I have come to terms with the fact that eventually I am going to have to mention it. Will it be with sweeping metaphors or outright denial? Perhaps no one will understand.
For now I am listening to the little voice, and reevaluating priorities.
My lovelies, you are free to assume whatever you choose, but I will not be ignoring you. The electricity just doesn't buzz the same and I can't always find the switch.
End of the year...this shit is always out of hand.
p.s. this is how I have always imagined it for someone else.
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A message for the anon quoted @ 9:05
I think I know who you are and you have every right to be upset and angry. I agree, the emotional blackmail was totally uncalled for. You are probably one of the only people I know who will stand up to him, you know you actually intimidate him. However, lashing out at Mayo will just make things worse for the person you are trying to protect. If you are who I think you are, you will understand what I mean.
Peace be with you.
Anon@ 10:07 : There is a HUGE difference between exclusivity and shouting down someone who comes barreling in with a stupid attitude. You'll note that for the most part we've accepted anons and new people when they were nice, smart, friendly and sweet. We've had tons of anons lately, and you can see how a lot of them have been weird or downright freaky. I don't recall anyone "sending them away." What it seemed to me last night with OP J.--if that's what you're referring to--was a request more like, "Step back, we need a few minutes." Take note: Laundry is new, "Calaf" was new last week, KD was new three weeks ago, whisky sour was new yesterday and was welcomed and asked to join in the fun, and lots of anons were new within the last few days. What have we told almost everyone here? "Come in, pick a name, join the fun." We're nice to the ones who come in acting nicely. Or did you miss that little detail because it doesn't fit in with your view of us?
This one last night came in here with an agenda, acting the fool, at a time when the lot of us were reading something plainly terrible into what Mayo was saying. If you've been paying attention at all, you know what this might have sounded like to us. Then she called up a stupid sock puppet for support. That is insulting. If we had the "right to make someone leave" it would only be through deletion, and you know we can't do that. Shouting someone down for being stupid--which, you'll notice, a lot of people have done frequently with all our weird anons--and telling them to step off is hugely different. I'm sorry if you can't see that.
If this makes you want to leave, then that's cool, too. If you think that we're going to grovel for you to stay because you have "insider information" and that somehow makes you better than us, then wow, you could not possibly be more wrong. What, you think that makes you special? Now who's being elitist?
Anon @ 11:01: I've never heard anyone here talk about how loving and accepting we are. Actually, I've always seen us as a snarky, teasing bunch, but that's just me. You're also wrong to assume that we all think this is Frank and Gerard. This is actually stuff we've discussed through emails and chats (OH NOEZ!!!!!) and the only conclusion any of us can come to is that we will probably never know who Mayo and SS are. What we don't want is a bunch of fansheep coming in and slobbering over their butt-cheeks because they think it is Frank and Gerard, coming in here with a mission to "zOMGzz SAVE GERALD WADE!!!!" Why? Because whatever we do have here, not only is it special, but it's fragile. So go ahead and judge that if you want. You know what they say: if you don't like it, you're also welcome to leave.
You won't though, will you? LOL.
Kass,
That is exactly what I was thinking.
As far as what I believe about Mayo and SS, it doesn't even matter. It's not my place to tell anyone what to believe. And as I have said before, if Mayo were to post those three little words 'I AM GERARD', would anyone believe him? Not likely.
Hi backatya Anima!
Oh, and Anon, when I first came here it WAS because of the rumour that this was Gerard's blog - I lurked long before I ever posted - but now I'm completely convinced it's not.
Let's face it - I wouldn't be posting my 'pillock' letter and questioning the guy's sanity here, I'd probably be too embarrassed.
Love,
Kass xx
...although I do prefer to stab my victims in the chest.
Kass xx
Good morning all!
I see i have missed a lot.
But you know me....little ray of sunshine.
We who have been here for a long time, know anons will come, we have seen different kinds of anons.
Anon 1....to us, always no. 1 our dear Mayo.
Anon 2...is some buzznet kid, pissed off at what she has read on buzznet and comes here to start trouble.
Anon 3....is the know it all, that pops in and out, trying to act like the voice of god.
Anon 4...is the information anon, one who just might have a connection.
Anon 5....is the sweet anon, who is always kind and just wants to fit in.
Anon 6...is the shy anon, who wants to join in, but leaves a few words and runs away.
Anon 7..... is the jealous anon. who thinks we might be just talking to his greatness for real.
Anon 8...is the anon who is always here, but only post when ready and has something to say.
Anon 9.....is the bitch hound from hell, that has nothing better to do with there time, than to insult people he/she dose not know.
Anon 10....is the anon who really dose not know shit about this blog.
Now! for all you anons, you may not have a name...but we have your number....pick one!
I am not Mayo. I am not SS.
Because whatever we do have here, not only is it special, but it's fragile.
Exactly.
Kap, glad you jumped in on this debate seeing as how you are the worst offender of jumping all over the anonymous commentors. You are a bitch and yes, we know you are proud of being a bitch yada yada yada, but please realize it's not a comment.
I am not Mayo. I am not SS.
Where did this come from?
Actually it is a comment.*
Oh, but if you meant "compliment," then it depends on the source. And coming from you, well honestly you have no control over how I take it. So thank you.
*Cheap shot, LOL
PJ, that was charming.
I too am sorry about what happened last night to the newcomer. I did not attack mostly because I understand what it is to be an outsider. However I can understand why this happened. Lately too many unknown people have appeared asking questions that send up warning flags. No one here want's this to become another BN.
Our desire to protect Mayo's house.
Morning Smoke, kass, mustard, anima, and Kapunua, still kicking ass i see...you go girl!
Elena, protect all you want. I'll always be around to spread the truth.
Either Mayo and SS are Gerard and Frank or they are psychotic assholes pretending to be them. Why would you offer your support and concern to obvious imposters?
FFS ITS NOT ABOUT THEM!!!!
IT'S ABOUT US!!!!!
Sorry redrum...did not see you, love the name...i love Steven King.
good morning!
I can understand as well.
I understand why people reacted the way they did.
But, that doesn't mean I'm not sorry that it happened.
I don't want anyone, even if they are trying to help in a way that we don't necessarily see it as "helping," to ever feel like they don't belong here.
The people who sign in as Anonymous and thrash around in here, throwing insults in everyone's direction, are the ones that I wish weren't here. But, I still have no power over it, only the big dude.
It happened, and it's over with. I don't see it as a huge deal. I'm just sorry that it happened.
Anonymous said...
anonymous from the end of the last blog said
Try being passive aggressive with ME, and see where it gets you, 'Mayo'.
^ is there some bullying occurring Mayo? Who's feathers have you ruffled now? My, my, ppl are getting all riled up today.
PPU:
I'm even afraid to ask, but what is your truth?
I see this as a really big game of Guess Who.
I'm losing obviously.
PPU I'm sorry I must have missed you spreading truth. When was that?
No worries, PJ; happens all the time. (Cue single emo tear.)
Anon,
We offer support to psychotic a**holes because it's fun!
Although Mayo generally attracts my annoyance, rather than my sympathy...
Kass xx
You talking about your death mayo?
Anonymous said...
Either Mayo and SS are Gerard and Frank or they are psychotic assholes pretending to be them. Why would you offer your support and concern to obvious imposters?
May i ask why you think, they are imposter's...for one, Mayo has never said he was Gerard, and SS has never said he was SS.
I believe in the beginning we all had hopes it was the person in question.
But we soon found out the truth, and yet we stay here and chat and carry on with each other.
Mayo, we still try to help him, but only because he is in need, not because he is an impostor, or a fake, but because we care.
Mayo has many faces, we just pick one in our minds and that is our Mayo.
Post what you want, vent your anger.
Join in, come back with a name and no one will care if you where that anon, or this anon.
You can go on and on and on....but at some point, I myself will not acknowledge you anymore and just talk to the others.
So there you go, stay, go.
What ever you want.
Neither of them ever, ever once said who they were. They have to know that's what most people assume, but we've more or less asked them not to reveal anything either way, because no matter what, the spell would be broken.
This blog is like crack. during times when Mayo's not driving us up the wall making us think (accidentally or not) that something bad is going down, we're usually having a lot of fun. It's something that's so easily wrecked.
The rules of engagement for crashing something like this are similar to the ones in real life.
Say you are walking on the beach and you see a party going on; the people are obviously all very close. Then the host of the party starts to, I don't know, have a seizure or something. All of his friends are asking him what's wrong but he can't answer. (We don't know yet that he just choked on a marshmallow for a second or something.) Then some person comes running up wearing a cape and going "OMG! ARE YOU FAMOUS! LET ME HELP YOU! HERE'S WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO! HI, LOOK AT ME! I'M HERE TO SAVE THE DAY!"
That's basically what went down. If you can't see that any of the other newcomers who showed up recently were asked nicely to take a name and join in the game, then you're just seeing what you want to see.
And Redrum,
I'd pass you my hanky to wipe away your tear but I've got rather a nasty cold....
Kass xx
PPU I asked you a question. Please, when did you spread truth?
I seemed to have missed it.
Come now don't be rude.
Answer.
I have come to terms with the fact that eventually I am going to have to mention it. Will it be with sweeping metaphors or outright denial? Perhaps no one will understand.
Mayo, I know how that feels, and i can tell you, sometimes you have to put others aside and just go with your gut feeling.
It will not matter how you say it, only that it comes out, so that you can have peace, others may not understand, but you will and that is what matters most.
For now I am listening to the little voice, and reevaluating priorities.
Good for you! Its a small step, but a big one, and its good to know that your priorities are becoming clear.
It will feel good in the end, to know it's all out in the open.
luv
PJ
*runs up to you and your group of friends on a hypothetical beach*
HAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!
;)
Kap you have a way with words and that is kind of unfair. You shouldn't use your ability like that. It's not fair.
It will feel good in the end, to know it's all out in the open.
Let's get this out and on the table.
Anon:
I wish I had a way with words like she does.
I'm just jealous. I wish she talked for me.
Hi, PJ! Hi Kapunua, Elena, anyone else I missed and even you PPU.
I know ya'll are just dying to know my opinion on this isssue but the only problem I have with anons is confusing them with someone else. I don't want to ASSume someone said something when they didn't or whatever. That's just me though. My thoughts are, if you have something to say, don't be afraid to say it and put your name on it. I'm not. If I'm wrong, tell me I'm wrong. If you don't agree with me, question me. I don't mind. I'll question you just the same. If you are anonymous however, it gets too confusing.
Oh well, again it's not my place to referee or PROTOCT this space. That would be Mayo's job. If he didn't like the anons, he would have stopped it a long time ago.
Sooo anyhooooo.........
Damn, i hate to go.
Kapunua, you know i love ya girl,
i will catch up later!
Everyone else!
Hugs
Anon, please try to understand what we are telling you, debate is always welcome in Mayos house, but be an adult and keep an open mind, because some of what you say is very child like.
I'm not trying to be rude, i would not do that.
But enough, OK!
Hey Mustard, PJ, Kass, Kapunua, Redrum, shame and anyone else.
I hate this fucking feeling of impending doom.
I'll PROTOCT Mayo.
I had him dressed up yesterday looking fruity. I took a picture.
;)
Hey Elena and everyone else!
Impending doom.
Are we making it out worse than it probably is?
I just get this sense of being off.
I hope everything's okay with you Mayo.
Awwww, MIB. I bet you are a good PROTOCTOR. I, on the other hand, usually kill anything that I try to PROTOCT.
Welcome back Smoke, sorry i have to run, would love to stay and chat!
Change the subject and start something fun...
hugs
pj
Well, in that case, let's not PROTOCT each other Smoke.
:)
Hi Kap,
I get where you're coming from about people butting in.
The only problem with your analogy is that Mayo invited anyone here who was able to find his party, and that does include latecomers, no matter how nice/annoying/bitchy they may be.
Kass xx
MIB, agreed!
I would hate to accidentally kill you. ^_^
Hello, you all!
How is everybody?
Mayo,
Denial is never a good option. You need to ask yourself why are you even considering denying it? What are you hiding? What are you afraid of? I think you will find that more people will understand more than you think. But be truthful. Pour your guts out.
Take your time, listen to yourself. Stop being so stubborn, and thinking that you are right all the time. Open your heart and your ears, listen, - I think you will find all the answers you need if you are willing to hear the truth. Trust those around you. Let them help you.
Love,
Anima
P.S. I hope you do not leave us. This has been and will always be YOUR home.
Hey Siobhan and Smoke. Nice to see you here.
Mustard I pray you are right. That we are reading too much into this. Still my damn little voice is whispering something else.
Found this on Buzznet, thought you might be interested:
Re: 'Serious news'
I heard it at a magical place I like to go where the fairies tell me things before they are revealed to the World. Just remember that what happens on these pages is not life and death......
Coincidence?
What has happened here? I wasn't able to read through all the posts, but it sounds as if the apocalypse is near!
Hi Siobhan!
How are you? Have you read all of today's stuff?
Kass xx
So that's a "No", then!
Go back to 26/11 @ 10.07am and read from there...
Kass xx
Anonymous,
If you have something to say about last night, let's have it.
K is right, all I was doing was asking politely if we could have our moments with our friend. If it came out wrong, well, it won't be the first time I've been accused of pissing someone off.
But you know what? I don't care. I don't have time for whiny little freaks who suddenly jump up out of nowhere and try to usurp our positions as, yes, FRIENDS to Mayo, whoever the Hell Mayo may be.
I could give a whit if it's Gerard Way. Even if by some weird possibility Mayo IS Gerard, so what? He's a person, he's a man, he IS NOT A GOD. I have as much right to talk to him as I do anyone else. And if I HAVE been talking to him for three months, well fuck, great. That means I EARNED THE RIGHT TO DEFEND HIM. Some stray wacko off the street has not.
So, I'll say it again. We shut people out who don't need to be here. Would you let a stranger into your house for Christmas dinner?
And BTW, the "other person that we love and admire so much"? He's advised us in the past NOT to air our dirty laundry to the guests. So my guess is he would approve of the result. Perhaps not the tactic, but he's nicer than I am.
You want to go on with this? Do it somewhere else.
J
Hi Elena, Anima, Mustard, Kass, Kapunua, PJ, PPU, Redrum, Shame in me and anonymouses!
Is my Murphy here?
I'm fine, Kass! Thanks for asking! How are you?
I haven't read all of it yet, but what I've read so far pretty much reminded me of BN, hehe!
No offense, ladies ;-)
Hi Siobhan. Thank you for the hello.
Anon, could you post the link that that was from? Thanks.
SS, I have yet to say hello to you. Looks like I missed you several times this weekend. I hope you are taking care of yourself. Just know that we are all thinking about you and wishing you all the best.
Hi everyone.
Elena:
I have a voice, too. He doesn't shut up. He's talking a lot right now, and I don't know why.
Smoke:
Agreed. ;)
OP,
Like I've mentioned before, I understand that newbies butting in is frustrating but if it loses us a friend like Anon @ 10.07am, maybe we should care?
Kass xx
Mustard and Elena,
I feel ya.
I have a thousand ideas about what "it" is that Mayo has come to terms with mentioning. I wish I knew which one it was so I could help.
Back in a while.
Everyone, think of your loved ones and friends today. No reason in particular, but do that for me?
Maybe that's why I'm feeling off.
Mayo:
We're thinking about you as well. Just please know that, please.
Anon @ 10:07,
I think I can speak for all of us when I say thank you for your help. I don't think anyone truly meant to yell at the newbie; she just picked the worst possible time to let her voice be heard.
Yes, I will admit that I went apeshit over the Anon's. Unfortunately, not all of them are as pleasant as you. I wasn't even here this weekend, but I saw the attacks/pretendings/general bullshit that these people try to pull. My rant wasn't meant for the new girl; it was only meant for the anons who can't play nicely.
Please reconsider leaving. Yes, we've been tense -- how much abuse can one have thrown at you before something cracks?
As I've said, we have pleasant, helpful anons (like yourself) chatting, and that's fine. I don't think that anyone here has an issue with the 'nice' anons. But unfortunately, many of these people hide behind the name 'anonymous' so that they can spew venom & hatred, or try to gain something from us that we may not be prepared to give. If these 'anonymous' people want to scream or ask something, the least they could do is ball up enough to give themselves some kind of distinguishing name.
Yes, I agree -- the other 'one' you mention may very well be hurt by all that's taken place. However, sometimes the middle ground is not good enough. Sometimes, we need to defend ourselves, and our chosen gathering place. There are many other forums for the vicious people to inhabit -- I was merely trying to dissuade them (yet again) from coming here to scream their poison. My apologies if my previous posts have offended you - my verbal backhand was not intended for you.
Mustard, I agree. Thank you.
In response to OP:
I am the anon from 10:07. I have not commented since and I will not comment again. When I said I was done here, I meant it.
I'm only here now to tell you that, no, I do not wish to go on with this. I thought I made myself clear on that earlier, but then other anons sometimes muddy the waters.
But no, not to worry. I will not darken Mayo's door again.
I just want to mention that before I signed in here I took a short trip to Buzznet and read the post which that anonymous was refering to.
Found this on Buzznet, thought you might be interested:
Re: 'Serious news'
I heard it at a magical place I like to go where the fairies tell me things before they are revealed to the World. Just remember that what happens on these pages is not life and death......
Coincidence?
The post is now deleted!!!
It was actually two posts!
What the eff is going on! The mystery crap is getting out of hand!
Well, Kass, see, there's the crap shoot.
I will not attack ANYONE that doesn't deserve it. And I didn't particularly "attack" anyone last night. All I did was ask BabiiKay to back off a little, it wasn't the time for new folks. That's ALL I did. I was not trying to be ugly about it, it was just an inappropriate time for someone nobody knew to come in like she did. K and I may have been a tad jumpy, too, but we've dealt with so many anons who haven't meant well. It's a touchy subject.
Again, I'm sorry if I upset anyone, but, you know, the timing was really really bad.
J
SisterM:
I thank you for that post. That said kinda the way I felt about it all.
I have no hard feelings towards any of you. I just want you to know that. I believe we are all entitled to our own voice, and I respect all of yours'.
Okay, now I'm gone.
Here is the link to the profile of the person who posted those comments.
http://marsdestroyerofworlds.
buzznet.com/user/
Didn't we have a British anon here who claimed to know things about Frank/Gerard/MCR?
Good morning/evening everyone.
So Mayo, what should I think about this new post of yours? I’m not sure. Actually I have a couple of ideas but probably they’re totally wrong…
I can only suggest you to do what you feel and not to lie to yourself anymore (if that’s the case…)‘cause eventually it will hurt you.
Take care, my friend. Love to you
SS, I couldn’t thank you on the previous blog for your reassuring words. We really appreciated it. Come back when you think you’re ready. Take care and remember you’re loved.
Hi guys! It’s been a long time since I last could talk to you here….Anyway, hope you’re all doing well and if I’m lucky enough, I’ll come back later.Enjoy the rest of your days!
*HUGS & KISSES*
Anon @10:07
Not that you will answer, but you are the same Anon who posted something similar the other day to Kapunua.
You don't like to be in a sea of Anons.
You're the same one?
Damn, I always miss something big.
Anon from 10.07,
Look, let's call a truce.
I was attacked for attacking someone who came in when they shouldn't have. My intent was not to attack BabiiKay. It was simply to ask her to wait.
If it came across badly, I'M SORRY.
I do not "yell" at people who do nothing to earn it. But we have dealt with so many weird, ugly, purposeless anons that our defenses automatically come up. See it from our side, too, please.
If you truly have information to impart, we would be glad to know of it. I personally invite you to share.
But it's hard to distinguish the good guys from the bad some days.
J
Mayo,
Is the little voice in your head, or coming in from the outside through both ears? If it's the latter what you've got is an 'auditory hallucination' and possibly schizophrenia and you need more help than we can offer.
If it's just Jiminy Cricket telling you to stop being an a**hole to those around you, you'll be fine...
I for one wait with baited breath to see how you manage to 'mention it' with an 'outright denial'! Which leaves you with the metaphorical option, and lucky for you there's a million ways to say "I'm been a selfish tosser"...
*PMS has seriously kicked in*
Love,
Kass xx
Hello Anima, How are you feeling today?
And Siobhan is again only talking to herself!
Hi Siobhan, how are you? I feel quite good, Siobhan! How are you? I'm fine, Siobhan! Thanks for asking!
Holy sheep-shit Mayo. Quite a night. Go off the grid for a while. Regroup. Dig in the dirt. Whatever it takes.
My little voice told me to skip work today, but I knew better. I hope your voice is telling you good things.
Holidays getting you down? I have a purple couch that helps soothe the soul. You're more than welcome to use it.
Hi Elena. I'm okay. Just a little worried. How are you?
OP,
Time for some chillaxation. I still love and respect your dichotomy, and I'm not accusing anyone of 'attacking' anyone else. Most of the people here 'know' you guys but for the uninitiated observer we find ourselves sadly constrained by our words lacking a tone of voice, so it's easy to misconstrue frustration for nastiness sometimes.
And breathe...
Kass xx
Ok, after going back and reading what I missed, I get the picture but...
Somehow I don't think that's what they meant.
ps. Mayo, thanks for getting rid of the rental. The other place made me sad.
mustardisbetter said...
Anon @10:07
Not that you will answer, but you are the same Anon who posted something similar the other day to Kapunua.
You don't like to be in a sea of Anons.
You're the same one?
I am NOT the anon at 10:07. But I am the anon you are referring to in your question.
I'm off for now!
I'll probably come back later!
Bye girls!
Yes Kass, the restrictions of the written word.
Thanks for your nice ones. And your great ones to Kerrang!, too, I don't think I ever said congrats and good job.
Maybe our pleasant Anon will decide to come back after all. I hope so. Like I said, I don't go off on the ones who try to help. Any info that helps is welcome.
Hi Siobhan! I'm sorry I didn't say it before. And Jennicula, and SM, and Mustard, and Princess, and everyone else I've forgotten.
J
MAYO
hello, i know i rarely post direct to you mayo and i know you probably wont see this but i just wanted to say it anyhoot. i woke up this morning and peeked in your house just to see if you had a new post. you put the bggest fucking smile on my face all day and with that i thank you so much.
i dont know if you saw my comments asking for a picture and i dont care cos i knew i asked you and you did deliver. so to me it made me think you saw what i wrote. by the way. Thank you for the picture
My lovelies, you are free to assume whatever you choose, but I will not be ignoring you. The electricity just doesn't buzz the same and I can't always find the switch
i just want to say that to me this makes me think that your talking about the eventful past days with the anons. you cant seem to see what you used to see with all the bickering and torment which is being brought in your house. i hope that it does die down and you will be able to see the true meaning of what this place is all about.
bye the way. thank you for the picture
Siiobhan stop that. Talking to yourself will only get you strange looks. I know cause I do it all the time. So how are you today?
Siobhan,
I thought that name was vaguely familiar and weirdly, marsdestroyerofworlds is the same person who challenged the TasteitTV presenter over Gerard's Luxembourg interview. I posted about it 25/11 @ 15.40pm.
Methinks one of our anonymous friends here has an alter-ego.
Kass xx
Siobhan sorry for messing up your name. I'm freezing and my fingers don't want to type.
and that is why we don't air our dirty laundry in public. it all goes back to BN and LJ and INO. methinks there is a mole amongst us.
ok i just got on here and my eyes hurt with all the weird accussations.
anybody wanna talk normal. ok question
when was the first time you realized you was crazy?
I am NOT the anon at 10:07. But I am the anon you are referring to in your question.
November 26, 2007 1:09 PM
Welp, I'm lurking. Wanna talk?
Anon at 1.14,
Could you please choose a name to ID yourself with, just so we can spot you? If your intent is to help, please do so. Thanks.
J
Always.
Hi Fimble,
War-Ha-Ha-Ha!!! Bolton, the shame...
The first time I realised I was crazy was when pierced my belly button using a safety pin and a couple of frozen peas.
Love Kass xx
P.S. I can dish it out, but I can't take it so no gloating when the Chels loss their next match.....
....in 2009!!
I'm lurking too :)
So is Always going to be your screen name, or were you answering K?
J
Answering K.
hahaha hi kass. how are you hun. i think you was crazy to. a couple of people in school when i was younger sat beneth the stair and used a tip of the compass to peirce their noses. blood wnt everywhere and the teachers came screaming hahaha.
i think i have gone crazy twice.
my first time was when i was younger i set a firework off in a chimerniya and it went crazy and fired back atme hahaha not good. and the second time is on here. i am constantly confused but very happy today. hehehe
Anonymous said...
Always.
November 26, 2007 1:19 PM
Yeah? Stayfree. LOL.
So come on, then. Let's talk.
A mole, Anon?
moleymoleymoley
MOLE!!!
We have badgers, too... hopefully they all get along...
So, dirty laundry. >:)
Anybody else here ever flash anyone?
And what were the circumstances?
<--- flashed to get out of a traffic ticket, to ask some friends NOT to play a particular song (I cannot STAND AC/DC), and just because ^_^
For Those About To Rock.....oh, sorry Sis.
Haven't flashed anyone yet. Don't really have a lot to flash. Might if the circumstances were right. Damn, there I go typing without I's again.
How are you enjoying Mayo's hospitality? Would you describe him as a gracious host?
A mole?
The plot thickens...
Have a nice night, y'all...
Love Kass xx
Anonymous said...
How are you enjoying Mayo's hospitality? Would you describe him as a gracious host?
He seems a decent sort most of the time. Why do you ask?
popping out. back in a bit everyyone. have fun
Anon,
I'd say he's a gracious host. He reposts just when it's starting to get slow, he knows when it's time to ladle on the faux contrition and he could have barred half of us lot already for the stuff we say about him...
Couldn't you little Mayokins?!
Kass xx
Mayo pretty much lets us hang out and talk. He comes in sometimes, and he's always been gracious. Yeah, why are you asking?
J
He's so sweeeeeeet! I wuv him.
I don't think you were asking me but I agree with Kass. He could have stopped this a long time ago and he allows to us say whatever we want to say and as many times as we want to say it. The good, the bad and the ugly.
See, ain't he sweet? As far as hosts go, he seems pretty cool.
Yes, he does, doesn't he?
He's very charismatic like that.
His latest blog entry is interesting, don't you think?
Anonymous said...
How are you enjoying Mayo's hospitality? Would you describe him as a gracious host?
Well some hors d'oeuvres would be nice...
He seems a decent sort most of the time. Why do you ask? Huh? Are you a mole? An anon sent to destroy us? We don't like outsiders! Your questions make me think you aren't sincere! My head is about to explode from the paranoia.
Pop.
Fizzle.
Anonymous said...
Yes, he does, doesn't he?
He's very charismatic like that.
His latest blog entry is interesting, don't you think?
Yup. They're all fairly interesting.
Hey, you wanna take a name so we can differentiate you from all the other frigging anons?
Kapunua, please. I know you don't really mean that. I ask questions, only because I am interested. I have no other agenda.
Off the grid, while often used as an expression meaning out of touch or off the radar with regard to communications, it is also used as a reference to lateral and creative thinking akin to thinking outside the box.
Think about it...
I prefer to remain anonymous.
I know I'm not Kapunua, and you probably don't care what I have to say, but I'm gonna throw something out there.
Mayo is faced with a decision to make about his life. The path he wants to choose is conventional, but the path he is more comfortable on is unconventional. He fears making the choice of paths b/c it affects someone he cares about so deeply, yet doesn't want to hurt. His own choice, he feels, could ruin this other person's life. So he's afraid to take the last step.
J
Anonymous said...
Kapunua, please. I know you don't really mean that. I ask questions, only because I am interested. I have no other agenda.
Off the grid, while often used as an expression meaning out of touch or off the radar with regard to communications, it is also used as a reference to lateral and creative thinking akin to thinking outside the box.
Think about it...
November 26, 2007 1:45 PM
Sweetcheeks, that "not logged in Kapunua" wasn't me; you should know that. Could you see that the other "kapunua" post was not logged in, or are you reading off a handheld or something where you can't tell? Because sometimes that happens to me on my Crackberry.
Incidentally, I'm never "logged in." I just link back to my LJ; therefore my name highlights.
I got the "off the grid" part. That's admirable, sure. I'm interested in it, too, but it's been hard to see past the pervasive feelings of ickiness we've all been having concerning this whole thing. We feel like something's up--or at least I do--and that can color our interpretation.
Why, what do you make of it?
And are you the same anon who answered my question and knew what it was? Because that was weird.
You can take a name and still remain anonymous. Of course anyone could still steal your name--case in point?--but at least we'd have something to call you.
And by the way, hello to everyone. I'm sorry I'm acting so flakey today; I have a lot going on. This blog is a really interesting diversion for me today. You guys sorta keep my mind occupied and I thank you for that. ^_^
I care what everyone has to say.
If that is the case, you are aware of more information than I.
Hi everybody how are you?
So been catching up haven't been to the old blog just yet so don't know what went down on there.
On the attack of the new comer everyone is well come and it is not about feeling special or being in a club. We are just not sure about everyone's intentions so some will be on the defensive. So stop judging all of us by the actions of a few good or bad.
Anon at 10:07 the fact that you watch us means you should know that most of all. If you don't want to come back don't but don't get made at us for being on the defensive and not always trusting new people. We have anon attacking us anon using other peoples names do you really expect us to welcome everyone openly. Also you are judging the lot of us based on actions that you didn't like that were done by a few.
Mayo I will probably be the only one to say this I'm a little sad that you deleted the other blog. I just read the post and not the comments. Yes it did cause a lot of problems but I believed you intension were good.
Hi Kapu, I feel like you do today. I think it's the full moon soon.
Anon, I have no information whatsoever, just an observant eye. And maybe an overactive imagination.
So, what's your feeling on the new post, Anon?
J
Anonymous said...
I care what everyone has to say.
If that is the case, you are aware of more information than I.
November 26, 2007 1:52 PM
Sorry, you lost me. If what's the case? I don't have any information on any of this. Just interpretation.
So, but you didn't answer my question. Are you the same anon who knew what my question was yesterday?
OP J., the full moon was the 24th. ^_^ There is no excuse for us. ;D
Test?
K, we can ALWAYS use the moon as an excuse. It's better than taking responsibility. ;)
Anon, have you left us? Why can you ask US questions but we can't ask YOU?
J
Sorry Kapunua, I was replying to J. There is nothing wrong with an overactive imagination.
Mayo will not ignore you, he has come to depend on you and the next few weeks will be rough on him, that's for sure.
You give him unconditional love and support. Would it surprise you to learn that he probably needs you more than you need him?
Mayo is a really nice host. He tolerates us, with all our snarks & bickers, which is pretty cool in my book.
The cryptic stuff gives me a headache sometimes, but oh well - nobody's perfect, right?
J, I think you nailed it -- Mayo is thinking 'outside the box', and isn't completely comfortable with it.
As someone who's lived her life mostly outside of said box, I can offer that it isn't always easy. But is is quite rewarding.
Mayo, you need to make the choice that's right for YOU. It's not always easy to go against someone else's wishes, but being honest with yourself is worth the price. If the other loves you, they'll understand.
"Would it surprise you to learn that he probably needs you more than you need him?"
This would be very surprising. I hope he needs us. I really do.
No, Anon, it wouldn't. Mayo's whole posting "voice" has changed since the first, he's not nearly as arrogant or cocky as he once was.
BTW, ignore my last comment please. My computer is locking up again and I'm behind. Sorry to sound hinky again.
What's going on in Mayo's world that would necessitate extra reliance on us?
J
sdock10 is mad as hell that she can't comment for fear of getting fired from her shitty ass job.
Anon, I know we all joke around in here and we do it a lot, but first and foremost, I always come here for Mayo. I just hope that through all my rambling and babbling that I am maybe a little bit helpful to him.
Hi all...must go back to work before I get caught. Just wanted you all to know I was here.
Because I am faithful like that.
Well its nice to have a nice anon. I would think that he has to feel a connection to us in some way. He let us come here he let us take over. It was very nice of him.
Every day more and more new arrivals at his home. Some knock politely, others barge in and some just shit on his doorstep.
One anonymous person in particular will be weighing heavily on his mind at this time.
anon at 2:01 why are the next couple of weeks going to be rough for him
I think he does need us. We tell him straight up what he doesn't necessarily want to hear from the people around him. He has the option of listening to us, taking our advice, criticism, praise, etc and putting it to good use, or he can pretend he never heard it.
Maybe I got it all wrong, but oh well, won't be the first time. Or the last!
I think he does need us. We tell him straight up what he doesn't necessarily want to hear from the people around him. He has the option of listening to us, taking our advice, criticism, praise, etc and putting it to good use, or he can pretend he never heard it.
Maybe I got it all wrong, but oh well, won't be the first time. Or the last!
There anon @ 2:08 was me Martha
Mayo's struggling with a decision, that much is pretty obvious.
I just posted a wishful thought on DM, for whoever could use a laugh. ^_~
Anon at 2.08,
Any clues for us so that we could be on the lookout as well?
J
Kapunua said...
Test?
Don't be an ass. Anyone can link to my blog. But can you seriously copy my writing style? GTFO. These people know me.
Original Punks said...
K, we can ALWAYS use the moon as an excuse. It's better than taking responsibility. ;)
Fair enough. ^_^
Anonymous said...
Sorry Kapunua, I was replying to J. There is nothing wrong with an overactive imagination.
Oh, sorry. Gotcha.
Mayo will not ignore you, he has come to depend on you and the next few weeks will be rough on him, that's for sure.
How can you know that if you don't even know who he is though?
You give him unconditional love and support.
Shoots, I don't. I badger him. But admittedly in the last month or so I've grown to like him a bit. That should tell you a bit about who I think he is--or isn't.
Would it surprise you to learn that he probably needs you more than you need him?
It would surprise me. And while I would feel like that was cool, because then he'd want to keep the blog open, I'd also feel a little guilty about that.
So hey, I'm answering your questions like a good sport but you're not answering mine. Are you the anon from yesterday who knew what my question was? If you are, what was up with that?
All I can add to this discussion is, if he needs us (and our particular brand of 'the truth'), we'll be here.
Anonymous said...
Mayo will not ignore you, he has come to depend on you and the next few weeks will be rough on him, that's for sure.
You give him unconditional love and support. Would it surprise you to learn that he probably needs you more than you need him?
I wouldn't believe "more". I would think the amount of need is mutual. But isn't that what true friendship is?
Color me perceptive
sdock10 nsi said...
sdock10 is mad as hell that she can't comment for fear of getting fired from her shitty ass job.
Oh, no! Sdock, I've gotten some grief about always being on Crackberry at work, too. ^_^
Anonymous said...
Color me perceptive
Or just color me obvious?
Why was your answer "no?"
Anon...
Perceptive Anon...
Do we know you?
J
Anon, you seem rather knowledgeable. Are you trying to tell us something?
Hi to Sis M, S&V, SDock, Elena, Martha, how's it going today?
J
Hey op j I hope you don't mind what I wrote earlier. Just need to get it off my chest. My computer broke on Saturday so I haven't been around for a while what has been going down.
I have never been called knowledgeable before!
Someone who has always faded into the background has stepped forward. This could change everything.
Hi OP - J!
It's... going. I'm kind of unsettled today. How are you?
- Sis "Where's-The-Tequila" Midnite
Hello J
I've got to go to work. I'll pop back on in a bit.
hi everyone and a nice afternoon/evening :) how´s everyone?
OMG, Anon. Can you tell us more???
Hi J!
Hey guys!
=]
Anonymous said...
I have never been called knowledgeable before!
Someone who has always faded into the background has stepped forward. This could change everything.
Well, baby, there's a first time for everything! ;)
Does this person fade into the background because of...camouflage, so to speak? Or maybe height.
J
Guys, what has been going on today?
Why all the anonymous people?
I see we have a few nice ones! =]
Faded into the background, eh?
Go on.
Martha honey, you know I'm cool with it. I know I got a big mouth. :) And I know how to use it! (SS, are you hearing this?)
SM, that goes for you, me, and K, I think, today. Just got the nigglies.
Elena, hope you can enjoy your day.
J
Hi pixie, elena and Ph sorry if I missed anyone.
No.
Admittedly, anon--as if you hadn't figured this out--I thought you were Mayo yesterday.
Hey everyone
Hi Elena! Hi Pixie! Hi, PH! *hugz*
So, Anon. Care to expand on your previous comment a little?
And will it affect the 'balance' of the current situation?
Hi Bubbles! Hi Mustard!
J
Hey SM, Kapunua, BC, Nice Anon, MJ, MIB and anyone missed! *HUG*
Oooh and OP!! *HUG*
No?
Okay...okay.
So, stop?
Hello Kapu, bc and sis m again how are you guys?
Hello everybody, OPJ, Paperheart, Kapunua, Anima, and the Anon!
I'm so confused, really.
Hi Pixie! Sorry I forgot you.
Hey BC--I left you a comment on your blog. Did you see it?
Anon, ok. Someone associated, perhaps?
J
Hy Paperheart!
MJ< I hope that computer problem gets resolved quickly. Hey, what's up with your computer. Maybe I can help? If it's your hard drive, I could suggest a few things.
I am confused as well!
Anyone care to tell me what is going on?
Hello Mib and anon how are you?
Thanks Op j. Hey kapu I hope you don't mind my Rant earlier just wanted to get things off my chest about what went down with that new person
J:
Is the Anon talking to you or me?
If he's talking to you, I'll not go on.
Anonymous said...
Every day more and more new arrivals at his home. Some knock politely, others barge in and some just shit on his doorstep.
One anonymous person in particular will be weighing heavily on his mind at this time.
November 26, 2007 2:08 PM
hi bc, how are you? *hugs*
Mustard, I THINK Anon was talking to me. Probably. Maybe?
Anon?
PH, we're all sort of learning things as we go. Just read and jump in. :)
J
Hey MJ!
It is the power. It won't come on. It has been giving me troble for a while. So I'm taking it in later today. I hope it con be fixed. I hate having to use other peoples computers. I can't down load anything and I don't have my pass words for my account here but most of all I hate being on a time limit.
Anon, baby, I asked you about that earlier.
Are you able to give us some hints on this? Repetition for emphasis, I know, but a little more info would help us be on the edge.
J
I'm trying to read up, but all I am getting is a whack of confusion!
I'm lost.
Hi everyone who just came in or whatever, I don't know. I'm confused.
MJ, if it just won't go on then I guess you do need to take it in. Hopefully they will be able to help you out!
Last year my hard drive crashed. I hve my whole life on here: old family photos not in print, movies, movies that I made, the novel I'm (supposed to be) writing, everything, and it was all gone. I agonized for over a month about date retrieval. The first "help" person I called told me to reformat it. Thank god I didn't listen to the idiot or I would have lost everything.
I called everywhere, got referrals, got advice, nearly got charged a thousand dollars for data retrieval.
You know what I ended up doing? Hitting it with a screwdriver and putting it back in. And it worked. I got all my stuff back.
The wonders of technology, huh?
@paperheart: that´s how I feel every evening when I come here *laugh* so you´re not alone *hugs*
Anonymous said...
A message for the anon quoted @ 9:05
I think I know who you are and you have every right to be upset and angry. I agree, the emotional blackmail was totally uncalled for. You are probably one of the only people I know who will stand up to him, you know you actually intimidate him. However, lashing out at Mayo will just make things worse for the person you are trying to protect. If you are who I think you are, you will understand what I mean.
Peace be with you.
November 26, 2007 11:17 AM
hello. just got back and more catching up hahaha. i am on aim if anyone wants to chat
This is not helping me get unconfused. @_@
Hey People just coming in!
PIXIE *HUG*
Really, I have no clue what is going on! and I have to leave in 20 minutes, so I have to catch up FAST.
hi fimble *hugs* how are you? you knwo, I don´t have aim ^^ ;)
Hi paperheart, MJ, pixie, everyone else. How are you?
OP, yep, I read your comment and I wanted to say thank you for your words. I have to admit, I broke down crying when I read it.
Pixie, to be honest, right now I feel emotionally drained and tired. I was crying earlier.
Anon,
I don't understand!
What am I missing here?
This thread needs more Bert McCracken.
BC *HUG*
I haven't slept well this past weekend.
My eyes are really red, and apparently it looks like I am about to cry all the time.
"Pixie, to be honest, right now I feel emotionally drained and tired. I was crying earlier."
I know how you feel, that remembers me of my weekend 1 week ago... you´re strong hun, I believe in you. everything will be ok (sounds bad I know but it´s the truth) *hugs*
Hahaha You know Kapu that is usually how it works. I was temted just to open the damn thing up and see if i could just do something. It always worked with my vcr. But I'm going to play it safe.
Hello FS and S&V20
Anon, I think I know who the original angry/bitter anon is. We're talking about the one who posted last night at the end of the previous blog, right?
The same one who said "Take care of your relationship and stay the hell out of mine"?
Mmm-hmm. I think I might have an idea.
J
There are more important things in life than always getting your own way.
I do not know how this will play out. But I think Mayo may be about to learn the hard way that winning the battle is pointless if it costs you the war.
hey pixie. you should get it lol i am begining to work it out myself with a little help from my friends on here hahaha.
Aw, BC, I didn't mean to make you cry. But I know how you feel. I did for a long, long time. And it sucks.
I meant what I said, every word. If you're sincere in your intentions, I'm with you.
Peace
J
I´m sure you already discussed the picture mayo posted or? looking at it makes me feel dizzy, anyway, did someone of you saved it? the name is: diversional....
just asking to what conclusion you came, can´t read through all comments ;)
But, Anon @ 2:48, how do you know?
Do you know this Mayo fella?
Aww poor paperheart, will a zillion hugs makes you feel better? *hugs*
Pixie, aw thank you. I think things might become a bit hard soon, but I'll try to get help.
Paperheart, you probably don't know, but I admitted really early in the morning that I may have depression.
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