willowed cables entwined
confident in the bind
strait and narrow, strong
slight curve at the hilt
meeting emotion
with a halt
holding decision
above impulse
strong, wise and steady
grounded by design
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even if no one gets me, if i'm the only one laughing at my jokes, i won't hide myself away from life. it's uncertain and it's dirty and it's fucking exciting, and i want to be a part of all of it.
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
it's too good to waste in hiding.
toujours
February, 21, 2009 1:27 AM
heart full
Today on my way home from class, I stopped off at the petrol station for some petrol. I paid on my card which wasn’t a lot, and then as I was getting into my car, I saw an old man walking past the building. He had a red and green stripy jumper which was frayed at the ends. He was also wearing some jeans that were dirty and had holes all over.
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
I sat there and became intrigued by him because I didn’t know what he was doing, so as I sat there and watched him, he continued doing what he set out to do.
He walked past the trash cans and first picked out a cup with some drink still in it (one of the cups that you get from burger king that has coke in it). He then walked over to the next trash can and pulled out the end of a half eaten sandwich. In my shock horror, he ate it and then went to sit on the wall to drink the drink he had found.
I felt sad, I wanted to give him my last $4 that I had but I was told when I was younger that you should never give people money, you should give them something they need or can use because that way, if they had an addiction, they would not be able to use the money for their addiction. So I went into the shop and bought a chicken sandwich from their deli counter and then walked out of the building.
The guy was still sat at the wall drinking his drink so I walked up to him and asked him if he would like this sandwich. He thanked me and said that he was hungry.
I should of felt good after that, doing something for someone else but all I could think of is where his next meal will come from or where in fact he will sleep tonight.
Fimble Star
September 30, 2008 8:08 PM
(Tonight, although I am cold and my feet are sore, my belly is full.)
It helped.
Jennicula,
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Thank you for sharing your story. Although it only appeared briefly, I was lucky enough to have caught it.
Once upon a time, for me, that was the best part of this place...having my words related back to me from another's perspective.
And it never mattered to me who said it, just that it meant something to the writer.
Blog header image by: Anima
I would like to credit the photographer and thank her for sharing her work.
something
Don't let anyone tell you how to live your life. Hold your head up high and be proud of who you are. If you've had a shitty day and you feel like people just don't want you to be happy, and when you find yourself struggling to make it through the day, just keep on believing and keep the faith. Also, from personal experience, don't push people away. When they say they want to help and that they are there for you, let them in. Believe me, I know how fucking scary that thought is, but don't shut others out.
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
paperheartxx
September 22, 2008 11:07 PM
Retro-spectacled
Sometimes, when you look back on stuff in your life, you know, the crap that makes you shake your head and say, "Holy shit, what the Hell was I thinking?" it's part of what makes you - you.
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
I'm not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. I have made small mistakes and really big, fucking scary mistakes. Would I change those mistakes and blunders?
No. Wanna know why?
Because they make me - me. They help make up the person that I am, what I've learned the hard way. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and have become a better person for it. And, hopefully I don't repeat those same mistakes. Although, sometimes I repeat variations of certain ones, but I'm working on that. :)
Jennicula
June 11, 2008 11:19 AM
aloft
Blazing against the sun
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
like locusts,
samaras swarm the sky
and skitter to an earthly end,
dry
like clever words.
I want to make them fly up,
flip heaven upside down
and dance across the top of hell
and sing your thoughts
to the sound of thunder
that you love so well,
rip open the littered sky
and bathe in the light
or draw across the firmament
the blanket of the night.
In only a day they have
covered the ground,
their brief flight
yielding nothing permanent
on infertile land,
a fleeting moment of swarming glory
that calls to mind our own
short story:
Diamonds and petals,
the loom and the light,
the inkdark moon, foxfire marsh,
an open, waiting hand.
Clever winged seeds
of childhood reminiscent--
and like the idiot grown-up heart,
as stubbornly indehiscent.
Weaver Girl
May 26, 2008 11:27 PM
Electric Blue
…today I saw a ulysses butterfly it was in our yard and settled to feed on our hibiscus. They really are fantastically beautiful things, the electric blue is amazing, however as they sit with their wings closed they are rather nondescript and dull. Sometimes people are like that, from the outside they seem unappealing but within there hides an amazing beauty for those lucky enough to see it. I hope you appreciate beauty in all things, and look for it perhaps where others miss it.
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
ergoproxy
April 29, 2008 4:45 AM
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL.
I read your post again and suddenly without warning memories of construction paper filled my head. I remembered all the lop-sided flowers my girls made when they were young. Bright blue, yellow and pink flowers that were cut out with blunt end scissors would fill the windows to decorate for Easter. An occasional bunny was attempted but those usually ended up looking like creatures from a horror movie. Flowers were so much easier. I can close my eyes and hear the paper being cut into petals. I can smell the Elmer’s glue squirted on in huge blobs to attach each misshapen petal to form the flowers. We had a huge arts and crafts box full of wonderful items just waiting for their imaginations to turn into something wonderful. In my mind I see my daughters, as they once were, small, blond little girls sitting on the floor surrounded by scraps of paper and other art supplies. They would create their masterpieces then proudly show each other. Oh and Lord the messes that would ensue if the glitter made an appearance. Now, the box is forgotten. I’m not really sure where it even is anymore. The few flowers so lovingly created that survived are faded and dusty and high on a shelf they sit. Time marches on, so many things get left behind.
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
Today was the first Easter I spent alone. I don’t think it really upset me until I remembered the construction paper flowers. Of course I understand that my daughters are growing up and have lives of their own. But understanding doesn’t make it any easier to accept. I miss my little girls in their frilly Easter dresses. I miss the laughter that filled the house when they found what the Easter Bunny left for them. And I miss making the damn flowers.
Elena
March 24, 2008 3:57 AM
From the corner.
I wonder if you noticed
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
all our friends playing
Some had never tried before
and the result was amazing.
Poems from the corner
from the left and right
We did our best to keep them flowing
Late into this night.
If nothing else was accomplished
I hope we made someone see
How truly beautiful and amazing
a poem can be.
Sdock10
March 13, 2008 11:36 PM
Thank You. Truly.
"This little world has grown around us, out of nothing, and it is a remarkable thing. Even the dark and dirty parts, the violent parts. Humanity will not thrive without passion."
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Redrum
March 1, 2008 3:13 AM
Uncondensed
Your words are what give value to this space.
Never do that again.
Yes, I am aware.
Character Advocacy.
"Don't ever pretend to be something you're not. You are who you are, and no one can change that. The people who don't like the real you are just gonna have to suck it. Don't take shit from anyone. Don't crumble. Throw a few birds, and walk on.
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
I'm still trying to do this, so maybe we can work on it together."
mustardisbetter
January 16, 2008 4:48 PM
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“I decided to stop pitying myself. Other than my eye, two things aren't paralyzed, my imagination and my memory.”
Jean-Dominique Bauby
Jean-Dominique Bauby
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1 – 200 of 2315 Newer› Newest»Hey Mayo.
Hot Damn! 1st here and on the porch.
Oh, wow.
I just got on. Awesome timing.
Hello......M X
Alright Mr. Mayo,
I gots to go for a bit but have you tried your random act of kindness yet?
Mine didn't turn out so hot. >_<
Maybe yours will be better.
Hope you're okay today!
See you all in a bit!
Hi Mayo! Okay wait a second okay? :D
Schroedinger's Spider: A Sicilian Sonnet For A Spinner
The Weaver Girl was made inside a word
and only lives when she is being read--
a web of clever ink for years unheard
beyond a veil made up of quiet thread
and now she lives where lines of truth are blurred
inside the box the spider might be dead
until the spinner otherwise has stirred
the truth, and then the spider lifts its head.
The spinner's time is only his to share
he often lends it to his many guests
although the spinner also may receive.
So if you've got a moment now to spare
then do as others have, and so request
a thought, a poem, and challenge her to weave.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mdjnEn8zrg
here's the infamous Theodore Grimm fight with Frank jumping to defend Gee without a second thought. Ray and Jamia trying to hold him back but he just drags Ray along! The funnist thing is that Gee just gets up and walks away from the pile of bodies while are all the fists are flying. (You see Gee throw the lamest punch ever.) Frank is like a dynamo. Ray is about as much use in a fight as a chocolate teapot, you just see him running around with a drink in his hand. LOL
you see frank flying at about 3:38
So yeh I copied that to a notepad early this. Morning.
Okay actually you are probably not on btu maybe you are lurking. Kind of tacky of me I admit. :D. Mayo I hope you got your song, Delicious and I hope htat you. Are having a good day.
sorry, was looking at END time...you can see frank flying at about 2:43
Mayo, I really like this post. I like all the layers of meaning implied and it's pretty.
I hope you're having a good day. The sun is shining and I'm appreciating a nice spring day during lunch.
Hi Blogbelieve friends!
Mayo, how are you today?
Lower case/no punctuation? Hmmmm. This is different. I hope you are okay.
Me, well, I'm at work and I seriously want to punch the crap out of everyone here. I'm so sick of it. Why does it suck so bad?
Mayo, what do you do for a living? I've always wondered.
Oh jenn it is hardly spring yet! Soon though. ;D
Ahh Mayo I hate when you post and run. It's like you just rolled over and started snoring. And like the rest. Of us should go make a cup of tae and a sandwich or something. Heehee
My friend just asked me" why are you always raeding that page that says Mayonaise?!" I told her, Because I like it. She said to me, "YOU'RE mayonnaise. With a bunch of crazy on top!" Than she stuffed a samoa in my mouth.
The cookie of corse.
Hello to a
Everyone here, hope you are habging in there! :D
Hello, Mayo.
Give me a few hours, maybe a day, to get this. It's not my strong suit, so it takes me awhile.
Hello BBers. I hope your Thursday is so freakin' spiffy, you couldn't buy enough spiffiness to spiff the shit up any more.
:)
Smoke: You made me chuckle at your act of kindness.
But, even though it isn't reciprocated, know that you did something good and meaningful. That's what matters.
K, it's 60 degrees outside. My crocus' are starting to bloom. There are buds on the trees. For the love of Pete, don't make me break into song!
I went out to lunch and almost didn't come back it's so beautiful outside.
"stuffed a samoa in my mouth" Oh how I laughed at that one! :)
Welp, I need to go strangle a few people. Especially the one that has bad breath and treats me like I'm a five year old. I seriously want to punch her in the face.
What is my problem today?
SS, please bring me some good thoughts for the day....I'm failing. Mayo, I'd ask you but it seems as though you are already gone and you don't really talk to me anyway, so I'm gonna really on our good friend SS. Still love ya though. ;)
Ooooh, new post!
Good Afternoon Mayo.
And now I'm off to the gymnasium...
Kass xx
Oh Mayo -you sound better! That's a relief. I like the sound of this character. Maybe they will hang with us sometime huh?? :)
Anyway ladies -long time no see! I hope everyone is doing well. I have to be off -was just running by! Maybe I'll venture back later -be well ladies!
Oh and Mayo -hold tight to this character, whether or not it's inside of you (but I'm sure you understand what we all believe.) ;)
-Talk with you guys! <3
Hi Splash!
Oh nuts Mayo really did run off.
Thursday is, well, it's better than friday. And Led Zep is on the radio so, prteey. Cool!
Oooh lunch time!
Oh lucky, it is so cold here!
Anima I hear you. Will be in. The same position tomorrow.
Hey Anima, Jules, Jen, Lewis, and Kass :)
Let me just ask one more question before I have to head off.
Mayo, is your Shift button broked? ;)
Now, let me work this out, so don't pay any attention to this. It's just for me.
meeting emotion/with a halt
Not overreacting, right?
holding decision/above impulse
Making wise and informed choices.
Okay, so it seems positive. But, call me a tree-seer, the lack of capitalization screams to me otherwise, but like I said, your Shift button may be stuck or sumthin'. ;)
SS:
If you stop by today, know you're still my number one turd. I hope today is treating you amazingly and continues right on into the weekend. Stay safe!
Hmm... okay.
okay what?
Just something I noticed. I'm sure one of the regulars will bring it up later.
OoOoO, so annoying and mysterious.
That is the point here.
WTF?
Mayo,
Just a little something funny I need to tell ya. Remember how Mustard and I were asking for a go-kart track? I even brought it up today on the porch. Well, I've changed my mind. I don't want a go-kart track. Why?
Well, take a look at CNN. A lady got scalped by a go-kart at a party. O_O
No thank you, no go-karts for me. That is terrible! I can't believe it.
Okay anons.....
Carry on! I'm going back to work now.
Toodles!
Not to be a nitpicker, no never me, but did you mean "strait" like a body of water, or "straight" as in non-curvy?
Anon is obviously Mayo
How obvious is it?
How's it goin' Mayo dude?
no p.s. today?
Oooookayyyy...I have to think about this one,dude.
Anyway,it’s good to read you.
Later guys!
The changes are as obvious as the anonymous, aren't they?
GODSDAMN CRACKBERRY!!! Won't let me post!
There is no effing PS, I miss it.
Mayo are you pissed about something? You've got me worried. I need to be working (and punching people in the face) but I find myself going over your post again and again, wondering why this it is so different.
Is there anything we can do? Is there anything you want to tell us? I don't have a good feeling about this. I hope you are okay. I really do.
a passageway
a crisis
a position of difficulty
a strait is a narrow channel connecting two larger bodies of water
a spine
a conduit
backbone
Damn, no P.S.! Good catch Jenn.
Mayo, you better get your ass back in here.
Hi, Mayo... Miss me?
Gotcha Mayo, thanks for the elucidation.
Well hey there. :)
Interesting. Are you having some 'strength' issues? What's troubling you son?
Jesus Christ Peas & Rice.
Thank you, Mayo. You know me and my slow ass don't get half the stuff you put up there.
O_O
Hi Mya! Long time no see!
Thank you, Mayo.
Did I just type SLAW?
Dear God.
*rubs eyes* Is that Mya?! Well hello stranger!
Mayo, have a good day okay. I may be overreacting, so I'll just shush-it now.
Hey Princess, that was Mayo's random act of kindness--he explained something!!
Mya, did you just come back for Mayo? For Mayo to answer you?
You should just leave.
Snap!
Well done, Mayo!
and I thought maybe you just really really really liked slaw, and ate a lot of it, and thus had a slaw ass. I love it on hot dogs.
the slaw princess will never live that one down
Never....:(
That's just wrong.
And lo, a new nickname was born...
ARGHHHHHHHHH!
Mayo, I bet you even laughed at that one.
Kapunua I hate to see you lower yourself for someone who doesn't even acknowlegde you. You are better than him. Your poem is really nice. You are a good writer.
That goes for everyone. It hurts to watch you spend your time on someone who doesn't seem to care much. You pour out your beautiful herats and souls to him some more than others, and usually for nothing.
I know you wil disagree with me but I had to say it.
Hi Mayo!
Hi Everyone!
oxoxox
Gotta go pick up the sprout from school. Have a good one, assorted peeples.
hello mayo!
i missed you! only just though. typical!
so this sounds positive.
strength of character
who's character?? yours?
i don't know why i'm asking questions?
i miss the p.s.
why no p.s. i like the p.s.
and lower case?? have you been hanging at buzznet??
ha ha i crack myself up!!
hi everyone!
You're so unnerving Mayo, sometimes I hate understanding you. Stress. Ahh wells. Hope everyone else is doing better.
-loves l/d :)
lewis!!!!!
you better not leave i haven't seen you here in ages!!
Far! Well 'OMG!'
What are you doing here!!?
:)
I missed you! I missed you! I missed you!! <333
Your comment wasn't there when I was typin up mine! Hello! Hello! Hello! How are ya? Are you good!? Is he cranky? Everyone fed? Everyone being civil? No hot men to view on the telly right now!? Hello! Hello! Far!!!
hey babe! i missed you too loads!
you good??
funny we posted at the same time!
i yelled when i saw your name there!! (yes i can be over dramatic!)
its been ages!
Is he cranky?#
what mr bloke or mayo??
kidding.
mr bloke is at a meeting hence me being here. kids fed, bathed, pj'd and playing mario galaxy on the wii!
where did that # come from. i'm sure i didn't type it??
I'm good! You good!? What are you up to right now? I just mailed ya -a novel, so sorry! :( Was in the middle of my next to ya when I felt an inkling to come back to Mayo's. Tricky condiment! He sent me to ya!
Mayonaise, I suppose this is a better post than your previous one, but I get the feeling that something is still wrong. No P.S. punctuation, etc.
I hope you are alright.
i've not checked my email.
i had a feeling mayo would post so i was itching to get on here.
i'm not up to anything. just sitting here.
my 8 yr old is quite intrigued by this "mayonaise" that keeps me sidetracked!
I yelled too! I don't think we'd get along if we weren't vaguely overdramtic with the same things..
Well both naturally! ;P
I love Mario! Although, I think Luigi looks better in his green.
Just ignore Blogger! Tried to boot me, so don't feel bad about an odd little 'accent' -keeps things interesting yea? :)
Hello Safe, Faraway, Lewis. Lewis, it's good to see you here again.
Hiya BC!
No doubt the condiment factor is throughing her off! Why does mum like mayo so much? Maybe she is hungry? :P
I'm supposed to be doing well far too much for someone of my age and antsy calliber -does no one understand I get bored very easily? How could anyone assume I could accomplish so very much without wanting something amusing to play with for a time inbetween!? --Thus here I am! And here ya are Far! Hello hello hello! Love love love!! :D
Hiya Bc, long time -no see! How goes it? Are you well? :)
hi BC! you ok?
i'm crap at mario galaxy. its hysterical to watch mr bloke playing it though cos he gets so into it and the controller to make him jump up or twist or something has a certain wrist action!! you get my drift. i just stand there smirking at him and saying "don't do that infront of the kids!!"
its little things like that that keep me going in life!!
This post reminds me of this song:
You in the dark
You in the pain
You on the run
Living a hell
Living your ghost
Living your end
Never seem to get in the place that I belong
Dont wanna lose the time
Lose the time to come
Whatever you say its alright
Whatever you do its all good
Whatever you say its alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
If heaven is on the way
You in the sea
On a decline
Breaking the waves
Watching the lights go down
Letting the cables sleep
Whatever you say its alright
Whatever you do its all good
Whatever you say its alright
Silence is not the way
We need to talk about it
If heaven is on the way
Well wrap the world around it
If heaven is on the way
Im a stranger in this town
If heaven is on the way
Im a stranger in this town
hi safe sorry missed you there!
It's good to see you too Bc! I missed everyone so much!
Hello Safe, I don't know if we've spoken yet? How are you? :)
right i've got to go put my little uns to bed.
i will be back later though.
lewis if you are gone when i get back it was lovely seeing you here again! take care and talk soon.
bye for now guys.
Oh lord Far! Does he really do that!? My lil brother used to do that Every Time we played -nearly took my eye with his elbow one too many times! Forget that man! I want to keep my vision -I still beleive there are some things in this world worth seeing! -Although, you have a point -some of the funniest crap I've ever seen! Lil Bro nearly fell out his window once! That of course wasn't funny, but it scared him so much he started to pee his pants! I wouldn't trade that memory for the life of me!
Merely Emotionless -you o.k. eh? The song was very sad but has a touch of hope yes? Emotions have a grand control over us all but without them we are less than human. You still wanna be one of us yea? Feel something please.
Love ya Far! Nighty nite! You're inbix will be full come mornin! <3
merely emotionless what song is that?
Hi - Bye FACS.
No Lewis, I don't think we have spoken yet? How are you?
my inbix!! sound edible!
love to you lewis!!
EDIT
sounds
bye safe!
God I hate typo's. So embarassing! Inbix. Good lord. :I Have a good night Far -hope you get to warm ya feet soon! ;P
I'm well thank Safe. Nice to meet you! :) And how are you?
Did Merely Emotionless leave us already? piss.
I'm peachy, Lewis. Thanks for asking.
Are ya being sarcastic Safe?? Hard to tell from a screen. ;) It's actually hard for me to not be. Gets me into trouble a bit ya know?? I hope your doing good. Have been reading you a time now.
Actually, for one of the first times in my life that wasn't sarcastic. I've been reading you for a long time too. I'm glad we finally spoke to each other.
Hey Safe- I have to be off, so hopefully we'll get to chat more sometime soon?? I'll look forward to it. :)
So Mayo, if I may be so bold (Miss T will be proud I think) -could I suggest a nap Mr. Condiment? Kinda seems like someone left you out in the sun today. Yuky bad. No friendly hello or sweet dreams goodbye? No love huh? You are really something different today sir. I hope you feel better, or just less soiled soon.
-Bye all! loves-l/d
Very glad to hear that Safe!! :) Keeps us all going I think to hear when others of us are doing so well! I will catch you again no doubt soon! Stay Peachy!
<3-later!
Bye Lewis *hug*
Am I the only one left?
Us and homophones, Mayo.
They may be your friend, but I hate them with bloody passion.
I don't know, Mayo. I'm not going to try and decipher your meaning. That's for you.
But, upon first impression, I didn't get the feeling that the "character," whomever it belongs to, was "strong."
I thought this because, as I mentioned earlier, of the lack of capitalization. No statements, just thoughts. I get that, because when I write, when I write, that's how it comes out.
I also feel that you're trying to paint positivity over a negative thought or event. Basically, you're trying to make it sound good, but underneath it's not.
But, that could be my foul humor painting a picture on your words that isn't there.
So, nevermind all of that. I hope you're okay. I hope everything in your life is working the way you'd like and, if it isn't, that you find a way or a person to get you to where you'd like to be.
I'll see you around.
Hi MIB. How are you>
Sorry, it is Letting The Cables Sleep by Bush.
hi safe, MIB!
thanks merely emotionless.
as in bush the british band that never made it in britain but did in the USA??
Hi (again) FASC!
Hello, guys!
I'm doing okay, thank you. I hope you all are well!
Just trying to get all my thoughts straightened.
Yes, FASC. I didn't realize they were never big in the UK.
FIRST FTW
yeh MIB he isn't a happy bunny. or that's how i feel.
merely emotionless. no i think they just hit the states. they may have sold some stuff here but no not big in the UK.
who did the lead singer marry??
i want to say gwen steffani??
Or, you're being faced with something, a decision, a crisis, whatever you'd like to term it.
You're caught in the passageway, the tunnel, the strait, that's between these two options.
Do you or don't you?
Who will it effect?
How will you be perceived?
Will opinions of you change?
Will you lose loved ones?
Life or Death?
Mayo, I trust that you will make the best decision. I also trust that you are a strong person who has moments of weakness, but I ask you, who doesn't?
If I'm way off, just forget I said anything. It's getting harder and harder for me to guess at your meanings. Most of the time, it's because I hope I'm wrong.
Good luck, Mayo.
Bye Lewis. Enjoy your day. Hello anons. Hi mustard.
Hey BC!
FANS OF MUSE:
"Knights Of Cydonia" (Live)
Anon @ 4:07
You can't be first until a new page loads when there's 200 comments posted ^_^
Hello Peeps!
It's me, mean and rude Siobhan.
How are you all?
Hello my lovely pancake-zilla. How are you?
thanks MIB! they are great aren't they. and his voice is like pitch perfect!!
hi BC and hello mean and rude siobhan!! you ok?
Hello, my BC!
Hello, my Fasc!
How are you lovely ladies doing?
I'm doing a-ok. Thanks for asking!
why are people saying you called kap a hag, sab? i thought you were friends
thanks MIB! they are great aren't they. and his voice is like pitch perfect!!
I know! I ♥ MUSE. Matt's pretty effin' awesome on all vocal accounts, live and studio.
True performers, that bunch.
siob...sorry, not sab
Hi faraway
I'm doing alright, siobhan-san. Thanks for asking.
i'm good thanks siobhan.
muse come from not far from where i live MIB. i have said that before but hey i'm proud of it!
anon 4.46 and 4.47pm please don't start that shit again. it is helpful to no one and creates a shitty vibe ok!
Guten tag Siohban! Ich liebe (possibly leibe) du, meine fisch! :)
^Check out my bad German! Oh yeah!
I never thought you were mean and cruel. Just misunderstood. I STILL haven't got your message. Nicht gut!
strait and narrow, strong
slight curve at the hilt
Mayo, are you talking about your sword again:)
I never called Kapunua a 'bitter hag', anon.
Some anon just wanted to stir up shit again.
Hi there, Mustard!
How are you?
Anonymous said...
strait and narrow, strong
slight curve at the hilt
Mayo, are you talking about your sword again:)
O_O
Oh, if I dream of Mayo's sword tonight it's all your fault.
BWAHAHAHAHA!
Just playin'!
So Mayo,it seems like you have a tough decision to take.
Maybe regarding a specific relatioship, or a difficult situation.
Is it that guard you talked about?
I'm just assuming, I don't know anything for sure nor I want to know what your words mean exactly.
But please, if that's the case, make your decision in the name of your own happiness,Mayo.
Take care, my friend.
right guys i've got to go.
have a fun evening ok!
mayo may be i am wrong but the more i read your latest post the more i get the feeling you aren't great with the world at the moment?? so if that is the case chin up ok. you know what we are like here. we over analyse everything and then start worrying about you!!
i hope you don't mind being mothered!
right love to all!
mayo and SS included.
Hello, my dear Safe!
It is so wonderful to read your very good German.
Vielen Dank für deine Unterstützung! Ich habe dich lieb, meine Elfe!
I will rush to buzznet and send that message again.
hi/bye bella, princess and elune!
you weren't there when i started typing!
holding decision
above impulse
strong, wise and steady
grounded by design
I interpret this as a response to the issue of losing control and hurting someone. I agree Mayo, having strength of character does mean that we try to do our best to check our impulses and be guided by reason --- even if the best we can do is walk away and cool down, so we can think clearly later. There's nothing wrong with admitting that we can't deal with a situation properly in real time, but there are always other opportunities to address any issues when it would be both beneficial and easier to focus on positive outcomes. Damn,... I sound like a counselor! I am glad you have a good understanding of what it means to have this strength.
:)
New message was sent, Safe.
Hi Bella!
Hi Smoke!
Hi Elune! (I think we haven't met before.)
How are you?
Vielen Dank für deine Unterstützung! Ich habe dich lieb, meine Elfe!
^ Nein Problem, meine fisch.
strait and narrow, strong
slight curve at the hilt
I think this is referring to having a backbone. Though it is kind of sexy if you look at it that way 8)
Hello everyone!
Hi and bye Faraway, and thanks for what you said about my comment this morning. Love you!
*HUG*
I'm fine siobhan, thanks. And you?
Mirath said...
"slight curve at the hilt
I think this is referring to having a backbone. "
So Mayo might have a hump back? JK!;)
Let me see you stripped
God, I love that song!
Is mayonnaise an instrument?
Dankeschön, Safe! :-)
I'm doing fine, Bella. Thanks for asking.
Hello Miranth!
Nice to meet you!
Bye Fasc!
Hello everybody,
Fasc sorry i missed you. I'm okay it just seems that I have a lot on my plate right now. Mainly shit.
So as far as this new post. I don't get it. I have my ideas but I'm never sure if they are even in the ball park so I just keep my mouth shut.
Bye Faraway. Hello Bella, how are you? *hugs*
Hi Miranth *hugs*
Hello Elune, Smokie
Does anybody of you like to watch 'Supernatural'?
*dances into mayos house*
*shimmy shimmy shake shake*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGIC PIE
*shimmy shimmy shake shake*
have a lovely day
*dances out of mayos house*
*shimmy shimmy shake shake*
shhhh, hello everybody, i will be back later. see you then. bye
*waves like a nutter*
Hello patrick. According to Squidward, mayonnaise is not an instrument ^_^
Never seen Supernatural Pancake-Zilla. Sorry.
Hi fimmy fim. See you later. It's magic pie's birthday? if so, Happy birthday!!
Hello MJ. How's your day?
Hi MJ!
What's up?
I want you now
Siobhan I love that song as well. I have watched supernatural but I'm not really into it.
Hello FS
Happy B-day MP where ever you maybe.
safe - I think Mayo already addressed the backbone thing - I didn't read before I posted. I was going to erase, but I saw you responded. The humpback allusion is interesting...
Hi siobhan - nice to meet you. I hear you're part of the pride! I am a leo, too.
BC - *hugs* :))
I am really supposed to be working, but I can't help myself...If I disappear, you know I've helped myself :)
Hello BC, Fimble, Martha and Elune!
I'm okay BC, thanks.
*HUG BACK*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGIC PIE!
Nice post mayo :)
Hey everyone. i miss you all. work keeps me away ill be back soon though take care xxx
Hi and bye Fimble!
Are there some maggots left?
BC, what a shame.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAGIC PIE!!!
..and hello Miranth!
Something appears to be wrong. Talk to whoever you feel comfortable with in your life and let it out.
Hello BC ,miranth and elune.
I'm well how are you guys.
Shameinme, confound it woman! Where have you been? I miss you *tackle hugs* Take care my lovely.
Pancake-Zilla, yep.
Bella, good to hear. I'm feeling sentimental so I'm listening to some oldies at the moment.
Glad to hear that SIM!
Hi SIM(roast)! *hugs*
I hope to see you later!
I love Depeche Mode, MJ.
Those were the days!
I have to go now. Love and hugs to everyone.
Mayo - I hope you feel better and talk to a friend about whatever's bothering you. oxox
Hello Bella, safe, Sim and Siobhan I Dont think i said hello to you.
How are you guys as well.
good morning everyone and morning Mayo
what a nice think to wake up to!
hoping you're well, and all the others here.
I'm just getting my coffee ready
I'm doing pretty good MJ, feeling a bit sleepy. We are having such lovely weather for a change :)
Later safe.
Yes Dm is great. But their video could be a lot better. It's sad they have these great songs but most of the videos seemed half ass ed to me
Roarrr, Miranth! ;-)
Good morning Ergo. How are you? ♥
Anon, that was my general feeling. Something about this post that I don't like.
Goodbye Safe. Take care dearie ♥
Siobhan, I love Depeche Mode.
Hello Ep how are you?
Bye Safe and hi Ergo!
*HUGS*
I'm okay martha, thanks. And you?
Aww, bye, Safe!!! *sobs*
Take care, sweetie.
Ich wünsche dir noch eine gute Nacht!
Hi Bellatrix!
And Hi Martha! I am doing well, except for my Ariel (the mermaid) red hair. I was just told I look like a raspberry...delicious! :D I'm not sure I like my new color. How are you doing? I hope you are doing well! If I don't check back its cause I'm working ;)
So Mayo are you still around? why not talk?
MJ, mayo left a while ago. This post was made earlier.
ok my feeling on the post. It sounds like it comes from a position of strength, but the natural tendency would be toward one course of action and he feels the need to override his heart with his mind.
but it may be something else completely...
I'm as well as can be. a raspberry, why not a strawberry or a cranberry.
Maybe it will grow on you.
I'm fine, MJ. Thank you for asking!
DM so reminds me of that night when I got drunk for the very first time.
I 'decorated' my friend's bathroom walls with my dinner.
I'm good thanks BC MJ and everyone
Miranth if you wash your hair with a dandruff shampoo it can help tone down a colour
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAGIC PIE
(nice shimmy fimble!)
He could still be lurking or checking up on us. Anyway I think he is around a lot more than he lets on.
So i say join in
I love red hair, Miranth!
Hello Ergo!
How are you? How's the weather in Australia?
Siobhan I hope you had a colorful dinner that night. Ewww by the way
BC - I read the post positively...I think maybe you are responding to the fact that it sounds sort of uptight to control emotion all of the time and always think first? I agree with that idea that's why I said sometimes it's better to walk away. Then you can express the strength of your emotions privately and communicate how you feel afterward for better understanding. Sometimes the message gets lost in an emotional outburst, but the message itself is worth repeating.
Perhaps stiff smiles were attached this week.
Disregard them while you can. They ache so.
He could still be lurking or checking up on us. Anyway I think he is around a lot more than he lets on.
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I agree.
Mayo is talking to someone he trusts. He obviously trusts all of you. You give him much to think about. No I am not Mayo so don't go assuming I am I'm just making an observation.
Do you overestimate his feelings for you, or do you underestimate them?
Thanks ergo! I'll try it.
siobhan - I do like red, too. It's fiery! And Roarrrrr to you :)
Yes, it was 'eww', MJ! ^_^
I was quite embarrassed the next day.
We had raclette and it was really colorful, hehe.
Miranth, probably. I'll see you guys later. I'm feeling sleepy, and I need to shower.
♥ to all of you.
oh siobhan it started showering during the night so it's cloudy nad a bit cool, but it's still pleasant.
I have to tutor this morning , my girl is worried she'll get behind, being sick.
Then I have to pack to fly to surprise my dad on his 70th tomorrow (my brother and I are both arriving unannounced)
ti amo molto
Proud Word You Never Spoke
Proud word you never spoke, but you will speak
Four not exempt from pride some future day.
Resting on one white hand a warm wet cheek,
Over my open volume you will say,
‘This man loved me‘—then rise and trip away.
Goodnight Elune. Sweet dreams.
Pretending to be LynZ now? Or should I say again.
Goodnight elune.
anon I will go with underestimate. that is my answer I don't know about the others.
Anon at 5:43-
Perhaps the feelings are murky.
anon, I hope there is validity to your observation, I think we all do care and I hope he cares about us too, the amount? well we can never really know, but that's the nature of caring, trying to help regardless of the payoff
Good night, Elune! Take care!
It is very difficult to decipher these poetic anons. Proud words one, are you saying this is how Mayo feels about the Lovelies or are you randomly talking to someone else?
There is no clarity here and some days.... that is very annoying.
Mayonaise if you are playing anonymous games, maybe you shouldn't. It looks like a lot of girls here care for you.
Simply how much of their care are they wasting on you??
goodnight elune!
hey is Mya still here? *waves*
and carrie and Jen
I love you very much?
oh anon don't worry about me, I've got a lot of spare caring to use
Underestimate.
I think we want to feel like we're making a difference, that we're helping Mayo just as much as we're helping ourselves.
We've been told on countless occasions that this, by us being here, by Mayo being here, we're helping, that we do mean something.
I think I underestimate how much Mayo cares about this place.
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