Last night you said
“I would give you the moon.”
Pull it down from the sky
and feed you by spoon.
In your whisper, while hushed
I was bribed by conceit.
Force fed through a tube
of ill will and deceit.
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Strangling me in a glut
of dissonance and doom.
Last night I said
“I would give you the moon.”
And you took it greedily
not a moment too soon.
“I would give you the moon.”
Pull it down from the sky
and feed you by spoon.
In your whisper, while hushed
I was bribed by conceit.
Force fed through a tube
of ill will and deceit.
Then, the grandest of gestures
you walked out of the room.
Strangling me in a glut
of dissonance and doom.
Last night I said
“I would give you the moon.”
And you took it greedily
not a moment too soon.
p.s. it was at that exact moment that the unraveling began.
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Siobhan, Alie's BN post about Gerard and LynZ splitting.
What is it, Ergo, about really buff men in capes and leather hotpants, d'ya think?!
Although PS. I Love You is apparently pap.
Kass xx
Siobhan, we had a friend who, at one point, we thought might be Mayo. When I asked him about it, he didn't answer me, and I took that to mean he was being all mysterious, which he likes to do when he's keeping me in suspense. But after some further digging, I'm 99% sure it's not him. So I still don't know who Mayo is. Could be anybody.
If you guys can give me a few hours, I can tell you what it seems like is going on from a certain angle. That is all I can do and until the people involved speak up and say either yes or no, we'll be back at square one, which may not be a bad square to be in.
If you are too cowardly to sign in to bitch about this: Too bad.
If you are whining because the few of us who noticed these things didn't jump when you snapped your fingers and tell you EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD AT ONCE, because we had to do things like take care of kids, to go bed, go to work, etc, then LOL, you're funny.
If you're one of the vultures that are trying to say this is some kind of "secretive" thing that we are keeping from you: suck my left one, you twat.
This has nothing to do with Lyn Z and the treatment of that (most likely false) subject on BN has been deplorable even by internet standards. It doesn't have anything to do with Gerard Way except for people pretending to know him in order to mislead others. And it probably doesn't have anything to do with Mayo, but that's precisely what we'd need to hear from Mayo himself in order to be sure.
What it does have to do with is creepy people being stalkery over MCR and over this blog itself, and even over the people who post here. The only way it would have anything to do with our host himself would be if he was one of those said people.
So for christ's sake let me get a shower, have dinner, take my dogs out, and I'll tell you guys what we saw last night and what we thought about it.
Does that sound fair to everyone? To the people on AIM last night who got the same possible info that I got? Let me know now.
I feel so sorry for celebrities...people jump on it when they think they are seeing each other, speculate when they'll marry or be pregnant and then seem to giggle with evil glee when they can report that they have ended.
It would really suck to be famous.
I'd just like to be rich :)
No-one at TMZ would give a monkeys. Search for 'Gerard Way' and the first result that comes up is for 'Gerard Butler'!! There's 2 for MCR in total.
Exactly, Kass!
TMZ and Gerard Way's private life?
Who besides Perez Hilton (when talking about gossip sites) mentioned his wedding anyway?
So why mention the divorce, if no one gave a shit about the wedding in the first place?
Well guys I'm off to bed.
Thank you everybody for your support, really.
Take care guys and please, keep the faith! ;)
Good night Family, Mayo and SS.
See you all tomorrow.
Love ya!
*HUGS & KISSES*
I've been good, thanks for asking Ergo. I haven't posted cause I've been so drained from work, but aside from that its been pretty cool lately. I had a great Christmas and my New Years was better. How was yours by the way?
Oh, by the way, I'm expecting my first issue of the Umbrella Academy via UPS any day now, and I can't wait. I know its a bit late to be so happy since there has been so many issues since, but hey, I'll catch up!
I decided to make my post today to share my excitement and I found all this drama about poor Mayo and the Buzz-Net controversy. I don't know what's going on but I hope its not too serious for either parties.
But, enough about me and the drama, how are you? How's the new year treating you and the rest of the Blog Family?
Happy New Year Rose for Emily....hope it's a good one!
Okay Andrea! Thanks for the answer!
Thanks.
*luck noted*
I just wanted to point out that I am not referring to Mayo in that blog and "Our dear Mayo posted a blog called "The smoking gun" on Dececember 28th. The first word in the blog is 'Reflection.'" are mutually exclusive statements. That's all!!
And normally I'm so nice...
Kass xx
Okay, Kapunua! I'm waiting!
Goodnight and sweet dreams Bella. You take care as well.
Take care CTV.
Ergo, I rather be rich than be famous too :)
Hello Kass79!
kass you left out the accent!! And the gorgeous way he moves his mouth when he speaks.....
I saw him first in Phantom of the Opera and seriously if I were Cristine I would've slammed the door, locked it and stayed down there in the bowels of the theatre with him, stuff Raoul!!!
and long hair tight pants and a cape will get me every time
That was me I forgot to type my nickname... Kass79
Good night, Bella! Sleep tight!
*biggest hugs*
Thanks.
*luck noted*
I just wanted to point out that I am not referring to Mayo in that blog and "Our dear Mayo posted a blog called "The smoking gun" on Dececember 28th. The first word in the blog is 'Reflection.'" are mutually exclusive statements. That's all!!
And normally I'm so nice...
Kass xx
my child, you learn well.
*wipes away tear of pride*
Happy New Year, Rose!!!
How many issues of 'The Umbrella Academy' are there already?
When has Gerard got the time to draw all that stuff?
I had a good time at Christmas, though it rained the whole time. I recieved some nice gifts (one was Ben Elton's new book) and New Year was quiet, unfortunately we had to leave early as my little girl had an earache, but we have a big family BBQ New Years Day so that was our night out instead!
I was so lucky, Elena sent me the first 3 TUA issues and I got them just after christmas, they are very clever I'm sure you'll enjoy them
Evil anon, I like you :)
Sucked under the spell of Evil Anon!
I shall wish you all a pleasant evening before I'm completely enthralled; and Gerard Butlery* dreams to Ergo...
Love,
Kass xx
*Personal favourite is Tombraider 2 - shirtless, but without the ridiculous beard!
siobhan
Gerard writes the stories and Gabriel ba does the illustrations, Gerard probably does rough sketches, like a storyboard if anything
Thanks Dei Gratia... I hope yours is too.
Now can someone fill me in, cause I'm lost. Are the Gerard rumors true or are they just blowing smoke up eveyrones assess. What is going on and Mayo's post sounds so depressing it scary.
Any thoughts, suggestion, comments, please feel free to help out a girl.
When has Gerard got the time to draw all that stuff?
He has 9 spare hours a day (NME) and he writes the story and created the characters but it's Gabriel Ba who does the donkey work.
Kass xx
I'm really going now!
kass
OH YES!!!
see you later hun!
Shit I come here to steal your words without permission and get you all riled up and you end up being nice and making me...feel things...you bastards!
*hopes the niceness isn't contagious*
siobhan
Gerard writes the stories and Gabriel ba does the illustrations, Gerard probably does rough sketches, like a storyboard if anything
What?
How lame is that? I thought he is doing all the work?
*kisses evil anon*
There, now you have it!
Have another cigarette, and feel the love, Evil Anon!
Emily who knows what rumours are true!
I hope not, a break up is not a nice thing to go through. I really just want him to be happy and comfortable in his life, he doesn't need extra turmoil, even in rumours. I know celebs always say they don't listen, but it's gotta hurt sometimes.
As for Mayo's post I seems whetever problems he's been having aren't as resolved as we thought from the post before.
Can I just say:
HOLY FUCKING HELL!
Okay, manners returneth.
Good evening Mayo.
Good evening everyone.
Mayo, I'm not even going to attempt a comment on your post because quite honestly, I fear the outcome.
For the record, I like playing amateur detective, but the be all and end all is I don't care who Mayo is, I like it here and I like the people here.
And why is everyone ragging on Andrea, she's been here forever?!
So, is there anyone who wants to chat?
*is watching 'The Others'*
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
They found the tombstones! Run, run, run. They're coming!
Siobhan, Gerard doesn't do the illustrations for the comics. You didn't know that? :)
Hi GS! What's up?
Dei Gratia, that was a typo mistake on my part (sorry for any confusion) , I was addressing Kass79, but my nickname is, A Rose for Emily.
Ergoproxy, sorry to hear about your New Years misfortune but hey your holiday was still saved. So thank God for BBQ's, I personally love them. If I had a grill it would be on like Donkey Kong.
Happy New Year Siobhan. How's the New Year treating you?
And if Kass79 is signing off, goodnight to you my friend, sweet dreams...
Hello there, Gnothi!
Are you happy and well this bitterly cold evening?
oh Emily if you look back the "Somoking Gun " post was actually posted after the "Who Do You Think" and backdated so it appears prior to it in the archive
evil anon, kinda gets under your skin doesn't it, like scabies.
(trying to make you feel at least a little gross and evil)
*kisses evil anon*
There, now you have it!
oh my god! get off me! you are contaminating me with your niceness and....
Good evening GS. How are you? Siobhan, I admire your hyper ness in your previous comment ^__^
*feels strange*
Hey Kass, Andrea said "the blog entry being referred to above was my blog titled "Reflection" which was not about Mayo. In my more recent entry, "Last Thoughts", I did mention Mayo by name. But that was merely pointing out an odd coincidence." Learn to read, the comment was directed towards you.
Oh, and for the record, I did not post any of that on buzznet. If anyone would like to talk further about all of this you can e-mail me. You guys seriously don't need to bother Mayo with all of this. Why would he care?
alie.
Yeah, Emily....I realised that after. I am particularly confused tonight!
I deleted so as not to cause confusion and well you know!
No, I didn't know, BC!
I suppose I'm not worthy to call myself his #1 fan anymore, am I? :-)
HI GS!!
ooh Siobhan "The Others" is good!
Thanks Emily, you roll with the punches hey!
I love to cook on the BBQ, we do meat (of course) but the best is whole fish, if you don't scale them you don't need to wrap them up and they stay really moist and yummy.
Plus it means Hubby does the cooking and I get a cooler easier kitchen!
evil anon, kinda gets under your skin doesn't it, like scabies.
(trying to make you feel at least a little gross and evil)
*desperately trying to cling onto image of scabies, athlete's foot and a pus filled boil erupting*
ooh new insight to Mayo's post...erupting...
Bye Kass!
Shit I come here to steal your words without permission and get you all riled up and you end up being nice and making me...feel things...you bastards!
----------------------------
Lmao! You sure are a funny one, evil anon :D
Hi BC, DG, Siobhan, Ergo and Emily.
Hello EA.
DG - god, hasn't it been grim today. I don't think the sky lightened at all.
Aside from that, I'm fan dabby dozy.
If you guys are so angry about buzznet people coming here to read Mayonaise's blog, then why are you posting buzznet things on here?
then alie you need to get in touch with the BN admin because someone is making you look bad.
Id get on it quick if I were you!
Is evil anon turning from evil to good? ;)
Siobhan-san, you should be ashamed! Lol ;p
New Year's fine so far, Rose, thank you!
Bye Kass! Was fun talking to you!
BC, this movie makes me almost piss my pants!
Good to hear, Gnothi!
Yeah, makes you want to hibernate. Just put me in a box of straw in the airing cupboard like a Blue Peter tortoise!!
(not so) evil anon
you have it!
Mayo has boils!!
and just to help you - pustules, gangrene, buboes, crusty pus filled canker
:)
Alie, if you were not the one who posted that on buzznet, then someone obviously did.
ergoproxy said...
then alie you need to get in touch with the BN admin because someone is making you look bad.
Id get on it quick if I were you!
hehehehe
That is all.
So Tiffaunie & Alie are 2 different people, with the same picture and Andrea knows both but didn't point this out?
All these rumors about Gerard's personal life, its just plain old mean and as for Mayo's post,
Well my friend, this too shall past... Pray for inner strength and you'll see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Hope it doesn't sound too hooky, but its the best I can come up with at the moment.
ergoproxy, I already did. I deleted all of the comments and posts and notes about the whole ordeal. I'm not letting this stuff happen again.
alie.
Siobhan-san, is the movie really that scary? O_O
Maybe some hugs will comfort you *gives siobhan-san big hugs*
DG - do they still have tortoise's on BP? I'm so out of the loop these days :D
Alie, that's the thing. When it comes to blogs, the best advice is to never, ever post anything personal about someone's life. You never know who may lurk and post that somewhere else and use it against you.
the avenger, someone hacked into my account. Yes, it is my account, but I personally did not post that. Someone was pretending to be me.
good for you alie!
Emily hookey is fine, it still gets the message across
Oh God Gnothi, I don't know!
Never liked it when I was the appropriate age.
I'd like to think tortoises are still protected from the elements though!
*resisted the temptation to write protocted......doing that to tortoises is wrong,kids!*
It's a bit late for damage control now A Lie.
So are you and Tiff the same person?
Thank you, BC! *is not that scared anymore*
Alie, then it's best to be more careful. We had problems with impostors before unfortunately, so yeah, when you come here, you have to take extra precaution.
Siobhan-san you're welcome *hugs& :)
Oh no, not so evil anon went back to evil anon. This disappoints me. lol
someone hacked into my account.
Easy phrase to say!
Why give excuses?
Do you think anyone wil believe it?
Thanks avenger. Evil anon, maybe you should sign in and stop hiding. You are only an anon because you don't have the guts to talk crap to people.
someone hacked into my account.
Easy phrase to say!
Why give excuses?
Do you think anyone wil believe it?
Right, was it the Easter Bunny? You made a twat of yourself and you fucking know it. Your 15 minutes are up.
Of all things, why should they hack intoyour account?
anon, like I care what anyone on the internet says about me. You guys don't know who I am. The only commentor on here who does is Andrea.
Good to hear Siobhan. May this year be filled with joy, happiness, and lots, and lots of laughs... One can never have enough...
Ergo, what's the best type of fish that holds up nicely on a grill flame? Just in case, for future reference. A girl can never have enough grilling tips!!!
I'm I right?
Alie, your welcome.
Evil anon, maybe you should sign in and stop hiding. You are only an anon because you don't have the guts to talk crap to people.
The color of my name has no bearing on my ability to 'talk crap to you' as I'm doing that just fine now, thank you.
If you think I would go to the trouble of making an account just to placate you, you are very much mistaken and clearly too full of your own perceived self importance.
The only commentor on here who does is Andrea.
Good for her.
doing a little damage control alie
Siobhan, why would I tell you?
well it appears the list of diseases helped evil anon!
But perhaps leave it now?
I am getting ready for town,
Emily will you still be about later or another day soon?
I really would love to talk books and stuff with you again.
*in slightly higher voice-currently wearing my stretch jeans trying to encourage them to start stretching*
Anons, can you guys stop already? This is getting ridiculous.
I know why Alie. You share your buzznet with someone else. They probably gave out your password. Or, he posted it all himself. He hasn't been to fond of you for a few months. It seems like him to do something like this. Make you look like a bad guy who is a liar. You should just drop it. What's the point in defending yourself. Myself and two other people know that it wasn't you.
Anon, you should probably just shut up. It's only two anons that are harrassing Alie about this. You are one of them. Take a hint, no one cares.
Emily
I only know australian fish !
But we tend to choose an oilier fish like blue or queen salmon, but really any fish works, you can put stuff in the gut cavity- lemon/dill/olives/onion is nice (cut really chunky) and we put it on low and cover it with a big baking tray (our BBQ has no hood) and it can cook for ages, as the scales keep it moist (they do smell a bit as they crisp up) so ask the fishmonger to gut and gill but not scale the fish) and turn it of course, then the skin and all peels off as the scales hold it together.
Ot if it is scaled wrap in foil but it's not as nice to me!
COOKING WITH ERGOPROXY -coming to a blog near you!! lol
Thanks undacovabrutha. I appreciate that.
well it appears the list of diseases helped evil anon!
But perhaps leave it now?
I will try to be good.
I'm making no promises, as I can be absent minded and sometimes forget what I promised.
Good Evening, Family!
Good Evening, SS!
Good Evening, Harold!
(Although, J. insists you are Ronald...)
I hope we can all get to the point where we can get past whatever has happened here.
There is nothing on these blogs that ties them to MCR except that most of the posters do like them. And I say MOST, because even that is not the case. Some are just here for the witty and stimulating conversation. (Soft pore corn comes to mind...)
Devil's balls, people! Let's just take a deep breath and get back to our regularly scheduled program.
Some have been asking for SS, because he is such a calming force to us. Honestly, I believe he has been with us today. Go back through the comments here and DM.
Love you,
L.
Hi L,
How are the lovely OP's today?
Alie, you are full of shit and you know it.
Oh and let me guess, this is not about Gerard Way:
"So my ex-boyfriend cheated on me with some whore while he was on tour and then married her after knowing her for less than two months. Don't tell me that isn't stupid. He's a dipshit."
Your lies have surfaced. I know the story.
I think it best that you leave.
Hello OP's.
Evening, DG!
For the most part, fine and dandy. Stopped at Subway tonight and grabbed dinner because I just didn't want to cook. Although Ergo's recipes sound pretty good...
'Eat Up With Ergo!' A new cooking show coming to you soon...
I do the majority of the cooking, because I like to cook but I hate to clean the kitchen. J. doesn't like to cook so much, but she doesn't mind cleaning, so it works out perfect.
L.
Hey, GS. How are you today?
Love,
L.
How is everyone tonight?
Hi L how are you and J
*if anyone is interested my jeans are grudgingly complying*
Hey, GS. How are you today?
Er, keeping my head down and feeling very confused.
How are you?
Hey, L, GS, DG, Evil Anon!
Honestly, those are some nice detailed tips Ergo.
You should have your own cooking show.
I'd watch, cause my cooking definitely needs some help.
Great post L. I think there is a little of SS in all of us. Regardless if it was him or not, I believe his spirit is strong and ever present.
Hi undercoverbrother. Nice to meet you. How are you? Hi there OP L, how are you? Evil anon, how are you?
Hi star how are you?
good thanks undercoverbrother but it's 10am for me and I'm nearly ready to head into town.
L I absolutely LOVE cooking, I read books watch tv shows and and start planning dinner sometimes days ahead (that means I start thinking of what I'll do)
Tonight it is greek lamb drumsticks (upper leg marinated and baked) with a greek salad and toasted turkish bread...see it's 10 am and already I am thinking about dinner.
I am a teeny bit obsessed with food
Oh, I'm just groovy, avenger.
Avenger, I'm great. What did you do on this chilly day?
Hello everyone!
Op L,
I'm just hugging the daylights out of you right now for for your 3:21 post.
xoxoxoxox
Hi Star :)
Ergo,
I agree with Emily, it all sounds delish.
Undercoverbrother,
Hello, I am well thankyou.
Hi Star :)
Ergo,
I agree with Emily, it all sounds delish.
Undercoverbrother,
Hello, I am well thankyou.
lol thanks Emily - I love talking cooking almost as much as books!
(ps, anytime you need dinner tips anyone, feel free to ask! lol)
Fine, Ergo. Maybe we can come up with recipes for that cooking show together. The joke here is that I will bastardize any recipe if I don't have the ingredients I need on hand. I will just start throwing stuff into the pan, or pot, or broiler. It usually turns out pretty good, though!
Hey, Star, BC, Anima, all I missed.
Honestly , GS, I don't feel too confused right now. I feel like I have what I need to know, and I am fine with that.
Love,
L.
Hello again Star!
Bewildered, undercoverbrother....but thanks for asking. You?
Isn't it illegal to be under a cover with your brother?
Apologies for the double post.
That's good star. Undercoverbrother, the weather being so damn cold here, I stayed inside and just relaxed. How was your day? Hello hello pickled possom. How are you?
I'm going to go eat with a friend. Bye everyone.
PP,
Thank you, honey! I can feel that one all the way from NZ!
(Now why did that sound dirtier than it is...)
Hugs to you too!
Love ya,
L.
Good thanks BC.
How are you today, besides shivering?
Hi there mya, how are you?
Hello anyone I've missed!
I'm back, haha!
Hello, Mya. Ergo's handing out recipes for fish. Sounds good too.
My favorite seafood is shellfish of just about any kind. Lobster, crab, shrimp, etc.
I make a lemon butter shrimp dish that is really good. I take a whole stick of butter, a bit of olive oil, 3 cloves of garlic, powdered ginger,chopped, chives, also chopped, the juice of one lemon and some of the lemon itself and large shrimp and sautee all of it in a pan. I put the shrimp after all the other ingredients have been cooking for about 10 minutes to get the flavors together, then throw the shrimp in just till done.
Served over rice or angel hair pasta, with mixed steamed veggies.
L.
That's good pickled possom. I'm doing good, just watching some CSI right now :)
HI PP hello Mya!!
see you undercoverbrother, have fun!
L if it ends up tasting good that's all that matters.
(and inedible disasters are to be learnt from)
okies everyone i'm off to town I'll be back in a few hours!
Bye anyone who leaves before then and I'll catch up with anyone who is still about.
Emily be sure to call in again soon!
Hope everyone has a hoopy cool and groovy time tonight/day
XX
Mmmmmm....can I come round for dinner, L?
Hello to all who have arrived, goodbye to all who have gone.
I'm off as well.
Good night everyone.
Good night Mayo.
TTFN
See you later, Ergo!
Love ya,
L.
Siobhan-san, where have you been young lady? I was worried sick ^_^
Mya, I'm doing okay, just watching some CSI at the moment.
Bye Ergo!
Goodnight Gnothi.
Absolutely, DG! I'll even use the good china...
Love,
L.
L
YUM!!
going now xx
L,
We have a saying here 'dirt is good'.
Though I would replace 'feel that one'with 'two'.
I swear my chest has been replaced by two christmas puudings and can currently provide shelter for at least five homeless men.
Any update on your surgery date?
Hi there DG. I don't think I said hi to you yet. Take care Ergo. Sweet dreams DG
Bye undercoverbrother.
OP, that recipe sounds delicious!
Come round with DG, Mya. We can have a dinner party. Kinda like Hyacinth's "Candlelight Suppers" on 'Keeping Up Apperances'!
Love,
L.
Ergo, your menu for tonight's dinner sounds yummy.
Your family is truly lucky to have such a great chief...
Here's hoping that one day with some tweaks, someone will be able to say the same about me...
L:
Cool,I'll stroll over and pick up dessert on the way.
Not sure what time though, I think it's quite a long walk!
Bye Ergo.
I totally suck at cooking :/
Oh, PP. I nearly spit with that one! That is great!
I know what you mean though, although I actually lost weight this holiday season since I was limited on what I can eat. Not there, though. That's still shelter for about 4 or 5!
No call yet on when the surgery is scheduled, but I really didn't expect them to call till next week. I told the doc, "Do you know how difficult it is for a Southener not to eat fried food?!"
If it can be eaten, we can fry it.
L.
L:
Candlelight supper,eh?
Just don't go on about bloody Sheridan all night!
That was filmed where I grew up!
I was pre-occupied with watching CSI (What a coincidence, BC, haha) and surfing the web at the same time.
I'm well fed and a bit tired! If you start hearing snoring sounds that's just me!
Alright, I'm going to sign off too. It was a pleasure talking to most of you guys. Its dinner time here where I'm at so...
I'll see ya'll later.
Love and Peace be with all of you...
Quite a long swim, DG! I'll have lots of time to cook. I can do dessert though. My Mum has a chocolate cake recipe you would not believe. It has homemade glaze that goes all through the cake and is the most decadent dessert!
I only this summer started making it myself.
L.
Gimme a few minutes, guys. If you're still interested, I can tell you all what went down / is going down.
No swim is too long for chocolate cake!
Goodnight, Emily.
Siobhan, we will poke you with a stick if we hear snoring. ^_~
No worries, DG! Where did you grow up? I love that show.
L.
Bye Rose! See ya!
I don't feel too confused right now. I feel like I have what I need to know, and I am fine with that.
I think this is worth repeating. Please know that not all of us are on at the same time; not everything can be talked about for whatever reason; and it may take a while for explanations.
From here on out, let's just trust all of our family members in times like this. If something needs to be known, someone will share or email. If you are ever confused. Email someone.
I hope that made sense. I'm a little brainfried. ^_^
By the way, I owe about 10 e-mails, so if you haven't heard from me or J. by later, we will answer them tomorrow.
Thanks,
L.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaah, don't talk about chocolate cake, L. *drools*
Take care Emily.
Mya, definitely true. When you can't cook, you can always rely on Take Out. Siobhan-san, it looks like you and me are soul sisters ^_^
I was born in Coventry, L.
The Buckets' is in Binley Woods and the lovely Onslow's home is Stoke Aldermoor and it is really like that!
Do that, L.! Do that! *giggles*
*should be puddings even.
Puudings, ewww!
Bye ergo.
OP L, woo hoo! We can do shelter together for at least nine individuals now.
You lost weight loss in December?
Now that is what I call a Christmas miracle.
*PP stares at own butt cursing love of festive food*
Actually I should shoot through as well.
Just popped in for a small visit before my lunchtime run.
Heck, make that lunchtime stagger probably. It's been a while.
Later all. Good catching up with those I normally miss.
xoxox
To true, BC! ^_^
Thanks, Anima.
I don't think any of the Family would knowingly decieve or harm us. Not now. We are all intelligent folks, we have instincts as to who we can truly trust. And the core group of us have been through so much together.
Not that guests and newbies aren't welcome. Just that like the rest of us, trust has to be earned. Not that we are hiding anything, it is just with any group of friends, you don't instantly trust everyone you meet.
We have told each other things about ourselves that we have not told anyone else, because we have grown to trust each other.
Pactum Serva.
Because, it is all about the love.
Love,
L.
Hey things seem to have sorted themselves out?
How is evryone?
Bye, Possum!
*eyelids getting heavier*
DG, wow. I would love to go see the homes. British comedy, especially the older stuff, is just great.
PP, we could have The PP and OP Shelter. J. can probably handle about 3 or 4.
(Again, why did that sound dirtier than it should...)
See you later, PP.
Yes, Siobhan, wait for it...just as you drift off....and...
L.
Hello, SIM!
Calming, I think. How are you doing?
Love,
L.
*ZZZZzzzzzzzz...*
Hi there shame in me. How are you?
Bye pickled possom! My brother was just trying to cook some water for the spaghetti and the house went up in smoke a little. I'm still coughing a little bit. Blah!
Hey OPL and BC just been relaxing and listening to tunes and drawing, feeling a bit weird my lungs hurt :/
How are both of you?
Glad things have died down a little
I just ate spaghetti, BC!
It's getting spooky, isn't it?
*ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz*
Hey siobhan
If you don't care to read this, don't. I'm posting it for the people who want to know. Yes, even for those who outright frigging pestered some of us about it, while we were trying to get to bed, go to work, take care of real life stuff etc.
Okay, for anyone who cares, here's how it went from my POV and a few others who saw this start to go down.
About a week ago, some random person called "Alie" came blundering onto my LJ, chose a post where I was pretty upset over something going on in my life (justified this by saying she'd chosen one she thought no one would pay much attention to) and pulled the "zOMGzz I know Gerard Way, is Mayo really him?!!" thing that pretty much everyone knows I don't like. Well you know me, I don't stand, sit or squat for that kind of bulljive, and dumbass spelling and grammar gets on my last nerve as well, so I said as much. I told her to GTFO with her crappy, rediculous spelling. (Search this blog and some anons for that unique spelling.)
Around the same time, a bunch of us from this blog got a random email from some chick we didn't know asking the same question. Umm, hello, decorum?
Alie took exception to this and a few of her friends were going to "come find me." A few of them came over here and tried to start trouble. Andrea, however, said, "Hey, whoa, I like those people. There's no need for that." Which was cool.
Well, needless to say, the bunch of us felt that these emails and messages were not only undecorous and weird, but slightly stalkery, too. We didn't feel like we could post about it at DM because we have our share of mean-spirited anons and lurkers over there who so hate to see the bunch of is getting on. We mentioned it in a different place that everyone knew about except--we thought--the vultures.
While Alie's friend was over here starting trouble, s/he mentioned that Alie was a reporter for TMZ. Most of us thought, "Uh huh, sure. A writer who can't write well." But on the other hand, it was possible--and were we willing to risk getting inundated at BlogBelieve 'cause someone had a big mouth and a chip on their shoulder? This is often called an open community. It's not. It is someone's blog. Everyone is welcome; Mayo would not turn anyone away. But that does not mean that we want or will accept people asking us dumb questions through email, crashing the blog to slate us, or posting about us over at places like BuzzNet where they latch onto anything that might even resemble perhaps a discarded sock that might have once belonged to Gerard Way. And the last thing we want is anything that gets said here to end up in TMZ. Because even if we don't know whose blog it is, we know whose it isn't, and we don't need false info splashed everywhere and people coming here for the wrong reason. Most of all, we say a lot of personal stuff here and at DM. A lot of stuff about our lives and the people in them. The last thing we all need is people who have an agenda coming over and getting all up in our Kool Aid. There's "being exclusive" and then there's "not being an idiot and a doormat." These are two different things. Sorry to break it to you, but you don't have to like everybody.
So when it came to light that Alie might have been lurking at our other blog too, I mothballed it. This was last night. I also cautioned everyone to keep your business to yourself, because someone here was really, really interested in us and she and her friends were not above posting stuff about our personal lives, too.
Unfortunately, we couldn't say or do too much because Alie is a friend of Andrea here, and like Andrea, so we figured we'd just let it go. We went to look at Andrea's blog and saw some references to something akin to a kind of MRC "roleplay" or something like that through blogs. A few months ago there was some anonymous person on here saying that all of these blogs were a bunch of MCR fans doing some kind of roleplaying game and we started to wonder if this whole thing was, well, exactly that. It looked pretty likely, especially when considering that Andrea's AIM name is similar, if not the same, as the one of someone claiming to be "Tim", supposedly the new fiance of "Kat", which is Gerard Way's (apparently hard done by) ex. (Which I never bought. Sorry.) (Is the Gerard Way stuff ever going to frigging end?)
We've also got a friend here who we like a lot and we've always found pretty sincere, SS. A few of us were talking one night about he ended up on this scene. He used to keep a personal blog too, one that somehow got leaked. A sure sign, we thought, or someone's sincerity in their desire for privacy (or lack thereof,) is whether or not they leaked it themselves. If you leaked your own blog, you obviously wanted it to be found; you did not want your words to remain private. Often if an anonymous source leaks their blog, that anonymous source is the blog owner. (Hi, Mayo.)
But it wasn't an anonymous who mysteriously googled and found our friend's private blog. It was Andrea.
Is that an accusation? No, just an observation, but you must imagine how odd it seemed after all of this had started to go down.
Last night a bunch of us figured that these observations came down to one of two options: Mayo and all of us were about to get played, hard, or, Mayo was playing us hard. Because all of a sudden, the "roleplay" thing started to make a whole hell of a lot of sense.
That was last night, and I honestly wasn't really feeling the "roleplay" option. What I was feeling--and I think that most of us who had seen these things was feeling-- was that, because all of a sudden Alie was on the scene, some crap was about to go down. So I urged everyone to STFU about themselves, about Mayo, about their private lives. And we all urged Mayo to, I don't know, let us know something if he knew.
Right after I went to bed, this post came along. Heartbreaking, right? Sounds like the end of something special?
Huge surprise, there is Alie posting on BuzzNet about Gerard breaking up with Lyn Z. Links to here getting posted all over the place. Tons of anons and mean people on the other blog. What does any of this have to do with Gerard and Lyn Z? Nothing. That post? A pretend "scorned ex" trying--and succeeding--to start some drama.
I do find it odd how it coincided with this entry though.
Now the question on the table is this: Did Alie just take this random blog and run with it? Or was it set up to look like these two things happened at the same time?
Here's the only thing that matters to me: That Mayo is A) not in with these people and this stupid game or B) that if he is not, he is not going to be dragged into it, which seems to be the idea if that's the case.
Like I say, I only know who Mayo isn't. He is not Gerard Way. I've liked him. I've enjoyed these blogs. The only thing that would change that--at least for me--would be if he was in with these nut-jobs. These nut-jobs who have followed us around the internet, sent us emails, crashed our LJ's, crashed this blog, posted stupid stuff on BuzzNet, slated us here and there, and generally been a nuisance. (Andrea, I'm not saying you've personally done this. But you have to admit, what happened to us all last week, and especially today was stupid and mean and should not have happened.)
If that is not the case, then all I want is for these people to leave us the hell alone, take your Buzznet, your stupid Gerard rumors (NO ONE CARES!) your pretend "I know what this is all about / I'm in with the band" games, and GTFO. Leave us, and Mayo, alone.
As far as some of the anons today, even the nice "let's pull it together" ones, let me put it to you this way: All anons are anonymous today. Our friend doesn't tend to post when there is drama, and when there is not drama and he does post, he finds a way of letting us know. However, other people might be invested in finding out what's up so much that they pretend to be someone we know. I hate that. I have always hated that. That really, really burns me, to jerk people around like that, even if it is supposedly "for the greater good."
In short: I care about you, Mayo. I seriously think we all do. I don't want you to be hurt. I also don't want BlogBelieve to get overrun with people from goddamn TMZ, BuzzNet, or people who think you're Gerard Way. I don't want the people I really like here to be run off because of stuff like this. I've loved it here and, for as long as you keep it going, I will continue to love it here.
Unless you are a part of this.
What I really feel badly about is that if you have nothing whatsoever to do with this, then you obviously have something going on right now, and you don't need this crap.
But neither do we. You know?
ALIE =a lie
TIFFAUNIE= phoney?
That's good SIM. Are you feeling better? Siobhan, it is getting spooky. Soul sisters indeed ^__^
I'm having spaghetti now too O_O
L, you are so right on tonight.
Siobhan...
POKE!!! POKE!!!
^_~
L.
Thank you, Amina!
The Princess has a good post on DM.
Love,
L.
"where they latch onto anything that might even resemble perhaps a discarded sock that might have once belonged to Gerard Way."
Hahaha thats funny as fuck!!
and 2nd i knew not of some other place aside from Dm and here but its ok i aint bothered.
Overall thanks for that post Kapunua everything certainly makes a lot more sense now. And i am in complete agreement with the majority of it.
I have always had my mind open to this being some roleplaying stunt and it seems there are a lot of coincidences here in blogbelieve, i know its magical and that but seriously things dont make sense here and DO make sense here a little too much also if you get what i mean.
feeling a little better BC :) just had some cocoa and marmalade on toast :P
Hows your spaghetti?
ETA: The screen name thing.
The person who told us all the "screen name / Tim" thing has just come to say that they got two screen names mixed up. The screen names are similar in theme but are NOT the same. Wish I'd known that before, but there you go.
The rest still stands: We like it here, we don't want mean people posting this link everywhere, etc.
That's good SIM. My spaghetti was pretty good and the sauce wasn't that bad :)
I know, SIM.
And if you didn't know about that hangout place, I am really sorry to hear about it. No one--no one was left out on purpose. The people who made it thought they got us all. All but the vultures.
Kapunua, a few days ago an anon posted here at Mayo's that Gerard and Lyn-Z had split and that we were the first to know.
What I want to say is, if Mayo and Alie or whoever else are in cahoots together or even the same person why did they wait with this post until last night?
Thanks L. I'm awake again, hehe!
I saw that L. It was a good post wasn't it.
Kapunua, holy shit! Sorry that took me so long to read, but I really wanted to get everything. Thank you for posting this. It is perfect and right to the point. Not mean, not sorry, but factual. Just perfect. Again thank you for taking the time to write all of this.
Nah i really aint bothered about it dont worry :)
I believe in karma also, if you get what i mean, so its all cool...
Plus sometimes i dont have much time to be on here so i probably just missed it and also i didnt check my emails for a month so thats probably why, im a lazy ass.
Something stinks though about the whole thing... and the weird spelling of names, i dont know.
BC you are making me hungry share spaghetti with me please mum :P LOL
Bon appetit, SIM!
Bon appetit, BC!
Bon appetit Siobhan-san *bows head*
Shame in me, of course I will share some spaghetti with you. Spaghetti kicks ass :)
Thanks, guys.
I love you guys and I do not want to see us get crapped on all over the internet because of some weenies who think this is Gerard's blog. I hope you all know that is why I mothballed that place with all our personal info on there.
I don't want us to end up on some dirty gossip site. I don't want Gerard and Lyn Z to end up on some dirty gossip site because of some weirdos who think they know them.
(I want Gerard to STFU and to apologize to N.O.W. and to women and girls everywhere. Beside the point.)
I love you, Mayo, and I don't want this place to get destroyed or the Lovelies to run off because of these weenies.
Unless you are one of them, which it did start to look like last night.
Any input, Mayo?
Thanks BC im gonna venture into my kitchen see what food i can rustle up,im ravenous tonight :/ just had some toast, oh well LOL
Going to go for now, guys. I need to talk to my Mum for a bit, and then I think I will have an early night.
A little, tea, a little reading. It's all good.
Siobhan, I will have to turn the stick poking duties over to someone else. ^_~
Take care of each other. Please.
Love you,
L.
AIM: Kapunua
Don't like that? Get AIM. I will happily chat with anyone who hasn't been a dick to me and told me to DIAF.
Kapunua, I appreciate your concern, but I think you're exaggerating this a bit!
Gerard's life is hardly or never discussed by gossip sites.
He's not Pete Wentz and Lyn-Z is not Ashlee Simpson and I don't think they will be.
Who should be interested in some random blog, where people sometimes discuss Gerard Way?
With all due respect, but I don't think that this is worth a single note on some random gossip web site, let alone TMZ.
Elena, if you are on her later...
We love you. Don't forget that.
L. and J.
Shame in me, I was like that the other day too. I was eating most of the day, but small things (It doesn't happen alot)
Oh, shit! ^_~
"On HERE later."
Elena, thought I should fix that before I left.
Love ya,
L.
Purged and atoned.
Mayo, that totally happened today.
We are all okay. We really want to know that you are okay too. And if you aren't then tell us. You don't need this shit. And for that I am sorry. Obviously you are going through something difficult. Do not forget that we are really here for you. Always. I can't say it enough.
Siobhan, I don't generally keep up with gossip sites so I don't know what's big time and what's small time, but I know that the whole marriage thing ended up on Perez Hilton, and that is a gossip site.
Most of all, we don't need any more bulljive, and that's what this Alie is going to bring.
And everything else I mentioned about us getting played.
Like I said, Siobhan, that was for people who were interested in it.
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