Who would I be without that lost reality…and your face, your words, and your touch?
You sing karaoke
without knowing
the words.
Can’t read,
but can kill it
in a verse.
That sweet dance,
a remembrance.
With that in mind, I continue...
I am fascinated with the everyday condition. I watch and listen and I am prompted to return the favor with ink and fiber. I am captivated by the remote.
I am drawn to those who misguidedly assume they have little to offer. I admire those with the biggest hearts, and the quietest egos. And the vibrant, passionate, strong willed and self assured also encourage my craft.
The dark and pensive, the quiet and plotting, the spirited and confined, the naïve and unafraid…any combination a profit, all notions sublime.
The gravity of a book, a wise old woman, a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice, the advice of those who know infinitely so much more, and the unexpected bit of hope that arrives when you say I love you.
p.s. paint your walls a deviceful shade of change and then you will know why.
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YES!
hafga
For The Win?
that was random.. ish
hafga????? sounds polish *lol*
Crapioli sounds fine to me!
go back to INO
Well, we both know what it means, right?! LMAO
I have eaten waaaayyy too much chocolate. DAMN.
SMEG HEAD!!!!!!
I have been watching Red Dwarf today and felt the need to shout that out.
I am craving fizzy pop.
Come here Dr pepper. I love you.
What's the worst that could happen?
I'm currently in love with the word 'tosser', Miss T.
I have eaten to much pizza, that extra cheese topping pushed me over the edge. I feel like a blimp.
Anonymous said...
What's the worst that could happen?
I put on about five pounds this weekend?
Ha ha ha ha anon.
I love the advert where the sanitary towels falls on him and they have to cut him out of his pants.
Tosser is indeed a cool word siobhan.
Blogger ate my comment. That rat bastard.
Pancake-zilla, what is hafga?
Can a 13 year old do an EP?
Damn you, Kapunua! >_<
I was so gonna be first but I got all caught up watching Adam on youtube. ^_^
Yum.
What's the worst that could happen?
Lots 'o stuff. But, that's today's answer.
Hey again, dudes!
im certainly not 13
hahaha
if that was even directed to me
smoke&venom20 said...
Damn you, Kapunua! >_<
I was so gonna be first but I got all caught up watching Adam on youtube. ^_^
Yum.
Your pursuit, trust me, was much worthier. ^_^
Oh my GOD, I hate when other people say this but, honestly: I FEEL SO FAT RIGHT NOW.
Doesn't really translate in English, BC!
It's 'kölsch'. That's the dialect we speak here in Cologne.
I'll think about how to explain it to you. It can take a while though, hehe!
MisT said...
When I was at primary school, I used to love to glue my hands. When it dried all flaky I would freak out the other kids by pretending I had a skin disease.
OH MY GOD!!!!
I used to do that AND i once used it to et out of a swimming lesson by doing it on my feet in yr8!!! The teacher freaked asnd wouldn't let me near the pool!
I really have never known anyone else who did that!!!
ok that is as far in my reading I got , hello everyone and I'm going back to catch up.
I blogged a new poem too if anyone would like to read it.
Why Jules? And how in the hell do you feel fat?
Okay, 15.
Ha ha ha ha Ergo, you did it on your feet too.
You got me beat with that one. I bow down to the glue master.
K said: I feel fat.
Put your hands down and stop feeling yourself then.
fatass!! Kapu your way of talking is very protensous.
yes a 15 year old can have an EP..
thats a silly question i must say!
O_O
how do you know my age anyway?
i dont think it says it on my profile... im sure it doesnt.
good morning ergo!!!! :)
Hi Ergo!
How are you doing?
That is sooo funny!!
You smart girl!!
missT I really hated swimming class in PE. I love swimming but we used to start with "ok 2 laps freestyle, 2 laps breaststroke, 2 laps backstroke...." in a 50m pool, and I only learnt to swim properly in yr6 (our school had no pool).
I used to bounce in the shallow end and stay at the wall so I could pull myself along, And I think I had my period more in 5 years of highschool in summer than my whole life!!
oh it's so cool you did the flaky skin too!
and Mayo like the post,it's really nice I think (first read) plus we currently have construction paper bunny ears with stuff stuck all over them and I am trying to figure out how to make footprints for tonight!
And I think I had my period more in 5 years of highschool in summer than my whole life!!
Always a good excuse.
smoke&venom20 said...
Why Jules? And how in the hell do you feel fat?
I have eaten such an insane amount of food and candy today, it's ridiculous. I hate this holiday.
MissTottenham said...
K said: I feel fat.
Put your hands down and stop feeling yourself then.
I can't just stop MissT! ^_~
Anonymous said...
fatass!! Kapu your way of talking is very protensous.
O_o If by "protensous" you mean "coherent" then, I agree with you. Thanks!
hi pixi siobhan BC kapunua romance smoke sdock mustard!
I feel a bit blah today, too many viruses about!
how are all of you?
K, now I have an image of you running your hands up and down your body.
Calm down girl, people are watching.
hi ergo!
im very good thank you!
and how about yourself?
What's the worst it could happen?
That mayonnaise would fall directly from a shelf in the fridge while shattering on the floor into a million pieces, thus spoiling?
Good morning ergo. Blogger continues to eat my comments, the fucker.
MissTottenham said...
K, now I have an image of you running your hands up and down your body.
Are you outside my window?
Calm down girl, people are watching.
Shoots, I have to make some money on the weekends.
Wow, getting dirty. ;)
I'm gonna forewarn you guys. I'm pretty sure I'm going to barf all over this place tonight.
So, just ignore, okay? 'Kay.
LMFAO K. You don't have a red bulb in the window do you?
did the title construction paper world make anyone else think of the Muse clip for Invincible? I love that clip.
kapunua did you see the ad I linked to yesterday? I thought it would tickle your fancy
mustardisbetter said...
Wow, getting dirty. ;)
I'm gonna forewarn you guys. I'm pretty sure I'm going to barf all over this place tonight.
O_O Splash, honestly, aim the other way!
No, but seriously, you should get thee to a doctor, you know? There's some junk going around!
LMFAO K. You don't have a red bulb in the window do you?
This is SO going on youtube, isn't it?
LOL K!
kapunua did you see the ad I linked to yesterday? I thought it would tickle your fancy
I don't believe I did; I rarely click on anything unless it says "Taking Back Suday." ;D Feel like posting it again?
if anyone missed it, this is a real ad on tv here, I love it and it is really cute, but I am amazed it was allowed!
"you've only got one"
That commercial WINS. That would never be allowed in America.
time to go ^^ goodnight :)
Goodnight my pixie chum, sweet dreams.
Ergo, that is soooooooooo funny.
Mayo, have you been creative lately? Today I got to build a caffeine molecule. I played with a glue gun, paint, mini dowels, and styrofoam balls. I love projects like that. I helped my son create his molecule. There's nothing like building something from a bunch of random pieces of stuff. I like days like today. It reminds me of the good days of my childhood. A time when things were easier and getting messy was part of the fun.
Hi everybody else.
"Sorry hard to type when holding a rooster lol" K, is this a euphemism for something? :)
"Protensous" THAT's vrilliant! What's that supposed to mean? A different version of "protagonist" or possibly "pro-tension?" Let me know so I can try and work that shit into my vocabulary.
so true Kapunua
I didn't know protensous was a real word, lol but I like it. I'm feeling quite happy today ergo. Thank you for asking :)
Hello romance. Mustard, are you feeling ill?
goodnight pixie sweet dreams
isn't it a great ad, you just don't realise what it's for until the end, and he's such a cute widdle beaver.
I'm doing housework this morning so I'll be back and forth when I have a chance
Bye Pixie!
Have sweet dreams, my dear!
Take care!
hello bc!
hope you are doing fine!
he's such a cute widdle beaver.
He so is.
It is really funny, Ergo!
Thanks for the link!
No, no!
Not real nausea! That seems to have passed, thank god. Seriously, I thought I was about to die there for a few days.
I mean barf with words, you silly gooses.
Jen! Hi how are you?
I loved science projects, I used to have kids build a cell, some were interesting to say the least, and I had a boy (who is now my brother in law) nail insects to a piece of plywood for an insect collection in yr 12. He's a carpenter now....perhaps Biol just wasn't his thing!
Goodnight and sweet dreams pixie. Hi jen. Protensous is a cool word, isn't it? ^_^
I'm doing well romance. Thank you for asking. Thank goodness mustard. I thought you were gonna throw up for real. I have to check that beaver commercial later.
Hi everybody else.
"Sorry hard to type when holding a rooster lol" K, is this a euphemism for something? :)
You have no idea the kind of really bad puns that happened at work--that happen every freaking time at work whenever we get a rooster in. It never gets old. That's because everyone I work with is twelve.
"Can you get that rooster up for me?"
"Want me to hold that rooster for you?"
"That's quite a huge male chicken you've got there. Mind if I pet it?"
"Protensous" THAT's vrilliant! What's that supposed to mean? A different version of "protagonist" or possibly "pro-tension?" Let me know so I can try and work that shit into my vocabulary.
The protagonist is protensous. I admit. ;D
Blogger mustardisbetter said...
No, no!
Not real nausea! That seems to have passed, thank god. Seriously, I thought I was about to die there for a few days.
I mean barf with words, you silly gooses.
I'm glad, you had me worried. There's nothing worse than spewing chunks, you know?
"That's quite a huge male chicken you've got there. Mind if I pet it?"
My personal fave.
I'm glad, you had me worried. There's nothing worse than spewing chunks, you know?
There is.
When it comes out both ends at the same time. that is infinitely worse.
missT - ew but true
Well, I have to be up early tomorrow to go shopping with mum so I shall bid you all a fond farewell.
See you all tomorrow.
Goodnight.
Goodnight, MissT! ^_^
Goodnight, MissT!
I'm really glad you enjoyed your birthday. :)
New music is coming
posted on 15 Mar 2008 by: matt
So it begins...
5 men
1 room
speaker cabs up to the ceiling
barely enough room to do the robot in place
but,
the wallls are shaking
and new music
is on its way...
^______^
FUCK YEAH!
Who cannot wait?!?!
*spazzes*
Kapunua said...
it seems as if hes.. referencing or hinting at something..
NO! Honestly, where do people get these radical ideas?
March 21, 2008 6:28 PM
fuck
she does think every thing is about her
Jesus
*is cutting out paper dolls and paper unicorns
Aw!
Are you guys having fun?!
she does think every thing is about her Jesus
I don't have a Jesus. ^_^
Aaaaaand what I said had nothing to do with me. For the slow-witted: When someone says, "Golly, I think those words are about something!" the proper answer is something along the lines of, "...YA THINK?" I hate having to explain things to people who just don't get stuff, but sometimes you just gotta. Gosh! You really think that everything is about me, don't you? :)
No. Not really. >_<
WTF?
Mayo needs some of those funky designed scissors.
To make cool stuff.
This sucks.
And we need some hole punchers. ^_^
How the HELL can I be hungry again?! O_O
*is cutting out Jules Paper Angels
Why?
Cuz we ♥ her. ^_^
Mustard,
Your ass is next. We're gonna do little Toros for you. ^_~
Hey,
We're going to the store. You want us to get sumfin' for you?
Some snacks?
Ice cream sammiches? Yum. ^_^
Be right back!
My ass is next?
You're making paper asses of my ass?
Uh, okay. ;)
Paper Toros! Cooooool!
AWWW!
"paper asses of my ass" is maybe one of the funniest phrases yet.
Is anyone going on AIM tonight?
I'll try to be on AIM later. Got stuffs to do right now.
What do you call a woman with one leg?
Ilene
Oh! What do you call a man in the river with no arms and no legs?
Bob!
How do you turn a dishwasher into a snow blower?
Give the bitch a shovel
We're baaaaaaaaaaccckkk!!!!!
Ice cream for errrrrrrbody!
Goodnight and sweet dreams miss t
haha anon
what do you call a dog with no legs?
anything you like it's not going to come anyway!
I feel really crappy, think I'll bake bread
smoke and solly could I have a paper toro too?
pretty please???
Where'd everyone skeedaddle off to?
I just now went on AIM but I am so meffing tired that I'll probably sign off in about 45 or so. ^_^
I'm still here, just reading a book.
perhaps they are worried I have germs.
I feel really tired but it's only 11:30 am
So?
I know there's someone out there who's dying to say something.
Out with it, but only if it's nice.
i have a fat ass and floppy boobs
mustard,
do you live in America?
Mayo if you ever be lurking in the hood you should roll up in your tight whip on your 24s, float up on some chrome and come into the crib with us, Homes. Get all up in the steeze, conversate* and chill for a bit, get crunk.
Ladies to the bizzack, M to the A to the YO in the hizzy! You know what I'm saying? We keep it ghetto, you feeling me Mayo? If you're on the floor you need to holla to us and roll with it you know?
Cause if you be hanging back that's wack.
And Mayo, you should not be wack.
Did you know I spoke fluent gangsta? Well, I do, because I am street in that way.
*I actually hate when people say that.
anon 1 you want to get some support for that!
Anon, I have a fat ass too ^_^
Fimble encouraged me to say this, so against my better judgment I will.
IMMA POP A KAP IN YO ASS!
(Especially if one more person calls me "Kap.") ^_^
Conversate?
I kid you not, I got into an argument with someone over that non-existent word. >_<
the butchering of the english language should be a crime!
fo sheezy my jeezy
Well, sometimes I do not feel like a rose, you have to be beautiful to be compared to a rose.(I think you do, aren’t rose’s supposed to be one of the most beautiful flowers?)
A) No you DON'T and B) Fim, I have seen you, you are gorgeous!
God Fim, what is it with the two of us? Why are we meaner to ourselves than some anons are to us? O_O
Fim, you're only young, you don't have to know what you want to do for the rest of your entire LIFE just yet. You know, give yourself some time. You are WAY too hard on* yourself. You need to be gentler with yourself. You are a wonderful, witty, kind, hilarious, smart, lovely and beautiful person.
So STFU with this self-beating, okay? Or I will pop a... No, never mind. ^_^
Water yourself. :)
Oh my goodness, well what do you know? An anon who speaks gangsta!
I am reminded of a scene from Airplane. _^
Did I just say "self-beating?"
Wow, I am really tired!
Fim, you can still be that. You can't give up on something you want, or you'll never be happy. You can't settle. You can't give in. Nothing's worth having if you don't have to earn it and fight for it. It's easier if it's handed to you, but you don't learn that way, you know?
You can do anything you want.
You have people that believe in you.
Ergo, I agree. Sometimes I can't understand what the hell people say with that gangsta language. Hi fimmy fim, anon, mustard anon.
Another post, my you're prolific Mayo!
Or maybe I've lost track of time.
That's possible.
Hmmmm
cheers jules, but i wasnt talking about looks. i know you agree that to be beautiful, it is the personality as well. oh well thank you
and slash, i know i can be anything or i can still be what i want. its juts hard when you are stuck between a rock and a hard place. crazy times.
hello bc, how are you?
shawty got low low low low low low low low
Oh.. and hello everyone!
hello cc, how are you. its been a long time
hello cupcake how are you sweetheart?
fimble you've got time, I'm sure you'll find a niche,and roses are overrated, sometimes they look beautiful but have no scent at all, you'd be a good flower, like a , or a little jasmine, tiny and simple but with a scent that blows your mind!
TO THE WINDOOOOOOW....
damn I had the word gardenia in there!
TO THE WALL!!!
DANCING ON THE CEILING?
Hello FS, Ergo, Kapunua, Mustard, it's been so long!
How are you all?
I myself am doing pretty well, just busy.
AAAAaand that's where we stop quoting those particular lyrics. ;D
(Guilty pleasure though. I hate myself for loving the mix, honestly.)
Fimble Staaaar! Gal nobody can tell you nuttin’ can you done know your destiny! Sean da Paul say!
for shizzle my nizzle
Fimmy, listen to what both k and mustard are saying to you. Despite what you're feeling right now, you can't give up and settle down for anything else. You have to try to do what makes you happy. Dreams and goals are difficult to reach, but there are not impossible as long as you are confident and determined to reach for them and to work hard for them.
No dream will become a reality if you sit and wait for it to happen. It doesn't work that way. You have to be willing to work for it and in the long one, when you reach that point of acheiving the possible, you can look back and see the sacrifices, the dedication, and the work ethnic that you made and what you accomplished and say that "I did that. I made it happen."
You can't tell yourself that you can't do this, or you can't do that. That kind of thinking will make you feel that dreams are impossible to make into reality. You have to try, otherwise you won't se results.
skeet skeet skeet muthafucka!
Hey there, Cupcake!
It's been forever! How are you doing?
Gal nobody can tell you nuttin’ can you done know your destiny!
my brain hurts!
cheers for that bc, i do get it. i wasnt sitting and waiting for it to come to me. i am making my life get up and go, thats why i am going home and on my own as well. i have to do these things, step out in the dreat unknown so to speak to truly get to where i want. thats how i see it.
Mustard, old buddy, old pal!
I'm good thanks sweetie, how are you?
BC! wise words.
Awww skeet skeet goddamn!
Oh my god, I couldn't help it.
fo sheezy my breezy
Hello cupcake, ol' delicious one. Are you okay? I'm alright. Watching the news. I'm okay fimmy, my headache went away, but right now I'm watching an ant walk on my carpet. I find it fascinating. Yeah weird I know ;p
Jules! To your room!
;)
I'm good thanks sweetie, how are you?
That's great, Cupcake! Had me a bit worried for awhile. I hope things are looking up?
I'm alright. I thank you for asking! Just hanging out tonight.
Fimmy, right. And if you're ever in a rut, we'll make sure to kick your bum so you can get out of it. ^_^
I wish you the best of luck with your future endeavors *hugs*
Thanks cupcake.
that's hot!
-dopey hilton
BC, one day I must tell you about my Mothers dancing ant dream!
Mustard, sorry for worrying you! nothing has changed as such... just my attitude. I've been reminded I'm a survivor.
Cupcake, I'm so glad, really. Hopefully your positive attitude change will start a domino effect, and things will begin to happen the way you'd like.
Splash, but I'm getting low!
And also I'm watching funny parts from the TBS DVDs. I LOL SO HARD at around 4:48, it isn't even right.
Yes indeedy Mustard.
Tis a time for change!
Hello dopey hilton. Cupcake, you must! :)
i am going to take myself off to bed. i am tired and i have to be up early for the tornado tomorrow.
nighty night everyone here and nighty night all the people who are due to arrive soon. sweet dreams xxxxx
mayo, cheers for the post. who knows, maybe next post you may post a picture again. or maybe not. smile. nighty night
ss - hey there, i hope you didnt stand in any muddy puddles today, i told you that you would make your shoes dirty and mess the floors up. i hope you have the opportunity to tell the people you care for that you love them and that you are thankful for having them. when omeone acknowledges you, just for the slightest aspect of yourself, then it means the world to them. well it does to me. makes me feel like i am worth it for a change.
nighty night ss and remember to smile, even in your dreams.
nighty night guys, sweet dreams
xxxx
Good for you Cupcake! ^_^
Looks like I missed almost everyone again!
Hello Late Night Lovelies!
-A
Sleep well Fimble *huggles*
Thank you very much Kapunua :)
Amyranth! woot woot! Hi there XD
Well, so much of it is about attitude, Cupcake. ^_^
Hey I was just watching TBS on Bill Maher's show from like last year. WTF, I didn't even know he had another show, he is very cool. And I am slightly obsessed over Adam's stutter. O_O
I'm so meffing tired, gonna make like a baby and head out soon.
Very true Kapunua. :)
I'm watching that you tube clip you posted a link to now....
And sweet dancing Jehovah! I have no words! XD
Goodnight and sweet dreams fimmy fim. Hiya amy.
Slightly?
No. Hell no.
;)
I ♥ Adam and TBS and will ♥ them more once they cut a new effing album.
Hey, Amy!
For some reason I bought a lottery ticket and a mega million sticket on Wednesday and I just remembered the Mega Millions one now. Recently Deepak Chopra said something (or at least my friends said that he said something) to the effect of people's happiness level remaining more or less constant throughout their lives. For instance, people who suffer a grea loss will mourn for a few months, but often will "level off" near the level of happiness or contentment they had felt before. And that people who won the lottery would have a few months of eupohoria, and then once they had settled into their new homes or traveled some or whatever, would settle back down to their original level of happiness.
I'm sure that's not true for everyone, but I suspect it would be true for me. There's so much stuff I would do with millions of dollars. Like, pay off my cousins' college tuition (for the ones who have yet to go, too,) pay off everyone's bills, buy a house, but one that wasn't too big because I would live alone and I don't want to clean all that stuff. I'd get a little dance studio. I'd take my friends on some trips to countries we want to visit.
And then I expect I'd be the same more or less content person that I was, who still spent way too much time worrying over the terrible things that could happen. Money doesn't prevent your loved ones from up and dying, you know?
Yet I guess I am willing to test this theory because I did buy the ticket.
Paris not your type anon?
Hi everyone!
They are hilarious, right Cupcake?
Oh, hello KD!
Hello KD!
Kapunua, it's the most I've laughed in quite a while. They're fabulous! :D
Hallo Cuppy, Mustard, BC and ALL!
Gonna eat supper, brb!
-A
hi amyranth katherine
I'm watching 12 Monkeys.
*yawns loudly*
Hi, everybody :)
Hi Kapu!
I also agree with Deepak, after the initial elation, things go back to normal. I mean, money can only buy so much.
But I would assume the freedom it would allow you to have, can make things a bit easier. But then, it can also enslave you, and tie you to your possessions. More money, more responsibility.
SMOKE!!!
I'm home!!!
Hey everyone!
Just so, KD. ALso I suspect that with me, I would worry less about paying my bills (or actually, not at all,) which would free up more time for me to worry about losing my friends and family.
Yet I still played the ticket because it would be nice to have a little house with very few neighbors. ;D
Hello there RW!
Okay! ^_^
Hello Sdock! :)
If I won the lottery....
I would own the mother effin' hospital that I work for. >_<
Is it bad that I'm plotting a revenge like that?
Maybe?
Yeah, probably.
Oh, hi Solly! I didn't see you there.
Oh, you'd own it for revenge Princess? :D
I wish I could tell you something that could magically get you into a job that you loved.
Hi, Cupcake!
Hi, Solly!
Hi, everybody!
:)
I'm gonna call it a night. I'm actually getting sleepy for a change O_O.
Sdock and Smoke:
I hope you've both had a good night hanging out with each other.
Jules:
I wish you plenty of good dreams to wash away the day.
Fimble:
I ♥ you, kiddo. You pretty much amaze me. I really hope that you make the change you want and it works out for you.
Elena, for when you get in:
I hope the day spent with your mother was awesome!
Cupcake:
You know I'm thinking about you. If you need anything, just click away.
Amy:
Again, my condolences for what you and your ex-boyfriend and his family are currently dealing with. I wish you all many comforting thoughts.
Paperheart:
Where are you?!?! Hope you're okay!
Star:
It was great to see you around today! Even better that you were doing arts and crafts on the job! ;)
SS:
If you hear a knock at the door, it's just one or two of us dressed in FBI wear trying to hunt your ass down. ;) Have a good night, do you hear me? And a good Easter! Eat lots of PEEPS!
Okay, I think I got it all. I'm going to C&P my novel to Mayo, then I'm snoozing.
What's up?
If I won the lottery, I would go broke making sure all my friends and family could play rich with me.
Yes, I would, K. I would totally take it back. See, it's run by the mafia, I think. Seriously, I swear, these people are nothing but crooks.
And I'd take it back and make it an actual hospital instead of a damn money making factory.
And I'd watch as all the shit for brains directors pack up their little things and hit the road.
Ahhhhhhh. Niiiiiice.
Or.......
I'd just buy alot of hair stuff. ^_^
Good night Mustard dear, sleep well and whatnot!
*waves to everyone*
Kapu, I think that is what most would like, freedom from bills, not worrying about living paycheck to paycheck, and having your own private place in the world.
My thinking is, that money is really a representation of a bit of freedom in our culture. It also has an energy, I believe too much of it can be negative as well.
Like they say, with privilege comes responsibility.
Night Mustard! Sweet dreams!
Nite Mustard!
If I won the lottery... oh man, I'd just pay off my families debt and buy a ticket to... some place new.
Have a good night, Mustard :)
This is long, so those who aren’t interested in the crazy train of thought, just skim right on over.
Mayo, these are my goodnight thoughts for the next, I dunno, fifteen nights? ;)
Construction paper world
I never really gave this a second thought, that is, until now. Fragile enough to ripped apart, flaky enough to cause worry, colorful enough that on a good day, you see blue skies and sunsets. But, simultaneously, this world can crumple and cause paper cuts.
But, let us not forget simple. I think we make this place harder in our heads than it really is. There’s a science to living, you just have to figure out the formula. We won’t ever figure that formula out, so we’re force to just live. How I’d love to see this world again through a child’s eyes, through fat, kindergarten pencils, through a box of 64-count Crayola crayons with a built-in sharpener.
So many exceptional moments could have been lost while I spent time in orbit.
That’s probably one of my biggest fears, to miss all of it while I’m too busy looking somewhere else for something that will never happen. “Life is what happens while you’re busy making other plans.” Just guess. Yep, him. But, I’m a planner, and that’s what frightens me.
But, I’m glad you’ve taken the time to stop. All of this talk awhile back about having to keep going, go, go, go, always moving, no looking back, all of that had us worried, dude. We needed you to just breathe. It looks to me like you’re getting there.
You sing karaoke/without knowing/the words./Can’t read,/but can kill it/in a verse.
But, I bet they feel it, Mayo. And that’s the best part of it. To feel it inside of you, taking up every shadow of every corner, filling voids, and expanding horizons. It makes it all worth it sometimes to not know the words, the rhythm, or the meaning. When you look with innocent eyes and with a heart that isn’t jaded, it makes it so much better.
Not really related, but I people-watch, too. I’m so boring that it’s become a hobby of mine. You learn a lot just by watching and observing a human, especially humans in a group. The way they interact, the way they engage each other. It completely fascinates me. Don’t get me wrong, sometimes it’s hard to watch them, hard to digest the meaning behind a handshake, a hug, or sideways glance. But, I’m still captivated.
The gravity of a book, a wise old woman, a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice, the advice of those who know infinitely so much more, and the unexpected bit of hope that arrives when you say I love you.
And it can’t ever be this simple unless you let it. A book? I don’t read enough, but when I do, it takes me somewhere far away from here. A wise old woman, or man, whichever the case may be? They have more truth and passion and virtue in their eyes than I am able to imagine. They get this. They understand and know so much; we just have to listen. Unexpected hope in three words that make you feel human? One of the best gifts in the world, right Mayo? I hope you are overwhelmed with that hope, and are showered with love daily. Sometimes, those are the only things that matter and get us through.
Lastly, “a tale told in three verses and a chorus repeated twice.” It’s my life. I eat it. I breathe it. I live it. It takes up every waking moment, and it’s sometimes there when I’m asleep. It’s everything to me. And I hope that one day, all of the people that have given me this know how much I appreciate it.
I’d just like to say I’m almost proud to be one of those people you’ve described.
P.S. I will. I’m trying, but don’t ask me to start a demolition. I need security, and I need distance. For now.
You write well Mustard.
Have a good sleep. :)
I would take LHM wherever he wanted to go. Which would be to meet the following:
Tony Hawk
Bam Margera
Ric Flair, Triple H, HBK, The Hardy Boys
Rob & Big
Ahhhhh, jeez. ^_^
Splash, thank you so much. :) Will dream of boys for sure tonight. NICE ones. Who don't have their asscrack hanging all out and who don't call names!
Solly, the first thing I would do wold be to pay off my cousin's college and car, and then put money away for my other two cousins to go to college and get cars when they got older. None of those kids would ever have to worry. Then I'd pay my parents' bills and I'd get something state of the art for the hospital I work at.
I'd buy me a nice little hizzy with stones instead of shingles, a dance studio, and SO MANY PLANTS you couldn't believe it. Then I'd go straight away to California to meet with some friends, on to Hawai'i to hang with my really good friend and go surfing in the Pacific again, then to Japan. Afterwards I'd hit Italy, Egypt and China. I would want to take some family with me and any friends who wanted to go. I would buy my folks a timeshare in Disneyworld too.
I'd build a fantastic aviary so I could care for more birds than I am able to fit in my house now. Oh, and I'd pay off my meffing bills but that goes without saying.
Then I would adopt a kid.
I think that's about it!
Bravo, Mustard! That comment was awesome.
Money can only buy so much
So true. I actually thought today, that if I won the lottery, I'd still shop at the grocery store, still go out for dinner, still have to buy socks. It just means I wouldn't be as broke as quick.
But really? If I won the lottery, I'd buy a new house, some palatial mansion like Mayo's got. ;)
Depending on how much I won, there would probably be a round of houses for everyone.
Then, vacations, trips, and finally getting to start working on my jewelery business.
I know that in the USA, your lottery winnings get WAY up there... 350 million, once or twice, am I correct? The most I've ever seen in Canada is 35-40 million.
-A enjoyed her supper very much, thank you.
Mustard, you are quite exceptional! I like the way you challenge and question things. Goodnight, and sleep well!
Well, I'm superfly tired and we are having Hula rehearsal tomorrow. And we'd better stay on it, because it's going to be show season pretty meffing soon! O_O Holy hell, Hula season starts up in about a month and we are nowhere near prepared. Dang.
To everyone, goodnight, an I hope you have a great weekend. If you do Easter, then have a great Easter too.
Mayo, did you go outside and look at the full moon tonight? I did, and I hope you did, too. If not, there is still time. Peek your head out of the window and look! Or better yet, go outside for a few minutes. Did you see that? Did you howl at it? Oh my god, you are such a freak. ^_^
S(S)S I hope you also got to look at the full moon tonight, it is very beautiful. I know you're totally busy and everything is going really well for you. We miss you!
Goodnight you gangstas!
So true. I actually thought today, that if I won the lottery, I'd still shop at the grocery store, still go out for dinner, still have to buy socks. It just means I wouldn't be as broke as quick.
Totally. I'd still shop at Wild By Nature and Tar-zhay. :D They have the best stuff.
OH! ANd I would get everyone up here for the next Leathermouth show if I won the lottery, too!
Okay, well I am going to bed.
Splash, thank you for those words, it is never too long to read. ^_^
No laila, alona ahiahi!
That would be "Aloha."
And you know what? Aside from all the bill paying and house building and 80's pro wrestlers, we would totally have the biggest BlogBelieve throwdown ever!
A for real one. Wouldn't that be fun? Hee-hee. Anyhoo....
Dream big, right?
Alrighty then. I'm off, too. Sleep-sleep time.
Nighty-night errbody!
Sleep well Kapunua, Hula season? sounds fantastic! :)
Who wants to call me in sick tomorrow?
-A
Goodnight Smoke & V!
*comes home singing*
"I taste death in every kiss we share
Every sundown seems to be the last we have
Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end
I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting?"
Hello Mayo, SS, Amy (and King Lear), Ergo, Cupcake, BC.....everybody!!!
How are you all tonight? Good, I hope!
Thank you for the lovely new post Mayo. I really like this one!
I find it quite uplifting and 'inspirational'. Hmmm....
*wonders of Mayo has caught Spring fever*
*pounce tackle hugs and smooches for all*
*continues singing*
"Every time we touch we get closer to heaven
And at every sunrise,our sins are forgiven
Uh, uh
You on my skin, this must be the end
The only way you can love me is to hurt me again
And again
And again
And again"
Amyranth said...
Who wants to call me in sick tomorrow?
-A
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*begins writing Amy's 'sick' note*
To whom it may concern:
Please excuse Amy from work today.
It appears as though she has a serious case of Spring Fever combined with the Blog Blues.
I don't think it is necessary to just how contagious these diseases can be......
:D
Like A Stone
On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go
In your house
Alone to read
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone
I'll wait for you there Alone
On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and then angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The wine was bled
And there you led me on
Alone
And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wander on
Hello anyone home?
I guess not
Martha!!!! How are you, love?
Are you feeling okay tonight?
Hello Insomniac!
Goodnight to Mustard (what a beautiful goodnight from you), KD and all those I just missed.
Sweet dreams, ladies.
Martha Jones said...
I guess not
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I'm here, Martha!
*waves red lace hankie*
No, I am still here, just got caught up in something.
Goodnight to Kapu and smoke.
Hi anon616, and MJ!
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