You are all seen.
I am here. Not always present, but I am here. I feel each of you even as I move about my world. I presume we have this in common.
This space is mine in confidence, without interruption, without interception, and without edit.
I carry a bit of debt to you that I have not shared. You have reached me in ways you will never know.
You have helped.
p.s. thank you.
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Bless you! * passes a handkerchief *
JAPPY THURSDAY ENTROPY
ARE YOU PIMPIN TONIGHT?
New page?
I really cannot get used to this.
I love you BC!
The Mayolycrumb Tinies are up! :)
Hello everybunny!!!
Are you moving, GS?
In a years time, yes. My lease runs out and my landlord wants to retire on the house sale. It's cool and scary at the same time. My dilemma is what to do.
CTV, yeah, it takes some time getting used to. I love you too honey buns! ;)
Happy V-day Loli! ♥ to you
Hello Lolita. Good to see you here.
would you move to another town gs?
Are you looking to rent or buy, GS?
Hullo, Loli!
And hullo, CTV!
:D
where is martha?
has anyone seen her?
Hello Loli :)
CTV - sounds good :)
Fimble,
I will lovingly beat smack the shit out of your tight ass!
*smack*
M-
Thank you for the little Appreciation Post. I won't call it a Valentine, because I imagine you're saving that for your significant other.
-A
Hi ghoulies!
♥ to you too, BC!
get it on sd10, get it on
who else is getting a spank?
*munch*
*munch*
*munch*
Hi cookie monster!
I thought the cat was howling upstairs just now. Turned out to be my landlady's daughter singing.
I thought the cat was howling upstairs just now. Turned out to be my landlady's daughter singing.
O_O
Buuuuuuurn.
There's the Cookie Monster. Ha ha, you didn't get me! >:)
Hello Amy! ♥ ♥ ♥
Teeeheee!
That burn was so hawt that it scorched the time/space continuum.
DAYUM.
OT=
oldschool Sunny Day Real Estate is perfect.
AY YA YA
Get outta my head!
Fim and RW,
Well that's my problem you see because technically I can do either.
I can stay here, stay in the same job and continue renting.
Stay here, stay in the same job and buy ( but I can only afford a boat and even that's a tight squeeze )
Or, I can up sticks and go anywhere ( preferably back to the coast )
It all depends on my daughter really. She will have finished her education but she is deferring from uni for the year so ... I don't really know where she is going to be in a years time.
It is a veritable quandry :)
the ghost thing was dropped so quickly. i think i have an idea who it is. starts with a k right now but started with a s or g. really sparkly, kinda vengeful. i think it is hilarious how he totally ignores her. kinda mean.
New Chapter?
I'm back on my regular computer. And I'm sad. I just got a laptop, I was free about the house; Finally after weeks of working on it. Well my friend just tried to help me out and it fucked everything. I did everything myself prior and it was working beautifully. I had one glitch, (I bought the demo, so it had some user name I needed to get rid of...long silly story); needless to say, it's not working right.
Moral of story.....
That's my story.
gs,does she live with you? is it cheaper near the cost. would it be south or north, i thought that the south was dearer than the north. i may be totally wrong on that
Sorry to hear that, Anima. I was just having computer troubles a few weeks back, so I know how frustrating it can be.
close, but no cigar. Or Kewpie doll.
anon I have no idea what you are talking about!
GS what a hard choice, I suppose you'll have to see what your daughter does
HI Loli, CTV
other anon, i wasn't cryptic, really. give the goods if you know. doll thing a hint?
Ashlee Simpson, you suck!!
Hey Ergo!
nope, and I don't know for sure, just a feeling.
MJ? Where you at, love?
I miss you.
*sings*
More than a feeling!
Love that song!
Hey everybody!!!
what's your feeling then? i still think it's about somebody on here.
But the good news, ... before the computer fixing, I got him registered to vote. First timer. It was kind of cool.
I like dollies.
I love when anons converse platitudinously.
FAVORITE WORD ALERT!!!!
Hellloo again Mustard! ♥ to you and Anima.
It is a veritable quandry :)
Indeed! At least you have some time to weigh your options.
That word reminds me of PLATYPUS!
*is being cryptic*
*only not really*
Moi aussi, Moutarde!
For some reason, playing it on Guitar Hero always reminded me of Orei Knarf. (Backwards.)
other anon, i gotta go soon. so you don't think the ghost is katherine gv sparkle. who do you think it is?
platitudinously
Oh! *impressed* Good one, Loli
!
Oh yeah, Mustard.
I guess platypi (really? What's the plural? Platypusses?) are sort of an anomaly, and I guess a platitudinous statement would be too.
Eeee! Good observation!
The anonymous are theorizing more than the rest of us.
Odd behaviour for Anons.
-A
"marianne walkin' away".....
guitar solo...
Love it.
Thank you Mustard. That just made my night.
RW:
Domo arigato gozaimasu
:)
It is quite surprising, isn't it Amy? Cookie Monster, where are you?!
Honestly? I think it's two aspects of the same person.
I half expected a "Mr. Roboto" at the end of that, Loli ;)
What's a kewpie doll for those who don't know?
*munch*
*munch*
*munch*
I want to eat you!
okay. thanks. so two parts of mayo's self. i'll think about it. funny that we both have a weird feeling, me about katherine but then you have a weird feeling too that it's just him so who knows, only mayo does.
Honestly? I think it's two aspects of the same person.
Much like Victor Frankenstein and his 'monster'. Was there really a monster, or was it only a destructive projection of his dark half?
Psssha. Who says it doesn't pay to be cryptic? >_>
Kewpie doll
Kewpie doll. Haven't heard that mentioned in forever.
so creepy.
Cookie monster, who do you want to eat?
RW, that kind of scared me. I totally remember! Yikes!
*munch*
*munch*
*munch*
Mayonaise
Those kewpie dolls are seriously disturbing and creepy O_O
Cookie monster, would it help if I feed you some cookies instead? You like those don't you? ;D
Ergo - tell me about it!
Fim - yes she does. Originally she was going to uni which meant that it sort of freed me up to decide for myself ( if you know what I mean ) as she would only be home at holidays etc
Now she isn't.
By this time next year she could be working and at home or working and in her own digs. Your guess is as good as mine.
If I moved to the coast it would be Cornwall. Thats where I lived before. But then the prices go WHOOSH!! But the funny thing is, because it's kind of a bohemian way of life down there, you can live on nothing, does that make sense.
You could live in a van and nobody would blink, that kind of atmosphere.
Cookies and mayo? Bad combo!
Barf-o-rama in barf-o-rama vision, directed by Ed Wood.
Big Bird >>>>> the world.
But that's juss' me.
no anon, we think the same thing! Just one more level on mine.
I'm all for Count whatever his name is.
I miss Sesame Street. Now I only get Plaza Sesamo.
gs, i totally and i mean totally understand what you was saying it is so hard but if your daughter will go with you then you have the whole of england to set up. would your daughter move?
kermit FTW
isnt that right kermit ;)
*Tosses chocolate chip cookies at Cookie Monster*
I think one of these anons is Mayo in disguise trying to find out if anyone knows his alter ego.
i are famous.
Those kewpie dolls are seriously disturbing and creepy O_O
Looking at that kewpie doll pic reminded me of the last place my friend Alanan lived it. On a shelf on the wall of the dark windy staircase leading to her basement was an old broken doll that looked a lot like that. It was there when she moved in but I think she was too creeped out to even touch it. I finally removed it for her, along with a broken Virgin Mary statue she found in the basement by the washing machine.
what the hell is tila doing here? hahahaha
Tinhatanon:
I think you are starting to become paranoid with these theories. Take a chill.
Tila, don't you mean "I am famous?"
*Alanan=Alanna
Seriously, Blogger, edit button would be nice :/
I think Mayo's alter ego is Edgar Allen Poe.
Tila Tequila?!
HEY GURL HEY!
............
we think the same thing. just one more level on mine.... you mean.... i'm stupid. unless you're saying that katherine is mayo? No. Sorry. i've had no sleep.
Why don't you guys sign in and say what you actually mean instead of goofing off like this? It's really not a big deal. I agree that Mayo is one of the regulars. I don't know which one though.
Can either of you theorize about that Dec. 3rd anon, the spooky one that I call Calaf? Jeez. Seriously. Hit me with a clue by four here, people.
F'real. Edit button.
Edgar *ALLAN* Poe.
RW, that's creepy. Loli, you may be right :D
hahahaha hit me with a clue by four? I need to remember that one :)
BC, I'm pretty sure that Tila Tequila was being sarcastic. And no, it wasn't me.
While I'm the subject of sarcasm and humor,
Did you guys all hear about this study? It's a favorite of mine. It suggests that some people's brains aren't wired to get sarcasm. Check it out:
The prefrontal cortex is involved in pragmatic language processes and complex social cognition, thus it followed that participants with prefrontal damage had faulty “sarcasm meters.” At the same time, damage to the ventromedial area, which is involved in personality and social behavior, will disrupt not only understanding sarcasm but also understanding social cues, empathic response and emotion recognition. The authors write, “Understanding sarcasm requires both the ability to understand the speaker’s belief about the listener’s belief and the ability to identify emotions.”
Neat, huh?
Alright, guys, I should be going now.
Thanks for the chat and take care.
hahahaha hit me with a clue by four? I need to remember that one :)
Kapunua, wish i could help you with that anon. but that i don't know. what do you want to hear? that it was mayo? it may have been. he likes you.
and i can't log in. i don't ever talk here. only watch.
bye bye ctv, sweet dreams
hey jules
entropy where are you?
why is having a discussion goofing off? And yeah, other anon, that's what I kinda think. And K, yeah, sure, the anon is SS, we know that's what you want to hear.
anon, can you summerise what you have just been alking about please, i am very lost on your conversation :)
K, yeah maybe she was, but I don't understand how some people could talk like that :O
SIM, someone was gonna hit you with a clue by four?! LOL XD
Have a good night, CTV :)
thank you
RW, I loved that story. Not sure why, except I totally understood it.
Dolls, religious objects, and basement staircases...kind of freak me out.
would your daughter move?
Doubt it, she's in lurve :)
I've been checking out boats though
want this one but can't afford it
The anons think that Mayo is talking about Katherine aka GV...
Kap thinks Mayo is a regular...
ohhhh gs, i cant see t. could you link again i am very nosy
Fimble, we need an edit button in this place, but sometimes it's funny to see how some words are missing letters.
Like the word "alking" lol
I'm sorry; I forgot to say hello to you all. I'm spending my evening with Leon Kennedy, so. He's my valentine. A shame I keep getting him killed, but such is life. Or, uhh, not.
Anonymous said...
Kapunua, wish i could help you with that anon. but that i don't know. what do you want to hear? that it was mayo? it may have been. he likes you.
I guess I want to hear from the anon again, or anyone who has a clue. Was it Mayo? Probably not. Does Mayo like me? LOL, no, not even. But let me stress this: that is cool, okay? I had a little intellectual / mystery crush on Mayo for a while, that's no secret. And it's cool, I'm over it. It's all good. ^_^
cheers summation. i am still lost tho so i will bow out of that. sorry.
Summation anon, Mayo can be anyone, including a regular. We all know how easy it is to duplicate someone's user name. It happened before.
Anima, I adore Catholic imagery, but I'm an Atheist! :)
There's just an atmosphere about it. Something that possesses people to weep during a service makes me all shivery. It's like weeping at art.
SS? The hell? The thought never crossed my mind. I want to know how in the hell this person knew what my question was. I mean yeah, to me it was obvious, but no one else guessed. S/he also knew the answer, and knew why the answer was the answer. It was weird, is all.
Having a discussion is not goofing off, but not signing in and playing around with "oh, I'm not going to say it, but her initials are Gentle Vengeance," is goofing off. I think it's all right to sign in and just plain ask, don't you? It's not like your internet is going to explode.
mustardisbetter said...
What's a kewpie doll for those who don't know?
Worth a lot of fucking money.
-A
That whole house was kinda creepy, Anima. I actually think that's part of what drew my friend to it in the first place. It was a decrepid Victorian townhouse. On its last legs, but chock full of character.
just for the record platypus plural is platypi
also called Ornithorhynchus (which is the genus)
I am just reading along with all of this.
mayo a regular? How regular a regular?
*waves*
Hi again everyone!
Hey K.
And also, I finally got my RE4 game to work. It was having problems for a while. I played it for the first time last weekend and managed to make it past the castle in less than a few hours. Yay.
K, I love that stuff. You have no idea...Biopsych is one my favorite subjects.
ergo said...
mayo a regular? How regular a regular?
Guess that depends on how much fiber he has eaten.
Mayo is....
ROSEMARY'S BABY!
hello sd10
here goes nothing
Loli, it can't be true! Can it? :D
Anima, I adore Catholic imagery, but I'm an Atheist! :)
My friend does too, even though she's Pagan. She was raised Catholic, though, and her dad's a Catholic priest (he was an Anglican minister first, I believe, but converted to Catholicisim & had to get special dispensation from Rome to carry on as a priest as he was married with a family).
Isn't it awesome, Anima? I'm so into that stuff. If it's possible for some people to have a damaged or underdeveloped snarkal lobe*, is it equally possible for someone** to have an overdeveloped snarkal lobe?
I can't get past Krauser. Doesn't help that my Wii keeps freezing.***
*I made that up.
**Me
***They should have named that something else, honestly.
Playpus can also kill you.
As cute as they are, it's God's way of saying "I made this from spare parts I found on the workshop floor, and it can still fucking kill you"
-A
I'd name that boat....THE Metalocalypse.
And I'd paint it black. And dominate the low seas.
Gnothi, is that what you'll name the boat?
I like it!
-A
Oh my gods, GS, I've always wanted to live on a houseboat!!
Or in a lighthouse.
gs, that is really nice. would you liek to live on a barge. is it safe with all your items in there.
As cute as they are, it's God's way of saying "I made this from spare parts I found on the workshop floor, and it can still fucking kill you"
God sounds like a member of MCR's road crew!
Oh and the platypus is one of the few venomous mammals and the only one to deliver the venom via a spur on the males hindleg
It is very toxic and causes swelling and extreme pain, there are cases of people poisoned and one only a couple of years ago. It isn't fatal and is usually on the hand from people picking them up, they don't attack and are really cute :)
friendly aussie info for you all !
Yay! I have acquired a new skill!!
Mayo?
Are we done here?
My family's Anglican, RW! Except I was never brought to church, and mum is an Atheist too. But hymns and spirituals and things like that just have this inevitable grip over me. Especially the ones from the Baroque era. Haunting. Above anything you'll ever hear.
Kapunua, my new mission in Blogbelieve is to kill you with kindness. Are you excited?
I keep doing that.
Hello Jules, Sdock, BC, Fimble, GS, RW, Lolita, Ergo, Amy, and Anima!
Seems like we're all doing well!
And it's a shame I don't have me one of those dollies, 'cause I'd sell that bug-eyed baby in a second.
yay we know who mayo is talking about now. or we anons think we do. i can go to sleep. i didn't mean to stress you out kapunua.
hey amyranth!! nice analogy for the platypus.
for most aussie wildlife - yep even the cute stuff can kill ya!
but they are rarely fatal, unless you have a heart attack or somethign a guy was spiked a couple of years ago and his hand was huge and he said the pain was excruciating!!!
Kapunua - I sure hope he's healthy, lack of fibre's a bitch! :)
Mayo,
i was reading your post and you said this
This space is mine in confidence, without interruption, without interception, and without edit.
i get the feeling to ask you this.
wuold you like me to leave here so you can have silence, so that you can really get a hold on your thoughts. i never asked if i could come here and stay so this is me asking.
would you like me to leave you in peace?
RW - I've always wanted to live in a windmill, no chance there though, they are like gold dust!!
Amy - not mine, just wishful thinking :\
Fim - safe as houses. And I'm a hardened camper so all the day to day grind like starting the woodburner would be no problem. There's a marina in town with an on site chandlers yard and shop and lauderette so I wouldn't exactly be slumming it if I managed to get a mooring up there!
'Bug-eyed baby'
That made me DIE and then regenerate. I don't know why. Clearly, I'm EXHAUSTED!!! TEEHEEHEEHEEHAHAHAHHA!
PPU....You are le plus adorable DU MONDE.
Mustard!!!!
Guess what???!!
I only took 2 so far.
Last night, I had to take 2 more.
Sorry.
I'd rather you just take two to start out, so that's progress :)
I hope those help you sleep.
Have you heard this song, Loli? I think it's modern, but it has an old world feel to it.
Hi, Mustard :D
Hi everyone, hi Splash, Fimtastic. Sorry to not be in chat tonight, but see, I keep getting stabbed and dying.
pretty purple unicorn said...
Kapunua, my new mission in Blogbelieve is to kill you with kindness.
Will it be pink? Will it tickle?
Are you excited?
No, just a little chilly.
Anonymous said...
yay we know who mayo is talking about now. or we anons think we do. i can go to sleep. i didn't mean to stress you out kapunua.
You're thinking that Mayo is talking about Gentle Vengeance then? You didn't stress me out. And umm, do I know you? 'Cause I'm just saying.
gs, safe as houses. hahahah mint innit.
well i stayed on a barge for 4 days and i loved it. we travele downt he canal and the locks. went to macc and congelton and everywhere hahaha so much fun
Ooo! A windmill would be cool too, GS!
Belated hello to Mustard.
jules dont worry, splash is just trying to be dirty as usual. just the norm.
dont die to many times, kill them back ho
Hi everyone, hi Splash, Fimtastic. Sorry to not be in chat tonight, but see, I keep getting stabbed and dying.
0_0
That sucks, and no mistake!
Two more thoughts: I just KNOW there is Leon / Krauser floating around out there, and i have to say, DNW.
Second thought: Favorite line in the game is, "Your right hand comes off?"
Merci, lovely Loli.
Solly, are you going to bed?
ILU Fim. ^_^ Like, so hard.
hello Mustard
you know i like it hard but please sea strumpet.
harder
PPU,
Did you come to get your ♥ from me?
*hands PPU a badly bruised, scarred, black little heart*
no, kapunua, we've never talked. night.
PPU,
I wait until the drowsiness finds me before I leave.
Dude is not bothering me tonight about being here, so I will stay for now.
How are you tonight?
K, you're right, and if you haven't made it that far yet, you have to fight that Krauser dude eventually.
No way around it I'm afraid.
That's BEAUTIFUL, RW.
We did http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j7Ip1M00gOA in vocal class last year, and I never got over it. (Sorry, my linkie wouldn't take!)
I'm also a real sap for instrumental. Ennio Morricone is one of the greatest modern composers, and he just slays me. I can't contain myself listening to his art.
De rien, PPU!
My day would not be complete without it, Solly.
scroll down to the $1 lighthouse
Hi everyone! I'll just say "Happy Thursday" and leave it at that.
I would like to point out, gently, that Mayo's post reads: "You are ALL seen." "I feel EACH of you ..."
Would it not be safe to surmise--not assume, mind you--that he's talking to the whole group of Lovelies?
This post is one of the most honest, straightforward pieces Mayo's ever written in the entire history of the blog. He's telling us he cares about us and is glad that we're here. He thinks about us when he's away from here, as he believes we do him.
Please, anons, be gracious. Let the Lovelies have this. Let Mayo have this.
J
Hey PPU!
Weird seeing you around here this late. You usually close up shop before Sdock even gets home.
I'm sure she's thrilled to see you :)
He was listening to our conversation about being longwinded. Weren't ya buddy!
Right, it is quarter to 3, I am off to bed.
RW- the lighthouse is for you, I could only afford a virtual one :)
Good night all.
Good night Mayo.
TTFN
PPU,
What kind of trouble can we get into tonight? Or is troublemaking against the rules on Valentine's Day?
Goodnight, GS! A pleasure as always :) Sleep well.
hello J !!
How are you and L today?
Hello PPU. Happy V-Day or something J! How are you doing tonight? ♥
goodnight gs, sweet dreams
Goodnight GS
Thank you for the link, Loli! :)
Mustard,
I'm thrilled to SEE YOU!
Again, again, and over there, and here, and when I turn around, and sometimes in front of me, and sometimes beside me, and sometimes behind me.
This rope is NIIIIIIIIIICE!
RW- the lighthouse is for you, I could only afford a virtual one :)
Why, thank you, GS :D Have a good night!
YOU GUYS!!!
Where is ELENA?
Where is MissT?
Where is TouJours?
Where is Fimble Botch so I can beat her ass again?
Hi, MIB.
You are too sweet to get into trouble, Miss Solly.
Eeee! That's a-okay, RW! I love things that give people goosebumps. 'Swhat's liiiiifffe's all about!
I'm glad we thought that idea up.
We've saved each other lots.
This rope is pretty cool.
I'm grindin' to the Beatles....
yo sd10, i am here you fucking botch.
i have been bent over waiting but you wandered off. isnt my arse good enough forou any more.
fucking hell
Fimble's been around causing trouble, Sdock, but I haven't seen the others today.
rw shut your mouth and dont tell lies.
liar liar pants on fire ;)
*starts singing "Liar, Liar"*
hahahahaha i knew you would do that
PPU,
Are you positive? Absolutely sure?
I can't create wicked madness I tell you.
Ha! That wasn't believable at all was it?
Fuck no, no it was NOT!
TBS is on tonight!
"Are you positive?! Are you positive?!
We're gonna die like this ya know-miserable and old."
Mayo
Thank you for the beautiful post. My favorite part?
"You have reached me in ways you will never know.
You have helped."
Right back at you.
Elena (still singing LA LA LA)
Yeah, I know you are aware.
Sorry this is all I've got tonight. If I wrote more the temptation to delete would be too great....Maybe tomorrow. Please know I am always here though sometimes silent. Words can not be formed for thoughts that can not be spoken.
Spin, Spin, Sugar
Haha BC your really feeling the love tonight arent ya honey? hehe ♥
*waves to the Spin, Spin, Sugar anon*
Hey!
*breaks out the paddle, blows the dust off, tries a few practice swings, and whacks Fimble on the arse*
to rightsd10, about time. where did you go? or do i want to know that?
Mustard,
I can't get TBS past you, my astute rope buddy. Fuck I just forgot what I was about to say. I hate that shit. It was good too.
Nah, I lost it.
Hi Spin anon
SIM, ha ha, fimble asked me the same thing earlier. Yes, I am definitely feeling the love, hehe.
♥
♥
♥
♥
♥
*blows loud raspberry at FS* :P
Mustard,
Can I take 2 more now? Please? I'm still not sleepy.
I iz astute ;)
I hate being a walking crazy. You say something that sounds like something and I'm all over that like a fly on honey.
hello Elena
TJ said she was going to have a break and be ecto for a while I'm sure she's about reading
Wait ten more minutes.
If it doesn't work, 1 more.
Not 2.
are you starting gain rw, seriously are you starting?
right step outside and i will sort this out ;)
Gosh, that wasn't me, Splash. But since someone went there, lets.
see through me.
see through me.
see through me.
spin spin sugar.
I'm everyone - I feel used,
I'm everyone - I need you,
I'm everyone - hang your label on me,
I'm everyone - Paint it black and white and easy,
I'm everyone - Sticks in me,
I'm everyone - Sticks with me,
I want perfection - I'm real need,
I've seen attention - See through me,
Call on me - Spin spin sugar
Crawl on me - Spin spin sugar
Stinks on me - Spin spin sugar
Twists for me - Spin spin sugar
Spin, spin, sugaaaaahhh.
You know why I used to do that? It was a hint to Mayo to make a new entry. "Spin, spin, sugar." Spin another tale. Spin another web. Or just spin. Did anyone ever get that?
Night GS, have a good one.
Hey Ergo, hey BC! Doing ok, how're you all?
L's gone to her parents' for a few days, so I'm manning PunkCentral. The babies have all been fed, and I've got classical music on for Logan. The cats are napping on the couch, and it's all good here.
Ergo, what a catastrophe! Is there any chance of the flooding spreading to you guys? If so, evacuate! Grab the chickens and run!!!
Seriously, be careful, ok?
J
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