later. play nice.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight TJ

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Anyone else here?

Anonymous said...

sorry I disappeared we had dinner then my cousin was on the computer, so I am jumping on really quickly

goodnight Mayo
wishing new beginnings to you and yours much love EPxx

SS goodnight sending hopes for fresh horizons to you and those you love
lotsa love
EP xx

I've been inspired by TJ!

goodnight blogbelieve
take care!

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodnight Ep

farawaysoclose said...

hi mayo!! you good?

hi SS!! not sure what the make a wish refers to cos i've not caught up at all! but nice to see you've been around and turned your lights back on!!

hi family!!

i'm back from my brother's. had as fun evening with him and my sis in law. a late night was had by all and i'm feeling a little ropey today but it's all my own doing so i won't complain!!

hope you are all having pleasant sundays. i will try to pop back later on!!

bye guys!

farawaysoclose said...

hi/bye martha!!
glad you enjoyed the gig. lewis emailed me and said she did look out for you but it was a little crazy!! and alot of fun! and she got a mikey fuckin way t shirt!! i am sooo jealous!!

anyway got to dash!!

Pickled Possum said...

Good morning earlybirds!

Or should that be...

Goodmorning to those with young children and hungry pets!

Mustard@8:20 and 8:23,

Agrees. Mustard is evil O_O

And 'crack me up' funny ^_^


GW Sex talk video anon @3:52,
*hugs*
Mind if I sit my ass next to yours
^_^


TJ,
Mosh it on out tomorrow babe!


Maaaayyooooh!!!!


Go back to bed ^_^

*sniggers*


SS,
Oh. The lights are back on.
*disappointedly puts away three packs of sparklers*

Nah, not really ^_^ Good to read you again.

Make A Wish...

By Jiminey! Is it going to be about the crickets now?

Pickled Possum said...

Hi MJ and FASC.

Thanks for the review MJ. Sounds like you had a good night =)

It was interesting to hear about Billy Talent live. They've never toured here but two of their songs did get airplay. Fallen Leaves, which had a rather interesting accompanying video and Red Flag Probably not much point in them coming here now as interest has tapered off...

FASC,
*sets up speed traps and nets*
Catch you tomorrow!



Time to dash already. Sometimes quickies just have to do.
Nothing wrong with that ^_~
Have a great remainder of your weekend everyone ^_^

'night all.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

Hope you are happy and well today!! Me? Well, I will be better soon.

Mayo, let's make this a day to clear our heads...make space. Let some shit go. Okay?

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. No, I can't get rid of that. I need it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well shit I go away for a bit and people show up. Great

Anonymous said...

Hi guys. ^_^

Hey Mayo, you up? What's going on?

Anonymous said...

Morning, Mayo.
Morning, SS
Morning, everyone. :)


I hope today goes well for all of you! I plan on making the most I possibly can of it!

PP: I do what I can. ;)

SC: Good to see you back. Had me worried for a bit. :)


A little bit of info:
I've just seen that Charlton Heston has passed away. Reports say that it was last night at his Beverly Hills home.

Smoke said...

Morning errbody!

I'm about to leave for a bit but I'll be back later.

Have a great day everyone!

Mayo,

Sunday is supposed to be a lazy day so stop doing whatever it is you're doing and come talk to us today. ^_^ Ya know, if you want to.

SS!

Dude, we're gonna make millions of BlogBelieve dollars off of you. And we have Mustard to thank. So blame her. And RW had a hand or a toe in it as well. Hee-hee.

Have a good one!

XOXO,
S&V20

sdock10 said...

Thanks to Mustard...I had a dream about toenails last night...Smoke's toenails and they were very long and I was telling her they need to be cut.


WTF?

Anonymous said...

http://www.buzznet.com/tags/mychemicalromance/photos/donna-way-joint/?id=43733061


This answers the question of what Mamma Way thinks of Mikey's shirt

Anonymous said...

Smoke's toenails and they were very long and I was telling her they need to be cut.

Talons

Muahahahah!

(I bet Frank got his ass kicked for making fun of Mikey.)


SS: No, don't listen to them. This is going to make you a huuuuuge star. HUGE. I'm working on getting you an agent and all of that shit, so you just sit back, remember the vocals, and we'll be ready to go.

Smoke said...

Ewwwwww, Solly. That's just wrong!

Anonymous said...

Anyone seen any new sharpie messages?

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

They were pretty toenails though...just very long.

Like I said, you have Mustard to thank for that one. It's alls her fault.

Anonymous said...

Like I said, you have Mustard to thank for that one. It's alls her fault.

I'll take full responsibity for the nightmare. ;)

'Cept all that toe talk was pretty funny. Can't even imagine the look on Mayo's face if he reads all of that. Or SS's for that matter!

Anonymous said...

Responsibity.

I like that much better.

Anonymous said...

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

sdock10 said...

Oh, give me time, Mustard...I want you to spew too. mmmkay?

It doesn't matter if it makes sense or not.

Anonymous said...

Anonymous:

No, I haven't seen any Sharpie messages aside from the "Bonjour" one.

I haven't even really seen any pictures.

Anonymous said...

Okay, I peeked at BN for that pic, and so far no viruses on my computer. ^_^ Aww man, those two boys look so much like Mama. O_O

Princess, Solly and Splash! how're you guys today? Whatchyoo upto this fine Sunday?

Me, I have to clean house, clean the crow cage, and set up my dove in the outside aviary.

Woooo, total excitement 'round these parts, I tell you.

sdock10 said...

I want pics! Pics would be nice. Buzznet takes forever to load for me.

Anonymous said...

Anon, oh man, I don't know if you were thinking of Mayo with that one, but I swear today I was going to find all kinds of pictures of light from different angles and post them with some kind of joke about lighting the way back for Mayo to post another entry. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Mmmmkay.

I won't make any guarantees, but I will try my best.

sdock10 said...

Hey Jules,

Smoke is s'posed to be coming to my house to watch videos on my new tv. It's going to be the most fun evah!

The only thing I am going to clean today is my mind....

Anonymous said...

Aww man, those two boys look so much like Mama. O_O


Couldn't agree more. Facial bone structure, their eyes, everything.

Only one thing though: How did those two boys, Gerard especially as Mikey kinda sorta had blonde hair as a youngster, end up with dark hair while Mrs. Way has blonde?

Anonymous said...

Aww SOlly, that sounds like so much fun!

Splash, Mikey is still blond, he's just dark blond. Most blond hair gets really dark as you get older but is still technically blond. My cousin had white blond hair when she was a little girl but now it's dark brown; she's still a blonde though.

Maybe their Da has brown hair. And don't forget, Gerard probably colors the bejesus out of his hair, too.

Anonymous said...

Hey guys, does anyone know if you can get tattoos on your palms?

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I don't think you can. I mean you could but I don't think the ink stays or something. It won't take.


Of course, I could be talking out of my ass.

Anonymous said...

Clouds roll by
Reeling is what they say
Or is it just my way?
Wind blows by,
Low light
Sidetracked, low light
Can't see my tracks,
Your scent-way back

Can I be here all alone?
Clear a path to my home
Blood runs dry
Books and jealousy tell me wrong
All I feel, calm
Voice rolls by,
Low light
Car crash, low light
Can't wear my mask,
Your first, my last

Voice goes by
Two birds is what they'll see
Getting lost upon their way
Wind rolls by,
Low light
Eye sight, low light
I need the light
I'll find my way from wrong, what's real?
Your dream I see

Anonymous said...

I know, but her hair is blonde, like, really blonde. Mikey's isn't that light.

Closest Gerard ever came was a pixie cut and a bottle. ;) (I thought that look was cool, I'm just sayin'.)

It's probably from their dad as you said.

Hey guys, does anyone know if you can get tattoos on your palms?

I've seen it done, but I think you risk it fading and having to get it redone time and time again. I think there's also a chance of the ink running. But, I don't really know.

Anonymous said...

Kim Steward

think of me
when others have gone,
when times get tough --
and you're all alone.

think of me
when skies turn gray
when confusion sets in --
and friends turn away.

think of me
as day slips to night
try to believe things
will turn out all right.

think of me
when the wind blows cold.
makes you lonely --
lets fear unfold.

think of me
and remember when
the days were warm --
and loving then

think of me
as time flies by
when things don't work out
and you want to cry.

think of me
when things go right
as things look up,
I trust that you might --

think of me
there's no need to prove --
just let your thoughts of me
be filled with love.

Anonymous said...

Think of who?

These lyrics are great, by the way, you guys.

Anonymous said...

A Love Song
by William Carlos Williams



What have I to say to you
When we shall meet?
Yet—
I lie here thinking of you.

The stain of love
Is upon the world.
Yellow, yellow, yellow,
It eats into the leaves,
Smears with saffron
The horned branches that lean
Heavily
Against a smooth purple sky.

There is no light
Only a honey-thick stain
That drips from leaf to leaf
And limb to limb
Spoiling the colours
Of the whole world.

I am alone.
The weight of love
Has buoyed me up
Till my head
Knocks against the sky.

See me!
My hair is dripping with nectar—
Starlings carry it
On their black wings.
See, at last
My arms and my hands
Are lying idle.

How can I tell
If I shall ever love you again
As I do now?

Anonymous said...

Mama Way probably dyes her hair, too. ^_^

You guys are actually right about the palm tattoos, I googled it and most people say the same thing. Ahh well! It was a cool idea, I was going to get bird footprints tattooed on my palms.

Anon, you're making me want to post pictures for Mayo. ^_^ ANd nobody wants that to happen. ;D

Anonymous said...

Lyrics and poetry.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

I would like to see your pics...if my computer will let me.

sdock10 said...

I've gotta go cook some lunch....be back later.

Until then...

Here's one I like:

Bond and Free
by Robert Frost



Love has earth to which she clings
With hills and circling arms about—
Wall within wall to shut fear out.
But Thought has need of no such things,
For Thought has a pair of dauntless wings.

On snow and sand and turf, I see
Where Love has left a printed trace
With straining in the world’s embrace.
And such is Love and glad to be.
But Thought has shaken his ankles free.

Thought cleaves the interstellar gloom
And sits in Sirius’ disc all night,
Till day makes him retrace his flight,
With smell of burning on every plume,
Back past the sun to an earthly room.

His gains in heaven are what they are.
Yet some say Love by being thrall
And simply staying possesses all
In several beauty that Thought fares far
To find fused in another star.

Anonymous said...

Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true
...In this life I was loved by you.
Bette Midler

Anonymous said...

Thank you Solly. ^_^

Well here's one I took of the sun on a river.

And this one is hot in every single way. ^_^ I know Mayo loves the light; I do too, but I especially love the fire. And my fetish for boys who dance with it is kinda well known among my sphere. ;D

Anonymous said...

May '05 and may '05 again. Two of my irises, and I kinda had gotten obsessed with sunset light back then.

Anonymous said...

Both from October 04, a sunset and the path of the beam reflected. (A little Stephen King reference there. :D )

sdock10 said...

For Mayo and Jules:

I like this one a lot!

Coming Up Into the Light
by Julie Williams



You can only hunker down so long & then the wind dies
or rushes on to some other place to do its damage
& all that time you've been huddled there together
holding your breath, hoping against

wildest hope that up aboveground
nothing you love has been
blown away

hoping with a deep longing
the wind has cleared
the air &

the new
light
shining
is
there
to
stay

Anonymous said...

Solly, that's beautiful. Thank you for that.

" wildest hope that up aboveground
nothing you love has been
blown away"


I can't even tell you how much sense that makes to me on a daily basis.

Anonymous said...

Solly, that dragonfly in the light photo of mine, you can of course save that if you want. I remember that you liked that one.

Anonymous said...

for everyone in blogtown
and one very special someone

Starlight
by William Meredith

Going abruptly into a starry night
It is ignorance we blink from, dark, unhoused;
There is a gaze of animal delight
Before the human vision. Then, aroused
To nebulous danger, we may look for easy stars,
Orion and the Dipper; but they are not ours,

These learned fields. Dark and ignorant,
Unable to see here what our forebears saw,
We keep some fear of random firmament
Vestigial in us. And we think, Ah,
If I had lived then, when these stories were made up, I
Could have found more likely pictures in haphazard sky.

But this is not so. Indeed, we have proved fools
When it comes to myths and images. A few
Old bestiaries, pantheons and tools
Translated to the heavens years ago—
Scales and hunter, goat and horologe—are all
That save us when, time and again, our systems fall.

And what would we do, given a fresh sky
And our dearth of image? Our fears, our few beliefs
Do not have shapes. They are like that astral way
We have called milky, vague stars and star-reefs
That were shapeless even to the fecund eye of myth—
Surely these are no forms to start a zodiac with.

To keep the sky free of luxurious shapes
Is an occupation for most of us, the mind
Free of luxurious thoughts. If we choose to escape,
What venial constellations will unwind
Around a point of light, and then cannot be found
Another night or by another man or from other ground.

As for me, I would find faces there,
Or perhaps one face I have long taken for guide;
Far-fetched, maybe, like Cygnus, but as fair,
And a constellation anyone could read
Once it was pointed out; an enlightenment of night,
The way the pronoun you will turn dark verses bright.

sdock10 said...

Jules,

You take beautiful amazing pictures. I love them all. The ice ones are really cool and the dragonfly one of course.

resurrected wreck said...

Last weekend, I took a last minute trip to Las Vegas to help heal a wounded heart.

I once took a trip to Houston for the same reason. I hope yours was more successful in that respect than mine was.

resurrected wreck said...

Really I hadn't heard that. I was looking it up and couldn't find the whole story. I found a message board where they called the whole thing evil.

That's fundamentalist Christian right-wing speak for "I don't understand it. It doesn't make me feel good. I fear it. So therefore it must be bad."

resurrected wreck said...

we were all partners in this grand glorious day. this celebration of life and music and the sheer, fierce joy of living.

magic.


It's spellbinding, isn't it? Almost defies description. That's how I felt at PR last year.

sdock10 said...

Creation
by Kendel Hippolyte



For days, weeks at a time, i lose whatever it is
which keeps my senses softened to the sentience of the earth,
to hillside grass running lightly before a silver wind
or a far slope rippling like a muscled shoulder
or how the gradine, faceted pebbles under me will rasp
as i ease in closer, resting my back
against the rough-skinned body of a gliricidia.

All this can suddenly go without a hint
like a room slips into darkness with a passing cloud—
except, i don't know how,
it happens with no slippage of the sense of self.
On drizzled mornings, when a silver fluttering beats to a white rush down the hills,
i can believe that seraphs bear the rain to us.
By afternoon, wind has lost color, stones are exactly stones,
the green ascending hill has stiffened into a surveyor's gradient.
The names by which i used to call the earth to come to me
have hardened in my mouth to scabs.

Who was it then who saw the wings of seraphs?
And who is looking now, squinting with eyes of quartz?
i want to understand how, inhabitants of the same life,
they do not know each other, they have never met;
how, looking out of the same windows, they see different worlds.
i want to find a way that they may see each other.
i want them—the glint-eyed one of rationed sight,
the other, dream blinded even in the day's light—
to meet and in that meeting learn a threefold vision
that hopefully i may translate into new lines of language,
lines braided from their voices and my own speaking together,
an utterance which, if even for the duration of only a few words,
will speak our earth original again into creation.

Anonymous said...

Dedicated to the star who shine's so bright. You are not alone, you need to find your light.
A lot of people have faith in you.




I Am Confused In My Thinking

Sometimes i feel I'd be happy if i were as dumb as a stone
I am confused in my thinking but in that i am not alone
Many others out there like me who ask themselves who am I?
We live confused in our thinking and confused in our thinking we'll die.

Listening to talkback radio confuses me all the more
People with different opinions trying to each other outscore
Seems they are all trying to tell me that their opinions can't be wrong
They confuse me in my thinking I'm not so mentally strong.

Very confused in my thinking and mixed up as mixed up can be
Yet there are many more out there who are as confused as me
Each with their different opinions who is wrong and who is right?
Yet i am certain for many that life is a hard uphill fight.

I am confused in my thinking it's a confusing World we live in
Sad to think that some have to lose out just so that others can win
From the cradle to our last day it's uphill all of the way
But the years have not left me wiser only made me old and gray.

I am confused in my thinking but many more like me out there
Two with the exact same opinions one now might say very rare
Maybe I'm going a bit dippy and maybe i need a brain scan
I feel lost in mental clutter i am a befuddled woman.

Anonymous said...

Anon, that’s a new one to me, and it’s lovely.

And we think, Ah,
If I had lived then, when these stories were made up, I
Could have found more likely pictures in haphazard sky.


I think that too, admittedly.

Solly, thank you very much. ^_^

RW! Nice to read you. How are you this beautiful bright Sunday?

Last Spring after I had pRK eye surgery, (this was when I first got into MCR and they really totally MADE last spring and summer for me; to the point where I can't even describe how they woke me up from a long music nap,) I started to see light a little differently. I guess because I spent so many weeks with everything being blurry, and seeing double (this was PRK, not Lasik--PRK takes months to heal,) I started getting obsessed with the difference between sharp clear light, and hazy, out of focus light. Mostly because during one week, I couldn't tell the difference between them.

Anyway around that time, I took lots of pictures wondering how different they would look to me when I could see again. These are a couple of them.

The window in the attic where I work. Attic windows are always creepy.

The fountain in mykitchen started to look weird.

And this did not look blurry when I took it.

That’s a reflection of the lights in my kitchen that fascinated me for about ten minutes.

This is last May’s full moon reflected on water.

Sakura. ^_^

It was weird, at night every light I saw had what looked like upturned horns for about a week. It was such a strange experience.

Well, I've taken up enough space with links here; I'd better get cleaning. I'll be lurking about, chat you guys in a few. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Star as in FIMBLE STAR? She brings the light. And the humor. ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo, K :D How's things?

That pic of Mama Way wearing the Mikey Fucking Way t-shirt... I tried to picture my mother in her place but it just did not compute.

Anonymous said...

CELTIC SOULS

Celtic souls, entwined, transplanted

Grow together slowly, embracing the years

Knowing only that one without the other

Would become unravelled and desolate.

Celtic souls, entwined and travelling

Each mile a discovery, a gift

Connecting history to the future

And soul to soul.

Celtic souls, entwined, enriching

Each other, giving strength from within

Bringing together all that is unique

To be woven, forever, inextricably.

Anonymous said...

Yes Kapunua.

Yet another to make you gleam. Your words make me smile, I am forever grateful, dear Fimble Star.


Drinking Alone Under The Moon

Among the flowers from a pot of wine
I drink alone beneath the bright moonshine.
I raise my cup to invite the moon, who blends
Her light with my shadow and we're three friends.
The moon does not know how to drink her share;
In vain my shadow follows me here and there.
Together with them for the time I stay
And make merry before spring's spend away.
I sing the moon to linger with my song;
My shadow disperses as I dance along.
Sober, we three remain cheerful and gay;
Drunken, we part and each goes his way.
Our friendship will outshine all earthly love;
Next time we'll meet beyond the stars above.

Anonymous said...

She'll be so pleased, anon. ^_^

RW, yeah same goes. It was cute though. :)

Anonymous said...

12:08 is for YOU my love - my heart
i think of you, always

Anonymous said...

I'd like to add that I like the dark just as much as the light. ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

Mama Way scares me a little bit, K. She looks like she could kick my ass!

Anonymous said...

The pictures on your blog are brave and beautiful She wolf.

Hello Sdock10, how have you been? Thank you for spreading your love here.

Hello Resurrected Wreck and all the other good people here.

resurrected wreck said...

Hullo & happy weekend to you, she wolf anon :)

sdock10 said...

Hey She Wolf Anon,

I am okay. Same day to day battles, you know? How are you?

I think I owe you the "thank you" for always sticking up for me when I'm not here.

sdock10 said...

RW,

You and Mustard made me dream about toenails last night.


...just sayin

Anonymous said...

Sorry for flaking. I got caught up in some stuff.

Hey RW, Jules, Sdock, and She Wolf Anon!

sdock10 said...

Hey ya Mustard,

What ya been doin?

Anonymous said...

Watching my HAARP DVD again.

I get caught up in it and can't pull myself away.

The pictures are really cool, Jules. I'm trying to look at all of them.

Anonymous said...

Hi guys, hi She wolf anon. ^_^ It's nice to read you as always, and thank you again for your kindness.

Hi again Solly, RW and Splash.

here's my dilemma, I want to listen to Muse, like I'm jonzing really badly right now, but I have to vacuum first. O_O

Anonymous said...

Oh, thank you Splash! :D

resurrected wreck said...

You and Mustard made me dream about toenails last night.


...just sayin


*snickers*

Anonymous said...

*high-fives RW*


Think of the power we have.

The power.

Muwhahahah.

resurrected wreck said...

We must be careful to use our power only for good, Mustard. Only for good!

And to pick up cute boys.

Anonymous said...

Oh, yeah. For sure.

And guitar solos and stuff. I can use it for that, too.


We'll do this for the good of mankind. We'll do this in the name of Big Toes everywhere.

Anonymous said...

Anon @ 10:53

I love that song :)

Hey everyone.

resurrected wreck said...

Oh, yeah. We should totally use it for guitar solos.

And to save mankind.

resurrected wreck said...

*squeezes BC* :)

resurrected wreck said...

So. Skeleton Crew.

Anyone here bought any of their clothing merch yet?

Anonymous said...

you're both welcome.

Kapunua Muse is great.

Anonymous said...

Hi RW *big squeeze*

sdock10 said...

So are we totally going for 5000 comments today?

Anonymous said...

Muse rocks my face off and no lie. ^_^

RW, I have the Circus Girls shirt and it feels so nice and soft. However the shirts do run a bit small; I got the large and it just about fits. I usually take a medium in everything.

Solly, 5000 will be a new record I guess, huh? Hands up who misses Mayo!

*raises hand*

sdock10 said...

*raises both hands*

Anonymous said...

Hey BC!



5000 comments would be, like, Blogger history. We'd be in the world record book.


I miss Mayo. I hope the dude's okay, which I'm sure he is, but you know how it goes.

Smoke said...

SKELETON CREW! ^____________^

Hi everyone! Solly, are you ready for me to come to your house? Hmmmmm? Is it safe yet? Wouldn't want to have to bitchslap anyone.

resurrected wreck said...

Are we really going on 5000 comments??

RW, I have the Circus Girls shirt and it feels so nice and soft. However the shirts do run a bit small; I got the large and it just about fits. I usually take a medium in everything.

Good to know, K. Thanks :)

Anonymous said...

Hey Smoke!

We now know what to say to get your ass in here. ;)

Smoke said...

I am sooooo ready for my Leathermouth shirt! How Solly got hers before me, I have yet to figure out.

GAHHHHHHHHHHH!

Anonymous said...

Hi mustard. Hi smokie

Smoke said...

Yeah, Mustard. There's a few words that get my attention:

S//C
Leathermouth
S//C
Sparkly things
Leathermouth
Frank
S//C
Leathermouth

Stuff like that. ^_^

sdock10 said...

Smoke, not yet

Smoke said...

Damn. When?

>_<

anima said...

Dropping in to wish everyone a lovely day. Can't stay, I'm on my way to a baby shower.

♥ to all of you.

Mayo you too buddy. Hope all things are great.

SS, sending you smiles.

Anonymous said...

Bye anima

Anonymous said...

I think I'm drowning
Asphyxiated
I wanna break this spell
That you've created

You're something beautiful
A contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation


You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh

Yeah you
will suck
the life
out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah!



Right, so the first time I heard that, I thought he was saying, "Now that you know I'm trapped since ovulation, you'd never dream of breaking this fixation."

O_O

Anonymous said...

Have fun, Anima. :D

Anonymous said...

for the one that bleeds chaos

Cemetery gates
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
Its nothing new for him to see
I didnt ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)

Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldnt cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.

Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates

Sometimes when Im alone
I wonder aloud
If youre watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I cant live in the past
Then set my soul free

Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone

I didnt care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I shouldve cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain

The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates

pantera

Smoke said...

Hi and bye, Anima!

Anonymous said...

Why, thank you very much anon. That song is awesome :)

resurrected wreck said...

S//C
Leathermouth
S//C
Sparkly things
Leathermouth
Frank
S//C
Leathermouth


Ah, a lady with taste!

Anonymous said...

This picture merits discussion. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Actually, going back to cool light photos, this is one of my favorites. Obviously I did not take this one. ^_^ It's my current desktop though.

sdock10 said...

Smoke,

I dunno...whenever he decides to leave I guess.


Jules,

I like those photos.

resurrected wreck said...

I just had an epiphany of sorts. It just dawned on me that everything I admired about G-Way he "borrowed" from Kurt Cobain.

I don't really know what to say.

Anonymous said...

Mmmm - hmm! ^_^

Solly, vunch him out the door.

Anonymous said...

resurrected wreck said...

I just had an epiphany of sorts. It just dawned on me that everything I admired about G-Way he "borrowed" from Kurt Cobain.

I don't really know what to say.


Yeah, me too. I saw that from the start. But that was all right with me; I think borrowing is okay as long as you mean it. I never had a problem with the fact that he was saying the same exact things that Cobain was saying I guess. What mattered to me was if he'd meant it or not. You know?

Smoke said...

Thank you, K! Exactly. Do I need to come and vunch him out the door? Cuz I totally will. With pleasure. ^_^

Anonymous said...

At the beginning of the song "Invincible", do you guys here the footsteps and the door opening?

Smoke said...

I knew I heard something. I'll have to listen to it again. ^_^

No problem there. YAY!

resurrected wreck said...

Yeah, me too. I saw that from the start.

I guess my problem is that I didn't.

Smoke said...

SOLLY! MAKE HIM LEAVE DAMN IT! DOES HE NOT KNOW WE GOTS STUFF TO DO?

JEEZ!

sdock10 said...

He won't! He's watching LOTR for the 74th time..doesn't he know whe want to watch LOTMS for the 77th time?

errrrrrrr..

Anonymous said...

I hear what you're saying, RW.

sdock10 said...

At the rate this is going, I don't know if we'll even get to now.

FUCK!

resurrected wreck said...

Thank you, K.

Smoke said...

Want me to come get you and we run to Wal-Mart? ^_^

I gots to get some stuff.

sdock10 said...

I am not even dressed.

Smoke said...

Well, get that way. >_<

Smoke said...

Cuz I'm coming to get you. You gots twenty-five minute.

Get crackin'...

Smoke said...

Do you hear me?

sdock10 said...

OK

Smoke said...

Don't make me yell!

resurrected wreck said...

Time for be to head out into the beautiful day.

Have fun, guys!

Smoke said...

Ha!

resurrected wreck said...

0_0

Smoke said...

Bye RW! O_O

Anonymous said...

You guys should go! Retail therapy. ^_^

RW, a few weeks ago this girl I know, she's 19, she asked me, "So what was the deal with Kurt Cobain? What was he all about?"

I didn't even know where to start.

See the thing is, when Gerard was saying word for word the things that Cobain was saying, I was like, "Yeah! Right on! Where you got the idea doesn't matter right now, just propagate it." Because young people weren't hearing that message anymore in music. They weren't hearing about how rock stars shouldn't have to degrade women and treat them like objects etc. So it was so heartening that someone was picking up the baton, right?

Even if Gerard merely dropped the baton and said, "Well, I don't want to talk about that anymore," I would be cool with that. sometimes you get tired.

But then he had to turn around and start degrading women himself, and that's the source of my disgust and disappointment.

Otherwise I'd just be feeling sorry and worried for him, you know?

Anonymous said...

Oh, didn't realize you were leaving, RW.

Have a beautiful day!

Anonymous said...

WTMFF?! I AM TRYING TO WATCH MUSE VIDEOS. Why IS YOUTUBE SO SLOW?

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