Monday, January 21, 2008

At any given moment.

My bedside manner is awkward at best. But I will stand beside you and hold your hand. When your mouth is dry I will get you a glass of water. When you hurt I will attempt a story or two to keep your mind off the pain.

Please do not take it personal if I fall asleep. My mind is everywhere lately; sleep overcomes me at the strangest times. Perhaps we shall rest together?

p.s. arrive at once yet move about with disregard and a clumsy swagger.





"FUCK!"

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toujours said...

How do you feel about cat costumes?

mmmm-row?


puuurrrrrrrrrr.

:3

Anon616 said...

Ohhh TJ......has he heard
APOCALYPTICA???

He might apprecitate them!

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=15283956

toujours said...

i haven't heard of them, what are they like, six?

Anon616 said...

Elena said...

Wendy I will talk to HBO about your video service.
===========
Be sure to tell them I'll do it for free ;-)

Well ladies, I have a hot date with my laundry ;-)
so I must be off....

Ya'll have fun and have a great night/day!

Love and hugs and THANKS to you all!
~Namaste~
6/Wendy

toujours said...

see you later, six -- thanks for the link! :)

elena said...

Toujours I'm sure there is a part just made for you...

See ya Wendy. Tell your whites and colors I said hey. Watch out for the "Wash only in cold" they are a bad bunch.

Anon616 said...

toujours said...
i haven't heard of them, what are they like, six?
=======
WEll, the laundry can wait a few more seconds ;-)

They are classically trained cellists but they ROCK.
I think they're music is amazing!

You can check them out at their website

www.apocalyptica.com

or on youtube (this is one of my favorites):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFW7oTEqKgc&feature=related


Night again all!!!

Anonymous said...

bye Wendy have fun ! lol (I still have towels to hang out!)

TJ I don't know sorry

www.badgerbadgerbadger.com might give him a laugh

(I love it!)

I played Charlies Angels!

hey a joke

Boy "Daddy the kids at school keep calling me Mafioso"
Dad "Ok son I'll look after it tomorrow"
Boy "Thanks Dad, make it look like an accident ok?"

Must go for a bit too, I'll check if you need an ectoblog TJ

take care!

toujours said...

Toujours I'm sure there is a part just made for you...

oh boy oh boy!

wait. i haven't read these books yet. there's nothing...improper in them, is there?

They are classically trained cellists but they ROCK.

whoa. they sound cool! i'll definitely take a look! thank you! :D

and thank you too, ergo! this should give me something to make it less of a dud for him bday-wise. :)

and hopefully *fingers crossed* i'll be able to make my bedtime comment in person tonight. i saved a comment box, so hopefully it will work. i had to struggle to get this one back, so i'm afraid i'm right at my threshold.

so, i'd better say good night to everyone now. it was fun chatting with you guys tonight! :)

elena said...

toujours said...
Toujours I'm sure there is a part just made for you...

oh boy oh boy!

wait. i haven't read these books yet. there's nothing...improper in them, is there?


Depends on what you consider improper!

Night Toujours!! Night Ergo!

elena said...

Mayo.

First off thank you for the new post. I was out shopping with my youngest daughter and suddenly thought of my Blog home. So I whipped out my phone to check. Sure enough a new Mayo Post. There I was walking through the mall reading your words. Yeah, several times my daughter had to grab my arm to keep me from running into someone. When I reached the end I came to an abrupt halt. The woman who ran into me from behind totally thought it was my fault. Anyway my daughter moved me out of the flow of traffic and said “I suppose Mayo said something earth shattering.” The comment of course came complete with a roll of her eyes. I thought a moment then said. “No, actually noting earth shattering. Just something very heartwarming.” I was surprised when she asked me to read it to her. I did leave sdock’s “fuck” out but I read the rest. When I finished she paused then said, “Yeah, that is pretty nice.” Oh Mayo you have no idea. That was high praise coming from her. She was right though. Your words weren’t just letters strung together to from words on a page. They were beauty in its simplest form. Caring for another. Putting them first before your own needs. They were beautiful.
I guess that feeling is what caused me to completely lose my fucking cool when the anon’s struck. Here you had posted words of compassion and they were tearing the feeling apart. They were hurting one of the family members. Why do people do this? Does it make them somehow feel better about themselves? If it does I truly feel sorry for them. How could throwing words out, knowing they will cause pain, make you happy?
Mayo, thank you. Your words touch so many. The feelings they evoke blanket your lovelies. They keep us warm and safe. They let us know we aren’t alone. Home, I’ve just described home. Your words make this home.

toujours said...

mayo,

in light of the rancorous "debate" that went on in here tonight, let me just say that if you were thinking of a loved one when you wrote this entry, i'm very sorry. i truly hope your family are all well.

but elena's right, this was a beautiful, warming entry to read. it made me remember being with my dad, those last days. you described it perfectly.

i remember trying so hard to come up with something interesting to talk about, and felt so bad when all i could do was sit there and hold his hand. he would fall asleep, and i wouldn't leave, i would just stay by his side, watching him.

my family isn't a close one, hugs are usually obligatory and awkward. my folks were divorced when i was twelve, so the time i spent with my dad was never enough to really get to know him. we finally started to get close again a few years ago, and i finally started to see what a wonderful and truly good man he was.

sitting beside him, holding his hand -- although i was saying goodbye to him -- is one of my treasured memories now, because i don't think i had held hands with him since i was a little girl.

at the time, it felt like such a pitifully paltry thing to do, to just sit there, to just hang on to him, but now when i look back at it, it was such an incredible gift. i hope it was for him too.



gosh.

i didn't realize i was going to write all that. i just wanted to show you that, awkward or not, your bedside manner is a lovely gift. a great and generous gift, actually.

you are a very kind man.

good night, mayo.

Anonymous said...

hiya Mayo well I'm not sure who your blog is for but the sentiments are lovely. being there is what matters to anyone.

Did you have a good day? I hope so, mine was productive which was nice. And I rediscovered a love of drawing. It's been a long time. Like you were some time ago, cleaning out the old and reexamining long tucked away treasures.

I hope you have a great day tomeorrow. Love life adn enjoy all the time you have in it!

wishing comfort, health, joy and love, to you and yours
much love EP xx

..

and SS

goosey goosey gander, whither do you wander, upstairs downstairs in my lady's chamber!

I am so glad you recall us fondly during your days, it's a lovely thought, but watch the giggling and smiling for no apparent reason, people may think you are strange - like us!
lotsa love
one of the gaggle,
EP xx

and if anyone notices TJ hasn't posted PP or FASC or anyone check mybodyacasketofecto.blogspot
ta!

Kassiopeia said...

Morning Mayo!

The powers that be seem to have given up on trying to stifle our internet usage, so you're all stuck with me still. Fabulous. For me, not you!

I was just thinking that what this blog had been missing lately was some random anons and lo and behold last night they came out to play. I do find myself agreeing with them that the post is about someone of Mayo's as it was my interpretation, and I don't think they were being quite as harsh - in the cold light of day - as they may have appeared at the time. I suppose we have been conditioned to view some Anons with a degree of suspicion though...

Anyhoo, it's good to hear that OPL's op went well - I hear the old inflamed gallbladder can be quite the bitch. So a "Get Well Soon" and a cyber-cup-of-cocoa to both her and whoever Mayo's talking about.

*Tries to exude positive thoughts into the ether despite heart of stone*

Love,
Kass xx

farawaysoclose said...

hello blogbelieve family!!

hello mayo man in the tower!

hello SS you sweetie. thanks for the geese analogy. reading how caring geese are for each other was so touching. thank you.

god i missed some stuff didn't i!! time differences are shit!
ok the panty raid was so fucking funny especially as SS appeared in the middle of it!! i was doing my usual laugh out loud at the screen thing!

OPs great to see you back and L i'm relieved that all went well. hope you had a good rest last night and are not feeling too sore.

nice anon attack!! i won't say anymore for coming across foul mouthed and rude! (which i am but hey!)

elena you write brilliantly. seriously you do so don't be down on yourself!

kapunua not seen you around. you ok?

right i think i am all caught up. better go do some work!!

farawaysoclose said...

morning Kass!

how's your work colleague?
is she missing her babies?

how's frankie?

god i must do some work!

Kassiopeia said...

Hi FASC,

Work colleague is fine - I won't see her again until Friday because she's only working part-time. She loved the baby pics and Frank hasn't been taken down even though she hasn't the foggiest idea who he is; he's that pretty. Home-made biscuits also v. tasty - I like to feed up my co-workers to make me look thinner, mwahahaha!

My computer actually loaded SS's new post immediately - I'm scared! He makes a good point, although no one eats rats for Christmas dinner...

Kass xx

Kassiopeia said...

sdock10 said...
"Please pass to Mayo:

Mayo,

Good Morning, how are you? Doing good, I hope. Me? Errrr...my alarm woke me up this morning. I hate that shit because it makes me feel like I am running behind all damn day long. Oh well, oh well, oh well....must trudge through.

Mayo, I just want to revisit your post for a little bit this morning. You sound like you are less than confident in your ability to be there for someone, but I have no doubts in you. Just being there is the most important thing you can do. Holding someone's hand, talking to them, sitting with them, resting with them and helping them...that's all that you need to do to show them how much you care.

Here's a quote for you this morning: If you learn from your suffering, and really come to
understand the lesson you were taught,
you might be able to help someone else
who's now in the phase you may have just completed.
Maybe that's what it's all about after all...

Mayo, my wish for you today is that you trust and believe in your ability to help others.

Love to YOU Always,
S

p.s. I believe in you."

7:34 AM, January 22, 2008

Smoke said...

Morning Errbody!


Good morning, Mayo.

Hope you are okay today. Actually, I just realized something very creepy about one of your earlier posts and well, let's just say my comparison of you to Patrick Bateman has been justified. O_O

It's okay, though. I love Patrick Bateman.

Oh, and dude, I swear we didn't mess with the drawer on the bedside table last night during the panty/underoo raid. Promise.

Hugs and kisses, Mayo-man.



SS/SSS/Flash/Ragdolly Riddler,

Dude, you are awesome. In K's story, you teach us about keeping the value of words and well I know you hear this all the time from us but I just don't feel right not saying it. We love you, we miss you when you aren't here, we constantly worry about you and we all hope for nothing but love and happiness for you.

Now, I love your new post. You just always know what to say at the right time. Thank you.

Love you to pieces!

XOXO,
S&V20

elena said...

Morning Mayo and Family

Another shitty ass cold morning in Kansas. You know what? I'm gonna play hooky today. Yep, totally gonna pretend to go to work but that's not where I'm going. Don't know what I'm gonna do or where I'm going. Don't know and don't care. I'm a free spirit today. Cause sometimes you just gotta say "What the Fuck" and go for it.

Pickled Possum said...

Good morning Mayo,

I have to admit your bedside manner sounds just fine. Merely by being there, or saying you wish you could be there, is often enough. It's the simplest gestures and efforts that are appreciated the most.

And furthermore, who hasn't drifted off beside an unwell bedridden loved one, when watching through the night. No one ever takes that personally.

I'm sure whoever this is directed towards will benefit from your thoughts and concern for them.

Now...

When you hurt I will attempt a story or two to keep your mind off the pain.

Just not one of your cryptic ones hopefully. The idea is to make the pain stop.

clumsy swagger
Swagger always seems so fake to me. It's more of an exaggerated, overcocky, bolshy way of walking. Clumsy sounds like you're struggling to maintain the cockiness. Just walk normally, okay. It's easier if you are tired.

Seriously though, this was a kind of touching post.

Or am I touched in the head.

Probably 'yes' to both.




Heheheh!
I can just see sdock smiling right now, at that bolded word.

Anonymous said...

Mayo

And I wonder now, if I had held
just a bit tighter, would I have
a handful of fur rather than dirt
and hurt?


But, the thing is, I couldn't hold any tighter. I was tired of holding onto something that was two steps away from being bullshit.

You'd think I'd be burying my face in a pillow, weeping. I'm not. I'm actually okay. Maybe the sting isn't so bad when you haven't felt anything for the past three or four years.

Mayo, sometimes you just have to let things go. Shit happens. People become something different, sometimes for the worst. And when you can't relate to that anymore, you just have to say goodbye. I don't think there's anything wrong in that.

Totally sorry to psuedo-burden you with things that don't even matter, but I thought about your post, and it made me think.

Have a good day, will you? Tell the Ghost, whomever they are, that you love them and that you're trying. That's really all that can be done. Maybe they'll see.

See you around, man :)


SS:

I hope we brought some laughter out of you last night. It's always so much fun when you drop in. It's nice to just bullshit around and not have to have anything constructive or productive to think about and say. Just to let loose for a bit is awesome.

Thank you the story :) Although it could have a variety of different meanings, I'll read it as us being gooses (I know. But it's hell of a lot more fun to say). And that's exactly what we do. And we're great like that.

Thank you for providing us with perspective and meaning. It makes things a lot easier.

Have a great day, buddy :) Take it easy on "bizzy" [Can I say, WTH? ;)] self. Take some time to smell the roses. We'll be waiting around until the next time.

Smell ya later!

Anonymous said...

Obviously there's a "your" missing, SS.

I'm allowed to be illiterate this early in the morning :)



__________

Hey guys! I'll see you around a bit later.

JocelynHolly said...

Mayonaise,

Whats up my favorite creamy-white condiment? Well, pin a rose on your nose. I could've been here yesterday when you posted this BUT NO, I decided to play my guitar instead? Great Paperheartxx! =]

Anyways, when I read this, I was thinking about my Grandma before she died. She was in the hospital, and paralyzed basically into a vegetable. We all visited her everyday, giving her water to keep her mouth from getting dry, telling her about our day, holding her hand, crying when no one else was watching. Yeah, this post did make me feel sad. The "FUCK!" at the end made me feel much better. =]

I don't know what prompted this post, could've been someone you know, could've been one of us, or it might not have. I can't be too sure these days. =]

Anyways; school today, and finally another day off of work. =]
Love dearly;
- 007
<3

P.S. Can't forget my favorite lurker! SS, I hope that you have a great day today. Live the day how you want to live it, and don't let any shit bring you down. =] <3

JocelynHolly said...

"In conclusion, geese are pretty awesome."

SS, I thought I was on the wrong blog! =]

That blog made me smile, it really did. Geese are awesome aren't they? Except over the summer when they are flying at like 5 am, and honking like chickens, that just wakes me up and annoys me. =] lol.

Great new post, I got a laugh, and a smile out of it. Do you live somewhere where the geese fly south, or north for the winter? (Is north even possible?)

Love dearly;
- 007
<3

Pickled Possum said...

SS, you little *beep*
(please insert not-so-mean regional swear word of choice)

I flaming well knew it!

*slumps head into crossed arms on table, half cringing, half laughing*

Recent posts of Blogspast on Enter Shikari, and the odd comment on the experiments I've been reading - all missed.

But the HWB! Yep, scored the 5 pointer on that one.

If you weren't so darn funny I would use said book on your rear, which by the way I understand to be quite interestingly covered.


*feels the need for retaliation*

*sneeks off to SS's*

*rummages deep and hits jackpot*

*hoists up flagpole...





















a pale pink thong with a fluffy white bunny tail on the back*

*niiiiice!!*

Seriously though, you are a warm giving individual and we feel you here when you are not. I hope you are surrounded by people like yourself in your real life.

And yes, there are many lessons to be learnt from geese.

Love
PP

farawaysoclose said...

Recent posts of Blogspast on Enter Shikari, and the odd comment on the experiments I've been reading - all missed.

But the HWB! Yep, scored the 5 pointer on that one.


have i missed something yet again PP??

if you are still around would you mind explaining?

hey MIB,PH if you are still around.

elena have a fun day!!! you skiver!

Smoke said...

"Live the day how you want to live it, and don't let any shit bring you down."

PH, have I told you lately how much I wuv you? You're my favorite teenager in the whole wide world.

Don't ever change, PH. Ever.

XOXO,
S&V20

Kassiopeia said...

I wouldn't worry about it FASC - 50% of the time I couldn't spot an SS post and for the other 50% I don't understand it anyway!

Then again, PP is technically standing upside down so our brains might explode if we even began to know what she was talking about...

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

Hi PH, Mustard, Kass, Sdock, S&V20, FASC, absent friends and family, and quiet lurkers.

LOLI - I saw you. You came back!
Woohoo!

Op L,
So pleased to read the surgery went well. Rest up and get better soon okay.

Kapunua, BC,
>_>
<_< ?

Socky,
I'M YELLING TO YOU AGAIN FROM OVER HERE!! My smelly hunk of junk won't let me play with you at DM's. I'm stranded with Mayo.
At least I'm sorted if I get unwell, I guess.

What the...?
What type of radio announcer plays Mama at 3.50am and recommends you turn it up REALLY loud?

Maybe he's someone we could use as a DJ for the next BlogBelieve party. Princess likes things loud =)

Guess I should away.
I'm already undressed and back in black.

Night all.


*saves for the last minute...

runs up behind and rugby tackles SS to the ground, for good natured taunting*

Yeah dude, have some good old New Zealand love.

*picks up SS, and pats dirt off his back, front and whatever, and leaves him watching geese*

Have a good one everyone.

Smoke said...

Princess likes things loud =)

THE LOUDER THE BETTER, PP!

Mama @ 3:30 in the morning?

Perfect!

Yeah, where is BC and Kapunua?

Dude, where's my peeps?

Anonymous said...

New pictures of Frankie, I have.

Stopped smoking, he has not.

Looks happy, he does.

Smile, I do.

Anonymous said...

Hi FASC, just saw you as I was leaving.
I left a comment to SS along the lines out of all the comments I've ever left to him , that that night would be the night he actually reads one...a very 0_0 type one... comparing him to a hotwater bottle (HWB) no less.

I was kind of like 'oooh', in my mind, read any post of mine but this one.

While I meant what I did, I think he may also have got the 'oh sh*t, what have I written' aspect as well. His post was kind of "Haha! Look I did read it"

Kass, We have a theory here the perception of the earth is subjective as early astronomers preferred the notion that since they were so clever they were on top of the world.

In reality we are waving down to you.

*brains explode due to PP's geographically isolated late night musings*

And on that scary thought,
night all.

Anonymous said...

Kassanova said...

I was just thinking that what this blog had been missing lately was some random anons and lo and behold last night they came out to play. I do find myself agreeing with them that the post is about someone of Mayo's as it was my interpretation, and I don't think they were being quite as harsh - in the cold light of day - as they may have appeared at the time. I suppose we have been conditioned to view some Anons with a degree of suspicion though...



I call this pretty damn harsh:
Anonymous said...
Ummm, ops, nooo, egocentric much?
And yes, I am a bitch.


This also:
Anonymous said...
Yea, ops think every thing is about them. Maybe Mayo's got a sick friend though. Sorry but I don't think it's about you guys...... the biggest ego's on the blog.

Kassiopeia said...

Hello Mya,

No I don't think calling someone "egocentric" is the mother of all insults. Anon him/herself concedes to being "a bitch", but their posts were vanilla compared to some of the stuff a few of the regulars here have hurled at Anons, even ones who weren't being rude, just a little inquisitive.

Both you and I have most likely come up with worse in our time here, so can we just suck it up and move on?

Kass xx

P.S. And no, the Anon wasn't me - that would've been around 4.30 in the morning my time!

Anonymous said...

OK I am also afraid to sign in to say what needs to be said, but I have to say it. OPs you do have a thing where you make it seem all about you. Even if this post was to you, and maybe it is but even if it is, you went a little crazy about it. We ALL wish you guys well but you GUSH over Mayo. And it was sort of rude and selfish to just assume it was about you. You do SOMETIMES come across like you know everything and Mayo and SS are only talking to you.

I like you guys. I really do (and yes I am afraid to stand up to you). I think you're both nice but it is this kind of behavior that turns this into a popularity contest.

Now. As to SS's post which you seem to think is also about only you. SS said he didn't even know about the surgery. Not until he signed on. His post about geese was a few minutes later. I don't think he wrote it that fast.

Now.... We ALL care about you but you seem to care more about Mayo and SS to the point where you think it is all about you. And the way your friends get, it makes it hard to reason with you signed in, which would cause a week worth of fighting.

When SS is here and you start flirting with him I for one feel embarrassed. I want him to know that we all don't want to flirt with him and talk about sex with him. Some of us just think he is nice. I hope he knows that because it is hard to say without sounding like an attack. It's not, I just don't know how else to say it.

I sincerely hope you are both doing good. But I needed to say it.

Kassiopeia said...

Hi Anon,

"Being popular is the most important thing in the World" - Homer Simpson

There are a few on the blogs who have a closer "relationship" with Mayo & SS than I do but that's cool. Depending on the time of day you post, your real life situation and your natural personality you're going to form tighter bonds with some than others. Sometimes it can feel like I've just dropped into the middle of a private conversation I'm not entirely welcome to join, especially where our host is concerned, but if Mayo's sizing us all up for his freezer I for one am happy to be last on his list!

Hi Yoda.

It's the end of my working day and I have pictures of Frank. Thanks!

Kass xx

Anonymous said...

But nobody here has that relationship. I guess it bothers me when people assume they do. I had to say something. I am sorry.

Kassiopeia said...

Ah, Anon - the beauty of quote marks!

And don't be sorry. If you feel things need to be said and you couldn't get them all out if you had to sign in under your blue name then that's fair enough. It's a heck of a lot different to using an anonymous identity just to hurl abuse at somebody.

Anyway, what with my body being a temple an' all, I am off.

Love,
Kass xx

PJ's in blue said...

Anonymous said...
But nobody here has that relationship. I guess it bothers me when people assume they do. I had to say something. I am sorry


Anon, you are right, no one here has a relationship with Mayo.

We see ourselves as a family unit, and in every family, some are closer than others.

Hell! sometimes i feel like the bastard step child, setting out in the cold, as they carry on with conversations.

It never matters if Mayo is talking to us, or just getting something off his chest, I'm here because i like to be here.

In any family, there are going to be, the shy ones, the guilty ones, the crazy ones, the lost ones, and the drama ones, but we except each and every one as family.

And Mayo's blog family, is one of a kind, and that's what keeps me coming back, day after day.

So lighten up!

Do like Mayo, and just yell, FUCK!!!

Anonymous said...

I, for one, will say that I get tickled to death SS and Mayo, BOTH have the time to acknowledge us.

I don't need to know that they're talking directly to me. Just to have them around is more than enough.

No one of us is more special than another. Some things that we say or do may have more of an impact on SS and Mayo. Who are we to say who's more important?

No one is more important than anyone. Level playing field you guys.

Mayo's post can be about whatever Mayo wants them to be.

SS's posts can be about whatever SS wants them to be.

I'm just grateful they still come around, so thank you, to both Mayo and SS, for taking time out of your presumedly "bizzy" schedules to stop in and say hi. It means more than you can imagine.

Let's not argue over something as minute as what's being discussed. Let's just be thankful, okay?

L: I hope you're doing well.

Kapunua: I hope you're doing well.

Loli: Welcome back, girl!

BC: I hope all's okay.

Smoke said...

PJ, you made me laugh with your last statement. ^_^

First off, there's no way in hell Mayo or SS could come and spend time with every single one of us individually. I would never expect that of either of them. Just the fact that Mayo has kept this going and does speak to us is enough. Just the fact that SS keeps coming back to check on us is enough.
End of story.

Second, I hope it's not a popularity contest. Jeez, I'm an effin' princess and I get ignored half the time. O_o

Third, well I don't really have a third point to make yet.

Anonymous said...

It is not an argument MIB. I had to say something about the obvious popularity contest going on with some. And the flirting. That makes me uncomfortble.

Smoke said...

OH MY GAWWWWD! WHERE IS KAPUNUA???

It's so weird with her not being here. And where is BC?

What the hell? People are disappearing. No explanations.

A little over-dramatic, I know. BUT WHERE ARE YOU GUYS??????

Anonymous said...

No, it's not the fault of Mayo. It was the assuming that e erything is about certain people and how that seems wrong. I would never assume that something was about me.

And the gushing that goes with it.

And the flirting.

Sorry, I just didn't want anyone to miss the point.

Jennicula said...

Well, it's never about me, but that's ok. I like to stop in, say "Hi/bye" chit-chat a bit, and blaze on outta here. 'Cause that's how I roll.

(doing my typical drive-by blog stop)

Anonymous said...

"'Cause that's how I roll"

Fast and out of control? You just made me think of that Sonic commercial. ^_^

Anonymous said...

Anonymous:

I know it's not an argument. Perhaps I should have used the word "discussion." I should have.


I'm just trying to argue both sides at one time :)

I understand what you're saying.

Anonymous said...

I guess the door has shut for just now, however I have little doubt that it will reopen.

Letting myself be known is something both new and unusual, and I do so with a hood over my head because I don't wish to emerge so boldly. Don't worry, I wish not to lurk uncertainly for long.

Here it is not about real names, and I am yet to choose such a title for myself. After some thought, I'm sure it will become clear to me.

I'm unsure where I stand here. Sometimes I wish I'd make myself known earlier, before everything became so hectic..

Anonymous said...

Huh? Hello there hooded Anon....

Anonymous said...

Nobody cares, hooded anon.

Anonymous said...

I, for one, love the absence of Kapunua.

Anonymous said...

sorry about that, i was the anon @ 1.35pm
i am high, i do not know what i am typing.

Anonymous said...

And on that note, I'm outta here.

sister midnite said...

Hi evvebodies!
(And yes, I really do say it like that sometimes. Especially first thing in the morning, as I am SO not a morning person.)

Princess said:
Mya, wait......
Is this room #27?


*eep* That's my room! *blink* Who planted all these fancy men's undies in here?!? I's a female! ((looks down to make sure ^_~))

OP's L & J - nice to see you!
L, get well soon! *hugz*

Lolita - Welcome back!!!!!!
PH - *HUGZ*

Anon from this morning: Thank you for being respectful about voicing your opinion. Too many anon's we get here, aren't respectful at ALL. Including last night's anon, for whom I have two words: Jealous MUCH?

Elena, you have much more talent than you would ever give yourself credit for.

Hi TJ, hi MJ! ((MJ, are you okay??)) Hi anyone else I've missed!

Original Punk J said...

Good afternoon all,

This is J, typing from L's dictation. She's on the couch and feeling some better, more sore than yesterday but overall well.

"First of all, I want to say thank you to all of you that sent me well wishes and love, and your thoughts and prayers. It meant more to me than you'll ever know.

Second of all, concerning what happened last night. I had no idea that something as, I assumed, innocent a comment that was made would cause such a commotion. Had I known, there is no way anything would've been said. I came in last night, hurting, drugged, and when J read me that post and some of the comments that had been left, it DID make me feel better. Even though I truly didn't know who it was for.

And Mayo, whoever you wrote that for, it was sweet, it was kind, and it spoke to all of us who've been having illnesses and/or issues. So, please forgive me if I took some of the kind words for myself.

To those last night that defended us, our friends, thank you so much. It was such a vicious, cruel attack; we were basically stunned by it. So thank you for your strength, your loyalty, and your love.

Now. To the "Anons", because I do believe there were at least two if not three last night, and then the one this morning. I had no idea that you felt this way. From the beginning, we have spoken in this way to Mayo and SS--and to others in the Family. We try to encourage, to support; we do call people by affectionate nicknames like "precious", "baby", "honey", "sweetheart", etc. That's what Southerners do. To our knowledge, we don't make mention of things being about us. That's not what it's about. We thought we were all a unit. When one is acknowledged, we are all acknowledged.

J does talk sweetly to SS, but she has never said anything like "Hey baby, come over here and fuck me." Several others flirt with him; it's not just J. He seems to like it, if you look at his comments closely. Obviously you don't want to say anything crude, that's tacky. But, he IS a guy. Most of us flirt with Bikey, too, but nobody seems upset by that.

Mayo and SS are part of this Family, so why shouldn't we treat them as such, and not like they're made from porcelain? Do you think they really would want to be treated with kid gloves?

But, again, I had no idea some of you felt our "egos" were out of control. If any of you have issues with us, please feel free to email us, we'll be glad to talk with you. But truthfully, what you did last night was cruel, venomous, tacky, and unfeeling. If you can't see that, I truly feel sorry for you.

L."

Anonymous said...

I hope she never updates her stupid story. It would be nice if she never came back.

sister midnite said...

Anon @ 1:50, if you have such a problem with kapunua, maybe you should take it up with her.

To be honest, I'm getting really tired of reading people who don't even have the balls to take a name taking potshots at regular commenters who have been here from the beginning.

If you don't have the guts to stand up to someone you feel intimidated by, fine. But why do you have to air your dirty laundry (to to speak) where everyone else will see it?

If you want to bitch about Kapunua, or the OP's, or anybody else, do it on your own damned blog. Because a lot of the rest of us truly don't want to read it.

sister midnite said...

* so to speak -- damned typos!

Anonymous said...

Well said, Sister Midnight!

Anonymous said...

Exactly, Sister Midnite.

It's a waste of very valuable blog space, right Mayo?

Damn. Damn. Damn.

I know I said I was gone but oh well.

Anonymous said...

This thing is starting to snowball... It was just another stupid anon... So, I agree with Kassanova, let's move on. (But I ain't suckin' nothin' up, you got that? ;)

JocelynHolly said...

Hey guys! =]

Did I read some comments right.. Lolita's back?! HEY SUGAR! =]


How are we all today? =]

Anonymous said...

Well I for one didn't mean to start trouble. I just had to say what I had to say. Now I *. 5+,2.

JocelynHolly said...

Now I *. 5+,2.

Anon, huh?
=]

sister midnite said...

Thanks, Mya. And I would be the last person to ask you to suck *anything*, up or otherwise. ^_~

I wish I could have been here for the art discussion. See, I've always said that I couldn't draw for shit. But I haven't really *tried*. Except for this one quick little sketch I did of my mom drying her hair, I haven't attempted to draw anything other than stick figures since my grade 7 art teacher told me that I would never amount to anything when it came to ART. (She was also my homeroom teacher, and she hated kids with a passion.) So I asked for a whole bunch of art stuff for Christmas, just to see what I could come up with. When I finally get the time to try something, I'll scan & post it, if it's not vomit-inducing.

sister midnite said...

Uh oh, I was comment 666! O_o
So which Hell will I be going to, do ya think??

Original Punk J said...

And now for Part II.

It's J, typing for J, saying what J thinks and feels. I may be a tad grittier than L, but I'm like that in "real life" too.

Very very first of all, THANK YOU to our sisters-in-arms: Elena, Mya, Wendy/Six, Cupcake, Toujours, Martha, Ergo, Sis M, and Mustard. You ladies have shown such amazing, tremendous, wondrous support and love for us. We honestly were floored by the degree of emotion that you all showed for us. I will be emailing each of you later today, so watch for those.

Second. Last night's "Anons"-apalooza. Yeah, I was shocked that what I meant to be a sincere show of gratitude was mistaken as a fangirly/gushy/OMG LOOK AT ME! thing. Mayo took the time to write a lovely comment that COULD have been meant for L. It COULD have been for anyone, or everyone. It may have been a generalized statement about how he deals with sick people.

But surely you cannot begrudge someone a little comfort from those words.

I wanted him to know that L was appreciative of them, and that she felt so much better after reading them. What harm did I do, really?
I would've done the same thing for any of our friends who'd said the same. And our real friends know that.

When I first read SS's post about the geese, I actually said, "He's talking about the Family." Immediately, I knew that. Where did I say that I thought his post was for me? Yes, I do hear him. Lots of us do, you know? But, he also hears me. And others. I don't have a monopoly on his understanding. Far from it. But I've found that we think a lot alike, he and I.

I think a lot like several other people in my life, too.

As for flirting with SS, yeah, I admit it. I flirt with him. I like it. And from what I can tell, he hasn't complained about it. If or when HE does, then I will stop, out of respect for him. But you know, other folks here flirt with him, too. Go back up a little ways and read that underwear discussion from last night. I thought it was funny. He didn't tell them to stop, I don't believe.

Now let's see, where was I? Oh yeah.

Does anyone remember when BC was attacked by a clutch of "Anons" and called "dangerous" and "crazy"? It was in the "Happy Endings" post, if anyone would like to review it. That onslaught was very similar in nature, length, and wording to the one I got hit with last night.

Unfortunately, I feel that this "Anon" group is comprised of some of the regulars. Are they picking people, one by one, to ambush, to try to discredit, to drive out? Looks almost like a pattern, and that's not good.

But if it is...who's next?

They claim to do it out of concern for us all. Oh my, no. If this is concern, then by golly quit caring about me. BC did nothing to warrant her attack, and neither did I. We merely said some nice things to two of our friends. Does this mean that we're not allowed to be sweet? I'd hate to see what you'd write if I got really nasty.

As for being nasty or confronting others, I only do that when it's needed. I don't rip into those who don't deserve it. I'm very much a "Do what you want as long as you don't hurt my friends" kind of person. If any of you feel differently, I will be glad to discuss it--calmly--in an email. Not on the blogs.

I've been on Earth for 42 years, and people STILL amaze me.

J

JocelynHolly said...

SM,
You'll be going to the good hell, where everything they feed you is BBQ, and Hitler walks around wearing a fluffy pink dress? =]

anima said...

SS, how did I miss you last night?

In between catching up, working on other shit, I missed that you were here - And I even noticed your new blog. I'm an idiot. I did have a lot going on last night, but still that just sucks. And I was so excited to let you know that I had a major geese moment that very day that I didn't take the time to scroll up to see you hanging out with everyone.

By the way, I love your conclusion. It is by far the greatest ending to an essay I ever read.

I just wanted to let you know that I did not purposely skip over you. I would never do that ever! Hope you have an awesome day and thanks for swinging by last night. It is always great to hear from you. It gives me the biggest smile.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello all. I need to get this off my chest.

the anon last night wasn't as nasty as other anons have been but they still were an asshole. Not for thinking the post wasn't about L. But for the way they went about letting us know. All that person wanted to do was put someone in here down and they found a way to do it. Not only that but they were using someone else personal information to do it. That is very low in my book.

Also I think it would be logical for someone to assume that if they were having surgery that this post might be about them.

Anon here this morning. You are giving your opinion and you are doing it with out insulting anyone so there is no problem.


As far as Mayo and SS are concerned they talk to who they talk to. It is not the fault of the person that gets the attention. I don't see it as a popularity contest.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Anima and OPJ!<3

J, I hope that Opal is recovering well! I'm very sorry that you were attacked last night by anons, sometimes I wonder if they are regs as well, but it's nothing that anyone can prove.

Anyways, I love you both lots J&L!<3

JocelynHolly said...

Hear Hear MJ, I agree.

farawaysoclose said...

hello everyone!
hello mayo and hello SS!!!!

ok guys i know its been a bit 'stressy' but i hope we are all good??

still wondering where K and BC are??

glad L is recovering well. keep taking the pain killers. was it a laporoscopy in the end?? it'll be a good week if it was. if it was more than that god knows how long?? just my little bit of advice on the subject! haha!

farawaysoclose said...

MIB have you noticed what SS has put at the end of his geese post?? that wasn't there earlier!! he is just fucking edible isn't he!! no pervy thoughts anyone and fuck it i'm not flirting with him either!!

anima said...

Hey PH, Martha, J, and FASC!

I've been wondering/worrying about Kapunua and BC too. Does anyone know anything?

sister midnite said...

PH, as long as Harvey Keitel doesn't have a pineapple, I'll be happy. O.o
((from Little Nicky))

SS's geese post really made me think... (of course, I missed him - AS usual!) But then I started to picture some of the geese, and I started laughing until I couldn't stop.

Geese don't usually wear tiaras, or Underoos, or boots, or carry books & coffee. The Mayo goose had a cigarette hanging out the side of his beak, which was just wrong! *lol*

Original Punk J said...

Bubbles,

Opal says "Thank You" for your well wishes! She's coming along nicely, took the bandaids off today. She has three small spots with stitches in and a newly-sucked-in belly button area, but other than that you'd never know she had surgery. Well, except for the pain and all...;)

You know, sweetheart, every time we read one of your posts, we end up smiling for the longest time afterward. You're such a love bunny. Thank you for being that way.

MARTHA! You kick ass, my girl! Thank you for that! We really do appreciate your "got your back" last night, it was great. *kisses*

J

JocelynHolly said...

PH, as long as Harvey Keitel doesn't have a pineapple, I'll be happy. O.o
((from Little Nicky))


Little Nicky is the best movie ever!! =]

J, I'm glad that Opal is having a good recovery. Tell her that I want her to keep it easy, and not to stress out too much, okay? =]

I love you both.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello PH, anima, FASC, Ops and Sis M.

Wendy the Dr sends you a kiss.

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Martha!
<3

JocelynHolly said...

Okie Dokie, I am off to school for my last class!

I hope that you all have a wicked day/night!<3

Love lots;
- 007

farawaysoclose said...

hi PH, anima, MJ,OPs,sis M, erm anyone else??

farawaysoclose said...

bye PH!!

anima said...

SS, I bet your mama is real proud of you. I think it deserves to go on the fridge for sure!

Original Punk J said...

FASC, it was a laparoscopy, but the dr had to crush two of the stones before he could extract the gallbladder. One of her incisions is a little bigger than the others.

But otherwise she's doing well, thanks for asking!

Love you too, Bubbles.

Hey Anima, how are you?

And L says, "No pervy thoughts intended, but SS, if you are a hot water bottle, can you come lay on my side? You can have some of my Sprite, and a Vicodin if you want."

That Opal. She cracks me up.

J

farawaysoclose said...

hi martha!! i know i said hi MJ but i did it without brain registering!! nice to see/read you!

anima said...

Bye PH. *HUGS*

Mayo, I apologize I have yet to say hello to you today. So Hello there!

elena said...

Geese don't usually wear tiaras, or Underoos, or boots, or carry books & coffee. The Mayo goose had a cigarette hanging out the side of his beak, which was just wrong!

Crap I'm still laughing about that!

Hello all
So much for my day of running away from home. I actually went about 30
miles before the guilt got me. I have too much work to do. Shit, I hate being an adult. It's really no fun! So here I am at the computer working. Well mostly working. I did have to say hello, didn't I?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Goodbye PH and thank you FASC. I was taking a little break from here. Sometime you just need to get away.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Elena.

I feel that I have missed someone If so I am sorry.

anima said...

Hey J, I'm well. Sorry about all the anon attacks last night and that I bailed right in the middle. I just couldn't stand to be around it. Other than being little upset with the comments and that I missed SS and he was right under my nose, I'm doing okay.

farawaysoclose said...

hi elena!
martha i know what you mean.
sis M i was chuckling also about the mayo goose with cigerette in beak! crazy shit!

elena said...

Hey Martha, FASC, and Anima

How's the world of Mayoville today?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

I shell now retreat to a comfortable chair in the corner. I need a nap.

anima said...

Martha, a nap sounds so awesome right now. Enjoy yourself.

Hey Elena!

SisM, I've missed you!!!

Well, I'm going to run out for a few. Bye Martha, J, Elena, SisM, and FASC.

Original Punk J said...

Hi Elena, precious, how are you?

Thank you for last night, so so much. We love you bunches.

I'll be sending you an email later.

I just spoke to the rudest man over the phone. He was a customer service rep with a loan company that I have a loan with. He just attacked me verbally, even after I explained why the payment was late (uh, no money, dude). What is this, Attack Punks Week?

J

farawaysoclose said...

cigarette ffs!! edit!

i've not been here much today elena, just a quick pop in and out!

farawaysoclose said...

bye anima!
hi again OPs!
its all pretty quiet in here.

elena said...

Hey J

Sorry about the guy on the phone. Have you ever noticed when it rains it pours. I hope you guys get a big umbrella and hide!

L feeling okay today?

Bye Martha and Anima and FASC

Original Punk J said...

FASC, I'm pretty thankful for the quiet myself.

It's a cold, rainy, icy day here, so it's quiet outside too.

Nice.

J

Original Punk J said...

L's feeling pretty good, Elena, thanks for asking. She took the bandaids off her incisions, and they all look good, clean, no signs of infection thankfully.

She's really sore, though, but that's to be expected.

Where were you going to run away to? Can I go with you? *smiles hopefully and makes big puppy eyes to endear herself to Elena*

J

Anonymous said...

When I first read this I thought it was about Jade.

Pixie said...

hi and a nice afternoon/evening, how is everyone doing today? *hugs*

elena said...

J no need for the puppy eyes you know you are alreay endeared.

I didn't have a plan for the running away from home. I just got up this morning and didn't want to do the things I was supposed to do. Maybe a plan would have been better. I must think on that!

farawaysoclose said...

bye elena. did you go?

OP J glad all is well with L.

sorry you had a rough time with an anon. i hate it when this place gets all nasty.

elena said...

Actually FASC I'm still here. Just working and popping back in from time to time. I'm proof reading somthing right now.

sister midnite said...

What is this, Attack Punks Week?

Feels more like Eat-Shit-And-Die Week to me, but then so does every other week with evil anons here in BlogBelieve.

Hi Anima! (my fellow perv!)

The OP-L goose has Band-Aid's on her tummy. :)

And I also pictured two of the geese sitting on the porch swing, holding wings & rocking back & forth.

Great, now I can see us all as geese! ^__^

Pixie said...

does someone wants to talk to me???? anyone still here????? *screams loud through mayo´s house" :)

elena said...

Hey Pixie Honey. Don't scream so loud. I think Mayo is upstairs sleeping.

Anonymous said...

SS:


I grade strictly, too!

You embodied the "three-paragraph essay" rule, and you executed splendidly :)

And the content? Um, pretty fucking impressive.

I actually went back and read it a couple of more times today, because things are kind of off around me. There's a lot of hope in that little thing. I think it's really weird how humans, being quite different from animals, still have the same basic instincts though were a whole lot smarter.

It's really weird how we all work out.

Thank you for taking the time to write it. You know it means a lot to us.

See you around some time :)

Pixie said...

hi elena, how are you? *hugs*

oh damn, did I wake him up????? *laugh* mayo, I´m sorry ;)

Amyranth said...

Wow! I came back to naptime! Awesome!

*runs to grab a pillow and a blanket*

-Amyranth

Anonymous said...

To Everybody, the WHOLE Family:


Guys, we're awesome.

Look past all the bullshit, the anons, the crazies, MCR, the naysayers, all of them.

Look past all of that.

Let's not forget what made us awesome. This is a place where we could say anything we want to. We don't have to hold back here. Everyone's opinions are held in high regard. Everyone's, not just one person's.

We gotta get back on track or we're gonna crumble this place on our own account, not anyone else.

So, look at the person on your left, tell 'em how much you care about them, give them a pat on the back even if they smell, and let's do this shit right :)

You guys rock the whole intergalactic area, and you all fucking know it.

MAYO AND SS, TOO!





*cheesy grin*

farawaysoclose said...

hello pixie!
hello MIB!
sorry elena thought you'd gone.
don't mind me i'm doing 5 things at once!!
hope everyone is good??

Pixie said...

hi amyranth and mustard, how are you? *hugs*

amy, have a nice sleep! and sweet dreams ;) I try to be not so loud anymore... :)

Original Punk J said...

Sorry, guys, I had to tend to the patient for a minute.

HEY PIXIE! I just sent you an email. :) And I'm jealous, you have snow. We only have ice. :P

Elena, L says that when she's able to drive again, we'll make a plan to run away. It'll be fun that way. :) How about, oh, Nawlins?

WENDY! Make up the guest room, baby, we're headin' in!

Isn't Mya on the way down that way?
J

farawaysoclose said...

MIB
"here here" in posh english accent!!!

farawaysoclose said...

hi amyranth!

Amyranth said...

Hey Pixie, FASC, OPJ and Elena!

God, I really COULD use a nap. But I gotta re-pot my plants :(

-A

sister midnite said...

Mustard (who is on my left), I love yoo. *glomp*

Hi FASC! Hi Pixie!
Elena, don't work too hard!

Amyranth! Where have you been???

Pixie said...

hi j, how are you? *hugs* say hi to the patient ;) I know I already answered, shame on me....

hi sism and faraway, how are you? *hugs*

Original Punk J said...

Yep, we're supposed to be about "unity" and "togetherness" and "equality", Mustard.

Seems like some folks don't want that, though. I wonder why that is?

It strikes me as odd that everyone here raves about what SS gives us, how he's so kind and wise and loving, and then we get a few people who go in direct contrast to him and slam the rest of us.

Agreeing to his face and then slapping it with their words.

I call that hypocritical.

J

Amyranth said...

SisM!

Actually, I just got back from a business trip to Lethbridge. God, it's DRY down there.

-A

Original Punk J said...

Hey Amy, how was your trip?

Pixie, you're a saucy minx for being on top of your email. The patient, by the way, says "Hi Pixie!" She waved limply from the couch, too.

J

elena said...

Mustard I just read your comment. I swear I had a vision of you wearing a cheerleader outfit.

Give me a M
Give me an A
Give me a y
Give me an O

Yeah Mayo and his house!

Kidding aside your words are so true...

You could of course do a cheer for ss but it would sound like a bunch of snakes hissing.

Pixie said...

"
Pixie, you're a saucy minx for being on top of your email. The patient, by the way, says "Hi Pixie!" She waved limply from the couch, too."


haha I know ;) I´a bad bad person ;)

tell L she has to tell me all about the surgery when she´s well again... like I wrote in one of the emails, I have to go through the same next year or whenever there are more and more ^^
*waves to L*

Original Punk J said...

Oooooooooooookay. Well, I'm off for a while then. Be back later, I suppose.

Bye Pixie, Elena, FASC, SM, all. Take care!

love/hope/faith

J

Pixie said...

so I posted a story for children at my blog, it was one of the stories the kids got today at work and I like the story a lot...
so if anyone of you us bored ;) ->

http://dancinghelena.blogspot.com/
2008/01/princess-and-moon.html

Pixie said...

ok bye j, take care *hugs*

Amyranth said...

Oh wow. I knew there was gonna be another Anonslaught while I was gone.

Alright bitches, here's how it's going to work.

If you are a reg, and you consider this blog to be a "popularity contest", give it up. Quit getting butthurt over stupid things like that. There's TONS of people on a day to day basis that don't acknowledge MY existence. So what?

If you're an anon, and you're whining about people and how they chat with others, just plain fuck off. If Mayo or SS had a problem with US, they'd tell US. They wouldn't ask someone who refuses to even give themselves an identity to tell us what THEY think.

This ain't your blog, quit acting like your petty little words will control it.

-Amyranth doesn't like the big pot of shit on the stove.

Anonymous said...

Who are you to tell other people that the things they worry about are 'stupid'?

Anonymous said...

look who's back after her dramatic exit! coinciding nicely with the anonslaught. interesting.

Anonymous said...

And who are you, if I might ask?

elena said...

Elena is standing up and clapping for Amy.

Thank you. Just one more thought from me. I don't go along with this "I'm a reg who's posting as ANON because I'm afraid."
Shit, grow up. If you have something to say have the balls to say it with your name displayed or keep it to yourself. As far as I'm concerned posting as an ANON is chicken shit.
I have respect for someone who will give their opinion honestly. I got nothing for someone who won't.

Elena ends rant

Anonymous said...

How many years does it take to write a name?

Amyranth said...

Anonymous said...

look who's back after her dramatic exit! coinciding nicely with the anonslaught. interesting.


And whom precisely are you speaking to?

Dramatic exit, wat?

-A

elena said...

Hello Siobhan

Good to see you.

farawaysoclose said...

ok i'm back from having a shower. the shit isn't gonna hit the fan again is it??
hi siobhan.
nice speech amy.

Anonymous said...

That coward is talking about me! I actually left Mayo's but was lurking when I read your post, Amyranth.

Amyranth said...

Hey Elena! How was that Pirates book anyway?

-A

Pixie said...

fuuny how fast this anon showed up after siobhan´s comment.....
lurking a lot anon huh?

Anonymous said...

Uh, not sure if anyone cares or not but Heath Ledger has just been found dead.

That is just awful.

Well, gotta go for a bit.


XOXO,
S&V20

Amyranth said...

Siobhan, it's one coward of many around here lately.

And it's too bad that the cowards have to make this place unhappy for people.

-A

Anonymous said...

And if Mayo had a problem with ANONS he'd disable the anonymous option!!

Anonymous said...

Why was that a nice speech?
I don't understand why people mock others who are afraid of being excluded when they speak their mind? As far as I remember that Anon did not speak in an offensive manner, right?
So why call them a bitch and tell them to fuck off?

capture this void said...

Hey everyone.

SS, your little story sure as hell just brightened up my day. Thank you so much. We need more people like you in this world.

capture this void said...

Siobhan!

We've missed you, love. Glad to see you've returned.

elena said...

Siobhan I am sorry to hear you are lurking. You should be here speaking. You and I have had differences in opinions before but I still consider you one of the members of this blog and I've missed you.

ergo said...

YOU ARE KIDDING ME!!!

HEATH LEDGER!!!

Pixie said...

hi s&v how are you? *hugs*

heath ledger found dead??? really?

farawaysoclose said...

fuck heath ledger dead!!
i had a river phoenix moment then and that was god awful!
shitting hell!
fuck!

Anonymous said...

i was lurking, siobhan was lurking, what's your point?

i wasn't the one who said i was leaving and then instead of leaving, clearly didn't and lurked inatead. if you are going to leave, leave.

Pixie said...

hi ctv and ergo, how are you? *hugs*

Anonymous said...

Good afternoon/evening (depending on the timezone you're on) ladies and gents!

How are you?

Amyranth said...

WHATHEFUCK.

-A

Pixie said...

http://cityroom.blogs.nytimes.com/
2008/01/22/
actor-heath-ledger-is-found-dead/

Anonymous said...

wait... what happenned to Heath Ledger?!

capture this void said...

Hi Pixie :)

I'm fine, thanks for asking.

Eh...Some more Anons, I see.

Anonymous said...

Well, I only said that I left to specific people and did not mention that here. Are you my stalker anon?
I feel flattered
Thank you!

Pixie said...

hola villanelle, how are you? *hugs*

farawaysoclose said...

i'm on sky news now and its possibly drugs!
thats so fucking shit it is a river phoenix moment again.

Anonymous said...

Awful news about Heath Ledger-R.I.P.

Anonymous said...

Hi pixie! I'm fine, just shocked O_o

How are you?

Anonymous said...

Yeah, I don't know what happened.

CNN has just reported that he was found dead in a Manhattan apartment. I am so sad now.

elena said...

Oh fuck here we go again. Siobhan actually Amy has a valid point. The ANONS in question for the most part were very abusive.

My point is I will listen to anyones opionion if they have the guts to use their name when speaking and aren't abusive. This ANON shit gets old.

Oh and Mayo I'm sure has his reasons for not disabling the ANON crap. Lord of the Blog is in control you know.

ergo said...

wow he is one of the last celebs I'd expect to be found like that- they suggest drugs but don't they always.

we had a sports commentator found dead but his was sleepwalking related- but the drug bit came up first

how tragic!

farawaysoclose said...

hi ergo, CTV, villanelle.
siobhan i didn't even know you had left sorry.

i'm still in shock about heath ledger. he had a little baby. its just horrible.

Amyranth said...

Siobhan, I don't understand why people are afraid of being excluded.

If you don't come here for the camaraderie of The Family, and merely to see if Mayo or SS is going to address you individually, then you're missing the whole point of this place. And I'm only sorry for that.

-A

Anonymous said...

Well, I'll see you guys later out on the porch.

XOXO,
S&V20

Amyranth said...

Wow man. Drugs? Gimme a break.

He doesn't seem like the type, but you never know. Either way, sober until the tox screen comes back.

-A

Anonymous said...

hi FASC!

I was thinking about Heath Ledger's daughter too...

Pixie said...

it´s really tragic, I thought he´s happy with his wife and baby. but well, who knows what happened and how he really was... maybe he had problems...
but it´s always the same or? it´s a celeb and the first thing they say: drugs, suicide....

sister midnite said...

Amyranth - I know! Lethbridge feels like Sask. to me, because of the dryness. And the winds, oy!

Siobhan, Amyranth was saying that it's bullshit to believe that this blog is a popularity contest. I happen to agree with her.

And posting as an anon because you're scared that your mouthing off could cause backlash, is just plain bullshit. If you can dish it out, you can take it -- if not, don't say it.

The problem is not with anonymouses per se, Anon. Our problem is with anonymouses who come here to bitch about the signed-in people, many of which have been here since Day 1. If you don't like what somebody has to say, SKIP OVER IT. It's really not all that difficult.

Anonymous said...

Elena, I'm not talking about abusive Anons.
People, who come here to insult other people in an anonymous way are not worth talking about.
Right, stalker anon?

sister midnite said...

WTF about Heath Ledger.
That's awful!

((Must refresh screen more often.))

JocelynHolly said...

RIP Heath.

Wow. I can't believe it!

Anon616 said...

Siobhan!!! Welcome back, love! It's great to see you again.

To correct the anonymous: It was I who made a big deal about Siobhan leaving; because I didn't want her to do so.....

Hello Pixie, SisMidnite, Villa, Amy, Princess, FASC, Ergo, Elena!
How are you all today?

Heath Ledger dead at 28 years old
:(
God, that is so sad. And doesn't he have a little one too?

farawaysoclose said...

hi villanelle its just very sad. i hope its not drugs it just seems so fucking crap if it is.

ergo said...

sorry hello everyone I have been off watching the news.
What a waste, it is amazing how you see people and think they must have it all and then they are just gone.
If it's drugs, another example that they just fuck you up!

R.I.P. Heath

Anonymous said...

SisM, with all due respect. It doesn't matter what you feel or Amyranth. Everyone is entitled to their feelings. If people feel that this is a popularity contest than it is for them.
You could certainly ask them why they still come here, if they feel so uncomfortable and ignored.
But just like me, they probably start to miss some of the nice people they got to know here and keep coming back to talk to them.

Anon616 said...

And HI PAPERHEARTXX!!!

Pixie said...

hi paperheart my fave teenager, how are you? *hugs*

wendy, how are you? *hugs* did you get the links from the tower???

Anonymous said...

hi 616! how are you?

either drugs or maybe suicide (didn't they find pills?)... with those celebrities you never know...

it's so sad. I'm still shocked

JocelynHolly said...

Hey Six and Pixie! =]

I'm alright, just trying to comprehend what happened to Heath Ledger!
How are you guys?

<3

Anon616 said...

credit to Yahoo news and:

By TOM HAYS, Associated Press Writer 11 minutes ago

NEW YORK - Heath Ledger was found dead Tuesday at a downtown Manhattan residence in a possible drug-related death, police said. He was 28.


NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said Ledger had an appointment for a massage at the Manhattan apartment believed to be his home. The housekeeper who went to let Ledger know the masseuse was there found him dead at 3:26 p.m.

R.I.P

Such a tragic waste......

ergo said...

he and Michelle had split up a week or 2 ago they say.
What a waste, maybe it was accidental, maybe it wasn't drugs, I feel so bad for his daughter and family. And he has Batman coming out.
Perhaps things at that moment just seemed too dark.
It is tragic that a momentary decision can mean you're out forever

Pixie said...

i´m ok paperheart, just shocked, but we all are... :( he was so young...

Anon616 said...

pixie said...

wendy, how are you? *hugs* did you get the links from the tower???
==========
I did Pixie and THANK you!!! I sent you an e-mail :D
Someone is going to be VERY tired tomorrow - up after mid nite, I see
;-)

Paperheartxx and Villa: I'm good, thanks for asking! How are you ladies?

How's that 'geetar' practice coming Paperheartxx?

And Villa: where the heck have you been? I haven't caught up to you in forever! What's new with you?

Anonymous said...

If you don't like what somebody has to say, SKIP OVER IT. It's really not all that difficult.

Well, exactly, SiSM! But many people don't do that.

I'm sorry Amyranth. I don't want to piss you off, but people had already forgotten about that Anon's post and moved on. You were the one bringing it back on the table.

I think that is mainly what poisons the mood here. Anons post something and then people respond to it hours later.
Why not ignore it, if it ticks you off?

JocelynHolly said...

Six, I'm good thanks:)

And the 'geetar' lessons are coming around just fine! The dude is very confident in me.

I still can't believe what happened with Heath!

Ughh.. I gtg, going out with my dad for a bit.

I'll be back soon.

All my love;
- 007
<3

Anon616 said...

ergo said...
he and Michelle had split up a week or 2 ago they say.
What a waste, maybe it was accidental, maybe it wasn't drugs, I feel so bad for his daughter and family.

Perhaps things at that moment just seemed too dark.
It is tragic that a momentary decision can mean you're out forever
===========
I feel the same Ergo......
What his poor family must be going through.....

Anonymous said...

616, I've been absent (and absinthed) the last weekend because I haven't been at home much! Birthday parties and stuff ;)

But now I'm back at Mayo's, babies! :D

Anonymous said...

Hello Wendy, my dear!!!

How are you?
I missed you!

Pixie said...

"I did Pixie and THANK you!!! I sent you an e-mail :D
Someone is going to be VERY tired tomorrow - up after mid nite, I see
;-)"

yeah I know, always the same with me ^^ saw your email and answered.... see I didn´t forget the links ;) you should be proud *lol* :)

Anonymous said...

Hello Villanelle!
How are you?

Anonymous said...

Hey Siobhan! are you OK?

farawaysoclose said...

hi wendy! don't think i've said hello yet.

i'm just feeling so sad about heath ledger and not cos i was a massive fan or anything like that but its just such a fucking waste and so fucking sad!

ok guys and i've gotta go now i'm afraid.

time to do packed lunches and shit and get the house in order for the morning.

can we try and not fall out in the time space of me sayng goodbye now and me saying hello tomorrow cos that would be fab cos you know what life is too fuckin short!!!

love to all!

Amyranth said...

Siobhan, that is an excellent point.

I felt the need to say something because I read what was said to the OP'S. I always feel the need to say something so that it's known where I stand. Maybe I'm hallucinating, but it seems to me when you let the Anon's know that you're not in the Shit Business* they tend to go away for a little bit. Not gonna apologize for saying something that I felt was necessary.

-A

*I don't give any shit, I don't take any shit, I'm not in The Shit Business.

Pixie said...

bye faraway take care *hugs*

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