I heard you whisper last week
your lips were pressed against my ear.
And even though the words have passed
the message is still clear.
It really meant something.
The calm one, the one with the reason…his tongue is raw with truth, and my ears bleed faith. My deft eyes claim certainty. It was well hidden between the curtain and the guillotine.
My devoted hands work tirelessly to articulate a minstrel's vow. The commission of such an act gives me a unique sense of purpose, and helps stave off the return of my old internal debate.
I am afraid to stop, my mind fraught with hindsight. Unsure if it will hold, I test the bindings.
Secure.
p.s. some speak in tides, others ride the waves in silence.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
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kapunua Star 616 BC RW Jen Amyranth PH MJ and anyone else
back from town with plants pots and load of pebbles.
Prawns and belts to repair my poor car
See it's been another interesting anon discussion day.
so what's going on ?
That's good, RW!
You wouldn't have been able to snag my icon, though.
Yes he was Star yes he was.
Hey, ergoproxy!
John Taylor!
Is he still as cute as he used to be Star?
hello ep
Hiya Ergo! I won't be on long.. .this neo-citran is starting to kick in.
-A
MJ, he was good, no? I could listen to him recite the alphabet and it would be good! He's got a great speaking voice.
Star said...
RW,
I don't think it's name napping. It's just weirdness. Tonight, Dec 24, is a full moon, btw!
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I LOVE full moons Star ;-)
Thank you Anon 2! You don't mind if I add a dash (or 10) of tabasco to those recipes, do ya???
Hello Ergo! How've you been? Did the Marsupial Army receive the cute little Santa costumes I made for them?
Hiya Ergo! I won't be on long.. .this neo-citran is starting to kick in.
Ah, Neo Citrin. How I loves it!
All we need is some ghosts to appear now!
Please not Bert ghost! He's grungy & is pervy to angels.
Anon 2, he is still foxy! He's still a great bass player. I never used to pay attention to his skills when I was 14, but seeing them live in the past few years, I realized he's a really good bass player. Rio has one of the best basslines, ever.
Hello there, eP! :D
Jennicula, you wanted something cheerful, and I'm afraid instead I came up with vampires. But those can be cheerful too, huh?
It's a Tritina, and it was harder than it should have been. O_o
Burning heart and hiding from the sun
avert your eyes for now you know you must
be cloaked from the first rays of the sun's rise
Never again, you know now, will you rise
forget the color of each new early sun
if you are to go on, you know you must
Close your eyes against it if you must
at darkening you may see fit to rise
and waken only at the setting sun
It ends, immortal: for always the sun must rise.
Star have you seen sugar town. I love that movie. Exspecailly the part with the fangirls. They stand outside his house he come out to get the paper and they hand him their panties. When he asks what he should do with them they answer wear them. Later on in the movie a fangirl up claiming to have had his baby. She hands the child over and makes a run for it.
anon 2 said...
John Taylor!
Is he still as cute as he used to be Star?
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I don't know about now, Anon 2; but last year at Voodoo Fess he was looking (and sounding) pretty darn good!
:D
616 they look adorable!
hey for any Terry Pratchett fans they are showing the Hogfather over 2 nights on tv here, Part 1 was last night, very good (especially with the lightning and thunder outside!)
THank you, Jennicula and Star! And good evening (or morning, whatever,) to those of you who just wandered in. ^_^
Martha Jones,
I love Sugartown. He seemed so natural in that.
The kid, Nerve, was the best!
anon616, no problems!
Star, The Planet Earth clip was the best!
And please no Bert ghost, he's a deviant! The angel is too good for him.
Are you still here MissT? You're being awfully quiet tonight....
Is everything okay with you?
He was star. I just loved the whole seen of the girl showing up at the back door and basically throwing the child at him and high tailing it out of their.
Goodnight everybody, I'll see you tomorrow.
anon616, Miss T was having problems with blogger tonight. She just said goodnight next door.
And there she is!
Goodnight sweet Miss T!
anon2 and star it's all about night boat. Zombie voodoo fan girls. And the first one they go after is John.
Thanks Star! Has anyone heard from Shameinme lately?
I don't think I've talked to her since her water/flooding incident.....
Goodnight MissT and all leaving!
Love & Hugs!!!!
Goodnight miss t
EP, I LOVE Terry Pratchett!
MJ, Simon reciting the Queen Mab speech from Romeo and Juliet and the zombie fangirls make that video awesome!
I'm waiting, waiting for the niiight boat!
anon2 and star it's all about night boat. Zombie voodoo fan girls. And the first one they go after is John.
Of course! Fangirl zombies know sweet meat when they see it ;)
SC hasn't been around ina while too.
i am sorry but blogger is being an arse. goodnight i will be lurking if i can.
That video is so bad it's good.
RW have you seen the Hogfather movie?
I haven't before and it's pretty good (i don't thing it could ever be as good as the books- but it does a pretty good job!)
'Night, FS :)
Kapunua, I loved the vampire poem. Next to sunshine, vampires are my favorite. How did you know? :)
I didn't know they did a Hogfather movie, EP. Is it a cartoon? I know there's a cartoon for Wyrd Sisters. Eh... I haven't seen that one either :/
Goodnight FS
Night FS!
Hey Jennicula!
I'm glad you liked it, Jennicula. I guess I kinda like vampires, too. ^_^
I'm almost poetried out, a bit. I've saved only a little bit of brain space for something structured. I don't have a lot of brain power, just an ability to rhyme* and what I have gets tapped out easily and the rhymes become trite very quickly.
Mayo and SS, I'll save the brain capacity I have left for you, if you ever want to play. ^_^
*I am completely retarded yet obsessive compulsive.
Martha Jones said...
anon2 and star it's all about night boat. Zombie voodoo fan girls. And the first one they go after is John.
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And WHO can blame them MJ?? LOL
Maybe John needs a few thousand Voodoo fan girl dolls....
He could build a model of Simon's house and put them in front of it!
Problem solved ;-)
Hi Star!
Now I want to see an MCR video with voodoo zombie fangirls.
Hello to everyone tonight, I just wanted to ask Kapunua where she learned to write like that- in the different forms? I do not think I could remember all of that information (I looked up the various styles she mentioned ealier as I did not know them.) If I were paid too. And if she had a momment (or many rather?) could you write a rondeau about Alice for me? Either way, your poems are lovely. I especially liked the one for Fimble Star. -L
Also, Blogger is being quite vile. I would like to exsist sometime in the near future under my name.
It's funny how some dudes age well, and some don't.
Can you picture MCR in 15 years? Mikey will probably have a receding hair line, Gerard a bald spot in the back, Ray will be a long haired old dude and Bob I can imagine with slicked back hair. I think Frank will age well.
Now I want to see an MCR video with voodoo zombie fangirls.
I'm surprised there isn't one. Thye need to get on that!
No it's a movie it has David Jason and Tony Robinson and Nigel Planer.
It's pretty good
It was made last year (just looked it up)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terry_Pratchett's_Hogfather
Can you picture MCR in 15 years? Mikey will probably have a receding hair line, Gerard a bald spot in the back, Ray will be a long haired old dude and Bob I can imagine with slicked back hair. I think Frank will age well.
I agree with Frank aging well. I'm not so sure about the others, especially the Way boys.
Yeah, I'll get right behind the MCR zombie girls video!
Who plays who, EP?
Anon 2 cupcake and I were saying the samething about a week ago.
ONE MORE SLEEP!!
Going to bed everyone. Have a wonderful Christmas Eve, with your families, friends, pets or even your TV. Whatever floats your boat.
I love you all, and treasure you so very much.
Mayo, you and these people have made this blog the best gift I could ever have.
... Well, aside from an engagement ring, but I don't think you're a miracle worker, are you?
Goodnight everyone! Goodnight Mayo and SS!
-Amyranth
Goodnight Fimble! I hope you and your family have a wonderful Christmas!!!
The same goes for the rest of you!
Blogger is interferring with my Christmas cheer, so, I think I shall call it a night.....
Goodnight/morning/afternoon (as applicable) to Ergo, MJ, Anon 2,Amy, Star, Jenn, BD, K, Mayo, SS, lurkers and so on......
Have a wonderful Holiday everyone!!!
I leave you all with one more 'gift'. Who better than THE BOSS, Jon Bon Jovi, dancing Reindeer, Elves and Santa to getcha in the Christmas spirit???
Once again, copy and paste ;-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1Gb7rEOuyI
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!
Love and Hugs to all!
#6
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Hello Lewis. Are you having trouble with blogger too?
http://en.wikipedia.org/
wiki/Terry_Pratchett's
_Hogfather
stupid blogger
'Night, A! :D
Imagine if MCR did a remake of Night Boat.
Goodnight, Anon616 :)
That'd be pretty sweet, MJ.
Goodnight Anon616 and Rw.
Hi, Lewis. I was an English major way back when. Pulling this kind of stuff out of my ass got me through college. ^_~ Oh, and I hope to be a published writer sometime soon, too.
Thank you for the compliment. :)
Ooops, I meant BC! All my typos tonight are BLOGGERS fault as well
;-)
Love and Hugs again!!!!!
Are you heading to bed, MJ?
Speaking of MCR videos where the hell is the Mama video
Night anon616 & Amy!
Yes Wreck, I really am. I have been for some time now. It seems every other time I try to come in here I have to change my password and prove myself in some great feat. I think I will stop fighting it for now. How is your evening going? Is Blogger being mean to you as well? It seems everyone is having some trouble.
No I thought you were Rw sorry.
ok I can't recall the names but Nigel Planer is the wizard helping Mr teatime who is Marc Warren (and brilliant) Tony Robinson is the store keeper, David Jason is Albert and Ian Richardson is the voice of Death (and it has the Death mouse too)
I want to know thta too, MJ! Mama is one of my favourite songs off that album.
I hope it's all theatrical like WTTBP. Though, with the flatlining of the album, I doubt it will be :(
Goodnight amy and hello lewishasfallensloppydead
Oh, congrads on the education Kapunua. And good luck to you with the publishing. That is very exciting. My cousin is currently very heavy into writting. Not so very mcuh by her own choice though. Just for her major. I do not actually understand how she can be so uninspired, but I believe she is just now figuring out she Might Be. So that is trying enough for her at the moment, I think.
Very cool, EP! I will have to check it out!
Hey again everyone. Sorry for my abrupt absence. I'm having problems with my left knee. ugh.
Hi there Ergo. how are you? I missed you :)
I haven't had any trouble with Blogger at all, Lewis. Seems I'm in the minority.
Not even the people on Bn know anything.
EP! Hogfather is on YouTube!
:D
Hello Martha, how are you?
You are very lucky Wreck. Blogger has been eating some of comments as well as denying my name. I will abreviate it now as it is too much effort.
Blogger is a moody bitch, Lewis. Must be related to AIM.
Not even the people on Bn know anything.
Weird. I thought it would have been out by now.
oh cool RW it's is very good.
hi BC I've been wondering how you were
and yeah blogger is fine for me (touch wood)
Good night, everybody!
MJ, Buzznet is a laugh! and that stupid crotch thread is still going, I mean how many angles of his crotch can you take!
I'm fine lewishasfallensloppydead.
blogger just tried to eat one of my comments.
maybe they are waiting for the new year, like out of christmas competition or something
No kidding Wreck.
I wanted to tell Avenger -I am sorry for the rudeness you encountered tonight. It seems to be an outright assualt on all of you here but at one random person a night. Someone is in need of a more meaningful hobby I think. Or a life in general would do just fine. Very childish either way. Sad for them.
Anon 2 yes Bn is a joke. Right now they have a bunch of threads about how the MCR fans should get along and how the guys would be so sad to see the fans fighting. Yet they still come over here and call us names.
Well, I "doinked" blogger right between the eyes and then got launched into cyber-space. Finicky bastard.
Well Bn will serve one good purpose when MCR remake Night boat they will a lot of zombie fan girls to pick from over there.
you know I'm sure the guys wouldn't really care that much.
Not like the BN kids assume anyway.
They may spare a thought but they have pretty much got lives of their own (unlike a lot of BN kids)
Hello Ergoproxy (I would certainly touch wood, throw salt, and cross your fingers too-it seems to be getting worse), and Anon 2 and well everyone else for that matter.
Anon 2 -the crotch thread is rather tiresome. It was nice to have a lighthearted thread to peek at sometimes, but the things that are said there. I would cringe for the posters in there if he ever found out. Deeply!
Anon 2 yes Bn is a joke. Right now they have a bunch of threads about how the MCR fans should get along and how the guys would be so sad to see the fans fighting. Yet they still come over here and call us names.
What a laugh!
I really don't see how if you enjoy their music you must think of them as possessing special qualities.
They make just as many stupid decisions as the rest of us, and they live in a narrow "rock" world. It's so easy to lose your perspective like that.
And Buzznet is mainly for the teens, although the older ones like them to toe the line.
Usually they have rumors about when the video is being released. But apparently they are too busy fighting with each other right now.
Just wanted to interrupt the conversation for a mo to tell Blogger that Jennicula thinks you're a bitch! Yes, that's right, you heard me!!
And now, back to the fun...
hello Lewis, hi anon 2
I would hope he would find a crotch thread slightly amusing, though I think you would very quickly become tired of teenaged girls speculating on any aspect of your anatomy, or your love life or anything else.
That is one real downside of fame.
I could see why they wouldn't bother reading it
Lewis, that crotch thread is so embarrassing that I think even Gerard would blush! They were going crazy over a tiny hole in his pants, thinking it was something else. Proof they need a life!
I have to say this about Bn I never felt welcome their. I lurked for a long time. They were always finding a way to put other fans down. But now they act like it started after GW married LynZ
Anon that is what I always think
Under it all they are just guys, not special mystical beings who can do no wrong and never make mistakes.
Plus no one who is a fan really knows what they are like, bad habits, likes and dislikes. They get imagined the way the fan wants them to be.
losing perspective I think is one of the real dangers when you become part of an unrealistic world like that
I would hope he would find a crotch thread slightly amusing, though I think you would very quickly become tired of teenaged girls speculating on any aspect of your anatomy, or your love life or anything else.
Well, with all the wiggling & crotch-grabbing, he's kind of been asking for it. Besides, rumour around the forums is that he's "packing". Boys like to hear that, don't they? ;)
Someone had said that their was a crotch thread on other fan site and that GW knew about them.
I would say this, if you are a short dude, you have to compensate somewhere else, and what better way to have a mysticism built around you.
The crotch god!(laughs) One of the biggest? guys in the business.
I don't really mind the crotch thread but what gets me is you can't have a thread about think that GW is changing. do that and they complain to the people running the place and get it shut down.
MJ, I heard about that one too! I think it's called the boner thread.
anon 2 - lol lots
Oh I agree he draws attention to it, but the fan sites do tend to take it just a little too far.
But it is really funny to hear some stuff from girlds who obviously have never seen one!
I recall one saying he was "manly down there" and I thought - well I would hope so
Hey Ergo. Lewis, thank you. It's not the first time I've been attacked. I'm getting used to it, although I'm getting fed up with it.
When you visit here, you tend to need to develop a tough shell when dealing with them.
Ergoproxy you are right, persective is sometimes hard to hold onto just in the real world. I could not imagine the trial of securing it with fame.
Anon 2 - There is a really very fine line between fun and greatly self-humiliating. I would hope he would see the fun in it, but after a while -it wasn't so amusing even to me. I honestly do not understand how that thread has gone on so long other than maybe it is a release for all those pretending they think all is well with the boys. Denial is a great stress, especially when you are denied the very right to express that stress.
-To which Martha, I completely understand the not feeling welcome on Bn. Any time someone post's something honest, worried or of a mature thought -they are attacked for it. It is completely ridiculous and is an utter contradiction from what is preached by the admins there. A waste of effort.
MJ yep as long as you never ever rock the boat or some 14 yr old moderator on a power trip bans you
Aha! I know about the boner thread! It's not just INO or Buzznet that has it. There's even a thread where they've named the boner.
They've also named his tum.
Oh I agree he draws attention to it, but the fan sites do tend to take it just a little too far.
But it is really funny to hear some stuff from girlds who obviously have never seen one!
Haha! Oh, so true! He fuels their adolescent fantasies, to be sure!
Oh my god boner thread. I mean we may do some fan girling at times but we have mature discussions as well something I haven't seen on BN
That's right Ergo,
The young girls have their fantasy. Once you get experience, well we know better.
But really, all the fan sites do is objectify him. And when you are an object, you are seen as perfect or possessing above human characteristics. That's why you cannot express a more balanced opinion there.
So if the red spot on his face is named Nigel what is his boner named?
Manly Down Mysticism. Heh.
Martha, I do love to be called a 'Hater' for being worried about someone -do you not? I think that is just because the people over there do not want to think that the band is made of real actual humans with real actual problems. I understand where they are coming from but I can only ignore something I do not want to think about for so long.
I do like the photos in the threads (very much so!) but I would have kept some of the more brash comments to self to be honest! I have some naughty thoughts too but I like to keep them thoughts -not comments! And I do agree, he did do quite a bit to make us look!
Avenger, it is a shame to have to be tough in a place made only for expression. Kind of ironic.
The only other fans I have every talked to were Duran Duran fans. And they made fun of the fact that the boys were not perfect. In fact I used to read a fanzine that was about making fun of them. so I had thought MCR fans would be the same. My god those people need to lighten up. you can have fun talking about more than just his boner.
they do anon 2
objectifying also unfortunately means they can never in reality live up to the fantasy expectation.
they aren't allowed to fail or be themselves, normal and human, and no one can ever point out any chinks in the perfection as that just highlights the fans unrealistic view which they don't want to acknowledge.
Anon2, exactly.
personally, I'm not into degrading that man because I believe that women shouldn't be degraded in that aspect so why do it to someone else?
Whenever someone discusses about his manhood, I stay away from that sort of thing.
Martha, I do love to be called a 'Hater' for being worried about someone -do you not? I think that is just because the people over there do not want to think that the band is made of real actual humans with real actual problems. I understand where they are coming from but I can only ignore something I do not want to think about for so long.
I hear you, Lewis. I also get the feeling that the kids at these forums somehow believe that if they deny the problems, that makes them nonexistant.
We could never talk like this on Bn. Someone would get mad and demand that we close the thread.
I have to say I like being called a hater as well. It means I have a mind of my own.
wasn't it starbuck?
(which makes me think of Battlestar Gallactica)
Usually when you deny a problem, it's because you either have not found a way to acknowledge and cope with it, or you are resisting change.
But the funny thing is what made GW so likable in the first place was the fact that he was shy and awkward. He wasn't perfect and he seemed to be alright with it.
Lewis, yeah it sucks.
That's why sometimes I wish mayo would disable the anon comments, but eh, you have to stick it out.
Agreed, MJ. and, in a strange way, that was his strength.
I always preferred Apollo
Usually when you deny a problem, it's because you either have not found a way to acknowledge and cope with it, or you are resisting change.
^Wot she said.
He was my fave too, EP :)
MJ and RW I agree too, all of them where like that, but especially gerard
It was Rw.
MJ, that was the exact thing I admired about that man. He and the rest of the band made me feel proud of being a
dork and uncool.
I'm happy with who I am, thanks to them.
I think I shall make a badge 'B.N. Hater, I think therefor I am.'
I oculd not imagine the expectations that are the guys in that band. Especially Gerard. He is the voice. So much is expected of him. I expect much of him. I feel that he lead me too though, so it is partially his doing and partially my need to have someone to expect of. I feel for him but cannot let go of what I want from him. A nasty circle.
Are we serious about Nigel? That is a little creepy.
New Mayo post.
So Ep you are telling me the fans named it starbuck after the coffee?
We really do not know the real Gerard, they way he appeared was our perception based on his behavior and what he said then.
But then again, maybe deep down inside he never truly believed it himself. He was never really comfortable with his flaws. He coped by saying he was messed up, may have even accepted others who are, but not within himself.
I absolutely loved Early Gerard. He was a wonder. Especially Because he was so much -like us. I felt he was real and beautiful in his struggle to just be himself. I could relate to that and respect it greatly as well. I miss him, especially his uncertainty. This new found arrogance and contradition (in interviews) does not suit him. And it just makes me feel ill to hear it.
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