Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Ghost-imposed gag order.

You want this straight?

Then you have to be willing to hear me out, and that means all of it. You can not pick and choose the verse; the ugly shit has got to ring in your head too. The things that I say that cling to your clothes like mildew, the stench entrenched, leaving you filthy.

What is the matter? You can’t wash it off? Well, neither can I.

I repeat myself so much these days that the truth is often lost in the mix. Say it, say it again, and again. You try it and see how well rehearsed you can be. Sometimes I change my mind, and you use it against me. You will tuck it away, and bring it out for a later date, only to make me eat shit and lie.

And you will use it against me.
Tuck it away for a later date,
only to make me eat shit...

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MissTottenham said...

Goodnight Siobhan, ruler of the world.

Vivienne said...

Goodnight Siobhan, Pixie, thanks for taking care of me XX

Amyranth said...

Oh yum.

Spaghetti sauce is much better than spaghetti soup.

-Amyranth is overfull

Vivienne said...

Uh.... I'm very shaky, my palms are sweaty, my eyes are out of focus, I feel dizzy and my heart is doing weird things.....
WTF?

sister midnite said...

Mayo, everyone has already said it better than I ever could; I just thought it would be rude to come in here & not comment to you.

You've been wonderful to us, putting up with all our shit & abuse. You've given us a virtual home & safe house, and I can never thank you enough for that.

Please remember that 'the ghost' cares about you. And whether you choose to believe it or not, so do we. You've shared a little of your reality with us, as some of us have shared ours with you. We're all flawed, fucked-up, inherently complicated human beings, but we love each other like the family we are.

Please do join us sometimes, when you're able. We may not always have life lessons and good advice to offer, but I'm pretty sure we can provide enough entertainment to make you forget for awhile.

Also, know that people wouldn't lash out at you if they didn't care. No one likes to hear -- shall we say, less than positive -- things about themselves, but once taken in, these not-positive things can make you stronger.

For what it's worth, you've most likely seen a lot of us bitching about a guy named Gerard. WAY often. (Thanks for giving us the space to do so.) If we didn't truly care about what happens to him, I doubt any of us would bother. I'm fairly certain that your ghost feels the same way about you.

I'll shut up now, just remember that people will listen -- you need only ask.

Anonymous said...

Well darlings, I'm leaving!

*heads off to the Headquarter with her Frank clones*

Goodnight all, take care!

*hugs*

Anonymous said...

Just came by to say goodbye....OK that sounds so dumb.

I have to share this with all of you, I'm doing interviews and on this woman's application, it ask...
please give a number to call in case of an emergency....and she wrote in 911.

I thought OK i have to hire this one!

Bye everyone....(waves hands wildly)!!!!

Vivienne said...

I think twas too many xanax? maybe because I feel really slow all of a sudden, I think I gotta go,
But I'll be back... soon I hope.

xoxo cupcake

MissTottenham said...

See you later cupcake, take care sweetie.




Sis m, I love you.

Anonymous said...

Adam and Matt both updated the TBS blog, you guys. You should take a look, it's made of win. ^_^

gnothi seauton said...

Good evening Mayo.
Good evening all.

Quiz,

Yay! I'm on the quiz!!! Thankyou for that. You're not related to Present are you?

Cupcake,
You sound a little bit better lovely, I think something substantial to eat and a good sleep will make you feel loads better.

Can't stay for long, how is everyone?

MissTottenham said...

Hi GS, I'm good. How about you?


Goodnight Villanelle and PJ, sweet dreams.

gnothi seauton said...

I'm alright. Had to nip out earlier and pick my daughter up, then spent some time catching up and the time just flew away! So I probably chat for another 20 mins or so.

You okay?

gnothi seauton said...

I'm going to head off.

Good night all.
Good night Mayo.

TTFN

Depicted in self destruction said...

hello my lovies

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight GS, sweet dreams.


Hello bitter revenge, how are you?

Depicted in self destruction said...

good thanks

whats up with you

and whos this ghost person

anima said...

Hi to everyone, and goodnight to those leaving. ;)

K - knee issues suck. Take it easy on yourself and keep us posted.

Did quiz leave us?

anima said...

Ghost, who knows. But apparently they have him gagged.

Anonymous said...

Oh, the quiz. Nice! Most of you already answered everything. I'd also like to add or clear up one or two things.

Pretty sure that J or L had a grandma who was part Cherokee as well. I think?

And SS did not tip his hat to me first. I did it to him, and it was because of his story, which I found so clever. I said, in allcaps if I remember correctly: I TIP MY HAT TO YOU MY GOOD SIR. And so it began. ^_^

Also I was never 100% clear on the protagonist thing. I just thought it was because I had written that one poem, and although it was in the second person, it was clearly me speaking. That's what I always got out of it.

My favorite moments on this blog are many. Obviously when SS wrote that awesome riddle. ^_^ Also, Mayo's recent kindness towards me was so notable.

One of my other favorite times on this blog was when we did that roleplay. I swear I still read that when I need a good laugh. Good times, people, good times. :D

MissTottenham said...

I don't know who ghost is, sorry. But mayo has mentioned them before.


Hi Anim.

Anonymous said...

Hi Miss T, Bitter Revenge and Anima. How are you all?

Anonymous said...

How's the knee today, Kapunua? My ankle is killing me because the snow is a comin'!

Depicted in self destruction said...

great star, thanks

and you

Anonymous said...

I'm pretty groovy, BR. Making some pasta, chilling.

Depicted in self destruction said...

mayo mentioned a line that sounded like a title of one of blogs,
although im pretty sure hes never read it, im soooo thinking he did

Depicted in self destruction said...

*gasp*
and it was about me reapeating myself!

*is soo happy*

MissTottenham said...

Hi Star, how are you?

Depicted in self destruction said...

*gaspX2*

and it was about him!

Anonymous said...

Good, Miss T. How are you?

Depicted in self destruction said...

thats quite odd, i feel special

DONT TEAR MY DREAMS DOWN!

Anonymous said...

Tanks, Star! It feels okay although I was warned to stay off it. I can't sit still, though. I think I'm going back to work Friday and back to Kung Fu and Tai Chi Sunday. So, yeah. I have an appointment with an orthopedist on Tuesday where they will look at that stupid x ray that's got everyone in a tizzy. Please, do you even realize how ridiculous that would be? OMG, I think I'd know it if something was wrong, jesus. >_>

anima said...

K, I knew I had it wrong. There was a conversation and I thought it was you.

I missed the roleplaying. I laughed histerically when I read it. Mayo thought it was fucking funny too. ;)

Anonymous said...

*thanks, even. ^_^

Wait, which conversation did you think was about me? I'm lost, sorry.

I'm just about to sit down with Bourne Ultimatum and eat some cookies. Nomnomnom.

anima said...

BR, what title are you thinking of?

Hi Star, my ringfinger, ankle, knee, and hip, all ache in the winter. And sometimes in the rain. It sucks doesn't it.

Depicted in self destruction said...

"Every action was well rehearsed."

MissTottenham said...

I'm good star, thanks.

Jennicula said...

This is for Anima;

something

anima said...

Hello? Is anyone here?

anima said...

This is for Jenn;

nothing. ;)

MissTottenham said...

This is for both of you:


*inbetween something and nothing.*

Fimble Star said...

so i have had sooooooo much caching up

cupcake my thoughts are with you. i do hop your ok hun

dg you made me laugh so had. i will explain later

is anyone here

Amyranth said...

One of my other favorite times on this blog was when we did that roleplay. I swear I still read that when I need a good laugh. Good times, people, good times. :D

Thank god I'm not the only one.

-A

Depicted in self destruction said...

this is for all three of you

*nothing AND something*

MissTottenham said...

BR, I don't know how to top that.

Depicted in self destruction said...

BR, I don't know how to top that.

yesh!

ergoproxy said...

hey ho !

I'm back and just watched all the school kids do their christmas songs and things.
Now they are pigging out on cake and sandwiches and lollies, I helped set up so I nicked off before clean up with snaffled chocolate!

mine did "6 white boomers" an aussie xmas song about 6 white male kangaroos pulling santas sleigh to help a lost joey.
They all did actions and some of the words were a bit strange lol
all 5 & 6 yr olds. Too cute!

MissTottenham said...

Winners medal to BR.

*shakes hand and slips medal around BR's neck*

Depicted in self destruction said...

i must go now, sorry i couldnt stay for long *hug*
ill be back soon
promise


i.l.y

BR

xoxo

Depicted in self destruction said...

XD thanks MissTottenham

anima said...

Oh K, I missed your question.

In some conversation, someone mentioned Indian heritage. It was when we were talking about things in our childhood/secrets/and ghost stories. Sorry, I wish I could remember. But someone must have said it.

MissTottenham said...

Goodnight BR, see you soon.

Hi again Ergo, the song sounds sweet.

ergoproxy said...

Hi misst (again) anima fimble jenn k amyranth star, shame I missed you BR !

ergoproxy said...

anyone here?

*dodges tumbleweeds*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello ep

MissTottenham said...

I am vaguely here.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello miss t

MissTottenham said...

Hi MJ, how are you?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Alright and you

ergoproxy said...

hi MJ

have you seen the "Posh Nosh" episode with David Tennant in it? It was on here yesterday

Anonymous said...

hey everyone

Original Punk J said...

OOOH, a quiz! I don't always do well on these; see, I waited til other people answered so I could their answers. HEEHEEHEE.

1: Seems to be Gnothi. I thought it was Andiebomb.
2: Amyranth.
3: L's paternal great-grandmother was full Cherokee. Also, PH and K. Others, I'm not sure.
4: PH and TJ.
5: SDock10.
6: Kapunua, from a reference from/to Mayo.
7: Protoct.
8: Miss T and L.
9: Kapunua lost her babygirl Monday, but many of us have lost loved ones. I'm not quite sure what the rest of the ? means, maybe a word was omitted?
10: PPU, SDock10.
11: Elena, poor baby.
12: Kass.
13: Mya.
14: Anima.
15: MustardisBetter.
16: BC, but a girl's got a right to change her mind. :)
17: Cupcake? Carrie? Mayo? SS? PPU? I don't really know.
18: Verita Venom b/c she spoke her mind and the BNers couldn't handle the truth!
19: SDock has PPU, Kapunua has She-Wolf Anon, Calaf, various other folks, AIP has The Masked Anon, MIB has Patrick, FS has Anonswers, and then we've all had some Hate Anons.
20: Actually, this was SS. But thanks for the credit, Sis M. :)
21: SDock and Kapunua, respectively.
22: Cupcake.
23: Uh...FASC or Elena or EP. Dunno.
24: SDock.
25: ME! Yay for me! :)
26: Lovelies. (Luckily nothing worse, thus far.)
27: VM, bless her.
28: Mmm, I think it's one by Boston? Maybe?
29: There is no question 29! Wow.
30: Miss T.
31: Don't know b/c I haven't looked at everyone's blogs.
32: Lolita.
33: Computer programmer? Or analyst? Something to do with computers, that's all I know.
34: Lots of "Mom" stuff, along with writing poetry, raising chickens, and planning a world tour.
35: RW.
36: Entropy.
37: Dei Gratia, Miss T, Gnothi, Kass, FASC, and probably others I've forgotten.
38: Jennicula. Mayo's Curse, I tell ya.
39: SS, to Kapunua, because she figured out something he said.
40: Mayo, Sister Midnite, L, and myself. Although for the last two, I can say we don't actually consider ourselves "bisexual", just "personsexual". It's the person you fall for, not their gender. :) Oh, and maybe GV, from this AM. ?
And...best moment in BlogBelieve history?
The obvious one, of course: my lovely birthday letter from SS. But also, the moment I realized that we're a Family. That's pretty fuckin' special. :)

J

Amyranth said...

Ergo there shouldn't be any tumbleweed here, I didn't allow for it in the re-design.

I'll be back in a bit guys, finally going to decorate my tree!

-A

Martha Smith-Jones said...

"Posh Nosh" what is that? hello op j

toujours said...

hello everyone. ^.^

i'm in the quiz! i'm in the quiz! it's the first time i've been included! thank you, quiz anon! :D

Vivienne said...

I feel sick........

I think I'm dying lol

No really....

Martha Smith-Jones said...

cupcake are you alright? hello tj

MissTottenham said...

I'm good thank mj.


Hi J and TJ, how are you?

anima said...

Amyranth, i've missed you. Please, we need a redesign.

ergoproxy said...

lol amyranth have fun witht he tree

MJ it's a little show like a parody of cooking shows, it's really funny. with richard E grant.
they are really posh and everything is ridiculous phrases like "embarrass the chorizo"
they are about 10 mins long and I think on youtube or the bbc site you can watch them
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Posh_Nosh

clips
http://www.bbc.co.uk/comedy/poshnosh/clips/

Vivienne said...

MJ,
I think I took more xanax than I'm meant to. Nothing fatal, but I'm meant to have three- four in 24 hours at most.
I've been popping two every few hours....

Just for the panic. Now I feel like I've been poisoned, bugger it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake maybe you should call your doctor or poison control.

Thank you ep

ergoproxy said...

cupcake don't be silly those things are pretty stong and you don't want to make your self sick

MJ
the DT episode
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scPT7n5s4nY&feature=related

resurrected wreck said...

Anyone who's up for it, how about a game of Confessions: What is the biggest lie you've ever told?

toujours said...

hey there martha, miss t. ^.^

cupcake. are you ok? i was thinking about you today.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Rw to answer your question I don't remember

anima said...

Cupcake, log off and go talk to someone that can really hug you. We are too far away to give you all the comfort you need. Please.

We will be here, but we are helpless. Go call someone close to you.

resurrected wreck said...

To get the ball rolling, how about I share mine:

When I was a kid, I once told a friend I could pick up Chinese radio frequency through the fillings in my teeth.

Vivienne said...

Aww TJ that makes me want to cry! *happy tears*

I feel really bad.... I'm thinking it's possible I may need medical attention....

ergoproxy said...

hi TJ !!

RW biggest lie, ummmmmmmm.....i haven't really told big ones.

I'm thinking as we speak

Ilied about trying to steal someones pumpkin once, and at primary school hid a dog from the dogcatcher in the girls toilet

MissTottenham said...

RW, that is so funny.





Cupckae, I hope you are alright sweetie.

resurrected wreck said...

and at primary school hid a dog from the dogcatcher in the girls toilet

I love it, EP!!

ergoproxy said...

cupcake get to a doctor or the hospital NOW!!!

xanax are not good, how many mg are they?
I am worried now.

Vivienne said...

I'm home alone at the moment unfortunately, everyone went with Mum for her to get her injection for the anemia.

Vivienne said...

it says 0.5mg

Original Punk J said...

Hi everyone! Sorry I ran off, I was reading some of the old comments.

MJ, Miss T, everyone, how's life tonight?

J

ergoproxy said...

I lie by omission sometimes...
like my nephew was born and my god he had the worst cone head ever. and she's had 2 more and they are ugly kids, sounds awful but ah damn it's hard to say cute baby.

(plus I really dislike my sis in law so ya boo sux to her)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

cupcake call an emergency number call poison control call a hospital

anima said...

Game? I'm down.

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

I've just caught up. Have you been taking more Xanax then prescribed?

Did I read this correctly?

If so you may feel confused and hyper. Is there anyone in the house with you? If so, get them to call poison control, or get them to take you to a doctor straight away. Alprazolam (xanax) can cause respiratory problems, so you have to take this seriously. Please.

MissTottenham said...

Life's alright tonight J, how bout you?


Has L's mum had her eye done yet?

toujours said...

cupcake, don't cry dear, you'll get your frosting soggy. and how many total do you think you've taken?

resurrected wreck, biggest lie? well, i can't quite remember any exact ones, but i used to shoplift and drink when i was teen, so i was very good at the *ahem* "innocent face" there for awhile. :)

maybe...denying driving my friend home when we were both drunk and i didn't have a license?

*never caught*

ergoproxy said...

cupcake do not take any more

have a cold non alcoholic drink and just relax a bit.
They probably aren't all working yet.
If you feel real bad call the ambulance, that's what we pay the levy for

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello anima and kd

Cupcake are you still there?

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake drink water don't drink anything citrus that will cause more of the drug to get into your system

resurrected wreck said...

resurrected wreck, biggest lie? well, i can't quite remember any exact ones, but i used to shoplift and drink when i was teen, so i was very good at the *ahem* "innocent face" there for awhile. :)

Gods, TJ, you sound just like my sister when she was a teen!

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

Are you still there? Listen to Ergo, don't take any more, call poison control now. They might be able to identify symptoms of overdose to see if you need to get to a hospital.

Fimble Star said...

my biggest lie would be saying






that i smell nice

ergoproxy said...

Hi katherine.
how are you?

I miss Rose for Emily again, I need some book/film/good old days talk.
lol

Amyranth said...

Cupcake

Get your ass to a hospital now.

-A

resurrected wreck said...

my biggest lie would be saying






that i smell nice


0_0

sdock10 said...

Cupcake,

Are you okay?

Call a freaking ambulance...

MissTottenham said...

Cupcake, please stay safe. Don't take chances.

anima said...

RW, interesting lie. I think it was Lucy that thought that for real. But it was aliens, not Chinese radio.

Did I just make that up?

Amyranth said...

Speaking of things that need serious attention. My christmas tree is severely dry. The stand is full almost to the brim with water and the needles are dry and breaking like crazy.

I was told to do a sugar and water mixture, which I added today, and that filled the stand completely. So by tomorrow, will it be any better, or should I put aside another $30 to get a second tree so this one does not burst into flame?

-A

Vivienne said...

yeah i think i ned to go.
love you XX

ergoproxy said...

cupcake

medicines helpline 1300 888 763

poisoning/od 131 126

resurrected wreck said...

RW, interesting lie. I think it was Lucy that thought that for real. But it was aliens, not Chinese radio.

Did I just make that up?


If you did, it was pretty impressive!

Fimble Star said...

cupcake.

please call someone. have someone there with you and tell them what you are thinking nd feeling. we are here with ears but you need someone there.

pleae call someone

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

Tell us what's happening.

(Hey Ergo)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

cupcake just let us know if you are okay.

resurrected wreck said...

Hang in there, Cupcake. Life gets tough sometimes but, take it from me, it also gets better.

ergoproxy said...

amyranth- is it in soil?
can you put it in a bucket of water, or try adding a bit of dtergent as sometimes soil won't get "wet"
I won't get all chemistry on you, but check the soil and see if it's wet underthe surface,some soil repels water

Anonymous said...

Sweetheart, did you call someone? Are you okay?

Vivienne said...

im gonna go to the doctor or assomething

ergoproxy said...

just an interesting fact for you

in the Northern Territory, (state) there is a national park area the size of New Jersey with only 2000 people living in it, most in one town.
It's called Kakadu, some of you may have heard of it.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Good cupcake you need to get medical attention. Please

ergoproxy said...

good idea cupcake
or call one of those help lines they are really good and will know what to do

I've used them both, i'd say call the poisons line.it's freecall 24/7

toujours said...

cupcake, i hope you're on your way to get help. :(

Gods, TJ, you sound just like my sister when she was a teen!

it was nw montana -- even the bears had nothing to do but get drunk!

i'm much better (boring?) now. ;)

Anonymous said...

cupcake,

Please make sure you get medical attention, and try not to drink fluids, so your body cannot absorb it totally.

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, do NOT let us know how you are. Get off this goddamn BLOG and call an ambulance. We can't help you through this, we're not there with you. Get off the stupid internet and call someone.

anima said...

Okay, I think it is urban legend, but whatever. And it was radio frequencies in general that Lucy experienced through her fillings.

Just thought I'd explain. Just googled it because google is always right. ;)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

hello fs and Amy and anyone else I may have forgotten

ergoproxy said...

anima Lucille Ball swore she picked up radio in her fillings

ergoproxy said...

sorry meant to add I saw an interview she talked about it

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

How are things with you? Better, not worse, I hope. Me? Ok, I'm sitting here just getting ready for bed, hanging out with my friends, and fighting off a fucking headache. Where the hell did that motherfucker come from? Oh, I remember now...Toys 'r Us...that's where. When did toys become such shit by the way? We had good shit to play with, right? We had to use real imagination. By the way, I blame my fuckedupness on all the lead based paint I ate. Makes sense to me...

So, tonight, I won't revisit your post from last night. Hell, I think I've talked to you about it at least 4 or 5 times already. Let's talk about something new and different.

Care to let me bamble and rabble tonight? Ooooh, I just made up new words...sweet. Awwh, come on Mayo, you smiled. Can I just share with you how much I fucking hate shopping? Not the spending money part...fuck that. I would spend all my money on my family. I hate the hectic pace at which everyone moves including myself. It's like we have forgotten to slow the fuck down and look out for each other. People are so rude and disrespectful....and after dealing with that at my job all day, the last thing I want to do is fight with someone in JC Penney or WalfuckingMart. I swear it really is a challenge to be considerate and nice to people. Good thing I am always up for a good challenge, huh. I love to shock the hell out of people and you know the best way to do that? Do something unexpectedly nice! People have no fucking clue how to react to that. They look at you in disbelief and awe. They have forgotten that there still are people like that in the world and it feels so good to remind them.

No, of course I am not like that all the time. Hell no, most of the time I would like to mow them down with a tank...or chase them with a chainsaw or someting..or bitchslap the hell out of them...rage issues much?

Balance, my friend...balance. I'm so fucking trying.

Feel me?

Here's hoping someone does something nice for you and it takes you completely by surprise.

Love to YOU Always,
s

p.s. it's all about the little things.

anima said...

Ergo, thank you. I thought I just made that up.

resurrected wreck said...

Okay, I think it is urban legend, but whatever. And it was radio frequencies in general that Lucy experienced through her fillings.

LOL!! Was that really a Lucy episode??

anima said...

I'm worried.

Mayo, what do you need? Ask us anything, we will try to answer it. In the best way we know how.

This is still your home. We will do what we can.

ergoproxy said...

anima I think she is a little bit funny though - few roo's in the top paddock

she said it was wartime radio stuff, it can theoretically happen but ....

you can hear through you jawbone though..interesting medical fact..and other head bones but lower jaw is best

ergoproxy said...

no RW for real, not an episode

resurrected wreck said...

you can hear through you jawbone though..interesting medical fact..and other head bones but lower jaw is best

I didn't know that. Interesting!

resurrected wreck said...

no RW for real, not an episode

Really??

0_0

Vivienne said...

Crap KApunua, I've been drinkiing all this water... mums calling doctors and stuff im gonna havee to come clean about what ive been doing but im getting to a doctor soon i hitnk

Vivienne said...

i didnt mean to

ergoproxy said...

cupcake it's the best thing, self medicating is dangerous

Vivienne said...

i know i didnt care i just wanted to sstop the panic attascks

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, you should tell your Mom. It's time.

sdock10 said...

Cupcake,

Go...let them take care of you.

Please!

Anonymous said...

I am just stopping by to thank the lovely lady way up there for mentioning me. It is rather nice to be noticed…even if it is while stalking M'Lady.

Thank you, dear.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

please cupcake get help. let the people around you take care of you.

Don't worry right now about coming clean just get to a doctor.

toujours said...

cupcake, letting others help you is good, too. sometimes you can't do it on your own.

let your mom help you now, ok?

we'll still be here for you when you get back.

resurrected wreck said...

You're a gentleman, Masked Anon. Which is somehting that can rarely be said for other anons in here...

ergoproxy said...

cupcake it's nothing to be ashamed or frightened of, say what you've done and they can decide if you need treatment.
If you feel dizzy,sleepy or off balance tell her immediately.
Just remember that medications can be dangerous if they are misused, any of them can.
Go see the doctor and be honest, it's really important.
and tell him/her the problem and they may be able to suggest something ese for you

ergoproxy said...

hi masked anon

Vivienne said...

shes gone now. And I'm fine according to doctors my overdose doesn't require treatment, so i can keep lying about what pills I'm taking business as fucking usual, but according to the doctors it's really common, not a BIG FUCKING DEAL.
Just like when I cut myself and ended up in hospital.
No big deal then either.
Very common.

MissTottenham said...

TMA, you are the caped crusader of blogland ha!

JocelynHolly said...

Hey guys.

Cupcake, I've read what you have said. And please, call and get help. I am begging you.

*HUG*

Vivienne said...

I said I tooik a lot of xanax, apparently thats no big deal, im gonna feel awful, go thriough withdrawl, but I can just stay in the comfort of my room.
lucky me, only my room is up to my tits in trash.

toujours said...

cupcake, i'm really worried about you.

Vivienne said...

I tired to get help but I dont matter, it doesn't matter, apparently I didn't take an exotic enough mix of pills to be of interest. theres no point tin me going anywhere, they'd kick me out.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake it is a fucking big deal to me. I think you should talk to your mom. Now that the doctor have said that you are "Okay" you need to talk to someone

ergoproxy said...

oh yes you'll feel awful allright.
I'd go and clean up a bit and have a lie down.
get a bucket
just don't do it again

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Well keep trying to get help. But not by hurting yourself. Call a hotline or something.

Vivienne said...

It just reminds me so much of when I was 13, and I cut myself, I thought I was finally getting help, but they didn't even treat me like a humann they just stitched me up and threw me outt.

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake,
I am worried as well. But I trust you to do the right thing.

*HUG*

ergoproxy said...

then get some help.

call the kids help line or the salvation army, there are so many places that can help and will care.
But you have to step up and contact them and be honest and listen to them.
Don't give up cupcake, there are so many places that can help people in situations like yours

Fimble Star said...

hello everyone.

the masked anon. you have entered mayo again. how are you?

xx

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, please get some help. You need someone to talk to.

JocelynHolly said...

Hello everyone who just came in! ^_^

resurrected wreck said...

the masked anon. you have entered mayo again.

^ ^
0_0

Anonymous said...

hi there paperheart how are you?
Hello there masked anon. It's nice to meet you

Fimble Star said...

hello 007

how are you my hunny

toujours said...

you just have to keep trying, cupcake. don't give up until you find someone who will really listen to you. you deserve that. you are important, and you have the right to get the help you need.

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Cupcake talk to you mom she maybe able to help in getting the help you need.

Vivienne said...

I've tried calling them, theuy were nice. Didnt help at all. i lied to them and said they helped... it didnt.
I shouldn't even be here making you hear this, it's my own fault only I can fix it Iknow..i just dont want to anymore. when I overdosed it was an accident, but now i feel like taking the whole bottle with brandy and saying is this good enough? canyou treat me now?

JocelynHolly said...

BC and Fimble Star! ^_^
I am good, how are you guys?

I went skating tonight, and my toe starting bleeding. So now it hurts to walk. How are you guys?

Does anyone have any coffee to spare? *smirks*

ergoproxy said...

the masked anon. you have entered mayo again. how are you?


did you buy dinner first?

O_O

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake.

Just keep talking to us. Telling us how you feel helps. I know that this is just the internet, but you are my friend, and I care so much about you. I don't want anything to happen to my sweet Cuppy-cake!

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

Just to let you know, I didn't flip out because Xanax rarely causes extreme problems, just distress.

Please try to maintain your correct dosage or see your doctor for a change of meds for better management.(Just a suggestion)

Anonymous said...

This is where all the pretty girls are, of course I’m here. ;)
I’m currently frustrated yet calm.
Badger sends Nimble her love.

ergoproxy, I assumed my being here wouldn't be a problem.

Anonymous said...

aww paperheart, take it easy with your toe. Have you applied anything to it? I have fucking cramps, but that's not important at the moment.

resurrected wreck said...

Cupcake, you don't need to harm yourself to get the medical attention you need. Talk to someone who cares about you (a friend, a family member) and get them to go with you to the hospital.

I have to turn in now, another early day tomorrow. Take care, Cupcake. The same goes for the rest of you.

Adieu! :)

Martha Smith-Jones said...

cupcake don't do that. And don't worry about telling us your problems we are family.

Anonymous said...

masked anon, nice to meet you :)

toujours said...

paperheartxx -- coffee?
*hands over a ginormous mug*

cupcake, i think you really need to tell your mom what's going on. you need to stop lying about whether or not you feel better, too. you have to be honest now, because that's how you're going to get better.

Amyranth said...

Ergo, nope it's in a stand, cut at the stump with water in the stand.

I'm just hoping the sugar water helps,otherwise I might have to buy another tree.

-A

Anonymous said...

Cupcake, it's not your fault. You know you can talk to us about anything hun.

ergoproxy said...

cupcake call again, they don't fix you in one go

PH *Hug* i have no coffee but I have lemonade with lemon lime and bitters cordial
and a bandaid

Masked anon- no prob for me! nice to see you

Fimble Star said...

arghhhh the masked anon.

tell my badger that nimble sends a big smile and a hello her way.

is she in he house?

JocelynHolly said...

TMA, you ventured out again? =]

Thanks BC. I'll try. No I havne't. It just stings like a bitch. Ohh well!

Goodnight RW! Sleep well my fellow Canadian! *HUG*

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

Please listen to Ergo and what the other girls are saying.

Call again.

resurrected wreck said...

*pops back in briefly to give PH a squeeze*

toujours said...

good night resurrected wreck. ^.^

masked anon, hello. i didn't get a chance to greet you before.
are you masked as in stripy shirt/cat burglar masked or riding into the sunset/hi-ho silver masked? :)

JocelynHolly said...

Toujours, thank you for the coffee! *HUG*


Ergo, some lemonade sounds splendid! =] A band-aid would help too! ^_^

Martha Smith-Jones said...

Hello Ph fs and tma. And goodnight rw

ergoproxy said...

amyranth it is probably the best to try then, glucose may be better than sugar if you have to try again.and if you add a drop of dishwashing dtergent liguid it can help the water get in better
Can you get some stuff from a florist or somewhere? like they have for cut flowers.

Anonymous said...

Hi there fimble how are you?
hi there squeak squeak.

JocelynHolly said...

Martha! *squeeze!*

Amyranth said...

Cupcake

This is going to get worse. It won't get better on it's own

You WILL crash, hard and there's no way to stop it, unless you talk to your family about it.

And I mean NOW.

-A

Fimble Star said...

hey martha. how are you this fine vening. my spelling is all to pot tonight
xx

Vivienne said...

I lie so much about what i am and am not taking...
I drink... mum doesn't know that.
If I went to a hospital they wouldn't let me stay. There's no point. I'm not sick enough to warrant attention.

I'm sorry to be clinging to you all, but you comfort me...

MAYO, I'm sorry I never meant to make this all about me.
I'm worried about you too you know.

toujours said...

you're welcome paperheartxx! *hugbowhug*

(um. don't bow back, ok? because, y'know, your foot and all, plus you'd spill the coffee...)

ergoproxy said...

how are you BC ?
I ddin't get around to saying hello ...sorry :)

Anonymous said...

Cupcake,

Please listen to me, go to a hospital now. You health is IMPORTANT. Your mother will understand.

Anonymous said...

the masked anon. you have entered mayo again.

O_O Uhhh... should we leave?

JocelynHolly said...

Cupcake;

We all fucking care like mongooses about you! Don't ever feel sorry for trying to talk things out. Okay?

*HUG*

Toujours; Awwh! *HUG* You are such a sweetheart!
*bows*
*falls over and spills coffee*
*blushes*

Martha Smith-Jones said...

FS I'm alright. Hello BC

Cupcake please just go talk to your family. We will be here for you always. You just need to go to someone professional.

sdock10 said...

Mayo,

One more thing before I head off to the land of sleep and possibly dreams and/or nightmares..the answer is yes...straight as a fucking razor's edge that cuts both motherfucking ways right through the bullshit of the fucking world. I'm quite handy dandy with all things sharp...Opinionated maybe, but never judgmental.

Goodnite Mayo, my friend




Cupcake,

Honey, please take care of yourself. Find someone to talk to. We are here with you, but we are not THERE with you. Promise me I will see you tomorrow...okay?



Goodnite BlogBelieve Family
Goodnite SS
Goodnite lurkers
Goodnite anons
Goodnite not really anons
Goodnite m.
Goodnite ppu
Goodnite my for real little sister
Goodnite MissT(I'll kiss it again tomorrow)
Goodnite Mustard(my rope buddy)
Goodnite my sister from another mister MIDNITE
Goodnite ALL that I have missed


ph,

Just because I haven't told you today...hugz to infinity and beyond and around and back again.


Love you ALL!

toujours said...

hey there, bc. ^.^

fimble, i've been meaning to ask: what is your picture? i can't make it out. *squints*

cupcake, there is every point to you getting the help you need. maybe right now you're not feeling like you're very important, but that's just the darkness talking. you are important, and you need to be honest about what's going on. there are people in your life who want to help you, i'm sure of it.

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