Shame Folded Neatly
The closet was dark, and the air stale.
I waited until I could no longer hear
the breathing, and cracked open the door.
It took several seconds for my eyes to begin
to adjust to the light; I had been hidden
for several hours, most of the night.
And each breath you withhold, while still
sat across the room, arms crossed, and waiting
is released into the center of the room. I hear you
now your image becomes shadow, then curved line,
then hair, cheeks, eyes, lips, and my racing heart
is released into the center of the room. I hear you
I am fully admitted and betrayed
by the vibrations of that persistent organ
pounding in my ears and of that accidental welcome.
You alight beside me
relieving me of my guard, and returning
my promise of faith.
I thought I had waited long enough, but instead you held fast to your claim that I would emerge faithfully back into the room. And of course, I did. Not yet ready to face our lost time. And the screaming, long since dulled against the cold green plaster walls now cracked by our words thrown hard, aimed at heads and hearts, but missing. In the center of this room all that remains is heated breath and pounding heart. And the two of us are searching our thoughts, and desperately trying to string together enough words to reconnect.
p.s. sometimes in the moment we are unable to see the forest for the trees.
"Yes, I do." so now, back to that question...
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*smash*
random fish fight!! LOL
Sim the fish slapping is from Monty Python.
Thank guys ♥
*Smacks SIM back with a big trout* SMACK!!
your welcome mj
Smacks BC with super SIM fish © LOL
yikes! fish fight!
i'm staying out of range.
Super SIM fish? What the hell is that?! Lol. No, really. I want to know what that is :D
ahhh i see, its from a tango advert too i think.
Im gonna put the random fish away now lol
does anyone know if Mayos last part of his post correlates to anything on here or not?
the yes i do bit
super SIM fish© is a fish that looks like me hahahah
Shame in me, the other night, I was asking a question to Mayo, asking if he really does care about us, because I had suspicions. Maybe that was the answer to my question, but I don't want to assume anything.
super SIM fish© is a fish that looks like me hahahah
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Lmao! Is that why you had it copyrighted? XD
yes of course BC, i knew it was a winner, i didnt want anyone else stealing my super sim fish© away from me. Its a multi million pond fish in the making :)
that should have read multi million pound fish not pond fish i am no mere pond fish lol
Stop it SIM. You're making me laugh :D
Shall you be going to bed soon? I know I am. It's almost two thirty in the morning here.
Okay so I'm flipping through the TV and I come across Dr. Drew's celebrity rehab. Why????
Hahahah whos in the rehab MJ?
BC you make laughing sound like a bad thing!! Im glad im making you laugh hehe.
Its 8.20am here the day has just begun. Im nervous about first day at work *eek* :/
Dr. Drew's celebrity rehab? What the hell? and where the hell do they come up with shows like that?!
Aww thanks shame in me. as for not being nervous about work, how about pretending that everyone is in their underwear and bra? Ha ha :D
Sim some porn star. she is made because they took away her dildo
MJ, that's actually funny, yet odd O_o
Yes I thought it was odd as well. NOW I'm watching the science of star wars
BC i think that may have disastrous consequences haha :P
Let me get this right?
Some porn bird is in rehab cause her dildo got took away and she started taking drugs because of that? I am confuzzled.
Do people like that really exist?
Sorry Sim. en she got to rehab they took her dildo away. At Dr Drew's rehab those aren't allowed.
Shame in me, lol.
I really do not want to think that people like that chick actually exists O_o
hahaha thats hilarious!! is dr drew off of loveline?
Sim the one and only.
bc i sent you an email
haha no way i used to watch repeats of loveline on mtv back in the day when it was mtv europe and it was good!! I miss old mtv, you are lucky if you can find a music video on mtv nowadays and i dont have all the new fancy mtvs like mtv2 and such :/ gar...
okay
Mayonaise, how are you doing tonight? Are you feeling okay, sweetheart? The last few posts of yours, I have been worried, because of their somewhat dark content, but of course, sometimes I do not allow my feelings to show. That is how I am. It takes a while for me to open up to others. I think you know how I feel, but maybe it does not matter anymore. I am not sure if it did in the first place. All it did was make me look nuts, but I know it was my fault.
That last sentence in your current post; I cannot help but wonder if that is an answer to one of the questions I had posted the other night; The one where I asked if you truly and sincerely cared about us. It is probably only an assumption. But that is a great thing about the Internet; no one knows exactly what goes through my mind, nor they can read it. They can assume all they like. How about yours?
The last few nights, I have enjoyed writing to you; mostly for therapeutic reasons, but also because your house provides a sanctuary, which I have already mentioned. The wake was today, but my mind was clear and emotionally, I was feeling good most of the day, even though I was not there. I hope you had a good day yourself. Was it? Even not, there is always light at the end of the tunnel. You seek out that light, but honestly, I think you are the light, you just don’t see it in yourself because you are too occupied searching for it somewhere else.
I am not sure what else to say except so long and goodnight my little jar of refrigerated Mayonaise.Sweet dreams to you, my sweet. Goodnight SS, BlogBelieve Family, Squeak squeak, MJ, Ergo, Shame in me, any lurkers.
I♥you
I have always hated Lovelines. But somehow I still know who Dr drew is.
Yes MTV does suck. I have MTV 3 on my non cable TV. It is spanish MTV. That is where I have seen all the MCR and FOB videos I saw on TV.
time for me to make my good nights and go to bed. i'm glad i stayed out of the way of the fierce fish fight! (lol for alliteration)
good night everybody -- bc, martha and shame in me, and whoever might be in the shadows.
see you tomorrow. :)
Goodnight BC
Goodnight Tj
oh, but before i do:
You seek out that light, but honestly, I think you are the light, you just don’t see it in yourself because you are too occupied searching for it somewhere else.
that's just lovely, bc. a very beautiful thought.
and now, good night!
Hahaha night night toujours!!! :)
Mj spanish MTV? bet thats interesting, we used to have a german music cable channel it was quite alright for the rocky stuff, there was this band call tic tac toe anyone remember them?
Nite BC Love to you!!
P.S. Everything MTV related sucks donkey balls, which is why I discontinued watching it many years ago. And oh, to spare everyone from the torture that is my sappy comments, I save them until I post them in the middle of the night, lol.
Goodnight MJ. Aww thanks squeak squeak. Good night to you, and sweet dreams. Goodnight shame in me. Love to all of you.
xoxo
Sorry Sim I don't. I wish I had Fuse but the cable company here won't get it. Something other than MTV would be nice. I want to see videos. Not a bunch of spoiled rich people.
I hear you MJ!!! I better be off too got to get ready for my induction!!! Bye everyone :)
Bye sim. I was about to go as well. I'm doing laundry.
Just checking to see if anyone is here.
Hello
mayo,
today worked out perfectly. a new post, and a weekend day in which i was free to avoid all my chores. by tomorrow, i'll probably be ectoplasmic again, but today, i was able to spend the whole day (okay, my whole day, to be precise) wandering around blogbelieve, being with my friends. it was my blogbelieve holiday. *grin*
i've also been reading your post, in the way that i do. i can see it in my mind's eye, especially the last moment, you and the other there in that dark room, waiting and wondering what comes next. it's liminal, and maybe that's why it catches at my imagination so, why it makes me hold my breath on your behalf.
what happened next? who broke the silence? did you reforge your connection? sometimes it isn't an easy thing to do, but if it's meant to be, the connection will be remade. and i think you are stubborn enough and strong enough to rebuild it if you want to.
what really catches at me in this post, however, is the idea that you were hiding. you hid from this, hid from more than just the person, i think. the thought of you waiting in the dark, waiting to be alone...
this tugs at me, this makes me glad you left that dark space, no matter what it was you left it for. i can't explain it. the thought of you hiding is sorrowful.
and maybe that's tinged my response to this post. still, i can sense a very faint hopefulness in the words, and i'm going to believe in it, i'm going to believe that you are moving forward toward something good.
you deserve that, whether you think so or not. i say you do.
so there.
good night, mayo. (i'm still smiling.)
hi again i popped back after dinner, nice to see Tj posting as herself!
and the fish fight- loved it! Very Monty Python, or perhaps the Goodies too.
I have been watching Graham Norton with Marilyn Manson and he showed him a guy with tattooed "shorts" fully including penis and MM said he was shocked!
OWW!!
and Nigella Lawson, and she had to explain hommus to MM, lol
lovely thoughts BC and TJ
goodnight to you, MJ and SIM (good luck for your job induction, I'm sure you'll be awesome)
.....
Mayo
I hope you had a lovely day, that you spent enjoyble times with your friends and loved ones. Or if you didn't that you know they are thinking about you fondly and you thought fondly of them.
Life is always a challenge and it's in dealing with it we find out most about those around us and ourselves.
I do think life is too short for regrets unless you learn from them, move forward fearlessly and enjoy every minute you can. There is so much beauty and wonder in the world around us all that ignore it would be criminal. See the best in people and allow people to see the best in you, strive to better yourself and to create an environment for others to enjoy. Speak truthfully, from the heart, but moderate your words with respect and caring.
I wish love, joy, beauty and health to you and yours
much love
EP xx
Good morning Mayo and blog believe family! How are you all today?
I found this post eerily uplifting....
It IS sometimes hard to see the forest for the trees; but, at least you are looking.
As for me, my view is unobstructed. The clarity has returned! I know both where I come from and where I'm headed. Well, I'm 95 percent sure of where I'm headed. We must always allow time for forks in the road and detours......
Sometimes, they make the ride more interesting!!!!
And, in the end, we still arrive at our heart and soul's destination.
I hope you get there soon Mayo. I hope we all do!
Have a great day everyone!
Love & Hugs to ALL,
#6
Wendy
Good morning Mayo,
You are indeed so fortunate to have such a person in your life.
Their faith, patience, and knowledge, of who you really are does indeed make them one of those exceptional people.
Sometimes it just takes a simple sorry to reconnect and a hug.
If the hurt was deep it may take some time to reconnect fully, but you've started with that hardest first step.
That friend is someone who never gave up on you. Don't let your awkwardness and awareness of how bad things became hold you back. Acknowledge things were bad, but resolve to make the present better.
Embrace and move forward together.
Hi Everyone.
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am alive, and I still am thinking about this place all the time. But lately everythings just gone shit for me and finding the time to get on has been difficult.
Thinking of you.
Jade.
xx
Hi 616!
*browses through previous comments*
Elena, you found some frisky reading matter, I see. Ribald = nice. Stuck pages = ewww, not nice. I hope professoranon doesn't make The Tale Of Miss Kitty required reading as there appears to be only the one well-used copy.
I hadn't really looked around the cellar before. Unexplainedly I had been expecting to see something a little more black whippish.
Amy, your co-worker true story.Wow. True stories are always weirder than fiction. You can't even make stuff like that up.
Amy, want to make a psychic ability swap? Mine is a bit stink though. I unexpectedly think of someone and then later find out they died within the following 24 hours. It's a weird family thing. My mum looks at photos of people she doesn't know and can point out the deceased. She sees a haze around them. We cannot predict lotteries. Sucks to be us. Want to swap? Maybe not, I guess.
I see room numbers were being discussed. So far dibs have been placed on:
1 Mayo
11 FASC
13 Amyranth (sorry BC, Amy had dibs a few days before you)
18 TJ (3x6 huh?)
20 S&V20
26 OP J
27 SisM (end of the hall by the stairs)
30 OP L
32 off limits
Room by the conservatory Ergoproxy
I think CC, socky, and others, may have had one as well, but I can't remember, or find them, sorry.
SS, you better drop a number soon or you'll have to share.
*twiddles thumbs*
*glances out at porch tonight, and wonders if should try going out after last night's dismal effort...*
Hi jade
*welcome back hug*
It's lovely to see you here.
Sorry to hear you are having a bad patch. Are things getting better now?
Good Morning all. Hope everyone has a lovely day!
*writes message for Jade*
Jade, since you haven't been here for a while, you need to know to take care to avoid bedroom 32.
You'll smell it before you reach it.
*pins message to Mayo's door*
Good Morning Elena!
Don't think I didn't see what you got up to when I left you alone, young lady =)
Back in a while.
La Dolce Vita is calling me.
(in other words due back at the video store tomorrow)
Well Hello and Goodbye PP.
Sure say something like that then go off and leave me alone again!
Hey I'm gonna claim room number 3
It's my lucky number so I'd like that room if it's okay with eveyone else. Now off to Mayo's library.
For,
Ryan, 3, Hannah, 2,Lindsey, 1, and Danny, 4 months.
What was there last words, did you think they would not be missed.
How could you look away, grow silent to us all,
When did you lose your way, how did it come to this.
Little tiny fingers, forty tiny toes, eight little eyes, and a thousand tears must fall.
Daddy should be a word of trust, of honor and of pride,
Daddy should be aways there, with arms open wide.
Come with me, my little ones,
lets go out and play.
Come with me my little ones,
and trust your daddy today.
How hard was it to let go, of such tiny little hands.
Did you say goodbye or grin?
Only one of a tortured soul, could understand.
Did you even think before you tossed them in.
Little tiny fingers, forty tiny toes, eight little eyes.
To anyone else a blessing from above.
But to you, they where little bags of trouble, of never ending cries.
Little ones that called you daddy,
betrayed by your love.
Angels in the water, broken hearts here on land,
Little ones, you were not alone, we all heard your call.
One bye one, or two by two, we try to understand,
but all we can see is,
Little tiny fingers, forty tiny toes, eight little eyes, and a thousand tears must fall.
Good morning Mayo, everyone.
I got my coffee, i just did not sleep good last night.
So how is everyone else?
Good Morning PJ
Good morning elena,
So what i going on in Mayo's house?
Oh and how are you?
Not much going on here in Mayo's. It's quiet so I've just been reading in his library. I'm good today. How are you?
I'm fine,
Not much to do today, just a little cleaning around the house.
What about you, what are you going to do today?
Same as you. Today is a catch up day for me. All the things around the house that I've been ignoring I need to take care of. I did want to address the tragedy about the children. As a mother things like this cut me deep. It's so hard for me to wrap my brain around something like this happening. Part of me wants complete violence. I would love a few minutes alone in a room with any person who would hurt a child. However part of me truly believes that anyone who would do something like this is mentally sick. I don't know. All I do know is I believe the children are now in a much better place. I guess that is the only good thing I can take from this.
Please pass to Mayo
Mayo,
Hi, How are you, my friend? I hope you are having or about to have a nice Sunday. Me? I'm good. Writing this to you from the swing again. But it's quite comfortable out here. I get to watch everything wake up and stir to life. What an amazing gift....a brand new day. Can you even grasp all the possibilities? Nope, me neither.
I won't take up much of your time right now. Just wanted to wave to you and tell you good morning and that I enjoyed my time back in the corner again. I needed it more than you even know. More than I even realized.
We'll talk more later....a lot more...of that you can be absolutely certain.
My wish for you today is that you are free....free to see it all...free to do it all.....free to be.
Love to YOU Always,
S
p.s. Don't hold yourself back.
10:04 AM, January 13, 2008
Elena,
I'm with you, i can not see a father, doing that to his kids.
They had the first parade of Mardi Gras on the Island yesterday, the same day they found the baby.
It's just so sad.
Hello everyone!
As usual, going to do a hit and run of a post....
I hope you are all doing well.
Dear Mr. Mayo,
This is the first post of yours that has me feeling all fan-girly.
As in, short of breath. Heart a flutter. Head in the clouds of romance.
Nothing makes me feel that way.
Well done. Well done.
Hi, everyone. I can't be sitting at the computer too much today 'cause I still have some back / leg things going on and it's better if I walk around. Which really kind of sucks since I'd decided to work on some writing, one for here and some for my own stuff too.
I'll be peeking in and probably on later though.
Hope you are all having a great weekend! ^_^
I guess i better get off here, and start on this house, i have to fly out to Atlanta tomorrow, so i may be here later, or late tomorrow night.
You can read the latest news on my blog, i will keep posting till they find all the kids.
hugs
pj
Kapunua hope you feel better soon!
Hey everyone,
Kapunua hope you and the leg start feeling better real soon.
Mayo, once again i have to say how much i loved this post.
I love, love, love it ♥
Just got back from my induction and it was great, im actually looking forward to working there!! Im gonna enjoy this honeymoon period before reality sets in haha.
I start tomorrow at lunch for 6 hours, so its good that im being eased into it. Its at a store thats 30miles away though, good job someones giving me a lift.
The store i will be working at doesnt open till march so a lot of travelling around until then.
Woo cant wait to get paid in 2 and a half week and am looking even more forward to 30seconds to mars in 2weeks exactly!!
God it will be beautiful, they own my soul ♥
I'll be back on later,
Ciao chicklets :)
Hello Mayo, and all you Mayovillianites!
PJ, I know, I know... It is sickening. Close to where I live, a good many years ago, a very sick and disturbed mother rolled her car in a lake with her 2 young sons strapped in their car seats. I felt physically ill.
Hello Mya, SIM, Elena, PJ, anyone lurking or hiding in the corner....
I forgot to call dibs on a room earlier. Room 61 for me please. Right down the hall from room 69 and I can always sharpie in another 6 at the end ;-)
Mya: Is that YOU singing on the myspace profile??? WOW! WOW WOW WOW!!! Why did you not tell us you were so talented???? Color me every shade of impressed there is if that's you :)
PJ: It is so sad about those poor babies in Alabama. It just broke my heart when I first read the story. How could anyone do that to their own children - to any innocent child? I'll just never, ever understand it..... *sigh*
Love & Hugs to all again,
#6
Wendy
Hey Wendy good to see you.
How is life treating you?
Hi Elena! Life's treating me okay, thanks for asking. How about you?
Have you found any more of the "Kitty" series in Mayo's library ;-)
Hmmm....I wonder if I could borrow one of those 'costumes' you found for Mardi Gras. I'm about to go pick out a mask! Decisions, decisions.....
What are you up to today?
Ahhh, what an excellent morn of shopping. I used up the last of my two gift cards and got some cozy, comfy, wintery clothes, a cute little organizer and from Best Buy I nabbed Resident Evil 4. I picked up some mild painkillers, my day is set, y/y?
I got some stuff for my dogs, too, new bowls and stands (you know you should not feed dogs off the floor, they can get the B word,) and a laser pointer. They don't get it. The crow loves it, though. He talks to it.
Well, but I still have a ton of chores to do like laundry, dishes etc., then mayhap I'll sit down with my new video game.
East Coast Blogbelievers: You gearing up for the "snowstorm?" El oh el. It's like people don't know what the hell to do when white stuff falls from the sky anymore. Amirite?
Hope you guys are all having a pleasant sunday.
I'm good. Just trying to get caught up on my computer work. Problem is I keep getting distracted by Mayo's library. Yeah, there is a whole series of "Kitty" books. "Kitty Finds a Pet", "Kitty Learns a New Trick". The list goes on and on.
I wish WE'D get a snowstorm.
Yeesh, we get nothing here except scarily cold tempuratures.
-A
Hi Elena!
And Calaf, if you're around, hi. ('Cause this is the time of day you're normally on.)
Oh! Mayo and SSS, aloha kakou. ^_^
When you find "Kitty Does Mardi Gras", That IS NOT ME THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT! ;-)
Oh well, I'm off to mask hunt.
Happy reading and writing Elena!!!
Hopefully, I'll see you all later :)
Oh! One more thing, this is funny. I wish you guys could've seen my Mom hearing Leathermouth for the first time the other day when she was driving me to the chiro. She was like, O_O "...That's Frank? He doesn't look like he'd have a voice like that. He's so sweet looking. Right?"
I still have to send her the lyrics. ^_^
Oh, and Hi Amy! I have a picture to share with you and Mustard and Mayo. I'll get around to posting it one of those days.
Okay, I've BlogHogged* enough. Later taters.
*Totally just made that up. That owns, doesn't it?
Bye Wendy
Hey Kapunua and Amy
:O
\0/
i got a comment box!!!!!!!!
iamsogreatiamsogreatiamsogreatiamsogreat!
^_________^
oh. so i should actually...make a comment?
pickled possum, good on you making the room assignment list, but are you going all numerology on me with that parenthesis? i was thinking more the 9's involved, myself...
good morning everybody!!
good morning mayo!!
*dances in the living room*
:D
Good afternoon/evening/morning everyone
Hello, my BC! ☆
How are you?
Your all going to hate me from all of this but I don't care. I have watched from the beginning of this in october and I commented once or twice. Only to be shut out. Because you don't cinsider me "one of you". Well I am glad I'm not "One of you". Now I have to say there are some pathetic people here holding on to every word and STILL trying to figure out what the fuck this guy is talking abou in all his blogposts. I KNOW you think its Gerard Way, you still think so even though you deny it. No one s more pathetic about it then Sdock10. Sdock10 you need to get a fucking life. You talk to a guy who you think is Gerard Way like you KNOW him like he is going to rescue you from your sad existance. "O please mr Way hear my words!!! Please notice me! I am so NICE to you, i LOVE you always!!!" You complain about how sad and miserable and emo you fucking are but instead of getting a fucking LIFE you whine to some guy you think is Gerard Way and hope that he will be your next boyfriend. When he tires of hi wife which I'm sure you ALL think is going to happen soon. Well..... I KNOW Gerard Way. And if there is one thing he doesn't respect its people who are too lazy to get off their fucking ass and get a life. He would feel nothing but pity for you. Lyns is like him, she is ambitious artistic and yes, SMART. She is not pathetic and whiney and emo.
The rest of you housewives are pathetic for believing that Gerard would waste his time listeing to you all complain and try to SAVE him but Sdock10...... Your just the saddest. You REALLY THINK Gerard is going to save you. He's not. You should get over it.
Hello my Pancake-zilla, how are you? Lol ^_^
SADDEST
fucking hilaripus. you made my day anon. thank you for making me laugh today. seriously you should do that for a living.
and if you know gerard way then can you please tell him that he needs to wash behind his ears. sometimes people miss that spot and it gets very very dirty
have a nice day anon. toodles
Anon, maybe you have no idea how ambitious Lyn-Z really is. You might want to check on that.
"Who is Gerard Way?"
-Mayo
Hi there "Mayo"
whoa. that anon. harsh much?
i go off to snoop around mayo's....er...admire his art.
yeah. admire the paintings on the walls!
anyway, and i get back to that. *tsk*
hey guys. :)
hey tj, bc and rw.
rw you like cats. whooh thats tmi right there
Hey TJ :)
I like chocolate ice cream.
And cats.
Hi squeak squeak how are you?
That anon is a bitch, aren't they?
But let's not pay attention to that idiot.
Hi there fimble, RW. How are you guys?
Hi FS :D
I also like reading.
And cats.
iam good thanks bc. i dont think the anon is a bitch. i think they are just a bit confused thats all.
Hello BC :)
I like you guys, and cats!
hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how is everyone?
thanks for making me laugh anon... ^^
fimble: I really like the part about washing behind the ears... it´s the same with the feet, a lot of people forget to wash their feet ;)
hey pixie but please do not get me started on feet. you can talk about them whilst i am covering my ears. la la la la la
Hi there Pixie :)
Aww we like you too RW *hugs*
Fimble, yeah probably. Silly goose that anon is :)
I prefer dogs.
Dogs??
0_0
hmmm...
i like cats.
i like....
>_>
<_<
*whispers*
coffee
gasp!!!!
Hi there my little pixie. How are you today? *hugs*
Anon616 (Wendy), Thanks for the compliment! I REALLY appreciate it! Thanks for dropping in!
I'm a dog person RW
Unless you were talking about something else :)
*whispers*
coffee
^ ^
0_0
Shocking!!
haha ok i stop talking about feet fim! ;)
I´m ok bc how are you? *hugs*
Squeak squeak, you like coffee?! Say it isn't so! Lol
Yesterday I went to the bookstore and there was this book titled "Starbucks saved my life."
I'm deadly serious.
i like (mmmmmm let me think)
i like gerrard
(shhhhhh thats stevie gerrard ACTUALLY)
Hello, my dear Pixie!♡
How are you?
Pixie, I'm doing alright. I'm thinking of taking a small trip to downtown Chicago today, but the weather is crap right now, so I don't know if I should go..
Pancake-zilla, where have you been? Have you went to eat more pancakes again? :D
How are you? *hugs*
I saw that book somewhere bc not sure if it was at the airport or in the internet... I mean I love coffee but I couldn´t say that starbucks saved my life... haha how could starbucks saved my life???
is it raining bc? that would be crap for me *lol*
hi siobhan, I´m ok how are you??? everything ok in kölle? ;)
I'm fine, BC!
Hi Toujours!
Hi RW!
Hi Mya!
Hi Fimble!
How are you girls?☮
Chocolate ice cream saved my life!
So did cats.
Hello Siobhan :)
yes, it's true. coffee.
but you know what i really like?
i don't know if this weird or not, but...i really like men's backs.
there's this guy i work with, a real sweetie, not particularly built or anything, but when he wears this one old t-shirt of his...
holy moly.
the cotton is thin and clings to the muscles of his upper back, and emphasizes the width of his shoulders, and i
just
stare.
that's my real confession.
*hides face*
Pixie, exactly. How can coffee save your life? Ha ha. The weather is cloudy and cold. That's my way of describing it as crap, lol. Pancake-zilla, I'm doing okay. Weather is making me feel a bit down though. Blah!
Chocolate ice cream rules!
hey i am great siobhan.
rw, what is with cats then. do you like their fur, their purr, their feet?
Kölle is a-ok, Pixie! Thanks for asking! How's the weather in Helsinki?
Cloudy ☁ or rainy ☂?
Squeak squeak, I'm shocked! ^_^
toujours, now you made me laugh so much, thanks for that!!!! *hugs*
I love cats!
Anon at 3:21, you may know Gerard Way, but you obviously do not know Mayo. Sure he started off here as a distant and cold cynic, using his blog to vent to a group of strangers. But now, he has developed a relationship with the participants here and has stated his gratitude many times for their thoughts and concern. Mayo would not be here if he didn't value the interaction he has with the people who come to his house. It has become a family and everyone including Mayo knows this.
Also, I doubt Sdock thinks that Gerard is going to save her and I'm sure she is just using this blog to sort through her own issues. It's like real cheap therapy and it's entertaining as well.
it´s just awful siobhan, windy, rainy, dark, grey .... ^^
rw, what is with cats then. do you like their fur, their purr, their feet?
Their whiskers, their tiny wee noses, their hauty disposition. What's not to love! :)
Iamanonymous, thank you.
Siobhan-san, how are you making those symbols? I think you're getting addicted to them ;p
*applauds iamanonymous*
glad i could give you a laugh pixie! but i really do. bc is right to be shocked, it's awful. shoulders, upper back...well, the whole male torso really. fun to draw and even better to look at.
:)
Yes, I am addicted, BC. *giggles*
Siobhan-san, you are ♥
Squeak squeak, awww :)
♥
♥
Forgive me, I find this posting symbols quite fascinating lol
¤
Hee!
♠
¥
☎ *hehe*
I♥you
:)
Siobhan-san, how did you do that?
OOOOO! I like that one, Siobhan!
ok you guys, have fun with that. :)
i'm going to go figure out how to re-arrange the furniture in my room, and get some things done out in the (eeewwwww) real world.
i'm going to save a comment box though, so i'll be back at least once!
ciao blogsibs!
ciao mayo! (don't think badly of me because of my confession, ok?)
bye toujours take care!
Which one, RW?
Bye Toujours!
The telephone, Siobhan. I like that one!
Bye, TJ :)
Take care squeak squeak
I don't think Pancake-zilla will tell us how she made the telephone symbol :)
Wait! I have so many codes I have to look for it!
Meanwhile: ☯
Hey everyone :) How are you guys?
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Hello CTV :)
My belly is full of chocolate ice cream.
For you, RW!
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Without the gap! ☎
Hello there CTV. How are you?
I'm doing okay, just about to go get something to eat.
hi guys. officially caught up after my weekend away! it took me 2hrs (seriously!!)
only as basic as....... ♥ but hey thats good for me!!.
hope you've all been well!
hello mayo. i don't know what to think about you?? but i felt for you on that last post i really did! kind of experienced a similar thing if i am interpreting you the way i think i am?!
Hello RW, and Siobhan.
Ice cream, you say? May I have some? Bob-flavoured would be lovely.
I'm in a really good mood today and I have no idea why.
This is one of my favourites!
Could be for our Princess.
♛
Hi everyone,
Just wanted to let you know, they just found another body, that's two they have found so far.
It really is heart breaking to watch as all this unfolds, and the hope of finding the other two alive is all but gone.
I will be back later, sooner if they find another body, just to let ya'll know.
Hugs
pj
Bob-flavoured ice cream, CTV? I'll have a look in the back of my freezer...
hi ctv and faraway, how are you?
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Heeheehee! Thanks, Siobhan!
Hi CTV! How are you? ♡
Today, I decided to cover up Mayo's with all those little signs.
*giggles viciously*
You're welcome, RW!
Hey BC, FASC. I hope you guys are well, yeah?
SS,
I haven't spoken to you in some time, huh? I always seem to come on right after you leave. Kinda sucks, but it still makes me smile to see you here. I hope you're well and happy. You know we're extremely grateful for everything you've done. Thank you, and much love.
Hello Pixie :)
RW, are you enjoying the lack of snow? I made a dirt angel. T'was lovely.
thanks PJ. so sad.
hi CTV, pixie, siobhan,RW, BC.
i am good tired from a weekend of too much but good.
RW, are you enjoying the lack of snow? I made a dirt angel. T'was lovely.
I'm loving the lack of snow, CTV! Alas, though, I have a feeling that fEbruary is going to hit us like a ton of snowballs :/
Hello there FASC :)
Please do not forget, i am updating on my comment page, as the news comes in.
Feel free to visit my blog, and leave a comment.
luv
pj
"Today, I decided to cover up Mayo's with all those little signs."
haha are you childish today? go ahead *lol* :)
Hi Fasc! How are you doing?
have done PJ and thank you.
i felt so guilty the other day when you came here with the news and i'd not even looked at the news yet, mayo was my first point of call from awakening whilst getting my kids up and ready for school.
that made me feel a bit guilty i must admit, although you are all my friends i felt guilty i was checking here before real horrible news if you get me?!
Hello hello faraway, PJ. How are you guys? I'm doing okay, but I have to start doing my chores and it may take me a while.
I'm loving the lack of snow, CTV! Alas, though, I have a feeling that fEbruary is going to hit us like a ton of snowballs :/
Eh. Let's hope not.
Your birthday is coming up, love. So is mine. I'm not looking forward to the big day, are you? It's so bloody near Valentine's Day too. That is going to be one depressing week.
Well, I just want the walls and floors to look a bit different today!
Aww faraway, you're hyperventilating again. That's one thing I like about you *hugs* :)
some colour would be good to siobhan! that´s good for the mood... :)
CTV, I hate Valentine's Day. It's so commercialism, and I hate the sappiness of it. Blah! >:O
Me too, BC. Hate it with a passion.
Tell me your zodiac sign, please!
Your birthday is coming up, love. So is mine. I'm not looking forward to the big day, are you? It's so bloody near Valentine's Day too. That is going to be one depressing week.
Actually, I'm rather excited about turning 40. I'm going to make it a "pamper me" day - get my hair done, have a pedicure & may be a facial, hang out with friends.
I usually just disregard Valentine's Day. At least it's only one day a year.
Hello all! How are you today?
valentines´day isn´t a big day here in finland and also not in germany, that´s good :)
Awe, that sounds like fun. I'm glad you're going to be enjoying it. You deserve it.
Siobhan, I'm not sure if you're talking to me, but I'm an Aquarius.
Hi CTV PJ RW FASC pixie BC siobhan and anyone else.
how are we today?
RW a pampering day sounds perfect for a birthday.
And valentines has just become cheap and mass produced.
Hello there EP! :) Any new chicks today?
I'm a Leo: ♌
Hello Ergo. I'm good, just a bit chilly.
good morning ergo, do you have a good start into the week? :)
Did someone seriously just take a shot at Solly?
Anon, I'm so sure you have "lurked from the beginning," el oh el. And that you were "turned away." My heart pumps purple piss for your plight, truly. Are you sure you weren't turned away because you were a petty, namedropping, know-it-all blogleech? Yeah, that's what I thought. If you hate us and you know Gerard Way, WTF are you doing here? Go hand with your cool rock star friend and leave us the hell alone.
That goes for anyone with the same agenda.
In other news, I HAVE A CUNNING PLAN. /baldrick
Hear me out, okay? 'Cause this might work. So, our regs started having to porch it when those stupid blogger B's showed up, right? Before that, no one got ecto'd. So maybe, just maybe, on the next post, if none of us signed in, then the blogger B's would be gone and everyone could get in again? I know it's a long shot and it opens us up to a bunch of crap, too, but could it be worth a shot?
Just putting that on the table.
Well, I've been trying to play Resident Evil 4 all day and failing epically because I suck so bad at the WiiMote. I can't even get to the second typewriter because all these villagers keep attacking me with goddamn pitchforks. I'm gonna make dinner and try again.
Guys, lemme know what you think about the not signing in thing, okay?
H2O, Ho2, Bean, Splash, E, etc. and forever, wanna chat tonight? Sea Strumpet is feeling feisty. ^_^
This is your sign, CTV! ♒
Siobhan, all I see is a question mark?
It's getting bigger, Pixie!
Valentine's Day is, apart from Mother's Day, the important day for the flower shops.
it´s getting late so I´m off now, have a great afternoon/evening *hugs*
not yet RW they take 21 days and she has just under 2 weeks to go, but I'll let you know!
The 2 I have are black with yellow patches on head and chest and bum.
(it's the breeds markings)
it's still showery here and is actually quite a cool breeze, but it's all lovely and green and my garden is flowering so it's lovely :)
well sea strumpet.
you missed the most important one but hey ho i will just have to torture your little skranny arse. beware sea strumpet, magic fingers fim is out and about. arghhhhhhhh
but it´s only a commercial day, so there´s no big meaning behind it in germany... they just want you to buy flowers and chocolate... but well I´m off now... :)
I can see the sign, CTV. Does anyone else see a question mark?
Oh my FimbleHo, I knew we'd be chatting one way or another. ^_^ Besides, I couldn't remember which Ho you were. :)
Dude, go post your pic, okeeee?
where did sdock get attacked??
I haven't read back this morning..yet it usually takes a while.
the idea of not signing in is a good one, it's worth a try.
Feisty or saucy? Ah well, both are desirable qualities in my Sea Strumpet!
Can we start earlier though cos I just about died last night and turned into an incoherent jibbering mess?
Jules, I like your CUNNING PLAN. It can cause problems but it's worth a shot.
And always up for chat.
bye pixie, nice to catch you briefly again!
have a good night and monday!
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